Rebel Millionaire

Hi. Yodelo. Um ... Hello world. How are you? Are you fabulous? How are you? Are you fabulous, and have you been having too much fun? Because I feel like a beautiful Saturday on the Gold Coast is a good day to have too much fun. Why do I look blurry? Why? I'm gonna sit here and I'm gonna finish eating my bowl of steak with salt on it, because my appetite is insane lately. I don't understand what's happening. I've got my chocolate green smoothie, chocolate flavoured green smoothie, which is my own supplement brand product by the way, which I still have not fucking launched, but I do have it and it tastes amazing.

I've got that. I've got my black triple shot ... coffee. And I've got my bowl of steak with Himalayan salt on it, so I'm pretty set. Hopefully ... Hopefully ... Hopefully, I'm not gonna end up with steak in my teeth. But it's a risk I'm willing to take. How are you? What's happening in your world Sarah [Bendell 00:01:48]? Daria? Whoever else is there? 22 fabulous people. Kiana, Christina, if you're there, say hello. And if you're not there, I suppose you wouldn't be able to say hello.

Maybe you could be energetically sending a message if you're not there. So, I did my blog. My blog was badass as fuck today. If you haven't read it, I don't know what you're even thinking. You should go read it. Not now, after this. So good. And it went extra long. Okay, I feel like this camera's super blurry. Am I making that up? I did my blog. I was sitting in my kitchen, which is right there, eating my steak, doing my blog, and then answering everyone's inquiries about Rich Hot Empire, and then I wanted but I was still eating, and then I was like, "Well, what the hell has that got to do with it?"

Is it illegal to eat steak on a live stream? Potentially I could lose a few people who don't care for that sort of behaviour, but I suppose I'd be okay with it. Okay. I'm having the best day ever. Thank you, Daria. My secret is that I'm lazy. Daria says, "I love tuning in to you. You're so blunt and fabulous." You know that I have to say the word fabulous like that. I said, "Fabulous." Because it's how I feel about it. It's fabulous.

So, me being so blunt, and fabulous. Thank you. I'm pretty certain it's because I'm really freaking lazy. Oh, hi Dee. Hello there Rich Hot Empire badass. Although I haven't even replied, I haven't checked your latest reply. I could check it right now. It's two to confirm. Yes. I'm confirming what you just wrote. It's done. Okay. I'll write back to you afterwards. I'll get your link and stuff.

So, anyhow, I was conducting my personal business right ... well, my business, business. Which is my personal business. It's all intermingled. Me being so blunt, and people like that, and they think it's funny, but I'm pretty certain it's just because I'm very lazy at my core, and what I mean by that is, when I ... Okay. Why do I have fluffy bits? I tried to do this side just perfectly so that I would look, you know, just kind of casually beautiful on the live stream. That was the look that I was going for. I was going for casually beautiful and feminine and sweet. Did I nail it?

If I kind of play with my hair a little bit and look a little bit girly, I can definitely nail feminine and sweet. Even though this morning I was grunting like a beast in the gym, doing leg presses, super set, with walking lunges. Man, I smashed the fuck out of my legs. And then I did, at the end, I finished with three sets of 20 reps of leg extensions at kind of my maximum weight. For that many reps, for sure. It's just probably the most vile and disgusting beautiful thing in the world, getting those final five or six reps when you're doing high reps of leg extensions. It's excruciating.

But now I've flipped from gym badass into feminine sweet person with Superdry tee shirt on. Drinking black coffee and eating steak. So, I got really bored at ... Well, I was bored with myself, and I was exhausted. Exhausted, from trying so hard to not be me. This is back in ... I can remember ... This steak is so good, you guys. I don't know how I don't just snack on steak all through the day. Well, largely I do is the truth of the matter.

Been so hungry this past week. I swear to God I'm eating probably 10 000 calories a day at the moment, if I would be counting them. I have no idea what's happening. It's insane. If I didn't know better, and I do, then I would think that I'm pregnant. I'm 100% not. I don't know, but I've been training like a machine. I'm getting stronger and stronger, and I'm already fricking strong, and my legs are getting just so rock solid defined.

So, I'm just eating all the carbs and all the protein. I'm welcoming all of it. Anyhow, in 2014 I think it was, I did an event at spiky building down yonder. I'll show you. Do you see that spiky building there? Can you see the spike? I'll go show you properly. Let me turn it around. See that spiky building? It's called Q1. There's the beach. There it is. All right, here I am again. It's the world's tallest residential building, apparently. I used to live in it. In 2014, I was living in that building for the first six months of the year.

I ran an event there, a one day business event. Actually, Dee's here. She was at my one day San Diego event a few weeks ago, the Soul Shifts and Money Making Day, which was so fun, and so amazing, and so flow based. It was Soul Shifts and Money Making. But the week before that, I did the same event in New York, and I ran into one of my clients the night before the New York event in the lift. Christie [Berley 00:07:06], actually.

And she said, regarding the event, do those sort of things exhaust me and tyre me out. And am I gonna be tired out after the one day event the next day. Thank you, Dee. It was so amazing. The energy of everybody in the room just made it so incredible, because I only attract soul mate clients in, so it certainly makes my job enjoyable [inaudible 00:07:26]. I think I need to turn the air conditioning on. I'm overheating already. Or it's the steak.

So, Christie said am I gonna be tired after the event. And it is gonna drain my energy, and I was like, "Fuck no." It does the opposite, yeah. Your coach. It does the opposite of that. It elevates me, I said to her. I said to her, I'll be levitating through the ceiling of the Union Square W Hotel, which is where we were at, and that's indeed what happened. I get so much energy from seeing my clients in person. Even brand new clients that I've never met or hung out with like an event. Oh, hey Mandy, who was at the San Diego event also.

So, I get so much energy, I get high vibe as fuck. I get kind of silly and crazy because I get really elevated. If you've ever seen me go super silly and crazy on a live stream, which I'm pretty sure happened just one time maybe in like 2017, or something. I've still got this same piece of steak in the side of my mouth. But I'm just gonna go ahead and add another one. I'm like screw it, just keeping bits of steak in the side of the mouth. Or chewing it up until it becomes, into like a mushy thing that you would then feed straight out of your mouth into your babies mouth.

And if you've never had a baby and fed them straight out of your own mouth into their mouth, you think that's probably gross, but it's actually ideal. There's even properties in the saliva of the mother that are good for the baby. So, I'm just giving you so many tips here. I'm giving you freaking parenting tips, nutrition tips for babies, I'm all over it. My daughter's first food was when she was four months old, and she grabbed a T-bone steak out of her dad's hand at the dinner table, and just started chowing down on it. Like, um-num-num. Kids love steak.

All right. So, yes. Sometimes I get high vibe and distracted, and a little bit silly, and I lose track of what I'm doing. It happens just on the very odd occasion. But anyway, after the Soul Shifts and Money Making days, I was so freaking elevated that I even needed 29 orgasms instantly, or probably like a three hour massage in order to bring myself down to life. And some wine, and some more fun times with clients. And so, actually what I did was I ended up going to bed with one of my clients. The fabulous Amanda Francis. Nobody had any orgasms. Don't freak out.

But we did do a two hour live stream together. That helped. In fact, it made us even sillier than we already were. And eventually we came back down to earth, probably several weeks later. And my point is, in 2014, I did a one day event in that building that I just showed you, the Q1 building, and I just remember being exhausted. Hello Debbie, hello Theo, hello Addison, hello everybody jumping on.

No, the orgasms are for the point of release, because I go so freaking high vibe from doing my own work, that I'm like, my head is going to explode, you guys. It's a serious genuine problem. Driven women need a lot of sex. This is an important conversation that we could get into or not get into. But like somebody said to me recently about it. Like I'm a man and need a lot of sex. And I'm like, "Excuse me, that's actually not a man thing." It might be a man thing, for sure. I'm not saying it's not a man thing. That's a driven woman thing. So, don't be like, "I'm a man and I need more sex than you." That's not how it works. Driven women need more sex than anybody. It's like in fucking Wikipedia. You can look it up. No need to look it up. You all agree anyway.

We all know this. So, where was I? So, I did exhaustive horrible event down there. It was so exhausting. So exhausting. I was high with a hot flash and the sweats, and blurry dizzy vision, from trying so fucking hard to be a professional business fucking coach. I even wore a tight ... trying to remember the names of these different skirt things. Driven people, says Pete. I'll agree with that. I'll take that. Well, it's people who are alive with life. Let's face it, sex is the creation of life. That's what it is. So, if you're lit up with life, then you're gonna require and desire a lot of sex, and also for the purposes of after you've done an amazing live stream or event, then somebody's gotta fricking deal with all that energy that's going on. Who's going to deal with it?

If nobody comes along and deals with it, then I have to freaking walk around with that shit. I can deal with it myself, and often do, obviously. But otherwise, I seriously get so high that I'm like, I cannot ... I can't ... I'm just spinning. I'm spin, spin, spinning into the sky. I need all the things all at once to just try and keep me somewhat attached to earth. I don't always wanna be attached to earth. And sometimes the sex makes you go even more off the earth. Anyway, it's a very fascinating conversation. I'm sure you'll agree. I'm writing two books about sex at the moment. One is called Three ... This is not a joke. This is the title of my book. It's nearly done. Three Orgasms Before Breakfast, semicolon, The Truth About Driven Women and Sex.

The other one I don't even remember what it's called. But both of them are gonna be amazing. So, I was wearing a pin skirt. What's it called? A tight skirt that's a pin frame, where it's kind of like ... it goes down like a pin. I don't know what it's called. What kind of skirt is that called? And it had stripes on it, because I felt like it made me look super professional, and then a tight fitted blouse. That was my professional Barbie look. Business coach Barbie. And I just wanted to impress people. I wanted to ... Pencil skirt. That's the one. I knew it wasn't pin. Thank you, Debbie.

I just wanted to impress people. I wanted people to think I was a good business coach, I wanted them to take me seriously. I didn't believe in myself, or I hadn't given myself permission to be who I am. Everybody knows this except me. Pencil skirt. Why did I say pin skirt? I don't know, I'm just making shit up. I should design pin skirts and sell them. Yeah. I guess, I just didn't give myself permission to be me. I didn't think that I could just be myself, and be a business coach, or a coach of any kind and make money doing that. It was all about showing people that you're so fricking cool, that you've got your shit together, or something like that.

So, I'm sure people had a decent enough time at the the event, but I was not one of the people who had a decent time at that event, or any event in that sort of pre ... That era. It was roughly early 2014, that exact time when I went fuck this shit, and started going all in on my own message, and doing exactly what I wanted, and saying exactly what I wanted. So, that would've been probably the last thing that I did like that, where it was just so fucking exhausting, and all of this is just because Daria, I think it was, said, "Kat, you're so blunt and fabulous." And I'm like, "Let me explain why I'm so blunt." Because I got so fucking shit of that, sick of that, I got so sick of trying to not be me and trying to present myself to the world as a successful person, and it was so tiring and exhausting, and it would just wear me out.

And so, why I'm so blunt now, and I just hang out here, being myself and saying whatever I want, the same way as how I talk with you, with me in person, nothing will change, right? People say it to me all the time. They'll say, "You're exactly the same in person as you are online." I look exactly the same, I don't look like a completely different version of myself in my photos and shit online. That does my head in when people do that, and then you don't even recognise them in person. That really kind ... I'm like, "Why? Why?"

And I talk the same, and I ramble on the same, and I'm the same, right? And I think it was because at my core, maybe I'm really fucking lazy. And maybe my whole business is because I'm fucking lazy, because in the end, I just wanted to be myself and take it or leave it, and I guess some of you took it, and so here you are. Thank you. Now I'm free, says Candice. And unapologetically me. That's good coffee. Good. I didn't wear a pencil skirt recently. I feel like I could do it for a skit though, Melissa. If I did a skit about being a Stepford-preneur. I don't have any anymore, but I'm sure I could get some from somewhere. No need to qualify for anyone's approval, says Tolepa. When we let the goal do the fucking work. So true, but I didn't really know that then. And now I know. And now I teach it.

Today we're talking about faith though. I don't know why you guys are getting me so distracted with all these other conversations. It's exhausting to try to not be who you are. That's right, Theo. It's exhausting and counterproductive, and then do you know what the worst part of it is? The worst part? It'd be like ... I've never done this, but imagine ... I can imagine what it would be like, if you made up a fake version of yourself on a dating profile, and you used old photos that were not current. Obviously I just said the same thing twice.

Or if you pretend to be interested in stuff that the person you are interested in is interested in, that sort of shit. And then you think that maybe you got the outcome that you wanted, like you tricked somebody into being with you or something. Do you know what the huge problem with that is? You then gotta keep fucking being the person that you're not. How you gonna do that? Wine. Obviously. I prefer to have the wine and be myself.

So, what do we call this live stream? Faith, something about faith. Okay, the reason I wrote this is because one person, who's an amazing badass person, who literally just took the second to last place in this round of Rich Hot Empire, right before I did this live stream. We were messaging, and she was talking about fear, and wanting to step up obviously, and be that version of herself who she knows she's here to be, but I guess the fear and uncertainty of investing and working with me, and investing in herself energetically in that way, and all the feelings that come up with that, and I talk a lot to people about fear versus faith.

And she said something about how she'd been in faith late last night, and ready to say, "Hell yes", and then fear had come up again. I am Batman, Christine. Somebody has to be. Nathan, my son, swears that I'm not Batman, but what does he know? I am Batman. He think she is. So, yeah. So then I said to her ... I just copied this title of this live stream straight out of the message thread where I was talking to her. I said, "It is a practise and a discipline to release fear and act from faith." And then I thought this is a good topic to talk about.

But then, meanwhile, by the time I'm finished setting up the live stream and getting ready and coming over here, she had already said, "Fuck yes", and she signed up. And that was the second last place, just hint, hint, hint. All right? Message me if you still want in. I can't even promote it anymore, because it's gonna sell out instantly. Probably sold out already right now while I'm on this live stream. Okay. There's like a little bit of fat there that I don't wanna eat. I'm fine with eating fat, but sometimes I don't like the taste of it.

Okay, I'm done. Now I'm gonna eat chocolate after this. A perfect diet is chocolate flavoured green smoothies, super strong black coffee, triple shot espresso, multiple times per day. As many times as is required, plenty of steak with salt on it, and some Seashell Guylian chocolates. That's all your food groups in one hit, you guys. That's a perfect diet. You heard it from me here. In fact, another book that I'm writing, and this is not kidding either, is called The Red Wine Coffee Steak and Chocolate Diet for Women, or something like that. No, not steak. Red wine, the wine, coffee, protein, and chocolate diet for women. That's a real diet. I've been living on it for 20 years. It's working fine. It's working fabulously.

Okay. Is it kinda grossing you out that I'm eating on the live stream? Yesterday, one of my clients was eating a bag of chips, very noisily, while she Voxxed me her audios, and so I figure of someone can crunch chips while they're talking to me, I can freaking eat while I'm on a live stream too. Okay. It is a practise and a discipline to act from ... to release fear, and act from faith. What do I mean by that? What do I mean, what do I mean, Anna [Shelly 00:19:37], respond. I'll just bring somebody to the mic.

I'd love to just bring somebody on to the the live stream right now. Huh. What's happening here? Oh. Callie just sent me ... My assistant Callie, just sent me, "Hi Katrina, we ..." From Facebook. "We reviewed the profile you reported since it violated our standards, we removed it. Thank you. From Facebook." Thank you Facebook. So, somebody was trying to be me yesterday, and a bunch of you guys helped out and reported that. Thank you. Okay. I'm ready to talk.

Now, 100% of the way that I live my life, is acting from faith. Sometimes I say acting from faith, sometimes I say acting from soul desires. I kinda mean the same thing. Because I believe that what my soul desires, and also requires, which is a critical word that we should dive into momentarily, what my soul desires and also requires is gonna be based on faith also. Those two things will not be in conflict.

Somebody said to me this week, something about feeling like her soul desires, what felt aligned, did not feel the same as what's in integrity. And I was like, that's not a thing. What is in alignment for you is in integrity for you. You might feel that it's not integrity because maybe it's breaking some rules. The workout live stream? What workout live stream? Anna says yes. Lizzie, I finished eating. I could get the chocolates and start on the chocolates now. I don't usually eat chocolate in the middle of the day though. Of course you can eat on your live stream. Eat whatever you want. You need to get practise tattooed too.

Oh, when I get a tattoo ... [inaudible 00:21:24] She just randomly drops into the conversation. What's happening? Send me a photo of it straight away. As soon as it's done, or while it's being done. Add the word practise on, right now. Why not? So, it's all about living in accordance with your values. The whole fricking thing is about being in accordance with your own values. Back in the day, let me think which day it was. It would've been roughly in 2013, I believe, or 12 even. Yeah, 13, I was pregnant with Nathan. I would always drive up to whichever gym I was going to at the time, back where I lived in Melbourne, and I would sit there early, at like 6AM. I would leave Alyssa with her dad back when we were still together then, and I would go early to the earliest café that opened nearby. I think it opened even at five, I'd go super early. And I'd sit and do my morning study and reading, and then my journaling, and then I'd go workout. Same as roughly now.

Same as I was doing for many years before that also. But I'm thinking of this one particular café where I used to go all the time, because I can specifically remember being in the corner of this particular coffee shop, and writing a lot to do with my values, for like a good year, I think. I mean, I'd just dive into all these topics repeatedly. But I think that I've had things through different aspects of my journaling and inner work, and I remember that my theme for a long while then, and back when I was going to this coffee shop was around my values, and really just getting clear on what do I believe? What's important to me? What are my values and priorities?

Which are essentially like the rules that you wanna live your life by, right? So, one of my values is obviously health and fitness. That's important to me. I will prioritise it. Family is a value, inner work and mindset work is a value. Spirituality, connectedness to God. Fucking steak is definitely a value. It's a value that's empty now. Shenanigans. Can you actually say shenanigans on one of your values? Can I put that on my list of values and laminate it?

Definitely shenanigans. Fun is one of my values. Being myself, and so on and so forth. So, anyway. Living in alignment is simply living in accordance with your values. And the whole idea of the whole damn thing is that when you know what matters to you, and you know what your values are, and what's important to you, and then you live in accordance with that, you live in alignment with that, that you create the life that you're meant to have, and that you can't fuck it up, and that everything is just created and done and available for you, right?

So, it's your blueprint. I like to do a mic drop at the end of when I do a live presentation. I bring the fire and the brimstone, and I kick people's ass about being themselves in business and live, and how I like to finish my keynote ... I don't have a script or anything, but I have ... I guess it's inside of me to a degree. I like to finish with being ... Start with something like, stop looking for the goddamn blueprint that's gonna make you millions of dollars, and impact millions of people, and allow you to live the life you fricking want. You were born with the damn blueprint. The blueprint is inside of you, but you gotta go looking for that shit, right? You gotta take time to find it. Not just one time, either. Not just for 2013. For every day. Practise.

It's done. Coffee's done. Steak is done. Chocolate green smoothie is not done. Live stream is definitely not done. So, here's the thing, right? This is important. That's why I add the sceptre. Just to emphasise my point. You gotta be tuning in on this shit daily. In some way, shape, or form. Okay? Wait, there's a piece of steak up here. I'd forget it's up there and it would just sit there until that mid afternoon, I'll probably find it while I'm having a massage, and then have a little steak snack. It's done now. I sorted it out. Look how fabulous my teeth are. They're super white. Just by all the steak eating.

Stop looking, you already have. I feel like there's a word missing there, but I like the undertone of it, Candice. Okay. You've gotta go turning in. Not really looking. Maybe you've gotta go looking at first if you've not done any looking, and you don't even fricking know what your values are, but that's a bullshit lie. Of course you know what your values are. Of course you know. You do know. You may not be paying attention. You may be pretending all manner of bullshit. And just making things up, and living the wrong fricking life. But at your core, you already know. However, for me, the inner work has been a daily thing that I've done for many, many years, and it's just a daily way that I connect to my soul, to my core. I remind myself of things that I already know.

I often write down a load of stuff in my journaling. It's like, that I've repetitively in some way written or acknowledged, or kind of connected to for years, and years, and years. And I reinforce my beliefs, I reinforce affirmations and things that I'm wanting to create. Sometimes I've sort shit out, or kind of detoxed, or brained up a bunch of stuff. But a lot of it is really just reinforcing and reconnecting to my belief system, my values, and naming and claiming what it is that I'm here to create in the world.

Also connecting to my soul. Exactly what I'm saying now Christine, is how you find that blueprint every day. So, I'm kind of getting ... I'm leading into the how of the, yeah. The how of that. So, it's kind of like taking the time to connect in what am I feeling, what feels important to me, and to remind myself of that. What is it that I believe that I can create into my life? Yes, I write it down and so done. I am. You guys saw that I put you are, on Facebook this morning? It was interesting to watch people's responses to that little Facebook post.

I don't care what people respond to it, because obviously they can perceive it however they wanna perceive it, and it's fine. And some of the responses were quite funny. But actually, the reason that I wrote that is that I was doing my inner work at the time, and my study. I always do like a morning kind of spiritual soul shift type study, which just means reading something for a few minutes that speaks to my soul. And then I go into my journaling, and I was reading and setting intentions around focusing on who the words I am, are the most powerful words that we have available to us, right? I believe.

Because I am is a finite statement in itself. You are complete, you are whole. I am, period, the end. And that's everything. Everything is already done in those two words. But also in journaling, and inner work, when you use the words I am, that's incredibly fucking powerful and you create it to life. That's why I wrote you are. And not that I expect everyone to read my mind and know the reasons that I wrote that, but a few people seemed to pick up on it, which is cool.

So, coming back, coming back, coming back, the whole alignment thing. What is your soul desire? Acting from faith, it's a practise and a fricking discipline to release fear and to act from faith. Well, the process that I just explained, like some form of daily inner work and checking in and tuning in, whether it's journaling, whether it's through your own messaging. This is me doing inner work right now, right? I'm reinforcing a bunch of stuff for myself. Also, every time I write, or talk to my clients. And I'm sure for you, maybe when you talk to certain friends, or mentors, or you hang out in my communities and groups, then you reinforce that stuff and you look at it and you connect back to your core. You remind yourself of what matters, and of what you value, and of what you choose to believe because beliefs are a choice.

And then, and then, and then, and this is how I do life, this is how I play life and decide what action to take and where my energy and time should go, is I connect to well what would faith have me do? With all of these things being in place, my values, my beliefs, the way that I choose to see the world, and knowing that of course I can create anything I desire and anything that comes to me, if I truly did believe all that, then what actions would I be taking today in my business and in my life, and in all areas?

How would I be showing up, right? So, I take the time to connect to these things, even just for a few moments a day and it's kind of a running mantra through my mind all the time anyway, just because of how long I've been doing this shit for, and it's how I think all the time. But certainly, if there was anything where I was experiencing fear, or I was coming from a scarcity mindset and I would feel and notice that for sure, then I would really very deliberately practise coming from faith, not fear. And what most people are doing, and what you might be doing, is reactively living their lives based on fear. Not a good idea, all right?

What that means is, if you've got underlying belief systems running through you relevant to money, relevant to business, relevant to getting soul mate clients, maybe relevant to your health and being in shape, maybe relevant to attracting an amazing partner and finding the people that you wanna connect with in your life in that way, then that is gonna create you the wrong outcomes for you. Not an aligned outcome, because you're literally creating your life based on a fear and scarcity mindset.

A lot of times, I mean, down there, people out there, places that are not here, people don't even know this, right? They're not even conscious enough to realise that they're reacting from faith. The Four Agreements, I've heard of, but no, I've never read that. And thank you for bringing that book to my attention, Kyle. I've definitely heard it mentioned, and I think I said that I would read it, or I noted in my mind that I'd like to read it, but then forgot. I read so much different stuff all the time though.

So, yeah. Mostly people are not even conscious of it, right? They don't know they have a fucking fear mindset or a scarcity mindset. They believe that's how the world is. That's how life works. This is how it is. Well, I'm not really here to preach to those people. Occasionally I'll meet one of them in my travels, one of the real people in the normal world, and then something I say, or something they say will make me aware that they're actually like us, and then I would open up the conversation more. But I'm not here to try and convince people to even start thinking. I'm here for the people who are already conscious around this stuff, who already have awareness around it, who already have these underlying beliefs around abundance, and getting to have it all, and have it on our terms.

But maybe you've not full stepped into owning it yet, right? Your consciousness is returning. Exactly, Mandy. So, for those people, and this could be you, you'd be aware when you've got a fear mindset going on, or a scarcity or a lack mindset. Sometimes you might pretend that you don't know, or you just allow that fear to rule you, or you go into some kind of razzled, panic type situation. Like oh my God, the sky is ending, the sky is falling, the world is ending, everything's not working, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. The world hates me, and so on and so forth.

But you do know, right? And so, it's a practise. That's what I mean by the title of this live feed. It is a practise to release fear and act from faith. Now, for me, my business, in business and money, I practise that shit so fucking much for years, because I really just decided to apply myself and to shift it. The truth is I don't have to consciously practise it at all anymore. However, it is still a daily practise. It's just not something that I think about doing it. It happens automatically for me.

I always act from faith, which is to say what does my soul direct me to do? What am I guided to do from within? And I act from a place of believing that I'm safe, and I believing that I can have it all, that's how I choose to directions that I take in every different element of my business. Whether it be what I'm selling, what I'm saying, how I'm responding to somebody who's inquiring about working with me, how I do my marketing, how I do PR, everything. The question is always what is my soul telling me to do? Simple.

And usually I don't even need to ask the question. The answers just come up automatically, right? In other earning, fitness, in fitness and food, same thing. Exactly the same thing. It's 100% intuitive for me. I used to do all the stupid diets, I used to live in so much fear to do with my body, and I can't eat this, and then I'm gonna gain weight, and now I gotta do extra cardio, and it was just very tiresome. Probably for everybody that had to put up with me as well as myself.

It was not fun. I didn't enjoy it. Even last year, I slipped back into a fear routine with food and training, and I got heavier. How much, maybe six or seven pounds heavier than I am now. So, not a crazy amount, but I felt like a lot bigger than I like to be, and I can remember being in so much fear where I was like man, I really want toast this morning with my breakfast, but I really shouldn't. I'm gonna gain weight, and I shouldn't eat this, and I shouldn't eat that, and then I just snapped myself out of it in December last year. I was like what the fuck? I'm gonna eat what I fricking want, and believe that I make good choices for myself. That's faith, right? I'm gonna give myself freedom. I'm also gonna fucking remind myself that results come from mindset. I don't care what anybody says, right?

And I have a really fucking extensive background in nutrition, in advanced nutrition, in hormonal sciences and studies. I know all the fricking science of what you should be eating, but your mindset is way more powerful. If you believe that you can be lean eating fricking pizza and donuts, you will be. I'm not saying to eat it. I'm saying your belief's fucking matter. Right? Like now, for breakfast this morning for example, I had a massive serve of french toast, with syrup on it, berries, bananas, bacon, scrambled eggs, then went to the gym, smashed out my legs, now I ate a bowl of steak just then. You saw that.

Whatever. I eat what I want. I don't base it on anything except what do I desire, and I choose to trust. And so, it's intuition and flow, and it's freedom. Freedom. Like great, I get to have the body I want. I love that. I love feeling hard and looking how I desire to look, but what's more interesting to me and powerful is freedom, and that's what I'm here to share, in all areas. Now, where I personally ...

So, with the money stuff and the business stuff, I don't really gotta practise around my food and nutrition. Even when I go to the gym, I'm like what is my soul telling me to do right now? I'm not like well, I gotta do this style of lifting, and this many weight sessions, and this much fricking cardio, and this much yoga. I do what I'm directed to do each day. If I feel unsure, because I always move my body every day. If I feel unsure, I literally will stop and I'll be like, should I do gym or yoga today? What is my soul telling me? Or is it just a walk or something?

Occasionally it's nothing, but that's extraordinarily rare. Like maybe two days in the whole year. Right? But it's not like I go to do this much gym, this much cardio, this much yoga, this many walks for stress relief. Oh my God, imagine you had to live that way. How exhausting, right? But I used to live that way in all areas. So, it's not something I gotta consciously practise ... It seems that my sceptre has a little bit of mould on it. That seems unusual. Or it's just some green stuff that's being revealed. I don't consciously practise it, but I'm definitely practising in the ... what's it called? Nutrition and fitness area anyway, because my practise is the way that I live my life, right?

And even when I do something like eat massive indulgent breakfasts that I had this morning, then I'm kind of reminding myself. I sort of smile to myself and I'm like, huh, look at me, being all free and eating what I want. And I feel really proud of it as well, by the way, because I spent 10 to 15 years obsessing over every fucking thing that went into my mouth. So, there's a massive sense of self satisfaction that comes from eating the damn french toast, or the cake, or whatever it is when I eat that sort of stuff, or even when I'm just eating greens and lean protein, and stuff, which is a lot of the time.

Either way, I'm continually reminding myself yeah, I get to choose what feels right for me. I trust myself. I have faith that I'll make the right decision for myself, and I know that my results come from what I choose to believe, not from how things add up. My results don't come from what I eat or how I work out. My results come from inside of me. Same with money. What if you trusted yourself? Imagine. Can you just imagine how fabulous your life would be? It's so easy. You literally just get to sit around all day fricking waving things to people on the internet and doing whatever you want, having a good old chat.

You're not sitting here worrying. I spent my whole adult life up until a few years ago, and even in some areas still recently, worrying, always. Like there was always something hanging over me. Am I gonna look good enough for that event tomorrow, or you know, do I need to go and do another workout today, or did I eat the wrong thing earlier, or did I say the wrong thing earlier on Facebook, or am I gonna ... How should I make sure I follow up with that person and close the deal? Or what should I be selling? Oh my God, there was so much fucking energy just being exhaustively drained out of me all day, every day. And it was so exhausting. I said exhausting two times, but it was how I lived my life for years. I really gotta give myself props for being able to stay upright and standing the entire time.

No wonder I needed so much sex. But I think I need even more now, because I'm even more alive with energy, and vibrancy. So, the practise can be automatic, is what I'm saying. The practise can be the way you live your life. Now, the only area where I still gotta consciously practise more, is my love and [remomant 00:37:41]? [remomance 00:37:42]. Love and [remomance 00:37:43]. Love and relationships and romance area.

But I'm getting so into flow there also, right? I spoke about this a lot recently. But I just take a little bit more time and attention in that area. I'll notice myself coming from fear something still, or I can feel that a fear reaction is rising, or I can feel like what I would maybe say or do if I allowed fear to rule me. I just catch it. I catch it always. I don't act from fear or scarcity, or lack or neediness in that area anymore. I don't believe I do. I think I've shifted that now. Touch wood.

But I notice that I catch it quite frequently, and then I I kind of process it, I do my inner work around it, I do journaling on it, I tune in. I notice when I'm like oh my God, I'm freaking out about something, or what somebody said or didn't say on a message, or what I'm gonna say to him, or whatever. And then I catch it and I'm like, okay, and I sit down and I fucking journal that shit. I write it down. Why am I feeling this? What is this really about? What story is this that's springing up from previously? What do I need to understand here? What do I wanna choose to believe, feel, what are the emotions and the thoughts that I desire to bring in around this, and then finally, okay.

What aligned action, if any, should I take in this area? I set my intentions, these are the desires and the results that I want, I fucking release and detach from it, because that's a critical part of manifestation, and then yeah. I go what action, what aligned action, if any, should I take around this? And that's roughly my process, right? So, I take time to do that. I had a freak out thing earlier this week, and insecurity that came to the surface that I noticed, relevant to a conversation with a man, and then I just, I probably spent an hour working through it in my journal.

I took the fucking time, because I believe that I can have it all, in that area, the same as how I do with my money, my body, my lifestyle, my fun and adventure, et cetera, and I am willing to invest the time in training my fucking mindset and shifting my soul into that place of flow, and into faith based response, but it did take time and attention. And then I took completely talked myself down from that hill of freaking the fuck out, to where I felt totally grounded, totally sure of myself, totally in faith, totally in abundance and certainty, and like yes, I get to be who I am, and I get to receive love, and I'm a fricking badass, and I feel hot, and I feel amazing, and bring it on world.

And then, from that place, I'm like cool, cool. What, if anything, is the aligned action I need to take in that area, right? And that is my practise in that area. It's not automated exactly like the other areas, as I'm explaining to you, right? My point is, that for me to get to the level of ease and flow that I have now around money, where it's like I have ... Of course money just flows to me every day, as much as I just kind of pluck out of the air, more and more every month, with greater and greater ease, soul mate clients only. I don't gotta do anything, I never gotta worry about it, it's just always there.

Same with my fitness and health. To get to there, to get to here, I did that. I did that fucking inner work. I took the time. Every time my shit came up, I sat my ass in the chair as soon as I could, and I did the journaling work on it, and or I spoke with whoever it was that was supporting me at the time about it, and I ran it through my head while I was maybe working out, and I figured it the fuck out. And I noticed where fear was ruling me, or scarcity was ruling me, and I asked myself repeatedly, every fucking day in my journaling, for years. I would ask what would alignment look like right now? What would I be saying, selling, doing in my business if I knew I was completely safe with money, if I already had a million dollars in the bank, and if I was completely in alignment?

It was a fucking practise, you guys. I remember that question I asked every morning for years, like two to three years I would say every fucking morning. I remember sitting in café up there, in Broad Beach, which is the next town over, café that opens at 4AM down there. I always know where all the early morning café is. Wherever I am in the world. And every morning it was my practise, right? I just cannot emphasise enough that you've got to have a mindset practise, and if you're not willing to do that, please, for the love of God, leave the fucking live stream and leave my community because I cannot help you. If you're not willing to invest into shifting your own soul and into being that next level version of yourself, there is not a single fricking thing that I can say to you or desire to say to you that is going to help you to make money, reach your soul mate clients, make a fuckload of money, I already said that, why not have some more?

Have your dream body, have a soul mate relationship, have it all. I do the fucking work, and by that I mean the work of how my thoughts or my mind and my beliefs and my emotions operate. I am disciplined enough to train my mind. Your mind is like an errant fucking monkey child. It will do whatever the fuck you want if you don't give it direction. You get to choose. And when you take the time to choose how you're gonna think, and to cultivate a mindset of abundance, and a belief system of abundance, you get to the point where it's fucking inherent to who you are, which is how I am with money, how I am with my fitness and body, how I am rapidly becoming with love and romance.

I'm so just on the edge of complete, complete flow and ease and certainty in there as well, and it's shifting every fucking day. I've already shifted so much from like two months ago, or four months ago, or a year ago, because I've been doing the work. I've been applying myself. I've been committed the it. I refuse to accept anything except the standard of excellence. I know that when I'm next in a official serious, committed relationship of some kind, where it's like an official thing, that it's gonna be something that people are like, oh my God, I wish I had a relationship like that.

And I'm not saying that because I want people to be envious of stuff that I have, but more so to impress upon you, like I know that people wish they could make the money I make, live the lifestyle I make, have the body and have it all. Well, you gotta have that practise. And you've gotta be committed that you get to have it that way. There is no fucking way I would have any relationship of whatever sort of classification or labelling, and this is already true in the current way that I do love and romance, that this ...

Any connection, however that connection is playing out and carrying out, my current connections are all fricking based on what feels right and aligns for me, and what is in keeping with my goals, and even the guy who is important to me in my life, right? Who I talk to all the time, we talk all the time about communication, and learning new communication, and growing in communication, and expressing your true actual feelings. Like oh my God, imagine, right?

And it's a continual growth thing from both sides, and that is something where I'm just ... I'm not available for anything other than that. How can people be in a relationship where there's not openness and communication? But I was. Fear, obviously. Right? So, I know that people can be. But my point is, I've committed myself to getting to have it all in all areas. So, in this area, like in other areas, I just do the work. I do the fricking work, and I only bring in people into my life who are doing the work in their area, in their life also.

And people who I was giving my time and energy and body to, et cetera. For example, last year, well I still have fun to go on a date, and that sort of thing. That's fine, I've got nothing against that as a general sort of social thing, or a fun night out or whatever, and yeah. That's totally fine. But as far as me continuing a relationship with somebody, like really, when I get to the point where if I've seen somebody two or three times, if that's not a growth orientated person, if we're not vibing on a soul level, it's not like I'm trying to just be superior or something like that.

It's just that, that doesn't align with how I choose to live my life. Just like my soul mate clients and my soul mate clients, I'm just not gonna work with somebody who doesn't choose to apply themselves to business and life in a certain way. So, even part of my growth into greater alignment and flow in this area, was I just allowed some connections with guys that I had been seeing to fade away, but I was like, well, yeah. I still have a great time every time we catch up, it's fun, we go to dinner, we do all the things, you know, have sex, et cetera. Yes, that's a need and a requirement as well, so that's certainly part of it, but it's kind of like ...

If the conversation's not flowing, if it's starting to feel like a little bit of hard work, if it's kind of like, well, I'm pretty much just doing this for the attention and the sex, then okay, well I could still certainly do that if I choose to anytime, and I would, right? For sure. If I choose to. But it's also, hmm, how does this tie in with what I actually believe? How does this tie in with faith based living, right? How does this tie in with the knowledge that I have inside of me, that I can have only epic soul mate connections?

And people say it's really hard to find a conscious guy, or it's hard to find a man who's growth orientated, and then their hot, and they're whatever, and whatever, and whatever. And I'm like, well, you're gonna get what you expect to see. That's the truth of the matter. I started journaling earlier this year on being surrounded by conscious men who are freaking smart, fun, funny, successful, who totally honour me as a goddess and a queen, and tell me the nice things, and treat me in a way that I love to be treated. And elevate me and take care of me, and I didn't even just mean romantically, right? I meant in a general sense, being surrounded by conscious men.

Only the other day, I think it was like a week or so ago, I remember just thinking holy shit, today alone I've had four amazing epic conversations with incredible conscious men. I am surrounded by conscious men. My friends, my clients, people who I connect with online, and also in the romantic area as well, right? But really, like all my male connections now I just ... I have such amazing male friends, who are so fricking conscious and elevated, and I'm only gonna date in that way as well, and I'm only gonna give my energy in any sort of [inaudible 00:47:28] sense in that way, and it's also what I expect and what I see in the small percentage of men that are actually in my own community, several of which are here on this live stream. Yes. Exactly.

Pete's just like, "Here I am." And Brandon's here as well, right? So, there's two examples right there. And it's just all these things come about when you choose to believe, right? I'm using that area as a big example because it's an area that I've been particularly focusing on for me and my life, as you know. And like I said, because I've practised, because I've repeatedly practised releasing fear ... I didn't have fear around attracting conscious male friends or clients. Actually, that was more so obviously for the love romance area, but still, I gotta practise that. I've repeatedly practised it. When fear's rising, when you say to yourself maybe that's unrealistic, or I couldn't have a connection like that, or I can't tell I'm what I'm really feeling like this.

And it's like, well is that true? Or is that fear? What would faith say? What would my soul tell me to do? What would alignment look like? And then you fucking practise. And the practise maybe scary as hell, super fucking uncomfortable, insane, right? In that area. That's why you practise. You practise so that it becomes easier and easier to show up as that version of yourself, okay? So, right now, where is the area where you most need to practise? What is the area that you've gotta practise in? Because I could tell you that you can get to absolute flow and ease, as I have shown and demonstrated, and as I continue to create for my own self, you can have all of that. You know it.

But you've gotta be willing to take the time to catch it when fear is ruling you, and if you're not even sure, then fricking, start getting your ass in the chair every day and looking into that in your journaling, and figuring it out, or working with me, or whoever you wanna work with, and getting it all sorted. And then you practise what would faith look like? What would soul alignment look like? What would I be doing if was coming from belief? That's the blueprint. Michelle says, you totally get what you expect. Just expect differently and what ... Right.

And there's so many things that I've written in my journal, where I feel like that's outrageous, that would be too good to be true, right? I think even the conscious man thing, I felt that at one point. I was like well, you know, a lot of the really conscious men seem to be kind of like not my type, like super ... I'm sorry. But super hippy-ish, which is not my type. And so, I kind of had a belief system there, and then I was just like and what if I chose to believe that the conscious men that I call in are super in their kind of alpha masculine, and in the way that I'm attracted to?

And so, that's obviously what I then created, because I chose to believe it. But I remember thinking that it wasn't really possible or available, and then I decided to journal it every single day anyway, which is what I do with everything, right? There's many things that I'll journal where I'm like it seems so far off. And I'm like too bad. I keep claiming it as available now. Manifestation is all in the now.

Woo. Okay. By the way, I got one place left in Rich Hot Empire. Six weeks to work with me one on one. You and me. Build your soul mate cult tribe, make money doing what you love, create a multi seven figure empire and beyond through low end, high end, whatever you wanna do. What is your calling, what is your soul work? Do you need to do the mindset work on that, and would you like to know everything about how I've built this business? Rich Hot Empire is about all of that and so much more. It is unlimited one on one access to me.

It is going to be closed off very, very, very fricking soon. It'll probably slightly oversell, because I've already got several conversations in the works. But in theory, I can do one more place if you message me ASAP about that. I will send you a overview and details, and we can talk through it all, and yes. Well, there you go. Dee's just claimed that last place, right there. Which I kind of already knew anyway. The conversations that I'm still having with people right now are all closed out. Those conversations obviously, right?

So, as always, I sell things out, or I slightly oversell them even, if I've had like four people that are messaging all me at the same time for the last final place, which tends to keep fricking happening, because I call in the energy of it. And that's how it's done. And this is a faith thing as well. I teach about that when you're a client. I teach about it anyway, in lots of different ways obviously, with my free online content.

so, leave me a comment, send me a message. Tell me the things, say yes to you. Press fricking play, and I already said press fricking play. I'm gonna say it anyway. Don't forget, life is now, press play. Thank you for watching. Bye.

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Hey, hey. Welcome to the live stream. Okay, small problem. That's not the problem. This hair's definitely a problem. Its become a kind of terrible balayage situation. Don't worry. The amazing Hailey will fix it on Tuesday. I will look blonde and fabulous again.

Hmm, here's my problem. It's what is commonly referred to as a cushion problem, meaning I have not enough cushions. One second. I definitely have enough lights. You should see the lighting situation here. I'm like the princess and the pea. Hi Liora, hi Melissa, hi Anna. Look at my situation. Hang on. Can you see all these cushions? There's like four of them there now. I must sit on mini cushions. Bop.

No need to manifest the perverts in, Branden Marshall, Lily Lucia, hi. Hi, Susan, hey Anna Shelley. Who else is there? Hi, Debbie. Hi to all the queens who are here with me on the live stream. And, so far, one king that ... Okay, there's another one. Hey, Trent. Yeah, it's in the middle. I wanted it bottom right. Calling Bronwen Kelly, Bronwen Kelly to the live stream. Why is my banner in the middle? I don't know, I just like to mess with people, you know. Not even on purpose, it just seems to happen. It seems to be part of my nature.

I nearly didn't go live, because apparently, according to my daughter, my eyes look scary. There they are. She said my eyeliner's terrible. I said, I'm channelling Kelly Renny, which is a compliment, by the way. The thing is, though, I'm having some bizarre allergic reaction right now, and my eyes are ...

Okay, I'm going to give myself permission to pick bits of myself apart, and I might be making it up in my head, or maybe you're just agreeing with me, and you're like, look at those squinty little eyes. My eyes feel super squinty and little right now. Are they? Are they squinty and little right now? Can you tell me? Because, I don't know if I'm imagining it, or if they are. But, they feel tiny in my head. Like disgusting little pea eyes, and my face is puffy and a bit swollen and I'm having an allergic reaction to something and I'm shaky.

I look hot. Well, that's because of all the lighting. There's an entire studio of lighting on me right now. Thank you for saying ... I carefully chose everything, you guys. I put my warning, I don't really care, T-shirt on, because I feel like that could be relevant to what we're going to talk about. I enhanced my breasts with my mind, which just means posture. Then we have pinkness here and ocean there. So, I thought about every part of it. But I still need a [inaudible 00:03:19] because I feel weird, I'm all shaky in my head, and I'm shaking in my hands. I've got that feeling of, it's a histamine reaction. You know that histamine feeling? I hate it.

I'm trying to figure out why I've got it. What was I eating last night on the flight home? I just flew home last night with my children, to Australia. I've only spent 36 hours in Australia in the last three months. I'll be here now for like ... Thank you ... I'll be here now for, I think, 16 days, and then I go back to Bali, and then I'll come back for two weeks. Then, I'll be in America again for a month, from middle of June. We've got my inner circle retreat happening early July in ... Thank you, Trent ... Early July in Los Angeles. If you have been meaning to join me in a circle. Wow, it really is right in the middle of the screen. Okay, that's fine. Then, just message me about the inner circle.

I think it was because I, do you think you can have a fucking allergic reaction from a single fig? I get a reaction to foods with histamine in them, so certain wines, but definitely dried fruits, right? I had a dried fig on the plane from my daughter's cheese platter. Surely, that can't be enough for me to have this, I can really feel it. Thank you for saying I look hot, I appreciate it. I receive it, but I feel weird as fuck. I definitely need to get sweaty again. I already worked out, I got to go sweat again.

We are gonna do this topic, we're gonna do this conversation. Are you excited for this conversation? The more you be you, the more you get paid to be you. Ah-ha, send me love heart shower if you like it, if you think it's a good topic. Maybe it was cheap wine. Maybe Virgin is serving up the wine with more preservatives in it. Because, if I drink wine with more preservatives in it, I get this reaction for sure, I don't know. I don't know, but what I do know is, after I do this, I'm gonna go to the gym in my building and sweat it out again. Even though, I was just at the gym two hours ago. But, I'm gonna cleanse my system. Cleanse my system of the pea eyes and the puffy face. Whether or not yous guys can see it, I can fucking feel it. Also, I'm gonna eat all the green vegetables.

All right, now you're all caught up to speed on what's happening with me. I'm not entirely sure why this banner is right in the middle of the screen, but it's attention getting anyway, so that's never a bad thing. I'm feeling super excited to be in my favourite pink chair. I must admit, I'm not in love with being on the Gold coast, which sounds terrible. I'm super happy to be back, and see some of my bestest friends in the world, like the amazing Kelly Renny, and Matt Miller, and my sister. I could have put her first, couldn't I. Well, she's priority number uno anyway, I'm gonna go see her tonight. My sister just moved her while I was away on the other side of the world, she just moved to where I live, from the other side of the country. I haven't visited her house yet or anything. So, we'll do that tonight.

I've been having this conversation with, all right, I'm just side tracking all over the place. Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry. Did you guys even give me love heart shower for the topic? Because, I feel like I didn't see it. But, that might be, because I was busy sharing shit over here. Send me more love hearts, because I enjoy to look at them. I did see some flying Katrina's. When is the inner circle meet up? It's gonna be July 11 and 12. I haven't decided the exact venue yet, we are in discussion. Yes, you could have red fern, John, probably preferable than a pink one, but I guess you could have pink if you really wanted to. I like the pink.

It looks like a green screen behind me, doesn't it? That's the actual real ocean right there. Oh my God, I've got the funniest little clip on my phone from dinner a few weeks ago, Dallas, of Ryan Steuben explaining the difference between the ocean and the sea. It made no sense at all, but it made all the sense in the world. I definitely should share that later. That just reminded me of that. Hey, hey, Wendy.

Somebody said to me yesterday, one of my friends said to me yesterday on an audio, that I blow his mind with some of the simplest stuff I've said, or I guess he asked me a question about when I switched into being ... I want to hear Patrick as Ryan Steuben explaining it, oh, well tag him in there, tag him in, and we can add to the live stream and explain it himself. I wonder if you can add people when you've done it on your Facebook create a page, as opposed to on your personal page. You'd have to tag him and tell him what you need and require though. Otherwise, I'm sure I can make that happen for you at some point in time.

I definitely do have him doing an impression of Ryan, but that was in the live stream in the daily [inaudible 00:08:08]. All right. Always spot on to comments. Good, I try to be. What was I saying? Right, so my friend asked me, my friend Ryan, different Ryan. I actually have multiple Ryan friends. Two, just so you know, so no more Ryans can apply, that position is already filled, two is enough. One in Australia, whose basically like my oldest friend int he world, who I've known for nearly 20 years, and then the other one who everybody knows, Ryan Steuben. Many people in our own previous world though.

Anyway, he messaged me and asked, when did I switch into being, or what was it that made me switch into being more aggressive Kat. He didn't say it with that emphasis, I just added that myself. It was, because I'd said something to him about, we were talking about can you swear, can you curse in the titles of books on Amazon, or in the books at all. I was like, well, I've definitely got it even in several of the titles of my Amazon books. But, I said, if you look through my earlier year ones it didn't have it all. But, that was because I wasn't really aggressive Kat then, I don't think I was really cursing in my messaging. I was the one who came up with the phrase aggressive Kat. My friends aren't just going around calling me aggressive Kat for the fun of it.

Then, he said, a day or two later, must have thought about it, and he was like, "What was it that made you switch into being aggressive Kat?" My answer was really simple, I just looked at him and said ... Hello Terry, hello Tamara, hello Yara, hello everybody jumping on. Victory sign for you, not sure why, just came out that way, must be the fern. I said, I got fed up for not living for what's inside of me. I got fed up with not living for what's inside of me. That was my answer. I was just, you're walking along, you get a message on what's up, or whatever, and you just quickly answer it. But, I tuned in, and I gave, obviously, the real answer, and the correct answer.

To me, that was a nothing answer. It was like, eh, I got fed up for not living for what's inside of me. Then, I think I wrote again and I said it was my, fuck this shit moment, right? I remember the fuck this shit moment. I've spoken about ti many times, many times. I think lots of people have a fuck this shit moment, and that was probably my biggest one. Where I was just fed up with myself. The aggression that started to then come out of me through my messaging is still part of my messaging to this day, and cursing a lot, and being like (roar). Well, that's obviously part of who I am, and (roar) and very, very aggressive, legitimately (roar). All right, I'll stop now. Wait, can't promise anything. Hey, Queen Rashida.

All right the aggression that started to come through ... It is that kind of day, Molly, for sure ... That was, at first, I honestly think it was, because I was angry at myself. Have you ever felt ... Toby, what are the eyes for? Explain the mysterious eyes. Does that mean you can see all things, and you know all things? What do the eyes mean, we need to hear? Give a love heart shower you guys, or some flying creep Katrina's, which you use your stickers for, if you have ever felt so fed up with your own self not speaking your truth. I have a gentle soul. This is true, Gillian [inaudible 00:11:18], I am sending you all the love. Am I even saying your last name correctly? Do I even know how to say my own inner circle client's last name?

Gillian put an amazing post up yesterday, about how she's building her million dollar business, and the energetic shifts that have happened since she began working with me in the inner circle, which was only about four or five weeks ago. I remember you messaged me, okay, don't worry, don't worry, well get back onto the point of the point. You make a creepy Katrina reaction ... This is about the weirdest question I've ever received. You make a creepy Katrina reaction by, you press the sticker thing that's just to the inside of the emoji list. Something like that, I don't know, somebody explain it. Figure it out amongst yourselves.

Gillian messaged me, I was in the coffee line at the frigging Disney resort. My creative control manager, Bronwen Kelly, made me the creepy Katrina's. She's also the one who made me the Katrina Ruth Show banner. They're not supposed to be creepy. What are these? Oh, does it say press play? What's happening? Does it say 1%, can somebody screen shot this, my mind is expanding right now, you guys. These are all new. There's little pink 1% signs coming up. Keep them coming, just keep sending them. Be trigger happy on the button. I want all your fingers wearing out, just like push, push, push, just keep pressing play on that button. There's a flying Katrina, there's another one. I don't like that one with her back to me. I don't care for that. Branden, get on your phone right now. No playing with the emojis without prior supervision or permission.

I'm so not, I'm high on life, I'm high on the throne, 1%, amazing. Amazing. All right, let's go back to Gillian, and then let's go back to the topic after that, because we're getting to the topic. I feel that I'm doing a fabulous live demonstration of how to be yourself anyway. We're getting somewhere with that. I'll sell you, you got to be ... Thank you, Lily, I try to be hilarious. Send some laughing emojis, because they're my favourites, they really are. I like to be in my entertainer mode. You know we're [inaudible 00:13:26] starting this week. I've got to start now, before I go all shenanigans, and it's my six week one-on-one. Message me please, if you've been thinking about working with me one-on-one. I would love to give you all the detail, and the uber view, everything, understanding, and talk with you about whether it's for you.

Gillian started, so just message me on my personal page, preferably please. Oh my God, the 1% sign, it's the best thing I've ever seen. Best. Actually, one of the best things that I've ever seen is, my Instagram finally lets me use different font on the stories now, believer, first thing's first, gonna say what I want duh-duh, gonna say all the words inside my head. Shall we sing it for a little bit. I think so, Bronwen Kelly, was being informed that the banner is the middle of the screen. The middle, the middle, you understand?

I think we're gonna have a small breakout for song, then I'm gonna go back to the Gillian's [inaudible 00:14:23] story, and working with me, and the energetic upgrades and shifts, and haven't your best, biggest month ever without even doing any fucking thing, and vibrational shifts, and making money for being you, and message me about [inaudible 00:14:33], and I will also discuss the conversation that we said we're gonna discus. I'm not quite sure what it was now. Making money being you, we're coming back to that. We're coming back.

Everybody breathe, it's under control. We need to listen to this though, just for a moment. Because, I want to do a new about page on my website, and I'm gonna do ... I'm not supposed to tell you guys this, because I think it's the funniest, most hilarious idea that ever existed in the history of time, and I'm giggling, giggling, giggling to myself about doing it. But, now I'm telling you, but only some people will know. But, it's gonna be a mashup of all these different songs.

We'll start with this, with the words from this, ready? Facebook, just what's happening, is it not working. No, no, go away YouTube, we don't want you. What is happening? Why? Reload, fuck your reload. This must not be meant to be. Okay, YouTube Believer, Imagine Dragons. You've got to listen to just the start of this song, because actually it's so on point for the topic of conversation. You had a feeling was gonna do something weirdo, but I love the 1% stickers, and I don't mind it being in the middle, because I feel like its attention getting. But, maybe we can see if we can move it down.

The whole conversation is about, the more you be you, the more money you make. Is that what we called it, guys? What did we call it, what was the team decision on what this live stream was called? Let's check it out. Then, I'm gonna ... The more you be you, the more you get to be paid to be you. Well, that was obvious, who would need to do a fucking live stream about it? Nobody needs to talk about that, that's just obvious. We established that, we'll just talk about whatever comes up.

Gillian messaged me when I was in the coffee line at Disney. I feel like I don't need to tell you that whole story right now anymore. She knew it was time to go all in, in deeper way with what she was doing. She felt that I was the mentor to support her to do that. She joined the inner circle tout suite with very minimal conversation. That's how we do it. Then, do you know it continues to delight me, and to humble me, and awe me, that my clients just shift. It sounds egotistical, I feel a little self conscience to say it, but we've only had two phone calls, I think, in that time, in that four or five weeks. But, we've spoken on messages quite a bit, three reactions.

This stupid audio doesn't want to play for me. It's clearly being a little bitch. We've connected back and forth on messages, and audios, and that sort of thing. She's just going up, up, up, up in her energy, and wrote an amazing post about it yesterday. What? It's just freaking stepping into fully being you, and backing yourself, and owning everything that's inside of you. I feel like I would have way more emphasis around that story if I had told it five minutes ago when it was coming through. But, it wasn't coming through then. Don't worry, we're gonna get to this song in a minute. It's only taking me that fucking long in order to get this stupid thing to load.

Okay, ready. This is the way, that's gonna be the start of my new about page. It's so good, just wait. (music) First thing's first, gonna say all the words inside my head ... And tired of the way that things have been. Okay, now don't know all the words. Second thing's second, gonna eh-eh. Okay, I'm losing it. Okay, I felt like I could have kept up with the words, and it would have been amazing, and I didn't quite manage to do it.

But, he says, first thing's first, I'm gonna tell you ... What did, okay, let me try one more time. First thing's first, I'm gonna say all the words inside my head. I'm fired up, and tiered of the way that things have been. Uh, ooh. I can't do the ooh bit. Second thing's second, don't you tell me what to think, uh-duh-duh-duh, I'm the master of my sea. If that's not the wording to start your about page with, then what is? Let's look up the lyrics, so that we're all clear. Believer, Imagine Dragons lyrics. You know what would be smart of me, if I would have played the version that shows the lyrics on the screen, and you guys would have been like, wow, she's so on it.

First thing's first, I'm a say all the words inside my head. I'm fired up, and tired of the way that things have been. I've got to pee now. It's so good, so good, so good. If you don't listen to Imagine Dragons, I don't even know what you think you're doing with your life, frankly. But, I suppose you're fine. But, you've got to listen to the words of that song, and you've got to listen to Do What it Takes. It's gold, it's gold. If you have a hustle friend in your life, who's an adrenaline lover, who's a badass that just goes all in, and does the damn thing, you should send them this song. They are gonna love you for it. Then, you can send me a gift, P.O. Box 861 Surfers Paradise Queensland, 4217.

Then, definitely Warrior. Let's hear a little bit of Warrior. Warrior, Imagine Dragons. Are you guys cool with this? Can we just do a little campfire session? Are you guys all right with it? I don't know why I keep getting away with putting songs on my live streams anymore, touch wood. Here's some, okay. I think it's, because Mark Zuckerberg loves me. It's only normal. But, it adds value, why would you not be allowed to do it? I really like what I've heard from Imagine Dragons. You've got to dig deep into Imagine Dragons. You've got to dig all the way. No, go away with the ad, we don't care with the ad. I love this Warrior song, but probably Do What it Takes is the best one you've got to go listen to that.

I love this, because they, it talks about how we always knew that we'd be the ones who (music) ... Sweet child you will play and wash the fire away. You always knew you could be the one to work while they all play. Hmm, hmm-hmm. Of all the things that you would change, but it was just a dream. All right, we've got to stop. We better stop, we're gonna get in trouble. Somebody's gonna tag Marky-Mark in. Tag Marky-Mark in, that'd be awesome.

Okay, here's the deal, right, my friend said to me, how simple some of the stuff that I say to him is, or how simple the most powerful stuff, I guess, that I say to him is, and how it just blows his mind. Because, it's like, I guess, and then we got into a conversation about it yesterday, and we were both going back and forth, and just discussing the awesomeness of what we both put into the world, obviously, just in a normal fashion.

But, talking about how, well, we both have a fitness background, we used to work in the gym together for years. He and his wife are still that's their business, helping moms to get into amazing shape, and doing the inner transformational work around that as well. We were talking about how, people just tend to think and assume that, whether it's in business, whether it's with money making, whether it's with fitness, whether it's with love and relationships. It's the other area that I keep talking about all the time at the moment. People tend to think and assume that it's the really complex stuff that's gonna get the results, right? So, I ... Did somebody just, was there somebody there for a second.

Ah Mummy

I think I'm imagining things. I think I imagined a small beast. A little curly headed beasty. We're just getting into the freaking sermon. Okay, I'm gonna carry on, because I want to do this, and I'm not gonna be distracted, I will not be. Yes, you're hilarious, now everybody's more interested in you than me. Go, go play, I'm gonna do my sermon. Go.


All right, people think, and this is what we were talking about. People think that the experts, or the gurus are holding, right. Reserving, and holding a secret from them. It's like, that we've got the real answer, and that if you join the right programme, or if you pay enough money, then you get the secrets, and then you get the answer.


But, to get the amazing results ... I'm laser focused, you guys, laser focused.


To get the amazing results.


Hello. Hello, go, go sing a song in the library.


Awe, oh, thank you Gillian.

Hello, hi-o, hi-o.

Yes, if you buy ... Well, people who buy from you, actually this is a good little exercise while I am a little distracted. If you buy from me, and you've bought from me, straight up, tell me what is the reason that you've bought from me? Maybe, sometimes you didn't want to know the content of that particular course, but what's the first answer that comes to mind-


... As to why you've bought from me.

Hey you, hey you. Hello.

Whether it's in an online programme, or as a high level client, in rich on empire, or even in the inner circle with any of my other inner circle bad asses are here. I know Gillian just signed off, and gave a cool little shout out there saying, definitely join. Yeah, so I'd love to know, and it something to think about for you as well. Wendy says the energy. It's a good thing to think about, why do people buy from you.

Energy, cool, all right. But, yeah, people tend to, I think we all tend to still assume that there's some sort of magical missing link that we don't know. But, really, in all areas, it's the simple stuff that gets the results, right? My friend had asked me, why did I switch to being more aggressive Kat, and I was like, because I got so sick of not living for what's inside of me. Then, I started to do that, right? Which, was my F this shit moment, basically. Because, I started to do that-


And to fully live for what's inside of me. Things started to blow up. Oh my God, you're literally spurting on me. I see that you're trying to get attention, and you're doing a really good job of it, but mommy's in her A game zone, all right? Connection, energy to level up, wanting to be more badass says Kat, Lilly says wanting to be like me. Which, by the way, also just means, being what's inside of you, right? If anyone resonates with the idea of wanting to be like me in some way, then that's because you see it inside of you. Nothing's happening here at all. There's nothing to laugh about or look at.

What was Branden's comment, I want to go back to it? Where is it? I bought, because I want next level energetic shit, and most personal custom tailored help. Yes, trust you says Grace, Aligned discipleship. Christine says energy completely resonated. Whoa, and I wanted to do one of your previous courses [crosstalk ] Go put a movie on. I wasn't lined up to that. Get Alissa to put a movie on for you, and watch out for those cords, honey. Once I do do that, I can't read the rest of that, I'll read it later. Alyssa's whispering to you over there, go put a movie on. Hey, gorgeous, says Mandy. That wasn't a questions, but thank you.

Hello, hello.

How to get in touch with your inner truth and speak that shit to the world. Resonation, okay, I'm gonna read all these comments later, so thank you so much. Keep putting them in. Then, ask your audience to send feed, by the way. It's definitely a cool thing to ask. Then, you can screen shot it, and put it on your sales page if you wanted to. Bossiest, bossiest boss.

Bye, Mommy. I hate you.

Oh, lovely. I love you anyway.

I hate you.

I don't believe you, little monkey.

All right, go watch your movie.

Well, whose gonna help me?

Alyssa Rose Loterzo, that's who.


There she is, there's more of them, they're everywhere. But, it's fabulous. He's now upside down on a chair, and now she picking him up, upside down, which seems like a very smart idea for an eight-year-old to pick up a four-year-old by the legs, and then carry him upside down. A certain type of sexy, savage, badass femininity. Man, I want to change that on my profile. Currently it says, Katrina Ruth is a state of mind at the Katrina Ruth Show on my personal profile. Just put it on for him.

I'm gonna change it to a certain type of sexy, savage, badass femininity. That's amazing. But, I like the state of mind thing as well. Okay, you broke my sparkly cushion you little monsters. Don't turn my lights off, everyone will see the real me. Because, it's time to press play, and go all in, says Tracy. Lights on? All of them, please, turn them back on. Thank you, on. No, no, no, you can break that, be careful, honey. He turns the lights off, and then just leaves, just leaves. Who raised these children?

All right, I've got to turn that light on, you guys, it's gonna mess with my savage, sexy, femininity badassery. Not really, but I still want it on. Awe, now it's dead. It's dying a slow death. He knocked it down. Oh, shit, all right. Okay, here we are. We got through it as a team. Well done, you guys. Sometimes I just let them takeover. Not today, my friends. I've already spent all morning doing shenanigans with them. This is my shenanigan time. My children will not disrupt it. Well, they can disrupt, and I will just carry on as I please.

So, when I made that switch to acting and living for what was inside of me, and if you've jumped on late, you missed the singing around the campfire section. You missed, I don't know, whatever else you missed, but mainly, the singing was my favourite piece, to be perfectly honest with you. You should watch the replay, but there was definitely some other gold in there.

When I make that switch, and I really was just like, warning, I don't really care anymore. People say I don't give a fuck all the time, which is roughly what this T-shirt says. It says, warning, I don't really care. It doesn't say I don't care anymore. But, at the time, I could have said, warning, I don't really care anymore, and do you know I did not even put this T-shirt on with that wording in mind for this live stream? Mind blown, expanded, expanded, right?

When I made that switch to, I don't give a fuck, I'm gonna say what's inside of my head ... First thing's first, I'm a say all the words inside my head. I'm tired up and duh-duh. Yeah, what we did before, that exact song. Oh my God, how on point was this whole live stream you guys? It's all just flowed together. That's when I started making millions of fucking dollars online doing what I love, and having only sold my clients having all the money, even though I didn't even ask them to, and they just come out of nowhere, like Gillian, and they're just like, I'm gonna pay you whatever it is that I have, let me in, let me in, let me in.

Then, they expand their results, and have their best month ever, and then they just post about it, and tag you on freaking Facebook, and then tell people about it. You're just like, I was just having a massage and being myself. Seriously, that is exactly how it's done. Can we clip that piece out and caption it? It would have to be fast captions. But, honestly, I'm just like, it just gets better, and better, and easier, and easier, only with my soulmate clients, who just level up like bad asses.

I'm gonna say it, from being in my energy space, from being in the vibration of this whole shindig, and the way that I shop, and the way that I put the work in, and the way that I press play, and the way that I kick their ass into alignment, and massive fucking action, and/or whatever it is I need, and I reach into their souls, and I grab them by it, and shake it up, put some cinnamon on top. It's very good for insulin mitigation. Makes it taste good. I'm talking a little louder, because I feel that my children might be trying to kill each other in the other room.

Then, I remind them of who they fucking are, and largely the reminder ... Nevermind, they're in the other room ... Largely the reminder for them of who they are is, me being who I am, right? Me steady in my power like a lighthouse. Like a pink queenly lighthouse. I don't have to do anything, the lighthouse is not out therein the freaking ocean trying to pick up sinking sailors. The lighthouse is standing strong on the shore, being a goddamn lighthouse, right? I'm a talking empress, says Wendy. We're gonna assume she means fucking, but we'll go with talking, because it sounds better. At least it's not ducking. We're all so done with ducking face. We're done with it. We're done with it, nobody in the history of time every tried to say, I really ducking want. Maybe they did, no need to prove me wrong, right?

If you're a lighthouse whose out there swimming with bedraggled hair, and weird lighthousey arms, and trying to pick up sinking sailors from in the ocean, well, you're acting like a tugboat. Exactly, John, write a children's book about a cute little tugboat, and then make some fucking money on Amazon, don't be a tugboat. If that's what you're doing, okay, Wendy's getting it. She's getting it gradually. I'm laughing, because it's so me. Then, you misunderstood what it means to be a lighthouse, flashlight, work of flesh, revolutionary fucking leader, 1%, within the 1% badass mother fucker, whom people pay just to be in the energy of.

So, I think you should think about that, a lot. Then, ask yourself how you're showing up. If we go back, back, back, back, back, back, back in time to that moment when I was just like, I am done with this shit. I'm done with not living for myself. I think, do you think that maybe me being in my own throne has given me some sort of high vibes, because something it coming out of me that I didn't even know was quite in there? Maybe it's the histamines from the dried fruit. Maybe it's I twist my brain, maybe it's do it to my brain a little bit.

We go back to that moment. I was just fed up. I was just freaking fed up with myself. I was bored to boredy boredom with my own self. I could not even stand to look at my own self in the mirror. Well, that was more of a self worth issue anyway. But, I was just like, meh. I didn't feel fulfilled, I didn't feel proud of myself, is the word that I'm looking for. I was making money, and I was getting results for my clients, and I was known to a degree. Not to the level I am now, but I had a bit of a following, and a name, I guess. I'd been marketing online, but in the fitness industry for years, and then shifted over.

I was doing all right, for sure, but I was annoying myself. Exactly, Andrew, I couldn't even stand the whole internal and external sight of myself. Actually, it did literally play over to other areas, because who knows, amens if you know, that when you're not in alignment with your own self ... Wouldn't it be cool if there was a mirror behind me, like when I do a live stream at the SOS hotel, and you sit at the desk, and they have a mirrored wall behind you. Then, when I do my hand gestures, which just randomly happen, you see all the mirror hands going behind me, and it looks lik octopus arms.

By the way, this throne is supremely comfortable. If you ever come and stay with me, you may sit on my throne. We might sit here together, and live stream together. I couldn't stand the sight of myself inside or out. Because, I wasn't in alignment, it was travelling over into other areas. I was probably binge eating, and emotional eating. I was, of course, I was. What kind of probably? No probably about it, I was a freaking mess.

Not really. I was still incredibly fucking successful, but I was not in flow. I was annoyed with myself. I couldn't stand the whole inside outside appearance of myself. I just was like, this is just bullshit, the whole thing was bullshit. I knew that I wasn't living for what I believe in. Hi, Lakisha. That I wasn't ... Lakisha sent me a singing birthday message on my birthday last year. Personalised to me, not like a uniform one that she sends to everybody. It was the very first interaction, I believe, we'd ever had, by the way, on the messenger. It was incredible, she's an amazing singer, among some things.

Anyway, back to the story. Yes, everything was a mess. It was chaotic as fuck. Chaotic success says, John, exactly that. It's a weird place. I'm happy about all of it. I don't regret any of it. I celebrate every aspect of my journey, because it got me to where I am. But, gosh. I'm so fucking grateful to be where I am now. Yes, the makeup, thank you. Because, my daughter told me that my eyeliner looks terrible today. She was like, "That's not good." I'm so grateful to be where I am, and now I have clients who come on, some who are more stressed out than others when they start with me.

But, often times, my clients are like me, three, four, five years ago. Kind of like, befrazzled and bedraggled, and bestressed. Bestressed, why not? I just like living reactively, and their successful, like they might already be making, 10, 20, 30K a month, or even more when they come to see me. But, why they go to at 100K a month, 200K, and beyond, or if they're starting earlier, they're getting that first 10K, 20K, or whatever, I have clients that start at all levels. From complete startup to even already doing over a million dollars.

So, we try to impress for everyone, by the way, message me, message me, message me, we're gonna start this week. Six weeks one-on-one, you and me, build your low through to high end empire, so that you too can more than seven figures and beyond doing what you love. We will do all the how, and the strategy, and how to implement it, and bring end game on point, obviously. Message me on Katrina Ruth, not this one, the personal one, right?

Why they get those fast results, why my clients get ships. Sometimes, by the way, a word of warning of truth. Sometimes before the shift into fabulousness, flow, and ease, you may indeed go through what is commonly known as being Bali fucked, except it will be Katrinaery fucked, and not in a ... Well, of course, it's in a good way. Nothing sexual about it, just to be perfectly clear. It shouldn't need to be said, but just in case, before the jokes come in.

It means energetically, we're gonna put you in the blender, then we're gonna put the blender in the dish washing machine. Then, we're gonna put the dish washing machine in the [inaudible 00:38:15] washing machine, and put it on spin cycle. Then, when you come out, you're gonna go through your rounds, boom-boom-boom. Then, you're gonna get up, and you're gonna be like, oh my fucking God, I let go of all my shit. It was cleansed from me.

But, while you're in that initial period, it might feel kind of fucked up, and you'll love it, by the way. But, it could be scary, but you'll love it. But, it might be extremely confronting, and you might lose your shit at me, and at the world, and you'll love it. I'm just letting you know that sometimes is a detox process emotionally, and internally, and spiritually, and hygienically, apparently with all that washing, before the flow occurs. Much like, if you'd been eating fucking shit for 40 years, and then you go on a cleanse, there's gonna be some shit come out, right? We all understand that. This is true in business as well.

Don't imagine that it's all thrones, and unicorns, and la te da. Unicorns have pointy heads. You can get the pointy head of the end of the unicorn. You can't see how I'm sitting now, but it just made my posture look amazing. This is my new sitting position. I'm getting a fantastic groyne stretch, it's a great hip opener, and it's made me sit up really straight all of a sudden.

I keep saying I'm manifesting bigger breasts, well this is part of it, posture. Plus it's also T minus 31 today. So the, whoops, hang on. Wait, hold up. Thank you, Lily. Sacrad medicine, I'm gonna add that to the other comment. I'm really gonna use that, it's very good. And Lily, you've known me for years, you know me well. Okay, okay, okay, the flow and ease thing. You've got to go through whatever freaking release you've got to go through to get to the flow and ease thing. I think that's obvious. We don't need to talk about several rounds in the ring, spin cycle, washing machine, hair dryer blown at you the whole time.

I will give you fabulous wine though, if I happen to meet up with you in the middle of that process. And, I will listen to all your stories of how you got hashtag Katrinaery fucked. Probably shouldn't use that as a hashtag, but it's really the best description. Can somebody give me another description? Because, I use the term Bali fucked all the time. Everybody who knows about Bali, knows about Bali fucked. But, the other day I was on the phone, and he said, Bali fucked, and how good it is or something. I was like, no, no, no. Bali fucked means like, kind of getting fucked over. Like everything that could go wrong, feels like it is going wrong, and you can't even move, and then you're naked on the decking of your pool villa for an entire day in the foetal position. It's happened to me several times.

You can't even move. He was like, "Oh, I feel like when you say Bali fucked, you meant like amazing." I'm like, well, that comes after the Bali fucked. But it means fucked up, that's what I mean by Katrinaery fucked. It's a great selling point for working with me. Wouldn't you just love to release all your shit though, and then you get to just mosey around on a throne all day talking about whatever the fuck you want. Then, people seem to want work with you. Isn't it a good example of being more you?

I was so boring, I was so professional, and in a terrible way, because I didn't know how to be professional anyway. Because, I never actually was professional, or a professional. It was not interesting, and not professional, but I was trying to be professional, and roughly, my entire system for being a serious and professional business coach, was that I wore a very tight pencil pinstriped skirt, with a very fitted red blouse, and I looked amazing. I looked like a sexy Barbie doll model, who was gonna have sex with you in the office. I really did. But, instead I was a nervous wreck, and a mess on the inside, and having a meltdown, and the sweats basically, and an allergic reaction to my whole life. Not just to a freaking dried fig that I ate on a plane yesterday.

It was hard, so hard, allergic to professional, exactly. It would help if knew how to do it, but I don't know. Nobody's professional, that is a true fact of life. Professional lunatic perhaps. Maybe that's what I am. Let me see where I'm gonna pick this story up. What do you feel is important right now? Tell me something. Say something. Because, I've lost several tangents, and I may not ever pick them up again.

Okay, I've got something for you. The reason that it works so well, and you've got to think about this. The reason that I've built my business into multi millions is something that is not helpful, but I'll take it anyway. The reason that I've built my business into multi millions, and all the badass people, case in point, theses ones right here, shout out to you, and you, all of you. Especially, the ones who are pressing the 1% button, thank you for that. The reason is, because I truly decided, I don't really care. Okay, that hurt a little bit, a little too much.

I didn't give a fuck at all, which means that I give so much of a fuck about my message, and my truth, however, I decided that I would go all in for what was inside of me, even if it never made me another cent. Ah-ha, who's done that, and meant it too? I fucking meant it. I did not try and make money from it. I was just like, fuck all of you all. I'm gonna say whatever I want, and you can all get fucked. That's when I started being super aggressive.

Because, I think I was annoyed at myself so much, that I was being aggressive and ranting, sweary, but it was more at me, and even still if I'm particularly shouty, and I can be a little shouty. I think it happened once last year, for example. Then, it's maybe directed at me, mainly, not maybe, mainly, right? Because, I was just done, I was fed up with my own disgustingness. This disgustingness of not living in my truth. It was vial to see, and observe, and behold. Nobody liked it at all.

Well, some people pretended to, but they were not the right people anyway. Because, if you were there as a soulmate badass person, you would have been like, look at this, and energetically picking me up. You would have been like, this is disgusting. Well, probably not, because some of you were there then as well. So, thank you, and I love you. I did, I was like you can all get ... I was honestly, I was so, I had to get into a state of aggression to speak my truth. All right, remind me to not throw my arm in the air with an open bottle of water when my laptop is sitting just there. Not a smart idea, perhaps.

I had to, I had to, I had to, and I had to make a decision that I really and truly did not care if I never made another cent from it again. And, I meant it, I wasn't just saying it. Don't just say shit on the internet, make shit up on the internet and throw it at the world all you like. But, don't fucking say shit that you don't mean, and a counterpoint to that is, the flip side of it, the other side of the money making coin is, do say the fucking shit that you mean. Don't withhold your message, not in business, not in life, not in love, not with anything. Just say what you're feeling.

Yes, it's freaking scary and vulnerable. I think I'm gonna send somebody a message, where I show them a few pages of journaling I did about them. That's gonna be vulnerable. I'm still a little scared. I've been thinking about it for a full day now. Absolutely outrageous, given what I did say in my own code of conduct that I published this morning on Facebook, where I said that I always, always do the action that I'm guided to do straight away. Well, I was partly empowering myself. The truth is sometimes I hesitate, and I don't want to. It's scary, and feel scared. I'm vulnerable. You know I'm gonna do it anyway. Might happen in a day. I don't know why, but why would you wait?

Why would I wait? I should do it right now, but I can't. It's on the phone. I already took, I'm obviously committed, because I already took photos on my phone of the journaling pages. But, this is the phone I used, so I have a legitimate excuse to not be able to do it right now. Because, I'm living streaming on the phone, ha ha. Why would I wait two days to, why would you wait two days, or two months, or a fucking lifetime to get your message out into the world? I feel fully entitled to speak and preach about this relevant to business. It's exactly about him [inaudible 00:46:53] word for word.

Release from, no it's not a release. It's a statement of facts. It's several pages of facts about my feelings, just in an informative, and helpful, and scary manner. Manifestation, is it manifestation? No, I feel that it's a statement of facts, as they stand about my own feelings. Well, you know that I will, especially now that I've fucking said it here. But, it, but I feel that I'm gonna remain in resistance around it, until tomorrow. I feel like I've already decided that. I feel that you should probably throw something at me, if you were here, but you can't, so ha ha.

But, why would I do that, because every time I hesitate ... I can, I'm gonna kick my own ass, and I'm gonna do it hard, right? Now, I need to go in the fucking spin cycle. Because, every time you hesitate, you just like, meh, here's the abundant switch, here's he receiving switch, here's the freaking expansion switch, I'm gonna dial that sucker down. I'm just gonna turn it down. Then, you just like, down on the floor, where nobody can see you, and nobody cares, and you're sort of limp, and boring, and like a faded fake flower. Then, you wonder why the fuck nobody's commenting and liking on your shit, and buying from you on Facebook. How are they gonna see you when you're down there all faded on the floor. I'm just saying, right? Right.

Here's what else, you can't screw it up being you. It is not possible, on the floor with one arm up, like hello Facebook, I'm still here, buy something from me. I'm interesting, I promise. If you come down here, I will probably do not much at all, except flounder around on the floor like a fish on the sand. Just kind of like floundering. Looking very unattractive, but I feel like I'm getting more attractive by the moment, because I'm having the best time ever.

How are people getting cool cat emojis? Because, they're on their phones pressing the sticker. You press the little sticker on your phone, it's just to the inside of the other emojis. From now on, I want you to only use cat emojis, on the other people's live streams also, please. I'm not sure how to do that, figure it out amongst yourselves. What was I saying?

Okay, it's not supposed to be about me. Nevermind me, you don't need to know about what I do or don't do in that particular situation. However, I did say in my journaling in my code this morning, in my code of professional conduct, professional, that I always take the action my soul tells me to take straight away. I don't know why I did that, it just came through. In fact, in fact, indeed, that is true. It is exhausting and disgusting to have one arm in the air. Well, I suppose it'd be more disgusting if you had a really hairy armpit, and you hadn't washed it properly. But, either way, it's disgusting, we all agree.

So, you know the whole thing about, for real though. For real, let's just sidestep from my little area of resistance. Let's just step away, let's just pretend that didn't happen. Say whatever you want to say about it, I don't care, kick my ass. Bring it on, just hit me with it. Hit me with some 1% emojis to remind me who I fucking am, and to not live in fear, and you know that I won't, but it might still take me another day. Right, but why? Why would it take me another day? How many more days, weeks, months, lifetimes is it gonna take you to speak your truth?

As I was saying, I'm very entitled and credible to speak on the topic of speaking your truth in business, and in money making, and in life, and in the love and romance area I'm getting there, I'm getting there like a freaking mother fucker. I'm speeding up every single day. You know it, I know it, we all know it, so let's all just deal with the fact that soon enough I'll be running a course on that too. In fact, I did already run love and acceptance last year. That was about self love and acceptance. Very powerful, thank you very much, for reminding me about my own course the other day, by the way, when I needed it. Hello.

There's no Lego Ninjago.

Hmm, then just watch another Lego movie.

[inaudible 00:51:02].

Watch Scooby-Doo then.

Scooby-Doo, it was not on.

I don't know then. Figure it out, man. What are you gonna say?


Yeah, I know, you broke my little cushion, it's all right, I'll live with it. So, I did say in my code this morning, and it's true, but I'm still practising my code. I had to write the truth of what I'm stepping into, which I would say I practise pretty freaking on point, and like 100% of the time in my business, and I'm getting there, getting there, I am getting there. I'll laugh at myself, and I'll kick my own ass, or you can kick my ass too. But, you know I'm gonna do it.

Kiss, kiss, mommy.

He blurted right into my mouth, like right up in there. You know I'm gonna do it, and you know that most people would never do even 1% of speaking or living their truth, right? This is why they don't get paid.


Don't blurt on me.

Plain kisses.

Okay, go, and then go watch your movie. That's disgusting, man.

[inaudible 00:52:09].

If you already know you're sending [crosstalk]. No, try sending it to ...

One more.

Are we done?


Good, be on your way, thank you, I appreciate the love. Don't worry, I'm not just constantly sending my children off to watch movies. We did other things already, and we'll do more things later, won't we? We'll go play at Auntie Jessie's house. Are you done? Carry along, pass on by, go back to where you come from. Not this area.

I just spit in your ear.

Don't spit in my ear. Well, this is exactly my point, right? Oh my goodness, careful. If I come back to the business story, you're right, I will. You know what I'll do, I'll get off the live stream, and then I'll be like, er, fuck off, I hate all of you, I love all of you. Then I'll be like, eh, and I'll go through 25,000 things inside my head, and then I'll do what I always do, and I do, which is press freaking play anyway, and do the damn thing. My rule is very simple in business, and in lie. I've done this many times already. Many times in my personal life.


When I feel called to say something that's scary, or confronting, or vulnerable, or revealing, that I kind of, I type it, I write it out anyway, which I've already done. Then, I sit down, I'm like no, no, no, no, no, no, and I put it into message, and then I do this little thing where I just press send, and I just go send, too late. Then, I quickly [crosstalk 00:53:49] leave the area. Because [crosstalk 00:53:53] if you need the computer after you send a message, then the [crosstalk 00:53:57] see you. My rule is that, if you I can't see them, they can't see me. If I shut the computer, they can't see me, and maybe it didn't happen. [crosstalk 00:54:08] this is exactly, okay, I cannot even handle a random question in the middle of all this. [crosstalk 00:54:16].

This is exactly how I did it with business, exactly. Where I just started to say what I really thought, and what I knew that people needed to hear, and then I would press, well, not send ... Well, if it was an email send, but press publish on the post on Facebook, and I would literally feel sick to my stomach, you guys. Just like, I'm going to die of exposure of the soul. Have you ever felt like you were gonna die of exposure of the soul? Can you go and get me a surprise? Can you go and find me a treat? Can you go find mommy a treat? Got it, can you go find me a treat? Can you go get something fabulous for me?

Mommy, that's your party hat.

Oh, cool, good. That's actually my megaphone. Shout! Watch the cords, be careful of the cords when you're moving around the area.

I [crosstalk].

I would say things that were so confronting, and so scary, and I would write them in my blog. Then I would be like, I can't say that, and I still feel that way, by the way. Not as often as I used to, because I've gotten used to it. I'm used to speaking my truth, and living my truth, and getting the frigging results that I do accordingly. But, at first it was like what I'm demonstrating here. Where I'm like, oh, maybe tomorrow, maybe tomorrow, but then I would always do it. I really freaking did it right, and I do still do it in all these things.

I'm squirming, and everything, and I'm like maybe tomorrow, because I'm like fear is still guiding me or ruling me, and I'm conscious of that, and so I'll do the damn thing. Then, I'll laugh at myself, like why did you need to take an extra day or two. But, I'm talking like two freaking days, right? How many people here are still not speaking their truth, when you heard me talk about this shit a year ago, two years ago, five years ago, whatever? When your soul has been telling you the whole time, get faster, and faster at speaking and living your truth, and the heavens will be opened onto you.

Hopefully not in a Queensland tropical thunderstorm manner, because that shit is scary, right, but the money heaven. The people, to people, to people, your soulmate people will come. Okay, I was just trying to distract you. What is this disgusting, who brought this into my home. It wasn't me, gross. Nutri-Grain bar, it sounds vial.

It's Nutri-Grains.

Who bought that?


Right, yeah. When daddy come and stays here when I'm overseas, and he comes and looks after the kids. [crosstalk] Can you get me-

I got you another water.

Can you go upstairs and get me my favourite book from my bedroom.

Which one, what colour is it?



You're such a good boy, honey.

All right. You're such a good boy, Mommy.

Thanks honey. All right.

Mommy's not a boy.

I'm so smart. Just published and ran away, and hid for a day, says Tracy. It is effective. I've done that many times. Many times that I've published the most vulnerable, revealing stuff, I do just press post, and them I'm like, oh shit, I gotta hide from Facebook now for two days. Which, is exactly how I feel when I send a vulnerable message. I'm like, that's it, I'm out, I'm leaving the internet. I am done. I am switching this shit off. Turn the whole internet off, shut the laptop, because then they can's see you, that's only just safe. It's just like freaking safety first people, safety first.

Then, eventually you're like, oh, I suppose I should go and look what happened over that. It's only going to serve you. It is only going to serve you to speak your truth. The truth will set you free, and we know this. We know it. However, maybe you speak your truth, and somebody's like, that's too much for me. I can't handle that, they leave out of your life. Maybe you speak your truth, and people on the internet are like, you're a bad person, or you're a bad entrepreneur, or I don't like you, or mean things, that are meaner than that, and you're willing to face up to that basically.

Like, are you willing to accept that somebody might not like you, that you might get rejected, you might get "hurt." But, how will you hurt when you're owning your truth, and did you really freaking think you were gonna build a business, or a life, or a relationship that's not based on speaking your truth? Because, how the heck is that shit gonna work out, right? What kind of situation are you imagining you're gonna be living in? It sounds horrible, horrible. Horrible.


Here's a version that I prepared earlier, horrible.

Ooh, a Nutri-Grain bar.

Horrible. You're supposed to do it live. Not that. Say horrible into the camera.


Exactly, you can leave. Thank you for your assistance.

Thank you.

If you can't accept that, you can't have the success. Correct. But, it's also not true success, is it John, and everybody else?


No, exactly. It's not success-

Listen to me, mine-

Give me, it's my sceptre, give it to me, give it. Get your own props, this is mine. My sceptre. Yes, have that riding whip. I don't even know why, fantastic. I don't, and keep the pot out of it, by the way. Pass over the Chanel hip flask, which nobody's ever seen, which my sister is even weirder than me, if you can imagine such a thing [crosstalk 00:59:30]. A funnel? That's red, see if you can find a pink one, honey.

I can't.

Okay, I love the red one then. Thank you, I'll take it.

This is a funnel.

Look at this Chanel hip flask that my weird ass sister, Jessa Lewis, made for me.

[inaudible 00:59:47].

I don't want that yucky treat. Get me a different treat. I don't like that. [crosstalk 00:59:51] My sister is the business manager in my business.

Mommy, I don't know which treat you want.

Berries, bring me some berries little boy.

That's not a treat.

I like to sit on a chair and have berries delivered to me by a miniature man.

Yes she does.

Mommy, there's no berries.

They're in the fridge, go check it out. See if there's anything you want in there.

Check it out, duh, duh, duh.

Jessica, Jessa Lewis, is the business manager in my business, and she supervises all the ninjas. It's a very-

I'm a ninja.

... Enduring task-

I'm a ninja.

... That somebody has to do. She decides, she sends me a bunch of props. There some pretty inappropriate stuff on this table right here in front on me. Just random.

There's this thing.

She said she made me, herself, no you cannot buy Chanel hip flasks, but she made me one. She's committed to her job. You only want soulmate team members in your company/organization, who are committed to the point where they will indeed procure for you, and if need be, create for you, of their own two hands, a Chanel hip flask. I never even, what can we put in here? I never even drink the spirits anyhow? Can you put wine in a hip flask.

But why do you have a funnel.

So, that you can build an effing funnel.

Is this a funnel?

I have no idea what that's for. Does it attach to something else, is it for this?

It's attached to my head.

All right, I don't know. Who doesn't want a Chanel hip flask? What am I gonna put in it? Somebody's in the shower, [crosstalk 01:01:16] somebody's cutting pumpkin. Oh, all those mosquito bites up close, nobody needs to see that. They look beautiful though honey, you look beautiful.

No they don't.

They're just like Bali battle scars. Can you put that book over there.

These things, these things?

Sure, let's have some berries. Well, how about we not, thank you.

I put two.

You could have put them in a small crystal bowl, I suppose.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

What can I put in the flask? What do you think I should put in it?

It's dead.

What's happening here, taste one of these berries.


Taste this.


Taste taster.

Eat this.

Taste one of these berries.

Eat this.

[inaudible 01:01:54].

Alyssa, try one of these berries. I'm eating them, I'm not dying. I taste tested them for you first, but taste test it, and tell me what you think.

A key.


You like it, I thought it tasted musty, and pusty, and dusty.

The one that I ate was sour, and it was good.

I love the sour. There's nothing more disgusting than a sweet berry, you guys.

I ate sour.

It's just vial. It should be illegal.

Mommy, your undies on the balcony and about to fall.

They're not my undies. That's a random child's underwear that I think, that sounds bad.

No, no, no.

It's a swimsuit that's obviously flow down from another balcony.


Well, they're not ours. Bring them in, let's have a look at them. [crosstalk 01:02:40] But, let's check it out.

Alyssa, can you help me?

In conclusion, I need to go to the gym. We all ready did that, but we'll go again. Should we go to the gym? Should we go to the gym want to go to the gym again.

I got them.

Oh, get rid of them. Don't touch them, they look gross and disgusting. They're actual real underwear.


Shut the door, no don't touch somebody else's underwear.

Throw them off the balcony.

Do not throw them off the balcony. Somebody will see the live stream, we'll get in trouble. They've got some kind of magic system in [crosstalk 01:03:20] this building.

I don't want to [inaudible 01:03:22] balcony.

Can you shut that door. They've got some kind of [crosstalk 01:03:25] system in this building, where a few ... Are you all right? Go wash your hands. She's probably [crosstalk 01:03:32].

I don't want those on my, on your balcony.

I'll get them later. Shut the door for now. Go [crosstalk 01:03:38]. No don't, please don't throw them off, because they always know when you throw something off. I don't know how they know what exact floor and apartment it is, and I'm not talking like 24 hours later when they've reviewed the camera footage. I'm talking like three minutes later there'll be a knock on the door. We're not throwing some toys, lightweight things, nothing dangerous, off the balcony a couple of times. Can you shut the door?


Because, I'm getting cold.


What about the raspberries. You don't want your raspberries to be sour though. Take this away, take them small person.

I kind of need somebody [crosstalk 01:04:13].

Can you shut the door please, Alyssa? Let's try these.

Mommy, I just want to go again.

This is fabulous.

Mommy, I just want to [inaudible 01:04:22].

No, you can't go out on the balcony without me, it's not proper. Okay, I feel like we're going down a weird ... Are you seriously spitting into the berries, or are you eating straight out of it? These are really good. Okay, I've made many points that are relevant, or not relevant to my main point. But, what if you just let it be freaking easy all the time? I think that was really my whole point. Here's how to let it be easy, and this is where people will just come to you, and they will just pay you. You're like I don't know what they're supposed to pay me. But, you do know. You freaking own it, right?

I touched the undies again.

Do not touch somebody else's gross undies. I'll have to put you on the spin cycle three times to cleanse you.

There's a worm in here.



Pretty, extra credit.

No I'm not.

[inaudible 01:05:10].

Don't touch undies.

Can I have some vegetables now? Get me the vegetables. Bring me some cucumber. No, no, pick them up, or they'll get dirty. However, I do things for them as well. I don't just order them around. Tell me. Get down from there right now. He wasn't up on the balcony, he was up on the chair. No getting up on chairs on balconies at all, even if it's back from the balcony. All right, okay. I've nothing else to add. I'm done, I'm just done. I've cleansed myself of my entire message. I'm gonna go sweat. I'm gonna go sweat and then, and I need some vegetables. Bring me some carrot sticks girl.


No, carrots disgusting, cucumber, fennel.

Okay, can you bring me some carrots, and cucumber, and fennel?

Cucumber, fennel, celery, and what was the other one? Snow peas, bring them to me please, forthwith.

But, I'm the queen.

I already chopped some for you before, now I'm just asking you to bring them back to me. You put raspberries all your face. You look like you've been in a crime. [crosstalk 01:06:21] Thank you, honey. Lovely.

I'm the singer.

You're the singer, okay, cool.

I'm [inaudible 01:06:27].

Is there anything we need to add? Can you bring me the vegetables, I've asked 14 times? I'm serious. I need some vegetables in my body. I need to cleanse that dried ... Throw that in the bin, that looks disgusting. Who would want to eat that?


That stuffs gonna shrivel your insides straight away. Who puts cereal into a [inaudible 01:06:47] bar, gross. You're gonna eat it, it looks vial. Show it to the people so they can see the disgustingness of the Nutri-Grain bar. Nobody should be buying this stuff. See, that's like some empty watermelon pieces. That's not what I asked for. But, there's some [crosstalk 01:07:04] isn't it? I want cucumber.


Can I have some cucumber?


Hey, guys.

Stop that. All right, we're gonna go. Okay, we've got it. We've got it. The message is, be yourself, but be all [crosstalk 01:07:17] of yourself, but be yourself all the time, not just restrictively, or based on when it feels convenient or easy, but that you actually let ... Stop wiping raspberries all over your face ... That you actually let the whole message out, and he's snorting like a piglet now. And, really just go with the flow [crosstalk 01:07:39] It's Saturday afternoon you guys, if you were around at my house right now, this is exactly what would be going on. This is a normal Saturday afternoon behaviour, isn't it? I'm pretty sure it's normal. [crosstalk 01:07:52] You just show that to the world.

And, life is now a press dirty.

Go wash your little raspberry face. Oh, don't throw the sceptre. If you came and hung around now, we'd probably have some wine as well. [crosstalk 01:08:09] Ew, put that in the bin, I don't want it [crosstalk 01:08:12] Be careful with it, because it's messy.

Eat this.

No, that feels yucky in my tummy. I don't want t eat that yucky, yucky.

It's poopie.

Then, if you came around another time, I'm gonna make an important [crosstalk 01:08:24] serious point now. If you came around another time when the kids weren't here. Then, it might not be quite as random, but it would still be random, and it would still go wherever it needs to go.

Daddy's in the Gold Coast.

No he's not. If you came around-

He's in Melbourne.

... Or if you came and hung out with me in a café, and we were having a conversation there, then we'd have whatever conversation we were having there, and it would be real. That's the whole freaking point, right? Let it just be what it is. You don't [crosstalk 01:08:51].


I specifically told them don't come on the live stream, while live streaming today, right?

But, he came on first.

I didn't try and plan a kiddie shenanigans thing. I tried to plan the opposite thing of that.

Yeah, exactly.

This is why you need your Chanel hip flask.

You don't love us?

Nobody said that, what a stupid comment. But, you don't come on a live stream and plan for it to be silly, or plan for it to be entertaining. That's the key, it's the key to the world. I don't know why we've got a key. What's that supposed to be about? Take it away, take it away. Put it in your room.

But, I'm the queen.

So, take it, you can have it in your room.


You don't plan for it to be random, you don't plan for it to be funny, you don't plan for it ... Put it in the bin [crosstalk 01:09:33] You don't plan for it to be entertaining. Take it. You don't plan for it to be serious, or preachy, or churchy. You don't plan your message or your content, and I even think what to sell people as well. It really should just be what is ... Okay, I was gonna burp, I didn't plan that ... What is coming out, right? What if you just let your whole business situation be based on what is coming out of you? Be careful you don't knock the lights over with that tripod over there. No, I'm not kidding. Please don't knock the lights over.

Don't knock the light over, because I've my mosquito bites on my forehead.

But, the rule is, you can't only let the real you out when it feels comfortable, or easy, or it's practical, or it's like it feels organised, or it feels safe. You've got to let it out however it is. That's the whole end of the story. Give me that microphone, I need it to make my point. Where's the microphone? Give me the singing microphone.

Here you go.

Bring it to me small people.

Singing microphone. Oh, um, I don't know [crosstalk 01:10:32].

Small person number one, find it.

Mine, mine.

No, give it to me.

I want to scream.

Give me the microphone, kid, I'm trying to make a point here. Microphone, no I need it, I want to do a mic drop, gosh.

Mommy, you know how we play hide and seek?

No, I'm not signing off now, tell the people [crosstalk 01:10:52].

Mommy, remember how we play hide and seek. This is my good hiding spot, behind-

You can go hide behind me and my big butt for a moment.


No, I want to do a mic drop here.

[inaudible 01:11:07].

I think I lost the moment. Reach out [inaudible 01:11:13] six weeks one-on-one with me, with or without spin cycles shenanigans. Ow, I got hit on the leg with the sceptre. Message me, we are gonna build your whole tribe, your through to high end empire, show you how to make multiple seven figures and beyond, fully by being you, but all of you, and all based on doing what you love. It is real, it's what I do, it's what my highest earning clients and friends do as well. It's what I show all my clients to do. It is an energy thing, and it's a vibration thing we are starting this week. It is one-on-one with me, completely unlimited access to me. You need me, I am there in your corner, by your side, or potentially kicking you in the ass, or whatever it is you need, and a whole bunch of other cool stuff as well.

So, message me about that, I'll get you all the details. We'll talk about how to blow shit up online for you, and it's gonna be from reaching into your own soul, and showing it to the world. All right, do you guys want to sign off for me? Can somebody sign off? Hello? It's like taxis in Bali. When you don't want one, there's 7000 taxis saying transport, transport. When you want a taxi, there's none there. When you don't want shenanigans and kids jumping on your head, they're on you. Now, you ask them to do one simple thing, and they're just quiet and hiding behind the chair. Hello, can anybody sign off? What do you say at the end of a live stream. Unbelievable.


[inaudible 01:12:40]. Ow, that hurt.

Life is now press play. Yes. Say goodbye to the people.

Life is now, press play.

Press finish. No, I'm going, I'm going.

No, wait, no wait. Wait, no. [crosstalk 01:12:53] Life is now, press dirty.

That's doesn't make any sense at all, but we'll go with it. Bring me some cucumbers. I've been asking for cucumbers for half an hour.

Not half an hour.

Message me, message me, I'll send you all the details. We'll talk, we'll audio, we'll do all the things together. We'll get you pressing play.


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I am here. Here I am. You know when you look something up on YouTube and then it doesn't give you the thing that you were looking for and then you thought that it was there? Lee Gibbs, what's up? Rich Hot Empire bad ass in the house. I feel like I'm having one of those days, one of those days, one of those weeks, one of those lifetimes where the world just seems overly quiet. I feel that I should brighten it up. Up, up, up.

This is Will Robinson of the [crosstalk].


... group. I'm the-


... to discover evidence of an alien intelligence.

Oh, shit. YouTube stop. YouTube is just doing what it fucking wants. Should we let it keep going? YouTube's just rocking it on out. I wasn't even going to do that. Oh, okay. No, that's enough of that. It's been one of those days, one of those lifetimes, one of those weeks, one of those months, one of those years where you know when you just look around or you walk around or you go around? Do you think we have too much light? Less light? Sad. More light. Happy. Cord in the way, not happy. Hello, people of the internet. Now you can all wait for just a moment, just a little moment. Chat amongst yourselves. Because what I want to do is share this lives too.

Larissa, I considered changing my shirt because I feel like people already saw this who were live with me in the High Vibe Mastermind just before. I could have made the effort to change my shirt. Then I was like, "Well first thing, nobody gives a fuck." Secondly, I look fucking fabulous because of my amazing light so why would I change anything? I'm just going to sit in this chair and basically never move until the end of time.

Then what happened was smack down time. Purpose church with Cat. I think that's what's happening. Let's go. What happened was we were talking about all the things. What's happening now? Do you feel like I look less bright than I did before? No, that's too much bright. I think I might have a small lighting addicts anonymous problem of some kind. I don't know how I even lived in my life before lights.

Now I got to admit, the world seems kind of quiet when I'm not talking. It seems wrong basically is the truth of the matter. It seems like I should always be saying something. I have many things to say. Come on over. I suspect you're probably the same. This is one of those live streams where you've got to get up higher. You got to get up higher, because you can feel that the ... I feel like I should sit on the back of this chair. Do you think I should have been sitting on my throne? Is it just flat-out bad form that I'm not sitting on my throne right now for this live stream? I'm sorry. I'm in my pyjamas.

Do you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to do my stretches while I sit here. I get a daily notification reminder from my Google calendar that says, "Stretch whilst learning Russian and French." I don't know if you can learn Russian and French at the same time as each other, but I'm attempting to do it while stretching every evening in my groinal region, because I've decided that I want ... [Corinne 00:04:30] says I should go to the throne. Show of hands if I should go to the throne. Send your votes into me via love hot shower. If you're on your cell phone thingy, then where your emojis are, emojis, the little sticker that's on the inside of the emojis is going to blow your beautiful mind. You'll be able to send flying angel devil cats across the screen. Do it. Do it. Oh my goodness, [Rashida 00:05:00] says throne as well. How am I to deny? I'm nobody to deny.

Anyway, I've decided I want to be able to have ... I'm sorry, this is just one of my goals, and I'm going to do it. There they are, the stickers. I want to be able to open my legs completely up, out wide, like a sideways splits. I want to go back to doing the sideways splits. What's wrong with that? Nothing. I used to be ... I can still do the regular splits. I can demonstrate right now if you insist. Probably won't, because I feel like this live stream is already going to go in too many crazy directions for sure. I want to get back to doing the sideways splits. My system is, I'll show it to you, my system is that every evening when I'm sitting here like so thus, thusly, on my chair, doing my work in the evening. By the way, if I'm ever on the phone to you, if you're my client and I'm on the phone to you and you know that it's evening time for me, I guarantee you I'm doing a groyne stretch at the same time.

What I do is, I'll show you. That was not what I meant to do. Calm down. I put two chairs ... My pants are just cool, that's why they've got holes in them, all right? Nobody ripped holes in the pants. They came like that. They were extremely expensive. I got them in Beverly Hills at the yoga studio. They're Arlo pants. I have the matching top. I look cosy as fuck when I'm wearing it all. I sit on one chair that's back a little bit like this, and then I put the other chairs slightly forward, one on each side. Then I sit there, and I get into it. It's pretty painful. Then over time, I widen. I widen, like I basically am creating some kind of a 17th-century, one of those stretchy torture, the rack. You know what I mean. When they would put you on the rack, okay? I'm going to try to get this back in the tripod now.

I'm getting into it already. It feels uncomfortable, but it feels like it's going to be beneficial in many ways, which I'm sure I don't need to explain or point out. One of them is I'm going to become a gymnast. I am a gymnast already. I can do many gymnastic-y things from when I was a gymnast. See? I'm going wider already. I can't do this in the throne though. Now I'm getting into my stretch while I'm doing it. My legs are nearly all the way out. Well, they're not at all. They're not at all. They will be at a right angle. Give me a couple more weeks and they'll be all the way out.

I learned this from Amanda Francis, by the way, because she was insane flexibility, that girl. I have pretty damn good flexibility myself actually, but she told me how when she was 13 she would lay up against the wall and just every day let her legs go down further and further. We were working out together at the gym when she came to attend my San Diego day. Then she ended up sleeping in my bed. It's a normal thing to happen with your private clients. Then we went to the gym together the next morning, and she was just stretching all over the fucking place. I'm not used to people being more stretchy than me, and I didn't particularly care for it, but I was impressed.

Basically, that's a long story of how I decided to do my stretches daily while sitting on my chair and learning French and Russian at the same time. It's not really working that well on my subconscious mind so far to try and mix the two languages together. I feel like if I'm committed to it and I just decide, then it's going to work. That's how I feel about it.

Now I've got to come back, back, back, back, back to wherever I picked up this story earlier. We were doing the High Vibe Mastermind live stream. I don't know if I can go to the throne now you guys, because the problem is that when I stretch my legs this wide and I've got them on the chairs, like on the stretching rack, they're kind of stuck now. I'm kind of stuck here in the sideways splits stretching position. I'm going to have to stay here until morning until somebody comes along and rescues me from my own crazy self. I think we're going to stay here. In theory, the throne would look a lot better. Now I'm starting to get throne [inaudible 00:09:23] by not being on the throne. Too bad. Let's wait for tomorrow for the throne.

We were doing the High Vibe live stream for my members. I was talking about bringing the energy that you need to bring, the energy. Leo, you think you just joined at an interesting time, you seriously are mistaken, my lady. You need to rewind afterwards, because you will see the real shit that actually just happened, although it was not that interesting at all really. I feel like it definitely is normal to be ... I demonstrated the stretch. I showed the whole situation and explained it in a very professional manner.

It's definitely normal to be so high vibe that you couldn't sleep. It would actually be rude and selfish to the rest of the community to not be so high vibe that you couldn't sleep. Then the next thing that I was going to say was okay, the spotlight thing, I'll get to that in a moment. It was a very relevant point. Thank you, Jamie. I appreciate the validation of my hilariousness. I did have quite the argument with my brand designer in LA in February as to whether or not I was allowed to be officially branded as hilarious, because he tried to argue with me that I'm not hilarious. He said maybe I'm funny, but not hilarious. He's German and he's quite German about it. I can say that because I'm sub-German. I don't know if sub is a thing that's relevant to our culture or our race, but I'm honorary German from growing up there in my teens and I speak it fluently. So there.

Anyway, he was like, "Well, are you actually hilarious? Because I don't think you're hilarious. I think that you'll find that you're funny." He didn't want to include hilarious as one of the descriptive words in my official rebrand. He's a good friend as well, by the way, so I felt no problem at all saying exactly what I think. Not that I normally do. I was like, "Excuse me, I am fucking hilarious, Chris. I will prove it to you." I said, "People send me laughing emojis all the time on my live streams, and they tell me that I'm hilarious." He said, "They're just sending live feed emojis and they're saying hilarious, but when people say hilarious, they really mean that you're funny." I was like, "No. No. No."

I got straight on What's App and I was like, "Team ninjas, find me all the most hilarious clips of my live streams and send them over forthwith before the end of business LA time." Which they did not do, because they were fucking asleep because it was the middle of the night in Australia. Instead, I had to do a live demonstration for him. A live demonstration. The only thing for it was to tell my story of spiritual pooping, so that's what I did. By the end of the story, he was in a state of somewhat shock and horror.

I mean, I think that people have a certain perception of me. I can present the world, myself to the world, as a fairly classy lady about town when I feel so aligned and maybe I carry a Chanel bag or whatever, and it makes people think that I'm [inaudible 00:12:36] and standing. Then I just bring out the freaking country whatever it is that's just up in there that just comes out, just I don't know, I can't even explain it. It's probably the same part of me that was singing freaking Cold Chisel on the live stream in the High Vibe before. I'm so sad that I didn't finish the rest of that song. I feel like I should sing some of it now for you, because I was so into it. Who wants me to sing Khe Sanh? I want to sing Khe Sanh. I was so into it. I wanted to be rocking it out at the pub or something.

Anyway, by the time I finished the spiritual pooping story his mouth was hanging over in shock and he probably was going to sack me as a client, except it was too late I was already there with my entire team from Australia with me as well, or half of them. He agreed that I'm fucking hilarious. There we go. That's the whole story. Zing. I'm not making this up, but there is a ghost in the house. Because just when I said zing, okay it didn't happen that time, but the time before that the dishwasher just sung. It's a dishwasher ghost. Well obviously [inaudible 00:13:44] it's spiritual pooping. If you don't understand what spiritual pooping is, you can't understand it. I suppose I could tell you about it but I don't really care to. Just so you know, it's not an analogy. If you watched all of my live streams, it would only take you 1.5 lifetimes, but you would definitely see me talk about it at some point in time.

Not the stupid water machine. What's next? Then we're in the High Vibe Mastermind live stream. I was singing a bit of Khe Sanh, because I thought that Jimmy Barnes was downstairs on the beach. According to my client Lisa, it was a fake Barnes. Barnes is going to be here sometime over the weekend. If you don't know who he is, you should just become Australian immediately and then you'll understand. He's like the Aussie answer to Jon Bon Jovi. He's an ageing rocker. He's an icon. He's like the man of my youth, so to speak, in a not-weird way. He's going to be right downstairs on the newly-erected stage that's just down there this weekend. I got super excited about it. Who could not get excited about a little bit of Barnes on a Thursday evening?

As a result of that, I had to play some Cold Chisel. It all went on from there. Then at some point in time, I had to sing it, because you can't not, clearly. Then from some point from there, it got into talking about energy of sales. Energy of sales. Then I wrote down an important catchphrase which came forth from my mouth as I was presenting. The catchphrase was well if you want to be in the spotlight, then fucking act like you deserve to be in the spotlight. I thought, "That is a damn good Facebook post." I can put it as my goodnight Facebook post before I go to bed. My hair is stuck. My hand is stuck in my hair. I'm not trying to just sit here with my hair looking cool. My hand's actually stuck. It's stuck. There's some kind of weird situation going on there. It hurts. It really hurts. What's happened here? I think somebody's put honey in my hair. I don't know what's going on in my home today. There's all sorts of shenanigans, and not in a good way.

I'm losing the gist of it. I feel like we should move to the throne. I feel like I learned something. Should we play some Cold Chisel to make up for it? I feel I can get it to work. I think I've been waiting for it, this whole moment. If you're not Australian, just seriously sort yourself out. As I said to the High Vibers, the thing that you've got to understand about me which is a bit of a confessional that I never thought I would say is I think I'm actually bogan at heart, because I get so excited by a bit of Chisel or Barnes.

Recently when I was on the phone to my lawyer about my will, he asked me which songs I want at my funeral, which I thought was a little bit of an untoward question to ask somebody while they're sitting in Bali drinking a fucking smoothie. Nonetheless, I answered the question like the professional I am. I said, "Well, obviously I want Khe Sanh at my funeral, followed by House of Pain, Jump Around." Here we go. If you don't know the song, sing along anyway, because you must know the song. (Singing) Just one more little piece. (Singing) It's so good. (Singing) Mark loves me. I don't get [inaudible 00:17:53]. I don't know what's happening. He loves me. Thank you, Mark. (Singing) He said their legs were often open but their minds were always closed. A little bit more. We'll just keep going, because we just roll. (Singing) I don't know all the words now. I'm just waiting until bits that I know. (Singing)

If you don't know the song, you've got to go listen to the song. I just don't know how anybody could have survived in life without Khe Sanh. Really, like really. The world seems so empty and quiet without that music on. I don't know why I keep getting away with being able to sing on my live streams and play music, but I'm rolling with it until I get an official pardon. I don't want a pardon, because I've got nothing to be pardoned from. A memorandum that says don't do that anymore. He does talk about going to southeast Asia. That's a good bit. I feel like we could play that bit.

Let's talk about the spotlight thing. I feel like there's so many boring people on the internet. Sometimes I'm pretty fucking sure that I'm one of them. I know I can be extremely laissez-faire about how I'm showing up. I apologise for that. If you ever see me being really dull, like I'll give you a demonstration of how I am when I'm dull. Hi. Today we're going to talk about online marketing. I'm going to teach you about online marketing. What I've learned about online marketing is that there's a lot you need to know about online marketing. Probably the main thing you need to know ... It's [inaudible 00:19:43] laugh at yourself when you're being so bad.

Probably the main thing you need to know about online marketing is that online marketing is a very ... I lost it. I'm sorry. I don't know. Probably that's how I've acted sometimes. It's just teaching you about online marketing in a very serious way. I never sound like that. I feel like it sometimes though. Good, I'm happy to hear it. You know that when you teach people properly, like properly, not prop-ly but properly, about online marketing, you've got to make your eyes bigger. You've got to make your eyes a little bit bigger like that and put your eyebrows up, just up. Just get them a least bit up. You've got to slightly tilt your head forward.

It starts to look a little bit crazy. I'm just channelling other fempreneurs that I know. Fem-bot-preneurs. I feel like I've done it sometimes. I feel that way. I'm happy to hear that I haven't. This is how it's done, if you wanted to know. You jut your head forward a little bit, and you talk with an upward lilt at the end of every word, because actually you don't know what you're talking about. If you just keep talking, even though you've got that slight question in everything you're saying, maybe people will buy from you. Then you forget what you're saying, you freak the fuck out, and you don't live stream again for four months.

You've got to look a bit ... You've got to go like that with the eyes and the eyebrows and the head forward, because then people know you're very earnest. The number one thing that you should be looking like when you're teaching about online marketing ... By the way, my vagina is getting fabulously stretched right now. I haven't moved my position from the sideways splits the whole time we've been talking. I was excited about that. The number one thing when you're teaching about anything, not just online marketing, is to look very earnest. Because if you look very earnest, then people know that you know what you're talking about. That's how you do it. That's the boring version of me, which I apologise for, which I feel that I've done many times.

We might have a problem. Oh no. Oh, lucky. I thought my lights had died. I was going to give up and leave. Let's just skip ahead then. Let's just skip ahead. Here we go. We'll skip ahead to here. (Singing) We had a good intermission. Let's continue on. I did a damn good job of boring [Leora 00:22:31]. Don't mock my boring. It was boring as fuck. It was quite energetically exhausting, to be honest with you. I feel like my eyes have goggled up into the top of my head. No wonder people are freaking addicted to all sorts of escapism shit when they have to market that way.

Anyhow, anyhow, anyhow, I feel like people don't ... Somebody needs to tell the people, and I shall appoint it unto myself, unto myself. I shall appoint myself as the person who tells the people that if you want to be in the spotlight, and you feel like you were born to be in the spotlight, then you're going to need to freaking be in the spotlight. I'm pretty obsessed with this new lighting. I'm just going to use it for all manner of analogies for probably months on end. You should act like you deserve to be in the spotlight. You should turn the lighting up even more until you become a ghost angel. Then you should freaking say something interesting.

Now what's amazing and amusing and entertaining, message me Rashida, and I will tell it to you. You are going to be absolutely delighted about the lighting situation. What's amazing ... okay, wait. Hold up. It's 11:11. That was just an 11:11 celebration. It's 11:11 right now. Pause. Moment of silence. It's still 11:11. I hope I'm not taking the 11:11 in vain. I'm going to continue on. What's amazing and ridiculous, if you think about it, that nobody seems to have figured the fuck out, is that if you can bring it as an entertainer, and I must admit that mostly when I get into my silly mode, which I'm kind of in right now ...

Oh, don't give me the 9/11. 9/11's are chasing me all over the globe. I get 9/11 all day every day. I think that I'm quite the idiot when I go into my entertainer mode. Actually, when I get off the live stream, at the end of the live stream, I feel super self-conscious. I go into kind of a hidey-hole, and I have to go and get, I don't know, like a blankie and just curl up with it and rock myself back and forth a little bit. Not really, but I feel like that for a moment in time, because I feel like I was an idiot, and people are probably like, "Look at this idiot. Who does she think she is, dancing and fringing ... " Fringing? I was going to say singing freaking Cold Chisel and I went with fringing. Who does she think she is fringing Cold Chisel?

Why? Why do I keep getting away with it? Why? I just keep pushing the boundaries, because I can see that I'm getting through all the boundaries and it's exactly what I've always done for my entire life. It's the truth. I get self-conscious about it, because I feel like an idiot. I feel like I have no substance, no substance, you understand. I trust that at some point in some way I'm getting some kind of fucking message across, whatever it is. Then further to that though, and what I was really trying to say was nobody seems to really quite get that if you can just bring it with the performance and the entertainment, then actually, actually, actually, actually it doesn't really fucking matter what you're saying or teaching. You can sell whatever you fucking want, because people are connecting to you emotionally and energetically. Yet we've got all these leaders ... Lee, you should just set your alarm for 11:11 to enjoy the 11:11-ness of it through your body, the 11's and 11's. Sounds legit.

Wait, okay. A guy once told me that if you twirl your hair when you're talking to him that it means you want to have sex with him. Do you think that's true? Because I don't even know if there's any men on this live stream. I think we're in a man-less situation right now, and yet here I am twirling my hair. Do you think I'm thinking about a man? There's no men that I can see right here. Maybe the dishwasher ghost is a man. Is that a true thing? If you're with a man and you're twirling your hair, does that mean you want to sleep with him or does it just mean you're really in love with your own silky locks? Because that's honestly how I feel about my hair, but I'm curious to know your opinion.

What was I saying? Something about entertainment, being in the spotlight. I'm just going to go onto a tangent. There is something in it, even if it's a girl crush. What about biting your lip? Does it just mean you've got a piece of dead skin on your lip, or if you're biting your lip it means you want them to kiss you? Can you manufacture those reactions though, or is it real and true? It doesn't even matter. Stop distracting me, everybody. Stop changing the topic. I think the point was if you think that you're a leader, if you think that you're born to be a leader, and then you're freaking trying to teach shit on a live stream, then you miss the whole point of the whole goddamn point. Hair is flirtatious. Maybe I'm flirting with everybody here. I'm just flirting with all you all. I'm just like hi, hi, hi.

This is my best selfie. Look, I'll show it to you. No, when you go a bit too side-on, it makes my nose look weird. It's kind of like slightly down. That's it. I've shown it one time before. I shall never show it again. I don't want anybody taking my secrets. I need to get out of the sideways splits. I've got to lift my own legs up with my hands, because they're stuck there from being stretched for too long. Youchie. My groyne is as open as a new daisy. I don't know if that is something that's open, but it feels open. Thank you, Addison. My hair is looking amazing after it got freshened up a few days ago. Oh, my hips have had new life breathed into them. They're going to be able to do all manner of interesting things. I'm really honestly just thinking about in the gym is the truth of the matter, but I'm sure they'll be useful in other areas as well. Mainly I'm concerned with the gym, to be perfectly frank.

Because I already got the flexibility in the other areas, let's just clarify. I can put my legs any which way that I like, whether or not I care to depending on the situation is another matter entirely, right? Because I feel like you don't really want to go there with your legs completely up over your head and spread out for any old person, that's kind of like an advanced level in a video game that you've got to unlock or something. You've got to reach a special sort of ranking to get that. Because then people just think that they can do whatever the fuck they want with you, which may or may not be allowed and true and okay.

Leaders. Leaders who think that they are leaders and don't fucking act like leaders are not leaders. That is roughly the point that I was trying to get to. A leader, am I right or not, am I right or am I freaking right as fuck, a leader needs to be a performer. If you're not performing and entertaining as a leader, then you're not a leader. Yes or yes? Yes or yes yes? Yes yes yes yes, or yes yes yes yes yes yes? Deborah, it was just straight-up true. I don't show all my tricks to any old person in the bedroom. In fact, largely I don't show all my tricks at all. I'm just thinking about ... I think I have some sort of blockage. Maybe it's an emotional connection thing. I'm going to think about it. I shall report back via live stream, as I always do, once I've had the opportunity to tune into that and potentially experiment.

Yes, you agree. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes says Terry. Exactly right. Exactly right, Terry. Exactly right, Rashida. How the fuck do you consider yourself a leader if you cannot perform, captivate, magnetise, entertain? Am I here? Am I over here? What's happening? Is she talking about stretching, now sex, now this, this? I mean, the beautiful thing is, catch me if you can, I'm sorry not sorry, but I don't even think about how to do it. It just fucking happens. It just comes out of me. I'm just born for it, and clearly quite certain about the fact. That's really the whole story. I can't teach it to you. I can't teach you how to be interesting or magnetic. You can't fucking teach that shit.

Am I going to teach you? Am I going to do teaching? Am I going to run a course on freaking selling from the stage and magnetising from the stage? Am I going to tell you to make sure you use your arms to move people's attention? Am I going to tell you to pattern interrupt them so they don't fall asleep in their chairs? Imagine the boring-ness of it all. It would be completely like this. Hi, I'm going to teach you about how to magnetise and sell from the stage. That's how I'd feel about it anyway. I'm sure I do a better job of it than that. It would roughly look and sound like that.

I'm not going to teach you any fucking thing. I won't teach a single thing to a single person, including my own clients. I am not here to teach you. I am here to reach into your soul and grab it and help you to unleash the power that is inside of there already. Basically, if you're not already that person, you don't know you're already magnetic and entertaining as fuck, you should leave, leave now, unless it's that you want to see the stretches again and the sex talk. Then really you're just being kind of like a creepy stalker person if you're only hanging around for that, right? If you're not a 1% within the 1%, magnetic and entertaining as fuck, story-teller leader who knows that all eyes should be on them all the time and also all the lights, then you shouldn't be here and that's that.

Deborah says now there will be a few who try to go on and be funny. Exactly, exactly right. I can't wait to see it. Good luck. Good luck. What's the expression? Good night. I don't know why, I nearly just flashed you my boobs for real though. I've got no bra on underneath. I just pulled my top up. I do really weird things when I'm talking. I don't know what happens. Luckily, I actually stopped myself at the crucial moment. Apparently, I can get away with singing a bit of Chisel on a live stream. I don't think I could get away with flashing my tits. I'm not going to find out either, just to be clear.

People try, people try, people try. It's going to sound egotistical to say, but I'll go with it anyway. People will try to be me. Either people will be infuriated by me, infuriated at ... Why does my hair still keep getting stuck in my hand? I'm pretty sure there's honey in here. I've got to sort that out. I don't know what it is. If it's not honey, it might be some Sweet Baby Ray's. It could be that, but you would see that, wouldn't you? I only ate like 18 lamb cutlets for dinner covered in Sweet Baby Ray's. I had an entire, well, rack, plate, whatever it's called, of sticky porks for dinner, for lunch. Sticky pork, not sticky porks. I don't think I had several pigs, it was only one.

I don't know what is happening to my appetite since I got here. I'm eating like I'm eating for 10 men who are about to go on a freaking jungle exploration hike. Hike? Who hikes? Sounds like a boring one. Adventure ex-bonanza. My metabolism has kicked into overdrive. My legs were freaking like hard and lean and shapely as fuck today in the gym, extra, extra. I think because I've been main-lining five pieces of French toast every morning for breakfast. I'm enjoying it fabulously, but it's kind of confusing the fuck out of me how much I'm eating at the moment.

Anyway, let's test out how those stretches worked. My hips are so open. You can probably store things in there in the sides of them there's so much openness there that wasn't there before. We'll do a lotus now while we sit here. You should never live stream without doing some hip opening, I feel, because it's very inefficient. Inefficient. You could also have a subliminal little air pod in your ear that's playing your French and Russian at the same time, so you learn a language. That was the cutlets coming up, and the Sweet Baby Ray's.

People might try to be me. I don't know why. I don't know why, but I've seen it happen before. I saw a whole bunch of them dye their hair red, and then I changed it to blonde. I was like, "Catch me if you can." To be perfectly honest with you, and I try to be and I do use that expression probably overkill manner, I've felt that way the whole time in business, and even in business before business was online. I've always noticed. I'm sure you've noticed this as well. Let's obviously just remind ourselves that I'm not here just talking about me being freaking entertaining and magnetic as fuck. I'm talking about everybody here who's that same person. Whether or not you're stepping into it is another matter that we perhaps should get to talk about.

I've always noticed people trying to model what I'm doing in business, even like when I was a trainer and I would do all these cool extra things. I would always have extra side hustles on the hustle as a trainer. I would always make a load of extra money in different ways, not just from training clients. I just did a tonne of extra shit. I was always freaking coming up with ways to make money. Then everybody would try and copy it, and I would just be like, "It's not going to work." Then it didn't work, and I was like, "Bitch, please. Because you're not me." I was probably a bit egotistical about it. I just felt like catch me if you can, because when you think that you've figured out my move, I'm already 50 fucking moves ahead of you on the next move, and that move is so freaking old. It's still what I do now.

However, however, it shouldn't matter, because obviously the point is never to model another person. The point is to let what's inside of you out. If you resonate with me and you feel like I want a sharp, as bold, as crazily as her, and if so, I shall send you some medication swiftly, because clearly you are blessed with the craziness of the craziness as well. I think that most people would be terrified to be like me. The ones who are born for it will be like yes, that's how I want to show up. It's not that you want to show up obviously as me, it's that you see something inside of me that you know is inside of you. Am I right or am I right? Yes or yes or yes yes yes yes yes yes? Which one? You can choose whichever yes you like, right? It's a resonance. It's never that I'm teaching somebody how to do anything. I have nothing to teach at all. I'm a shocking teacher. I could never care for the profession myself. I was very bad at attending the classes. I just got all the top marks from manifestation.

I like to learn things though. I like to learn from performance and entertainment and leadership, even when it ... Yes, thank you for the yeses. Even when I was keep going to church all the time, Ruby Lee, do you remember or were you too young to remember, I see Ruby on the live stream, who was a rich hot empire bad ass who's testimonial I just posted today. She did rich hot empire in January and did 20K in her first month and quit her job and increased her email list by 31%. More relevantly to the point of my story about church, I've known Ruby for 25 years because she's the best friend of my younger sister.

Anyway, do you remember Pat [Mas-ee-tee 00:38:37] back in Waverly Christian Fellowship, Ruby? I'm going to use this as an interjection moment to remind you guys that rich hot empire has begun. There's still time if you want to work with me one-on-one for six weeks in the exact programme that I just mentioned that Ruby did in January. This is the last time to work with me at this level one-on-one for the six-week intensive until way later in the year. Because after this closes, which will be probably in the next 24 to 36 hours and then it's going to be sold out, after this the only way will be in my $72,000 inner circle.

This is nothing like $72,000. This is six-week one-on-one intensive. Results are fucking killer. It is an amazing transformational programme. I just popped a comment in about it. You should mention me about ... you should mention me? You should definitely mention me wherever you feel called, and tag me as well so I know. You should message me over on my personal page about rich hot empire. You could also go, since Ruby's jumped on here and now we're talking about church, but it was also very timely about rich hot empire, I'm going to give you the link. You can watch her video, which is such a beautiful video, by the way. Thank you so much again for that. I love to watch it. I watched it about 14 times, or maybe four. Still quite a few. You've got to go watch Ruby's video. It's amazing. I'll give you the link right now. There it is. Do that afterwards.

Anyhow, there was this minister, preacher, whatever he was, Pat Maseetee. Now, some other people here may know who he is because he then transformed himself out of the church. I think he got ejected actually for untoward activities is the truth of the matter. Then he became a Mindset Millionaire, Millionaire Mindset mentor and coach. Basically, motivational speaker. He's also the type person ... Hi, Christy. That was a super high voice, I'm sorry. That was extra excitement. You missed me singing. You're going to have to watch the replay for the singing bit. Love you back. That's love hot shower for Christy and for everybody else. There's a virtual hug. That's the hug.

Anyway, anyway, anyway, even back in church, and Ruby remembers because she was fucking there 25 years ago. We certainly weren't cursing about it at the time though. There was this guy, this minister, Pat Maseetee who then got excommunicated from the church for too much sex outside of where it should have been, and then became a Millionaire Mindset coach. He is an amazing, successful entrepreneur, and an amazing speaker. I remember watching him speak on stage in the church when I was like six years old, or seven or eight. Very young anyway. Maybe I was 10, I don't know. I was young. He was my favourite preacher because he was so entertaining and he was so funny. He was very irreverent, and he was hilarious.

Now, what did he teach about as far as preaching and teaching? Well, I don't know. We're talking nearly three decades ago for the love of god. Don't have too many expectations of me. I'm sure, I'm quite certain that he would have been getting some kind of godly, biblical message across in whatever he was doing. What I remember is the entertainment. What I remember is how much I really enjoyed his messages even at that young age. I was always really excited when he was going to be the preacher or the speaker for that day. I always sat up straight in my chair and paid extra attention. I just wonder why don't people realise this with preaching and teaching online? Why does anybody think that a single fucking person out there in their audience wants to sit there on a cold, hard pew ... okay, we didn't have pews in our church. It wasn't that sort of church.

Why does anybody want to sit there on some kind of internet pew and just learn shit? Nobody does. Nobody wants to learn anything from you. They think that they do, but let me ask you a question. Are they binge-watching you, or are they binge-watching fucking whatever it is, young girl on whatever show that's on, what is it? Stupid Stan, it's a silly name. Are they binge-watching Netflix, right? Are they binge-watching you, or are they binge-watching Netflix? Oh, my hips. Because honestly, I know for a fact people are binge-watching my stuff. I know for a fact that ... No, I wasn't talking about sex, that's for sure. He was communicating the energy of the high viber.

I know people binge-watch my content, because they tell me, and because I know that I'm fucking hilarious, so why would they not binge-watch my content? When I do my most random, all over the place live streams, which this one appears to be ... My god, I just realised I can have octopus arms. Check it out. I love it. This only happens normally when I'm at the SLS hotel. Can you see my octopus arms in the window behind me? My daughter does the best impression of a jellyfish, you guys. I don't know how this came up in conversation. I have an unusual method of parenting. One day I said to her, "Alyssa, be a jellyfish." I said it in a stern, demanding tone, just like that, because I like to say random things to my children to surprise and delight them. More so to shock and appal them, but then they think it's funny and it's always fabulous.

I'll just randomly say really weird shit. They might be trying to talk or say something, I don't know, whatever it is. Out and about, we're having a conversation, and I'll just randomly drop something like, "Alyssa, be a jellyfish." They just respond to it. My children are so [inaudible 00:44:21]. They're going to be multi-millionaires by the time they're 11.11 years old for sure. She doesn't even skip a beat. She's not like, "What the fuck?" Well, she wouldn't say that, but I've definitely seen it on her face before. She's just like ... I was like, "Oh my god, you look exactly like a jellyfish." Actually, she was kind of like a double chin. She kind of went ... then she bobbled her head around. I was like, "Holy shit, you're an actually exact jellyfish. I don't know how you did that, but it was amazing." I've used it many times since then. Why are we talking about jellyfish? Because of this, octopus.

I'm completely lost. I'm at a total loss. Do you think I finished the whole live stream already and I just thought I was still going? Because I feel like I'm done. What was I talking about? I honestly have no idea. I know I talked about Ruby, I talked about church. I talked about nobody wants straight-up teaching, who cares. Oh, binge-watching. Binge-watching people. Binge-watch me, because I'm hilarious. I know that already, and because they tell me. Whenever I do a really random, stupid, like this live stream. After this live stream, for sure I'm going to have ... It's kind of like a walk of shame feeling. I've never even done a walk of shame. What have I got to be ashamed about? I understand the concept from the movies, which I should be in, by the way. I will.

Anyway, I have a walk of shame type feeling after I do a silly, funny live stream. I will probably have it after this one. I just cleared it right then and there. Maybe I'm done with that. Maybe that was a silly thing that I've been getting myself into. I feel like that was really silly. People probably think that she thinks she's all that, or I think like, "What am I even doing? Why am I doing that?" However, I carry on, because I allow my message to be bigger than my own bullshit. I continue to show up like this. I know that these are the ones that get the best rankings. Not that it's too big, but if it was too big, you would be getting rankings. These are the ones where people are like, "I can't stop watching. I literally can't stop watching. I can't. I'm supposed to be ... " Fucking honey. "I'm supposed to be going to work, or I'm supposed to be doing whatever." Why would they be going to work? Sometimes they seem to need to be. They're just freaking watching it instead of Netflix.

If people aren't watching you instead of Netflix, be fucking interesting is all I'm saying. If you want people to be interested in you, then consider being fucking interesting. It's an interesting idea, I think you'll find. Terry says a breakthrough. Entertainment, Deborah. Exactly. Addison says I need you to entertain me every morning like this. I should. It's extremely irresponsible and selfish of me that I don't do an entertainment-based show every day. I apologise. I actually love to do it more than anything. It's my favourite thing. Then some people watching it in the mornings who are [inaudible 00:47:33] like you, and then other people are watching it in bed at night, and then they can't go to sleep because of all the high vibery. I don't apologise at all. Not even a little bit.

In fact, I'll just play you some more music to rev you up so that you can't sleep so you get more excited about ... I could sing any time, any time. I'm trying to restrain myself, unless you've got a suggestion for me of another song. I had another song playing before. Here's my other song. I have some eclectic music taste. Here's my other song from earlier this evening. (Singing) A little bit of Deep Purple for you to spice up your evening. The dulcet tones of Deep Purple. God, there's so many good songs here. I'm just such a song maestro.

You've got to be interesting if you want people to be interested in you. It seems like an obvious fucking thing if you say it out loud, but yet nobody's freaking doing it. Here's the secret. The secret, if you would like to know the secret, the secret is you're probably not going to do it. 99.99% of you are not going to do it. That's evident, obviously, because it's fucking math. There can only be 1% within the 1% if there's the other 99.99% who don't do the damn thing. Everybody, I'm sorry. I'm not sorry, because I'd rather kick you up the ass and call you out. Everybody here on this live stream thinks that they are the 1% within the 1%. Mathematically, that is incorrect, my friends. Incorrect.

Who are you? Who is the actual 1% within the 1%? No need to say it's me. No need to jump up and down about it. Say it in here, and then freaking back it up, right? If I go onto your page, if I suddenly did a recon of your Facebook page, am I going to see you shine up with your message today? I don't mean if you hustle something together in the next 24 hours, I mean if I go look now and the previous week, 24 hours, month, year, freaking lifetime, right? Of course you can change it now. We all had to change it at some point in time. I used to be incredibly boring, like boring. Maybe not really though. I certainly was compared to now.

How do you change it? How do you change it? How do you change it and do it? Why are more people not using the cat stickers? Inside your little emoji box, press the sticker button and give me the cat flying. Press play. If you know you're a 1% within the 1% person, okay, I believe that there is a 1% sticker that you can actually press. There are those pink ones, exactly. You can press a press play one too. Why would you not? You should be pressing play all the time, unless it's time to press pause. That's okay.

How do you do it? You're going to have to get out of your own way. It's actually the only thing for it. You're going to have to get over yourself. You're going to have to sort your shit out. You're going to have to just do a little bit of these ones and do a little bit of a pretend you're in a box. Fucking stuck in a box and you're trying to do your business in life like this. Then you just break free, you just escape, escape. I said escape, yup. What a low-class thing to say. You just escape out of the box.

Meanwhile on the inside, you're probably freaking the fuck out, because you're probably like me. You're a natural introvert. It is what it is. You can believe me or not believe me. I have a little captioned video clip actually proving that I'm an introvert, which I shall use at some point in time when I feel so cold. It is true and real. You have the performer in you. You're either going to let it out or you're going to sit down and cry about not feeling ready. I don't feel ready. I do the damn thing anyway. I certainly didn't feel ready when I first started showing up like a weirdo bad ass. Not weirdo, bad ass, right?

Nobody's going to believe me. Most people aren't going to believe me. If you've met me in person, you know that I'm like the biggest fucking introvert in the world, right? I'm in my performer mode. I'm activating what's inside of me. I'm letting it out, right? It's a choice. It's a choice. It's a choice of am I going to be bigger than my own bullshit? Am I going to let my message live and shine and gloriously impact the world, or am I going to be like, "But I'm scared and I don't feel like it." Those are real feelings. I'm not really making fun of you, but I'm trying to remind you that you're never going to feel ready. Of course, you're going to feel fucking self-conscious. You're going to feel like an idiot. You're going to wonder what people think about you and how bad you want ...

How badly is it killing you softly and not so softly at all to not live purposely and to not step into the flow that's inside of you? I don't know about you, or I do really know all about you actually, I'm right inside your mind all the time. I do know that being like me, it just kills you to not let yourself into that performer mode. I mean, this is the shit that lights us up, isn't it? Let's be honest. This is what gets us freaking excited and high on life. We feel amazing. We just feel like we can rule the world, and we have access to extraordinary, creative powers. We just become unstoppable. You access your magic. You don't need anybody to tell you anything about anything. You know everything.

That happens when you let yourself be who you really are on the inside. That's really all I have to say about anything. I don't know how long I talked for, but it felt like about a minute and a half, so I trust that I gave something of value to some person somewhere. If that was you, and you would like to work with me six weeks one-on-one, we do indeed have liftoff. Rich hot empire has begun two days ago. You can still get in. It's actually extending like six weeks plus however many fucking weeks I add on after that is always what happens. This is my most transformative one-on-one intensive ever. I've [inaudible 00:54:14] multiple times over. The results just keep getting better and better. I've been posting them all week this week. They're easy enough to find on my page. Those are examples. Obviously, you've got to do the work and bring it and back it up.

If you've been wanting to work with me as your mentor, if you know you were born for it, not if you're like, "I want to make money online and I just want someone to tell me how and then I'm just going to do it and make money but I really don't believe in myself or back it up," that's not going to work. I will read that in your energy anyway if you message me, so it's just not going to happen. If you know that you are that person and you want the kick up the butt, you want to get into how I obviously do the internet and yes, the strategy of my multi-seven-figure business, you want somebody to reach into your soul and help you unleash what's in there onto the internet and indeed the world, rich hot empire is for you. Message me. Not on this page ideally, on my personal [Katrina Ruth 00:55:10] page would be best.

There's a hiccup that's stuck like right up there. It doesn't want to come up. It's a Baby Ray hiccup. We'll get it out afterwards for decorum purposes. What else? What else? What else? I will send you on the message a full overview of everything that it's about, explain all the details in the module. You get unlimited one-on-one access to me, plus a structured six-week programme, lifetime access, access to my team. Insane amount of content. There's no freaking way you'd get through it all in six weeks. You get to keep it for life.

What you do go through in that six weeks, you're going to create more in that six-week period than most entrepreneurs do in two years or indeed really a lifetime. That is for real. That is based. That line of six weeks' work, doing in six weeks what people do in two weeks, I started saying that line because so many clients kept saying to me, "Oh my god, I just did more in six weeks with you than I've done in the last two years or one year or whatever it was." Consistently people were saying like two years plus. Then I observed the same thing, so I started saying that line all the time. A bunch of other stuff. I will send you an overview of that. Message me about it. Do it quickly. This is set to sell out in the next 24 to 46 hours is my prediction. I believe it will sell out by Saturday my time. It is currently late Thursday. Oh my god, it's 11:44 PM. 11:44 PM Thursday night my time.

You want to message me over there now, my personal page, please. Not here. It's better. I'll send you an overview, and then we'll go through cost. That's really all there is to say about that. Now, final reminder, if you want to be a leader, want to be in the spotlight, start to show up like you deserve to be in the fucking spotlight. Then the spotlight will be on you all the damn time, because you put it there. That's it. Have an amazing rest of day or evening wherever you are in the world. Leave me a comment. Leave me a love heart. Send me messages. I do come back and read my comments later, because I usually miss most of them while I'm talking. Do not forget life is now press play.

Am I live? Am I live? I felt like the phone was gonna have a small meltdown, like a literal meltdown. I hate meltdown. I'm trying to find that perfect ... What the fuck has happened here? Holy shit. My laptop looks like somebody drew on it with crayons. I think it's because I've got this pen in here in my laptop case, from the W, that has a pink eraser on the end of it. I also have a Lego man in my Chanel laptop case. Seems normal. I don't know how that Lego man got in there, I mean, I can easily guess, but I didn't realise I had a Lego man in there.

Hi, hi, Karen. What's up? Tell me hello. That's what I want. Say hello to me people. How are my visuals? Because I'm in that thing of like, I'm in the sun, so I can't see anything. Put my other live on pause to join me live.

Joseph always comes on and announces himself. He tags his own name in, is what he does.

And then he puts his phone number in, He does this every time!

All right, where is my face? Okay.

He always puts his name in and then, he puts his phone number in. It's the best thing ever.

Okay, I am live. Please share, et cetera. Okay, I just had to message my team.

Hello me, hello you, hello world. You guys, oh my God, oh my God, I've been brutalised. It's okay, it's all under control. I've had a traumatic past 70 or 80 minutes. I went to get a massage, as I do, and like my massage really fucking hot.

Prank calls on. Who's gonna prank call me? Prank call me, do what you want.

I like my massage ... I can't say it Australianese anymore, it just comes out Americanish. I like 'em fucking hot, you guys. Traditionally, over the years I've had some of the top sports therapists in the world work on me. Because I was in that industry, and I just always accessed, of course, the best people in the world the same way that I do now. I've had many comments over the years.

One time, Charles Poliquin, he's one of the leading strength and conditioning coaches in the world and trains Olympic athletes, and he's fricking high level, right? He was doing active release therapy on my ... I broke my elbow like ten years ago, so he was doing active release therapy through there. And I was laying actually on his bed in his hotel room, because we had a course and it was there I asked to do the treatment.

I was just talking to him while he was doing this work, and I've seen him do this work on other students, back in the day. Sometimes, they would have to be actually held down on the table, or on the bed, or whatever, because how excruciating it is. He strips the muscle right back to the core. I remember I just started talking to him and he kind of stopped and he was like, "Wow, you have a really high pain tolerance." And I was like, "I guess I just know that it's beneficial, or whatever. It's not that I can't feel it, but I just choose to opt into it and allow it."

The other week, I had probably one of my best compliments ever. That made me so happy, which was my tattoo artist Vlad said to me, as we were finishing up for the day, he was like, "I really can't tell if you're happier when you get more pain or less pain. Like when we finish earlier, or when we go longer." I'm like, well there's benefits both times.

But just now, I had this massage that was so fucking brutal that I kind of stumbled out of the ... it was like an eight dollar fifty, Bali massage, right? And I swear he pretty much created new striations all over my body. He stripped all the muscle just right back to the core, to the point where I kept being like, "Okay I'm gonna tell him stop, I'm gonna tell him stop." It was so freaking excruciating. I was like, he's gonna explode my calf muscles or then my glutes, or wherever it was. And I just kept going, but I can do one more, I can do one more, and I just breathed through it. But my god, I feel like every piece of muscle in my body has been tenderised and pulverised like if you were gonna cook me up for dinner, I would be the most amazing fillet in the world.

I mean I get Bali massage all the time, but it was next, next, next level. So then I stumbled out of there, and I was gonna go eat. I was supposed to be sitting down and eating now. That was my plan that I had in my head. I haven't eaten yet today, but I was just like, there's no fucking way I can eat after that. And frankly I don't know if I could think or write anything, or what I'm gonna do.

Hang on. My team haven't even seen that I'm live. Let me just share this livestream over. So, I just kind of stumbled back up here and decided to do a little livestream first, before I obviously go and maybe eat something. But I thought, let's talk about purposeful pain, because I feel like it's an area that people could probably stand to get their ass kicked a little bit around. Do you know what I mean? You tell me first. Do you actively lean into pain? Do you actively choose pain in your life? Do you actively go looking for pain? Purposeful pain, right?

So, maybe let's talk about what purposeful pain means. I'm not a fan of pain just for the sake of pain. Like, for example, sex comes to mind. Lots of people I know are into pain in sex, for example. To me, that doesn't actually feel purposeful, and I don't like it. So I'm not trying to ... Well, I don't mind a bit of mild choking. But I'm not trying to make some point like I just like pain, or something like that. But I've really learned over the years to understand what sort of pain is purposeful, and what that means by it being purposeful I guess, and how to differentiate maybe. And I really feel ...

Okay, let me check this sharing because she doesn't seem to have seen it. Hang on. Okay. Are you not online? Okay, hang on, let's share. I sent my assistant [inaudible 00:06:44] a message that I was live and that she should share it because she does that for me usually. But I don't think she's online, so I'll try and do that now myself real quick and then we'll continue on.

Because I think that this is probably, I do feel that this is probably one of the, I guess keys, for me. This is kinda one of the big keys that has made a difference in my ability to create massive results and massive success. And obviously it doesn't always mean physical pain, but we can talk about what it does mean and how it applies to business and how it applies to receiving money. Because I really want to come on here today and give you some powerful content that you can walk away with that's gonna help you to access a higher ability to receive. Money, yes, but also I guess other things that you like and desire and choose.

So if that sounds good, and that's what you want to talk about, and obviously whatever else comes up along the way. Send me the love hot shower, because you know I like to see it. Send it to me.

All right I think we did our sharing. Okay, okay. Cool. Yep. All right, cool. So that's done.

So, yes, massage right. Like I work out a lot, I have incredibly tight muscles apparently and everybody always comments on it whenever I get worked on. So to me it's like, well, if I'm gonna go and spend that time doing that, I really don't wanna just get into like a relaxed, floaty state and then walk out. That's nice from time to time, but I would rather put myself through something that is so excruciating that I'm using my freaking labour breathing exercises to get through this massage. Every moment through the entire hour thinking ... and actually told him 90 minutes and then I think he didn't hear me and did an hour, and at the end I was kind of grateful for that. I was like, "I think that was good. That was, I think, an hour." I'd rather get through a massage like that where every moment, every minute is fucking excruciating and I don't know if I can keep going.

I definitely have some kind of ego that comes into it, right? Like I feel tough, or I feel like a badass where I'm fully aware that a very small percentage of people can take the level of pain that I can take. In that example or other examples as well. And I've been told this many times, that I'm way more okay with it than even some of the biggest, strongest men that therapists work on. So I'm like, "Booyah! I'm a badass!" So that's part of it for sure, I'm not ashamed to admit it.

But it's also, I'm just thinking of the outcome. I'm just thinking of how tight my hips and glutes get, and my hip flexors, and how that impacts my back. I had a back injury from a couple years ago that still gives me some grief. And how I want to be able to lift fucking heavy in the gym, and I wanna be able to do all the things, and I want to be able to go crazy with my workouts. And I wanna be able to run and play and chase after my children, and I wanna have incredible mobility and flexibility as I get on in later years. So to me it's like, am I going to endure this one hour of pretty fucking extreme, excruciating pain getting my muscles stripped back to the core, or am I gonna say, "No that hurts too much. No no, stop. Please stop." And then walk around with muscles that are wound and bound and don't allow me to move freely.

To me, that's obvious, but you've still gotta put yourself through that pain. And I guess reality is people just don't choose this. And this is really, I feel, such a big conversation that's relevant and critical to the results that you may be getting in business. So in business it's not typically gonna be a physical sort of pain, is it? But it can feel more scary or more confronting than that.

So for example, let's say that you know, maybe because you watch me and you follow my stuff and you see how I show up and you see the sort of work that I do with my Rich Hot Empire clients to my Inner Circle clients and so on and so forth. You know that I'm about consistency, right? I'm about showing the fuck up every single day, bringing the message, bringing the truth, no holds barred, authentic. And then selling every day as well. I guess I'm pretty well known for putting myself out there and not holding anything back and kind of baring my soul, and baring all and letting people hear my vulnerabilities and my struggles and the ups and downs.

And the reality is, it's not just because I show up every day and I message and I preach and I teach and I sell that I have the business that I have. And I think you know this but I think we can talk about this in a bigger way, right? Anybody can come onto the internet and post shit online every day, livestream, message, et cetera, et cetera. That doesn't mean you can build a cult-like loyal tribe following who are going to buy all your shit, often without even reading it actually and regardless of price point. It doesn't mean that you're gonna have some of the highest conversion rates in the industry which is what I have and what I teach my clients. It doesn't mean that you're gonna have this incredible connection where it really is like a soulmate thing with each of your clients and community members.

In order to get that, it's gotta be not just, "Oh yeah, you know, I posted every day. I message and I show up and even make stuff online and sell it from time to time." It's really gotta be, are you facing into the fire every day? And okay, it doesn't always feel like that. Not every massage makes you feel like you just went through a giving birth-type experience in terms of the pain levels. Not every workout in the gym feels like you're left on the floor sweating and bleeding and nearly dying and your higher self is saying, "Yes, but are you dead yet? No, then get up and keep going." Which is definitely how I trained and kicked my own ass this morning.

I was like, nobody in the hotel gym downstairs here, where I'm at, at an AirBnB here in Bali but the AirBnB's like the penthouse in a hotel. That's where I'm at now in my little garden. And nobody watching, nobody checking on whether, like, there was no one there to impress, right? There was no one there to show that I'm a badass. I do like that, I'll admit that as well. I like when people see me work myself hard in the gym kicking my own ass. I like the looks I get from guys and from girls, kinda like what the fuck? I go hard, right. But today, and many days, there was nobody there to watch that, there was nobody there to impress. Okay, maybe I'm telling you about it so maybe I'm looking for validation now.

But it was more that I want to feel the way I want to feel, right? I want to feel alive. I want to feel like I'm really leaving everything there. I want to feel like I fucking showed up. For my workout, for my business, for my messaging, for my life. Because I, probably like a lot of people, I've had enough time throughout my life ...

Hey, Sarah! Are you still in Bali? Are you in Bali? Where are you? Are you in Uluwatu?

I've had enough years in my life, and I'm sure you can relate, where I've showed up in a half-assed way. I did that. I freaking did that. I showed up in a half-assed way for two marriages, I showed up in a half-assed way many times over the years for different stuff to do with my fitness and my health. I've had many phases where I'm like, "Well I am working out every day and I am eating well, so why am I not maintaining or getting the body I exactly want?" Well I wasn't, like ... there's showing up and there's fucking showing up, right? And I've had many times in my business journey as well. Honestly it comes and goes, it ebbs and flows. There's times even to this day where I'm like, "I'm kinda flaking around here. I'm 'showing up' but I'm not showing up."

Oh, almost time, okay.

And I just kinda feel like, the more that time passes and the more you learn about what success really takes and the more you learn about yourself, and maybe also the older you become, you kind of like, "I'm not here to fuck around, bitches. I'm not here to fuck around." I mean, I've always been this sort of person and I'm sure you as well ... send me the love hot shower if this is you, right?

Since a young age, I haven't been a person to fuck around. Overall, I've shown the fuck up and that's why I'm such a high achiever and always have been in my life. And so yeah, I'm quite certain that you can relate to that and that's you. But as a high achiever, maybe there's a flip side of sometimes we just are never satisfied and we're never done and we always want more and we always know we can go harder. There's kind of this stuff that goes into play with that where we go gotta learn sometimes to be nice to ourselves, and compassionate to ourselves, and have a break.

So yeah, that's part of it. But it's also that acknowledging something, and here's probably one of my big points that I wanted to make today. It's about acknowledging, "You know what? I am, you are, we are, the ones who we like it. We get off on the pain. We enjoy it. We thrive on it." Yes, there's an ego aspect that comes into it. Yes, there's like, "Look at me, bitches. I'm a badass."

I wanna be the person in the gym, particularly the woman in the gym but even overall, I wanna be the one who's training the hardest. I like when people are like, they're not even quite sure what the fuck's happening.

I like when the massage guy is sweating and he needs a one hour nap afterward. Me and the comments that I get.

I like that when I leave the tattoo parlour on Saturday ... even though I was really feeling all that pain all day Saturday, I did not really feel like in my flow zone with my inking work I had done a few days back. But when I left, I laughed at the chick in reception who's like, "You literally never complain, I've never seen ..." She's like, "You are so hardcore, I've never seen you make a face, I've never seen you complain all the times you come in here. I've just never seen this before."

I like that. I do like it. I feel good about myself. But it's not just that, it's that I wanna feel fucking alive in my life, right? I wanna feel that I'm showing up for my life. I wanna feel that I'm pressing play. I wanna feel that I went all in. I don't wanna get through the day and be like, "Well I went to the gym and I hosted a blog and I did a livestream and I tick, tick, tick." List your way through your fucking life but did you ever know you were alive?

That's not what I want and it's not what my clients want. It's not what I, you wanna work with me? It's not the sort of work we'll be doing in Rich Hot Empire, for example. In the Inner Circle, we go into the fucking fire, we go into the fray, we get down on the floor bleeding and sweating and crying ... metaphorically, generally, hence what we get up to on retreats. That can be all sorts of interesting adrenaline shit. Potentially, why not right?

But we wanna be, I guess, confronted. And we wanna have to face into our fears or our resistances or our, I don't know, I guess that side that is in all of us. Even the most badass ones amongst us, which is us, that side that's kind of like, "Well, you know, you don't have to. You could just do this and just do that and that way, hey, you still did it. You went to the gym, you did your message, you did your sales activity, your putting your clientele out there, so where's the millions of dollars?"

So to come back to the point that I was making about how I show up and why I have the level of cult-like following that I do and what I teach you when you work with me as a client in order to build your soulmate tribe and to have incredible conversion, right? People paying and saying yes without even reading in full, blah blah blah. All that stuff, right? For that to take place, you're gonna have to go the extra mile.

You're going to need to be that version of yourself who reaches into their own soul and is like, when it hurts, when I can't keep going, when it's too confronting, when it feels scary, when I wanna hide, when I feel like oh who's watching or who's listening, when I feel self-conscious, when I feel vulnerable, when I feel tired, when I feel like I don't really have to ... I am gonna pick myself up and I am gonna keep going, or I am gonna take a breath and I'm gonna ask myself, "Yes, but is this purposeful and what is the result that I want?"

Now, I'm gonna be the last person to say to you that you should endure pain, or putting yourself out there, or not resting or taking care of yourself, purely to make some kind of point. No, I'm not pro-burning yourself out. I'm not pro-never taking care of yourself. I'm like the queen of fucking self-care. God, all I do I feel like half the time is journal and massage and this to me is what I wanted to do. This is feeding my soul, doing this right here. I don't want to be sitting in the sun doing nothing. I'm like, "Okay, I'm in my bikini. I'm getting my tan on. But I want to do content, that's what feels good for me."

So you know, it's not that I'm saying don't take care of yourself. Of course not, and I think you know that. But it's about what is the outcome that you want? If you're gonna show up anyway for your business, if you're gonna get your message out there, if you're gonna freaking reach inside of you and create something and put it out there to the world, if you're gonna tell people what's up and what actions to take, are you gonna do it from a perspective of, "Well I did it. I got through the hour," or, "I wrote the damn email," or "I built the landing page," or "I build the funnel," or "I did an opt-in, and so where's my millions of followers and millions of dollars. Where is it? Why? Because I'm doing everything Kat does?"

It's like eh, not really, maybe technically in a very 2D, 1%ish sort of way you're doing like a grey scale representation of what I'm doing, or what my million dollar clients are doing, what my six-figure or modest six-figure dollar client is doing, and even what my clients who are just getting started are doing who are like, putting themselves out there from the get go because they actually fucking decided to back themselves. It's a huge difference, right? There's a huge difference in the energy that comes when you're fully fricking showing up, and there is a huge fucking difference in the result.

So I feel like what we get to look at, and what I am passionate about looking at with my clients and exactly what I'm going to be doing starting next week, for example, when I dive into the next round of Rich Hot Empire, which I'll tell you about in a moment. It's about not just like hey, here's the building blocks of success. Yay! Let's message, let's do livestreams, let's create videos, let's do an update, sure, let's build a fucking funnel. That's easy, I'll show you how to do that. Let's do sales pages, let's do sales flow, let's, you know, tick all these boxes. That's like, I can write that on a fucking pdf for you. You don't need a mentor to tell you that these are some of the building blocks of having a successful online business. You can just observe that.

But where you maybe need a mentor to come along and kick your ass is to help you repeatedly stare into that fire, stare into that heat I guess, feel what feels like pain or resistance or massive fucking confrontation or, "Am I really gonna say that? Am I really gonna put that out there like that? Am I gonna reach in to my soul and let what's inside of there out? Am I gonna reach in and grab them by the soul?" Which is what gets people following and responding. You need somebody who has I guess kind of gone there before and done that and showed up that way in their life, but you'll still need to flip that switch for yourself, with or without a mentor being part of the picture obviously.

My point is that I show up for my clients. I'm not here to fricking say, "Hey, do some messaging. Do some sales activity. Here's how. Blah blah blah." Obviously I teach my clients all that stuff, but really what I'm here to do is to reach into your soul, help you to reach into your soul, and then bare it to the world. Because anyone can write a fucking 2,000 word blog post or a sales demo or a sales pitch or any of these things.

And if that's your approach, and your approach is to get through that checklist of things in business so that people follow you and buy, I'm gonna tell you you'll be waiting a long fucking time in order to get those results that you're looking for. If right now you feel frustrated or you feel like you don't understand why it's not working, well here's the reality. It doesn't matter! It doesn't fucking matter if you are the most consistent motherfucker on the internet as far as posting your content, if we can't feel your soul. And for that to take place, yes, reality check.

A lot of the time it is going to require you to lean into pain. A lot of the time it is going to require you to feel massive discomfort, massive confrontation, massive vulnerability, fear of rejection, fear of what people think, fear of God knows what else happening, fear that it won't work, fear of what your fricking mother or family will say about the way you put yourself out there. "Why are you always telling people all your problems on the internet?" A lot of my clients have family members say this sort of thing to them. All of these different things, that is what I mean by purposeful pain relevant to business.

It would be so easy for me so much of the time to not show up the way that I show up. If you follow my content for any more than like a week or two, you're gonna see that I post a pretty high amount of shit that is really fricking raw and it's very vulnerable and it's about my most intimate, transparent, personal stuff. Not just business stuff, well it could be business stuff related to my fears and doubts and insecurities in my journey. But I also post a lot of stuff to do with love, and relationship stuff, and then moving out of my marriage, and how I feel about being a mum, stuff that's really vulnerable.

Don't look at me or anybody else that does this and imagine that we've got some kind of superhuman self-confidence because we just don't. It's about commitment to the message. It's about letting what's inside of my come out. It's about trusting and knowing that if I drop my bullshit story about it being scary or painful, and if I let what I know is meant to come out out, then I'm gonna get a result. But for that to happen, yeah, there's that moment where I maybe feel an idea for a post coming through me or I maybe notice myself about to say something on a livestream.

And there's that moment where you're like, maybe I won't though. Just like in the massage earlier today where there was many fucking moments for the entire hour where I'm like, "I can tell him stop, I cannot take this any more." It was so fucking painful. It was right on the edge of my tongue, and then I was just thinking, "But I can feel him releasing muscle tissue so deep down to my bones." I felt like he was massaging my bones, he was so deep, and the table was fucking going backwards and forwards, backwards and forwards from the amount of pressure he was exerting on me. He's like a strong dude and he was sweating like a motherfucker. It was full on, I'm gonna tell you.

So I kept being like I'm gonna stop, I'm gonna tell him to stop, it's too much now, this is crazy, nobody needs to endure this much pain in a massage, I can still get a benefit if I tell him to back off just a little bit. But I could feel the muscles being stripped away, I could feel oxygen coming back into the muscles, I could feel this deep release in areas that give me a lot of day-to-day grief to be honest. And I was like no, it's a fucking hour of my life. Do I want to get through the hour and get the outcome of having like, increased amazing mobility which I now have, which I can already feel in my body as a result of that? Or am I going to back the fuck away?

And when it comes to pressing play, pressing publish, pressing post, getting your content out there it is the exact same thing on repeat. You're gonna have that moment in time where something comes through and it's like this is what I should say to people. And maybe it's fiery, maybe it's ranty, maybe it's extremely raw and it feels terrifying and it feels like you're literally stripping yourself naked and showing it to people, and there's that moment in time: "I didn't have to say that, right? Who's gonna know? Who's gonna know if you never pressed publish?" Well you will.

When it comes end of this year, end of the decade, end of your life, you're gonna fucking know from the fact that you didn't create the fucking life you were born for. You didn't create the impact that you came here to create, you didn't make the money that you could've made either, you didn't live into your destiny. And it comes down to all these moments in time when we either lean in to purposeful pain, and you can substitute the word resistance or anything like that as well, or we turn away from it. I really think that, to be the leader of the leaders, which is what I am ...

My clients in Rich Hot Empire are the leaders. They're the ones who are the 1% within the 1%. In my Inner Circle, which is my kind of follow-on from Rich Hot Empire. Yes, I'm talking about Rich Hot Empire a lot because it's going live next week for my April intake. Actually [inaudible 00:26:01] if you're watching, can you drop a comment about Rich Hot Empire now? And I'll talk about that in a moment. You know, I lead the people who are the leaders, who are the 1% of the 1%, who know that they were born for more. My clients didn't come along just to learn how to make fricking six figures on the internet. They know that they're here to make millions, impact millions, and change the fucking world. And they're willing to do what it takes.

But that's just not something you say, right? Everybody says hell yes to that. Everybody says I'm willing to do what it takes no matter what it takes, I am the 1% within the 1%! I'm a revolutionary fucking leader! Et cetera, et cetera. It's like okay cool, then in that moment did you lean into pain or did you pull away from it because it felt scary, because it felt confronting, because you worried about what your fricking best friend from high school was gonna say about it or your mom or your person that you've got a crush on or whoever else it is. Or you're just worried that people are gonna not like me, people are gonna think I'm crazy, or what does this have to do with anything anyway?

And it's not just about your messaging, it's about all the different elements of building this empire. I look back through the history of my now coming up to 12 years marketing online, and now I'm at a point in my business ... And this is what a lot of people who want to work with me want, a lot of people who do Rich Hot Empire inspire to this for example. I'm location-free, not everyone wants to be location-free but I think everyone wants to have the freedom where they could pick up and go wherever they want any time they want, right? A lot of my clients like to be location-free.

I'm location-free, I do do what I want all day. I really just follow flow, I don't do anything that I don't want to do. I have an amazing team who do all the bits in my business that I used to have to do myself, that I don't really want to do any more. I have an incredible community, thank you for being here. I have what are called [inaudible 00:27:46] my community, meaning that it's total [inaudible 00:27:47] connection it's not just like a group of people and an email list that I sell shit to. It's an actual tribe, it's a family, it's a community. And I get to sell and make money doing what I love, and doing my purpose work in the world.

I guess I got to now where it's kind of like the holy grail of being an online entrepreneur right? Of course I'm still striving, as a high achiever I'm never done and I'm completely like, "I'm good enough, I've done enough, I have enough." I'm in full love and acceptance and this moment right here is perfect and I really mean that, and I have everything already. And I'm gonna take on the fucking world and I'll never be done, and I'm sure you probably feel the same. Or a lot of people feel the same. If you don't feel the same, you definitely should not message me about working with me one-on-one in Rich Hot Empire. Just to be clear.

But if you know that there's always gonna be more, then you're definitely somebody that would be a potential client of mine. But I guess what I was trying to say is also, we're getting to the point where like I'm past the money shit, right? I moved past the money struggle, I moved past the fear of not being able to pay even for food let alone rent. I moved past the years, and it did feel like years, it was years actually, of frustration and turmoil and why aren't people buying my stuff, and why is it when I go the real offer that I wanna do that I don't seem to get a response.

I got through all that, so I have achieved all the dreams and goals that I had for many years as an online entrepreneur. And that's now what I work with my clients to do and it's the most amazing, tremendous honour ever. And when I look back at how I did that, there are literally tens of thousands of moments over the past 12 years and before that even, in my life before the online world which was an actual thing, where I lent into pain. I felt like I didn't wanna do something. I mean, it would be impossible for me to count the thousands of workouts that I've done where I didn't feel like getting up in the morning, where I wanted to hit the snooze button or I just didn't really feel like going to the gym.

But if I had of not done those, I wouldn't have cultivated myself into the person I am now. I don't even mean that I am fit and in-shape and all that, and that I just get better and better with age. I get younger with age as well, by the way, just so you know. But mostly what I mean is that it's part of me, it's so easy now, it's automatic. It's who I am that I take care of my health and fitness, because there was a period earlier on where I had to kick my own ass around all the time. I remember day after day after day after day for years, the alarm going off at ungodly-o'clock. And then even when I had a newborn child and it was repeatedly, "But I want more sleep," or I want this or I want this, and then it was like, "Do you want the fucking outcome bitch?" And I did what I needed to do to get the outcome.

I was so outcome-focused from so early on in my life, but at so many pivotal stages as well. I think being a new mom is definitely one of them. With business also, it would be impossible for me to try and remember the thousands of blog posts or videos or livestreams or also paid content that would not exist right now if I had of lent away from pain, if I had, "Oh that one's uncomfortable," or "I don't really feel like writing today," or "I don't really think I've got anything to say, I feel silly," or "Nobody bought my last offer that I put out there so now I'm gonna walk away with my tail between my legs." I just repeatedly showed the fuck up, and you have the choice to do this as well.

I know if you're in my community and you're telling me, "I know you're showing up, but you know that there's showing up and then there's showing the fuck up right?" I just think that life is this continual process of moments in time where we get to either lean into creating destiny or we turned away from it. For me personally, that is a big guiding light for me. It's a big force inside of me or a driving force or it's a [inaudible 00:31:40] where I make my decisions ... I talk a lot about I make my decisions based on [inaudible 00:31:45] connected to that what fucking feels right for me is for me to achieve my destiny and for me to achieve my purpose. And for me to live a standard of excellence in different areas in my life.

I just refuse to accept that I should have to settle, sacrifice or compromise on a single issue in my life. And I refuse to accept that view either, but guess what? For me, or even that for you is probably not gonna be enough. You're probably gonna have to press play on that shit for yourself as well, right? But this is what I believe, for my clients and for my community. I believe you can have it all, I believe you can have it on your terms. I believe you can make millions of dollars, impact millions of people if that's what your messaging truly is, get your true message out there, get paid for your purpose work, get paid every day where you're literally like, "I didn't do anything! I just do what I want all day! I totally follow flow!" But then actually I'm fucking showing up.

I'm bearing my soul to the world every day. I'm letting my art out every day. I'm selling every day. I'm building my business every day. I'm doing many other things that I haven't even touched on here in my business every day because I want the damn outcome and because the outcome is purposeful. Not because I necessarily felt like doing it at that time. The many many nights that I've gotten back online when my children were already sleeping, the many many times that I've grabbed even 10 minutes here, 15 minutes here, to jump on and create something or do something. It's just been this continual process for over a decade now of marketing myself online of eye on the fucking prize, take action from that place. Just tuning in, tuning in, tuning in to where it is I know I wanna be and then being that version of myself.

I just think it's shocking and astonishing to me how few people seem to get this, and I think it's very sad. I look around and you just repeatedly see these people like, "Oh I was tired so I slept in and I didn't go to the gym." And then, "Not fair, why is she my age and has kids and she has that body?" Okay bitch, how many fucking times for how many fucking years for how many decades now was I in the gym when you were like, "I was tired," or, "I didn't know what to do." Neither did I when I started. It's a never-ending conversation.

Tell me some things, what are you thinking?

Do I use the five second rule or am I motivated? Do I use the five second ... I can only read half your comment, Britney but I know what you mean. Well, I didn't technically use like a five second rule. I know what it is, but what I do is I think about the outcome. So when I don't feel like doing something, I will tune in and I will ask, "Is it still aligned for me to do this?" If I don't feel like working out, there's certainly occasions where I won't work out because I'll kind of connect in and I'm like, "Well do I need to have a rest or is it that I should definitely go move my body?" And I get the answer based on higher self and soul.

And most of the time it's kick your own fricking ass and do the gym thing because as soon as you start you'll be like yes, I'm so fricking glad I'm here. But sometimes it takes like, 20 minutes, 30 minutes before you're like I'm so glad I'm here. And same with jumping in and turning the laptop on and doing some actual work, not just fucking around on Facebook, in your business. It's like "Uh, I don't really have anything to say. I don't feel inspired today. Nothing's coming through me, and nobody's really been engaging on my content and my last thing didn't sell anyway and uh." And then you fuck around on Facebook instead or you just don't even turn the laptop on in the first place. You just get out of the habit, you don't even make the fucking habit, or what if you just had the habit and what if it was about showing up based on where you want to be and based on what would that next-level version of myself do? That's the way I do it.

I just go from the outcome. So when I say purposeful pain, to me that also means being result-based. Acting from the result or the outcome of what I want.

Lisa says I have to remind myself, even if I feel the message ... I can't read your comment, it's cut off on the screen. Hang on let me read some comments over here. Christine says call you out when you think you're doing what you want but kinda know you're doing what you think will sell. Well that is right, being brave enough and courageous enough to put your true work out there. For sure. I don't know where you're coming in ... it has disappeared ... let me do a little refresh.

So I wanna tell you guys about Rich Hot Empire though, I'm so passionate about this programme. There is a comment here, it's in the pinned comment you can actually read that and check that out. It says, "Rich Hot Empire is tick tick ticking towards you. Are you ready? It's motherfucking time. Work with me for six weeks personally, one-on-one, to grow your perfect cult tribe." This is such a cool programme, by the way. "Create and launch a low through to high-end empire and set up multiple recurring income streams to take you to seven figures and beyond doing what you love." So what I do is I work with the revolutionary leaders, the artists, the messengers, the 1% within the 1% badasses who know they're meant to play at this level and beyond.

I've created a million dollar per year business doing what I love, like I've sort of been saying, based completely on my purpose work. Like, cool cool to make the money, that's definitely cool and I appreciate and love it and I continue to increase my income. But better than that I get to do what I love, it's based on my true purpose work. And the way that I've done that is I've sold low-cost products, programmes, information products, right through to high-cost stuff. So I think I have stuff as low as $21 up to ... I'm just thinking, oh no even more if you pay ... I don't know like $85,000 would be my highest price point. That's kind of like if a couple come into my Inner Circle together, for example. Or my Inner Circle currently is $6000 per month or $60,000 up front for the year. So it's $72,000 essentially. So that's my highest price point for my private one-on-one clients.

Rich Hot Empire is one-on-one for six weeks, it's nothing like that price point obviously. Just so we're clear. But how I've built my business is a lot of low-cost products, a lot of moderate-priced products, and a limited amount of private coaching and high-end stuff. And I've done that by following soul and following [inaudible 00:37:37] but I've done it obviously also over the years by repeatedly saying yes to what I know is gotta be done. Rather than what fear is feeling or what resistance is feeling, I've done it by baring my soul and putting myself out there and showing up fully for my message and for my hustle and for my community. And not just fricking checklisting my way through.

So this is some of what I'm going to be teaching you in Rich Hot Empire. So it's a six week personalised mastermind intensive with yours truly. One-on-one access to me as your private mentor throughout that entire six weeks. In fact, as soon as you sign up you're gonna already get access to me on my private client channel, we officially are kicking off next Monday April 30, US time.

So if you're interested in knowing about working with me at this level and having my help to build your online empire, or to take it to the next level from where you're at, you can message me about that. You can message me on this page or over on my personal Katrina Ruth page. It is for entrepreneurs at all levels. What joins my clients together, what my clients have in common with one another and with me, is being that badass leader who knows that they were born for more and who refuses to do it based on normal rules of internet marketing. Fuck the rules, fuck the system, I show you how to do it by being you. By reaching into your soul and getting it out there.

So I've had many people do Rich Hot Empire who completely were just getting started, and I've had others get started in Rich Hot Empire who were already doing over a million dollars a year in income when they first began with me, and anything in between. And the content is six weeks of structured content as well as six weeks one-on-one with me. I show you exactly what to do and exactly how to do it in every element of cult tribe building, creating your offers, launching your offers, doing your sales pitches, getting your offers out there, selling high ticket as well, creating [inaudible 00:39:20]. Anything you can imagine to do with an online business, I have trainings in there for you.

You get to get all that training for life, you get my support on it and my team's support, advertising stuff as well all the way through the programme, and then you get me there by your side kicking your ass into alignment and massive fucking action all the way through. So some people come in and maybe they've already got some of this stuff going on and they don't necessarily need all the content, and others are jumping through every element of content. What I do as your mentor obviously is guide you to where your focus needs to be and support you in order to bring that to life.

What else do I want to say? That's mainly what I wanted to tell you about Rich Hot Empire for now. It is honestly just such a life-changing and business-changing programme, I've been running it since 2016 now. It's the only thing that I actually do on repeat. It works so damn well and I'm very proud of it and I'm very proud of my clients and their results that have come through with that. So I'm super excited to jump in with everyone who's going to be starting next week.

It is a private coaching experience so numbers are pretty limited. So if this is something that's speaking to you and you want to know more about working with me one-on-one, the very best thing to do now is to go message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page ... I might just [inaudible 00:40:25] coming in, um, no that's gonna come ... Well, you'll find it. You know where I am. Or you can message me here on the business page, I just kind of prefer getting messages on my personal page. I tend to go into that inbox more.

So do that and then what I'll do is I'll send you a full overview that breaks down all the six modules and all the content that we do so you're understanding exactly what we're covering but also how the one-on-one side of it works, and obviously everything else you need to know as well.

Tracy says, "Just jumping on. Why am I not notified as soon as you're going live?" You can choose that, right? You can choose to get notifications always. Have you done that on my business page or maybe just my personal?

What is your opinion on failure? Have you ever felt like, maybe I can't do it, or have you always been quite confident and badass?

I think I've always had a level of confidence. I was really fortunate to be raised in a way where I was repeatedly told that you can do anything you want ... my mom would tell me that you're like, better. Like above-average, successful and intelligent.

To give it some context, I was a very shy, introverted kid and I really felt very unattractive and super uncool. And I was uncool in a kind of school cool sense, I always had like the wrong clothes and the wrong food and everything. But I was a kind of bookworm, literally to the point where on the play breaks I would go and hide in the bushes and read a book. I had friends as well, I wasn't like no friends. But I didn't feel attractive and I didn't feel good enough.

So I think I would go to my mom when I was maybe my daughter's age, like eight, nine or ten. And I would feel bad and sad that I wasn't like the pretty girls or the cool girls. And I just remember my mom saying over and over, "Yeah but ..." Well she didn't say yes, she didn't agree with me that I wasn't pretty I think she [inaudible 00:42:16]. I was though, I look back at my photos now from when I was a kid, and if you see my daughter who I post photos of she's so beautiful, and I was a beautiful child. I can see that now I'm like wow, I really felt so ugly and so unattractive and uncool. And I just felt not good enough, I was super introverted and I had massive self-worth shit.

But my mum would always also say that I'm like the most intelligent one, which was true I was always top of the class, and that I'm gonna be the one who creates whatever she wants from life and that these girls are gonna lose their looks basically, and then we'll see what happens. She's [inaudible 00:42:51] for sure. And then I'm gonna be the one that like, creates whatever I want out of life. And it wasn't just trying to contrast me to other girls, I'm probably thinking of one or two conversations that stand out for me when I was feeling bad about not feeling cool enough.

Hey, Johnna!

So you know, that was just maybe a few conversations but overall I was always told you're incredibly intelligent, you can do whatever you want, anything that you decide to do you're going to be successful of. So I had an amazing amount of support I guess, growing up. I know not everyone has that so I'm definitely very grateful for that.

Oh my god, you had the best month ever! Send me a message, tell me about it! You have to join Rich Hot Empire!

Move in to Rich Hot Empire now!

Johnna just did four weeks one of them with me in Empress, which is one of my other one-on-one intensives. It's closed at the moment. And she just said I had the best month ever, and I did it in a week after working with you. Yay! Of course, because we flick that soul switch baby, and step up and become who you're meant to be. I'm so excited for you.

So I was kind of confident and badass I guess, a lot of the way I always believed in myself and I just always knew I wouldn't live a normal life. To me that was never a question in my mind, I didn't doubt it at all. At the same time I had massive self-confidence issues and I was continually scared of failure and for years I didn't put myself out there either, to answer that question. I knew that I was meant to do something like this, but like a lot of people I felt like, "But how? Where do you start?"

And also for me, this was back in 2002, 2003 where I first really started to be like, I should do seminars and I should be an author, but there was no online industry like there is now. So there was nobody to model, there was no fricking business coaching Facebook groups to join. You couldn't even find a business coach on the internet back then. So I kind of put it off for years I guess, and eventually I got that ball rolling.

I think like a lot of people I've had contrast between periods of my life where I've felt like a total badass and periods where I'm like, not taking action at all. And I think that continues to be true for me and for all people in all areas.

I know in the area of love and romance, I've had a lot of fear stuff going on probably for years now. Like I was in two unhappy marriages back to back and then I left my marriage, coming up on two years ago in the middle of this year it'll be two years that I've now left that marriage. And then even when I was in the marriage, I had massive self-worth and fear stuff feeling like it was impossible to have amazing, epic, [inaudible 00:45:22] love. I was quite bitter about it actually, I didn't believe in it and I'd just completely given up hope on it. I was so bitter about it, to be honest, that I would just judge other people's relationships and I didn't believe that anybody was genuinely happy in their relationships and I just kind of looked for proof of that. And of course I found it.

So I'd kind of given up, I guess, although not really because through it all I still had the belief that no, I think you can have it all. I believe you can have it all and I know that I'll [inaudible 00:45:51] find a way. Then, even once I left my marriage, it's just been a journey since then of I guess learning to be brave enough to believe what's inside of me. And repeatedly putting myself into uncomfortable conversations or situations and following soul flow, or following what feels aligned and right. That's been the most terrifying fucking experience of my life to be quite honest with you, way harder than business stuff.

Maybe I've just forgotten how tough it really did feel in the period in business where I wasn't making money yet and I was repeatedly posting shit on the internet that nobody was liking or commenting on my stuff, right? Back in the day, like a lot of people. Now I'm used to that, people know me, I expect that when I do a livestream that people jump on, people are excited I'm live. Well guess what? I went through all those years as well of nobody watching, nobody listening, nobody pressing like, nobody purchasing, and then when I did put my soul offers out there definitely nobody purchased because I was like known for fitness or then I was known for business strategy I wasn't known for like soul stuff. So things kept falling flat.

This is what I mean with purposeful pain, right? I kept going. I stayed the fucking course, I continued to act from faith. And then yeah, in like the last few years in the relationship side of my life it's been kinda similar to that in a different way. To me it feels like that's been more scary or harder because it's more intimate I guess, you're really laying yourself on the line. And you're like, "Fuck! Am I gonna send that message? Am I gonna speak my truth, and like show my heart? Oh my God, not again. No! It's too scary!" And this fear of rejection and you feel like an idiot and you just fucking do it right?

This is my whole point, that's purposeful pain. Pain's not always the right word to use, I get that. But I used it because I had the massage earlier and it was kind of in my head. It's acting from purpose, it's acting from faith, it's acting from belief. It would be so much easier to not say what you want to say to that person, to not speak your truth, to not put that flag in the sand and say this is what I believe.

And with business, all the time, it would be so much easier to not put yourself out there on the repeat when you're not getting the response you want. Well, honestly, just honestly, if you want these sort of results. If you want to build a seven-figure, multi-seven-figure empire and beyond, doing what you love, being one of the very few people in the world who legitimately gets to follow soul flow every day, like I do and like my clients do and like I will help you to do if you want to work with me in Rich Hot Empire.

You've just gotta be willing to be that person. That's the long and short of it. And you know this, you have got to be willing to be that person who puts themselves out there in ways that others won't. Alright.

I trust that you got something out of this. Please leave me a comment, or a love, or a share, if you feel so [inaudible 00:48:31]. I do like to come back and read my comments later, I don't read them all while I'm speaking and preaching obviously. But hit me up, I'll read them, and have a read about Rich Hot Empire really.

I just encourage you, if you've been thinking that at some point it might be time to work with me one-on-one as your mentor, this is just an absolutely incredible thing that I've allowed out of my. I've given you my heart and soul with what I teach in Rich Hot Empire, really give you all of the kind of how and the behind the scenes and the building blocks of a business so that you have no question unanswered and you have the full support of me and my team as a private client.

You get all that content for life, I teach you every possible, imaginable thing about how we make the money and do the sales and all that. And of course, you've got me there by your side. In your pocket? I don't know if I'd fit. Holding your hand and kicking your ass the whole way through. And it works so well because I let what is meant to come out of me out. And that's what I want to show you how to do, and it's just a tremendous honour to be able to do that. It's also super fucking fun. We have the best time ever.

So do have a read about that in the comment there. It might be that it's time to really step up and press play, it might be that you've been thinking about working with me at the private client level maybe for some while, or maybe you just came across me. Either way it's fun. I have people jump in sometimes who literally just heard me, and others who've been gearing up towards it for a little while. So have a read, message me, I'll get you the full length overview and all the details and we'll talk about whether this is for you.

Either way, do not fucking forget. Life is now, press play.

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