Oh, okay. Welcome. I had to put this sparkle filter on because my other freaking filter disappeared, and I just don't know how to live in a world with no livestream filters. Well, that's not true, because I filter without a livestream all the time. I know from using my Katrina Ruth Show banner. But today I felt like it was a filter-ish day, because you know.
Where are you? Shannon, what's up. What's up, Shannon? All right, I don't know why I'm flirting with my clients. Why would I not? It would be rude not to. Did you like my what's up? How are you doing? All right, now I'm being Joey from Friends. How are you doing? How are you doing? What's happening? What's the happy haps?
Hey, Carly. Let me make sure my team know I'm live. I'll flirt with any of you. Any of you. Any time. But mainly with Shannon. Okay, live. Let me just ... Oh my god. Oh my god. I just messaged my client on audio, and she's just pointed out to me that it's three minutes and 33 seconds. Of course it freaking is, because I'm magic as fuck, bitches. Let's message her dad, just so she knows.
Okay, that was me knocking the tripod over. Watch out. Here we are. We're still live. Don't worry. Cat mode activated. Cat mode should always be activated. What's happening? My tripod's falling. I've got to type with one hand. I don't know why. Because I am magic. All right, sorry, but this is important. ... Magic as fuck. You too. We both are. Let's just clarify. It would be rude otherwise. Obviously.
All right. Okay. Hello. Rebecca [inaudible 00:02:18], I fucking knew that you and Brandon were about announce a relationship. I feel a little bit miffed that nobody told me before they told Facebook, but I already knew anyway, but I feel like I was probably the last person to know. Or maybe I was the first, because I energetically called that 100 years ago, and then I saw it on my feed today, and I was like "I knew it!" And then I was really proud of myself for knowing it, and then I was like, no, probably everybody knew it before me, I and I'm probably the last person to know it. But I'm going with I was the first. I'm going with I knew before even you guys. I'm going with you can send me flowers, because I knew it so longa go.
All right, I'm clearly having the best time ever. So, anyway. What was I going to say? Oh, that's right. Today I felt the need for a filter because of the reason that I haven't washed myself in a while. I did muay thai. I don't know. I just felt like it was a filter day. I meant Francis. I was just messaging you while I was on the livestream, because I was like, clearly I need to just sit here messaging my clients, instead of doing the actual livestream that I'm fucking on.
What was my other piece of information for you? Oh, the other thing that I've got to tell you guys before I keep talking is I have mastered, mastered where to put my tripod in the car while livestreaming in the car. I think I should get a love heart shower for that. I'm going to carefully remove this phone, and I'm going to show you so that you can see how good I am. I feel like I just end up in the car office for half the day. I've spent at least five hours in the car today.
Look at this. I never know where to put the tripod when I'm in the car, and I always hold it, and then it's at a weird angle, or I put it on the passenger seat where the laptop is, and then it's on a weird angle. And now, check this out. Can you see that? See how I've jammed it down there into the seat? I'm like, why did I never think of this before. Well, it only fell twice down. I don't need to be a smartass about it. Australians, they say smartassy. Got to watch out for those Aussies.
Okay. Okay. Now, I've been having a little identity crisis again. The problem is that I'm concerned that I've made my breasts too big. It's a legitimate concern. Now, if you're a guy, you don't get to have a say. Say whatever you want, but I know exactly what you're going to say, because so far every man that I've said this to has said, "Please don't say that again, because that's not a thing. It's not possible to make your breasts too big." That's all the men who I've inquired or shared my concerns with.
What's happening here? I've screwed the whole system up. I'm moving it. So, I've been coaching myself through whether or not it's true that I've made my breasts too big. What is happening? Okay, there we go. Now I've got it. Sort of. I've got it. It is true. What's true? Steve, are you saying that it's true that I've made them too big? Because you'd be the first person to say that. Although I must say that your brother disagrees. I don't know if he told you this, but I had a dream. I'ma a huge nut.
I had a dream the other night that Matt broke up with me as a friend, and we were going to catch up, and he was like, "I can't see you anymore. I don't want to be friends with you anymore, because you've got fake breasts now, and I feel that it's not authentic, and I don't like your vibes anymore." That's what he said in the dream, and I was devastated. I was crying in the dream.
So then I audioed him about it, and he goes, "Yeah, I probably would have done that." I was like, "Oh my god." He goes, "Yeah, I don't really care one way or the other about the boobs." And he sort of half agreed with me. And then I called him out on it. I was like, "I don't think so. I think you're going to like them just fine."
But they feel so big, so big, you guys, that's it's just ... I'm about to go into yoga. I went yesterday morning. I kept toppling over. I was like Bambi fucking learning to walk. I was just falling over. By the way, you guys have got to get your asses back here. Yes, it was very embarrassing. I just couldn't even stand up. I'm so top heavy, I just kept falling over. My, I was going to say [foreign language 00:06:59], but that's definitely in German. What's it called in English? My equilibrium wall off. It's all over the place.
This morning in the ring as well, at muay thai, it was a sight to behold. I just kept tripping all over the place. I would have got my ass kicked if I was in a fight. Not that I'd be in an actual fight five days after surgery. But I was doing my thing.
All right. Decide to get fucking certain. Carly says, "Welcome to my life. G cups over here." I'll get you to drop the link, but not just yet. In a moment. Well, the thing is though, if you've got your G cups over there, that I'm assuming they grew in a normal fashion. They didn't just get plonked on there, and then you've suddenly got to adapt to them instantly overnight, and you had no warning. Because I did yoga even up until eight months pregnant, and I wasn't falling all over the place there, but I got to adjust to that gradually, you know?
Okay. Decide to get fucking certain. Certainty is a choice. I wanted to talk about that. There's many things in which I'm the world's biggest flake, you guys. It's quite disgusting. You'd be disgusted if you knew all the areas that I flake out. Some people know. You'd just be appalled. You'd be like, "What a disgrace that girl is. She's an absolute disgrace."
So, there's some things that I don't write that I want to write, for example. I feel like I'm not a real writer. I am a real writer. I think I'm an amazing fucking writer. I think I'm actually the best writer of our times, in the world, just modestly over here. But then at the same time, there's things that I'm meant to write that I don't write at all. I don't know what you want to say about that.
I was having this conversation off and all day with somebody. Well, the truth is, we were having a conversation on the phone for two hours. It was Patrick. And we really agreed at the end that it was very selfish and outrageous that we hadn't recorded the conversation. It was extremely rude. And so we're now going to record our conversations, and then when we've got 10 of them, we're going to sell them to you. And you're going to be thrilled. You're going to buy them in a bunch before we even launch them, because the depth of the conversation is so fucking good that after we get off the phone, it's like you're off your head. You have to go lie down, or have a massage. Yeah, exactly, of course people are going to buy that.
Every time we're on the phone, then we're like, "These so should have been livestreamed. It's so stupid that we didn't livestream this." But then, like I said, I'm like, "Yeah, but sometimes I just want to talk to you without the whole of Facebook getting to listen." But then at the end, I was trying to remember a few things that we'd talked about, because it was such good content, and then I was like, "Cool, I'll watch the replay later. And then I'm like, "Oh, there's no replay of being on the phone. God damn it, that's not fair." So, now I'm just trusting that that content will come back to me, and it will.
But meanwhile, one of the things that we were talking about, which we were being a little bit irreverent around, shall we say, the nice way of saying it, is about just, you know, the whole world fucking flakes out on its whole life, and it is a disgrace, it's true. So few people actually step up and do the damn work to create what they want in their lives. That's the reality.
But then later on I was thinking, the reality is that that actually includes me, I've got to admit, because I definitely flake hard on other levels of writing I want to do, and specific writing projects that I want to do. And the truth is that sometimes I think ... Well, it's not true at all, but I think that the truth is that sometimes I'm not certain about it, right? Sometimes I'm not sure. Do I really want to write that book, or am I just making that up in my head?
And I guess clients say to me a lot of the time ... In fact, I think I had this question even over the weekend from a client, around how do you decide? Like, this is from our inner circle lives from earlier today. Of course, right? So, it was around, what if I have decided, and I'm manifesting the thing, and then it doesn't show up?
And I've said this lots of times to people, and I'll say it again right here. Deciding is a practise, but you've got to decide to decide, as well. You've got to decide to get fucking certain. You've got to decide to get freaking serious. You've got to decide to get double D breasts, and then afterwards when you're like, "Fuck me, I think they're too big," then you've got to remind yourself that every decision you make is perfect.
I was up all night long on Saturday night, coaching myself around my boobs. I was coaching myself on, "But Kat, it's not possible that they're too big, because this is the size that you chose, and you always make the right decision, and everything always works out perfectly for you, and you never stop anything, so therefore they're all right." So, that helps, that helps, that helps.
And then I went to yoga the next morning, which was yesterday, and then I looked at myself in the mirror, and I was like, "Damn, they actually look quite nice." But still extraordinarily large. But then again, they are swollen right now. I think all of me ... For some reason, my whole fucking body puffed up after the surgery. So, that's been a fun ride.
And the whole point was, deciding is a practise. Deciding is not something you do one time. It's actually a practise, and then you come back to it every single day. I mean, why don't you just put that link in now, because I realise I'm getting carried away here, and I'm forgetting about that all together.
Here's a good example, actually. My, Katrina Ruth high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind is open. It's at ... I believe that it's at the KatrinaRuthShow.com/MillionaireMastermind. Let's just drop that link in so it will be in the comments. That is open, I think, I think.
We haven't seen them all. How much can you see? They're very ginormous. I don't know how much you can see on this livestream. I was going to lift my top up, but too bad, I'm not going to. I mean, they're really big. Like, really big. Maybe I'll think they're smaller later. I went way bigger than I would have because my friends convinced me to. My friends, all of them, were like ... Hang on, I'm just checking my visuals on Facebook. I had a sudden fear that everyone could see everything, and I don't know, because Facebook is always messing with me. Okay, now you can't see as much.
My friends, all of them were like, "When I got them done, then I wished I'd gotten them bigger." So, I just went extra, extra big. I'm like, how much too much is too much? I feel like I've gone too much too much, now.
But with the Millionaire Mastermind, Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind, that is open right now. Oh my goodness, that is ... Okay, that's probably the most powerful thing I've ever launched, in terms of what can I create that gives people all of everything that they need, with support system, strategy, and structure, so that they never need to have a question unanswered, or feel like they don't know how to put something together and bring it to life. So that they're fully supported with the whole empire-building and cash machine side of the business, as well as, obviously, the mindset and inner work, which is the real work.
And I knew the answer was to create something like the Millionaire Mastermind. I had some massive control freak issues around it to do with the fact that I'm not running this show. I mean, I'm always running the show. I am the damn show. Actually, I don't run the show. I just am the show. I don't run the show, right?
My team are creating, and ongoing, doing a lot of the training, content, and support for the Millionaire Mastermind. That was a huge thing for me. I felt really unsure, and it was very hard for me to come to a decision around it because I was control freaking about not being the star of the show. But I am the show. I'm always the star of the show.
So, this was a good example of out topic today, where I had to decide. I was like, should I, shouldn't I, for literally six months, because I felt that it should always just be about me. But then at the same time, I knew ... Gosh, listen to the sound of me. When I say that out loud, it's a bit embarrassing.
But I knew, at the same time, that the way for me to beset serve the broader community is to really open up access to my team. I have this amazing team who do all this incredible stuff in the business, and I knew that it was pretty freaking selfish to hold that back, and also in a way, kind of reigning them in and clipping their wings, right, when they have so much power to share.
So, that was an example for me, and I want you to really think about, where have you not been deciding to take a leap, deciding to do something that you need to do. Where are you telling yourself a story that you don't know?
I think it's a practise not only to decide, but I think it's a practise also to tune in on this stuff, to have conversations with the right people in your life, or to join something like the Millionaire Mastermind, or to listen to my livestreams, or read my content, or have your ow inner work practise, or whatever it is, a combination of these things that works for you, where you're checking in, where you're tuning in.
One of my favourite questions that I've asked myself over and over for years is, what would full alignment look like right now? What would it look like if I was fully in alignment? Another way to say it, what would it look like if I was fully pressing play? What would I be doing right now if I was doing all that I know I'm meant to be doing, or all that I know I'm meant to be? What would I be doing if I was in full integrity, is another way that I like to say it, as well.
And this particular membership programme, which is the only membership programme in the world for the driven entrepreneurs and crazy critters, it is the mindset and the strategy of crushing it online for driven entrepreneurs and crazy critters who just want more, the Millionaire mastermind, Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Mastermind. Details in the pinned comment, open now for just a couple more days, and then we will close those doors.
That membership programme was a perfect example of something that I wasn't stepping into, I wasn't taking action. I was not allowing life to be breathed into it because I was telling myself a story that I wasn't sure, but really, I just wasn't willing to sit in the discomfort of what I had to face inside of myself, which was kind of getting out of my own way, letting go of the reins, letting my team step up, letting them take control.
And also, it's a huge, big project for the whole team, in terms of, I guess, manpower and effort and that sort of thing. So, committing team energy and resources to that was maybe part of it. But I think really, it wasn't about that for me. Really, it was about the control freak stuff.
And eventually, I did, and now, honestly, even the first few ... I think I manifested some screw ups with this programme. Let me tell you about it. Because the first few days ... We opened the doors on Saturday morning. I forgot to launch it, as you do, when you've announced to the whole world that you're going to launch at 9 AM on a Saturday morning, and then your whole team is prepared and ready, and it is indeed a Saturday, right? They're kind of always on again, off again. Still officially, though, don't work on the weekends. My brother and sister will tell you that that's a joke, but officially.
And then meanwhile, I'm just casually having Saturday morning coffee, and my brother's texting me, and I'm like, "Fuck, I forgot to launch." I was like, okay, I didn't write any launch material, I couldn't go live to do the launch, because my kids were there and they were kind of manic. So, I'm like, all right. I just screenshotted his message with my reply saying, "Fuck, I forgot to launch." I'm like, well, that's the launch content, then. Everything's always perfect. And I chucked that out there.
So, that was the first little screw up. The first sign of me letting my resistance kind of rule me a little bit. And then after that, two more things happened. The whole sales page stopped working for a while, so if you had a bunch of ... Well, we had a bunch of messages. If you had a problem getting onto the sales page, just blame me and my resistance for that. I don't know why. We had no technical reason for that. There's no reason why that happened, but there was a full day where we didn't even quite realise, because it was on Sunday for us, where the sales page wasn't working.
And then, to top it off, and probably me not reading the sales page properly, again, resistance winning, the whole offer wasn't even clear. It was written out what the deal is, and the huge discount for your first month as a founding member, but it was only kind of as a halfassed afterthought further down the page. It wasn't clear. It wasn't definite. It was a little confusing. So, we had some new people jumping onto the order form, and then feeling confused and like it was different to what was on the page.
So, it's just been somewhat of a clusterfuck, but not really, because it's all perfect. We simply extended the countdown timer for another day or so, I think, so now the timer ... I don't even know when it finishes, now. It's probably, details are probably in that comment. My team have written that up for me, and given a little description there of what's going on.
But we decided to extend the countdown timer, and I decided to just kind of get my shit together and bring my energy, instead of letting that resistance just creep around the edges, because there's still been that small part of me that's like, am I ready to let go of control? Am I ready?
And then I had this conversation earlier today with Patrick like I said, and then we've been messaging back and forth all day, and then I just messaged him like an hour ago, and I said, "Decide to get fucking certain." And then I was like, oh my god, there's my livestraem title, and that is the exact reason why I know I've been kind of mucking with the tech side of this launch with my own energy.
I just find this stuff so fascinating. So fascinating. And I'm going to go, because yoga starts in five minutes, so I should do that, because I'm going to screw with my teacher by always arriving one minute before class starts, and that's not very fair for anyone. So, I'm going to go, but I would love to know from you, leave me a comment, where do you know you need to decide to get fucking certain?
Pop a comment in. Send me a love heart shower. Read the pinned comment here. Go to the KatrinaRuthShow.com/MillionareMastermind. Check out all that we've got there for you. It is so next level. I hope to see you inside, but either way, drop me a comment. Let me know what you're deciding. I always some back and read my comments later. Have an amazing rest of the day, and do not forget, life is stopped. Press fucking play. Bye.
