Rebel Millionaire

Yo, okay. Let's see where we're going to fix this thing up. Okay, could work. It's deathly quiet in here. Deathly quiet. Okay, here we are. Hello people of the world, peoples of the internet, come hang with me. Come chill with me. This is my car home, today I'm living homeless in my car. I'm super like gafrazzled okay I just did a little Germany thing.

I'm super frazzled. I'm going to cleanse it out of my body, and you are going to help me, oh yes indeed you are, but let's share this over. Let's share it over, let's share it over. Hey, Emory, hey Ruby, who else is with me? Wow, 19 people are already here. That's badass. I don't know who you all are though because it's not showing all your names. I'm just chilling here in the car park, I'm gonna go to yoga soon enough.

Hey Dawn, hey Cary, my nails are pink to match that little... No, they're not pink at all, I'm not colour blind. They are green, and they're matching this little bit of my tattoo that you can see in there that is green. I'm not looking at you 'cause I'm trying to figure out how to share this. And then my toenails are the exact pink that's in that tattoo. I just find it a supremely organised situation.

I didn't even do it on purpose, I'm just on brand as fuck all the time. I've got the restless energy in my body and I need to cleanse it from me, do you know what I mean? I've been in my car for like three and a half hours now. I'm in my car home, I live in my car now. My brother just said to me ... I was just on the phone with my brother, who works in my company with me, and I said "I've been in my car for like three hours." And he was like "You're homeless, you're a homeless person living in your car." And I'm like well it is a Mercedes, so it's not the worst sort of car for a homeless car person, if that's what I am.

Alright, alright, alright. I did my sharing thing. Here I am. I'm ready to go. Put that laptop away for now. Now, do you think... Okay, I'm going to try and set up this tripod so it's a little bit straighter. Let's see if I can figure this out for you. Okay, oh okay sorry I didn't mean to do that. The tripod is on a weird angle. Okay, I think we're done, no? We're still on an angle for sure. Okay, I want to get this tripod on so it's not on an angle, put it up a bit. Alright, so I've been in my car for three hours because I was at the shopping mall earlier today where I often hang out, like a mall rat. I just loved the movie Mall Rat so much that I decided to become a mall rat with a multimillion dollar business.It's the best, I can't lie to be honest with you.

Now I hang out at the mall a lot because one of the gyms that I train at is there. I have to have a gym membership at every possible gym on the coast so that I can go wherever I feel like going on the day. Then you know there's a cool coffee shop and there's lots of them... Let's turn this car on, it's too hot. So I hang out in the coffee shop writing my blog and stuff and then I jumped on the phone and then I just stayed on the phone. So, I couldn't drive my car back into the underground car park at my building where I live at because I was on the phone the whole time. Then next thing like three hours have passed and then I was like well, I might as well stay in the car and then just might as well drive up the yoga studio and yoga class is going to be on in 45 minutes now, so now I'm just hanging out here and I get to talk to you and I'm super excited.

I'm particularly excited... well I'm particularly excited for two reasons. Hey, hey Daniel, hey Leona, hey Adam, hey Gina, hi Natalie, Hi Tracey. Who else is here say hi? Two reason I'm excited, one of them is selfish and one of them is all about you. The selfish reason is I know I need to livestream before my head explodes because I've been sitting in the car for too long and I'm kind of I've been... My ass has been right here for like three straight hours, but I have been talking the whole time and having insane elevated conversations.

So, it's all been positive and powerful, but I'm like that's a lot of fucking sitting. So one reason that I wanted to livestream is to get my energy out, to cleanse it from me. So that when I go into yoga I am zen as fuck and ready to be present in all ways, shapes, and forms. By the way, yesterday I went to the theme park, one of them, because we've got lots here. I went to Movie Water on the gold coast.

I did that thing where you go upside down. You know, you sit in a thing that's roughly like a pirate-y sailboat, and then it swings way up and down and then way up and down. And then it goes way upside down, and then you hang upside down. So while I was hanging upside down, I did indeed require myself to open my eyes, not the first time upside down, I admit. I kept my eyes closed. And I held on to the things like that.

The second time when I went upside down, I was like now I will open my eyes. And I opened my eyes, and I just thought to myself, "I am zen as fuck right now". I was just like, I am meditating, I am calm, I could see my best friend Callie down there on the ground looking ... I was annoyed at her that she wasn't looking up at me in my zen, calm state whilst hanging up in the air. I was like, "See me? You should see me up here all zen and shit". But she didn't look up. Meanwhile, I just hung there upside down and I was so fucking proud of myself. My heart rate didn't raise at all even as it kept swinging itself around in circles. Mind you, when I went on the Scooby Doo ride, I was kind of terrified 'cause it was in the dark and I didn't know what was happening.

Okay, so then the second reason I wanted to livestream, reason number two, numeral [inaudible 00:06:03], whatever it is, [inaudible 00:06:06]. Reason number two is for you, it's not all about me. I mean it is the Katrina Ruth Show, so technically it's all about me, but it's actually not all about me. When it is all about me ... In fact, I'll give you a free tip. All the tips are free. You don't have to pay for any of them right now. You can pay if you want. You can send donations via PayPal info@playlife.com.au. Send donations. So far, I've never received a single PayPal donation in 12 years of online marketing, and I feel that that's actually a little sad if you think about it.

Someone should send me a dollar. Send me a dollar and a cookie, chewy chocolate chip cookie, preferably from ... What's that place called, where you get the food? Oh my god, it's on the tip of my tongue. They always have one conveniently near soul cycle. You know, you go and get your vegetables and your meat and stuff there every day. Ashley, what is it? We went there all the time. They had the best chocolate chip chewy cookies. I'm trying to get back on track.

Okay, second reason. Nailed it. Second reason. Tender Greens, exactly. Tender Greens for the win. Ashley wins a prize. The prize is working with me. You already have that prize. Byron Bay cookies, maybe, but in Byron Bay, they have the ... I don't like those Byron Bay cookies, no sir-ee. I'm sorry. They have the best gluten free brownies if you actually drive to Byron Bay, which is a novel idea. But most people are eating things with the label Byron Bay on it, like they know I'm going there. So you've got to go there. You've got to get ... You go down on the street, I don't know what street it is. Sorry, I can't really direct you there, but I know in my head how to get there. And they have the best gluten free brownies in the world. And they have chocolate ... White chocolate raspberry and gluten free brownies. They are to die for.

So I'll either take some of them plus a one dollar PayPal donation, or some chocolate chip chewy cookies from Tender Greens with a one dollar PayPal donation. Don't worry if you want to send more than a dollar, it's okay. Now if you want to make more than a dollar, and maybe you want to make millions of dollars on your terms always doing what you love only, then maybe you don't want to send me any donations at all and maybe you want to jump into the inner circle. Just an idea, but we'll talk about that another time.

Anyway, I'm getting there finally. I wanted to share something with you that I have found myself saying to at least 1300 people today, or maybe it's two or three but it feels like a lot. And that is about the freedom, the freedom, the fucking freedom that comes from knowing you're already there. Christine was definitely gonna mail me cookies. I think I look amazing with my hair on this angle by the way. It looks like a fake ponytail piece and it's not even. Alright, I'm pretty happy with my hair right now. I'm pretty happy with my confidence also, by the way. Yeah, I'll take the Bordeaux too. Send the Bordeaux and the cookies.

I should just get to enjoy my hair right now 'cause it's gonna get sweat-filled like a motherfucker in an hour and a half once I go in there. So the freedom. Freedom thing. I have said to at least three people today, if not 1333, "Do you realise that you're already free? Do you realise ...", Okay Leona, what do you need details of, the cookies? It's just [inaudible 00:09:41]. It's definitely on the corner of Second and something in Santa Monica, but there's one everywhere, or possibly you mean the inner circle, or is it the hair? Either way, message me. Big kind gestures. Oh my god, [inaudible 00:09:53], wait til you see the little skit that Matt and I made. Matt filmed for me the other day. He's editing them today. It's gonna be fabulous.

So the freedom thing. Okay, so let me ask you a question. It's coming. It'll come when it desires to come, because I thought I was gonna get to it about eight and a half minutes ago but I didn't get there yet. Here's the question. I'm kind of annoyed that I've got no more water right now. Do you think if I just stuck the water bottle out of the ground there it would fill with rain water? You're free already. Lisa says she's free.

Let's say, let's imagine that you believe in your own fucking message. Imagine such a thing. Do you think it's even possible that everybody here believes in their message? Probably not. Do you believe in your message? Do you believe in the truth and the power of what is inside your soul? Say "I" or say "Yes", say, "Love heart shower". Press your cat emoji sticker now, anyone that you like. Let's see them. Let's wait and see. I'm gonna wait for that. Yes, Rachel wins first. Send her a cookie. I have no interesting things in here. I really want some lip gloss. I think somebody ... I think that what happened is when I got my car washed that the car wash people took my Chanel gold lip gloss, that is my car lip gloss that sits down here. It's gone. Either that or somebody borrowed my car and stole my Chanel gold lip gloss. I've only loaned my car to men, so ... But maybe they did.

Carrie says yes. Alright, let's say you believe in your message, and two of you said yes. I don't know what's going on with the other 56 of you. And I didn't see a single love a hot shower or an emoji either, so I'm a little concerned for the self belief of the livestream people, or maybe it's just that you're too busy eating cookies and the emoji button is not working. Still only two of you, really? Is that what's going on here? What's happening? Where's the love heart shower if you believe in your message? You could just decide to believe right now.

So let's say you believe in your message. The next question is do you believe that you will automatically get there? Do you have faith that you will automatically create the vision that is inside of you, yes or no? Here they come. Thank you. Thank you for the love hearts. It's brightening up the blackness of this whole visual situation. Love heart and emojis and press play buttons everywhere, okay good. Absolutely. Let's say that you believe in your message and let's say that you also, additionally to that, you actually believe that it's fucking done.

Now today, on three different conversations that I can even remember which specific three people it was, and it might've been more than that though, people were telling me about their vision and their message and what they want to bring to life, right? And I was just sitting there, and it was so powerful. It even felt just extra more powerful. I can't react. Just react. You don't need to be an emotional stone. Just react out loud. Just dance and play in the wind, but maybe I won't be able to see it and that's what you mean. [inaudible 00:12:57] love hearts.

I just had you know two new clients on their first one on one calls with me and also one call where I was on with a friend. And in all three of those cases, and I think there was another client as well, where they were sharing their message and their vision, and I was just like holy shit. Do you feel how done it is what you're saying? Because I could feel their certainty and their truth and their fire as they were sharing their message and their vision with me. And you know sometimes people are a little less sure, and they want or desire or get to have that help and support kind of digging deeper and that's always cool as well. But in this particular case, every conversation that I had today, I was just like holy shit. You are so fucking sure of what you're saying to me. You know that this is what you're here to do in the world.

And I've got to say that is somewhat rare, I guess, for a new client conversation. Often times, it's a bit more uncertainty there at the start. But like I said, either way's fine. Everyone's got different areas where they're more sure and different areas where they maybe need more support. But like I said, I said, "Do you realise how done this is? What you just said felt so energetically, it's just already done. You know that this is real right? You know this is happening"? And I think one or two people responded where ... Two people responded and were like, "Yes!", and one person was like, "Yes"? Kind of like "Yes?", but yes, right?

From there I said, but do you understand what that means? 'Cause when you're already energetically done, like when you say this is what I'm gonna do and this is who I'm here to serve and this is the business and the life I'm gonna create, and you know and believe that it's done, do you understand what that means, Michelle Crawford? Response. And everybody else, but Michelle's is the most recent comment about that. What it means is that there is literally nothing you need to worry about, at all. Nothing. It means that you are already free because if it's energetically done, if it's already done internally, if you feel that and you know it, then it's only a matter of time, which is a very flexible and bendable thing anyhow, it is only a matter of time until the physical world catches up.

And is the physical world even real, or is the world inside you real? Actually far and beyond this whole situation here, am I even here, are you here, is this car here, is the yoga studio there? That's definitely gonna feel fucking real when I'm in the hot room, so maybe that's real. But the rest ... But that's an internal reaction anyway, is it even real? Like actually, the real world is the one inside. So if it feels done and you mean it, then you already got the result. Hello, right? Hello. You already got the result.

So if you already got the result, and if you feel it, then what would you need to worry about? Now maybe even you want more results, you want more tangible results. You're like, but I want to see the money in my bank account, and whatever else, right? Cool. But still, if it's energetically done and you're like it's so done and you actually mean that, then it means you have nothing to worry about. What does that mean? Leah Steele response. I'll keep talking anyway, but I like to hear your response.

I think this is my new thing, that I just call people out and that they should talk suddenly on command on my livestreams. And it's just kind of annoying to me that you're not immediately like promoted to speaker as soon as I state your name. That is the new update that I want on Facebook live. I want it to be that when I shout somebody's name out that a live camera instantly goes onto them wherever they are, whatever they're doing. They're in the fucking bath, they're cooking dinner, too bad. They're just suddenly there on the livestream. That would be amazing. Do you think it would drop my numbers down on my lives if you knew that you were suddenly gonna be a guest appearance with no warning?

Okay, what it means, what it means, what it means. What it means is you are already completely free to be in each moment and just live each moment from a place of pure connection and presence. I don't feel like the "ah" is the entire answer. The cat buttons are distracting. Just keep on smashing them. Hit em, hit em, hit em. Alright? People are arriving. Do you know I'm so impressed with myself that I got to the yoga studio an hour early, 'cause this place is getting popular as fuck and you can never get a car park. You have to hike from okay, like 30 minutes away, but it just feels annoying to me to not park right out the front. So now I'm like, this is my new system. I'm gonna turn up an hour early bitches. I'm getting the pole position every day. And then I'm just gonna livestream before the class, and then I'll walk into the class like levitating through the ceiling.

Hey, how are you Joanna, if you're already in there, who's teaching the class. If you're ... Okay, back on point. You're free. Okay, so let's say there was nothing you needed to worry about. Let's say you completely trusted and knew that it was done and knew that everything inside of you is gonna come to life, amen. Yes, thank you, goodnight. What that would mean in a practical sense, if there is indeed a practical world at all, which seems to be up for discussion, is it would mean ... I feel that you're evading and avoiding the question with your lawyerly tactics, I'm onto you. It would mean that you can just be like here I am, right here, right now, in this moment being me, just hanging out in the flow zone.

Earlier when I was on the phone chatting away for an extended period of time ... And then ... And he's in America. And then he was like, "What time is it for you anyway?" And I was like, "Two pm", and he's like, "Oh shit, this is the middle of your day. Did you want to be talking at this time of day?" Or like "It's the middle of your working day", or something like that. And I was like "Yeah, but" ... well, I already did a bunch of stuff earlier anyhow, but more relevantly, that's got nothing to do with anything. Working day is a very interesting topic, and I feel like my whole life is my working day, or none of it, either way.

But the big point that I kind of came to from that that I want to bring in here is I'm always exactly where I need to be and there is literally nothing else I need to do ever. This moment in time, where I'm meant to be is right here with you dancing around in the car. That moment in time, that was exactly where I was meant to be, on the phone. There was nothing else. There's no list. I deleted the fucking list. I did talk about last week. I'm gonna run a course. It's gonna be called "#deletethelist.com".

In the course, I will get you to send me a list, and then I'll burn it, or I'll maybe teach you how to do a ceremony, like a cleansing and closing of the list ceremony and a clearing and then a releasing and detoxification of the list, and then we'll have martinis. That'll be the course. It's gonna be 99$. Who wants to join? You can send PayPal donations if you want to join, or just send 99$ and then I'll tell you how to delete your list. It'll be worth a fuck load more than 99$ by the way. It should be 999. It's a bargain, a bargain. Of course, you could do roughly just what I already said and just send me the Bordeaux, it's up to you. Whatever works for you.

So you know, there's nothing I ever need to do. It's actually become real. I've said this for a while. It's one of my most powerful, fabulously, life transformative ... It sounds wordy, but it's still true, the best manifestation philosophies of all time is that there is never anything you need to do ... Lisa is signing up for the cause, she's signing up for #deletethelist.com, she's in. Who else is in? We can sell this course right now. I could just launch it right now.

I'm really enjoying my side angle. I think I'm gonna do all livestreams on the side. I think it's just the god glow that's coming through from the lights. Okay, enough. I'll stop. I know I'm being slightly annoying, maybe not. Just own it. Maybe you're not annoying at all.

So yes, here's the concept. There's never anything you need to do, but there's always action to take. I read this in a book once, and I was like ... My mind was instantly expanded to the heavens, to the heavens. Right? I was like what does that mean? What does it mean there's never anything you need to do but there's always action to take? Well, what it means is when you trust and you know that it's done ... This is kind of a boring prop, isn't it? What else have we got back here?

You know when they clean your car and then they just leave the little consoles and compartments not properly cleaned? Right. I've got a better prop. Alright, okay. This is what I'm rolling with. Okay. You know, I always say I'm Batman and I carry the Batman shaker all the time, and I feel like people don't believe that I'm really Batman, but somebody's got to be Batman you understand. I feel like this is way better than the water bottle.

I'm going down because the yoga people are gonna see me. My friends from yoga are all ... They're not even my close friends, they're just people I know at yoga and they're gonna be like, this chick seems like a normal chick normally when she's in the yoga class. Now the truth is gonna be uncovered. Right. There's nothing else very interesting back here. There's a badge, police badge. I don't think that's helpful. It's hard to see. See? Now you believe it, of course.

Where was I? There's no ... Oh my god, somebody's pulling up next to me. Actually, my windows are quite tinted. It should be okay. There's never anything that you need to do, but there's always action to take. It means when you fully trust and you know that it's done, you get to live your fucking life. I feel like Kiera understands this philosophy definitely. Thank you, Kiera. Definitely Batman, no question. I appreciate it.

I actually must say though that I met Batman yesterday at Movie World. He didn't seem to give me any particular code word or acknowledgement, but maybe he was triggered. You can live your life. What if you could just live your life now and be completely free? Imagine to yourself that you were completely done. Oh my god, bat dad is my new hashtag. Imagine to yourself that you were completely done and completely free and that there was nothing else you had to do, nothing you needed to worry about at all, nothing you needed to do. Like you're done. You're actually done.

I said to my friend on the phone earlier, I was like, "I'm actually done. I'm already ... Like I'm right here, right now with you. This is where I'm meant to be in this moment in time. I'm already done for today, but I'm actually done for my life", I said. "And therefore, from that place, I'm free to do whatever the fuck I want and be as creative as possible." And guess what else? I trust in myself that I will show up for my life and continue to create amazing things. A lot of people would be very scared to be done.

I love Bat dad. He's funny as anything. A lot of people would be very scared to be done because then they would be terrified that all they're gonna do if they didn't have a list of shit they're gonna do, all they're gonna do is sit around on the couch eating fucking cookies from [inaudible 00:24:05]. Not me. I'm not scared of the cookies at all. I'm also not scared of overeating them. I must admit I eat them on a pretty consistent basis when I'm in America.

I was like oh my god, somebody's trying to scratch their way through the roof of the car, but it's just my bat ear scratching the roof of the car up there. But I am a consistent person. I'm disciplined as fuck and I'm consistent in all areas. And when I'm in America, I'm consistently eating [inaudible 00:24:31] chocolate chip chewy cookies because they're fucking amazing. And it's also a fabulous way that I test out my own theories and philosophies on life, one of which is that I'm always in amazing shape no matter what I eat.

So I deliberately eat cookies, cookies, cookies, whenever I desire them, which is often enough, consistently enough. And then I remain lean, and then I'm like here you go bitches. Told you, if anybody asks, and they do sometimes. Otherwise, I just keep it to myself and eat them in bed. And when Callie shares the bed with me, she's like "Why is there crumbs in the bed"? And that's the entire story.

Imagine if you were free, right? Really imagine this. Feel into this. Feel the energy of being free. Imagine you're free to be a moon child and a bat girl and whatever you wanted. There was nothing you needed to do. I didn't do this livestream 'cause I'm like now I want to sell some shit. I was selling something anyway, right? That's whatever. It just happens. It would be so weird to not be selling. But I do what I desire to do ...

Lilly Badcock, are we gonna be doing a podcast interview tonight my time? I don't know if you replied yet. Can I do it as bat girl? You know, I just do what I desire to do, what feels fun and flow-based. Cat man, that is even better. Cat man? Can I be cat girl? Okay, now I'm bat girl, cat girl, I don't know. What do you mean which part of America you're in? What if I'm online Rachel? They definitely exist, but maybe 10 degrees is more of a California thing.

Imagine you were free. Would that be scary though or would it be exciting? Would you be willing to do that? It's not actually that you get to be free. The question is are you willing to allow yourself to be free? Because you can grant that to yourself right now in this very moment in time. That is the point that I'm trying to make, right? I really need a fucking pointing device. I'm gonna have to go back to the empty water bottle, either that or some sunglasses. It feels like I should have some sort of better props in this car, but it is what it is at this stage. I did the best that I could with what was available to me. I feel that I did okay.

Okay, alright. I don't know what's happening in your part of California, but just figure it out. They're the best cookies in the world. So would you be okay with it, right? 'Cause you can give yourself this permission right now. Most of you won't is the sad truth. You're gonna go, "Oh very well for you to say cat girl, bat girl, whoever you are, but I" ... This, this and this. Well guess what? I'm just gonna tell you straight up from the getup. That is your story. I had the same story for many moons, many moons. It was not a fun story to live in, but I continued to hold onto it relentlessly even though it didn't serve me. I was addicted to the story of struggle.

And then one day, I was just sick of the whole damn thing and I just decided to trust in myself. I decided to trust that I would do the right if I didn't have rules for myself. I decided to grant myself freedom. And it's a continual thing that I get to decide and step into. 'Cause I decided that shit years ago, but still the rules creep up upon you, and the list creeps up around you, and you put walls upon yourself.

I didn't mean other people's rules. I could give two fucks about other people's rules, right? But my own rules for myself, I would be so strictly bound ... For example, in years gone by, even something like my journaling, which obviously I swear by and love and adore, but earlier years, it would've been like I have to or else, or even [inaudible 00:27:55] yoga, which I'm about to go into. In earlier years, Kiera knows about this for sure, was I have to or else, or else I'll gain weight or freak out or have an anxiety attack or be a bad person somehow.

Now, I go when I desire to and that is it, period, the end. I never go out of scarcity to yoga, to the gym, to my journal, to anywhere. I follow flow and desire. So that's one example of how I got rid of rules, right? But continually they creep up and continually you just bat them on away like a bat girl, cat girl, whoever you are. And you notice it and you catch it. For me, it's such a big shift to step into this realisation. And I just dropped into it again over this past week or so in a deeper way, and I've had this conversation with several people today like I said, of holy shit. If you actually believe in what you say you believe, and you believe and know that it's done, then it means that you're already free. It means that you're completely free, that you are free to live your life, that you've got your whole life right now, that you've got everything.

And if I'm free, then all I've got to do is exactly what I desire to do. Okay Patrick, you missed the best part of the conversation, and there was a very important reason why I had to put the bat girl mask on. So you're gonna have to watch the replay, alright? Now, we're into the serious bit though. The fun is over. The fun is over, but the mask is on now and nobody needs to see what's going on with this mask. It'll be too crazy for anyone. Okay, preaching. Exactly, Lilly, that is right.

If you're already free right here and right now in this moment, then all that you've got to worry about is, well, nothing at all. There's no fucking worry. It's literally just what do you desire to do in this moment in time? You scrolled and no mask, came back and mask is on. That's what happens. You just manifested bat girl. Ashley, where are you? Are you still in Hawaii? What is your house in Santa Monica gonna be like? Because we're all coming and we're gonna have a massive party there. It's gonna be a costume party, and then we're gonna do that fucking hip hop music video that I said we were gonna do. That is what's happening. Yes, yes it is. Maybe Patrick will even come to that, and you can be in the video. In Hawaii. I need to go to Hawaii. I'm trying to get back on topic.

Imagine you were free, and imagine that you could do exactly what you wanted to do all the time. Do you think you'd do a good job? That is the question, right? That is the only question that I have for you today, apart from every other question that I asked you before. But that's the only real question that's important and serious. Do you think that you would do a good job? Do you think that you would do a good fucking job of living your life or alternatively, do you imagine to yourself ... My ears are getting crunchy up there.

Do you imagine to yourself that you need to have rules and structure, that you can't be trusted, that you're not gonna be successful in your life if you don't have rules? If you don't have structure, if you don't have all these boundaries, and like I've got to live my life in a certain way like it's a freaking military organisation instead of getting to flow. Because I fully know and believe and understand that when I come from flow, everything works. Everything works, alright? Everything.

Ashley says my house is gonna be amazing 'cause I've decided. Everyone is invited, but you've got to [inaudible 00:31:03]. Ace can be in the video. I feel like he would be super badass gangster as a bat dog in the video. Okay, he can just be himself. He doesn't even have to dress up. He can just be regular old Ace. So wait, what was I up to?

I mean I feel like the whole point of the whole damn point is that everybody wants to get to freedom. Everyone wants to get to where they can live their lives, where they can wake up every day, do whatever the fuck they want, connect with whoever they desire, you know just have an amazing cool time. I used to write in my journal over and over and over again. I would write all I want to do is I want to inspire and motivate and educate and empower people to live their lives purposefully and to press play, and I want to hang out with badass cool people online. That is literally what I would write over and over again. I want to inspire, educate, motivate and empower and I want to hang out with cool, badass people online. And offline as well, but I was thinking in terms of my business.

And then I would think, but how do I do that? What are all the things that I've got to do? What are all the building blocks and the stepping stones so that I can get to that place? And it just seemed so endless. And for as long as I said that there was this list of shit that had to be done or these blocks that I had to climb, then there was, right? 'Cause I continued to create them in front of me. And it literally took me years to figure this shit out to where I now know and understand it was all just like a hallucination or ... Nothing wrong with that, but it was all just a made up idea in my head. I was just creating this stairway in front of me in my head. It wasn't even a stairway to heaven. It was a stairway to nowhere. It was just one of those revolving fucking stairways that when you think you got to the top it just keeps going.

And finally I was like, if I just got off the freaking stairway, and there was nothing in front of me and nothing I had to do, I could actually be here now. And because what I desire to do is to inspire, motivate, educate and empower people and hang out with badass, cool people online, then that is what I'm gonna do. And funnily enough, not funny at all, that's what makes me the fucking money, gives me the flow ... He's called Ace, not ice. A-C-E. Makes me the money, gives me the flow, gets me the body results, calls in my cool as fuck soulmate clients and friends and people in my life right? All of that actually just comes from me being who I am.

Who would you be if you were free? That is the question you must ask yourself today. Who would you be if you were already free? If you can answer that, you just got your whole life. You just got the answer to everything, everything. You already know everything. I said this today earlier as well. It's so true. I already know everything. You already know everything. We all already know everything. You know everything. If you realised that you already knew everything, then what the fuck would you be doing? You'd be being you. And guess what? As much as maybe you're scared that you're gonna be somebody who wastes their life and lives a lazy life or you know, a destructive life or non fit feeling life, you know what? It's not who you are. You at your laziest or you at your most non pushing, whatever that is, you're gonna show up because it's who you are.

You know, I said to one of my clients today, I was like, "What are you doing when you're most in flow and you're just being fully you and you're having the best time ever in your life"? "Tell me what that activity is for you". And she was like, "Oh, learning and growing". I'm like, of course, right? None of us here got to worry that we're gonna accidentally sit on the couch for the rest of our lives and get fat if we don't have a list and a bunch of rules and a stairway to freaking nowhere that we think we've got to climb endlessly in order to get results. What are you actually scared of here? Who are you? You know who you are is your core. I'm batman, you can't be batman. I'm just letting you know, okay?

So who are you? That's my question. Who are you at your core? If you had no rules, if you had no boundaries, then who would you be? You know who I would be? Whoever the fuck I want to be each day, whatever comes out, whichever angle of the Katrina fucking Ruth show is turning up, that's who I'd be. What would I talk about? Who the hell knows. Whatever pops out of my tiny little head. Okay, it's not that tiny really at all. My normal sized head. Whatever pops out. What would I sell? Whatever I fucking feel like. #deletethelist.com Alright?

And actually, roughly that is what I do. I be whoever I am each day, I say whatever I want to say each day, I sell whatever's coming out of me. It's my entire structure, and from that chaos an empire has indeed been created exactly as I blogged about today. Make sure you read my blog if you didn't read it already. And then in between, I do the other things I feel like doing, like I talk to cool people, I go to yoga class, whatever it is that I do. It's all just flow, it's all just trust. I'm not worrying how many fucking workouts I've got to do each week to get a result, I'm not worrying how many freaking livestreams I've got to do or what sales presses I've got to have in place to sign up new clients.

I just deleted all the worries. I just deleted them. Sometimes they're like little teeny, invisible ninjas and they keep trying to come back, and then you've got to delete them again. That's fine. I've got no problem. I'll keep on swinging. I think that's all. I think I might be done. What's happening here? There's a whole dog stream going on here.

So to bring it back around, well I already said many times I'm Batman. I've been carrying the shaker around for ages. I feel like people didn't believe it. I feel like you guys just thought I was trying to be Batman like a want-trepreneur Batman. A ... I can't think of a good way to word it, want to be Batman? I don't know. I could think of a better way if I had more time. What else was I gonna say? Yeah, so then I had to show you that I really am Batman. Okay, okay.

Do you know what I'm on the lookout for? Badass as fuck ... I was gonna say bat girls, but I feel like I could possibly bear to let this conversation go. I am on the lookout for women and men who are exactly like me, the 1% within the 1% revolutionary, badass as fuck, creatives, hustlers, leaders ... Okay I'm nearly ... I don't know what's happening here. I'm nearly presenting this livestream on some kind of sideways oblique angle. I think I'm still trying to hide in case yoga people see me.

1% within the 1%, revolutionary creatives, hustlers, leaders, entertainers. You got to be an entertainer, otherwise I don't even know what you think you're doing hanging out here because when you're in the inner circle, which is what I'm trying to talk about ... Like the hip hop thing I mentioned earlier, this is like initiation shit that's just required. Okay, I can't tell you all the details 'cause that's the whole point of it being a secret initiation is that it's a secret, but you get the idea. Shenanigans are not optional, they're required. And you may or may not ... Yes, no I won't even say what I was gonna say 'cause it ... Well, it's okay to scare people ... Because it's more fun to be secretive.

I'm here to call in the most amazing creatives and entrepreneurs and leaders in the world. I've created the most badass and hottest mastermind on the freaking internet for insanely crazy as fuck entrepreneurs and creatives. We have the most incredible time ever. We have our next retreat coming up in July in LA. It's inner circle only. But meanwhile, we're hanging out every single day in the inner circle group with our weekly mastermind hot seat calls and you and me on one one. That's what the inner circle is about.

What I'm doing at the moment is opening up and inviting applications and message inquiries for the inner circle. If you feel like you would want to work with me at the absolute highest level and indeed step into your true inner bat girl, or whatever it is that's inside of you, or whatever it is that comes through each day, message me about that. Because what goes on in that group, I've actually been pretty secretive about and not in a bat girl secretive way, just in a weirdly reverse ego kind of way where I don't really talk about client results much.

You may have noticed that over the last week or so I've started to post client results pretty consistently. That is a new thing that you're gonna start to see more and more. Every day I'm receiving messages from clients with massive life changes, not just in business and in money, but in all areas of life. And I've been somewhat rudely and selfishly keeping that stuff to myself and to the group of clients who are in the inner circle. And I'm gonna now start launching it all over the internet, proudly waving that flag. And I'm gonna invite the right people to come and join us.

If you think that might be you, well I didn't really give you much detail about it, but I can give you more detail, message me on my personal page and I'll send you an overview of who we are and what we do. And then we'll figure out what next. I think that might be all. I think it might be time to go into class. The doors are open. People without masks on are in there. Hello, world.

Okay, that's it. Over and out. Over and out from the cat-mobile. I've had a fun time. Thank you for helping me come back down to Earth and then levitate the fuck up again. Go set yourself into absolute press play fucking alignment, purpose, and whatever else it is that you desire. You can give that to you now. You can give that to yourself now. Life is now. Press fucking play. Bye.