Rebel Millionaire

April 2018
S	M	T	W	T	F	S

1	2	3	4	5	6	7
8	9	10	11	12	13	14
15	16	17	18	19	20	21
22	23	24	25	26	27	28
29	30

Wed, 19 December 2018

This audio is direct from my The Katrina Ruth Show live-streams where I discuss a range of subjects to do with empire building, business and success mindset, relationships and so much more with guests, with my tribe and with YOU! Expect the straight up truth of how I became a Self-Made Multi-Millionaire, a no BS attitude and lots of shenanigans!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

I’m first and foremost a writer based on Australia's sunny Gold Coast. When I’m not furiously typing, I’m running my multi-million dollar online coaching business as an entertainer, speaker and success mentor to 'the crazy ones'.

With almost 50 best selling eBooks and several hundred product and program launches, I’ve become known as the ‘Content Queen’ who just doesn’t stop. I do believe that you CAN have it all, on your terms, so long as you’re willing to get honest with yourself about what you’re really here to do in the world, and then do the work - ‘press play’.

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_121218_Shifting_shitty_or_contractive_energy_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Mon, 17 December 2018

Scheming & Planning Got Me Nowhere! Here’s What Worked...

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_101218_Scheming__Planning_Got_Me_Nowhere_Heres_What_Worked..._.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 2:57pm AEST

Mon, 10 December 2018

What to do when you’re waiting on flow

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_051218_What_to_do_when_youre_waiting_on_flow_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Sat, 8 December 2018

You’re supposed to be messy, chaotic, disorganised! Own that shit!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B02_101218_Youre_supposed_to_be_messy_chaotic_disorganised_Own_that_shit_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 6:33pm AEST

Tue, 4 December 2018

Selling CERTAINTY!!!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_281118_Selling_CERTAINTY____.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Mon, 3 December 2018

How to create online courses that flow AND sell!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_25118_How_to_create_online_courses_that_flow_AND_sell__.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:30am AEST

Thu, 29 November 2018

Introducing Katrina Ruth’s Classics... and my BLACK FRIDAY BONANZA!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_96_231118_Introducing_Katrina_Ruths_Classics..._and_my_BLACK_FRIDAY_BONANZA_on_now_....mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Wed, 28 November 2018

Clearing session for you! Releasing blocks to getting #RichFromYourSoulWork

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_MONO_201118_Clearing_session_for_you_Releasing_blocks_to_getting_RichFromYourSoulWork.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Tue, 27 November 2018

To become the soul-led wealthy you...

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_161118_To_become_the_soul-led_wealthy_you....mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Mon, 26 November 2018

Flicking dat flow switch!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_141118_Flicking_dat_flow_switch_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Sun, 25 November 2018

Unselling

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_131118_Unselling_96.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Fri, 23 November 2018

Accessing unlimited motivation & energy by selling what WORKS!!

Ft. special guest, COO & Marketing Ninja at The Katrina Ruth Show, Ash Gregory!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_121118_Accessing_unlimited_motivation__energy_by_selling_what_WORKS_medium.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 8:21pm AEST

Thu, 15 November 2018

Get out of your own way, and let the download lead you! (Why it’s feeling harder than it should...)

Get out of your own way, and let the download lead you!

(Why it’s feeling harder than it should...)

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_071118_Get_out_of_your_own_way_and_let_the_download_lead_you___Why_its_feelin....mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Wed, 14 November 2018

Returning to the self, and letting go to allow flow

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_061118_Returning_to_the_self_and_letting_go_to_allow_flow_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Mon, 12 November 2018

Tune in to what excites you, to have it all work

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_041118_Tune_in_to_what_excites_you_to_have_it_all_work_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 10:02pm AEST

Fri, 9 November 2018

What are you suggesting to yourself

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_What_are_you_suggesting_to_yourself__.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 1:00am AEST

Wed, 7 November 2018

For how long would you like to keep on learning the same lesson

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_For_how_long_would_you_like_to_keep_on_learning_the_same_lesson___.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 2:29pm AEST

Tue, 6 November 2018

Training yourself for rich to be your baseline

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: BO1_MONO96_training_yourself_for_rich_to_be_your_baseline_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 7:31pm AEST

Mon, 15 October 2018

Remove emotion, be the MF person

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_remove_emotion_be_the_MF_person_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:00am AEST

Sat, 13 October 2018

Recoding, and training people to buy from you

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: B01_Recoding_and_training_people_to_buy_from_you_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:00am AEST

Fri, 12 October 2018

The only way to begin, is to commit, and fuck the how

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: The_only_way_to_begin_is_to_commit_and_fuck_the_how.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:00am AEST

Thu, 11 October 2018

Maybe it’s time to let go of expecting to get paid, in order to get paid

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Maybe_its_time_to_let_go_of_expecting_to_get_paid_in_order_to_get_paid.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:00am AEST

Wed, 10 October 2018

Fuck the strategies of the NORMALS

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Fuck_the_strategies_of_the_NORMALS.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:00am AEST

Tue, 9 October 2018

Are you hiding your true power

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Are_you_hiding_your_true_power.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 12:00am AEST

Tue, 2 October 2018

More money, more money, mo, here’s how!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: More_money_more_money_mo_heres_how.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Mon, 1 October 2018

There are no levels of asking, or manifesting

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: There_are_no_levels_of_asking_or_manifesting.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Mon, 1 October 2018

How I launch market sell - live at GC

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: How_I_launch_market_sell_-_live_at_GC.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 4:33am AEST

Wed, 26 September 2018

On discernment, and the ignoring of your SOUL

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: On_discernment_and_the_ignoring_of_your_SOUL.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 10:29pm AEST

Tue, 25 September 2018

It’s easier to just be the best!!!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Its_easier_to_just_be_the_best.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Tue, 25 September 2018

I feel my content is boring a lot of the time

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: I_feel_my_content_is_boring_a_lot_of_the_time.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 5:58am AEST

Mon, 24 September 2018

it will flat out never work to be ANYTHING less than all that you are

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: it_will_flat_out_never_work_to_be_ANYTHING_less_than_all_that_you_are2.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 8:37pm AEST

Sat, 22 September 2018

Connect to the beat of your offer, to let sales flow!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Connect_to_the_beat_of_your_offer_to_let_sales_flow.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Thu, 20 September 2018

When you feel flat, down, not in your zone

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: When_you_feel_flat_down_not_in_your_zone2.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 9:28pm AEST

Mon, 10 September 2018

You gotta willing to be awkward AF on the way to flow!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: You_gotta_willing_to_be_awkward_AF_on_the_way_to_flow.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Sun, 9 September 2018

You don’t need to slow down and breathe... you need to wake up and LIVE!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: You_dont_need_to_slow_down_and_breathe..._you_need_to_wake_up_and_LIVE.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Sat, 8 September 2018

Show The Fuck Up Anyway!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Show_The_Fuck_Up_Anyway.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 11:00pm AEST

Sat, 8 September 2018

Ingrain that shit!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Ingrain_that_shit.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 5:20am AEST

Thu, 30 August 2018

Forgive me, for I have sinned... lessons on FAITH

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Forgive_me_for_I_have_sinned..._lessons_on_FAITH_...__katmobile_sighting.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 2:00am AEST

Wed, 29 August 2018

Feeling tested... and trusting in the space

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Feeling_tested..._and_trusting_in_the_space.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 7:22am AEST

Thu, 23 August 2018

Allow life to serve you with the one and only Patrick Grabbs

Allow life to serve you

Ft. Patrick Grabbs

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Allow_life_to_serve_you_with_the_one_and_only_Patrick_Grabbs.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 5:00pm AEST

Wed, 22 August 2018

Is it time to become unavailable for your own BULLSHIT?!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: Is_it_time_to_become_unavailable_for_your_own_BULLSHIT_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 5:00pm AEST

Tue, 21 August 2018

The method to Kat’s madness...

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: The_method_to_Kats_madness....mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 5:00pm AEST

Mon, 20 August 2018

The truth about the struggle... and how I became this person ... plus earthquakes + surrender!

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: The_truth_about_the_struggle..._and_how_I_became_this_person_..._plus_earthquakes__surrender_.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 5:00pm AEST

Mon, 20 August 2018

You are from another dimension With Mr Patrick Grabbs

You are from another dimension

Ft. Patrick Grabbs

Thanks for listening. Feel free to share or comment and let me know what you think!

► + Subscribe and Review on iTunes here: https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/success-smackdown-live-kat/

About me …

Remember - Life is now!

Find more about me over here -

Facebook - https://facebook.com/lifeisnow.pressplay

Free FB group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/dailyasskickery/

Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/thekatrinaruthshow

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/thekatrinaruthshow

Ebooks - https://www.booksforkickasswomen.com

Direct download: You_are_from_another_dimension.mp3
Category:Business -- posted at: 4:00am AEST

Thu, 21 June 2018

File Progress Expose all of you

Katrina Ruth: Hi. Hello, hello, hello, Facebook, YouTube, everywhere, the internet, the world, the universe, the galactiverse. I think that's not a word.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, I'm going to put my ear pods in. Can you hear me? Maybe I'm not going to put them in. I feel suspicious that these are not my ear pods. I'm sure my container was not all dirty and mucked up like this. That's kind of gross. I hope that I haven't taken somebody else's ear pods accidentally. Why are they so bashed up looking.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. I'm going to wait for people to get on. Look at me sitting by the lake, feeling special. Who's here? Leave me a comment, tell me you're hear so that I know you're with me. Hello, welcome to my world, this is my world today. This is my office. My office is anywhere, any place, any time, my office is my soul. That's the only thing I need is my soul, and I carry it with me always, and I access it continually purely through the process of tuning in.

Katrina Ruth: Isn't it a beautiful winter's day? I'm going to get my sweater off in a moment for sure because it's actually getting quite warm. But it's so fricking' cold in the mornings here, or it's probably not cold for a lot of the rest of the world, but considering that this is our winter and people still walk around in their swimwear half the time on the beach in winter here on the Gold Coast, when we get a little chilly and you need to put a sweater on in the mornings, you just feel outraged. You just feel like, what is happening? What's going on in the world? It's so fucking cold.

Katrina Ruth: So this morning was icy, and we went to an outdoor café for breakfast, and my kids were just shaking and cold. It was cold. It was icy to the bones while we were sitting eating breakfast and I said to them, I'm like ... They were complaining, "Why can't we go somewhere and do this?" I'm like, "Because you're building inner strength. Embrace the coldness. Embrace it. Become a warrior by eating in the cold." And now it's beautiful and warm.

Katrina Ruth: So just had an appointment here. Oh you can't see, but there's a building across the other side of this little lily pond lake. I just had a pretty intense personal appointment and then I have this small little gap before I go to get to my next appointment and so I thought why would I not come and sit here and livestream by the lake? It's so beautiful. It might become a habit when I come here.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you, regarding the hair. So with my hair ... Okay, there we go, I'm getting warmed up. I'm getting the livestream body-temperature raising thing which always happens, maybe partly from sitting in the sun as well. With the hair, I can't decide whether I'm ... am I just on the right side of trashy or am I just on the wrong side of trashy? I'm not sure.

Katrina Ruth: I want to talk about exposing yourself. I feel quite exposed right now. I don't mean physically. I don't feel particularly exposed physically right now. I feel open and raw and vulnerable and a bit shaky like I could almost cry because I was almost crying 30 or 40 minutes ago because I was just in an appointment with a child psychologist. So I've started to go and see ... I think this was my second appointment by myself with her and I took my two kids on two separate times, took them separately, so that's the fourth time I've met her. No, it's good. It's all good.

Katrina Ruth: I decided to do a few appointment with a child psychologist for my children because they've been going through a hard time with their dad and I separating and divorcing and all of that, which has been going on for ages now anyway, so maybe I could or should have done this earlier, and there is no should. And part of me was like, do I want to do that? How do I know that I align with that way of growth work or whatever else? But then in the end I'm like, well, growth work is about ... growth and life and messaging and art and all these things are about being open to learning and open to not being the expert.

Katrina Ruth: And I know that when it comes to my kids I have a lot of ideas about how to consciously communicate and what I feel is important ... mermaid hair, thank you ... and what I think I can do to best support them and their dad and I are really on the same page as far as really wanting to support each other and co-parent in a way that is conscious and where we are communicating well and where we are putting the children first. Sometimes we're good at that and sometimes we're not that good at it. Sometimes we explode and it's super fucking volatile and full-on. Love you too, Kelly, bestie, #bestie.

Katrina Ruth: So yeah I decided a while back that I would go and see a child psychologist and that I would be open to that and be open to allowing somebody else to tell me what's up, which is a hard thing for me to do as you might be able to imagine. And then it took me for sure another few months to get around to it and to finally choose that person who I felt that I could vibe with and who I felt that I would choose to trust. And so I did that and really am enjoying the connection with her, and I feel that this is perfect and this is what it [inaudible 00:05:23] is meant to be. And who knows how long we'll do that for.

Katrina Ruth: But what's great is that we're all coming together to look at how we can continue on our separate pathways as parents and as individuals while still sort of continuing together because that's just the reality, isn't it? When you have a child, or in my case two children with somebody and then you're not being together anymore and haven't been for nearly two years now, but you are still together, and you'll always be together as parents.

Katrina Ruth: So for me it feels really something that I'm very grateful for. It feels amazing to me to actually be at this point where we can do this sort of thing. And I went by myself today, and he'll go in a few weeks, and then we'll probably go together and then learn together the best ways that we can support our children and help them to understand their feelings and help them to feel safe and all of that sort of stuff, spiritual guide stuff. Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: So that's what I've been up to. And it got pretty raw and pretty emotional for me today just bringing up I guess a bit more of my story and sharing some of the behind the scenes for her, for the psychologist's sake so that she could understand a little bit more of how we ended up separating and how that came about. And her primary role is to help us to communicate effectively together in order to support our children as parents. So it's not like it's anything to do with our relationship, except that it is because obviously our relationship impacts the kids. And kids not only hear things and see things but they read energy the same as all of us.

Katrina Ruth: So for me something that's really important, and I think for any parent, not just me, that my kids feel safe, right? I want them to feel safe, and you can see when they say things and there's an underlying anxiety there or an underlying uncertainty or that sort of thing. So it's a very raw, open thing to be doing. It is something so amazing to be on the same page to be doing this together.

Katrina Ruth: Quite honestly if you had of said to me before we broke up that we would've ended up on the same page to be able to communicate like this and learn to grow together like this and do something like this, I would've said there's no fucking way. I would've said I flat out don't believe you. That's just not how it's going to be with us. That's not how it is. It was so fricking' volatile. It was so full on. It was so traumatic for everybody involved. I would've flat out said it's not possible.

Katrina Ruth: So I'm saying that because I know that there's a lot of people who follow me who do see or observe or have some sort of an understanding of how committed he and I are together to our co-parenting, and I don't speak about it a lot, but I have had people say things to me like, "That would never happen with my partner," or, "I wish that it could be like that," or something. And I just want to reassure you that that is something you can actually manifest and call in just like anything else. I manifested that. I decided. Even years ago, I started to journal how it would be. I journaled the separation and the split well before it happened to be honest with you.

Katrina Ruth: And even as I was journaling how I wanted it to be with the conscious communication and being able to ... I remember writing things like I want us to be able to spend time together and for that to be a happy time for the kids and at the time my mind was like, that is fucking impossible. It was like, bullshit, there is no way that that will happen or could happen and now it does. And we definitely still have our ups and downs and both of us will at times need to then say sorry or whatever it might be, but we also have a lot of amazing experiences together for the kids on the [inaudible 00:08:49] that we are on the same side of the country because currently he still lives on the other side of the country.

Katrina Ruth: So anyway, that was a little bit about my morning. And I was feeling so open and you know when you just feel that raw, shaky, slightly exposed type feeling. So I thought to myself I've got this 20 or 30 minute window before I've got another appointment coming up. And I was like well, I could livestream because it's really beautiful by the lake here but I felt like I felt shaky and not really in that state to be on a Facebook Live. And then I just thought to myself, but that's the whole thing that I'm teaching and preaching every day and that's the whole thing that I even wrote about.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, there is the biggest ass ant on my phone right now. It's crawling across where my face is. It is huge, it is a gigantic ant. Does that mean there's big ants down here that are going to bite me? I hope not. He's just crawling all over the tripod this ant. He's exploring.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway. I wrote about this this morning. I wrote my blog post which I only just posted. Actually I had my team post that for me but I sent it to them to post and that was on getting a little weird, getting a little ... What did I say? Get a little weird, get a little fucked up, get a little naked and show it to the world. I was very happy with that blog post title. If you didn't read it, you gotta read the blog and you gotta watch the video clip that went up with the blog. It's fucking hilarious, but it's such a great message. The clip is kind of separate to the blog. The clip's from a livestream a couple of weeks ago ... Oh you could see it, could you? How funny.

Katrina Ruth: When I wrote the blog this morning, I referenced the layers. We all have these layers. We have the Facebook layer that we present to the world. We have fear layer. We have a resentment or an anger layer. We have sadness layer. And at our core, we know and believe in who we are and we know that we're here to impact the world and we know that we have a powerful message to share with the world. And so I was writing about in my blog and then that's exactly what I did on this kind of [inaudible 00:10:44] skit a few weeks ago, so I ended up putting the [inaudible 00:10:45] video with the blog but they are two separate pieces of content, they just work well together. So anyway, go check that out.

Katrina Ruth: But I thought to myself as I came out of the consultant rooms just over there, I'm like, well I can't very well write about being raw ... I did reference the chocolate layer, don't worry. Fear not. I can't very well write about being raw and exposing yourself and sharing your soul with the world and getting a little weird or a little fucked up or a little naked then showing it to the world. I can't really do that and then come out of a very personal and, not upsetting but I felt upset, revealing appointment such as the one that I just had.

Katrina Ruth: [inaudible 00:11:21] just dropped the comment in there about Empress, if you saw that pop up. The ant is just having the best time ever right now, he's hanging off the edge just underneath the camera.

Katrina Ruth: I can't write that stuff and then come out and I feel exposed and I feel a little torn open and then say to myself, oh, well, I wont' go on a Facebook live now. What, am I going to wait until I feel like Mrs. Badass again? Ms. Badass, not Mrs. Am I going to wait to feel like the queen of the bad asses again and I'm on fucking fire and giving people shit and being aggressive and going into my super flow, which I did quite a lot of on my livestream last night which was such an amazing livestream, one of my best live streams this year I think, the one I did in my bed last night, can I? I can't do that. I'm either practising what I preach or I'm not, and I'm either being an example to you that you can show up in any state in any way in any time and just be who you are and that that's all part of it, or I'm not. I'm being a hypocrite.

Katrina Ruth: So that's why I decided to come on and go live. And, by the way, I wasn't planning to tell you that whole story about the psychologist either, that just popped out of my mouth. I was just going to reference feeling a little bit exposed or a little bit shaken up and then the message always fricking' takes over, as it does. And one of the things that I teach with all my private clients, and really with all my content, my free content, my paid content, my group programmes, you name it, but also specifically in Empress ... and there's a comment that's just gone in a couple minutes ago by Empress ...

Katrina Ruth: Oh, Anna, you know that blog was for you. You know I sat on the steps over there and I said to you, I'm sitting at the lily pad lake and then I answered your Voxer audio, it was the last one I listened to. And then I thought I've got 15 minutes before my appointment, and then I'm like what am I going to write about? I've got nothing to write about. So I just jumped on to what I've been saying to my inner circle private client, Anna, and that's where that whole blog came from. I wrote it so fast. I was like a whirling dervish, I typed that blog in 15 minutes. The reception ladies over there were like, "Holy shit." Well, they didn't say "holy shit." They were like, "You type so fast."

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, one of the things that I specifically really seek to impart to my private clients especially, because obviously they are the ones that I speak to more and have a more intimate connection with but also do let it come out through all my content as I'm saying right now, is you've got to expose all of you. You have got to realise that what's going to get your art out there, what's going to get your message out there, what is going to get you out there and have people just falling in love with you where they're not just following you, but they're bingeing on you, they're gorging on you. They want to feel your soul touch theirs, they want to come into your energy and come into your presence and melt into you. And let's be honest, we want that, we who were born as messengers and leaders, we do want that.

Katrina Ruth: The thing that's going to allow that is you being willing to expose all of you, right? Not just when you feel vulnerable or raw or a bit shaken up like me right now, but also not just when you're on fire and you're being the queen of the world and you're in super flow and you feel lit up and you feel super confident. That's awesome, but who walks around feeling like that all the time? Certainly not me. I do get into that state pretty frequently, maybe more so than, I would say for sure more than, the typical person out there. And that's great. I really love being in that charged, lit-up, don't-fuck-with-me state of feeling so on power and on purpose. But I've got to be willing to be all that I am and I've also got to be willing to show all that I am to you, otherwise I'm not being fair, actually.

Katrina Ruth: It would be very unfair for me to imply that having this level of success depends upon always having some super lit-up charged energy state where you feel confident and certain of yourself. It's about this is who I am in this moment. This is who I am today. This is how my soul is showing up today, and you know what? I can always create art from that place. There's always flow to be found in the struggle or in the resistance or in the uncertainty or in the doubt or in sadness. Any of these things still get to have flow inherent in them, and they always have art inherent in them. Your art is a reflection of you.

Katrina Ruth: This is the biggest thing to understand about art. Your art is ... In some ways it is it's own entity, I talk quite a lot about the message in the art being it's own entity. Let the message be the message, let the art be the art, you get the fuck out of the way and let it do it's thing. But it is also, obviously, it's filtered through you. You are the filter that it goes through. It weaves it's way through and it sinks through and you seep into it and it seeps into you.

Katrina Ruth: And so if you don't let it out when you're in this sort of energy state and you're feeling whatever you're feeling ... Or you're just feeling unsure, or you're maybe questioning yourself and you're feeling like maybe I'm too weird, maybe I'm too much. Maybe my particular style or brand of being weird is not cool enough. Like yeah, crazy is good, weird is good but so long as it fits into this particular box of coolness or badassery. No. That's bullshit and you know it. You've got to be willing to own all that you are and to realise and recognise and understand that the way people are going to follow you and resonate with you is when you let it all out.

Katrina Ruth: There's no 99% letting it out. You're either showing who you are or you're not and it really is about being willing to get up every day and expose your weirdness and your fucked-up-ness and your craziness and your naked bare soul to the world and to feel that ... You know, I stood over there and you feel that feeling of, ugh, do I really want to do this? Like I don't really feel in my zone right now, or I feel upset or whatever, so am I going to do this? Well, am I committed to my art? Yes or no?

Katrina Ruth: And of course there's no rule that you've always got to get on and livestream about it or write about it when shit's going on in your life or where there's something that feels emotional. But at the same time, what are you being guided to do from inside? For me a simple way that I choose what I'm going to say or share or put out there is is it coming through me? That's it. Amy says, "You're in my brain."

Katrina Ruth: So in Empress, which is four weeks one on one with me and it starts next Monday, June 25, US time. There's a comment here which talks all about it which Mim has put up. Hang on, where are my comments going. In Empress, this is exactly what we do. Okay, I've somehow managed to lose my comments and I can only see my own comment. Oh, there they are, they're back again. In Empress this is exactly what we do. This is a four week intensive which is a programme of sorts that I've created just for private clients and then it's unlimited one on one with me as well, hand in hand with that. It is an incredibly transformative four week period. It's 100% about the energy and the vibration. Soul Shifts and Money Making really is a theme that underpins that entire four weeks.

Katrina Ruth: You know [inaudible 00:18:00] it's about knowing that people are meant to pay just to be in your presence, yeah, you're that fucking good. And you are. You know how powerful you are. But it's about realising that all the things that so many people are seeking to achieve online, like building a following and getting paid and knowing what to sell and knowing how to sell it and knowing how to get that backend income coming in and all that stuff, that all of that is going to come as a result of you being in the energy state that you're meant to be in. You owning who you are and owning what it is that your soul needs and desires in order to be in a level of power that is magnetic to others.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you, Erin. Erin says, "I love how authentic and present your energy is right now." And that's exactly ... That's a great comment. I appreciate it so much. That comment reflects exactly what I'm teaching, right? People can feel when we're being true. People can feel when we're being authentic. People can feel when we're being ourselves. A lot of people love that I'm kind of crazy or I'm over the top. I do my little shenanigans scenes and I'm aggressive and I'm known for that and that sort of thing. But people also see other sides of me, maybe some sides less often than others, for sure. But they see all of me and they see that it's real, so there's a magnetism and an attraction there that you just can't create by trying to be good at internet marketing.You're not going to build a business that way. You're not going to build a following.

Katrina Ruth: Somebody asked today in one of my groups how to be engaging, and my smart-ass quippy answer was ... "How do I get more engagement?" They asked, in my groups, and my smart-ass, quippy response was, "By being fucking engaging." That's how. I think my phone just turned the volume off. The volume button's like right there where the tripod thing is. Fuck it. And the only way to be engaging and the only way to truly build a following and have people want to purchase from you over and over again, and for you to build the business that you want, make the money and also have the impact, is you're going to have to be who you actually are. You're going to have to let the weird out, the crazy out, the madness, but the raw of it as well.

Katrina Ruth: It's not about trying to be super cool or super badass or super aggressive or whatever else. Lik if you maybe watch how I show up and you think it's about putting on a show and being this larger than life character and that sort of thing, well, that's all something that's in me. That's one side of me that's probably a big part of me and that's why it comes out a lot on a lot of my content because if you would see me hanging out with my closest besties, my best friends, or my siblings and my parents, for example, I am like that. Like I get super loud and super silly, we actually all do. It's quite the conundrum because everybody thinks that they're the most hilarious and should be in charge.

Katrina Ruth: So that's all real but then so is this, so is me being in a really raw state or a really open state or a really vulnerable state. And then so is whatever else shows up later today and tomorrow and the only way that I've been able to build this following is because I stopped trying to fucking figure out how to build a following and make money. Every time I put my energy into that it was just a wasted venture. It was going down the wrong fucking rabbit hole and it was exhausting as well, and I didn't enjoy it. And every time I've reminded myself just be who I am in that moment but be all of it.

Katrina Ruth: And feel that little flicker as I did on the other side of the lake. Feel that like, really, are you really going to go live now when you're feeling that way and then I wasn't even planning to tell the damn story and then I did? Are you really going to do that? And you feel it and you hesitate and you're teetering right there on the edge and it's like, well, but who are you? Who did you say that you came here to be. I know that my work here in the world is to impact through my message and through what's in my soul. Well, I can't very well do that if I'm not willing to expose my soul and expose my art.

Katrina Ruth: And so what I'm here to do and to impact you with today but, again, with Empress, as I keep kind of talking about it and then forgetting and going off on a tangent, is to really impact and empower you to let all of that out and to have you perhaps for the first time fully acknowledge that that is where the successes come from. Please don't message me about Empress if you're thinking that learning this energy stuff and learning the vibrational work and learning to step into the true power of your soul is like some kind of plugin. It's not a fucking WordPress plugin into your business. It's not an add-on. It's not, okay, I'm learning internet marketing and I'm learning sales funnels and I'm learning strategy and I'm learning all these join the dots things and I guess I'll learn a little bit about this energy thing and see what Kat has to say and I want to work with her one on one or whatever. It's not that.

Katrina Ruth: The reason that you would be called to work with me at this level in Empress would be because you understand on a soul level that this is where it comes from. It comes from fully exposing all that's in you but not just when it's fricking comfortable and when you feel like it's cool or badass enough. So if that's something that might be speaking to you, then I'd really encourage you to read the pinned comment that's here. It does describe quite a bit about it. It talks about the things that you've always known that you're called, that you know it's not just about being a coach, you know it's not about learning the right way to do it. You know that it's about letting what's inside of you out. And there's a little bit of a description about what we do. But the real description and overview of that four weeks, as well as the cool bonus shit that comes along with that and how it all works to mentor with me one on one, that description is what I will send you when you message me.

Katrina Ruth: So the thing to do is to message me, ideally on my personal Katrina Ruth page and just send me a message, "Hey, Kat. I want the Empress details." And then I'll send you through an overview. I'll have a couple of questions for you at the end, just to do with what's speaking to you and what's coming through in your soul and then we just go back and forth and if it's a fit, awesome. And if not, then that's okay as well. I have already sold quite a few places now. We are starting next Monday. It will sell out. These intensives always sell out when I do a one on one intensive because I just make them such a hell-yes, no-brainer offer as far as the deal and the investment and also because I do obviously keep the places strictly limited given that it's one on one mentoring. So that's about Empress. Read the comment, message me, and we'll get into a conversation around that.

Katrina Ruth: But then, putting that aside, or whether you're putting that aside, whether or not that's speaking to you, the big thing that I'm trying to impart to you here and that I think I have imparted to you is give yourself permission to be all of you. Give yourself permission to let people see you regardless of what state in. Yes, it's scary. Of course, it's scary, of course it's confronting. Of course I have thoughts cross my mind when I'm saying all that about who is going to watch that? Which people are going to watch that who might judge me or judge that I'm sharing it? Maybe they're going to judge me, maybe they're going to judge that I'm speaking about things that are personal or whatever it is. And I have all of those same sort of thought as anybody else every single day in some way shape or form. Sometimes about fear of rejection.

Katrina Ruth: Gosh, last night somebody who's in my actual following told me I was an awful singer when I sang live on my livestream last night. And then it was like, okay, funny, but then it did hurt as well. And then I did find myself feeling like, oh, well maybe it is bad and then I did listen to it again later. I'm like, fuck, it really was bad, which I already knew that I'm not the worlds most gifted singer. But then I noticed there was a thought process in my head that came from that like, oh I probably shouldn't do that again because it's actually really fucking embarrassing. It's such terrible singing. And so you have ... And I probably still will though because I see that and then I put it aside.

Katrina Ruth: But my point is don't look at me or look at anybody who you maybe learned from in some way or inspired by in some way and think that this person doesn't experience all the human emotions and the ups and downs and wanting people to like them and wanting people to think they're good enough or worthy enough or cool enough. God, my whole life all I wanted to do was to be cool. I just wanted people to think that I was cool when I was growing up, and now people think I'm cool, which is kind of funny to me a lot of the time because I'm so nerdy really, if you got to know me. And how that happened though was I chose to own it, right? I chose to own who I really am. I chose to own that piece of me that was inside of me that wanted to come out.

Katrina Ruth: So I want to encourage you, fricking own the piece of you that's inside of you that wants to come out. Bring it into the light. What do you know you need to share today? Please do it. Leave me a comment below. Tell me your thoughts. Leave me a love or a comment or something if this resonated with you, and then have a read about Empress. I'd love to see you in there if it's speaking to you. Message me and I'll reply to you sometime today in between running around doing a million things before I head off to the US tomorrow. Show up. Show all the way up. Let out the weirdness, let out the madness, let out the fuckery. Your brand of weirdness and fucked up and naked-soul truth is exactly what the world needs, and don't forget, life is now. Press play.

Direct download: Expose_all_of_you.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 11:01am AEST

Wed, 20 June 2018

At a certain point in business, your primary problem is gonna be which way should I wear my cape.

Katrina Ruth: Well, we're going to have to celebrate my hair 'cause now everybody's seen my hair for the first time as well. Ooh, it says I missed a call from Billy Jean. Okay. Hang on. Is anyone jumping on? The cape definitely looks better with the purple outward not the gold, right? 'Cause if I have the gold out, it looks kinda like a weird fish skin. Don't you think?

Matt: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. It's been decided.

Matt: You do the best, I think.

Katrina Ruth: All right, everybody can take screenshots of me now. Ready? Screenshot. So that I can use it later for a blog post. Hello, people. Actually, I was ... Oh, Alicia has a cape just like that. Of course, why would you not?

Katrina Ruth: Well, I was having an important dilemma, it was a serious dilemma. I'm here to film very professional and important sales videos. We're here to film a sales video for Empress and so I'm supposed to be in proper filming mode, not livestreaming, and then I just thought, "Well, I gotta livestream it as well, 'cause it would be inappropriate not to."

Katrina Ruth: But then the problem was ... here's the problem, you understand my dilemma. I wanted to put my cape on because I'm doing a sales video for Empress. Okay? So, if you're going to do a sales video for Empress, you're gonna wear a cape. But then, then, here's the big problem, I just had my hair done.

Katrina Ruth: Ah, celebrate. Actually, it doesn't even look as pink as it is on this livestream, the whole thing is pink, only the top looks pink, but the top is extra pink and the lower bit is somewhat pink.

Katrina Ruth: Billy Jean! We're gonna be partying it up next week at your house. There he is. Or wherever it is. Okay, so that's the problem. The problem is: how do I solve this problem? I wanna show my pink hair off and I wanna wear my cape as well because I'm filming a serious video for my programme, for Empress. So I don't know what to do about that. I can try leave it like that but then I have to not breathe and not move. How do I look over on this camera? Good?

Matt: Good.

Katrina Ruth: Where am I showing from? From here?

Matt: There.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, that's fine then.

Matt: A little bit higher up.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, well, that's under control. It's all under control. And then the other problem is, I don't know what's up with these curly curls.

Matt: I'm gonna try fix that mic as well, just the cord.

Katrina Ruth: Fix it. Fix it all. Hello. It's gonna be happening in San Diego town next week.

Matt: Coming through there.

Katrina Ruth: What's going on? You know you have to say hello to the camera if you're just gonna appear with your arm in there. Of course the chair is pink, it's a throne. Actually, that's a good system, isn't it? With one arm out.

Katrina Ruth: Curls look great. I didn't want curls, I wanted messy-messy. Then I said to my ... well, it's going messy it's 'cause I only just had it done, we'll let it go, we'll let it do its thing, we'll let it get messy. We got plenty of filming to get to. We're creating much content. It's 1:11 pm, everyone have a moment of silence, it's currently 1:11.

Katrina Ruth: Have you seen Empress? Can someone on my team drop a comment about Empress? Drop me the Empress [inaudible 00:03:06]. I didn't tell them I'm going live. Empress C-T-A-A-S-A-P on live. Oh my God, I just wrote Empess C-T-S-A-S-A-P on live. Empress. So, I said to my ... and I was being serious though, I'd already titled this livestream and I titled it ... See, do you know why I did that? Why I said to you you had to say hello to the camera? I was like, "Let me see how many seconds it takes before somebody says 'Matt's cute.'" That's already come up. Sorry Meagan, I was just using you as a guinea pig. It's fun for me.

Matt: How old is Meagan?

Katrina Ruth: How old are you? He wants to know. Where are you? Are you on the Gold Coast? Can you come over today? That's basically what he was asking. So, anyway, where did I get the cape? I don't know. The ninjas got it for me. I could ask my sister, ask Jessa.

Katrina Ruth: So, I had titled this livestream about Empress, 'cause it's supposed to be a sales video, and then I had actually said to Matt, "You know, at a certain point in business, your primary problem is ..." She's in Perth, she can get here in six hours, she says. How old are you? You didn't answer the question.

Katrina Ruth: For real though. Okay, enough about that, enough about that. At a certain point in business, your primary problem really is which way should I wear my cape? Should I wear it down, off my shoulders? But then I look just like ... I don't know, what do I look like? Snow White? Snow White. Or should I wear it gold or purple or this way, half of it?. I think it's this way.

Katrina Ruth: And then I thought, "What a great title for a livestream: How do you get to a place in your business where your number one dilemma is: which way do I wear my cape?" Well, how you get there is you step into your Empress energy and power. Hi [Mim 00:04:52], sorry, I forgot to tell you I was going live. It was spontaneous. It was an impulse buy, just like the Mercedes convertible. Impulse movements.

Katrina Ruth: We're gonna talk about Empress. We're now gonna do an important sales video. Mim has conveniently just dropped the comment in there. I want to let you know something that I ... why does somebody send me an angry face? Who is that? I'm going to track them down. I can sing. I can sing. What do you want me to sing? Cliff wants me to sing. I don't know if I wanna sing on the sales video. I'm gonna go block this dude. I'll do that later.

Katrina Ruth: I was saying to the camera before I got onto this camera, I was saying to the other camera, when you're gonna do a sales video ... 'Cause in theory I was just gonna do like a three to five minute little thing for Matt to make into a pop up real video as opposed to this live video that's happening here. That's not a filter, that's me. Look at me. Thanks, Karen.

Katrina Ruth: And I said to him, "We wanna make sure that we don't just cut out the serious professional bit from this livestream, assuming that there is one that happens at some point. We wanna include the rambles and the silliness and the shenanigans." Why? Why? Say it with me. Cause people don't buy your products, they buy you. No way. People don't buy you, they buy your energy. That is a real thing. Give me a love heart shower if you know that's a real thing. People do not buy your products, they buy you. Nope, they don't even buy you. That's not true. Because which you are you being? Maybe. Maybe they'll want to buy the sad sack who only shows like your surface based version of yourself to the internet. Who's like, "Well, I hope that people like me and I hope that I'm gonna be interesting, and I hope that my content is unique and powerful and glamorous."

Katrina Ruth: Oh no, that is not a pink hair filter. That's actual pink hair. Pink hair filter? That'd be the lazy version, wouldn't it?

Katrina Ruth: People don't want that surface version of you. Maybe your loved ones do but honestly, I think if you go around delivering your careful safe version of yourself, even your loved ones, after a little bit of time are gonna be like, "This bitch is getting boring." Right? So, it's not technically true that people buy you, even though, yeah, we're all lovable and worthy in all our different energy states, but people buy your energy. They do. They wanna be around those who are magnetic, lit up, I'm gonna say, alive. I'm deliberately looking at this camera over here so if you see me ignoring you, that's what's happening.

Katrina Ruth: They wanna tap into the energy of somebody who feels alive. Am I right? Am I right? I'm right. So, for example, for example, if you go to a party or you go to the gym or you go to any place, I was going to say the airport but you don't tend to see that many charismatic people there, they're probably hiding in the lounge. No, they're not even in the lounge. Somewhere where you go. And there's that one person who's just magnetic in their energy. And maybe they have amazing posture as well because I feel like that's definitely a thing with charismatic people. They just compel you to them. You're drawn into their space. You might be a little bit intimidated, you might feel like, "Who is that person? Can I get close enough?" It's kind of like how close can I go to the sun? I probably shouldn't go too close, it might be scary or it might burn me but at the same time I just can't look away. It's fucking amazing and I'm compelled and I'm drawn in. Yes? Yes.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, we're back over here again. All right, so the point of that is: if you're on the internet, it's a place where you can sell things if you've not heard of it. If you're on the internet and you're like, "Here's my thing, buy my thing. Let me tell you the fabulous [dot 00:08:27] points of my thing and why you should buy my thing." And then maybe you're following the rules as well. You've definitely read the rules, right? You've read the rules? Cool.

Katrina Ruth: So the rules are ... actually, I don't know 'cause I never paid attention. But the rules are something like: follow some dots and join some dots and dots some I's and cross some t's and do it like the other people and be a good little zombiepreneur. Those are the rules and then you think to yourself, "I gotta make sure it looks right, it's gotta be polished, it's gotta be presented, it's gotta be exactly just so."

Katrina Ruth: And if I manage to master this fabulous strategy, people are gonna buy my shit because everybody knows that the way to make millions of dollars is to follow the rules properly and do it right and essentially guide people like they're horses on a equestrian adventure, race track, that's definitely a thing ... a pony club, right? It is a thing. So they're going through the hurdles, like kids at school or horses at pony club. And if you get them to jump over the right hurdles and then go through a hoop and then do a little backward roll and a forward roll and a spin, then they're gonna pay you money and you're gonna make millions of dollars.

Katrina Ruth: That's roughly what people seem to think its about on the internet. Its quite hilarious, actually, when you think about it that people actually believe that that's how you're gonna make money if you do it correctly. No. They're going to buy from you for the same reason that when we go to an event and there's a charismatic, amazing, magnetic as fuck interesting person there, we can't look away and we're drawn in and we're curious and we wanna know about that person, who is that person, how can I get closer to that person or that person's attractive in their energy which makes them obviously attractive in all other ways as well.

Katrina Ruth: My point being, isn't it time to claim your rightful place? Isn't it time to step up and be the version of you who you know you are meant to be being? Isn't it time to drop the Coach cloak? This is not a Coach cloak, this is an Empress cloak. Isn't it time to drop the Coach cloak? The "Let me do it right doing dots and make money on the internet" approach to marketing is not working for you, it's never gonna work for you, it never does work for anyone is the truth of the matter. But somebody's fucking good at selling that dream because everybody's keeps jumping into it or it's clearly just a shit pool situation.

Katrina Ruth: It's a lemming situation. Everyone's like, "Oh, I can see that everybody's on the internet like that. I'm gonna go do it like that." Even though they're all fucking falling off the cliff and dying. So, all of which is to say, Empress is open for registration. We begin very soon. Very, very soon. Places are already selling. I'm about to start bringing my Empress energy to compel and call in your Empress energy.

Katrina Ruth: At the end of the day, the details of this don't matter. You don't need to read the details. You could read the details. I'll give you the details through and I'll attach it to this video or if you're listening to this live, it's in the pinned comment over here. Obviously the details don't matter. You know if my soul is speaking to yours. You know if the thing that is missing as to why you've not been making money online yet is that you haven't been in the energy state. You're trying to sell a product or a fucking opt-in or a landing page or a sales page or some bullshit dream based on nothing and you're not fully giving people your soul.

Katrina Ruth: People will buy from you when they connect with what's going on in here. And when that happens, they won't even care what the details are. They are literally going to pay to be in your presence and that statement, as ridiculous or diva-esque as what it sounds, is the reality of how I make my money, how my clients make their money and how you know you were born to make money. Now, that doesn't mean you're not doing anything. Actually, what you're doing, though, is being you. Why would it be of value for somebody to pay to be in your presence? Because it actually automatically elevates somebody from being in your presence.

Katrina Ruth: And because of the way that you've lived your life to the point where when you open your mouth, that shit impacts people. You can be at the hairdresser, you can be leaving somebody an audio in the car, you can be in the grocery store, you can be coaching a client, whatever's coming out of you is gold. And you're either willing and audacious enough to claim that about who you are as a person or maybe you do gotta go and do the [inaudible 00:12:34] preneur, zombiepreneur, join the dot, internet marketing thing. But you can't have it both ways.

Katrina Ruth: You're either, "This is who I am. I'm a fucking Emperess, I'm a queen." Whatever you wanna say, wear a cape, don't wear a cape, it doesn't matter. But you're either claiming that this is who I am and people wanna be around me for my energy or you should go all in on that plan over there. All in. All in on, "I'll do landing pages and I'll do sales pages and I'll join dots and I'll make a perfect little step-by-step system like a pony club racecourse or hoop course or whatever it is where when people go through it probably they're gonna magically buy my shit because I took them through a process and everyone knows that if you take people through a process that's why they give you money." Good luck with that.

Katrina Ruth: How's it working for you so far? So my point is, Empress is open. As I already said, I could have told you a whole bunch of things about what we cover, about the energy that we create and step into and activate from inside of you. About creating the Empress environment right through every aspect of your business life. About stepping into the next, next, next level version of you, who you know you're meant to be. Where it's already done, that have caused people to frickin' be around you in any way or space or place that they can be just because of who you are, could have given you all those details, I'll give them to you in written format.

Katrina Ruth: But what you really need to do is ask yourself a simple question: Am I here to build a business on the internet by putting one block on top of the other and hoping that it doesn't fucking come crashing down and praying on the fact that even if it doesn't come crashing down that just 'cause I built something, people are gonna pay me? Or am I ready to step into being who I was born to be and to unleash the full magnetic power of that in all its messy, random, chaotic, crazy, hilarious glory.

Katrina Ruth: And if it's the latter and if you're ready to throw off all of the chains that have bound you and kept you distracted by the idea that your success is based on doing shit right on Facebook, message me at my Katrina Ruth business or personal inbox here on Facebook or wherever you find it, and I'll get you all the details. We're beginning in just over a week, your soul already knows if this is for you. Four weeks, one on one with me, unlimited access, over $6,000 worth of bonuses, whole bunch of other shit, I'll give you the details, message me now. Have an amazing rest of the day and do not forget life is now, press play.

Katrina Ruth: All right, alter ego Boss Bitch. She still didn't tell us her age though but she said her alter ego is Boss Bitch. Okay, that was a sales video being made. Mixing it up. Mixing it up. Do I have anything else to say? I never said that last night, Jacqueline, that was totally Philippa who was making those rude comments yesterday. Now, I've just made a sales video, obviously as you can see, so you just watched it, though, so you don't hae to wait for the sales video to come out.

Katrina Ruth: But the main thing is, isn't my hair amazing? I mean that's really the main issue at hand here. New boobs, new hair, new Mercedes convertible, new house as well. It's all happening. But meanwhile, I'm gonna wait for the current house 'cause I'm gonna go to America on Tuesday. 25 but taken. Well, then, that was a fun conversation. We're gonna go. We have many things to film and to do. Do message me about Empress if it's speaking to you. I'm starting to really ramp it up because I deliberately didn't say the date there on that video because maybe I would reuse that video next time if I run it again.

Katrina Ruth: However, somebody asked me this morning, am I running Empress again and that they're thinking about for the next round or something. I'm gonna tell you straight up, please don't message me that shit because I live in the now. Right? I might be conscious of stuff like that from time to time if I'm making a video mainly 'cause I'm too fucking lazy to create content again if I already did it once. And it's a nice habit there but I don't make plans to run shit again. I don't have any fucking clue what I'm gonna be doing tomorrow, let alone in summer or whenever the next season is.

Katrina Ruth: I don't believe that business should be built on a marketing calendar or an editing calendar or rolling things out or knowing things in advance. And I also think that, for you, if something is speaking to you in your life, whether it's Empress, working with me one on one, and the details are here in the pinned comment on this livestream or whether its anything. Right? Like anything that's going on in your life. Maybe you wanna ask that person out or maybe you wanna go and try a different style of workout or maybe you wanna move to a different place or maybe you can't fucking decide whether you wanna go to the movies tonight or not. Whatever it is, why not get into the habit of saying yes to your soul right away? Huh?

Katrina Ruth: Are you feeling this? I feel like I'm gonna get my preacher mode on. Let's film this and we can incorporate it into that beach video that we're gonna do down there. You gotta leverage your content all the time. Ideally, you want somebody that follows you with a camera all the time, except when I experimented with that idea I just got really shitty about the idea of having somebody with me all the time so it didn't really work but once a week, it's good.

Katrina Ruth: So whatever it is that your soul is desiring, whatever it is that you're thinking about or you're like, "Maybe I'm gonna do this one day, maybe I'm gonna work with that amazing mentor one day or maybe I'm gonna get that dream car or that dream house or ask that person on a date or fucking go and learn how to dance or," I'm gonna do gymnastics, whatever it is. Why not get into the habit of saying yes to your soul right away? When you say yes to your soul, life says yes to you. That is the reality, right?

Katrina Ruth: And every time you hesitate, every time something comes through you and then you think to yourself, "This is for me, I know that I'm meant to have this or I know that this is part of what I'm meant to do, I know I'm meant to do this [card 00:18:03], I know I'm meant to step into that or claim it, it's mine, it's done, I'm manifesting it," and then you don't take action, you have seriously misunderstood the game of manifestation and probably of life.

Katrina Ruth: How it works is you say yes to your soul and you take immediate action. Or just fucking don't talk about it and find the shit that you wanna take action on right now. All right. [inaudible 00:18:28], we'll do something on the beach and incorporate it into it. I'm gonna get off this livestream. I can feel that the power is coming through me and I could totally livestream for another hour right now. But I won't 'cause we're gonna go film some stuff like I said. But my point is, don't message me about Empress and be like, "I'm waiting to see, I wanna know how much it is so that I can prepare for the next round," or some shit like that. Just say yes to what you wanna say yes to right now.

Katrina Ruth: How do I even know if there is a next round? Like I said, I don't even know what I'll be marketing tomorrow. Well, tomorrow, I'll probably still be Empress [inaudible 00:18:59] but next week, I'm not planning that shit in advance and it's a big part of what I'm teaching in Empress as well is for you to just let what's coming up come up and have the fucking trust and faith that that will work. Faith is a motherfucking choice, by the way.

Katrina Ruth: And true faith, true faith, oh my God, I'm getting the gold coming through now, true faith, as I was saying to a client this morning is if you fully trusted someone, like let's say maybe it's your partner or maybe a mentor or maybe a close friend or whoever it is. But if there's someone in your life and you fully trust and believe that that person has your back and then you also fully trust and believe that they know what the fuck they're on about, well, then, when they say something or suggest something, you just be like, "Okay," because you have that level of trust. And what if you had that level of trust in your own soul? That's something to think about.

Katrina Ruth: Then you wouldn't need to waste all this bullshit time dealing and [inaudible 00:19:56] and weighing up the pros and cons and asking 25,000 people for their fucking opinion. And you could get into the habit of just taking immediate action fast which is a critical part of success. If you can't take immediate action fast, you're gonna find it a very difficult thing altogether to make money on the internet or to really achieve anything of any note or credibility in your life. And when I say credibility, by the way, I mean according to your own values and standards.

Katrina Ruth: So, Empress, claim your rightful place now. Read about it in the pinned comment. If you're solely saying yes, message me, I'll get you a right old written overview, it's like an overview, it's like a description, it says things, there might even be some bullet points in there, I'm not sure. Tell you about the entire bonus programme you get which is an entire previously private client only, still private client only but it was sold for $6,000, you get that whole programme as well. You get unlimited access to me, we do start on Monday 25th, places are strictly limited and it is currently selling.

Katrina Ruth: Message me right here on my personal page for that. Have an amazing epic day. Why don't you go and unleash something on the fucking internet? Get your head out of your stupid funnels and your opt-in pages and you're worrying about what every other motherfucker is up to and go say something. That's how you're gonna build [inaudible 00:21:10], don't forget, life is now, press play.

Direct download: At_a_certain_point_in_business2C_your_primary_problem_is_gonna_be_which_way_should_I_wear_my_cape.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:01am AEST

Wed, 20 June 2018

Fully spent IS fully fulfilled. Don't die well rested when you can die well lived.

Katrina Ruth: Well, good evening, hello? Welcome to the show. This is the Katrina Ruth Show, I am the Katrina Ruth Show. This is it, it’s happening. It’s going to happen. I don’t know what’s going to happen, anything, everything, nothing? Nothing and everything simultaneously is typically how it goes down. Where are my people at? Hello Donna? First person I’m seeing here today. Who is going to join me live, who’s going to join me for the replay? I may never know if you’re here for the replay. Or, I might know because I might come along and do the thing where I read the comments, and do the thing.

Katrina Ruth: Do you do the same where you read your comments afterwards? Do you do the thing ... you can admit it, do you do the thing that I do where you watch your own livestream replays? I watch my livestream replays, and I giggle. A lot of the time, I’m like, “God damn it, that’s gold.” Or sometimes I’m like, “That’s embarrassing. That’s a little bit awkward. It’s a little bit ... wish I didn’t have to see that, but too late. It’s already up there on the internet, better keep it there.” I do indeed watch my own livestream replays, or I listen to them while I’m driving. Then, often I’m like, “Oh my God, that’s so good, I should write that shit down.”

Katrina Ruth: I’m not overly talking myself up in saying that, it’s more so to do with the fact that I just channel, or I allow it to come through from my higher self, and ... let me just share this over to my group. Typically, I have no fucking clue what the hell I said basically. I don’t know what happened, I don’t remember. I remember whether I thought that it was good or not, that’s for sure. Anyway, hello, hello, hello, welcome to my bedroom here. I’m in bed, surrounded by black, silky cushions, and pink hair, how it should be. I had a little bit of trouble dealing with understanding how to do this whole thing of being online, live when you’re really tired, and you feel like you looked all washed out.

Katrina Ruth: I was adjusting my lighting a lot, and then, I don’t know, with the pink hair. Thank you, thank you for the compliments. I do like the way that it looks right now on my screen, but to be perfectly honest with you, I’ve been walking around all day feeling that it looks pretty skunky, and trashy. That I look like a little bit of a Bogan, which is to say a Redneck, or Chav, depending on where you are in the world. That’s how I’ve been feeling about it because it’s been kind of like, I don’t know, just crunched up, and then you’ve got all the tattoos going on. There’s a lot more than what you can see, they’re all over me. Then you’ve got pale, pasty skin. I know it doesn’t look like it, because it’s night time now. Then I don’t know, and then ... yeah, it just has felt like too much too muchness.

Katrina Ruth: So, I don’t know if I made a mistake with the pink hair or not, but it doesn’t fucking matter because it washes out in two weeks, whenever it freaking washes out, or not because they gave me a takeaway bottle of pink conditioner to take with me when I go to the US on Tuesday. So, then I just [inaudible 00:03:53] this pink hair. I got into so much trouble for my eight year old daughter for turning up with pink hair without warning her. It was like, “Not fair, I want pink hair.” I’m like, “Well then do it, man, who’s stopping you?” I want to talk about being fully spent. I want to talk about spending what’s inside of you. Expending your energy. Using it all up. Being spent. Being burnt out, but not in the way that people think.

Katrina Ruth: Being burned to the ground, so that you’ll lit up as fuck, and rising like a phoenix through the ashes of your life. I’m going to talk about that. I’m going to give you a pinned comment now about Empress. Empress is officially underway, properly selling now. Now that I’ve pulled my finger out, and put some energy behind it. There’s still eight days before we actually begin. Typically, what happens with this shit is that most people like to wait as long as possible in their lives before they press fucking play, which is something to say about something in terms of why most people don’t have the results that they want. So, usually what happens is three or four people sign up right away, which is what’s happened already. Shout out!

Katrina Ruth: There’s 20 places in total. It is one on one with me, four weeks. We are starting Monday, June 25th, US time. I’ve just put a pinned comment in all about it. You’ve got to PM me for the details about this. So, generally, when you release a high ticket thing, or really anything to be honest. It could be freaking $20, if you put it the same thing. 10% of people, or less. In this case, we’re going to say it’s a little bit more than 10% actually. So, let’s say 10% to 20%, maximum 20% of people sign up straight away. Boom! Then there’ll be 10% to 20% of people who sign up in the interim period, in the middle when there’s no real pressure or urgency. The only way these results are skewed if you’re launching something is if you offer some massive fast action, take a bonus for being one of the first five, or three, or 50, or whatever your thing is, right? Then that will incentivize people to be fast about it, which says a lot for human psychology.

Katrina Ruth: But typically, if you don’t do that, and you’ve just got a deadline, like the deadline is 20 places, but it’s also a start date, or the deadline is typically a start date, or maybe the deadline is a early bird price ending, or something like that. Then what you can expect in your launches, or in your promotions, whether it’s high ticket, low ticket, anything in between is that 10% to 20% of people are going to sign up straight away because, I’m going to say it, they’re like me, [inaudible 00:06:26] inner circle private clients. Inner circle are the ones who are fully like me. Up until then, [inaudible 00:06:37] of a degree, it’s a reality, right?

Katrina Ruth: So, those people are like, “Yes, boom, done.” Obviously, anyone who didn’t fucking see it, I’m not counting in these statistics, maybe they just didn’t see the damn thing, but I’m talking about people who saw it, and are thinking like, “Wheels are turning. Should I, shouldn’t I? Am I ready? Do I dare? Am I brave enough? Are the stars fucking aligned? Is my hair the right colour? Is it the right phase of the moon? Do I have in Kat? Do I have faith in myself? Do I have faith that I can press fucking play in my life? Maybe I’ll just think about it because probably I’ll get to the end of my life, and then I’ll be super, fucking happy that I waited as long as possible to press play on the things that are inside me.” That’s what people are doing.

Katrina Ruth: It’s a dilemma. So, then you get the next 10% to 20% that’s signed up though in the middle period. I don’t really have anything to say about their psychology, they just do. Then the rest of them, actually up to 80% of people will sign up in the final 48 hours, but even in the final 12 to 24 hours is pretty typical. So, I don’t know how I got into that, but Empress starts on June 25th, and what I’m expecting is that a couple of more fast action takers will get on board over the next day or two because I’m starting to really go all in talking about it, and bringing my empress energy to explain how powerful and transformation this four week one on one with me is.

Katrina Ruth: Then most people are probably going to sign up in the final few days, and nearly fucking miss out on next weekend, or they will miss out because it is a capped amount of places, and that’s just what would happen, that’s what does always happen with all my one on ones. So, it will happen, it will sell out, and then it will be done. That’s all fine, right? Because you could wait until the final minute to press play. You could accidentally die in between, it’s like waiting your whole life to live your fucking purpose or destiny, and thinking that you still have time. That’s a great philosophy, maybe you do, maybe you’re going to die though, or maybe you just don’t get to live your freaking life doing the shit that you’re meant to do in your life. That’s another consideration, which nobody, or few people seem to actually think about. It speaks to the topic of this title of this livestream, which I’m going to get into, or I am getting into in a different way than what I thought. Standard.

Katrina Ruth: But apart from that, well, in this particular example, the sooner you sign up, the better, because you get the $6000 bonus straight away when you sign up. You start to get that straight away. Then this pre-work that comes out, and then you get connection to me on my one on one private client channel as well. But nonetheless, most people will wait, and it is what it is, and that’s all it is. I don’t even say any of that to try and trigger anyone into taking faster action than what they otherwise would. Take the damn action that you’re meant to take in your life. Be the person who you are, but who are you really, and are you being that person? That’s all that matters.

Katrina Ruth: Here’s one thing for sure though, there is a correlation between those who leap without trying to figure out whether they’re fucking ready, or whether it’s time, or whether they’re worthy enough, or good enough for blah, blah, blah. [inaudible 00:09:34], or I don’t just mean obviously something like where can we meet, but that’s true for sure. There’s the correlation between how fast you say yes to your soul, and how much, as well as how fast life says yes to you. Give me a love heart shower if you know that I’m right. When I say yes to my soul, life says yes to me. When I say yes without hesitation to my soul, life says yes to me without hesitation. It’s simple fucking quantum physics, or normal physics, or it’s just mathematics 101. It’s like math [inaudible 00:10:07] or some shit like that. It’s simple arithmetic. It’s very easy, I don’t understand why more people don’t get this.

Katrina Ruth: So, I was thinking about this a little bit ... thank you for the love hearts, I always appreciate them greatly. I was thinking about this a little bit. Tell me a comment, tell me what you think. I was just in the shower, I’m wearing my pyjamas now, and I was like, “I’m so tired!” I was out last night, I had a big night out, and not enough asleep. Saturday night, Saturday night ... I don’t think that’s the right song. Anyway, I was like, “Should I have a little nap before dinner?” Is what I was thinking. I could just have some rest time. I’d already done something that I didn’t particularly feel like I desired to do, which was go to the gym an hour ago, and just sweat it out. It was one of those days where you’ve just got to put on, “This is Britney.”

Katrina Ruth: So, I listened to some Britney. We could listen to some Britney now. I feel like this livestream is super quiet. What’s the Britney song with the music? Music ... you can’t type in Britney music song. Man Behind the Music, is that a song? Am I making shit up? I want to put some Britney on. I so didn’t feel like going to the gym at all. I was so tired. I already had a big day ... okay, I can’t find the song I’m looking for. Britney ... let’s do Circus, that’s a great song, great lyrics. I had a big day, I did some cool stuff with my kidlets. I was an engaged and present momma, I was happy with myself about that. I played soccer on the beach. I don’t even know how to play fucking soccer, but I figured it out. I was a legend, soccer ninja. (Singing).

Katrina Ruth: This is not Britney, I don’t know what’s happening. YouTube is doing whatever the fuck it ... it’s Jennifer Lopez featuring DJ Khaled, and Cardi B. That’s finishing. We’ll have a bit of Britney to bring the vibes because I feel that I need the vibes. You’re either a performer ... there’s only two types of people in this world, those who belong to the stage, and those not. It’s roughly what she says. So, I was listening to this, she’s putting some Bulgari jewellery on. Ready for it? (Singing). All right, now I feel more [inaudible 00:13:26]. I love that song, I’m like, “There’s only two types of people in the world.” Okay, I know I can’t sing very well, whatever. My daughter can sing amazingly well, but I have fun with it.

Katrina Ruth: So, anyway, it’s why I’m here, right? I’m getting my vibe on, I’m getting my super flow on now, thank you Britney. I went to the gym, blah, blah, blah. It’s a whole story, it’s very boring. I was too tired to go to the gym, I wanted to have a freaking nap. Oh my Gosh, Charmaine is like, “Your singing is awful.” I can’t believe you just said that. You should be sending me a love heart shower for singing even when I’m not a singer. How rude! I feel like other people better send me a love heart shower now to make me feel better. My feelings are hurt, and it’s true as well by the way. Everybody thinks I have some kind of superhuman confidence, that’s not a real thing actually. It’s a show, it’s part of the freaking show, it’s part of stepping in. It’s part of pressing fucking play. It’s part of being who you’re meant to be in the world.

Katrina Ruth: You get the fuck over yourself, and you get on with it, and you be real and raw. Imagine if somebody said to somebody who was on camera, “Kat, you’re amazing, but actually, you look like shit. You’re quite unattractive, so you probably shouldn’t be on camera.” That’s roughly the same thing that just happened just then, except in a slightly more politically correct way. But when is it okay to tell somebody that they’re terrible at something? It’s okay to tell somebody that they’re terrible at singing? Would you tell somebody, “Actually, you look too fat to be on camera.” Or, “Actually, you’re hair looks horrible.” Or, “Actually, you have bad skin.” Imagine if people didn’t show the fuck up, and press play for what they’re meant to be doing in the world because people were saying shit like that to them? Huh? Now I’m on a fucking rant. Actually, I’m getting angry because actually I do have feelings, and that shit does hurt my feelings.

Katrina Ruth: I will show up anyway, and do what I’m going to do. I’ll own it, and I know freaking Lilly’s on here, who’s an amazing singer, and I still sing anyway. I’m aware of my singing. I put myself out there in order to demonstrate to people that you can be real, and raw, and just be who you are, and that you still have permission to show up. Just because I’m at a certain level with a certain type of following does not mean I somehow evolved beyond the emotion of feeling hurt or rejected. That shit is exactly the shit that can cause somebody who’s not me to completely go away, and leave the internet, and leave their calling, which, of course, is up to them, right?

Katrina Ruth: They get to take responsibility. I’m taking responsibility, I will continue on with the show anyhow. Of course, that person could too. So, it’s always still up to the person. However, I do think that we have a responsibility to each other as women, as people, as entrepreneurs, to think about what we’re saying, and how the most innocuous of comments can literally shut somebody’s light down for life. At the end of the day, everybody is still that little girl or little boy looking for approval, looking to be validated. Imagine my daughter came on here singing, and someone said, “That’s awful.” Actually, she’s an amazing singer, she’s getting lessons now.

Katrina Ruth: But imagine that, who would do that to a child? Nobody would do that. God, I hope not. But yet, is it okay to do it to an adult? Is it okay to do it because this one’s a badass, and this one acts like a badass online, so therefore she’s fine with it, she’s cool with it? What’s next, we’re going to tell me that I’m having a bloated day when I get my period next week? All right, okay. Anyway, what was I up to before? I’m still sending you love though, Charmaine, and I appreciate that it didn’t come from a place of bad intention. I do know that, okay? However, I think that this stuff is really important, and I think that it’s stuff that we’ve got to consider, and think about. It’s such a big deal for people to put themselves out there online. I’m one of the few people who’s doing it consistently, and my clients do it pretty consistently as well.

Katrina Ruth: Doesn’t mean that people don’t get hurt, no matter what level they’re playing at for sure, right? But let’s think about ... imagine somebody else is on here who’s not me, let’s make it not about me for once. Imagine somebody else is here who’s not me, who was thinking that they might feel like it’s fine or funny to sing, and carry on in a livestream, and just be a bit of a clown, and be a bit of an idiot like you would be with your friends. When you’re with your closest friends, or your family members, or the people who you love, and who you trust yourself with the most, then you know that you can be an idiot, and you can clown around, and you can maybe do something that’s not your particular genius sign, and that it doesn’t matter because you’re loved and accepted, right?

Katrina Ruth: So, that’s the idea of how we want to show up online. So, imagine somebody is watching here who’s seen the way that I clown around, they’re like, “Yeah, I want to step into that even though I feel super self-conscious, and it feels embarrassing, but I’m going to do it.” Then they see a comment like that, and then the fears that rise up instantly, even when it’s not about [inaudible 00:18:35], “People are going to say that stuff about me, or such and such person is going to say it.” Everybody is already fucking thinking that already without seeing evidence of it going on, on the internet. It’s full on. It is full on. Okay. So, before that little segment happened, which is 100% being [cliptioned 00:18:55] out of this livestream by the way, and will be posted everywhere.

Katrina Ruth: When I say cliptioned, it’s a new word that I made up that is a cross between when you clip a piece out of the video that you like that’s a good, little excerpt piece to put up by itself. You clip it out, and then you get the captions put on it. For some reason, it just keeps coming out of my mouth where I say called cliptioned. Is that one of the hardest things to move past in life, when somebody says something about you that you already fear and think about yourself?

Katrina Ruth: It would be like if somebody called me trashy when I was already thinking that I feel trashy because my hair makes me feel like am I trashy, or is it glamorous? Anyway, I can go either way on that. So, yeah, I can cliption that bit out, and post it for sure. My team will be on that tomorrow. Before that, I was talking ... with rather less interest than this whole conversation about the fact that I went to the fucking gym. Okay, let’s try and get back to that. The point of that was, I was really freaking tired. I had a nicely blah, blah, blah, we already spoke about that. I had a great day with the kids, then I’ll say, but I desire, my soul desire as it was telling, or calling me to go get my sweat on because I always feel good when I do my integral training, and get my sweat on. So, it did. Then as I was there, I was listening to Britney, I was getting my vibe on.

Katrina Ruth: It took me probably like 22 minutes to get into that zone though. I just felt tired, and my eyes felt that grainy seediness. But probably around the 22 minute mark, the super flow switch flicked, much like it has now in this livestream. I was just reminded of all the years in the gym specifically, back in my extreme fitness days, but fitness has been a huge part of my life for 20 years now. So, all the workouts that I must have done, and that I know I did do where I felt way too tired, where I felt like there’s not fucking way I can do this, but yet I decided to do it. Not because I wanted to push my body beyond a certain point that safe or something like that, but because it would have been something like how I was training 20 clients a day back in the day, and you’d have these 45 minute gap, or one hour gap if you were lucky.

Katrina Ruth: It’s like I’m rectum exhausted, so what am I going to do? I’m going to sit down, and [inaudible 00:21:00] caffeine sometimes, or try and have a nap in the personal trainer staff room sometimes, or am I going to get my work out on even though I feel exhausted because that’s going to elevate me. That’s going to get me back from my zone, and also because it’s a step in the direction of what I’m trying to achieve and create, the results that I want, right? It’s me pressing play, and it’s showing up whether or not I feel like it, but it’s also being outcome focused, because I can think of literally ... it’s a blur, I’m sure there’s thousands of workouts I’ve done over the past years where I felt too exhausted to do that workout. There’s probably only like two or three over a 10 to 20 year period, 20 year period since I’ve been training, over 20 years now, where I would have then felt like I shouldn’t have done the workout afterwards.

Katrina Ruth: Like I really, legitimately was too exhausted, and now I feel all fucked up. That’s happened less times than a handful of times. All the times without exception, I’ve been proud of myself, and grateful that I did that, and my energy has been elevated, and I’ve gone into flow zone as a result of that. So, it’s actually impacted the rest of my day. So, when it was back where I was a personal trainer, and I was really busy, and really relentless hours, and I was an insomniac as well. I would sleep every single night, two to three hours, and sometimes zero hours at all. That went on for a three to four year period after my first marriage ended when I was 26. It was ... I don’t even know, honestly, I don’t even know how I stayed alive in that period. It was so fucking extreme.

Katrina Ruth: But doing those workouts when I didn’t feel like it, where I would spend all my energy, and you just feel spent was that feeling of being spent, and you stop, and not burnt out in the way most people understand that, but in a way where like, “Well, now I feel fulfilled, I feel satisfied, I feel good about myself. I’m elevated, I created energy by expending energy. So, that empowered me to get on with my day, and to do my shit.” That was just like the immediate impact or flow and effect of doing the damn thing. But if you think about it in a bigger picture sense, I wouldn’t have the body that I have, and the fitness that I have, and the metabolism, and the ability to know how to take care of this thing without having done that all those years. I just wouldn’t have the physical results, never mind the emotional results.

Katrina Ruth: It’s exactly the same with business. So, I came out of my little sweat session just now, just another workout on top of thousands of workouts over the years where I didn’t feel like doing it, where what I felt like doing was kicking back, and probably would have just laid around, and scrolled on freaking Facebook, or maybe read something more uplifting than that although actually, my Facebook feed is largely very uplifting. It’s very curated, and whatever. That would have been fine, but would I feel in flow now? Would I feel like that sense of I created something, I stepped into something, I showed up for the areas of my life that I value. I gave myself back energy. Would I be here now? No. I’d probably be having a nap.

Katrina Ruth: Again, nothing wrong with doing that, you can do that. But we didn’t come here so that we can pass the time, and then die well rested. We came here to die well lived, didn’t we? It’s about being outcome focused, and it’s about looking at, “Well, how do I want to feel at the end of that 30 minutes?” Fuck, 30 minutes, that’s all I did, 30 minutes in the gym. I even have a gym in the building, I didn’t even have to go anywhere. I went downstairs, but you could do it in your own lounge room, or you could go somewhere, or whatever, right? So, do I want to be like, “Well, I’m too tired for that. I’m exhausted, so I’m going to rest, or do I want to spend an element of my life in order to create my damn life?” So, from then, then I jumped in the shower just before this, and I was like, “Okay. I did my workout thing.”

Katrina Ruth: I didn’t really feel like getting all dressed up for a livestream, or something like that, and I’m going to do dinner soon, and that sort of thing for the kids. Again, it was just that little moment in my head where I’m like, “Well, of course I don’t have to do a livestream.” There’s many times where I’m not going to jump on and do a live. There’s many times where I’m really tired, and I do rest, meditate, nap, lie around, etcetera. But when I look back, my business has been built in exactly the same manner as how I just spoke about my fitness being built. Literally hundreds of occasions, too many to ever possibly know, or remember, or count where I was too tired, or the day was hectic, or manic, or I didn’t have enough time, or I didn’t like the way I looked, or whatever it was.

Katrina Ruth: Or I didn’t feel like I had anything to say like, “It’s that really a good topic? I’m I going to come on here and talk about being spent, and how that fulfils you? What if I don’t flip into flow? What if I don’t think of anything to say? What if I feel ... what if somebody fucking tells me I’m awful at singing?” I didn’t think of that, that just happened out of thin air. Never predicted that one actually. Am I going to let all that shit to get to me, and not show up, and not be here, and not turn on the camera, or am I going to press fucking play because it’s what I teach and preach? Sure, cool. Good to be an example, but also because it’s how I live my damn life, and how everything here is being created.

Katrina Ruth: Every single thing that is being created in my business is a result of my content. My blogging, my livestreams, my videos, any other form of content. A high percentage of that, a far higher percentage than what anybody would ever probably even believe has been me doing the damn thing when I didn’t feel like it. Trusting in the flow. What is it? It’s the trusting part, right? Exactly. It is such a trusting, because it’s that hesitation where you’re like, “Do I really feel like it, or am I good enough, or am I ready, or do I know how, or blah.” Whatever it is that’s going through your head. It’s like, “I could easily lean out of this, or I could easily lean into it.” It feels so hard in the moment a lot of the time, to lean into it.

Katrina Ruth: It feels so difficult to lean into it. It feels like resistance is just this huge mammoth thing that is going to eat you alive, and it feels too much to bear. It feels like it’s easier, or maybe even better, you somehow convince yourself that it’s better to, “Well, I should rest, or I should take it easy, or I should wait for inspiration.” I have this great quote that I love, which Steven Pressfield published in one of his books. It wasn’t his quote, it was a quote from his friend. His friend in the book said something like, “Yes, I absolutely believe that writers, artists, etcetera, should wait for inspiration in order to do their soul work.” I’m paraphrasing. But luckily for me, inspiration strikes every morning at 9:00 AM when I sit my ass in the chair. I was just like, “That’s so good. I agree, you should wait for inspiration. Wait for the muse to strike, wait for the certainty to come through, wait until you’re already feeling the flow.”

Katrina Ruth: I just got activated into fucking beyond super flow by being insulted on my own livestream. But I would have probably done it anyway, I usually do with or without anybody else contributing, and firing me up. But imagine I waited until I was in super flow each time, and feeling like this, and feeling like I’m in my zone. Imagine I waited until I felt that way to write a blog, or to do a livestream, or to create content, or to make paid programmes, and sell them on the internet? Would I be here right now? Would I have a multi seven figure online business? Would you be here with me, would you even know who I was? Would I be impacting in the way that I’m meant to be impacting? We all know the answer is no. We all know this.

Katrina Ruth: If you actually think, or believe that I walk around all day in a super flow state with content pouring out of me, feeling confident and ready to go? Well, maybe I do on occasion, but I mean really, just think about it, just logically think about it. I’m a human, I’m a single mom, I have craziness going on with my kids. I have ups and downs in my emotions, and in different areas of my life. Of course I don’t walk away always in super flow, and super flow largely comes from doing my purpose work. Most of the time when I get into a high vibe, super flow state, it’s as a product of doing this work. It’s not so that I can then do the work, it doesn’t work that way. So, what that means is, I’ve had to be willing to consistently put myself out there, and press go live.

Katrina Ruth: When I did press go live, if you would see me here behind the scenes setting up, I’m in my bed, I’ve got a tripod with the selfie light on it, it’s a cool setup actually. I’ve got my tripod balancing on a bunch of Frank Kern books, it’s my standard bedroom setup. It’s dark, I’m tired, and if you would see me before I went live, I quickly put on some makeup in my bathroom just there, so I didn’t look completely washed out, and I made sure I got a bra on, but that was [inaudible 00:30:05] my prep.

Katrina Ruth: But then I was kind of like, “Okay, yeah, I can do this thing.” My energy was not bad or anything like that, but it wasn’t like this. It was me deciding to press fucking play. So, if you would see me in that three seconds where you hit the little blue button, and then it goes three, two, one, and you’re live, that’s like that three seconds where I’m like, whatever energy I’m in, typically something pretty non-vibrant. Even if I’m not tired, it’s not like I’m walking around all day in my own house by myself like ... like that. Usually not, unless I’m on the phone to a client. Then I see that it’s about to go live, and sometimes I don’t quite catch it. Sometimes I’m still looking down like this, and then it’s already live, but usually I notice it, I’m pretty on point. I’m like a fucking Jack in the box. So, I’ll be here, I’m looking at my thing down here.

Katrina Ruth: I’m getting my little comment to talk about Empress, and then I’m like, “Hey.” It’s a choice, right? It’s not fake it until you make it either, it’s activate what’s already inside of you. Activate the leader energy, activate the performer, activate the fucking empress. Step into who you know you’re meant to be. Make a decision to press play. Make a decision to spend your life spending your life. I thought about, “Okay, it’s only 6:00 PM, what am I going to do, am I going to be like, I’m too tired to press play for the rest of my day, so I’m just going to make dinner, or have dinner, and then what? Okay, spend the evening doing, I don’t know. I’ll probably play some board game with the kids or something like that.” But just get through the evening, so that I can get to sleep, so that then I can feel like, “Tomorrow maybe is the day. Maybe tomorrow is the day where I’m already super flow when I wake up.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe tomorrow is the day I have all the best ideas in the world. Maybe tomorrow is the day that the power comes through me.” Oh my God, now you’re taking credit for my energy as well? This is next level. Oh my God. I don’t even know how to even ... because, no, I never go to super flow normally. I need a wine, why do I have not have a wine at this point in time? Why am I drinking amino acids in bed at 6:00 PM at night when this shit’s going down? So, anyway, actually, you don’t need to be insulted on your own lives in order to go to super flow, just in case anyone accidentally gets that idea. How super flow comes about is from pressing fucking play on what you’re meant to be doing, which means you press go live, three, two, one, and here. You just show up, and you let it be clunky, and rambly, and whatever it is to begin with.

Katrina Ruth: Just like the vast majority of my reading posts as well. I start writing, and I’m like, “I guess this is okay.” Then my mind is like, “Maybe just quickly check Facebook.” No, fucking focus. Stay in [inaudible 00:32:58], stay in the power zone, keep writing. Trust in the process. Trust that the flow will come. When you show up for it, it will show up for you. Your life’s not going to show up for you without you showing up for it. It doesn’t work that way. But for whatever reason, 80% of people plus, of course it’s more than 80%, 99.99% of people seem to think that’s how it works. Even in this community of people who do self-identify as the 1% within the 1%, around 80% of them are still doing that same damn thing. “Well, I didn’t feel like ... no, but I only had two hour sleep last night.” So what? You want this or you don’t. Are you dead yet? Then fucking get up and keep going.

Katrina Ruth: Because I could tell you how whole heartedly that this whole business, this whole my Empress empire, my ability to impact through my message, which in turn, I know helps others to impact with theirs as well, and maybe even you, none of us would be here had I have chosen to live my life that way. Sometimes it does feel like this blow where I look back, and I’m like, “Gosh, all the years, and all the workouts, and all the blog posts, and all the whatever other things in my life where I didn’t feel like it.” Then I thought about, “But yeah, how do I want to feel an hour from now, or two hours from now, or when I go to bed at night?” I was in the shower after my workout, and I was already like, “Okay, I did that, I’m good.” Then I was thinking about, “How do I want to feel when I go to bed at night?”

Katrina Ruth: I just had the little wording come through my head, “I want to feel spent.” I want to feel that I lived my damn day. I want to feel that I’ve expended what needed to come out of me because that’s actually what gives me that incredible satiation of life, and even sleep. Even sleep is something where, I don’t know about you, but for me, I sleep a hell of a lot better when I’ve done what I’m meant to do that day. Like for me, it’s not enough to go, “Okay, well, I’m tired physically because I slept two hours last night, so therefore I’m sure going to have a great night’s sleep tonight. So, therefore, I’m just going to lie around all day, or somehow manage to just get through the day in a surface way until it’s time to be able to go to bed.” No, I’ll sleep like a fucking baby, I’ll be in deep waves.

Katrina Ruth: That was meant to represent sleep waves, I was trying to think about which ones are the best ones, and I don’t remember. I’ll be in the deep, best sleep waves, having the most amazing sleep ever tonight because I showed up for my purpose work, because I showed up for what came through my soul, because I value the things that I value. Because when I was tired in the morning, and I could have stayed in bed longer, I got up anyway, and I went to the park with my kids, and then I was tired, and so I wanted to sit at the playground bench, and they can amuse themselves. But I got up off the bench, and I played chasing, and I played hide and seek, and I played soccer on the sand. Then I was still tired, but I went to lunch, and had an amazing lunch experience.

Katrina Ruth: Then I was tired, but I took my daughter out on a date, and we got our nails done, and we did silly, funny things in the supermarket. We just had fun in the supermarket, and did some little Insta stories about it. Then I was still tired, but I went to the gym, and then I was still tired, and now I’m here. I’m not trying to make a point of like, “Go cart,” but honestly, this is what my life, this is what my success is made up of. All the times when I just, “Am I going to make this decision, or this decision?” There’s for sure been times when I’m like, “I don’t feel like it, so I’m not going to press fucking play. I’m sure going to look back at the end of the day and be so fucking happy that I didn’t press play.” There’s been times when that happens, of course.

Katrina Ruth: But the more that time passes, and the more that I grow a little older, and the more that I also look back, and look at where the results that I do have in my business and life have come from, the more I just feel like I can’t afford to fuck around. Why would I want to fuck around, why would I want today to be a day where I tell my kids I’m too tired to play with them, where I tell myself that I’m too tired to show up for my business, where I don’t move my body, and take care of it, where I don’t act from the outcome?

Katrina Ruth: It’s just better when you act from the outcome, it’s so much easier actually. So, when you’re in that resistance, the resistance feels so big, it feels like it’s the hardest fucking thing in the world to press go live on a livestream. To me, it felt like the hardest fucking thing in the world to take one and a half minutes to put just a little bit of highlighter and mascara on, and to set up my lighting. It felt so difficult, it was literally like a couple of minutes total to set this all up. Resistance is such a liar. It tells you that you can’t. It tells you that it’s too hard. It tells you that you don’t have the capabilities. It tells you that people are going to not like you, or reject you, or that they’re not going to accept you. It tells you it’s not worth it. It tells you you’re not worth it. It tells you you’re not going to get there anyway. It tells you what’s the point? It tells you there’s probably some fancy strategy that you’ve got to go and first.

Katrina Ruth: It tells you all that bullshit when actually the moment that you take the first step, in fact, the moment you make the decision, yes, in the shower. Yes, you know what, I am going to go live, decision made. Before you even take that two, or three minutes to get ready, isn’t it true that you just feel that weight is lifted. You actually elevated your energy immediately in that moment just from deciding, right? The moment that you make that decision, “You know what, I will put on my gym [gear 00:38:20], I will go to gym.” You instantly feel better. Then you get started, and you’re like, “Oh my God, fuck this shit, this feels really hard. It doesn’t feel good.” I’m like, “My eyes hurt, I’m tired.” And you keep going, and you keep going. You just allow yourself to be in that moment, and not try and exist outside of that moment like, “I’m not trying to be a freaking hero.”

Katrina Ruth: I’m like, “I’m just going to be here, and I’m going to freaking get through this because I’ve decided to do it, and it’s what I feel to do.” Then at some point, the magic kicks in. The magic kicked in for me today in my workout, and the magic has kicked in for me today in this livestream. The magic kicked in for me this morning when I wrote my blog, and I kept [inaudible 00:38:54] for about the first 20 minutes as well. It took like 20 minutes to write the first two paragraphs, and then 20 minutes to write the whole rest of it. Sometimes, the magic doesn’t come at all though. You’ve got to be okay with that. But today, the magic kicked in, in all those incidences, and then you just think to yourself, “Holy shit, imagine I didn’t do that though? Imagine I bought into the fucking lies of resistance, and the bullshit of the not real me because my higher self knows better than that.”

Katrina Ruth: But imagine, imagine, imagine. To me, it feels shocking, or appalling to even imagine having not pressed play for this one day, this day right here. I feel great right now. I still am conscious of the tiredness, but just about today, I feel like, imagine, imagine if because I woke up feeling so seedy and tired, I didn’t do six pages of freaking journaling this morning, I didn’t write my blog. Imagine if I didn’t write that blog, it’s such a great blog I wrote today, so I’m very happy with it. It was about, don’t be seduced by the devil outside. Actually, it’s a really good one to read, I might get you the link, and drop it here in the comment. Imagine I didn’t write that. Imagine I didn’t have a great, fun experience playing with my kids at the park, and playing soccer. Imagine I didn’t do all that.

Katrina Ruth: That to me, that feels terrific even to think about not doing that shit for today because I’m like, that would be sad, it would just be sad. I’m going to be sad, I’m going probably eat a whole box of chocolates, and go to bed, and then I’d wake up feeling like, “Hmm.” The thing is though, it’s never about one day. Now, I can be contradictory, and say, “Of course, you can have a day lying around on the couch, eating chocolates all day.” But it’s never about one day, is it? It’s about this is what your life will be made up of. I can remember hundreds of examples of all those things like I keep saying. Too many to possibly recall where I did it because I thought about how I wanted to feel afterwards, because I thought about what my ambitions are for my business and life, because I thought about the person who I know I am on the inside, because I thought about what I actually want to be driven by, my bullshit, or my dreams? It can’t be either.

Katrina Ruth: At the end of the day, you’re either over there living the life of bullshit, or you’re pressing fucking play, and living your dreams. That is the reality. It’s a choice, and the resistance will be strong, and it will be there in some way, shape, or form every single day. Some days more than others, and so what? What are you going to do about it? Are you going to be that person who’s like, “Well, I was tired, so I stayed well rested. Now, I’m going to die.” Okay. Honestly, if we want to even get super technical about it, people who are just freaking sitting around not pressing play all the time tend to be unhealthy, sick, and exhausted as fuck. Once you’re in super flow, probably not sleeping properly according to the rules, whatever the rules are. Probably not eating properly according to the rules either. Probably not doing anything properly, and they are lit up, and on fire.

Katrina Ruth: Everyone is walking around so damn scared of missing a little bit of sleep, or missing ... I don’t know what they’re even scared of. They’re just buying into the bullshit of resistance. When this feeling is available to you any time, and at all times, and ultimately, that’s what we want. Ultimately, we’re all chasing a feeling, we’re chasing an emotional state. Even having the money success you want in your business represents what you want internally. It represents how you want to feel. You want to feel lit up, you want to feel free, you want to feel in flow, you want to feel excited, you want to feel happy, you want to feel proud of yourself.

Katrina Ruth: Well, guess what, all of those feelings are available to you right now. You don’t need to wait until you make the money. You want to make the money, you want to get the results for following the fame, the body, etcetera, that is going to come from chasing that feeling in the moment, in the day. It is going to come from being the person who shows the fuck up for their life every single day. That’s how it’s built. It is such a tragic mistake to imagine that just because you didn’t feel like it, you shouldn’t press play, or because you weren’t ready, or because somebody might say something to you on the internet, or whatever. It is incredibly, incredibly tragic.

Katrina Ruth: People think to themselves that it doesn’t matter, “It’s one day, I’ll do it next week. I’ll do it tomorrow. I’ll start soon, when I’m ready, when I lose weight, when I feel better about myself. When I heal my fucking shit. It’s not how it works. It’s just not how it works. The way to get there is through all the murkiness, and all the bullshit, and all the resistance, and all the wounds as well, and all the hurts, and the stuff that’s not healed. Of course, you want to do the work, but here’s what they’re not telling you about doing the work.

Katrina Ruth: The work, doing the work to heal yourself, and to grow, that work is showing up anyhow, is being the person who you think you could be when you’re fixed, or when you’re ready. The actual practical action of being that person when you don’t feel fixed or ready is how you fix yourself, and get ready. It’s a conundrum, I know it is. So, what I’m doing in Empress, which I’ve been talking about a little bit ... I got [inaudible 00:44:19] there. What I’m doing in empress is working with 20 amazing women who understand this stuff on a core level, and just understand, and know from their soul that they are unapologetically born for more. That ultimately, it’s their presence, and their energy that people are going to respond to.

Katrina Ruth: When you journal, hopefully you fucking journal. Actually, here’s my journal. When you journal ... I write something sometimes. This is a good journaling prompt you might like. I did this [inaudible 00:44:53] pretty often, I’m going to find it for you from this morning. I did so many pages this pages because I felt like shit, so I went deeper. I love the expression, like if you coached back in the day, and people have fitness stuff would say to you like, “Do like 100 burpees.” You’re like, “I can’t, I’m not able to keep going. I can’t.” “Okay, cool, then you get to do 500.” That’s how it works. You can’t come up with 20 ideas of things you could sell, and put out there on the internet, you better do 30 then.

Katrina Ruth: So, I didn’t feel like doing any fucking journaling at all, so I knew I should do extra. So, that’s what I did. I wrote a question, where is it, which page am I up to? Intuition, what do you have to tell me? I was pretty happy with myself for that question, you can use it if you like. Intuition, what do you have to tell me about fame, about where my fame will come from? I always know that my higher self has all the answers. So, I don’t go looking for freaking the internet says about where the answers are, or where they’re going to come from. I always know my higher self has all the answers. So, I said intuition, what do you want to tell me about where my fame will come from?

Katrina Ruth: By fame, I meant impacting millions, being known by millions of people. I’m already freaking famous right here in this little circle. I’ve created my fame already to whatever degree, but I desire more, and I’m called for more. The answer came through, and it said, “Fame, platform, millions ...” what is that word? “Fame, platform. Millions _ how?” How being the question. Then a little arrow that the answer drew for itself using my hand I suppose. “Just keep doing what you’re doing, stay the course.” But also, one additional thing came through, because then I got side tracked, I started writing about the guy that I’m in love with. That went on for half a page. Then I remembered my own question, and came back to it. Shout out.

Katrina Ruth: Then I came back to it, and I said, “Yes, yes, yes.” This is really how I wrote in my journal. I’m admonishing myself, I was like, “Yes, yes, yes, stop it right now. Also, what else is it that I’m meant to do for fame? The answer came through again, and it said, “Okay, stay the course, but also more content, bolder, and of a higher quality of being all you.” Maybe that’s what I’m doing right now, maybe not, who knows? All I can do is, the best that I can do is show up each day. But it sure fucking isn’t going to happen having more content, bolder, and of a higher level of authenticity being me, if I don’t press freaking go live even though I’m tired, right? Right.

Katrina Ruth: This is just what I’m trying to get through. How many people seem to fucking think that it’s really like, “You know, write it down, my higher self gave me the answers. I’ll do it tomorrow. It’s Monday, I only [inaudible 00:47:38] live, I only start pressing fucking play on Monday, or I only do the damn thing on a Monday.” I said, “Then I’m going to wake up, oh, it’s a busy day. I’ve got an appointment, I can’t. Now, I don’t feel inspired. Am I bold enough, is my hair the right colour of blah, blah, blah.” Again, the same thing, right? So, you either believe in this shit, and you’re like, “I say yes to my soul because I know that life says yes to me,” or you don’t.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, now I feel like I’m a preacher slamming the bible around, except in this case it’s a purple unicorn journal. But you know, when the preachers will have the bible, and they’ll be like, “The light of God is blah, blah, blah.” I’m slamming on my knee instead of a pulpit. It’s the same thing though. I’m going to have a bruise on my leg now, I slammed rather hard just then. I was going to say something about Empress. Right. So, that’s what I was trying to say. I was writing down into my journal, I already knew that. I knew that when I write down, “Where is my fame?” Millions, platform it’s going to come from, what is the how that my mind infuriatingly ... before I get sidetracked for a whole tangent. Infuriatingly, my mind is going to say, “Stay the course, keep doing what you’re doing. Show up, do your content, get your message out there.”

Katrina Ruth: It’s infuriating, and it’s reassuring all at the same time. As I did indeed write in my blog post, which is currently refusing for some time now to load for you. I was trying to get you the link, right? It is infuriating, and it’s fucking reassuring. It is church time right now in America, isn’t it? All right. It’s Sunday evening church here in Australia. There’s a 6:00 PM church service down there somewhere. There’s one happening around here as well apparently. So, it is what it is, and that’s all it is. That is the reality. What I’m looking for, apart from just having a fabulous time preaching and teaching here, relevant to Empress is those 20 women unapologetically born for more. There’s not 20 places available, because several are already sold, who know that that is where it’s going to come from.

Katrina Ruth: The fame, the millions of dollars, if that’s your desire, and I’m going to assume it is for most people because why would you not? But of course it’s not the true motivation, right? What is your true motivation? My God, I would throw all the money away in a second if I thought that I had to choose between money and freaking doing this. In fact, I walked away from my business that I built to nearly a million dollars a year in 2012-ish, and I said to myself, “I’m going all in on this. I’m going to write and say ...” this is exactly what I said. “I’m going to write, and say exactly what I meant to say. I could not handle this anymore, I was sick of the whole sight of my own self, and I’m going to preach, and teach, and say what I meant to say for the rest of my life.” I said, “Even if I never get paid a cent for it.” I said that out loud to my husband at the time, and I fucking meant it.

Katrina Ruth: I said, “I’m going to go all in. If people don’t like it, they can fucking get fucked.” That’s what I said. I was quite aggressive about it, but I was aggressive, and upset at myself because I hadn’t been going all in. I was just like, “Enough is enough.” Enough with building a fucking business. I can give you a link right now to my blog from this morning, that just came through. You’ve got to read it. Watch out for the seductive ways of the devil outside. That’s a must read, all right?

Katrina Ruth: I was just so done with trying to make money online, and I was making money because I hustled my ass off. I was doing good shit, but it wasn’t my soul shit, and I was done with it being about just being a coach. I fucking knew, I knew that people are meant to pay to be in my energy. It’s a very diva thing to say. Do you know it, or do you know it? Love heart shower, or cat emoji, or amen if you know it. I don’t think the cat emojis are on this livestream right now. I knew it. I just decided to fucking claim it, and just to own it, but I was scared, and I was nervous, and I was like, “What if it doesn’t work?” I said, “I don’t care, because I can’t keep being one foot in, and one foot out.”

Katrina Ruth: I always remember my mother saying to me, [inaudible 00:51:39] to church again now, that, “You can’t be half Christian, you can’t have your foot on the fence,” or something. “You can’t sit on the fence,” she said. “You’re either for God, or you’re against him. You’re not like, I’m not sure. Not sure is against.” Now, that’s an example of what she said, but I always used the analogy like it’s true, you can’t be half Christian. You’re Christian, or you’re not Christian. You can’t be half pregnant, that’s an obvious one that we all understand, and it sounds like a stupid thing to say. But it’s true for this as well. You can’t be ... I’m using it to make an example, you can’t be half-Christian, you can’t be half pregnant, you can’t be half badass by the way. You can’t be half pressing play on your fucking soulmate. Which is it?

Katrina Ruth: Soulmate? You should definitely press play on your soulmate. Soul work is what I meant to say. You should press many things on your soulmate if you have the opportunity. Yes, you should. Now I’m distracted. So, you can’t be half pressing play on your soul work. You can’t, it’s a real thing. I lost the rant, I’m sorry. You can’t, it’s true. So, you can’t be like, “I’m sort of.” If I say to you, “Are you doing your true messaging, sharing your truth?” Then you can’t be like, “Oh, well, kind of.” [inaudible 00:52:59], I’m freaking focused, I’m just going to put it aside, and think about that afterwards. You can’t, you’re either all in, or you’re all the way fucking out. That’s another reality. There’s many realities here, I’m trying to sell Empress to you, I’m getting very distracted, but it’s all in the pinned comment.

Katrina Ruth: What I was saying is that was my decision that I made. I just knew, I boldly and audaciously knew that people are meant to follow me just because of what’s inside of me, and that that is where my power will come from. That is where my impacts will come from. I also knew, just like my higher self wrote down in my journal this morning, that it will come from being bolder, and more audacious, and more authentic, and more all in, being me. I had to start back then when I didn’t have anything to back it up though. Now, I’ve got some stuff to back it up, but I still started without it. I said, and I meant from this day forward, and then I did it. I said it, meant it, did it. I walked away from the business that was doing nearly a million dollars a year. From this day forward, I’m going to go all in. I’m going to say only what I want to say, and if people don’t like it, they can get fucked.

Katrina Ruth: If I never make another cent for the rest of my life, this is what I’m going to do, write, speak, preach, empower, motivate, educate, and kick the ass of the 1% within the 1% to know that they too can press play. I fucking meant it, and I would have done it without ... I would be here now, I think you know that, and can see that, and I would have just made money as a personal trainer again, or whatever other fucking thing I would have figured out. Maybe I would have gone back to being the night club manager at a bar, or a at a pool hole, which I used to do once upon a time. I used to dress up, and put on a show there as well, nothing’s really changed, I’d just get paid more for it now.

Katrina Ruth: So, you have to be willing to go all in. You’ve got to be willing to back yourself. What I’m here to do, is to work with those women who are unapologetically born for this, and who are about fucking fed up of not going all in, and ready to claim what’s rightfully theirs. So, if that‘s you, and this is speaking to you, if all my rambles, and randomness is speaking to you, Empress is four weeks one on one with me. You have unlimited access to me as your mentor, that is how I work in my private mentoring. We’re doing a structured programme over that four weeks to step into your empress energy, empress environment, empress energy, empress everything. The business, the way that it works in terms of where the money is coming from, the following, all of that.

Katrina Ruth: Details in the comment there, you can read all about it. Then you get a $6000 bonus as well, which I’ll tell you about when you message me. Then you’ll go one on one with me additionally, plus access to my other private clients. I ran this programme earlier this year, it was fucking transformative. It was the most transformative energy work that I have ever done. It shocked me to my core doing it. I remember one of the trainings, I was in my hotel room in Santa Monica, and I just got off, and I was just sitting there stunned, and in shock, and in awe, and humbled, and in gratitude because I had stepped out of my own way, and allowed the magic to come through me. The women that went through that were just ... their lives were changed.

Katrina Ruth: I’ve been sharing a few of their stories over this past week or so. You’ll see more come through. But ultimately, it’s either speaking to you already, or it’s not. If so, then you should read what’s in there, and you should message me ideally on my personal page, not my business page. Then what I’ll do is I’ll give you a full overview that actually explains it in a less rambly fashion than what I’m doing now. Then for everybody else who’s here, and that is not, you soul is not saying yes to that, then what are you going to think about from what we’ve spoken about today? Because maybe it’s not that you’re running to the front of the room because I’m freaking bashing the pulpit with my journal. Maybe you’re not running up to the front of the room to be saved.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, I can’t save anyone, that’s the truth. Maybe that’s not you, but maybe you’re sitting there, and you’re thinking about something, and you’re going to walk out of this today, and you’re going to have a little shift that’s made in your mind about where you’re not being truthful with yourself, where you’re not being accountable to yourself. And maybe it is that you’re going to message me later this week. Really maybe you need to think about what I said at the very beginning of this livestream about the percentage of people who continually hesitate to press play. Who wait as long as possible to press play. Who ultimately may or may not create some level of result because they finally did fucking press play, but who will never, ever experience the transformation, the shift of the people who get into the habit of being a person who presses fucking play the moment something comes through them.

Katrina Ruth: That is relevant to all areas of your life. Honestly, I know what it feels like to have that resistance eating away at you so strong. It is dangerous, it is seductive, it is very heavy at times, very fucking heavy. I’m very familiar with it, and I’ve learned that the only way is to just take that first step, and it’s not even a first step, it’s a decision, isn’t it? It’s a decision that you can make in your mind right now, in this moment to flick that switch to say, “I will change my life. I will start doing my fucking workouts, doing my journaling. I will message Kat. I will.” What do you need to say I will to? And mean it though, and mean it because resistance might feel exhausting, and it is, and it’s so hard, but isn’t it so much more fucking exhausting to go to bed every night not spent, not having used your life, not satiated because of how you press play?

Katrina Ruth: That is some exhausting shit. So, one of the greatest lives of all time, one of the greatest lives of the human experience is that not doing the damn thing, not pressing play, that is easier. It is such a lie. It is an absolute tragic lie that people live their whole lives following, to believe that, “But that’s too hard. It’s too hard to put myself out there. It’s too hard to take that first step.” They believe the bullshit. It’s so much fucking harder to go to bed every night once again, not even able to look yourself in the mirror as you brush your damn teeth because you can’t cope with the fact of the reality that you’re not being who you’re meant to be, and that your life is ticking away. Another day slips through your fingers because you didn’t fucking feel like it, or you didn’t feel ready, or it wasn’t aligned.

Katrina Ruth: Of course it was freaking aligned, it’s always aligned to press play. It’s always aligned to do what’s inside of you. You’re either the person who’s pressing play, who’s creating their dreams, who’s doing the thing, and you’ve got to understand that the people who you look to, which may include me, who do this do not wake up just feeling like it. They do not feel like it all throughout the day. They do not exist in some sort of level of super confidence with no ability to feel rejected, or hurt. You saw that live earlier, right? They don’t have super powers that you don’t have. You have the same super powers. Maybe they wanted it more, I don’t know if that’s true or not. Maybe they were more fear driven to not be that other version of themselves. I feel like that’s true for me.

Katrina Ruth: I was just very driven to not live the normal life, or maybe they just made a fucking decision, and stepped up to be that person. Okay. I feel like we went into full purpose church, purpose church. So, I’d love for you to leave me a comment. Purpose church with Kat. I’d love for you to make a decision for yourself, and if you feel courageous, you could type it into the comment as well, “I will,” and whatever your ending to that sentence is. Most of all, I’d love for you to just decide, and to then go ahead and be the person who presses fucking play to life. It’s not a dress rehearsal, you can change all of it now. All of the emotions that you seeking and craving, and that you think will be delivered to you when you get there are available here in this moment.

Katrina Ruth: The method to getting there is to activate them now. That is true whether or not you work with me. Of course it is. But the benefit, and purpose of working with me if that is calling you, if Empress is calling you, is because something inside of you, your soul sees something in me. Your soul sees my soul, and says, “Yes, I recognise you. We came from the same place, and I see that, okay, you’re the same person as me actually, Kat. But you are at whatever point further ahead perhaps in business or in other areas of life, and that you desire to be held to a level of accountability by your higher self.”

Katrina Ruth: Because what I do as a mentor is not tell you what to fucking do. I help you to remember who to be. So, the details of that are in the pinned comment. Message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page, and I’ll get your full overview of that. Please watch the replay if you missed it. We covered a lot of good stuff, I know that this was a powerful livestream. Charmaine, if you’re still there, I am sending you love. That was full on for me, but everything is always for good. So, therefore I choose gratitude. Also, don’t forget, life is now, press fucking play.

Direct download: Fully_spent_IS_fully_fulfilled._Dont_die_well_rested_when_you_can_die_well_lived.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:56am AEST

Wed, 20 June 2018

On with the show

Katrina Ruth: I'm fine not working inside of my own house. What's happening? What's happening? Why am I so dark? So good. So good. I'm drinking my super foods blend. My chocolate, my body blend, super foods blend, which by the way, is currently being shipped to our first customers. It is chocolatey as fuck. There always needs to be a chocolate element, whether it's a chocolate bread layer, or a chocolate super food drink, or a chocolate heart. Somebody send me a chocolate heart. Send me a chocolate heart shower. I need something. Do I look dark on this screen? Or am I imagining it?

Katrina Ruth: Those are just regular hearts, guys. Chocolate hearts. That's what I desire. Did you share that?

Jess Lewis: I'm just trying to, the wifi's [inaudible 00:01:08].

Katrina Ruth: The wifi's being a motherfucker. I'm paraphrasing. It's exactly what she said.

Katrina Ruth: Hello. Hello world. Now I was tossing up between do I have a nap at 1:22 p.m., double twos, it's a very auspicious time. Okay, you gonna start a live stream as well. Thank you for making me aware. Tell me when you've shared that. Not you guys. There's a ninja in the other room, I'm just shouting directions out from here from my batman chair. From my bat chair. I have a purple sequin-y cape that I've covered the chair with to bling it up. Then I have my other cape on my lap like a blanket. You're gonna see me first. Well it's how it should be. Gabriel says he's gonna do his own live stream but he's gonna see me first. Everybody should see me first before they do anything at all. Why are you coming up as Facebook User? Okay. I don't look too dark, I look a little bit dark. Is it shared yet, or should I share it?

Jess Lewis: It's shared.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. Well, I would prefer to be in more brightness is what I would like, but it's a constant dilemma when I'm live streaming with the beach behind me. The question is, do I let you see me and my glowing highlighted face, it's just natural highlighter. I was born like this. Or, do I let you see the beach? If I press on me, do I become brighter? Whoops. Pressed on somebody else. See? Now I'm all brighted up and now the background's gone. Now we want the background don't we. Let's just ... Oh no. Hang on, I might have ruined the whole situation for everybody. Okay, I've got it back. It's fixed, it's glorious. It's gonna be one of these ones today guys, it could go anywhere, it could go everywhere, it could go nowhere at all.

Katrina Ruth: Wait, who's doing the call to action? Me or you?

Jess Lewis: Me I suppose.

Katrina Ruth: You, don't tell them anything at all. We're not gonna tell you guys but shortly when I feel like it I'll tell them. Put an emoji in for them as a tease. Put a little emoji in as a tease. Do you know the one I mean?

Jess Lewis: No.

Katrina Ruth: She doesn't know at all.

Jess Lewis: The eggplant?

Katrina Ruth: Not an eggplant. What's happening, this is not a sex live stream. Everyone knows eggplants means sex. What else could they possibly mean? Why does she think I wanted to put an eggplant live streaming? They're all weird. They're even weirder than me.

Katrina Ruth: How do you have the logo to the right side of the screen? The answer is that I asked for it to be on the right side 'cause it used to be in the middle above my head and then it would cut off part of my head. So I said, move it to the right, and there it is. So yeah, so I had to toss up between do I do a live stream, or do I have a nap. Because I had a bit of an adventure last night. I'll tell you some elements and not all of them. And as a result of the adventure, I had two hours sleep and I feel fucked up. But in a great way. Because when I finally went to bed at whatever ungodly time it was, I knew that I was gonna get up pretty much a minute and a half afterwards.

Katrina Ruth: I said to myself, "I will wake up feeling fully rested and high vibe and I'll have an amazing day." Well, I actually feel wiped but I feel high vibe and I can have an amazing day anyway. Tiredness is just a, it's a fantasy okay. It's probably not most people's fantasy, it's an illusion, is probably the word I was going for. But I had a great adventure. I said to myself the other day I'm gonna have more adventures and it was an intention I suppose. And then last night I thought that I was going out for a quick drink. What am I talking about, you can hear what I'm talking about. This is what I'm talking about right now. Here I am talking. I thought that I was gonna go out for a quick drink and yes, that did happen. Somehow it turned into some shenanigans in a restaurant and then there was many things involved. There was many things involved. There was a tour of some of the coastal towns, there was some Jumanji. There was some artistic endeavours. It was quite the adventure.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway. So I was gonna have a nap. But I didn't. Because on with the show, that's the whole story, right? Now as you might know or you might not know, but now I'll remind you and tell you, the Katrina Ruth Show is me. I am the show and if you desire to have a personal run where people follow you for your message and for who you are and maybe they even buy things from you and you get to share your art into the world, and if that is you, please shower me with emojis stickers or love hearts, you can choose. If that's your desire, then you might wanna think about releasing the idea that people are following you because of what you teach. Because they don't care. They don't give a fuck. People think that they wanna learn from me about what I teach, maybe you do, maybe you think that you do, maybe you're really like, "Excuse me, all I'm here for is the dot points," but really let's just be honest about it. You're here because you can't look away. Because the show is fascinating and magnetic, okay. I guess I better [inaudible 00:06:37] into it now.

Katrina Ruth: So I am the show, this is the show. It's happening right here. Yes, exactly Gabriel, exactly. And so therefore if I went and had a nap at 1:00 p.m., then the show wouldn't be going. So I dillyed and I dallied as you do. I made myself a chocolate green smoothie. I got a triple shot long black send up for me, brought up for me by a ninja, Kat ninja. And I thought, why would I go and have a nap at 1:28 p.m. in the middle of the day, or 1:22 p.m.? Well you could if you really desired to. Nothing wrong with that actually, I have naps all the time. But it was also that thing of, am I gonna feel better in an hour from now about I had a nap, or that I created amazing fucking content?

Katrina Ruth: Firstly I wanted ... Firstly, firstly, secondly, thirdly I was just still so impressed with myself at manifesting such an amazing adventure last night so quickly that I wanted to let I guess that superflow or feeling of high vibrancy seep into my content today. Well that can't very well happen if I'm not making any content 'cause I'm off there snoozing. But also, and I blogged about this this morning a little bit, it was a reminder of napping, and eating, and sleeping, and resting, and all these very surface based human activities are really not required at all. And they're not actually desired I feel when we're in the superflow lane. And when you say yes to your soul, life says yes to you. We know this, it's a fact, it's in Wikipedia. Well it's not because I made it up, it's my quote. When you say yes to your soul, life ... When I say yes to my soul, life says yes to me.

Katrina Ruth: And what that means is, you become, I believe, you become more superhuman. You actually become what you're meant to be in the first place anyway. Which means you don't need to sleep as much, you don't need to eat as much, you can think quicker, move quicker, you're more creative, you're more high vibe, you're having more fun. Everything just kind of like, go, go, go, go, go, and it all just works together. You 're kinda creating the world inside of you. And that's the kind of heightened energy state I was in last night. And then this morning as well a little bit. And then I started to crash down and I was like, "Oh well, I could go have a [inaudible 00:08:52] sleep and then after that I know for sure if I had a little nap I'll be kind of in zombie mode, or I could get on and do content and choose to continue to activate the superflow. And if I would have had a sleep, I probably would have eaten lunch then had a sleep. Instead, I'm like fuck food, I'm gonna have a smoothie, I'm gonna have a coffee and I'm gonna do a live stream.

Katrina Ruth: Now where I'm gonna be super contradictory though, is I'm in no way saying ... Of course I have my own emojis. Philippa, how are you possibly not aware of that? If anyone doesn't know that I have my own emojis, who do you think you're talking to? Really. I feel that that's obvious. But how you use them is you got to be on your mobile phone and you go on with other emojis are the normal people emojis. And then there's a little sticker on the inside of your comment box, blue love heart, thank you Steve. I've never seen a blue love heart before, is that your own emoji? Did you make that up? You found them, okay, there's a little sticker on the inside of your comment box. You press the sticker, you send me some ... I feel like they're possessed, sorry. They're possessed little Katrinas. You can send me a little devil Katrina, or you can send me flies across the screen. Or you can send me a 1% sign.

Katrina Ruth: What was I up to? I've no idea. I don't know where I'm going with this 'cause I'm really fucking tired 'cause I was out so late like I said. But I feel that it's going somewhere important. Okay, okay I got it. We haven't got to superflow yet, which is annoying me. I haven't felt that switch flick. I don't like that. I want the switch to flick. One must flick the switch at all times. It's not gonna flick itself. Did you guys see when my team made me a meme that said flick the fucking switch baby, it's not gonna flick itself. And it was me with like a sports bra on and just looking somewhat bad ass I suppose. But to me when I saw that meme I was like, "Well, it kinda sounds like not what it's actually meant to sound like."

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, back to the point, let's be very focused and very professional. Of course you could eat some fucking lunch and have a nap if that's what you wanna do. I'm not trying to suggest to you that you should never sleep or have naps. But I am suggesting to you that you think about who you really ... Okay, my mind's just got blown with those rainbow love hearts. Philippa. Now I feel triggered that Philippa just said, "Flick the clit" on my live stream and that I didn't say that. Now I feel triggered that I wasn't being as bold as what Philippa was being, or is being, or did just be. This is my live stream and I'm suppose to be the most irreverent one. You should be here now and you can be on the live stream. Maybe I should add Philippa onto the live stream if she's just gonna go around saying shit like that.

Katrina Ruth: You've completely broken my train of focus. Remember who you fucking are. Remember who you are. Remember who you are. Philippa clearly knows who she fucking is, obviously. Remember who you are. Are you the sort of person when in July ... Okay, I'm super erratic today. You guys are gonna have to deal with it, 'cause I won't be here, I'll be in America til July 14 and then I'll be back here. I'll be back.

Katrina Ruth: I've forgotten completely ... I'm totally done, I'm totally done, I've totally forgotten what I was saying. This is gonna be the most embarrassing live stream in the history of time. But the whole point is on with the show, this is it. If this is the show then you're gonna have to deal with it. This is how the show's turning up today. The show didn't have much sleep, she's kinda all over the place, she had an epic awesome night and she can't think about anything. Her brain is fried. That's what's happening with the show. Talk amongst yourselves.

Katrina Ruth: Jess, I need some content inspiration. I'm dying, I'm bombing out on my own live stream. Okay, I'll be here from the 19th to the 23rd. Somebody's gonna need to save me. Give me a talking point. Over. As you were. I'll think of something. The superflow will click in anyway. I'm giving you a perfect live demonstration right now of how you can create content even when the content is about abso-fucking-lutely nothing. And yet miraculously somehow people are still watching. I don't understand. They love me. They love me, they really love me. I don't think I just got Jim Carrey superflow activated into my mind.

Jess Lewis: How to push through-

Katrina Ruth: Can we watch The Mask?

Jess Lewis: ... tide?

Katrina Ruth: How to push through? You just push. You just get your hands and you back it up like it's hard. I don't know what that means. You just put your hands on it's ass and you just push it. What else have you got? I answered that question already. Philippa is inviting herself to stay here with me. Of course she is. I like it when people ... I'm gonna say something that's weird and it's not sexual about Philippa just so that we're all clear. But you reminding me of, like I put a post up the other week like I really love it when a man who knows that he can, tells you what's gonna happen. Or he tells you that he's the boss or in charge. I had to be careful about how I worded that post 'cause I wasn't gonna write I just like it when a man tells me what to do. That's not in a general sense.

Jess Lewis: In bed, yes.

Katrina Ruth: No, that's not what I meant in bed. But sure in bed, of course. I didn't even mean it though. I meant like being like, I'm the man or I'm the dominant one in a general manly sense with an eau de man.

Jess Lewis: Eau de man.

Katrina Ruth: I like the smell of their skin.

Jess Lewis: So it is a sweaty man.

Katrina Ruth: Well, if it's a man that you are attracted to, then the sweat usually smells really good. I'm not even talking to anybody. There's no one over there. I'm just making it all up. I'm just imagining a character. So yes, Philippa's reminding me of when a man who knows that he can, just tells me what's gonna happen. And then I'm like, "Oh, okay." I know didn't even mean sexually. But of course sexually. But I didn't even mean that. I just meant in a general sense, take charge of me. It's similar to the meme that I put up. What's happening with your comments today, Steve? Are you drinking during the day? What's going on there? You're suddenly going next level engaged, I feel like somebody's hacked your Facebook or you're drinking. Is Matt on your Facebook right now? Is that's what's happening? And he's just sending a million comments. The pheromones, everybody loves a good pheromone. There's nothing better than a good pheromone. I can imagine it right now. The essence. So yeah, Philippa is the same as the men who tell me that they're in charge. I didn't mean as a whole bevvy of them. It came out the wrong way.

Katrina Ruth: Philippa just tells me what's happening, and I like it when people do that. But you have to know who you are. You have to know who you are if you're gonna tell me what's happening, you're gonna tell me what's happening? Who's gonna tell this bitch what's happening? Not many people. But some people who know who they are can get away with that. Philippa can maybe get away with that. Nobody's there at all. Philippa can get away with it, she's already proven that she can get away with it. Doesn't mean all y'all, I'm made in America now. Doesn't mean all the rest of you all can get away with it. You know if you can or if you can't. You have to vote for yourself. Do you back yourself and believe yourself enough to imagine that you can get away with telling me what to do?

Katrina Ruth: That's a dangerous little line to walk down isn't it? I'd like to see who's willing to back themselves with that. Put a comment in, let's see who you are. I'll tell you yes or no. Or maybe I won't at all, maybe I'll just observe who's brave enough to answer this question. Because no, not the whole internet can just tell me that they're gonna come and stay at my house that's not actually a thing. But certain people can. And it's the same as the man thing. No, not any man can walk around and just tell me what's up and what's happening. But if they know that they can, then they should. And I'll like it a lot.

Katrina Ruth: What were we up to? Back on topic. I had a little wardrobe dilemma today. I guess I could tell you about that. I feel like since I have situations here, two of them. Two situations that people might need to see or know about, that I should be displaying the situations at all time and now I'm wearing like a really regular baggy top but it's a cool top. And so that was a bit of a dilemma. It's not that interesting. I don't have anything to say. Okay, Thea says she's not there yet, Camilla says yes. What's on my shirt? Says religion. I dunno. It's from Religion in Bali, which is amazing. Angela can sit on the one couch as long as she has a tripod, a bottle of wine and not no ... You can have emails on the phone, you can have no notifications on the phone. No notifications on the phone.

Katrina Ruth: What else? Here's a cool thing, right? You can literally just sit and chill. Like I'm just chilling. Instead of having a nap, I'm just chilling with you guys. I'm talking about abso-fucking-lutely nothing. I feel like we should make Jess get on the live stream 'cause I'm being super boring. But yet people are still staying here and watching. I'm proving so many points right now about content. People who don't like me would be saying I'm proving the point that I have nothing to say about anything. I need another talking point. You guys are gonna have to give me one. In the end, it just comes down to are you willing to be the person who gets on with it.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, Philippa are you writing these things down in advance? Not only did she say flick the clit on my live stream, she now says she needs to touch the boobs. Hence, she needs to come there. Well, most of the women who I know have touched the boobs already. Linda just went straight in there. She's like, "Let's see them," so I took them out and she was just like, "Oh yeah." She started grabbing them literally. It was quite amusing. Beautiful view, yes it is. I'm sorry I'm being so boring. The point that I'm trying to make is you can be a show even when you're a boring show. That's the reality. You can talk about what you love. Right now what I'm loving is my coffee, I'm loving this cape that's on my lap, I'm loving the high vibery of my life. I'm loving the adventure that I had last night. I can't tell you all the details to that. You have to imagine them to yourself.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, thank you Lakisha, I'm loving that I'm doing comedy skits now. Filmed that a while ago. I was too embarrassed to post it. You know, the one about likes versus love. I didn't wanna post it. 'Cause then I was all like [inaudible 00:19:23] people were gonna think that's about them and it is. So then I hesitated to post it for a while. And then I did it anyway 'cause I don't let my own bullshit be given my message. When someone else is doing something similar to what you're selling, how do you not compare yourself.

Katrina Ruth: Oh that's an amazing question and by the way on a side note, thank you Lee, I appreciate it. Okay, okay I feel like we just kicked the switch. It wasn't the clit switch, just keep calm about that over there in New Zealand or wherever you are at. It was the superflow switch. Angela just flicked the superflow switch, not gonna flick itself. How you flick the superflow switch is you show the fuck up anyway when you're being boring as fuck. Drop the Empress details now because I'm gonna forget about otherwise. If you want ... By the way, by the way, by the way, enough with this coaching bullshit. We all know that if you resonate with me and you see an element in yourself in me, possibly the weirder parts mainly, then it's not about how do I make money as a coach online. And probably you've done that thing of going I'm never gonna coach again, I'm done with coaching. Who's done that?

Katrina Ruth: Every time a client says that to me I'm like, yeah, we'll see about that. You're not done with coaching, you just haven't given yourself permission to do it the way you wanna do it. Coaching, mentoring, it's one teeny tiny pocket. But, who we are is you can't even put it into words. But if you did you would say magnetic as fuck and brilliant in all its glory, and you are the fucking show and the coaching element is just one part of it. And what it's about in order for you to get your message out there, and in order to gain the following, the fame, the fortune that you desire is claiming your rightful place from an energetic point of view in terms of when are people gonna follow you if you're exactly the reason that Lee just said, the energy. 'Cause of not what you sell, not what you teach and the comparison thing I'll get to in a moment 'cause this is relevant to this as well. I'm totally talking like I've no clue what I'm on about by the way. I'm listening to my own words right now and I'm like, I sound like I'm drunk and I'm not.

Katrina Ruth: But I'm gonna persevere and keep going. I do not feel superflow, I just lost the superflow again. But I'm still demonstrating that you can show up and do the content anyhow. In Empress, which is my four week one-on-one. It begins in T-minus 10 days. I don't know what's the T for anyway. It begins in Monday the 25th of June, minus 10 days. So no, it begins in 10 days. That would be today. It begins on Monday, the 25th of June. Four weeks one-on-one with me. What we're doing is unleashing all the madness and the mayhem and the energy. I don't feel like I'm flying but I'm pushing through. I'm wading through the quicksand right now. I'm staying focused, I'm not at all focused. My head is as scattered as anything. I kinda wanna go upstairs and have a sleep. But I'm here because something inside of me told me to be here. So when I say yes to could, life says yes to me. So I'm just gonna do it. I'm just gonna push through and do it.

Katrina Ruth: And it is part of what I teach, and it is part of what Empress is about, and it is part of what building a following online and a personal brand is about. Who's correcting people's grammar in there? Is somebody correcting people's grammar in the comments? Is that's what's happening? You can't correct my grammar 'cause I'm talking aloud. I mean you can't correct my Y-O-U-'R-E versus your. So what I wanna do, what I'm gonna do, what I am doing is working with 20 badasses, 20 new amazing bad ass one-on-one clients who know that they were born to impact their energy. And it's about the Empress energy. It's about their revolutionary fucking leader energy. It's about the queen energy but it's even more than that, which is why it's Empress.

Katrina Ruth: Put 25 empress emojis in now please. Did you catch that?

Jess Lewis: We're up to 25.

Katrina Ruth: 25.

Jess Lewis: Crowns.

Katrina Ruth: Put 25 empress emojis in. The actual empress emoji.

Jess Lewis: Diamond.

Katrina Ruth: Empress. No, the one that looks like a little empress. There's an actual empress emoji. Do you know it?

Jess Lewis: I do know it.

Katrina Ruth: Why is there a bunny rabbit here? An empress emoji.

Jess Lewis: [inaudible 00:23:51]

Katrina Ruth: It's got a blond head like me and it looks like an empress because it's me. You're gonna put 25 of them in now. The 25 represents one of them is Chandra who's already signed up, several other ... Oh hang on. Do you know the one I mean? It's not always it, it's an empress.

Jess Lewis: Is that an elf?

Katrina Ruth: It's not an elf, it's an empress. I just put one of them in. Put 25 of them in now. Lakisha's put 25 in. Is that 25? Somebody count. Let's make sure this is being done properly. Mine looks evil. Anyway, the empress emojis represent the empresses who are coming in plus I dunno, maybe the ninjas are the other five. Me and four ninjas can be the other five. 'Cause 20 amazing empresses are gonna be working with me one-on-one starting July, not July, June 25. It is probably the most bizarre as fuck amazing transformative one-on-one programme I've ever created that's not about online marketing, right? It's completely a whole different thing.

Katrina Ruth: It is about impacting with your energy, selling with your energy, calling in the people with your energy, having the creative downloads and the flow and the soul shifts coming through from your energy. Details are in the pinned comment. That is for those who know that they're not just here to be a coach. That is for those who know that they are the fucking show. That they're suppose to be showing up, turning up, being up, lit up as fuck, and people follow you because you are the show. Read that comment and message me if you want details. Message me on my personal page.

Katrina Ruth: Okay now, Angela had asked a question ... I am so fucking certain that your Facebook has been hacked right now, Steve. "Cause I've never seen you with this many comments. What's happening? You're gonna need to send me a voicemail to prove that it's you. And why are these empress emojis brown haired, what's happening there? We need blond head ones. I require a voice message 'cause otherwise I feel like somebody in China has taken over your Facebook, or its mail. Okay. Angela had asked a question about comparison. Well, here's the reality, right? And I feel like this is obvious and everybody knows the answer already. There we go, blond emoji, blond empress emoji. Oh man, I just figured out how to get my face in the live stream and the beach. I'm a technological genius. I'm like an engineer, I'm like a high IQ engineer. I'm exactly like a high IQ engineer 'cause my father is a high IQ engineer and I'm quite similar to him. He's a pilot now, but he's an engineer as well. So I actually am a high IQ engineer, it's official. It's in the blood.

Katrina Ruth: There's no comparison, who said something about comparison? Why was there a question about comparison? What did it say? Now what I say about that is, you gotta go into your boldness. You gotta go into you're audacity. You gotta go into your audacity about the comparison odysseys thingy. Ask another question, someone 'cause I could answer some questions. So Angela would say when someone else is doing something similar to what you are selling, or something like that, then how engineer ... I say in the official properly Webster Dictionary audio-performed by [inaudible 00:27:16]. You gotta go into your audacity. You gotta go into it. You gotta go deep into the audacity. Things should always be deep, very fucking deep. Philippa knows all about it. I'm just gonna go serve some of them back at you since you took over my live stream a little bit. They should always be deep. Extraordinarily deep. And if you're gonna go into audacity, it should be like so deep that it comes out the other side. It doesn't sound ideal, I take it back, I retract, retract, retract. Have some chocolate smoothie. It's a greens powder. Super greens.

Katrina Ruth: Which means, nobody can fucking compare because no matter how hard somebody tries, no matter how hard somebody tries to be me, please. Good fucking luck. There is no way, I'm sorry, you can try to like ... I know some of you dyed your hair red, that was a nice effort, it was quite fun for me to giggle about when I then changed it to blond with the best colorist in the world. And it changed from full on red to blond in one session. Okay, I think it was a nine hour session, but still. And then all the red-headed people had just changed to red were screwed. Well, I guess they could have changed again. But just when people think that they're trying to catch up with me and they're like, "Oh okay, see what she's doing, let me take some notes, let me get some Cliff Notes about that. Let me make it into a PDF document so that I don't forget." Just when you think you've figured out what I'm doing, I'm already 25 fucking steps ahead of you.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, you think I'm over here, I'm already there. You try to catch up there, I'm back here again. You try to get me over here, I'm just sitting back here having a nap and a coffee. And you just run around all over the place looking like a headless chick, crazy. So no matter how hard you try, I won. I already won. I am the winner of being the Katrina Ruth Show. It is what it is, and that's all it is. And that's how I feel about the comparison question. You can try as hard as you like, you're never gonna be ... You could even get yourself a fabulous cape like this one, this is an amazing cape. Look at it. It's a great blankety cape. You can wear it either way. You've seen the cape. I wear the cape on the empress banner that's on my Facebook. It looks amazing. Which way do you like it better? I'm gonna put it on now.

Katrina Ruth: The only problem is that when I wear the cape on the live stream, it overheats me a little bit. And then I get sweaty. I don't like it that way. It looks like an evil fish scale. Turn it the other way. So we just be in flow and do our souls calling and we just know the money is coming. The money is a decision. What a great comment slash half question, comment, question by Jacqueline. The money is a decision. I live streamed about this yesterday actually. I did a two hour live stream of [inaudible 00:30:03] it always manages to go for two hours. I think it was only an hour 55. We cut it short with a short snack sized version. One hour, 55 minutes. And somebody asked that same question and we spoke about that. So you could watch that. It's only a couple more hours out of your day. But the short answer is, you decide. The money is a decision. Like I decided, and I gonna make myself some lunch and then have a nap, or I'm gonna make super food green smoothie and do a live stream.

Katrina Ruth: There's no emotion around it, it's not like is this smoothie available to me? Am I good enough, am I worthy for this smoothie? Did I do what it takes, do I have what it takes? Can I receive this? Can I maintain it if I keep it? Its just a motherfucking decision. So you make the damn smoothie and you have the smoothie, or you order one, you get a ninja to bring you one. You get them to bring you a coffee. That's money. That's the whole money story explained to you.

Katrina Ruth: Why is people messaging me right now? Don't message me when I'm on a live stream. I see them messaging over there in the Facebook inbox. That's the money situation sorted. Do I look like little Purple Riding Hood? Yes, you decide to allow yourself to be rich. That's exactly right. You know I made a quote image that says exactly that. It's one of my quote memes that we're gonna put on Instagram. Look at me, I look so snuggly, anybody would wanna give me a cuddle right now. You decide to be rich. You decide that you're gonna make money. And then you just ... Right, I'm stuck. Then you just ... oh my goodness, the person who's messaging me just wrote, oops, sorry. Are they listening to me? I was just being a smart ass. You're allowed to message me while I'm on the live stream. But if you just said sorry about that, then it's fine.

Katrina Ruth: So you do just decide. But you can't walk around and decide on ... Well you could, depends on your level of faith and belief. But lets say you're like, "Okay, cool Kat. Let me test out your little theory there. I'm gonna decide that I now make a million dollars per month," for example. Only Money Honey is one of the best programmes I've ever done. And the title of that programme came from because I had a massive wake up call around realising that I'd been getting so emotionally attached to money and to make it into a big deal like, "Oh my god, it's so hard to combine, am I good enough and am I worthy," all the stuff I just said about the smoothie. And then I just had like this breakthrough realisation, which was the product of freaking years of doing the inner work and figuring shit out and continually aligning myself day-by-day to where I would receive more. And the breakthrough was, holy shit, it's only money. It's like oxygen, it's everywhere. Breathe it in don't breathe it in, whatever. But why would you not breathe it in or you might die. Okay, we might not die without money. But you get what I mean, right?

Katrina Ruth: It is such an amazing programme. It's from 2014 I believe but I'm so proud of it. It stands the test of time as they all do. But that one it would be ... If I had to identify like my top five programmes, surely that one would have to be in the top five I would say. And that was the realisation for me. But if you then were like, Okay, I'm gonna just decide that now I make a million dollars a month and that's just how it is, Jess, you can definitely get some good screen shots of me now because I'm wrapped snuggly in my cape. Snuggly. I don't know, what would I use this screenshots for though. Maybe not. Has she left? Did you leave?

Jess Lewis: No.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. So then you can't just be ... Well you can, depends on your faith. But don't try and test me out by saying, "Oh now I just decide that I make a million bucks a month," or a year, or whatever else. I'm not freezing at all, I've got a cape wrapped around me. Not at all freezing. You can't just say that and expect it to fucking work if you don't have that level of belief. So what you would do is, you would ask well, to what level am I capable of believing right now? How can I stretch just a little bit beyond what I feel is available or possible for me. And then you begin to align yourself to that. You align yourself piece by piece by piece by piece by piece in that direction. What does that mean? It means that you continue to look daily at, well if it was that simple, and I just now received that money because I just fucking decided it and it's like ordering something from a restaurant, of course I get it.

Katrina Ruth: If it was that simple, then what would my thoughts be, what would my feelings be, what would my emotions be? Am I freezing for other people as well, tell me. And what would my aligned actions be? And then you do it. You just fucking do it. You do the best that you can for that day and you release the outcome. Why is it freezing, why? Nobody's answering me. It's very upsetting. You just do the best that you can for the day. You decide and choose it. Of course you're gonna get that result straight away this day, this month, this year, this now. And so you act accordingly and then you fucking release it. You release it. Freezing, not freezing, well, some of you must have your energy fields all fucked up and others don't. That's all I can say about that. So then like yesterday for example I was giving my daughter a little smack down on this exact topic. 'Cause she wasn't to do a aerial cartwheel, which is a cartwheel with no hands. She's nearly nailed it. She's very good at her gymnastics.she just got graduated to the next level and only two people in her whole class got graduated two days ago she's very happy about it.

Katrina Ruth: So she's practising doing no hands cartwheels and then she was getting herself into a royal mess and sulked about it at the playground yesterday. And I'm not the most empathetic of mothers. I was like, "Listen, harden the fuck up." I didn't say fuck, I said, "Listen, you need to harden' up. Stop crying about it. That's not gonna help it at all. Here's what you do." And I told her how to believe in yourself. I tried to make her live stream with me about it and she refused. She's quite the diva. So I'll try and reenact it for you. So I was like, "This is how you do it. You go out there to do your cartwheel, your aerials and you decide you will do it today." She's like, she asked me, "Do you believe that I can do it today?" I'm like, "I do, I do believe that it's possible that you can do it today. You need to believe that you can do it today. So when you go out there now to do that," and I was sitting there having a picnic just chilling and eating while she was working out. I like to see my children working hard and sweating while I sit back. Or it can go the other way. Either way is fine.

Katrina Ruth: So ib said to her, "You have to believe. You have to fully believe that you're doing this today. And ten at the same time though, you've gotta be totally okay with if you spend the next hour trying to do it or however long and then it doesn't happen, you gotta be totally okay with that and then tomorrow you've gotta get up again and believe again that this is the day I am doing it today, I will do it today, nothing is gonna stop me. Of course it's happening today and so I'm going in with that attitude and you do whatever you can as best as you can for the time that you have available for that day with full belief that of course it's gonna happen that day. And if it doesn't, you get up the next fucking day and you do it again." And then she's like, "but I can't do it tomorrow because," then she listed out her whole busy schedule for me which was happening today.

Katrina Ruth: And I'm like, "Okay I didn't technically mean it has to be the ... Okay, then the next day after that." And then she was trying and then ... Well, she kept not quite getting it, right? I mean it's a cartwheel with no hands. She'd only been practising for like a week as well. She's very impatient. I have no idea where she got it from. So then she starts getting grumpy though. She was like not crying but kind of getting ... She was getting super frustrated and shitty about it. I was like, "Listen to me. Drop that attitude right now." Which this is how I was speaking to her as well. She wants to be the best. She wants to like practise all freaking day and get the results. You're gonna have to learn what it takes. It is what it is.

Katrina Ruth: So I said, "Listen to me. You're gonna need to drop that attitude right now. As soon as you start to get frustrated and upset about it and you're getting grumpy, then you're immediately making it that you're not gonna be able to do it today. You're switching off," I didn't say abundance, but it's the same thing, right? So those of you who are out there, and you're hustling and you're showing up and you're like of course I'm gonna have million dollar business, of course I'll make this much money. And then you're like, I'm doing the inner work and I'm doing the actions and the beliefs and the emotions and yeah the practical side as well. And I believe, I believe. Are you or are you not getting shitty when you don't get a result? are you having a little sulk? are you being like a child just stamping their foot, "This is not working?" That's normal and you're gonna have to drop that attitude.

Katrina Ruth: Because the second that you go into that attitude of this is shitty, this is not working, what's wrong with me, why can't I do this, other people are better than me, all that stuff, that immediately dials down abundance. You turn off the abundance switch, you flick the switch back off and not in a good way at all. So you've got to be in an expanded energy and in an everything is perfect and okay and I'm totally fine energy in order to receive. Who knows that you're not gonna receive when you're an energy of like, "Waa, why is this not working, and why is everyone better than me?"

Katrina Ruth: So as I said, it's normal to have those responses, but hello, did we come here for normal? No we fucking did not come here for normal. So why would you be acting so normal? Very boring of you if you think about it. So it's a discipline is what I'm saying. It's a motherfucking discipline to be in abundance mindset and a manifestation mindset. It's a choice to drop the attitude. It's a choice to drop the drama. Yeah, you can still feel it, I don't mean I don't feel that shit if something doesn't work out the way that I want it to in any area of my life. I might have a little temper tantrum for a second in time, but I'm very conscious of this ship because I've been doing what I'm doing, teaching what I teach for so long now, I know how it works, I know how I'm receiving a manifestation works so I notice myself doing it and it's literally like, let it go. It is what it is and that's all it is. It's one of my favourite sayings. No matter what. When my kids are grumping about something or anybody is or something goes wrong or doesn't work, I always am like, it is what it is.

Katrina Ruth: And then Alyssa my eight year old who will finish it off for me and she goes, "And that's all it is." I'm like, "Exactly. It is what it is and that's all it is. So what's the point of getting shitty about it? Go back in, believe that you're gonna do it today." And she's like, "Mommy, mommy, do you think that I'm really gonna do it today?" I'm like, "Yeah, I believe that you can. And if you don't, so what. You get up and you believe it again the next day." That's how it's done. And if it's too hard, it's too challenging, you need to have a cry about it, you need to get a blanky and a freaking hot chocolate with some marshmallows, then too bad, you don't get to be this life, you don't get to be this life. You don't get to live that life. You gotta fix your attitude if you wanna be successful. It is what it is and that's all it is.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. What time are we up to? I feel like I said many things about many things and hopefully some of them hit home. I think that last bit was quite good. I think we could get some good screen shots of me waving around my cape here. I like to get some good screen shots for my live streams. I feel like my sectional belief was powerful. You should listen to it again. You should think about where you need to maybe drop the attitude and choose to believe. I think I need wings. Can you order me some wings?

Jess Lewis: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. She said yeah. Of course she did. I'm gonna get ... No I'm not gonna tell you, it's a secret. I definitely need some wings. Sometimes you just need some wings. But I can use this cape in the meantime. You need to have a look at ... We could all have a look at where we're acting like a grumpy child stamping its foot. It's okay, you're allowed to be human. But at some point if you wanna be freaking extraordinary in your outcomes I guess you're gonna have to start acting like that. You're gonna have to choose to be strong enough to put the drama aside to go within, within, all the way within and to release whatever needs to come out into the atmosphere. Which is a next level badass version of you.

Katrina Ruth: Empress is here. Four weeks one-on-one with me. I'm gonna tell you about it a little bit. Claim your rightful place now. For women are unapologetically born for more. Begins June 25 details are in the pinned comment. You wanna message me about this if you're willing and ready to step up. You gotta be willing. You can't just say that you know you meant to, you've gotta also be willing. Empress claim your rightful place now. For those who are born for more, born for exceptional, born for extraordinary and not of this world. Read the rest. Read it in the pinned comment. Message me on my personal page. Tell me something amazing. Leave me a comment and I don't even know what else I'm gonna say. Okay. Any final thoughts?

Jess Lewis: Who me?

Katrina Ruth: Yes.

Jess Lewis: Life is now, press play.

Katrina Ruth: She said life is now, press play. Very uncreative. Think of something else.

Jess Lewis: I can play any tune you like.

Katrina Ruth: She said flick the clit switch. I'm paraphrasing. She said she needs to tune in. She said you need to tune into yourself. I changed it to flick the clit switch. How rude. Alright. Life is now, press the motherfucking play. Read the Empress comment here below. Read all about it. I'm sorry I was so all over the place. I'm not sorry at all. It is what it is, just deal with it. It is what it is and that's all it is. This is the Katrina Ruth Show, it's happening right here. I am the show. Wanna be your show? Wanna step into your Empress power, into your Empress energy, into your Empress environment, into all of it? Message me ... Really going through ...

Katrina Ruth: I'm breaking down right now. 6,000 dollar bonus you might have just not had many sections of wifi broke down. So much on the bad assery. It is an incredible fucking life changing four weeks. I've run it one time before. The results and the power, and the shifts that come through from that honestly just blew me away. So I haven't done the best explanation of it today but I have a read of what's in there if you feel that might be time to step up and work with me one-on-one if that's in anyway intriguing you or speaking to your soul, then have a little read, send me a message and I'll send you a more detailed overview of what's actually going on. I'll probably audio it. We'll talk, we'll figure it out. We'll do all the things. We'll create all the things, you will be the empress who you'll want to be. Have an amazing epic rest of the day. On behalf of Jess Lewis, Kat ninja, flick the clit switch, and from me, life is now. Press fucking play.

Direct download: On_with_the_show2C_this_is_IT21.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:29am AEST

Wed, 20 June 2018

Resistance vs FLOW with the one and only Patrick Grabbs

Kat: Okay. Oh. How do I do this? Wait for it.

Patrick: Got to do it.

Kat: Are you going [crosstalk 00:00:42] through the snow?

Patrick: Yeah I'm going through the snow. I got it at like 60 degrees in here right now. It's 60 degrees in my house, I have no idea why.

Kat: Is that cold?

Patrick: To me it is, yes.

Kat: Does that mean cold, I don't understand your language.

Patrick: To me it is very cold. To me its subzero temperature, I'm absolutely freezing right now. I'm about to die of a cold or flu.

Kat: Your dying?

Patrick: Yup. I have not gone [crosstalk 00:01:11]

Kat: It's a sad state. I'm going to ...

Patrick: Hold on let me [crosstalk 00:01:18]

Kat: I'm finding out what temperature that is. I'm Googling it so everybody understands what's happening.

Patrick: Oh yeah, it doesn't translate. Doesn't translate in your language.

Kat: Oh, it's 15 degrees. Hang on I've got to shut the door, there's window men right outside my door and it's super noisy. One second.

Patrick: 15 degrees. Holy shit, what the fuck happened to my computer. So what's up everybody, hello, hello, welcome everybody. I'll go ahead and say that. Hello?

Kat: What's up?

Patrick: [inaudible 00:01:47] everybody's already said something. I don't know, my computer just took a shit. I've no idea. So did you say 15 degrees, your words? This is retarded. Hold on. I can't hear you.

Kat: [inaudible 00:02:04] must be dying.

Patrick: I can't, what the [crosstalk 00:02:06]

Kat: Am I back? Am I back?

Patrick: Yeah you're back. Oh, I forgot we're on my internet connection.

Kat: Yeah I had ... No, it's because I put my earplugs in because my house cleaner is upstairs vacuuming.

Patrick: Oh well how fancy, how fancy.

Kat: I'm very fancy, you know that.

Patrick: Very fancy with your extravagance earbuds.

Kat: So I said that everybody should send you a love heart shower because you're surviving in only 15.555 degree Celsius right now, for the Australians. Now, if people are from Melbourne though, which is my hometown, they're going to be like, "Harden the fuck up, that's warm," but here where I live that's horrible. Horrible. Nobody should have to endure those sort of ...

Patrick: Yeah, these are very horrible circumstances. [crosstalk 00:02:58]

Kat: Nobody should have to endure those sort of subzero temperatures.

Patrick: Nobody should be asked to endure these subzero temperatures, I'll tell you that. All right.

Kat: All right. I might need some assistance. Can you help me out?

Patrick: What do you got?

Kat: Should I wear my hair like this? Should I wear my hair like that or behind? Or on one side? What's the best livestream hair?

Patrick: I kind of like it behind.

Kat: Out?

Patrick: That looks good.

Kat: Behind, all right. There you go everybody.

Patrick: There you go. That looks good.

Kat: We're going to talk about [crosstalk 00:03:37]

Patrick: That's the queen Kat look.

Kat: [crosstalk 00:03:39] Cleopatra.

Patrick: She says, Angela said, [inaudible 00:03:43] I'm in Texas right now. Texas by way of Bali, very, very soon. In the next month, no, no, this month. This month, I'm going next week, next week.

Kat: This week maybe. Maybe even tomorrow.

Patrick: No I have to wait till the weekend.

Kat: Oh well.

Patrick: Have to wait till the weekend because [crosstalk 00:04:04] I have to move my stuff.

Kat: Time and space is just, time is just an illusion anyway. The weekend could mean tomorrow. Could mean today. Could all be one day. That's extended into itself.

Patrick: Time is an illusion [crosstalk 00:04:18]

Kat: I think I'm going to take these out again now. I'm going to take these out again now because they're annoying me.

Patrick: What is [inaudible 00:04:25] giving you a delay? I'm going to drop this in my [crosstalk 00:04:30]

Kat: No, I just prefer no earbuds and the vacuuming stopped. But check it out, I'm sorry that I keep doing this to you Patrick, but I'm going to do it anyway. Are you ready?

Patrick: I'm ready.

Kat: I'm just eating my bacon and eggs with my Vegemite while in waiting for us to go live.

Patrick: Oh my God. Oh my god.

Kat: I was halfway through eating.

Patrick: How are you destroying this fucking meal with that shit? That's an all American meal, and you're just going to destroy it with that. Destroy it, it's completely just-

Kat: Look, pay attention. You want to put the Vegemite straight onto your eggs. Straight on.

Patrick: What's that green thing? I don't want to put that Vegemite anywhere near my eggs. I don't want it anywhere near any of my food.

Kat: That's avocado.

Patrick: Oh that's an avocado?

Kat: That's avocado.

Patrick: I thought you all had green eggs and ham over there or something because I don't even know.

Kat: You want to eat that with, look, pay attention.

Patrick: I have no idea what you all have over there.

Kat: You want to put a little bit of Vegemite on the avocado, eat it like that. I don't know why I get so much enjoyment from doing this to you.

Patrick: [crosstalk 00:05:29] it's just crazy how different people's taste buds are.

Kat: It's so good.

Patrick: What you just did-

Kat: It's just because-

Patrick: What you just did was the equivalent of somebody spraying a cat turd on a fucking piece of toast and eating it to me, that's just what I just saw you do.

Kat: I'd love to have some toast. [crosstalk 00:05:52] I'd love to have toast with avocado. You also-

Patrick: What's up [crosstalk 00:05:57] on here. Feel like we're getting delayed [crosstalk 00:06:00] again, we're delayed.

Kat: We're not delayed. The internet just doesn't know how to keep up with us, but really you should also always dip your bacon straight into the Vegemite. Pay attention. Look.

Patrick: I'm not paying attention to that, it's fucking heresy.

Kat: Because salt with bacon. The saltiness, it's like extra salt in it. It's great.

Patrick: That's the most disgusting thing.

Kat: So yesterday-

Patrick: You're so beautiful and then you do such disgusting things to yourself. It's just weird. It's like [crosstalk 00:06:37] weird, it's like-

Kat: It's part of my mystique.

Patrick: Why did this very creative hot chick just do the nastiest thing. It's like watching a shizer video. Know what shizer is, [crosstalk 00:06:44] the German [crosstalk 00:06:45]

Kat: I'm sorry, but thanks. No. No. But I appreciate the compliment.

Patrick: No. Have no idea [crosstalk 00:06:51]

Kat: But I can't help it, it's part of my mystique.

Patrick: That's not mystique, that's not.

Kat: But it's actually ... Do I need to know?

Patrick: What'd you say? We've got a delay, we've got a delay.

Kat: Do I need to know? No I was waiting for you, do I need to know or understand?

Patrick: Well you're from Germany, so you should know. It's basically German scat porn basically. You know what scat porn is? Have you ever heard of it?

Kat: I don't watch any German porn. Currently I don't watch German porn. I watch regular, all American or Australian porn.

Patrick: Well I'm saying that you can know of it, you can know of it. There's different types you know, when you're scrolling through you're going to see some different categories. There's grandma, there's all sorts [crosstalk 00:07:38] of different types. Then there's German shizer, there's scat porn, you just happen to be scrolling by it, see it, sometimes.

Kat: So basically what's happened here is we came on to do a recoded conversation about art and resistance and flow and we're talking about German porn?

Patrick: Yes. Particularly the scat variety. You invited me on here.

Kat: I just like to keep-

Patrick: You fucking invited me on here.

Kat: I think you said we need to record our conversation. You said I believe ... Thank you. You said I believe it's time to record our conversation again or something like that I believe it is. You messaged me yesterday and then you must have rudely just gone to bed straight after messaging me because I needed help, I was stuck in the resistance, I wrote back to you with a happy faced emoji. Then you must have gone to sleep so I just had to live in the resistance all by myself with nobody to kick my ass.

Patrick: Yeah, I saw that, I was like man [crosstalk 00:08:38]

Kat: And that's how I ended up with [crosstalk 00:08:39]

Patrick: That was a weird thing to wake up to, I was like wow, you were in the, you, Kat of all people in the resistance? Now that's the part usually reserved for me. I'm the one that likes to play in the resistance.

Kat: I know, it's mind blowing. The truth is maybe I just don't talk about it enough. It's like quicksand, it was dragging me into it. It was probably a Vegemite deficiency in my bloodstream. There was definitely a flow deficiency in my bloodstream.

Patrick: It's all coming to a head you know. It's finally attacking your nervous system.

Kat: The Vegemite? Or the flow?

Patrick: Yes.

Kat: So then okay, so this morning I went to Muay Thai and I was doing my rounds in the ring and I couldn't breathe properly. It's fucking annoying because I'm very fit, but my fitness just wasn't there. He's like, "What's going on?" And I said to him, my trainer, "I think I'm just not connected to my body properly yet." Like I haven't connected into my body yet because my mind's thinking about other stuff and we had already done maybe three or four rounds. I was going hard, but I was just like kind of breathing like that, but I wasn't feeling anxious about anything. So then it was just fucking annoying, but as soon as I, like we got to maybe 30 or 40 minutes into the session even, and then you feel that switch click and you connect to flow and you're just like holy shit, it's on and you're in that dance and that super flow.

Kat: It's exactly like business. I was saying to my trainer this morning it's like, you're like, ugh, even I get this, I get it every fucking day. Like people maybe think I'm motivated because I do so much content. Well I'm driven by, I hate the fucking feeling of when I don't do my content. I just feel like shit if I don't do my art, but that doesn't mean that when I sit my ass in the chair that it's flowing. It's often exactly the same as at the start of that workout where the first 10 or 20 or 30 or even 40 minutes, you just feel like you're wading through quicksand. You don't feel connected properly and you're not breathing deeply and then you're thinking, this shit, what am I even writing. Even yesterday after I messaged you then I was like fuck you, apparently you're not going to message me back and save me, so I'm going to have to write something myself and figure it out. [crosstalk 00:11:07]

Patrick: [inaudible 00:11:10] all the time.

Kat: And I write something, I write a blog anyway, but it was so shit. I posted it anyhow on Facebook, it was just the lamest thing I've ever posted in the history of time. It's still there, everyone can see it from yesterday. Even my team are like, "What is this, is this a blog? Are we supposed to put this on the Instagram story? What is this actually, there's no photo, it's not long enough." No, they weren't really ... But my point is you just got to do that damned thing anyway. You don't wait for flow, you get into flow. Sometimes you've got to get in and it's like a tumultuous, whitewater river and you just got to get pounded under the water again and again and knocked back down. Then at some point it's like boom, I'm in the flow zone. Everyone just wants to be in the flow zone, but you don't get there without being willing to go through the quicksand a bit.

Patrick: No, it's funny you mention this now and I glad we're on here talking about this because I actually had exactly what you're talking about happened today, but fortunately ... So, did you ever get back into, did you ever reach flow or did you just spend the whole day just not, you didn't get there? Or did you finally get there?

Kat: Yesterday, you know what, I wrote the damn post anyway. I published a post, I put a sales call to action on the end because I fucking show up for my art, that's my commitment. I'm very consistent. I'm probably the most consistent person on the internet with content, I believe. And I'm personally doing all my content myself as well, it's not like you know some people put a tonne of content out there, but how much content are they actually doing.

Patrick: Mm-hmm (affirmative).

Kat: I think I'm like the most consistent person out there. So I posted the damn post anyway, I had to cut it short because I was meeting somebody and I knew that he was going to be there any minute. I was like all right, I didn't even have the time to get into my flowzone, I had like 12 minutes. I'm like fuck, I'll write something. I still wrote a damn blog, I still put a sales call to action on the end. I was like, this is bullshit, but, I don't know how many likes or comments are on it, but the people who commented and liked it, the people who commented were like, "This is exactly what I needed." And so it's about getting out of your own way, but then after that I went on a walk for like two hours. Had a good conversation and then came home and I still wasn't quite in that flowzone and I thought I could livestream last night and snap myself into it. But I didn't, resistance got me by the ass. I sat around for a bit, fucked around, pretending to do things on the computer and then I just went to bed.

Kat: But, this morning, I don't know if you read my blog this morning. It was so good, it might be one the best posts I've written this year. It's called, "You're not a marketer you're an artist. A tortured one or not, and you'd better start fucking acting like it," or something like that. When I wrote that [crosstalk 00:13:55] blog ... Huh?

Patrick: I saw it, I usually read your stuff at night on my time, nighttime you know. At the end of my day I'll read it. So you kind of catch me whenever I haven't read it yet.

Kat: You're going to like that one. I'm so happy with that. You know when you write something or you do a livestream and you're just like oh, yeah, I fucking nailed it. Or, I didn't even know what I wrote, but I got what I want from it. I got that release and that connection to soul and then I went straight to training to Muay Thai then I was disconnected for 35 minutes. Then I got in the zone and holy shit, the last 15 or 20 minutes of my workout this morning, I have not brutalised myself like that in a while. It was so good, like I was nearly collapsing onto the floor. It's like that voice in your head that's like oh, are you going to die, are you going to die, you think you're going to fall down and die? You can't keep going? Are you dead yet? No, then keep fucking going bitch. I was just smack talking myself and I was so on the edge of being like I need timeout, I need to stop early.

Kat: I just kept going and I kept thinking of, like I always remember Arnold Schwarzenegger saying that your body can go so much further than your mind. Like when you think that your body is done, whether it's in training, but also with the business. Your writing, your art, it's such a load of bullshit. I love nothing better than kicking my own ass and being like oh, you think you're hurting, you think this hurts? Keep fucking going. It's the most empowering feeling in the world. I literally collapsed onto the floor in the ring at the end of the session. Within a second though I had the biggest smile on my face already even though I was in agony.

Kat: It's just, I don't know, I don't know how many people relate to that, but I love the pain, the purposeful pain. Otherwise, you just feel like you're not alive. So that resistance got me yesterday, but then today I eliminated it.

Patrick: Well I know we were talking, the night before I believe, we were talking about how to say enjoy resistance. We were also talking about some of the things that were going on with your spot and where you were living at and things like that. We were talking about being where you were at and that you might have to create new challenges for yourself. You think this is maybe a product of that? Maybe your mind switched over to that, maybe you wanted some more resistance and you brought that to yourself?

Kat: Maybe, that's a good point. Yeah, we had a phone call the other night that went for nearly three hours. At the end we were like fuck, we forgot to record our phone call again, so that we can sell it to everybody. It was so good. So now we-

Patrick: It was good.

Kat: No we're doing this for everyone. You can send [crosstalk 00:16:38] us a love heart [inaudible 00:16:40] huh?

Patrick: Some love hearts to what?

Kat: To thank us for being here and speaking.

Patrick: Oh yeah, for sure. Check this out though, so we talked about that right and then so now that was happening, this resistance was happening. Now I've been like, the resistance is easing up on me. I've been going through fucking resistance because I'm a glutton for punishment. I don't know what do they call it, sadistic? No, it was masochist, what's the one where you like to get kicked in the balls?

Kat: Isn't one of them like means you like to hurt other people and one means you like to hurt yourself? Masochist is you like self punishment I think.

Patrick: Yeah, I think that's the one.

Kat: And sadist is you like to hurt other people.

Patrick: Yeah, yeah. Yeah, one of those two, the one where you get kicked in the balls. Obviously that's what I'm going through right now, I like to kick myself in the balls here. I've been going through that resistance, what we talked about on the phone. Maybe I want to, obviously yes, of course, why the fuck, how could it be any other way? How could it be any other way? Anything that you're going through, any resistance that you have in your life is because you want it to be there. Plain and simple. There's no other way around it, if you take responsibility for everything in your life as you should, as you should. If you believe in manifestation, if you believe it's all in your control. If you fucking believe in manifestation, [inaudible 00:18:03] you can alter your body by eating donuts or ramen noodle soups and still lose weight. If you believe that you have that [crosstalk 00:18:12] kind of control-

Kat: Who said anything about donuts?

Patrick: If you believe that you have that kind of control over the universe, then you better damn fucking well believe that you're making this shit up. That you're making up the resistance, you're creating the resistance. You're creating the despair, the feeling, the thoughts or the anguish. All that shit you want to, you fucking masochist you. You want the kick in the balls for some reason.

Patrick: Okay, well I'm tired of the kick in the balls I guess. I must be done with it because today, so and then we're talking about now we're talking about my day. What's up Johnny? What's up Pistol Pete. Then we're talking about, now it's kind of easing up on me right. I woke up this morning and I saw your message, I'm like damn, I left her in the cooker last night. She's just, it's like I can't believe I saw this message of resistance here. I'm like, I was blown away by it you know, but I knew you were asleep, so obviously went about my day.

Patrick: I started out my day just like you're talking about. I couldn't get into where I was trying to go. I was getting wrapped up and started right out the gate getting into shit that's not my art. Started getting into stuff pertaining to my other business, which I had put a cutoff date. We had just got done talking about that, saying fuck everything until noon or whatever, you know, until we get going. Right off the bat I start getting things happening though that were saying to me that some resistance was being overcome in the other business. So I was like huh, so I took the bait you know. I took the bait.

Patrick: Not only that, last night I had found a blog post that I had written and I had never posted it. I got scared about it and I didn't post it. I was acting like a little bitch and I left it there. And so I discovered it and I was like fuck, I had already wrote a blog post that night. So, I had two blog posts and so I was happy about that, I'm like okay, I've got two. I'm going to drop those tomorrow. So I'm feeling good about that. I went to sleep and I woke up and immediately some things started happening at the other business, some resistance was overcoming the other business. I'm like fuck, okay, okay we're making some headway here so this is good. I jump right in this, it's like 8:00 in the morning, I jump right into that and start going to mess with my other business.

Patrick: I get caught up with all that and next thing you know 12:00 comes around. I'm slugging, but I had been throughout the day doing tiny things because I'd been, I'm going to post content all day. Today, I'm just going to have a day where I post all content. You know on my Instagram, I'm going to post content throughout the day on my Facebook, I'm going to post whatever. I had just been starting to feel it again. Started to post things and they were getting a lot of engagement on them you know, just things that I would think, I'd post it and just small things you know, not real boring blog posts.

Patrick: Then I drop my blog post on there, sprinkle that because I had that ace up my sleeve, so I drop the blog post, bam. I drop the other blog post, bam. Then it just started to come together, right. Then we rolled right into, right about 12:00 noon or so I took a little nap and then 1:00 PM and then the resistance just started to go down. All just starts to crumble right?

Kat: Yeah.

Patrick: Everything starts going right. I just start banging out all sorts of stuff. Me and Travis ended up doing, we just got done off of a livestream, which generated a lot of new people into our circle and to his audience. I'm jumping on here with you and now this is going, this is a great one right, so just like all the ones that we do. And so, it just started rolling, that's been my day. It just started rolling, and it started out just like you talked about though. It's very sluggish, but it took me till about 1:00 PM till it just started to roll really good, but I stuck with it. I stuck with it, I just kept on thinking I've posted, but it was like bite sized pieces of content that I kept dropping that led up to it.

Kat: Yup. Exactly. Exactly and we talked about this when we were on the phone the other night that was like until 2:00 AM my time, that massive phone call. I said the same thing about when you're working out and it's like the first 10 or 20 minutes or however long, you just feel like fuck this shit. I don't really want to be here, I'm not feeling it. That was me this morning in the ring, I was like oh, fuck. Okay, yeah, I'm here, I'm doing what I need to be doing, but my mind was like why am I here. I'm not really vibing with this and I wish I didn't come today or whatever. You just fucking learn over the years, you figure it out finally when time is passing you by in your life and then you still didn't do the damn shit that you said you were going to do. At some point you just figure the shit out where you're like, oh fuck.

Kat: I can remember, probably five years ago I can remember feeling like I think I was waiting, I thought there would be a point in my life where I would evolve to being a person whose always motivated and always ready, always has the inspired ideas and wants to do the damn thing. I remember one day it just kind of smacked me in the face like a wake-up call where I was like, oh shit, I just realised that for the rest of my life I will still battle resistance because it's part of the human condition. Particularly as an artist, resistance is inherent to being an artist, that's why I wrote this morning about the tortured soul. Probably your blog influenced my post this morning a little bit because you know, like I told you, when I got up in the morning before I journal I always read something. There's only like five people whose shit I'll read and I checked if you posted something new. I checked, you had posted something new so I read your blog and it was full-on. For me I found that full-on to read to hear the voices inside of your head. I was like holy shit that was so raw, it was like everybody should go read that blog. It's on your personal profile right?

Patrick: Appreciate it.

Kat: Go read it. But it was kind of painful to read, I found it kind of painful to read.

Patrick: That's so funny you said that, [crosstalk 00:24:31] somebody messaged me, two people messaged me and they said the exact fucking same thing. They said, "I can't believe that shit. I did not know you wrote like that," and they said that it was painful. I said, "Well, what's painful about it?" It was like, "Well, it's painful to read." Two women you know, so I was wondering why is it painful for you to read it, you know what I mean? That's what I was wondering because I really was thinking about connecting with guys for it you know, more along the lines with the guys.

Kat: Well, for me personally I found it painful to read because I care about you. I was like, that's like hearing somebody that you care about saying that shit about themselves, it's like fuck, it just felt painful for me for that reason. I don't know about what other people's reasons are, but also because I could relate to it. At first, I was thinking this so fucking full-on I can't believe you say that shit inside of your head, I found it shocking.

Kat: Then I was like wait, why do I find it shocking, it's only shocking because you're writing it down because I've said all that same sort of shit to myself many times over as well. In my way, about my own stuff and if people heard the voices inside my head I'm sure they'd be shocked. Like you were taken aback even by me just simply saying that I'm in resistance, right? Now think about the shit that you put in that blog, it was extreme. Well I think that's why at first I was like, this is so full-on, like I felt shocked or upset about it just relevant to you personally, not in a general sense. Then I was like wait, no, it's just because this is a very raw, extreme thing for somebody to write down. I definitely have said so much to inside of my own head.

Kat: Then I loved the way you finished the post like where basically you choose each day, every day you have those voices in your head and then you have the voice that's saying that you can and that you will. Then that is now what you do, you do your damn journaling, you do your content, you're showing up for your business and for your art. That's exactly the same as me and that's what I've always done and that's what I've done to get to this point. Now, for sure I don't have as much of those voices as I used to, it is less because I guess I've proven myself, to myself to whatever degree.

Kat: But it's still here and that's what I think so many people don't understand about me. I'm not, or about anyone, about you as well, you do your livestreams every day, I do my content every day. People then go, oh no well I couldn't be like Patrick or I couldn't be like Kat. They're motivated, they're good on camera or whatever it is, but then go and read what you wrote about how you feel about yourself some of the time. Or if somebody could hear inside of my head and the smack talk that goes on in there. It's about realising that yeah, as you keep going and as time passes it will get easier, and I think you said this in your post, it gets easier because you learn how to deal with it. I feel like I learned how to dance with resistance and I can see it for the bullshit that it is, whereas maybe earlier on in my life I tended to believe it more.

Kat: Now even if I feel like I'm believing it a little bit, I'll be like, yeah, no, I know exactly what's going on here. I do know what the answer is because fucking 20 years of training, of fitness training, has taught me how to get into flow and how to breakthrough resistance and discipline my ass and if you're not dead yet you keep going. Then many, many years in business as well has taught me the same thing, so I always know that the answer is too fucking bad, sit your ass down and do the damn thing. Sometimes it will feel fucking incredible, like today when I wrote my blog I was on the biggest high. I got in the car and I was just slamming my best tunes and then driving down to the fight gym. I was like, this is the best day ever, I'm so in the zone and that's an amazing feeling.

Kat: I wish I could have that feeling every day, but yesterday felt like quicksand day. It doesn't matter right, like some days you'll feel superflow, some days you won't, so the fuck what. Either way you keep going, but for sure because I read your blog first and then normally I read a piece, I read if you write something or [inaudible 00:28:44] or whoever else I read, like such a small handful of people. Then I go into my journaling and then usually I write my blog after that. Today I read your blog first and then it really did impact me a lot, then I went straight into writing my blog, I didn't even do anything on [crosstalk 00:29:00] yet today, which is [crosstalk 00:29:01]

Patrick: Damn, did my blog fuck your day up? Did my blog fuck your day up?

Kat: No, no, it's the opposite because I had to write straight after that.

Patrick: Oh, that's good.

Kat: I went straight into writing that piece, but I was partly responding to you and partly I was thinking about one of my inner circle clients and partly it was for myself. Okay wait, we're going to need to start again because Brandon just jumped on and he asked that we start again. So where we started [crosstalk 00:29:26]-

Patrick: I believe we started without him.

Kat: Was with me dipping the bacon into the Vegemite. We got to start with the bacon and the Vegemite if we're starting from the top.

Patrick: Can we please not?

Kat: Anyway-

Patrick: Brandon dammit, this was a bad day for that. Even though you're eating [crosstalk 00:29:39]

Kat: Yeah, no, [crosstalk 00:29:40] read my blog later you'll see my blog was partly like it's speaking to you and like I was talking to you, but then I was talking to myself, but then I was talking to one of my clients and I told her that. It was just, I kind of love that because something you wrote definitely impacted what I created and what I created will be impacting other people. It's just amazing, it's the collective unconscious.

Patrick: Well I saw your blog post and it jumped out at me. I was like this is something that I have to read, I just saw the title and I can't remember exactly what it said. I just saw it and I was like, I'm going to have to read that later on because I immediately saw it and I was feeling like, I don't know it was kind of geared towards me or something. The words weren't like that, but I just felt that, you know what I mean?

Kat: Yeah, and I knew, usually I don't tell somebody if I write a blog that's skewed towards them because I know you're going to feel it anyway. It's not always, but often I'll be thinking of a particular person when I'm writing. It started off towards you and then it became about me. I thought it was going to be, I thought the post was going to be about honouring and respecting the artist, being like my soul recognises the artist in your soul, that sort of thing. Like the respect that I have for that and then it turned into kind of like a smack down post where I was kicking ass and I think that was at myself. Then at the end I was like fuck, this was not supposed to be about me. Then I brought it back around again and it just came out however it came out.

Patrick: Oh see everything that I read, I'm like thinking, everything I read from you I'm thinking this is to me right.

Kat: Everybody does, especially when I do, I don't know do you get this sometimes or have you had this happen, but if I do a post that's really quite brutal I'll tend to get like 20 people message me and they'll be like, "I know you were talking about me." And I'm like, "Well, if you think that I was, then maybe I was."

Patrick: That could be the case, but I used to think that all the time when I worked for Ryan. I would always say and he'd said if you think, he said the same thing. If you think it is, it is. So, you're right, it's right, in the case if you think it is, it is, right. It's for you, it's for you if you are triggered by the wording. But I wrote mine like a while back and then I didn't feel anything about posting it. When I found it I was like, yes, I found it. I was like I'm going to post this now, no problem. I remember what you told me, it was like you should just not even think about it and just post it. So I posted it and it was apparently like real full-on, people said that.

Patrick: I think that you do, like what I did was I was sitting there facing resistance big time whenever I started to write that. I was facing one of the biggest challenges of my life, which was making our first sale since we went out on our own, and it wasn't happening. It was taking like two weeks, I mean we were in this thing for like two weeks, damn near a month. I was sitting there, and I'm sure I had probably talked to you the night before, something like that. I was writing, I started to write the beginning of it you know, just to start thinking about what kind of shit you say to yourself whenever, or the kind of shit that people say to themselves whenever they're facing that. I really wanted to know, I started thinking about the things that I was thinking at the time.

Patrick: Then I was like, well this is bullshit because this is right around when the shit broke and we made ourselves and everything started to work out for the better. That was when I was really, really getting into it and getting into manifesting and writing and controlling it you know. Right before it happened I just said, I'm just going to take all these things that are being said and I'm just going to go with it. As much as I can I'm just going to just get it all out there. Everything that I hear on the stream of thought, I'm going to just write it down as I go.

Patrick: And so, I did, I just started fucking like turned on some music and I just started. Every one of the resistant thoughts that came through, I just typed as it was coming. I was like this is some fucking creative ass ways to talk shit to myself, you know, of this voice in my head that's talking this shit. Just so creative and the ways it says, the lies it says about you. I just put it down and it was just endless and relentless and didn't stop. I just had to stop it myself you know. It would have just kept going.

Kat: It was relentless. That's how, like I was reading it, I was sitting down at the coffee shop. I was like how fucking long is this going for? It's just getting worse and worse, but that's why it was painful, I was like fuck me, I thought it would be finished now, it's still going? Then I was thinking, I hope there's going to be a reframe at the end of this and it's not just going to finish. And then there was.

Patrick: The end. Your life is horrible. But I got it [crosstalk 00:35:01] it was like an experiment to just fucking just see if it would stop you know, but it wouldn't. I had to stop it myself which I guess you could say something about that. You have to stop that fucking voice yourself. It's not going to stop on its own. You have to stop it because [crosstalk 00:35:21] it's there if you want-

Kat: You have to see it for what it is.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: You've got [crosstalk 00:35:25] to see it for what it is. Yeah, it's the devil. We were talking about this on the phone the other night. It's a seduction right?

Patrick: Yes it is.

Kat: Did you read Patrick's post Maria? It's like be prepared to be upset. If anyone reads that post, just be prepared to be upset, but it will be powerful for you. I think that we all think that we're the only ones who have those thoughts. It's natural to feel like if people knew the truth about me, or if people, like I should feel ashamed of myself or whatever. Everybody has those thoughts and then everyone looks at ... Yes, so Maria read your post, she's one of my inner circle clients, she said she was in tears. Exactly, I think for women in particular it's going to upset them. I thought it upset me because I had a personal interest, but I think it probably upsets everyone.

Kat: It was very upsetting because it was so raw, but it's also incredibly healing. That's the sort of blog post that will heal people and probably healed you maybe when you wrote it or maybe by publishing it because it's so raw. That's the point I was trying to make in my blog this morning ... Where can you find this post, just click on, I'll get the link. I'm so helpful. I'll put the link here in the comments. Like I'm fucking up all my shit now.

Kat: It's [crosstalk 00:36:45] like I wrote about this a little bit in my post that you've got to, to impact people, like yesterday I was talking to somebody new who I met about my business. I was explaining how I market, and he's an entrepreneurs as well with four amazing businesses, but a totally opposite sort of entrepreneur to me. We were talking about how the way that I show up on social media is the exact opposite of him. I put as much of myself out there as possible, and he's got as little of himself out there as possible. I was saying my system basically, my marketing is essentially I'll write these three thousand word blog posts every single day. The people who can get to the end of that and watch all my content are clearly, they're my soulmate clients or they wouldn't be sticking around that much. He was like-

Patrick: I like that system.

Kat: Holy shit, big long posts [inaudible 00:37:34] right, but he goes ... Oh yeah there's the blog. He goes, "Yeah, but that wouldn't work anymore would it," or something, or, "That's because you already built that up or something like that?" I'm was like, "No, no, it doesn't matter how crowded the internet is or how crowded Facebook is there is always going to be a space for the true artist to bear their soul." Like since the dawn of time, those of us who are storytellers, messengers and who actually reveal the raw shit inside of us, like what you wrote, was the painful, gritty, even ugly parts of the soul. It's almost like you don't want to look at it directly, it's like staring into the sun. It's too much, it's too intense, it feels too painful. Then at the same time it's magnetising and you can't look away.

Kat: So somebody who can share a piece of their soul like that, like you do and like I do and like many people here do, really are very few people though in the total of the internet marketing world. That person doesn't fucking need to buy their followers like you livestreamed about yesterday and we talked about the other night. Or to worry about a fucking funnel or what's the best strategy or Facebook ads. Nothing wrong with doing your funnels and your whatever right, but it's the cherry on top. Anybody who can release a piece of their soul and is brave enough or willing to do that, will always have people that want to listen because it is a magnet.

Kat: It's just mind blowing to me how so many amazing artists and messengers are out there wasting their lives thinking that the way to build a following or to make money is let me get my fucking funnel right or my strategy or my marketing for whatever bullshit. And let me have a pretty website on the internet and make sure that I have good head shots. Are you kidding me? Why don't you just strip yourself naked and show it to everybody? Your soul, right? That's all it takes.

Patrick: Anybody [crosstalk 00:39:38] can have-

Kat: Being willing to do that even in your own resistance.

Patrick: And there's a lot of ego out there too. It's like everybody's got one of those, so how do you really separate yourself from everybody else. You know what I mean, everybody's got a marketing strategy, everybody's got a marketing plan. Everybody's got an ego, so how do you get that ... I get to talk to people today, I got to talk to somebody because of my blog post. One of my people, one of my people, as I call them true believers. He was going through some serious shit in his life, like some real, real horrifying shit that he told me about that I got to help him through, today. So to me to be able to help in such a way to change somebody's life, to save a life is, fuck, that's more important to me than the other shit.

Patrick: The other shit's stupid and I wouldn't get that far with somebody if I didn't post something like I did, if I didn't say what I was really feeling I wouldn't get to say that. It wouldn't probably connect like that on that level with him. That to me is more rewarding than anything else I could be doing. Even if I have to take, for a while, you know it's going to be a while. I could go out here and make a marketing webinar and be very successful with it and make money off of it you know. I could do that.

Kat: Successful.

Patrick: Yeah, successful. Run traffic to it and do all ... I know how to do all that, I've done it. Or a book funnel or whatever you want to do. Whatever you want to do to make money. Give somebody an irresistible offer, tell them how to double or triple their income, whatever you want to do. That's fine, but understand that anybody can fucking do that. Anybody can do that. If you hold back, if you don't say what's on your mind, if you don't actually share a piece of yourself, then you're not really like an artist I don't think. You know? Then you're just giving people-

Kat: You're not and you have to decide [crosstalk 00:41:46] if you want to be an artist first or a marketer first. Like, you're an amazing marketer, I know a lot about marketing as well. We can both do all that shit. I don't even think anybody can do it, it is still a skillset because plenty of people are trying to fucking do it and they're not doing anything, they're not getting anywhere with it.

Kat: I did read a blog post one time by a mentor of mine from years back and she was like you got to choose, you're either an artist of an entrepreneur, who are you? I was like holy shit, she's right, I'm an artist first. I am an entrepreneur, I am a marketer, I where those hats and I've been an entrepreneur, like it's in my blood, I've been selling shit since I was three years old. But first and foremost I'm an artist. You've got to choose, you can't be in both camps. You can't be like, oh I'm an artist and I share from my soul and I do my soul purpose, but first let me build this pretty little funnel over here and then I'll be ready. It's bullshit.

Kat: Nobody said you need that you needed the internet to get your message out there and to make money. Amazingly enough artist through the history of time have managed to have people fall in love with them without a Facebook page. I know it's mind blowing for everybody and you might need therapy [inaudible 00:42:57] and some sexual healing in order to come to terms with that, but you don't need any of that shit in order to get your message out there. What you do need is to be courageous enough to put the blinders on and just art, art, art, art, art because like we said, you have a true believer client as you call them, I call them my soulmate clients, who comes to you as a result of that post. That person is so connected to you now, there's instant trust, instant deep rapport, they become a longterm client who refer their friends and just be so in love with you and your message because they see themselves in you.

Kat: Most people, you could do an automated webinar and get leads from that, like you said. You could become successful and I say successful like that because even if you were making great money doing that, which of course you could do and you know how to do. You would be, and we've talked about this many times, you would be miserable. You would be hating it, your soul would be dying because it wouldn't be doing your purpose work and you're essentially selling your soul to the wrong clients, the wrong people doing the shit that doesn't light you up.

Kat: Whereas, when you go all in with your art yeah, like most people are going to be horrified at the idea of reading a daily two or three thousand word blog post or listening to a one hour livestream that you do. They're going to think that's crazy, who wants to listen to that. I've had people make fun of me so many times when I've had hater-ship online. Like, "Oh ha ha, who would read all that shit?" I'm like, "Well firstly I don't fucking care if anybody reads it because I'm writing it for me bitch, not for you. Secondly, clearly a few people are fricking reading it if you look at the business that I've created."

Kat: So if somebody is going to read that or watch your webstream or read your post, then they come to you and talk to you, that person is a soulmate client for life. I'd rather 10 people like that than a 100,000 people that are fucking bored on Instagram or got off a webinar.

Patrick: Well there going to fall off, those people are going to like, what people realise is how much of this bullshit that's out there that's the same. People don't show you their refunds, people don't show you their attrition rates. People are dropping off. They don't show you that shit. They don't show you that shit. All they'll show you is-

Kat: Yeah, so true. So true and we talked about that the other night as well. Like my refund rate is like 0.000001%. I'll get like three refunds a year and two of them is because the person accidentally bought the same product twice. They're like shit, I didn't realise I already have it, can you refund me?

Patrick: And I haven't had that one-

Kat: That's not normal, what's the industry rate even? It's like-

Patrick: It's crazy, it's like 30.

Kat: 40 or 50% some of the time.

Patrick: Yeah. Yeah, it's insane. Then people don't say that and then they don't say, they don't talk about you know, affiliates and things like that that they're doing. So numbers are fucking crazy you know what I mean? You can't even get into numbers there's so much bullshit out there. There's so much bullshit out there that you might as well just be truthful and honest and just put yourself out there. I get on here and I've got now these few people that come on, I mean anything that I do, they follow me around for whatever it is that I do. I did something with Travis today, which we did marketing and I dropped a link out there for our funnels and everything. I thought we're going to pull in these new prospects right and these clients for his side of things, you know his new audience and everybody who showed up was my people. They hopped on to see that we were talking marketing, they showed up, popped up.

Kat: They watch you, or my people watch me instead of Netflix. My people say that all the time, they're like, "I can't believe what time it is and I'm still watching your content." That's all you want, but it's also like what we're saying here is your going to get a better result just following your art and making your marketing strategy should be your art. Then let's not forget also the selling of the soul side of it because even if it was true that you could make more money, which I do not believe, by following straight up internet marketing Stepford-preneurship you would be miserable, in sabotage, addicted to whatever shit that's not good instead of addicted to flow. And just not happy right?

Kat: I did it that way, I built my business at first to where it was nearly at a million dollars a year because I did the fucking work and I did the marketing. I was right on the cusp of a million dollars a year in my business. This was in 2012, and I walked away. I shut the whole thing down, I walked away from all of it. I remember saying to my partner at the time, if this is the path to a million dollar business, I don't want it. I cannot do this anymore, I would rather go back to being a personal trainer. I said to him, "I'm going to give myself three months, give me three months. I'm going to prove that I can make money doing what I love, but fuck all that shit, I'm going all in doing what I want. If I don't do it in three months then I'll just go back to the gym and I'll be a trainer again because I know how to make a lot of money doing that."

Kat: Well, I didn't do it in three months anyway, I ended up over $100,000 in debt and blew the whole thing up. Then eventually, eventually, I stayed though, I stuck to it and now look where I am because I've experienced what it's like to make good money by selling my soul. I mean, it's your life right, you want to be, this is like right now we're not really selling anything, but this is content. This is us filling ourselves up with our art and our craft. Even though we're not directly making an offer, how many people are becoming soulmate clients or true believer clients of each of us right now because of this content. Then we drop a link or we keep saying we're going to start recoding our personal phone calls and sell them. People are going to fucking buy that shit, like who wants to buy the recorded phone calls of when we talk to two or three hours-

Patrick: I do.

Kat: Because that shits gold, but sometimes we've got to keep it private. But, we'll figure it out.

Patrick: Yeah, we got to keep some things private, a little bit, a little bit. Those are like extreme, super, super VIP shit. But Helen makes a good point, Helen's asking a good question here though, she says, "I get what you're saying," but she's surrounded by true artists putting themselves out there every day and never make any money, what would you say about that?

Kat: Okay. Okay. Good, I'm so glad I asked this.

Patrick: I like that one, yeah.

Kat: I was ready to preach on this. I'm going to need a love heart shout-out first, send me the love hearts. Then I'll bring the [crosstalk 00:49:37] Kat show.

Patrick: Can I do it to? [crosstalk 00:49:37]

Kat: Can you do it too? Everybody shower me with the love heart. Oh there they come, thank you.

Patrick: Shower.

Kat: All right. I already answered these same questions to two or three clients earlier today when I was answering my client audios, so I'm prepared and I'm ready. Here's the thing right, money, money is just a decision and a choice right? Like yesterday I bought a new car, I'm also getting a new house and a few other things all at once. It is a big deal, I'm excited to get the car, I feel good about it. Yeah, there's some ego attached to it for sure because I feel like yeah, look at my badass car, but at the same time I don't need that in order to be happy or fulfilled right, I'm detached from it. When they didn't give me exactly what I wanted at the dealership I just left. I wasn't doing that as a strategy, I was like okay, I'm not attached, this is what I want, if you can't give it to me I'm leaving. I got in the car and drove away and of course, they called me eight minutes later and gave me what I wanted.

Patrick: Sorry guys.

Kat: Either way I [crosstalk 00:50:40]

Patrick: I used to be one.

Kat: But, yeah, you know how it works. I [inaudible 00:50:45] I'm leaving. And I literally was about to sign and then I just put the pen down, I'm like look I've got to go. I'm going to go see the house, I left. What I'm trying to say though is, I don't need the car, I'm not emotionally attached to the car in order to feel good enough, in order to feel worthy, in order to feel like I'm now complete and whole. The thing that fills you up and lights you up and gives you your sense of freedom and completeness and your happiness, your source of all things is being true to yourself and doing your art right? So then for the money, to me the car is the same sort of thing, whether it's a car, whether it's do I want to buy the fancy Voss water, whatever it is. It's just a decision, so I can choose the car or not choose the car, either way I'm whole and I'm complete, but am I going to choose the car, yeah it's fucking badass, it's a hot, sexy car. I'm going to choose the car because I like it and I can have it.

Kat: Same as with money. Get out of the idea that there needs to be an emotional attachment around money, it's only money. Choose it or don't choose it, it's infinitely available. Like you can choose am I going to wear pants or a skirt today, it doesn't matter, why get emotionally attached to it, but it's always available. That's how I feel about money. One of the courses a I made in 2014 when I first figured this out for myself was called, "It's only money honey." I called the course, "It's only money honey," one of the best courses I've ever made, because it was like a slap in the face wake up call where I suddenly realised, fuck, I've been making it this really emotional thing. Like am I good enough for money, am I worthy for money. Imagine we did this right, like am I good enough for the Voss water, am I worthy of this, what are people going to think of me? Does this add to my value if I have this amazing water? Either just pick it up off the shelf or don't. It doesn't matter.

Kat: And so that was like a breakthrough for me to go oh shit, money is just a decision, decide how much you want. Expect it the same way if you're in a restaurant and you put your order in, you know I'll have a steak and broccoli, you expect it, you assume it's going to turn up. You don't go into the kitchen and be like, am I good enough for this? Do you guys think I'm worthy of the steak, can I really have that? Is it being prepared and will I get it? You just order your fucking meal and then you sit down and you wait for it and you expect that it's going to show up. Then meanwhile you're in the now, being present with whoever you're with.

Kat: Same with money, decide it. It's a decision. When you get out of the emotional attachment around money being a reflection of your worth or being something that's going to save you, then you'll realise that it's just something you decide. But you fret now, you think that money would make you more worthy or it's going to save you or it will fill you up or it will make you happy. Or you'll be, yeah, safer in some way or a better person in some way. Then you'll continue to keep it at arm's length because you're trying to validate yourself and you're trying to find your safety and security from something outside of you, which is not possible.

Kat: The lesson is you need to decide ... Did I just get invited to go to a cruise? Somebody's just invited me to go on their birthday cruise and I don't even know this person. I'm just magnetic as fuck.

Patrick: It's your most active follower it looks like.

Kat: I don't even know who that is. Hi, [Taveda 00:54:01] I can't, I can't go. I've got something on, but thank you.

Kat: So, yeah, it's about realising it's a decision. If artists are out there and they're broke, maybe they're buying into the broke artist story, but maybe, maybe, and probably, they're in some way basing their self-worth on their financial situation and/or thinking to themselves that if I just had that money, then I'd be safe. Then I'd be good enough, then I'd be a worthy or a valid person. It's the same as love. You'll never find love when you think oh that person is going to make me feel like then I'm good enough, then I'm worthy, then I'm attractive, then I'm whatever.

Kat: You got to figure that shit out right, like otherwise you'll just continue to hold that deep connection at arm's bay. When you realise you've already got everything inside of you and of course you can choose the money because abundance is infinite. Or of course you can choose to receive love because it is available. Or of course you can choose to have the body you want or whatever and you don't need it, well like you can need it and not need it at the same time, we've talked about that. But either way, you already get your completeness inside of yourself.

Kat: Does that make sense? Did I just ramble in 49 different directions at once?

Patrick: Pretty much, but I'm feeling it, I'm catching it. So, you're saying then somebody who is a starving artist, they're buying into it, which that makes sense to me. There's a lot of things that people out here buy into because that's just what people say. You know, oh you're a starving artist. Oh, you're not going to make any money. That's what they say, but how much of this shit is rooted in fact, it's just something that somebody said. You know, there's a lot of shit like that that's out there, but you have to, you know, you can't cuss if you want to make money online. You know, there's a huge one right-

Kat: Really? Fuck, that's rude.

Patrick: Yeah, how rude. There's all these things that they say. You have to, what else do they say, you know, you already have to have made this much amount of money before you can make any money online. You can't help anybody unless you've hit this, unless you've achieved these goals. You know, you have to have a book. All sorts of crazy shit that's just not true, but people will buy into. There's so many limitations being sold to everybody out here and they're constantly buying into them. I see what you're saying about that, it makes sense because if they're thinking that I'm an artist and I'm not making money or that I'm just going to be an artist, I'm not making money that's fine because that's just what it is.

Patrick: Yet, you're on here, I'm on here and we're doing it. There, you in the back.

Kat: I have a question. My question is do you think that sometimes artists/entrepreneurs, that there's ego attached to being the starving artist? Like there's an element of look at me suffer? It's almost like a badge of honour that I'm the starving artist, do you think that sometimes people are toting themselves back to that?

Patrick: I'm doing it. I'm doing it. You know you get in this thing where you're like, I mean I've seen people do this too, and I do this, I'm guilty. I like the story okay, I like the story. I could have, I mean I'm sure if I opened myself up for it more and just said that it's going to be super easy and that it's just going to happen and everything's going to come to me. I'm just going to go in the superflow and do what you said and just go all in on this thing and have it happen. It's just going to boom, the doors are wide open.

Patrick: When I did my first programme I sold a bunch of my first programme right. For me that was a lot to sell as much as I did. That was not even fully half assing it, that was like 10% of what I could have really done, of me going all in because I'm running like two businesses right now. There's the story that if I just got away from this one thing, it would just go so much fucking easier and everything would just happen you know. Instead, I'm choosing to build the story and now I'm going to be able to have the little ego and look back on this thing and be like, I struggled so hard when is first started out and you can go track it.

Patrick: I've got that in my head, that's programmed in my head from something I've learned from somebody else. You know that you got to step your way up. You work your way up if you want to get there, you can't just [inaudible 00:58:29] you got to work your way up. So, I feel [crosstalk 00:58:33] that same way, I get-

Kat: It's so interesting because ...

Patrick: Go ahead.

Kat: No you go ahead.

Patrick: No, my train of thought just ... Just took a shit.

Kat: Well, here's the truth right. I am proud of myself, I have ego and pride, not, I don't mean I shouldn't have, but there is, for me there is ego attached to I know what I fucking went through to build this business. I do feel maybe a bit superior about the fact that I know full well that most people would not do what I did and that they will not choose to be tough enough. I like feeling like I'm the one who can get knocked down again and again and again and look at me bitches, I'm still getting back up again. It relates a lot to all my fitness stuff and like I always wanted to be the most badass hardcore chick in the gym and I would definitely get triggered if I saw another chick who was training harder than me. Then it would bring me up to speed right, I would then become friends with them. Then it would be like it's on.

Kat: In business, I definitely have pride that comes from yeah, I did go through so much fucking shit and I just kept getting up and every time I felt like I was on the floor and I couldn't get up again, it was that thing of are you dead yet though? No, then keep going. I do like it, I get off on it.

Patrick: There you go.

Kat: You know, you said this earlier on in the call, you said to me what we had spoken about on the phone the other night, about how I said to you I've gotten a little bored because the truth is I had my, I think I told you this, I told my private clients. I'm sure I told you this on the phone, I had my biggest income month ever last month in May. I haven't even published it or anything, well I told my private clients about it and I did a livestream talking about the mindset of that. But it was my biggest income month ever and it was like I feel proud of it. I feel likes that's cool, but did I get a rush from it, did I get an adrenaline kick, no. To be honest, and I know what I'm going to say now is going to make a lot of people want to throw shit at me, if you're going to throw shit I like Guylian Seashell Chocolates or Chanel, you can throw Chanel.

Patrick: Or Vegemite. Throw [crosstalk 01:00:52] poo.

Kat: But, it's very [crosstalk 01:00:52]. I got that all sorted already.

Patrick: Fling a little poo.

Kat: I just, it's easy for me to make money online and I mean look, it doesn't mean I can't relate to and resonate with where people are at in their journey and their struggle. It hasn't been that long ago where was over 100K debt, struggling and that went on for a long time. I know how to break through that and that's how I support my clients, but it's not a rush for me to, like even if I do a launch that would make an insane amount of money, I would be like that's awesome, but also, I just expect it. I'm not doing to get an adrenaline rush from it in the same way that if I cook an amazing steak, and I do cook an amazing steak, I'm not going to be like oh my God, I can't believe it, this is the biggest rush ever. I mean of course it tastes fucking amazing, I know how to cook steak. Of course the launch made that much money, I know how to make money online.

Kat: What we had spoken about and this relates to what I'm saying here is, well where do I get my rush from now. Where do I get my adrenaline from because I am that person. It wasn't just that I was proud of myself for getting up again and again every time I got knocked down, it's that I do get off on it. I enjoy it, I like being like, you know, put through, I like the pain. I like purposeful pain and I feel so alive. Like the training session which I spoke about, which I did this morning was the hardest I've gone. I had to ease back into it obviously with my training after my surgery, but so today was the hardest that I've gone since then. I was dying and then within a second of it being over, or anytime I felt more knocked around, I'm smiling at the same time. I'm like this is so fucking good, it's fucking amazing. I crave that, I want it.

Patrick: And you desire it because at this stage in the game you know that all these rules are bullshit. The fact that you have to, I had only $30 in my account when I started out, to get customers, to get clients, to get your soulmate clients is bullshit. You would be able to attract them without that fucking story. You know? You don't need, that story doesn't [crosstalk 01:03:05]

Kat: Totally.

Patrick: I don't think it brings people, I don't [crosstalk 01:03:07]-

Kat: Right. And I don't even tell my [crosstalk 01:03:09] yeah. Even I told you parts of my story like when we were on the phone the other night and you didn't even know some of it because I just don't talk about it that much. I have and I do if I get interviewed and stuff, but I don't use that for my marketing. I use my art for my marketing. I just use self-expression for my marketing. Like you said, I don't need the fucking story, but what I do need is, I need to feel lit up, alive. Maybe you're right that yesterday I created resistance to knock me around and make me feel shitty so that today I could then create the contrast and today I'm on fire.

Kat: There's more to it than that, like I think, yeah, I do think sometimes for people who haven't broken through on money yet. Or if you've experienced this, if you're a person who can make a little money and then you're like, yeah I'm riding high. Then it just disappears again and you crash up and down, I know a lot of people do that. I did that for years, I would make quite a lot of money and then I'd be like, where is it? Why am I broke again? What's happening? I did that roller coaster for years.

Kat: I finally cracked that quota, I figured it out and I teach my clients this all the time. Because I was addicted to the ego and the adrenaline of when your back's against the wall and you don't know if you're even going to be able to buy food that day or God forbid even coffee. Then you just, like a magician, you pull a rabbit out of a hat because you're forced to, you're so back against the wall and you're going to lose, then you just make magic. You're smashing through and you create and you save yourself, but actually what really happened was you got to experience the adrenaline and the power of creation, which is what you're born for. Then when you make the money, on a subconscious level your mind is like, well now where am I getting my kicks from basically. Where's my adrenaline rush, where's my thrill, where's that feeling of power and pride and ego ... Travis says that's so me dammit. I [crosstalk 01:05:15]

Patrick: Yeah, Travis fuck you man [crosstalk 01:05:15]

Kat: Travis, Travis was preaching on his livestream this morning, I was [crosstalk 01:05:20]

Patrick: I'm your business partner bitch, damn. He's not cool.

Kat: But any of us that have, especially people with a fitness background do this a lot, but I think in general just driven, entrepreneurial people do do this. Where you crash it down because you want the fucking ego rush and the adrenaline rush of having to figure it out. There is a sense of ego in there in that, look at what I just did and other people [inaudible 01:05:46] be able to do that. We've got to find a way to replace that adrenaline and not get your kicks from crashing your money up and down.

Kat: That's what I had to do, I had to figure out okay, I've got to just decide to make the money because it's like the water or the steak or the car, I can just choose it or not choose it, it's not a big deal. Don't attach my adrenaline and my self-worth and my emotions to the money. Make it like I'm going to find that shit from inside of me.

Patrick: Where do you recommend the start is on that though because that is like one of the things I'm always talking about and the conclusion I've come to is like you know, there's no wrong way to do this shit. There's no wrong way to do it because you're writing your story, you're having fun while you do it. Maybe you're addicted to this up and down, you know, maybe you're addicted. Like you said, the ego, maybe you're tied to your ego, but that's still doesn't make it wrong that's just how you're choosing to live it. That's how you're choosing to write your story, but for those that are tired of that shit, that want to do it because like you said, if you live a life of super ease, where it's just totally easy, then it's probably going to get kind of boring. How do you replace that, how do you replace that part? That adrenaline rush?

Kat: Well that's what we, I told you about that the other night, I'm still figuring that out. I mean I've replaced it in like there's been ways that I have replaced it many times over the years since I started figuring out money shit. Now I realise I need something more. I'm never going to be done, we're never going to be done with wanting a new challenge or something to strive for. There are some entrepreneurs out there, the boring ones, whose goal is to get their business to a point where it's automation. Then they can sit on their ass on their couch all day long, and that's their end goal. I literally once heard somebody say that her goal was to automate her business so that she could just watch Netflix all day and that was her end goal. That was the point at which [crosstalk 01:07:58] as a friend.

Patrick: A fucking social [crosstalk 01:08:01]-

Kat: Yeah, like she said that, word for word.

Patrick: You can get a social security check and sit at home and fucking do Netflix.

Kat: Right. It was in a group that I was in with women entrepreneurs, this was like five, six years ago. Actually when I joined the group I was one of the more entrepreneur [crosstalk 01:08:18] babies of the group. I was lower level and like these were women that I looked up too. Then I was kind of stepping into my power I guess and realising that I'm not like them. Then there was this discussion in the group that was literally about that. It wasn't like one woman said it, but then three or for agreed. Like yeah, that's what I want, I want to be with my kids and I want to be able to watch Netflix all day and just enjoy my life. I was like, I'm out, I literally just knew at that point that I need to stop even being in this environment and learning from people like this. And yesterday somebody said to me, "Well what's your exit plan with your business Kat?" I just looked at him and I was like, "Death. My exit plan is death. When I die is when I'm going to stop."

Patrick: Right.

Kat: I don't even know how to answer that question because I'm not doing it for money. When I realised that is when money started to come in as well by the way, just on a side note. To answer your question, try and answer your question.

Patrick: [inaudible 01:09:14]

Kat: [crosstalk 01:09:16] like [crosstalk 01:09:17] I think it's, yeah, I think it's just the key to having the fun and the adventure and the adrenaline is, you'll get it because you fucking decided to right. I noticed three or four years ago that I really wasn't having fun in my life, like I was all about business and I guess whatever else, but I was not in a great period in my life in terms of my internal happiness and flow. I just started to set an intention like I'd write it in my journal, every day I still write this, I have so much fun and adventure in my life. Another thing I started to write maybe two years ago or a year and a half ago was, I laugh and have so much fun in my business every day and now I do. Like you see me on, or even here, I'm having fun, I'm always laughing on my livestream. Sometimes I'm completely being fool [inaudible 01:10:04] idiot and clown and I'm having the most hilarious time ever.

Kat: That came from an intention, but what I desire now, what I've noticed and what we spoke about the other night is I definitely want, well we were going to go and climb that volcano. I want, I don't know, some bigger adventures, like that's my intention now. I do feel like I've got a lot of day-to-day adventures. I do a lot of really random shenanigan type shit in real life with friends or sometimes with clients. I have a lot of fun, but it's almost like I want a mission or I want something that's, I don't know, it will come to me. I'm not concerned about it, I was worrying about it for a little bit and then I was like, let it go, it'll happen when you just decide that it will happen. So my intention is now I have epic adventures with badass cool people and do crazy shit all the time. That will just be my new thing that I write in my journal and then it will come true. Next thing you'll see me like on top of a mountain naked drinking Budweiser and dancing in the moonlight. That'll be my next livestream adventure.

Patrick: I get a lot of-

Kat: And actually it's [crosstalk 01:11:07]

Patrick: What's up Ashley? I get a lot of inspiration from younger, people like 18, 20 you know, just the way that they do things. I was listening to this commercial, was talking about this on my last livestream, that they just don't give a fuck. That are just out there getting into these adventures and doing these things. I was listening to this radio, this commercial, there was a commercial on the radio and it was coming from the viewpoint of this old rock t-shirt. You know, it was a Goodwill commercial, I don't know if you have Goodwill over there. Basically donate to people in need, right.

Patrick: So it's a commercial about donating your [crosstalk 01:11:49] yeah, so donating your old rock t-shirt to Goodwill because you don't wear it anymore. It was like from the viewpoint, the commercial was from the viewpoint of the rock t-shirt, and the t-shirt's basically saying things like, "Hey, we had some good times brother. Remember when you crowd surfed with me brother? Now you don't and now you can just take me to Goodwill." I was thinking of that commercial, I was thinking to myself, you know, why wouldn't he crowd surf anymore? I know it's kind of abstract or whatever, but why the fuck wouldn't he crowd surf anymore? Imagine like why would he stop doing that? If you were 17 or 18, imagine, that was probably the time of his life when he crowd surfed.

Patrick: Now here he is what, 30 years old, 40 years old or whatever and he's going to go donate [crosstalk 01:12:37]-

Kat: He's not even old.

Patrick: It to Goodwill. Yeah, he's not even fucking old right, because you just get better with time. And so he's going to go donate the shirt to Goodwill when he could just instead go, and I know it's a commercial and it's all made-up or whatever, but there's also, you know there's truth behind this, it's what people do right. They go and get rid of the things and toss away these old things. You had fun motherfucker.

Patrick: I remember the first concert I ever went to, what an adventure, couldn't get in. Climbed up to the top of the thing, climbed to the top of a building, scaled the top of a building and looked over the side. That was an adventure.

Kat: I did that. Yeah.

Patrick: It's like I'm seeing its good to go back in time and try to get back into your youth. All this other shit, all these people beating you down and holding you back. When I was a kid, all I would ever talk about was, when I was a young kid, all I would ever talk about was going on adventures. Going on adventures, that's what I wanted to do when I was a kid. I remember it clear as day, I was constantly asking my mom, "When's the next adventure? Are we going on an adventure wherever we go?"

Patrick: All those are out there and then these people I see they get to this level of success in their life and then they're just not doing any of this. Or they go maybe take like a vacation, one vacation a year maybe two vacations and their not even having fun there. They're sitting there like, you know, fucking doing what everybody else is doing. And so-

Kat: They're just drinking and calling that a good time. Nothing wrong with drinking, but that's like their entire fun bubble is I had cocktails by a pool in a fancy place, so now my life must be fun.

Patrick: Right.

Kat: Do you think also, like a lot of people have bought into a bullshit belief that in order to be a good adult or a good entrepreneur or a good partner, that that means somehow that means you've got to lose your sense of fun and adventure or even silliness?

Patrick: Mm-hmm (affirmative).

Kat: Like I get people give me shit, I've seen people give me shit like she's buzzed on her livestreams or I saw you saying this, you were drinking on your livestream the other day. You were doing, making your funny little voices that you do, like being somebody who's making fun of you. I've had people say that to me like, "Oh that Kat chick, she just wastes my time. She's buzzed on her livestream, so she's being an idiot," or, "She never gets to the point," stuff like that. So people think that means it's wrong or bad, well, I know for sure that a lot of my soulmate clients who buy all my shit on repeat. Yes, they love my deeper message and the preaching and the inspiration and the empowerment, but how they love the silliness and the fun and the irreverence and the shenanigans.

Kat: I swear to God people join a lot of my programmes just so that they can come in and be like, where's the naughty bit, where's the shenanigans, where's the fun. We're always doing, there's always naughtiness. Then people know that they can say any fucking thing in my groups and it's never going to be inappropriate. Or when my clients come around or I go to stay with them that we get up to all the crazy shit, but that's what we want. Why can you not have it all? Who the fuck decided that being a proper adult means that you've got to be serious and be like this? The exact opposite is true that more that you clown around the more you get ... Yes, question from this person in the freezing cold snow.

Patrick: Well I want to say this to, and I'm not bashing anybody, but I want to say this. There's a lot of coaches out here and they model the same thing. They model four things, whatever the fuck it is, you know, I'm not going to, you all know what they are. Which is your body, your fitness, your finances, all that stuff. Okay.

Kat: I was like, I don't know.

Patrick: Yeah, well okay, well [inaudible 01:16:29] this is not pointed at anybody, but there's a model, there's pretty much a model for a lot of people use the same model okay. Basically [crosstalk 01:16:37] faith, fitness, finances and ... Faith, family, fitness, finances, basically four of those, yeah. One thing that they always leave out is fucking-

Kat: Fun.

Patrick: Adventure and fun. It's always conveniently left out of there you know. Like it's one thing that I noticed they're always missing and that's what I want because I've seen this. You've got to go watch the movie Hook to get this, to really drive this point home. The dude, Robin Williams plays Peter Pan and he's old as fuck now, not he's old as fuck, it's like he's in his 50s or 40s or 50s. He's a lawyer, he's fat, you know he's let himself go. You know, he's just a real prick and his kids are trying to play with him, he yells at them. Then he goes to Neverland and he figures out how to get these happy thoughts back and to get back to himself. Get back to where he's feeling like he's free again you know?

Kat: Yeah.

Patrick: So I loved this movie when I was growing up. Now that I see all these stick in the ass motherfuckers and I'm like dude, I don't want to be that way. I'm trying to get-

Kat: So boring.

Patrick: To a level of life, I'm trying to enter my best self so I can go on adventures. So I can go have fucking fun, so I can go and enjoy myself. So I can remember the day because I don't remember these fucking days where everything is the same. I don't remember these days where everything is just fucking the same and not in this bullshit. I don't give a fuck how much money is in my bank, I've had money and I've had no money. I mean, like your mental state is going to be the same either way. You have material shit, you don't have material shit. You know what I'm saying, you've got to adjust yourself and figure out what you really want to do, but these people are getting by, beside the fact, so many people are out there saying that you shouldn't have fun. Are saying that you shouldn't go on adventure, you shouldn't do this.

Kat: Well they tell you off. They tell you off for being inappropriate.

Patrick: You're inappropriate, exactly. Exactly. And that you can't speak your, like it's so many fucking limitations that put on. I don't understand this addiction to limitations, especially from people who are saying that you shouldn't have limitations. Yet they're just so fucking limited. How would you, I see these people every day in the same fucking places, the same places. We see a lot of these people with money and a lot of people with success, they're in like, and this is another thing. I get this limitation to because I think whenever I speak like this, this is how bad it is, whenever I speak like this I get the resistance in my mind telling me that people are going to see this and they're going to, "Well Pat's a fucking hippie. Pat's not going to guide me to riches and success, riches and bitches and everything in between. He's not going to do it because he's thinking like a hippie."

Patrick: No, I'm going to call money in just like everybody else. I'm going to call as much as I need to live, to be as free as I fucking want and to create my art. Believe that and that's going to be a lot, I'm going to need a lot of freedom to do that shit that I want to do. To live how I want to live. To be fucking Peter Pan, that's what I'm going to have to do. So it's going to be a lot, so yeah, so I will guide that way, but these motherfuckers [crosstalk 01:19:48]-

Kat: And you're speaking truth from the soul. People can feel that it's coming from the soul and when people listen to you, like when I listen to that, my soul says yes. I know people here are like, "Fuck yes," because you're saying shit that we and we are not like the other entrepreneurs and we don't desire to be. So if you're accidentally trying to follow the Stepford entrepreneur fucking business in a box bullshit system because somebody's managed to convince you that that's where you're going to get a following and some money from, just slap yourself up the face a little bit and remember who you fucking are. You're not like them and you don't want to be like them, so why the fuck are you acting like them?

Kat: Be with the crazy ones, be with the irreverent ones, be with the ones who don't give a fuck. And anyway, not giving a fuck doesn't even mean you don't give a fuck, it means you give so much of a fuck about what's inside of you that you're willing to not give a fuck about what anybody thinks. They, they, the people who we find boring as hell, oh what, they think we're being inappropriate because we might be buzzed on a livestream or saying stupid shit. Or making it about fun and adventure rather than serious business. They are so deluded because they don't even realise that what magnetically attracts people to people like us, it is when we let ourselves be all of us. That's attractive, it's magnetic. It doesn't matter what age somebody is, everybody's still got that kid inside of them that wants to go on adventures and have fun and do stuff where it's, oh, should we be doing this? Let's do it.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: I've said to my clients many times, I make business fun again. That happened when I started to let myself have fun again. There's so much stuff I do in my business where I'm giggling behind the scenes. Could be with my sister or brother who work in the business, or it could be with you or with clients or whoever. It's like, oh this is a bit fucked up or it's definitely not appropriate, I'm definitely going to do it. Then that's always the stuff I for sure, when I do shit like that, where I'll have a soulmate client come along, drop whatever amount of money to be in the inner circle or join my shit. They're like, "I don't even care what you're selling Kat. I just read that blog or watched that livestream where you did whatever crazy fucked up thing and I knew that I had to be part of it."

Kat: And so, anytime you find yourself getting juiced by the idea that you've got to be like that, you really need to just give yourself a good smack in the face with a cold fish and get back to being who you are in the first place.

Patrick: A cold fish.

Kat: That's an expression from my father. My father says, "Do you want a smack in the face with a cold fish?" When your being silly, when you're not being yourself, I don't why he says that, but it's good.

Patrick: Yeah, I see it all the time though. These people live in boxes, you know. It's live in a box, you don't have to put on your thing like two seconds and I'll watch it and I see them in a box. You know, I mean they live in a box.

Kat: There's no soul.

Patrick: And what I like about-

Kat: There's no soul. Who the fuck decided business shouldn't have soul? Who decided that?

Patrick: Well people do. I don't know what it is, I guess limitation sells. I don't fucking know, it must sell, it must sell. I think in a lot of cases limitations do sell, people are highly interested in some kind of strategy that limits everything about their life. I have no idea. Or just sucks all the fun out of it, you know. Then you go on to just then pretend like its everything that you, well you've got to save face right. You gotta save face, you invested all this money, you built your entire business on limitations so you're certainly not going to say that it's not fun, right? You're going to ... But yet you don't want to fucking hang out with your client.

Kat: Oh yeah, I'm having the best time ever.

Patrick: You want to get as far away from your clients as physically possible. You don't have any friends, nobody really likes you. You would rather stay, you don't want to spend any time with them outside of them paying you money and then getting the fuck out of your face. You know what I'm saying? So, that's the shit that I've noticed. I've been around this industry for a while now and I've noticed this shit. It's not appealing to me in the fucking least bit. Not one fucking bit is it appealing to me. I'm going to do it my own way and I've been told to do it several different, all different types of ways that you can think about. Every way except for my way I've been told to do it, and so yeah, so fuck that.

Kat: I've told you [inaudible 01:24:35]

Patrick: You told me to do it my way, so yes, so that's why I'm constantly hanging out with you. So yeah, I only hang out with people who encourage me to do it my way.

Kat: Yeah, you should only have people in your life who make you feel more of who you are, not less than. It's an easy filter, just go through your friends list in your head or clients, people in your life. Maybe it's going to be a little bit trickier if it's someone you're in a relationship with, but too bad. People are either adding to you and allowing you to be more of what you are, or you're becoming less than who you are from being around that person. Doesn't matter what your fucking pros and cons are of the relationship, whatever kind of a relationship it is. It's very, very simple, you're either becoming expanded and more of who you are from that person or less than.

Kat: I believe it should be the same with all people. Like even today one of my private clients who pays me at the highest level and has unlimited access to me, actually confessed to me that she doesn't reach out to me as often as what she maybe would because she worries that it's going to bother me, right, she doesn't want to bother me. I was like, "Listen I'm going to remind you of something you already know, I only work with clients who expand me. I'm never bothered, firstly I'll do what I want to do all day and I'll only check in on messages when it suits me anyway. So no need to worry about interrupting me because I don't have the notifications on. Secondly, I only work with you because hearing from you and talking with you expands me." I don't coach people to make fucking money at all and I haven't done that for years, but I did used to and then I learned all this. Or I used to, to whatever degree, I was always good, but now I only do things that elevate and expand me.

Kat: So when I'm listening to an audio message from a private client or I'm talking to them or on the phone or any of my trainings that I'm doing in my own business, I'm becoming elevated like that. Sometimes I feel like, somebody should report this, how the fuck am I getting away with this? Not only to I get to speak to such badasses all day every day, and I get to preach to them all day and I'm still that little girl that wants everyone to just shut up and listen to her. Now not only am I doing all that and everybody listens to me, and I can put on a show any time and everyone wants to watch, but on top of it you guys are paying me for that. How the hell did I pull this shit off? It's amazing.

Patrick: And they're expanding you right, they're giving you, like they're opening your mind to things right?

Kat: Yeah. Yeah and I get content ideas or programme ideas. I get a buzz. For sure anytime if I am feeling a bit stuck or flat or low I know one of the best things that I can do is help somebody else who's a soulmate person in my life. Listen to a message from them, give them a reply or give them some sort of empowerment or motivation or encouragement. That's great because I'm helping someone and that's good for my business or whatever, but actually I'm the one who gets the benefit of that, or, well we both do, we all do.

Patrick: Yeah, for sure. They get tonnes of it, but I started feeling that way especially when I get on one-on-one calls. I've had two and I was just like so excited to get on the call with them because I was like I'm going to learn so much. I'm going to get so much out of this that it's pretty crazy, it's pretty crazy how it's set up, but I did manifest that. Just like you were saying, journal, you write exactly what you're looking for. I did, I did write that, I wrote I want to get as much value from them, I want it to change my life and my perspective on life. Or my clients change my perspective on life, they change the way that I look at things and expand my mind and how I see things for the better. And get me closer to becoming my best self. I put that down and that's sure as fuck what happened, so I would get very, very excited when I would get on the call with them. You know, right before I'd get on the call with them I'd be like this is going to be so amazing. And it was, it was amazing.

Kat: It's so amazing. It's just such a gift to get to even connect with people like that. Every time I get to see my clients in person I just have the most epic fun time ever. I walk away elevated and expanded and upgraded in an internal sense or spiritually even, but also we always do really fun stuff wherever we are in the world. I'm doing 4th of July in the U.S. for example and several of my clients will be there, but I'm like are they clients or are they like my best soul [inaudible 01:29:16] friends, it's the same. It's one and the same. I know we'll have an epic day.

Kat: I know for a lot of coaches, when they speak to their clients it's like how quickly can I get this done or what is the minimum amount of time that I can spend with people to get the maximum amount of money. Then if you would do a social thing like a dinner or whatever it would be like because it adds value. Whereas for me, I'm like we end up sitting in the restaurant with my clients till it would get closed down, then we're doing the social stuff because you want to do it, not because you think that it's a fucking value add. And it's, you know I become good friends with all my clients.

Kat: That's available for everybody, but the thing is that you can only do that and create a business like that when you're willing to be completely yourself. Because as soon as you're trying to fit in that box, whatever the four things are that you said, this is what I teach and this is how I teach it and you should do this, then you can be successful like me. Look how successful I am and then I go home and cry myself to sleep in my sad little life. Or sabotage myself to sleep or whatever. You've got to drop all of that, the only way you're going to get to where it's total flow and fun and you genuinely love all your clients is by being fully you. If you build a business with a mask on then guess what, you're stuck with a fucking mask on otherwise the whole thing will come crashing down. You should crash it down. It would be a [crosstalk 01:30:39] to do.

Patrick: Should. Should-

Kat: Crash it the fuck down.

Patrick: But I don't really think those businesses crash down as much as they should. I think people trap themselves into those prisons and then they just stay there you know? They get nice and comfy and they just live out the rest of their days there. What a horrifying existence. To me that's fucking horrifying that you created all of this-

Kat: And then they build a facade.

Patrick: And you know, people know who the fuck you really are. There's people around, people close to you who know who the fuck you are. They know that you are, I mean just witnessing this, like you're full of shit. That you're not happy, you're not the happy-go-lucky person you project. There's people out there that know this shit. That being said, for me to see that, for me to know that, to see that first hand and witness this thing, I'm grateful for the experiences that I've had. Being able to be immersed in this thing as much as I have and to have as much experience to be able to see it. You could be outside, because if I was trying to do this from outside and I was just looking in, then I just came into this thing and somebody was telling me here's the steps. Here's the map to get there, then I just took it at face value for what it was and took it and fucking ran with it and built a business off of it. Like this shit gets deep you know, could you imagine building your entire business with a fucking mask on and then just having to live there. If you took it off the whole thing would just crumble around you.

Patrick: Do you think it would crumble around for somebody like that or do you think it would stay the same? I mean the people would have to shake up, like everybody that you attracted with this mask on would have to, the whole thing would have to rearrange in some way, some how. What do you think?

Kat: I think some people manage to get away with continuing to make money when they're completely with a mask on and out of alignment. Some people can keep their so-called success for their entire lives, but at what cost right? Like yeah, it's possible to keep a business together behind a mask, but then if you suddenly stripped that mask off, I think it's not as scary as what people think it is. I did it, I mean I don't feel like I had a big mask on because I still was enjoying myself and I was doing work that I knew was good work and made a difference. I was having a good time, but I was not letting it all out like I do now, not even 1%. Then I did strip the mask off and I wrote an email and I said, "Why you should consider unsubscribing from my list." I wrote about look, here's reality, people keep saying to me, "You've changed Kat, or whatever, haven't fucking changed, I just wasn't being the real me. Here's what you can now expect from me. If you don't like it you should leave." Not many people left is the reality.

Kat: It depends to what degree you've gone down that rabbit hole because I wasn't, I didn't feel like I was out of integrity, I just wasn't fully revealing all of myself. It was like I was showing a limited version and then I showed more of me, but it was still the real me. So, I lost some people along the way. But, if somebody's completely built up based on all the wrong shit and their not happy, the reality is of course you can crash it down, not crash it down, whatever. The truth is that most people just won't because they're never going to be brave enough to do that. They're seduced and they're trapped in it and they have created a belief system that they can only make that money or have that success by doing it a certain way. They might say otherwise, but the reality is that they're putting money ahead of their soul or so-called security or safety ahead of their soul.

Kat: There's only a very few of us, like you, me, other people here, who are willing to risk it all for soul. I did that, I did walk away from a million dollar business and I was willing to risk it all. Now I make a fuck load of money and I have a lot of the things that a lot of entrepreneurs want, but what people have to understand is I did walk away from it all. Who would do that? Most people would not do that. I also said, at the time I said it and I meant it, when I realised I wasn't being true to my art I said, "From now on I'm only going to write and say what I want," and I said, "If I never make another cent again, I don't care. I will do this until I die because I can always make money being a personal trainer and survive. But I'm going to do what I want to do in my business." I was willing, I really was willing to do it even if I never made money again.

Kat: You've got to be willing to do that and the reality is that most people won't be. They're bound by the money and they're trapped by the money or the idea of it, even if they don't have it they're still somehow bound by it without even having it. Then they're going to give their lives for that. I think you've got to be willing to lose everything. I don't want to not have the fancy stuff that I have, but I'd be fine without it. I don't fricking need it and if I thought that I had to choose, I would walk away from 100% of it in a second. The only thing I actually need is my writing, my art, being able to express what's inside of me. That's where my fulfilment comes from. I just think people aren't willing to do that, most people aren't willing to do that.

Patrick: Well that's good then, I mean the market's definitely not saturated with that.

Kat: I mean, the market's not saturated without it, it's saturated with a lot of people who want to make money online so they don't have to live a normal life. That's fine, you can do that. You can build a little hobby business, but we're not here to talk to those people anyway, we're not trying to convert those zombie-preneurs over to being like us, we're just here to speak to the people who are already like us and who resonate with this and go, "Oh my God, fuck yes." Then you realise that you're not being true to yourself, you already knew all this shit anyway and maybe you need somebody to come along and be like, "Hey, remember who you are."

Patrick: Yeah, zombie-preneur. You call them zombie-preneurs.

Kat: Well I'm not trying to convert them, right? I'm not interested. It's like that expression in the bible that says, "Let he who has ears to hear listen," or something like that. I'm only speaking to those who have ears to hear. I don't want to speak to the people who are not already saying yes to this. I'm not trying to fucking convince people.

Kat: My sister just arrived. I think we have to do a member's training in my membership programme in like one minute. Wait, can you post in that group that we'll be like 10 minutes late? They're probably all on here watching this right now. Even that right, Jess, my sister just walked into the room. Patrick's waving at you, she can't see you, she's way over there. She's waving back.

Patrick: Hello.

Kat: So even like Jess and I did, here's just a quick example, but we did a video together to do the welcome video for my membership programme, The Millionaire Mastermind. We just did a video that goes in the Facebook group on the pinned comment. In the video I'm wearing a cape and we're both sitting up and we just were being complete idiots. We were off our heads laughing, just mucking around. I'm wearing a fucking gold and purple cape and deliberately throughout the whole video at no point did I reference the cape, I just wore it and didn't refer to it at all. Then we did all this silly shit, then somewhere in there we managed to tell people what to expect in the Facebook group.

Kat: That's an example as well right, I'm not going to do a fucking video for my members, like, "Here's what to expect," because that's not fun to me. 100% of it needs to be art, so even that I'm doing a video with my sister, well when we're together in real life, we're just complete idiots and clowns half the time. So we're going to do that on the video as well, we're about to do it now and we're going to do a split screen livestream like this with my brother who's down on the other side of the country. And his wife who does my Facebook ads and stuff and so there will be four of us on here and I'm sure it'll be a party zone. Then it's a training and all those people, those zombie-preneurs, they wouldn't do that, it'd be, "Well that's not professional, you know you've got to be serious."

Patrick: Yeah, exactly. It's the same as everything else though you know. It's just a very tasteless way to live your life. Very tasteless way to just be sold on somebody else's way of living and go live that, you know.

Kat: It is tasteless.

Patrick: Very pointless way to experience this one life that you get. This one fucking life, you know, I can't [inaudible 01:39:47]

Kat: It's tasteless. Exactly, it's a good word for it. I remember, I'll never forget the time you said to me one time, I think we had dinner and we were in a car park. We were talking about messaging and you said, "Well, if you're going to message you have got to do the whole message or nothing at all because to put some kind of limited version of your message out," I can remember your face, you were like, "It would just be disgusting." That reminds, it reminds me of what you just said where you're like, "It's tasteless."

Patrick: I've got another one for you, a really good one. It's balderdash, it's balderdash.

Kat: Balderdash.

Patrick: Balderdash.

Kat: It would be balderdash.

Patrick: It would be complete balderdash to put anything other than what you really want to fucking do out there.

Kat: Stop doing balderdash in your business people. I don't even know what that means, but don't do it. Stop being so disgusting and tasteless with all that balderdash.

Patrick: I remember, I'll give you a good example and stuff before you go, but when I was younger I used to, I was a hacker. You know I had a computer, I would hack into Princeton, I hacked into MIT, I hacked into a bunch of places.

Kat: Should you be saying that?

Patrick: Yeah, I will, fuck it. It was a long time ago, I was a kid, I was like 14 years old when I was doing it. There was this magazine, like this hacker magazine, there was also a bunch of other magazines that would come try to interview me because I'd leave my email address. We'd do what you call deface the website, where you'd replace the front of the website with a little message where you're shouting out your boys and shit like that. Then I had my email address so I'd get interviewed by these tech magazines and things like that.

Patrick: Whenever I'd get interviewed by them, actually I got interviewed by this Japanese magazine one time, they were asking me some stuff. I just didn't give a fuck, you know. If I was so proper I would have said something like you know, "This is how I did it and this and that and this and that," but instead I chose to fuck with them. They were like, "Where are you based out of?" One of the questions was, "Where are you based out of?" And I was like, "Well, me and my cohorts have a base here in Alaska, but our actual rebel base is located on another planet." I just thought that was so funny, to me it was fucking hilarious, but to them, you know over there in Japan they probably had to be thinking what the fuck. I just went through every question just answering it like that, just like fuck you. I'm going to answer it the way it makes me feel good to answer it. Makes me feel good to have fun and enjoy myself. See this on your little magazine and laugh my ass off about it later on, you know, giggle it up.

Patrick: And so, whenever I do things I'm thinking, to get back to that idea, to have that much fun when I'm creating something or creating art I want to have that much fun whenever I do it. It's fun to me, it's funny to me to do shit like that.

Kat: Exactly.

Patrick: That's like, that's free.

Kat: Yeah and it makes you magnetic to your soulmate client. The right people will be magnetised to that and then you access creative flow. We didn't even talk about this as well, but everything we just talked about you get to have fun and be silly and have the shenanigans and so on. It's not just that you get to, but when you do do that, you access all your highest power and creative flow. You just don't access that shit if you're not allowing yourself to be all of you. My best ideas have come from when I'm in that high access energy state when I'm kind of tripping off out my head or just being an idiot or a clown with the people that I'm closest to in my life. That's why you become so magnetised to being with those people all the time because you get into that state. Actually it's why my clients all want to stay clients and renew with me, not just because they get amazing results, but because they're feeding off my energy.

Patrick: Well your inspiring to me on that one because I have over the past few years allowed my mind to be fucked with in this way. You know I was always put the walls and the limitations up and recently I've been going back and just saying fuck all that shit. It is bullshit, it's all bullshit right?

Kat: Yeah.

Patrick: You can do this any way that you want to, any way that you want to and you better do it the fucking way you want to otherwise you're going to live confined to these walls. Trapped in a prison created by these motherfuckers, you know, but [crosstalk 01:44:10]-

Kat: Why would you want to do that?

Patrick: If you do right, so but now I'm steadily pulling down each of these walls as I go along. Watching you and just how you get loose with it, enjoying yourself on camera, it's like starting to, it's coming back to me. I'm going to get even further into it. I just watch you and I'm like, I just want you to know I'm inspired by it and how you're just kind of have fun. Like a kid would you know?

Kat: Yeah, thank you. It is so fun. I know I've got to go, I could keep talking for hours, but I know you saw that little [inaudible 01:44:49] piece that Jess and I did. I was so impressed with myself by that, but I was like God dammit I'm funny, that's the funniest thing I've ever done on the internet. Then it's also very inspiring for people and it does just happen when you let yourself be who you are. I've seen you do that as well, I listened to your livestream the other day while I was driving for an hour and I was just laughing out loud at various points throughout it. I noticed you'll be quite serious and then all of a sudden you'll just go into some random accent or voice, I don't know, some little parody of something. It seems to kind of come out of nowhere and there's been a few times for sure I've spat coffee nearly over my laptop because it's like I wasn't expecting it-

Patrick: Random.

Kat: You were being total serious and then like, what the fuck, that is funny, I love it, that's how it should be. Anyway I'm going to have to jump off. I'm going to have to continue this party over in my members programme.

Patrick: All right, well you all have fun over there. Thank you for letting me join you on the livestream today, of course.

Kat: Thank you for being here, dropping your gold for everybody. Make sure you guys go [crosstalk 01:45:57] read our blogs.

Patrick: I love gold. You all take it easy.

Kat: [inaudible 01:46:03] press play.

Patrick: Thank you for joining.

Direct download: Resistance_vs_FLOW2C_with_the_one_and_only_Patrick_Grabbs.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:22am AEST

Fri, 15 June 2018

What if everything was non-fucking-negotiable?

Katrina: Hello world. Alright. What a beautiful live stream this is going to be. Probably everybody who comes by is going to be like having a little peek over my shoulder to see why I'm talking to myself, or they'll just think I'm doing a very high tech face time on a tripod. Take my face time to my friends so seriously that I bring a tripod. Do you think that everyone in the world knows what a Facebook live stream is now? Don't you think it would just be super weird if you ... Don't you think that if you met somebody.

Katrina: Here's a question, would it be very rude or exclusionary if you went on a date and then the person didn't know what a Facebook live stream was, do you think that would be a veto? Would that be an automatic veto or is that just quite ridiculous? I don't know, like I feel like if someone, I've said this before, but I feel if somebody comes to visit me at my house and they don't arrive with a tripod just a little bit concerned that's all. Just a tiny bit concerned.

Katrina: For their mental sanity more than anything really. But also just for organisational reasons, how the hell are you supposed to hang out and have a social time with your friends if one person arrives without a tripod? I mean it's okay cause I've got probably about 20 tripods at my house of all shapes and sizes and a full studio. Well it's somewhat of a studio anyway, it's got a throne in it, next to the studio there's a throne, there's some art, there's mini tripods, there're many lights. Fine it's a dining room, okay it's a studio. I converted it into a studio, it is what I say it is and that's all it is.

Katrina: Hello everybody, thank you for the 1% stickers. How do you like my background today? Looks a little bit airbrushed doesn't it? This is gonna be the best live stream in the world. Thank you Vicky, I love you too. This is gonna be the best livestream ever because you're gonna get the sunset happening right as our livestream. I hope you're super grateful to me cause it's actually quite freezing here and I am indeed sitting like a schoolgirl cross legged. I'm sitting on top of the picnic table. I don't really believe in sitting at picnic tables, I feel like that's more for the normal people. I feel like I need to make a point to the entire rest of the beach and the park, and the point is I sit on top of the fucking table bitches, I'm not sure what it's trying to say. Not sure exactly what it's saying to the world.

Katrina: But I've had an unusual day, I've had an adventurous day. I've been many places, I've done many things, I've seen many people. I've, oh, somebody's said hello already to us, there you go. I thought that I was going to be out in Brisbane for the whole day today, Brisbane is an hour from here. It's a major capital city near here, I guess, near to the coast where I live but that just fell through. I went to see a man about a car. He didn't have a dog. My dad used to say I went to see a man about a dog, he might've had a dog but he didn't have it with him at the dealership.

Katrina: Hello Emma, hello Amber, hello everybody who's jumping on. I didn't like the car on first sight, it was hate on first sight. It was not a soulmate car. It was the wrong shade of grey, so there you go. I thought I was buying a Mercedes convertible today and upgrading or handing over my older one, which is a Cialis, but I didn't.

Katrina: So then I, well then I had the best conversation in the history of the world on the way there, on the road trip out, and then on road trip back I watched Patrick's livestream, well I listened to it through the audio, it's very good. I actually gotta send him a message about that. It was very good. It went for a whole hour and I listened to the whole entire thing. Then I went to see another car, I may have just accidentally sneakily bought a small car. Okay, it's not that small, but I sneakily bought a car in a small pocket of time in between appointments. So I'll tell you about that. It wasn't the one I went to see, and then I went to see a house and I may have taken the house as well. That just happened today and just then, like 30 minutes ago. And then I realised I hadn't eaten all day long. I was gonna title this livestream, I don't know I've forgotten now already. Then I realised I haven't eaten all day long.

Katrina: I'm maybe now supposed to go on a walk with my friend Matt, we'll see if he appears on the livestream, I've sent him a message and said, listen you'll find me easily cause I'm sitting on top of a picnic table in the park near his house, and so just come and find me and interrupt me on the livestream cause I cannot send messages while I'm live streaming. So you may or may not get a guest appearance by Matt. So I came down to have a picnic because I hadn't eaten all day, I've been carrying my food around. You know, it's like that personal trainer kick back thing, when you've been a trainer for 13 years you still just carry your food around in little containers everywhere you go. It doesn't matter how much of an empire you've got on the internet.

Katrina: Here's the remainders of it. So I had one lamb cut left, it's gone now. That was full. I had a fuck load of chicken, broccoli. I don't know why I've rejected this small piece of chicken. Lots of carrot sticks, cauliflower, it was nice having a picnic by myself. I haven't had a little picnic by myself in ages.

Katrina: And then what I had to do, what I had to do because my teeth were full of chicken and broccoli and cauliflower, so I had to pull out one of these here cusps, these are my favourite earrings that I had designed for myself, they're black diamonds with pink diamonds and white diamonds around them. This is a trick. This is a live stream trick, it's a little bit embarrassing for me but I'm going to tell it to you because I love you, I used the earring thing to clean my teeth, to get the broccoli and the chicken out of my teeth. I used the thing of the earring, and I did it right here on top of the thing in my camera while people were walking past. So, I was like am I gonna do this, am I gonna sit here actually cleaning my teeth with the stem of a black diamond earring. Yes I am, cause otherwise I would be here with chicken and broccoli all up in my teeth, and I just decided to go with it.

Katrina: And then I had a flashback to being 22 and one of my oldest friends in the world, if not my oldest friend in the world, Ryan [Prigg 00:06:17] who's a great friend of mine to this day, and you might've met him he's been on a few of my lives I guess. He lives in Perth now, but he and I would walk to the gym at 5 or 6 AM, we lived in the same suburb and we'd walk into the gym together back in the day and he would always be eating lamb chops while walking down the street at 5 AM, and I was always like "Can you just walk on the other side of the road from me?" I don't know, I found it embarrassing.

Katrina: And right here, as I sat here picking my teeth with the back of my diamond earring in order to do this live stream in a presentable and up market fashion for you, I just thought of that and I thought of all the men in my life, like all the male friends or males in general who I've known, how men often to seem to just not give a fuck.

Katrina: They just seem to, like they don't care. If they're doing something kind of embarrassing in public or something where you might think don't do that in public. So I just channelled the energy of lots of male friends from over the years and I was like yes, I can do it. I will sit here, pull out my earring and then pick out bits of broccoli and chicken from my teeth through the back of the earring while sitting on top of a park bench.

Katrina: Serefina I just found us a new house. I was supposed to be in Brisbane until late, it was a whole shenanigan. It didn't happen. Instead, I may have come back to the Gold Coast and quickly bought a car in a small four minute block of time that I had and then went to see a house, and now I've got us a new house.

Katrina: Anyway, you'll find out. I only just saw it an hour ago, but of course I'll get it because I'll get whatever I fucking want and decide. And that was actually what I came here to talk to you about today. So who is ready for the most high vibe as fuck live stream. My millionaire mastermind members, there's been a special, I'm gonna tell you some things about receiving the things. Receiving the things that you wanna receive and having it done with ease.

Katrina: Why do people look at me when I wave my arms around in public? It's a normal thing to do. I forget that I'm in public and I get into the super flow and then I kinda vaguely catch those glances over my shoulder. So send me the love heart showers and the little press play stickers and the 1% signs if you desire to know how to receive more of things with ease and with gratitude.

Katrina: I was starting to say you should send me some love heart showers as a thank you to me that I'm sitting here in the cold just on your behalf so that you can see a beautiful sunset, because it is quite cold. But I have a system, here's one of my weird systems about disciplining myself. So I have another sweater here, I'm already wearing one, okay, I am sponsored by Nike obviously as well as Chanel, Montblanc and Virgin Airlines and Starwood Hotels. Anyone else can apply just PM me and we'll see, but if I don't use your brand already it's not gonna work. So, I have another sweater here. It's very fucking cold.

Katrina: I was sitting here shaking my bones off before I went live. One of the weird habits that I have and I'll be curious to know if anyone else does this, because I personally feel like it speaks quite highly of my character, is that when I'm very cold, like lets say I'm at the snow or snowboarding, I will snowboard in a tank top. I will put the proper pants and shoes on obviously gotta put shoes on, but I will wear a tank top and I will keep my jacket, just like all my jackets and all my sweaters, tied around my waist, and my friends are always like, "What the fuck?"

Katrina: And it's so that I can earn putting the jacket on. When I get to where I really deserve it, where I'm really falling apart with cold, then I'll put just one more layer on because that way I so appreciate it, right?

Katrina: So right now I'm very fucking cold. I'm suffering in the name of giving you a beautiful sunset live stream, and I appreciate your love heart and your stickers that you're sending me. Thank you, thank you. I could be less cold but I feel like I'd rather wait until I've really earned it because it's building character. It's building, I just feel like I'm so tough. I just feel like I'm super tough. I'm building resilience and inner strength by not putting a jacket on. Okay, I know it's only like 20 degrees Celsius or something so it's not that fucking cold but it is winter, winter on the Gold Coast, it's a real thing.

Katrina: Hello Lila, hello Ruby, hugs. Live stream hug. So everybody else can have a hug as well. Helen when you come to the Gold Coast we can come and hang out in the park right here together if you like.

Katrina: Okay, I feel like I lost an important point. What was it going to be? I'm going to talk to you about receiving with ease. There was something halfway through that I was talking about but yeah, they've been walking. I've been sitting in the freaking car all day long, alright fine, you're just saying I'm a wuss, it's fine, I accept it. It is so beautiful here. So I think this is where I'm going to move to though. The new house that I just looked at is like ten minutes drive from here. I'm not gonna have my full on ocean views that I have anymore. I've got complete floor to ceiling double story ocean views its phenomenal. I'm sure you've seen it on my live streams, but Emma message me next time. But the new house fucking hell, like I just walked into this house and I was like holy crap. I literally said holy crap.

Katrina: It's more naturey. It's at the back of a reserve and it's elevated and it's four levels, the house. So you've got full on reserve and nature views but then from the master bedroom, my bedroom, you can still see the ocean as well. It's pretty fucking amazing. And I realised actually ... I wanna learn more about this, I saw somebody make a comment about this, there's something about the ocean. As much as I do love and adore it and I'm by the beach nearly every day and I can see the beach from every window in my house, I think it unsettles me a little bit. I think the ocean used to be unstable energy for me because as soon as I walk into a house like that with the incredible more rainforestesy type vibes to it, maybe partly because it reminds me of where I grew up which was at the foot of the mountain ranges and I used to always go up there and go running up the trails and that sort of thing and I still do when I go back to my home town, but I just felt instantly calm.

Katrina: I feel like that's actually more me, and it's funny because I never feel fully relaxed in my own house at the moment even though the view's fucking amazing and the place is incredible and everyone's like holy shit and I'm like yeah. And I don't really pay it that much attention. It doesn't actually connect to my soul. Being here does. I mean I'm literally 20 yards from the beach. I don't know maybe it's something about being in a high rise.

Katrina: Alright let me talk about the energy thing, though, because why I started to do this live stream was I was thinking about, right trees are more grounding. I think I really need to be grounded. I have a high need to be grounded. People who are super empaths and that sort of thing, [yugo 00:12:54], children whatever it is that we tend to really need grounding. And I live 50 stories up, whatever it is, and I think that might be part of it.

Katrina: Well this is the thing, right? I can be, it was eight minutes drive according to my map in my phone when I drive from there back to here. Eight minutes from the house to here, and this where I am right now is in Boyle Heights which is an amazing area. It's a really cool area with cafes and lots of stuff just all right there, I can see it right from here and the playground is there for the kids and all that sort of stuff. What was I saying? So yeah, I've got the beach right there and the mountains over there as well, it's the best of both worlds. And I could have a trampoline and there's like a party basement in this house, party. Alright anyway on the show.

Katrina: So what I was thinking about was: I literally did, I went to see the car that I thought I wanted to see in Brisbane and then I came back to the Gold Coast dealership and I'd already seen the car at the Gold Coast dealership last week but then I've gone to Brisbane to see it in a different colour. It was the wrong colour I didn't like it on first sight, I hated it. So I went back to Gold Coast, and I was like, "Listen I've got eight minutes can we do a deal, here's what I want." And it just went boom boom boom done. And I left maybe five minutes after that or something, and it was just done. And this is a fairly pricey car. Alright? and then I went from there straight down to the house that I wanted to see and I mean I took a little bit more than eight minutes through the house because it was so freaking big, it's four stories. So I had to go through all the different areas of the house and look at it, but same thing, I just came downstairs I said to the women, okay this is the offer I'm gonna put in, it's gonna be like this with these conditions and this, this, and this, and boom left.

Katrina: Alright? So obviously I don't know yet if I got the house, but I will, because I always get everything I want. And then I came down here to have my picnic and I was gonna title the live stream something like, "Put an offer in on your dream life and just decide that it gets to be done." Cause I was thinking about putting an offer in on the house, I was putting an offer on the car and all that stuff and always getting what I want. And the fact that mostly, I suppose when people go and buy or invest into expensive items, or even like getting a new car it's a big deal. It is a big deal, I'm not downplaying it all, but mostly people will take ages going back and forth and doing all that stuff, and they do that though with everything.

Katrina: Now, on the one hand, I'm at a point in my business now where I don't, in my life, where I don't have to dilly dally over going back and forth or should I shouldn't I, as far as the money side of things. Actually my brother asked to come in and negotiated on the car for me, already did that over the past few days. And that was cool. That was nice.

Katrina: So it could be, you could easily say it's because of the money's in now right. I did the thing I built the business. I did all the years of hardship and not having money and so now I can just walk around merrily quickly getting new cars and houses any time I like. It's not that though, because I always used to do that, I've done that the whole time. In fact every car that I've ever had, specifically, it's always been like, "Yep that one done. No I don't wanna know the details. No don't tell me what kind of V8 it is or what kind of whatever it is. I just don't really, please lets just be clear, what matters is how it looks and the vibe of the thing." That's what I said word for word, that's what I said to the car guy. I'm like "Really, no I don't really need to test drive it. I'm sure it drives great, it's a brand new Mercedes, of course it's gonna drive good. It's got a V8 cool whatever. What does that mean? Oh I get to go out now be in the AMG Australian club and go to the ... I've already got an AMG car why am I not in that club already, and go to the Formula 1. I'm like cool, cool, now let me just feel into the vibe of it because that's what actually matters to me."

Katrina: And so I've always been like that with all things in my life. It's not about being at a certain point in my business, now being able to easily make decisions to do with money, it's not that. I've always done that. I just don't wanna know. I don't care. I know what I care about, but more importantly I know right away what's for me or not for me, you know. And I choose to trust my intuition and I can't even remember what I've titled this live stream now. Something like imagine how much energy you would gain, what did I say, I mentioned how much energy you would gain if you made things non fucking negotiable because for me when I saw the car, I'm like, "Soul mate car, has to happen, okay these are the terms of the deal that I want. So I'm gonna hold strong on that." Thank you Ames.

Katrina: I'm gonna hold strong on those terms to a point right. I'm not going to be obstinate about it for the sake of it, but I know what feels right, same with the house. I know what conditions I want, but in my mind, at no point am I remotely energetically available for it not happening. I completely know that that's my soul mate car, I'm having the car. As soon as I saw the house on the internet before I even looked at it I was like, "Oh, it's that one."

Katrina: And it's roughly the same thing I've done always with men as well, I'm like, "Oh it's that one." And then I just trust and wait and know that things are going to come to life as they should and it saves me so much fucking energy and time. Because why would I need to go back and forth, think about it, weigh out the pros and cons, look around, is there a better soul mate car, is there a better soul mate house in the area or is it, you know. Okay, can I trust my gut or can I trust my instincts when it comes to men?

Katrina: Now I haven't maybe always been this decisive in all areas the whole way through. I've definitely had gosh with the relationship area. Definitely had much time of not trusting myself except the funny thing is, that even when I wasn't acting as though I trusted myself, I did trust myself. I just didn't know if it was okay to trust myself, something like that. So it's kind of like you have these layers right, where you doubt yourself but then deeper down you actually trust yourself, and maybe in some areas of your life right now you're really continuously acting from trust and from faith, and in other areas of your life your more like, "Oh, is this okay and is it allowed and maybe you're checking with friends or mentors or whatever?" And that's all fine. That's part of the process obviously and it's totally allowed and okay.

Katrina: But for me, and if I look back, and I look at the things that I brought to life in my life in all areas, the most how yes things which have just been like: of course that had to happen and was meant to be, or that was the best decision I made, or whatever in that particular area, it's always when it just comes really fast from the gut.

Katrina: And, in fact, if you ever reach out to me to work with me as a one on one client, you'll see that I'll say something in my response to you along, like when I give you investment details of working with me, I will say something to you like, "The rate is x amount, but if you wanted to say yes now in the next, like today, in response to this message right now," which I think I give 24 hours notice usually, "then you're gonna get usually about a 10 to 20% discount." And the reason is, and I say this like I'll do this with Empress for example which is in the [inaudible 00:19:31] comment.

Katrina: The reason is: I like working with people who take rapid action from the go, make fast decisions, and just act on the immediately, and that's because that's what I do. So I like to work with clients who are like that, because I believe that people who act like that get better results in life, and get faster results with it, and for me, it's just more fun to work with.

Katrina: So, it's not like a sales tactic or a strategy that I say that. It's legit. People who wait and then get back to me after the 24 hours, they do pay the actual full rate, but for people who want to take rapid action from the go, and follow their instincts, then the get, essentially, a discount or reward for that.

Katrina: And for me, it's a really effective way for filtering out my ideal clients, because for me, well before I had the business, well before I had the money, well before I had the credibility, I guess, in any area of my life to back it up, I have just always been that person who's like, "Yep, it's that one. That's what I want. No please don't tell me the details. How quickly can we get this done? Yeah, I get that it's a car and I'm buying 20,000 dollar car, but no I don't really want to sit here. I don't want a coffee. I don't want a pellagrino. I want to sign the paperwork in two minutes flat. Then I'm gonna go, get out the door and get on with my day. And yes, ill take the champagne. Why don't you send it to me. I'll give it to somebody. I'm allergic anyway."

Katrina: And it's just a way of living that has enabled me to have massive flow in my life, right? And of course not just with monetary things, with all things, with every area, even down to what should I eat? What should I order off this menu, or should I have the fucking stupid salad because I'm on a diet?" Well, I'm not on a diet, but back in the day I would have been, right?

Katrina: Or, "Is it okay if I have pasta? Or maybe this is gonna happen then and then I'll have to go to the gym an extra time, or bla bla bla." Like who can even bother caring? What if you just tuned into what your soul is telling you, what your gut is telling, you and you just chose to trust?

Katrina: Really, what we're talking about is a trust based conversation. So it can come across as being, "Yeah this comment from AIM said something about being impatient and spontaneous." It is impatient and spontaneous, but at the same time, it's very fucking empowered, right? Now for me, I know I used to be more so down on myself or hard on myself about it because I probably did feel that it's irresponsible to live like that and to behave like that, especially when it comes to big decisions, right?

Katrina: Even for the day to day stuff I guess I am pretty impatient. Like i know what I fucking want, and I just want to get it done. I don't want to have this fucking discussion about it. I know what I want, and I know I want it to lead it to me instantly, energetically, right? And it tends to work that way, but there was a period for sure, that I felt like that was not okay, and that's not allowed, and it makes me irresponsible, and it makes me flighty or maybe it means that I'm making bad decisions and I'm not creating what I want in my life, and that sort of thing.

Katrina: Whereas now, fast forward, and I guess, after a certain amount of time, and you get to a certain age, and you've lived for that way for however long, and you've bit by bit given yourself permission to be who you are, that you do get to the point where you're like, "You know what? I actually think this is quite a good approach to life. I actually think it's working for me." Spontaneity and decision making can make even ... I can't read the whole comment. I don't have my laptop here. It's in the car, so I can only read half of your comment.

Katrina: Is anybody gonna creep up on me on the side? I just had this sudden thought there are so many Gulf Coast people on the side that one of them tries to live stream bomb me? Typically, [inaudible 00:23:00] girl like me and pathetic ... Okay, I'm gonna read these comments later. So keep leaving me the comments.

Katrina: So yeah, with Empress, which is my current offering that I'm putting out there at the moment. Details are in the comment right there in there. It's one on one with me for four weeks, claiming the fact that you were born to impact people through your energy, and through your message and your presence and not only be a coach. You'll probably always do coaching, but you're not actually born to be a coach. You're born to be a leader, a revolutionary, a bad ass, a messenger, somebody who people just want to be around and get into the energy space of. A mother fucking empress.

Katrina: Read the pinch comment and read all that Empress is about. It's about stepping into that energy, stepping into the environment, stepping into creating the money results from that place, stepping into your business and life based on being who you're meant to be, rather than on doing certain things.

Katrina: And with that, that's exactly, what we've been talking about, is exactly the sort of stuff that I ... I'm not even gonna say teach. I don't teach it. What I do is, I look for the people, the women who are like me, who wanna work with me at that level who already are that person and are attracted to the way that I show up, because maybe I'm showing up a little more boldly than you are right now and you feel either triggered or inspired by it, but what I'm really seeking to do when I call in my soulmate clients is to find the women, and men as well, mainly women, who are attracted to something in me, and they recognise themselves in that.

Katrina: And so, my job is not to teach that, though. My job is not to come on and teach people that, "Hey you should be impatient or spontaneous, or insist on buying new cars without test driving them in four minutes flat." Whatever it is, right? Or I don't know, refuse to think about details to anything, and just want to click your fingers and have your whole life delivered to you on a silver platter. That's not what I'm here to teach anybody. I'm here to connect with the souls that come from the same mould as me, come from the same big bucket of souls, and empower you so you remember who you fucking are. Right?

Katrina: When can we meet? I don't do a whole lot of in person stuff, officially. Mainly, I meet up in person with my existing private clients. I don't really do meetups or anything, and at the moment, when I do events, it's typically only for my existing private clients as well. I'm from this area originally, though.

Katrina: So, whether it's that you wanted to, like for example, read the pinned comment if you wanna know about working with me one on one, and then message me over on my personal [Catrina Reed 00:25:26] page, or here, but preferably on the personal one. Whether it that you wanted to look at what it would be like to work with me one on one as your success slash business mentor, or have me kick you into alignment in my [00:25:40], or whether it's simply that you want to be part of my free content and watch my live streams and read my blogs and that sort of thing. Either way, what I'm here to do is to empower you to remember who you fucking are right?

Katrina: And who you are at your core, if you resonate with my message, and with my way of doing business, is someone who knows that they can mother fucking trust in themselves. Alright. I wasn't trying to deliberately trying to put those guys in the live stream. I keep sort of half looking around in case my friends are here.

Katrina: Right, so it's not about, "You should live this way." You definitely shouldn't live the way I live. It would be very stressful if you aren't this sort of person. It wouldn't work for you at all, and you should definitely leave this live stream right way. Plus, maybe those birds annoy you, but if you're that person, where you know at your core that you can trust in yourself, then, at some point, you're gonna have to learn to do that, because the energetic cost and the energetic drain of thinking about every fucking thing will literally cost you your life.

Katrina: Thinking is a very over rated activity. Right? And I believe that there are those of us, certain types of entrepreneurs and leaders, who just have such a hight level of intuitive power, and are able to tap into that and carry everything from that place, but most of whom just don't fucking do it, right? They don't do it because you buy into an idea, from what's being taught around the rest of the internet, or by what's bing taught by other coaches, or even by your own self, and your questioning mode.

Katrina: Can you guys even hear me? Cause it seems that I'm getting a little bit frazzled by the birds. They're so freakin' loud. Luckily, I put my ear plugs in. Can you actually hear me, though? Or can you only hear birds right now? Am I just kinda message over top of the birds, and the birds are like, "I don't think so. This is our show bitch." I've got birds behind me, and I've got a tonne of kids playing football or something in front of me, whatever it is they're playing.

Katrina: You can hear? Alright, I'll keep going then. Ill just try not to get distracted.

Katrina: So really, no one believes that we are not like the other entrepreneurs. This is what I'm trying to say. We have incredible intuitive abilities. We have psychic abilities. We have like a knowledge and wisdom that goes beyond the physical realm, and everybody does. I do think everybody does. I know that everybody does, because it's part of the human experience is to access this direct order. The emotional, the world within the world. The river beneath the river is another way of saying it. Access that collective conscious or go into super flow or however you like to term it. Go into the, what is it, the deep collective unconscious, I think is what Yung called it. Everybody has that ability, but some of us more than others. We're really born to create from that place, and it's how we learn, and it's how we communicate, and it's actually how we wanna do life, is for it to come deeply from intuition, and deeply from what we feel, rather than from what the details are.

Katrina: So when I go to see a car, and the guy is trying to tell me about the mother fucking engine, maybe it's a girl thing, I don't know, but to me I'm like, "I don't care. I'm not buying it for the engine. I only wanna feel the vibe of the thing. I jut wanna feel the soul of the car." It sounds kinda silly. I mean, a car can't really have a soul. It's a very material item, but I'm just using that as an example, because that's what I did today, but it's the same with people, right? People ask me often, "How do you know? Who are your soul mate clients from people who message to work with you, like in Empress for example, or in whatever it is that I'm doing."

Katrina: And I say, "Well, I just know." Part of it is that I fully trust that only the right soul mate people will come to me, and I just trust, and expect and assume that. So pretty much if you message me, I'm assuming that you're a soul mate person. I'm not looking for you to prove to me that you're a soul mate person, or I'm personally trying to figure out if you're a soul mate person. I trust and know that you are because it's just how I set my intentions for my business and my life, that only the right people come in. But at the same time, I guess I'm automatically reading people's energy, and it's not based on anything you say or don't say or do or don't do. It can be as simple as the energetic response that I get from looking at your name on Facebook, or your photo, or not even looking at anything, just feeling it. It's all from feeling.

Katrina: It's the same as how I always know how to spend my time, and I used to spend so much time in my business, questioning everything. I was a hard worker. I did the hassle. I did all the work. I've always been a disciplined person, and I build my business that way, but when I think about how I do business in life now, as compared with five or six years ago, and well before that also, it's just so easy now, and maybe partly that's from practise. Maybe partly it's from getting it to a certain point, but I really believe and know that the biggest fix was being, I just stopped worrying about it. I stopped the energetic drain. I stopped going back and forth and back and forth on every possible different thing that I was doing, and just decided to trust.

Katrina: And so, it gets me to the point that I wanted to come on today and make for you, or the question to pose for you is, "What if you just decided to trust? What if you just decided to trust that was you feel inside of you is real? What if, from this moment in time, right here on the nosiest fucking beach in Australia, what if, from this moment in time, you decided to trust that what's coming through you is real? That, if your heart, your soul, your mind, the weird hazy voices inside of your head say something to you, then it's right? What if you just decided to trust that feeling?"

Katrina: For me it's the house. I saw it on the internet last night, only last night. I was scrolling through, scrolling through, kinda vaguely looking at details of houses, but really knowing that I'm wasting my time, because if I don't straight away feel that 'yes' when the initial images comes up, then there's actually no need for me to actually look at the details. I already know that, but I was sorta going through the motions, and then this one came up and my soul just said 'yes', right, and like I said, it's the same thing, the same when I go on dating apps for example. It's the way that I've done it when I've used dating apps. It's not based on the details, it's based on ... there's a feeling, there's a vibe that comes up. It's been the same with every car that I've bought. It's the same with how I order food. It's the same with how I decide what I'm gonna launch and sell. It's the same when I think what price I'm gonna charge something out at on the internet.

Katrina: Can you really not hear now? Somebody said they can't hear now. So, when I'm going through my head like, "How much should I price my new offer at? This much, or this much or this much?" It's the one that my soul says yes to. It's even the same way that I do it if I'm thinking about going out to drinks with somebody, or going for a social occasion, or should I stay and work at home today, or should I go for a café today, or whatever it might be? It's always, always that first response that comes up. What's the first response that comes up?

Katrina: And I think that what happen, and what we're convincing ourselves to do previously, and maybe where you're at now in come areas, and that's why you had to come on here today and listen to this.

Katrina: So only Rajaela says she can't hear me. Everybody else says they can here me. So I'm gonna continue on.

Katrina: I think that what happens is, we condition ourselves out of trusting in that gut instinct. We condition ourselves out of believing what we feel inside of us. We condition ourselves into believing that we should be suppressing things, that we should need to way it out, that we should need to get through, that it should need to be fucking cross checked and referenced and backed up with 20 different research papers and 20 different people, but not fucking you, and actually, you already have known inside of you the entire time, what you need.

Katrina: Headphones are in. Doing the best I can. Birds are loving it.

Katrina: You've already known inside of you, the entire time what you need, and who you are and how to be directed and guided, and it's simply a matter of giving yourself permission to follow that. It's simply a matter of saying, "You know what? I'm gonna choose that, from this moment forward, I'm gonna quit losing time, losing energy, losing focus, losing self belief and losing trust in myself.

Katrina: Yes Lee, from the comment about the birds, thank you. So good.

Katrina: Losing self belief and losing trust in myself.

Katrina: Ah, the people listening should put headphones in is what Mary Louise said.

Katrina: What if I'm gonna quit losing self belief, losing time, losing focus, losing trust in self belief in myself ... I'm gonna quit letting all of that just energetically seep out of me, and I'm just gonna choose to make rapid decisions that come from the gut.

Katrina: Can you imagine how that would impact your life moving forward? I'm gonna tell you that in a very practical sense, if nothing else. Nevermind the feeling of being so happy and in flow and just buoyant with life, because you're giving yourself permission to trust in yourself, that's a good fucking feeling, but in a practical sense, you save a mother fuck load of time. Mother fuck load. Is that a word? I don't know it is now. You save a fuck load of time, because you just don't need to do that whole thing of checking with the whole world and all it's neighbours in order to see if you can do the thing.

Katrina: And then meanwhile, when you're doing that check and research, and trying to figure it out thing, often times you'll lose the whole opportunity, and it's just gone. One of the things that people as me, probably more than anything, relevant to the business and the life that I've created, is how I do it all, how I fit it all in, how I can appear to create so much content. I do create so much content, and sell so many different things, but I'm doing like all this shit, and then on top of it, I'm nailing the fitness side, and travel, and have so much free time as well as [inaudible 00:35:56] time. It's because I don't do that time wasting thing, that most people do. It's because I just eliminated all of that.

Katrina: If you look back over your past day, what percentage, roughly, would you say was taking actually action that leads to an outcome? And what percentage was hiding your head in the sand, scrolling Facebook looking for the meaning of life, checking in with all your friends and mentors and neighbours about what you should and shouldn't do, second guessing yourself, doing the shit that is the version of second best because you're worried that maybe you wouldn't get the thing that's your real ideal. You're not good enough. You're not worth. Wasting time and money doing worthless shopping, or overeating, or over drinking or over masturbating. Great thing to shout out loud when you're on the beach. Or whatever it might be.

Katrina: Like where is your life going right now, and how much of that is a product of just not choosing to trust in yourself? Do you see how so many of the things that I just listed out come about as a result of not giving yourself permission to make rapid, gut based action? I know your heart is up here, but actually your gut is a invisible thing. I'm not just talking about your digestive system. So it's everywhere all the way through you. Right? How much time is actually being lost?

Katrina: Is that Matt? I think we might have a guest creeping up on our live stream.

Katrina: How much of your life is being lost from that, right? You're probably squandering, most people are squandering as much as 80 percent of their time.

Katrina: [inaudible 00:37:40]. There's Matt.

Matt: [00:37:42] live stream, and it's [inaudible 00:37:44]. How are these people?

Katrina: Look at us. We look like we're on a movie set.

Matt: We do don't we?

Katrina: There's Matt.

Matt: [inaudible 00:37:52]. Is that not comfortable?

Katrina: I'm so comfortable right now. Look at that. I had a little [inaudible 00:37:57]. Allie, you know I only have hot men that hang around me. Yeah, well I'll finish the live stream now. Would you like to leave any words of wisdom? Because you can't just appear like a silent person and not say anything.

Matt: I don't have any.

Katrina: He's got no words of wisdom.

Matt: [inc=audible 00:38:19] I just had the [inaudible 00:38:19] on the side.

Katrina: Alright, we're gonna go. I'm sorry about that. I'm gonna have to do this.

Matt: [inaudible 00:38:26] in one, two, three, four.

Katrina: I was talking about what if you just chose to trust in yourself and take immediate action about what you feel inside you, rather than just taking a whole fucking week thinking about it, missing out on opportunities, losing your self belief, just because you don't act from the heart.

Katrina: He agrees. Alright. We're gonna go.

Matt: Cat is the best at live stream. So I'm sure she's given you some wisdom.

Katrina: You're a live stream king as well. I told them at the start, I said "Matt might appear at some point, because I've messaged him and said: "You'll find me sitting on top of a picnic bench in the park."

Matt: No, I saw your message, but didn't read it until I was pulling in here.

Katrina: Oh really? Well you saw me anyway.

Matt: Then I saw you sitting here like-

Katrina: That's what I said on the audio. I sent you an energetic song message. Alright. Have an amazing rest of the day. Don't forget life is now, don't fucking quit. Bye.

Matt: Bye.

Direct download: What_if_everything_was_non-fucking-negotiable_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B11-06-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 11:17am AEST

Wed, 13 June 2018

You know how fucking powerful and magical you are

Katrina Ruth: Ooh. That made a significant improvement, didn't it? Just that little forward tilt. She just needs a little bit of a forward tilt. Who's she? Not me, the tripod. The tripod is a girl, she's a lady. She's a lady who lunches. Somebody just invited me to lunch, I was like, "Ooh, lunch. How fancy." I feel like lunches for really fancy people, is that a true thing or am I making it up? I don't do lunch, who does lunch? Do people even eat lunch? Is that a thing? Who goes to lunch? What's that about? Who goes to lunch, I mean really. If you invite me to a lunch for your birthday, I'm going to be a little bit like, "Really, what's up with that? Dinner, I'll go to dinner." Live, we are live. I'll go to dinner, I will go for the espresso martinis ... I want to get my beach that's on both sides in. Dilemma. I don't care for that spiky spiky behind me. Do you reckon I should move it?

Katrina Ruth: You think I could fix up my bloody set ... my fabulous set, before I get on it. You would think that, but if you thought it, you would be wrong. You go to lunch, who goes to lunch? My mind is being blown. You can't just go around going to lunch. I'm going to move this plant here. Oh man, my cushion situation just went out the window. All right. Hello. Just do a little bit of furniture shifting before we begin. I'm kicking it with my foot, I don't like that plant. Plant can fuck right off. With love. With love to wherever it came from. That is much better. Isn't it infinitely better? Do you feel like we need more brightness? Ha. What do you think? I'm just done with the throne right now, sorry, I'm just done with sitting in the throne. Sometimes the queen got to get off the motherfucking throne. Hello from Darwin. Why have I still in my whole life not been to Darwin? Okay that's it.

Katrina Ruth: Who wants to do an amazing, amazing, kick ass entrepreneur retreat in Darwin? In a very fabulous high end location. Why are all my cushions falling off? As fast as I pick them up, they're falling off. What's happening? And why am I a little bit out of breath? Did something exciting happen to me? Not really. Something exciting is always about to happen, it's probably going to happen right now on this live stream. Okay yes, you guys are in. Oh my god I'm not even joking, I'm announcing it officially ... okay North Carolina, what are you going to offer me there? Is there good grits there, because I'll consider it. But they've got to be a lot of chicken, a lot of meat, a lot of protein. Darwin for sure we can get some really good meat. Right. Is there Vegemite on my face, because I was just eating quite a lot of it straight out of the jar, mushed with avocado and toast. So this is my studio, usually my throne is right there. I pushed it out of the way. Fuck you throne for now.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, I'm announcing it officially, we're doing a very high end retreat in Darwin. I know for sure there's some fancy places in Darwin. Everyone send a love heart shout to Tina because she's just created that. Because she said, "Hi from Darwin," and I suddenly was like, "Oh my god, that's it. I've always wanted to go to Darwin and I've just never gotten around to it." And I have looked up those places and I know there's some really cool places you can go and do a retreat at, for sure, right? Tina's going to tell us what they are. We'll figure it out, we'll figure it out. I'm doing it, 10 women. How much will it be, how much will it be? Let's work it out right now. What am I talking about? Magic and power, we'll get to that in a moment. Let's do this retreat, this is the best way to do it or I'll just forget. So let's do this retreat, what month are we up to now?

Katrina Ruth: We're going to do it in ... is it ... I was going to say will it be too hot in August, but then I remembered we're in Australia not America. August must be a pretty good month for Darwin, because it's not going to be crazy fucking hot, right? But it will still be hot enough. Cannes? I don't know about Cannes. I've been there already, sorry. So I think we should do it end of August, let's do it late August. Let's figure this out right now. I didn't even know I was going to launch a retreat, this is fucking amazing. I've never just created an offer on a live stream and then launched it. Who would not want to come to an incredible retreat in Darwin and we can do many nature-y things. How long should it go for? Vote. Four days? Four nights and three days? How long? We're going to do it, that's July right? We're going through the diary. And I'll do the same retreat in America, don't worry. So put your votes in for which city it should be in.

Katrina Ruth: We're going to do it at the end of August, from Thursday August 30th, Mim can you write this down so that I don't forget about my own retreat? Yeah, four days. We're going to arrive on Thursday 30th of August, 31st, 1st is two, and we'll go through to the Monday. Now how much will it be? I don't know, should I include accomodation or not? I can really start putting up prices when I don't know if I'm putting out accommodations. I've been to Austin Texas many times. It's amazing, amazing. I love Texas. I do like Texas a lot. I have multiple reasons for liking Texas. But I love Austin. All right, well I've been to Dallas a lot, a lot, that's for sure. And I do like it there too a lot. A lot, a lot. Okay you guys are signing me up for a Texas retreat as well, are you? All right, well maybe. We'll see. I got to admit that my reasons for going to Texas are shortly about to be diminished. So what else was I saying?

Katrina Ruth: I'm trying to decide should I give you a price right now for the retreat, but the only thing is I don't know how much, if I'm going to include accommodations or not. I've got to include accommodation. I think it's going to have to be a fabulous Airbnb where we can all stay. Do you think there is a fabulous Airbnb where we can all stay there? I don't even know what we're going to do on this retreat, but we will do everything. It's going to be a soul shifting, money making retreat. Soul shifts and money making. Message me now ... not now, pay attention here right now, message me on my personal Facebook if you want to come to the Darwin retreat. It's going to be full luxury and full stripping you back to the core. It'll be a hustle house, mixed with sausage, chips, and cellular ... cellular shifts and money making mixed with lots of martini and fun time, mixed with definitely full on adventure shit. Which I don't know what it's going to be yet, but you can't go around [inaudible 00:07:23] Darwin without doing crazy adventures and nature stuff.

Katrina Ruth: Of course there's going to be a wine cellar ... yeah, we're going to do an Airbnb, we're not doing a hotel-y place. We'll get a chef, you know we'll get people to do things for us, and we will do a lot of high end lux stuff. We will rip your soul out, it will be high end with soul ripping. What else would you desire or want? Nothing. And we're definitely going to be getting into some full on nature shit of some kind. I'm really excited. It'll probably be 10 places max. I don't know how many people you can get into an Airbnb but I feel like 10's a good number anyway for me energetically. We're going to go to the water field, Tina's announcing it. Waterfalls. Message me about it and I'll sort it out over the next several days. How exciting. I'm so excited. I've been wanting to do some kind of like smack down boot camp slash hustle house, slash soc definitely running with the soc ... ooh, ooh, ohh, how have I never seen that hashtag before?

Katrina Ruth: Lisa says she loves a good soul fuck. Fuck me. Fuck my soul please. Oh my god. Can I just quickly message that to somebody before we continue? Oh wait. I'll save it for later. Please fuck my soul, wait you already did. Okay so anyway, a little distracted, because I've known for ages that I so want to do a retreat and I couldn't ... oh my goodness this speaks to everything we're here to talk about. You know how fucking powerful and magical you are. That is a long ass name. Joelyn Rose McKayla Jane Longbow. Is that one person or have you got multiple profiles going on there? What's happening? Yes, well I'm going to take it and PM it to someone privately Lisa. Anyway, so anyway, I'm now thinking about that. I've really wanted to do a retreat for ages, a wine coach? I don't need a fucking wine coach. What do you mean a wine coach? I'm totally fine without a wine coach for choosing wine. Do you mean a couch? I don't understand what a wine couch is either though. And I just didn't have the idea coming forth from me. One name. Amazing.

Katrina Ruth: Now I feel like I have name scarcity, my name's too short. I still have to get around to finalising what my next name is going to be. My new name. No that's right, I remember what it is. I'm changing my surname to Show. I'm legitimately, legally going to do this. And everybody can get fucked if they think it's kind of stupid. But I'm going to change my name to The Katrina Ruth Show. I don't know if you're allowed to legally change your name to The in Australia, but we'll see. But you can ... but I can definitely change my last name to Show. So my actually name will be Katrina Ruth Show. And then Facebook can suck it about how I'm not allowed to change my page name to the Katrina Ruth Show, because they were like, "Where's the show?" And I'm like, "Bitches please. This is the motherfucking show." Seriously. So then if it's my legal name? Just amazing. I'm just amazed at my own amazingness right now. I'm very impressed with myself. This cushion is scratching my back up. I'm exfoliating my back right now with these sequins.

Katrina Ruth: And where did my other motherfucking cushion go? Did that purple cushion escape so far that I can't even see it? It's behind me. Okay. You've got to have a little bit of crazy in your life. People will be like, that's too far, changing your name to Show. No they wouldn't, you guys wouldn't, but normal people would. Well what's even the point of life if you can't muck around and be silly and have fun and shenanigans? We are going to have so much shananiganary on this Darwin retreat. I'm so excited that I'm doing a retreat in Darwin, I can't believe I didn't know that. I can't believe that the divine forces just aligned themselves together right now. I've been putting off organising a retreat in Australia for so long, because I'm like fuck the Gold Coast. Okay, this is the Gold Coast and it's quite beautiful and I have an amazing view here and I have a huge double story apartment here where technically I could run a fucking retreat here ... but I just didn't feel it, I didn't feel it, I didn't feel it.

Katrina Ruth: And then the Darwinism came through within the whole Darwinism bit, but definitely the Darwin bit. We're going to have the best time ever. I'm going to bring my sister Jess up. Somebody tell her. Maybe I should rope in some of my friends. Maybe I should bring some of my badass friends. We're going it on Thursday August 30th. We just co-launched it right here on this live stream Helen. People in America, you would totally come from America to a retreat in Darwin. It'll be fucking amazing. Who of my friends would you want to see at this retreat? Put your votes in and we'll see if we can persuade them. And then I've got to do the retreat somewhere in America that's like ... For those of you who don't know where Darwin is, it's in the desert, it's the red fucking centre, it's where Uluru is slash Ayers rock, whatever it's being called now. I'm sorry I'm not up to speed. That's probably very politically incorrect. And you know, the crockadoo and there are very many scary beasties, that probably the Americans will all be scared of.

Katrina Ruth: That's where the real dangerous things are I suppose, no it could be anywhere, it could be right here on this chair. And then yeah, yeah. Sedona I've been too, I feel like Sedona's too obvious, because every motherfucker does Sedona. Do you know what I mean? What's the west coast, tell me more about that. Does that mean the side where New York is? Is that what you mean by west coast? I do know that, but you have to be more specific. You're thinking Ellis Springs with the Uluru. Okay you're right, I don't know anything about geography, but we could travel. We could take a day trip. It's in the same state. It's not even a state, it's not even a state, it's a fricken territory. You getting me distracted. So I want to do it somewhere that's super cool and outdoorsy. Maybe in like a mountainous part of California, what do you think about that? All right, we'll figure it out. Leanna Francisco, that's a fabulous name. Maybe my surname should be Francisco, except it's going to be Show. West coast is California. Okay I know nothing about geography.

Katrina Ruth: East coast ... ah, yeah, that's why they call it Eastern Standard time for the New York time. I'm not dumb, because clearly I've built a multi-seven figure business online, and by the way I'm a mass genius. Yosemite is amazing, I've been there, I got snowed in in an RV. Oregon, I've never been there. So clearly I have some wit and intelligence about me, but don't ask me things about geography, I get very fucking confused. And the other thing that I really can never figure out ... What? Who's ringing my doorbell right now? What's happening? Is that my sister turning up 26 minutes early? Inappropriate. I don't mind really, but I hate to be interrupted on a live stream. What's going on? Let's tell her off. You're early, I'm on a live stream. No it's fine, I was being a smart ass so that the livestream people laughed at me. Okay she made a funny face, I don't think she thought it was funny. She was like, "Oh, sorry." All right, don't worry. Anyway, we'll tell her about the Darwin retreat. There we go, I cracked the door for her.

Katrina Ruth: Hey would you like a tour? This is lounge room, look how boring it looks I need some ... There's supposed to be a big picture behind that wall, it fell down. Here's another balcony for you, it's a bit misty today. Kitchen, and there's a whole upstairs. Massive kitchen. Here's my studio where we were. See this long ass picture on the wall was supposed to be behind that other couch. And there's my daughter's playroom. This is a little girl's heaven in here. It's supposed to be a study but she commandeered it. I like her style. There's the throne, its sorry ass is now sitting in the corner. Okay so it's been established, we're doing a Darwin retreat, Darwin is not Alice Springs. Katrina does not know east coast from west coast but she does know how to make money online. So you can all forgive her and you can all listen. And now I'm apparently talking about myself in the third person from now on. Did you know, did you know, before I get distracted by magickery and shenaniganary, did you hear the Empress is open?

Katrina Ruth: Mim, give them some Empress details. But this is only for the people who know that they're like so bored as fuck with themselves for not showing up fully. And really that part of the reason for that is that you're actually not here just to be a frigging coach. You can coach all day long, but it's not who you're really here for. How you're really here. Why you're really here. Who you're really here to be, I'll get there eventually. It's to be an empress at the helm of the empire. Commanding the minions to do things. Okay that sounds really bad, but tell me you don't like the sound of it. And if you don't, don't apply, simple. Empress. It's time for some empresses to step into their empressness. Epressness. Empressory. Empressory. What does it say here on this comment. This is some damn compelling copy if I do say so myself. This came out of me like a woosh, like a woosh of magic and power. I was on a plane on the way to Bali, so much badassery comes out when I'm on Bali.

Katrina Ruth: Ask valet guys to let you up or buzz again if they say no. The live stream people need to see you now. She said the buzzer didn't work. They are waiting. I have something to tell you. I'm just messaging her on what's up. All right. That stupid buzzer. My buzzer of my apartment, it's very snooty. It's very hoity-toity about who it will let in and not let in. It basically never lets Kelly Renee in. I think it started letting Kelly Renee in now, it will just let in whoever it likes. It usually lets Matt in, he should be here in not too long. My videographer. And it just basically selects who it wants in. Shogun ninjas. Yeah they are ninjas, they're actually ninjas. I guess I was referring to my children as the minions. You can't have them. But really ninjas, that's exactly right Carla. Who doesn't want ninjas. Let me tell you about Empress, I'm going to read it to you. It's such a kick in the ass read. It really is. It will reach into your soul. Hang on. Okay, no that was my blog. I almost accidentally read you my whole blog.

Katrina Ruth: You should go read that, that is an ass kicking and a half. Empress, claim your rightful place now. Ready to play into the camera, give them a show. Turn the dial up and become a motherfucking star. Empress. Claim your rightful place now. Four weeks, one on one, with Katrina Ruth, excuse me, legal name, The Katrina Ruth Show ... for women unapologetically born for more. Jessa says ha, ha, okay. She'll be here shortly. This is what is missing ... listen to this, let it speak to your soul. I'm going to sermonise to you now. Sermonise. This is what is missing, you, you're a queen. Okay should be on the throne. But I'm just over the throne right now. You're a queen, a leader, a bad ass, we know this. You were born for it and it shines out of every pore of you, but more than that, you're a motherfucking empress. If you know that's true, shower me with love hearts now. Claim your place as an empress.

Katrina Ruth: You're a motherfucking empress gorgeous, you've always known this and let's get real now. It might sting a little. This whole little game you're playing of, "I'm a coach, and teach this or that, or the other thing. Join my programme, sign up for my stuff, I'll teach you how. And I'll show you the process and how it can help you." Well it sounds pretty fucked up to me. Jessa is laughing at me in the background. I'm just taking off the stepford-preneurs. We'll bring her on shortly. You're going to have to say something amusing or she refuses to get on. She's very much the diva. It might sting a little. Oh I said that bit already. Okay this little game you're playing. Okay it was never going to cut it, was it now? No. Oh that hurt my boob. I flung my hand ... it keeps happening to me, I did it on a live stream with Patrick yesterday, I was like, "Hug. Ow." This left one is stuffed up, it doesn't want to be stretched too far. It's very juicy though.

Katrina Ruth: It was never going to ... this is my sales video by the way, sales video. If we could chop it out and put it on a sale page, it would be as appropriate as fuck. It was never going to cut it now was it? No. This is not new information for you, der. You look around at all the things you tell yourself you have to do each day. The way you think you got to show up, sell, prove your worth, get people to want to learn from you, and therefore pay you ... why did I not think of putting this on a scripty thing on an iPad behind the tripod and I could have just read it and you would have thought I'm a magician. So well versed in my own copy, I am a magician. We'll talk about that in a moment. Magic and power, it's coming. I think I'm doing a good demo of it. What am I up to here? The way ... I did that bit.

Katrina Ruth: The way, I'll do it again. The way you think you got to show up, sell, prove your worth, get people to want to learn from you, and therefore pay you, and what you don't see is that ... listen to this bit, write this shit down. Sit up fucking straight and pay attention Deneen and everybody else as well. You probably were already sitting up, since you just said that you're glad you didn't fall asleep ... the reason you were always meant to be paid ... Damn highly, I might add, is for people to be in your presence. In your aura. There's nobody laughing at me behind the tripod. So I can't be doing any live streams in public anymore, they've gone next, next level. To be in your aura. Is it true or is it true? To soak up the energy and the essence of you. Ode d'tea tree deodorant. Tea tree oil deodorant. And Chanel. To be lifted up and elevated to where they need to be, and into the action which automatically just goes with it, because of the way that you show up and shine.

Katrina Ruth: This has nothing to do with what you teach. It's not a motherfucking strategy. I am giving you sales genius to read right now. Genius to read, so word, write it down. And you can break down the components of it all you like, but really it's a vibration thing. Okay this is where you know if empress is for you or not, because you've either got it or you don't. I can't give you that shit, I can't make you a motherfucking star, you already are the damn star and maybe you just need a little bit of soul alignment and adjusting and ass kicking. It's a vibration thing, you either got or you don't. If you got it, why are you not flaunting it? And you, well you have always had it, haven't you? You who knows who you are. Okay there's definitely some Vegemite with avocado and vegetables coming up right now. Have some coffee. All right. You always had it, haven't you? You've always been that person who shines so, full stop. Fucking full stop. Bright full stop.

Katrina Ruth: Who sees the world in a particular way in which others do not, who has lived their life, that came out weird ... in a certain way in which others do not, who has quite literally trained for this shit. Since you were a young girl, as far back as you can remember, no need to pretend otherwise. You knew you were born for more. You looked around, I feel like Dr. Deuce now ... As though in a daze. Not quite understanding what everybody else was on about, so boring, or why they cared so much. So lame. And just kind of sort of always fucking realising, "Well. This is not where I am going to be anyway." Yes? Yes. "These are not my people. This is not my path. This is not the world I will operate in." It is as though your soul always knew, since before time even began, that you came from different stock. My god I'm a copywriting genius. Somebody should pay me for this shit, except I wouldn't do it for any money in the world, I'd do it for the fun.

Katrina Ruth: For the fun and for the flow. I tell you how to write that shit out too. You were born into the wrong world, you had to spend time there for perhaps for learning, or growth, or just the gathering of patience, but it was always clear that one day ... Okay this sounds mean ... just as with an orphan, who dreams she is really born of royalty, reality, royalty? Same thing. Your real life would come for you. What you didn't realise, what you were perhaps never told ... and why would you be, because who would tell you back then, or even know ... but I'm telling you now. What you must now take ownership of, is that the life you've been waiting for this whole time, and the you who you've always known you must step into, it was never going to come for you at all. You have to step up for it. All right. When you're ... oh my goodness I want to stop but there's just a little bit more I've got to read, and then I've got some things to say. I'm getting fired up right now.

Katrina Ruth: Now here we are. You show up online every day doing the do. Valiantly seeking to demonstrate why you are better coach, or even the best ... When actually you are not a motherfucking coach at all. And quite frankly the whole thing faintly sickens you, because when all is said and done and if you dare to admit it, you're just so much more than that. That's all. It's the way it's always been. You just didn't know you had to own it is all. And now, well you wonder why you struggle to break that next income level. You wonder why so many of the things you set out to do exhaust you, and you either don't do them ... and continually beat up on yourself for it ... give me a comment if read the [inaudible 00:25:29] of this ... or you do them and you resent every fucking second of it. You wonder what is wrong with you. Why you can't just get your shit done. Why you don't seem to think or feel like the other coaches.

Katrina Ruth: And why it doesn't feel like flow yet when the whole damn point supposed to that you just get to wake up each day, follow your heart, create your art, do what you can't not. And you know that yes, it actually motherfucking was. So why does it not feel that yet, why is it that even when you're claiming flow and ease there is this constant fucking niggle there? Why? Why? Talking directly to you, [inaudible 00:26:04]. This constant fucking niggle there, I knew exactly why that niggle's there. I lost the word niggle on my screen right now though. It's a dilemma. Ah, this missing piece, this emptiness, this frustration, this won't you all fuck off and leave me alone energy. Yes, you should put a queenie emoji in if you know that this is you. Isn't it obvious? Don't you see? Haven't you always fucking known? You're not a coach. You're not an online business owner. You're not even actually an entrepreneur. Not if there's a period after it, anyway. Entrepreneur period? No. Entrepreneur amongst many other fabulous things. Yes. You can do all these things. Be all these things.

Katrina Ruth: And indeed always will ... however, what you are, who you are, how it's always been, and why the whole damn thing is not in fact flowing as you know it could and should be, is because you are an empress baby. Lucky I didn't do this on the beach. Born for more. Born for exceptional. Born for extraordinary and not of this world. And you tell yourself how outrageous it is, to think so highly of you, to expect so much, to feel that really if the world were at rights with itself you would be in charge. Me, I'd be in charge. Just to be clear. You might feel the same way, but really it's me. We all know that. I don't mind for you, but it's really me.but you might think that you created a manifested me, but really it was me. But think whatever you like. You would be in charge. To know that you know, that you know, that people really need to shut the fuck up and listen to you.

Katrina Ruth: And that actually you should always and only get to do what you want, have what you want, with the click of your fingers and the blink of your eyes and totally as you imagined it. And that while we're on it, people should motherfucking you pay just to be in your presence. Am I right or am I right. Give me an Amen if I'm right. You can do it via Amen, A-M-E-N period. With or without the period, or love heart shower, or little cat emojis. Whatever works for you. You tell yourself it's too much and crazy when in actual fact you know, and you've always known she says ... with a shrug of her shoulders and a what do you want me to do about it look ... this is just how it is. Which I suppose begs the question, when in actual fact do you think that you might start own the fact that this is how it is? Hmm? Hmm. I like that Amen Katherine, nicely done. How about ... Question, How about right fucking now? Empress, caps lock on, claim your rightful place, now.

Katrina Ruth: Four weeks one on one with Katrina Ruth ... excuse me, The Katrina Ruth Show, legal name ... for women unapologetically born for more. Jess apply to have my changed to The Katrina Ruth Show. Go into the Queensland name changing register. I'm changing my surname to Show. And the first name's going to be The Katrina. And I'm not joking, just for laughs, straight no shenanigans.

Jessa: Is it a space or two words?

Katrina Ruth: Space. My first name is going to be The Katrina. And my middle name will be Ruth and my surname is Show.

Jessa: I think it can be done.

Katrina Ruth: Yes. She's doing it now. Ninjas, they're everywhere. Everywhere. What are we up to? Four weeks one on one with The Katrina Ruth Show for women unapologetically born for me. Empress energy and vibrations. Katherine's changing her last name to Empress, all in. Empress expectations and demands. With a humble, grateful attitude. Empress environment, every part of it. Empress empire, the whole shebang. Empress copy, it's a free bonus. You can have it when you come to the Darwin retreat. Empress motherfucking everything ... the way it was always supposed to be. It is time to stop playing so coy, pretending you want for so little and telling yourself a story. I'm channelling the version of me where I do my branding videos with Chris Collins in LA where I just turn it on ... I'm turning it on. Well I did write my blog this morning, Turn It On. It's time to stop playing so coy, I'll say it again. Pretending you want for so little and telling yourself a story.

Katrina Ruth: That you're here to build a business online, make some money, be one of the fucking pack, when the only truth is always ... You were born to run the world. Beyonce as fuck. Run this thing. Empress initiation has begun. Your rightful place is waiting. This is one on one with me, the likes of which has never been done before ... Well actually it was done the first time that I ran Empress. But this is the second time. And that was fucking amazing and oh my holy Vegemite, wait till you see the feedback from that. I will share the testimonials. Whatever, it matters whether it's speaking to your soul or not, but still I will. It will take your breath away. It will shake you to the core. It will cause you to question everything you're doing right now ... Let's be honest, you already are.

Katrina Ruth: What am I up to, I keep losing my place. And it will show you unapologetically why you feel so damn empty inside when you're supposedly doing everything you're meant to be doing. How can you feel what you're mean to feel, when it was always supposed to be about, and what it was always supposed to be about, when you haven't even actually begun on the life you really came here to build. There's a reason you feel like so much is missing, and here is what it is ... The thing you've been missing is being the real fucking you. Empress gorgeous, me and you. Claim your rightful place and everything which goes with it. When? Life is now. Time to be the motherfucking show. Private message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page for details. Goddamn it, I just made an entire sales video. Ash will be thrilled. That was quite a bit of shenanaginary that injected itself into the sales video. And do you know what else I did? I launched an entire retreat in Darwin. And you're coming as well by the way Jess.

Jessa: Oh sweet.

Katrina Ruth: Yep. That just happened on the live stream. Somebody said that they're there from Darwin and next thing we were planning an Airbnb of higher vibration [inaudible 00:32:05] in Darwin. It's going to be August 30th. Can you come?

Jessa: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: Would you like to go on the live stream? Do you have anything to say to people? She's thinking about it. she's considering it.

Jessa: I don't have my ninja costume ready though.

Katrina Ruth: You look amazing.

Jessa: Well that's true.

Katrina Ruth: Well that's true, it's obvious she says. She like, why do you even say such a silly thing. I don't know do we need to get another chair? Are we going to pull this chair over? Who wants Jess to appear on the live stream? Jess is the ... What are you even? She's the business manager, she's the mistress of the Millionaire Mastermind ... are you the mistress? The mother hen?

Jessa: Someone said I was the sensei.

Katrina Ruth: She's the sensei. Oh wise, one. Oh wise one.

Jessa: Wise sensei.

Katrina Ruth: Oh wise one, would you like to join me on my live stream wise one?

Jessa: Yes, I feel [crosstalk 00:32:55] capes back here, I feel like [crosstalk 00:32:59].

Katrina Ruth: Put a cape on if you must, capes will make you look like Dracula, they're atrocious. Jess has never been on a live stream with me.

Jessa: No.

Katrina Ruth: Everybody's giving you a lot of love heart showers. You need 45 cushions. Don't appear without 45 cushions. You got to go get all the cushions.

Jessa: [inaudible 00:33:18] yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Because you'll feel like a little, so you'll feel like a little minion sitting down on that chair. Let me get you another purple cushion. Hold yourself tight right wherever you are. Don't hold yourself in a rude way, that's not what I meant by hold yourself tight. Well you can if you want. All right. You want to have one of them behind you. You want to sit on two cushions or maybe one, depends on how you feel. Perch, perch on the cushions.

Jessa: She's going to have the lackeys now push apply cushions.

Katrina Ruth: There we go, there's mini cushions.

Jessa: I feel like there's too many cushions.

Katrina Ruth: There's no such thing as too many cushions. Look at the side boob, would you? It's quite incredible. Okay somebody said ... one of my male friends said to me yesterday, why have I not sent him a photo of my breasts yet. And I was [inaudible 00:34:06]. That's not something I was planning to do. He was like, "Oh I just feel like whenever girls get their boobs done, they always want to show everyone." I'm like, "Well that's true, they do look amazing," but I'm trying stay within the realms of what's appropriate and not send before and after photos as requested to all my male friends.

Jessa: I think it is now time to get you some of those Lady GaGa nipple [crosstalk 00:34:28].

Katrina Ruth: I'm not wearing nipple tassels. This woman is-

Jessa: No tassels.

Katrina Ruth: If someone is insisting in dressing me in bizarre things-

Jessa: Sequined stickers.

Katrina Ruth: Here she comes, give her a warm welcome. My sister Jessa, mistress, sensei, the ... What the fuck?

Jessa: Den master? That was naughty.

Katrina Ruth: Hold on, I didn't sign off on den master. Didn't we say ringleader?

Jessa: Oh yeah, ringleader was one.

Katrina Ruth: Really?

Jessa: I like ringleader.

Katrina Ruth: Let's have a vote, look at all the love that you're getting. You might speak to Jessa in a lot of my groups. And in fact we're going to do some filming today, that's why she's popped around. We're going to film a welcome video for the Millionaire Mastermind.

Jessa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: And you're going to get to know Jessa quite well in Millionaire Mastermind. But have you been on a live stream ... You might have done a live into High Vibe or something.

Jessa: Yeah, I've done a live into High Vibe, I forced [inaudible 00:35:21] to do a live once. [crosstalk 00:35:24]

Katrina Ruth: That's different, that's not you. You can't just say I forced someone-

Jessa: Oh, well I was on it.

Katrina Ruth: Oh you were in it.

Jessa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Madam Lash.

Jessa: Ooh, that's ...

Katrina Ruth: It's not a sex programme, it seems to be going-

Jessa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: ... but I have helped many people manifest amazing sex of life, it's an [inaudible 00:35:39] thing that I'm doing. I'm okay with it, I'll go with it. Mistress-

Jessa: How does the lash play into place? Because I'll lash people. Well, yes. I did buy multiple whipping props for [crosstalk 00:35:57].

Katrina Ruth: If you see me holding weird ass props in my live streams, I don't mean like a normal sceptre, like obviously a queen would ... but if you see me pick up like riding crop-

Jessa: See these? These were bought because they are ninja swords. And you have ninjas around you all the time.

Katrina Ruth: Then she's like, "Do you want some nipple tassels?" Tina says gorgeous, the colour. Tina's the one who initiated the Darwin retreat because she said she was in Darwin. And somehow we all co-launched a retreat together. Jessa also made me this Chanel hip flask. She made it.

Jessa: Well, I designated a ninja to make it.

Katrina Ruth: She outsourced it. Like an official ninja does.

Jessa: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: But she oversaw it, she oversaw the design of it.

Jessa: I feel like we should write to Chanel and say, "Excuse me-"

Katrina Ruth: I don't know why the fuck you got me a key as a prop, what is this supposed to do.

Jessa: Oh it was relevant to something at the time and now it's irrelevant.

Katrina Ruth: I feel like you had this key in my props for ages, I'm like, "But why? What is it the key for?" Is it for the door where all the dead wives of Bluebeard are?

Jessa: Who is Bluebeard? Is he a pirate?

Katrina Ruth: No, Bluebeard's the one who kills all his wives. It's actually ... Bluebeard is representative of the darkness of your psyche.

Jessa: Or, it could be that you hold the key to everything. And that's why people follow you.

Katrina Ruth: That's fucking obvious, nobody needed to say that.

Jessa: Excuse me. [crosstalk 00:37:18]

Katrina Ruth: Bluebeard, this is a great story. Bluebeard ... who knows the story of Bluebeard? Key to a kick ass life. Bluebeard gets his wives, he seduces them, and even though he has a blue beard which is clearly something to do with [crosstalk 00:37:34]-

Jessa: Who knows?

Katrina Ruth: ... and then he tells them that they can have the run of the whole castle and the whole house, and do whatever they like, but they must not go into this one room. And he gives them the keys with all the keys on it. And then he leaves. And so in the story the younger sister had her older sister there. The younger sister being seduced by Bluebeard even though it was scary. So she was going to marry him. And then her sisters and her all, "Let's look inside the room." And then they opened and it was all the dead bodies of all his previous wives. But then the room door lock started to bleed and bleed and bleed, and they couldn't wipe the blood off them, not even with horsehair-

Jessa: Super random story. Is this some sort of twisted [crosstalk 00:38:15]

Katrina Ruth: No, this is very-

Jessa: This demonic story you found online.

Katrina Ruth: Shush. This is very relevant. Sneaky, I'll joust with you right now.

Jessa: I don't know, I'm a ninja.

Katrina Ruth: So just on a side note, if you see me being really silly on live stream, or being an idiot it likely comes about from how my siblings and I behave normally all the time anyway.

Jessa: Yes, we're always jousting.

Katrina Ruth: Always jousting. All four of us, it's just complete idiots. And then the partners just leave the room.

Jessa: We don't have have cutlery, we just take things with our jousting sticks. Stab them up and eat them like skewers.

Katrina Ruth: I think I just snotted snot. And we do, we end up in hysterics. And then all the partners would always just be like-

Jessa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: ... and they will retire the lounge.

Jessa: It's like they're coming to this new dimension they don't know. Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Because our parents get involved as well, they're just as weird. So then it's all six of us. So if you come around to my mum and dad's house, or you come hang out with me and my siblings, you're going to have to be as weird as fuck, or you're just not going to be able to keep up.

Jessa: Yeah, you'll leave a little bit shell shocked otherwise.

Katrina Ruth: It'll be soul shifting, with or without the money making. Yes, you may need some therapy and some actual healing after the result of that. Anyway. So Bluebeard, so then the blood just keeps coming out and she can't wipe the blood off her, which means that he's coming back and she knows that he's going to know that he went into the room.

Jessa: That they went into the room.

Katrina Ruth: Yes? Question.

Jessa: But if they ... Do I get the key or the sceptre.

Katrina Ruth: The microphone.

Jessa: Oh.

Katrina Ruth: Where is the motherfucking microphone? The kids took it.

Jessa: Let me do this, question.

Katrina Ruth: No I don't want that. I don't like that. All right, question.

Jessa: Question, okay. So if he's got all bodies of his dead wives in there anyway, they're going to die anyway whether they look in the room or not. So you-

Katrina Ruth: Exactly right.

Jessa: ... always look in the room.

Katrina Ruth: Exactly right. Exactly right. Are we invited to your parent's house or what? Well you can come here and we'll bring them to you.

Jessa: They'll be a [crosstalk 00:40:40].

Katrina Ruth: My mother doesn't care for feet on her floors. You're not allowed into mum and dad's house unless you manage to not walk on the floor.

Jessa: You have to tiptoe on your hands.

Katrina Ruth: No floor, there's no floor there. You can't walk on the floor. But we could bring them here. And anyway, that was an excellent point that you raised. You're right, he was going to kill her anyway, but she discovered it. And then she's obviously terrified of him, that he's going to find out-

Jessa: She's got her sister there, just fucking kill that guy.

Katrina Ruth: I'm getting to the beard, calm your horses. Or your tits, whichever one. Calm your tits. So anyway, and that what happens is he comes back, so she tries to hide it from him, she's just wiping blood up, blood everywhere, it doesn't come off, it won't come off. She's using horse hair to scrub the key, the key is covered in blood ... I don't know why you gave me such a terrible prop to like prompt such a horrible story.

Jessa: Because.

Katrina Ruth: It's an important story though. And then, and then-

Jessa: That's why I got the key.

Katrina Ruth: ... well he discovers that she's been in there and he's furious and the monster is revealed. And she thought he was ... Stop trying to not laugh, just let it out and admit that I'm hilarious. So then the monster is revealed, and she thought he was loving, even though he did have a blue beard, which is always as suspicious sign on a gentleman.

Jessa: Very suspicious.

Katrina Ruth: I wouldn't be getting involved with any men with blue beards. Unless of course they were from Byron Bay-

Jessa: And unless-

Katrina Ruth: ... and they had some gluten free chocolate, white chocolate and [crosstalk 00:42:17]-

Jessa: Johnny Depp.

Katrina Ruth: Brownies.

Jessa: Johnny Depp died his beard for you.

Katrina Ruth: Johnny Depp, really? We can do better than that.

Jessa: What if Bradley Cooper dyed-

Katrina Ruth: Exactly.

Jessa: ... his beard blue.

Katrina Ruth: Exactly what I'm going for. Exactly.

Jessa: You would be like mm-hmm (affirmative), smurf, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Smurf-alicious.

Jessa: Smurf-alicious. Blue.

Katrina Ruth: Hm. Back on track. Fucking focus. So anyway, then he's outraged and he's going to kill her and he tells her. And so she pleads with him for a moment to prepare her spiritual affairs. Because she's smart enough to know that she doesn't know how to escape right now but that she needs that little moment of time. And so she goes to the high tower and she says, "Sisters, sisters, can you see our brothers?" And they say, "No." And she says, "Sisters, sisters, can you see our brothers?" And they say, "I can see like a tiny, powdery speck on the horizon." And she says, "Sisters, sisters, can you see our brothers?" And they say "Yes, our brothers are coming." And then the brothers come and they kill him. And now I'll tell you the meaning of the story. Are you ready?

Jessa: Do tell.

Katrina Ruth: [crosstalk 00:43:23]. It's the motherfucking psyche. It's the darkness that exists in all of us as women, the dark and the wild and the raw and the scary. And it's that darkness inside of you which can ... If you don't know how to dance with it, actually consume you and take your life from you. And how mean women, all women, or all girls growing up, really you can try to do what you want to try and ... Did Matt just knock on the door?

Jessa: Maybe.

Katrina Ruth: Can you go check?

Jessa: Yep.

Katrina Ruth: Crack the door open anyway, because he'll be here any minute. You can do what you want to try and protect your daughters and protect the younger generation from making mistakes and doing silly shit that maybe going to hurt them or land them in trouble, but they're going to go it because they don't recognise the danger in the Bluebeard. They don't recognise you know the need to understand and be consciously in control of the darkness of the psyche. And so they allow the psyche to take them and maybe some of them get lost fully in the psyche and they're gone and they're killed and then put behind the door. Hello Matt.

Matt: Hello.

Katrina Ruth: You can film any time. I don't know what's happening right now. And so, did you hear that? So you try all you like to protect your daughters ... gosh your daughter's going to be protecting other people, that's for sure. She is terrifying. And extraordinary beautiful as well. Which is a really scary combination.

Jessa: She deviates from sweet and scary.

Katrina Ruth: She lifts dining tables over her heads ... her head.

Jessa: Her heads.

Katrina Ruth: What was the other random thing she did.

Jessa: That makes her sound more scary. And she insists on keeping eating chilli sauce.

Katrina Ruth: She eats Tabasco. She drinks it from the bottle. She's two. Two. Two. We're out the other night and we get a photo of her just hoisting the dining table up over her head. And she drinks motherfucking Tabasco sauce. And I'm not even kidding.

Jessa: [crosstalk 00:45:29] her three and a half year old brother-

Katrina Ruth: And she's two years old. She's terrifying.

Jessa: ... to help her out with the dining table.

Katrina Ruth: As a ninja.

Jessa: Yeah. But she initiated.

Katrina Ruth: That girl's scary. Anyway. Anyway. Anyway. It's the darkness of the psyche. So you can try to protect your daughter's all you like from making silly mistakes, or the younger generation. They're going to do whatever the fuck they want. You can tell them all you like about the bluebeard, about the darkness, about the places to not go or look or they're just going to do what they want anyway. They're going to have their own experience. And hopefully they then catch it in time. And so when she's yelling for her sisters, when she's locked in the tower, you know she realised in time that he was going to kill her, so she asked for a reprieve to go to the tower to have a moment to collect her spiritual affairs. So she's realised that oh, maybe this is not safe and maybe her older sisters were already wiser and knew that. So then in that time, she's yelling, "Can you see our brothers? Can you see our brothers?" And they can't see them, because basically it represents that she doesn't have the knowledge or the wisdom in her psyche to know how to deal with her situation yet-

Jessa: So she's calling it out?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, but it does exist in there, it exists in there. So then she asks again, "Sisters, sisters can you see our brothers?" And then they're like, "Well we can't see anything, but there's a little dust on the horizon," and it's like the knowledge is coming. The ability to deal with this stuff is coming. Females need to embrace the darkness as well as the light. That's right. We have to go through this experience. And then ultimately the monster is destroyed and and she's safe and she learned something and she goes on her way. It exists in all women ... How the fuck did we end up there? Bluebeard, we're talking about Bluebeard. Did you know the story of Bluebeard?

Jessa: The key, this was the reason that the key was bought.

Katrina Ruth: This is why we have a key that's covered in blood.

Jessa: Mm-hmm (affirmative). Yes.

Katrina Ruth: I was going to talk about magic and power-

Jessa: But the pipe is to make you look more wise.

Katrina Ruth: That's the pipe. I don't smoke a pipe. Who buys a pipe?

Jessa: Yes, but you could be in the study, you know, making wise commentary.

Katrina Ruth: I'm always in the study making wise commentary. Wherever I am I'm always making wise commentary. That's a normal situation of fucking everyday life.

Jessa: All right, I'll fucking sell the pipe.

Katrina Ruth: Oh. Swear on my live stream, how dare you.

Jessa: Oh dear.

Katrina Ruth: Irreverent. Well the brothers and sisters save her, but they represent the other parts of her psyche-

Jessa: So you can't take it literally.

Katrina Ruth: ... the wiser part-

Jessa: Because I was like, why would she be needing her brothers, because you'd deal with that yourself? Fuck yeah.

Katrina Ruth: I like how the men deal with things.

Jessa: It depends.

Katrina Ruth: Well the sisters are the more evolved wiser parts of the psyche and the brothers are the protective parts of the psyche, I think in the story.

Jessa: So in my life story, you're just the more evolved part of my psyche.

Katrina Ruth: Good on you mate. I'm finding these [inaudible 00:48:24] very distracting.

Jessa: Very Grand Prix.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah what's happening here, are you going to the Formula One afterwards?

Matt: Yup.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. Sorry I'm just in a very silly mood. All right. Now what were we up to? Magic and power. We'll say something about that, and then we've got to go, we've got to go. You guys are holding us up, you're just mucking around and climbing around and stopping us from doing what we're really meant to be doing. I was supposed to ... We've got to do some filming here. I was supposed to be live streaming on you know how fucking powerful and magical you are, and that is a fact. Reason being, I messaged that to someone an hour or so back, and we were having a conversation and I was like, "Let's get clear. You know how fucking powerful and magical you are." I know it. All my clients know it. All my friends know it. Jessa knows it. Matt knows it ... I mean about themselves even, and you know it as well. Everyone knows it about me, that's a given. But you do know it about yourself.

Katrina Ruth: So you know sometimes when you're in the doubt, or you're in the resistance, or you feel uncertain about getting your message or your ad out there. Or you're like, I could never carry on ... I mean I'm just assuming you want to carry on like me on a live stream ... but really, why would you not want to be a complete clown and have fun and make money doing it? And then you think I'm not good enough for that or I can't, or I don't have it within me or something like that. Really what I wanted to come on today and say today and then somehow a whole bunch of random shit happened is ... Beneath the fear and beneath the uncertainty. Beneath the doubt, beneath the "Maybe I'm not born for this," you do fucking know and that is a fact. Or you wouldn't be here. So when you feel all that stuff, it's the surface stuff. That's not how you actually feel at the core.

Katrina Ruth: And it's ... what it is is just layers. Layer upon layer upon layer. Get me an onion and I'll demonstrate. Except we don't have onions, because I hate them. It's devil's food. What can I demonstrate with. Get me a packet of bread out of the fridge. Yes, it's true. I have bread, it's embarrassing.

Jessa: What? Do you [crosstalk 00:50:22].

Katrina Ruth: Bring me the bread.

Jessa: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: Bring me the bread. I'm going to do a live demonstration. This has been best live stream in the history of time. So far we launched an entire retreat in Darwin ... maybe you can come to that?

Matt: When's that?

Katrina Ruth: August 30th. Say hello to the camera. Are you there? Am I showing you?

Matt: Yeah, I'm on.

Katrina Ruth: There's Matt. Maybe Matt can come to the Darwin retreat because that definitely sounds like something we would want-

Matt: I've never been to Darwin.

Katrina Ruth: Me either. And then somebody from Darwin popped on the live stream and said hi from Darwin, and suddenly I said I think we should do a retreat in Darwin.

Matt: Why not?

Katrina Ruth: And we just co-created it right here. It's going to be on August 30th. We're going to get an amazing Airbnb, it'll be four nights, it'll be soul shifts and money making and lots of shenanigans. And lots of adventures.

Matt: Yeah.

Jessa: I feel like I should deliver this on a platter.

Katrina Ruth: Get me a platter.

Jessa: Like I could buy you one.

Katrina Ruth: Can I have a platter?

Jessa: Right now?

Katrina Ruth: Bloody hell. All right, there is bread in my house, it's embarrassing. Helen said, Matt's cute. He hears that all the time, he's very used to it. Especially from my audience.

Jessa: You know you could peel [crosstalk 00:51:27]

Katrina Ruth: I don't know is it just my audience or do you get that whenever you're filming?

Matt: Oh it depends who it is.

Katrina Ruth: It's probably just all these women. Okay so we have here-

Jessa: Lots of crumbs.

Katrina Ruth: ... a very flaky packet of bread. It's gluten free. It's Paleo as fuck, don't worry. Should we get some [inaudible 00:51:45]-

Jessa: Well you may as well have a snack.

Katrina Ruth: I already was like face first in a jar of Vegemite earlier this morning. Now my dad's got a café and they're like, "Uh, there's Vegemite on your face." Burn the bread. So anyway, this is the BL layout. No it's not. This is the layer that you present to ... This is going to be a great skit by the way.

Jessa: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: This is the layer you present to Facebook, okay? On Facebook you're like, la-di-da, look at me, my hair is glowing and I look fabulous. Or even if it's not, you post some happy, chappy photos and your life is amazing. That is your surface layer. Surface layer, say it after me. Surface layer. My ninja will take that for me. Beneath, okay we don't need a crust. There's just a crust there just for no reason.

Jessa: Crusts should be thrown out-

Katrina Ruth: Why is the crust in the middle?

Jessa: ... immediately after opening the bread.

Katrina Ruth: The crust is the best bit.

Jessa: That's disgusting.

Katrina Ruth: This is the next layer, as you can see. This layer is the fear layer. This is the what if people really knew ... I know I've got to look at this camera. You'll excuse me. What if people really knew the truth about me? What if they knew that I've been [inaudible 00:52:50] all night long. That I'm drinking an excessive amount. That I yell and shout at my children. That I'm not really a nice person. That I have fucking clue what I'm on about and every day I'm worried that the fraud police are going to knock on the door and be like, "Hey. We have evidence to prove you're not a real adult. Everybody knows." That's the fear layer, lurks underneath the other layer. Okay we've got another Matt is cute, why was I not informed. I'm sorry I didn't have a prior arrangement with you Ellen that I have to inform you. I guess you could just watch more of my shows and then you'd see more. So that's the fear layer, everyone has it and you don't want everyone to know.

Katrina Ruth: Underneath the fear layer, you have the fuck this shit layer. Official Wikipedia terminology. Fuck this shit layer. That is like, "Actually I'm pretty fucking certain that I know exactly what I'm doing and I don't know what these bitches over here think that they're doing, but I should be in charge." Fuck this shit layer. We should have prepared these breads earlier and written on them.

Jessa: Oh that would have been good.

Katrina Ruth: That would have been awesome. Underneath the fuck this shit layer, you have the despair layer. It's okay, we all have it, no need to get fat. The despair layer, the "I really don't think I actually know what I'm doing at all and I feel kind of hopeless. And I feel down and sometimes I feel completely lost and meaningless. Nobody really understands me, and I'm probably never, ever going to get there and I should probably just give up now." Despair layer. Lisa says she's in bed right now wallowing in that layer. Thank you for owning it. Underneath the despair layer, it's just a chocolate layer. It's a layer of chocolate mud cake. Underneath the chocolate layer is the core. The core. The core is solid, it's gritty. It's not at all flaky, this one is. It's solid, it is rock solid. It's a diamond. It's a fucking diamond. Do we have a big ass diamond anywhere in this room that I-

Jessa: Oh no. We should.

Katrina Ruth: ... can use? It is hard as steel. And this layer knows that all the other layers, except for the chocolate layer and the fuck this shit layer, are bullshit. It knows that the surface layer ... go through it again, in case anybody missed it. Have the crust. It's getting messy. I just had the house cleaned this morning as well. It knows that the surface, shiny Facebook layer is like, whatever. Who fucking even cares? It knows that the fear layer is actual bullshit. The core knows that the fear is bullshit. It knows that the fuck this shit layer is kind of like, cool, cool, but me thinketh the lady doth protesteth too much. Everyone knows what that means, right?

Jessa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: If you don't you have to leave. It knows that the ... what are we up to? Wait, I feel like I've got an extra layer that's been added in. Oh despair layer. It knows that the despair and sadness layer is just reactivness and resistance playing out. It's the human as fuck condition, it's okay, we're all allowed to have it. It knows that the chocolate layer is not going any fucking place and we'll hold on to it forever. And it knows that the core is the core. At your core, underneath all the layers, you know that you were born for it. You know that you were absolutely fucking born for it. You know you are magic, you know you are powerful. You know you are here to change the world. You know that everything you feel inside of you is real and that if you would only just throw all of ... It had to be done. If you would just throw all the layers off of you, then you would be living, breathing from the core. And all I did was let out the motherfucking core.

Katrina Ruth: The [inaudible 00:56:28], give me them back to me, I need them back. No not really. The other layers they just heap themselves back on, back on, back on, all the time, every day. Sneaking up on me like invisible little evil ninjas and I'm just throwing them away all the time. Left, right, and centre. And I remain at my core, the whole story. Thank you for playing. Life is now. Press fucking play. What would you like to add?

Jessa: Oh I don't know what I can add to that.

Katrina Ruth: Any additions? Well, I feel like I said what I came here to say. In fact I said none of what I came here to say at all. But it was fabulous and so now we have to go. We have many very serious and important things to do. No shenanigans at all. But basic point is, you fucking know that you were born for it. Don't walk around saying that you're not. Man or woman the fuck up and do your shit. And when it comes up inside of you, just throw the bread layers off you and think of me. Get a chocolate layer if necessary or a coffee layer, or whatever it is. And why don't you just fucking pretend that you're already living from the core layer the whole time anyway? Nobodies going to know the difference. And then one day you'll wake up and you will have become it.

Jessa: Mm-hmm (affirmative).

Katrina Ruth: Mm-hmm (affirmative). That's the whole story.

Jessa: That was fun.

Katrina Ruth: So now you should watch the replay if you missed any, because the whole thing was amazing. And then you should read the comment in there and Empress has returned, you should private message me if you want to be an empress ... My golly gosh, that was probably the favoritest new thing that I ever did. And the Darwin retreat. Jessa's coming, Matt might be coming, we check our dates. It is going to be beyond. We're going to have 10 women, plus ninja, plus videography, plus shenanigans ... One incredibly luxurious high end Airbnb house. Many Paleo as fuck, espresso martinis, many shenanigans, we're going to hustle. We're going to do money making and soul ... sell ... What's it called again? Soul and cellular shifts-

Jessa: [crosstalk 00:58:33]

Katrina Ruth: ... and money making. And we're definitely going to do some random as fuck adventures in nature.

Jessa: Ride crocodiles.

Katrina Ruth: And then we're going to figure out ... We're going to ride ... I told you the American side can't be scared about this. And then we're going to do some sort of equivalent adventure in California. What's a good mountainous part of California? Come on.

Matt: I don't know. Tahoe's it.

Katrina Ruth: Huh?

Matt: Tahoe?

Katrina Ruth: I've been to Lake Tahoe but I went in the snow.

Matt: I was in the snow as well.

Katrina Ruth: Oh.

Matt: Brother went as there, summer's good as well.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe it will be on Lake Tahoe. Yeah, it was on the way to Lake Tahoe that we stopped at some incredibly mountainous place where we had pancakes. And the pancakes were good so I think we should go back to that.

Jessa: Well, okay.

Katrina Ruth: I have no idea where it was. Well anyway, we'll do it, we'll do it, we'll figure it out. So that's happening. Message me on my personal PMs please, because it can't be fucked with the business page, PMs there annoy me, I won't read them. I make Jessa do it or somebody else. She doesn't do it.

Jessa: No, a ninja does it.

Katrina Ruth: That's all. Lake Tahoe or Big Bear. Big Bear, hmm. Mount Tamalpais ...

Matt: What's the one that starts with Y?

Katrina Ruth: Yosemite.

Matt: Yeah that's [crosstalk 00:59:42]

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, maybe it will be Yosemite. I don't want to do it in Sedona, it's like, so over-rated. What was that expression again?

Jessa: Oh, I don't do-

Katrina Ruth: I don't do Sedona. We have a little in-house joke going on here. I don't do Sedona. I don't do Sedona. All right, we have to go. It's going for too long. Up you go, they're holding us up. Okay. Watch the replay, message me about Empress or about the other thing, the Sedona thing ... No, not that one. We're not doing that. The Darwin thing. Just send me a message anyway, to tell me how much you love me. And Jessa has a very important finishing statement.

Jessa: Oh. Life is now? Press play.

Katrina Ruth: Press fucking play. Bye.

Direct download: You_know_how_fucking_powerful_and_magical_you_are_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_5B08-06-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 9:39am AEST

Wed, 13 June 2018

Seriousness With Linda Doktar

Linda: What's happening?

Katrina: Nothing. Nothing is happening.

Linda: Nothing is... Its not working. Look.

Katrina: Look sideways.

Linda: I'm sideways, why?

Katrina: You have to stop it. You have to cancel it. You have to start again.

Linda: That is odd. Why is it doing this?

Katrina: I'm going to give you an important lesson in a moment.

Linda: I forgot you're live.

Katrina: Were not live. Its not live yet. No, we'll go laugh in a minute.

Linda: Look.

Katrina: We can just admire ourselves first though.

Linda: Why didn't I click the rotation.

Katrina: Its not live at all.

Linda: How do you do this rotation thing?

Katrina: Here's the situation. You have to type in the thing, and then turn the thing, and then press go live. You type in the thing, you turn the thing, you do the thing. That's the whole technical explanation.

Linda: You type the thing, do the thing, and then ...

Katrina: You type the thing, you turn the thing, and then you do the thing. That's the official Wikipedia explanation.

Linda: I got it. I got it. Wait, I got it.

Katrina: Webster, that's the Webster explanation for how to go live. What are you doing?

Katrina: Don't text Seth. Who's Seth? Why are you texting Seth?

Linda: I don't even know who Seth is.

Katrina: We'll go live in a minute.

Linda: You haven't started yet?

Katrina: I'm going to give you an important postural lesson in a moment. Just hurry up and go live. We're not live.

Linda: We are so live.

Katrina: I haven't started, so we're not really live at all. I don't care if anybody's on there. I am not ready to be live, and so, therefore, we're not live. When I say that we'll be live, we'll be live.

Linda: I'm pretty alive.

Katrina: You're always alive.

Katrina: Hurry up.

Linda: I'm getting side tracked.

Katrina: Put your [inaudible 00:02:15]. I have an important postural lesson to give you. It's for everyone's benefit.

Linda: All right.

Katrina: Ah-ha.

Linda: Ah-ha! Wait. Okay.

Katrina: Many important and serious things are going to take place here. There will be a blood ritual at the stroke of midnight. What time is it? What time is it right now?

Linda: I think it's going to work.

Katrina: Press play. It's a good rule, to go left.

Linda: Left is now.

Katrina: Left too, press play. Always press play.

Linda: Left is now?

Katrina: Sometimes you have to press pause. No can I teach you something?

Linda: Yeah. Teach me that life lesson please.

Katrina: What time it is, because at the stroke of midnight we must have a blood ritual.

Linda: A blood ritual?

Katrina: It's 11:56.

Linda: This is the first time you're telling me of this blood ritual. But I'm all about rituals.

Katrina: Just so you can see. Okay. If you want to record a very serious video for your business, a serious video.

Linda: Mm-hmm (affirmative), yeah.

Katrina: Serious?

Linda: Serious.

Katrina: Here's how you hold yourself. Firstly. Step number one, you stick your booty out. Arch that booty right out. Arch it out like you're trying to get some action up in there.

Linda: You said serious.

Katrina: I'm being serious. I'm giving a serious fucking tip about how to do good posture for a video, for your business.

Linda: I'm good. Now-

Katrina: Step number one, arch your booty out like you want to get something up in it.

Linda: Arch your booty out? How do you arch your booty out?

Katrina: What do you mean?

Linda: You arch your back.

Katrina: Yes, well you stick your butt out.

Linda: Done.

Katrina: I was just trying to say it in a fancy way. Arch your booty out, and then what that does-

Linda: Life lessons from-

Katrina: The Katrina Ruth Show.

Linda: That's right. I mean how-

Katrina: This is Katrina Ruth right here.

Linda: The Katrina Ruth Show.

Katrina: Step number one is you arch your bottom out. Lisa Michelle, how the hell are you appearing on both live streams at once? It's the voo-dooery. Exactly you park it out like your back broke.

Linda: Okay I've done it.

Katrina: You stick it out.

Linda: I've done it now what?

Katrina: Now step number two-

Linda: I have my booty out. I have my chest out, what now?

Katrina: Step number two is obviously bosoms out.

Linda: But you already said bosoms out.

Katrina: Well they kind of go out automatically when you arch your-

Linda: You said arch your bosoms.

Katrina: When you stick your butt out you kinda... You can't arch bosoms. How do you arch a bosom?

Linda: That's what you said, arch your chest or something.

Katrina: Pay attention.

Linda: Paying attention.

Katrina: Step number one is you stick your butt out, automatically that's going to make your breasts go out, but you should stick them out a little bit more to be sure.

Linda: Well I'm feeling a little bit uncomfortable.

Katrina: When you see your video on playback, you'll think that you have perfectly fabulous posture; and really you're going to look like the Hunchback of Notre Dam, I'm just teaching you how to look straight, and polite, and lady-like. So butt out, breasts out. Thirdly, what you want to do is you want to do is elongate your neck. Elongate.

Linda: Like an ostrich?

Katrina: Giraffe, or ostrich. You elongate your neck.

Linda: I'm done, and now what?

Katrina: You don't so crazy eyes. Nobody said anything about crazy eyes. Who said crazy eyes?[crosstalk 00:05:18] Elongate your neck, you want to tilt your chin slightly down-

Linda: I can't do this without the crazy eyes.

Katrina: Slightly down. Tilt your chin slightly down, but without-

Linda: Now I got a double chin.

Katrina: No looking like an alien. Thirdly, and I'm going to credit this to Amanda Francis because I learned to from her. Thirdly, you smile with your soul. When I do it, it looks creepy. That's how you have perfect posture when you're filming a very professional and serious video-

Linda: This is a professional video.

Katrina: For your business.

Linda: Did you guys get that? The Katrina Ruth Show.

Katrina: I'm just here to serve.

Linda: From your soul?

Katrina: Always from the soul. I'm just here to give helpful tips to entrepreneurs. Absolutely.

Linda: What capes? Their talking about capes or something?

Katrina: What are you talking about?

Linda: I have no idea.

Katrina: This is my initiation class cloak. It's for the blood rituals they happen every Saturday evening.

Linda: So it's one past 12:00. What are these blood rituals?

Katrina: Well we just drink the blood.

Linda: No I don't do it. No, no, no, no, no. Uh-uh. No-no.

Katrina: There were many important things that we came here to discuss.

Linda: We actually had a lot of important things to say today.

Katrina: Are you doing your posture?

Linda: I am. I have my ostrich neck on.

Katrina: See, it looks like we're just sitting in a normal relaxed, straight fashion. Actually, we are in excruciating pain, and it's the only way that it should be done. If your not hurting from all the arching and... Oh I forgot-

Linda: The pain of being women.

Katrina: I forgot to say you want to lift your torso up and twist it a little bit. Lift it up, twist it. So remember; butt out, boobs more, elongate your neck and torso-

Linda: No ostrich eyes.

Katrina: No crazy eyes, or ostrich eyes. And tilt your head down a little bit, keep yourself twisted.

Linda: How am I doing guys? How am I doing?

Katrina: It's roughly how it goes. Wait-

Linda: Please tell me, how am I doing?

Katrina: Stop.

Linda: Life advice from the Katrina Ruth Show.

Katrina: I forgot it something important. Hold the fort.

Linda: Holding, holding. What do you got?

Katrina: Just teach.

Linda: Okay. You know what, really was the main reason we came on today. So much has been happening. We actually just finished a dinner party. Lou is that you?

Katrina: Don't tell any secrets.

Linda: Important, important, important advice; business advice.

Katrina: Nope. I won't give in. I refuse.

Linda: No. Why?

Katrina: I'm not giving any business advice to anybody.

Linda: But this is important business advice. What we were just doing.

Katrina: I forgot my sceptre.

Linda: We came...

Katrina: Sorry, excuse me.

Linda: Here's the thing. We were talking earlier, we had a very important message to-

Katrina: It's a riding wand.

Linda: This looks more like a spanking whip.

Katrina: Yes it's for... you're not supposed to tell the secrets. I said no secrets. It is for spanking. I'm [inaudible 00:08:22].

Linda: Why do you have this?

Katrina: Just for reasons.

Linda: Would you mind sharing?

Katrina: For emergencies.

Linda: Its an emergency?

Katrina: Well not right now, but it could be.

Linda: It could be.

Katrina: On occasion. I think you might have it the wrong way out maybe.[crosstalk 00:08:40] I don't know, do you?

Linda: Where so you put this?

Katrina: Oh well she's holding the right end. See I don't know. I just use it any which way I like. This one's rather pointy.

Katrina: I refuse to give any business advice about anything. I think the advice comes from absorbing the essence of us.

Linda: We were talking about the soul. It's about, you know?

Katrina: The masks.

Linda: The masks. That's right the masks. This is why we came on tonight, because-

Katrina: Emergency spanking is always[crosstalk 00:09:07]

Linda: It started from your live feed yesterday.

Katrina: That was extraordinarily serious.

Linda: You were throwing bread. She was throwing bread in here live feed. Go and watch it, you need to watch it.

Katrina: Yeah, upon layer.

Linda: Upon layer, upon layer, upon layer, upon layer-

Katrina: That was the best presentation-

Linda: It was.

Katrina: That has happened in the history of the internet.

Linda: I need to get on my knees and-

Katrina: Oh that's what... Well, that's not what I meant.

Linda: That's how good it was.

Katrina: Well, are we wearing masks? This is actually the Katrina Ruth Show right here, and I'm Linda Doktar.

Linda: I'm Katrina. This is Linda.

Katrina: Face off. We did a face off.

Linda: Well, heres the thing.

Katrina: Earlier tonight we were talking about how impressed we are with ourselves. That's right you were talking... Excuse me, but somebody was watching videos of themselves perform amazing feats of athleticism, and announced to the-

Linda: I was so inspired by myself.

Katrina: And announced to the entire dinner party that she was so inspired by herself.

Linda: I was. I was.

Katrina: Its fair enough.

Linda: I was doing trick on video, and I got really, really inspired by myself.

Katrina: That's fair enough. Completely reasonable and professional.

Linda: Do you ever get inspired by yourself? Because I think we should always... Katrina.

Katrina: No, that's for the emergency spankings. Still has a tag on it, because I had to get inpatient.

Linda: This really freaks me out, because I think this is a children's thing.

Katrina: That's unfortunate.

Linda: Is this a children's thing?

Katrina: What kind of tricks... No, it's not-

Linda: Is this for children?

Katrina: No, I use this myself for professional reasons.

Linda: You have two spanking equipment in your...

Katrina: Just for business purposes. I don't want to [inaudible 00:10:50]

Linda: Business purposes.

Katrina: Can't talk about it right now.

Linda: Okay. Were talking about masks.

Katrina: We were going to talk about masks.

Linda: And it started with you doing this... With bread-

Katrina: The layers od the bread.

Linda: The layers of the bread, and you were throwing bread in your live feed. It was actually a great analogy. You were talking about the layers of the masks. We're wearing these masks.

Linda: Hey Kai.

Linda: We're wearing these masks in life, and one of them really stood out.

Katrina: Chocolate.

Linda: No. Well that's just a [crosstalk 00:11:24]

Katrina: The chocolate layer was the best layer.

Linda: You know what really stood out for me? Why we're actually here? The Facebook masks. The Facebook masks. We're wearing these masks online; on Facebook, and we're showing the world this much. This much. Were painting this picture of who we are a little bit, but not who we are completely. Why are we doing that?

Linda: Why are we doing that?

Katrina: Venerability. Scared of being vulnerable.

Linda: Are we afraid to be vulnerable? Are we afraid to really show the world who we really are?

Katrina: Well you and I are pretty fucking transparent, and vulnerable. Are we still wearing masks?

Linda: Well, were not wearing anything right now.

Katrina: Capes.

Linda: Yeah, but this is really the thing; being vulnerable and letting the world see everything. Everything? Because-

Katrina: That's exactly what this is for.

Linda: Why wouldn't you?

Katrina: It's for when you need to show everything. Well heres the thing, can you actually show, or is it ever possible to show everything? Because-

Linda: Can you?

Katrina: You're not listening because you're pouting to the camera. I was thinking. I was in deep contemplative thought. How rude, rude an inappropriate.

Katrina: The thing is, as much as you might try to be completely transparent and open; you're evolving right then and there in that moment. How much did I already shift on that one particular issue? That I was just bitching about right before we went live?

Linda: Oh, That thing?

Katrina: Yeah.

Linda: You weren't bitching, it was a conscious tantrum.

Katrina: That is the best expression in the history of time hashtag conscious tantrum. I was having the best conscious tantrum that I ever had.

Linda: In the world.

Katrina: Oh, I've had a few big conscious tantrums actually.

Linda: Oh I have too.

Katrina: Yeah we actually have a lot of conscious tantrums, the two of us. Today my children said... what did they say. I was saying to them well everybody get grumpy, because one of them was grumpy. And I said don't worry everybody gets grumpy, even mommy, even Serafina, and even Linda. And the two of them said, “No, Linda doesn't get grumpy."

Linda: Linda doesn't get grumpy.

Katrina: And I was like, “well you go listen to her audios.”

Linda: Linda does get grumpy as well.

Katrina: Linda has quite the conscious tantrum from time to time. In fact, we both have conscious tantrums to each other all the time. Do we tell Facebook about it? No we tell each other.

Linda: We tell each other, but at the same time we-

Katrina: We process it and we turn it into content and make money.

Linda: Every time.

Katrina: Like ninjas.

Linda: Every time-

Katrina: What costumes? This is my normal professional Saturday midnight blood ritual outfit that I always wear.

Linda: And drinking blood. But heres the thing. We have our conscious tantrums, we get clarity, and it becomes content. It becomes growth, and we share that.

Katrina: That's why they're a conscious tantrum. I had a conscious tantrum, it was more of a conscious hissy fit, an hour or two ago, didn't I?

Linda: You did.

Katrina: I expressed it.

Linda: You were so cute.

Katrina: I am cute. I expressed it, and I was pretty shitty about it. Was I conscious. I think I was just shitty. I think I was actually being quite immature with some of the things I was saying.

Linda: No, but you were owning it. You were actually, owning it.

Katrina: I did own it. I always own it.

Linda: You even took responsibility to the pint where you said, "Is this my shit? Did I create it? Is this my shit?"

Katrina: Oh no, you're thinking about a different conscious tantrum. [crosstalk 00:15:03]

Linda: Oh, there's been multiple ones today.

Katrina: That's a different one. I'm talking about, what was I talking about right there before I stormed off-

Linda: All right then.

Katrina: Right before I stormed off to the bathroom. Then I reframed, and reframed, and reframed.

Linda: Reframed.

Katrina: So I might have had two conscious tantrums today.

Linda: At least, but that's okay.

Katrina: It's fine. Its Saturday, I can do what I want.

Linda: Every day you can do what you want.

Katrina: That's, yeah, good point.[crosstalk 00:15:26]

Linda: What kind of comedy I that?

Katrina: Well done. Congratulations.

Linda: I'm calling the Katrina Ruth Show out on some really, really-

Katrina: I always do what I want. Its true. Well no, you're right. I had a small, I'm going to call that earlier one a small conscious dummy spit. The one that happened earlier today.

Linda: And it makes it okay, because you add the conscious at the start.

Katrina: It was more like a small conscious Waaa. I wasn't really having a tantrum. I was just stamping my feet and crying a little bit.

Katrina: There's been no wine at all. It's a blood ritual.

Linda: And I had no [crosstalk 00:16:01]

Katrina: Blood ritual.

Linda: I had no idea-

Katrina: It was Karen O'Conners fault. She's been here all evening planning.

Linda: Blame it on all the external. Blame it on all the external. Take no responsibility.

Linda: Hello Anthony.

Katrina: How rude. Well I had a conscious little cry. I was mildly upset and I said, "is this my shit." And you said, "yes it is."

Linda: I did actually.

Katrina: Earlier on today you had said to me "are you being stupid", and I was in an uncompassionate mode, because I was having a small anxiety moment so I just said yes. I was like yes you are being silly.

Linda: Yeah, that's your own shit.

Katrina: That was true though.

Linda: Yeah, but how amazing was it that you-

Katrina: And you work for it, you go through it. And then I had my conscious tantrum. That was what just happened in the last hour to two. Remember?

Linda: Yeah, but its been more like every hour.

Katrina: You know the one I mean.

Linda: No. I need to write this down in my journal to remember.

Katrina: It was the one that really fricken got to me.

Linda: Yeah. Do it again?

Katrina: Then I decided on some decidedly immature actions that I might take.

Linda: And I said, “Is that what you really want to do?” Is that coming from a very conscious spite.

Katrina: And I said, “yes,” like a teenager.

Linda: And even the music's saying hello from the other side, Its like wake up Katrina.

Katrina: I'm a conscious teenager.

Linda: But it makes it okay, because you put the conscious in front of it. Always, every time when you put the conscious in front of something.

Katrina: So it is what it is. I'm still going to do that, just so you know.

Linda: So are you going to tell them about your tantrum? I mean one of them.

Katrina: No I can't. Not at all.

Linda: Okay, just though I'd check.

Katrina: No.

Linda: I know.

Katrina: Sorry, mask on. Facebook mask on. But I referred to it.

Katrina: Well we're not trying to help people at all. No we want to... Oh my god. Kenneth on...Let's bring it. Kenneth on Linda's live stream says... he says it in this voice exactly, “I know you guys are trying to be funny, but you know,” and he's nodding his head, “you know in order to really help people you need to really put your content together, and be sorta, kinda, coherent.” Sorta, kinda is definitely what you want to say before you use the word coherent by the way. Sorta, kinda, coherent. “And not acting like a bunch of drunk school girls.”

Katrina: Well, how many are there. There's only two, where's the rest of the bunch? They already left. “This rambling is hard to follow, and to make sense out of.” That's what Kenneth Fitzgerald Cheney has to say over on Linda's live stream.

Katrina: Well Kenneth, I'm so glad that you brought this to our attention, and I have many things to say. Unfortunately the remainder of the school girls already left. Thank you for referring to us as school girls, because we do look amazing.

Linda: I take that as a compliment, by the way.

Katrina: We look amazing. I'm just going to point out a small teeny little fact, can I?

Linda: Go ahead.

Katrina: So you said that's it hard to follow and make sense out of, which implies that its not worth staying for and you don't want to be here, but yet you're here and choosing to comment. Which makes you, bitch, you're a fan.

Katrina: I had one glass of wine. I know its on you're live stream, but he's followed me for ages, so I'm taking him as part of my audience, and I'm just making [crosstalk 00:19:25] for him.

Linda: Take them all. Take him. Take him.

Katrina: At what point did we say we were here to help anyone? Oh, he's adding to it. “Well you guys are beautiful, but I mean your subject is tantalising. We're talking about masks, and.” And then he just finishes with an and. Listen to me. I am the only person on the internet whose allowed to start and finish sentences with an and. You can't just finish a sentence with an and, but we accept the beauty compliment. Thank you.

Katrina: The subject is tantalising. I think what you mean is we are tantalising. We're talking about masks...”that's masks needed to..." Now you're repeating your words, which is starting to lead to the belief that you are the one who is a bunch of drunk school girls; because you've now said that masks needed need to be talked about. Continue, carry on.

Linda: But what if this is not actually a mask? What id this is actually what happens behind the scenes?

Katrina: It is. We were walking around all evening with our cloaks on.

Linda: We were. We were.

Katrina: I have photos of other people in cloaks as well. We do dome weird parties here. Kenneth is a bunch of drunk school girls. He said, "kinda, sorta, coherent." If you are going to use the word coherent in a sentence, I do believe that it should not be... what's the word? Should not be followed up by, but the opposite of that. You should not say the word coherent after saying kinda, sorta; because it kind od disputes the coherent. You're either coherent, or you're kinda, sorta you can't be both at the same time. Which one is it? Preface. You can't go prefacing your coherent with kinda, sorta.

Linda: Hello Steven.

Katrina: Hello Steven.

Linda: Welcome.

Katrina: Welcome.

Linda: Were having very, very serious chats about masks.

Katrina: Very, serious. Well it actually a fabulous point that Kenneth makes. He says we should have our masks on, but what you have to understand is that we legitimately were walking around like this, talking to each other.

Linda: We actually were. We were.

Katrina: And the others, who have already left. Send the invoice on over. I'll pay you in garlic.

Linda: So, is there a rule that we have to show up a certain way on social media?

Katrina: Well, apparently Kenneth has the rule book. Send it to us. Send it via fax. We want it by fax.

Linda: Do you even have a fax machine?

Katrina: I'm sure there's one somewhere on the [inaudible 00:21:55]. They might have one here.

Katrina: I'm not an old drunk. I take great offence to that Leah. I'm drinking nothing but mountain water, and spring water.

Linda: No, she said she's a drunk.

Katrina: No she's interpreting drunk [inaudible 00:22:11], she says. What non of you realise is that I'm a fabulous actress. It's really 9:00 AM, and I just did a work out, and had a coffee, and I'm completely straight laced.

Linda: Totally, but this is the Katrina Ruth Show. Katrina Ruth Show, she does what she wants, and I've just joined her show this evening.

Katrina: Its very tiresome when the normal people... Don't you find its tiresome when the normal people come onto live stream and you have to try to explain life to them? If you though I was going to stay within some sort of boundaries, you though wrong. I wouldn't have done it if I thought it was somebody who I didn't know, but this is somebody who's followed my page. I pretty sure I blocked you awhile back Kenneth, actually. Let me get my laptop, I'm checking that right now.

Linda: How many people are on your block list?

Katrina: It's an unreasonable amount.

Linda: Unreasonable amount, like hundreds?

Katrina: Is my laptop there already?

Linda: I don't know where you put your laptop, all I can see is spanking gear.

Katrina: I think I lost it. Did somebody steal it?

Linda: But heres the thing...

Katrina: I'm not kidding I don't know where my-

Linda: Hello Brendon.

Katrina: All right listen to me.

Linda: Listen. Listen Linda, listen, listen. Do you know that one? Do you know that clip?

Katrina: People can't go around commenting on Linda's live stream when they've been blocked by me. As far as the masks go, what did you just say? You said something fascinating. Do you remember what it was?

Linda: Oh my god, A lot of fascinating things come out of my mouth. I don't know-

Katrina: I mean mostly what you say is fascinating, in fact 100% of the time its fascinating.

Linda: 100% of what I say is fascinating.

Katrina: That's why when you're up stairs in bed, I'm still listening to audios from you downstairs.

Linda: In the same house.

Katrina: And then audioing back before you make it back down stairs. Its like an ongoing walkie talkie system.

Linda: We have this-

Katrina: Where's the block list?

Linda: Love relationship.

Katrina: Love love. It's a love love relationship.

Linda: It's always a love love.

Katrina: Look at this, we look amazing no masks at all.

Linda: But this is the thing-

Katrina: As I was saying, it tiresome to have to deal with normal people. But you said something about, do we ever have a mask on? You said something.

Linda: You know what Kat, and I want to tell everybody. When I started taking quantum leaps in my business, in my life, in every area of my life; you know when I did that? Started removing the mask. Started removing the mask and letting the world really see me, because-

Katrina: Let yourself be who you want to be.

Linda: I'm so tyres of wearing a mask. I'm so tired. I'm tired, I'm done. I'm tired. Who else is tired? If you're tired let us know, because I see so many people hiding.

Katrina: Look.

Linda: Oh, that is a lot. That is a long list.

Katrina: No an unreasonable list.

Linda: I got the inside stories.

Katrina: She's looking at my blocked list right now.

Linda: The block list.

Katrina: Do you recognise any of these people? Heres one.

Linda: Oh. I see so many people wear masks online-

Katrina: Maybe I didn't block him, what a [crosstalk 00:25:24] I am.

Linda: So many. But why? I want to even invite you to ask this question from yourself. Why are you wearing a mask?

Katrina: The thing is, it is a fabulous point that he made. Having a go at us, and trying to school us on how to be more helpful online. Who said we were here to help anyway? But actually, were helping by being ourselves. And the point is, the whole mask conversation is about being whoever you are. Which means that sometimes, you know what? Sometimes you're just sitting around casually on a Saturday night, in your cloak, being a clown, and maybe that's who you are. And that's no mask.

Linda: Exactly. And you know what? Fun is definitely part of life, and I've been suppressing fun. I've been suppressing that part.

Katrina: Where sis you put it?

Linda: I don't know.

Katrina: Did you lock it away? I'll get you the key. I have the key.

Linda: I did for a long time. Please, please give me the key.

Katrina: [inaudible 00:26:25]

Linda: She gave me the key to unlock the fun.

Katrina: Heavy moment.

Linda: I don't know if I'm ready for this.

Katrina: It's a heavy moment. Let it out. I think I'm sweating underneath the cloak.

Linda: I'm sweating.

Katrina: I smell quite delightful. It opposite day. The most important thing is being comfortable being who you are. What if there was no point to anything. People might assume that we have a point to getting on this live stream, like why are they doing this? Where is this going?

Linda: Its like where are the teachings? Where's the wisdom?

Katrina: Right. So what id there was no point?

Linda: What if there didn't have to be a point?

Katrina: What if the point was you get to just be yourself?

Linda: Kenneth.

Katrina: Who ever you are in that moment.

Linda: But see Kenneth, I am vulnerable and I also have different sides to me, just like everybody else; every single person watching this, we all have different parts to self. And me personally; I'm going to own up to a big thing now; I've been really suppressing the fun side of myself. Fun is one of my highest values, and I've been suppressing that in a major way.

Katrina: Its true. You are very fun.

Linda: And yeah you might see that behind the scenes, but have I really... You know even looking at my social media, have I really let the world in on the fun as much as I really am?

Katrina: No.

Linda: No. I haven't.

Katrina: Have any of us?

Linda: Have any of us? You know I see a lot of entrepreneurs showing up in just their messaging. Just this certain area of who they are.

Katrina: Well people think that there's rules, even the people who think there's no rules. Which is our people essentially, who know that there's no rules, but they still think that there's rules. They still think, well there has to be some sort of purpose, or intent, or point, or I have to have an outcome in mind; but what id it was just living your life?

Katrina: So tonight we had a small dinner party here. Imagine that everyone who came along to the dinner party was coming along thinking; what is my outcome or intention, or what do I have to make sure to achieve from being at Kat's house tonight. What goal must I accomplish, or even, how do I want to be perceived? Right?

Linda: Yeah. Yeah.

Katrina: Which is kind of what people are thinking for sure on Facebook. How do I want to be perceived? I want people to think I'm empowering or inspiring, or funny, or whatever it is. But then as soon as you start to try to be that, you're not that.

Katrina: Imagine if everybody who came here tonight came along trying to make sure that they were funny, or entertaining, or perceived as being intelligent. It would be such an awkward, bizarre conversation.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: Whereas everyone just showed up, you know, on the back of a busy day, rushing to get here, a little bit late, or some people not late, whatever. But you know what I mean. Nobody's like let me now think about how to show up to the dinner party.

Linda: Yeah, yeah.

Katrina: They just come.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: And then we had an amazing evening. Which was a mix of hilariousness, and seriousness-

Linda: Yeah-

Katrina: And deep connection-

Linda: It was all of that.

Katrina: And other things. It was all of it.

Linda: It was a polarity of everything.

Katrina: Of course.

Linda: Everything.

Katrina: Of course, and it was total flow.

Linda: And then we said we should do a live feed about masks. We should really let the world see who we really are behind the scenes.

Katrina: I think I say that all the time anyway.

Linda: With no other intention. Absolutely no other intention. We have no plan.

Katrina: But that's the thing when you go on a live stream... I believe, when you get on a live stream its got to be the same as going to dinner with your friends. You just turn it on and you see what fucking happens. If you go on with the intention no I'm going to be; even if you get on and you try to be entertaining, then its like you're trying. Or you get on and you're like I'm going to be deeply inspirational, or deeply spiritual, or deeply serious. Or I'm going to sell my shit or whatever.

Katrina: Well if you're practised at it you can still do it, but the ones where you literally press go live are the ones where the gold comes out.

Katrina: Okay, we've made Steven's son throw up. Were sorry about that. Steven says, "I just joined you live, and one of my boys started throwing up."

Linda: I hope your son is okay Steven.

Katrina: We apologise. I hope he's okay. My daughter was throwing up earlier [crosstalk 00:30:55]

Linda: He may not have thrown up because he saw us, but who knows. I don't know that.

Linda: So heres the thing. What if you just showed up as you, had no plan and just allowed yourself to be you?

Katrina: No intention. You are the point, what if the point was just being you?

Linda: Being you. Not doing, but being? Embodying yourself.

Katrina: Do you know what it comes down to? Do you know why most people will never do that in an online business?

Linda: Why?

Katrina: I don't know about the rest of Facebook. Is anybody even on Facebook to not make money anymore? Is that a thing. Sound ridiculous. But as far as online business, the reason why most people will never do this; they don't have the faith to do that. They won't trust to do that.

Linda: They're scared of being judged.

Katrina: They won't trust that they can just be themselves.

Linda: Yeah, yeah.

Katrina: And seal the business that they want, or get the results, or that people will even like them. So then they think that they have to do something, or be something, or be somebody.

Linda: Exactly, put on that mask.

Katrina: On masks.

Linda: Exactly. The mask.

Katrina: The mask.

Linda: But dint we get tired of wearing the mask?

Katrina: Throw it off, just throw it off.

Linda: Throw it off.

Katrina: Its not even a mask. It was a cloak. I only threw it off because I was so hot I thought I was having a menopausal...

Linda: Oh you threw the whole thing off?[crosstalk 00:32:05]

Katrina: I thought I was having a hot flash. It mother fucking hot in there.

Linda: Is this wearing a mask? This is the not mask though. This is-

Katrina: That's just a normal at home Saturday lounge affair. That's for lounging around on a Saturday evening at home. That's why we were wearing it earlier. We were wearing them for hours earlier when no cameras were on.

Linda: We were, and you children were running around, and we were having a good time.

Katrina: Every one was wearing one. We have many, because it's a normal thing to have many cloaks in your house.

Linda: Of course, it is. They key is the whole point.

Katrina: Okay. Well Kenneth is leaving, we're sorry to hear it. I don't know what else I got to say I think I've already said all my things. What else do you have?

Linda: Well you know what? I know what it feels like to be terrified to take off your mask. I was even terrified today. And that was one of my little conscious tantrums that I had; silently behind closed doors, because I ended up posting on social media earlier today. I ended up writing something... Its still there, it still exists, but its set privately to just myself. I had it up for half an hour, its still there, but I had a freak out moment. I reverted and retracted, and all of a sudden; I haven't felt like this for a very long time; it was a fear of what are people going to think of me?

Linda: It was a blog with the heading of, What really goes on in a Laptop lifestyle. What really goes on behind closed doors, and I shared some hilariousness over the last 36 hours, some bullet points of what's happened in my exploiting-

Katrina: Craziness.

Linda: Yeah. The craziness behind the scenes. And all of a sudden I'm like I don't have permission to share that. And I-

Katrina: Freaked out.

Linda: I freaked out, and I turned the settings to just me. I mean some people would have seen it already, but I might actually post it later I wanted to just sit with that.

Katrina: You should post it. It was a fabulous post. I read the post.

Linda: I sent it to Katrina. I had my conscious tantrum and I sent it to Kat and she said-

Katrina: Well you audioed me and told me about it. So, then I went on your page. Then I was like but where is it, because I can't find it. There's nothing there.

Linda: And I said I turned it on to private just to see me, because I wanted to process, but as I was... quite often when we're having these internal experiences we just-

Katrina: Steven said he saw it. What did you think?

Linda: Oh, you've seen it. Steven let me know what-

Katrina: What did you think? I though it was a fantastic post. I thought it was really funny, but really insightful as well. And then Linda said, am I just being stupid?

Linda: Am I being stupid?

Katrina: And I said yes.

Linda: Am I creating this story in my own mind?

Katrina: Basically. Yes it is your story. You're allowed to have a story.

Linda: I instantly picked up the phone and I verbalise what I was feeling. I verbalised and I let it out, and I wasn't bottling it up. I actually wanted to work through it. That's why I call it a conscious tantrum because somethings going on inside of me, and I always want to work through that. I want to process it. I want to sit with it-

Katrina: You're allowed to have a tantrum. That's the thing, you're allowed to lose your shit. You're allowed to be stomping your foot or feeling upset, or feeling grumpy.

Linda: Of course.

Katrina: But the conscious aspect is if you choose that. I mean maybe you're allowed to just do that and you don't even have to process it all, or create growth from it. We just automatically do. We automatically turn everything into growth.

Linda: Every single time. That's my commitment to myself, and my life, and my community, and humanity as a whole. Everything that I move through within myself, and as you know I turn that into content. I share myself very, very openly with the world. And I continue to find different layers of myself that I might not be sharing with the world.

Linda: Do not even.

Katrina: Sorry.

Linda: What's this got to do with any of this?

Katrina: Nothing. I'm just very reactive right now.

Linda: But I love it. I love it because she's not wearing a mask. You're just being yourself.

Katrina: I'm just sending a message.[crosstalk 00:36:34]

Linda: You're just being yourself, and I love it.

Katrina: I wasn't replying to any naughty messages at all. They just popped up.

Linda: Has a saw it, I loved it. So raw and such a comical version of what can actually be so real. Thank you Heather.

Katrina: Right. It was an amazing post. So-

Linda: Thank you my darling.

Katrina: So we definitely have conscious tantrums frequently. Or whenever they need to occur.

Linda: Absolutely.

Katrina: But we are amazing. We are. We should get an award. I'll get you an award.

Linda: Can I have an award? You know what I saw -

Katrina: Here it is. It's a blinged out[crosstalk 00:37:09] cushion.

Linda: Oh my god, this is a moment to remember. I saw a clairvoyant a couple of years ago-

Katrina: And she said you were going to receive a [crosstalk 00:37:14] cushion?

Linda: No, she said that I was going to receive an award.

Katrina: Well there it is.

Linda: Like unexpectedly. Thank you so much.[crosstalk 00:37:26]

Katrina: You've got one right there, but.

Linda: I feel so blessed. Thank you. Thank you.

Katrina: Can I just check if I got a message back?

Linda: No.

Katrina: I'm just going to have a quick look.

Linda: What are you doing? I love it. You know what I love about you. I love that you are just being you in life, in business, on your live feeds, and behind closed doors. Oh my god. Oh Steven, sending love to your boy. I really am sending love to your boy. Hopefully he gets well.

Katrina: We're trying to make an important and serious point.

Linda: What's the point?

Katrina: Don't remember. I got distracted.

Linda: Clearly. Clearly.

Katrina: It's about growth. It's about fucking growth. Let's say you lose your shit. Lets' say you get triggered as fuck by something. From now on, by the way when you say the words as fuck, you have to say as fuck.

Linda: As fuck.

Katrina: It official. I put it in the million in [maximo 00:38:42] trainings for everybody. So when you lose your shit, or you get triggered; I know for me anyway, and I know you're the same, because we always work through everything. That when I get triggered by something, or I get upset, or have a little conscious temper tantrum, or whatever it might be. That it always turns into growth and it always turns into-

Linda: Every time.

Katrina: An evolution of my own inner working and understandings.

Linda: Every time. I honestly feel like-

Katrina: You're always thankful.

Linda: Yeah. Exactly, because we consciously choose to work through something it like were taking quantum leap after quantum leap every single day. And it's a choice of how we live life, I guess.

Katrina: Sometimes you just feel like you're fucking over it though, right?

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: Like sometimes it just feel relentless and you're just like really, can I just get to the flow bit now? But then its like that is part of the flow bit. I think what a lot of people don't understand about flow is that the uncertainty or the growth, the growing pains, the struggle, or the turmoil is inherent to the flow. And it actually is something to be grateful for because it always shows you your own areas of insecurity, or your own areas of wounding-

Linda: Vicki.

Katrina: Hey Vicki.

Katrina: Or areas where you aren't fully owning your shit.

Linda: Yeah. Yeah.

Katrina: Areas where you may be looking outside of yourself for validation or self worth. So in the short term you might be "what the fuck. This happened and I'm shitty, or I'm triggered, or this person is getting to me, or whatever it might be." Then you rant on. We rant on to each other on an audio about it.

Linda: Conscious temper tantrums.

Katrina: We audio so much though, like all day every day. Sometimes it adds up to 40 or 50 minutes of audios or more a day. But then sometimes what interesting; lets say one of us would audio the other with an issue, and then the other person hadn't listened to it yet and hadn't got back to them. Then probably by later that afternoon there would already be a following audio like " right. So I fully processed it. I've figured it out"-

Linda: Oh that only like 20 minutes later, normally.

Katrina: That was like the situation here. Where I was kind of on the side telling you about it when we were ll sitting at the table.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: And then before we went live I cam ein and I started having a little temper tantrum about it again.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: And then I figured it out.

Linda: All I was doing was just observing you, and you had worked every single bit out.

Katrina: I worked it out. I figured it out. I figured out exactly why that came to show me a lesson. I went through several days of shit, of being shitty about this, shitty about this, shitty about this; does it mean this, or this, or this? And then I got to of fuck it's this insecurity inside of me, or its this area where I'm not fully owning something inside of me.

Linda: How powerful is it, the fact that you can dive into yourself and own up to those part of yourself?

Katrina: How do we answer that question? I thought you said you were leaving? You said like 20 minutes ago that you were leaving and now you're asking what audio. How do you answer what's audio?

Linda: It's an audio message. It's a voice memo.

Katrina: Its like there's visual and there's audio. In life there is visual and there's audio.

Linda: Its a voicemail.

Katrina: Audio means audio. Its auditory, you can hear it with your ears. That's what audio means. How can you ask what audio means? It like when you go to the movie and you can hear the sound. That means audio, or a song. I don't know how to answer that question, I'm even trying to be serious.

Linda: You always make me laugh. You always make me laugh.

Katrina: I'm being completely professional. You said we weren't helping people. Now I helped you. So there you go. Help somebody dear.

Linda: Welcome to the Katrina Ruth Show.

Katrina: Can I go to bed now? I've helped a person. I might go to bed anyway.

Linda: No, no, no. No. But its beautiful the growth that comes from choosing to dive in and look at our shit.

Katrina: It is, and it's fucking annoying sometimes, but then you're always grateful in the end.

Linda: Always.

Katrina: It isn't like you just feel like; what the fuck, why am I going through this again. And then you go I'm so glad that happened because it showed me this, this, and this.

Linda: I even turned the fact that I found shit in my bags. I turned that into gratitude.

Katrina: Yeah, that was thanks to Bull.

Linda: Like literally found crap in my bag.

Katrina: That's yucky.

Linda: And I still came back.

Katrina: That's unfortunate.

Linda: Where it happened. Yeah. And you know every time, every time. Even now when I get triggered I instantly shift it into gratitude. I allow myself to feel, and I go "okay I'm choosing to be grateful because I'm being shown something that I get to learn." I get to-

Katrina: Exactly. It always there if you're learning.

Linda: Always.

Katrina: [inaudible 00:43:42]

Linda: Mickey.

Katrina: Do we have anything to add?

Linda: Are you asking them?

Katrina: I don't know. I'm asking the universe.

Linda: We always have. We could go all night. Imagine if we went all night.

Katrina: We always do anyway, with or without the camera.

Linda: We didn't even rook up for any teachings, we didn't rook up with an intention. We just rooked up.

Katrina: That is the teaching, you are the point.

Linda: You are the point.

Katrina: Your best work will come out when you're not trying to be anything. When you just give yourself permission to be you, period, the end. Whoever you are in that moment.

Linda: We are so incredibly, incredibly afraid to show who we really are, and that's a journey that I've taken myself. And I continue to get to learn more and more every day; as I'm discovering deeper parts of myself. We get so afraid of judgement from others, but why? Because there's going to be people out there who, people who judge you and don't like you regardless of what version or what mask you're putting out there. And knowing that whatever mask you're putting out there, you know that you're not being authentic and true to yourself. Not only to yourself, but the world. So what if you just allowed yourself to be you and fully own truth in your own soul, because there's going to be people out there who judge you and don't like you regardless. So why not just be yourself?

Katrina: Exactly. You need to be fresh and ready for big training tomorrow Linda. She will be. I pinned tomorrow is a hundred thousand hours away.

Linda: I'm good.

Katrina: Dager be yourself.

Linda: Hey Mel.

Katrina: Hey Mel.

Linda: Hey Mel.

Linda: But that is really the message that come full circle. Be yourself. Take off your mask you are the point. You really are the point.

Katrina: And help yourself, So be yourself now. Good bye.

Linda: Good bye.

Katrina: Have an amazing rest of the evening. Go be you. No filter, no BS.

Linda: Go do you, because no one does you like you do. Bye.

Direct download: Seriousness_With_Linda_Doktar.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:45am AEST

Wed, 13 June 2018

Resolve

Katrina Ruth: Welcome. Hi humans. What is happening? Interesting. Interesting. Very interesting. There's people. Hello to the people. Hi Kendra. Kendra, I feel like I haven't seen you in a long while.

Katrina Ruth: I am doing the thing that you do when you go live, which is you just kinda fuck around for a little bit, you fix your hair, make sure your posture is good. You see which head tilt looks better, which side. Thank you. I forgot I had this top. Found it in the closet. Have many clothes that I've forgotten about.

Katrina Ruth: Now, my hair looks fine. I think I could adjust it just one time. Just one time. Let me share this little stream over. Where have you been though? Watching without commenting.

Katrina Ruth: Hello Anne Marie.

Katrina Ruth: Why did my little wizardry woman not copy over? I tried to copy my wizardry woman when I'm sharing it. Where is she? Who is she? What is she? And she won't let me share.

Katrina Ruth: So, you know when ... I'm very clam. I refuse to be swayed, but my little princessy, empress ... she's an empress, excuse me, excuse all of you. The empress will not allow herself to be shared. I mean, it's very emporessy of her. I think you'll agree. She's just like, "No bitch." Too bad, I'm gonna find you in the keyboard emojis, you wirely little empress. Where are you? I won't do that dancing lady, I won't. I don't feel like flamenco lady today. Today is the day for the empress. Where is she? I'm fantastic. I was able to share the empress over to the daily asskickery group. You'll be very happy to hear it.

Katrina Ruth: Now, you know the thing that you've gotta do when you come on the live stream? Let me just tell you the things. Let me tell you the things that you must do when you come on to a live stream, in case you didn't know.

Katrina Ruth: Hello Shannon.

Katrina Ruth: Now, firstly a man told me once that if I twirl my hair in front of him it means I wanna have sex with him. Can anybody give me their ... can somebody tell me whether this is true or not? 'Cause I twirl my hair a lot on the live stream, I don't know if that means I wanna have sex with all of you. Who's even here? Let me see. Let me consider the options.

Katrina Ruth: So far I've only ... well it's not telling me everybody is here, so I don't know really, but I always feel a little bit alarmed when I start twirling my hair on a live stream. I feel like, "Do people suddenly think that that means I wanna have sex with everybody? I'm not kidding, he stood at my kitchen bench and he said to me, "Just so you know I know that you wanna have sex with me because you're twirling your head at me and you're biting your lip. I'm like, "I was not biting my lip." I said, "I'm twirling my hair because it feels fantastic." He said, "Do you wanna have sex with me?" I was like, "I take offence". I didn't say that. I didn't really know what that means. I was like, "Fine, you might be right." But I still don't think that it's a valid actual rule.

Katrina Ruth: Can somebody vote? Claire says, "I think they say that because it's something people do when they're nervous."

Katrina Ruth: He said I was staring at his lips. He was quite certain about himself, let's just put it that way.

Katrina Ruth: No it wasn't a plumber. It was a friend. Who's a friend? He was just basically saying that he could read my energy and just being quite cocky about it.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, he may have been very right, but that's really neither here nor there. I don't think that it's an automatic thing that if you twirl your hair at somebody ...Ella, is it a thing 'cause I twirl my hair constantly especially when I'm on a live stream. I'm constantly twirling my hair. I suppose I am thinking about sex quite a lot though. So, could be for that reason.

Katrina Ruth: The lip biting thing, I don't know. I can understand lip biting if you're really in the passion of it, but I don't think I just walk around looking at people and biting my lip, or staring at their lips. Maybe I do. I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: So, that's what I was trying to say though. When you come on a live stream ... firstly I have a cloak here just in case, this is a cloak just in case I need it. I didn't put my cloak on today. Secondly, when you come on a live stream, you must adjust your hair. Everybody knows that. I've already done it. I didn't it before I went on live but then you do it again just to be sure.

Katrina Ruth: The next thing that you've gotta do is if you're smart, you wanna make sure that you jump onto the computer and check how you look there because the phone is a liar. The phone, she's a seductress and a liar. The phone will have you thinking that you can see from here up or something, but really it's gonna be from wherever it is, so I can see it on the screen from there up, but on my phone I can't see that much. So, what if I had, I don't know a crock top under and I didn't want you to see my stomach? Then too bad, it'd be too bad for me.

Katrina Ruth: Alright, I'm adding this little empress emoji over here on my personal page and then I'll be ready to talk about some things, many things.

Katrina Ruth: Claire says, "Someone told me we twirl our hair when we are tired." I just twirl my hair 'cause it looks fabulous, but now ever since he told me that I've always felt concerned that I may be, accidentally twirling my hair at people and then that wherever I go around the Gold Coast people just think I wanna have sex with them, which is not necessarily true. In fact, it's generally not true is the truth of the matter, but maybe I'm just accidentally giving off the wrong impression all the time. I suppose it's not harmed me so far. [inaudible 00:07:32]. Cool.

Katrina Ruth: So, "Hey, twirling is used to release tension. Sometimes it's sexual tension." Oh well, there we have it. We have the relationship expert amongst other things telling us exactly what it means. Now I know. That's what it means. If I twirl my hair at you, that's definitely what it means, just so you know.

Katrina Ruth: So, I've had the most fascinating weekend, I must say. I've had a most unusual ... I don't know how to say this, I don't know what I'm putting out there with my energy right now but I've had some very interesting conversations this weekend. It's been quite fascinating. I think I've changed something in my energy. It might just be the it might just be the breasts. Or it's the hair twirling, obviously. It's definitely the hair twirling, and the lip biting. I wasn't even biting my lip at anybody. I didn't bite my lip at a single person all weekend except maybe in rage, possibly.

Katrina Ruth: So, what was I even gonna talk about? Resolve.

Katrina Ruth: Hello Lisa.

Katrina Ruth: Resolve. We're gonna talk about resolve. And specifically what we're gonna talk about is whatever the fuck comes out of my mouth 'cause I already kinda got bored of the topic of resolve. I think I wrote about it already, so now I don't know what I wanna talk about. So, we'll just sit here for a moment and we'll think about it.

Katrina Ruth: Shannon, "What would you like to talk about?"

Katrina Ruth: I don't know, I just kind of go through these periods and then I'm like, "Do you think that you just ..." see, I can't stop touching my hair, but I think I'm really just using it as an excuse to touch my breast, and I thought that that might be a phase that would wear off after a month or so. It's not even been a month, it's been 12 days actually, look how recovered I am. I'm like a recovery genius.

Katrina Ruth: Today my mother said to me, "Did you have a boob job?" I never told her. I told the whole internet but I didn't tell my mother, so anyway, she was remarkably unruffled about that actually considering that she heard from somebody else and not me. She just asked me how my recovery is going, and I said, "Fantastic because I'm a recovery magician." I didn't say the word magician 'cause my mom wouldn't really care for it. I said, "Recovery maestro." I didn't say maestro either. I said, "Because I'm amazing at healing and recovery." It was something along those lines.

Katrina Ruth: And I thought that that face of wanting to touch yourself might wear off after a few weeks or a month, but then one of my clients ... it's not a prop, it's just how I walk around the house, what are you talking about? One of my clients/friends ... unruffled is an amazing word, isn't it? We should use it more often as a community. Yes, one of my clients/friends told me that 10 years later she still can't stop touching her breast all the time.

Katrina Ruth: Now, I might say that I've had an unreasonable amount of requests from my male friends for me to send photos, which I find kind of hilarious 'cause I don't think that they would normally be asking me to send photos of my breasts. In fact, they don't normally. My friends, my actual friends, I'm not talking about romantic interests. And now all of a sudden it's just a common every day request. Apparently I'm being quite stubborn and rude that I'm not sending through photos so that they can give some kind of official Amazon review.

Katrina Ruth: The resolve thing. Let's come back to that. I think that we just do it on purpose sometimes. You have these days, or for me it's been kind of yesterday and today ... yesterday I had an anxiety day, which I don't really care for that much. I'm making light of it now but I did write about it yesterday and it's a real thing, or everything is a real thing, whatever. I don't wanna go on, and on about it again. But yesterday was an anxiety day, and then today was next level grumpy bitch day. You know grumpy cat from Friends? Is grumpy cat from Friends? Where is grumpy cat from? Grumpy cat's on the internet somewhere. Let's find grumpy cat. I've definitely been grumpy cat all day.

Katrina Ruth: I just snapped at one of my friends on a message when he asked me where I am in the world, like where I physically am. And I gave him an answer that according to his reply ... or his reply to me and said, "Don't talk to me like a client." He gave me a coaching client answer, and I said, "I did not." I said, "I'm just rolling my eyes at you because I already told you earlier today where I am. Australia, and now I had to tell you again, and what's with men and not paying attention to details? And then I said, "Sorry. I'm just having a grumpy day."

Katrina Ruth: Smelly cat is the one from Friends, but there is a grumpy cat. Hopefully when I posted earlier on Facebook today that I was having a grumpy day ... I received him. I'm receiving all manner of messages at the moment that are just kind of hilarious, but also fabulous. But I got a helpful message earlier today when I posted that I was grumpy and said, "I know what you need, and it's not ... whatever, reframing, "It's penis." And I'm like, "Alright, that's super fucking helpful. Thank you." You're right.

Katrina Ruth: Do you think I'm being quite staccato on what I'm saying today? I feel like I'm not remotely connected to anything. I'm just dropping random ideas, one after another, without linking any of them up together. And it may or may not go anywhere at all.

Katrina Ruth: That's right, I was looking at grumpy cat. Okay. Now, I'm interested. Here we go. There's grumpy cat. So, I did a really good deep post about why I was grumpy, and I made some really good points about shifting things, and then of course it's a guy ... messages me, and sends me a meme. Some sort of meme that I won't repeat, but then ... No. There's nothing ... just undid my whole post basically and said that really why you're grumpy is your need penis. And I'm like, "Yes. I'm fully fucking aware of that. No need to point it out." Don't worry, I'll resolve all issues as I always do. This is my happy face. This was my happy face today. There it is, grumpy cat.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you Kobie. It wasn't even a grumpy cat meme. I thought of the grumpy cat memes myself.

Katrina Ruth: What are we up to? Should we start the conversation? Should we begin the show? So, I had an anxiety day yesterday. That was not fun, not fun, not fun even though I'm well rehearsed and well versed ...

Katrina Ruth: What did Shannon say? "We should talk about how bum-diggity you actually are while drinking vino."

Katrina Ruth: This is my first bit of wine today though. I haven had any wine to drink. Rudely when I was on my live stream last night with Linda people were accusing us of being drunken school girls, which we found supremely offensive, whilst also quite flattering.

Katrina Ruth: Anxiety day is not that fun, but I'm well versed in how to deal with it. Today was a grumpy day. Today was a fuck the world day, but at the same time I had a great day in many ways.

Katrina Ruth: And then I thought to myself ... thank you. Thank you Yvonne. Then I thought to myself, "Maybe I just create these grumpy days, or anxiety days from time to time to then remind myself of how fucking strong I am, and how determined, and how resilient I am.

Katrina Ruth: I already wrote a whole book about an hour ago. My children got to stay up an extra 30 minutes 'cause I was busy finishing the blog instead of putting them to bed, but now they're asleep. Linda's around somewhere as well. She may or may not appear. She's doing a big training upstairs, but she might be nearly done now.

Katrina Ruth: So, I don't need to repeat the whole jolly blog, I already wrote about that, but essentially after I wrote the blog, then I thought about it, and I thought, "I'm pretty sure that we just create these really grumpy or annoyance anxiety days in order to ..." like a contrast, you know what I mean? It's a contrast but it's also a lesson teaching.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. I feel like I'm not remotely in in flow at all and it's very much annoying me. I feel like maybe this is how the normal people feel when they are live streaming, where they feel a little, kind of disconnected and like a feeling of, "Am I being remotely interesting? Does anybody wanna listen to what I have to say? Should I just finish the live stream right now?" These are all the things that I'm thinking. Tell me something. I'm waiting for the super flow to come and super flow is just like, "Fuck you bitch. I ain't coming along today at all."

Katrina Ruth: We're gonna be in LA quite soon, aren't we? It's only next week that I head back to America. America. I'm gonna go here, there, and everywhere. Who wants to do something fabulous with me in America? I'm doing many things already. I may or may not accept your offer, if you make me one.

Katrina Ruth: Do you think I'm having an anxiety comedown? You might be right.

Katrina Ruth: Karen says, "I've been in a fowler today too. I desire a full-time nanny." You should get to have whatever you desire, Karen. I'm pointing it to you. I ordained you. I don't know why you need to be ordained in order to have a full-time nanny. "Loved your blog today." Thank you.

Katrina Ruth: Well, the blog I'm very happy with. I wrote the blog and I felt fabulous about it. I felt super flow. And now I'm on the live stream and I feel disconnected and grumpy about it. Aftershock. I ate mini white potatoes for dinner though, so I should be feeling better soon. It's my magic food. The more potatoes I eat, the leaner I get, and the happier I get. It's definitely coming ...

Katrina Ruth: Lisa says ... Lisa poses an interesting question, she says, "What do you really wanna say, Kat?" What do I really wanna say? I wanna say why are they ... this is something I probably was definitely not gonna say. I wanna say why are there so many fucking men who wanna have sex with me and none of them are here in the Gold Coast? That's what I'm grumpy about. Things I thought I would never say on the internet. Why am I getting so many messages from men who I really do wanna see, and then none of them are here on the Gold Coast, why am I manifesting that none of them are here? That's what I wanna know. Okay. I can't believe I just said that. And I've only had three sips of wine as well. That's my real problem.

Katrina Ruth: What's happening? Why am I manifesting all these amazing conversations? And there's a backstory there. And then I'm just creating resistance around the actual physical manifestation because I'm just trapped on the Gold Coast, and everybody knows this, no men to have sex with on the Gold Coast. Well, it's happened on occasion, for sure, but I think I'm creating some kind of block around it. Okay I think I'm going through some kind of Katfession. These are the things that I normally say to Linda, but freaking Linda is upstairs on the training, so now apparently I'm saying them to the whole internet.

Katrina Ruth: "Why do I think that is?" Linda's theory is that I don't really wanna have sex with anybody because there's just one person that I wanna have sex with. She has theories, that one. I don't know if she's right or not. She might be, or she might not be. Who knows. That's her theory. Was that Linda who said that? Of course it was. Maybe it was Kelly, I saw Kelly today as well.

Katrina Ruth: "Are they actually good enough for you?" They're actually all amazing, is the truth of the matter. That's the truth of it. That is the truth, but there's only one that I'm in love with. My God, what's happening? Am I on some kind of truth serum? Somebody get Linda down very quickly to save me before I keep saying things that I shouldn't say. This is entirely her fault because we did a live stream yesterday about wearing masks on the internet.

Katrina Ruth: "Maybe your boobsicles aren't ready for the passion that's gonna get unleashed on them>" the breasts are ready. And they've got full sensation in them as well by the way. One of my friends said she didn't get sensation back for four to six months. I cannot fucking believe I just said that. It's an organic wine, it's obviously the fault of the organic wine. That's the most revealing ... I didn't call this live stream reveal, I called it resolve. I don't know if she's right or not. I refuse to accept that that's the only possible answer. Anything's possible, doesn't make it definite though, does it? I don't know about the answer. I'm like, maybe you're right. Maybe. Maybe not. But that's pretty much what I'm grumpy about.

Katrina Ruth: What are we gonna do about it? What are we gonna about it as a community and as a team? I have to decide whether I'm in sexual resistance on purpose.

Katrina Ruth: "You need to resolve this." Now I get it. [inaudible 00:20:43]. Thank you Lisa. I need to resolve this situation.

Katrina Ruth: Well, I just find it kind of infuriating when you're having four incredible conversations at once with incredible men, and none of them are here. What is that about? But she might be right. She might be right. Maybe I don't really want any of them except for one of them. Everybody fucking knows anyway, it's not exactly a secret.

Katrina Ruth: Apparently I should drink more because clearly I can keep my mouth more secretive when I'm drinking than when I'm not drinking. What am I up to. I've had about 50 mils of wine and I'm now saying the most revealing stuff that I've ever said on the internet. Well, the whole point was to drop the mask. "Fly them in." Don't worry I'll see them when I need to see them, but maybe she's right and I only wanna see the one one. Bloody hell.

Katrina Ruth: I use inargi all the time. Alright. Well, this is embarrassing. I feel like I should leave now. Who wants to join Empress? Maybe I'll just tell you something. By the way if any of those men are on this live stream, you can just leave right away. Nobody invited you along. Everybody knows what I'm talking about anyway. Everybody who's in my inner circle meaning my ... well, I don't necessarily mean my client inner circle. I mean the inner circle of Kat, but either way.

Katrina Ruth: Resolution. Does need resolution. Resolution's always coming. That's true. I trust in the process. I trust in the divine unfolding of all things. One must trust in divine unfolding of all things or what else does one have? Ella. Ella knows many things about many things. That's what I've established since getting to know you, Ella and I don't even know you that well, but I know that you know many things.

Katrina Ruth: Now, what am I up to? I'm gonna tell you something to distract you from all my embarrassing reveals. I didn't really say anything at all anyway. You can put two and two together all you like you're only gonna come up with 49 and a half. Here you go. You might as well join Empress.

Katrina Ruth: I did the best read out about Empress the other day ...

Katrina Ruth: "Maybe you're waiting for men with a golden gun." I feel like I should understand what that means and I don't. Does that make me really dumb or really naïve? Empress is open for registrations, just so you know. Can't really be bothered talking about it but there's a pinned comment there.

Katrina Ruth: Here's why I also may be grumpy. I'll give you another reason, I'm just gonna deflect you now. Deflection. I was supposed to go to Barley tomorrow and I've now cancelled. And now I'm like, should I have cancelled? Should I have not cancelled? And I don't know. I'm in a bizarre questioning state. I think what I'm gonna go do tomorrow is buy a house and a car, and that will sort me out. I already planned it though.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. I had a friend request here from Fred , can anybody vouch for Fred? He has no mutual friends in common and he appears to be holding a gun in his profile photo. He is holding a gun and somebody just said the man with the golden gun. He appears to have no teeth on one side of his teeth, and I'm not joking. He's holding a gun, it's a big one. Hang on ... Has a lot of tattoos, he looks nice. We should probably stop talking about him. It's not a golden gun. Linda, I've just done something really stupid.

Linda: What have you done?

Katrina Ruth: Because you weren't here I just told the people on the live stream things that I would normally tell you on an audio. And it was really bad. I'm not kidding. I just said the actual truth about why I'm grumpy. I said because-

Linda: Are you still live?

Katrina Ruth: Yes. But it's all on now. I said because these four men messaging me amazing conversations and none of them are fucking here on the Gold Coast for me to have sex with them, and that's the real reason that I'm grumpy.

Linda: Which group are you living?

Katrina Ruth: The whole world. I don't even know what I'm doing. I'm not even drinking wine. I mean, I've had half a glass but ... and then I said, "Let's be honest, we all know the truth is that it's because it's only one that I love." And I've dropped you in it as well while we were at it.

Linda: Oh did you?

Katrina Ruth: I said that you said it's probably because I only want the one one.

Linda: Well, that's true.

Katrina Ruth: She doesn't know what she's on about, just 'cause she's the one that hears all my audios all day every day. She's making shit up. This is what happens when you're on a fucking training upstairs instead of being down here for me to talk to. I just start telling the whole incident, the most revealing things in the world.

Linda: [laughs].

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, hopefully nobody watches this replay.

Katrina Ruth: "An orgasm is being called." Says Karen. I already had many of them, all weekend long. I'm pretty sure I'm up to 20 since Friday night. It's gotta be some kind of Guinness World Book of World Records ... yeah, I need an award for that for sure.

Katrina Ruth: I'm not even kidding. I'm on fire. I'm sensually aroused and on fire at the moment. I don't know what's happening. Something's changing in my whole energy system. I was always like it anyway, but it's gone to the next level. Okay. Wait. Alright. I got another message. I was like, don't tell me it's another one but it was Rasheda, so that's fine. It was a woman.

Katrina Ruth: "Super flow is on." I don't think the super flow is here. I think I'm just still saying shit that I probably shouldn't be saying on the internet. Well, it's also because we talked about dropping masks last night. Just so you know. Okay. I think she's left now.

Linda: What?

Katrina Ruth: It's your fault because last night we live streamed about dropping the mask.

Linda: Oh it's my fault.

Katrina Ruth: You can make a guest appearance if you like.

Linda: In my pyjamas.

Katrina Ruth: Well, I've got pyjamas on too just on the bottom half.

Linda: Hello.

Katrina Ruth: I'm blaming you.

Linda: Why are you blaming me?

Katrina Ruth: Because last night we talked about drop ... Can we share a throne? It's not gonna work.

Linda: Our asses are to big.

Katrina Ruth: Hey.

Linda: Can we take this up?

Katrina Ruth: No. You have to look at our breasts now.

Linda: You got some lighting going on, girl.

Katrina Ruth: Because last night we talked about dropping the masks and now, tonight you're not here to save me and I'm just moping around downstairs, so then I end up telling the whole incident, the things I would normally tell you.

Linda: But this is just what happens.

Katrina Ruth: No. I've never told the whole internet that before.

Linda: You obviously meant to or you chose to.

Katrina Ruth: Well, maybe it's a new level of freedom that's coming through. How's your training?

Linda: Amazing. Amazing.

Katrina Ruth: How many people did you have on your training?

Linda: Live 130.

Katrina Ruth: Celebrate Linda. Send her a love heart shower. Let's ordain her. I don't know what I'm ordaining you as.

Linda: Off the hood. Loving it.

Katrina Ruth: As a training princess of the online trainings.

Katrina Ruth: Well, last night we live streamed with our capes on about dropping masks. Don't forget to buy my shit by the way 'cause I'm not really in the mood to sell it right now, but just so you know, don't forget. Leave the pinned comment.

Linda: I just get so much humour from just staying with you. This is great.

Katrina Ruth: Therapy.

Linda: This is just ... I'm not- [crosstalk 00:28:23]. What are these things?

Katrina Ruth: That's me.

Linda: What?

Katrina Ruth: [crosstalk 00:28:29].

Katrina Ruth: Send her some more Kat emojis.

Linda: What are they? How is that even possible?

Katrina Ruth: Send some flying Katrina so that she can see them. We want it all John, don't be offensive.

Linda: I want a flying Linda too.

Katrina Ruth: Look. Look.

Katrina Ruth: I mean, look it says one percent and press play.

Linda: Oh my god, this is the best fucking thing I've ever seen in my life.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Bronwyn made them for me.

Linda: I need some of those in my life.

Katrina Ruth: And some sex. Oh no, that's me.

Linda: This is incredible. I learned something new today.

Katrina Ruth: "Where did the flying Katrinas come from?" So, on your phone, you know how on the right hand side you've got the little emojis? And then to the inside left of your emojis on your phone you'll see a little sticker ... you gotta be on your cell phone, your mobile phone. It won't work if you're on your laptop.

Linda: Oh my God. Can I do it?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, if you're on your phone and you join my live you can send some flying Katrinas. I'm pretty sure they're devil Katrinas. "You can't send any emojis tonight." Why? Are you on some kind of emoji diet? Have you overdosed on emojis? Have you made a commitment to yourself to not send any emojis for 30 days?

Linda: Oh my God, this is like ...

Katrina Ruth: The red jackets look like what?

Linda: They look like witches.

Katrina Ruth: Witches. Yeah. They're devils. They're flying devil Katrinas. I didn't care for that one at all.

Linda: Are they holding a spanking thing?

Katrina Ruth: Well, that would be normal and appropriate.

Linda: Just like last night. And capes.

Katrina Ruth: I think I've said enough revealing things for one evening. I call the live stream resolve and I was gonna speak about staying the course, and holding the vision of your goals, and instead I just told everyone how grumpy I am about not having sex right now.

Linda: And instead you just unleashed whatever the fuck came out.

Katrina Ruth: Don't worry I'll sort it out.

Linda: Proper now.

Katrina Ruth: I always do.

Linda: I think I need me some wine too.

Katrina Ruth: I think I need to drink more wine because I'd had one sip of wine and then I just started saying all that shit. I literally said stuff that I would normally just say straight to you, and then I was like, "What am I doing?"

Katrina Ruth: "All you can see is bitmojis."

Linda: You don't need me anymore, you got them. You just [inaudible 00:30:40] every day in an audio.

Katrina Ruth: I cannot get into the habit of telling the whole world the things I tell you. I'd be kicked off Facebook.

Katrina Ruth: "It's the wine." Well, I only just had a little bit of wine.

Linda: The wine?

Katrina Ruth: There's no white wine left in this house, is there? You drank it all.

Linda: We can sort something.

Katrina Ruth: "Love this so much, Linda."

Linda: Thank you.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. Send me some emojis.

Linda: I have to ... is it on your page?

Katrina Ruth: Well, how can we connect to this in a professional and adult way back to the conversation about resolve? Hopefully-

Linda: Resolve.

Katrina Ruth: Hopefully certain people don't watch this replay. I'm gonna be embarrassed.

Linda: Oh my God, that's us.

Katrina Ruth: Well, no. Not really 'cause whatever. I might as well just be transparent. Do you know what this is? This is a sign for me to be even more transparent.

Linda: I wanna send you some ...

Katrina Ruth: You're just gonna send me ... oh no. You gotta press this, that's where the flying Katrinas are ... I don't know. Where's the flying Katrinas?

Linda: Or maybe 'cause it's ...

Katrina Ruth: This one. This one. This one. I'm gonna send myself my own Katrina's. Oh my God. This is the best day of my life. I've never been ... I'm going crazy about it. I've never been able to do this before 'cause ... I'm just pushing buttons.

Linda: This is the weirdest live stream ever.

Katrina Ruth: And everybody's been pushing my buttons all weekend. So, I'm just gonna push these buttons. Oh my God.

Linda: Look at that.

Katrina Ruth: That's the best moment of my life. That is my best live ... one percent, one percent for everybody.

Linda: I actually thought they look like witches.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. They do. Alright. I'm very excited. Okay turn it off. She's annoying.

Linda: That's you darling.

Katrina Ruth: She's speaking over the top of me. Shut it down.

Linda: Shut it down. Shut myself down.

Katrina Ruth: Get rid of her.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, I just had an important point, was it? How, if you look at the emojis on the left hand side, the cape live stream was professional. We were professional as fuck. If you look at your emojis on the left side of your screen, see? No, left. No, on the right side of your screen, so I'm pointing right 'cause it's mirror words ... mirror-

Linda: Is it?

Katrina Ruth: You know. Like if I point to our left then it's gonna point to their right. See? And see the little stickers?

Linda: They look like witches.

Katrina Ruth: They are. That's why I always call them devil Katrinas. Whenever I see them, I'm like, "Look at the devil Katrinas.

Katrina Ruth: Leah, we were completely above board last night. We'd had no alcoholic beverages.

Linda: None.

Katrina Ruth: Actually, it's true because the livestream crossed over past midnight, so we were completely sober for that day because you reset your soberness at midnight right?

Linda: I even got told off because I had a proper training tonight and I should be fresh.

Katrina Ruth: Oh my God. That's true, you did.

Linda: I did. I was so very serious on my training. It was incredible.

Katrina Ruth: So, I was gonna make an amazing point. It was really just for me and not for anyone else, but still I wanna get back to it. It was, I think, maybe the reason I just told all of that to Facebook, about my sexual needs ... was maybe it means I meant to express it in a more open way in general.

Linda: Maybe. Is that what you'd want to take out of it?

Katrina Ruth: I think I already do.

Linda: Like what you wanna teach yourself about that situation. About that concept.

Katrina Ruth: I don't know. I think I express myself quite well. I don't know why it came out.

Linda: Love it.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe it wasn't that bad after all. I'm not gonna watch the replay just in case, because I have a personal rule that ... well, the problem ...

Katrina Ruth: Blake says he missed my sexual needs. Please tell more. You've exactly hit the nail on the head. Everybody's been missing my sexual needs.

Katrina Ruth: Well, what I had said was that I don't understand why I'm having four amazing conversations but none of them are on the Gold Coast. They're all in other places around the world.

Linda: 'cause you've created it somehow.

Katrina Ruth: But one's here in Brisbane and it's only an hour away but still, it's fucking Brisbane.

Linda: Owning it too. I wonder why you created that/

Katrina Ruth: And then the recap version was that Linda in her wisdom and profoundness had said ... and when I said, "Why am I creating sexual resistance?" She said, "Maybe it's 'cause you don't really wanna have sex with them, which I found an annoying because it might be true.

Linda: Well. Well.

Katrina Ruth: I'm not sure if it is true.

Linda: I do say really fascinating and smart things. You know fascinating things come out of my mouth all the time. All the time.

Katrina Ruth: I've gotta go to Brisbane tomorrow anyway. I have to go there to see a car.

Linda: What are you doing there?

Katrina Ruth: I gotta go see a car. That's a true story. You know that. That's a true, above board story.

Linda: There's lots of cars.

Katrina Ruth: No. That car is in Brisbane.

Linda: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: The exact one happens to be in the same suburb where somebody lives, which is a coincidence.

Katrina Ruth: "Subconsciously you may be revealing." Linda is always fucking right. This is the problem when you have [crosstalk 00:35:47].

Linda: Did you hear that? Did you hear that? Can you do a [inaudible 00:35:49] of that?

Katrina Ruth: Could you just clip it out and have her repeat it like a 100 times?

Linda: Yes. I will. I'm gonna call your team.

Katrina Ruth: Don't worry, I'm always right as well. Oh I will get on a plane, don't worry. I'll get on a fucking plane. No doubt.

Linda: [inaudible 00:36:03] steak on your cheek.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. That's happened before for sure. No. I'm seeing the car anyway. I've gotta go buy a car. It's like a James Bond car.

Linda: Is it the one you sent me?

Katrina Ruth: It's the Mercedes convertible that I was looking at in the [inaudible 00:36:20] the other day, but they had the black one on the Gold Coast, and they've got this gun metal grey one in Brisbane. It looks amazing. It looks like a spy car. So, I'm gonna go look at it. That's a true story.

Linda: Like a James Bond car.

Katrina Ruth: It's a legitimate non sexual story. I'm not even joking. That's why I'm going-

Linda: For once.

Katrina Ruth: It's not ... for once. For once. Listen to her. [inaudible 00:36:43].

Linda: I get all the stories behind the scenes, that's why I say for once.

Katrina Ruth: Somebody's gotta hear the stories, don't they? It's true. Shotgun. "Yeah, this guy's bad ass." That's right, we forgot about the guy with the gun.

Linda: Brandon.

Katrina Ruth: What was the resolve comment about? I don't wanna get the car in gold. It should be in pink except I'm already pretty ...

Linda: You did speak about a pink car.

Katrina Ruth: I can't drive around town in a pink Mercedes convertible because everybody would know where I am all the time. I'm already standing out enough as it is. Don't you think?

Linda: Well, you keep breaking the internet every day.

Katrina Ruth: It's too much too muchness.

Katrina Ruth: "You should have your stickers if you're on your mobile phone. If you're on your desktop then you won't."

Katrina Ruth: Brandon wants to WhatsApp you.

Linda: What's up?

Katrina Ruth: He said what's up.

Linda: What's up man.

Katrina Ruth: He said that's what's up.

Linda: That's what's up.

Katrina Ruth: Do you think there's something about [inaudible 00:37:38] energy where we raise the temperature? Because last night I started sweating when we were on the live stream together and now I'm getting over heated again?

Linda: Maybe.

Katrina Ruth: It never happens on my own normal live streams. I'm like, holy shit.

Linda: Gotta put my hair up and take my scarf off.

Katrina Ruth: Just so we know, just to maintain a little bit of control back, I'm always right as well. Just so that everybody is aware.

Linda: All of us are always right, aren't we?

Katrina Ruth: That is true. That's a great point.

Linda: According to our truths, we're always right.

Katrina Ruth: That's an excellent point. She nailed. It.

Linda: See? I told you just fascinating stuff just starts dribbling out of my mouth. I can't help that.

Katrina Ruth: That's so good.

Linda: It's just-

Katrina Ruth: I think you can find a better way to dribble it.

Katrina Ruth: Fascinating stuff keeps dribbling out of your mouth. It evolves out of you in an essentially conscious manner.

Katrina Ruth: Somebody said super flow. I think it just kicked in. [inaudible 00:38:34], delivered.

Katrina Ruth: Now I have to take my pants off. I'm getting really hot. Do I have any pants under this?

Linda: Wouldn't surprise me. You do.

Katrina Ruth: I'm taking my pants off.

Linda: She's taking her pants off. Should I take my pants off too?

Katrina Ruth: It's really hot.

Linda: I can't take mine ...

Katrina Ruth: I'm boiling.

Linda: I'm not wearing ... I'm just wearing undies.

Katrina Ruth: I'm burning up.

Linda: I'm just wearing undies. I'm wearing the same colour.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. Well, I put on clothing in order to get on the live stream, but I've got my pyjama shorts on underneath. Clam down. Everybody is just ... calm your tits.

Linda: Now we're just talking about tits because your obsessed. Obsessed.

Katrina Ruth: Look. You didn't even see my new bra.

Linda: That's amazing.

Katrina Ruth: That's one of the ones that I got yesterday.

Linda: I like it.

Katrina Ruth: It's incredible, isn't it?

Linda: Yeah. Have you shown them?

Katrina Ruth: Nope. Won't. Won't.

Linda: I get the goods. I'm so lucky.

Katrina Ruth: I got a message earlier from one of my amazing men who said to me, "Why have we not seen your new breast yet?" And I said, "We? Do you mean the royal we? Who's we?" I said, "Well, I suppose you can see them shortly on the live stream [inaudible 00:39:49]."

Katrina Ruth: "Turn your phone ..." No. I won't.

Linda: No.

Katrina Ruth: Inappropriate. What?

Linda: What?

Katrina Ruth: [crosstalk 00:40:00] my whole breast a live stream?

Linda: Was there even something in your existence that there is something called inappropriate?

Katrina Ruth: I'm gonna save them for the people that get to see them.

Linda: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: Which is basically every single woman that I know who's just grabbed hold of them since I've got them, apparently.

Linda: I know. The next day I got ... no. When did I ... I came back and you were like, "Look."

Katrina Ruth: You were straight in there. You were just like, "Oh yeah." I think you actually said, "Oh yeah."

Linda: I'm like, "Oh yeah." They're great.

Katrina Ruth: I was like, just standing casually in the kitchen as you do.

Linda: It was amazing.

Katrina Ruth: "Are you trying to help them find Kat emojis?" I thought it was a conversation about boobs.

Linda: We need to put some boob emojis in there as well 'cause everyone wants to see them, and everyone wants to squeeze them, so people can just send you some boos.

Katrina Ruth: You're supposed to squeeze them. You're supposed to squeeze them upwards.

Linda: But I think that's a great idea. Tell your team. So people can just give you booby grabs.

Katrina Ruth: They do anyway. I don't need to tell them. They do it everywhere I go.

Katrina Ruth: "Tell the team."

Katrina Ruth: Hang on, we were saying something important. You were saying-

Linda: Everything is important.

Katrina Ruth: You were saying you're always right, which is an excellent point.

Linda: So are you.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you.

Linda: And so are you.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you. I'm saying thank you for them.

Katrina Ruth: You can send your own thank yous though.

Katrina Ruth: It's true. Doesn't it make life just fabulously easy if you're always right?

Linda: Yeah. Of course.

Katrina Ruth: It means that I didn't do anything embarrassing or stupid after all about what I said. It means it was exactly what I was meant to say. Confessional. As if it's a fucking secret anyway.

Linda: The boobs?

Katrina Ruth: No, that I really am kind of, only mainly interested in one person.

Linda: But I would've noticed.

Katrina Ruth: Which bit?

Linda: The boos. I think anyone would've noticed even-

Katrina Ruth: I was talking about the men.

Linda: Oh the men, right. I thought you meant you weren't gonna tell anybody you got boobs done. I'm like, well, people would probably notice anyway.

Katrina Ruth: No. Not that bit. I was talking about it's not a secret about the men stuff. What you said.

Linda: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: But I still maintain that I ... that maybe ... I don't know. I'm stopping right there.

Katrina Ruth: But you're definitely always right. I'm coming back to that.

Linda: I like that. I've been talking about that all night. I'm always right.

Katrina Ruth: We've been ... Have you? On your training?

Linda: Oh no.

Katrina Ruth: Or just in general?

Linda: I could ...

Katrina Ruth: We've been talking about that for months though. We've been saying that it's literally impossible to screw anything up because you are always right.

Katrina Ruth: Well, I journal that every day. Every day I write I always make the right decision and everything always works out perfectly for me.

Linda: Same. Exactly.

Katrina Ruth: So, then every time I do something where I'm like, Oh my God I will literally ... you should've seen be earlier, I was like. I can't believe I just said that. Why did I say that? I only had two sips of wine as well. I was like, "What the fuck just happened?"

Linda: You can't blame it on the wine though.

Katrina Ruth: And I have a rule that I won't delete content online as well. I used to do it a few times. We talked about that stuff yesterday.

Linda: Yeah we did.

Katrina Ruth: But I did use to do that some years back when I would feel or self conscious about how I put myself out there. Now I have a personal rule that I will just not delete content no matter what. So, I won't delete the live stream even though it could be watched.

Katrina Ruth: So, therefore I trust that it was exactly what I was meant to say.

Linda: Yeah, of course.

Katrina Ruth: I never screw anything up. And everything ... And did I say that everything works out perfectly [inaudible 00:43:15]?

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. I always-

Linda: That's my belief now.

Katrina Ruth: I always make ... It is so [inaudible 00:43:21].

Katrina Ruth: "I can't see them sideways either." I don't know. I can't help you.

Linda: Which ones? The boobies?

Katrina Ruth: The devil Katrinas. I think she means the devil Katrinas.

Linda: Boobies or the devils?

Katrina Ruth: No. The angelic boobies, devil Katrinas. Two different things.

Katrina Ruth: I started to look [inaudible 00:43:38] two or three years ago. I chose it. You know you get to choose your beliefs people. You just get to choose them.

Linda: I like to [inaudible 00:43:44] but I've never done before. I wanna take a photo of that.

Katrina Ruth: Take a photo of [inaudible 00:43:47]. Yeah. Great. Why don't you live stream the live stream?

Linda: I should.

Katrina Ruth: So, I started to look [inaudible 00:43:55] a few years ago but I always make the right decision, everything always works out perfectly for me, I'm on my [inaudible 00:44:02] times, stuff like that, right? [inaudible 00:44:07] and at first it was like, it'd be cool if you believed that or it'd be nice if you believed that, or yeah I can, sort of, maybe start to believe that.

Katrina Ruth: Now I 100% fully, completely do believe it. So, even though I feel like I just was very vulnerable and exposed myself, and was a next level idiot beyond what I normally am, I've already [crosstalk 00:44:26].

Linda: Is that even possible?

Katrina Ruth: I can't discard any levels of idiocy and clownliness. Clownlyness everyday. But I don't really mean it about the idiocy. I've already shifted it and reframed it, and I'm already like, "Oh well, clearly that was exactly what I was meant to say tonight, and everything's perfect.

Linda: Everything's always perfect. All the time.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe not only will I be okay with this live stream replay [inaudible 00:44:49] maybe I'll just deliberately point it out.

Linda: Maybe. Send it. Sent it. To the Gods.

Katrina Ruth: To somebody.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, what say you?

Linda: Pardon?

Katrina Ruth: What would you like to say? Speak up.

Linda: Speak up?

Katrina Ruth: Address the room.

Linda: Address the room.

Katrina Ruth: Sorry I didn't have any wine to offer you...

Linda: That's right, where's my wine?

Katrina Ruth: You drank the whole bottle.

Linda: I don't know but-

Katrina Ruth: She doesn't drink red wine.

Linda: I don't even normally drink much.

Katrina Ruth: That's true. She doesn't. That is true.

Linda: And I had a whole bottle of wine last night.

Katrina Ruth: Well, yeah. And she doesn't drink red wine. I have enough red wine in here that I could open my own store. I have a seller's worth. Of course, I can't really offer her any though.

Linda: It's really odd. I've never even had half a glass of red wine in my life.

Katrina Ruth: I'll get some more to make up for it.

Linda: Oh for me?

Katrina Ruth: Linda has something very profound to tell you. No, for me.

Linda: But what about me?

Katrina Ruth: What am I gonna get you? Champaign?

Linda: Surprise me.

Linda: Out on something really funky and come back.

Katrina Ruth: Put on something funky?

Linda: I mean, take off what you have on and-

Katrina Ruth: What? What's happening?

Linda: I don't know what's happening.

Katrina Ruth: You're just ordering me around.

Linda: Do you really trust me on your life with your people?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Linda: You never know 'cause I never know what's gonna come out of my mouth next. I never know what I'm gonna do next.

Katrina Ruth: I'm not getting changed.

Linda: You know a lot of people always ask me, "What the hell? Where are you gonna go next? What are you gonna do next? I can't keep up." Well, I can't keep up what I'm doing next. I never ever know.

Linda: "Call for red." I don't know. You know what red wine really tastes like to me? Like sour milk. I'm not-

Katrina Ruth: Would you like a potato? I can bring you a potato.

Linda: No. I don't want a potato.

Katrina Ruth: I brought you some kombucha. I've put some [crosstalk 00:46:44].

Linda: I don't like that.

Katrina Ruth: I put apple cider vinegar in there just for you.

Linda: Oh my God.

Katrina Ruth: I just mixed some healthy things together. You don't like kombucha?

Linda: No.

Katrina Ruth: Take it away.

Linda: Fermented-

Katrina Ruth: The queen has spoken.

Linda: Apple cider vinegar and kombucha, I'm like ...

Katrina Ruth: I don't like kombucha either but [inaudible 00:46:59] and Kelly left it here, so somebody had to have it.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. Well, what do you want then?

Linda: I don't know. I'll go and find my way.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. Hang on. I'm gonna [inaudible 00:47:08].

Linda: What is my work about? My work on my work? Which work?

Katrina Ruth: The work.

Linda: The work.

Katrina Ruth: Oh the work.

Linda: oh the work. Remember that?

Katrina Ruth: What was that? That was like, "We want them to do the work." Oh that's right you've gone, "I want this, this, this, and this, and I want him to do the work." And I'm like, "What work Linda?" "Oh the work."

Linda: Oh, the work.

Katrina Ruth: That was over a year ago.

Linda: That was over a year ago.

Katrina Ruth: And then you manifested it like a motherfucker.

Linda: I did.

Katrina Ruth: And that was the same manner I manifested ... you know ... the Brisbane situation.

Linda: Boob side profile.

Katrina Ruth: My hair is in the way. I keep the hair there on purpose to keep it gentile.

Linda: Are we going all conservative now?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. I'm super conservative. I'm known for ... Can I tell you something?

Linda: What happened?

Katrina Ruth: Can I tell you something that-

Linda: What happened inside that head? Please.

Katrina Ruth: I'm gonna tell you something that's gonna shock you.

Linda: Tell me.

Katrina Ruth: And you're gonna be upset. I think I'm on [inaudible 00:48:16].

Linda: Oh really?

Katrina Ruth: So, when I was taking the Mercedes convertible thing for a test drive the other day, we're driving along and the car sales man says to me, "You're in quite the conservative mode, aren't you?"

Linda: You told me.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. And I'm like, "Excuse me?"

Linda: I'm not conservative at all.

Katrina Ruth: I'm like, "Conservative mode?" He's like, "No. I mean the car. There's conservative mode, and sports mode," and I'm like, "Okay."

Linda: You were almost offended.

Katrina Ruth: I nearly threw something ... Well, I was driving the car, so I couldn't really do much about it. I thought that he was referring to me as being in conservative mode.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. Well-

Linda: How have I ended up with this?

Katrina Ruth: 'Cause I gave you the opportunity to be the speaker.

Katrina Ruth: Do you know what resolve is really about? I thought I was gonna come on and speak about resolve, and stay in power, but I already wrote a blog about that when you were upstairs.

Linda: Yeah. Where are you going with resolve?

Katrina Ruth: Well, I wrote a blog about it. You know the little conversation we had when you sat down when I was eating dinner?

Linda: Dinner? Tonight?

Katrina Ruth: About staying the course, and holding out for what you really want that's inside of you. I wrote a really good blog about that, it's on my personal page. I wrote that when you went upstairs. I'm very happy with it. So, then I went to do nearly the same topic again for the live stream, which was obviously a silly idea 'cause I don't need to-

Linda: That's alright. [inaudible 00:49:40].

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. But I've kind of already done it now, which is probably why my mouth just opened itself like a big flapper and just said random shit that I normally wouldn't say.

Linda: And you just dribbled things out.

Katrina Ruth: Dribbled it out. Just dribbled it out onto the internet.

Linda: That's amusing now.

Katrina Ruth: But now ... Thank you Ella about the blog. I was really happy with it actually. I edited it about 18 times while I was in bed upstairs with the kids after they had fallen asleep. And now here we are, but now what I realise what resolve is about is having the resolve to be unapologetically you all the time even when you're saying something where even as you're saying it you're like, "Just shut up, just stop right there. Do not go one word further."

Linda: No filter.

Katrina Ruth: And then you keep going. And that's ... Well, there you go, you're either being all that you are or you're not. You're either speaking the truth or you've got a mask on. There's no grey area.

Linda: But that's the thing. We were talking about masks yesterday. We were talking about being unapologetically you. What's the point even being someone else 'cause you're not living your own life.

Katrina Ruth: Exactly.

Linda: What's the point about that?

Katrina Ruth: But it's a constant [inaudible 00:50:48], isn't it? Because we're both so committed to being unapologetically ourselves, and we both really seek to be transparent online and to speak our truth, and we do. We both message so authentically. But yet you still continue to notice, day by day areas where you're holding back.

Linda: Like yesterday. Oh my God this moment.

Katrina Ruth: Right.

Linda: And I shared it on that live stream yesterday [inaudible 00:51:10].

Katrina Ruth: Yes. That you shared ... you've gotta watch the cape live stream from yesterday if you missed it 'cause Linda shared about that. But even like what I was saying earlier and then like, "Fuck, why am I saying this?" And then it's like, but I'm just saying the truth, but it was like the next level of vulnerability or an area that I wouldn't normally quite confess to.

Katrina Ruth: And then you notice that though and the problem is ... here's the problem ... it's not really a problem but it can feel like a problem. The problem is-

Linda: I remember once you said something on an audio, "The problem is that I don't have a problem." Or something. Wasn't it something along the lines?

Katrina Ruth: No. I think I said my only problem is that I think I have a problem.

Linda: Okay. [crosstalk 00:51:46].

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. So, the problem is, what I said earlier on this training, which I'm still like, "Oh my God, I can't believe I said that, that was so stupid. Or embarrassing, or whatever," that now that I've said it thought, I've made myself aware of an area where I wants being fully transparent. Because before I said it I was like, "La, di, da. I'm totally open. I'm authentic as fuck."

Linda: As fuck.

Katrina Ruth: "I'm the most authentic person on the internet. I tell all the things, I say all the things." And then your mouth is like, "We'll just see about that bitch. How about this one thing that you haven't told anybody?" And then it just pops out.

Linda: It dribbles out.

Katrina Ruth: My soul just [inaudible 00:52:27] it forth without any prior permission. There was no application put in, is it okay that we speak about this? The soul just does what it wants. So then once it's come out you can't un-know now. I can't take that back. Not that I would, but I now can't un-know. I'm not conscious in a way like, "Oh shit. Here's an area where I've been, kinda, sort of, pretending," but I was buying ... you know you buy into your own bullshit?

Linda: Oh yeah. It was fun.

Katrina Ruth: Because I would never, and you would never consciously not be transparent. We're always transparent, but it's just a never fucking ending process of dropping into deeper layers of transparency and authenticity.

Linda: There's always another lever. Always another layer. It's like I'm finally fully connected to self. I'm finally totally owning every part of me and being me unapologetically, then there's another layer like steak slap almost that just surprises you, goes, "Holy shit. I didn't even know that was there. I didn't know that about myself that that was there.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Linda: And then you wanna share it.

Katrina Ruth: And then once you know though, you can't un-know. And then once you've spoken about it to your audience that's saying you've brought an opposite topic of conversation, then it's like ... sorry, I'm standing on your scarf somehow ... then it's like the doors are open and then the flood gates are open, and it's like, "Well, shall we now continue to talk about this? Maybe, maybe not." But either way it's open.

Linda: It's open.

Katrina Ruth: It's a new level of transparency.

Linda: Once you opened the can of worms you can't ...

Katrina Ruth: The worms are coming out. They just come out. They just go everywhere. All throughout the whole house. It's disgusting.

Linda: You're disgusting, talking about worms.

Katrina Ruth: You brought it up. What?

Linda: What?

Katrina Ruth: Well, so I think resolve is the resolve to be unapologetically you. It takes courage. It takes a massive fucking amount of courage to remain ... Well to remain ... it takes a massive amount of courage to decide to be all that you are and to share that with the world.

Linda: It does.

Katrina Ruth: But then it takes a massive amount of ongoing courage to continue to be you because particularly when we are growth oriented we are always ... there's always new areas of vulnerability to go to.

Linda: 100%.

Katrina Ruth: And there's always gonna be an element of resistance around, "Do I really wanna share that with the world?"

Linda: It is an ongoing process.

Katrina Ruth: But I don't think you have to share everything. I don't think there's a rule that you've gotta share every single thing as a messenger, right?

Linda: No. Not everything.

Katrina Ruth: I think [inaudible 00:55:00] what comes out needs to come out. That's my personal rule.

Linda: And the things that you wanna share but that you might find an element of, "I'm a bit afraid to share that," but you know that you wanted to share it but you're afraid of that, that's what you should definitely share.

Katrina Ruth: Totally. You always know what you're meant to share. Often times clients will tell me about a situation in their life that's very vulnerable, or very intimate, or whatever it might be. And they'll say, "Should I write about this? Because I'm not being authentic if I don't write about it or something like that." And I'm like, "Well, no. There's not a rule that you have to share all your shit. That's not a rule." To me personally ... well, [inaudible 00:55:36], but for me personally the rule is, if it's coming out of me like it wants ... if it's dribbling out as Linda would say ... I prefer to say if it's being unleashed, I think it sounds more bad ass than dribbling ... if it's unleashing itself, if it wants to share itself, like I look at the message as its own entity, right?

Linda: Entity?

Katrina Ruth: Like it starts to come out of you. Like that just came out of me. I was like, "Stop. Stop." I was like a zip up emoji but it didn't work. It just went-

Linda: As if you even have a filter on you. You don't have a filter on you.

Katrina Ruth: I never said that before.

Linda: I don't think you do. Does she? I don't know. I don't hang around with her every live stream.

Katrina Ruth: I say some [inaudible 00:56:16].

Linda: But I hear it all behind the scenes.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. You do.

Katrina Ruth: I say some pretty full on shit.

Linda: I'm like, she does not have a filter.

Katrina Ruth: That exact particular area I've somewhat got it in what I say or don't say. For reasons. But I think that my rule is that once it starts to come out, I have to get out of the way and let it out. My job is to be the vessel, not to be in charge of which bit of the message gets to come out. So, I'm not gonna ever deliberately make myself say something just because I could. I'm not like, let me write down all my inner most shit every day and then share it with the internet. No. I just share what comes out.

Katrina Ruth: So, then if a new area of vulnerability starts to present itself to the world, and dribbles forth, than my job is to get out of the way and let it, and shut the fuck up and let it.

Linda: See? It is dribble.

Katrina Ruth: Dribble. It's a true thing.

Linda: It just comes out.

Katrina Ruth: I wouldn't have built this business if I didn't learn to get out of my own way and let the message be the message. I say it to my clients all the time, "Let the message be the message. Let the art be the art. You don't decide."

Linda: You're just the messenger.

Katrina Ruth: You are. You are. You don't decide, "Is that an appropriate message or should I say that, or can I say that?"

Linda: Hi beautiful Claire.

Katrina Ruth: You let it out.

Katrina Ruth: Hello. I already said hello to you but hello again.

Linda: Claire you were on my live feed earlier, on my training earlier. And now you're here.

Katrina Ruth: She said that.

Linda: We just swap from one thing to another.

Katrina Ruth: She was saying that when you first came down.

Linda: That's so cool. That training was so good.

Katrina Ruth: Bad ass.

Linda: That was bad ass.

Katrina Ruth: Well ...

Linda: There's a lot od dribble that came out, in and out on that one.

Katrina Ruth: There you go. Resolve to be unapologetically you. That's my message for you this evening.

Linda: We got there in the end.

Katrina Ruth: I got there in the end. I revealed many things that I had no intention of revealing. Feel a little exposed, but it's nothing new. It's just what I'm here for. I'm merely here to serve and to apparently just reveal my most inner most shit to the internet for the entertainment of everybody else. So, I hope you appreciated it.

Katrina Ruth: You can send me gifts. It's PO BOX 861, Surfers Paradise, Queensland 4217.

Linda: She's actually serious too.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Everybody does. I like bordeaux, Guylian Seashell chocolates ...

Linda: [inaudible 00:58:45].

Katrina Ruth: I got a lot of that. You already gave me some last week.

Linda: Almond butter.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Linda: Peanut butter.

Katrina Ruth: Peanut butter I'm not supposed to have too much but it is good.

Linda: But certain brands.

Katrina Ruth: I feel like I could have a new cape at some point.

Linda: Do you have chocolate?

Katrina Ruth: We didn't have that much ... there might be a box of Guylians Seashells in the bedside drawer of your bedroom upstairs actually from when I was sleeping in there the other week.

Linda: Oh. I know her dirty secrets.

Katrina Ruth: What else do I like? What would I like for a gift?

Linda: Onions.

Katrina Ruth: No fucking onions.

Linda: No onions.

Katrina Ruth: Send a criovacced fillet. Buffalo. I'd like some bison. Send some freaking Canadian meat please. We got plenty of sweets here already.

Linda: What kind of meat are we talking about?

Katrina Ruth: Bison. Brandon sent me a bison. Send it criovacced, or whatever the word is. You know where it's shrink wrapped.

Linda: You're asking me meet questions?

Katrina Ruth: I'm sorry.

Linda: How dare you?

Katrina Ruth: I'll take some bordeaux, some seashell chocolates, I'll take a bison, please have it sliced first, I don't wanna have to deal with that, and I'll take another cape.

Linda: There's one here.

Katrina Ruth: Rainbow colour like Josephs technicolour dream coat. And I need a new sceptre. This one's looking wonky.

Linda: Is that what's it's called?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. It's a sceptre.

Linda: I didn't know that.

Katrina Ruth: It looks a little wonky.

Linda: English is my third language, so I'm still learning.

Katrina Ruth: Third?

Linda: Mm-hmm (affirmative)-

Katrina Ruth: What's the second one then?

Linda: Swedish is first.

Katrina Ruth: Oh Swedish.

Linda: Yeah. I went to a Swedish school and Finnish is second. English is third.

Katrina Ruth: English is my first language. I have other languages too.

Linda: Like?

Katrina Ruth: Nobody knows I speak other languages. I'm listening to you always when you're speaking and you think I can't understand you. I'm reading your sales pages too in your other languages. I know many things. Many things.

Linda: She speaks the language of the soul.

Katrina Ruth: And I would like ... I would really like a purple MacBook. This is rose gold, which is quite nice.

Linda: Is there a purple one?

Katrina Ruth: Somebody can organise it for me, I think. Can somebody organise it? I want a purple one to match all my purple.

Linda: Well, you can have anything you want.

Katrina Ruth: Hot pink as well. I want a hot ... Somebody send me a hot pink MacBook, PO BOX 861 Surfers Paradise, Queensland 4217, and I'll take a purple one.

Linda: Can you just send it ... can we order two? I'd like one too.

Katrina Ruth: Linda wants one too.

Linda: I want a purple one too.

Katrina Ruth: "What about a sequin dress?" They're scratchy, but I've got that silver one that I wore on my photo shoot [crosstalk 01:01:12].

Linda: That was hot.

Katrina Ruth: That's upstairs stuffed into a small bag.

Linda: That was amazing. It was like this almost.

Katrina Ruth: It's more bling bling. I feel like there's one important gift that I'm missing.

Linda: A man?

Katrina Ruth: No. I already know exactly where that is, don't worry. That's it then. I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go check my PO BOX and see what gifts I've received.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. Well, I feel like we covered nothing at all that we intended to but as normal it was amazing. Please read the pinned comment if you like to learn how to do business like this. I don't know if it was the best advertisement ever. Do read the pinned comment, read about everything.

Linda: Just do whatever you want.

Katrina Ruth: Have an amazing rest of the day. We're gonna go and talk about many things about ya know.

Katrina Ruth: Don't forget, life is now, press play.

Linda: Bye bye.

Direct download: Resolve.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:27am AEST

Mon, 11 June 2018

How to know if my High Vibe AF Millionaire Mastermind is for you.

Is it very late here? Apparently, it's 11:49 PM. I don't know how late that is. I was going to go to bed. I was thinking about going to bed. I took my ... well, livestreaming costume off and I put my pyjamas back on, said, goddess vibes but I didn't really care for its vibes of the T-shirt. So, I didn't think it should be on the camera. And then I ate some ... Leo, don't get angry, but I ate some peanut butter. Linda tried to stop me. It was not successful. I ate the peanut butter with a banana, if anyone's wondering why she tried to stop me because in theory, I'm allergic to it. But I decided that I haven't had any for several months and that I should test it out again. And so far, I feel good. So I think it's working for me. Have that, had a banana. She ... can I say what you ate? I'm saying it anyway.

Go for it.

This is supposed to be a very serious Q&A about my Millionaire Mastermind so that everyone signs up and joins the Millionaire Mastermind before the founding members deal closes in 12 hours and 10 minutes. Linda ate cheese with peanut butter on it. What is happening in the world? She denied so to it which I found somewhat of a higher social standing at least she added some salt. Has anybody else in the world ever eaten cheese with peanut butter on it? Is that a thing? I actually got ... I told her this as well. When I find my friends trigger me, I tell them straight up, straight up from the gate up, I told that, "You're triggering me right now because I feel that your food taste might be even more bizarre than mine and it's making me feel upset." I just couldn't do it. She offered it to me and I couldn't do it. They say never. They say, "You should never eat that."

Why?

Why. She says, "Why?" She says, "I'll do it." I fucking won't. She didn't say that.

[inaudible 00:06:53].

Okay. She did say it. She just said it right then. She's very busy working. Let's not interrupt her. I was going to go to bed and then she was like, "Well, I'm going to be out for hours working, anyway." I was like, "Fine," and I had some more peanut butter and here I am, and that's why we're live. You can thank Linda and the cheese and bizarre peanut butter, cheese eating habits that she has there.

[inaudible 00:07:14].

She couldn't do. You do feature a lot of our lives. Your name and Patrick's name gets dropped on to nearly every livestream. We haven't mentioned him yet except that we just mentioned him right then. But most of the time, Linda gets mentioned and Patrick gets mentioned. Other people get mentioned also. Anyhow, for all you know, she's not even there and I'm just putting on a whole show pretending that there's somebody there. Maybe I recorded her voice earlier and, now, I'm playing it back like I'm Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Great. Great. Okay. Angela says she doesn't judge but cheese and peanut butter was so not touch her tongue. Everybody just calm the fuck down. This is supposed to be a sales livestream. I'm going to sell to you now. Sit up and pay attention. Focus. I told you, this won't be silly at all.

How did it go my High Vibe Mastermind for you? High Vibe Middle ... what's a called? Let me read my sales page. High Vibe As Fuck Millionaire Mastermind is here. How to know? Well, I feel like I just gave a perfectly complete demonstration of how to know whether or not I'm for you. If you're maybe compelled and fascinated but a little bit horrified, then it's definitely for you. If you can't look away even though you find it quite offensive, then it's even more for you. If you just want some cheese with peanut butter on it, you're going to have to talk to Linda about that. I can't help you. But I do have cheese and I do have peanut butter, but I'm not giving it to you. I won't put my name and my brand to anything like that sort of behaviour. I won't do it and you can't make me.

What were we up to? I don't think ... stop filming me in the background. Hello. What are you filming over there? All right, this is serious business. This is serious internet business. We're here to make money on the internet. We're here to tell people things that they should buy. What questions do you have about the Millionaire Mastermind? Send them to me. Give them to me. I'll be very serious now. I did want to say a few things that are actually important. I wanted to address some concerns. Can I address one concern before I go really silly again because I don't know when I'm going to be out like how long I can stay in serious mode for. I'm not sure why it's happening. It just comes out. I mean, blame that peanut butter and Linda combined together.

All right, all right, right. That would be a good time for somebody to do an accent. Kat, fix before bed. I'm pretty impressed with myself that so many people are on this livestream when I straight up called it a sales livestream in the description of it. Now, I'm not remotely talking about what I said I would, standard. So, how do you know if my High Vibe As Fuck Millionaire Mastermind is for you? How? You, guys, should answer the question to me. Type the answer and how do you know if it's for you. Your questions answered. If you have a question for me, ask it to me. I'll leave an answer. I promise that I will, no matter what it is. Don't ask me weird cheese peanut butter questions, so I have no answers about that. It's one of those mysteries of the universe that you can't actually explain and you're probably not supposed to know. It would be for your own safety to not know.

Anyway, I did have a thing that I wanted to say. I feel like it's going to be boring now and I shouldn't say it. But in case somebody's listening that needs to hear it, the truth is how do you know if it's for you, you know because yourself tells you. Why am I even talking about this? I was just on the phone with one of my clients who makes several hundreds of thousands of dollars, pounds, kicking her ass, she was loving it. She sent me a voice ... sorry, a text message back afterwards and said she's done four miles of laps around her apartment from speaking to me and she's all fired up. One of the things we poke about was why the fuck ... wait, well, we didn't say it this way, but I'm going to say it this way. Why would we need to talk about whether or not it's for you? Why are we talking about this? This was a stupid topic idea. I retract it. I'm going to change the topic except my desktop won't let me.

But one thing I will say even though I'm bored with myself already for saying it, if you're just starting out ... okay, tell me, Kit Kat, how do I know if it's for me. Listen, if you're going to refer to me as Kit Kat then I'd prefer Kitty Kat, Kitty Kat, not just Kit Kat, all right, because I don't really like Kit Kats, the chocolates, because one time I bought one in Bali that I thought was mint flavoured and it was green tea. Have you ever heard of a ... I'm not even making this up. It was a green tea flavoured Kit Kat. I mean, I don't know what to do with that. So, I won't be called Kit Kat. I'll go with Kitty Kat.

How do you know if it's for you? You know because I reached into your motherfucking soul and I charged it like a battery, like a car battery or like a flat tyre, like a double flat tyre, never heard of such a thing, but apparently, sometimes people hop over a curb and puncture two tyres at once. Sorry, somebody told me once and then I spent all day at the car dealership. What is that? I don't care for that money emoji, Angelo. It's ugly. What is that ugly money emoji there for? Why is the money emoji ugly? It looks like it's throwing up money. I don't find it appealing. Is it supposed to be attractive, because it's just like it's weird that it's throwing up money. So, somebody said a comment on the internet. It's a place where you be very serious then you sell things to people. I'm doing a perfect example of it right now.

Somebody said on this internet phrase today that ... what did they say, that they wanted to join the Millionaire Mastermind but they didn't even have an idea or a vision yet for their business so they couldn't join. I was like, "Hold the motherfucking phone. Why does somebody think they shouldn't join if they don't have an idea, which prompted me to do this livestream, which I'm now already bored with so I'm doing whatever I want with it, and we're having the best time ever. But, I guess, I wanted to address that and say, of course, you're going to join the Millionaire Mastermind if you don't have an idea. Would you rather spend 45 years not knowing what the fuck to do and having to figure out which courses to buy which mentors to follow, or would you rather just come in and have somebody reach into your soul from the get-go, and then you can unleash your vision into the world.

But the practical answer to the question is we teach you exactly how to build your business, exactly, from soul, from the ground up. It's not for established businesses and it is for established businesses. It's not about where you are in your business. It's about who you are as a person. Thank you, Carla. It was you. Well, it was a great question and I was like, "Shit, I didn't realise people thought that. I don't want people to think that," because we teach from all the things. I have people who have joined the Millionaire Mastermind, some people in there who already have businesses that are overdoing a million a year ... I don't think they're overdoing it. They're doing over a millionaire. They may or may not be over it. And then some people who are just starting out completely and that's always been the way in all my courses, by the way.

And so, there'd be some content where you're like, "I'm totally not needing that right now. I'm not up to that yet." But then it was all in the resource library anyhow so then you'll get it when you need to get to it. But because I'm doing all the visioning and the mindset work as well as the ninjas doing all the strategy, it all works perfectly and together. So there you go, I answered that question. What was the other question? Oh, it's a green ... it was puke from the green tea Kit Kat. I understand. Who the fuck thinks that a green tea Kit Kat is a good idea? Well, obviously, it must be popular in Bali I suppose so they wouldn't be selling it. And to add insult to injury, a green tea flares me up like nobody's business. Why can I not read these comments though? I know there was an actual question. So, if you haven't seen the Millionaire Mastermind, then I suppose it just means that you don't obsessively stalk and watch all my content in which case you probably shouldn't join it.

so if you haven't seen it, I'm going to assume it's not for you because if it is for you, you would have seen it. because I've been talking about it a lot and because if it is for you, really, you should add me on "See First" notifications and you should be watching me at the middle of the day, the end the day, and the start of the day, and any other time in between. Even if you're not watching me, you could just call me in into dreams and I'll dream coach you. I do it a lot and, apparently, it's free because nobody has fucking paid me for it so far, but they all message me about it in the morning and tell me. So whether or not you choose to access it, it's up to you.

Rachel says, "I'm in there but I'm going to chime in. If you follow Kat and participated in the programmes or even haven't, outrageous idea, what a chance to test it out." That is true because it's super low cheap. "And you have a business or plan to have one and you wanted me in a community of kick-ass high vibe people, it's the place for you." Thank you. That's true. It's all 100% accurate, or if you need to have an online business, you've set the intention people will beg you to sell to us and fuck us. That was a different programme where I said that people are going to beg you to fuck them. It was an accident that I said that. It just came out in my copy and I didn't notice until six days later that I'd put it as a benefit of the programme that people will beg you to fuck them.

My wording was all off. And then it happened anyway and people were posting sex testimonials into that break the internet group. It was outrageous and fabulous all at the same time. I am not making any of that up. I really did accidentally write it into my sales copy and I didn't realise till six days later. I was like appalled at myself. And then, all of a sudden, I was like, "But why has nobody told me this? Everybody's read it and nobody's told me. None of my staff even." I don't understand about that. What else do you need to know? I've already said this, but I'll say it again. I'm promising nothing. What you're going to get is nothing. I promise nothing. You're signing up and what will I give you? I don't know. I have no idea. I make no promises and I told no lies, but I tell many fabulous jokes, I think.

I will give you everything and nothing all at the same time. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm going to come in from my soul like a rocket ship of energy and I'll unleash forth on to you whatever it is you need, and desire, and require. A lot of people were on my live training, that was the first live how do you do for the Millionaire Mastermind which happened a couple of hours back. How was it if you were there? It was so next level that I nearly vibrated through the roof of this high-rise building. I felt everybody's souls. There was definitely some randomness and some shenaniganry and a little bit of ... well, at one point, everybody in the comments was formulating a fucking band and saying that they were going to go to the Sydney Opera House and perform in a band together right when I was in the middle of some deep visioning work. So I'm still not quite sure what happened there.

But it was really freaking deep. We went deep. We went hard. We went all the way in, in a polite manner. And really what I'm doing is going to come in and create out of ... I'm not creating in fan out of you, actually, I will allow you ... help you is the best word, help you empower you, kick your ass to create forth from you whatever it is that you are supposed to be putting out there into the world. But I should say for those who are like, "Well, what the fuck even is it then? She's promising nothing." But delivering everything. It's the ninjas. I've never allowed the ninjas out of the ninja mansion before. Really, they do whatever the fuck they want. They wouldn't really be my team members and staff if they didn't, would they?

But in this particular programme, they are bringing all of their awesome gifts, and powers, and talents, and support for you. So, you'll love how I roll it on. Thank you. I can't possibly say your name though. I have no idea how to say that. So, yes, they are going to be teaching all of the strategy, all of the sales, all of the marketing, all of the advertising that we do at The Katrina Ruth Show. I might clown around. Okay, I do ... I might have too much fun. Definitely, there's not such a thing as too much fun. I always say to my kids, "Did you have fun today? Too much fun?" And it's a little in-house joke that we have. I don't know why it's so funny, actually, but it is. So I might definitely have too much fun.

I might be here, there, and everywhere. I'm rambling. I'm random, and then it flips into divine downloads from the soul, and I do the deep mindset work with you, and the deep soul and cellular shifting and that's just how it is. My team though, my team, they run things at The Katrina Ruth Show. I don't run a shit at The Katrina Ruth Show. I am the motherfucking show. What do I need to run things for. I'm sitting around, do what I want. I am the show. They, however, they do run the show. Now, here's a thing though, for me to build this business to where it is now, where it's making millions of dollars, yeah, I did run the show. I built the damn show. I built like all the little bits.

I did the floors. I did the ceilings. I did the in-between bits. I built the whole show and I ran the whole show. I was here, there, and everywhere and, well, all the hats and learn all the things, and I can do all the, all the, all the internet marketing things, and selling and tech things that you possibly could have known except for coding. That's one thing I never did learn. But all the other shit I could enjoy it. I used to do it all myself and that's how I built this business. Now, I have an amazing team. So I don't have to run around doing everything and I just be the show that I am. What that team do is they run things. They do the marketing. They do the advertising. They do this ... putting together of the sales offers, they're sending out of the sales offers. What else is there, even the social media leveraging, I don't know, a million other things.

Anything that you can imagine that gets done behind the scenes, or in front of the scenes, at a multi seven-figure online business. That's what the ninjas do. They also try very unsuccessfully to keep me in order. So, can't really teach that because they're not accomplished at it. But presumably, you're not trying to teach anybody to keep you in order. So they do many amazing marketing and selling things. They run things so that I can run so that I can be the thing. They do all the things that I did in the building phase of my business before I had this badass team. And so, what the Millionaire Mastermind is about is they are going to support you, and train you, and show you on all of those things.

Specifically what we're doing is that every month we have the report, the report for the High Vibe As Fuck Millionaire Mastermind which could come in video format, or fancy PDF format, or all manner of modes of delivery, whatever it is. But it shows you exactly what we did that month and exactly how we did it to create our revenue and income and all elements of that from the marketing, to frontal side of things if that was part of it, advertising, obviously, social media, et cetera, how we put it together, how we created it, how we figured out the idea, how we then unleashed ... I was going to say launched and then unleashed at the same time and it went into ... Unleashed it into the world, right?

Travis, what's up? How was your leg session? I did legs yesterday. It feels amazing, probably can't get up off this couch at the end of it. So, yes, that's what the report is about, exactly what we did and how we did it, and break down, swipe files, whatever it is so that you can duplicate it and roll it on out. So that happens every month. And then on top of that, on top of us showing you exactly what we did for that month to make our money and how we did it, and then like, "Here you go, just duplicate it if you like." On top of it, we also have all the trainings on all possible things that we do. So, you want to learn about Facebook ads? We got that training going on. You want to learn about automated email marketing, and funnels, and automated recurring income, we got that going on.

You want to learn how to create, and launch, and sell your own programmes? Of course, we got that going on. You want to know how to hire your own soulmate team members and how to attract and magnetising the perfect soulmate team members, and then what the fuck to do with them once you got them. We got that going on. Every different thing, social media, I mentioned already; tech stuff, live tech support, live Facebook support, I mean, I can just like sit here and let's talk so much different stuff. What I'm trying to impart you is, obviously, that we're giving you the ability to have your questions answered on every different part of online business, but also demonstrating, and showing you, and even working together with you to bring that to life. Not only will you be able to receive support and mentoring for me, when I float down from the clouds which is often enough I do say.

But you'll also be receiving it from my team the whole way through, right? This is a membership programme. So the way it works is that there's a monthly fee for that. That fee, that monthly fee will increase tomorrow at midday my time which is 12 hours minus eight minutes from now. So that's going to be 12:00 noon on Thursday, Brisbane time, which I believe will be 10:00 PM on Wednesday evening, New York, Eastern Standard Time, okay? Just so you know. After that, the countdown timer ends, the monthly membership rate increases by $100 to its actual rate. It's currently just kind of down for funding ... founding members, not only is it just kind of down for life right now but when you join in this next 12-hour period before the doors close, you're a pretty damn good scam artists. I haven't had a comment like that in a hundred years.

People reply as you will to John. I really have no time or intent for that. but it's quite amazing. Thank you, John. So, I can't believe I just got that comment but she doesn't even happen anymore. It's not in my experience or my reality, but thank you, anyway, for the somewhat backward compliment. So, yes, in 12 hours, that's right, that's what I was saying. The deal for the founding members is not only that you get for life $100 off, the ongoing price that goes up, goes up legitimately. It will never be that price again. That's legitimate. It's not a thing I'm saying, not a scam. Sorry, John. But for your first month, you're going to pay up like 16.66% total or something like that. I don't even know, some very low rate for the first month trial rate, trial rate for the first month so you can test it out, get all this insane stuff, be amongst the badassery.

We did the first live training already this evening several hours ago. The replay is in the group. The group is off the hook and it's really quite a lot of shenanigans going on in that group already that I certainly didn't authorise. And then we will close the doors tomorrow. The price goes immediately up. When we reopen the doors again at some point in time, it will not be back at this price because this is the founding members' price and that's not a thing I'm saying. So I want to be really clear on that because if you've been thinking about it ... okay, Linda Doctor, why are you watching my livestream from your phone when you're right over there? What's happening? But it's how it should be. People should be in another room in your own house and then they should still be watching you on a Facebook livestream. Are you going to leave a friendly comment for John? Is that what's happening?

I was going to.

Good, do it, do it. Okay, it's very friendly comment, there it is. [inaudible 00:27:07] in it. I feel that I've said all that I need to say, but does anyone have any questions? Why would you have any questions? Just sign the fuck up. But if you do have any questions, ask them to me, I won't mind. In fact, I enjoy getting the questions. In fact, I'm fascinated by the questions. I posted something today where a friend had audio'd me and shared some of the reasons why she felt unsure about working with me to do with feeling a little scared or feeling ... I don't know that I might be a meanie. She didn't say that. I'm paraphrasing. But also one of the things that she mentioned was how great it is that I've got the whole team in there, helping out and doing their content and their support and all that stuff because then she doesn't have to figure out where to learn about Facebook ads from, or where to learn about this, that, or the other thing from.

It's just like, "Oh, my god, I'm going to learn it from Kat's team and they're going to be able to actually answer my questions and help me out. So it is a really big deal. It is a big deal. It's something that I feel incredibly proud of and excited about. It is officially now underway. We've officially kicked off. When you sign up now, before the doors close in the next 12 hours, minus a little bit of time, minus 12 minutes, 12 hours minus 12 minutes, then you're going to get into the Facebook group. Okay, you might not be led into tomorrow morning, my time, because now it's like after midnight here, my team on online. But you're going to get right in amongst it and we're about to drop a whole lot of badassery on your ass.

So, I wanted to come in here, talk about that real quick, make sure you knew what's up. I thought I was going to do a really serious livestream and I thought I was even going to like read out the sales page, too, or something, but I don't know what the fuck I was thinking with that, and I'm pretty sure the peanut butter, and the cheese, and the banana situation just fucked me right up in the best possible way, in the only beautiful way that it could. And so, now, what you need to do is go to www.thekatrinaruthshow.com. ... no, there's no more dots, www.thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind.

Type that into your browser, into your Safari, into your soul, read the page, let the page do its magic on you. You'll find it quite an amusing story to read, anyway. I always make ... try to make my sales pages entertaining and just unleash from the heart, and then, then, well, what then, obviously, you click the button and I'll see you inside. That's all. Have an amazing rest of the day or evening, wherever you are in the world. Don't forget buy, peace out, press play.

Direct download: How_to_know_if_my_High_Vibe_AF_Millionaire_Mastermind_is_for_you21_Founding_Members_Deal_closing_in.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:21am AEST

Mon, 11 June 2018

Stranded, waiting for tow truck, but everything is always perfect.

What's happening? I'm definitely, definitely going to have an amazing day. I was going to say something else. Where do you imagine that I put my AirPods? Did I leave them in the car? I'm definitely going to have an amazing day. That's been decided. It's done. It's how it has to be. Okay. I found one thing that I want. Oh, my AirPods are down my breasts. Where else would they be? Okay. Hi, Gayle. Lip gloss has been located. Now I've got to share this over.

I'm going to talk. I'm going to talk about many good things. Just punctured two tyres in my car at once like a ninja. I don't do things half assed, you know. My laptop's not even turned on. Then I just threw my laptop on the ground while I was setting up this live show. Tell me something that's filled with love and excitement because I feel like I need to hear it. You know? Send me a love heart shower if you want to send me love for puncturing two tyres in my car at once. My car's down the back of the carpark down there.

I'd walk over and show you, except I'd be embarrassed to do it in front of all the tradie men who were down there who already helped me out. Well, I wouldn't really be embarrassed. But then they're going to be like, "What is she doing walking around with a tripod? What's happening now? What is this crazy bitch up to?" Thank you for the love. So, I'm going to try and share this livestream. Let me see if it will let me hotspot. Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't.

We'll be fixed soon. I know. It's so not a big deal. What do you do when you kind of get stranded? Obviously, you livestream. What else would you do? My friend Matt is a trainer here at the gym and I've messaged him. I'm like, "Hey. Where are you? Come out and hang out with me." But I think he's with a client. It's a normal thing to be doing as a personal trainer at 8:30 AM. So, I guess I'm just hanging here and livestreaming. Okay. Why does my hotspot on my phone just not work anymore?

Marlene, Leslie, I love you. I love you. I can't wait to party with you in New York in a few weeks. Marlene, I just punctured two tyres in my car at once. I'm just like, if I'm going to do it, I'm all in. You know? I'm fricking all in. Where am I? I'm in, what is this area, Robina? Varsity Lakes? I'm at Robina Fitness First. There's my gym. There you go. There's the gym. You know, the good thing is I was already on my way to Mercedes. Never caught me live. All right.

Well, clearly, I punctured both those tyres just for Liam because I'm super friendly and helpful like that. I like to be of service. I'm just here to be of service. I'm trying to see if, yeah, my hotspot's working, it's not working. We'll see if it's working. It doesn't know what the fuck it's doing. Retry now. Maybe Fitness First has wifi that I can hop onto. Sometimes they do. No, it doesn't look like they do today. I choose to believe that all things are perfect and as they are.

Can somebody please share this into Daily Asskickery? Mim or Sam, if you're on here, because I did WhatsApp both of you before I jumped on live, can you comment and let me know that you're here and that you're sharing it? Because currently, I can't get onto WhatsApp on my laptop to check and I just don't know what's actually happening or going on. Sarafina, can you log into my Facebook? You can. If you can, can you log in and share this or can you tell Jessica to? Because neither Mim or Sam have heard my messages.

Who is on live? Fina, can you maybe do that? I'm trying to see if I can do it. So, there's always a lesson in everything. I just punctured two tyres. Let's be honest. I was trying to screech out of the carpark at a million miles an hours because, of course, I was late. I'm always late for everything. I wanted to get here to the gym at 7:00 AM. Thanks for sharing, Liam. Oh, thank you as well, John. I love it when everybody shares for me.

Wanted to get to the gym at 7:00 and I'm supposed to be at Mercedes at 8:00. Mercedes is only five or 10 minutes away from here. So, I get to the gym at 7:25, so behind my own schedule. I'm like, "Okay. All right." Thank you, Kiana. Jump in, do a quick workout, smash it out, had an awesome session. Everybody's sharing. You guys are all over it. Fina's driving. When you stop, can you share to my personal page? Don't worry. We'll figure it out eventually. Maybe this wifi will let itself work at some point or Mim or Sam should come online quite soon anyway. It's 20 before 9:00.

So, yeah. So, I was super happy with myself leaving two minutes before 8:00. I'm like, "Oh, I'm going to be five minutes late to Mercedes." Then I just went, I clipped the corner of the car park right there. So embarrassing. There was guys around everywhere and I'm like, "Oh, my God. Stupid female in Mercedes." I felt embarrassed. But I just kept driving and then some tradies pulled me over and they're like, "Ah, you've punctured your tyre." Like, "Are you fricking kidding? It felt like only a small clip."

Then I get out and then I've punctured two tyres, both on the left hand side. So, it's all fine. Everything's always fine and perfect. But I had to laugh because as I'd been rushing into the gym, I said to myself ... like I'm annoyed at myself that I was so late and so behind my on schedule. Then I reframed it and I was like, "No, Kat. Don't be annoyed at yourself because you've always been late." The amount of workouts where I thought I was going to do a full length workout and then it ended up being 20 minutes because I was always sitting there writing, which is what happened this morning. I was sitting blogging.

So, I ended up late for my workout and that's happened for 20 years. But yet, I still have the shape I want, I have the business I want, I have everything that I want. Bronwyn, can you share this? Can you log into my Facebook and share this from my biz page in my profile to my personal page and to Daily Asskickery, even though everyone shared it there? Because I can't get my wifi on my laptop working. Then I need a call to action from Millionaire Mastermind as well. You might be driving or something. But if you're free, and can you comment and let me know if you're able to?

Yeah. So, I'm like, "Everything's perfect. I haven't screwed up my life by being late all the time." Ella, no, I'm sorry to say. No. No. I know. But they were lovely. They are lovely. What am I up to? Everything's always perfect, right? It's always like, "Yeah, it's fine. I'll have a 20 minute workout and it'll be perfect." Thank you, Bronwyn. Then I come rushing out and then that happens and I'm just like, "It's kind of funny that I was just giving myself a little coaching session only 30 minutes ago about how it's fine that I'm always rushing and it's fine that I'm always late and then God's just like, 'We'll see about that. We're just going to send you a little message there to remind you that it's not always ideal to be rushing.'"

Then I just thought, "Okay. Well, this is maybe a sign to be more present and be more in the now and give myself permission to be in each moment, even if I am late, that I didn't have to rush off and clip over the corner." So, the two truck will come within an our. I'll keep an eye out. They'll probably come while I'm on this livestream and then they'll take it to Mercedes where I was going anyway. So, I've been on the phone to Mercedes and they're like, "Don't worry. We'll have coffee ready for you," and you get the VIP service obviously when you got there.

When I go there today, they're giving me a car service, which is why I was going. Now they're changing two tyres for me as well and they're going to try and sell me a new Mercedes. I shall let them attempt that, but as to what the outcome will be, I don't know. But they've been at me at it for ages. It's a great sales technique that you might want to employ into your business because they contacted me about six weeks ago. I was in America, though.

They said, "Katrina, it's time to come in for your new Mercedes." I was like, "Is it? I didn't ask for a new Mercedes." Ella's like, she's finding the silver lining. "I'm hoping the two truck guy will be hot." I'm like, "How can it be time to come in for my new Mercedes? We've never had a discussion about that." You're so funny, Ella. Don't worry. I know where it all is. It's all there inside the gym and now it's all being seeing me sitting there with my car.

Anyway, everything's fine. Yeah. So, they assumptively told me to come in and choose my new Mercedes. They're just upselling me. They gave me a date, even. Imagine you did this in your business. Why are we not all doing this in our businesses? They gave me a date and a time. They're like, "We've booked you in for such and such time. Come in and we'll take you in out in all the new cars or whatever. You can drive all the new cars." I was like, "Well, I can't because I'm America," right then when they gave me the date for. But I finally agreed to come in. Why not?

The thing is, I'm such an easy sell. I'm the easiest sell in the world. I was that person at seminars. Somebody's going to need to back me up and let know if this was you as well so that I know that I'm not alone. But I was that person at seminars who was the first person to run to the back of the room and buy the thing. I was always running to the back of the room and buying the thing. I would even run to the back of the room before they did the sales pitch because I knew that there'd always be a special bonus if you're in the top three or eight or whatever for doing the sales pitch.

I didn't even care what it was. I'm just such a buyer. I'm such an easy sell. Lakisha says, "So me." Please back me up, people. Give me a love heart shower. Give me a comment if you're an easy sell as well. I just love to be sold to. But I saw one of my friends once say that a good salesperson loves to be sold to and I fully agree with that. I was going to say I wouldn't buy anything I didn't need. That's completely bullshit. I've bought many things that I don't need and never used. Specifically, most courses that I ever bought in the history of time on the internet, by the way.

So, if you buy courses and you don't do them all or finish them all, that's not necessarily a bad thing. Don't think that that makes you a bad person or that you're flaky or something like that because I think maybe we're just so fricking smart that we know where we should spend our energy and time. You might just get one thing from that course you buy, even if it's my content. Sometimes for sure, I bought a tonne of stuff that was definitely not the right course, not the right content.

So, I just think that even back then before I knew anything about anything, and I still know nothing about anything, but I know everything about everything, even back then, I obviously subconsciously was so fucking intelligent that I knew where I should spend my energy or time. So, most courses that I bought, I never did, and look at me now. You don't need to feel bad about it if you don't complete content that you buy.

All right. So, Bron, if you're still there, can you also just grab a call to action from the Millionaire Mastermind, even if you grabbed the PS from yesterday's blog and just drop it into the comments here while logged into the business profile and then pin the comment please. That would be amazing. Then let me know if you are there and if you can do it so I know what's up and what's happening. So, then what else should we talk about? Everything is always perfect. What if you believe that everything was always perfect?

Okay, shared. You don't need to comment as you. Comment as the business page. You're commenting as perfectly however you're commenting now. But just pop in the call to action for the Millionaire Mastermind. Everybody watching, this is how you sell on a livestream. Well, you might not have a bunch of ninjas like I do who can post comments and share for you. I used to have to do it all myself and sometimes I still do. So, you can do it yourself or you can have ninjas. I have ninjas because I'm a ninja and that's why I've punctured two tyres, not one, because it's a ninja attitude.

You don't go around puncturing one tyre. You obviously go all in and you do two. It's amazing that I didn't manage to do four at once. I'm still impressed at myself at how I even managed to do two at once because when he said one, I'm like, "Fuck. Really? It didn't feel like that big of a clip." I'm like, "Okay, fair enough. I believe it, obviously." Then I get out and he's like, "It's actually two. So, we can't help you. We can't change a tyre when there's only one spare tyre in the trunk." I'm like, "How is that even possible? How did I do two?"

Rebecca says, "That is so me. I'm such an easy sell running, elbowing others to get to the back." Rebecca's just like, "Get out of my way, bitches." Puncturing one tire's totally for punks, [inaudible 00:12:16]. Exactly. Don't think I've finished a training series. Yeah. I have legitimately never once in my life finished a course that I did. Never, ever. Never once have I finished a course that I bought. Okay. I'm seeing everybody going to the gym, like people who I sort of know. You know when you know people at the gym, but you don't know them well?

Everyone's looking at me and I don't know what they're thinking. They're like, "What is happening? Why is she livestreaming out at the front of the gym? I'm just that person at the gym that always rushes in and rushes out and barely says hello to anybody and now I'm just chilling. At least I'm not sitting next to my car, so it's not too embarrassing. Ella says, "Kat, I have a ninja star tattooed on me and I've also punctured two tyres at once." Soul sister.

All right. So, from now on, if you puncture a tyre, don't even tell us about it unless you punctured two tyres, people, because we don't even want to know about your puncturing behaviour. It's just super low vibe puncturing if you're only doing one puncture at a time. They probably are looking at my boobs [inaudible 00:13:10]. I've noticed a lot of that his morning at the gym because I noticed this morning. Oh, my God. I'm going to tell you guys an amazing manifestation story when Bronwyn gets that link.

Have you joined the Millionaire Mastermind? Because I want to tell you about that as well: www.thekatrinaruthshow.com, it's very windy, /millionairemastermind. Thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind. There's just over 24 hours left to be amongst it. It's my High Vibe As Fuck Millionaire Mastermind, the mindset and the strategy of crushing it on life for driven creators and, no, driven entrepreneurs and crazy creators who just want more. You get my whole team supporting you and coaching you and mentoring.

It's a monthly membership programme. You're not locked in. You get a over 80% discount for your first month when you join before we close the doors again tomorrow and so much more cool stuff. Bronwyn's getting a comment now, but that's a little overview of it. So, at thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind. This is my super low cost membership programme that we've created for everybody where you're getting my whole team, all those ninjas that I just mentioned, supporting you as well. Tech support, Facebook advertising support, funnel support.

One of my friends audioed me yesterday. She's like, "I have to join because I just find it so overwhelming even knowing which course to choose to learn Facebook ads or to learn funnels or to learn email automation or whatever it might be." She's so happy that I've created something where my team are teaching and supporting and answering questions, as well as me. It's fucking amazing. I'm very proud of it. So, you've got to get amongst that.

But let me come back to this story about my boobs and what I've manifested there because I don't know if you noticed, but over the past week, I've talked a lot about feeling unsure of whether I made them too big. Okay, there they are. Hello. Who can screenshot this for me right now? Give me a comment if you're screenshotting. All right. I think I gave you long enough. Let me know if somebody screenshotted. We'll do it one more time. Okay, i feel like that's going to be important photo for something. There's still people looking at me over there.

Who the hell are you? Bronwyn's just commented, logged into my profile. She says, "Who the hell are you?" Who the hell are you? I don't even know why it starts with that. I love when it just randomly starts with something aggressive and punchy. Okay. So, you can read that comment after. The pinned comment has the details about the Millionaire Mastermind. Thank you, Bronwyn. This is all divinely perfect. Divinely perfect that I punctured my tyres so I could do this livestream right now. Everything is just as it was meant to be.

Okay. Thank you, Ella. Thank you for the screenshot. I'm so excited. I'm having the best day ever. I reframed straight away. Carissa, if you're going to puncture a tyre, make sure you do two. We've had a group discussion and we've decided that we don't want to know about it if you only puncture one tyre because it's super low vibe type puncturing. You got to go all in on your tyre puncturing. That's how it's done. Then you get stranded at the gym and then you do a live stream. Then when you go to Mercedes, they act like you've been in a hospital and bring you muffins and coffee and stuff.

Okay, let's make sure we don't miss the tow truck arriving. Here's my manifestation story. All right? So, over the past week, it's been now eight days since I had my boobs done. Of course, I'm at the gym with my fricking sandman on grunting and groaning like a motherfucker. I did try a chest press. That didn't seem like a smart idea. So, I stopped. But everything else seems fine. I felt like they were too big. I really did. Now, all my male friends when I mention this to are like, "Please don't say that again. That's not a thing."

Billy G. messaged me and said, "As a voice for all men, I want to let you know never again to say the words, 'They're too big.' It's not possible." Then I told Patrick. He was like, "No, that's not possible. That's not a thing." Every other male who's had the opportunity to comment on it has said the same thing. But I was honestly like, "No, I think I've gone too much." I think I'm now too much, too much. I'm already so much with the way I bling up and everything and now I'm too, too much. I've gone too much Gold Coast, too much.

I was like, "All I need now is a Swarovski crystal covered Mercedes and then who the hell do I think I am?" Exactly like this comment says right here. Who the hell are you? Right? I was really legitimately concerned about it. Then on top of it, my whole body puffed up and bloated. I gained 10 pounds instantly in two hours. That's some magic fucking backward manifestation right there because I full abs and I was tiny on the morning of the surgery.

Surgery takes an hour, not even two hours, and then later that day when I'm home, I'm like, "What in the actual fuck?" I literally gained 10 pounds in an hour, or in two hours. Imagine you could reverse that procedure. You'd be able to make millions. Well, you can reverse that procedure. It's just manifestation. But here's what I didn't notice, and I wonder if you noticed me doing this and you were like, "Oh, Kat. Oh, Kat. What are you doing?" If so, then why the fuck didn't you tell me? But you can tell me now.

But I was totally wording it all through the week. All week long, I was saying, "I think I went too big." All week long, I was saying, "I feel so big." Do you know why I was saying that? The moment of vulnerability here right now. I feel embarrassed to say this, but I'm going to tell you. The reason I kept going on and on about it all week last week, and maybe you didn't notice, maybe you did, I felt I went on and on. I was going on and on like, "I feel so big, my whole body's puffed up, I feel all bloated and heavy."

I was deliberately drawing attention to that because there's still that part of me who's the very insecure not good enough girl who feels like if I gain a teeny bit of weight, then people will think less of me and judge me or feel like, "What the fuck is up with her? What's happening there?" Even when I put the video up where I was pulling the drains out, my stomach looked so big to me and I know I'm not big and I wasn't big. I know that. But for how I feel, right? All my previous fucked up body identity stuff was coming up.

What's funny is now I'm in such love and acceptance of myself. It's a true thing. Even though I was feeling that, I was still like, "And I do fully love myself and I know that it's fine and I know this will shift." But it did bring up some old stuff for me. So, I felt like I had to deliberately say it, right? So, even when I did that little video where I was pulling the drains out, I deliberately touched my stomach and said something about my stomach being bloated because I was like, "I don't want people to think that that's just how I now normally look or something."

So, you might think I'm way too hard on myself. It's funny because I can have that thought process and say that and at the same time, love and accept myself fully. So, it's like I can see both sides of it and I have compassion for the younger me who legitimately lived in that reality and 100% would have felt like that. The younger me would have been devastated, no way would I have put the fucking video up, and would have not even gone out in public. I'm not even exaggerating or joking. Those are my fellow fitness junkies, cardio queen peoples from way back. I'm not really a cardio queen anymore, actually.

Human women. Those are my fellow human women. Thank you, [inaudible 00:19:51]. I love that. Can probably relate, right? But then all week long, then I did filming with Matt. So, when you see episode 39 of Kat Unchained, which should come out maybe tomorrow, it was all about the reality of getting a boob job. I did some really good content there around how everybody should shut the fuck up about what women are allowed to do or not do with their bodies because even the backwards thing that people do when they're like, "Aw, but you're already beautiful as you are. Why would you need to get a boob job?" That's actually insulting as well, just in a kind of backwards way.

So, I did a cool video about that. I got a video coming up about the reality of getting a boob job. Then we've got the Kat Unchained show coming out tomorrow, which shows the behind the scenes of that. What you'll see, even if you saw the trailer yesterday, you're going to see me going on and on about, "I feel so big, I feel bloated, my whole body's puffed up." Well, that's true, right? That did happen and it's protective because you get a whole bunch of stuff pumped into you during the surgery and your body is like, "What in the actual fuck just happened?"

Then two big things got shoved into your chest as well and your body's like, "What the double actual fuck just happened?" So, as a result of that, your body's like, "Okay. Man all systems, sound all alarms, and bring all possible fluid from the entire of Australia and put it right here into this bitch." That's basically what happened. That's what it felt like happened. So, it's a pretty common reaction, though. So, I know all that. I wasn't worrying, like something's changed in my body or something like that.

But it was like, "Okay, I just got to ride this shit out and I feel it's annoying. I hate being all puffed up. I want to be back to abs and back to tiny only." But I kept telling this story. I kept claiming it, right? I kept saying, "I think my breasts are too big." I kept saying, "My body's all puffed up." Then it wasn't until Sunday, I was going to yoga. Was it Sunday? Whenever it was, I did a livestream in the car outside yoga. I think it was Monday afternoon only. Right. It was only Monday afternoon two days ago.

I did a livestream in the car and I must have caught myself or something and I was like, "Fuck. I'm manifesting this. Oh, my God." Now I'm going to laugh [inaudible 00:21:44] when the episode of Kat Unchained comes out because then I'm going to be like, "Listen to me going on and on creating this." So, only two night ago on Monday night, I went into yoga class and I just set an intention at the side of the class. I said, "What if I just decided that my breasts are perfect?" Because I did legitimately feel like I've made them too big.

I went way bigger than I would've because all my friends and clients who already have boob jobs were like, "I wished I had have gone bigger." So, I listened to them, right? I'm like, "Okay." I went extra big. I went double D, 480. Most people when they get their first breasts will be getting 300 or 350 from what I've heard and established. So, I was really concerned that I'm not going to be happy. Then Saturday night, I was up all night long tossing and turning. I sympathy puffed up. Thank you.

Potatoes keep my so lean. Why potatoes make me so lean, I'm going to talk about that in a second. So, Saturday night, I'm up all through the night, super restless, tossing and turning. You're going to laugh at me. I was like, "Maybe they're too big," and then I was like, "But they can't be because Kat, you always make the right decision and everything always works out perfectly for you." So, I was fully coaching myself through it with my underlying beliefs and things that I would say to clients.

I'm like, "It's legitimately literally not possible that they're too big because you always make the right decision." Yeah, but the comment about how I look being irrelevant, I do appreciate that. But at the same time, it's not irrelevant because if something's important to me, then that's okay. I'm allowed to care about how I look. This is what I mean by those backwards compliments. I know that's not your intention, Claire, but when people say it shouldn't matter how you look and what's matters is what's on the inside, it's downplaying that we're allowed to care about how we look and that we're allowed to value that.

It reminds me of how one time, it came out in my daughter's school newsletter, it said, "We got to make sure that the kids don't adorn themselves with anything or change their hair or anything like that because let's teach our kids how to express themselves with what's on the inside." I was like, "Yeah, and we can fucking express ourselves with our exterior as well. We have a body. We get to use it however we please." So, I just feel like we've got to be careful there because it's a kind of a backwards shaming. It actually is.

That's what I was even talking about in my little video about getting a boob job. I know it's not usually intended at that, but it is because it implies that it's not something you should be concerned with or that it's a lower priority thing to be concerned with. What if everything that matters to an individual got to matter? Period, the end. What if we didn't grade things as this matters more, this matters more, or whatever, right? Anyway, so I stayed up all night coaching myself on the fact that, of course, I made the the right decision, even though it didn't feel that way at the time.

Then I caught myself with the wording on Monday night. So, then I went into class and I was like, "Okay. I'm deciding that as of now, I made the perfect decision and my breasts are perfect and that my body is perfect and beautiful as well and that I'm fully in my body right now." That was only Monday night and I'm not kidding. Today's Wednesday morning here in Australia. Just now being in the gym and looking at my body in the mirror in my little shorts and gym outfit and everything. I was like, "Fuck. I'm not quite back to fully lean and ripped, but pretty fricking close in 36 hours after I decided that."

But I've got to admit that the other thing I did is start to eat a fuck load of white potato. How we look does matter. Anything that matters to an individual matters. That's the whole point, right? There's no finite rules on what matters. So, the potato thing's just random. But I was thinking about why do I always feel like I find it a little bit harder when I'm on the Gold Coast to stay in shape. Then when I'm in Bali or when I'm America, I'm fucking ripped. I was like, "It's energy and it's my energy about being here and some sort of disconnectedness on the Gold Coast or something."

There was some truth to that. Then I was like, "Oh." When I'm in the US and when I'm in Bali, I eat really big dinners quite a lot because I'm usually going out at night. I might not eat so much, or sometimes even at all, through the day. But I order a huge dinner and I always eat potato. White potato, not sweet potato. Sweet potato is not my friend. I could change that story, for sure. But sweet potato is not my friend. Currently, it feels that way. I just gain weight when I look at a sweet potato.

So, potatoes absorb toxins. That's interesting. How did I not know that? I feel like I know everything, but I didn't know that. Thank you, Jodie. Got to read about that. Well, most people think potatoes are not a weight loss food. For me, they certainly are. So, I just remembered that. I'm like, "Oh." In Bali, even when I get my omelette in the morning, I get this particular omelette at the place I stay and it has chorizo sausage in it and it has potato in it and it has corn in it as well.

Then for dinner, I pretty much always eat potato, especially in America because potatoes are like the official food of America. I think the whole food pyramid in America is made up of potato, right? Right. So. Yeah. So, then I just started to eat a fuck load of potato as of a day and a half ago. Not only do I love it and it tastes so good. Oh, my God. I've never put cinnamon brown sugar on a sweet pot- ... No. Don't have cinnamon brown sugar on a sweet potato. You know what? I don't even really love eating sweet potatoes. I don't mind them. I've had the sweet potatoes done that way. What is that? A Southern way or something? I've had that.

I don't mind it, but it's always been something when I eat sweet potatoes where I'm like, "Eh." It just doesn't quite align with me. Sure enough, whenever I start eating them, even back in the fitness days when it would be an official part of how you're supposed to eat for fitness, modelling, or competing or whatever, it never felt quite right and I feel like I straight away hold onto fluid and stuff, like maybe I have a low level intolerance to them.

The white potato thing at first, they didn't believe it because I started to eat a load of white potatoes. I just was following intuition. I just follow intuition with what I eat. I don't diet. So, I just noticed that I was starting to eat a lot of white potatoes from December last year in Bali, then in America, whenever I go there. I was just giving myself permission to eat what I want because that's what I do now. I just consciously choose to eat what I feel like eating.

But I was like, "This is weird that I want so much potato and I was slightly concerned that I was going to gain weight from it. But I was still eating it because I eat what my intuition says. Then I was like, "Fuck. I think I'm getting super lean from all these potatoes." It just goes against what a lot of people teach. Ella's on her way here. She's going to come here and throw a sweet potato at me. Just bring me a regular potato. I'm not kidding. I've actually got potatoes in this bag right here. I just rescued my bag of food and stuff from the car so I don't forget to take it out when the tow truck comes and takes the car.

Yeah. So, I don't know if it was the potatoes or the mindset or the manifestation. But it was a mixture of those things. Okay. So, now we can talk about everything is always perfect. I'm still thinking about potatoes. I'm like, "Bring me more potatoes." Even the other day, I went out for dinner. I'm like, "All right, I'm fully on the potato train," and I went out and I had steak and I had so much mashed potato with it, which everyone thinks is an indulgent comfort food that's not supposed to be good for you.

The live training in the Millionaire Mastermind's at 9:00 PM tonight. Are you concerned that it's supposed to be at 9:00 AM? Because it's definitely at 9:00 PM. Maybe we should move that because now we've extended the countdown time until tomorrow. Or maybe we should just make it you guys better fricking sign up before tonight. Thank you for that reminder, by the way. The first live training is happening, no, I'm going to keep it tonight.

So, sign up tonight. Don't wait until the doors close. The doors close tomorrow at midday at noon. So, that's going to be 27 hours from right now. It's going to be midday on Thursday, Brisbane time, which will certainly be 10:00 PM Wednesday night, New York time, just so you know. That's why you're here. Why are you here? Why are you here? Give me more explanation. Did you think it was at 9:00? Have I told people it's at 9:00 AM? It's definitely at 9:00 PM. I never do anything at 9:00 AM. It's very unusual for me to be on livestream at 9:00 AM.

Like right now, normally, I'd be writing my blog or normally, I'd be training. Normally, I wouldn't be driving around puncturing my fucking tyre up. But it's obviously all this that was meant to be. Okay. I want to talk about the "what if everything was perfect" conversation. If you see tow truck in the background, make sure you tell me. Okay? I'm sure you guys would. I would see it in the background. If you believed that everything was always perfect and always just as it's meant to be, then wouldn't that just give you so much freedom? Right?

Wouldn't it just give you so much freedom? Because even this morning, to be honest, I had to calm down the tradies a little bit. They were going on and on and on about it and it sucks or whatever. I was like, "Fuck." But I was like, "Okay. Well, it's fine. It is what it is." It's not like it was a big accident, obviously. Maybe I would have had a much bigger reaction, depending on the situation. Of course, I would have. But still, no matter what happens, if you bring it back to everything is always perfect and you always make the right decision, then what that does, and we'll talk about that belief system in a moment because it could be challenged quite easily, I mentioned, depending on the situation.

That it means is that if you chose to believe that, that you give yourself complete freedom, right? You give yourself complete freedom to not get caught up in an energetic drain or an energy drain or anything like that and to be able to just take immediate aligned action on anything and everything that you need to take action on to be able to access high level creative flow. Let's talk about the belief for a moment of everything is perfect.

It's literally something that you can choose to believe, right? You get to choose all of your beliefs. Maybe a load of people wouldn't want to choose that or wouldn't feel available to be able to choose that because they would be like, "But what about this and this and this and this?" Right? Particularly like legitimate situations that cause a problem or that are very upsetting or traumatic or worse, right? Here's where I'm going to be probably annoying as fuck. It's possible. I don't think that ever happened before at all. But it might happen right now.

I reserve the right to have conflicting and contradictory beliefs. So, for example, if something really terrible or traumatic happens, the truth is that I wouldn't believe that it was perfect and I would have full blown human reaction to that. I don't know how I would process that. I've seen things happen in friends' lives and that's been very hard for me to process. Who here love 9:00 Kat livestream? Why are you so obsessed with ... Oh. Now you're talking about this one. I'm like, "Are you trying to encourage me to do a 9:00 livestreaming to the Millionaire Mastermind? Because I can't because I'm here."

All right. Give a love heart shower in response to Bronwyn's comment if you love me livestreaming at 9:00 AM. Yeah. So, the truth is, I have found it really hard to process when full on things have happened in people's lives who I know, or even just in general sense when you hear about things. I can't say that I walk around feeling like everything is perfect and as it was meant to be and that was what was divined. So, that's where there's an element of mystery or an element of not-knowingness comes into the whole thing.

I actually believe that as much as I love to know everything and feel that I do have access to the collective conscious, I do have psychic downloads, I do have the ability to channel or to travel and a lot of spiritual gifts and powers that people don't use or don't activate or maybe are scared of whatever and don't do all of that with an intention that it's coming from God, that I still, at the same time, accept and actually am happy to not know everything, to have things that remain mysterious, to have things where it hasn't been revealed to me yet and it maybe never will be. Right?

You know the apple of the Garden of Eden, right? The fruit of the tree of, what's it called, the knowledge of good and evil. This being, I read a thing online. This is a little controversial. So, I don't know what your opinion is on this. But I read a thing that did resonate with me that spoke about a lot of, for example, [inaudible 00:33:37] and stuff, that it actually, it's kind of like an example of that. It's like the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. It gives you access to more information that you're not necessarily supposed to have.

I sound pretty crazy conspiracy theorist, don't I? But something in me resonated with that when I read that. I was like, "Yeah. No, I feel that. I feel that there's supposed to be mysteries that are not shown to us. I feel that there's a load of information that we can access that we don't and that I access an insane amount of stuff from the collective and from my higher consciousness and from God and that sort of thing through how deep my inner work practise is.

Many of my friends who've done plant medicine, for example, which is a lot of my friends, by the way, and a lot of my clients, and I always say, "If you're called to do it, you do it." Right? I don't tell people, "You should do this or you shouldn't do that." I say what I feel for me and I encourage everyone to make their own decisions, as they only can, right? But many of my friends who've done it have said things to me like, "You seem to already have that level of knowledge and that level of soul connection," because they'll understand my writing in a deeper way or feel that they really connect with me in a deeper way or they're like, "Holy shit. I can see in you what I just accessed from this experience. How did you do that?"

Because I've never taken anything, not a single drug, not even weed, nothing. Not even a cigarette. Right? But plenty of coffee and plenty of wine. So, I go, "Okay. I think that I've created that through my really deep inner work practise that I have and the deep spiritual practise that I have, which is an everyday thing. So, I do have the ability to access higher consciousness, to access power that are beyond my understanding and beyond the abilities, or I guess beyond what most people would choose.

But I still feel like there's this level beyond that, which is a complete mystery on many levels, beyond that which are a complete mystery to me and which will probably always remain a complete mystery to me and that that's okay. I think that the search for knowing all things is a slippery slope to go down and I think that it can be dangerous. So, I don't know how I quite got onto that. But coming back to what I was saying about everything being perfect. I guess what I'm trying to say is when I don't understand something, when I don't understand something, when I can't reconcile it, when I walk around every day going, "Everything's perfect, I believe that everything is as it's meant to be."

So, then I puncture my tyres. I'm like, "Easy reframe, right? So easy." But what if something really full ... Okay. Somebody tried to phone me. Don't the people know not to do that? What about when something really full on has happened in the lives of people I know or when something like that happens in a worldwide sense or whatever? Am I walking around saying, "Everything is perfect and as it's meant to be?" I'm not and I can't really justify or excuse that to you. I can't really explain that except for the way that I just did explain it, which is that I don't have the answers to everything. I don't know.

But there are things where I feel like that's not as it was meant to be or that's not perfect. Then the other part of me goes, "But maybe it is and I just don't see the bigger picture yet and maybe it's okay that I feel confused about it or that I feel like I can't explain it and I'm not supposed to be fucking God here and trying to explain everything to the whole world." But I will say that in general day to day sense, who loves to go to church with Kat in the morning right outside the gym? Narnia. Narnia is the best thing ever. Narnia and Alice in Wonderland.

I will say that in a day to day sense, and even for, I guess, day to day things that typically really throw people off their course and really upset them or something like that ... That's a good point. If it calls again, I'll answer the phone. It was no caller ID, though. Why would have have no caller ID? Yeah, that's a really good point. I should have answered the phone. Okay. If I freeze, it's because I'm answering the phone. They'll definitely call again if it was them. Manifest. I don't know why it would be no caller ID, though. That's all.

So, yeah. In a day to day sense, a lot of the things that I guess throw people or really knock them around or slow them down or cause a huge energetic drain are things where, if you had the belief that everything is always perfect and as its meant to be and that you don't need to necessarily understand why, wouldn't it just make it so much easier to, I guess, manage and deal with your life and to be able to then flick straight back into flow or flick into gratitude or flick into positivity and make aligned choices from that place?

So, even last week, my friend Linda, who I know a lot of you follow and who's coming back to stay with me today, she left from staying with me on Monday of last week. My son did in fact put poop in her handbag, in her bag, in her travel bag, like actual poop. That was just a side note there. He loves her so much. So, she found that right as she was leaving and that slowed it down and it was upsetting, of course. It's kind of funny now. But it wasn't really that funny at all. It was pretty fucking disgusting.

So, that happened to her, I guess. For her, if we're going to reframe everything and say everything happens for us, not to us. That happened for her. I know that's just a normal big ass truck. That's not a tow truck. Then she leaves and she travels to Brisbane to get on the plane to fly to Bali. She was so excited to go to Bali and really looking forward to getting back there. That's not my truck. Then she gets to the airport, all the way to check-in, and finds that her passport was missing from her handbag. Right?

So, I get this really upset message from her. The cover of the passport was there, but the passport itself was gone. Different bag from the one my son was in, by the way. We still, to this day, don't know what happened to that passport. She's now still here in Australia. She's coming back to stay with me today. She had to actually travel down to Canberra because she has a passport from Finland, not Australia. She's not necessarily a citizen yet.

So, she had to fly and get on a plane and travel back down to Canberra in order to go to the embassy there and then organise a new passport and now wait for the new passport to be flown out from Finland. So, her trip to Bali's been delayed by roughly two weeks. She still doesn't have the new passport yet. So, that was so upsetting. But she is such a perfect example of what we're talking about because I got an upset message from her in the morning like, "I can't believe it," and all that sort of thing, obviously.

Then I think it was only middle of the day where I was getting messages from her like, "Well, I don't understand why this is happening. I feel really upset still. But of course, everything's perfect and there'll be a greater reason for this that will be shown to me." She just released it just like that and went back into an abundance attitude, into a gratitude attitude, into a mindset of expansion and receiving. Now, I'm not going to tell all her whole story. She's telling them already on her own livestream. But now, over the past seven or eight, nine days since that happened, so much powerful, cool stuff is come into play for her.

So many things have taken place, been shown, been revealed that couldn't have happened if she had have got on that plane to Bali. She'll tell you herself. Massive up-levels and perfect growth. It's just amazing, right? But none of us are surprised. I'm not surprised. She's not surprised because we're like, "Of course," because the second that passport went missing, it is that immediate reaction of, "I can't fucking believe it. My passport is missing." That's like that short term reaction and then for me straight away, as well as for her ... Hey, Liana. First time live. Awesome.

For me straight away, as well as for her, it straight away goes into, "But everything is as it's meant to be." So, that's almost like anticipation, right? Almost anticipation and excitement like, "Ooh. I wonder what's coming. I wonder what's happening as a result of this." Now, I listened this morning, actually. As I was getting dressed, I listened to an 11 minute audio from her that she'd left me last night at 11:00 PM. Maybe [inaudible 00:41:07] 11:00, 11:00 PM. I don't know. I was just smiling because I'm like, "Of course. Of course, all this amazing fucking stuff is happening." So, I'm sure she and I will livestream together over the next day or two because she'll be back at my house from today.

Then same with this when I punctured the tyres. I'm like, "Fuck. Now I'm going to need ..." I'm like, "Okay, it's only tyres. But now I'm sitting here for a while. It's all covered anyway. I've got all the coverage and everything. But now it pushes my whole day back because my car's getting serviced today and I wanted to get there at 8:00 AM when they're opened so that you're first in line. Now I don't know how long it will take for the car service. But that's fine. There's 87 awesome café where they treat you like a queen and I'll just sit there and work all day and then the shopping mall's two minutes walk from there anyway.

So, it's all fine. So, I reframed all of that. But then as soon as I got off the phone from Mercedes about the car, I was like, "Oh. Well, of course, you're going to livestream right now, right?" Really, what else am I going to do? I guess I could go back into the gym and do another workout, but I already did that. Or I text Matt, my friend. He didn't answer me yet still. So, I guess he's with clients. It's a busy period of the morning. So, once again, I was like, "Oh. Well, I'm not going to sit here getting upset or feeling sad or feeling down," like most people.

Most people really do let something like that totally impact their mood and their attitude for their whole day. It would be such a story like, "My day is ruined, now my week is ruined, now this happened," or they would get into a story of, "Why do bad things always happen to me? What's wrong with me?" Then isn't it hilarious how that ... Well, it's not hilarious, but kind of, how they would just keep creating a whole bunch of shit as a result of that, right? It's just kind of crazy.

Where instead, if we have the mindset that everything's perfect, then we don't go down that negative spiral. We stay in this positive space of abundance and flow and receiving and just knowing and trusting. So, can you see how choosing, choosing to have that attitude that everything is always perfect and that every happened as it was meant to, you don't even have to understand it, it probably will be shown to you and you will understand it and you will look back and you'll be like, "Oh, my god. That happened because of this, this, and this. Oh, my god. I'm so glad that that happened. I thought it was a bad thing, and of course, it wasn't."

So, often, that happens in life, right? But even if that didn't happen, even if you never were able to look back on that particular incident and go, "Oh, now I can see where that happened," even if that didn't happen, can't you see how choosing that everything's perfect and just releasing it in that moment gives you back your power? This is a conversation about power. It gives you back your power. It gives you access to creative flow and super flow because when you're in this energy of, "Something happened to me and life's hard or it's sad or now I feel shitty or now my day is ruined," even something like, "Just today is ruined," [inaudible 00:43:41] then you're immediately in a contraction energy, right?

You're immediately tense, you contracted, you're in a downward energy. So, automatically, when you're in a contracted energy, and I was saying this to some of my members yesterday on our training livestream, when you're in a contracted energy, your body is like this and it's like you're like this. Right? You cannot receive when you're like this. How are you going to receive? You're clenched up so tight and you're going to impact not just ... This is not just to do with your energy, right? You're literally like this. You will see that your posture will change.

Look at people who live in fear and from fear. They have a different posture. They don't walk around openhearted like this. I practise my posture a lot, actually. That was just like the wind saying, "Let's have a boobs flash." I consciously keep myself upright, keep myself open. I look at the physical aspect of my posture. But for sure, also being in an attitude of receiving and openness impacts your whole body. It impacts your posture. I believe it impacts my age. I talk about reverse ageing a lot.

I know for sure that a part of why I stay looking young for my age, so young, so young right now. So young right now. So young right now. I know. You don't have to say it. I'm just going to own it. I know that a big part of it is, well, it fucking decided to. But it's alignment, right? But it's also being in an open abundant attitude. It's also I just don't get stressed or upset by things very much. I'm not saying I never would, obviously. But I don't get ... Even yesterday, I did a big survey for my new financial advisor and it talked a lot about, "Would you get really stressed or upset if you lost a lot of money?"

There was a lot of questions to do with your moods. In all of them, I was like, "No. I wouldn't. I wouldn't." I would feel annoyed, maybe frustrated temporarily. I wouldn't be like, "Oh, my god. The sky is falling. The sky is falling." I would be like, "Okay. Well, that was a fun experiment. It is what it is," and regardless of the sum of money, right? How can you do that? You can't do that just because you make a lot of money in your business. If anything, it's probably the other way around.

Let me see if I can balance this tripod. I'm getting all clogged up somehow siting there. Do you hear that? Must be the wind. Where's the tow truck? I really hope I didn't ignore the two truck driver's call and now I'm just hanging here now all day and he's given up on me. But I feel like they would have called back again if it was him. What was I saying? I don't even know. Something about the reverse ageing. It impacts your whole energy systems. It impacts your digestion, it impacts your physical posture, it impacts your moods, your happiness.

So, I'm able to ... A very high percentage of the time when you choose to live this way, then you'll be in a good mood is the short and simple way of saying it. But you can expand on that, right? You're in abundance mood. You're in a mood of happiness. You're in a flow. You feel good about yourself. You feel uplifted. You feel light and lean and clear and clean or whatever it is that you want to feel. So, don't you think that you would naturally then just make better choices, make more aligned choices for you, have more creative downloads, have access to greater knowledge?

A lot of the things that create success in my life come as a result of I have a lot of awesome fucking ideas all the time. I have creativity and badass inspirational, empowering, entertaining content just running through me like a tap running through me. It never stops. I always know what to do, I fully trust in my decisions, I make fast decisions, I feel energetically light the vast majority of the time. So, that allows me to move quickly through time and space. I trust and believe in people, I trust and believe that everything's working perfectly.

There was another question on their survey. It was like, "Do you trust that most people are good?" I'm like, "Of course." Right? I just choose all these things that put me in expansion. Now, some people might think, "Oh, well, that's a naïve attitude or that's going to catch you out or somebody's going to screw you over," or something like that. I just don't choose to be available for that. I'm just not available for that. It's not the way that I choose to see the world.

If something did happen, then I would be reframing it like a motherfucker. I would turn it into content. I would turn it into money. I would monetize the shit out of it and then we'd be sitting here on a livestream together again. So, for me, all of this has been a practise that's taken much time over the years, I suppose. But it doesn't have to take a lot of time. It would have been very quick for me to do this if somebody had have taught it to me earlier, if I had have been conscious of it. So, that's what I'm here for for you, right?

Just because it took me years to really get into my abundance attitude and to really understand how this stuff works and how easy it is when you let it be easy doesn't mean it's got to take years for you. You get to listen to me and if you resonate with it, if something inside of your soul says yes, then you go, "Yeah. I'm just going to adopt that attitude right away. I would have just adopted that attitude right away if somebody would have told me. Maybe they did and maybe I just wasn't in a place to listen, right?

Where's my tow truck? Where is it? How long have we been on here? I haven't been here for an hour, have I? It said the tow truck's coming in an hour. Man, I'm clogged up. It said within an hour. Okay. So, I just feel like this is such an important conversation. Actually, here's something I want to tell you about the Millionaire Mastermind as well. I haven't spoken a whole lot about what my role is in the Millionaire Mastermind. I was joking on yesterday's livestream.

If you didn't watch yesterday's livestream, I was on fine form. I was hilarious as fuck. You definitely want to watch it. It was only 20 minutes. It didn't go into church like this. It was like I was being super random and crazy. I was funny. I watched the replay. I do watch my own replays. Then I laugh or then I'm like, "Damn it, that's good content. I should write that shit down," because it just comes through me, right? Oftentimes, I don't remember what I said at all on a livestream. So, I'll watch the replay. So, watch that.

But one of the things that I said on yesterday's livestream was that I'm selling you nothing because I was laughing about the fact that I didn't promise anything. Basically, my role in the Millionaire Mastermind is that I'll do whatever the fuck I want when I want, how I want, and with who I want. I would just show up like a rockstar and bring my energy and bring my awesomeness. So, I was joking about how cool it is that you can create a whole programme and do a launch and sell a programme where you're literally selling nothing. I'm not promising and I would deliver plenty of it, though.

Then people are signing up front and centre. Then I was like, "Okay. Technically, it's not nothing," because it's an insane amount of training, all the support, every single thing that we do here at The Katrina Ruth Show, talk to you month by month, monthly report and what we've been doing that very month, how we've been implementing it, and how you can implement it too. From the ninjas, right? Not me. My team are teaching the magic that they do. It's just going to be so fucking next level incredible.

I'm so proud of it. I'm so excited. But as far as what I'm doing, okay, well, I do nothing because all I do is be me. But if I want to try and explain it to you, I guess, which I feel like doing right now, so I will, then what my role is in the Millionaire Mastermind is to be the light and to be the leader and to be that example for you of what's available and what's possible.

So, the vast majority, if not all of what I'll be teaching on and creating trainings for you on and working with you on and having discussions with you around will be this sort of stuff, the inner work stuff, and how do you step into those beliefs? How do you step into what's inside of you? How do you say yes to your soul? How do you do that fast or as well and without hesitation?

No, those are the tradies, Lisa, who helped me out before. No. How do you access it all? How do you access higher power? How do you access higher consciousness and all that good stuff? That's what my role is. So, it will be about me being in the energy space of the Millionaire Mastermind. The Facebook group's already open, by the way. When you sign up today, you're going to get into the Facebook group right away. You really want to sign up today because we're doing the first live training 12 hours from now. Approximately 12 hours from now.

But then the doors are open for 26 and a bit more hours from now. Correct, Ella. Right? Thank you, Lisa. Yeah. So, you've still got a full day, just over a day to join. But sign up now. Right? We'll hit you hard with the reminder emails and social media before the doors close tomorrow. I just don't understand why you would not take fast action. If you want to see me being a total smart ass about not taking fast action, then go watch yesterday's livestream. I was being quite irreverent.

Yeah. Then tonight, we'll do the first live training and the topic for that is on the sales page at thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind. So, what my role is is to really lead the way with the energy of what's available, right? I've got my amazing team coming in and breaking shit down for you and teaching how it's done, exactly how to do it, exactly how to implement, exactly what it is that you need to do.

My friend mentioned to me yesterday, I think I said at the start of this live, she mentioned something about being so grateful that I've created this where my team are there so that she doesn't have to try and figure out who to learn Facebook ads from or who to learn funnels from or who to learn selling from or who to learn the other things that are not really my area to teach, right?

Everyone knows that I'm here to be the leader and to work with you on mindset and success and deep, solid cellular transformation. That's what I do. Cellular and soul shifts. So, I'm not going to teach funnel stuff. I will jump in and talk about these things from time to time. I have done it in previous programmes and I still will. But it's not my area to break it down and teach it. I'm simply not going to teach it in some kind of step by step fashion that you can then implement because it's not now my mind works. Right?

I would try to do that and the next thing would be off on a deep soul shift conversation and everybody would be thrilled and it would be exactly what you need. But yet, at the same time, if you want to know the breakdown and the how to do it and the what you even need to do or give your attention to, then you probably are just not going to ever fucking get that from me because then you're going to be like, "Ah, let's just talk about soul stuff." Then you're going to be like, "That shit doesn't even matter."

I simultaneously believe it doesn't even fucking matter because I know that my results come from inside and that's where yours come from as well. I fully believe that whilst at the same time understanding that you want to learn it and that it does matter and that it's really helpful to learn. So, I told you. Contradictions, right? So, that's what the team do and so much other cool stuff that you'll read about when you go to the sales page. Then my role, like I said is to be the light. It's to be the leader. It's to be magnetic as fuck. It's to be all that I am to empower you to be all that you are.

So, I'll be coming in, I'll be the energy of the Millionaire Mastermind every day anyhow because it's obviously there on my Facebook. So, I'll be noticing and I'll be seeing and I'll be seeing where the limiting beliefs are and where the patterns and where the sabotages and where you're maybe asking questions that are pointing you in the wrong direction and I'll be able to guide you. Yes, the Millionaire Mastermind is the High Vibe Mastermind 2.0.

So, High Vibe Mastermind didn't have my whole team coming in there. We had a few little individual trainings, but it wasn't a membership programme that was ever designed to teach all these different things with the whole team. So, it was time to move on. It was time to become better. It was time to improve. So, the Millionaire Mastermind is actually called Katrina Ruth's High Vibe As Fuck Millionaire Mastermind because it's 2.0. Yeah.

So, I certainly have many ideas of things I want to cover in there. But it will be very flow based and it will be very guided month by month and week by week and day by day and very much guided by what I'm picking up in the energy of the group and what's going on. I'm really excited for it because this is the way that I work with my private clients where obviously, I don't say in advance what I'm going to do with them because it depends on what's going on at the time. So, that's exactly what will be happening with the Millionaire Mastermind. But even more in that broader format. Then incredible, incredible support from my amazing team.

So, anyway, I'm going to jump off this livestream. I feel like we've done an awesome livestream conversation together. Thank you so much for being here. It is, it can't be 9:29 AM, surely. Is it already 9:29 AM? Does that mean ... Fuck. I've been livestreaming for an hour. I'm just looking at my times here. So, I might call back or see if I got a text from them. If it was them and I didn't answer the phone, they would have texted me and I turned my notifications on, so I would have seen that. So, that didn't happen.

So, maybe I'll go inside and harass [inaudible 00:55:33] or I'll just chill out here. But I feel like the livestream's done. Thank you so much for being here. Go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind, check it out, get in on the 26 hours until the doors close. Don't be the person that waits to sneak in over the final line. You'll still get everything. You'll still get the replay from tonight and all that. But one of the things I want to really teach you and support you around is learn to make rapid decisions from gut.

If something's right for you, if your soul is speaking to you, say yes now. Don't hesitate. Ultimately, if you say yes to your soul, you get the benefit of that. But what I've learned is that when you say yes to your soul right away and you choose to do it without hesitation or with minimal hesitation, even when it feels scary, then you start to see your rewards exponentially increase because you're just not living in that constantly low state. You're making a statement to God, to the universe, to your higher self that you are ready to receive.

So, if you're ready to receive and you're ready for your abundance and you know that the Millionaire Mastermind is for you, read the pinned comment. It starts with, "Who the hell are you?" I'm not even sure why, but it sounds aggressive. It sounds important. Read it and then go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind, check out my High Vibe As Fuck Millionaire Mastermind. It is the mindset and the strategy of how to crush it on life for driven entrepreneurs and crazy creators who just want more. That's me. That's you. Don't forget. Life is now. Press play.

Direct download: Stranded2C_waiting_for_tow_truck2C_but_everything_is_always_perfect2121.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:11am AEST

Thu, 7 June 2018

Decide to get fucking certain

Oh, okay. Welcome. I had to put this sparkle filter on because my other freaking filter disappeared, and I just don't know how to live in a world with no livestream filters. Well, that's not true, because I filter without a livestream all the time. I know from using my Katrina Ruth Show banner. But today I felt like it was a filter-ish day, because you know.

Where are you? Shannon, what's up. What's up, Shannon? All right, I don't know why I'm flirting with my clients. Why would I not? It would be rude not to. Did you like my what's up? How are you doing? All right, now I'm being Joey from Friends. How are you doing? How are you doing? What's happening? What's the happy haps?

Hey, Carly. Let me make sure my team know I'm live. I'll flirt with any of you. Any of you. Any time. But mainly with Shannon. Okay, live. Let me just ... Oh my god. Oh my god. I just messaged my client on audio, and she's just pointed out to me that it's three minutes and 33 seconds. Of course it freaking is, because I'm magic as fuck, bitches. Let's message her dad, just so she knows.

Okay, that was me knocking the tripod over. Watch out. Here we are. We're still live. Don't worry. Cat mode activated. Cat mode should always be activated. What's happening? My tripod's falling. I've got to type with one hand. I don't know why. Because I am magic. All right, sorry, but this is important. ... Magic as fuck. You too. We both are. Let's just clarify. It would be rude otherwise. Obviously.

All right. Okay. Hello. Rebecca [inaudible 00:02:18], I fucking knew that you and Brandon were about announce a relationship. I feel a little bit miffed that nobody told me before they told Facebook, but I already knew anyway, but I feel like I was probably the last person to know. Or maybe I was the first, because I energetically called that 100 years ago, and then I saw it on my feed today, and I was like "I knew it!" And then I was really proud of myself for knowing it, and then I was like, no, probably everybody knew it before me, I and I'm probably the last person to know it. But I'm going with I was the first. I'm going with I knew before even you guys. I'm going with you can send me flowers, because I knew it so longa go.

All right, I'm clearly having the best time ever. So, anyway. What was I going to say? Oh, that's right. Today I felt the need for a filter because of the reason that I haven't washed myself in a while. I did muay thai. I don't know. I just felt like it was a filter day. I meant Francis. I was just messaging you while I was on the livestream, because I was like, clearly I need to just sit here messaging my clients, instead of doing the actual livestream that I'm fucking on.

What was my other piece of information for you? Oh, the other thing that I've got to tell you guys before I keep talking is I have mastered, mastered where to put my tripod in the car while livestreaming in the car. I think I should get a love heart shower for that. I'm going to carefully remove this phone, and I'm going to show you so that you can see how good I am. I feel like I just end up in the car office for half the day. I've spent at least five hours in the car today.

Look at this. I never know where to put the tripod when I'm in the car, and I always hold it, and then it's at a weird angle, or I put it on the passenger seat where the laptop is, and then it's on a weird angle. And now, check this out. Can you see that? See how I've jammed it down there into the seat? I'm like, why did I never think of this before. Well, it only fell twice down. I don't need to be a smartass about it. Australians, they say smartassy. Got to watch out for those Aussies.

Okay. Okay. Now, I've been having a little identity crisis again. The problem is that I'm concerned that I've made my breasts too big. It's a legitimate concern. Now, if you're a guy, you don't get to have a say. Say whatever you want, but I know exactly what you're going to say, because so far every man that I've said this to has said, "Please don't say that again, because that's not a thing. It's not possible to make your breasts too big." That's all the men who I've inquired or shared my concerns with.

What's happening here? I've screwed the whole system up. I'm moving it. So, I've been coaching myself through whether or not it's true that I've made my breasts too big. What is happening? Okay, there we go. Now I've got it. Sort of. I've got it. It is true. What's true? Steve, are you saying that it's true that I've made them too big? Because you'd be the first person to say that. Although I must say that your brother disagrees. I don't know if he told you this, but I had a dream. I'ma a huge nut.

I had a dream the other night that Matt broke up with me as a friend, and we were going to catch up, and he was like, "I can't see you anymore. I don't want to be friends with you anymore, because you've got fake breasts now, and I feel that it's not authentic, and I don't like your vibes anymore." That's what he said in the dream, and I was devastated. I was crying in the dream.

So then I audioed him about it, and he goes, "Yeah, I probably would have done that." I was like, "Oh my god." He goes, "Yeah, I don't really care one way or the other about the boobs." And he sort of half agreed with me. And then I called him out on it. I was like, "I don't think so. I think you're going to like them just fine."

But they feel so big, so big, you guys, that's it's just ... I'm about to go into yoga. I went yesterday morning. I kept toppling over. I was like Bambi fucking learning to walk. I was just falling over. By the way, you guys have got to get your asses back here. Yes, it was very embarrassing. I just couldn't even stand up. I'm so top heavy, I just kept falling over. My, I was going to say [foreign language 00:06:59], but that's definitely in German. What's it called in English? My equilibrium wall off. It's all over the place.

This morning in the ring as well, at muay thai, it was a sight to behold. I just kept tripping all over the place. I would have got my ass kicked if I was in a fight. Not that I'd be in an actual fight five days after surgery. But I was doing my thing.

All right. Decide to get fucking certain. Carly says, "Welcome to my life. G cups over here." I'll get you to drop the link, but not just yet. In a moment. Well, the thing is though, if you've got your G cups over there, that I'm assuming they grew in a normal fashion. They didn't just get plonked on there, and then you've suddenly got to adapt to them instantly overnight, and you had no warning. Because I did yoga even up until eight months pregnant, and I wasn't falling all over the place there, but I got to adjust to that gradually, you know?

Okay. Decide to get fucking certain. Certainty is a choice. I wanted to talk about that. There's many things in which I'm the world's biggest flake, you guys. It's quite disgusting. You'd be disgusted if you knew all the areas that I flake out. Some people know. You'd just be appalled. You'd be like, "What a disgrace that girl is. She's an absolute disgrace."

So, there's some things that I don't write that I want to write, for example. I feel like I'm not a real writer. I am a real writer. I think I'm an amazing fucking writer. I think I'm actually the best writer of our times, in the world, just modestly over here. But then at the same time, there's things that I'm meant to write that I don't write at all. I don't know what you want to say about that.

I was having this conversation off and all day with somebody. Well, the truth is, we were having a conversation on the phone for two hours. It was Patrick. And we really agreed at the end that it was very selfish and outrageous that we hadn't recorded the conversation. It was extremely rude. And so we're now going to record our conversations, and then when we've got 10 of them, we're going to sell them to you. And you're going to be thrilled. You're going to buy them in a bunch before we even launch them, because the depth of the conversation is so fucking good that after we get off the phone, it's like you're off your head. You have to go lie down, or have a massage. Yeah, exactly, of course people are going to buy that.

Every time we're on the phone, then we're like, "These so should have been livestreamed. It's so stupid that we didn't livestream this." But then, like I said, I'm like, "Yeah, but sometimes I just want to talk to you without the whole of Facebook getting to listen." But then at the end, I was trying to remember a few things that we'd talked about, because it was such good content, and then I was like, "Cool, I'll watch the replay later. And then I'm like, "Oh, there's no replay of being on the phone. God damn it, that's not fair." So, now I'm just trusting that that content will come back to me, and it will.

But meanwhile, one of the things that we were talking about, which we were being a little bit irreverent around, shall we say, the nice way of saying it, is about just, you know, the whole world fucking flakes out on its whole life, and it is a disgrace, it's true. So few people actually step up and do the damn work to create what they want in their lives. That's the reality.

But then later on I was thinking, the reality is that that actually includes me, I've got to admit, because I definitely flake hard on other levels of writing I want to do, and specific writing projects that I want to do. And the truth is that sometimes I think ... Well, it's not true at all, but I think that the truth is that sometimes I'm not certain about it, right? Sometimes I'm not sure. Do I really want to write that book, or am I just making that up in my head?

And I guess clients say to me a lot of the time ... In fact, I think I had this question even over the weekend from a client, around how do you decide? Like, this is from our inner circle lives from earlier today. Of course, right? So, it was around, what if I have decided, and I'm manifesting the thing, and then it doesn't show up?

And I've said this lots of times to people, and I'll say it again right here. Deciding is a practise, but you've got to decide to decide, as well. You've got to decide to get fucking certain. You've got to decide to get freaking serious. You've got to decide to get double D breasts, and then afterwards when you're like, "Fuck me, I think they're too big," then you've got to remind yourself that every decision you make is perfect.

I was up all night long on Saturday night, coaching myself around my boobs. I was coaching myself on, "But Kat, it's not possible that they're too big, because this is the size that you chose, and you always make the right decision, and everything always works out perfectly for you, and you never stop anything, so therefore they're all right." So, that helps, that helps, that helps.

And then I went to yoga the next morning, which was yesterday, and then I looked at myself in the mirror, and I was like, "Damn, they actually look quite nice." But still extraordinarily large. But then again, they are swollen right now. I think all of me ... For some reason, my whole fucking body puffed up after the surgery. So, that's been a fun ride.

And the whole point was, deciding is a practise. Deciding is not something you do one time. It's actually a practise, and then you come back to it every single day. I mean, why don't you just put that link in now, because I realise I'm getting carried away here, and I'm forgetting about that all together.

Here's a good example, actually. My, Katrina Ruth high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind is open. It's at ... I believe that it's at the KatrinaRuthShow.com/MillionaireMastermind. Let's just drop that link in so it will be in the comments. That is open, I think, I think.

We haven't seen them all. How much can you see? They're very ginormous. I don't know how much you can see on this livestream. I was going to lift my top up, but too bad, I'm not going to. I mean, they're really big. Like, really big. Maybe I'll think they're smaller later. I went way bigger than I would have because my friends convinced me to. My friends, all of them, were like ... Hang on, I'm just checking my visuals on Facebook. I had a sudden fear that everyone could see everything, and I don't know, because Facebook is always messing with me. Okay, now you can't see as much.

My friends, all of them were like, "When I got them done, then I wished I'd gotten them bigger." So, I just went extra, extra big. I'm like, how much too much is too much? I feel like I've gone too much too much, now.

But with the Millionaire Mastermind, Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind, that is open right now. Oh my goodness, that is ... Okay, that's probably the most powerful thing I've ever launched, in terms of what can I create that gives people all of everything that they need, with support system, strategy, and structure, so that they never need to have a question unanswered, or feel like they don't know how to put something together and bring it to life. So that they're fully supported with the whole empire-building and cash machine side of the business, as well as, obviously, the mindset and inner work, which is the real work.

And I knew the answer was to create something like the Millionaire Mastermind. I had some massive control freak issues around it to do with the fact that I'm not running this show. I mean, I'm always running the show. I am the damn show. Actually, I don't run the show. I just am the show. I don't run the show, right?

My team are creating, and ongoing, doing a lot of the training, content, and support for the Millionaire Mastermind. That was a huge thing for me. I felt really unsure, and it was very hard for me to come to a decision around it because I was control freaking about not being the star of the show. But I am the show. I'm always the star of the show.

So, this was a good example of out topic today, where I had to decide. I was like, should I, shouldn't I, for literally six months, because I felt that it should always just be about me. But then at the same time, I knew ... Gosh, listen to the sound of me. When I say that out loud, it's a bit embarrassing.

But I knew, at the same time, that the way for me to beset serve the broader community is to really open up access to my team. I have this amazing team who do all this incredible stuff in the business, and I knew that it was pretty freaking selfish to hold that back, and also in a way, kind of reigning them in and clipping their wings, right, when they have so much power to share.

So, that was an example for me, and I want you to really think about, where have you not been deciding to take a leap, deciding to do something that you need to do. Where are you telling yourself a story that you don't know?

I think it's a practise not only to decide, but I think it's a practise also to tune in on this stuff, to have conversations with the right people in your life, or to join something like the Millionaire Mastermind, or to listen to my livestreams, or read my content, or have your ow inner work practise, or whatever it is, a combination of these things that works for you, where you're checking in, where you're tuning in.

One of my favourite questions that I've asked myself over and over for years is, what would full alignment look like right now? What would it look like if I was fully in alignment? Another way to say it, what would it look like if I was fully pressing play? What would I be doing right now if I was doing all that I know I'm meant to be doing, or all that I know I'm meant to be? What would I be doing if I was in full integrity, is another way that I like to say it, as well.

And this particular membership programme, which is the only membership programme in the world for the driven entrepreneurs and crazy critters, it is the mindset and the strategy of crushing it online for driven entrepreneurs and crazy critters who just want more, the Millionaire mastermind, Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Mastermind. Details in the pinned comment, open now for just a couple more days, and then we will close those doors.

That membership programme was a perfect example of something that I wasn't stepping into, I wasn't taking action. I was not allowing life to be breathed into it because I was telling myself a story that I wasn't sure, but really, I just wasn't willing to sit in the discomfort of what I had to face inside of myself, which was kind of getting out of my own way, letting go of the reins, letting my team step up, letting them take control.

And also, it's a huge, big project for the whole team, in terms of, I guess, manpower and effort and that sort of thing. So, committing team energy and resources to that was maybe part of it. But I think really, it wasn't about that for me. Really, it was about the control freak stuff.

And eventually, I did, and now, honestly, even the first few ... I think I manifested some screw ups with this programme. Let me tell you about it. Because the first few days ... We opened the doors on Saturday morning. I forgot to launch it, as you do, when you've announced to the whole world that you're going to launch at 9 AM on a Saturday morning, and then your whole team is prepared and ready, and it is indeed a Saturday, right? They're kind of always on again, off again. Still officially, though, don't work on the weekends. My brother and sister will tell you that that's a joke, but officially.

And then meanwhile, I'm just casually having Saturday morning coffee, and my brother's texting me, and I'm like, "Fuck, I forgot to launch." I was like, okay, I didn't write any launch material, I couldn't go live to do the launch, because my kids were there and they were kind of manic. So, I'm like, all right. I just screenshotted his message with my reply saying, "Fuck, I forgot to launch." I'm like, well, that's the launch content, then. Everything's always perfect. And I chucked that out there.

So, that was the first little screw up. The first sign of me letting my resistance kind of rule me a little bit. And then after that, two more things happened. The whole sales page stopped working for a while, so if you had a bunch of ... Well, we had a bunch of messages. If you had a problem getting onto the sales page, just blame me and my resistance for that. I don't know why. We had no technical reason for that. There's no reason why that happened, but there was a full day where we didn't even quite realise, because it was on Sunday for us, where the sales page wasn't working.

And then, to top it off, and probably me not reading the sales page properly, again, resistance winning, the whole offer wasn't even clear. It was written out what the deal is, and the huge discount for your first month as a founding member, but it was only kind of as a halfassed afterthought further down the page. It wasn't clear. It wasn't definite. It was a little confusing. So, we had some new people jumping onto the order form, and then feeling confused and like it was different to what was on the page.

So, it's just been somewhat of a clusterfuck, but not really, because it's all perfect. We simply extended the countdown timer for another day or so, I think, so now the timer ... I don't even know when it finishes, now. It's probably, details are probably in that comment. My team have written that up for me, and given a little description there of what's going on.

But we decided to extend the countdown timer, and I decided to just kind of get my shit together and bring my energy, instead of letting that resistance just creep around the edges, because there's still been that small part of me that's like, am I ready to let go of control? Am I ready?

And then I had this conversation earlier today with Patrick like I said, and then we've been messaging back and forth all day, and then I just messaged him like an hour ago, and I said, "Decide to get fucking certain." And then I was like, oh my god, there's my livestraem title, and that is the exact reason why I know I've been kind of mucking with the tech side of this launch with my own energy.

I just find this stuff so fascinating. So fascinating. And I'm going to go, because yoga starts in five minutes, so I should do that, because I'm going to screw with my teacher by always arriving one minute before class starts, and that's not very fair for anyone. So, I'm going to go, but I would love to know from you, leave me a comment, where do you know you need to decide to get fucking certain?

Pop a comment in. Send me a love heart shower. Read the pinned comment here. Go to the KatrinaRuthShow.com/MillionareMastermind. Check out all that we've got there for you. It is so next level. I hope to see you inside, but either way, drop me a comment. Let me know what you're deciding. I always some back and read my comments later. Have an amazing rest of the day, and do not forget, life is stopped. Press fucking play. Bye.

Direct download: Decide_to_get_fucking_certain_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B04-06-20085D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:39am AEST

Thu, 7 June 2018

You just do it. One foot in front of the other. Thats how its done. It's the only way.

[Silence for 25 seconds.]

Hi. Hello. Welcome to the Katrina Ruth Show. Where anything could happen and probably will [inaudible 00:00:34]. You're gonna like it. It's gonna be fun for everybody. Or maybe I'll just be super sweet and nice. I'm pretty sweet. I mean I feel like life is sweet, like sweet. But I feel like I'm pretty sweet. I feel like this morning ... I hate ... Oh my golly gosh. Oh, no it's okay. I thought I left my Nike hoodie at the gym, but I found it.

Brandon Marshall? Brandon Marshall,I fucking knew it. From that first live stream. I fucking knew it. Probably everyone else did as well. I definitely did. I was like, I see exactly what's happening here.

Kelly and I took a photo of ourselves this morning. And we just decided that we looked so beautiful. We were like, look at us we're so pretty. And then we were like, will you listen to the sounds of us. One of us said, I won't tell you who said what. Damn intuition. I know all the things. One of us said, "We look so pretty." And the other one said, "We should be super models." I'm not gonna tell you who said what. Why don't you just guess?

But we just looked really pretty, I think. 'Cause of the pinkness and the sweetness. And because we just, we were just like two sweet pretty little girls. Like just little girls. Little girls talking about naked sensual dancing. Actually, may have been video shown of one person doing a naked dance in front of a mirror. Maybe, maybe not, maybe I'm just making shit up. Guess who that was as well if you like.

So anyway, I don't think that's got anything to do with what we're here to talk about. What are we here to talk about? Oh, you just put one foot in front of the other. It's a whole story, right? I'm sort of quoting Elizabeth Taylor. She says, "I just put one foot in front of the other. I just got up everyday and put one foot in front of the other." Something like that. That's what I did. That's the only way you could ever do it. That's just how it's done. Something like that. And I really love that quote.

A lot of the time I feel like it's just total flow and ease. And I'm dancing, I'm playing with life, and astro travelling, and sitting in a beautiful surrounds at the outdoor section of the shopping mall here, for example. And having the best flow day ever just live streaming into one of my client groups just now. And then there's, you know, and everything just like comes through, and you just know what to do, and where to go, and how to move. It's like being in a dance, on a dance floor, and just knowing how to move your body, right? Or maybe sex. You know in sex where you just, like it's just like super flow. And you know, you just know, like from working.

And then there's other times where you're like, should I move my leg like this more, or like that more. And you're like this is stupid. Why am I even thinking about it? And then you're thinking about why you're thinking about it. And then you're like, I think I'm not good at sex. I'm probably thinking that I'm not good at sex. And then it's just like a mind fuck. And it's definitely not flow.

So it's kind of like that. Life is like that. Life is like sex. Or sensual dancing, same thing. Or just normal dancing, or writing. It's all the same. Sometimes it just kind of comes out. And it's like, oh this is fucking magic, and it feels so good. And clearly everybody's having the best time ever because this is amazing. And then other times you're like, do it do it this way, or that way? Do I dot the I like this, or cross the T like that? Maybe I shouldn't do it. Maybe I shouldn't do it at all. Maybe I'm stupid at this. Maybe I'm not good enough for this. Mind fuck.

So just now. I was kind of like, I'm a little bit cold actually. Been sitting here for a while and I'm a little bit cold. And then I was like, maybe I'm a bit hungry. Maybe I should go and get a quick 30 minute massage before I have to go to the dentist in 43 minutes. Which I'm so excited about. I've decided that I'm gonna have the best experience ever at the dentist. Calling it in. Why would I not?

And I didn't really necessarily feel like going live. But then I was like, well really am I going to fuck around here. I'm like, but what am I gonna do? Am I gonna walk in to Sephora and buy a freaking eye liner? Or am I gonna do a livestream. Am I gonna bullshit myself that I don't have time to doing a livestream? To do a livestream before I go to the dentist. Am I gonna like tell myself the story that it's too cold to sit here? Am I gonna say, "But I don't really have a topic title anyway that's coming to me right now." I've been like, going at it hard all morning.

By going at it hard I mean I spent three hours sitting having coffee with my best friend Kelly, and talking about sex, and life, and business, and money, and sensual dancing, and all the things. But I did write a blog. And I did three or four pages of journaling. And I did go to the gym. And then I did a livestream for my members. And I've answered a bunch of comments and questions. So I've done many things, about many things. And so I have been going at it hard.

And so then I was like, well maybe my brain is a little bit fried, right? Maybe I should go up to grilled burger place and get a burger. Maybe I should go in to Sephora. Maybe I should go over there to jbsports.com that's over there behind me. Where I do wanna go? Maybe I should go and buy a new, you know like a hoodie to fit my big breasts that I now have. 'Cause none of my clothes now really fit me. I'm wearing the same exact Nike hoodie all the time. But it's just 'cause I love that hoodie. And I wear it obsessively everyday anyway. I have like a wardrobe that's worth hundreds of thousands of dollars, but I just get around town like a semi homeless person. With a Nike backpack and the same Nike hoodie on every single fucking day. Like I don't have any clothes.

So then I was like, maybe I should do that in my spare time before I go to the dentist. I don't really need to go live, you know? I'm sure I can do it later. I'm sure I'll be more inspired later. I'm sure my brain won't be fried, besides which maybe I'll have a little cool new top that I get to wear. And then I was like, you shut the fuck up Kat. You kick your own ass right now. Who cares if there's 25 people walking past you on the other side of the camera looking at you like a crazy person. You waving your hands around in the air and getting a preacher mode on for the last hour and a half, talking to your members. Man the fuck up and do what you're supposed to do.

And here we are. That's roughly how it happened. It's roughly the entire story. It's roughly the entire story of how I created my whole business and life. What do you think? What say you [inaudible 00:06:29]. Or any of the, get a float. I so have to get a float. I could float anywhere with these new breasts. I would just bobble around. I could to the ocean and just bobble around. And just float everywhere.

[inaudible 00:06:43] Sephora is always a great idea. Well it is right there. I get lost in there. I get into a little bit of a mild panic when I'm in there. It's very overwhelming. I already have way too much makeup that I don't wear or use anyhow. So I definitely don't need to go and buy more. But I don't need to go to a flotation tank to float. I've got these babies now. I'm just gonna float.

I'm sitting in a pod. 'Cause I'm a space person. Have you seen my top? It says, "Follow your soul." It's backwards writing, but it says, "Follow your soul it knows the way." I'm reclining in a pod like an alien. I'm at the shopping mall. I'm a mall rat. At least one day a week I come and I be a mall rat. A pretty wealthy one, but still a mall rat. There's a gym right up there. I have a membership at every good gym on the gold coast. So that I never have to worry about driving to the gym and just go wherever I wanna go.

So go to the gym. And then I come and sit down in my little pod. Then I was doing a livestream for my Break The Internet members. Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness. Where am I from? Well it's a very deep question. I'm from the place where our souls meet and collide and come together as one. I'm from the same place as the soul of my soulmate clients. Our souls were formed in the same soul bucket.

Mim put the comment in. Put the comment in. I'm gonna talk about the comment. I'm from places from far and near. I'm from the places that are inside all of us. I'm from the places where we travel to in our dreams and in our prayers. I'm from your wildest fantasies but potentially your deepest nightmares. It really depends on the day of the week. Who can say?

Anyway, did you see that I launched the Millionaire Mastermind? Did you see? Did you see? I believe that you have two days, minus 22 minutes left to join it. Can we all just take a moment of silence for the fact that it's 12:22 pm. If we cut off the 1, then it's 222. 1 2222, sounds pretty good. Brandon just 'cause I'm in a relationship doesn't mean I can't mingle. We're gonna need to have clarification around that I'm afraid. Gonna need to understand and clarify the terms of this agreement please. Please outline your policies below.

So, did you see that in two days, minus 22 minutes, the Millionaire Mastermind closes again? Again? It only just fucking opened for the first time ever. So it will close for the first time. It's never closed before. Because it never opened before. It only opened a few days ago. Screwed the whole thing up, I forgot to launch. Then the sales page went down for most of Sunday, and nobody knew 'cause it was Sunday. And we were all off to the races, as you do on a Sunday in Australia. Having a great Sunday session.

And then on Monday. What did we do on Monday? Oh, Monday we realised we didn't even write the freaking outline of the offer properly. We put it like a little after thought somewhere. And we didn't clearly explain what it even was. And it was very confusing to [inaudible 00:09:35]. So then we're like, fuck this shit. Countdown timer goes till midday on Thursday. Which is two days minus 23 minutes from now, 23. How may hours in a two day period? 43? 48. So, 47 hours and 37 minutes are left. You better get your ass over there.

You could wait. You could wait to join my high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind. The mindset and the strategy of how to crush it online. For driven entrepreneurs and crazy creators. I don't know many of them myself, but I feel like it's a thing. Crazy creators who just want more. More what? Stupid question. If you have to ask, well more what? You don't join the programme. If you go to the Katrina Ruth Show.com forward slash Millionaire Mastermind. Let me make sure that's correctly ... I was giving out the wrong link for a while.

If you go to The Katrina Ruth Show.com forward slash Millionaire Mastermind, and then you read the tag line. And that is the right link. One hour, 23 hours, 35 minutes, and 38 seconds. That just blew my mind, 'cause I was like, no it's 47 hours. And then I'm like, 30's the same as one day 23 hours. So when you read the tag line and it says, "The mindset and strategy of crushing it online for driven entrepreneur and crazy creators who just want more." If your mind sense it, but more what? Then you leave, you leave straightaway. You take your questioning friends with you. And you do not return, alright? Just telling you. 'Cause I can't even with people that ask silly questions. And I only want the right people in there.

And there's not gonna be any need for any explanations about anything. 'Cause I'm just gonna impart knowledge to your soul. That's how the whole programme works. Well not really. My team are also gonna teach you everything that we do behind and in front of the scenes at the Katrina Ruth Show. All of the marketing, all of the funnels, all of the strategy, all of the selling. Monthly fucking report on exactly what we're doing and how it's worked. You're a founding, founding, founding member. Triple founding. Triple X. A EMC squared member, why not?

I think we should have black diamond members. Do you reckon? [Brandon's 00:11:43] a black diamond member [inaudible 00:11:44] as well. Not sure who else. Lisa [Mitchell 00:11:48] [Mackell 00:11:47], no I don't know how to say your name Lisa. I just feel like I've never said your surname out loud.

Okay, so you can go there, you can check it out. You could wait. Like I said, you could wait. Because maybe you're one of those people who's like, yeah I know exactly what I want out of life, and I fully know what's aligned for my soul. And when I get to heaven I believe that I can have it all. But I'm just like, I'm just gonna think about it. I'm just like, I'm gonna wait. I'm gonna think about it.

[Helen 00:12:12] I'm so glad you're in. Yeah, I'm just like, I'm gonna think about it. 'Cause you know, I don't do fast action taking. I don't do fast action taking. I like to think about things. I like to, you know, sit on it. And it sounds uncomfortable. And talk it over with my partner. And the dog. Then I like to look for signs. Like I like for a vestal virgin to come down from the mountain above, and to deliver me with a scroll that says, "It's time." I gotta make sure it's the right phase of the moon. So I gotta wait. I can't take fast action. I don't do fast action taking.

If you're that person, you should leave. But first you should tell me all your excuses and reasons, 'cause then I can turn them into sales copy and sell more places. Please comment below with any thoughts that you have along those lines. And otherwise, just join the fucking programme. Go read the page. And it's either going to speak to your soul. Or it's not gonna speak to your soul. But if it speaks to your soul please don't be the person who's like my soul speaks to me, and then I don't take action. 'Cause that's definitely embarrassing for you. Why would you listen to your soul, and then not act on it? It's actually like really stupid when you say it out loud and think about it.

Black diamond membership. We're gonna have to think about what black diamonds membership involves and includes. I feel like it should be a mix of slightly terrifying and slightly amazing. I can definitely handle that. What else? This is a membership programme. We do like a huge crazy ass discount to be a founding member. Which means you're going to pay only 16.666 devil numbers. I don't know why, that happened by accident. 16.666%, or something like that to join up for the first month, like a trial.

Fish slapping. Yeah, that expression came from my dad. My dad says, "Would you like a slap in the face with a cod fish?" And I'm like, "Well who wouldn't, really?" I don't know. He never said it as a mean thing. It was just funny. But it made its way into the blog this morning. So you should get a slap in the face with a cod fish if you thought you needed to think about it. That'll wake you up for sure. Anyway Peter [Gregory 00:14:09] [inaudible 00:14:11]. Shout out to my dad the pilot. He's just flowing around the earth, slapping people in the face with a cod fish if they're not paying proper attention.

Wouldn't you just hate to be his copilot? What if you weren't paying proper attention, you'd get a fish in your face. You should deserve it too. Alright, I'm trying to get to the point, I'm not sure what the point was though. Oh that's right. I am the fucking point. We all are. I'm trying to tell you about the programme, but I'm just like a little, I'm in my crazy mode obviously. It's off the hook, I can see that it's off the hook. 'Cause it says it right here in the pinned comment. But I can't read the rest of it.

Definitely off the hook. It's definitely fucking amazing. It's definitely like, the most bad ass deal to be a founding member. 'Cause I wanna get you in, and then I wanna reach into your soul, and I'm gonna grab your soul. Your soul and mine are gonna become one, in a really non-creepy way. And then you'll be thrown out. I won't throw anyone out. But you'll throw yourself out. Maybe I will throw someone out, I shouldn't say that. I will if necessary. You'll either leave, because I don't know why. But you're probably not gonna leave, because your soul will know whether or not you're meant to be there. And then obviously you stay on.

And it's a monthly membership programme. Where you learn all the things, all the time, from all the ninjas. Specifically my cat ninjas, who do all the things in my business. And then I, I, will just come in like a rockstar. When I feel like it. Straight up, I'm just gonna tell you. I'm gonna come when I want, how I want, and with who I want. I'm gonna do what I fucking want, in my own programme. So if you wanna know what I'm gonna bring, you're gonna, I don't know. I have no fucking idea. But it will be fucking amazing, and I will dazzle your [vagazle 00:16:25]. I hope we do get that one person here.

Well that was fun. We had that moment in the [inaudible 00:15:48]. It was quite hilarious and shocking. So I will just come in, when the mood strikes me. I'll come in with some bad [inaudible 00:15:56]. I'll bring my energy. I'll bring my presence. You'll be like, wow I can't even look at it, it's too blinding. Get me away from it. But it's fascinating, what is that? And I'll be like, it's me, Katrina Ruth, hi. So you know, I'll probably be in there a lot. Just dancing and prancing. And doing whatever I wanna do.

I promise nothing, at all. There's nothing I'm promising at all, nothing. But I'll deliver everything. I think I said dazzle your [vagazle 00:16:23]. You know [vagazles 00:16:25], like when you get little diamond on your vagina. It just came out. It just popped out. I don't really have an explanation. I can't excuse myself, there's nothing I can say further. Maybe that's what you get as a black diamond member. You get some [vagazle 00:16:45]. You get a little sequin that you can put on your ... Well I'm sorry [Brandon 00:16:48] you're gonna have to give it to [Rebecca 00:16:51]. Or we'll find a manly version. I'm sorry.

I'm not really sorry at all. I'm having too much fun. So isn't it just the best creation ever? Aren't I a genius? Don't you just think I'm a genius? I'm selling a programme where I'm promising nothing. I'll do whatever I want. I'll turn up like a rockstar when I feel like it. It's fine, because anyone who knows me knows I over fucking deliver all the time. And really it's the energy. It is the energy. I will allow you into my soul. I don't allow everybody into my soul. I wrote about that in my blog this morning. I said, "It's a hell no with every cell in my body."

I'm gonna give a shout out to [inaudible 00:17:32] because that was her line. And she let me use her line for my blog title a few weeks ago. In an audio she was telling me about it, something a story in her life. And she said, "It's just a hell no from me. With every cell in my body." And I was like, goddamn it that's the best blog title I ever heard. And I said to her, "You should use that in a blog title." She goes, "I'm not going to. You can use it if you want." I was like done and done. And I wrote it down, and I saved it on my desktop, and then I forgot.

And then this morning it came back to me. It was like smack. It was like not a smack in the face with a cod fish. Okay just slapped myself with two hands whilst at the shopping mall. And I'm in the kind of designer area, like where, like [Harolds 00:18:08] is right there. Coach, don't care for Coach. Don't bring a Coach purse if you come to see me. It's not my favourite. [Ermez 00:18:16] is just around there. I'm in the designer area slapping myself. [inaudible 00:18:21]

It's gonna be amazing. It's gonna be beyond next, next, next, next level. You get all my ninjas. We're actually including like tech support for you, and Facebook advertising support, and all the market, like all the things. I'm super fucking excited about it. Had some control issues. I had some control issues. It required some prayer. It required some wine. And as I put on the sales page. Oh Channel is just up there [inaudible 00:18:51]. Hang on, is it up there? Yeah.

And it required a little bit of sexual healing. Before I was able to release the control issues that I had around, me not being the only rockstar of the show. Because I'm letting my team all be rockstars as well. So you know, I had to like, this is embarrassing. 'Cause I just gave a whole lot of shit to people who sit on things and don't take rapid action. Like I don't do fast action taking. Mirror, hello. Yeah, I didn't take very fast action on this. I sat on it for ages. What a flake. But now here we are. And it's fabulous.

What else should we talk about? Is there anything else to even say? Don't you think it's just divinely delightful, that you can launch and amazing bad ass membership programme. Where you can bring your whole team in. And allow them to share their gifts with the world, and support your amazing bad ass clients. That's a big deal to me. It feels very special. It feels like I'm letting my little birds, they probably don't really prefer to be referred to as little birds I imagine. But it feels like I'm letting my big eagles free from the nest. Well I suppose if you had a nest full of eagles they'd probably be doing whatever the fuck they wanted anyway. And not flying free from the nest.

The truth is, my team do do whatever the fuck they want a lot. But I just trust and know that they're gonna do what is aligned and profit-full. I really don't wanna know what they're doing. Like I don't want a fucking report. As if I care. I just want the outcome, right? So it is a special thing to be able to give you my team. But isn't it just divinely delightful, that I get to just give me. And I don't even have to say in advance what little piece of me you're gonna get.

Like what am I gonna do? You know on the first Monday of every month you get a piece of my elbow. On the second Monday of every month, you get like a little demonstration of my soul. On the third Monday of every month, you get access to a makeup tutorial from Channel. What am I gonna do? Am I gonna pre-package all the little parts of my life and who I am? Or am I just gonna show up like a star, on the stage. And whatever needs to come out for my members will be the full power and the glory, and the exact soul flow message that was meant to be delivered that day.

That feels a little more fun and interesting. My goodness. Six years ago, ten years ago, even two years ago. I would have thought, you can't sell that, you can't sell nothing. Well I guess I'm not selling nothing, there's a whole lot of fucking promises on that sales page. And we haven't even told you the half of all the plans as well. That's just a percentage of it. But, we're kind of selling nothing as far as my role. I'm selling that I'll do whatever I want. I'm pretty happy about it. And I think that I'm pretty happy, or grateful I should say, to my community to you. To have that level of trust. Even for people who've only just met me and come across me. My soul spoke, and your soul said yes, and now here we are.

Or maybe you just created me. Maybe your soul created me. In which case, I gotta give you props for being such a bad ass creator of such a bad ass character in your story. I think you were very creative with this one. So maybe you just created me, and maybe right now this is you talking. Like this is you talking. I am talking to you. And it's actually you. Well done, get out of my soul. Without prior access or permission. Go read my blog from this morning. 'Cause I talk about who gets to be my soul, and who not. So you know who you are anyway. You already know.

I think that's really all that I have to say. I think maybe I will go to freaking Sephora. I think I'll go to Adidas, or Adidas, or whatever it's called. I can see it over there. I think I'm gonna go up there. I'm gonna buy something that fits my large bosoms. And then I'm gonna go to the dentist. And I'm gonna have the best time ever. Because I decided to. And I'm probably gonna meet an amazing person at the dentist who's gonna change my life. And I'm gonna change their life. And then we're gonna have an argument over who created who. And then that person's gonna join the Millionaire Mastermind. And then I'm gonna be like, I told you about that already in advance on the livestream.

And then after that I'm gonna talk to some of my clients. And then I'm gonna do another Muay Thai session. 'Cause who doesn't like to back up a Muay Thai session in the ring every two days, less than a week after having breast surgery? Me, that's who. Then I'm gonna have my hair done, and it's gonna look amazing. So I'll probably need to livestream again. It already looks quite amazing, just a bit sweaty. That's the whole story. If you didn't read my blog from today, I'm gonna give you that link now. 'Cause that was a must read. Here's this, everyone needs to do this now, no wining excises. You should listen to your soul, and you should do what your soul says.

You should go read my blog from this morning it's called, "It's a hell no with every cell in my body." I feel quite happy with the ass [kickery 00:23:22] tone of it. My battery of my laptop is down to only 6% though. Which feels problematic and troublesome to use a word that's recently been reminded back to me. I'm going to try and share that blog for you before I go. But It doesn't wanna share. So maybe it's not divine to be. So go to my personal Katrina Ruth page and read the blog from this morning. It is gonna kick your ass. It will metaphorically and energetically fish slap the fuck out of you.

Okay I just found it, don't worry I'll bring it over for you. Hello, hello hello. I will not try closing and reopening my browser window. You try closing and reopening your browser window you stupid thing. Do you think it's normal to talk to your laptop? Well we should give my dad a shout out for providing some good coffee. Alright, and then the other thing is, read the comment. Go to the comment. It's not really another thing we already talked about it. The Katrina Ruth Show.com forward slash Millionaire Mastermind. Maybe you're wondering. Maybe you're new and you're like, where is the show then I wanna watch the show. Well this is the show. It's happening right here. It will be happening at the dentist in not too long. In 22 minutes in fact. So I probably should get up and go.

Alright, in one minute when this thing fucking loads for me. I'm gonna give you the link so you can go read my blog. 'Cause I like to make your life easy and fabulous. When you really could just go there and read it anyway. So I'll pop that link in for you. Have an amazing epic rest of the day. Wherever you are in the world. Thank you for playing. Thank you for allowing my silliness to come out. I wasn't expecting it. I actually said at the start of the livestream that I was gonna be giving you an ass kicking today. Actually I did give you an ass kicking. You're welcome. You're welcome. It was with pleasure. I'm just here to serve. I'm just here to serve. But I didn't think I was going down the stupid silly route. That just happened. I'm happy about it 'cause it makes me feel hyper.

And now one of my favourite songs is on. Havana, I left my heart back in Havana. They play the best music here. Why would you not want to be a mall rat and work here all day. Okay this link is coming. It's coming for you right now. Don't go anywhere. Read this mornings blog. Read the pinned comment. It is going to expand your beautiful mind. Your soul will know exactly what to do. Do it. And don't forget Life is Now. Press Play.

Direct download: You_just_do_it._One_foot_in_front_of_the_other._Thats_how_its_done3B_its_the_only_way.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:34am AEST

Wed, 6 June 2018

Millionaire Mastermind sneak preview..And BOOBIES

Hello, hello, hello, I might be a little shaky. I'm in my post surgery at home bed, at home hospital bed. Oh fuck a duck, do you think that my internet went out? I think my internet went out last night. That's annoying. Let's see if I can connect to my phone.

I feel like my voice isn't going to work you guys, I'm all shaky. It's not even from this, I think I'm shaky about live streaming with my new situation here. I think it's making me feel self conscious. I feel nervous. I feel like I'm doing a reveal. There's nothing to even show. I'm quite tempted to just lift up my top and show you. Do you think that would be super inappropriate? Probably? Should I do that or no?

There's nothing to see anyway, it's so fucking taped up. Do you want to see? I don't even care. There you go. Taped as fuck. Hello sister. I just lift and flashed my boobs as my sister jumps on the livestream. Okay nobody like my real life has even seen it and I'm just like, there you go. Can you see what's going on there? I have no idea. I can't tell. This view that I have right now on my own camera is the best view that I've had, because I'm like looking down.

I do, hang on let me just share this over. I've got to share it. There you go, you guys got to see the boobies before even most of my best friends. My nurse Tigan Jade is downstairs on a walk, she probably can tell me off of live streaming when she comes back. I was getting too bored sitting in bed.

"Hey boobies," who's flagged in on my profile? Who is that, and just commented, "Hey boobies,"? I don't know who's looked in my profile, but I'm going to just share this straight on to my timeline, because I didn't let anyone know that I was going live. Let me tell you more in a second, let me just share this into the Daily Ask Cookery group, boobies reveal, I should have said boobies reveal. I said, "Millionaire Mastermind sneak preview," and I didn't say, "Boobies reveal," but there you go.

If you just jumped on live, here's another sneak peek. I'm fascinated. I don't know what's happening under there. It's so freaking tight, that it feels like there's an elephant on my chest. Check this out, here's a bag of blood, here's a bag of my own blood that I'm carrying around. Would you like to see? I'm sure you would. I'm nothing if not polite with the show and tell. Oh my God, it's happening in here. There you go. Oh my God, look at all that blood that's come out of me overnight. Holy shit.

Okay, one of the boobs clearly has a lot more to, because look, so they've each got their own tubes. There's a tube and there's a tube, one coming from each. Too late I had already showed. Well you don't have to watch if I'm grossing you out, deal with it. There's two tubes with a lot of blood running through them.

Mayana, hi Mayana. Mayana I need to book Nathan in for tomorrow morning. Do you think it's stupid of me to go to the gym tomorrow morning when I have my boobs done yesterday? Of course not, I'm just going to walk on the treadmill. One boob had let out all this blood, I think I'll get shut down from Facebook for showing inappropriate things. Why does the other one not have anything to give do you think? What's happening? Do you think the mechanism is not working properly? I just noticed that, I didn't look at it before, and dear is not grossed out.

Well if anyone's grossed out, they can just turn away. It's not that bad. We'll all seen a bit of blood and plasma as somebody just said. It was freaking annoying all night long every time I wanted to move, having to like rotate myself around this bag of blood and shit. I'm pretty bored, because I didn't get up in the morning. Oh that's you Jess, oh that's fine. I'm bored because it's 8:29 AM and like I've woken up in my own bed, with no, we've all see titties before, well you still haven't seen these ones properly. I'm so going to the gym tomorrow, because I'll go crazy. I'll just do some cardio or something.

Then I'm going to go back to Mui Tai on Friday morning, I don't even care, but we'll just be careful. I'll do lower body stuff. I won't do anything stupid, nobody needs to try and school me. I'll probably go on a walk after this, because I'm kind of so, it's so weird for me to wake up in the morning and then not going anywhere, because I'm supposed to be resting obviously. I've rested like a good girl. I've been awake for only an hour. Tigan my amazing friend, who stayed with me last night to look after me when he brought me a nice coffee. She's gone on a walk now, which is how I've sneakily got away with going live, because she probably would have said no to.

She brought me ribs last night, what an amazing friend. Kelly Ronnie picked me up and took me home. I kept passing out at first when she came to the hospital, so she had to wait for a bit. Then we had to go to like three different chemists, because apparently no pharmacies stock freaking painkillers, and they were all out of painkillers, we're like, it's not ideal really. We had to drive all around town to get the medications, then we got back here. Then Tigan and Kelly were like, "Are you all right? You kind of like look as though as like super hyped up and talking at a million miles an hour and having the best time ever." They're like, "You seem oddly fine." I'm like, "I feel fine. I feel great."

It's not painful. Okay there you go again if you just jumped on late. They're double D, but it's not as big as it sounds, because I've got shoulders you know. I'm athletic. When we put like the smaller tester ones in, you know when you go there and they put the ones in your bra to have a look, if we went a bit smaller than that, it was kind of like what's the point even. One of them got for 460, this one, and this one got 480.

There you go, now I've shown you, but obviously it's taped up as fuck. Tomorrow we'll untape it, tomorrow we'll go to the doctor and untape it. By the way, check out my bedroom view, there's the ocean right there, how good is it? I always wish I could livestream where you could see the ocean behind me, but then I wouldn't be as comfortable. Yes, double D and I guess they'll sit like that for a few months probably, right? Then they'll start to drop down, but right now it feels like I've got cleavage up to my chin, I'm like what's happening here. I don't know what to do with this whole situation.

I'm going to have to do so much shopping. Who wants like 17000 teeny-tiny size, extra small Lululemon sports bars and tops? I have them and I'm not going to be able to wear them, and I've got like a million cool as fuck body suits and stuff as well, which I won't be able to wear. I should have a Facebook marketplace pre boobies' sale.

No, it doesn't really hurt. It just feels fucking tight. I feel like there's a small baby elephant who's a little bit angry, who's sitting on my chest and who's just like, "I'm just going to keep reminding you that I'm here." The shapes going to be amazing, I do need a rotating bed, no but Jesse, if I face the other way, then the lights not on my face and it won't look as good. Don't think, India says, "I don't think I'm ready for you with double D, they'll be car auctions again every time you go live." Do you think I'm going to make more money with bigger boobs? It's not why I do that, but I don't see why I wouldn't. I think it's logical. I don't know, there's no actual logic to that except that if you believed it then it's true, so that's what's logical.

Taken to a nude beach. I have no problems with nudity. I would happily walk down the street naked. I have nobody shame as far as, yeah, body shame. I've plenty of shame that I've still got to release around others, but don't you think after you have a kid, you're like, whatever, who cares, everybody can say whatever the fuck they want. Yeah, it doesn't hurt, it just feels crazy tight, and it's hard to tell if that's from the skin being stretched or it's from the taping that's so, the tape is so tired. He told me to loosen off a bit later this morning, because it might give me like skin blisters from how tight it is. I'll do that, and I get to unplug my bag of blood later this morning as well, which I get to do myself, maybe I'll get Tigan to do it for me. Then tomorrow I get to go into the surgeon and be untaped and have a reveal, but I'm probably not going to just lift my shirt up to show the actual boobs. Like I said with the brown, I got to go bra shopping. I need to go shopping. I should just wake up and go shopping right now.

Yeah, I'm getting, like I'm just getting a little bit restless sitting in bed, because it's so weird for me to wake up and then not get out of the bed and going anywhere. I wake up, my friend brought me a coffee, then I actually just messaged a bunch of friends back and forth for a while and had a fabulous conversation about magnetising and hypnotising people's minds with one of my awesome male entrepreneur friends, that was interesting.

Then I was like, well, I already wrote a blog late last night in my somewhat drugged up state. It was very good, make sure you go read it if you didn't already. I don't really feel like writing, I'm like, I can't just freaking sit in bed all morning. What do people do when they're in post surgery recovery? You can't just sit around in bed, it's so boring, I get so restless. I feel like I need to get up and do 20 jump squats, but it's probably a bad idea.

Here we are. What do you want to talk about? Something that I was talking about, ask me any questions you want. I don't think there's any more questions to ask about the boobies, so I just want to see them, you know, I just want to be able to have a look at them. I hope they're not like too hard for the first few months, but it is what it is. It's worth the first few months, and then they'll go down again.

"Your writing will be fire, get a personal shopper to bring new bras to you." Yes. Yes, I do hate shopping so much. Should I do, I know where I want to go down to what's it called, Honey Birdette. I like their stuff a lot. I've got probably like $2000 worth of Honey Birdette lingerie, all the fancy [inaudible 00:10:45] somewhat dominatrix stuff. I know it's not going to fit me. Well I guess the bottoms will anyway, it's fine, it's just an additional expense to getting boobies, isn't it?

It's going to be quite full on I think when I start really showing them off about town, and by about town I mean Facebook. I guess the real town as well. In fact the boobies are going to go for their first night on the town on Friday night this week. Jess says, Jessica is my sister, Jess Lewis is my sister for those who don't know you are in the presence of my sister, send her a love heart shower. "You should come over and hang out with me later. Can't believe it was day surgery, thought before for sure it was an overnight thing before you did it." I know, it's funny, isn't it? It's like let's just have a quick boob job before lunch.

I went in at 10 AM. I got there at 9:30 or something. I was super fucking nervous. I was so nervous. Actually Sam just jumped on. Hi Sam, who's on my team as well and I was messaging Sam. Sam messaged me and put my mind to ease a lot actually. I really appreciated that message, because I just think you freak out about going under and being a mom, and then I was like maybe this is the wrong decision. I felt like I was going to cry.

My friend Kelly was going to drive me, but I knew she had our kid, so I was like, "Don't worry, I'll just get an Uber," and then she came down later and picked me up and everything. I got an Uber to the hospital and I just felt in the Uber like I'm going to cry. I felt like, is this wrong? I'm like chopping up my body, but it was the first time that I doubted it, right, I 100% knew that I wanted this. I think it was just those pre-surgery nerves and I messaged a few friends and they helped me out.

Then when I got there though, as soon as I got to registration at the hospital, I just instantly knew that this is the right thing to do. I felt sure of myself, but then you still feel nervous. Then when I got changed in the changing room, like pre-op, I took a bunch of nude selfies. For those of my team members who get my photos, when I take a photo on my phone, it automatically streams to the entire team, those who have access to the photo stream, so that they can use it on social media. There's three pictures there of my boobs now for everybody, enjoy. I guess Jess can take them off the stream and put them somewhere for me, because I was like I better record these boobies before they disappear.

I sometimes take inappropriate photos or sometimes somebody might send me an inappropriate photo, and then I forget that it instantly gets uploaded to the stream and my whole team's getting it. I'm like well, I'm nothing if not completely transparent, there's nothing to hide. I did that. Hi Julian, and here's another peak for anybody who jumped on late, so that you don't have to watch the replay. There you go. I don't know how much you can tell from seeing it like that though, because they're so taped up.

I think they're going to be quite huge. I think they might be bigger than I even think. I think I'm going to love them. Yes, so I did that and then you sit in your gown with your fancy pink hat on and all that stuff. Okay, somebody called Peter Parker has requested to join the Daily [inaudible 00:13:47], do you think I should let him in? No, decline. I'm just like multitasking here.

"Always taking inappropriate photos then publish them." Why would you not, right? Why would you not? What I'm I up to in my story? Yeah, I had my chat with like the anaesthetist and the other person and the other person. They ask you the same question 40 million times to make sure that you're not under some kind of, being coerced by somebody. I think they just keep asking you again to making sure you're saying all the same answers.

Then we go into the surgery room and then I just woke up. They're like, "Oh you're awake, you're done." I was like, "I can't be, nobody ever asked me to count backwards from 10," that was the first thing I said when I woke up. I was like liars, it's not possible that the surgery happened yet, because I never got asked to count backwards from 10. I was just waiting and then now I'm awake.

I feel a little bit ripped off by that, I would have preferred to have been asked to count backwards from 10, which is what happened last time when I was, about nearly 10 years ago I had a lump in my breast that I had removed. That's the only other time in my life I've been under, and they did ask me to count backwards from 10, then which I feel is polite.

No, they're not silicon. I don't know. Don't ask me detail questions, because I don't remember. I didn't pay that much attention to the details. I'll find out tomorrow, but they're like the newest, latest, greatest and the surgeon's amazing. I had to wait months to get in with him. I mean like I've been waiting since the start of the yeah.

Yeah, and so then you just, it was like 11:30 and it was already done, and then I just kept passing out though. I got clumsy and sick and nauseous and weak and faint, and so I stayed for a while and then Kelly came and got me. It's so funny how quickly it's done. It's just like, oh boom, okay. Now I just feel 100% certain that it was the right thing to do, and I feel super excited. We're going out for a girls' night out on the town on Friday night, which actually I was going to message you about Jess.

Jessica, would you like to come to dinner on Friday night and then out after that? There you go, I just conducted my personal business here on livestream. A bunch of us girls here on the coast are going to go heated up, and so the boobies get their first night out on the town. Do you think I'm going to need some kind of protective guard around them though? I don't think anybody should be allowed to touch them, that's for sure. When I posted in the daily asking [inaudible 00:16:02] about it yesterday, Philip, was like, "I can't wait to touch them." I'm like, comment of the year award.

I'm a little happy, I'm quite happy, I'm quite happy with myself. Let me tell you about the topic. I feel like people, I feel like maybe you should be resting, well this is resting. This is how entrepreneurs rest, right? Somebody posted on my Daily Ask Katrina post yesterday rest up or whatever, and I said, of course, by rest up posts you mean write some blogs, do some livestream and maybe launch a small programme, while I'm sitting here in bed. What the fuck do people do if they just have to sit in bed you guys? What do they do? Do they read? Do they read magazines? I would claw my eyes out with a spoon if I had to do that.

Last night I told Tigan I was going to bed at 8 PM, Tigan my friend who stayed over with me. Then I came up here and wrote a letter to somebody and then wrote a blog, and then answered all my client boxes and then did a bunch of stuff for my business. Then checked in on some website and app development, cleared all my emails. It was really quite a rest for evening and then I finally went to sleep. Now I'm resting, because I'm actually healing myself right now from being live.

Oh magazines, I picked up one once, it was the worst day of my life honestly, just having to even engage in that energy for a moment. Actually here's a great quote for you, I was at the hair salon last week, he said to me, he's like a new stylist that was doing a blowout for me. I go the same place always, but I hadn't met this guy before. He's like, "Would you like some trash to read?" I'm like, "No, I've gone there, it sounds really appealing to the way you said it, like would you like some trash to read." He's going, "Of course not honey, you are the trash aren't you?" I was like, "Well, that's the most oddly worded compliment that I've ever heard before," but I was taking it fully as a compliment. I was like, "That's right, I am the trash. I should be in the magazine."

Going to bring me a playgirl? What the fuck is a playgirl? Is that like a nudity magazine about with men in it? I can lift all, okay, I was going to say, I can lift my arms all the way out, but I can lift them till there. I could definitely do some lateral raises, but maybe not the full [inaudible 00:18:18]. I can go like that. It doesn't feel ideal to straighten them yet.

You know what, it's all in your head. I'm actually healing myself right now, from live streaming, because this is for real though, right, this is a topic we should talk about, get serious this time for purpose church. This is a topic we should talk about, because when you do the things that uplift and expand you, you elevate your flow zone, I've ever said flow zone before, but it just came out, flow zone.

You elevated your flow zone, you elevate into super flow, right? When you do the things that expand you, like your art, you're messaging, you're unleashing, you're hanging out with cool bad ass people, then you do the things, then you're expanding yourself. You're going into a greater level of creativity, and well super flow obviously, flow zone, whatever the fuck it is, your vibe is. Therefore, you're activating the good healing cells. What is it called? Tell me something medical somebody, but you're definitely allowing your body, you're building your immune system up, you're, I don't know what I'm talking about, but I know exactly what I'm talking about. You guys know that I know what I'm talking about. I just can't figure out the right words right now.

You're definitely releasing healing powers from inside of you, raising your vibe to pure light, that's the medical way to say it exactly right. Getting challenged on mind versus physical watching post surgery. I'm as high as anything and not on medication, that's, well I was yesterday, maybe a little bit. Harnessing your chi, exactly, exactly, you're putting yourself into a healing state.

I am putting myself into a healing state by sitting in bed live streaming, rather than buying into some sort of bullshit story that, because I had surgery and they said to rest that that means lie here. Even I was only awake for an hour before I went live, and I was already getting so bored. I'd had some fabulous conversations, which was nice, but then they were kind of petering out. Then I was like, well, if I sat, stayed in the bed and just like read or watched a movie or something, if I felt like doing that I'd do that obviously. If I did that when I feel like I desire to livestream and talk, then that would be a great way of slowing down my healing, right, because I'd be lowering my vibe and be more in a, it's kind of a scarcity mindset to say that I can't livestream if felt like live-streaming. I mean it's only fucking [inaudible 00:20:43]. Okay, sorry. Hello.

Okay, I feel like I should have another special reveal for Jen Scarlett, because she just jumped on. There you go Jen, check it out, double D. Hang on. Hang on, my tripod's gone wonky as fuck. Do you know what I mean? You've got to give in to being you at all times. I know for sure that I'm going to have miraculous healing and that they're going to be like, "Holy shit, you recovered fast." Why is this tripod leaning forward so much do you think? I need to put another book under. Stick my journal under it.

You should see the things that are written in this journal. Okay, what is happening? Hang on, I don't know why tripod's suddenly become really wonky. No? Who just shit themselves? Why? Or did you see crotch, sorry, it's covered though. I don't have any underwear on, but I've got boxer shorts on. Okay, it's magnetised to the boobies. I think I'm going to have the fastest recovery in the world and my doctor and everybody's going to be like, "How the fuck did she recover so fast?" I always have super fast recovery from the tattoos, my tattoo artist is always like, "How is this even possible? It's like three days and it's fully healed." I said to him, "Well, honestly I think the more you have a fast metabolism and you're very healthy, then that's very logical, you'll recover faster, because metabolism is the act, metabolism doesn't just mean weight loss right, it's the running of your body. It's the effectiveness and the function of this whole system and machine here. I have a very high metabolism and I'm very healthy, and my body processes and digest this really quickly, because I take such good care of myself. That means that everything is sped up, including detoxification and recovery.

I'm quite certain I'll have a really fast recovery. I'm quite certain I'll, yeah, before my surgeon said I can go back to the gym in two days. I wasn't joking when I said I'm going to go to the gym tomorrow, why would I not? "I'm doing the same," says Natalie, "Miraculous healing. Broke my foot three weeks ago, on day 3 I was already dancing, on day 16 I took off my cast and I walked." Exactly, why would we not just believe in miracles?

Okay, I have to have another review, because Maria just got on. There you go. That's all you can see and if you're going to see the boobs, then you should be required to see the bag of blood as well, right, it's only fair. My healings going to be amazing and I'm going to go to new levels of super flow. I'm going to triple my income and I'm going to have even more fun and adventure than are I already do. I'm going to love myself even more deeply, but I could do all that stuff with or without the boobs, right, well except for the healing bit, because that wouldn't be required.

It's all just a choice, but I choose to believe in miracles. I choose to believe in expansion and I choose to freaking believe that they are the right thing for me to do when I'm in recovery, is obviously do the things that elevate me and elevate my vibe and that I enjoy to do, because then I feel happy. Then I feel free and then I feel like me and so then I recover even faster, because when you say yes to your soul, life says yes to you. That's the reality. Then maybe I have a little nap later. It's a whole story really.

The Millionaire Mastermind is going to launch Saturday morning at 9 AM my time, which is 7 PM Eastern Standard Time on Friday evening. I really don't have much to tell you about it, but should I tell you quickly about it? Then I want to talk about this topic about not admitting. Do you not admit what you really, really want with maybe your business, the kind of business you want, the kind of money you want to make, what about love and relationships, or your body right, or how people see you or accept to you or how much happiness and fun you get time in your life? Do you sometimes not admit what you really want, because there's a fear there that if you acknowledge that, that's how much you want, you want this amazing freaking thing that's this good, if you acknowledged and admitted it, then you basically make yourself so vulnerable. Then if it didn't happen, it's like you got rejected by the universe itself. That's kind of the thing that I wanted to talk about and kick your ass around.

I'm going to tell you for sure, that if you don't admit that you really want something and you don't admit all of it. Then you don't claim it and have the courage and the daily wherewithal to claim it and stand in that power and truth, even though it feels like terrifying or even though it feels like this can never happen or maybe I'm not good enough for this or are not worthy, or my life couldn't be that good. You've got to be courageous enough to keep claiming it every day anyway even, and especially when it seems like it's not working or you're not getting what you want. Thank you Maria.

Otherwise, you're simply never going to fucking get it and I want to talk more about that in a moment. I feel very passionately about how many people out there are just pretending to be okay with their version of, like their second best life basically or third best or freaking 20th best. You should have gone to my surgeon, my surgeon's a legend. He's like the best surgeon here obviously like who else would I choose, right? That's why I had to wait a while for his waiting list.

Then, there's even more to love now. I am launching something that is, that does not exist on the internet and it is going to blow minds. Okay, it's a little hard to move though, it is going to blow minds left, right and centre, left, right and venter. Just tell Ashley to email out this livestream too. "Can I PM his name?" Yes, just PM me and then I'll reply to you. I won't remember otherwise, I have a memory like a old fish. Well that's not even true. I have a short-term memory like a gold fish, but I remember all important things.

Like if somebody said something meaningful to me for example, in January one of 2017, I'll remember exactly what it fucking is. What was I up to? What was I up to? Oh the Millionaire Mastermind. Okay if you jumped in late, you missed the whole booby review, you're going to have to watch the replay.

I've lost my train of thought. Okay, I've got it. This definitely doesn't exist in the internet in the world, anywhere. It is going to blow your beautiful mind. What about grains? What about the grains? I should have some of those chocolate grains. I'm getting a little out of breath. Bag of blood. I am launching on Saturday morning at 9 AM Brisbane time, which is 7 PM New York Eastern Standard Time. Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind, that is exactly what it's called.

We had some argument about it within the team. Well when my team were like, "You can't call it the high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind, because you can't put that on a Facebook" I'm like, "Fuck Facebook ads," but true, so we'll have a duplicate page where we have like a lame ass version, where we call it like high vibe AF Millionaire Mastermind for the Facebook ads. The real name is Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind.

The number one membership programme in the world, in the world you guys. Vampire? I'm not going to drink the blood, I'm just going to carry it around with me when I go out to a coffee shop like a weirdo and freak everybody out. Yes, the number one membership programme in the world for driven entrepreneurs and creators who just want more, which I presume is you or you really shouldn't be here on the livestream, right? If you don't want more, what the fuck do you want? You want less? You want the same? You want nothing? Leave, just leave.

If you're a driven creator and entrepreneur who just wants more, send me a love heart shower now. Go, I'm going to wait for it, so that I know who's here. Here come the love hearts. In about 2009, 2010, I love the love hearts thank you guys. In about 2010, I launched probably like my second official blog and it was called Woman Incredible. Who has, comment if you have followed me since Woman Incredible.

I was so proud of it. I am still so proud of it. I think I'm still cached on the domain name, so nobody can take it, so womaincredible.com. The tagline was fitness, nutrition and fat loss for driven women who just want more, right? To me that felt perfect and it was like everything, but then a business mentor at the time that I hired, came along. Remembering that this was a time in my life before I fully knew that it was always, always, always, okay and even essential to do whatever the fuck I want and nothing else, and that there are no rules, I wasn't at that point yet of my journey and awareness.

He said to me, "You can't just say for driven women who just want more, because what do they want more of?" He said, it's an unfinished sentence on the tagline, you can't just say driven women who just want more. What do they want more of? I was like, "Everything," like stupid question. What else would they want more of?

I still listened to him though you guys. I have compassion for the younger cal, that's fine. I listen to him and I think I then added something to it like who just want more, I don't even know what I said, probably something bullshit like fitness or who knows, right? Now I just look back and I'm like, oh that's fine, like that was just part of my story and my journey.

Now I'm back too, but that's my audience. Like when I think about who are my tribe, who you are you, well there's a million things I could call you and probably will and do and have. One of them is, you're a driven bad ass who just wants more more. More what? More everything, like anyone who doesn't understand that shouldn't be here and should leave. If you don't understand it then leave.

My Millionaire Mastermind, my high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind is the number one membership programme in the world. In fact, the only membership programme in the world. I've got to change that a little bit, for driven entrepreneurs and creators who just want more. This has been coming actually for a few months, very unlike me to hold something back for a few months, but it's been quite a lot logistically to set up. You're going to be blown away by what we're doing here.

The reason I know it's completely unique and different is that, this is not about doing a mastermind with me, of course it is, but let me explain more. It's a membership programme right, so it's a monthly subscription, you'll be able to pay month to month. I don't look people in for contracts ever right, if you want to leave, you leave, why would I want you there? You're going to stay, because it's going to be so fucking good and then you're going to refer all your friends and then I'll send you a gift. You can send me a gift, because you love me and it will just keep going back and forth basically. PO BOX 861 [inaudible 00:31:42] Paradise 4217 for all gifts or new bras, that's what I'm going to need. Gift vouchers, I'll take gift vouchers for Honey Birdette and for Lululemon. Fortunately I have a friend that works at Lululemon.

Okay, anyway, or I'll take one, I'll definitely take one, I'll take ribs, but probably don't send them to the PO BOX, you can just bring them straight up and then we can do a livestream together. Okay, where I'm I up to? Have a quick ocean break while I think about what I'm up to. All right, done. It's a membership programme. It is where I'm actually giving you my entire team.

This is going to be so next, next, next, next, next level as fucked that you won't even know what's happening. My entire team is going to be at your fingertips, at your fingertips? Yes. You're going to have, we're going to have in-house tech support for you, Facebook advertising support, funnel and marketing support, social media support.

Like you know I've got, well I wouldn't say it's a big town team. I think I have 10 employees total or a couple that are contractors and then the rest are employees. It's pretty big doh for an online entrepreneur, and so they do many ninja like things in the business of course they do. These are all things that I did myself for years though before I had the time when I was building the business, I had to learn how to do all that stuff myself obviously and I did. I still know how to do most of those things, but of course I choose not to, because I'm just too into freaking entertainment, performance show for you and have fun doing whatever I want.

If you're in a stage of your business now where you need or desire knowledge and information around the marketing side of things, like all the strategy of everything that we do in our business right? Like how my whole business runs and operates, or it could be that you get access for your staff to learn from my staff. I feel like I'm not explaining this in a really good way.

Basically what the Millionaire Mastermind is, it's this bad ass as fuck membership programme, where my team will be running the trainings and teachings as well as me. Literally every different thing that is done in my business, you'll have my actual team in there guiding you and supporting you, that's what makes it so unique, because so many people have membership programmes and I have a current membership programme, the have I Mastermind and the have I as fuck millionaire mastermind is the next level, the evolution of the have I mastermind, right. It's like 2.0 or whatever, because I'm like, it's just, there's so much more that I could be sharing if I brought my team in on that.

I did a programme, Million Dollar funnels a couple months ago, where my team taught a lot of the programme. Like I only did maybe 20% of that programme and Ash and Brahman did the rest between them. Ash' my brother slash chief operating officer in my business slash marketing person. Does all my funnels, Brahman does all the Facebook and other forms of advertising and people who did the Million Dollar funnel programme loved it so much, to receive training and access to support from Ash and Brahman as well as me. They're the ones who do those things in my business.

Each month in the Millionaire Mastermind we'll be teaching like the exact freaking stuff that we do and doing a lot of it live. We'll also be like, okay, this is what we're working on this exact month. This is what we're doing this month in our automated income, in our funnels, he's the one who campaign, take it, swipe it, use it. Here's only marketing. Here's what we're doing in our advertising right now, here's how we're doing social media right now.

Then what I will do in there, is just show up like a fucking rock star and do whatever the fuck I want, in terms of I'll be in there with the mindset, the alignment, the purpose, obviously bringing you back to core into you. This is an ongoing programme that you get to be part of. We've got so many cool trainings and like way that it's going to run and everything, you'll get to see when I actually launch it. That's going to launch Saturday morning at 9 AM, Brisbane time, Friday evening 7 PM New York time, and you'll learn more about then.

It's, the founding members offer is strictly limited. It is oh my fucking God amazing, you are going to be shocked, your jaw will be on the floor and then you'll be magnetised as fuck by the how yes of it all. Then you will indeed sign up so I'll see you there. That's about that.

It's a little hard to breathe all the way in. Let me have some Batman juice. Okay, so what's else? Then the other thing was, do you know that when I moved into this apartment, I came up and I stood in the bedroom, in my bedroom where I am now, and I stood like roughly right here where the tripod is. I stood there and this was [inaudible 00:36:18] 13 months, so just every year. This is a beautiful subtend house apartment on two levels, with seven balconies and ocean view from all of them, right? Often if you see me live streaming, I'm in my studio downstairs. The studio's actually directly under the bedroom.

When I moved in here, I didn't actually do the move, my nanny did the move. My nanny such housekeeper Sarafina who did the move for me while I was in, oh yeah hell, I even forgot I even talked about it in there. Oh my God, that was so long ago now. It just was like a lot for us to get ready, because the membership platform has so much content in and all these different stuff and everything and because the whole team is teaching not just me.

Right Lily, great memory. Sarafina did the move for me. I was in Bali of course, where I'm pretty much always at, and she moved from my old apartment. My old apartment was in this building on a different floor, so I had a two bedroom apartment in this building, so I decided to move in the same building, but still it's like moving all your stuff.

I came back from Bali on a 5 AM landing I think and then came back here and got the keys and walked in and it was all like set up. Like my wardrobe, everything just set up beautifully, like I just got to walk straight in. I stood here, right there where I just showed you and I said to myself, "Wow, I wrote this into reality, like this is literally the exact vision and the exact dream that I wanted." I pictured it in my mind and then I started to give myself permission that I would be able to live in such an amazing place. Then I started to claim it boldly in my journaling and I probably talked about it as well I'm sure, right? It just became a thing in my mindset working, in the internal me where it was like of course that's going to happen, because I decide.d I gave myself permission to want what I really wanted and to be a diva.

Or like I don't need an apartment that is so big, that when you're in it you think you're in a house right, why would I need that? Or also the cost was pretty high. I gave myself permission to won't want what I really wanted and then I decided that it would happen. I'm telling you manifestation process right now, right, so pay attention. I gave myself permission to want what I really wanted, number one. If I say it tomorrow, I'll probably say it in a different way, but always pick permission first.

Well, to give you some permission to want what you really want, you've got to first be able to see it. Funnily enough, seeing it fully like seeing it in your mind's eye fully, in some ways comes after and/or with the, maybe back and forth with the commission side of it. At first when you desire something, it's just kind of like a feeling, right? Like you have that feeling speaking to you, where it's like, I just really feel like I want to live in like a fucking bad ass place in the most luxurious high rise on the Gold Coast. I want all the ocean views and I want my own studio, and I want a master bedroom where I wake up and I look out over the ocean each day and so on and so forth.

The vision comes to life through and with the permission giving process. I gave myself permission. I allowed myself to see the vision and then through giving permission, I allowed myself to see more of it. Then number two, thank you I so knew somebody would start typing this up, thank you Lily. I just manifested that. I was like I need somebody to type this up as I talk and then I see that Lily did.

Number two, I decided right? A lot of people miss deciding in the manifestation process. A lot of people skip the deciding step. You might have, like you might allow yourself to see what you want. You might even give yourself permission in a way, but really I feel like if you give me permission then you would be deciding as well, but yeah, we'll just play it out like this. You might even journal about it every day. You might even do your fucking affirmations and like call it in and maybe even take practical action as well.

Then you're like, "Why isn't it happening? Why don't I have it yet?" Then oftentimes when people ask me that, I'm like, "Have you actually decided? Have you decided that this gets to be done? Or are you just talking about it, wanting it and wishing for it and wondering why it's not fucking done," because that's not deciding. Have you decided? Have you made a decision that this is going to happen, this is not up for negotiation, this is how it will be and it's done and I don't even fucking care how?

When you're in a true state of decision, like think back to when you decided something had to happen in your life. Maybe a boob job, maybe whatever else right, maybe you're losing weight, maybe you're making a set amount of money, maybe being in a relationship with that person or whatever it was.

When you really freaking decided things in your life, look back. Did it matter how? Did you then have to go out to look for how and find a strategy? No, you surpassed that, you went so far past the how, that it just, there never was a fucking how. How didn't matter, you're like, what the fuck ever, this is freaking happening bitch, because I decided it, right? We've all done that.

Even it could be something as simple as getting like the amazing handbag that you wanted. It's not always the bigger, well that sounds like a pretty big deal I think for a woman the first time you get like the most beautiful handbag that you've been craving and desiring. That you've said you should spend the money on or you don't have the money for it. Or maybe you're not good enough to carry that sort of purse or whatever right? I think that is a good example.

We've all done this, that's how manifestation works. There is no how in the manifestation process, there just isn't. As soon as you start to go into, if I like, I want this sort of apartment, as soon as I'm like well how do I get this, because apartments like this rarely ever come up in this building? What if, you know it's too expensive and should I really have it? Like if you go into how, then you're not actually focusing on the outcome, you're focusing on the how and that's why you don't get it, right.

I want to come back to the permission step a bit with the clarity, because that's kind of more what I was referring to in the title of this livestream. What I notice is, so many amazing entrepreneurs and just people that I talk with, whether it's clients or friends or comments that I see on Facebook, groups and stuff every day, I feel that people aren't admitting.

Okay, so let's add in admitting as a step, just chuck in, it's like step zero. Step zero before number one is admitting, admitting what you actually fucking want. That's step zero. We can reorder the steps later, because what a lot of people do, is they don't need me what they really want. They don't admit exactly what they want with their business, exactly how they want to make money. They don't admit what they really want romantically or with love. They don't admit what they really want with their body. They don't admit how much support they really want. They don't admit how they just want to be able to click their fingers and have everything done. They don't admit things for lots of reasons and you probably don't admit things for lots of reasons.

I've certainly done this as well and I continue to catch myself and seek not to do that, because I know that if I just admit what I fucking want and then I go through this process that we're talking through, like permission, creating more clarity, more permission then deciding and then I'll get after that in a moment, right, then it just happens. I could never have walked into this apartment and stood here and just felt like, "Wow, I wrote this into reality," if I hadn't first given myself permission that I get to live like this. That's so true with every element of my business and my life and you know that.

I mean part of why or how back on the boobs' thing for so long, I guess it just wasn't fully a how yes for me. Where I like, when it became a how yes is when I booked it and I've thought about it for 10 years. Though I always knew I would have it like even my ex-husband yesterday, I only told him yesterday in the morning, I guess I felt nervous to tell him, but he was like, "I always knew you would," right?

I always knew I would, I'd spoken about it plenty. Everyone who knows me knew I would, but I realise that part of the reason I was probably holding back on it was, I felt like then it's too much, then I'm too much. Like I already have this incredibly successful business, I already carry on like the Queen of the fucking internet, well because I am so who the hell else should I carry on as right? I'm already like so out there and just so owning my own awesome and bad ass all the time. I know it's confronting for people and then I'm like, I'm 38. I'm in shape, I travel all the time. Like I have I guess what could be considered an enviable lifestyle if people desired that sort of lifestyle, I think it's inspiring as well obviously and it shows it's possible.

I feel like sometimes maybe I'm too much. Like should I get to have boobs on top of all of that, right, do you know what I mean? That was my mindset, which is a very ego driven thing of me to think. I'm basically saying like, "Oh well, I don't want to be like too good, because then I'm going to make other people feel like they're not good." Instead of being like, I just get to own who I am and they get to own who they are. Don't make it into a big deal.

Do I desire to have bigger breasts? Yes or no, simple, right? I definitely thought about it. I felt like then it's like I'm even more, I'm not only this [inaudible 00:45:10], carry on bad ass person on the internet, with freaking half my body inked up and then sitting on a fucking throne when I'm in my studio and living my life in a certain way, where I only do what I want and I don't give a fuck and so on and so forth. Then on top of it I'm going to have boobs, it just felt like I'm putting myself out there too much. Like I'm trying to be too much getting attention or something like that.

That was definitely part of my process that I had to work through and choose to release. Since to me like, and I'm going to give myself permission to want what I want anyway. Why? Because I want it, that's it, period, the end. I get to want it because I want it, it doesn't need to be justified, explained, excused. If we own our desires and that causes somebody, either someone who you personally know in your life or people online or whatever it is, to think that you are whatever and then they don't want to follow, well then obviously they don't want to be friends with you or whatever, or cross your relationship, then obviously that's freaking perfect, because it's about being all that you are.

I think with a lot of things as well, like let's take the way my business operates. You know my business makes millions of dollars each year and I literally only do what I want. I'm not like sitting here slaving over my laptop doing shit I don't want to do in order to create that sort of income. I wake up I do exactly what I fucking want all day long. All I do is play and laugh and have fun. Like somebody said once, "How much time do you spend working?" I'm kind of like, "I guess the whole time." They're like, "How much time do you spend playing or having fun or being social or whatever?" I'm like, "The whole time." Like what is work, right? like this does not feel like work to me. This was literally as I said at the start of livestream, this is what I wanted to do.

I'm like, I'm fucking sitting here in bed recovering like it's too boring. I'm going to have some fun. I want to talk to people. I want to talk to people. I messaged someone that I have an appointment with later to see if he could talk earlier. Well he didn't get back to me, so I guess not. Then I was like, "Well, I can't talk to him, so I'm going to talk to you guys." I just felt the need and the desire to talk.

That's all, everything, like writing my blog that I wrote late last night when I was sitting in bed, definitely a little drugged up and off my head. That was because that's what I needed to do. Like the message was coming through me, it wasn't like I better write a fucking blog, because I was in hospital today and I didn't write a blog earlier. Nothing that I do, nothing comes from obligation or duty. I get to do what I want every day. I make money doing what I love. I make money from my purpose work and literally any time I would notice myself starting to engage in an activity that's not coming from solid desire and what I want to do, I would immediately stop and I would hand it over to my team. Or I would just not do it.

Like I know, that when I say yes to my soul, is when everything flows and works. It's actually a discipline and a choice to not do shit that I don't want to do. The point that I'm trying to get to here is, have you given yourself permission for it to be that easy? Have you given yourself permission? We already spoke about permission, but I'm just explaining it in a different way, because I know that what a lot of people do, is they don't admit that they really want that. Like they don't name and claim and admit.

Emma, you get a special reveal, there you go. I talked a lot about the boobies at the start, but we can't see them properly yet. They'll get untaped tomorrow. Double D. I wonder if anybody asked if I just flash the newly done taped boobies on a livestream straight away the next day after having it. I'm sure probably somebody's live-streamed the surgery before.

Have you given yourself, like are you admitting what you really want right, because maybe you think that would be too much. That would be too much, that would make me too much of a diva. Or you think you don't deserve to have life be that good, it couldn't be that good, it couldn't be that easy, it couldn't be that flow based. You like numb down or you dumb down, sorry, what it is you really want to desire and you pretend that you want something less than, because if you admitted what you really wanted, and then you didn't get it, then it will be like the universe itself or God himself bitch slapped you and said that you're not good enough. It's safer to not admit all that you really want, right, who's done that? Admit it. Allow it to be easy.

Well the allowing it to be easy is a daily decision as well. Actually everything that I'm saying here is a daily decision and practise, so it's not like, oh yeah, I did that one time. It's every day you decide. I love the concept that in a relationship with somebody whether it's in a romantic or a child or a friend or even client of course well, we choose each other daily. I choose my clients daily. When I see a message from my inner circle clients, I'm choosing again daily that, yes, I'm so excited and honoured to mentor you and I love you and I love mentoring you. It's not like I decided at the start of the relationship to have a relationship with that person and then never decide again. You just kind of automatically choosing every day.

In a romantic relationship, if you're not actively choosing that person daily in some way shape or form, then you're going to just drift apart and shit will start happening and you'll probably end up falling apart. With all the things that we desire in life, it's a daily practise and a daily decision.

Like fitness, health and fitness, you choose that shit, fucking daily. If you go and do like some 12 week challenge, you get your ass into awesome shape and then you're like, "Sweet, I'm hot as fuck now, I'm done, I'm not going to do that any more," how long is it going to take before that shit gets undone? Not very long at all, right, it will take like three ays and you already start to feel a little bit like not quite as tight and toned.

Fitness and health, we understand that, that's a daily practise and a choice. It's very obvious I think to anybody, saying we're showing up in a business. Like I can be the most powerful messenger on the internet and I think that I'm definitely up there, but if I just stopped, if I just stopped showing up right now as of today, I mean at first people will be like, "Hi, Where are you? What's going on? We miss you." If I just continue to not show up, eventually guys would just be like, "Well, she left, she gave up, she stopped," and you'd have to go somewhere else, because I wouldn't be there right?

I choose daily to show up for my business. I choose daily to show up for every part of my life. The things that we're talking about here, deciding that life gets to be that good, deciding that I get to have it all, deciding that I get to have the business, the money, the body, the love, the romance, the sex or whatever, like all of it, it's all a daily decision and a choice.

No, it doesn't necessarily mean that I write all of those things down every single day, because I don't. I do journal a lot of it every day, like quite a lot. Over the course of the week, every different area would definitely be covered multiple times. I'm not like trying to think about what I should write or not write. Okay, I don't understand that comment at all.

If you feel like you have decided before that you want to have that sort of business, that sort of life, that sort of body, that sort of romantic relationship, whatever it might be. Then you're like, well it's maybe because you don't have it, well, did you actually fucking decide. Are you actually wanting what you really want or are you trying to ask for some second best grey scale version of it, because if you're asking for less than what you actually really fucking want and desire, you're probably going to end up with very little at all. Like nothing, because you're not asking for what's truly in your soul and God slash your higher self, slash the universe is going to be like, "Please, this is not what you really want, so I'm just going to leave this in there, I'm going to leave it in there until you figure it the fuck out." Except a lot of people live their whole life that way, right?

It's not only that yes, you are allowed to have what you really want and you're allowed to have it all. It's that if you pretend that you don't want what you really want, and you pretend you're fine with something that's like less than that, then you're going to leave in a cycle of frustration and of never feeling like you've got, well of course you don't fucking have what you want, because you're not asking for what you want. You probably even won't really get the second best thing that you're asking for. You might get it, but you'll find it'll be really hard work.

Here's the secret about manifestation, about having it all and about having your true like deepest most bad ass desires. This might seem counterintuitive or it's kind of what a lot of people probably believe, but actually it's easier to get the real fucking things that you want. Like the really proper full on picture, than what it is to get something that's like 80% it's good or 90% is good or whatever. You might think it's more reasonable and more achievable to ask for like a slightly less than version of what you desire. Actually you're choosing the hard way.

Not only are you not going to get what you really want, because you're not asking for it and choosing it, but you're going to push really fucking hard. Like when I was running my business where I wasn't fully in alignment and I wasn't teaching my full message and I wasn't allowing myself to be all that me. I was telling myself I've got to do it this way or it was not going to work, I'm not going to make money, that was so fucking hard. I worked my ass off. I was sorry tired all the time. I slept like three hours a night for years, like for years.

Now I'm super proud of that period of my journey. I certainly I'm disciplined like a motherfucker. I certainly know how to do the work, but I look back now and I'm like, that was like 100 times harder than what I do now. When I decided to give in to doing what I really want to do and to only ever doing what I love, is when it got easier.

100% of my clients say the same. Like my clients who have gone past 100K a month and now are doing above 100K a month consistently or in some cases even above 200K a month, 100% of them will tell you, it got easier the more money they're making. Not just because I guess you know we know more now about online marketing or whatever. No, the reason it got easier is because they stopped doing all shit that they didn't want to do. They admitted what they really wanted and they gave themselves permission to let it be easier to have their true vision.

When you give into your true vision and you allow it and you decide and you choose it and you keep doing all that daily, then of course it's fucking easy because that's your soul work. That's what you were born to do. The easiest thing to do in the world is to be you. The easiest thing for me to do in the world is to speak, like this and to show up and to perform. Like some days I'm being like silly and funny and other days I'm like super serious and other days I'm really introspective or whatever and like I'm just being myself. The easiest thing to do in the world is to be myself. Me being me is this. This is what I desired to do this morning, this is just me allowing myself permission to be me, as I sit here and have my day in bed or whatever I'm doing.

I don't think about what I'm going to say. I don't worry about is this going to be a good way to like pre-launch the Millionaire Mastermind or something silly like that. I'm just being fully me. I have no idea in my head that there's anything I have to do to make money. You can start to see how important it is to give yourself permission to own all that you want.

Body stuff it's the same, like oftentimes people say that they want to get down to whatever size or lose X amount of weight, because that would be good, but they are also achieving something that feels like more realistic. Well, what do you really want? What do you really want? [inaudible 00:55:46] sitting with a big bag of blood exactly.

What do you really want though with your body? Don't be fucking reasonable, be fucking unreasonable. How do you want to feel when you get up in the morning? Maybe you're like, "Oh well, I can't have the energy that I had when I was in my 20s." Why the fuck not? "I can't look that way I've had kids." Why the fuck not, right? "I can't have high energy all throughout the day. I can't expect my skin to still be good after all these years in the sun or whatever." Why the fuck not?

I talk a lot about reverse ageing, because it's what I do. I age backwards, because I decided to and because I don't feel that my age or my, things that have happened in my life or like anything has anything to do with anything. I have the energy, the body, the health, the fitness, the physicality, all just because I give myself permission and I own what I really want. I be fucking unreasonable with my goals.

Okay, so that makes it easy. Like I was just saying before, because I mean me the true thing I want, it's easier to get the true thing than to try and get some grey scale version of it. What about the love and romance areas? Well this has been the hardest area for me to give myself permission around. I really struggled with myself worth. I felt like I'm not good enough, I'm not worthy. I had relationship that were hard as you know and then after I came out of that, after I left my marriage, it was like self discovery and exploration and learning in this area. It really has taken like a lot of dedicated applications to my inner work, which I have applied myself to, to finally have got to where I'm like, of cause I get to have like my freaking ideal hell yes, perfect fantasy relationships, because I'm not monogamous. That's why I said relationships. I'm still exploring that and I'm learning and deciding.

I'm still seeing the being vision brought to life in that area, like I'm still creating the vision. I'm still daily giving myself permission and daily getting more clarity around it as well. I give it a lot of attention. I give it a lot of energy, but certainly when I feel a desire for next level communication let's say, or next level sex or next level whatever, I'm not like oh well, that's unrealistic. How it is now is pretty good and it's really good or whatever. I'm like, no, I get to have like the true vision always.

I'll speak up about it, whether it's to me or somebody else or the whole fucking internet or whatever it needs to be. I'm not going to pretend that I don't want what I really want. I'm not going to pretend to myself and I'm not going to pretend to anyone else. I'm going to give myself permission to boldly claim what I desire and to state what I desire, and to choose to trust and believe that if the desire is there inside of me, that means I'm allowed to have it. Rather than playing the game that most people play, which is like, oh well, that would be too much. I'm not going to ask or if I ask for that and then I don't get it, then it somehow proves that I'm not good enough. Be bold enough to ask.

This is all a conversation about courage. We went through allowing yourself to see. I don't even remember what I said step zero was. Now like permission obviously deciding, hang on. I definitely say this a different way each time, but deciding is a daily thing. Then after that, so we've done choosing, seeing it, permission, allowance, deciding.

Remember all these things just cycle through again and again and again and they never stop. The next one that we could put next in line is going to be surrender and detach. Now detachment is an interesting thing. It's a very popular concept in the manifestation world and I talk about it a lot like oh I'm not attached. It's totally fine. Like I desire what I desire, I freaking know it's coming, I know it's available and it's possible. I know it's going to come to life. I'm unavailable for anything less than that, and at the same time, which sounds contradictory but it works, I detach from it and I surrender. Meaning that, I know full well if that doesn't come to life, then it's like this or something better right, so let's have a really clear picture of what I want in my relationships. Then it doesn't come to life even though I really do need it to work and I really show up for it and I really believe and I really claim it and I give myself permission and I decide it daily and I take away the action, which I haven't got to yet et cetera. Then let's say it didn't come to life, then the detachment and the surrender part of it, is reminding yourself that you're totally okay either way.

That if something that you sort inside of you didn't come to life, because it means that there was a better thing. It's like that was more like a stepping stone or something like that, so that's detachment. Detachment is knowing that you don't need it, that you're not going to be complete or whole by having that money, that body, that business, that relationship et cetera. That you're good enough, you are enough and you have enough just as you are.

That's detachment and surrender and it's a critical part of the manifestation process, which a lot of people leave out. Again, it's a daily practise, but then at the same time, and I wrote about this sort of in my blog last night. I think sometimes we get so fucking, like we're like so fuck involved, I'm just detached from everything. I don't need anything. I'm so conscious, I'm so woke. It's like, yeah, I think you seem to be kind of attached to the idea that you're not attached to anything. You're really fucking attached to that idea.

I was saying that to myself yesterday, because it's contradictory still in my head. I feel like I'm still figuring this out, but I know for sure like in the relationship area, I have needs and desires and I will call it a need. I'll call it a need. I'll call it a need. I'll call it a requirement. This is what I need. I need this level of communication. I need to feel this way. I need to know where I stand, stuff like that. I can definitely at the same time say, "Well of course I'm fine without it, because if somebody wasn't available to give that to me, then it would be, okay, this is not obviously going to continue to grow together, because these are my needs and these are my requirements.

It is a need and it is a requirement, and in that sense I'm attached, right? Then bigger picture says I'm not attached and surrender and I'm fine without it, because I know that if I was unable to receive that from another person, then that just simply shows that this is not allowed to be together. It's perfect right, so everything is always perfect, everything is always fine. There's nothing you ever need, but at the same time you can be like and this is what I need, so it's super contradictory, but it's a reality of life. There's lots of contradictions in business and life.

It's kind of like these detached dis attachment. I also say like contented discontentedness, like kind of being, well of course I'm totally fine I have everything I need already. At the same time I want so much fucking more and I'm going to get it. Okay, and so then the final step and I for sure could probably add all these in, but this is like a quick version.

The final thing is aligned action, taking aligned action in the moment right. You only ever need to take my magic boobies, you only ever need to take aligned action in the moment. What that means is, let's say I desire to be famous everywhere, right and to have people watching my show all around the world, like millions of viewers. Then I could sit down from a normal person's standpoint and you go, okay, let's make a plan of how I'm going to grow like my YouTube, how I'm going to grow my Facebook, how I'm going to grow my Instagram, how to create viral content all that sort of stuff.

Sometimes I still fall into that pattern and then I get so fucking bored that I fall asleep right there on the table and so it never works, because I just freaking hate it and I won't do it. Also because on a fundamental level, I don't believe in how. None of the success I've created in my life has come from a strategy or a plan. It's come from me being me, so I know for sure that my fame blowing up even bigger than what it already is, like I'm famous in this industry, but I get to be famous everywhere. Yes, when I film with my videographer for example like I think about what sort of cool content we're going to make today. I've started creating skits with him, I haven't published them yet, but they're really funny. I want to do skits and I want skits to go viral, and I want to do like super inspiring edited up really well created cut together videos as well and I want them to go viral. I do think about it when he's there and when we're there at the time.

I'm not like trying to plan it in advance and create like a formula to go viral, because it's just not how I choose to believe. I know for sure, like I've journaled and I've channelled and downloaded on this many times, I know that my next level fame will come from me being me. Just like you can't predict falling in love, like you can't plan to meet your soulmate or you can't plan to fall in love, it just kind of hits you in the face, you're like, what the fuck, that just happened, right?

The same thing with something like going famous, I think I can plan, create viral content that's going to exhaust the fuck out of me and I don't enjoy it. Or I can allow myself to be in flow and some days it hits bigger than others, some days it gets a big feedback, some days it doesn't and so what, I just keep being me. My whole business has been built from just being me and from taking aligned action in the moment.

Same with fitness, same with relationships all of it. It's not what is my plan in advance for tomorrow, it's what do I feel like doing right now? What I'm I called to do right now? Right now I'm called to do this fucking livestream, so that's what I do. Then after that I'm called to do whatever I'm going to do.

A huge part of this and one more point that we can add in is trust. For all of this to work you must be in trust, you must be in a state of trust and coming from faith and coming from I choose to believe that when I'm just being me, is when things work all right. I'm going to go. I'm I've come here to say.

Watch the replay. Millionaire Mastermind is going to be freaking amazing. I can't wait to share it all with you. I feel like we've brought some good fire today. Send me a shower of love heart if you loved it. Holy shit, I can't do my arm thing out quite as violently as I usually do. Yes, I love you. Thank you for being part of this community, thank you for live-ing with me from my post surgery bed this morning. I will reveal more when I can. Have an amazing rest of the today. Leave me a comment if you didn't already. I do read the comments later and do not forget, life is now, press play.

Direct download: Millionaire_Mastermind_sneak_preview2C_BOOBIES_7CThe_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B30-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:16am AEST

Tue, 5 June 2018

High Vibe AF! Tomorrow!

Katrina Ruth: Look. I'm going live like that. Do you think this is a good way to get views, at the start of a livestream? We're just gonna have a boob show. It's Katrina with breasts show. Just owning it. I'm gonna own it. The Katrina with breasts show. It's the booby show with Katrina with ... Nobodies even getting on, yet. I'm waiting until I can see that there's viewers on before I sit down.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. One person is on. All right. No. I'm just gonna stand here. There's only one person on. Maybe people don't like the boobs, and they're not jumping on. Willy Stain Germaine. Did you get your book published, yet? What's happening over there at Amazon? You should have your own personal Amazon person.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. This is too much booby-ness. It's just like boobs! I figure, if I just stick my boobs on the camera, then that's all is really needed. Okay. Should we have a side angle? Do you think it's super inappropriate that I'm doing a boob show, right next to a children's playground?

Katrina Ruth: All right. There's the side angle. Aren't they huge? They're way too big. Do you think they're way too big? I'm not kidding. This morning, I woke up. I had at least six messages from some of my closest male friends saying, "I'll just give you some helpful feedback on your boobs. Send before and after." I'm like, "All right. Good suggestion."

Katrina Ruth: Hello. The book is live, says Lilly, but the boobs are more exciting. Well, it has happened. It has happened. Mimi, if you're there, you can just drop. Hello, here I am. If you're there, Mimi, you can just drop the teaser about the Millionaire Mastermind, at anytime.

Katrina Ruth: Now, I feel bad for you guys, because you can't see my boobs, anymore. Do you think I should just livestream the whole thing like this? I can go up and down, or I could ... No. It's too late. I should have gone that way.

Katrina Ruth: So, basically ... Hello, Karin. Basically, I'm here filming today. I'm here with Matt. There he is. I nearly flaked out on him, because I felt so ginormous, not just in my chest area, but in general. I'm just puffy. I just feel huge all over. I had to be freakin' premenstrual, when I got a boob job. So, they're pumped up full of surgery drugs. My stomach went from lean with abs to ... two hours I suppose, during surgery, being ... I just gained, I don't know how much weight even, in one day.

Katrina Ruth: Draw some eyes on your boobs and use your hands to animate them. I can't stop touching them. Actually, the surgeon told me to massage them, as much as possible. He's so funny. He's this classic Aussie humour dude.

Katrina Ruth: I posted my thing about pulling the tubes out. I'm on the phone to him. I'm like, "I don't know about these tubes, what's going on? Should I come back in and have my boobs taped up again, because the tape had fallen off." He said, "No. Just grab the tube, and yank it out." That's how he says it. I'm like, "Just yank it out?" He's like, "Just yank. Just yank it." So, then I'm pulling and pulling. I put that video up. You guys were so grossed out. I was like, "Gosh. These people have some weak stomachs." I only showed a tiny bit of it. You should have seen, if I would have showed the actual thing.

Katrina Ruth: I can't wait 'til the swelling goes down. The swelling is all over my whole body. I think I've gone up two full sizes. I don't know. When did you see me last? Not for a few weeks, right?

Matt: Yeah. A couple of weeks.

Katrina Ruth: It's hard to tell, then. For sure I have. For sure I have, because shorts are so tight around me, right now. Finally, then my period come today. Now, I don't know. I just know and trust that I'll be lean as fuck again, by Monday. Really, I'm aware that doesn't fucking matter in the greater scheme of things, but it's still annoys me. At least, my hair still looks fabulous.

Katrina Ruth: So, that happened. Then, I go in for my check up, yesterday. He's like, "You've just got to squeeze them, all day." He goes, "Just while you're walking down the street, just squeeze them." I'm like, "Yeah. I'm sure that's a good idea." Anyway, there they are again, if you missed them. I don't know, if you can see them, on the livestream, because I think I'm sitting too low.

Katrina Ruth: So, I'm here filming with Matt. I wanted to flake out on him, because I felt not boobilicious. I felt the opposite of that. I felt like a walking, talking ... I don't know. Billboard of Gold Coast too much-ness, something like that. I didn't, because I'm a freakin' professional. I didn't cancel. Instead, we filmed for you. We made a little video about why women get boob jobs, and why I think everybody on the internet should shut the fuck up about ... Maybe that should be the title of the video. Why everybody on the internet should shut the fuck up about what women can or can't do with their bodies.

Katrina Ruth: There you go. The download always comes to me. I had a boring title before, it just came to me. I think that's gonna be really good, positive empowering content. Of course, it's not telling women to get boob jobs. It's telling women that they can do whatever they want. If you want them, get them. Exactly, Wendy.

Katrina Ruth: It's so funny, because even though people know that I'm always gonna do what I want, even in the last two or three days, since posting online about it, I've definitely had several comments along the lines of, "Ah well. I never thought you would go down that path." I was like, "Okay. Cool. Thank you for sharing your unasked for opinion." So, maybe I'm triggered, but whatever.

Katrina Ruth: So, we did that. Then, we're filming an episode of the show. Then, we basically had some time to kill. So, not to sound like I don't just love you and want to talk to you anyway, but really why we're live streaming is because I had a little time to kill before getting my daughter from school. And, and, and, because the Millionaire Mastermind, excuse me, Katrina Ruth's High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind. I'm just talking to my other camera, here. Is launching Did You Realise, tomorrow. It's launching tomorrow.

Katrina Ruth: I've actually pre-launched this shit. I pre-launched my boobs, all week. Well, I guess I launched them. Actually, kind of Patrick and I launched them together, accidentally, on our joint livestream. It wasn't officially supposed to be a boob launch, but that's what happened. So, that happened. It was very low key. If you missed it, you can watch the livestream from yesterday. Hair feels so good.

Katrina Ruth: Then, at the same time as pre-launching my breasts, of course I pre-launched my breasts. I don't like it how women get boob jobs, and they don't say anything about it. They pretend that nothing even happened. Then, it's like, "What? These are [inaudible 00:06:05]. I didn't do anything." Isn't the point that people are supposed to notice? Anyways, I just think own your shit. Own all your shit.

Katrina Ruth: So, we pre-launched the boobs. It was a very successful launch of the boobs. Everybody signed up. It was a 100% conversion rate. 100% of people wanted to see the boobs. Many people have made comments along ... assumptive comments, I might add, randomly, along the lines of, "I can't wait 'til I touch them." People are just they're assumptive selling me that they get to touch them.

Katrina Ruth: Then, quite a few people did indeed private message me, and offer their valuable feedback, which was just very gracious of them really, but no. I didn't send any photos through, but I did on the other hand stand with them right in the camera for two minutes, at the start of a livestream.

Katrina Ruth: So, then that happened. Simultaneously, I feel a bit bad for my High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind, now, because I feel like, "Aw. Sorry. You're more like kind of the ugly sister now, because I pre-launched the breasts at the same time, as pre-launching the High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind."

Katrina Ruth: When offered the choice, most people seem to be leaning toward the breasts, but the great new is, you can have it all. You can always have it all. You'll get me with my new addition. We'll just see how it settles in, and becomes part of me. I got to go and buy lots of new bikinis and bras this afternoon. At least I've got to buy one new bra, because I'm going out to dinner tonight, going out for a night out tonight. Even though my doctor told me, "Don't wear a bra, as often as possible." I feel like that would just be a little bit too much for [Burley 00:07:36] to handle, if I was going out with no bra.

Katrina Ruth: So, I'll do that. Now, I'm actually gonna launch the Millionaire Mastermind. Not right now, no. You can wait, until tomorrow. My High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind is ... What did I just say it was? Is the mindset and the strategy of crushing it online for entrepreneurs and crazy creators who just want more. It is my new membership programme. It is the number one membership programme, in the world for bad ass entrepreneurs and crazy creators. It launches tomorrow, at 9:00 am, Brisbane time, which is gonna be roughly 12, 18 hours and 16 minutes, from now. It's 7:00 pm Friday evening, New York, Eastern Standard Time that it launches.

Katrina Ruth: Now, you're gonna want to be on Facebook, or on your e-mail, or wherever you're gonna find me, or think that you're gonna find me, at that time, because we have an amazing founding members, inaugural members offer, which is, in fact, over ... Let me just do some fast math, in my head. It's less than, or it's about one sixth of the actual price for founding members. What's that in a percentage? Do some fast ...

Matt: One sixth?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. How much percentage discount is that? Matt's gonna tell you. Matt's gonna show his math wizardry, right now, on camera.

Matt: One sixth ...

Katrina Ruth: Don't hide behind the camera.

Matt: Like 12.

Katrina Ruth: 12%?

Matt: Could be horribly wrong.

Katrina Ruth: It's terribly wrong. 12 times six is only 70, 80, 72.

Matt: 15.

Katrina Ruth: We'll work it out, as a team.

Matt: 15.

Katrina Ruth: So, three sixth is 50%. So, one sixth is one third of 50%, which is 16 point six, six percent.

Matt: How much?

Katrina Ruth: 16 point six, six.

Matt: Close enough.

Katrina Ruth: All right. We worked it out together. So, basically, it's 16 point six, six percent. I just worked it out, just there. Nobody told me earlier. Well, Matt worked it out really. It was a team effort.

Katrina Ruth: So, you definitely want to be there for that. 9:00 am tomorrow, my time. 7:00 pm, New York, Eastern Standard time. There's really not much else for me to tell you about it. I'm just gonna tell you, apart from the draw on the floor, hell yes, offer of the launch itself, you'll be magnetised as fuck by what this programme, membership is about. It definitely required a little bit of wine, and, I'm gonna admit, sexual healing therapy for me to come to terms with the fact that I am not necessarily the main start in this programme, because my entire team is coming in, and co-teaching this programme with me.

Katrina Ruth: It's an ongoing membership programme where each month we'll be showing you exactly what we're working on, and literally giving you our marketing, and selling, and advertising strategies, as well as social media, and every other thing that you could imagine. So, they'll be a monthly report, essentially, showing you exactly what we've done. Then, teaching you how you can implement it. You'll have access to my team for support, and accountability, and mentoring, as well as me. There's so much more, but that kind of gives you, I guess, a little insight into why you would definitely want to check this out.

Katrina Ruth: It's been coming, for about six months. The idea's been gurgling up? What's the word I'm looking for? Gurgitating? Is that a word? It's not a word, is it?

Matt: [inaudible 00:10:49]

Katrina Ruth: What's the word I'm looking for? Brewing. We'll go with brewing. There was definitely a different word.

Katrina Ruth: The idea's been bubbling away inside of me for six months, but I really first started to bring it to light in February, I think. I was on a plane from Brisbane to LA with my brother Ash, who's on my team and does all my marketing and stuff. We definitely got brewing. There was a cooler kind of grosser, grungier word, harder than brewing, but I don't know what it was. I feel like it was along the lines of gurgitating, but that's not it.

Katrina Ruth: So, it started to come up in February. Well, maybe it was regurgitating, because I'm saying come up.

Matt: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Regurgitated.

Matt: Brewing [inaudible 00:11:25].

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Well, it was brewing and gurg- I'm going with gurgitating. I'm allowed to make my own words.

Katrina Ruth: It started to come up in February, but it was more like we've got the skeleton of the idea. Germinating, Tracy, what a legend. She just read my mind. That was the exact word that I meant. Germinating. Give the girl a prize. Very happy about that.

Katrina Ruth: I think there was a lot of Campari involved. That was the problem. When we first had the idea, because we were on a flight from Brisbane to LA. We were sitting at the bar, in Virgin. Yes. There was much Campari involved, but it was fabulous, nonetheless. I know for sure it was a little crazy, because the tagline that I wrote down, at the time, we somehow ... We were getting stuck on the lyrics of that song, I wanna be a billionaire. So, then we came up with the title, Katrina Ruth's Millionaire Mastermind, which has now evolved into Katrina's High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind, because that's what it is.

Katrina Ruth: Then, I ended up writing down on my sales page draught that the tagline for the programme was gonna be for entrepreneurs who wanna be a billionaire so frickin' bad. Then, I looked at it a week later, when I was in Santa Monica. I'm like, "Yeah. I think that half of what I've written on this page came from a place of listening to my Spotify downloads, while on a plane drinking Campari." Really, it's true anyway.

Katrina Ruth: So, it kind of came through then, but because it involves the whole team. Actually, an unannounced bonus that I just thought of right then, which is why it hasn't been announced yet, is that I will teach you the creation of this membership programme, and how we fully brought the idea to life, and how we're launching it, and how to create a membership programme that sells like a mother fucker. So, I'm gonna do a bonus training on that for all my new members. In fact, I'll do it next week.

Katrina Ruth: We're gonna open tomorrow. It'll be open for only 72 hours. You don't have to remember that, because there'll be a countdown timer on the page to remind you, plus me on social media reminding you for three days. Yes. I definitely wanna teach you how we put it all together. It's probably one of the questions that I got asked a lot. I've run many membership programmes, very successfully, now, over the years. A lot of people want membership programmes, because they're recurring income, but there's definitely a model that works versus a model that doesn't work.

Katrina Ruth: There's definitely very clear reasons on why people stay in membership programmes, or why they leave them. So, I'm gonna teach on that, and teach how you can design a membership programme that creates automated, recurring income for you, for your business, while simultaneously drawing in your high end, high ticket clients, that just wanna automatically sign up with you, and pay you without you even having to do any sort of ... I don't do discovery calls. I usually don't even do launches for my high ticket stuff.

Katrina Ruth: I have a really great system in place, where my lower model stuff feeds into my high ticket stuff, automatically. So, membership programmes are one part of that. So, I think I'm gonna do a whole bonus training on that. Mimi, if you're still watching, transcribe that down, so that we can use it in our promotions, as a bonus. I'll include it ... Tell, Ashley, even, to include it, or Callie, to include it on the sales page, because Callie's re-editing the sales page, right now. In the section where I say what I'm covering on next Wednesday's first live training for the Millionaire Mastermind.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you Lily, but did you see my breasts? Lily said I look sexy. I don't know, if they can be seen on the camera, because when I'm sitting down, it says that I'm from there, but then often later when I look, it's lower. I don't know. Can you see them, now, you guys? Give me a love heart shower, if you can see my boobs. Things I thought I would never say on a Facebook livestream, but then I might think you're giving me a love heart shower, because you're nice. She says, "Meow." Okay. The love hearts are coming.

Katrina Ruth: What else? What have I missed? I went off on a tangent. Hannah said, "Did they hurt?" Well, I did Mai Thai this morning. Look at this. I can move my arms everywhere. They feel really tight. They feel super stretchy, bit uncomfortable to sleep, and where this one tube came out on this side, that hurts. It feels like it's gonna come open, and bleed again, but whatever. It's not that big of a deal. It's only blood. There's a little bit of bruising. I don't know. I feel like I'm having amazing recovery. I actually talk on the next episode of the show that we just filmed today, I talk about how I manifested fast healing, and then kind of relate that to not buying into normal ideas of how long things should take. Just in all areas, right? Maybe I'm just lucky with my healing. Maybe I'm just super stretchy.

Katrina Ruth: Actually, that's a good point. I have really pliable skin, because I eat really well. I eat a lot of good fats, in my diet. This a true thing. I am not talking shit here. I include a lot of good fats, in my diet. I'm very fit, and healthy. So, my skin is, of course, pliable. Whenever I get my tattoos done, Vlad's always like, "How do you heal so quickly? You heal so fast." I said to him, "I think, because I have a high metabolism, and because I'm really healthy." He's like, "Yeah. That actually makes sense."

Katrina Ruth: Also, by the way, the more stressed you are, in general, the more cortisol hormone you have in your body, which inflames you, and it slows down healing. I might get stressed, from time to time, but I'm pretty freakin' in flow, and alignment with my life. So, overall, my inflammation levels and my cortisol is pretty low, I think, or just good, maybe. I don't know. I really feel like that's probably a big part of my healing, as well.

Katrina Ruth: I know for sure, it's also just, because I believed it, and it went under the muscle, by the way. We didn't even say this on the show. He went in through the nipple, sounds disgusting, sliced at the bottom of the nipple. The implants went under the muscle, which supposedly is way more painful than anything else, at all, accept I'm fine. Even at Mai Thai, this morning, I was like, "I could totally punch." We did shadow boxing, but I put the video up, already, on my Facebook. You can see it. I was doing kicks with no problem. It just feels a bit stretchy.

Katrina Ruth: I can sleep on my side, or on my back. The good thing is I don't have to protect them, meaning ... I don't mean don't protect them, but meaning I don't have to worry about movement. He was like, "The more movement, the better." That's why I went to training, this morning. I definitely wouldn't do anything that I thought would be a bad idea for them. I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: Do you have any other questions, because I've run out of things to say, and the school bell's going in seven minutes, which is actually plenty of time, because the school's only over the road. What else should I tell you? Did I leave anything out? Have you guys got any questions? Who wants to ask me one powerful question that's gonna benefit the entire community? Go, or just leave a random comment of interest, if you don't have a question.

Katrina Ruth: Millionaire Mastermind's gonna be epic. I'm very proud of it. I'm very excited that my whole team are getting involved. It's a really bid deal, actually. There's nothing like this on the internet, at all. Well, I think probably partly, because there's very few entrepreneurs, online marketers, who built a really locked in, solid team like mine. Of course, there's others out there, but I have a pretty solid team. They do all the things. They do an amazing job of it. It's extremely rare to have a programme where the team is actually teaching, as well. So, this is something that I did get a bit, "Urg" about it, because I'm like, "I'm the star. I'm the star," but I knew that it's time for me to pass that baton on, because they do an incredible job doing so many things in my business that allow me to be that star, and allow me to be the front person, and just do my content.

Katrina Ruth: So, I think it would be really selfish, and kind of irresponsible of me, to be honest, if I wasn't to allow them to step up, and share their gifts with you. I know it's gonna be so powerful. It's just so exciting. If you're in the High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind is the two point O version of that. I'm gonna post something into High Vibe about it, but you get transferred in, plus goodies.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. What were these questions? How do I increase my metabolism? Well, strength training, cardio training, or the obvious fitness things, I guess, as well as eating plenty of protein. 20 years history of fitness, for sure, is part of it. There's been times in my fitness journey where I've definitely been training well, and eating well, and then I haven't been maintaining or achieving my body goals.

Katrina Ruth: So, it's largely up here. I believe that I have a high metabolism. I believe my body works like a well oiled machine. I believe that I have healthy, happy hormones, and I believe that I get the results in the body I want, inside and out. I know, for sure, that's the real reason I do, because, like I said, there's been times, when I have been doing all the right things, and I didn't have the results that I wanted. Then, there's been times, where I was completely not giving a fuck, and eating whatever I wanted, and looked fuckin' amazing, because I just didn't believed I was so good.

Katrina Ruth: So, it's always mindset first, which is why I just Whatsapped Bromwyn just before doing this livestream. I saw that I'd put the working wrong on the banner for the Millionaire Mastermind. It said, "The strategy and the mindset." I just messaged her. I was like, "Wait. That should be the mindset and the strategy." It's always mindset first.

Katrina Ruth: Debbie says, "Do I use meditation for healing?" I don't expressly use meditation for healing, but I do use meditation pretty regularly. I listen to mediation audios, not every day, but probably five days out of seven, if I feel a bit brain frazzled, or just even, if I want to. I go into a meditative state, just in and of myself, pretty frequently. Sometimes, even when I'm driving, I can separate that out. Often, after yoga, I use meditation a lot, in lots of different ways, through the day.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you, Lakisha. All right. So, I'm gonna go. Thank you for being here. Make sure you're online tomorrow morning at 9:00 am, my time, which is 7:00 pm, New York time, on Friday evening, for the launch of Katrina Ruth's High Vibe as Fuck Millionaire Mastermind. The mindset and the strategy of crushing it online for driven entrepreneurs, and crazy creators who just want more. More what? More everything.

Katrina Ruth: Leave me a comment. I'll read it later. Don't forget, life is now. Press play.

Direct download: High_Vibe_AF_Tomorrow_.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 6:45am AEST

Tue, 5 June 2018

Being brave enough to start your hustle

Katrina Ruth: All right, now we're gonna try and share this. And then we're gonna do the thing. Ah, Mother Fucker.

Alyssa: Me?

Katrina Ruth: No, not you. Why does this make it so hard?

Alyssa: Can I just go and do my business?

Katrina Ruth: No, no, no. You gotta stay here for the start of the Livestream. Oh my God. Okay. If I turn it, then it's gonna screw up the thing later.

Katrina Ruth: Hello, one person. I'm trying to share this over to my page. I'm gonna try it anyway. I'm gonna probably mess with the system. I can't see anything.

Katrina Ruth: Hi, Susan. I'm trying to like exit out of the Facebook screen right now. That's why I'm like hitting the phone. 'Cause, okay ... now I'm gonna try turning this and hopefully Facebook doesn't mess with me. Oh my God. Oh my God. Why does it make it so hard? Okay, can someone share this into the Daily Ask It crew for me?

Katrina Ruth: Okay. It's just being so annoying. Maybe I'll have to send you to the car to get my laptop out of the car. I can't share this ... okay, we'll keep that off.

Katrina Ruth: Alyssa's starting a little side hustle here. I was gonna go live anyway, 'cause I'm just hanging out in the park. Do you wanna say hi?

Alyssa: Hi.

Katrina Ruth: What is ... what have you said ... I was gonna go live anyway and I was gonna talk about the Millionaire Mastermind. I hate when I can't see myself on the screen. I was gonna talk about the Millionaire Mastermind and maybe like do my freaking thing, do my launch. Okay, where's your brother? He's over there.

Katrina Ruth: Everybody's giving you a love heart shower. You see the love heart shower? It's for you. So, the kids have been playing in the park. Thank you, Susan. Thank you for sharing that. The kids ...

Alyssa: [inaudible 00:01:52]

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, we're gonna, you're gonna be on camera in a moment. Come here. Be on camera. But you can talk in a minute. So I was gonna go live and tell you the Millionaire Mastermind life and launch that. I did already just casually drop that in this morning. I'll talk about that in a moment. I have many things to say and I wanna answer any questions. Although I probably should like pre-announce if I'm gonna do a Q&A so that people know it's coming.

Katrina Ruth: And then Alyssa's sitting here and she's got my journal. And she's made herself a little sign. Do you wanna show your sign?

Alyssa: What if they can't see it?

Katrina Ruth: Well, it will be backwards, so you can read it to them. But show it to them.

Alyssa: Doing gymnastics for money.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, so she's made a little sign that says she's doing gymnastics for money. Where are you gonna put the sign? Against the tree?

Alyssa: Against that pole.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, against the pole over there.

Alyssa: So, because people normally walk there.

Katrina Ruth: Because that's where the audience is at. That's the platform. The platform is against the pole because that's the walking path where everyone walks past. So, first the sign said ... that's the old sign. First the sign said, "Doing gymnastics for money, please." And then you decided that it shouldn't' say please. Why was that?

Alyssa: Because it wouldn't make sense.

Katrina Ruth: Because it doesn't make sense. I was like, that's actually true because I wouldn't probably put up a sign on Facebook that says, "Join my Millionaire Mastermind, please," would I? That would just be a little bit weird. I mean, no, I wouldn't. I'd be like, "Join the Millionaire Mastermind [beeotch 00:03:19]. Things I shouldn't say.

Alyssa: Bitch.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, no. That's really bad. Too late, rewind. [inaudible 00:03:27] different way we can ... You know.

Alyssa: Beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: Don't say things ...

Alyssa: Beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: Don't say things on camera that you don't normally say.

Alyssa: Beeitche. Beeitche. Beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: All right, talk about your business. Talk about your business.

Alyssa: What do you mean? Oh, if they don't give me money, I kill them.

Katrina Ruth: Why do you always the most bizarre, mixed up stuff as soon as you get on a Livestream? I swear to ... This chick doesn't say stuff like that off camera. And as soon as she gets an opportunity to be on my Livestream, she says things that just make it sound like, I don't know, bad parenting going on.

Katrina Ruth: You don't talk like that normally. Talk like your normal self.

Alyssa: Oh yeah I do.

Katrina Ruth: Doing gymnastics for money. So, you're gonna put the sign against the pole, and then what are you gonna do?

Alyssa: I'm just gonna want people give me money.

Katrina Ruth: Gonna what? You're gonna wait until they give you money or you gonna do the gymnastics anyway? Are you only doing the gymnastics if they give you money?

Alyssa: This is-

Katrina Ruth: Or are you doing the gymnastics and hoping that they will then give you money/

Alyssa: This is what I'm gonna do.

Katrina Ruth: Talk to the camera, nobody can hear you.

Alyssa: I've got hiccups.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, what're you gonna do?

Alyssa: I'm gonna put-

Katrina Ruth: What's your hustle?

Alyssa: Shh. I'm ... Shh. Beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: Ah, don't. Yeah, tell them. Lisa says we really wanna hear Alyssa's business. Tell them what your hustle is. Look at the people can see you.

Alyssa: I'm gonna put this against the pole and then I'm going to hold ... I'm going ... when people come by I'm going to do gymnastics and hopefully they see the sign.

Katrina Ruth: And hopefully they give you money.

Alyssa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: All right. Go, go do your business.

Alyssa: About like $100.

Katrina Ruth: Just $100 per gymnastics move.

Alyssa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: She's very reasonable.

Alyssa: No, no, no, a million.

Katrina Ruth: What do you ... Let me ...

Alyssa: No, no, no, 5000.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. Come back. Let me ... Wait, you just downgraded from a million to 5000? It's a bargain. Get in today.

Alyssa: I mean 5,000,000.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, 5,000,000. 5,000,000 rupiah? So, can I ask you a question?

Alyssa: What?

Katrina Ruth: Come back to the camera.

Alyssa: What, Mr. Poop?

Katrina Ruth: Don't talk silly to me. What are you gonna do if people see your sign and they don't actually give you money? What are you gonna do? Are you gonna stop doing gymnastics? Are you gonna cry? Are you gonna get angry? Or are gonna just keep doing your show?

Alyssa: I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do arg.

Katrina Ruth: So basically like if somebody watches something on the Internet and then nobody buys it and then that somebody just has a little temper tantrum, hissy fit, how do you think that's gonna work out for them?

Alyssa: I call you beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: It's reasonable.

Alyssa: I call them beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: Lisa says she got paid $2 by people when she was paid to dance. So I guess you've upgraded to 5,000,000.

Alyssa: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

Katrina Ruth: You're missing the point. No, that's a good thing. She got paid to dance. It was awhile ago.

Alyssa: I need $5,000,000.

Katrina Ruth: Hush. She needs 5,000,000. She's not getting out of bed for less than 5,000,000.

Alyssa: I'm a billionaire. I mean ...

Katrina Ruth: Watch the little performance about guys.

Alyssa: I gonna need a million and a hundred an hour.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, nearly. No, it's a serious question.

Alyssa: Can I just do my thing now.

Katrina Ruth: You can. You can answer one more question. Wait. Hold up. Will you just performing and doing your Alyssa [LATOZZO 00:06:37] show if people don't pay your or are you gonna crack it and stop if you don't get paid?

Alyssa: First, I'm gonna crack it. Then I'm gonna keep going.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, that is a good answer you guys. That's a winner answer, because it's fair. It's okay to crack it. We all crack it when we have a launch where we don't get the results we wante.d I used to have my launches just flop and bomb all the time or I'd get like two people joining or nobody.

Katrina Ruth: And then I would crack it a little bit. And then what did I do? Keep going. That's the attitude.

Alyssa: Okay, bye.

Katrina Ruth: Well, go do it then. Stop talking. Nobody needs to hear when you could be doing.

Alyssa: Beeitche.

Katrina Ruth: Don't say things you shouldn't say please. She doesn't make anything sitting next to you.

Alyssa: Beeitche. [inaudible 00:07:13]

Katrina Ruth: Alyssa, inappropriate. Honestly, she just knows when she's on camera. The sun ... Look, there she is, putting her little sign against the tree. Didn't you love that answer? It's such an honest answer. But what are you gonna do if your hustle fails, if nobody pays you to do gymnastics on the side of the park? Well, I'm gonna crack it. Okay, that's fair enough. But then I'm gonna keep going.

Katrina Ruth: So, I just showed her some Cirque de Soleil videos, 'cause she's quite Cirque de Soleil freaky. She can do ... you might see it in a minute. She does the backbend and then just stands back up and she can do like waggling her legs in the air and stuff while she's in the background. She's taken over my show.

Nathan: Mommy. I'm [inaudible 00:07:53]

Katrina Ruth: Awesome, honey. Have fun. There's another one over there. And then, what was I saying? Yeah, so I showed her some Cirque de Soleil videos on You Tube, and she's, 'cause just kinda like, "Ah, I can do that. I can that. I could do that." With all of it. So, just little bad ass, little bad ass attitude over there.

Alyssa: Oh, Mommy?

Katrina Ruth: Little bit too much attitude over there sometimes.

Alyssa: Mother?

Katrina Ruth: I'm gonna talk about the Millionaire Mastermind.

Alyssa: [crosstalk 00:08:16] What if I go to my friends and I show my boobs?

Katrina Ruth: Don't flash at the camera please. Seriously?

Alyssa: But what if I do?

Katrina Ruth: You're fine. You're a kid playing at a park. Go play.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, it's always a little nerve wracking to bring her on camera, 'cause I swear to God she just saves up the inappropriate things that an eight year old shouldn't say, and then says them as soon as she gets the chance to get on my Livestream.

Katrina Ruth: So, what I was going to do though, is I was going to title this Livestream about the Millionaire Mastermind and I was just gonna have a quick chat about my new high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind. The hype, Katrina is high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind just launched this morning. In theory, it launched at 9AM. Can somebody put the link in for me into the comments? It's thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind. My phone's not letting me exit out of the screen to grab my comment link or I'd do it myself. So thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind.

Katrina Ruth: I'm not ... I wanna let you know there is a top 20 bonus which I think might be nearly sold out. I don't have the numbers 'cause I just kind of casually launched it this morning and then went to the gym and stuff. But it will sell out in the next ... It will sell out. Just, if it's not already sold out, it's gonna sell out in the next few hours for sure.

Katrina Ruth: There is always gonna be a badass AF, badass as fuck, top 50 bonus, which I haven't even announced yet. So, I'm just letting you know. If you ... oh, it's top 25 anyway, not top 20. If you don't get into the top 25, and I think you can still get into the top 25 now and get that bonus.

Alyssa: Mommy, if there's not many people here, I'll go somewhere else.

Katrina Ruth: Right, if not many people show up for your launch then, well, you could just stay where you are and trust that you'll magnetise the people to you. Or I guess you could switch to a new platform. Or you could do a bit of both, whatever feels aligned. Right? Either way, I like how I didn't have to coach her to say that she would just keep going, even if nobody paid her, that's what I'm happy to hear.

Katrina Ruth: And really, she's gonna just keep going anyway, because she does it for the love it. It's her favourite thing to do. You can't stop her. I have to watch hours and hours of gymnastic shows every single day. She wants us to move house, to live like near the gymnastics place. What's it called, Gymnastics Centre or Coast Gymnastics, so that she can go every day. Do you have anything to say?

Nathan: No.

Katrina Ruth: Do you wanna talk to the camera?

Nathan: No.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, he's not performing today. The Nathan Loterzo show's not happening today. There's a lot to be learned from the attitude of a child's hustle, from the attitude of a child who's hustling. There's a lot to be learned for all of us.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, so top 25 may already be sold out. I don't think it is. I don't know. I saw people started joining straight away. I totally forgot to launch it this morning. It was supposed to launch at 9AM Brisbane time, I completely forgot about it. And then my brother reminded me, so I quickly just popped it out and that happened. And people started joining right away because the offer itself is fricking incredible. It's my brand new membership programme. Thank you for dropping the link, guys.

Katrina Ruth: It is the mindset and the strategy of crushing it online for driven entrepreneurs and crazy creators who just want more. The number one membership programme in the world for those like us who are never gonna be termed, never gonna be leashed up, but will indeed insist on making millions and impacting millions.

Alyssa: They're not-

Katrina Ruth: Yes?

Alyssa: They're not gonna give me money because I'm a kid.

Katrina Ruth: That's not a thing. People definitely like to give money to kids. But if you do it for like ... Okay, I'm sorry, I just had to reject a phone call from Billy Jean, which I feel bad about, but he just froze my Livestream.

Katrina Ruth: So that's that. I certainly could go on and on about the Millionaire Mastermind. If you ... I've kind of just dropped the biggest launch of the year out there without really doing a lot of lead up to it or explaining much about it. It is a really big deal. It's an incredible new membership programme. And the ... Not only am I doing really cool stuff for this launch, which happens over the next three days to the top 25, top 50, that sort of thing, cools extras and bonuses. But the inaugural members so far, is just out of this world.

Katrina Ruth: Obviously I wanted to do something super special for people who are gonna join straight away in the first three days. And then we will shut it down. So when you go to the katrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind, you'll see there's a countdown timer at the top. You wanna read through everything. It's about, there's quite a lot to sort of understand there I guess. But the crux of it is that I'm not just the star of this show, I've actually brought my entire team in to create the best membership programme in the world, to support you, to understand and also implement all of the ins and outs of online marketing and try building. But, whilst maintaining the craziness.

Katrina Ruth: So my whole team is co-running it and co-leading this programme with me. And we're monthly gonna be taking you behind the scenes of exactly what we do in my business, exactly how it works, the kind of like here and now of the marketing side of things, the funnel side of things, advertising, social media stuff, everything that all the cart ninjas are doing, they'll also be teaching and also supporting you with.

Katrina Ruth: So you're getting assistance and mentoring from my team as well as me. It's just like I couldn't be more excited to be getting this out there. We're even including that you'll have Facebook ad support in there, technical support, like I really wanted to make it ... What is everything that maybe would hold you back or get you stuck or take you out of your genius path from doing the creative work that you're here to do. And how can I, well not do it for you obviously, but provide my team to show you what they do and have them support you. So they'll actually be in the group.

Katrina Ruth: And this is an ongoing thing, right, not like a one time thing where they [inaudible 00:13:28] but an ongoing thing where they're answering questions, helping, running live trainings, doing Q&A, creating tonnes of resources, monthly report on what we've been doing at the Katrina Ruth Show, how it's working and how you can apply it and even duplicate our sales processes over to your business. So that's a little bit about it. But if you go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind you can read all about it, get to know some of my team members and see who's there and see what they're doing.

Katrina Ruth: And, I will officially announce the top 50 bonus some time this afternoon. I don't when the top 25's gonna sell out. It will probably be within the next hour or two, I'm just guessing. My brother's currently [inaudible 00:14:06] at the top of my phone here. I'm like trying to stay on top of what's going on, so Ill probably get an update quite soon. But, what I'd suggest is that you go and have a read about it after I just off this live.

Katrina Ruth: And if you have any questions come up at all, please just message them to me, or put them here or something because I'll do Q&A at some point and really I wanna make sure you understand everything and kind of get everything. But I guess at the end of the day, the new members, I feel like the inaugural launch members offer is so good, it's an over 80% discount off your first month. So a very heavily reduced trial month, where you're gonna pay only about 16.6% of the actual ongoing cost.

Katrina Ruth: So you get to experience all of it, and either stay or not stay and either way, is fine. But on top of that, you get the bonuses, we get our first official live training happening with me this Wednesday. And this is the evolved, 2.0 version of the high vibe mastermind, my current membership programme. So, it's not something different, I'm gonna continue with both, we're moving into the Millionaire Mastermind, because I really identified and looked at the fact that me providing my knowledge and resources and teaching you what I'm doing is just such a limited piece of what we can offer at The Katrina Ruth Show if we would bring our whole team in.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, Alyssa, what's up?

Alyssa: This Chinese guy came up and said, "What's that?" And I said, "It's a sign." And he laughed at me. And it's a little bit annoying 'cause I feel like I'm being weird.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, this is a really important question. People here on the Livestream are gonna help you. Alyssa said that somebody came up and saw her sign, her sign saying "Give me money for gymnastics."

Alyssa: It does not say that.

Katrina Ruth: Well, what does it say? "Doing gymnastics for money." And that he laughed at her. And now, she's feeling like shutting down her hustle because she's worried that maybe she's being weird. I mean, I feel like I couldn't script a better question really.

Katrina Ruth: So, who has something to help Alyssa? She feels like someone's being mean to her. She's put herself out there. She's marketing herself in the public space. She's showing up for her hustle and for her message and for her performance and art. Now she feels like somebody thinks being weird or maybe she is being weird. And she feels like maybe he's being mean.

Alyssa: I'm not.

Katrina Ruth: Wendy says that person is not a soul aligned client. Do you know what that means?

Alyssa: No.

Katrina Ruth: It means that that person's not your audience. That person was never gonna be your, you know, show attendee or your person who paid you anyway. So when Mommy puts stuff out on Facebook-

Alyssa: But what if more people are mean?

Katrina Ruth: What do you guys say to this? What if more people laugh at her? It is a perfect example. When Mommy puts stuff out ... You know how Mommy does a lot of videos and a lot of stuff on the Internet? Sometimes people laugh at me. Well some-

Alyssa: What about ... Why are they laughing at me?

Katrina Ruth: No, well, well, none of us usually like being laughed at, except if it's because we're being funny. What do you think you ... If you were really committed to your show and to keeping on going until you get clients who pay you, do you think you would keep going if somebody laughed at you? Or do you think you'd stop?

Alyssa: I'd stop for a minute.

Katrina Ruth: Stop for a minute. And then what?

Alyssa: And then go back again.

Katrina Ruth: And then go back again. Julian says, "Keep doing you, Alyssa."

Katrina Ruth: [Leeaura 00:17:13] says embrace your weirdness, no one else is like you. That means it's good to be weird. Do you think I'm weird?

Alyssa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. I think that's obvious to everyone.

Katrina Ruth: Wendy says, "You can't let the naysayers stop you." Which means that if people say that you shouldn't be doing something or if you think that they're like laughing at you, or that they think you're being silly or whatever, you don't let those people stop you. You be stronger than them, right? Do you think you're stronger on the inside?

Alyssa: No, I can punch them.

Katrina Ruth: No, it doesn't mean we punch them. It means we be stronger on the inside.

Katrina Ruth: Christine says, "Keep going." Hang on, this is a good comment. She says, "Keep going. Your people who wanna see your show are out there ready for you. You can't please everyone, but you can be you. And they'll be many, many people who love you."

Alyssa: [inaudible 00:17:58]

Katrina Ruth: "Good for you." I can't read it. It's going too fast.

Alyssa: But what if- But what if-

Katrina Ruth: "Good for you for keep doing you and love your uniqueness."

Alyssa: But what if there's not people, not any people who wanna give me money?

Katrina Ruth: What if there's not any people who wanna give you money today? Then what are you gonna do? You tell me.

Alyssa: I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: You said before. You're said you're gonna crack it for a minute and then you're gonna keep going. Do you think that Mommy made money the first time she was trying to make money?

Alyssa: No but like what if when we go-

Katrina Ruth: Yep.

Alyssa: And I didn't get any money?

Katrina Ruth: Well, then what are you gonna do?

Alyssa: I'm gonna kill them.

Katrina Ruth: Don't say silly things. What are you really gonna do?

Alyssa: I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: Well, do you love gymnastics enough to keep going anyway?

Alyssa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Do believe that one day people would pay you for you to do a show for them?

Alyssa: Yeah, but I wanna come here tomorrow.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Alyssa: If they're not gonna pay men.

Katrina Ruth: So, we'll just come back and do the show again tomorrow.

Alyssa: And Daddy's gonna be here.

Katrina Ruth: Daddy gets here tomorrow night.

Alyssa: Oh.

Katrina Ruth: Lekesha says, "That's amazing, keep going." You know who Beyonce is, right?

Alyssa: Huh?

Katrina Ruth: Do you know who Beyonce is? Let's substitute that for JoJo Siwa. Some people love JoJo Siwa, right? But some people don't. Some people wouldn't give any money to go see JoJo Siwa's show. Can you believe it? Shocking, I know. But there's some people that wouldn't her money and other people that do. So the thing that you gotta do is just keep going until you find the people who love you.

Katrina Ruth: "Some people laugh and they walk away and you never have to know them anyways," says Lakesha. "You have to keep going and trust your soul with what you wanna do." Exactly.

Alyssa: [inaudible 00:19:22] Well that is true but it feels like they're mean to me.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, but, do you love your gymnastics and believe in yourself enough to keep going anyway?

Alyssa: I wanna go seven days a week.

Katrina Ruth: You wanna go to gymnastics seven days a week. Well, I told you that might happen. Some people laugh because, that's true. Sometimes adults laugh at kids because they actually think it's really impressive and cute. And then, kids though don't really care for that. Like, kids don't like being laughed at, even when the adults are doing it from a place of, "That's super cool." I've noticed that a lot. A lot of adults do that from a place of, they think it's cool or cute. She does not like that.

Katrina Ruth: All right, she's going back out there. You guys have helped her massively. Isn't this a fantastic analogy for online business?

Alyssa: The guy's still there.

Katrina Ruth: The guy's still there. Where is he?

Alyssa: He laughed at me, the Chinese guy.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, well, why don't you move?

Alyssa: 'Cause he's [inaudible 00:20:12].

Katrina Ruth: Okay, so if some ... What do I do if somebody's like kind of triggering me on Facebook and kind of getting under my skin. Do you know what I do?

Alyssa: No.

Katrina Ruth: I actually well, if I really feel like they're not aligned, I just unfriend them. But either way, I actually don't pay attention.

Alyssa: But they're not my friends.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, so what that-

Alyssa: [crosstalk 00:20:28] good they are.

Katrina Ruth: So what you could do in this scenario is you could move your sign over there if you wanted to. Or, you could choose to just own your beautiful weirdness and do it wherever you wanna do it anyway. Either way is okay.

Alyssa: I wanna [crosstalk 00:20:43]. But can you, but ...

Katrina Ruth: "Do you feel good when doing gymnastics?" Says Wendy.

Alyssa: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: You love it, right?

Alyssa: Yeah. I go every day.

Katrina Ruth: So, the main reason to do your art is because you love it, right Alyssa?

Alyssa: Yeah, but-

Katrina Ruth: And then if you wanna make money from it, you've gotta just commit, yes?

Alyssa: Mommy, Mommy, Mommy ... I wanna do it over there now, but I want you to put that thing, the tripod near there so they can see me doing it.

Katrina Ruth: You do it over there and I'll turn around and then I'll be able to see you in the background behind me. But, everybody's cheering for you, honey.

Alyssa: But, it feels so scary.

Katrina Ruth: It does feel scary to put yourself out there. What do we say to a kid who feels scared to put themselves out there, guys? And what do you say to yourself though, is really the whole point that I'm trying to make here, 'cause Alyssa and I talk about this stuff all day long.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, now I can't see. Where is she? Is she in the camera? There you go. Now you're in the camera. Maybe I'll just move over there. I'm trying to say where I can see my other kid as well though. Where has he gone? All right. Okay. I think he's adopted himself to somebody else's family. Oh no, there he is. He's playing soccer. He's quite the little soccer ninja, that one. All right, let me sit on the ground so we can sort of see her over there, since that's what she wants. Okay, there she is.

Katrina Ruth: They're mean 'cause they're jealous of happiness. That's sometimes true. I don't know if an adult walking past is necessarily judgemental or judge oh sorry, jealous of a kid's happiness, but anything's possible. She's so self aware. I love her. She expresses those feelings.

Katrina Ruth: I just think there's so much to be learned from kids, and from the way that they hustle. It's just so funny how she came out with that line, like what would you do if nobody paid you? "I would crack it and then I'd keep going." Well, I guess the true born for entrepreneurs and leaders online, that's what we would do, right? I would crack it. I used to crack it when people, when I'd put my offers out there and sometimes I'd get only two people buying or one person buying. And sometimes no people at all.

Katrina Ruth: I know it's easy to look at me where I'm at now and I launch something like my Millionaire Mastermind today and people immediately wanna get on it and they are waiting for it, even though I only pre-launched it two days ago. But, don't forget that there's 12 years of online marketing behind me. And you know, a lot of people might not realise that for me, there was a massive period where people weren't buying, where I was like my daughter now on the side of the road with my sign out, doing my thing. And basically, people were ignoring, or maybe they you know, thought good on her or something like that. But they weren't paying.

Katrina Ruth: And so it's okay to crack it, but then you've got to keep going. And weirdly though, so many people online just crack it and then that's it. They crack it and then they stop.

Katrina Ruth: You okay? You getting angry? Okay, she's getting angry. See, it's okay to get angry. It's ... I'm gonna move back over here 'cause I can't see anything. It's okay to get shitty at yourself, by the way. I was telling somebody this morning on a message, just get shitty at yourself. That helps sometimes.

Katrina Ruth: All right, she sounds just like my Gus, as a kid. Be brave, be beautiful and do what makes you happy. Don't even worry about anyone else. Exactly, exactly. It's funny, 'cause I don't say things to Alyssa like she should go and you know, have a hostile obviously. But she sees the way that I live my life, and she's always trying to come up with ways to make money. Which is very normal for kids I think. I think children are naturally really entrepreneurial. Maybe some more than others. But I was trying to make money from the age of three or four years old.

Katrina Ruth: All right, does anyone have any questions about the Millionaire Mastermind or maybe you've not yet had a chance to go check out the sales page. I'm going to be Livestreaming and posting about it all weekend. So you're gonna see a lot of stuff from me coming out. And I guess I'll be explaining more parts but as I go. And just making sure that nobody misses out because it is quite a limited launch time and because I know the top 25, then the top 50 and that sort of thing will go quite quickly.

Alyssa: I've got a problem.

Katrina Ruth: So I am gonna be posting about it quite a lot over the next few days. And what I really would love is if there's anything that you're not sure about, or anything that you want more clarification on because it's quite a lot of detail on there, just tell me. I think at some point, maybe tomorrow, I'll do a Q&A, and I'll cover all that sort of stuff.

Katrina Ruth: What's your problem?

Alyssa: My problem is the lady said, "Wow, you're doing really good gymnastics." But then, they didn't probably see the sign.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, so the problem is somebody congratulated her on amazing her gymnastics was, but they didn't pay her. But maybe they didn't see the sign.

Alyssa: But then maybe ... So I need to [inaudible 00:25:28]

Katrina Ruth: So what do you think an ... So what do you think somebody who's in business like Mommy would do if somebody said, like maybe somebody said good job to me on my blogging, like on my writing, on my Livestreaming. If they didn't then sign up for my course, what do you think I would do?

Alyssa: I don't know. But I just ... but [inaudible 00:25:48]

Katrina Ruth: Well I'd probably just keep going, but maybe I'd make a bigger sign next time.

Alyssa: They said, you do really good gymnastics but they probably didn't see the sign. Maybe I have to hold it up.

Katrina Ruth: You can't really hold it up whilst doing the gymnastics, but it is a very tiny little sign.

Alyssa: No, but, no but, no, but if people see it, I'll put it down and then start doing gymnastics.

Katrina Ruth: You could. Or, if you really wanted to keep doing this, then when we go home, you could make a big sign.

Alyssa: But that ... but when we go home it's [crosstalk 00:26:16].

Katrina Ruth: And you could tell them that Christina says you could tell them that you're performing for money.

Alyssa: But how we gonna do that because it's at Solar building.

Katrina Ruth: Don't say exactly where we live, Alyssa. We can make a big sign, like a big poster sign.

Alyssa: But where we gonna do it?

Katrina Ruth: What do you mean? At home, with your arts and crafts stuff.

Alyssa: But where we gonna put it?

Katrina Ruth: Against the thing. Look, nobody's gonna see that little sign. That's the reality. Ignore them and keep smiling to show them you don't care what they think.

Alyssa: I'm still doing it.

Katrina Ruth: Well, nobody's trying to stop you. Go do it then. Stop-

Katrina Ruth: All right, I'm gonna jump off this Livestream.

Katrina Ruth: Stop it. I sometimes ... I don't know whether to be proud or embarrassed. I swear to God. Don't twerk.

Alyssa: I'm twerking. I'm twerking.

Katrina Ruth: Please don't twerk. Do not twerk on my Livestream. Yeah, well, if you're putting like a little tiny buy my thing thing on the Internet and nobody sees it, then maybe you gotta shout louder about it and be okay to back yourself and promote yourself, right? Get a bigger freaking' sign. I mean, all this stuff is just really obvious. It's quite funny if you think about it, how many entrepreneurs just walk away crying and having a little temper tantrum or hissy fit. Or then just don't come back the next day because they feel hurt or rejected or whatever. I'm not making fun of it, I'm just saying, get a thicker skin, if you're committed. Keep showing up. Get a bigger sign. Wave the sign around. Get a sign with fricking' lights on it. Create a show. Be the show. That's it.

Katrina Ruth: I am The Katrina Ruth Show. Thank you for watching. Go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind. Check out the brand new, hot off the press membership programme. It did just launch a few hours ago. Top 25 is selling out now. Top 50 hasn't even been announced yet, but there will be a badass top 50 bonus, and I will announce that in the next several hours. The time is on. There are less than, should be less than 72 hours left now until the doors close. But what I'm really doing is doing some badass cool stuff for the people who wanna take fast action from the go, and obviously be amongst the first to sign up.

Katrina Ruth: Our first live training for the new Millionaire Mastermind will happen on Wednesday evening. That's all outlined in the sales page. And over on the sales page you can also meet my team. You can see the different things that you'll be receiving each month, the monthly themes, how it all works, what's included. And of course, claim your place now. It's at thekatrinaruthshow.com/millionairemastermind. And it is the high vibers fuck Millionaire Mastermind.

Katrina Ruth: Have an amazing day. Don't forget, life is now. Press play.

Direct download: Being_brave_enough_to_start_your_hustle_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B02-06-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 6:40am AEST

Thu, 31 May 2018

Conscious relationships & deep soul truths

Linda: Has it already happened?

Katrina: Yeah. It still says starting. Get your head in the picture, because otherwise you're revealing the trick about our cushions. When your head when down, it just looked like a weird cushion arrangement behind us.

Linda: There's some crazy talking going on over here.

Katrina: Get rid of it. Kill it dead.

Linda: What is this?

Katrina: Is that a cage to keep humans in?

Linda: Oh my God! No, he's wearing pants.

Katrina: What are you doing?

Linda: He's wearing pants, it's okay. But I got excited there for a minute.

Katrina: Creepy cage for humans.

Linda: Hello!

Katrina: I'm just getting a little insight into this YouTube selection. Alright.

Linda: Hi, we need to pay attention to this. We're here.

Katrina: We're present and in attendance. I was on a plane like an argon, I'm just like a freaking professional.

Linda: You literally just walked up.

Katrina: I just walked off a plane. There might have been three full-blown temper tantrum on that plane had by one of my children. It was much wine required.

Linda: And, this took a little bit of time. Let's just be -

Katrina: This took a little bit of time to make the set fabulous. Wait, wait. I haven't even shared this. Only on my business page. I'm going to share it to my own page. Hang on, everybody. Just wait. You're going to have to wait. I'm just going to entertain you.

Linda: I'm going to entertain you.

Katrina: I'm sitting with what will come out of me, I'm unsure.

Linda: We were about to call ... What were we going to call the live feed?

Katrina: You wanted to call it "Whatever the Fuck Comes Out." Which is actually very accurate.

Linda: Yes, we have this amazing set up going on.

Katrina: It is amazing, look at it. Hang on, we've had a cushion fail.

Linda: Oh my God.

Katrina: There's been a cushion fail already.

Linda: Fail.

Katrina: Hello, hello, hello people in my live stream.

Linda: Hello, kids and hello people in mine. We should introduce each other.

Katrina: Oh that's an idea. People could just figure it out.

Linda: People could just figure out who we are. It would be pretty cool if I choose you to my people. My people. You introduce me to your people.

Katrina: That's impressive between peoples. Begin, begin. Begin while I share this. I'm going to share it into my group and then to my other page.

Linda: Aw look, that's us.

Katrina: We look amazing. It is what it is.

Linda: Katrina Routh is a serial internet breaker.

Katrina: That's actually true. She just wrote me a small, beautiful card. And in there it's some flowers and my favourite chocolates, and some vegemite.

Linda: She deserves it, let's face it.

Katrina: I came home to this little, I'm going to call it an alter, to me. But in the card-

Linda: It was an expression of love.

Katrina: But in the card she said, "to the woman who breaks the internet every day."

Linda: I did, I did.

Katrina: It was beautiful, actually. Thank you.

Linda: No worries, well thank you. For having me in your space. But I mean, who wouldn't want to have me in your space.

Katrina: All the time. Thank you M.D. alright, last introduction. I think I [inaudible 00:03:22] your introduction.

Linda: You did. That's all she cares. No, I'm kidding.

Katrina: You can figure the rest out.

Linda: She breaks the internet, apart of that, she's my soul sister friend and she's a kick ass entrepreneur. I really, really honour and admire how much she's standing on truth and just kick ass on the internet.

Katrina: And all. Thank you. For those who don't know the amazing, talented, and fabulous Linda Docta, here she is. I've prepared her in the flesh earlier. Many of you know us both and follow us both, but for those who don't know, Linda is one of the ... I'm going to say it this way, because this is the simplest way to explain just how highly I think of this one. Linda is one of the few people in the world whose post I consistently read because she's an incredible messenger and writer. And you know, I'm a content creator, not a consumer. I don't consumer a lot of content from other people. I do consume some people. I consumer some people, and I consume some people's content. But Linda's posts are incredible. She's an incredible [inaudible 00:04:37]. You're one of the few people who is not afraid to say what's actually inside of her, and to share what's coming from the soul. As you know, that's what I believe its all got to be about. That's just one reason why we gt along so well. We have a relationship that is predominately on, somewhat, almost an embarrassing amount of audio messages per day. That goes back and forth from all around the world.

Linda: They do. Even in the house. When was it? Before you went to Melbourne. You were downstairs, I was upstairs. And you were audioing me and listening to my audio.

Katrina: So we don't hang out in person that often, but Linda's here staying in my home for a few days before she jets off again. And often, I don't know, I'm over in American and she's in Sydney, or I'm in Bali and she's in Melbourne, or wherever we are. Now you're going to be in other places around the world, and I'll be here. That's how it is. So we don't see each other in person that often. What just happened? Okay, Linda's phone literally just turned itself off.

Katrina: Alright, well you're going to reboot your phone and we're going to start again.

Linda: What is this?

Katrina: That's it, you broke the internet.

Linda: I did break the internet.

Katrina: You can't go around saying shit like that.

Linda: It's okay, I'm going to share your post onto my ... Oh.

Katrina: Yeah, but that shouldn't have turned itself off.

Linda: I don't know.

Katrina: Oh, well that's because of that. The turned off because that turned off.

Linda: Yeah, it did.

Katrina: Linda's phone just completely powered itself down.

Linda: We're just going to do it on one phone.

Katrina: Just start it again, I reckon. So, we don't meet in person.

Katrina: Would you want to put yours back on again? Do yours.

Katrina: We don't meed in person too often, but then when we do, it's like no time has passed because we're speaking on audio all the time, every single day, and that's how I feel about all my soulmate people around the world. You sometimes feel confused as to when you last saw them in the physical world because you're connecting with them in other worlds so continuously, right? But anyway, she came in here, when was is? Thursday last week or something. And I'm downstairs eating my little midnight snack, as I do, standing at the kitchen bench.

Katrina: Okay, let's wait until this starts again. And we'll tell the story. And I'll just tell it anyway because it might take a while to get going. Yeah so, I'm downstairs in the kitchen, which is just through there. And I'm listening to audios as I do often at 1 A.M. or something, and so then I'm listening to Linda's audio message, and then I realise she's actually upstairs in the bedroom, in one of the spare bedrooms. I'm like, "Oh my God, I'm so addicted to listening to audios from you that I'm still listening to audios from you when you're in my house, upstairs, sleeping." And then I'm writing back. Even though I'll see her in the morning at 6 A.M. I'm like, "I can't wait for that, I'm going to need to audio now."

Linda: Peoples! We broke the internet. Yes, I already did tag that girl. She's tagged. Peoples, we already broke the internet.

Katrina: Linda's phone spontaneously combusted itself.

Linda: It did.

Katrina: Self-combusted. So, anyway. You missed the story over there on Linda's side.

Linda: Sorry, guys.

Katrina: Sorry about that.

Linda: She was just telling an awesome story, and I kind of feel a bit like I should have gone more with my intro about you. Because that was really beautiful, thank you for that.

Katrina: You made me an altar.

Linda: I did.

Katrina: That was pretty next level. I've got to take a photo of it, later.

Linda: Oh I've got to post that stuff. But that was a beautiful expression, because what you said about speaking truth, because I'm just a reflection of you. You know that, right? You are a woman who just stands in her power, in her truth.

Katrina: Thank you.

Linda: And you always have been. You're just not afraid to say what's flowing through you.

Katrina: It's sometimes scary, though. But thank you.

Linda: Yeah, no it's amazing. I admire that.

Katrina: Well it's been agreed we're both amazing. I just think we can finish there.

Linda: See you, later. Cheers!

Katrina: Cheers to being amazing.

Linda: Cheers. And this is funny because I never drink. [inaudible 00:08:37]

Katrina: Never, never.

Linda: I feel so naughty.

Katrina: Continually breaking the internet now. Well my new programme is part of the internet, so it's only appropriate. But, it is so relevant because the more you stand in your power and in your truth, isn't it true that you're just going to attract in those soulmate people who stand in their truth, and so then you honour that person, like I honour you, for the way you sharpen them, you're honouring me. And then it's just going to turn into a never ending cycle of we both think the other one is amazing, which means that it's a reflection of us.

Linda: Yeah!

Katrina: It just keeps going.

Linda: It's like, you're amazing. No you're amazing. You're amazing.

Katrina: Exactly.

Linda: And then, it ends up being an altar on the kitchen table.

Katrina: You end up coming home off a flight from the other side of the country, and you walk in and your soul sister forever finds you an altar on the kitchen table, vegemite included in the altar.

Linda: You know what I should have done? I should have just laid myself down on the table, naked.

Katrina: You're reminding me of this thing from Sex and The City, where the guy lays ... No, she's about to lay down naked with sushi all over her body. What's his name? The young guy that she's dating? And then he doesn't come home, though. And then she's laying there on the table for hours covered in sushi, and he just never comes home. He comes home like four hours later or something. And she's still laying there covered in sushi.

Katrina: Okay, I was going to do a nice segue into the conscious relationships conversation, but instead we're talking about Samantha from Sex and the City covered naked in sushi.

Linda: See, we should have called it Whatever the Fuck comes out.

Katrina: Well we were just saying, it is the perfect union to the topic of conscious relationships, which may or may not be what we talk about. Because it will be whatever the fuck comes out.

Linda: Exactly.

Katrina: But that's ... People say to me all the time, I'm sure you hear this as well. But probably one of the most common things I do hear from people in my community is what an amazing friendship, when they see me with my soul sister friends, right? Like I'll get comments on that a lot, like, "Wow, what an incredible, beautiful friendship." Okay, oh my God. Jermaine literally just wrote what I'm talking about. She wrote, "Gorgeous ladies, #soulmatefriendgoals."

Linda: Aw, that's amazing. Thank you.

Katrina: So I hear that all the time because I do only have women in my life who are deep, soul sister connected friends. Deep soul sister, however you want to say it. And that's definitely ...

Katrina: Okay, you have a marriage proposal over there. I think we should address it.

Linda: Aww.

Katrina: That's not a wall, actually, Maria, that's a painting that my sister-in-law painted for me. It's not a wall, it's a painting.

Linda: Do we need to address this marriage proposal?

Katrina: Linda's been proposed to.

Linda: I've been proposed to.

Katrina: On her live steam.

Linda: What should I say?

Katrina: We'll consider your offer. We'll get back to you.

Linda: Let me sit with it.

Katrina: What does your soul say?

Linda: Stop, stop now. Stop now.

Katrina: What does your soul have to say about this? What are we going to talk about? Where is this conversation going?

Linda: I don't know.

Katrina: Do you think that life just gets better and better and easier and easier?

Linda: I think so.

Katrina: Do you think that we have almost an inappropriate amount of fun, except that nobody realises that you meant to have so much fun all the time?

Linda: Yeah but here's the thing. I go in and out of having a lot of fun and then sometimes I get very, very serious in my work.

Katrina: Sometimes you get a litter angry.

Linda: What do you mean?

Katrina: When the passion really comes out. Warrior Linda.

Linda: You've had some amazing audio from me lately.

Katrina: I've seen the warrior ninja come through a few times. I've seen the [inaudible 00:12:13] ninja, as well, in fact it was doing back flips in my bedroom the other night.

Linda: She calls me an "it."

Katrina: I meant the ninja. I'm calling it an it, it's an extension of you. Okay, go, you were saying about getting serious.

Linda: No, but I have another story. See, I swap stories. I'm a Gemini, just to let you know. I'm a Gemini, so I start a sentence, and then I never finish. And I start another one, I don't finish that either. So I start three different stories in one go.

Katrina: And then meanwhile, I'll be doing the exact same thing [inaudible 00:12:46].

Linda: And then she cuts me off and we never get anywhere.

Katrina: So, if you're hoping to take some kind of orderly notes from this evening's session, we're going to need to let you know that's not going to happen. But sit back, buckle up, enjoy the ride, and trust you will receive whatever it is that you'll hear divinely to receive.

Linda: Whatever your soul is wanting to receive, it's always the perfect timing.

Katrina: Exactly.

Linda: What I was saying -

Katrina: You said sometimes you get really serious.

Linda: No, before that. There was another story that cuts off what I was saying. I need to finish this story, first.

Katrina: Just let it come on.

Linda: It comes out really fast. So, only today, because you were talking about the ninja stuff. I only got a reminder in my phone, in my memories, that it was only a year ago exactly, I was competing in the ninja championship.

Katrina: Was that already a year ago?

Linda: Yeah, yep. It was.

Katrina: So cool.

Linda: So what I was saying before the ninja, that yeah, I feel myself going in and out of having a lot of fun, and fun is one of my highest values.

Katrina: Yeah.

Linda: And play vibrates the same as prey. Play is one of the highest vibrations, so -

Katrina: Explain that.

Linda: Imagine having fun, like think about the vibration you're in when you're having fun. Like think about how you're actually feeling, there's no ego when you're just full of joy. When you just ... you're immersed in this bubble of love and joy. An ego doesn't exist in that moment, it's just an embodiment of excitement, fun, love.

Katrina: You're completely present.

Linda: Exactly. You're fully present.

Katrina: An ego can't be there when you're completely present.

Linda: No, it can't.

Katrina: I just had breakthrough moment, already. Not being a smart ass, either, it sounded slightly like I was. Isn't that a powerful concept.

Linda: Is it. It is. And I continue to remind myself to have fun, because sometimes I feel like, oh shit, maybe I'm just caught up too much in my serious side, or introspection.

Katrina: You are one of the most fun people I know and I'll give you a case study.

Linda: Case study?

Katrina: Case study.

Linda: I cannot guarantee what she's going to say tonight, so.

Katrina: It's not that outrageous. But one time I wanted to take my friends to the indoor ... children's ... my friends? - I wanted to make my children to the indoor, you know they have the indoor play centres, right? It was a really rainy Saturday on the Gold Coast sometime last year, back in [inaudible 00:15:14]. My kids are driving me crazy, I'm like, I've got to go to the indoor play centre, but I was like, I need some adult time. I was actually just losing my shit. And I was like, "Who can I invite to come to an indoor kid's play centre with me?" And all my friends who had kids were occupied or busy already, and I'm like which of my friends who doesn't have kids could I invite to come to the indoor play centre with me? I'm like, Linda. Obviously.

Katrina: So I audioed her, I'm like, "Hey do you want - it's called Juddlebugs - I'm like do you want to come to Juddlebugs?" She's like, "What's Juddlebugs?" I'm trying to describe it, I'm like "There's like a netting thing you get trapped in and you fall down, and there's slides and you can shoot people and then there's a foam pit." And she's like, "How have I never heard of this?"

Linda: And I was going off on you. How dare you not tell me there's a place called Juddlebugs? How dare you?

Katrina: But we had the best afternoon. We got trapped upside down in the spiderweb for an unreasonable ... We nearly did a live stream up there.

Linda: We did, almost.

Katrina: That would be inappropriate. But you are a fun orientated person and I think I've learned a lot about having fun. Kids themed party for adults, that's an awesome idea, AJ.

Linda: Oh, yeah. Was I having this conversation with you, AJ? We need to create, yeah you were only saying that the other day at breakfast, yesterday.

Katrina: Yeah, I've learned a lot about having fun from you, but I think that that concept of there being no ego in it, is really, really interesting and really powerful. And it's a reminder that if we can get into being present, then I think ... Okay, fun is one thing, then I think we also, that is the place where we access our highest [inaudible 00:16:53] areas, in terms of, for example, greatest creative flow, right? I know that when I get into silliness, playing, silliness, being frivolous, maybe a little bit reckless, or kind of making a fool of yourself, that sort of thing, sometimes I don't know, I'd be curious to know if you feel this way, sometimes when I get really silly and really kind of frivolous and lighthearted, I'll feel a slight shame feeling afterwards. For self-consciousness, where I feel a little -

Linda: Like you're judging yourself?

Katrina: Do I embarrass myself, did I make a fool of it?

Linda: The ego comes back in?

Katrina: Yeah, the ego's coming back in afterwards. But then, at the same time, and I'll notice it afterwards, and it feels kind of like a walk of shame type of feeling. Like, did I really do that? And the thing is though, that I don't allow that to infiltrate me and stop me from going wherever I go in my energy when I'm on a live stream, for example, or whatever it is I'm doing in any situation. Because I know that I get into such an amazing creative flow and I get all the downloads when I'm in that place. But then afterwards, my human mind will come back in and be like, "Oh you probably pushed it a little too far," or, "You're making a fool of yourself," or, "People probably think you're off your head." All my judgements come through.

Linda: Yeah, yeah.

Katrina: But I still do it. I still do it. I notice them and observe them. I'm like, "Okay, thank you for showing up and telling me all the reasons I'm not good enough. I'm going to keep going anyway."

Linda: Yeah, yeah. It's amazing to be your own observer. Here's the thing, we all have an inner child within us. We all have an inner child, and sometimes when we get in on this conscious journey of growth and conscious growth and there's ego and then there's a spiritual ego that can come and slap -

Katrina: Oh, that's a [crosstalk 00:18:39].

Linda: Yeah, yeah. So I've definitely been wacked left, right, and centre by the spiritual ego sometimes. As you start moving through this experience, you go into that judgement of, "Now I can't be silly because I'm conscious or spiritual."

Katrina: Ah, I so nearly put a post up tonight, I'm not even kidding, the only reason I didn't post this on Facebook an hour ago is because I just posted to say we're going to do this.

Linda: Well, see, who's a mind reader.

Katrina: And I nearly wrote something like, "Be careful not to get so fucking involved that you can't," I don't know. I can't even remember what then ending of what I was going to say is. That like, you become so freaking involved that your whole thing is how involved you are.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: Be careful of the ego that is attached to walking around being like, "Oh I've had all the ego deaths." Yeah, but that's ego, so. And we all do it. Spiritual ego.

Linda: Yeah, it's a very interesting concept and to ... I love being my own observer of just allowing myself to be with ease, I don't go into judgement that often. I'm like, "Okay, that was a fascinating, internal response."

Katrina: Right, that's similar to what I'll say to myself, like curiosity.

Linda: Yeah, it's like, okay.

Katrina: Observation.

Linda: Okay, that was fascinating. I'm interested why I responded internally that way.

Katrina: Yeah, that was an interesting [inaudible 00:20:06].

Linda: And still, I've moved away from that judgement , I'm just like, "I wonder where that came from?"

Katrina: Yeah, that's actually really similar to ... I talk about that a lot with clients, as well. I definitely still have those self judgmental reactions come through, but the way that I persist them is curiosity or lightheartedness. My two favourite ones.

Linda: Really important.

Katrina: When I say lightheartedness, let's say you said something or did something, maybe on a Facebook live like this, or maybe in a one-on-one conversation with somebody, and you really feel that you went quite far with vulnerability and you exposed yourself, and then you go out of that situation and you feel like a need to protect yourself or you feel like maybe you went too far and you put yourself in some vulnerable space or place, and then maybe the judgements comes up, like it could either be, "Yeah, well that was an interesting choice, I wonder why I chose to do that, let me get curious about that," or it could literally be like, "Oh, how silly, how cute. That's really funny, I wonder why I chose that." Or it could even be you did something that really caused some sort of sabotage, right? We've both spoken publicly many times about backgrounds of self-sabotage, and then those old patterns can sometimes try to continue to knock on the door. Many times, people ... I don't want to call it relapse, maybe not the best word, not my favourite word anyway. But many times, people will pick up an old sabotaging pattern and then they'll tend to feel like, "I'm bad, and I'm weak willed, and I got to hate on myself, and why did I do this?"

Katrina: And instead, and I speak about this a lot with a lot of clients who have struggled with binge eating and if the binge eating comes back ... I have bulimia for 10 years, so I understand it, right? And they'll be like, "Oh my God, this is fucked up, what did I do?" And I'm like, "Wait no, what if instead, it was 'Oh, wow. I wonder why you needed that? Let's get curious about that. What was it inside you that needed that?'" Or also, even to smile about something that perviously felt so heavy and to make it lighthearted. It takes the power out of it and actually gives you back your power.

Linda: Yeah, yeah. And conscious, when I say, because we said in the title "Conscious Relationship" it's not just conscious relating with another person or in an actual partnership or relationship, it's also how we're consciously relating to ourselves and what kind or relationship we're having to ourselves.

Katrina: 100%

Linda: And I think that's even more important to dive into, because if you don't understand yourself, then how can you consciously relate to another human being, if you don't understand your own ways of internal response and dimension and your operation system.

Katrina: Yeah, I love that, and it's funny because I think when we said we'd talk about conscious relationships, we said that to each other earlier today, and I think we sort of thought, relationships with other people, but when I was on the plane just before, I was thinking, I feel like this is going to be more about the relationship with self, because the place that we create epic relationships with other people from, even an amazing friendship, an amazing client-mentor relationship. I always say that my clients, so many clients, it wasn't always that way. It could be a romantic relationship, as well. All the different relationships. In order to call it or allowing or flowing to incredible incredible conscious relationships with other individuals, we have to first be in an incredible conscious relationship with our own selves.

Linda: Absolutely.

Katrina: And in a space of non-judgment, understanding, compassion, and full acceptance.

Linda: I only wrote a blog about that this morning. That I got inspired by someone who asks me yesterday, "Linda, why haven't you been swept off your feet yet?" And I didn't get triggered or anything like that, it just simply inspired me to talk about it openly and to express myself why that is, and just put a little slightly different perspective on it, as well. And take it into the relating with self, because if we want someone to show up for us, if we want someone to be present with us, we have to be present with ourselves, first. We have to show up for ourselves, first.

Linda: Quite often, we're longing for something, we're wanting, we're even needing. So there's a needing ness and you are filling a void within us, that we haven't even actually given ourselves. And if we're not giving ourselves, then how can we truly experience that outside of ourselves?

Katrina: Well you learn you receive from others what you're giving to yourself. That's the reality. So if you feel, maybe sometimes you get frustrated or angry, this happens a lot with coaches and with their clients, and it happens with men and women in romantic relationships, it even happens in friendships and family dynamics, also. I guess I hear it fairly frequently in the coaching industry, "I seem to have all these clients who are behind on their payments," or whatever, right? Some sort of pardon like that. And it's always like, "Okay cool, this is great, this is great feedback and information because this is a great opportunity to look at where am I not honouring myself?"

Linda: Absolutely.

Katrina: And yeah, the think with relationships that I think sometimes we all forget, I know give forgotten this or put it aside at times, is there'll always be instability there. The goal is not to get to some sort of place of done, sorted, everything's predicted and predictable. Imagine how fucking boring that'd be, anyways. But it's growth, relationships are there for our growth, right? Exactly, AJ just that's where we attractively show our voids.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: So when you have people in your life, any area of your life, who you feel like their causing you to feel something, it's always "Wow, thank you, because this allows me to see an area in myself where I wasn't paying attention, where I wasn't honouring myself." Can I give an example that's a little bit naughty? Of course I can.

Linda: Are you asking for permission?

Katrina: I don't know. I don't know. When I was on the live stream last week, Chris told me not to swear, I was like, "What?" But it's because we were going to use it for a Facebook ad. I'm like, "Mother fucker." He's like, "You can't swear." I'm like, "What do you mean I can't swear?"

Katrina: Okay, so I had an awareness only very recently, actually. I had always thought, not always, but I had frequently felt frustrated that when I have sex with Mare, he would very rarely pay attention to my breasts. All men, I don't mean one individual man, right? But it was a pattern that I noticed. I felt frustrated that men would just kind of ignore my breasts. They would sometimes even just leave my top of and just go down there, and not always, but a high percentage of the time. And I definitely had a story in my head that this is because I have fairly small breast and that's the reason why. And I was 100% certain about that. And then, long story short, I realised that, "Holy shit. I never give my breasts love and attention. I never pay attention," previously never. I was never paying them attention, I was not giving them any love, any touch, any affection, I didn't really consider them ... I didn't dislike my breasts at all, actually I find them very practical for fitness reasons, but if we take that story even further back, though, and I did blog about it. Yeah, Marie, I did blog about it a week or two ago.

Katrina: Because I'm actually having breast enlargement surgery in two days. And I'm so grateful I realised all this before that was coming through, right? Because that's coming from a place of desire, not from a place of trying to fill a need. But with this, if you go back even further, when I was a teenage, I had really big boobs. And when I was in my late teens. And people would comment on it often and I would wear low cut tops often, and I wasn't heavy either. I just actually had big boobs. But then I would learn from my mom, about be careful because men are going to whatever. I got the message that I was being too sexual, and I really think when I look back now, I think I manifested them way. Because now look, they're like an A cup or whatever, they're a small B, maybe. But yeah, it was just this interesting realisation of I'm walking around going, "What the fuck is with these dudes that don't take the time to touch the rest of my body because that's what I really want and that's really what opens you up as a women, to have that attention to all areas, not just, obviously."

Katrina: Whether or not it's obviously, if it's not obvious, now you know. Welcome. And then I'm like, "Oh my God, holy fucking wake up call. I get to love on myself in that area." And I'm not kidding, within four days of when I started to give attention in that area and then I had a sexual experience and it was like, "Yeah, I'm like ..."

Linda: But see, this flows into all areas of life. It's not just what we experience with relationships. It's actually in all areas. So I'm just going to invite you into a moment of introspection and to really reflect on in what area of your life are you feeling that, "Oh I'm not receiving what I'm actually wanting?" And you're kind of blocking yourself from that. In what area of you're life, is it maybe money, it is money stuff? What's your relationship with money, how you speak to money, what do you feel about money? If you're someone who wants to contentiously create that or you want to consciously create a beautiful relationship, or experience certain things. Then you have to look inside, first, and check in, are you giving yourself that? That was a beautiful example. That was a really beautiful example.

Katrina: And that's a physical example, but it's also with the emotional stuff.

Linda: Yeah, yeah.

Katrina: And any time we're looking for something to fill a need in us, money is a great example, if I had that money then I'd be safe, I'd be free, then I'd be credible, then I'd be good enough. It's always like, "Oh, wow." As soon as you realise that, how can I give that to myself. Well actually, how you can give any of these things to yourself is to decide to. It's not something you've got to go out and work for. You can do it in this moment.

Linda: Absolutely. It's simply a choice. It's decision to do so in an instant because we can so easily get caught up, and like you said before, when I get there, then I'll be good enough. When I lose this weight, then I'll feel good enough, or then I'll feel beautiful. Or that was just one example.

Katrina: Or when I make the money then I'm safe or then I'm worthy.

Linda: Then I'm successful.

Katrina: Then I can relax in my life, then I can have fun in my life, then I can be happy. Or when somebody loves me then this, then this, then this. So anything that we're putting onto a pedestal like that, we're saying, "If I have this thing outside of myself, then I can experience and live in the emotions and energies that I desire." It causes you to actually push it away. It means that you hold the thing that you want at arms length, it's a lesson that you've got to learn. Is that you get to give that to yourself. So when you continue in that pattern, it's kind of like, "Oh, okay cool. I see that you just want to keep learning that same lesson again and again and again." Interesting choice.

Linda: Isn't it interesting when the universe continues to teach you the same lessons until you learn? I'm just reflecting back on some of my own patterns, and like, oh my God.

Katrina: Right, right.

Linda: And it just clicks. I'm like, "Okay, well I haven't been honouring myself in that area," or "I haven't been giving myself attention in that area."

Katrina: Yeah. Okay, we're back. We just froze over here.

Linda: She broke the internet again. I mean, we broke it.

Katrina: You put it into words on the card over there.

Linda: I did.

Katrina: Now it just keeps happening.

Linda: We're manifesting it. Conscious creation. What was I talking about before? Going on tangents.

Katrina: You were talking about how there's been times where you've noticed you learning the same lesson again and again and again. And then it's like, "Okay. I'm finally done with learning that lesson."

Linda: Yeah, yeah. And the learning can be in an absolute instant. You choose to shift your internal matrix and you just chose to observe what's happening. And you chose to -

Katrina: It's an instantaneous decision.

Linda: Yeah, absolutely. And how quickly your outer matrix can shift with that.

Katrina: Yeah. Completely.

Linda: So phenomenal.

Katrina: It's amazing. I mean, earlier on this week, you know I was in Bali until Wednesday. I remember Monday, I think ... Well we audio every day, anyway. But I was really feeling kind of stuck and in some heavy energies, and you know where it's up in your face, I get anxiety sometimes. And I was having a pretty extreme anxiety day, which I hadn't had in a while, and I was really just not enjoying that feeling of it. But at the same time, I remember I walked into the gym and I remember saying to myself, "This will shift. As much as in this moment of insane anxiety and feeling frustrated or whatever it was that I was experiencing, as much as that felt real." I was so aware, I guess, from all the work that I've done over the years and the way I live my life, I was like, "This could shift any moment." And from now on I might feel on top of the fucking world and completely understand all my madness and why I was making something into a really big thing. Or I might stay in a state or feeling stuck and anxious and frustrated or trapped or whatever for the whole day, and either what it's okay, either way it is what is, and that's all it is, and that's okay.

Katrina: But I think that sometimes when we're in that state of feeling like, "Why can I have what I want and why is money evading me or why is this happening or why is my business here or why are my relationships like this or whatever," that we get so caught up in this kind of story of "This is not fair and why am I getting [inaudible 00:34:18] this instead of just being like this could change in an instant based on your own thoughts," I don't mean based on something happened. I mean based on you suddenly get some new perspective and on that day earlier this week, I said just kind of a simple loose intention in my mind that this will get to shift and that they'll be a way for me to be empowered by this situation that was causing me to feel a bit panicked, and I felt like, "How could that happen?" Because there is something that makes me feel upset.

Katrina: And I'm not kidding, like two hours later, I was like, "Holy shit, wow. I feel so grateful for this now because I just realised how I'm not addressing whatever area inside of and that I now get to learn about this, and oh my God, I'm so glad that this happened to cause me to go into this anxiety of this crazy tail spin." I had to sit in it and marinate in it and it didn't feel fun, but even when you're in that state, like we know that it's for our greater good, right?

Linda: Always.

Katrina: So we might be like, "Ah this feels like shit. This has been dragged through the ringer, and put on a freaking spin cycle and then you go ten rounds after that, and then somebody" ... But you still know that it's for your learning and growth. So even in the mists of the worst of it, you're like, "And I'm getting fucking strong as a mother fucker." Watch me grow.

Linda: Watch me grow, watch me expand.

Katrina: We talk about this all the time.

Linda: We do, we do. I think it's really powerful how we can go into, even when we're triggered, so this is the thing, previously the gratitude always comes after, the learning comes after. You're not going to get clarity and learning and wisdom when you're full of emotion. You need to left that shift. You need to be with it. But can you be your own observer at the same time? And instantly, while you're having that experience of, "I feel really shit. I feel really challenged." Can you be your own observer and go, "Hey I'm still grateful, because I'm being shown something that I'm not quite getting yet.

Katrina: Right. I don't know what it is yet, but I know that it's here for a reason.

Linda: It's here for a reason, it's here for my greater good, and I get to learn something. I get to be a better version of myself as I come through this.

Katrina: Yeah. It's just when I'm triggered, I'm secretly happy because I know I'm healing.

Linda: Yeah. I love that. I love that expression.

Katrina: Well even on the plane just then, my four year old had three next level tantrums on the flight that were just so bad, so full on. I'm first I was conscious as fuck. I'm using conscious communication with my child, everybody probably so impressed by me. I was staying super calm, I was very proud of myself, right? And I got him through the first tantrum.

Katrina: But then he had another one. And I felt myself start to break a little bit. I was like, "Fucking." I didn't say that, but that's what I was feeling, right. I was going to be like skanky bogan mom on the plane. But I didn't. But I was feeling it. But it was so full on. He's just like that when he's not ... he's a free spirit.

Linda: Auntie Linda never gets those attacks, let's just leave it like that.

Katrina: You can freaking fly with him. But honestly, at the same time, there was this small part of me that was like, "I'm becoming a warrior right now as a mother." I'm learning and growing. Okay he did break me a little bit, there was one point when the stewardess come up and I may have just been sitting on the tray table ignoring him while he jumped up and down in the seat and threw a marinate sauce on the guy in front of me.

Linda: What? You didn't tell me that part.

Katrina: I didn't have time to tell you anything, I got home and we went straight into the live stream. It was a small moment there where I was like, "I'm just going to pretend this is not happening and I'm not even going to try to do anything about it."

Linda: As he was throwing sauce at people.

Katrina: And the stewardess is like, "Could you stop standing up on the seat, please, the captain's going to come out and get you." And he was like, "No he's not." But he goes, "Never!" He refuses to sit.

Linda: I love Nathan, he's just so unapologetic in his stuff.

Katrina: Yeah and then she's like, "Wow, he's quite stern mood isn't he?" I'm like ...

Linda: He's just unapologetic. He doesn't take no for an answer.

Katrina: I really did break a little bit. I was like, "This is too hard. I just want to drink my wine and write in my fucking journal."

Linda: I honour all the moms out there, honestly. I really honour all the moms because I don't have kids myself, yet, it might be an experience that I get to have in this lifetime, it may not, you know, either way I'm okay. But it's beautiful to watch from a distance.

Katrina: Honestly, even through that, I'm just like, you go into this place when that shit happens on a plane where you're like, "I'm just going to choose to not allow anyone else' perceptions to impact me right now. I'm going to be in my space, with my child doing the best I can fucking do and now worrying about what everybody else is thinking about it." But there was definitely that part of me that was like, "I'm growing from this experience." And it's like what AJ just said about when you get triggered, and yeah, anything shit's going on for us and we always share what we're working through and what we're processing and stuff that's coming up.

Linda: But we still have our tantrums, as well.

Katrina: Ah, yeah.

Linda: Some of our audience, like yesterday -

Katrina: Sometimes we're extraordinarily immature.

Linda: Oh my God. I just make -

Katrina: Yesterday was an interesting day.

Linda: Oh my God. But we also have these tantrums. Conscious tantrums. It's hilarious.

Katrina: #concioustantrums. We do. It's release.

Linda: Yeah, it is.

Katrina: The thing is, even when we're having a tantrum through, we're aware and we know what we're doing.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: And we talk about it, usually at the same time. Not even afterward. But you won't be like, "losing your shit," or "I'm losing my shit," or whatever, and in the same audio, we're like, "Oh, well then I also understand that blah blah blah." And it's like, people don't talk like that normally with their friends. We give ourselves credit and give yourself credit if you are catching yourself, even a little bit. Because it's not about being so fucking involved that you're not in a human experience at all. But I think that one of the most powerful things is to be able to catch yourself and to notice it.

Linda: Absolutely, absolutely. And like I said, be that own observer on the side. And go, "Okay, I'm allowing myself to just be [inaudible 00:40:56], I'm allowing myself to be with this."

Katrina: Right.

Linda: I'm allowing myself to be a little brat. And like I was saying yesterday, I just want to fucking kick and scream. But I'm not going to. [crosstalk 00:41:07]. And then just verbalise it, which is an expression of releasing. What was I saying? I either feel like having two litres in wine and I hardly ever drink or I want to have two litres of ice cream, which is not an option, or give me a bucket of peanut butter, or -

Katrina: What is that, that's on the table over there?

Linda: Where?

Katrina: That packet of interesting items that I threw on the table down there.

Linda: It's for you, my dear.

Katrina: Did you buy me peanut butter? We needed some peanut butter in this house. [inaudible 00:41:43]

Linda: We have peanut butter cuddles.

Katrina: Well, you know what, what do you think ... peanut butter orgasms are also a thing that people need to be aware of. But that may be a topic for another live stream. But what do you think about, we were talking before about having fun and how important fun is, so fun is something that's often thought of as a childhood type thing, right? Children naturally know how to really be in a set of higher fun. Well children are also fabulous at having next level temper tantrums. So do you think it's just totally okay to be ... if you're going to be in that child energy of play and fun and lightheartedness and frivolity, why don't you get ... This is still live, Patrick -

Linda: Yeah, it's life.

Katrina: No need to replay. Why don't you get to also ... Well you don't necessarily get to lay down on the floor in the airport like my son does and kick and scream.

Linda: But could you imagine though? Next time we go travelling, we should ... you have the phone, I'll do the thing. Honestly, we can do some skits.

Katrina: That would be hilarious. [crosstalk 00:42:51]. I want the fucking peanut butter! They took my peanut butter off me at security! Totally. But it's actually not that funny because we're talking about, as adults, we learn to restrict our expression of our emotion.

Linda: Right. Yeah. And we get so suppressed, but it's a form of release and no wonder we're so programmed to repress and not express ourselves, no wonder all of the sudden all these things are bubbling up inside, and then we just snap at the smallest little thing because we haven't been taught how to express ourselves. We haven't been taught how to create healthy containers to release our emotions and the energy from our bodies. And here's the thing, our physical bodies are going to store emotion and if we're not creating healthy containers to let go of that and to constantly release, like crying is a form of release, and we've even made crying bad. That crying is weak.

Katrina: Right, right. It's a method as well.

Linda: It's a mode of healing.

Katrina: Absolutely. But it's also, if you continue to hold back what you're acting thinking and feeling from yourself, nevermind the other people in your life, then actually over time, you accidentally created yourself into a version of yourself which is not the real you.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: Because every single time you make a choice to respond from, "This is how I should show up or behave in this situation, as opposed to this is my true self, my true soul," you just made a small adjustment off track. And if you're doing that day by day, multiples times throughout the day, you kind of cultivating yourself into being this service based, masked version of yourself. And so then you wonder, why your relationships aren't working, why you can't seem to attract in those ideal soulmate clients, if you're an entrepreneur. I had a client a year or so ago say something about there's always these conflicts like friendships, and at the time I was like, "Wow, I don't have any conflict in my friendships." Now, I'm saying I don't experience conflict ever in my friendships, but it certainly not something where ... I don't expect it or I don't really think of it as normal, right? I wouldn't expect that we are friends would have some kind of conflict. Of course it's possible, nothing's impossible, but to me that's a soul aligned relationship, whether it's client or a friend or something different in the personal life.

Katrina: I don't look at that as there should be currents of turmoil. Now if there would, that would be okay as well. Because it is what it is. But it's more that when the soul connection is there, there's an actual real true understanding of who we each are as individuals. It's not based on some service masked foundation, is what I'm saying.

Linda: Right, yeah.

Katrina: So therefor, there's actual legitimate acceptance of each other on a soul level, not just, "Oh yeah, you say the things or do the thing or have the things in your life that similar to me and so we'll be friends."

Linda: Yeah, absolutely. And I think you and I are similar in many ways, but we're also so different in so many ways, and I think I remember ages and ages ago when I was just playing at a different level of consciousness, to just observe my human connections and relationships that I had back then and it was kind of like this ego game of, "Oh why wouldn't you like that? We can't be friends now." It wasn't honouring people ad accepting people for who they were. And now that I find with all of my friends, who I connect with on a soul level, we may not agree with everything, we may not do everything the same way, but we're fully honouring each other for who we are.

Katrina: Completely

Linda: And accepting each other for who we are.

Katrina: Yeah.

Linda: And life really isn't about, like you said earlier, touched on how we tend to lose ourselves because we're told who to be and we're told how to live our life, we are operating from this mask. And we're not even ourselves. And quite often we hear this expression of I just want to go and find myself. It isn't about finding yourself. Life is about remembering who you aare. Because everything is inside of you. We've all been born a free spirit of love, we all have an inner child within ourselves, so it's the programming of society that puts you in a box and tells you how to live your life, what to believe, how to ... We're even been thought what to think. We're being thought what to feel, in this type of situation, you should feel this.

Katrina: Right. [crosstalk 00:47:34]

Linda: And every single part of our life is manufactured in this system. So quite often we hear about, "Oh I'm going to go around the world to find myself." We don't need to go around the world to find ourselves. We can literally sit in stillness and just think right here and start to peel back the layers of who we're not. Who we've been told to be. And that's really powerful. It's not about, "Hey I want to figure out everything at once," that's not how it works. You figure something out about yourself, start to remember who you are on certain levels. It's like the onion. You peel back one layer and then there's something else under that.

Linda: We run away from ourselves, yeah. I definitely run away from myself. A lot, in fact, back in the day. Because I couldn't face and stand the person who I was. So I did everything and anything to continue to numb and escape from my reality.

Katrina: Right, yeah. There's a lot of things that are on the surface that could look like fabulous life choices, travels one of them. Which people might use in some cases, for numbing or escaping, but it's all about the place it's coming from. Because it can be coming, obviously from a place of hiding value and grounding and expanding, or it could be coming from a place of hiding. Like alcohol is one example of that. Sometimes people drink alcohol to obviously escape and run and hide, and then other times alcohol is expanding a higher vibe of abundance energy, basically. So it's all about where you already are, but either way, you've got to be giving yourself everything you need. If you think going on a silent meditation or going to a retreat or doing a course or getting a coach or getting a partner or whatever it is that's going "to change everything for me, that's going to fix me, that's going to give me what I need. I need this, I have to do it." It's like, "Well cool, do it if you feel called to do it, whatever it is." But you're actually still going to need to figure out how to give that to yourself at some point.

Linda: Really good point.

Katrina: You're not going to get it from going to that thing, paying that person, doing that thing.

Linda: Yeah, absolutely. People can guide us, absolutely, but at the end of the day, a good coach is someone who guides and teaches for you to how to heal yourself, how to be more of you, how to connect to your truth and your believes around things, and how to be your own observer. So you're not relying on an external coach all the time. Or you're not relying on another external resource.

Katrina: Yeah, I read about this. I did a little [inaudible 00:50:14] as my plane was taking off about maximum abuse learnings around relationships, business and personal, and like I mentioned specifically, a mentor shouldn't be telling you what to do. I believe a mentor is to help you remember how to be your be your own [inaudible 00:50:32], but a mentor is there to be more of who you are and connect to your soul, connect to your intuition and your own guidance and wisdom. Not to tell you, "Here's the rules and you must do this in order to get this result."

Linda: Yeah, absolutely. And it's powerful when you can start to tune into yourself and listen to your own soul and allow your inner compass to guide you, and I'm very big on that.

Katrina: Yes. Your soul always knows.

Linda: Your could always knows. I actually have to admit to one thing. This year, I ended up getting caught up with events, like person - Personal growth is one of my highest values, and I love ... I can throw my money on personal growth. Coaching, mentoring, events, all this stuff. And I found myself doing one event after another, one course after another -

Katrina: Yeah you were in a -

Linda: ... I'm like, "Holy shit, this is actually too much." What am I actually searching from these events? Is that thing of, "Ah, I want to expand more, I want to evolve my consciousness more. And I don't feel good enough." So that was really interesting to obverse myself in that. But I caught myself. I was completely honest with myself. I'm being honest with you here as well. It doesn't matter how much you continue to evolve, you'll never get to a stage where, "Okay, I've had enough now."

Katrina: Yep.

Linda: But also, be careful that you're not going the other way of "I want more and more and more." Because you can't be okay with what you have inside of you.

Katrina: Right. Like learn ... yeah. Learning, growth work, is a great example of what we were just saying. A lot of people use growth work to escape from being in the now and from living their lives. In fact, you know Bali, like we're both obsessed with Bali and we both go to Bali a lot. You're leaving back again Tuesday for Bali, right? And I just came back from Bali on Wednesday and I go there every month.

Linda: And you're coming back for my birthday.

Katrina: I'm going back to Bali for your birthday, of course, in a few weeks. So Bali though, is a place ... There's an expression about Bali I remember hearing, it's like, it can be a place for the internal wanderer. Now, nothing wrong with being an internal wanderer, but specially there's a lot of people who go to Bali and 20 years later are still in Bali and have not, as I would call it, pressed fucking play on anything, they're just floating around freaking Bali being healed and cleansed. Bali cleanse.

Linda: That is starting.

Katrina: We have our own detention of what a Bali cleanse may entail. But there is. There's a lot of people in Bali who are amazing artists and messengers, but who have not put a single bit of work out in the world or barely anything. They're just caught up in their energy and the obsession and the vortex of Bali, and I'm healing and I'm learning and I'm exploring and I'm wondering. And it's like, cool, when are you going to fucking do something?

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: So there's going to be that part of it, as well.

Linda: Absolutely.

Katrina: And Bali's a good example of that. But life is a good example of that, as well. And in this industry, for sure, you see so many people who are continually learning, continually healing, continually absorbing new content and regurgitating stuff on the internet, I guess, but when are you going to actually admit that you're scared to let what's inside of you out? And then just do it. Because that's what's going on. You're becoming addicted to the growth work as a way of escaping doing your own fucking work.

Linda: Yes, and we're hiding under the spiritual masks, then we become, like we start to awaken our self worth and our beliefs are still at a level where we think that, for example, money is bad, or we can't do certain things because it's bad. And we actually have a lot of limiting believes in operating from that space, and then we just hide under this spiritual façade of spiritual masks where, oh no, no, but I'm spiritual and I'm a good person -

Katrina: Bold as fuck.

Linda: And we hide and we use that as an excuse to cover up and limiting where you're thinking or our low self worth and how we're operating. So we're using it as an excuse and I'm masking.

Katrina: It's hiding.

Linda: It is hiding. And at the end of the way, we can get so caught up in the whole, "Let's just do yoga and meditate every day and do nothing else."

Katrina: Right.

Linda: But at the end of the day, yes those are daily practises and very important, I believe in them very much. I'm a yoga teacher -

Katrina: Yeah, journaling. Obviously I'm obsessed with journaling, I talk about it all the time, but one time I wrote a post, something like, "Put the fucking journal down. Stop fucking journaling. Go and do some work." Like, okay journaling is that work, I get that, obviously I teach that. But yeah, there's go to be those ... it's that dance, back and forth between, okay I'm going within and I'm accessing guidance and I'm learning and growing, or connecting with others who are helping me to grow. And then it's like, okay now I'm in creation mode, because as humans, we're all brought here to create. We're not brought here to consume. Consumption of content or growth or whatever -

Linda: That's what we're taught.

Katrina: But creation, I believe, is of higher value for the majority of us, or certainly, at least, for people in this community. We're creators.

Linda: Yeah, yeah.

Katrina: So are you creating or are you caught up in that continual, perpetual, wondering and seeking and never being ready to press play, and there's always something else to learn and nother fucking healing session to do, and another journaling session to do, and at some point it's like, put the journal down.

Linda: Yeah, and you know, it can be uncomfortable to observe these things about ourselves and we don't always want to admit to that. But it's really powerful to just own that space and not just own your story, but own everything where you're at. First of the changes is awareness and then acceptance. Accept where you are, and go, "Okay, awesome, I acknowledge where I am now, and if I'm not aware, then how can I create change?" And like I just own up about the whole event thing. I'm like, "Oh my God, I just being going from event to event."

Katrina: Well you said yes to all those events in alignment, though. Like you're the opposite of a person who doesn't do the work. But then, at a certain point, you noticed that it was too ... it was feeling like, this is not what I need.

Linda: Yeah, yeah.

Katrina: To be continual. But you weren't saying yes to those events in a place of trying to escape or avoid anything. It was the opposite of that.

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: It was aligned to say yes, and then at a certain point it was like, "Oh, okay cool. I can learn what I need to learn here," which partly is that I don't need to go to events back to back to back to back.

Linda: Oh my God.

Katrina: In different cities continually.

Linda: I'm having a month off, okay. A month off.

Katrina: Yeah, but now, you're falling out of that and you're into more growth and time and taking actual time, it's a perfect balance, right?

Linda: The integration -

Katrina: You're allowing it all to just sink deeper into who you are.

Linda: Yeah. The integration is a really interesting topic and I think it's a really important one to discuss because we can, for example, if you're using the event example again, we can continue to do courses, events, blah blah blah, and we take all the information in, or we do healing. But are we allowing ourselves to integrate? Are we actually applying also our learnings? We can get caught up in the personal development world, as well. We just continue to do all the courses, learn all the stuff, but are we applying it? Are we actually embodying -

Katrina: Are you testing it out?

Linda: ... the teachings? Are we embodying the wisdom of what we're actually being taught? Because knowledge is not power. It's what you do with the knowledge.

Katrina: Yep, that applied knowledge is power.

Linda: Yeah. Applied knowledge is power. Yeah, I definitely believe that, too.

Katrina: Yeah.

Linda: So it's powerful to observe where you are and just be up front and honest with yourself. Okay, cool, well I get to see from a different perspective. I'm going, "Okay, well I own that part of myself. And now I can create change." But if you're not accepting those parts of yourself, then you can't change it. It's like this with anything in life. If you're not accepting where you are and you're not accepting a previous experience, you can't shift from it. You have to accept it.

Katrina: You have to continue to receive that same lesson until you learn it.

Linda: Acceptance is part of the healing process in anything in life. Super powerful. I accept that you're here.

Katrina: I'm just thinking about the Bali cleanse.

Linda: On the audio you're like -

Katrina: We're going to have a fabulous Bali cleanse when I come over again in a few weeks.

Linda: And it is my birthday in a couple of weeks. So [crosstalk 00:59:16]. How am I going to make it? Oh yeah. 34. Age is only number [crosstalk 00:59:25].

Katrina: That's why I'm like, I think I know, but I'm not [crosstalk 00:59:27].

Linda: Yeah, it's like ... sometimes I'm friends with people, like close friends, and I'm like, "How old are you?" After couple years, I'm like, "How old are you, even?" Age is just not a thing that we know.

Katrina: Not at all. Well I like that expression, I don't see faces, I see souls. It's the same with age, I think. It's a soul thing, not an age thing.

Linda: Guilty on consume too much learning. Yeah, if we're not taking aligned action or applying the stuff, nothing's going to happen. We've got to step into the actual taking responsibility for our actions.

Katrina: And pressing fucking play.

Linda: And pressing fucking play.

Katrina: Or pressing go live. This is an example, right? We're really just having a conversation here that we would have by ourselves anyhow, and we do all day, every day, and how hard is it to just go live and do it as content for your audience. It's not hard. But people make it really hard. And if you wanted to build brand for example, and then maybe you're like, "I've got all these powerful, cool stuff inside of me," and you talk about it with your friends or maybe some groups or your mentor or something like that, well, that's being stuck in the cycle of I'm learning and I'm growing and I talk about amazing, interesting things with people, but are you showing the world? Are you sharing what you're here to show the world?

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: Marie says, "I'm 49 and [inaudible 01:00:51] I feel 35." Yeah, well, that's what's funny right. I would never think of you by being 49 based on what the conventional definition of 49 is. But I think, even my ... what's his name? The yoga teacher? In Bali?

Linda: Yeah.

Katrina: So he asked me once how old I was, because I mentioned having an eight year old, and he was like, "How old are you?" And I told him, and he was like, "Holy shit, I thought you were like 30, basically." And I've gone, "How old are you?" And he's 49, right?

Linda: Ah is he 49? Wow.

Katrina: I was like, wow. So then we both congratulated each other on how young we look, of course. And he was kind of talking about how people don't take care of themselves and stuff. But I said to him, "But how you look at 49 and how I look at 38 is what it's meant to be like. What if that is what 49 is suppose to look like? It's just that most people are all fucked up, basically." So it's not even that you look younger or I look younger, it's that we're the ones who have actually honoured our bodies and taken care of ourselves and this is what ... 38 is not suppose to look like what most, sorry. What most women look like at 38. It shouldn't look like. Or what most men look like at 50. It shouldn't look like that. It should be, if you took care of yourself. I don't know. That's my theory.

Linda: Longevity.

Katrina: My theories that when we meet people when we're shocked at their age, and that they look like, Marie's a great example of this. Marie's in my inner circle. And I've met her in person, obviously, as well. Not obvious, but I have. People like that, where you think, "How can you be that age? Doesn't make nay sense." My theory is that they look the correct way that you're suppose to look for that age, it's just that everybody else is ageing super fast because they didn't take care of themselves.

Linda: Yeah, and I guess, yes the numbers are ticking in our linear timeline and we get "a year older ... pardon?

Katrina: That we've been in time and space.

Linda: Oh, we do. There's so many different timelines. The talk about time is just a whole other live feed again. But at the end of the day, we celebrate these birthdays, when really we're just one day older, every day.

Katrina: Yeah.

Linda: It's actually really interesting because we're not going to feel ... We're still this infinite soul, we're still this person that's inside of this physical body that we carry for life. We're not going to feel any different in 20 years time. We're still going to be this soul -

Katrina: Everybody says that.

Linda: We're still going to feel the physical restrictions because the body starts to shut down, so the only difference you're going to feel is your physical limitations that you'll eventually have because your body is getting older.

Katrina: Yep.

Linda: So that's why its so incredibly important to look after your physical being, health and wellness is not just -

Katrina: It's not negotiable.

Linda: Yeah. Yeah. And it flows into mind, body, and soul. Looking after every parts of self, and we can't continue to neglect that. Even as an 80 year old, we have child.

Katrina: You look fabulous for 80. You're like, "Even as an 80 year old." You're looking fucking amazing.

Linda: I met this man. I live steamed about it last night. I met this beautiful man -

Katrina: The guy that you shared your food with?

Linda: Yes! Yes. I want to share it again, can I? Can I? In a really, really short version. I was feeling very triggered yesterday. And I was sitting outside eating my little rice crackers and my avocado, and this elderly man, he was about 70.

Katrina: Where? Down here?

Linda: Yeah, over there. Here I am scooping my rice and my avocado, and I see this man standing next to me, just looking at me eating my crackers. And he's saying something and my instant reaction internally, I was observing myself. Was like, "I want to be by myself, fuck off, who are you, I don't want to talk right now."

Katrina: Get out of my space.

Linda: Get out of my space. But then I caught myself. I'm like, hang on a minute, that was the ego, thank you so much, and I dropped it in an absolute instant. That's the power of self-awareness, so that goes into what we were talking about before. Just observing yourself and catching yourself in the moment. Hang on a minute, I don't want to operate from that space. The thought was okay, don't judge yourself for the thought, don't judge what you were actually experiencing. Just go, move on. Shift your awareness. So I instantly, I chose love, in the moment. And I'm such a big believer now, and that's how I want to live my life. I want to respond with love, I want to embody love, and I want to operate from love. So I shifted my state, I shifted my thoughts, I shifted my way of operation, and I actually ended up allowing this man into my space.

Linda: After all this, being completely f off energy, to them just taking my time and being really present with this man. I ended up speaking with him for half an hour, and it was the most beautiful conversation about life. And I was sharing my food with him and in that moment, what I was actually wanting. Is that I was feeling lonely. I was actually longing for, in that moment, I was longing for connection and love and for someone to be present with me. But by just being in that energy of fuck off, I was actually blocking what I was wanting. And what I was needing in that moment. So it was really powerful that the moment I chose to open up, I received that back.

Linda: and what this man said actually, I didn't say that in the live feed yesterday, what he said, "You are just so wonderful, you are just radiating love. You're a gift to this world." I'm like, "Wow. That's amazing. Coming from a complete stranger." To be seen and to be heard and to be felt. And I was there, I was blocking that. And that moment in time, that half an hour changed everything. I saw that man today.

Katrina: Oh really?

Linda: Yeah. I was walking around in surface and he was there with his wife. And he remember my name and goes, "Linda!" I'm like, "Hi, Chris!"

Katrina: How random.

Linda: I know, I know. But not only did my day get changed, but his day was changed, as well.

Katrina: Which probably impacted his wife as well, really.

Linda: Ah, yeah.

Katrina: If he goes home as a different person.

Linda: That's right. He would have maybe shared the story, like I'm here sharing in a second live feed.

Katrina: It was beautiful.

Linda: You seem like you're done.

Katrina: I think I'm done. I'm sorry guys, my eyes are going to fall asleep. I was partying hard last night with my parents and my brothers. I hardly ever go to Melbourne and see my family, I actually went out two nights ago with Callie and Tegan, two of our friends here, and had a fabulous big night out in Melbourne, but it was a big night. Then I had a big night last night with my parents and my two brother, which was hilarious.

Katrina: I have expressed everything I'm come to express. But please watch the replay if you jumped on late.

Linda: Let's get a little spiritual here first. What are you last words of wisdom? What do you want these guys to do? What do you want them to take out of this?

Katrina: Ask yourself what you're looking for the world to give you and give it to yourself.

Linda: I love that. And it's so true. And it's how quickly you can shift a state, in an absolutely instant. You can shift your matrix. And what I want to remind you of is the fun part. If you're not allowing yourself to have fun, then why are you even here?

Katrina: Yeah.

Linda: Why are you even here? Let yourself feel love, feel excitement, feel joy. Just feel that inner child. Think about ... We've all been there. We've all been a child. Even watching children play, they are just so happy. They're so present. And there's no ego, ego cannot exist when you're fully present in the moment.

Katrina: Love it.

Linda: So allow yourself to just take time to have fun. Do the things ... Be silly. Bounce on a trampoline, get dressed up and run around. Wear the unicorn onesie and play with kids. Do all the things. She's really done now. I'm just starting.

Katrina: You can keep going.

Linda: I'm starting.

Katrina: I'm wiped.

Linda: She's wiped.

Katrina: Alright, I'm going to go. It was awesome. It was super fly, it was super fly.

Linda: I love you all.

Katrina: Have an amazing day wherever you are in the world, keep pressing play. Bye.

Linda: Love you. Bye.

Direct download: Conscious_relationships_2B_deep_soul_truths_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B28-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 1:05pm AEST

Thu, 31 May 2018

Why yo shit aint selling as much as you KNOW it should be

(silence)

Okay. It's not frozen.

I was going to maybe be a silent picture live stream. Like a silent movie.

Why do you think I chop my own head off all the time?

How do you like my gangster unicorn? Hello. I was gonna do the whole live stream as a mime.

(silent)

I think I could be quite good at it if I practised. I don't think I care enough to practise. I think that's the problem.

This live stream comes to you, obviously, from a place of great power and depth. I don't think anyone understands the gravity of what is gonna happen in this live stream, and I'll tell you how I know that. Hello, badass people who I see joining me.

Firstly, something is happening inside the system of Katrina Ruth. I feel things happening. I feel that my voice is possibly making some kind of argument that it should get to go on vacation. Can you hear that? I'm all blocked up. I don't know why, what's happening. And my voice is a bit croaky. So I was like probably I shouldn't live stream at fricking 11:34 pm at night. Or yell. Clearly, welcome to breaktheinternet.com.

But you know, when you gotta live stream, you gotta live stream. What's up Mac? New viewer. Welcome.

Then though, here's how I know for sure, for sure, that this live stream is going to be beyond. Beyond what, you ask? Beyond your wildest fucking dreams and imaginations about life, about the universe, about the internet, and about yourself.

Have you joined breaktheinternet.com, because it freaking closes tomorrow, in less than a day. What day is it even right now in America? It's definitely Monday morning, for sure. For sure it's Monday morning. For sure it's probably as late as like 10 pm in some parts of the US, 10 am I mean. What that means is I don't even know. I don't even know. The doors are gonna close at midnight eastern standard time. [Giana 00:03:19] is ready. Of course she is. Join. If you haven't joined Break the Internet, run, run, run to the back of the room and join the programme. I'll give you the details momentarily.

There's no back of the room. Get to wherever the back of your own room is, to wherever your credit card or whatever it is that you've got is.

Okay. But here's ... Ready. Here's how I know for sure that this live stream right here is gonna be insane, because not only was I like I probably shouldn't live stream when it's nearly midnight and I'm having surgery tomorrow. Don't worry, it's for exciting, fun purposes only. But still, it's surgery. I don't know, maybe it's not a big deal. Although I can't have any fucking coffee or water from five am. I find it very upsetting to the psyche, more nerve racking than the idea of the surgery itself to be frank with you.

And then that, and then my voice is not really working, and now apparently I'm gonna yell at the internet with it anyway, and I've already done like four live streams today, two ones in my members group and one public one earlier today in the park.

And then, and then, and then, the other thing was not once, not twice, but ... I can't use that nail, that's the one where the whole nail ripped off ... Three times, three times this live stream tried to crash its own ass, and it would not let me go live. We know what that means.

All right, I'll give you the details right now about Break the Internet. I just popped it in there so you don't miss out. You would be next level insane to not be part of breaktheinternet.com. Do not go to the URL breaktheinternet.com. You would think that that would be a logical thing to do based on the fact that that's the name of the programme. You would need to think again. This situation here does not really know or understand logic. I don't know why I clicked my fingers at the end, it just kinda happened. Kind of embarrassed now.

You'd be crazy not to be part of this. It is beyond, beyond, beyond whatever your idea of of beyond already is. But, but ... Okay, just reminding myself of those people that go to those circuit gyms and think that they're boxing and they're just like "Aah."

All right. Three times this live stream crashed before it would let me go live. So put the title in - actually it was a less interesting title than the one I ultimately went for. It was more boring. So maybe it was meant to be. I put the title in, the title that I put in originally was Are You Selling or Are You Selling? There's a Difference. Like that. I think it would have gotten some good traction anyhow. And then I was like nah, fuck that title.

But my whole phone shut down. It just black screened its own ass. It was quite traumatic for a minute or two as when your phone just dies for no reason and it was fully charged and it was a relatively new iPhone X. So I plugged it in, I found it charged, but nothing, nothing. I was like okay, I do have at least 89 backup phones in this house. But still, I want this one. And then it came back to life. I'm like fuck this shit, now I have to type the whole title in again, I already did it. So it did that, and then it just exits itself out of the screen and won't let me go live and blanked out the whole thing again. And then finally the third time ... Oh no, three times. It blanked out two times. Or one time I accidentally exited and didn't save the title. I had to type it like four times total, by which time I changed it, and maybe it was meant to be.

But there was a moment where I stood in the kitchen and I was like maybe this is a sign that I shouldn't go live and I should go to bed, because it's blanked itself out X amount of times now. And now here we are, and you know the whole story, and you're all up to date. Except for how do you think this cushion ... Because I feel that I can't really communicate anymore until you've seen it.

And by the way, I established with my private empire ... Rich Hot Empire 101 clients earlier on in a live stream this evening that this unicorn, which Linda, my friend, brought for the kids I think, but I've commandeered it. This unicorn, which lives now on this couch set, is the most gangster unicorn in the world. The reason we know that is because he's extraordinarily fluffy and cute looking - I'm gonna hold him by the scruff of his neck. Too bad. And I think that makes him a gangster unicorn, because he's extra cute. Don't you think? It's logical. I'm all about logic.

And then this pillow, if you've not seen it, I normally do a whole show around it, but I really don't have the time or inclination for that. But I'm still gonna blow your mind. I did put a ... Maybe I'm gonna blow my own mind by not remembering how to use it. I did put a blow mind emoji in the live stream title so it would be rude if I didn't blow your mind. Here you go. You ready for it? We're gonna do it quick, we're gonna do it hard and fast. That's how it's needed sometimes. Look at what it says. The message in the cushion. Life is now, press fucking play.

Okay, so what you should be ... And then we bling it back up again, because you can never have too much bling. It's a rule of life.

And then, and then ... Okay, I forgot my point. I don't know if I have one at all. But I think what I was gonna say is breaktheinternet.com is off the hook. There is no URL. I feel like I've gotta say that every time. Don't type it in. You don't know what you're gonna get. Maybe Kim Kardashian's ass, I don't know. I haven't even looked. I don't care. The first live training went down today. It feels like it was 700 years ago.

Exactly. The more bling, the better. I've got blinged up cushions everywhere. Everywhere. There's about 40 of them in this house, for sure.

It was about getting angry. The first training, the first deep dive training was today. There was already two badass pre-work trainings last week. People were having shifts and transmissions and transmutations. I don't know if that's ideal. But things were definitely happening in the group already from last week before we even started, just from the pre work. Before even the pre work. I need that URL then, Lea. Send it to me energetically.

That's shocking. Don't you think that's shocking? Is somebody storing it? I feel like I need a wine break to recover from that information.

Anyway. Don't go there, though. No need to do that. The vibe is off the hook. The whole thing is off the hook. You would be crazy, like batshit crazy, like do you want to die crazy, are you seriously telling me you're not joining this programme, you're going to die if you don't join this crazy programme. That's how crazy you would be. No, the only disclaimer is if you kinda hate me and you think I'm a hoity toity bitch - sometimes I am, it's true. I don't know if maybe you're only here for the unicorn, or I don't know, why the fuck are you here if you don't love me? Just give me a reason already.

But at the end of the day, say what you want, if you're watching this right now and you're like, "That Katrina fucking Ruth." I'm sorry, but if you're here, technically, you're magnetised to me and you love me. It is what it is and that's all it is. So you might as well join and just find out why it is you can't look away, even though you're just looking in horror half of the time.

But for those of you who are looking in fascination and with great amounts of love, and maybe you're only a little bit abhorred from time to time, then the reason you'd be crazy ... Like do you wanna die, that level of craziness. Because, don't you fucking wanna know how to be magnetic? Well, you already know anyways. It's nothing I have to tell you about it, except I will show you, and I will reach into your soul and wrench forth whatever's in there that needs to come out. Mandy knows all about it. She saw it already many times. She's doing it already herself many times. It's what happens.

Watching a bad movie. Exactly. See, Sarah Jane's making a fantastic comment here. This is a perfect example of somebody who maybe thinks that they can't stand me or maybe they think what the hell is she doing and when is she getting to the point but yet cannot watch away, cannot look away. Love your audacity, so horrific, macabre, fascination, you haven't said anything yet. That's the exact fucking point. But those who know and are ... See? This is one of those, is that a backward compliment, or is that a forward insult? What was that exactly? Somebody decipher what Sarah Jane just said. I'm gonna decipher it myself in my own way.

For those people who think I haven't fucking said anything yet, oh, it just makes me be so happy to be one of the 1% within the 1% people who actually fucking gets it, and it makes me so happy that the people who are here, which is everybody, sorry, except for Sarah Jane, are my people. It makes me so fucking happy to be this good. It was totally shade. It's totally shade. She says she may love my audacity, or maybe many people love my audacity, but I haven't said anything yet, it's horrific, it's macabre, fascination. I don't know, maybe it is a backward compliment or a forward insult. It's an in between one, isn't it?

Whatever it is, it doesn't feel like the most obvious expression of love that I've ever received. So there we go. But I'm gonna decipher it anyway. My deciphering is this. There's nothing to fucking tell. What am I here to tell? I'm the Katrina Ruth Show. I'm a show. I'm not a show and tell. I don't have anything to tell. I just be. That's what I do.

But actually, if you wanted to break it down ... I'm in the wrong app, Leah. It's gonna be embarrassing if I admit why I'm in a different app, but I think you could probably figure it out, Leah, based on what you said yesterday. It's actually all your fault. That's why the sticker's not here. Whoops.

You know, if anybody who actually had a brain on top of their heads somewhere up in there, or some sort of access to soul and higher being and self, wanted to reverse engineer what's already happened on this live stream, you'd find that there's enough fucking content there to expand out into an entire book on how to make millions of dollars alone on the internet each year just by being you, which is indeed precisely what I do, and all without saying a single fucking thing. It's a mystery.

It's not a mystery to those who actually get it, but it will eternally be a mystery to those who are not us. I feel like I could have found a better way to say that, but it came out that way, I'm sorry.

So, you know, the point is that the less you say about anything, the more you actually reveal from the soul. Thank you Kiana, I appreciate it. It's a talent and it's also somewhat of a entity that has taken control of oneself. It's sort of a mix between that. Hello from Denmark. Thank you for saying where you're from. It's interesting to me to know. Thank you Christine. It's the gangster eye makeup. I don't know what happened to my eye makeup, because I didn't put that much on, but it seems to have taken on a mind of its own. It's like another entity now.

And then it's obviously the art, and it's also the fact that it's 12 pm and I'm supposed to fricking stop drinking and eating at 5 am in the morning, so I figure I should just stay up until then and drink and eat until then.

Not a mystery but definitely a wonder. Well, it's all about, it's all about, it's all about the slate of [inaudible 00:15:10], it's all about the pattern interrupt. I kinda hate that expression just because it's overused, but it still makes very good sense. It's all about the oh, oh, oh, oh, you thought I was over here, you thought I was doing that, you thought this is how you sell online, this is how you market, you do this thing, you do it like that, you thought it was that. Oh no, now I'm over there, and you didn't see, and you're still there. Oh now you're trying to catch up here, that's cute, because I'm over there. That? You're doing that? Oh my god. I'm sorry for you. No, no, I'm over here, 45,000 fucking steps ahead of you, and you'll never catch me.

And by the way, when I say I, I mean the royal I, which is not a thing, but I've just created it into a thing, which means I mean the I of all of us who are the actual ones, the ones, the chosen ones who know about these things, who know about the mysteries and the wonders, and don't need to put them into words. And if anybody just tries to ask us how it works and what we do and can you explain that to me, I mean, yes, but no. Please go away, please don't ask me that, because it makes me want to claw my own eyeballs out, because you should just fucking magnetically, energetically know. Even if you don't fully have it in implementation yet, that's fine, but you definitely should fricking know. Your soul should be like, "I see what is happening here." You should recognise that we are each others' spirit animals. Exactly. Exactly Talisha.

Your soul should be like, "I completely ..." I mean, this is what it's about. When you see how I show up, here's how you know if you're one of my people and I'm your person too and we're just each other's I, because your soul says "Aha." Maybe not aha. Your soul says "Yes, I recognise you, there you are." Right? Something like that. Your soul is like, "Oh, she's me. I'm her. Oh shit. Okay." Maybe you still don't fully quite get the pieces of how it all works together, which is obviously precisely why you're gonna join breaktheinternet.com. It closes tonight, midnight eastern standard time. Not this current night that I'm living in in Australia. I mean, I'm many places all at the same time. But it closes Monday night US time.

Right, because your soul is like, "I fully recognise and understand this situation. It makes total soul sense to me. I 100% have always known that this is how it's meant to be. I still can't quite explain it, I don't really quite know what she's doing, but I know it's exactly who I am and exactly what I'm here to do and exactly how it fucking works and all the other bullshit that they may have told you about." They, not the royal they, because obviously there's nothing fucking royal about them. All the other bullshit that they may have told you about, you're finally able to be like, "I fucking knew it. I knew I didn't have to do that shit. I knew it." That's how you should feel when you watch me.

But some people are gonna feel more like how Sarah Jane felt where it's like she's appalled and fascinated and it was ... What did she say? Did she say barbaric? I don't think barbaric, but it was something along those lines. Macabre. She said macabre. Which is a great word, really, if you think about it. Michael says he feels my soul. This makes sense. I read your comment wrong and I thought you said you feel for my soul, kind of like I'm praying for you. I was like oh well. Then I read it properly. Thank you. See? He said it exactly how I'm trying to say it. This goes both ways, what I was saying. He feels my soul.

This is what I mean. You feel it. You're like, "Yes, this is what I've been looking for. Holy shit, she's reading my mind. I can see that she's clearly bat shit crazy and I love it, and how am I gonna let that shit up myself," and then you're just gonna do it. You're just gonna do it. I'll show you.

And then the other thing was, which was my original live stream title ... What time is it? My laptop says 5% battery left, so I guess that's exactly what time it is. What's this over here? Doesn't matter. Don't concern yourselves with it.

The other thing, the other thing was ... I feel like I should go to a higher level in order to talk about this. I'll get up on some more cushions. The other thing was ... Okay, now this one halfway up inside of me. Not in a weird way. The other thing was how are you selling? I don't really wanna talk about it, because it feels like a boring conversation already. But it is important. "This is why I can only listen to a handful of people," says Angela. Well, I got a throne right there. See, I could sit on the throne. I just really loving this art that my sister in law made for me. She downloaded it from her soul for all of our souls. Sorry, I just killed the unicorn.

Yes, they either get it or they don't. Exactly right. Exactly, and we don't care for the ones who don't. But we do use them to create fabulous jokes and things, which sounds horrible, I'm sorry. Maybe just quietly.

I think they like it. I think they appreciate it. That's what I'm going with.

The other thing which definitely sounds a bit boring but I'm gonna tell you anyway because I'm gonna make it exciting for you. It's not even boring. I don't know what I'm talking about. It's the whole reason I was doing this live stream, because I was telling this to my clients earlier, and I was like, "The world must know about it." The whole reason ... Ooh, blue unicorn. How good is this shirt, right? It's badass.

The whole entire reason that I was originally gonna do this live stream is because I was giving a live demonstration, a live demonstration you understand, to my clients earlier on this evening in a live stream training in our group. It was about the energy. Are you selling, are you selling, or are you selling. All right? I'm gonna explain it to you. It is a huge part of what we're doing in breaktheinternet.com. Reminder, again, it closes tonight, midnight eastern standard time. You would be off your tiny little beautiful head if you didn't join this programme, unless you're one of those people that's like, "She's macabre," right? I still think it's a fancy word, and you get points for using macabre. But whatever.

When I get really in flow, I feel the need to stretch when I'm on my live streams. What do you think that's about? I don't understand it at all.

If you like the crazy and if you are the crazy and if your soul says yes to the crazy and if when you saw my crazy your soul was like, "Holy shit, that's my crazy," then you would be a crazy person in a not good way though to not join breaktheinternet.com. If you never buy another programme of mine again, make it this one. That's the wrong way to say it. If you only ever buy one more programme of mine, or you're never gonna spend any more money again, this is the money you should spend before you never spend any money again, except that really, based on the results that are already coming through, and we only just started, then once you join the programme and you do the programme, you're gonna be like, "Kat, just take all my money all the time, because I get so much fucking flow and so much results from your stuff. How much can I pay you?" You will do that. I'm just letting you know, and you'll do it with glee, because you'll be 10X-ing every dollar back to you. It's just how we do.

Already, already, already epic results, and I only did the first deep dive training today. You can still get it. You'll get straight into the Facebook group. So I think I'm making somewhat of my point. I'm just gonna shake my head and whoa at you quite frankly if you don't join. I'm just gonna not even understand it.

But I mean, maybe the reason you don't join is you're like, "Bitch please, I am fully already in my magnetism, I am owning my shit all the time, every day, I don't need any of your magnetic juju, I got it all sorted." Well, you probably do, or you wouldn't be here. Of course you've got it all sorted. The question is are you letting it the fuck out? Are you the only one who knows it's sorted, or does everybody else know as well?

Okay. Amanda told me not too long ago that nobody knows what I mean when I say sorted, except she's appropriated the word and started using it with her team. [inaudible 00:23:44] Amanda, who many of you know. If you don't know what I mean when I'm saying sorted, I mean organised, like fixed up, done. But just take on the language. Please just adopt all Australian language and mannerisms and cultural behaviours and knowledges. Otherwise it's just gonna be difficult. I'm just saying.

On a side note, because I said this earlier as well. If you come to my house and it's established at some point during your stay here that you don't have a tripod on your person, I may have to ask you to leave, because it would be very odd. Very odd. I only feel a little bit bad that I'm rolling that joke out again. I only said it two hours ago with my Rich Hot Empire clients. But it was so good and it was so true, like legit true, that I had to say it again.

Nobody's gonna ask, Talisha, why you're talking Australian. They're gonna understand that it came from me because you'll tell them.

Okay. There's a difference between selling and selling. That was really the primary point that I came here to make, and then I was supposed to be going to bed. The difference is nobody fucking cares if you send 7,000 sales emails. Well, some people might care, and they might unsubscribe. But you might send all the sales emails in the world, and you might do all the messaging and all the content online, and many things about many things ... I need a purple cushion just there. Right? Christine. Well, you know to get one before you come here. I mean, I have many backups, but I would just be a little concerned for your mental well being if I found that you were travelling without a tripod on your person. And preferably a selfie ring light as well. I'm just talking practicalities of life, really.

Posting shit on the internet. That is not a thing that makes you money, by the way. I post a lot of shit on the internet. I just make shit up all day long and post it on the internet, messaging and stories and blogs and live streams and then a sales call to action. And then the wrong people are like, "She hasn't even said anything." Never mind them. But if you think that the system is post a lot of shit on the internet or email out sales emails or yes, I'm promoting my launch and doing my shit all the time, you're getting the skeleton of it but not the one that it wants to live in. You're getting the ... What's it called when the caterpillar leaves behind its scaly exterior? What's the exterior bit of a caterpillar that it leaves behind called? I'm gonna Google it. 1%.

What is shell of ... There's only one percent on this. That's a problem. But, stop the phone, so I don't know why I'm freaking out. But I really wanna know what it's called so I can tell the story properly. It's a chrysalis. No, when it gets excommunicated out of it though. Fine, whatever. The scaly old shell. No, the actual shell itself is called a chrysalis. Interesting. I'm sure you're glad you came along to learn that today. Valerie just knew that. Did you just know that? How did you guys just know that? What are you, some kind of scientific experts? That's fascinating. I didn't know that at all.

I got stuck on a symmetry question today on my third grade daughter's math quiz. It was very stressful, and then she only got 97% or something on the test. It was like an online, maths online. I just freaked out. And I'm like an A plus math student. I couldn't help her with the question, and she was not happy with me because she only got 97%. And it's not even a required test or homework or something that she had to do. I literally had to say to my child like four times, "Stop doing math now. That's enough math." Because we had to get ready for bed.

She's obsessed with doing extra homework that nobody asked her to do. She just goes onto the online curriculum websites for the government, for the standard maths curriculum or whatever it is and just does extra homework like a weirdo. I mean, it's amazing, but I still think it's super weird. I'm listening to myself, and I'm saying, "Alyssa, that's enough maths now. Stop doing math. I already asked you to stop doing math. Put the math down." I literally was like ... She's like, "Just one more." I'm like, "You're a little addict." And then she's like, "I can't believe it," when she got 97%, because I didn't help her properly with the question about symmetry. It was very confusing. And now I feel upset about it. I feel like I'm gonna have to go study up on it.

Anyway. So when you step out of your caterpillar shell and then you discard the old shell behind you, right? Ooh, I'm gonna read that comment in a moment from Michael. Then you discard the disgusting old shell behind you. Well, it's beautiful still because it was part of you. But my point is that when you're just doing fricking sales emails ... Okay, I gotta say one more thing about the homework. When my daughter had been in school for a full year and a half, I remember I was suddenly like, "Do they still do homework at school?" I've gone, "Do you get homework?" She's like, "Yeah." I'm like, "How often?" She's going, "Every day." I'm like, "Who helps you with it?" She's like, "I just do it." This is bad, but she had been in school 18 months before it occurred to me that she might have homework. Now I'm a very hands on mother in many areas, but not the homework area, apparently.

But I was top academically, always. I got in the top 3% of the whole country, and I was always the top student in each class. I just expect the same from Alyssa, and I just assume it. It's just freaking manifestation. It's an identity thing. It's like this is just who we are.

To be perfectly honest with you, I don't really concern myself with matters around doing work to get results, because results come from belief. But I definitely felt bad that it hadn't occurred to me. But she was like, "What are you even asking me for? I'm all over this shit." Okay, she didn't say it like that, obviously.

It's very relevant, anyway, to our topic at hand. Yeah, but isn't the parent supposed to help? Aren't you supposed to know when your six year old child is doing homework? I don't know. Maybe they've changed their systems. Now there's an app where you can text the teacher. You can text them on an app, and they send you photos and shit. It's amazing. It's all very high tech. Digital age, I really don't know much about it. I just know how to make money with it.

Actually, what I just said is so relevant to what I'm even freaking talking about here as far as how to make money online and how to make sales online and all that good stuff, which is there's nothing you need to do. You don't need to concern yourself with how many emails you should be sending or what you should be posting or fricking what process to use in your sales copy. It's making me wanna bash my head on the table in front of me just thinking about it.

Here's the difference between selling, like selling, like you're kind of like an old caterpillar shell. I don't know why that, but that's what came to mind. And the difference between selling, where people are like, "Give me the thing, give it to me now," and I don't freaking ... Like money, whatever, it's an energy exchange. But people are like, "Yes, I'm gonna be in, and then they're in, and then the second they even sign up and pay, before the damn thing even begins, they already get results, of course, because they said yes to their soul.

The difference is, of course, the whole fucking thing that I'm demonstrating on this live stream without saying anything, apparently, according to some people ... Okay, maybe I'm a little bit defensive. It's fine, I allow myself to be human sometimes, on occasion.

The caterpillar shell is the chrysalis. We discussed that. You're missing bits. Keep up. Do your fucking homework. It's the protective shell. It even said it on Wikipedia. So there. Said protective shell.

The difference is the energy, the energy. People will buy from you when they feel your energy. Alyssa would know all about it. She probably has 49 caterpillars right in there in her little toy room, where I go in to see if she wants to play something with me, which I find a little painful, to be perfectly honest with you, depending on what it is, but I do it anyhow. And then she's like, "Leave, I have to do my homework." Then she comes out. I'm like, "Okay, let's spend some time together relaxing, like relaxed time." And then she makes me do fucking maths online with her in her play time before bed.

It's the energy. I was gonna scroll back and look for comments. Fuck them. But, but, but, leave me a comment anyway. Leave me a comment anyhow, because I'll ... Look at that other picture. Did you see it? Rachel made that one too. Isn't she a genius artist? It's on its side. Oh, fuck you phone. Okay, the phone just did not care to be turned on its side. Okay, it's a very long picture. My sister in law Rachel painted it just for me. It's supposed to be sitting above another couch. Anyway, now you've seen the mess that was behind there. But we just had to come in here to get some more wine, didn't we? It's logical.

Look at this little gift area that Linda left for me. She left me an amazing card. I'm not gonna read it to you. She left me some Vegemite. She's a true friend. And these pictures of her and I, we [inaudible 00:33:28] some really cool sayings on them. And the flowers. And also a box of seashell chocolates, which have been hidden, hidden in order that the children don't get them.

Tonight we're drinking Yangarra Estate Small Pot Whole Bunch Shiraz. Whole bunch. Whole bunch of what? I'm putting you up there, even though you can only see the top of my head. I can't hold a tripod and pour wine at the same time. The seashell chocolates are right there on top of the toaster. I didn't hide them very well. I'll show you. That was the other part of Linda's offering. She knows they're my favourite chocolates.

What an amazing friend. I came in off a flight yesterday. She'd been in my house while I was away for a few days. She's now left. But I came in off my flight feeling quite fucked up, to be honest with you, because there was a small infidel on the flight, which was my four year old son, who did his utmost best to break the psyche of every person on the flight, starting primarily with me. There were a few moments when he prevailed. There were a few moments where instead of trying to be the good mom bringing him to some sense of order, the stewardess coming up and trying to be polite and helpful but really being fucking pissed off, where I just had my hand on the tray table and I was just like ... And I was in, I don't even give a fuck, I'm broken, there's nothing I can do. Then something deep within me went, "You're stronger than this cat. You're growing stronger. You're turning into a warrior right now on this flight. Arm yourself with inner strength and power and go back into the fray."

Then I turned to the tiny little curly haired monster that he was being, who was jumping up and down, standing up on top of the seat, and flinging a bowl of fucking lamb meatballs with red sauce in it, which seems like a perfectly logical thing to give a four year old on a plane, flinging it atop the person in front of him. He was perfectly sweet on the plane on Friday, and then on yesterday's flight he activated all known terrorist systems. Repeatedly. Which was actually somewhat valid, because when we got on the plane, they told us the entertainment system's not working, and the kids have the Virgin app on their iPad, and they can use the entertainment system and watch movies. It had been already like a two hour drive from my brother's. So I was like, "You're gonna watch a movie on the plane, we'll put a movie on." We get on there, it's not working. There's literally no entertainment for the kids because I didn't bring anything, because it's only a two hour flight.

And then, the plane doesn't take off. We sit on the tarmac for an hour. I should have understood. I was like, "Well, he's going through the stages of grief now, and everybody's gonna have to suck it." And that's exactly what happened, and it went for the entire two hours plus the extra hour on the tarmac.

All right, let's have some wine in honour of that terrible moment.

What was I up to? Energy. It wasn't just meatballs. There was pretzel sticks, there was nuts, what else was on that tray. He took the whole tray. He's nothing if not grandiose in his behaviour. He picked up the entire tray, and I tried to bluff him, because he picked it up, and he was looking at me, and he was like, "I'm gonna do it," and he started to raise it slowly. And he was like, "I'm gonna do it. I'm just gonna pour it over the seat." And I was like, "Okay Nathan." I was calling his bluff. And he just went higher and higher, and I was kinda like ... And he just kept going. Yeah, it went down over the top of the seat. It was very embarrassing.

But I'm very proud of myself because I maintained an aura of calm. I was like ... On the inside I was screaming. Screaming. But externally I was a perfect example of conscious parenting. I was a delight to behold. I think everybody was quite delighted to see the back of us by the time we left. It was really hard. It was really one of those flights. It was the second worst flight that I've had with him, which means that I must get many blessings that are given to me this week, I imagine. They've already begun, so.

What was I up to? I'm making some kind of point about energy. Is this like the time he came in and maintained eye contact as he ... Oh. Oh. Oh, wait until you hear what he did to Linda today. I don't know if I should even tell this story. He's the sweetest child. He's a fairy child. He's an indigo child. He's a crazy one. He's like us. The problem is that when you've got somebody like us in the ... Oh, I gotta tell you what he did. It's so bad. Like, so bad you can die. Before you die, join breaktheinternet.com, because if you didn't join that you might die just from woe at your own recklessness and foolhardy behaviour.

He's one of us, right? But when you've got some ... Oh, it's way worse than the boob grabbing. You'd love to have your boob grabbed anytime over what happened tonight in this house. It was so bad, I was like ... I couldn't even ... I didn't even know how to communicate about it when I found out. It happened while I was out. And Serafina was here. Yeah, so when you've got somebody who's like a crazy rule breaker soul person like us who's in the body of a four year old boy, that person can be kinda hard work, alternated with incredibly powerful and charming and you just love and adore him, and of course you do anyway.

He may ... I'm gonna tell you now what happened. He may have spread faeces all through Linda Doctor's bag of her possessions as she was about to leave the house to go on her next trouble adventure. I was out. She was about to leave. And he went and used her bathroom. Then for whatever reason unknown to anybody except him, and maybe probably not even him, he then took that shit, literally, and he put it in Linda's bag. It was apparently everywhere through the bag, and all over her toiletry bag. I'm not laughing ... I'm laughing in horror, you understand. It's a similar horror to the horror of that girl earlier who didn't like me.

So I get home and Serafina's finishing tidying up, cooking dinner for the kids or whatever, and I'm like, "Did Nathan eat his dinner?" She's like, "Yeah, I've gone." "Cool, what else?" Like what else went on tonight, what else is news or [inaudible 00:40:13]. She's like, "Oh." And then she told me. I was just like, "I don't know what ... Oh my god. He's never done anything like that. Like, never." And then I'm messaging Linda, I'm like, "I'm so ... I'm mortified." I mean, she just laughed, but I don't think she was impressed. She didn't just laugh. I think she had whatever internal reaction that she obviously had. Then she told me what she said to him, which was very perfect, really. I was like, oh my god. Oh my god.

Why? Why would he do that? And, by the way, he completely adores and is in love with Linda, just in case you've got only questions around that for anyone who doesn't fully know the story of Linda and everything. Like, he loves her. He is in love with her, and he thinks she's the most beautiful, amazing person, and he talks about her all the time, and he calls her Linda the unicorn, because the first time the kids met Linda, she stayed overnight and had a slumber party, and she wore a unicorn onesie the whole time, then gave the children unicorn rides on her back. That was the same time when she brought this cushion and some kind of unicorn pillow also.

So he loves her. Why would he do that to a woman he loves. Men, answer for your gender. All of you. Now.

Of course, he threw some undies with poo on them off the balcony a few weeks ago. That's quite different to spreading poo through somebody's bag. That was also an isolated event. I feel that he's starting to build somewhat of a rap list of some kind, and I should probably keep some of his stories quiet now.

This was definitely the worst thing that I've ever known him to do, or just the most ghastly thing, I must say.

So anyway. I think we've said all that we came here to say. I just wonder, when you're selling things, are you selling from a place of reaching into their souls and telling them why they must buy and really fucking meaning it, or are you just like, "Yes, I've got this thing, and it's quite a good thing. I think it's a good thing. It's something of a thing. Here's 49 bullet points as why you should buy it, and then yeah, now here's 29 more emails that get sent out every day, and I'm gonna keep telling you about it, but I'm a little embarrassed, and I'm a little self conscious, and I wouldn't ... I don't want you to think I'm selling to you. I don't wanna be salesy."

So you're kind of like, "Yeah, I'm just gonna meekly pop it in the corner here and hope that you see it, then I'm gonna apologise energetically even if not literally, then I'm gonna do it again, because that's what you're supposed to do, but I won't say what I'm really thinking, because that might scare some people off. And I don't want people to think that I'm trying to make them buy, so I'll just kind of casually mention my thing and maybe they'll just know that it's for them and that they should pay me a lot of money."

No. Are you crazy? Not the good crazy. Why are people doing that? Why? Why are you doing that if you're doing it? I'll tell you why. It's because you didn't kick your own ass properly. It's because you didn't join breaktheinternet.com. Join before we close.

Why would you not just tell them that they're gonna be off their tiny little beautiful minds if they don't join your thing? Why would you not just tell them that if they never spend another cent with you again, they better fricking join the thing? Why would you not bring the energy and the passion and the fire to what you're selling? Or is it that you don't really believe in it? If that's the case leave and never return.

But presumably you believe in what you're selling. Right? Right. Hi. Hi Janine. Thank you for saying hi. Send me a love heart shower if you believe in what you're selling, because if you do, and you're carrying on like that, it's a travesty, and it's an embarrassment for the entire fucking community and yourself. You should fucking sit up straight and stick your boobs out and have some wine and own your queen power. Who the hell do you think you are? You're a queen sitting on top the throne. Be in the fucking energy of that. be gracious in your power. And be bold in your message. And don't take any fucking shit from that other voice inside of your head. That's basically the main point that I'm trying to say.

I mean, why don't you just act like you fucking believe in it, if you believe in it, right? You can say you believe in it. Why don't ... Oh, fuck that was one of those moments where I nearly threw the glass of wine at the laptop. But it would have been for a worthy cause. Is there any way that I could show my passion and fire more than throwing a glass of beautiful organic red wine at my rose gold MacBook. It can be so tiring to keep being around, being this person when there's struggle around you. I thought you meant it's so tiring sometimes to around me. It's so energising to be around me. The more that you're around me, the more your energy raises, your vibe elevates. Just being in my presence makes you more powerful and you become more abundant and you make more money. So really you should join for that reason if no other reason. And I'm not making it up, it's obvious.

Won't stick your boobs out because someone might lose an eye. Well, bully for you. Me too, as of tomorrow.

What else did I miss here? It can be so tiring to keep being this person when there's struggle around you. I don't fully understand that, but I think there's wine all in the corners of my mouth. What does that mean? I'm missing something that I think is important.

Okay. Stick them out. What do you mean? I don't understand. How am I missing this? It's going straight over my head. I think I've gotten too hyped up on my own excitement.

You gotta fricking own it. You gotta own your awesome. I did a challenge one time, a free challenge called Own Your Awesome. It's really a similar type of thing that we're talking about here. You've got to fucking own it. Thank you. Thank you [inaudible 00:46:22]. You've gotta fucking own it. That's my whole point. It's not enough to just be posting shit on the internet. Nobody cares. I'll stick them out already. I've been doing a fabulous self pleasure routine, actually, on my breasts and on other parts of me. I've been covering myself with love. Not in a gross, sticky way. And just taking the time to love my body.

I had a beautiful moment in yoga earlier this evening where I was like, I think ... I'm being super serious now, so sit up straight and pay attention. We turned into church now. I had this moment in yoga where I was like, "Well this is my last yoga class with these breasts before I do the surgery tomorrow." But in that moment in yoga, I suddenly was like, "I think I'm experiencing right now in this moment the purest love and acceptance that I've ever had for myself. I've spent most of my life completely fucking hating myself, and never even able to look my own self in the eye in the mirror. Took me like eight freaking years of doing 90-minute yoga classes nearly every day to finally be able to look myself fully in the eyes and not look away.

I went into self love, true love of myself last year sometime I feel, but in that moment earlier today, I was like, "I think this is the purest moment of deep self love and acceptance," where I was just like, "I fully fucking love myself in a completely non-ego way." It was just beautiful, and I feel like it's quite a contrast that I'm saying that now to everything else I've been yabbering on about. But it really was, and I was like, "This is the most perfect moment in time ever, because I'm doing something tomorrow that's changing my body, that is daunting or whatever." And I know it's [inaudible 00:48:17] in the right decision. But there's still that part of me that's like, "Um, am I gonna lose a piece of myself, or something, that I'm changing myself?" Something like that. And it was just this moment of no, this is perfect, and it's exactly as it's meant to be, and you just get to fully honour and love yourself right now, and tomorrow's whatever it is. Something like that. It was a glimpse.

Thank you Angela.

It was a glimpse. And also all these things just fell down where I was just like, "Oh my god, I see everything so clearly now." Relationship stuff mainly. And I was like, "Holy shit. It's just so fucking clear and so fucking obvious." And I was like, "This is just how it is." I was in my queen energy. That's what happened. I was standing there and I was like, "I'm like a queen." I was elevated into a queen in that room somehow. Like, my posture changed, my whole presence changed, everything changed, I could see it. I don't know. I'm gonna write about it later.

Now I feel a bit self conscious. That's the truth. It means you step in it again and again. Sometimes I feel like I've run out of poop. I'm like Nathan, who never runs out of poop. Aah. Unagi. I understand. Sometimes I feel that way as well. Sometimes fuck the full on live stream. Sometimes I'm gonna be super quiet and not even turn the fricking light on. The real one or the ... Well, this is the real one. But the other one over there, or the you know one. So that's fine. You can be whoever you need to be each day.

But as a general rule, if you're gonna sell something, then you're gonna fucking sell it, right? You're gonna be like, "Buy the damn thing." Speaking of the queen, I'm feeling coterie. That was a great course, hey? What a good course that was. Many people were transformed by that course.

Okay, I gotta go. What time is it even? Should I even go to bed or just, should I just stay up all night? Oh, this laptop died. I forgot about that.

Breaktheinternet.com has already begun. It is off the hook. We cover many things about many things. The details are in the pinned comment. You would be out of your mind, and not in the good way, to not be part of this. If you remotely resonate with the way that I do business in life, with my soul speaks and your soul says, "Oh my god, yes, there you are, I was waiting for you." Not in a lover sort of way, but in the same sort of way but different. If you experience that with me, and you know that it's 12:22 am, two two two right here in Brisbane, thank you Lisa. It's not Brisbane, but close enough. Then join breaktheinternet.com. Details are down below. I'll see you inside. Doors close fully midnight eastern standard time tonight, Monday, May 28th.

So you have a little bit of time left, but I don't know what the fuck you would be thinking if you would just wait until that final countdown. Join now. If you do it super quickly, I might even let you into the group before I go to bed. Otherwise, I'll be up in several hours, and I'll be doing many things, mostly going to hospital. But I'm sure I'll run a whole fucking business while I'm there somehow.

All right. Love, love, love the badassery of this community. Thank you for being here. Thank you for being you. Thank you for remembering. Life is now. Press play.

Direct download: Why_yo_shit_aint_selling_as_much_as_you_KNOW_it_should_be21.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:28am AEST

Thu, 31 May 2018

Therell always be a market for people who don't wanna think... who are YOU trying to hook

We're live. We are live. How shouty can I be in a public park, do you think? Pretty fucking shouty. If it comes out. If it comes out it, comes out, it's just how it is. It's another part of me, it's another side of me. Okay, so, my laptop refuses to connect to my hotspot. Hang on, wait. Let me just adjust, adjust, adjust.

So, my dilemma, hello six fabulous people who are here with me already. Brandon Marshall, you're up front, you're like number one on the livestream. What's up? So, my dilemma, I'm sure you can understand, Indira manifested me here, it's obvious to everybody, everybody send Indira love [inaudible 00:00:55], because she manifested me onto this livestream. She just said so herself.

My dilemma is that if I go this way, watch, if I face this way, you can see that I look fabulous because of the lighting which would be called sun. Some lighting God set up for me earlier, that's why you're up there. However, the problem is I can't see and I'll probably end up crying all day long. Well not all day, maybe just for the livestream as a result of the sun being in my eyes and then you'll be like "Wow, Kat is getting super emotional with her livestreams lately," except I won't be able to see and then I'll have panda eyes because I just applied mascara in the car after Muay Thai.

As you do, so I'm high vibe as fuck right now, because I just did my Muay Thai one on one session which was so flow, so freaking flow, so freaking flow. I felt like shit this morning you guys, I felt terrible and it serves me right because I ate a reasonable amount of jelly, like what do you guys in the US call these? We call them red lolly snakes, so you know those red snakes, the jelly ones, the candy that you get at kids parties? Yeah, I may have eaten a lot of them. An amount that doesn't need to be named and then quite a lot of Doritos, except they were like low budget, low vibe Dorito brand that somebody had, which was just embarrassing for them quite frankly and Twizzlers. They're not called Twizzlers, surely it's more like a gummy worm, but it's like a red one, you have to have the red snakes. You know it's a snake. It's a red snake, it's a long red snake.

Okay, I'm going to change my hair already. It's happening, deal with it.

And then there was like half a bag of Doritos, except they were low vibe Doritos, like a low brand name which nobody should name who bought them and who didn't and who ate them, but I ate them, and then I definitely ate a tonne of bread. I guess it was sourdough and it was served with pumpkin soup, so it was very classy and genteel, but still, many things went into my body that don't normally.

Red vine? They're snakes. They're called snakes. Somebody needs to figure this out. Are these ... Represent? Where are you? They're definitely called snakes. If my Wi-Fi was connecting on my laptop right now, I'd google it and we'd sort it out once and for all.

[Mim 00:03:08], can you find a picture of red snakes, the lolly snakes and let's drop it in as a comment here so that everybody understands? 'Cause it's a critical and important thing, because they seem to not understand what a red snake is. And any good Australian knows what a red snake is. And if you're not a good Australian, but you're associating with me, then I really feel like it's only appropriate that you understand all cultural references and just get that shit sorted forthwith. All right? All right.

So I woke up this morning, I did not feel fabulous. Which is a line that I've somewhat appropriated from my daughter, who one time, when I came out dressed up and ready to go out for a night out, I walked out and she was only five at the time, and she puts her hand up and she says, “Stop, are you wearing that? You do not look fabulous.” I'm not kidding, she did that to me. It was heartbreaking. So anyway, I'm thinking of that moment from nearly four years ago, when my daughter just smacked me down. She's just a basic American [inaudible 00:04:09] and by the way, in case you're wondering, yes I'm wearing the exact same sports bra and exact same top that I've now been wearing for three days and I'm starting to get self conscious about it. I've been sleeping in it too. I did wear different clothes to work out in. I just sweated my ass off and then changed back into the same clothes, which I also sweat in. My new system is just to wear them until they disintegrate even though I have a wardrobe that's probably worth several hundreds of thousandths of dollars, but that's just for show. The whole thing is a show.

Red apples? They're not called red apples. Mim's going to get a picture and put into the comments. They're not called Red Vines.

What's a Twizzler? Isn't a Twizzler like a ... It's swirled around? Doesn't it swirl around and around and around?

Why does this one piece of hair always stick up at the back of my head, do you think? It annoys the crap of me.

So, I went to training at the fight gym and I did not feel fabulous. I was kinda like, "Ugh. Okay." My stomach felt a little bit messed up. All right. Indira is doing the investigation process for us. It's good, because this is an important community matter. And then as soon as I started my warm-up, skipping, like within half a second, stop with the Twizzlers, they can't be called Twizzlers, I don't accept this, 'cause we have something that swirls around and around, like a vine. You guys are calling them Vines and Twizzlers. You're just making shit up, but we have something that swirls around and around and that looks like a vine. You can't post a picture? Why not? Put a link to the picture there Mim if you can't post a picture in the comment. You should be able to put a picture in the comment.

Swedish fish are fish. Okay. That is a random comment. Lisa Whitmore says, "Swedish fish are fish." I feel like she's obviously more wise and profound than all of us 'cause that comment, I have no understanding of what it means, but it sounds extraordinarily deep.

What the Swedish Fish don't exist? I feel like we're going down a strange path. So then as soon as ... But we're going to solve it. I won't leave this unanswered for you.

[Keira 00:06:11], maybe it's something that you can consult on, because obviously you know about all thing's nutrition. What do people in the US and Canada call what I in Australia call a red lolly snake? Somebody needs to figure it out.

I'm trying to get to my story. As soon as I started the skipping, the warm up, before I was even getting to the training, there was just that switch in head, that was like, "Ugh, this is damn good, this is where I'm supposed to be." My body just went yes, my soul said yes, it was like that recognition of, even though this is going to fucking hurt and feel like I might possibly throw up ... Maybe it's a gummy worm, but isn't a gummy worm small? Like I'm sorry, I don't mean to be kinda of rude or inappropriate or sexual in nature about the candy discussion, but I don't know about your small little gummy worms, 'cause we have big red snakes. That's what we have in Australia. It's just how we do things here.

So maybe you guys are getting an inferiority complex and that's why you're refusing to answer. Okay. Susan's put a link up. Yes, that looks like it could be real [inaudible 00:07:13], I can't click on it 'cause I'm on the live stream myself, but it is National Confectionary Company, so I can't vouch for Susan's link, but I feel that it could be on par.

Yes, well. I feel like this story about the workout is quite boring now, but essentially I just got into flow and I was like, "This is where I'm supposed to be." Oh, here's another link. Mim, maybe you can link on these links and validate which one of them is correct so that everybody understands and can move on with their lives?

Our snakes don't look like worms, Brandon. That's an extraordinarily rude and offensive comment.

Our snakes are fucking bad ass, all right? They're very snakey. We've got worms, we know what a fucking worm is, and we know what a snake is. I could pick a worm up probably anywhere around me. I'm hoping that I can't pick a snake up right here anywhere around me. You definitely need these snakes. I'm going to bring some to America when I come in a few weeks. Don't worry. Of course everything's bigger in Australia. Well Texas is Texas, they say that everything is bigger in Texas, but Australia is Australia. So, there's some wisdom for you. For your Monday, or your Sunday night, whatever it is for you.

Anyway, anyway. So then my trainer, whose sister is also my ninja, Mim, who's right here on this live stream, who's going to drop us a link momentarily about Break the Internet, which by the way started already, but the first live training happens in a couple of hours. Mim, you may as well put the link in now.

Breaktheinternet.com. That internet has already been broken, multiple times, and in fact I accidentally put into the sales copy that people come to and say “Fuck me please.” It was legitimately an accident. I meant to say that they'd say, “Fuck me, please give me your offer,” because I was talking about creating your new offering in the programme which started the other day, which you've gotta join today, 'cause it closes tomorrow, but first live training is today. There's a comment, “Where are you?“

So then, I put that in by accident, that people are going to come and say "Fuck me, please.” And then somebody's commented into the group, I told you about how she's just had the best fricking sex ever and it just happened out of nowhere and I was like, “I told you. You're welcome. I manifested that shit for you.” I'm trying to yell at a slightly lower vibe than my normal yelling voice, 'cause there's houses all around. I mean, I'm in like a little alcovey park, like there's a kids playground there and there's a park here, and 'cause I have an appointment at some medical rooms down there in half an hour, so I thought I'd just sit down in this park, but there's all these residential houses around so I don't want to yell to loud.

Anyway, so I'll get back to the story about the training, 'cause it's about the title of this live stream, but breaktheinternet.com, I gotta tell you first is like the epic fucking shit, just random shit that's happened for people already and we only began on Friday, but we haven't done the first live training yet, which is about getting angry, getting angry with yourself for not letting your soul work hard into the world. That's happening today. If you're joining now, you can possibly still get in on that live, or you're going to get the replay and all the content for live anyway. This is a 10 day experience, a smack down, intensive experience.

Is there animals fucking in the background? Well on most of my livestreams, that's normal and true, so I feel like it's kinda of a superfluous question and I'm not really going to attend to it.

So read about that in the comment. Come and join us in the group, the energy is through the fricking roof. If you know that you've been boring, bland, not letting your true work out and you're not having epic, fucking amounts of fun and shenanigans in your business and maybe you're not making the fricking money that you want to be making either with all the soul mate clients, you need to be in Break the Internet.

Read the comment. There's not even a sales pitch to go to. So literally just read the comment. Buy the thing. Join the thing. I'll see you in the thing. We're doing daily trainings starting from today. I said it's a 10 day experience, it's actually going to be longer already, because we started on Friday.

There was two amazing pre-works last week, which you'll get right away when you sign up now, you'll go into the Facebook group. Then we've done two trainings already. We've done one live training on Friday that was like an impromptu little one and then some exercises over the weekend, and now we're doing the first official live training today. So I'm going to like, I'm going to do 10 days starting from today. So all the extra stuff was just extra, extra, extra bonuses and there's already all these crazy results happening and I have broken the internet, several times, already, meaning random shit's just frozen and the whole internet had to wait for me in order to keep going, as it should be because I'm the freaking queen. I stay on my throne. I send my energy out and things just happen in the world. I'm going to teach you about that. As well as how to bend time and space and manifest instantly and a whole bunch of other stuff which is in the comment.

So then, okay, that's that.

Here's about the live stream title, because then Iggy, my trainer, was saying something about how does this new gym, like a fight gym that's opened around the corner, he said, "Did you see this other gym, whatever it's called." I don't remember what's it called, I was like "No I haven't seen it," and then he described it to me with what can only be described as the look of utmost disdain, about it's like one of those places where you just go and do nine rounds or 12 rounds or whatever and they just basically pummelled people and get a sweat out, but there's no technique and no training around it, it's just kind of like, yeah, get people in there, get 'em whacking a lot of shit, pretending that they think they're boxing or fighting, or whatever. Get 'em sweating and then send them on their merry way and then they're happy because they did nine rounds of whatever it was and it took 20 minutes or 27 minutes or whatever, and so they think they had a workout.

And he's like, "Did you hear about it?" And I was like, "No, I didn't really pay that much attention," but I said there's a lot of places like that in the US I notice. It's like a very popular style of fitness, just get people in for a circuit, no thinking, no technique, okay they're going to injure themselves, what the fuck ever. They're not actually really using their muscles, whatever, they're not even understanding how to connect to flow and zen through their training, whatever, but they sweated so they think they had a good time.

Or maybe they did have a good time and they should have a good time, but you know, right, that's how I feel about it, from a training perspective and from a training background perspective. He was just talking about the gym, and then I said to him ... And then we did another round, and then during the break I said to him, "The thing is though, there'll always be a market for people who don't want to think."

What's on my shirt? It's an important question that Jacqueline has posed. It says Religion, that's what it says. It's a cool shirt isn't it? I like it.

So I said to him, "There'll always going to be a market ..." I'm gonna go on my knees. "There's always going to be a market for people who don't want to think, right? In business and in ..." Yeah that's the US in a nutshell. Well there's plenty people who do want to think and here they are here. The funny thing is, you also don't have to think, right? This is a contradiction because I talk all the time about don't think, just act from flow and act from soul.

Like when I've been ... I've got a lot to learn still about fighting, but I just went back and started training again, Muay Tai on Friday, for the first session back in months and it just comes straight back, right? So of course I still want to improve my technique and learn more and more, but I have been doing it off and on for 13, 14 years, so there's a lot of knowledge there, I guess or there's a foundation there. What I remember is when we were doing sparring sessions, which I find scary still for sure, and I go into a slight hyperventilation state, but when I get past that initial fear or the first few times hyperventilating, then you slip into flow, like such fucking super flow and it's like you're dancing. It's like it's a dance, where you may or may or not get your ribs fricking punched in and you might fall to the floor gasping and crying, which happened a few times for sure, but you feel like you're totally in flow and you're dancing and you're not thinking, right? So the advanced version of doing the work, in any area of fitness, business, or life ... By the way, how do you like winter? This is winter. I'm getting a suntan on my arm over here, it feels really hot.

This is why I had to leave Melbourne. I only went for two days over the weekend. It was fucking freezing. It was freezing and then all my people in the UK were like, "I googled the weather and the weather that you're saying is freezing is the same as our summer except it's your winter." I'm like, "Well, that explains the whole situation."

So anyway, the advanced version for writing, for business, for messaging, for training is definitely it's not thinking, it's coming from the core, it's coming from flow. It's just like a dance with life, and that's how I felt inspiring sessions. It's definitely how I feel so much of the time in my writing, or on a livestream, or with clients, or if I'm teaching an event or if I'm hanging with one of my amazing soul mate people in my life, like a close friend or something and we just have a soul flow conversation. And so I talk a lot about don't think, just act from flow and act from the core. However, however, however, that's more like the advanced version, right? If somebody has no results, no knowledge, no technique, no learning, and no fucking clue, whether it's in working out or whether it's in business, then they're probably going to need to learn some things.

Now it depends, because maybe we can just connect in ... Well we can just connect straight into the flow, straight into the core and just instinctively know what to do, right? For sure. But if you take people, a bunch of unfit and uneducated people who don't even have any understanding of how to stabilise their core, and they've got maybe some injuries going on or definitely some structural imbalances and that sort of thing. They don't know how to activate their muscles or use their muscles, they don't know how to breathe properly and then you put them into a circuit based gym where it's just like a timer and they go from station to station and nobody's guiding them or supporting them properly but hey whatever, they're just whacking shit like a kind of crazy child and they're getting a sweat on.

That person is never going to get true full on soul flow, where they're just, their body is working and they're moving with the workout, because they never even learn in the first place how to connect. So maybe they need to learn how to fucking breathe properly. Maybe they need to learn how to activate their core muscles, they need to learn how to use any muscles, they need to learn how to just, like if you're throwing a punch for example. You know where that punch is coming from in your body and you learn and understand that, and then you let go of it and you don't think about and it just works.

Do you see what I mean? It's kind of like people just want this thing where they don't have to think. They can just go on the rounds. They can just follow through and they can just follow some shitty promise basically and because they got a sweat up they feel like they did something. The problem is, with so many of those sort of work out styles, and I was in the industry for years and years and years and I've seen this again and again and so I do still roll my eyes at those sort of fitness places. Problem is 99.99% of people are never getting the sort of results they want, because in order to lose weight and get lean and hot as fuck, your body needs to actually be working. Sweating does not mean your body's working. That's a reality.

So then if we look at business, and this is what I was thinking about when I said, "Tim, you know the reality is there'll always be a market for people who don't want to think." With business, it'd be equivalent to somebody online thinking like there's a 12 step plan, I've just got to find a 12 step plan or a nine step plan or whatever it is, do this, do this, do this, and then I'll become a millionaire online, right? Like, "Oh, but I did an Optum page, and then I did a landing page and then I created a programme and then I setup Instagram and LinkedIn, whatever it was and I went through the steps and so surely because I put the work in, like I got my sweat up, I put the work in, surely I should have a result, right? Because somebody told me that if I did these 12 things in a row, then I'd get a result," and it doesn't work that way. It doesn't work that way if you've got somebody who doesn't already know how to connect into flow and connect into soul and how to trust and believe in what's coming out of them.

But here's the caveat, right, here's the catch, because I'm not here to try and convince people to walk away from their 12 step to a millionaire dollar system that they're following out there or whatever it is that's popular with the kids at the moment. I don't want those people. I'm not actually trying to say to you, that you personally, necessarily need to go and learn technique and fundamentals. Maybe yes, maybe no, you probably know what you need or desire some education or some knowledge around, verus what are the things you just fricking know inside of you, what to say, and how to do it, and how to show up, but are you giving ourself permission? I'm not here for those people.

If I was running a fitness centre, I wouldn't want to go over to the place where the people who think they can do their stupid nine round thing or 12 round thing are and convince them to come to my place where I'm going to educate them properly and then empower them into flow and into magic fucking results with ease and not just the physical results, but the inner results and the certainty and the knowing this and the dance with life. I don't want those people.

I want the people who already knew in the first fucking place what it looks like to actually do the damn thing properly. What it looks like to come from the core, what it looks like to connect with your body and with your soul.

So in business, like I can make fun of it or something, but I'm not here to do this livestream to be like, "Oh I hope that somebody who thought there was a 12 step fucking plan to making a million dollars on line, I hope that I can persuade them to join breaktheinternet.com instead." No way. Hell to the no. That would be a really tiring client to work with for me, because their mindset is there should just be a process. I should just get to follow a process and then I get results so what do I do next? And my answer is going to be, "How about learn to fucking connect to your soul because then you can throw that punch probably, right? Or connect to your core," I'm mixing all my analogies, but it's working, I think.

So what I'm here for is actually the people who, in contradiction to kinda of a lot of stuff I just said, I'm here for the people who know that they can literally just tap into that flow straight away. That they don't have to go through a process first. That maybe there are some techniques they need to learn along the way. So maybe for example, they notice that they feel like they can't really access soul knowledge and soul guidance and it feels kinda of confusing or you feel unsure like I'm not really certain what my soul is telling me to do or I'm not sure what intuition is saying, so then maybe that person gets to learn from me something around journaling, or connecting to soul, or connecting to inner guidance and they develop a practise around it in order to practise tapping into intuition, in order to practise acting from that and so that's your equivalent to learning your technique, right?

Like I had to really apply myself to learning how to throw my kicks properly in fighting because ... And I still have to think about it sometimes, because if I don't think about it my automatic non-thinking response is kinda of, like it's limited, I don't go all the way through, right? So I stop and think a lot of the time and I think where do I want this to come from and I take the time to connect my mind to my soul to certain parts of my body and then it works, right? Then I throw the kick properly and then if in sparring and then that's when I'm like, "Well, I'm not going fricking think about while I'm in sparring. I'm in that flow zone and you've just gotta go and how it comes out is how it comes out."

All right, so it's the same how in business or clients who I'm working with or this stuff I've been teaching about breaktheinternet.com. There's going to be people who are like, "Well I don't know what my soul is telling me to sell, or to message, or how to put myself out there, or how to build my brand or show up," and I'm going to be like "Okay cool, so here's how you connect into that. Here's what to feel. Here's how to feel it. Here's a practise. Here's a process around it, but no it's not a 12 step fucking formula or if you do this, this, this, and this then you make a million dollars. I'm not here to teach you that. That does not exist. What I'm here to teach you is to connect to what's already natural inside of you, right?"

And that's what I love about fight training and learning how to be better at Muay Thai. It's something that's already in me. I'm not trying to learn something that doesn't already exist in me. I'm trying to learn or I'm remembering, not even learning, I'm remembering how to use my body naturally in that way which my body already does know how to do, so I might take the time to connect and to think about it in training and with technique stuff and drills and that sort of thing. But then when it gets time to sparring time, it's like let go and let flow. Same as here. We might take the time in breaktheinternet.com for example, to allow you to learn and understand how to connect deeper to flow, deeper to could, deeper to your inner guidance, how to know what to sell, how to sell it, and what to say, and how to say it, but then it's going to be like, "Okay, now it's time to let go and let flow." Actually, we'll be doing it all at once, it won't be like this, this, and then this.

So, that's it. There's a big-ass spider on my laptop right now. I'm going go, because I've got an appointment in eight minutes that I've gotta drive a minute away to.

Oh you're fine.

So, I'm going to finish up. I could keep talking for ages, but I do have an appointment so I want you to think about how this applies to your business and what you need to put into place as far as listening to yourself and also read the pinched comment there that Mim's dropped in, it says breaktheinternet.com-whereareyou and then there's a whole bunch of stuff under that. Where are you?

Read through what we're doing in that programme, it is next level bad ass. We started on Friday, we're doing the first live training today, you've got to get in there. It's just an incredible group, total bad asses, I think we're up to nearly 100 entrepreneurs in that group now. So let's get you your place in there right now. We'll close the doors tomorrow, but you'd be crazy to wait until tomorrow because we're doing the first live training today.

All right. I'll see you in there.

Have an amazing rest of the day and don't forget, "Life is now, press play."

Direct download: Therell_always_be_a_market_for_people_who_dont_wanna_think..._who_are_YOU_trying_to_hook3F.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:21am AEST

Thu, 31 May 2018

Doing the damn work of being ALL of you

Hi. Okay. I'm figuring shit out. I'm figuring out my situation. I think I'm situated. Okay. I'm ... I'm in bed, that's what's up.

Okay. What's happening with my internet, people? My internet ... I'm at home, the internet can't be going out. We're not in Bali anymore, but sometimes the internet in bedroom's dodgy because I'm up so high and I'm right next to the ocean. The ocean is like 50 yards away.

Hello. Welcome to the Katrina Ruth Show where anything could happen and probably will.

Hey Caitlin. Oh that made a difference didn't it?

I have a special delivery coming in for me. Look at this, wine delivered to my bed. Can you please open the door for me -

Yeah.

- because I'm getting overheated already.

Hello Melanie. Hello Amber. Hello [Luanna 00:01:20]. Hey Michelle, just manifested a live stream from me.

Don't touch that. It's going to fall.

Careful. Go downstairs with Phina. I'll be down soon.

Can I stay with you?

No, no, no. You've got to go downstairs with Phina.

No.

Come on. We'll do something fun. Lets go.

No.

Hey Angela. Hey Joe.

Fine mommy.

I love you.

I hate you.

Aw, that's not nice, is it?

Okay. Hey Bobby.

Come on.

I'm coming.

All right. How did I get the special emojis? Because I'm a ninja and because my team of ninjas ... He's left now. Not happy about it though.

What he did before he left was pulled out my tripod balancing stand, which was a pirate book, so now we're going to have to resort to a Monster's University book to put under the tripod because otherwise the tripod's just balancing on the bed.

I don't even know what I want to talk about. What did I say the title was?

Oh that's right, because I know exactly what I want to talk about. Don't worry.

All right, we have the Big Monsters on Campus, Monster's University tripod balancing stand is there. Welcome to the show.

Oh do you know what, I just realised my team aren't online to share this live stream. I better share it over to my page.

How'd ... That's all anyone what's to know is about the emojis. How? You be Katrina Ruth, that's how. Like a smart ass. You can do it in the Facebook Creator app. I didn't do it though.

I'm going to share this live stream over to my personal page into the daily ass kickery and then we're going to get into the show and I just wanted to come on, have my wine delivered to me upstairs in bed. You found I'm cool.

Damn that's a good wine. That's a new one. Seraphina went wine shopping for me. Smart ass. She's chosen an exceptional wine.

Seraphina, who's arm you may have just seen appearing on camera bringing me the wine, is my amazing nanny/incredible at home personal assistant/she's a ninja in various aspects of my social media here at the Katrina Ruth Show.

Okay, you know what, I just did this amazing, amazing audio for my Breaktheinternet.com members. Actually the programme hasn't even started. It doesn't start until tomorrow.

Wait. That is such good wine. I'm definitely enjoying it.

But it was pre-work. I did the audio as some pre-work, some additional pre-work. We already did pre-work two days ago and then long story short, I was driving along and I realised I wanted to create an audio and make some new pre-work for my members and I thought I'd talk about it a little bit here on this livestream, because it's such a powerful and important part of being as magnetic as fuck ... As magnetic as fuck ... Magnetic as fuck online, which has to do simply with being all that you already are and letting all that you are out.

Who here has joined Break the Internet already and why will this live stream not share to my page? I'm going to ask Kelly too or I'll try and do it one more time. I'm trying to share it over to my personal page but it's just being a mother fucker and refusing to let me. Oh here we go.

You know what, a lot of people ... Me, yes you have. A lot of people assume that I'm a natural extrovert, but if you get to know me I'm actually super introverted in real life and what I was teaching my members about ... If you're in Break the Internet, I don't think you've got this audio yet, it's still being converted and it's going to drop into the group in the next, however long. Very soon anyway.

What I was teaching and explaining in that training was around how to let what's inside of you already out, because actually in order to show up fully online as a leader, as a powerful, revolutionary, bad ass leader, it's got nothing to do with already being a person who feels super charged with confidence or that you always know exactly what to say or anything like that at all. It's simply got to do with letting the real you out.

That's kind of what I wanted to talk about today, but I'm getting kind of grumpy here because my internet's being super shitty and not letting me share my livestream over to my personal page.

Can you ... And daily asskickery. All right, so I'll get Kelly to do it because otherwise it's just going to keep distracting me.

Anyway, today I had my first day back in Australia. I haven't been here ... I've barely been here all year to be quite honest with you. I've been here for a total of two weeks for the entire fucking year I think, and today was my first day back again after being away again, again, in Bali, so it was a bit of a frazzle day just with the kids and running around and doing stuff and then tomorrow we're flying away again. Going away for a couple of days to my hometown in Melbourne for a six year old birthday party. Why would you not? Of course, for my nephew, and so it's kind of that slight feeling of never endingness is creeping up upon me.

Where I get a little frazzled, I guess, when I think about it, but more so that I feel like it's going to impact my ability to show up and do what I want to do in my business or for example, I've been out all day and I've have an in and out of the car, driving around doing errands sort of day, and doing some bis stuff as well and doing some things for myself.

I came home just now, 10 minutes ago, and I thought, well I can go live or I can go sit down and be a good mom and be with my children, who I haven't been with for two or three weeks. I have already spent quite a bit of time with them today actually, like early this morning before school and then during gymnastics for each of them and we did the park and we did a playground café and so definitely spent time with them.

Now, coming onto live stream, I was like, well I could just sit down now, watch a movie with the kids and I'll definitely be online later tonight and do some more business stuff or I thought I could sneak up here into my bedroom and kind of like my plan was to sneak away so that they didn't notice, but obviously Nathan just came in and noticed, and just do a quick little live stream for you guys.

Funnily enough or I don't know if this is funny or not, but for me that's what I kind of look at as my time. It's definitely not the only thing that I would look at as my time is to do a live stream, but it's definitely something where I was like, well if I go straight into that kind of evening witching hour with my children watching a movie and then cooking dinner and or playing Play Dough or whatever it is that we're going to do, there's that slight disconnect that I feel inside of me, where it's like I didn't fully honour my soul and then I feel a tiny bit shitty about it, right, I feel a little bit, not shitty at the kids or anything like that, I guess more so shitty with myself for not honouring myself and for not honouring what it is that I need to do.

Also I haven't fully let out what's inside of me and so therefore there's this heightened energy. Have you ever noticed that? Maybe you've noticed this if you're a mom as well or a dad or could be to do with other things in your business. Maybe what you do is you go like, oh I really should go and do such and such admin shit in my business or I should go and finish off cleaning out my emails or answering people's inquiries and responses, but really what your soul needs and what would allow you to feel fulfilled and happy, would be to do some content for example and to show up and do a live stream or maybe write a blog post or share a story or essentially just unleash some form of messaging from inside of you.

When we talk about showing up for all of you, a big of that, it's kind of what I said earlier, just letting that natural ... Oh my God. I don't know what I'm doing with my legs here. They're all tangled up in a pretzel.

I'm going to give you a comment and then I'm going to keep talking. My page finally loaded over here.

Okay, I just popped a comment in, which is about Break the Internet. It starts on Friday, US time on Friday, but we're right into pre-work now. We did an incredibly powerful pre-work exercise two days ago in the group.

The group is out of control with bad assery. If you're in the group, how freaking good is it? Then I've just created a new pre-work training for today as well, which is essentially my favourite exercise that I've personally used for years now, in order to bring that extrovert, performer, entertainer side of me out, even as an actual introvert and even when I feel self conscious or I don't feel like showing up or I feel like I don't know how to really let that soul side of me out so that I'm speaking to people's souls and speaking to their hearts and getting the response, right.

Break the Internet, it's called Breaktheinternet.com because it's just what I felt like calling it. Don't go the URL because it's not going to be my landing page for sure. I don't know what's at that website, I haven't even bothered to type it in.

It's a day intensive smack down and it's ll about getting back to the real raw core of who you are and just unleashing the beast, so to speak, unleashing the soul beast. Letting people see and feel all of you and essentially in order to do that, as part of it, completely wiping off the table any sort of bullshit or drama you've got around feeling like not able to or self conscious or that you hold yourself back or you just don't share your full truth, you do some kind of half baked version of it.

There's a lot of really deep powerful work that we're going to be doing this programme. You can read the pinned comment after we finish if you like and if it's speaking to you, you can just purchase straight from in there and jump straight into the group. It's on fire already and we haven't even started.

This programme came straight out of my soul. If you read what's there, that's my entire sales copy is right there in a comment. There's nothing else, there's no sales page or anything like that and I wrote it in 10 to 15 minutes and it came from pure fury because I was shitty at myself and I wrote about this on Sunday last week when the programme came out of me.

I was really shitty at myself. I was feeling like I haven't been letting all of me out. I've been in part, maybe not fully showing up and performing and doing what I'm meant to do because I've been travelling or whatever, bullshit, story, story, story, doing other things instead, but also that when I was showing up with my writing, with my speaking and being here or wherever I am, that I was holding something back, I wasn't letting my true soul out and I think that this just happens naturally.

No matter how good you are, no matter how practised you are, and I'm pretty fucking practised at showing my soul on the internet, if we don't consciously set that intention that I'm going to give all of me, I'm going to let people see all of me, I'm gong to bare my naked soul to the world, I'm going to let my truth out, then we naturally just tend to let, I guess, some kind of a mask build up on us over time. It could be because maybe something triggered us or got to us or we had a moment of insecurity or it could just be that it freaking builds up, the same way that dustiness and dirt builds up on your skin. You got to shower every so often.

For me it's like a soul shower. When I get into a good journaling session or a good [inaudible 00:12:26] work session, which is what I did on Sunday, where I kick my own ass and I really sat down and I was like, right, lets bring it bitches, I'm going to kick my own ass. In fact I'm going to share my journaling.

Here's an unannounced bonus that I haven't even told anybody about, not even my members in Breaktheinternet.com, I'm going to share my exact journaling from Sunday, because what I did was, I did this empowered kind of rage and aggression filled journaling session. If I had my journal upstairs here I'd pull it out now and read a few bits, but it's downstairs and I don't want to risk getting the kids noticing that I'm not there again. They'll come running up here and then I won't be able to say anything.

I did this kind of kick my own ass journaling session where I was really just like, this is bullshit and I'm sick of it and I just want to feel this and I want to let loose what's inside of me and I was empowered and I was passionate and I was angry, right, I was angry at myself. I started to get the idea for a programme and I knew that the first module will be, Get Angry.

"Looking tan as fuck," says Karen. Thank you. I appreciate it, because like a normal freaking woman, the first thing I noticed was something I didn't like about myself when I jumped online. I should reframe that. Actually, lets reframe that a normal woman notices how fucking fabulous she looks, but the first thing that I noticed was that my hair was a little bit greasy and I started to get self conscious about it. All right, but I still continued on. I didn't jump off the live stream when I and noticed it.

Anyway, I appreciate it Karen. Perfect time for a wine break. God damn that wine's good.

I was getting angry and I knew that I was going to do a programme. I hadn't known that I was going to do a programme. I had no plan to launch something new when I sat down. I went down to the beach, the restaurant in front of the beach where I was at in Bali, Sunday afternoon, I was going to be going out for drinks at 5:00 PM and it was like 3:00 PM and I actually was just ... The reason I went down to journal was, I was like, I'm not going to enjoy my evening going out and we were planning a big night of going out and just being social and meeting new people and doing this kind of social connecting experiment that I've got going on at the moment, and so I knew that I wouldn't be fully in my flow zone with that.

I just felt like I was shitty, right. I was shitty at myself because I knew that in my business I hadn't been fully expressing myself, I'd been hiding, holding back. Not in a ... I still show the fuck up, that's the reality, but it's about what we feel individually.

I went and sat down to journal and the journaling got super fiery, it got super revved up and I just got into massive amounts of clarity and empowerment, but there was this aggressive energy to it and it was all coming from soul flow.

What I was just saying, I'm going to share that exact journaling as an unannounced bonus into Breaktheinternet.com and that will be when we officially kick off tomorrow, so go to the pinned comment after this, read about Breaktheinternet.com, get your ass in there if you would like a 10 day intensive smack down from my soul to yours.

The first module is going to be Get Angry, so it will be appropriate that I'll share my example of how I really reached into my soul and then when you read the overview for this programme you're going to see or you're going to feel that it came from a place inside of me. It didn't come from a thinking place of how do I come up with an offer or programme or something like that. It came from this place inside of me of aggressive energy, right.

Sometimes when I download something from the soul it feels super, I guess, flowy and floaty and more of a so called light energy, whereas this feels a little darker and a little heavier, but in a completely beautiful way and you can just feel it when you read the copy.

Well that sales copy took maybe 10 minutes to write, if that. I don't think it was even remotely 10 minutes and what happened was I would do my journaling like I said and then I wrote a blog post, which I very politely called You Snivelling Whiny Little Bitch, because I'm super friendly like that, and then somebody re posted it and talked about leaders online being violent in their languaging. I was Like holy shit, people who don't freaking read between the lines. Not my people, be on your way.

Anyway, it was such a kick your ass blog post, but of course I'm writing it first and foremost for myself and it really just lit me up with love and power and rage and all those things definitely go together. I think that's obvious, right? For the right people they were like, holy fucking shit, I needed to hear that.

After I wrote the blog then the programme just kind of flew out of me. I was not like, let me quickly whip up a programme offer before I go down to the beach club for sunset drinks and then going out into the evening. I was like, I need to unleash something inside of me or I'm not going to be a very good person to hang out with tonight and I'm going to be distracted and I'm not really going to be feeling in flow. I just was like, this is what I want to do for me before I go out.

All right, so then I did that, programme just flew out of me. You can feel the energy of it in the post and it was that simple because it came from a place of showing all of me, right, which is the title of this live stream. It came from a place of, I didn't give a fuck, I wasn't thinking about what do I create to sell or what do I create to get people's attention, what do I create to be magnetic online. As soon as you start to think about, how should I be magnetic online? How should I be a powerful leader? How should I be anything? Well, you immediately, what you're doing actually is complete anti manifestation because you're saying that I'm not that thing, how should I be that thing? If I'm not magnetic, how do I be magnetic? That's stating that you're not magnetic, so that's what you're then creating and manifesting, right.

It's like if somebody tries to be cool, it's like you're not cool dude. You're trying to be cool. You're a try hard, right, whereas if they completely themselves then they're cool as fuck in whatever way that is for them, right, and for us here's the thing, not everybody out there is magnetic and can be a leader and make a fuck load of money online and have an insane bad as following of people who just binge on their content like it's Netflix. That's reality, but if you're here ...

Hey Matthew. Shout out. If you're here, then you know who you freaking are, right, but that doesn't mean you don't need to kick your own as snow and again. If you know that that's who you are and that's inside of you, then that's all you need to know. You don't need to ask how to do it, you just need to fucking be it. But how do you be it? Okay, you don't ask how to be it, you just be it.

It feels confusing. I know, it's annoying. Lets have some wine and take a moment and then I'll explain.

How? How? How did I unleash such a powerful programme that people are just like, holy fuck I've got to part of that, right, and when you read the comment about it you're like, even if it doesn't speak to you and you're like, no it's not for me, but you'll feel that it came from a real raw place.

How? Because I didn't fucking sit down to ask myself how I can quickly make a few extra tens of thousands of dollars on the internet in a couple of days, which is what ultimately then happened and then some, because then it kind of triggered into a bunch of other stuff as well, not even relevant to this business, because it was like super flow had been activated.

I didn't sit down to do that. I didn't even sit down to write about [inaudible 00:19:39] blog post. I didn't sit down to come up with a programme. I didn't sit down to actually do anything for you guys, sorry to tell you. I was not sitting down with you in mind. I was sitting down shitty at myself. I was sitting down because I wanted to kick my own ass.

Natalia says, "I tuned into your live before I joined it." Perfect, we're on the collective energy wave length here. You just got the signal and then you're Like, oh yeah, I'll come and listen to the human version, but you're getting it anyway. I love it.

That's the thing, right, I was giving myself what I needed. I was kicking my own ass. I was doing what I needed to do for me and as a product of doing that and as a product of reminding myself who I fucking am and kicking my ass to be who I am, something came forth from me, spewing like a fiery river into the night or actually it was the Bali sunset and it was very beautiful.

Then I did that blog and that that was just to unleash my soul, because I freaking needed the release and I wanted the release and I desired the release and there will be no blanket till marshmallows. There is a blanket here and it's possible ... This is embarrassing for everybody, but predominantly for me. There might be a bowl of kind of stale chocolate licorice bullets in the drawer next to my bed.

It could be an illusion. It might not actually exist or be real. We'll taste test. They look pretty old. I actually was like, I wonder if there's chocolate in that drawer, I know I used to put it in there sometimes.

I think they're pretty old. I have no recollection. Lets test. They're fucking good though. I don't know what this round thing is. I don't trust it.

Okay. I'm allergic to licorice. I'm just letting you guys know. Anything could happen now. That's probably why they're still in there, because I fucking love it. All right, lets manifest that I'm not ... Fuck I can feel it already. Don't worry I'm not going to pass out, but I can feel it already. I'm just a rebel. I just don't give a fuck. I'm just going to eat stuff that I react to.

Okay, that was a reckless and kind of stupid move. I think the wine will help cleanse it through my body so that I don't have any more of a reaction than the one that I can already feel.

I definitely have always been allergic to licorice, but you know, I'm reckless as fuck. As long as I drink plenty of water I can handle the allergic reaction. I sound like a moron, but I like chocolate licorice so much, but then I did kick my own ass about it later and people kept buying me licorice bullets because I think I talked about it and then I overdosed on them one night and I was fucked up for an entire three days.

All right, so anyway, my soul's a little bit of an immature child at times I think and just likes to do stuff. I can feel the freaking flush coming. I'm making it up. I'm so full of bullshit. I'm just making the story in my head aren't I? I feel like I want to take my top off though because I'm getting a hot flash from it.

All right, so anyway, we're talking about how to be all that you are on the internet. I didn't even use the word internet, just be all that you are in general real life.

What's the name of this live stream? Let me check. Let me make sure I get it right because it's important and I might accidentally say the wrong thing, not that I've got any fucking clue what I'm saying anyway. Doing the damn work of being all of you. Well exactly right. Exactly right.

I wasn't being all of me. I'd become the most boring person in the entire internet, if not the world, and then I did a live stream about that.

Lets cleanse this licorice out. I only had two. Do you think it's appropriate that I just looked over at my books right then and I happened to, the first book that caught my eye is Russell Brand's book on getting past addiction? I think there's something to be said about that. It's a great book by the way.

You know, I did the crazy ass livestream from the cab then on the way to going out, because I was so riled up and I talked about how I was the most boring person on the internet, but the point is that doing the damn work of being all of you, there's many things that could be said about that. I did an entire training for my members and it's not even part of the official content, it's just pre-work.

I did that training today. It's dropping now or tonight sometime into the group and you can get that right away and then we start officially around about this time tomorrow, so Friday morning US time. What time is it even ... Nope. It will be even later than that. Whenever it is, we start on Friday. I don't even know when it is, all right, and I do the training on how to bring out the extrovert side of you that's in there even if you're a natural introvert and step into the performer, entertainer, leader and using the exact exercise that I've used for sometime now, where it's now automatic, I don't have to think about it, but how I kind of based it, what I based it on to step into my true entertainer, performer.

That's just one side of it, because what I'm saying now, the other side of it that I'm saying now is, well what if you just always gave yourself the space and opportunity to be all that you are, right.

What I did on Sunday, no I'm not going to go out socially until I've done what I need to do for me, because it's just what I felt to do and I was going into myself to deal with my own shit. I wasn't doing that to try and make a buck or an extra few bucks or whatever it was and that's just, you know, it's a trust thing isn't it, because I know that it seems like, well but if I never tried to make money or to build my following online or to get a sale, then how would I ever get there?

I guess the question is, well do you trust that you're going to be the person who'll actually do the damn work, because for me it's just a natural flow and effect of being all that I am. When I be all that I am, I naturally am a powerful messenger and leader and I'm also a natural bad ass sales person. That's me being all that I am. I don't have to remind myself to do that. I've been selling since I was three years old, right. Nobody taught me. It was in my blood from day one. I just figured it the fuck out and I always had a side hustle and I did many things of somewhat disrepute and many things of grand repute I imagine and I was always making money.

Sure, I learned some stuff about selling over the years. I learned some things about some things, but mostly I threw out everything I learned because all of the strategies that I use now and really what I'm teaching in Breaktheinternet.com is about getting back to who you are. All the strategies I use, how I show up now, this is the me who was there when I was three years old or five years old or ten years old. This is the me who was inside of me even when I was a really shy, awkward, super geeky, nerdy kid, that me was still there and would come out on the right occasion, right, and particularly when there was a hustle to be had or a creative endeavour to be dived into.

Nobody needed to tell me, nobody needed to show me and I didn't need a rule book or to follow rules, it Just fucking happened the same way that it is now.

You know, I jumped on this live and I was like, I'm not sure where this will go. I feel like it will be quite a quiet live and it's getting a little rowdy as it is. It doesn't really matter, but the point is, I did start to say this earlier and of course I lost it, I was saying why I jumped on this live was not, again, not to do a live stream, not to make a sale, not to even impart my glorious pearls of wisdom to you. It was because I was thinking about, am I going to spend the next two or three hours sitting down ...

Is my cheek getting licorice puffy? Does my cheek look blown up like a squirrel's been in there with its nuts? That sounds bad. Is my cheek puffy as though I am a squirrel and I've been storing nuts in it or am I imagining it? That's how it looks to me.

I jumped on the live because I was thinking about spending the next three hours doing, you know, being a mom and playing with the kids and I just knew that I'd feel a little like I hadn't let out what's inside of me if I did that and I thought I would do a quick 20 minute live stream and then I'm gong to feel good because I enjoy doing that and I like to let my message out and then I'm going to feel ready to relax and unwind and be with my children and go through all that and enjoy that time and space.

Then, you know, as it happens, I found my flow, we're talking about some things. I'm sure it's impacting somebody in some way and maybe even someone's going to join Breaktheinternet.com, right, and that is a bonus and an outcome of me doing the damn work of being me.

What does it mean for you to do the damn work of being you? Does it mean stepping up into different areas in your business in a practical sense or does it simply mean honouring what you need?

I stood right there in my bathroom ... Visual to prove that there really is a bathroom there. There it is. It's real. It's got a huge bath. If it's daytime, if you're in that bath you can look out that window there and you'll see the entire fucking ocean, both of those windows there. There's all those books with Russell Brand's book over there. Best view ever when I wake up in the morning in my bedroom.

I stood in the bathroom and my face was shiny, so then I was like, oh I'll put some powder on and do a live stream, but I was like, maybe I won't. I nearly went back downstairs. I'd already tod Fina I'm going to do a live stream. I was like, I don't need to, maybe I won't. I thought maybe I would just go chill with the kids and then I was like, no, because I can just feel that desire and that need to unleash something and that's who I am.

When I'm being all of me, when I'm doing the damn work of being who I am, I'm letting out what's inside. You know, there's some many points through the day for each of us and I let many of them slip away because maybe I'm driving or I'm at the gym or whatever, but there's so many points for each of us through the day where you have a download, you have something pulling at you. I didn't even have really a download of being fired up about talking. I had a title, but I didn't have a fired up energy about all these things I wanted to say, but I had a pulling at me to share something, to say something, to just turn the camera on, to press go live and to just do my damn thing, right.

There's many times for each of us through the day where you have an inspired idea or a little flicker of, oh this would be a post, and then you let it go. I think sometimes that's fine. You know, maybe you are fucking driving, you don't have to pull over every time you have an idea and do a live stream, but maybe sometimes you do, right.

I swear to God, this cheek has gone puffy as fuck. All right, I'm trying not to get distracted by it.

Maybe sometimes you do. Maybe sometimes now you could start to get more into a process of saying yes when you're being guided to take action from within. I could have said no to myself on Sunday. I could have said, it's already 3:00 PM, I'm supposed to be meeting my friend at 5:00. There's a fucking sunset that we're supposed to watch so you don't want to get there too long after 5:00, right. I was conscious of the time and I was grumpy and a bit tired. I could have said to myself, no look it's not a big deal, I'll journal in the morning, but something within me was like, sit your ass down and deal with what you're feeling shitty about inside of yourself right now and so I went and did it.

Blog came out, fucking programme download came out. My entire energy state just shifted and changed in that moment. I'd been writing on a super flow wave, you know, like nothing else ever since and everybody's seen and felt it and jumped on board as well and that is what happens when you say yes to you.

When you think about it, when I look back, all of these moments, so many moments in my business story, so many programmes, so many things that have made a serious fuck load of money, if I look back to where that came from, the things that have made the most money with the greatest ease and had the greatest impact into other people's lives, they 100% came from me saying yes to flow into my soul.

In fact, I've never had an insanely successful programme that made me a lot of money, that came from a place of me sitting down and asking myself, what should I come up with to sell and make money? All right, so stop doing that shit. It's a waste of fucking time and it's draining.

It all came from me responding to something inside of me, so you can see that in a very real sense, I wouldn't have this business and you wouldn't even be here, none of us would be here on this live stream or maybe in this world at all, right, because I created the world after all. The world I live in, I don't mean I'm God.

This business wouldn't be here though if I hadn't of built a habit of saying yes to my soul.

I thought that I was going to get on here and talk about doing the damn work of being all of you, relevant to, I guess, being more charged or fired up or magnetic or whatever online. I guess that is kind of what I've talked about, but it's come out in a different way, because here's the deal right, when you're saying yes to you, when you're doing what you need to do for you, the outcome will automatically be that the right soul mate people are magnetically attracted to that.

If this is something that's speaking with you ... I'm going to read you my sales copy now because I like to read.

It's time to get angry with yourself for being so restrained, so held back, so shockingly and appallingly and awfully careful. Don't you remember who you are?

I should have scripted this so I remembered it.

Didn't you come here to break the God damn internet and not with your ass, although if you aren't sure, why not. Don't you want to let what's inside of you out and aren't you sick of it eating you alive?

That's how I feel when I'm not letting it out. I feel disgusted at myself.

I think I'm going to re watch my own live stream from Sunday in order to just kick my own ass again, because I was just like, this is vile. It's a disgusting feeling when we are not being all of who we are. Okay, I'm just ad lipping on the sales ... Ad libbing, not ad lipping, on the sales copy.

It's disgusting, it's nauseating and it's killing you, not so damn softly either.

Well guess what? I see you. Yes I do. I've done the exact same thing. I already told that story. What you think I'm just being an asshole on the internet and yelling at everybody?

Well, somebody did because then she re posted a bit of blog the next day and said I was a violent leader. All right, anyway, not one of our people.

You know that my message is always first and foremost for me and today I came here to call to arms, all of us, to call to war, to call to fucking soul aligned bad assery, the women, the men, the you who was born for it and ready to fucking bring it.

Breaktheinternet.com. No, there's no URL, I just like how it sounds. A 10 day smack down experience, you and me all the way in.

Okay, all week long I've been saying that it's a 10 day intensive experience and I just read in my own copy that it's a smack down, so that sounds more aggressive than in intensive, so it's going to be even more brought than what we thought we were going to bring.

Strictly limited to certified crazy critters who refuse to conform and know that they just can't refuse.

I feel like something is missing. All right, no need to edit.

For you if you strongly suspect that there is a way to do business and life which does not fucking involve doing what they tell you and that not so deep down you are quite certain that the way you're pussy footing around the internet, be honest biatch, and your life right now is never going to get you to the place you dream of. Not to mention it might kill you or somebody else with how freaking boring it is and then what sort of sabotage are you going to get into because you're so bored with your life.

I haven't done anything this intensive and did, this is true, at this sort of price point for literally years. I'm ready to tear shit up and I've already started in the group.

How bad ass is the Facebook group already for this programme? It's out of control with madness.

I want the exact actual bad asses that are born of it here with me. All the ...

Oh. Do you like how I just broke the fucking internet reading about Break the Internet. I think Mark Zuckerberg is messing with me.

What was I up to? All right, I want the exact actual bad asses born for it here with me. Can't freaking pre prepare that shit. That was crazy.

You'll be receiving daily deep dive content from me, in fact you're receiving it before you even start.

You could wait like a crazy person til tomorrow to join up at the last minute and then you're going to be hustling your ass off to do the pre-work at the last minute when we're already starting the actual 10 day work. I mean, you're going to get it all to keep for life anyhow, but why would you do that? Why?

Be a person who says yes to their soul fast. It's not just about saying yes to your soul, it's about learning to say yes to your soul fast. The faster you get used to saying yes to your soul fast ... Say fast more often. The more you do it without hesitation, the higher the results. That's a real thing, right.

It's actually the same as what my mom used to teach me and what church used to teach me about getting into heaven, right. If you live in faith and commit your life, this is what I learned growing up, then you get in with pearls and gold and shit, but if you wait til the last minute before you accidentally die to ask for forgiveness, then you get in, as they call it, by the skin of their teeth.

Well, however you might feel about that, that's the same thing with saying yes to your soul, for sure. If you drag it the fuck out and then say yes to your soul eventually ... Look at that bloody nail ... Then you're going to get some results but you missed out on a lot of the gold and glory and the flow zone things. That's true and if you get used to saying yes to your soul right away, that's where true abundance and receiving with ease ...

Just broke again. What a MOFO. Okay, so anyway, don't wait to sign up, particularly because I might not be able to finish reading all of this and then you'll know nothing about anything except it is in the comments, so the link is in there to buy, to join me. Join me, join me, join me.

Daily deep dive content, that's what I was up to. Insane shit going down. Daily ass kicking and alignment smack downs, of course. Precise instructions on how to reach into your soul and show us what is actually there. It could be scary.

Okay, there's a lot I'm going to read here.

As the result of this you will break the fucking internet with your true soul content.

I'm going to read it fast. Are you ready for this? I could read it in an accent or I could read fast, you choose.

Call in your soul tribe by demonstrating with fire and passion what you actually stand for and against. Polarise like a mother fucker and no doubt lose some people.

Number four, probably lose weight and have insane sleep and sex because you'll be so in alignment and fired up. Warn the appropriate people for the latter, I'm not kidding. That's for the sex bit.

Number five make new friends and met killer clients in this intensive and for collusion's of no doubt questionably epic levels.

Number six, create and launch minimum one new offering, the kind that leaves people on the edges of their seat saying, "Fuck me please.'

I don't think I thought about that when I wrote it. I've never re read this copy until right now. I didn't mean ... I didn't mean that they're going to be saying, "Fuck me please.' I meant that they're going to say, "Fuck me, please." Like, fuck me, that's amazing. Please give it to me, but when I read my own copy now it looks like I'm promoting that they're going to be saying to you, "Fuck me please." Like I said, I never re read the copy until now.

It is what it is and that's all it is.

Tear down a tonne of limiting beliefs, not to mention bullshit in your bis that you thought fucking mattered.

I wonder why none of my team told me about that? They're just like whatever, that's probably something she should say.

Learn how to leverage social media like a mother fucker. Where to post your shit and what to do with it. How to leverage, repurpose, get insane engagement and more. How I copyright with ease and flow.

I'm still like, my mind is a little bit blown that nobody's commented on that to me all week.

How I copyright with ease and flow, without re editing anything. It obviously still works. Oh my God, I'm cracking up at myself because now it says that I'm going to teach you how to do it with almost zero mistakes or edits required. Well almost is almost, okay.

To make millions of dollars per year. Well that's a given. Including a paint by numbers formula which any monkey can follow and then promptly discard, of course. Why would you want to follow a paint by numbers monkey formula, but you can have it if you like and then you can toss it out the window like a cake.

Promptly discard when your soul delivers the goods. I don't know if you noticed, but I just did an automatic bicep flex there. It's a little embarrassing so I'm going to draw attention to it in case you noticed and thought that I'm ... I don't know, whatever you thought, but now I've pointed it out so you can think whatever else you want to think.

Okay, there's three more points. How to access your highest soul guidance on any situation and always know what to do. Of course.

Exactly how I do my instant manifestation and mindset work each day. That might be my favourite bit, one of them. Every bit is my favourite, they're all my favourite bits.

A fuck load more, which will no doubt come through me as we go.

Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Pre-work starts Tuesday. That already happened. Where are you? That's on. Pre-work's already on and the programme, Breaktheinternet.com starts Friday, May 25.

Enough is enough. It's time to do what you God damn here to do. All the way in or all the way out and then there's an infusion self link. There's no sales page. I know you're going to need to write a letter. You're going to need to have a cup of tea. Maybe have some licorice bullets to soothe you. Have some wine.

There's no sales page. You're going to deal with or not deal with it, whatever it is. Then get added to the closed Facebook group right away before we even start.

If you sign up now I will add you. I will be online for many hours still. Linda Doktar is somewhere in my home. She may or may not be home right now, I don't know, but she's appearing and we will be up late.

#Shenanigans. That to do with Linda but it's also right here in the sales copy.

Normally there'd be a proper sales page and shit, but normally I don't go behind my team's back on a Sunday afternoon to randomly launch something. Normally, wait, we don't fucking do normal.

I'll see you inside. Booyah.

That the whole sales copy. Now I read it aloud for you and also found a few minor, could be errors, but clearly it's worked for me all week long, so I'll just leave it as it is.

That might be all that I have to say about that. Thank you for coming and playing with me. Is there anything else that I want to tell you? Let me tune in. Let me consider. No. Nothing else is coming through me.

I'm very excited to share the new pre-work into the group. I'm extra, extra, next level as fuck excited, level as fuck excited for what's coming over the next 10 days.

This is a soul download. It's not a light, airy, breezy, beautiful, floaty, cover girl type energy. I don't know what that means, words Just come out of my mouth, and it's not that though. It's an intense energy, the work that we're doing here, as you can feel. It's an aggressive energy, it's a soul unleashing ...

All right, I think obviously Facebook ended the live stream for me. That was all I had to say, except for, life is now, press fucking play. Read the pinned comment, get your ass in there. I'll see you there on the other side.

Direct download: Doing_the_damn_work_of_being_ALL_of_you21_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B24-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:12am AEST

Thu, 31 May 2018

Supplement Launch- For the driven mofo

Chris: Yeah, yeah we're rolling. Yeah?

Kat: Is there enough light? Okay, no that was already on. I think I'm becoming addicted to light.

Chris: You've got it down. All right.

Kat: Okay, we're live already.

Chris: Yeah ... what?

Kat: What, mother fucker- I get ...

Chris: You're gonna have to redo it.

Kat: I can't redo it. I'd have to-

Chris: [crosstalk 00:00:30] Oh, no. No, that one's done. Yeah that's-

Kat: This is live. We're already live. What you're saying is being heard. What I'm saying is being heard.

Chris: That is so funny.

Kat: I think people have heard it before. What's up?

Chris: Yes, it's working.

Kat: We are technological geniuses.

Chris: We just did have it take off a certain [crosstalk 00:00:50].

Kat: We've made ... They didn't do much. Hey, I managed to get the internet working for a second and a half.

Chris: Oh my God.

Kat: Can we kick this off by telling people the quotes of the day, Chris?

Chris: All right we can share this. Yeah, all right.

Kat: So should I tell them one from the other day or is it gonna off our buyers?

Chris: No, no, no, we share. We're truly authentic [crosstalk 00:01:08]

Kat: We're here for authenticity. We are literally about to fu- ... We are about to launch. Am I allowed to swear?

Chris: No.

Kat: No?

Chris: No swearing.

Kat: Okay, sorry. We are literally about to launch our supplement. We get to that in a moment but first I'd like to tell you three very informative and important quotes that I've been noting down. Chris just ... This is a man who, when you meet him or you see him, even online, you'll see that he is one of the most genuine good guys in the world.

Kat: He is the nicest man in the world. He's one of my closest friends. I love him to death, he is the nicest, sweetest, person. Would never hurt anything and yet he just comes out and then he seems very like ... Wow, that was quite rude.

Chris: Sorry, that is true.

Kat: So the other day we're like "What should we call our livestream for our prelaunch live stream which shoots on Friday?" And I'm like thinking of creative titles cause I'm awesome at that and he's like, "Can we just call it-"

Chris: Headlines are key.

Kat: "This is why you're fat and we're not." And I'm like, "Wow."

Chris: Because within context as well, we were talking about ...

Kat: Please explain. [crosstalk 00:02:12]

Chris: How we used to do diets before we used to be massive carbophobes and then over lunch we were talking about how we're just been loving eating carbs but doing it the right way. And how much better in shape we are now. And it's just-

Kat: Well this leads me into the next quote which i that well ...

Chris: Yeah, nicely done.

Kat: Which is that we set up the lighting, and I'm like "Damn, that lighting's good." And Chris goes "Damn, it's good." And he goes, "Or is it just cause we look so good?" I'm just like "Wow, just be matter-of-fact about it." Oh, do you need to share that to your page? Do you need to share that to your personal page?

Chris: Yeah. I can, with you.

Kat: Okay, so we are ... oh and what was the third quote?

Chris: What was the third one?

Kat: Damn it, there was another really good one from just a second ago. So there was the one about "This is why you're fat and we're not." There was "Is this lighting really good or it just cause we look really good?" And then there was another one that just happened just then and it was so funny. I nearly wrote it down and then I was like "No, there's no way I would forget that." It will come back to us divinely.

Chris: Not sure.

Kat: Welcome, welcome, welcome to the show.

Chris: We've got some big news.

Kat: We have huge news, I think we're not even allowing ourselves to be ...

Chris: So exciting.

Kat: As excited as we are. I know I think we're not letting ourselves be as excited as we really could or should be about this. I think we're excited and we're like this is a big deal, and I'm just like "No, but do you understand what a big deal it is?"

Chris: This is a big deal. This is a really big deal.

Kat: Two plus years in the making?

Chris: It's even longer.

Kat: I think it's three years [crosstalk 00:03:49] ...

Chris: We can put this dick ends downs.

Kat: I think it's like pre ... dick- really? We started to formulate this before time began in our souls.

Chris: Yeah, exactly.

Kat: That's how good we are. I got to the quote book, the intelligence was coming through divinely from generations before but in a physical human sense, maybe three years.

Chris: [00:04:07] Particularly there's star dust in there.

Kat: Well it's actually ... Yes. And gold dust. You get a little piece of my soul. That's some powerful stuff. Look what I've created.

Chris: That's really funny. Don't worry about the lighting. We're good.

Kat: Yeah, we're good. We're good with the lighting. So we might be a little bit excited. We might be coming across as a little bit extra hysterical than normal, but it is such a huge deal. And welcome, welcome, welcome to everybody. I'm so happy and grateful that you're here with us.

Kat: Hello over on our business page and hello on our personal page, and hello wherever else you are. I am either going to talk excitedly in a hilarious or just randomly crazy way for now, or I'm going to just stop and let Chris present with deep profound wisdom.

Chris: I'll chime in as well. Oh, always.

Kat: All the things. But let's just quickly say ... Okay, Lisa just summed up the whole entire situation.

Chris: Wee.

Kat: He says, "Wee." That's exactly right. We have an amazing founding deal.

Chris: Founding special.

Kat: But we're not going to tell you about that now, because we've got too many other exciting things to say.

Chris: Yeah, we've got some more important news.

Kat: Okay, I'm done.

Chris: Okay.

Kat: For now.

Chris: Well we haven't decided on everything at this moment. So we need to do this together. So this is actually like ...

Kat: Co-creation.

Chris: Exactly. We all need to come together right now and actually sort this out.

Kat: Yeah. So just stop what you're doing, put it down.

Chris: Because this is literally the only time you are ever going to get this special at this product, this price, ever.

Kat: Ever. Obviously if you've been following Kat for any time and even myself, you'll know that we want to celebrate. Actually, you know what's really interesting? This little bit random, I actually went through the ... See, Kat you're looking gorgeous.

Chris: Yeah, I'm all right as well.

Kat: No, I think that's definitely for you, sorry. Not me. Oh, thank you. I'm going to take that. I'm taking it from here. Thanks, Lonny.

Chris: Kat, how high can you go. Random segue, we actually just reviewed the ... With my other coaching business, reviewed what the key parts of what the most accessible coaches are doing right now. What was ... What have they done? There was two things that was actually really interesting.

Chris: One was how long they've been in the programme and why they're succeeding. So it's a common factor, and two, was they always jumped on the programme as fast as possible.

Kat: Of course. Fast action takers.

Chris: I know, but it was actually really interesting for me to actually see it.

Kat: Oh, it was actual research.

Chris: Yeah, we actually went through everything.

Kat: That's gold. I say that all the time.

Chris: The most successful people. No, it's legit.

Kat: Oh, hello. Yeah.

Chris: Yeah, well, exactly. Fair enough.

Kat: We literally became business partners over cauliflower.

Chris: Cauliflower and chicken?

Kat: I could have make that some more exciting. Well, there was one. But it was a two-second decision, wasn't it?

Chris: Yeah, it was.

Kat: It was. Oh, then you came around and we talked about it the next day again, but it had already obviously ... Really we're just joking around nothing. We did a hilarious life show together.

Chris: Yeah.

Kat: But that is so true, and I say that all the time when I'm working with high level badass entrepreneurs and creators. I always say, "I want to work with the people who say 'yes' straight away." Because that's like me, and those are the people who get awesome freaking results. So we're really here today not just to ... With such excitement and gratitude and passion launch our product, finally.

Kat: But we're also here ... There it is. We're also here to really honour those people who already know that they want one of our ... Oh, look at Ryan. You couldn't have product placed him any better than the hat. Ryan says, "Is this the one I tried last year at your place? It tasted amazing." I think my second one did have vodka in it. All right, just hold the final ... Let's save the shenanigans part of what you can do with this for later.

Kat: Let's just talk pure. In fact, it was very healthy in the process of my training. But yes. So we didn't even prepare that little bit of testimonial earlier at all from Ryan who says it tastes amazing. It tastes freaking amazing. Okay, I'm getting distracted again. Continue on.

Chris: Okay. There's a few things that we've all got to sort out right now. One, when you actually have to get onboard these founders special. Two, we're going to share with you actually how much of a discount that you're going to get and that's a lifetime discount as well. So we're going to make this as much of a no brainer as possible.

Kat: Oh, I just remembered the other quote.

Chris: Oh, what was the other quote?

Kat: It was I said to you, "Is that really sneaky?" And you said, "Yeah." I really like it.

Chris: Okay, just kind of side note, that was ingenious business strategy that we actually did when you just said we ...

Kat: Because I'm a ninja. As I proved to you earlier.

Chris: We share that later. We share that later. Keep business strategies coming down on this as well. It's all working. So two things we're going to work out. One, when you actually have to get on board by, because this can only last so long and we're going to have to cut it right now. So this, it's actually going to be pretty limited. Because we can only take so many people on board.

Kat: Yeah.

Chris: Two, the discount you get, which is a lifetime discount. And you know what? Three, we actually just added in. Sorry, for the first 100. First 100?

Kat: Oh, I thought it was going to be 50. You're seriously pulling this up for 100 people?

Chris: I want to be really nice, because I wore my give shirt today. Because I want to give.

Kat: Oh, I want to cut it off really. I like to make people jump on board or work for it.

Chris: No, we'll do 100, because there's a lot of ... Yeah, okay. No.

Kat: All right, that means I have a point saved for later to make a decision about something.

Chris: All right. You got one brownie for later. One video for later.

Kat: I'll get to be in charge of something later.

Chris: First hundred people that are going to be coming on board, you're going to get a copy of my book, "Craving the Truth", which is actually the book where I show you how to be able to get into the best shape of your life, and how to not do it by doing depriving diets, which we have right here. Tada.

Kat: There it is. Fabulous book.

Chris: So you'll get a copy of "Craving the Truth" as well coming on board in this, but we can only do that for the first hundred.

Kat: For free. Extra fast action, take a bonus. On top of the crazy discount. Oh, wait. Do we make them pay full price if they're getting a book?

Chris: I don't want to have to make them pay full price.

Kat: All right. Why not? I was just trying to be funny. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. It's fine, because my lighting's fabulous.

Chris: Yeah. You look good, life is good. So if you want a copy of the book for free, where I give you the diets. We talk work outs. We talk actually what Kat and I are doing. You're going to have to get on board really quick as well, but also, lifetime discount. Can we tell them how much the discount is?

Kat: No, make them work for it. Send a love heart shower.

Chris: Oh, yeah, I love how you do this.

Kat: A load of love hearts, and we're just going to tell them the office straight away. Just like that?

Chris: Melissa.

Kat: Hi.

Chris: Thanks, Mel, appreciate that.

Kat: Yeah, there you go.

Chris: It's a great pull.

Kat: Let's. So we just give ... Whoa, you guys loving the love heart shower. Thank you.

Chris: Whoa.

Kat: Do you want a comment something hilarious or just comment get on with it already?

Chris: Let's have best comment. I will just give you a copy of the book straight away.

Kat: I can't talk through this offer, because I'm going to get too giggly and excited like a little kid at Christmas, and I'm not going to get the details right. I'm trying very hard to restrain myself here, but I'm so excited. So Chris is going to tell you the deal with it. It's literally more crazy than what we thought we were going to do. We dropped down an extra ... We actually dropped down an additional ...

Chris: No, let's prepare for lunch.

Kat: Over an additional 20 percent on what was already the reduced founding members price.

Chris: Yeah, it was.

Kat: Wait, did you just say they get to lock it in for life?

Chris: Yeah, it's lifetime.

Kat: I thought we were just giving that for the first month.

Chris: Lifetime. This is exactly.

Kat: What?

Chris: When you get on board, but here's the thing. When you get on board, you get it for life. If you ever leave.

Kat: You're out.

Chris: Never get it again.

Kat: We're never talking to you again.

Chris: No. We'll talk to you, but you just want to get the discount again as well.

Kat: If you buy us a drink.

Chris: You've got to ... You actually get the discount for life.

Kat: Yeah, that makes sense.

Chris: That's a bit of a no brainer.

Kat: That is a no brainer. Couple of no brainers. I'll eat anything that tastes delicious, especially if it helps me look that pretty. Thank you.

Chris: Oh, that's really sweet.

Kat: That's all the alignment. I'm reverse ageing. When you ordered this product, you will reverse age from between two and five years in the first 10 days.

Chris: We can't say that.

Kat: Hashtag disclaimer. I just it.

Chris: The FDA does not agree with that at all.

Kat: Shut up.

Chris: I have to be legitimate with this stuff.

Kat: I mean it. I mean it, because I decided, and I get what I decide. Can we just bring the mindset side into it? It's fine. When you sign up I'll get you a special training for free on the reverse ageing. How's that for a bonus?

Chris: All right.

Kat: Oh, let's have that in as a top 100 bonus. I will do a training on how I reverse age for free for the first 100 people, and I'm not kidding.

Chris: I'll buy that.

Kat: Look at this skin. I'm nearly 50.

Chris: That's very funny.

Kat: Well I'm 38. I'm nearly 39. But I'm reverse ageing at the speed of light. Everybody knows that.

Chris: No, actually ... This gets really good. What we haven't actually said as well is if you get on board this offer today, you will be able to join the tribe. So what we're starting in part is our private tribe, yeah.

Kat: Oh, yeah. We're getting to our programme.

Chris: It's going to be a little bit ... It's probably something we should talk about right now as well.

Kat: Wait, do we actually? No, this is for real now. I'm not pretending. Are we actually giving them that?

Chris: Yeah, they get a private group. It's already set up.

Kat: Oh, of course. Yes, all right, fine. Onward then.

Chris: This is stupid.

Kat: Okay, I'm done. I'm done with my talking. I've got the entertainment, and now Chris is going to tell you the deal. The deal is about to drop. We are going to give you a link. You're going to click it, you're going to buy, and you're going to have a glass of water to celebrate, since you don't have the product yet. I'm waiting.

Chris: Well you do have to wait.

Kat: But we'll drink something in your honour.

Chris: You do have to wait. So let's break this on down. Number one, first 100 people, I'll give you a copy of the book and I'll send it straight to you. Number two, you get the discount for life, and it's over 40 percent the discount as well. So that's a bit of a no brainer as well.

Kat: We want to make it crazy no brainer for sure, legitimately of course.

Chris: Yeah, I know. Three, you get access into ... whilst you have your membership, whilst you're getting this each month sent to you, you have access into the tribe, which is where Kat and I are going to be sharing with you what we do with our food, with our diets, with our training. I'm going to be in there giving you as well, because I've got literally 12 months worth of training, nutrition and lifestyle coaching ready to rock 'n' roll for you.

Chris: So you'll get access into that private community where it's members only in there, and then ...

Kat: That's got content from both of us, which is combining over 30 years of experience and knowledge and application and results. If you can, have some brain power.

Chris: We literally needed a team member to go through how much content we had.

Kat: It was several staff members who had to go through that and have been doing it for nine months.

Chris: I feel so sorry for Jess actually.

Kat: And Mim, shout out to Mim. And Jess too.

Chris: And Mim. Yeah, sorry, too. Bingo.

Kat: And shout out to Ash and Bron as well who've had so much to do with this launch and does so much work on that.

Chris: I wish they were here. I got a notification on my page.

Kat: I just was reading it over actually. Really.

Chris: Okay, awesome. So you get the book. You get 40 percent discount and that's for life. You get access into the tribe as well. Now what we're going to do ...

Kat: We were going to ... Sorry. I know I'm just terrible at cutting you off. I'm the worst at that. But we were going to charge for the tribe. We were going to do it as a separate.

Chris: No, we are going to charge for the tribe.

Kat: Yeah, but we were going to make it like you would pay a bit extra to get the coaching platform, as well as the product, and then it would be extra, extra for people who just wanted the coaching, which is basically means stupid people, because why would you not buy this? Then we decide to give it for free.

Chris: So if we actually boil this down right now.

Kat: Yeah.

Chris: What the offer is is the super food blend will actually be recommended retail for $97. The tribe, our coaching community that's private for members only, that's actually priced at $50 a month for that. So obviously that's $150 a month, but if you get on board now, can we say it?

Kat: Let's just do it. We've dragged it out long enough. They've been waiting and wanting.

Chris: If you get on board now, you will get everything, which is sent to you each and every month, and your monthly membership into the tribe, and it's only going to be for $59. So we're cutting off $90 every month, and that's a life time discount going into it. So literally, there's a massive discount. So that's something like ... It's a gigantic discount.

Kat: Whatever it is.

Chris: First 100 people, I'll send you a copy of the book for free.

Kat: And you'll get my reverse ... And you'll get my training on reverse ageing if you're in the first 100 people as well, which is completely serious.

Chris: All right, Ricky. So Ricky asked a really good question. Can you consume it if pregnant? Now with supplements, you do technically have to say and you'll see on the back here, "Caution, if pregnant or nursing or taking medication, consult your health care practitioner before use."

Kat: It's required to say that.

Chris: My Lauren, wife, she has been pregnant with two children whilst taking this and my daughters have this as well. So when they ask for chocolate, they're actually asking for this bad boy.

Kat: Yeah, I give this to my kids as well. Who are young as you know. It's required to say that. It's required to obviously that you've got to consult with your medical adviser that.

Chris: Yeah, good question.

Kat: I would take it. Lauren took it, etc. I just want to also clarify, really we had it locked in that launch offer ... That the retail price, the price that we will be selling it at. It's not just like what we're saying is retail. We will be selling it at $97. We were going to do the founding members offered at I think $79. That was locked in, and that was decided. Even up until last Friday.

Kat: We did the pre-launch video and had some fun with that on Friday. You might have jumped on on that. Oh, we were supposed to notify people. I will send them a link after this, yeah.

Chris: Yeah, we'll send them.

Kat: I can't even remember why we decided to drop it down so much more. I think we just ... We get so excited. We are so proud of this and so excited and it's been so much work and blood and sweat and tears that's gone into this on Chris' behalf. I really just want to honour him. He's an amazing business partner and friend, and the work that he's put in. Literally travelling the Earth to create pharmaceutical great product in the world.

Kat: It is literally the most exceptional formulation that you could come up with. Digestive health, probiotics, all this good stuff, but then also, working together with somebody that you're obviously good friends with, that's not automatically enough to make a great business partnership as I know a lot of people know.

Chris: Mm-hmm (affirmative).

Kat: So it's just been amazing to have a shared vision for something that we're both so excited to bring to life. It's been a little painstaking at times to get to where we're already, but like any amazing vision brought to life, you've got to be willing to go through those periods where it's things are going slow than you want or you thought something was just going to work, and then it didn't.

Kat: So it's been quite the journey, and it's been one that's been heavily supported by the people we just mentioned and shouted out earlier as well. So there's a lot that's going into this and it really is. It's such a big deal. It's something that we know that we're going to take for life, be proud of for life. We really trust and belief that when you start to take this, firstly, the taste of it is incredible. It just tastes amazing. It's chocolate flavoured greens powder. It's flavoured naturally with cacao.

Kat: It tastes incredible. Every single person who tried it is like, "Holy crap, where can I get this? I want to take this forever." So we know you're going to love the taste, but the benefits and the health side of it, the brain power side of it. The mineral focus side of it. The fact that you're just getting all these good things covered for yourself and your family in one hit. We know that you're going to be part of this for life as well.

Kat: So this is something that for long haul it's not just business on the side of our respective empires that we already have. We really see it as a vision for the community that we want to build of like-minded individuals, like us, like you who are committed to being about us in every aspect of life. In business we brain function, and looking and feeling hot AF as well of course. Kelly says can you use it if diabetic.

Chris: Yeah, you can. It actually says on here "diabetic safe". Where did I actually have to say that? Here. Last bullet point. No, extras. No extra added sugar. It is diabetic safe. It is only flavoured with stevia. So you only use the really good stuff. Please post the ingredients out. Yeah, Angela if you click the link that you'll get access to ...

Kat: We could give the link.

Chris: I will give you the link. If you click the link, you'll get access to the page which has the full ingredients on there for you. So you can actually read this rather than me sticking this up to the camera. It's still not being readable as well. Now, what we also have done is we put a 60-day guarantee on this. So we want you to taste it.

Kat: That's how confident we are.

Chris: We want you to use it. Exactly. That's how much we ... We're a little bit cocky when it comes to this. Because we know it's that good. We've been using it for that. Angela, you're absolutely welcome. So we want you to get your hands off it ... On it. When you get your hands on it, and you start using it, you'll see. You'll actually notice the difference as well. So what you want to be able to do is number one, it's not about supplements.

Chris: Now let's just talk right now. I want to jump in and talk about ... Yeah, sorry, go.

Kat: Should I give the link or should we give them preparation that I'm going to give you the link, because we are doing this first hundred thing.

Chris: Oh.

Kat: Let's tell you what we want to tell you, so that you're paying attention, and then we're going to drop the link.

Chris: Okay, let's do that.

Kat: Yeah.

Chris: We'll jam real quick, and then we'll give you the link so that you can get access to all this stuff right now. So I want it in my mouth right now.

Kat: All right. Well, it's a sensory experience, and you can tap into the collective energy. That's right here in this space and place. Here is some we prepared earlier.

Chris: Jaya, can you put your email below and I will literally send you a copy of my book, because that was the best comment so far.

Kat: Comment of 2018 award. We're adding that to our book of hilarious quote. But we will drink some in honour of everybody. You can tap into our collective energy.

Chris: Right, cheers. So I'll answer Theo's question. So this is what we're doing. Because we're doing the very first batch, for all of our members with this super food blend, it's going to take between three to four weeks for everyone to get there. So that's why we're doing this founders special. So we want everybody to come on board. Now, and this is what I want to say and this is why it's so important.

Kat: Yeah.

Chris: It's not about supplement.

Kat: That's why we're doing a huge discount.

Chris: It's not about the supplements. Jaya, thank you so much. Can someone remind me to send Jaya a copy of that?

Kat: Yes, I'll email you right now.

Chris: Or just ... perfect. It's not about supplements, okay? So why are we actually talking right now? Why are we starting a health and fitness company? Why are we wanting to help you with this stuff? It's because you want to be able to look, feel, and function great. You want to be a part of the one percent of the one percent. You want to look great. You want to feel great. You actually want to perform really well, and that's not just the body performing on a biochemical level. It's how your brain performing as well, and you're actually enjoying it.

Chris: How do we actually do this? It's not just by taking a supplement. Supplement's the cherry on the top, and we're going to be the first people that now run a supplement company to tell you it's not abut the supplements. This is why we're doing the tribe. So we help you, we show you, we teach you. We're giving you actually what's needed when it comes to, what to eat, how to eat, how to set up your lifestyle. What about when it comes to your work outs? When it comes to your movement as well.

Chris: So especially when I break it down in the book, I show you the actual workouts and there's a yang and a yin philosophy. So like a yang, this is going to be a white training. A yin, it's going to be a walking. It's going to be your saunas, your ice punch pools, your meditations, all these kind of things.

Kat: Yoga.

Chris: Yoga. All these things we need to be able to put together. So it's a holistic approach to giving you exactly what you need. That's why when I first ... One of the reasons, our first conversation, we're like, "Hang on, there's a lot of 'supplement companies' out there and they're doing sometimes great products, sometimes crappy products. Let's not even go down that path." What's missing right now? No one's giving you both. No one's giving you here's the great ... Literally world best formulations, raw products, and manufacturing process.

Kat: And taste.

Chris: And taste. Which is kind of the most ... It's not technically the most important thing. But it's the most important in the sense that you're not going to take it if it doesn't taste amazing. It tastes so good that you just ... You want to have more. You just want more. I was crying when mine ran out. My samples that I had at home.

Kat: Yeah, I had to get more for Kat.

Chris: I had to have a massage to get over it.

Kat: And a meditation, and some prayer. Some prayer. Then I may have harassed him over what's happened. I literally once was tapping in from every city around the world going, "So can you send some to New York? How about Florida? How about Texas? How about LA?"

Chris: I tried to send it to her in two different cities.

Kat: But I kept moving too quickly.

Chris: And it kept missing.

Kat: Come in San Diego, take me around.

Chris: Obviously what I want to get across to make sure that we do this right is while we're doing the tribe is so literally Kat and I can give you what's needed to be able to make sure that you look, feel and function the way that you want. It is literally like that. Then when you want to put the cherry on top, when you want to perform. Because this is the thing and I talk about this.

Chris: Number one, that our food quality that get isn't as good as it should be. You're not getting all the nutrients. You're not getting everything that you really need at the end of the day to be performing your best. We have high stress levels in our modern lifestyle. We have a lot of chemicals in our environment that help us become toxic. So we want to be able to become un-toxic. We want to be able to get rid of that stuff.

Chris: So this is why we started with literally a greens formulation. But it's not a greens formulation. This is ...

Kat: So much more.

Chris: A super veggie type antioxidant blend. It's got a fruit antioxidant blend. It's got digestion support, and it's got a probiotic blend in here as well. So this is why we want to try and you come at this, because the thing at the end of the day is I don't want you to have a covered or room full of supplements. You want a handful of things, and that's what we're going to be doing, Kat and I together. We're going to be coming together.

Kat: There would be new products.

Chris: And are really doing a few products that give you the biggest bang for your bucks. So you can actually get on with your life. Because what I don't like is trying to do so many different things, that when we have more important things to do, I don't want to be worrying about my diet, or my work outs, or I'm not looking as I good as I feel like I should be. Or all that kind of shit.

Chris: I'm a dad. I am running businesses. I want to be able to enjoy life. I want to be able to have us come together and just have fun. I don't want to be absolutely hating life because I'm doing a dive.

Kat: You want to look and feel your best and be your best, and be fitting everything in but doing it just with ease and flow as well. We both, this is another thing. We've both done the hustle life before. I love the word hustle by the way. For me that means something powerful and flow based, but what I mean is we've both done business and life and fitness in way where it was kind of burning yourself out or pushing beyond a healthy limit and that's nothing I look back on and regret, because it made me into who I am now.

Kat: But at this point in my life, and for both of us as well, it gets to be about having it all whilst operating at a level of excellence. Feeling your best, looking your best, being at your best, and having it jus be flow and ease. So there's already so many things that each of us do and support our communities to do that create that just through lifestyle and the way we choose to live our lives and live according to our values and so on.

Kat: This just takes it to that next level. It's about enhancing a way of life. So that's again another reason why we've created the tribe to go with this to support you with the education, the information, and the empowerment, to get the results that you need. So we will be giving you the nutritional information literally over 30 years or at least over 25 years of combined experience between us.

Chris: Over 24 years.

Kat: At a really high level as well, where both of us really dedicated our money and our time to learning and studying with the best people in the world, and that's how we met. Through classes around the world. We're bringing you the most cutting edge, real nutrition information, hormone information, fat loss information, digestions, stress management, sexual energy and libido as well. All ties in together. Sleep quality.

Kat: Mindset, of course, right? The ins and outs of the trainings side of it as well as the nutrition side of it, and we're teaching from a standpoint of full life in a way that feels amazing. It's not a freaking diet. It's not a quick fix. It's not do this for six weeks or 12 weeks. We're bringing to you our combined experience of well over two decades, and where we can look back and go, "We did all that crazy stuff and maybe you did as well."

Kat: It is what it is. Now we actually have a way of living where we get to look and feel and function at a standard of excellence 24/7 always. It's just how it is. We don't sacrifice anything in order to look our best and feel our best. We know that you don't have to as well. So this is not come on board, our magical diet that's going to fix you, and then you're left floundering afterwards, rebounding back.

Kat: This is make some small simple adjustments that are going to immediately feel amazing for you. You're going to be immediately be elevated internally and in your energy and your emotions, and even dare I say spiritually, because of course it heightens everything. You're going to see those physical shifts and changes as well. I get asked all the time. I know Chris gets asked all the time, "How we can be such busy, successful entrepreneurs both with our own families and small children, and still get to have ... be in great shape and be legitimately healthy and brimming with energy, and have the energy to do all those things?"

Kat: That's so easy. We let it be so easy. It's such a small amount of time or energy that creates such a massive return on that. So everything that this is about. Like Chris said, it's not just a supplement. It's you get this amazing supplement and you get everything that since ... Yes, hold it up. Everything that's inside of us that we've taken all this time and effort and working with literally tens of thousands of clients between us over the past, decade plus, in order to just know what works for life.

Kat: So I said at the start of this that I feel like I can't fully express what a big deal it is, and I feel like maybe I'm now starting to express what a big deal it is. But should we? Do you want to add something there or should we give them this link?

Chris: I think we should give them the link.

Kat: I don't know why I feel nervous. So hang on.

Chris: It's good.

Kat: Should we give them the link to the Facebook group as well or we just give them this link?

Chris: No.

Kat: No.

Chris: The what?

Kat: No, the one from the other day I meant. All right. We'll figure that out later.

Chris: Oh, no, give them that link.

Kat: Okay, so now, are you ready? Are you excited? Are you eager? Are you going to send me another love heart shower? Are you ready to click by pull out your credit card, get it at the ready, and here's what you're going to do. In about 19.5 seconds or however long it takes me to stop talking, I'm going to ... Which could be 19.5 years. I'm going to put this thing into the comments here.

Kat: You are going to click the link. You are going to grab your credit card. You're going to run to the back of the room, and you're going to purchase this product.

Chris: All right, hang on.

Kat: Hang on. You're only supposed to say three things. That's what I'm telling from this stage, wait. Get your credit card, click the link, buy the product, be in our top 100, get Chris' book for free. For being a fast action taker badass, just like we are, you know your life is going to change for life, and you get a free book as well. It is amazing. And you get my free training on reverse ageing.

Chris: I'm really excited for that.

Kat: Me too. Yeah. I'll give you the link. I'm ready. This is it. This is it. This is the moment of truth.

Chris: They just want us to getting it taken out really quick. I would literally be ...

Kat: Yeah, I'd be running to the back of the room or to wherever your credit card is.

Chris: Oh, God. Oh, shit. Just happened.

Kat: We just? Did we just break the internet. Boom, boom, boom. Okay, I feel like we needed to prepare the drummer as a roll sound. I could have played when I did that. I actually feel like I need to take a breath.

Chris: Oh, that's good. Oxygen's really good as well. To set fire.

Kat: Can I just add that to quotes? Quotes from Chris. Oxygen is really good for you. Okay, what else are we going to say?

Chris: Oh.

Kat: Oh, did you tell them to comment there? Or are they just saying how it is over there for the fun of it? How did that just start happening?

Chris: I don't know.

Kat: Is it because they clicked this?

Chris: I have no idea.

Kat: What happens?

Chris: Yes, it is.

Kat: Oh.

Chris: Oh, we can see everyone coming through on this one.

Kat: We can see who's signing up.

Chris: Going up.

Kat: Go, go, go, go, go. Oh, we can see all the notification.

Chris: I didn't ... This is ...

Kat: Tamara's in. Michelle clicked the link. Sarah clicked the link.

Chris: That's really funny.

Kat: Come on, keep going. All right, and oh, when is this? Ooh, Thalika. She's on it. Just on it.

Chris: Laura.

Kat: All right. This is so exciting.

Chris: This is so fun. Can I share? This is more exciting. I remember when I did my very first online fitness launch.

Kat: Laura can't click.

Chris: I had the PayPal app on my phone. And when I did the launch, it was like my PayPal app on my phone make a little ding noise. Or no, like a payment would have gone through. This is more exciting because it's a hell of a lot more people coming through.

Kat: Sage says, "I can't click." You might have to try different device, because people are definitely clicking. And it's working. So how's this, though? It is so exciting. Last night I was out with a friend, and she's like, "So, what are you doing tomorrow? I'm like, "Oh, yeah. I'm doing whatever and whatever." Then I'm like, "Oh, and I'm just launching a supplement company with my friend Chris till 11:45.

Kat: It's like, "Wow, this is huge." That would be huge. We're just quickly launching a supplement company that we're going to take. Angela says, "I can't click on iPad." What can we do about that if people can't click on some devices? Do you have it? Because this is the mo ... Do you have a different link? A longer one?

Chris: Can you comment back then or?

Kat: No.

Chris: PM them?

Kat: Do we have a different version of that link?

Chris: No.

Kat: No, I don't know what to do about that. Ash and Bronwyn, are you on?

Chris: What's your problem? The request to the group. Theo. Did you click the link Theo, that Kat has just given you?

Kat: Okay, one second. We tested this 1600 times. We will not be swayed. I'm clicking it now.

Chris: It's definitely working. We're seeing people still coming through.

Kat: Okay, so when I click that, it goes me to Facebook messenger.

Chris: Don't worry, Theo. We'll get your link. IPhone can, iPad can't.

Kat: It's taking me to Facebook messenger when I click it. Is that right?

Chris: Yeah.

Kat: Then where is the link that they're going to get that message to them?

Chris: The link to ... Yeah. So we'll send you to Facebook messenger, and then Bronwyn said type it in.

Kat: Then you've got to press get started.

Chris: Then I should maybe put zero admin. Yeah, see, there you go.

Kat: Okay. So when you ... We thought we tested it all, whatever. So when you click it, it's going to take you to Facebook messenger. It may not work on the iPad. Then it's going to ... Then you're going to click get started, and then it's going to start, "This is MBB Bot. The My Body Blend's Messenger System."

Chris: Oh, my God.

Kat: It will say it in that voice. Then it will say, "Do you really want access to a secret launch of Super Food Blend?" It will say it in that voice. Then you'll press "hell yes," which I'm doing now. Hell yes, I just did it. Now it says, "Awesome Katrina, click the prelaunch of verboten below to get our one-time only freelance offer for ..." Okay, I feel that we're being repetitive. For our brand new Super Food Blend.

Kat: Plus, if you think there's anyone else who might need to know. I mean why would you take him in unless you want them in the top 100? So now I'm clicking that link, wait for it. Shana says, "Get started." I see you guys on it, just on it.

Chris: It's really cool how I can see you from one and then comes through to the other one.

Kat: This is a genius.

Chris: Theo, you figured that out, great job.

Kat: This is a genius strategy. I just got through the sales page.

Chris: Can't believe this works.

Kat: Right here, live, on this live stream. There it is.

Chris: So this is only for the private launch. So obviously once this gets closed down, you're not going to get ...

Kat: Take it out. You can't get in on this deal again.

Chris: Yeah, you can't get access to this, because we can't keep this up forever.

Kat: So talk them through what are they going to receive once they then signup and purchase.

Chris: Cool.

Kat: Because just a reminder that the product is going to come. Explain all that.

Chris: Yeah. So obviously the founders special with what we're doing today is we're doing our very first batch, and you're going to be a part of this. So it's going to take three to four weeks for you to get your actual first Super Food Blend delivered. We're going to be sending it straight to you, but that's why we also have the MBB tribe. So the tribe is going to be where Kat and I are going to be in there making sure that you get access to what's going to be the right meal plan, the right workouts.

Chris: I'm going to be in there doing live streams, answering your questions. Kat's going to be talking about anti-aging. Plus, if you get in first 100, which honestly it might be taken up already. I don't know, you're going to have to just get on board.

Kat: Just go, go, go.

Chris: I'm going to give you a copy of "Craving the Truth". That's going to break down literally what you need to be doing with your meals, with your workouts and lifestyle, and what we're also going to be doing is this special that you get access to today is for life. If you stay on board with this, that means you get this lifetime discount.

Chris: So normally Super Food Blend. This has got the RLP of $97 just for one. The actual tribe, that sells for $50 a month. That's $150, but you get access to it today for only $59. So that's a massive discount. I don't know percentage was, what it is, because I'm horrible at math and that's okay. Melissa. Yay, got my confirmation email. So there we go.

Kat: Yay, celebrate.

Chris: It's coming through already. So that's fantastic. So we want to make sure that everybody come on board because we've got a couple wait up our sleeve. Like tomorrow I'm going to be jumping on board doing a live show, walking you through how we actually get the right meal plan, because what we start with, this is a little bit of secret sauces, how I kick start fat loss is what I do is we do a 14-day metabolic restart.

Chris: So what we do is actually in the first 14 days we actually get your body to learn to burn body fat. Now most people are trying to talk about how do I speed up my metabolism? That's actually the wrong question I believe, because let's think about the analogy of driving a car. People are saying, "How do I speed up my metabolism?" They're just thinking about, "How can I drive my car faster?" But what if your car is actually heading in the wrong direction?

Chris: So you just say, "Going in the wrong direction faster." So what we got to do first is make sure that you go in the right direction, which is how do you get your body to actually tap into body fat stores, how do you actually burn body fat for fuel. Then we talk about actually speeding our fat loss. But what we do is once we actually get your body tapping into body fat stores effectively, then we actually start talking about stress.

Chris: So what the biggest problem is to me people are stressed. They've got too high cortisol levels. They started throwing other things like testosterone, pregnenolone, all these ... Actually, let's not go down the whole monogram, because that's going to be too complicated right now. But what we're going to do is we turn your body into actually being able to burn body fat for fuel first, then we talk about actually being able to lower stress.

Chris: So what you'll find is most people when first getting the guides and plans I'm going to be sending through to you, think it's too easy and there's not enough. But you'll find that your body will actually be able to lose weight faster, because we're doing things easier. Because what's the biggest problem so many people fall into and I know we've done it before is you decide that you're going to lose weight. So what do you do?

Chris: You cut your foods down, you ramp up your workout.

Kat: Do some drastic random stuff.

Chris: You do more, more, more, more, more, and then what happens when you hit the plateau? Because you will hit hit the plateau.

Kat: What happens is you crack it and eat a freaking container of cookies.

Chris: Yeah, exactly.

Kat: If you're a woman.

Chris: If you're a man as well.

Kat: I never did this.

Chris: I did.

Kat: Okay.

Chris: That's the big problem. So you wind up crack it, and you start binge eating, and then you feel guilty, and that's bad. So mentally that's bad. Or you actually have to start eating less and less and less, because you're trying to get to that deficit. So what we do is we say, "Let's actually do a bottoms up approach." So let's start from the bottom and we actually build your food, so you'll see that we actually increase your food intake. So you're actually eating more and losing weight, because the whole just eat less move more scenario, it's a myth.

Kat: Boring.

Chris: I wrote a freaking book about the myth of it, and it's not fun at all.

Kat: Yeah. I just love everything you said. I love how you're just on a ... Did this stuff just comes out of you because you're so passionate about it and you know it so well?

Chris: I know I did it wrong for so long.

Kat: It is what we live and breathe. It is just ... I think you can see your passion coming through right, and you're just going to continue to get so much more of that and all of our knowledge and learning and support and accountability through being part of this tribe. So originally we will ... completely keep them two separate products. The coaching platform versus the product.

Kat: Then we're like, "No, of course we're going to honour the people who buy this amazing thing, and really are committed to change their lives, not just to taking a supplement." The thing is I don't know. There's so many more things that I probably could say. But I think we've kind of covered the best of it, and we're just so excited to welcome you. We can see people ... Thank you and it says thank you.

Kat: We can see people over on ... So we've got Chris. My friend here and Chris' friend here. Chris' friend is hooked up to the My Body Blend's page. So that's where you go when you click the link, you'll go to the Facebook messenger of the My Body Blend's page which is our joint business page. You'll then follow the prompts there, and you'll jump on to the sales page that way. So we can see people's responses that are coming up on his phone, which is super cool.

Kat: So this is ... It's just huge. It's the bringing to life of something that's been several years in the making in the physical sense. 10 plus years of friendship in the making, decades of learning and knowledge in the making, something I always wanted to do. Something I know Chris always wanted to do, and what an incredible thing to be able to do this with somebody who you have such a close friend in your life, but who you know is also going to deliver the level of support and empowerment for your tribe, that you would do yourself.

Kat: That's just such a huge big deal when being in business is somebody else to know that their work ethic and how they shop and their level of passion and commitment to change people's lives is the same. So this is the beginning of an amazing journey for you. If you are joining us, how long will we be keeping the founders special open for?

Chris: I only wanted to do ...

Kat: We had a little fight about it.

Chris: Yeah. That's all right. We're allowed. But what about if we do for just 24 hours?

Kat: What?

Chris: No, we don't do it in 24 hours. Come on, I'm not the queen of scarcity. I'm making people move fast, but I feel like we could give them. But it doesn't matter, because you would just click and buy it now anyway, otherwise you would have been in the top 100, and you'd be a crazy person.

Kat: Well how long do we let this video run for then? Because we have to take this video down.

Chris: I feel like I don't know what the answer is that I'm supposed to say now. I feel like we didn't rehearse this properly. That is because we didn't rehearse it.

Kat: We didn't.

Chris: Yeah. I didn't really walked in and be like, "Let's do it with the camera on."

Kat: Let's just turn the camera on and see what happens, apart from running down funny quotes.

Chris: What do you want to say to them?

Kat: Did you see that I've written down your quotes over here? I've saved it. I've written down the three quotes so far from Chris if you missed the quotes earlier. The quotes were this. He wanted to call our live show "this is why you're fat and we're not". That was one of my quotes of the year from Chris. Another one is that really sneaky? Me asking about a little Ninja trick. He's like, "Yeah."

Chris: We just don't cover a really good Facebook ad strategy.

Kat: That is good. Chris, that lighting is so good, Kat. Wait, no, it's just because we look so fabulous. That's my personal favourite.

Chris: I'm so happy with that.

Kat: Well, I think this is it.

Chris: All right. We're going to get busy.

Kat: Okay, is this? This is?

Chris: Yeah, I know. I just saw these already gotten on board.

Kat: I didn't ... See, that didn't happen for me. But if you have any issues or concerns at all, or anything doesn't work for you, maybe test it on a different device. Some people did say it doesn't. Didn't work on iPad. I'm not sure why that would be, but it's definitely working for me on my laptop. It's working on the phone. Of course you compare either of us. Or the My Body Blend's page as well, which is probably the best place to go, because then you'll get supported by our team as well and get answer as quickly as possible.

Kat: Seeing infomercial broker, I feel like we got so much gold content. You know what's going to happen now. My team will chop up this live stream, get some clips out of it, caption them up, and we'll just be promoting and having a hilarious time. Shouldn't business and life just get to be fun as well? So that's part of our philosophy and part of what we're here to show you.

Chris: You're not having fun, you don't enjoy the life.

Kat: You can bet your bottom dollar we're going to be having all sorts of shenanigans in that group once you're in there. Because it's how it should be. That's how it gets to be. All right.

Chris: Oh, good. Theo got ...

Kat: Oh, you're on. Perfect, Theo.

Chris: Confirmation done.

Kat: Yay, I'm so excited.

Chris: All right, awesome. So we've actually got to get to work, because we've got a lot of members.

Kat: Just casually launched a supplement company on a Monday morning in Bali. All right, we're going to go hangout with our members. We're going to see what's up. We're going to see you on the inside, click the link, do the thing, be in the thing. We'll see you in the thing. We love you.

Chris: Ciao.

Kat: Bye.

Direct download: Supplement_Launch-_For_the_driven_mofo_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B21-06-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 6:58am AEST

Thu, 31 May 2018

Drop the world

What's up, Facebook? Okay. I was just ... I think it's pretty obvious where I just was. Sweaty as a motherfucker. I was just ... Hello Susanne. I was just up on that roof there, you see up that roof there? See that? That's a pub. On the top of the pub is a gym, it is the best sweatbox gym in Bali. No air con, all open windows, top of a pub, sweating like a motherfucker, and I was just smashing a bunch of stuff around and I ripped my entire fucking nail off. I literally ripped the whole nail right off the top of the nail and it went flying across the room and landed at the feet of a pretty hot looking guy, actually, who looked a little taken aback at having a flying white nail, one of these ones from my other hand that's holding the phone.

Behind this phone is a fuck load of blood on top of my nail. Well, there's several band aids on it, plasters, whatever they're called, but they're not working, 'cause I'm sweating like a bitch. And right now I'm in super fucking adrenaline flow. Anyone on my team, I don't know if Mim saw my WhatsApp, somebody needs to drop the details in right away for breaktheinternet.com. I am okay, I'm always okay. I nearly said I'm not okay. Wait. Why would I not be okay? I'm gonna hold it with the other hand, though, this broken hand is not wanting to work as well. It fucking hurts. You ripped the whole nail off and I was like, "Motherfucker!" But I forgot I had my headphones on and I was listening to my tunes, I was listening to Metallica, Sandman, which by the way, is a song that was definitely written from super flow.

Am I freezing or am I working right now? Is this working? It says poor connection. I was listening to Sandman and if you listen to the lyrics, if you listen to the lyrics of any song, and then ... Okay, I feel like this is probably frozen, 'cause I don't see any comments coming up. If you listen to the lyrics of any song, and then you're feeling like, "Holy fuck, they're saying exactly what I'm thinking," then what it means is that the songs gone into ... The song's actually coming from your own reality. You're creating that song. Okay. Come on, bitches, let's get this connection back. Hey, [Ladrina 00:02:43]. Hey, Karen. Brooke has frozen, connection's back now. We're coming back. We're back, we're back. Manifest that shit back. [inaudible 00:02:52] like the ninjas they are. Hello. Hello, world, we're still working.

Okay, I'm not in my right mind, that's for sure. So I was in super flow anyway, I've been in the super flow, I'm going, "Holy shit, I did some crazy things in some other lands this morning." You'll see when I post my blog, which I've already written, I just haven't posted it yet. I'll do it after this. It came from another world, in another place. So then I went straight to the gym and I was so in fucking in super flow in the gym and I was listening to Metallica, I was listening to a tonne of stuff, but when I was listening to Sandman ... Hang on. I'm a change.

When I was listening to Sandman, I was like, what does it say? Something never, never land, whatever it says about never, never land, and I'm like, "Well, that's fucking exactly what's up." I was in never, never land all morning. And then I realised, of course, because I'm still in a never, never land and I created the fucking song. I made this song, I wrote this song, and that's why the lyrics are speaking to me, and by the way, for those people who are like, "She's gone next level batshit crazy," you should probably just leave now, 'cause you're never gonna come into this world and space with us, and for the ones who get it, the sweat dripping off my chin honours the sweat inside of your soul. I don't know what that means, it sounds good, though!

So, I was in the fucking super flow, I was creating entire other realms and universes. I was downloading from the deep, deep collective unconscious, 'cause it's a little what my blog's about, and then all of a sudden, some young German dude stole my dumbbell. Well, he didn't realise it was mine, so he was using it. So then he was done, so I went to get it back, in which tore the entire fucking nail off. It just flew off and it went flying across the room, landed at the feet of some young hottie who looked at me a little shocked and appalled, but concerned as well, which was nice.

So, I just calmly shouted, "Motherfucker!" Across the entire gym, forgetting how my headphones were on and that I was a lot louder than I thought I was. Everyone stopped and looked at me, and then I just, sashayed over, picked up my nail. I was like, "I'm fine, I'm good," 'cause I'm charged with adrenaline. So I felt fine, I didn't feel hurt, and then I went and picked up my dumbbells again and then I looked down at my hand and there was fucking blood everywhere. That's what happens when you rip an entire nail off, by the way.

So, I went and got some plasters from reception and then I continued my workout, but it hurts like a little bitch, but not really, 'cause I guess the best way to deal with that and to heal myself is just to go back to another world for the rest of the day and heal it inside of that world while I'm there, so then when I come back, it'll be fixed, which by the way, by the way, is the exact fucking way when I talk about ... Have you heard me talk about manifesting abs in 20 minutes? Like anytime I get a little puff puff going on down there ... It's pretty good right now, didn't have to do it today. If I, I don't know, whatever, I woke up a little less ripped than I want to be, then I just ... I use my 20, 30, 40 minutes, whatever it is in the gym, to just go into another realm, into another world ... I'm not kidding, obviously, why would I be kidding?

And then I just carve out the abs that I want when I'm in that other world, while I'm in super flow, while I'm in the gym, and then when I get back ... Come on connection, stay with us. Guys, can you just help me out with the manifestation? Can we do a team prayer? We pray to the internet gods of Seminyak that my internet works for the next three minutes until I get back to my villa. Check out this pretty-pretty. It's super pretty over there! So, I'll be back home in two minutes, anyway, three minutes.

And yes, okay, so that's what I do. I only fully realised how to explain this this morning, though. By the way, did you check out the comment? You gotta read that comment. It's time to get fucking angry. The first module of my new training is about getting angry. Getting angry with yourself for being such a boring little bitch. Go read that and make sure ... Internet gods, pray harder. They're just testing us. They're laughing at us, laughing hilariously. Come on let's go, let's go, let's go. Connection. I'm looking at you, connection. Figure your shit out. Turn yourself back on. Work, work, work. Come on, you can do it. You guys need to pray harder. All right, you're gonna watch this on the replay and you'll be like, "God damn it, now I have to listen to her saying work, work, work like Britney Spears in Work, Bitch, until the connection worked."

I'm gonna keep talking anyway, I'm gonna trust that it's just coming back to me at any moment in time. So, maybe I'll sing. (singing). Okay, I don't know if the singing's going to show up on the replay or not, 'cause I'm just kind of killing time while I wait for my connection. All right, we're nearly there. Okay, maybe I can go use the Sea Circus connection. Oh. It's gonna work any second. Man. All right. Okay, we got it back, we got it back, we got it back, we got it back. You missed me singing Wiz ... Is it even Wiz Khalifa who even sings this? I was singing Go Hard or Go Home while the connection was off. I don't know if you got to hear it.

I don't even know whose song it is. One second, I'm gonna go inside now. I'm home. So now it's all a little calmer and saner. I think I have five minutes. I gotta do a high vibe mastermind Q&A. All right. Here we are. Home sweet home. I'm so not sitting out there. It's sweaty as fuck. Okay, so I was singing Go Hard or Go Home while I waited for the connection to become good. Fuck, oh my god, there's so much blood on my hand right now. Okay, and then what else was I telling you? I don't even know why I got off this livestream, I was charged with super flow on the livestream off it, I was charged with fucking super flow, I was in the best place in space, ever, I was creating worlds and other realms, I was thinking about how I finally figured out how to explain to you the thing about where I manifest abs or hundreds of thousands of dollars or whatever it is you need or desire, in like 20 minutes, or a minute. Why do I even need 20? I really just use the 20 minutes to do a workout or meditation or something, or whatever it is that I desire.

I finally realised how I can explain why this works to my own self, nevermind to you. I now know how it works, and how it works is, you're literally leaving the Earth, you guys, you're literally leaving and going to another planet. Okay, who wants to post in the high vibe mastermind and share this livestream to high vibe and say, "Kat's gone to some other realm right now and she's vaguely aware that she's supposed to be on members Q&A at 12, noon," which I think it might be right now, "But clearly she's off spinning with the fairies and we should all go and watch her on this livestream right now for a few more minutes." Who wants to do that? Is somebody on my team there and can do that? I'm sure they are, somebody will do it for me. Probably 10 people.

Yes, does that make sense? Are you understanding me? Are you picking up what I'm putting down? Do I still look like I'm fucked up from the gym? Well, the blood's mainly stopping now. Okay, don't worry. I'm under control. It's just that ... Thanks, Sage. It's just when I go to another world, you guys, I go a little crazy and I can't really logically try and explain any of that shit, but you know it has to be. I don't know why they come in here and shut all my blinds. Why do I need my blinds shut? Do you think I should sit on the bed, 'cause it might calm me down, except I'm literally dripping Bali sweat, so then I'd have to sleep in it later, so we won't do that.

I feel like I could even go in the bath. I feel like I could go any place. So, basically, does it make sense to you? Oh, my ass is so sweaty. Do you understand what I'm saying to you? Breathe through it. Do you understand what I'm saying? So, if I go to another place and I carve out my entire abs ... What the fuck? Is this connection still not working? All right, we should've had the last of the connection issues. It says connection's bad still, it's being a fucker. I don't know what's happening. Maybe it's because I'm in another world and I'm not really here, so then the Bali WiFi's like, "Why the fuck do you need me?" I'm not here. Look at the site of me. God damn it.

Okay. I'm gonna be super zen as fuck in as much as that's humanly possible. So, the bullet point version of how to change your abs in 20 minutes ... Oh, I just got, I got an interesting message just pop up. Why is my notifications on for that? My god, another one. Go away. I'll be with you when I'm back in the world. I can't answer messages when I'm in another world, you guys. I can only answer DMs that are straight to my soul. If you want to get my attention and I'm not answering you in a message, it's more than likely that I'm in another world, in another realm, and instead of fucking DM'ing me on Facebook or Instagram like a weirdo, you could just DM me straight to my soul, and if you think I'm kidding, then you need to practise going to other realms more frequently, but don't worry, 'cause I've written a 2,000 word blog post already that tells you how to go to other realms, and I wrote that this morning, and I'll post it shortly.

It just seems very logical to me, 'cause often when I'm kind of travelling in between worlds, going into the deep collective unconscious or the freaking crazy fucked up psyche that's inside of me, or you, wherever it is I'm going, I'll DM people soul to soul, and then some of them DM me back. You know who you are. Sometimes in a slightly intrusive manner where I'm like, "Hello, I'm over here writing, you don't need to be constantly knocking on the door of my soul," but at the end of the day, if you get in, if your DM arrives into my soul, it's actually automatic transmission and automatic acceptance. I was just like, shit, how much of me showing down there. I think we're good.

So, that's a real thing that I do all the time. I frequently talk to people just via soul DM. It's a lot easier, 'cause you can be doing things at the same time, it just kind of happens automatically, but oftentimes I'll journal it. There's some things written in this journal right here from other people's souls. They're just in here. It's like, I could sell this shit for a lot of money, 'cause I'm journaling some freaking badass people in here. They're speaking straight to me, right in there. Happened this morning quite a lot. And so the thing with manifesting abs instantly or an extra 100K in a day instantly, or whatever it might be, is maybe a product of some sort of work you do in the physical world, whatever. I really think that's got little to do with anything, 'cause the physical world is only a reflection of the internal one anyway.

So really how I do it, and I couldn't figure this the fuck out for some time. I was like, I know I do it instantly, I have literally watched my body change in like 20 minutes to where it's quite shocking and even one time one of my clients ... Fuck. Okay. The phone just exploded out of the tripod. Even one of my clients and friends, Amanda, was with me one time in the gym and she had me talking about it many times, and she was working out with me in Del Mar a month or two back, and she was like, "Holy shit, I just saw that happen. You didn't have abs at the start of this workout, now you do." Like, carved out as well, so we did an Insta story about it, obviously. We looked fabulous anyway, so it was required.

But I couldn't figure out, how do I do that? I just knew that I do and I knew that if I got into super flow and into another realm, I kind of just decide if I want whatever crazy amount of money that comes through or some next level epi-connection with somebody or some new clients, whatever it is. Anything and everything. I'm like, well, I know 100% that I do this and I'm confident that I do it, I've seen it over and over again ... And now I've got full on sweat that is drying on me and I'm becoming super clammy. I'm probably reabsorbing it all, so I'll have to go lay naked in the sun after this and get it all back out again, except I've gotta do a high vibe training. We'll figure it out.

When I'm doing my client calls, for those of you that I'm speaking with in an hour or two, there's a high chance I'm gonna be naked on the deck on that call, just to warn you, 'cause I need to sweat it out and tan it up. Okay, and so this morning it finally came to me in a vision, in a dream, in a download from another realm where it always is, I was like, "Oh my god, it's so fucking obvious!" Of course how I do it is because I'm in another world, I've travelled to the world in between worlds, slipping between the cracks, the river beneath the river, the world beneath the world. Those of you who go there and know of this, know exactly what I mean, and those of you who are like, "What in the fuck is she on?" I'm on another dimension and I went there purely on and of my own accord with no additional substances, except for these amino acids and a fuck load of inner work over the past 30 years.

And so, you know what I mean. And those of you who are kind of fascinated and intrigued and slightly scared, but you don't have any clue what I'm doing, this is for you and you need to join breaktheinternet.com and you all need to join breaktheinternet.com, it's in the pinned comment, because I will explain and teach it to you. Largely via soul transmission, but also in the format of some video and audio trainings and worksheets and whatnot and several ounces of shenanigans in whatever format they come out. Oh my god, that training's going to be amazing. That training, breaktheinternet.com, my new programme, was pure soul download, but it was fire and brimstone download. You read it, you saw it, you're in it, those of you that are in it. Danny Alor is in, who else is in? Give me the shout out. I'm sorry, high vibers, I'm not sure when I'm gonna get there, but this is exactly what you need and I'll get there after this.

We were just doing Q&A anyway, so you might have a fuck load more questions after this. So, next was ... What was next? So yes, yes, what I was saying, if you're fascinated and intrigued and slightly terrified, you definitely need to keep listening, 'cause you know I'm speaking to your soul when you joined, of course you did. Hey, Mandy. Julie joined, of course she did. So many badass people have joined. Sage is in, yes. That makes total sense to me. I know the soul people ... This might be the most powerful thing I've ever unleashed. You can feel it just by reading the description there and then your soul will fucking kick you up the nether regions if you don't join, I would imagine. Barron, of course you're in. Like, every person who's in, I'm like, of course, of course, because they're all, whatever you want to call us, indigo children. I don't know. That expression's not that exciting for me, but it's kind of what it is.

They're all dialled up individuals, dialled in individuals who are operating between worlds and between realms, and I see that even in the ones who I don't know who they are, I just read the energy of it and the vibration of your name and your picture and I just know, obviously. I don't have to explain it to those of you who know. But those of you who don't know are like, "I don't even know why I'm watching this shit," and those of you who are in between, are like, "Okay, you should join so that it can make more sense to you." So then when you slip into another realm, which I teach, I actually teach how to do in my blog post today, which I'll post when I fucking get to it, but it is ready. It's finished, but I thought of more things that need to go in there, so the [inaudible 00:18:42], it's so full at the moment, I almost can't handle the intensity of it.

So, I'm gonna explain about that. Read the blog later. I'll tell you what it's called even, so you can look out for it. It's got a picture of a very wild looking spirit ghost cat, and me, on the picture that's going with it. Oh, this bloody nail. Ouch-y, kiss it better. I just licked my own blood on a livestream. Sorry about that. The title is called, it's quite long, it's called, "Slip into the Deep Collective Unconscious, Slip into the Rapture, Slip into Your Soul and Come Back Alight with Miracles, the Impossible, Created like This." I love my long titles with a lot of commas in them. And it says, "And now I'm gonna show you how it is I slip away fully and allow all of it full stop, a story," and then I may, indeed, quote the queen from Alice in Wonderland. Should I just read you the blog post? Okay.

"'Let's consider your age to begin with. How old are you?' 'I'm seven-and-a-half, exactly.' 'You needn't say exactly,' the queen remarked. 'I can believe it without that. Now I'll give you something to believe. I'm just 101, 5 months and a day.' 'I can't believe that!' said Alice. 'Can't you?' said the queen in a pitying tone. 'Try again. Draw a long breath and shut your eyes.' Alice laughed, 'There's no use trying," she said, 'One can't believe the impossible.' 'I dare say you haven't had much practise,' said the queen, 'When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.'"

"I tend to believe as many impossible things as I can all day long and I have a practise and a process around that and I wonder what would happen if you began to practise believing the impossible. Practise is a practise." Now, I'm really starting to read the whole blog post and I'm quite inclined to continue on. "I wonder what would occur if you allowed yourself to slip betwixt worlds." I wrote, "betwixt." I thought about writing "between" and I was to otherworldly at the time to come up with a word like "between" so it didn't come out of me. "I wonder what you'd allow if you realised suddenly that the answer to all of it is to simply access, daily, the ordered state in which visions are given, transmissions passed through, downloads continue, and miracles, become real."

I will write sentences for as long as I fucking want to write them with as many commas as I want and all the grammar police can get back to the other world where I'm not a part in anyway. Can I tell you, it's the place I dance and play and, daily. I could keep reading. "Sometimes for an entire day or even more, I don't come back to Earth at all." I think that's obviously. All right, I'll stop right there. I'm gonna post the blog shortly after this. Maybe or maybe not. I thought of a lot of other things that gotta go in there and they're all just kind of bubbled up in my head and I'm not sure where they're going or where they're coming from, or even if I'm here or there or nowhere at all, but when I'm there, is when you just go there and you're just like ... Okay, just carve out some abs and just gonna reshape my body, I'm just gonna pull in this money, I'm just gonna draw in that post in two minutes into my soul, just gonna quickly soul DM this person or there, I'm gonna decide that the exact freaking soul crazy ass soulmate people ... How many times can you say the word "soul" in one word ... In one sentence. I'm gonna join into ...

We all are mad here, and I'm gonna join into through the freaking [inaudible 00:21:53] glass, another world, another place, another time. Breaktheinternet.com. Don't go to breaktheinternet.com, it's just the name of the programme. Breaktheinternet.com. Read that comment, that was a freaking soul transmission and transmutation and download and that's where that programme came from, and I think that's fucking clear and that's exactly why everybody's who joining the programme is like next level crazy, fucked up in the most awesome way, and in that programme, we're gonna do a lot of travelling to other worlds.

What book is it? Is it a book that I'm talking aloud right now? Should we transcribe this livestream? Anna, I know you're there in the other place with me, I know your in there, just send me a fucking soul DM and tell me what you're thinking and feeling, because we're co-creating this right now and probably nobody else here is real at all, except for me and Anna and it's our world and you just hopped into it. Thank you for being here.

I think that's obvious to everybody. So, then, yes. Well, that's actually the whole instant manifestation process explained in two and a half seconds or maybe 25 minutes or however long it was. The time is irrelevant, because we bend time and space. That is how you instant manifest! Isn't it obvious? Because when you go to ... If I yell too loudly, the butlers might come and make sure I'm not being ... I was gonna say molested, but I don't like that word. I'm not having a meltdown.

So, exactly. Exactly. Anna knows exactly what's going on. Intergalactic as fuck. And isn't it obvious that if you wanted to manifest instantly in the human realm, you would just go to the world between worlds, you'd go to the river beneath the river, you'd go to the place in your soul, you'd slip into the cracks and you might be there for 100,000 years or a minute or a moment or the blink of an eye or a quick DM from you soul to somebody else's, but in that time, there is no time and time is never ending and expansive, and I can't look at you, 'cause I'm just transmitting right now.

And you'll just do whatever you want to do. It doesn't matter. You'll just do things that, in the human realm, would've taken 10 years or 20 years or 10 months or two weeks or whatever people think. I don't care what they think, 'cause I'm not with them or one of them or of them, and then when you come back, you maybe had meanwhile ripped your fucking nail off in the gym while listening to Sandman. That was unfortunate, but it doesn't matter, 'cause you're still on an adrenaline rush and riding high as fuck, so when you come back, people are like staring at you 'cause you're vibrating like a crazy person, or maybe you're walking through the streets yelling this shit, and then 20 minutes passed in that human people world that they talk about, and then people are like, "How the fuck did you do that like that?" It's like, isn't it obvious? I was in another realm, so I had as much time and space and whatever it was that I needed and I was upgrading, up levelling, rewiring my entire eternal fucking ram, and becoming the next level of my character of this programme, and so then I came back, and of course a moment had passed. Where the fuck do you think Alice in Wonderland or Narnia even came from?

I mean, really? Who's gonna transcribe this book? It's gonna be my next book, it's gonna be called Soul Shifts and Intergalactic Transmissions, do you think? It'll be Soul Ships and something. I don't know. I can't think about it. I don't know why I'm thinking this, there should definitely be no thinking going on. So for those people who then come along and watch this or are watching it right now, and I still can't look at you. If I'm not looking at you, by the way, I notice that sometimes when I co-livestream with Patrick that I'm not looking at him, and I'm looking either over here or over there, and I can't look at you guys right now and if I'm doing that, it's not that I'm ignoring, it's because I'm accessing something else, by the way.

Or if you ever ask me to intuitively download and message, get a message or a transmission, sorry, for you, you'll notice I have to look away, or if I'm looking at you, you'll see that I look away. If I'm on audio, you won't see anything at all, but you'll feel it. So that's what's up, and I'll read your comments later when I come back down to Earth, which may be in an eventual while, I imagine. So, for people like, "She's on something," 'cause this is what I get a lot of, and then a lot of friends who do use psychedelics and stuff like that are like, "You're like that all the time anyway," I've never used anything. Okay, now I can look at you. I've never used anything, I've never taken anything at all. I wrote about this in my blog today anyway, but I'm accessing other dimensions anytime I want to and that is why I'm high, and then I end up on massive fucking trip and sometimes it's a little intense and out of control.

Thursday I was off in another place the whole entire day and it was actually a bit too full on and it was so hard to come back down. I'm pretty sure I just manifested you, Patrick, because I just mentioned your name about transmitting and channelling, downloading stuff and then you appeared. See? I told you guys, exactly what I'm doing. So, okay, I have to go over here again. So, when I'm over there and when I'm in that place and space, I was saying to you, not to you, I was saying about you, Patrick, that when I ... I'm, okay, are you just saying "I am," because you are, I am. All he says is "I am." I have no doubt.

I re-watched some of our livestream from Thursday and I was like, for half of the livestream, I'm looking up there and it's like, it looks like I'm ignoring what you're talking about, but actually, it's 'cause I was downloading from another realm, but when I watched the replay I was like, "I didn't realise how much of that livestream I was looking up there." And then the entire rest of the fucking day, I was ... Nearly gonna tip this on my head. I was so in another realm, it was so fucking intense, so much crazy shit happened.

Today, I haven't been in the human world at all, I was explaining just now how you instantly manifest, because when you're there, you're gone for as long as you need to be. You could be gone for hundreds of generations and lifetimes and now I'm going there again. I'm just in between words right now. I'm in the place between the place, and then you're just doing whatever the fuck it is you want to do, and then you come back here and people ... "How did she do that? How did she change that so quickly?" It's like, "Please, I was over there for several thousand generations." And then I came back to this moment in time, and here I am.

That one on Thursday was beyond. If you didn't watch that joint livestream that we did on Thursday, I actually couldn't even handle the intensity of watching the whole thing again. I only watched an hour and a half of it. Yes, it did go on for well over two hours. So, then this morning, when I wrote this blog, holy shit, I was way through the looking glass, I was all the way in the looking glass, it was insane. I created so many new things and so many new worlds, and then, and then, and then, I was in the deep collective unconscious, deep in the realm which is not this one, deep in a psyche, obviously, of you and of me.

I'm slipping. I have slipped, I stay slipped. I'm slipped right away, and then I ripped my entire fucking nail off in the gym. That broke me a little bit out of the spell for a moment, because of all the blood, and then everybody was looking at me, but then I was so freaking charged and other worldly that I couldn't feel the pain of it now anyway, and I'm like ... Yeah. Okay, I'm trying to decide whether I need to ground or whether I need to go further. "Further, further, in that flirty mystical, and if you're not careful, your scary place, where you access all things and you know all things and you create ..."

I feel like somebody's gonna report me if I'm being too crazy. And you create, well, let's speak of that later. I'm reading from my blog post again. I'm reading bits and pieces. "Those who know me well, those who know me well and also regularly use medicine, drugs, tools to access an altered state often comment on how you seem to already be there all the time. This is become a recurring conversation with several of my closet people." Those who know me well know that I don't use anything, but I'm going further. Okay, I'm in it right now. Keep going further.

I'm getting so shaky, 'cause I'm not really here. Oh! And, that's the also the reason why you don't need to eat when you're in super flow and you don't need to sleep, you don't need anything. You don't need to talk ... This is what I'm trying to explain to you guys. When I'm not replying to you on DM, it's because I'm only in the soul DM conversation, all right? So if you were smart about it, you would just send me messages when I'm journaling and I'll write them in my journal. That's what I do a lot of the time. I had many reports in there from many people.

It's quite the story, and sometimes I don't write them down, though. Sometimes they just come to me when I'm out and about and I'm like, of course, and I just go back to something and then it's upgrade, upgrade, upgrade, and then occasionally, actually occasionally, and [inaudible 00:30:40] talked about this, occasionally, people are reckless with slipping between worlds. You don't want to be reckless, because you might stay there and, in fact, the human experience isn't actually an experience that we get to have.

So, you want to dance between worlds. You want to play between worlds. You want to float back and forth. Why the fuck am I still wearing my ear pods when I'm at home? That was for on the street. Do you think that I threw the air pod container somewhere when I was out jumping up and down on the street? I just found it over here. Okay. They really annoy my human ears sometimes. So, okay. How many points have I not finished? It doesn't really matter, 'cause those of you who are with me in the other world are getting all the points anyway. And you definitely should join the programme. Oh my god. I was so fucking angry at myself on the weekend. It was ridiculous.

I spent the entire weekend ... Actually, I was out a fuck load on the weekend. I met so many ... I don't know who they were. I don't know if they were spirits or people, but I did a lot of crazy, cool stuff on the weekend and in between being out, which was at least half of the time, I was all in that other worldly state, and then somewhere in the middle of it, I got fucking angry, which is where that programme came from and when you read that, it will reach into your soul, it will grab your soul, it will pull it out, and we will dance together into another realm, which is where that entire programme is being derived from.

If you're not available for slipping between the cracks of the worlds, you should not join this programme, because I'm really not gonna know what to do with you. You're just gonna be one of those place feeler type people that sits there and looks pretty, hopefully, on the internet, but I guess we can use your name for something. But the problem is that we might just code you out of the entire game. So you wouldn't really want to come unless you are of that world. It could be dangerous for you humans.

Okay, is there anything left to say? I think that's actually the entire fucking story. Let me tune in, let me dial in. What else is there? Oh, I was talking about being on the trip. Well, I may be still there. I don't know what's gonna happen when I jump into my members training after this, and then for those who I'm speaking with in an hour and a half, that will be interesting for everybody, and then I'm gonna have to have some sort of situation go on in my day ... I'm either gonna just keep going or I'm gonna have to ground back again if I want to actually manage to my ass on a plane tomorrow, which I am supposed to do in theory.

You can go on a plane while you're in another world. That's what I was gonna say, when you're slipping between worlds, is when if you're walking down the street or you're at the gym or wherever you are, your feet are not on the ground and you're dancing and floating with space and time. You know that feeling and you're like, "What's happening? I'm not even moving, but I'm moving, and are these people real?" And everything's fucking blurry, but it's clear as day, that's because you're in another world.

Actually, you're in massive amounts of soul, like, I was gonna say destruction, but it's beautiful destruction. It's upgrading, we're gonna upgrade that hard drive like a motherfucker. So, that's what's goin on there. You know where you're like, "I'm getting a little scared that I'm slipping away and I'm going crazy, and what's happening?" And I'm like floating and I'm flying and all the people around me are ... They're kind of just like energies and the ground is moving and you don't really know what's up and you're like, "I'm not in control," but actually, you're in complete fucking control. You just went into a different world, that's what's happening, and that explains why when you're in super flow, [inaudible 00:34:14] called it the deep collective unconscious, or the deep psyche or whatever he called it, and I call it super flow. All right? That's what I mean when I say "super flow."

Other worlds slipping into other realms, and when you're there, of course you don't need to eat. Holy shit. I smell so bad. I was sweating litres of sweat when I was at the gym before. I'm gonna jump ... Definitely gonna do the high vibe livestream naked from the pool after this. From there up, don't get too excited. You don't need to eat, 'cause why would you need to eat when you're in another world? That's completely illogical. That would just be stupid. It makes no sense at all.

So, when you're in the super flow land and you're like, something's almost wrong with me, because I never seem to sleep and I seem to never need to eat and I seem to just decide things when I'm floating and flowing and flying, and then they're done, and you get a little worried or you get a little concerned for your own sanity, don't be concerned, and if you have people in your life who are concerned, simply code those people out of the programme and come play with more of these people. That's really the whole system. And don't worry about it, because at some point in time, you'll come back to the human Earth and you'll go, "Fuck, I need some tacos" and then you'll go out for drinks with people and meet new people and be a human person, but while you're out meeting new people, you definitely could slip away as well, which happened to me also. That's it. Don't forget, life is now. Join breaktheinternet.com and press fucking play.

Direct download: Drop_the_world.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 6:51am AEST

Wed, 30 May 2018

Its okay to feel what you're feeling.

Hi. Alright. How we doing? It looks like I'm in a small prison. Hello, Facebook. Is this working? Welcome to The Katrina Ruth Show. Okay. Three people here. Hello, three people. I might be the smartest person in the world right 'bout right now. Oh my goodness, Leah. I'm feeling all the feels. I'm in the airport. I'm at my gate. I'm in such a weird ass mood that I didn't even want to hang out in the lounge. The lounge in Bali is pretty shit. The wine is terrible, it'll poison you.

So I'm just in the room. The holding room, where you're gonna board the plane, but I've come kinda early, so I don't have to board for a while. I was so in a weird, grumpy, anxious, bizarre place all day, and then I was like, "I'm not even going to sit in the lounge, I'm going to sit on this gross ass floor, in this skanky airport boarding room, since that's the mood I'm in." And I feel fantastic.

Now, I'm going to advise to you, that I might be the most intelligent person in the world from an engineering standpoint, and the reason is, I don't have a tripod in front of me, but yet I'm not holding the phone. How is that even possible? "How is it possible," you ask? Well, I'll tell you. I might even show you, but I'm a little concerned that if I show you ... Can't even have any more coffee, 'cause my heart rate's already like frickin high as fuck today. I'm in an anxiety day today.

I'm concerned that if I show you my arrangement here that I won't be able to get the phone back in again, but I'm too excited at myself, so I'm gonna show you. Are you ready for this ninja-ri? Are you guys ready for it? Check it. So there's my Chanel luggage case. It's beautiful, isn't it? Chanel. And there's my purse, and there's the airport lounge, and there's the gross ass carpet that I'm sitting on, and here's me.

Okay, now the phone's telling me off for rotating it. So aren't I intelligent? Because, I had the phone stuffed here, I had the phone stuck behind that. I'm so impressed at myself. I'm just like, "Look at me." Sometimes I think I'm just a little school girl. I'm like, "How am I the age I am?" I walk around in little shorts, with Nike's on, looking like an escaped backpacker, and then sit on the floor. I don't know. I just feel like one of these things is not like the other. Something's wrong in this picture or something, but at the same time, obviously I fully embrace, and love, and accept myself. But I just have that feeling of I'm not a real adult, and somebody's gonna come along and knock on the door and be like, "Listen, we've heard that you're actually passing yourself off as a grown ass adult slash entrepreneur, and you're really not doing it quite right. But good luck to you." Right.

"How's the nail?" It looks gross. There's some congealed issues there. The Balinese man at the gym yesterday, like the gym manager dude wanted me to go to the clinic. I'm like "Fuck that, I'm not going to a frickin clinic." So now I'm just letting it do what it wants and we'll see what happens over the next few days.

So I nearly called this live-stream ... I was gonna call it something about how critical it ... and now, by the way, I look like a crazy person because as far as the rest of this waiting room is concerned, I'm talking to the back of my handbag right now cause they can't see the phone. But check out the new top, it's good isn't it? It's good. So I nearly called this live-stream something about ... By the way maybe you can just chuck that call to action straight in, go right into the CTA.

Whose joined break the internet? Okay, I keep being like, "What the fuck is that loud noise?" And I was getting really shitty about it. It sounds like a massive vacuum cleaner, and then I realised it's a plane landing. I'm at the airport, it's probably okay for a plane to be landing. And, they take your water off you though when you check in to the ... You actually have to check into the waiting room in Bali. You've gotta check in, and they search your bags before you can just wait to get on the plane, and then they take your water off you. It's super annoying. So, now I'm live streaming which means I always want water, and I'm sitting quite far back, because otherwise the top of my head's cut off. So, I'll just lean down.

So, what was I saying? Oh, whose joined break the internet? We'll talk about that in a moment, that is next level. I almost convinced myself that I shouldn't livestream today, because my energy's not super crazy, and high vibrant badass like it was yesterday. And, then I was like, "What is this bullshit story? This is how I'm feeling today, I'm gonna show up as who I am today." Do you think they could possibly quiet down with the announcements, when somebody's trying to livestream? People can figure their own shit out at the airport.

Okay I'm getting side tracked already. So my other title that I had in mind, was that I could call this livestream something like, "How critical it is to lean into the feelings that are coming through you." But, then I reminded myself to always go with what was originally coming out, which in this case was, "It's okay to feel what you're feeling." Reason being, yesterday as you might know I did one of the craziest, bizarre ... The [inaudible 00:05:42].

And then, I gotta say, this waiting room area is massive, and as soon as I went live people came and sat near me. What's that about? Why did they not sit on the other side of the room? So, now I've got that slight feeling of self consciousness, where I'm like conscious that people can sort of hear me and are probably like, "What the fuck she's doing." At the same time, like fully committed to being as crazy as possible, and waving my arms around in the air if that's what comes out.

"Hello from Norway." But, tell me if you've joined Break the Internet. That shit is just gonna rip the soul right out of you. Which doesn't sound ideal, to be honest. It's not really what I meant. It's not gonna take from you. You won't lose your soul. What I should do is stand up. I'm gonna sit here in a zen like fashion. Do you think I should sit here like this for the rest of the livestream? Could do. I want this phone to be a little bit higher. Actually I don't want [inaudible 00:06:30]. I just want the phone to be a bit higher, but I've gotta push this trolley back. This Chanel case back. But, I don't want that ugly red chair in my stream.

What's Break The Internet all about? Well I'm glad you asked. It's in the pinned comment Melissa. You read the pinned comment below the pre work dropped last night, it was madness. It was madly amazing. I'll talk about it in a moment, but there is details about it in the pinned comment right there. It's my new programme, it starts in two days. But, you get into the Facebook group straight away. It's a ten day intensive smack down. And, the first module, which we do on Friday, is about getting angry. Getting angry with yourself for not speaking your truth, and not sharing your true message. So, when I say it's gonna rip the soul right out of you, it was less than ideal wording. I didn't mean you're gonna lose your soul. I meant it's gonna help you to unleash your soul. It's gonna unleash the fullness of your soul out of you. Ashley stole the shenanigans with actual work.

The pre work, I'm really impressed with myself for the pre work to be honest. I mean I just like allow it to come through me, and download it. And I was like, "Fuck me, that was a good exercise." And wait till you see the follow on one. There's more pre work coming. So, you don't want to wait till Friday, because like Thursday and Friday I'll push it as hard as far. I'll be promoting everywhere, I'll be like join, join, join, before we start. Obviously so you don't miss out. You don't want to wait till then, you may as well join now, and you get to be in on the energy at that group. We should seriously just level as fuck already, and get to enjoy the pre work of being prepared.

And, what Break The Internet's all about is, it is about unleashing your core, unadulterated, unapologetic soul and truth. But, here's where today's energy mood comes in right. Because, I honestly nearly didn't go live. I could've gone live on the way to the airport, from the car. I keep looking for my water. They ruined my groove, they took my water off me. So, ridiculous. I'm a business class passenger and I'm without water. I'll survive.

So, yeah my energy and my mood today, it's been really weird. Yesterday I was in this kind of crazy like hysterical other worldly dimension shift thing that was going on. If you didn't watch my livestream from yesterday, it was seriously one of the most bizarre things that I've ever published on the internet, and it was just like a crazy explosion. I was completely in another dimension, another place. I watched the whole replay myself. I was pretty funny. I thought it was quite funny. But, I also dropped some amazing gold. I just cannot recommend highly enough, like how deeply you need to watch that livestream. In fact Mim, if you're still here grab the URL from that live yesterday and drop into a comment here a well, so people can find it easily. Otherwise, you can find it on this page, or on my personal trainer page, cause that's where I actually did it from.

So, then today ... Actually today started fine, and then early on in the day I started to feel that anxiety rising up, and that kind of like disconnectedness. And, there are a couple of things that maybe could have brought that one, or called me ... Yeah, my little stickers. Wasn't that [inaudible 00:09:26]. There were a couple of things that kind of maybe contributed to that, but then nothing like where it was really valid, or worthy of going into my anxiety mode. And, I did my journaling, and I did my blogging, and I did all the things that I usually do, and then went over to the gym, and by the time I got to the gym I was seriously like having a full on anxiety day, where it's kind of hard to breathe, and you don't really want to communicate with people, and you have to kind of talk carefully and more carefully. And, I don't know if it was because I was coming down from the high and the trip of yesterday. From all the places I travelled to yesterday. Or, it was like whatever random shit that was going on in my head. Or, it's just nothing at all.

So, then you try and shift it. And, I know how to shift it, and we always know how to shift it. But, at the same time you kind of like, "It's not fucking shifting." And, it's just kind of like melting a little bit, a little bit. And, when I feel that way I do, do whatever I feel I need to do in order to shift, or in order to let it go. But at the same time, I understand that it is what it is, and there's two parts.

So, one of the practises or processes that I'll go into when I feel something like that, something that I don't really ideally enjoy feeling, or what I'll be feeling is kind of just getting back to groundedness, getting back to face. So it's kind of like ... Actually I'll give you a good example, frequently when clients come to me and they're freaking the fuck out about money, like they've got serious money shit going on, and there's kind of like a fear and panic reaction going on. I always bring it back to two things for them. I say, "Okay, number one. Can you get through today? Like, are you able to get through today, and is there action that you can take today. Can you do today's work of being you." And the answer is like of course, of course I can survive today, of course I can get through today. Not just get through it, but also take the action that you need to be taking.

And, then number two. Do you have faith. Like, go big picture. Do you have faith? There's the big picture that I'm not going any [inaudible 00:11:17]. I'm here to stay, I am gonna run this thing, I'm gonna create everything that's inside of me, and I'm gonna bring my vision to life. And, 100% I've had client's, friends, me, my family ... I don't know, I don't really as them that stuff. But, the people that are in my circle, are definitely gonna say yes. Ultimately yeah, I can get through today for sure. Right. There's a child looking at me. And, I do have faith in the big picture. This kid's coming up to see what I'm doing, cause they think I'm talking to a handbag right now.

So, those are the two things that you'll want to look at right. And, that's easy for me to rule off, and it's easy for me to say or share with clients when it comes to the money side of things. Because, I'm not in that space anymore, but I'm teaching from a place of when I was in that space right, and when I did go through that, when that was my reality and that was just how it is. And, so I remember, and I was caught up in that before I broke through my business.

I'm not kidding there's like 3 children like just ... They're all right here, kind of like. And then their parents came up and got them. And then the parents are also kind of half looking at me, like, "What the fuck is going on?" I swear to God, I've gotta give myself credit for being able to tune this stuff out and just keep going, like give me a love heart [inaudible 00:12:29] for support please. Because, not only am I having an anxiety day, but I'm dealing with the fact that this waiting room is full of people looking at me like I'm crazy, cause I'm talking to the back of a bag. And, I'm still paranoid because I believe in this message, and I want to bring it to you right. So, I need the love hearts even extra today, and the flying Katrinas thank you.

Okay, so it is kind of easy for me to rule that off right. Because, I'm not in that place of anxiety to do with life anymore. It's long past, but I was there, and I was there for quite a while. Thank you for the love, I so appreciate it. I was there, and I was there for quite a while. Okay, I just realised something terrible. I realised my lighting went out, and I could look even more bright in light than I do right now. One second. How did I not notice that, that went out? Look how much better it is. Alright, let me put this back in here. One second, just jam it back in. That's so much better, I'm so excited, I'm such a lighting addict. Alright, now my comments have disappeared though. There they are. Yeah, maybe somebody needs to hear what I'm saying, exactly Nicole. Thank you. I feel way better with this lighting, that's improved my mood by 14%.

So, I remember the feeling, and I know that that's what gets you through. So, then when I go into random ... I don't know how to do the sparkler filter anymore, I swear to God, these filters are just all messed up. Should I try it? When I go into this mood now. Let's try it. When I go into ... Nah, it doesn't want to let me do a filter. You know what, I think it's because when you're in the Creator app, the Facebook Creator app which allows me to have the show banner down the bottom, as opposed to when I do it through the page's app, then you can do more fancy things. That's what I think. Okay, no the fricken light has gone off again.

Okay, so what I was trying to say is. When I'm in this anxiety place relevant to whatever shit that's not about money, but whatever it was just about. Just that feeling that I come back to that same stuff right. Yeah, I don't know why. They need to fix that in the Creator app though Leah. It's annoying. So, I come back to the same stuff. Let's get that red chair out, I don't like that red chair. And, it's essentially, "Can I get through today?" Like, can I not just like survive the day and not die, that's not what I mean. But, more like can I do what I need to do today? Can I still do my inner work? Can I still message from this place? Right? Hello, that's what I'm doing right now.

So, a lot of us including myself have been guilty of feeling like, if I'm feeling that way, if I'm feeling stuck, or if I'm feeling disconnected, or if I'm having an anxiety attack, or whatever it is that you may be experiencing. It might not be anxiety, I know a lot of people who do though. But, then we think I can't show up today, because I'm not in my zone, and I'm not in my vibe. And that's the story that I was telling myself relevant to live streaming. I still did my blog, and then after that I did you know, my personal stuff, I answered my messages, I packed my shit up and got myself to the airport. Spoke to a client on the phone, that sort of thing. But, when I thought about going live, I was like, "I just have ... Like I've got to much of this going on in here, and I didn't ... I felt worried that I wouldn't bring a powerful message, or it would make me feel upset or something like that." Like I was really buying into the anxiety being in charge of me, rather than me being like, "Hey, you know what? This is just something that is part of my experience today and I can still show up, and it is what it is. And it's okay."

And, I shared over an audio message with one of my best friends a little bit about what I was feeling. And, actually I was not happy with her answer that I got back. It made me super shitty I triggered. I was like, "Fuck off, that's not why I was sharing my words. I was sharing for a solution." Just being transparent as fuck right now. I wasn't sharing looking for an answer to why I'm feeling what I'm feeling, like I shared what I was feeling, and I said why I feel I'm feeling that way. But, then I was like, "Yeah an but I also know this." Like coming back to faith, and coming back to groundedness, it brought me back to [inaudible 00:16:18], so I ...

So, it's kind of like coaching myself, sharing everything on the audio which is what we all do with friends. And then she kind of came back with, "Oh well, the reason is blah blah blah. And what you need to do is blah blah blah." And I was like, "Um, I'm already fully aware of that, actually all I wanted was empathy." But, then I was like, "Okay, so if I'm not gonna get empathy from somebody else if I feel like they're nice, and they're just tryna like school me on something that I'm already fully aware of, then where am I doing that to someone else. Right. So, everything's always [inaudible 00:16:46], so I was shitty, but then I was also like, "Clearly this is coming from inside me." But, it still didn't shift it, so it was still ...

And, so after that, that's where this title for this livestream came from. Because, after that I was kind of sitting in the car on the way here to the airport and I thought, "At the end of the day, it's okay to feel what I'm feeling, but I don't have to shift that in order to be a good person, or be an indulged conscious person. I also don't have to be the crazy ass motherfucker that I was yesterday travelling to other places. Actually still in a state of super flow, even while feeling all this stuff. But, it's just the different angle, or a different side of the same point.

Okay, are you guys not commenting anymore. Is that what's happening? Somebody leave a comment so I know this is working. Either you're just enraptured by what I'm saying, or the comments have stopped working. Let me check on my laptop. Okay, so that's where the title came from. That's what I was trying to say. It's okay to feel what you're feeling, but more than that. I think that we get to lean into what we're feeling, and by that I mean just ... Okay you're listening, thanks Sherry.

We get to lean into what we're feeling. Enraptured. You're so funny. Perfect, good. See, I'm getting into my little self conscious mode, because there's so many people looking at me right now. And, also because I'm feeling like a self conscious day anyway. My growth is like phenomenal today, I'm just growing stronger on the inside moment by moment right now. I'm gonna get on the plane. I'm gonna have some fricken wine. No not the rapture. It's a different rapture from yesterday. Yesterday I blogged about being in the rapture, which is when you're in the deep collective unconscious, you're in the super flow. I do need the heart shower. I think I just need a lot of hearts. If you were here I would need a cuddle and a kiss, and a marshmallow. Not to speak like a marshmallow. Some people know what that means.

Yeah, yesterday I was in like the full power super flow. You guys saw that on the livestream. I was kind of out of control, and crazy. Thank you for the love. Today is actually still ... It's like a follow on from it, and it's still a deep connectedness. It's just that sometimes you have those shitty feelings that you don't want to feel, and what I'm trying to say is, that's not bad or wrong right. What if we literally just went that's how I'm feeling today. It is what it is. Can I analyse it? Sure, but doesn't matter. Haven't agreed to my marshmallow demands. Can you repeat them here, cause did I miss them, or did I just comment back with a smart ass reply. I don't know what you mean.

You know, so we can analyse we can come up with, "Oh I think it's cause of this, or it's cause of this." We can do state shifting stuff, like okay it felt a bit better after doing my workout, it felt better after getting my tunes on. I felt a lot better after I ate actually. Beautiful salad with chicken and beef and mango in it. It was amazing. Exhausted from workload. I don't have any workload at all. I feel like I do no work at all. I don't think. I just laugh emoji, but what was the request. I don't think I'm exhausted at all from workload, I definitely don't have much of a workload. I feel like I do no work, but then I clearly work all day, but then I play all day. It's all just a [inaudible 00:19:49] mish mash.

And, hang on. Now I'm accidentally watching my livestream. That's a mistake. Alright I'm trying to read these comments, and they're half coming up on the phone, and half on the laptop. So, what was the point I just half finished. It's fricken okay to feel what you're feeling right. You're allowed to feel it, because what I was trying to do earlier today was probably push it away. Like, I was sort of trying to state shift. The reason I try anyway, you either shift your state or you don't. But, it was more in a mindset of, I don't want to feel like this. This is annoying me. I want to push it away, I want to get rid of it. So, that's like a resistance, and as I was driving here. I hate driving here honestly. I suddenly went to myself, "Well, what if I just let that feeling fully wash over me?" It's okay to want to be a human burrito in my mind. That's exactly right [inaudible 00:20:48] You wouldn't want to do a burrito bed here in Bali, you'd probably lose 14 litres of sweat. And, I'm definitely getting wine as soon as I get on the plane.

Or as soon as [inaudible 00:20:57] anyway. But, I mean even from talking about it now right. It's actually shifting even though I surrounded the idea that I needed to shift it. Maria says, "Let's all drink wine." Right. So then I surrendered the idea. I was like, "Okay, this reminds me of whenever I'm getting my tattoo worked on ... I speak about that a lot. How if you try to not feel the pain of it, if you try and avoid the pain of it, then it hurts more. And you give it power over you. Whereas if you lean into the pain, and go okay, "Let me just allow myself to feel all of this pain, let me allow it to kind of wash over me and threw me." Then, all of a sudden you go, "Aw, it's not that it doesn't necessarily have any pain attached to it, but it's probably less painful than what it was before." And you take the power out of it, because you're not trying to hide from it and run from it. And so that's what I realised I got to do, an hour or two from when I was on the way here.

Oh they're boarding. I think they're boarding. It's alright I've got priority boarding, I just like zoom straight in when I'm ready. So, I just let myself surrender to it. I actually gave into the anxiety on the way to the airport. I was like, "Okay, it is what it is, but don't feel that I have a very good valid reason why I should be feeling like this. But I do feel like this, so okay maybe that's my experience today?" I'm still fine, I'm still in full love and acceptance, I'm actually still connected and charged with super flow, I've still created amazing content today. I know I'll have an epic time on the plane, I always do. I typically go into super, super flow when I'm in the air. [inaudible 00:22:26] And, yeah. That was it really and I was like "Okay, it's cool." Because, it would be all passed tomorrow and probably be the best fucking [inaudible 00:22:34] ever tomorrow, but there's no rule ...

Half of all these people are such sheeps, they all just get up and do what they're told. 100% of the people just got up. Please not be my derro time. No there's actually one guy who's sitting over there, he didn't get up. He's like, "[inaudible 00:22:51] I'll do exactly what I want, I want to sit down until the last minute."

So, yeah I think that a lot of times we think we shouldn't have any emotions that we have maybe labelled as negative right? And, what if there was no negative emotions because there's not. There's just not. They all are here for a reason and they're all here to service right. So what if all emotions were there to teach us something, or guide us something, or to bring us back closer to our soul. And I realised that when I actually surrendered to feeling anxious and surrendered to feeling like I couldn't quite breathe properly, and I was in a slight state of panic and I just wanted to be like, "I want to be like super fricken happy and excited again." When I surrendered to it I allowed it to teach me something. And, I don't really know what that was yet. I don't know. Maybe I'll never know. It doesn't matter. But, it actually allowed me to connect back to my soul because I was being with what is. I was allowing myself to be what I am, and recognising or realising that there's nothing I need even at emotional state in order to be enough, or be good enough right.

I'm completely loved and accepted. I'm completely [inaudible 00:23:56]. I'm completely still able to move through the day, show up, do whatever I feel called to do. Be present and in attendance in any circumstance or [inaudible 00:24:05]. Or, alternatively watch a movie and drink a wine on the plane. Whatever it is I feel called to do. But, then now ... And so now, I obviously got on and did the livestream and I was in the airport already for an hour before doing this live, and I did go to lounge for a little bit and I was nearly gonna live there but the wifi wouldn't really work. And, I was kind of, "Oh, I think I should just leave the livestream for today, let's just get on this plane and you know tomorrow's a new day." And then I was like, "You know what? I'm gonna just do the thing right. I'm just gonna talk about it's okay to feel what you're feeling."

And now, like literally right now in this moment, I'm noticing I shifted because I surrounded [inaudible 00:24:41]. Like, I feel happy. I feel upbeat. I feel a slight little [inaudible 00:24:45] in there of that anxiety. But, I feel like it's totally 100% fine and I mean it. If it comes back, or if it doesn't and I go into like la la marshmallow land. Do you know what I mean? Whereas before, I felt like it was scary, or bad, or wrong. Somebody's coming to get me, what's happening?

Excuse me.

Yes.

Final call already.

Final call already? Okay how did that happen in one minute? They must have an empty plane. I don't know how that happened.

Okay, so. The pre work has dropped. I want to read about it to you. How the fuck did they get to final call already? The pre work has dropped for Breaktheinternet.com. It must be an empty plane. And, you've gotta read about it in the pinned comment. It's my 10 day smack down intensive. It is about getting back to your soul, and getting angry. There's a bunch of comments here in the pinned comment about what people said about the pre work. This is ... Like I could read it all out, but I don't think I'm prepared to do that to miss the plane. So, it's for the crazy certified crazy badass, who has not been showing up fully as themselves.

Okay, there's the rest of my head while I pack up. Who has not been doing the damn work, and who is ready to do the damn work? Let's do this thing. Okay, shit. I'm literally the last person. How the fuck is it, that I always miss planes ... I never miss planes. I always nearly miss the plane, when I'm like the first one at the airport? Because I'm live streaming.

Alright I'm gonna totally go, because there's nobody else here. Don't forget, live is now press fucking play.

Direct download: Its_okay_to_feel_what_youre_feeling_..._23superflowtruths.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:07am AEST

Thu, 24 May 2018

Truth & Freedom vs a Shallow and Reactive Life

Hello, welcome to the Katrina Ruth Show. I am the Katrina Ruth Show. Who are you and where are you from? Tell me, tell me, tell me.

All right, all right, all right. Good old vibe on here. Let's get vibalicious for this show. Who's going to join me on this episode of The Katrina Ruth Show? I had to toy around with the title of this show for really quite an unreasonable length of time. I kept changing my mind about what I was going to call it, which is always infuriating when you do that, because then you start to question what the original [inaudible 00:00:48] title was supposed to be and you start to like think about it instead of just let it flow.

It should always get to floor. Okay, I'm definitely having one of those days. Hello, from Canada. Hello, Nadia. Hello, Tamira. Hi, Hafron. Let me just share this one over to some of my other places and spaces where people get to come and hang with us.

I'm definitely having one of those days where it feels weird that I'm the only one talking. Sometimes when I start to present on my show, I get, all of a sudden I get super self-conscious and I feel awkward and shy. Hang on, Cam, Jeremy, Lab. I'm just putting this over on my personal profile.

Then, a lot of the time ... You're in Iceland. What's the weather like there? A lot of the time when I jump on I'm so in the flow zone right away that I couldn't even really notice or care what's going on around me or ... I don't know, I'm completely in my flow so I'm not thinking about myself I guess. But today I'm having one of those days where I feel kind of shy. I just feel shy. I don't know why.

Do you know what? I do fucking know why. I can tell you why because I didn't livestream for like 48 hours, but that shouldn't be [inaudible 00:02:17] you should be allowed to not livestream for 48 hours without losing your flow zone. But I think because I was mentor yesterday, I could feel that it was aligned and divine for me to livestream yesterday and then ... What did I do instead? Oh, my goodness, I shouldn't even tell you what I did instead of livestreaming yesterday. I had like an hour to [inaudible 00:02:35] I thought I was going to livestream and what I did instead was watch Suits on Netflix, which I seemed to be watching all week long. I used to love that show a couple of years ago and I just haven't watched Netflix at all for at least a year. This week I've been watching Suits every single day, which is such a great show.

Then my friend, Billie Jane, and I were Facetiming the other day and he was like, "Oh, you're just doing that because she's going to get married now." And I'm like, "What? I'm not up to that season yet. I'm still in season four." I thought he meant on the show. He said, "No, no. She's marrying the Prince." Which is how I ended up watching some of the royal wedding yesterday because I felt connected to it and engaged to the whole thing.

Hello, everybody that's been jumping on. Yesterday I got the downlow and the intuition that I was supposed to livestream and instead I sat on that daybed up there and ate my food and watched Suits. Sometimes I just flat be a normal person for a minute and a half.

Okay, I can't see the screen at all. It's gone completely dark. You get into a wealth mindset. Well, you know what? I don't know what mindset I get into from watching it, I just like the banter. I like the funniness. It's a great story and, at the end of the day, you learn so much about story writing and copywriting and selling from watching really well written show. Not that I fricking need to learn it anyway because I'm such a natural, it just comes to me, comes through me and flows forth from me, besides which I practise it all the time. That certainly doesn't hurt as well.

Anyway, the screen is going super dark. Do you think that that means that the phone is having a little heat alarm meltdown? I'll just try to carry on anyway but I can't see the comments.

I'm doing my thing. I'm going to sit here in my bikini and get my tan on. I figure if I'm going to livestream then the least I can be doing is getting a tan on at the same time. My face is already starting to sweat. Every time I start livestreaming out here I'm like, "What am I doing? I'm just turning myself into an in-person, Bikram yoga studio because it's so fucking hot sitting here.

It is funny and I do love Harvey Spector, I've got a great quote on my phone from him. I feel like I know him personally. I feel like we're friends. I have a great ... You should always lis- ... Oh, now I wish I would remember what it was. I think it's a famous Harvey Spector quote but it's something like, "You would do anything for the person you love most in the world and make that person you" except it's funnier and most smart ass than that.

I'm back. Am I back? All right, mother fucker. Okay, so then I got on to do a livestream today anyway and I was like, I don't know, something about revealing the real truth. Something about being courageous enough to follow your deepest truth and that's what was coming through me today. What did I end up calling it? Deepest truth and freedom versus a shallow and reactive life. "Actually, I need to have more Suits in my life" says Pete. We're going to assume you mean the show of course and not actual real suits. But why not? Have it all. You get to have it all, Pete. You get to watch the show, Suits, and you get to have suits in your wardrobe as well if you desire. Whatever you desire is yours. I granted it. I mean now I'm getting caught up in my reality thing again. I was going to say, "It's my reality anyway" but we already had that conversation the other day.

The deepest truth thing. Actually the reasons that I came up with the title for this livestream was very much not like deep and spiritual and powerful and transformational, although maybe it's powerful and transformational.

I came out of my hot yoga class this morning ... I actually went out last night and had a reasonably decent big night out. I went out 100% ... It wasn't that big. It was big enough. I went out 100% with people that I've never met before, even before I got there. I'm super proud of myself. I'm being very social. So putting myself in a ... Well, it wasn't awkward at all but what could potentially be an awkward or uncomfortable situation, going along, meeting new people that you never met before and then that kind of initial [inaudible 00:06:36] awkwardness and being surrounded by a group of people of which you know none of them, and then gradually getting into a flow zone through the evening. It's pretty cool.

This morning I woke up and I had a little bit of a headache, let's be honest. I went to hot yoga. I came out of hot yoga and I was like, "Oh, I should probably go and eat because if I don't eat then I've got whatever that's going on through the day today and I probably won't get to eat until later." So I nearly went in and sat down to eat and I was thinking about having this chocolate protein smoothie that I have all the time, the café here, and some eggs and that sort of thing. Then I was thinking, "Or I could do this livestream instead" and I was kind of caught up in, "Well, I think I desire to eat. I think I desire to sit down and have my protein smoothie and do some journaling and eat."

I kind of stopped outside the café and I was like, "Hmm, is that my deepest truth?" Hey, hey, Shannon. Say hi if you're jumping on, everyone, and do jazz hands, because why would you not?

So I was like, "Is that my deepest truth?" I am literally standing there outside the café staring at the menu for ages which the staff were probably thinking super weird because I got there nearly every day, like I don't need to look at the menu. I was just tuning in. I'm like, "Is it my deepest truth that I desire to sit down right now and have a protein smoothie or is it my deepest truth that I desire to come and livestream?" And I was like, "Well, I don't know if I really feel like [inaudible 00:07:48] after this" and then I [inaudible 00:07:49] and blah, blah, blah, probably end up not eating. I kind of just stopped myself and I went into, "What is the deep truth here? If I was fully honouring my deep truth, what would it be?" And the deepest truth was, I don't actually really need to eat. I don't really feel like eating, it was more like I'm reacting to some sort of slight desire to eat or to have something in my body, coupled with a little resistance around doing livestream for some reason. Probably just because I feel like I got out of the habit because I didn't do a livestream.

Okay, all right. Hey, hey, we're back. I think the Facebook gods are feeling my vibe that I'm not fully owning that I'm meant to be here. There's something in me where I'm not fully owning being here. I'm feeling disconnected.

It's definitely partly I didn't livestream for two days, but then on Friday I livestreamed with my friend, Chris, and on Thursday I livestreamed with Patrick, so I haven't done a livestream by myself for like four or five days. It's just something that completely feeds and fuels my soul to do a live thing, livestreams for other people. Oh, my God. Super flow zone, particularly if you do it with the right person, obviously. But there's something in me where I need to be fully showing up and sharing my content with the world. I guess that's what this is about, right?

I had that kind of vibe this morning like, "I don't really need to. It's Sunday morning, whatever. I was out last night. I'm going out again tonight. Like to just get my chill on. Have some food, chill out, then talk to my clients after that." And it was just that [inaudible 00:09:08] truth coming up inside of me that was like, "No, girl. You're going to get on and talk and you're going to share because you're a goddamn messenger and that's what you're here to do." Now I start to feel the flow coming over me.

[inaudible 00:09:19] I just got a notification from one [inaudible 00:09:22] online who I love and I just feel like it's synchronicity that her name just popped up on my laptop computer down there right when I felt the flow come over me.

When I talk about deepest truth, I didn't say honouring but I'll say it now, honouring your deepest truth. Honouring your deepest truth, having the courage to acknowledge and recognise and then live by your deepest truth ... Thank you for the press place stickers, guys. Use my little stickers. If you look inside the emoji box on the right hand side of your screen, just to the inside left of that, there's a sticker button. If you press that sticker button you'll see some cool, creative stickers that you can send that my team have made up for me, which is just kind of fun. It's like being in the audience and interacting at the Katrina Ruth Show.

Having the courage to recognise, to honour, to give yourself permission around and then also to live by your deepest truth is so critical and it is something that applies in all areas, big and small. Like I was using this little, silly example of do I have a fucking smoothie or do I do a livestream? It's kind of silly, but it's also these small moments, my moment in day by day, of what make up our lives. Right?

For me it's something where I've made it a must. I've made it a priority. I've made it a personal rule or philosophy I live by that I do honour my deepest truth. That I do take the time if I ever feel unsure about anything big or small, I'm going to stop, literally in the middle of the street just now staring at a menu, I'm going to stop wherever I am, whether physically in real life or just kind of internally, and I'm going to tune in. I'm going to be like, "Hmm, what is my deepest truth here?" Because, on the surface of it, it doesn't fucking matter. What does it matter whether I spend 11:00 am on a Sunday having a smoothie or doing a livestream? In the moment, for today, I could say it doesn't matter. But then again, maybe one person will hear this livestream right now who is going to have the rest of the course of their life changed because they got the key copy [inaudible 00:11:09] or the awakening or the wake up call that they needed, and how is that going to then impact the people that they're here to impact?

Literally, me showing up here today impacts the entire collective and since this is my reality and I created it, it impacts the entire [inaudible 00:11:23] my reality as well. Right? So every small moment impacts every big moment and there's no way that we can say that it doesn't.

It also destroys. Even if we choose inter-resistance, let's say .... Hey, hey, Lisa. Even if we choose inter-resistance. Even if we choose into something that was not aligned or we would look back and go, "Oh, that wasn't aligned and I know that what I should have done or what was aligned or what my soul was guiding me to do was to show up and to give my content or to put myself forward into that situation, or to go to the thing or not go to the thing or whatever it was."

Well, that's still what we've chosen and everything's perfect and everything's meant to be, so I really believe there are no mistakes. There are no screw ups. There's never a possibility or an option for me to look back and say, "I should have done this." Like I could look back and say, "Well, the truth is that it wasn't aligned for me to put myself in that situation or to do whatever different thing I did or to not pursue another thing that I did kind of lean away from or have fear around" but it's still what I chose in that moment. So, therefore, it what I was aligned and maybe that was the growth pathway that I got to experience for that point of time in my life and maybe even for the remainder of my life. Right?

So it's a really cool contradiction where there's never any right or wrong way because whatever you did choose was the right passageway that you were meant to choose. Then, at the same time, moment by moment, the question that I like to ask is always, "Well, what is aligned? What is right? What is it that I'm meant to choose? What is it that my soul is directing me to do?" And what I find is that when I allow myself to just trust in what I'm being directed to from within, that that's when everything flows in my life.

Now, I guess I show a lot of kind of cool results or outcomes in my business in life on the internet and people see that I've done the work and that I've created epic results. But where it really flows and where I really know those results have come from is a series of moments, moment by moment, where I've said yes to my soul and where I've felt some level of, I guess, discomfort or ... God, I just keep moving because the shade keeps moving and I'm trying to keep the phone in the shade and myself in the sun.

I'm just going to check my comments over here on the computer so I can see properly. All right, good.

So, the series of like moment by moment, breath by breath, day by day of responding to flow, responding to what our soul is guiding us to do, responding to our highest truth. I talk a lot with clients and even in blogs and previous livestreams around this being something that comes from courage. I believe that courage is a huge part of living your life purposefully and living your life according to truth. Because, quite frequently, it's easier or it seems initially easier, it's more comfortable to do something that is like more following resistance. Right? So it's more comfortable, would it be more comfortable for me to just go to café and have a little Sunday morning brunch? Nothing wrong with that, but it's not what I knew my souls was guiding me to do. I knew that I was pretty mild, somewhat mild, pretty fucking mild form of resistance around doing a livestream, which is just like, "I do it all the fucking time". Either way I'd be fine. Whatever. Whether I livestream today or not really doesn't matter in this game of day, except for the fact that what if I believed that I always get to follow soul guidance and soul alignment. Right?

It's just this really small kind of discomfort of, "No, I'm going to get over this weird, tiny resistance that I have and I'm going to get on and I'm going to do this thing." Then it kind of doesn't surprise me that then the wifi went out two or three times already on this livestream and froze and then the screen went dark and I kind of can't see your comments or what's going on. It's like, "All right. Yeah. I've seen like that pull is still" ... Do you notice that? Like the resistance will still come up and be like, "Are you sure? Are you sure? Are you sure you're really committed to this?" And it would have been really easy for me to be like, "Oh, well the wifi's not working." I actually had that thought like, "Fuck it. I'll just shut it down. I'll go eat something."

Then it was like, "No. Stay with what's inside of you because you know you're here to share something with the world." Whatever that might happen to be in this moment in time, in this livestream right here, but in a broader sense and in a bigger sense as well.

What I notice is that so many people out there, and I've certain been guilty of this so many times in my life, so many people out there who are creating their lives based on reactivity. Right? Maybe something happens and they feel fired up or triggered or upset or angry, so then they start to create even like their content. For example, in their business from that place or other aspects of their life. Literally, it's like, "Oh, here's the aligns pathway. This is staying on purpose and staying on alignment and staying on your truth and on your path" and then you allowed something to pull you off. Now you're like literally creating your life reactively to something that kind of got under your skin or got your back up or got you feeling reactive or got you feeling defensive, or whatever it might be. Then it's like, "Well, how does that then carry into the next thing and the next thing and the next thing? You literally see people carry it their entire lives going down this kind of segue pathway instead of staying on their true path.

It could just be, "Oh, but I feel uncomfortable. I feel like awkward or I feel shy, or I'm not ready to put myself out there yet. Or what if people don't jump on this livestream?" Whatever stuff people have to do with showing up in their businesses. Right? In their industry? That sort of thing. You feel it all. You feel the fear and then what do you do when you feel that fear or resistance? Do you take a deep breath and act from soul guidance and act from your deepest truth? Because that's what creates fucking freedom. Or are you going to tell yourself a story like, "Oh, well. I didn't really have time. I didn't really feel that good and I really kind of wanted to do this other thing instead and the circumstances weren't quite right, so I just kind of couldn't" when actually you're just not following faith and you're not following your deepest truth and you're act-

Direct download: Truth_26_Freedom_vs_a_Shallow_and_Reactive_Life7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B20-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 9:34am AEST

Thu, 24 May 2018

When you become so fucking boring

Oh, what's up, Facebook? Welcome to the livestream. Super grainy, isn't it? Can I turn this light on?

Yes, please.

Thank you. Okay, that's a bit better. I am on my way out. I'm going out. Got some cool stuff happening tonight. I've been tearing some shreds off today, people, mainly off my own self. What's up, Kitty? Hey, who else is there? Ooh, how do I share this? Hey, Declan. Hello, people of the internet. How can I share this livestream from my personal page into my Daily Asskickery group? I feel like an idiot, like I think I should know how to do things on Facebook at this point in my career. Hi, Candice. Can somebody share this into the Daily Asskickery Facebook group? Ooh, actually I have an idea, one second, pause yourselves right there, I'm going to bring it in a moment. I'm going to exit out of this screen and see if I can share it in my Safari browser.

All right, I'm so intelligent, I'm so impressed with myself. So I'm in a cab, I'm here in Bali, there's a little bit of Bali, I'm always in Bali, you know that, I'm probably going to move to Bali. I'm heading out to a beach club, badass beach club. My friend just messaged me and said, make sure I get one of the daybeds if I get there first. We're going to do so may shenanigan-y things, it's just how it has to be today. It's getting to about that time of life o'clock, isn't it? It's getting to shenanigan o'clock, I would say.

I've felt the kind of fury just building up in me. If you read my blog post that I published 20 minutes ago, you will understand. Now, I know I just exited the fricking screen, but I've got to get one more thing and I'm going to put it in the comments. I'll tell you in a minute, I'm pretty angry at myself, I'm actually going to do an entire ... The first training module for my new course, which is called BreakTheInternet.com, and don't go to the URL, because there is ... Well, there probably is breaktheinternet.com, but I'm just calling it that because it's just how it came out. So it's not my URL, all right? So my new course is BreakTheInternet.com, and it is a 10 day smack down, it's going to be full on, I've got so much energy and passion. The first module is called Get Fucking Angry, because I'm fucking angry, I am so fucking angry at myself right now.

It all started, actually my awareness of my own shittiness, at my own self started so the link, don't click on the link, whatever you do, do not click on links that I give you. All right, there's some Bali views for you. It was a pile of a stones, I hope you enjoyed it. What one did I tell you about the other day? No, fuck that shit, that can come later on in the week, it's actually amazing.

I just can't follow a plan. It was a three day plan, it was a four day plan, whatever fucking plan it was that my team had that I agreed to, that it was my plan maybe, but then I pre planned something and then I just wanted to smack myself in the head, basically. I'm going to get angry at you for you. I'm happy to get angry at you [inaudible 00:03:25]after this and yell at you if you like? Well, no I won't because I'm going to be at Fins meeting amazing people and having the best time ever. I'm going to go meet so many cool new people tonight. Last night I went out with people who I've never even met before. Like just put myself in a brand new situation, 100% new people. New people that were just created yesterday, I created them into my own reality.

I mean, my team don't know yet about this because it is Sunday. Christian, what's up? It is Sunday in Australia so I've actually done something behind my team's back and possibly Broman Kelly will be on it because she's like a bloodhound that one. She's on everything. My brother definitely won't be on it because he'll be like, not checking his WhatsApp, but I did message him on WhatsApp and I said on the WhatsApp, I said, "I'm sorry I couldn't do it I was dying," and then I sent him a link to my post that I just put up. Not even an hour ago and the post if you missed it, you must read it. Can somebody get the link to that post, if you're on your laptop computer. Get the URL to that blog so people can read it. It's called you snivelling, whiny, little bitch.

And you're going to read it and you're going to enjoy it. I'm rebelling against myself first and foremost, but I did initially put a picture up with that post that said Fuck you, I won't do what you told me. Then I took it down and changed the photo because I didn't want my team to think I was saying fuck you to them, but really I meant it to my own higher self. Still I have just screwed up the entire plan for the, possibly year. But fuck it, we'll do all that anyway. We'll do the faith and peppers thing because it's freaking amazing, but right now I've got some limbs to tear. Limb from limb. Oops, I just punched the roof of the taxi. Lily Bangkok knows what's up. She was on it like white on rice. It was crazy, the whole... I don't even know what that expression means, it just popped of me. What does that even mean? I think I got it from a movie.

You can see that I'm coming back to life. I'm like one of those little dehydrated towels, you know when you check in at an amazing high end hotels in Bali, they give you one of those small dehydrated towels and then you put it in some water and it comes to life. That's basically what I am. Declan says I'm worth rebelling against. Thank you, I rebel against myself anytime I like. It's been festering away at me. It's been quite a disgusting internal situation, hence your whiny, snivelling little bitch. Of course, as usual, I didn't even notice that it was happening and it's just, like it is an old freaking pattern that I've done several times. Which I got somewhat triggered by when I was called out on that the other day. On a joint livestream and somebody said to me, you've already done this same story three times before. Can you just get some new material or something? Which I thought was a little bit cheeky, but true. I always appreciate getting called out, only if it's true and by the right person, but I was still kind of shitty about it. Now I'm just having to own it and that's the truth of the matter.

Then I got called out again, two days ago, by the same person. I was like fucking hell, you're right and I knew that. So I probably shut down all my Facebook ads and all plans and all of everything and I've just been sitting in my own disgusting-ness. I'm not going to say enjoying it, but I've been marinating, marinating in my own disgusting-ness because I fucking deserve to. I needed to feel it. There's a field, enjoy the field. Blake what's up? I have a lot of respect for you Blake. Everybody should follow Blake.

Leah said I thought you said tampon instead of towel. No? Not at all, but it's actually kind of the same analogy. Alright, so I've just been marinating in my own disgusting-ness. I've been sitting in it. It's actually kind of true in a physical sense as well because in Bali most of the time, you're just covered in black sweat and who knows what else. So, it's true in many senses of the word that I meant my own emotional, what's a good word for it? Snivel-ery? Wussiness? Diluted horror, diluted horror. That's how I feel about it. Marinating in my own diluted horror. It's not been fun to marinate in. It's been quite vial up in here. I've still had a lot of fun mind you, I've had a fabulous night out last night, been to many fantastic things. But I've been conscious and aware of what a sell out I've been being. I've had so many good titles through me for live streams and blogs. I'm going to write about myself being a sell out tomorrow. I'm going to get some memes, I'm going to make some freaking memes.

Okay here's a rice field, we should all look at it. Check it out. This is where I use to live, look. Right down that street, down there. Actually it was over a fence and you had to climb over a fence and down a hill and roll down it sideways, but I lived there anyway for a year. I had many coffees, possibly several too many, but it was required. I had to kick myself in the iron ass, I had to take my own advice. You know, sometimes I'll say to my clients, look you need to slap yourself on each cheek and pour a backard of cold water on your head and remember who the fuck you are. That's relatively what I had to do today.

I'm going to get you the comment now because I'm not explaining it very well, but I think you get the idea which is that we should all just take a moment to pause at the horror show that has been the Katrina Ruth show for the past week and a half. I guess it's not too bad to have only lost your way for like 10 days, and now I can return to being a badass. But it's been a horrible 10 days, hasn't it? Hasn't it been disgusting? Have you noticed? Who's noticed? I just can't even understand what was going through this crazy head of mine. I really can't bear the sight of myself, except that I fully love and accept myself. So I am quite happy about the whole situation, regardless. Because I'll come back stronger, and more powerful and more excited than ever. Wait right there, wait one second, don't go anywhere.

Okay, I'm back. I'm going to see if I could put a...what's happening here, it's very bumpy on this road. Okay, I just left a comment. You can read that comment at your own leisure, it's quite long. But it tells you about the new programme. You're going to need to jump on it quickly. I was so behind..because there's a top 10 bonus that's going on with me this week. But that's the whole sales page right there, deal with it. It's also in the P.S of the blog that I just posted. If you need a bit of a slap up the ass? Cheek? In the ass? Wherever you like your slaps, you're going to want to go and read that blog post. What it's about really, is we're so...Okay this is a cool wall, did you see that wall with the girl on it? Man, I need to come back and have a photo shoot on that wall one day.

You were the first one Lily, actually I don't know because I didn't log in and look at my PayPal or anything. But you were the one that commented so you might have been the first one. I don't know if anybody else just bought it on the site and didn't bother commenting. But I didn't have a sales page. I don't even have an infusion self link. I went old school. I still know how to do things old school on the internet before I had staff. So sneakily logged into my own PayPal which I never do and which I probably don't even think I know how to get into anymore. I made my own subscription links to my own payment buttons and then I just put the mother fucking PayPal button right here on the internet. Like a crazy person, I know, I'm out of control. Somebody needs to control me. It's perfect timing because I'm going out and I'm going to be totally out of control, and do all the things...okay here we are.

We've arrived. I'm going to keep going, I'm going to get the money out though, for this taxi driver who's probably what on earth on up to. Britta, I know you'll appreciate the title of that blog, I saw you press like on that blog. I felt you'd be quite happy with it because I feel like you are somebody like me that enjoys a good ass kicking. Particularly when it comes from their own self. I wrote it for you from my high self for your high self which is really roughly the same thing because we are one in the same person. Let me put my air pods in so that not everybody else to listen to me while I stand out this front of a beach club and shout out [inaudible 00:11:46].

So we're definitely going to go meet some new fabulous people tonight when she gets here. We're going to do many interesting things. Thank you. Alright, thank you. Good, how are you?

Good thank you.

Alright, alright, I'm just waiting for my friend. Alright, so, look at the lighting. I look amazing. This is way better. I should hang out here all the time. Alright, where should I sit? Let me just perch over here. Look at all these scooters, it's scooter central. Why don't I do more live streams outdoor in Bali? Okay, so you gotta read that, Britta you're going to be in there anyway, you've got to read that...Okay, have you seen my tattoos down my side? Because I feel like this tops highlight them really well. Okay, my phone just told me I was in rotate. Rotate, I'm trying to rotate. Here you go. It's just a good view with that top on.

Okay, am I making any sense. Have I said anything that relatively noteworthy or interesting? I'm going to make a meme and the meme is going to be "Don't you hate it when you accidentally wake up boring as fuck" or something like that. Don't steal my meme you meme fanatics because that meme is coming tomorrow. I'm going to kick so much fucking ass this week that's it's going to be ridiculous. So you needed that blog, everybody needed that blog. Somebody needs to get the blog link and put the link here into the comment-y thingy thing.

Anyway, so then what happened? I'm just going to drop Patrick in it, why not? He messaged me and said he didn't really care for my Facebook ads, that's what happened. This is probably where it all started. It started before that, okay? It started like...it started the second I said yes to thinking that a goal could rel...like, at all remotely be about money or about, what's it called, growth and numbers. Growth about tearing shit up on the internet and all the things that I already said in the blog which I probably don't need to report about [inaudible 00:13:47] anyway. That's when it all started. I got myself side tracked by the idea that I might do things purely for growth reasons. Sometimes, I just forget and then I run the same fucking script [inaudible 00:13:59]. Update my hard drive, I don't know what's going on in this whole software programme. It's quite disgusting. We already talked about that and about how disgusting it is.

Lily you're a legend, thank you. Everybody read that blog that Lily just popped in, or it's just like the post that's underneath this livestream when you jump off. So it was festering away, I've been feeling like a clipped, like a clipped fucking eagle. Like an eagle with it's wings clipped, and I get angry. I'm like an angry eagle with it's wings clipped. I'm surprised more people haven't had their heads...aw thank you Claire...I'm surprised more people haven't had their heads ripped off by me, but probably because I've been in Bali, I've been quite happy. So it was festering away, and I was marinating in my own disgusting-ness. At the same time I was having just the best time ever in Bali because I always do. And becoming super Bali flow and super flow, and then I was just underneath it I like, just shitty and I'm going to punch a bitch soon and it's probably going to be my own higher self.

Meanwhile, I was trying to tell myself some pretty little story about whatever, so then, yeah that was what was going on. Then I stopped selling. Like 10 days ago because I was bored with everything. I was bored with the whole entire internet, every single one of you. I'm sorry to tell you, but when you're bored with other people it's because you're bored with yourself, so. I stopped selling. I don't think in 12 years online that I've ever had a 10 day period of not selling, it's unheard of, it's unseemly, it's unbecoming, it's uncouth, and it should not happen. It's just been a horrible thing to behold, to be quite honest with you. But at the same time it's been an amazing, powerful reminder. Amazing, powerful reminder. Amazing, powerful reminder. [inaudible 00:15:35] Amazing, powerful reminder. And I'm so grateful now, I'm so excited to smack myself down [inaudible 00:15:42] myself up. Oh wait, and everyone joining breaktheinternet.com as well. Don't go to the URL. I have to keep explaining that. I don't know why I like to complicate things, but it's just funny.

The sell is in the comment that's not pinned, but it's at the bottom of the blog as well. There is no sales page, you got to go...I just went old school, I put a PayPal straight on Facebook. I'm such a rule breaker. Anyway, all that was happening and then, yes, we're going to drop Patrick in because then he messages me and he's like Listen. He didn't say it exactly like this but this is relatively the tone. I don't really care for your Facebook ads, is what he said. He didn't care for them at all. He said it in a more subtle way than that, but I was like "tell me more, tell me exactly what you mean, tell me right now." I was very demanding about it.

My night is going to be so epic Shannon. We're going to tear shit up. And my friend who is coming down to meet me is quite the irreverent one as well, so it's going to be, going to be interesting. We're on a mission, a mission to have all the fun, it's going to happen. I already warmed up for it last night, so tonight is getting even bigger night.

Yes, he said that in an even nicer way. Sort of nicer? It was nice...it was to the point, it was direct. It had to be said, and I was like, "Whoa, people don't call me out on shit, but okay you do and you can and you're probably like the only person who can." And I was curious, I was straight away curious because he was very subtle about what he said. And I knew exactly what he meant though straight away. Because I was like, "I god damn knew it". And so I just wrote back and I was like "fuck" and by "fuck" I meant "I know exactly what you mean". And then I said, "tell me more" and then, yeah, basically I just had to confess and admit that I am the most boring person on the entire internet. It's quite sad to admit, but it's just the truth of the matter.

Alright I'm looking around to see if I see anybody that I know. Not yet. I think I'm fairly noticeable though just perching up here and people are going to see...Lily's just dropping links. She should be on commission. She's just dropping freaking PayPal links. You can read the whole description as well, or you can just do what Lily did and click the PayPal link and buy things without reading anything. Yeah, so we basically established that I'm the most boring person on the internet. And I don't know how I've gotten away with everything that I have gotten away up until now while being so lame. I love and fully accept myself anyway because, just like if I gain a bit of weight, I still love myself. It's not self love if I gain weight, and it's also not self love based on if I become the most boring fucking person on the internet. Which is exactly what happened. But I will kick my own ass.

Okay, I feel like why is she not here and should we go on a little hunt for her? Okay she did tell me to go in and secure a day bed and I haven't done that. I'm just meandering and lurking out the front. It is what it is. What else do I even need to tell you? I don't know, I'm like giving away my main content for tomorrow already. Don't you just hate it when wake up fucking boring, but I'll try to break it down for you a little more.

I don't know where I'm going with this however [inaudible 00:18:46] tonight is just going to get lit up because I've got the energy that's coming through. It's going to keep exploding this fire inside of me. You know that I'm about to go into mad as fuck super flow now, right? So that's why I'm actually really grateful that I've turned boring because now I got angry at myself and like I said the first module of training is going to be called 'Get fucking angry'. So it's going to result in incredible content, incredible super flow. I'm going to reverse age even faster than I already have.

I didn't need to write reverse age into the description of the other, I'm going to edit that in. So that's one of the things that you get, reverse ageing. And if you think I'm even remotely joking, then look at my skin. Look at this glow, I'm nearly 40. Well I'm 38, I'm nearly 39. So I'm not making it up. I'm just telling you the truth as I see it and as I create it and as I write it. So you will get the reverse ageing included, that's a free bonus. That's a free bonus for the first 10 people, thank you Greta, it's all the alignment. It's the alignment and my happiness. And that's even with the disgusting-ness of the past 7 days, mind you. Imagine how good I'm going to look by the end of this week. There's people literally right there while I'm saying this.

[inaudible 00:20:00] a woman who also reverse ages because she's amazing as fuck and one of my bestest friends in the world since forever and a hundred years. Okay, what was I up to. So you're going to get a top 10 bonus, you get a 1 on 1 call with me. Top 20 bonus, you get the 1 on 1, no...if you're in the 10 you get the top 10...top 20 bonus you get 5 days of my journaling, that can be a little frightening for some people but it is what it is. Top everybody bonus, you get reverse ageing. I'm going to say the average will be 2-5 years in a 10 day period. And I'm not joking, okay?

Whoops, maybe I am in trouble, I just got a WhatsApp that came at the top of my screen that said all of your Facebook ads have now been turned off, please advise when you're free to discuss. I was like “oh, shit”. Am I being watched? Technically I'm in charge of this company because it's my company and I created it, but when you have a team and you give them licence to do things, as a rebel without a cause, and I have many causes. You then naturally start to fill obliged to just rebel against your own team. Even though they're there to help and support you. But actually, actually what their role is obviously to help and support you, to be all that you are. And if I'm not being the craziest f- creator and breaking all the rules including my own rules and doing mad ridiculous shit on the internet, then nobody's ass is going to get paid in this business.

That's the reality and do you know what else is going to happen? I'm going to tell you and it's probably going to upset you because it's directly about you. If that happens, my world my potential implode, I would never actually go this far. But let's just play it out and as a result of that, considering that I created this reality and it's my reality, all of you would disappear. And you would just be done, your characters would be eliminated, so actually I'm just sitting here, outside of the beach club, waiting for my friend, saving fucking lives. And I think you could send me a love heart shower for that.

And also, I said an intention two days ago, okay I'm definitely getting high, I'm starting to trip. I never need anything because I just create the trip inside myself. Only two days ago, I said an intention that I was going to do a hilarious fuck life stream on the weekend and I forgot about that. It definitely didn't happen yesterday because I was being insanely boring, and just a disgusting sight to behold, like we've already discussed. And now I've just realised that I've slipped into performer, entertain mode. And their playing one of my top songs. Okay where is...where is she? She's still not here? Hang on, wait. No that's not her. Yes we've found a person. Okay I'm going to have to go. Would you like to appear on my live stream? It's been quite out of control. Alright, I've found somebody who's going to get up to all sorts of shenanigans with.

Oh, yeah.

This is the amazing Melissa Withers, and it's going to be crazy, if you, well, if you would have seen this live video, you would have seen that I was probably on a lot of shit. [laughter 00:23:16] and said a whole lot of shit is about to go down. So that's basically the entire story, we have to go. This many people we have to go and find a bed. Watch the replay, read the comment, buy the thing. It's going to sell out. Exactly what she said. Alright, yes. Bye bye. Good luck.

Direct download: When_you_become_so_fucking_boring21_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B20-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 9:30am AEST

Thu, 24 May 2018

Voted The BEST Tasting Chocolate Greens

Katrina Ruth: So I think it might be the best thing that was ever invented in the history of mankind.

Chris: I think it would be. It is. Welcome to Katrina Ruth.

Katrina Ruth: Welcome to Katrina Ruth. I am Katrina Ruth Show I think you will find, hashtag.

Katrina Ruth: Quick bring the kitchen over here so everyone can see your wizardry. Hello people of the internet. We have an amazing presentation for you today. I'm even going to call it a presentation. I'm going to be super American.

Katrina Ruth: Hi Theo! Hang on. We is live! We is live. Okay. Don't even show them. We should do a [inaudible 00:00:59]. We can't just give it away right from the start.

Chris: So...

Katrina Ruth: We are going to talk about many things. I can't see how many people are on my live stream because that little thing is [crosstalk 00:01:08]

Chris: Let's...

Katrina Ruth: This makes me feel upset. Do you think it was kind of selfish of us that yesterday we had an entire conversation over lunch about recording it and sharing it with the world.

Chris: It should always be recorded when we actually talk at the end of the day. What?

Katrina Ruth: We have a WiFi issue already. We won't be foiled. No don't finish. It might have changed itself onto the hotspot. The hotspot of the villas. If you go into settings and see what WiFi it's telling you. Just talk amongst yourselves. Chris has a Wifi issue on his livestream. It's a presentation. It's a conversation.

Chris: Do you see this?

Katrina Ruth: I don't know. Maybe it doesn't care for having two live streams on it at once. Try again. Now, we're back.

Chris: Ta-Da!! Great job!

Katrina Ruth: Well done. So yesterday, we had an incredible conversation about being in fantastic shape and eating potatoes.

Chris: Sponsored by carbohydrates. This episode.

Katrina Ruth: This episode is brought to you by the letter P, for potatoes.

Chris: We were extreme carbo-phobes. We both kind of came from the same school of thought.

Katrina Ruth: The worst kind. Back in the day.

Chris: [inaudible 00:02:45]

Katrina Ruth: Just see what happens.

Chris: We came from a very carbo-phobe...

Katrina Ruth: Upbringing. I want to say upbringing.

Chris: School of thought.

Katrina Ruth: In the fitness world.

Chris: In the fitness world for sure.

Katrina Ruth: We are going to get to a point at some time, and we are going to reveal to you the best tasting super food blend in the world. Then we are going to sell it to you. With just incredible flare and pzazz.

Chris: Jazz hands.

Katrina Ruth: Your mind will be expanded. But first, we are going to tell you a few things. We have known each other for over 10 years. That's a long while anyway.

Chris: Would be, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: It would've been 2008.

Chris: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: It's been 10 years this year. The first [inaudible 00:03:28] course in Sydney. We used to go to the same courses. We were indoctrinated as maybe you have been, into the idea that carbs are bad for you. You can't eat carbs. We are going to talk about many things today.

Katrina Ruth: We are going to prove an amazing product. We are going to have a conversation about nutrition.

Chris: I think this is also now printables or ideas on why we think you can be in better shape. Live a better life. Ultimately what we are doing and why we really connected, we went through so many bad things. I'll just speak from experience. From street dining, through competing as a fitness model, I went through a bout of bulimia. I went through really unhealthy relationships with food. It sucked. It was really bad.

Chris: Now, I do things completely different and that's why we are laughing about it. We remembered while we were having lunch, we completely go by a different set up principles when it comes to food, movement, and life. We are so much happier. I'm in better shape. I am stronger. I literally beat my dead lift last week. This is all through not through dieting.

Katrina Ruth: Oh you're back. How come much of this show is there? And only a little bit here.

Chris: We are talking into two phones.

Katrina Ruth: We have some high tech studio shoot set up. We are very impressive. We impress ourselves.

Katrina Ruth: Mine is similar to what Chris just said. I went through fitness obsession days from when I was not even 20 years old. Then into fitness competing. I was a personal trainer for 13 years, that's how we met. Chris is from Sydney and I'm from Melbourne but we went into the same courses and we connected on our principals and values and outlook on life. Then we both started building on my brand and we both feel super successful on my brand. That's just a little bit about us.

Katrina Ruth: I was so obsessive about food in my body. I thought I was really committed to health. I wanted to be really committed to health. I think like a lot of women and men, in my twenties, I was so desperate to look a certain way and I wanted to look a certain way. I thought I had to look a certain way in order to be good enough.

Katrina Ruth: Can you do me a favour? Can you put the flashlight on my phone. The little light. No, no. The front of it. You see the flash button. Can you press that? I don't know if that makes a difference. Why does it look so dark. Okay, I won't worry about it.

Chris: It's kind of the shading. Is it on the camera or no?

Katrina Ruth: No. It's just my imagination.

Katrina Ruth: I went through all the food obsession stuff. Ten years of eating with some bulimia off and on. At one stage, I was taking 50 or 60 supplements a day.

Chris: Like Skittles.

Katrina Ruth: I remember being in the gym and you would have a little bag with your supplements in it. It would have 30 different pills in it for each meal, minimum. Sometimes I think I had 40 and you needed a 20 minute break between [crosstalk 00:06:55]

Chris: Have you ever thought about how much money you spent on supplements?

Katrina Ruth: I might have some point. I always made more than I spend. It was good stuff. We would take some of the best supplements in the world and we were committed. We were doing what we thought was right. If you fast forward to now where we are both older. We both have families, kids, busy businesses as entrepreneur's, living location. Still just as committed to wanting to look and feel fucking amazing. In fact, I would say more committed.

Katrina Ruth: At this point in life, there's no fucking way I'm going to take 30 or even 10 different supplements with each meal. I'm not going to do crazy extreme shit to my body any more. I still want to look and feel my absolute best. Which I think is a perfect segway into our amazing product.

Chris: Exactly right. For me, this was born out of necessity. I literally looked at myself in the cupboard one day and was like, "This is a joke. Why is there so much going on. It shouldn't need to be this way whatsoever." This is how it was created. What is it that we need at the end of the day? What is it that we actually need to thrive? Let's just focus on that because we don't have the time to do the other stuff.

Chris: Time is our most precious asset that we have right now.

Katrina Ruth: We don't want to, we don't have the time. I kept buying supplements and they just kept sitting there and then I would feel guilty about it. I do know and understand that in a perfect world you shouldn't need supplements but it's not a perfect fucking world right? We are absorbing so many toxins continually from the environment. We are not always eating ideal food or getting enough sleep and stress. There's so many other considerations.

Katrina Ruth: Both of us with our knowledge and backgrounds, if you want to be at your absolute peak and have a standard of excellence in your brain or your body, your gut and all those things. How you look as well, then it is beneficial to take an amazing quality supplement but you're not going to take all this shit.

Katrina Ruth: I really tried so hard to get into the greens powder thing. As a fitness queen from way back and somebody who is still obsessive about fitness I was like, "I got to do this freaking greens powder shit." All my friends would be getting it down and working it down and I'm just a little bit defiant, you know?

Katrina Ruth: Your screen just exited itself. Your phone is just like it's not happening. I'm a little defiant. A lot of people I know would force these vile tasting greens powders down because they were like, "It's so good for you." I would buy it. I think at one stage I had 10 different containers in my cupboard and I would just not take it. Like most of the people who follow me online, I'm a rebel. I'm not going to do something that doesn't feel good for me.

Katrina Ruth: I'm done with the green thing even though I know it's so good for you and amazing. You can see this story is in a long drawn out many, but I think we should reveal our product and then maybe talk a little bit about how this came about. I don't know.

Chris: Let's do it. Let's reveal it right now.

Katrina Ruth: Reveal, wait! Send a love hash out if you want to see our product. Send me the love heart.

Chris: Let's go. Should we wait?

Katrina Ruth: Don't try to wait for the love hearts. Make them work for it.

Chris: You got to.

Katrina Ruth: You got to.

Chris: Make the love hearts.

Katrina Ruth: My audience knows that I love-[crosstalk 00:10:28] That was really cute and it's broken. I feel like you guys can go more. Go more. Go More. You can do it.

Chris: That's very funny. That's so cute.

Katrina Ruth: They know what I like. They take care of me see.

Chris: Oh, it's like a flower. [crosstalk 00:10:45]

Katrina Ruth: How long did it take to formulate this?

Chris: It's about two years in the making. Can I just say something as well?

Katrina Ruth: Say it all.

Chris: When you said, we used to take the best supplements in the world, this is actually made by the same manufacturer.

Katrina Ruth: It is the best pharmaceutical grade stuff in the world. All U.S. based. Incredible quality. There it is. There's our product. We are ready to bring it to market.

Chris: Super food blend, the company that we have formed is My body blends because it's really all about your body. It's like what is it that you need? The blend of everything you need. That's kind of the conceptual of what's come through.

Chris: The reason that we've chosen a chocolate greens to start off with, is number 1, this is the best tasting greens you will ever drink. I'm so happy to say that. It is the best. We put a lot on the line for that.

Katrina Ruth: I have footage of over 20 entrepreneurs who've taste tested this at a party at my house. Late last year they were the first to taste test it as far as the public. I'm not kidding. Every single person was like, "Give it to me now, I need to buy it now." They have basically been harassing me ever since.

Chris: So sorry to you for making you wait.

Katrina Ruth: Everybody's whose tried it's actually here now.

Chris: So sorry.

Katrina Ruth: It is so good. Chris had done the work and put the time and effort into this to create this and bring the formulation to life. When he was first telling me on how to taste it, I was like, [crosstalk 00:12:20]. We were here in Bali have dinner together and he was like, "I will bring you some around tomorrow and you can try it." I'm like, "Okay, sure I'm going to try it obviously. Sure Sure." Everybody in the health market says that their product tastes amazing. You're like, "It's palatable if I hold my nose."

Katrina Ruth: Then, we made some up. What a great idea! Let's have a live demonstration right now. Suffice to say, when I did try it, I was like, "are you kidding me?" It's so hard for me to not curse. I'm trying to restrain my language here. It just comes out. It tastes phenomenal. We are going to tell you about everything that is in there in a moment.

Katrina Ruth: What do you need? We have a bowl of ice that we prepared earlier. Actually the butler brought it. Who takes a greens powder currently? Do you take a greens powder? Don't put your hand up, I'm not going to be able to see you. Put a comment in. Do you take a greens powder? I wonder why your live stream is sideways. Your comments are showing up sideways.

Chris: It's Instagram.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, your on insta.

Chris: Facebook kept crashing.

Katrina Ruth: Oh okay. Cool. That's why it's staying up there.

Katrina Ruth: Do you take a greens powder currently? Or, do you have the greens powder in your cupboard that you feel guilty about not taking because it tastes so bad.

Chris: How many different greens have you had before?

Katrina Ruth: Well, I've purchased like 10. Then tried one scoop of it. Trainers and friends kept recommending which ever one.

Chris: I've had about 30 or above.

Katrina Ruth: Then I used to have to put 4 or 5 lemons or limes in them in order to make it drinkable which is not terrible.

Chris: Like putting it in a smoothie or something else.

Katrina Ruth: But then you kill the smoothie. It's not the worst thing in the world. It's like you would force it down.

Katrina Ruth: Theo says, "Used to but haven't in a while." Did you make it strong?

Chris: Exactly, you tell the story.

Katrina Ruth: But we were going to do a-

Chris: What happens when you're having something really good? Let's say you are having a chocolate greens. Maybe it's a really good coffee. Or something else you can mix up in water or a shake. The dilemma that you have is what happens when you get right to the end and you've got maybe a little bit too much for one serving?

Katrina Ruth: Like one and a half scoops left.

Chris: Yeah, like one and a half servings left. Do you have one really good one? Or, do you break it into two? I'd love to know your answers because we went through and we had the exact same answer yesterday.

Katrina Ruth: What a dilemma. Do you go with two half assed ones? This is a true story because I've had three bottles of the product at home. A bunch of my greedy friends kept coming around and helped themselves. Literally people would come to my house, no kiss hello, just like, "Where's the chocolate greens Katty? Can I have some?" I'm not making this up.

Chris: That's rude.

Katrina Ruth: Mainly the boys. The girls are a little more polite. This is a true thing, right? So then it went really quickly. Then there was enough left for one really amazing shake. I would go like, "It's my last chocolate greens powder until we launch this thing." It was just the samples. So I'm going to have one amazing one or two half assed ones. Well, guess what you think I did?

Katrina Ruth: Shauna says, "One big assed one." Yeah, we were on board with that as well. Alright, let's do a live demonstration right now. Oh my god. This is the most amazing thing I ever tasted. We should manufacture and sell this.

Chris: It's almost our conversation.

Katrina Ruth: Can we do that? That really was my reaction. The first time I drank it I was like-

Chris: That's so funny.

Katrina Ruth: Holy shit. I feel like it's not possible to impact to you how good this tastes. I feel like you think I'm probably taking this up a little bit. I'm not and I did give it to 20 entrepreneurs when they came to a party at my house. We've got all their testimonials and we have their live immediate reactions on media. We filmed there initial reactions. We will release that video on Monday. 100% of them were like, "Holy shit!" And they were glugging it down like thirsty nomads in a desert out of Vera Wang glasses.

Katrina Ruth: It's incredible. It tastes so good. Honestly, I said to Chris, "Can you bring around some of the samples today so we can use it on the live." My real reaction is that I just wanted to drink it. Screw the live. I just wanted to have some.

Chris: It's perfectly fine. I think there are a few things we can talk to when it comes to the actual product. Number one, I don't care how healthy or good it is for you. If you can't take it. Or if it's not nice and you can't continue on with it, it's pointless at the end of the day.

Katrina Ruth: Right. You're just going to leave it in your cupboard which is what I did and I'm super health orientated, right?

Chris: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: But I still didn't take it.

Chris: Exactly. You're very motivated individual. You're a go getter. You make stuff happen. Still, if something tastes like ass, you're not going to drink.

Katrina Ruth: I don't hate ass. You heard it here. I don't. Some people will. Some people will force it down. A lot of friends and followers are defiant by nature and I don't want to do something that doesn't feel good for me even if I know it is good for me.

Chris: You shouldn't.

Katrina Ruth: I believe there is a way for everything to feel amazing.

Chris: It's like a diet. A diet can be really good for you but if you're not going to follow it then it's pointless because you're never going to stick with it and you're never going to get the results with it. Hands down, it's as simple as that.

Katrina Ruth: Mm-hmm (affirmative)-we should talk about the screw macros after this.

Chris: Yeah, we will. We will talk about those macros. That's why number one, it does taste so good. You're probably like, "Okay, you're just saying that." But no...literally it's this good.

Chris: When my daughters ask for chocolate, they are actually asking for this and that's what they think as a chocolate drink. It's filled with the good stuff. We can talk about the signs for the good stuff, why its got a super veg antioxidant blend. Why it's got a fruit anti-oxidant blend. Why it's got digestive support in it. Why its got a probiotic blend. Why it's actually only flavoured with stevia so it's a good sweetener. It's non GMO. It's gluten free. It's good. That's the thing.

Chris: We wanted to have the best quality product because it's going to have to be good, we have it.

Katrina Ruth: We both have an extremely high standard when it comes to what we put into our bodies. We've both been in the fitness industry collectively for decades. It's just how it is. If you are going to bring a product to market, it's got to be the best in the world. It's not let's just label something and sell it out there. That's why it has taken several years to bring this to life. This is a huge big dig. Two years of formulating and another six months or so trying to figure out amazon subscriptions.

Katrina Ruth: We did it right and we are so proud of this. We are about to give you an insanely amazing [inaudible 00:19:35].

Chris: Maybe we should say, what we are really doing is getting everything ready. This is only for people who are serious with their health and fitness.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Kind of like an inner circle.

Chris: Yeah, that's what we thought. People that we know are going to be jumping on board with this. The people that are like us who are in our inner circle and that's what we like. Number one, what we are going to be doing on Monday and what you will be getting access to on Monday, you literally won't be able to get access to any other time.

Katrina Ruth: It's going to blow your mind.

Chris: We are making it so much of a no brainer for you to actually want to join us. It goes beyond this. Number one, supplements aren't the be all end all. We going to be the first people to say, it's not about supplements. It's about helping you eat right, move right, live right and be happy with what you are doing day to day. That's going to be a big part of what we are doing.

Chris: I even included it in my book as well. I freaking wrote a book that's all about this.

Katrina Ruth: A scary amount of references in the back.

Chris: 220 scientific references that goes into this as well. The food quality that we have these days isn't as good as what we need to thrive. We have a lot more stress and we have a lot more chemicals in our environment as well. So therefore we need that little bit of extra.

Chris: If you are a believer that you need to get everything from your food, I'm not 100% on board with you. The model lifestyles that we live, don't allow that.

Katrina Ruth: I think that's true in theory. I agree that's the ideal but is it available? No it's not. Chris referenced stress and I'm just thinking of the pace we live our lives. You kind of want to have it all right? You want to have the thriving business or career and the relationship and the family, if that's relevant, the active social life, and fun and adventure and look and feel amazing as well. If you want to have it all, that's available for you. That pace of life is not necessarily what we were originally designed for and in this environment as well.

Chris: This environment is different. This is pretty sweet. [crosstalk 00:22:08]

Katrina Ruth: Which is why we are in Bali. You know what I mean. There are so many things that rob out food of nutrition and this is simply about putting into our bodies what is meant to be there in the first place. Treating your body as the premier machine. I've always loved that saying, If you had a Ferrari and you drove it around town, like at an insane speed. Never took care of it and just fully trashed it at some point in time it's going to be a pretty banged up Ferrari.

Katrina Ruth: Your body is a high quality vehicle so why not take care of it as one? We made this incredible product and have an incredible supportive community around which includes access to us and to our teams. So many cool things because we are so committed to sharing with our tribe and our like minded friends, clients, etc. There is a really easy and simple way to take care of your nutritional needs.

Katrina Ruth: Specifically thinking about busy and driven people, who are conscious of their health in a very real sense; digestive health, mental health, emotional health, physical health. Who also want to look hot and feel hot. I feel like looking hot reflects how you feel. That comes from how your health is on the inside. You want to be operating at a high performance level in different areas of life.

Katrina Ruth: Those are kind of the three areas that we address that body, brain and beauty.

Chris: Totally.

Katrina Ruth: I came up with that.

Chris: Obviously. You really just made that up.

Katrina Ruth: Carlos Kate says, "What makes it taste like chocolate?"

Chris: It's actually the cacao beans. You can see that it has chocolate bean powder which is the natural flavour in it.

Katrina Ruth: So good.

Chris: Great question. That's why it tastes like chocolate and it is the good stuff.

Katrina Ruth: Let's tell people about the offer. On the sales page, which we aren't going to give today. We are going to give it on Monday. We will tell you about this now and how it's going to work. If you definitely want to know when the cart opens, then comment below on this live stream. That way we can come back and notify you.

Katrina Ruth: Once you go over there on Monday and read over the sales page, if you wanted to, you can see a whole lot more of the kinds of ends and outs of the formulation-

Chris: Technical sides.

Katrina Ruth: All that sort of stuff. We are giving you the highlights reel right now. What do we got for these guys on Monday?

Chris: There's two big things that we want to be able to give you as apart of what we are doing with Mind Body Blends. One, is the top quality product. You are going to be able to get access to this every single month. It will last you one month.

Chris: The second is community. What so many people are lacking right now, is the help along the way. This is where we want to give you the right information. It's not about more information. The first quote that I put in my book was from Derek Sivers. It says-

Katrina Ruth: I like Derek Sivers.

Chris: I have such a bro crush on that guy.

Katrina Ruth: That's so cool. I didn't know you were into him.

Chris: I absolutely love him. The quote is, "If it was just more information we need, we'd all be billionaires with perfect abs." It's not about more information. It's not about what you can get on google, watching another video, listening to another podcast, or trying to dive into another book.

Chris: What's actually going to create transformation, information to transformation, that's where we want to give you the information so you know what it needs to do.

Katrina Ruth: Some Perfecatation.

Chris: Oh, I like that. Exactly.

Katrina Ruth: And transformation.

Chris: She's wired.

Katrina Ruth: It's because I had the chocolate greens. My brain powers are activated. I want some more please.

Chris: Yes ma'am.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you.

Chris: What we want to be able to give you, not just the product itself. We are going to be getting you to join the community.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Critical

Chris: This is about building the Mind Body Blend Tribe. Where we are going to be helping you to know what to eat, how to move, how to live. Giving you a behind the scenes and giving you the answers so you know that you can be in the best shape. Supplements aren't the be all end all, okay? We are going to be the first ones to say that it isn't about taking the product. You've got to be able to do the other basics first.

Chris: You've got to move right. You've got to eat right. You've got to sleep right. You've got to be happy with your life and thriving in all areas of your life. This is going to be the icing on the cake.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, I love that you just said that. While we are obviously incredibly proud and excited to bring this product to market. Here's the flat out reality. I've given this to well over 20 of my clients and friends. Probably about 30 people in total. 100% of people were like "Oh my god. How quickly can I get this?" Pretty much all of them have followed up and asking if it was ready yet.

Katrina Ruth: It tastes so good. People just want to keep drinking it. Then, when you add the high level ingredients, literally the best in the world. How we cover digestion probiotics. It is a no brainer as Chris said. I like to call it a Hell yeah no brainer offer which is what I tell my clients.

Katrina Ruth: I know you want to hear the price point for everything we are doing for you. You're going to try it, and if you try it, there's zero doubt in my mind that you are going to continue to order it. We wouldn't bring anything other than that to market.

Katrina Ruth: However, I love that Chris just spoke about, we are not here to give you a magic full of solution. Let's not dilute ourselves, are walking around with an exceptional quality of health, physicality, lifestyle, etc. just from taking this, right? It's coming from a way of life. It's coming from our underlying value system.

Katrina Ruth: What the Mind Body Blends Community is about, it's about being in it for life. The life that you want to live for life. We really see this as an incredible community to obviously support year round health, nutrition, fat loss, brain power, all that cool stuff. We have so much cool content we have already created.

Chris: It's disgusting.

Katrina Ruth: Over 12 months of work content already created. Just teaching you everything from our combined expertise of years and years. Sharing and educating with you. Mostly we want to provide that community of like-minded people who are committed to their health, having it all in body, business, career, and in life.

Chris: Kat actually just spilled the beans right there. When we were having dinner-

Katrina Ruth: The cauliflower.

Chris: Cauliflower and chicken.

Katrina Ruth: Oh my god. How you felt about that cauliflower before you tasted it. It's how I felt about this. You were like, "I'm sure it's great Kat." Then when you tasted it you were like, "Oh my god!"

Chris: Cauliflower is good but it can't be that good. It was legitimately amazing.

Katrina Ruth: What were we talking about?

Chris: The conversation went to having it all. I was like why do we make so many compromises in life? Why do we say, "Oh I want to build a great business. I want to build a great career but I therefore I have to let my body go and I get fat and I get inflamed. I'm getting unhealthy. Why do I become a dad?" Therefore I have to not be able to build my business or I get a Dad bod which is a bad thing. All of those things.

Chris: There's so many compromises we make in life. Stop making all these compromises.

Katrina Ruth: Right, you get to have it all.

Chris: Just be able to have it all.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Chris: I love it.

Katrina Ruth: Kate said, "Can we sent the list of ingredients because she might want to share it with her clients." We can do that but it's also on the sales page right?

Chris: Totally. Yes, so on Monday, you will get all access to that stuff.

Katrina Ruth: Are we going through the prices now?

Chris: No, hold your horses.

Katrina Ruth: Kate asked for that too.

Chris: Sorry Kate.

Katrina Ruth: This is a pre-launch, Monday we are opening the cart. We are pre-launching the pre-launch right now. That's what's happening right here. Monday the cart goes open where you can jump into our community and some amazing offers on this. We are doing a one time never to be repeated. What we call "Founding Members deal" situation to honour those in our community who are already waiting for this and have had enough of us taking so long with it.

Katrina Ruth: We already know so many people who are like, "Just give it to me. Where do I sign up? I don't care about the details." We feel that there is going to be other people who are hearing what you are putting down. I'm willing to put my faith in you. We are giving you an incredible offer with that when we go live on Monday. We will give you all the details of that.

Katrina Ruth: On Monday, we will do a live stream as well from our Facebook page for the group. Helen says, "I'm totally sold of course." Kate says, "Do you have a trade price?" I think we will just go through all prices on Monday, right?

Chris: Yeah. Totally. Legitimately Monday, you will get access to the price. The big thing we wanted to do is build the community at the start. We are going to go worldwide with this. We are going to go into retail everywhere with this.

Katrina Ruth: We are flying a jet.

Chris: Yeah. That as well. The biggest thing is that we wanted to make sure that we've got this community with us at the start. We build together.

Katrina Ruth: Try to make members.

Chris: Exactly right.

Katrina Ruth: We always honour those people who are fast action takers just like we are who want to jump on it straight away.

Chris: Those people who get results.

Katrina Ruth: Of course. Those people who don't over think.

Chris: Exactly. Should we get them to join-[crosstalk 00:31:58] I put it into my girls smoothies in the morning. It mixes really easily with water.

Katrina Ruth: It's just water and ice. I really enjoy it with just water and ice.

Chris: It goes really well with black coffee.

Katrina Ruth: I may have made it into a Paleo espresso. It goes great with vodka. It really does.

Chris: Or hot coconut milk.

Katrina Ruth: I haven't tried that. There were plenty of entrepreneurs at my house that were drinking it with Paleo Espresso Martini's. We put cinnamon on top.

Chris: We have a video. We will put it on on Monday. You will see everybody-

Katrina Ruth: We put cinnamon on top to make it extra healthy. It tasted amazing. Everybody was just like, "Give it to me. Give me more." What else were you saying? I think I cut you off.

Chris: Are there any other questions?

Katrina Ruth: No. No. That's all the questions.

Chris: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: We are going to give them a link to what sir?

Chris: Should we give them the link to the private group? The Mind Body Blends Group?

Katrina Ruth: Yes, can you?

Chris: Actually I already have the URL.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Just scroll here.

Chris: Got it.

Katrina Ruth: Chris is just giving you now a link to our closed Facebook community that already exists which is about to blow up in the most incredible way as we start to build up what we are doing in there with the official launch. We've had that group already operational for a little bit of time but now we are officially launching.

Chris: What you are going to want to do is make sure you join us in the group. You'll obviously get a lot of access to everything when we are going live on Monday. Plus, you're going to get everything else that we start putting in there as well.

Katrina Ruth: Post it all in there. We will do a live stream as well.

Chris: On Monday, we will be putting everything together for you.

Katrina Ruth: Why won't it let me out of this comment. I was just going to add a note saying, we are already telling you that anyway. I was going to say be in the group to get first information or whatever but we have already told you that. It's so exciting. I think we have said everything haven't we?

Chris: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: It's such an honour to be able to share this.

Chris: We are so excited.

Katrina Ruth: We are joking around and having a good time obviously as you should in business and life. In all seriousness, this is just the most incredible product in the world. I have desire to have my own company or supplement brand for over 10 years. I was a personal trainer for 13 years. How long were you a trainer?

Chris: 11.

Katrina Ruth: Right, so there you go. 24 years of personal training experience between us. Both of us were so committed to our education and growth. That's how we met. Just going to some of the best nutrition and hormone, strength training and that stuff. I think a lot of trainers are really committed to a standard of excellence. We both thought it would be super cool to have your own supplement company but I looked into it and saw that some people were just buying stuff and putting there own labels on it.

Chris: There's a lot of charlotons out there and there's a lot of liars. The scary thing was actually getting into the business now-

Katrina Ruth: This took us two years. It wasn't the easy way it was the right way.

Chris: It's scary how many people are lying about their products. There's an outpour of quality. A lot of stuff is getting manufactured through China, the sourcing. The manufacturing gradiance is really bad. What they are saying is actually is in the product is simply not there as well. The actual potency of their raw and effective ingredients in there is just not there.

Chris: There's a lot of lies. That was one thing for me, is that I want to create something that's really bloody good. So when Kat and I came together, we saw this fusion of what it is we can do and how we can actually create something that's so much easier for people to use and combine it all. As we said earlier, it's not about just the supplements by itself, it's far from that. It's about putting everything together and giving it to you on a silver platter so that you can move forward.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Chris: Simple.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. You said it all. I'm so excited. I'm also excited to be in business with this guy because we have known each other for so long that you just know how someone is and who they are in business, in life, what their values are. I couldn't think of anyone better to go into business with.

Katrina Ruth: I'm such a solid person in so much of what I do. I have my own companies and Chris has his own companies. Now, it's just an incredible thing to come together with a close friend and create a product that's such an incredible quality and be able to share it with the world. I feel like this is a 10 year plus dream that is coming to life for me in terms of having my own supplement company and to be in partnership that shares that vision obviously. Does the work. Comes back to you and supports you. I could go on and on all day.

Katrina Ruth: Get in the Facebook group. The comment is pinned there. Get into our free Facebook community. We will be dropping links on Monday. We will be dropping the deal on Monday. We will do a live stream together on Monday. Don't know what time yet but we will announce that obviously.

Chris: Exactly. Make sure to join the group so you get access to everything.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Chris: Drop a comment here as well. I will comment back here when we go live on Monday and let you know. We will be open for a couple of days next week but then we will close it off. It will really just be a limited time for those people who want to get in on the ground floor to jump on board. It's going to be freaking amazing so that's all. That's the whole story.

Katrina Ruth: Beautiful.

Chris: Alright!

Katrina Ruth: I'm so excited that I'll go away.

Chris: You're so excited that you'll go away? You may go away.

Katrina Ruth: Alright.

Chris: Peace.

Katrina Ruth: We are going to go. Have an amazing, epic rest of your day. We will see you on Monday and we will be sharing how you can get this incredible product.

Katrina Ruth: Oh shit, I've spilled it everywhere. There it is again! Sending you love! Don't forget...life's now, press play.

Direct download: Voted_The_BEST_Tasting_Chocolate_Greens_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B18-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:34am AEST

Thu, 24 May 2018

Prison... foot fetishes... bondage blogs... and more

Katrina Ruth: Give them a chance to get on.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay. I'm ignoring you then.

Katrina Ruth: Usually, what I do when I go on is pretend that I'm doing something. But, I'm not really doing. I'm just pretending that I'm doing something.

Patrick Grabbs: What's that?

Katrina Ruth: So, I just ... I don't know, I just fuck around. Well, usually when I go live, I start then sharing it. Hey, can I share from a group to another group? Can I share it from this into my member's programme?

Patrick Grabbs: I think you can try.

Katrina Ruth: No.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, no, you definitely can't. That's the thing about a group.

Katrina Ruth: You can. Here's how you would do that. Do this for... [inaudible 00:00:36]. Do that one... oh, hello person! Hey! You go live and people just jump on.

Patrick Grabbs: Hey, person!

Katrina Ruth: They assume that you're gonna be interesting, we have no idea.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm not interesting. No, I am. I am interesting.

Katrina Ruth: We're always interesting.

Patrick Grabbs: Interesting person.

Katrina Ruth: We're interesting without the camera on, so we should be interesting with the camera on as well. Hi, Michelle! Oh my god, I'm so excited you're there. Michelle, why have we not met in person yet? It's actually starting to upset me at this point in time. Okay, so come on down. So basically what happened was we were doing that thing that you do where you're selfishly having a conversation and not broadcasting it to the world.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. We were actually pretending like we didn't know y'all were here. But now we do...

Katrina Ruth: No, I mean before when they actually weren't here, when we were just literally actually talking and then you were like, we should live-

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, yeah, we should livestream. I was like, because the good stuff was coming out-

Katrina Ruth: We were getting into flurried conversation.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: And you know when you're having an amazing conversation and then basically you're like, it's kind of rude to the world that we're not letting everybody listen to this?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Which I think happens every time we talk, actually.

Patrick Grabbs: I was thinking more like you're saying really good shit, and I was thinking some really good shit, and I was like, dude, you got to post it.

Katrina Ruth: Yes.

Patrick Grabbs: Another thing I thought too was, I was also like, I know you also wanted to do a livestream. I could just tell that you wanted to do one.

Katrina Ruth: I think you're using that as an excuse, because you're the one who's brought it up like three times. I think everyone knows that I want to livestream all the time.

Patrick Grabbs: That was her. I can tell by the look` in her eye that she wanted to livestream.

Katrina Ruth: But I always want to livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah [inaudible 00:02:23].

Katrina Ruth: You're basically never gonna get that wrong. No matter who you are, you're never gonna get it wrong. Just assume that I want to livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: I got it right. I got it right. I knew she wanted to do it.

Katrina Ruth: Unless maybe, I'm trying to think of a situation where I wouldn't want to livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: I can think of a couple.

Katrina Ruth: I don't think I've ... yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: You don't want to take it to the bathroom. Have you ever live streamed in the bathroom?

Katrina Ruth: Definitely from the bathtub.

Patrick Grabbs: From the tub?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay. What about from the...

Katrina Ruth: I put up a bikini top on.

Patrick Grabbs: What about from the [inaudible 00:02:49], from the john, as y'all say in Australia.

Katrina Ruth: I've been tempted, but no, I haven't live streamed from the bathroom.

Patrick Grabbs: In Australia do the toilets go around the other way or do they go around the right way?

Katrina Ruth: Who is freaking looking? What do you mean who's this guy? Who's this guy? I just bring random people into livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm what they call a rand-o.

Katrina Ruth: Well, he's tagged into the livestream. This is Patrick.

Patrick Grabbs: What's up?

Katrina Ruth: Everybody this is Patrick. He's gonna tell you some very important things about ... I guess we'll get to that when we get to it. You're gonna have to wait and see.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. When we get back, I want to get into the flow of things.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Why is it ... When the thing, when the camera comes on, you kinda...

Katrina Ruth: The spirit takes over.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. For me it's kinda like now, I don't know the camera's on and I'm like already trying to gear back into what we were talking about almost, or how do we ...

Katrina Ruth: Okay.

Patrick Grabbs: I feel like I was pulled out.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Okay. Let's go back. This is what I posted. I said come on over to the Daily Ask [inaudible 00:03:48]. I said we're gonna talk about stage fright and feeling like, do I have anything to say? Cause you were like I wanna go live. I'm starting to want to go live all the time, but then I don't have a topic or something.

Patrick Grabbs: Right.

Katrina Ruth: Or, I don't have anything to say. And then gave me kind of like a slightly, I'm gonna call it a ... what's that word called? Sheepish look?. Like he knew that you were talking bullshit. Like a slightly sheepish look. No, you knew that the real reason you weren't just jumping in and going live is more like an uncertainty or a fear that what if I don't think of enough interesting stuff.

Patrick Grabbs: Well even as soon as you said it, it like snapped at me, I was like oh shit, obviously, you can just talk about that. You know, you can just get on there and talk about that. I was telling you about whenever I ... Now, my decision is to do more live videos than I have been doing, and you're gonna see a lot more of it, and I have totally immersed myself in that for the past while. For the past few years I have kind of been ... I've been tied up with another business so I haven't really been ... I've been focusing 100 percent on myself, and the content that I put out there, in which occasionally I'll drop some things on Instagram. I'll drop some things on Facebook. Facebook is like real crazy.

Katrina Ruth: You message a different person on your Instagram stories.

Patrick Grabbs: Really?

Katrina Ruth: You go into powerful badass there and then you hide more on Facebook.

Patrick Grabbs: Really?

Katrina Ruth: Are we gonna turn it into an expose on you? I feel like this is now gonna be the show about ...

Patrick Grabbs: So you like my Instagram stuff more than my Facebook stuff?

Katrina Ruth: Cause you said to me something about how you knew you weren't sure. I think we have to introduce you to people because I think we're basically just ...

Patrick Grabbs: By the way. Cheers.

Katrina Ruth: We're drinking some very impressive French wine.

Patrick Grabbs: And my impressive French china.

Katrina Ruth: Appropriate Texan china. I think it's Texan.

Patrick Grabbs: This is from France. This might be China.

Katrina Ruth: It's from China.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: It's not china, but it's from China.

Patrick Grabbs: It's fine china.

Katrina Ruth: I think at some point we should introduce you, because we're both just operating under the assumption that everybody here knows who you are.

Patrick Grabbs: That's you. I was thinking this from the get go. I'm like, you might want to introduce your guest on your link. Now you come to my group, I'm going to introduce you first, here's Kat.

Katrina Ruth: I'm a lot less formal than that.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm gonna introduce you real quick.

Katrina Ruth: Oh okay.

Patrick Grabbs: Alright on your own livestream. Everybody this is the one and the only Katrina Ruth. She is a 100 times bestseller, I believe, right? Yes, you have like 1,000 books if you go to her page, you'll see a 1,000 books, I tried to scroll through one day and I was like I got bored and I was like fuck this I'm gonna scroll through all these books. There's a 1,000 books here. She has a 1,000 books, and she's world famous, world renowned for changing people's mindsets and getting them in a better situation totally. Completely will change your fucking mind about life, about business, about power, about everything.

Patrick Grabbs: You must listen to her. Ladies and gentlemen Katrina Ruth. Give her a nice warm smiley face or a heart.

Katrina Ruth: A heart explosion.

Patrick Grabbs: A heart explosion yes. See hearts exploding right now.

Katrina Ruth: I feel a bit shy now. That was quite an impressive introduction. Oh my god.

Patrick Grabbs: We were just talking about that. I don't believe you're shy.

Katrina Ruth: Actually we're gonna tell that story in a minute.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay. Alright cool. I gotta remember that.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. We'll come back...

Patrick Grabbs: Like we're gonna remember that shit.

Katrina Ruth: Remind us to tell ... just no need to drop, you know, too much like you were just doing before, but the story of how I ... yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Don't drop you into a what?

Katrina Ruth: I don't know what you were doing, like a little impression of me.

Patrick Grabbs: That's happened. That's definitely happened to me, because I do the best impression of you, you know that.

Katrina Ruth: This is Patrick. The one and only Patrick Grabbs. Actually, if you go to his page today, and why would you not, cause it is today. You're gonna read a really powerful story.

Katrina Ruth: This man is probably what I would call the most secret mystery messenger on Facebook, because he has one of the most powerful messages that I've ever encountered in my life, but has really been keeping it predominantly to himself, and maybe me and a few other people, and not sharing it with the world. He's just as of ... is today officially day one?

Patrick Grabbs: Yesterday was ... what's today? Friday. Today Friday?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah it's Friday.

Katrina Ruth: Friday is day one.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, yesterday was day one. Bet no better time than yesterday.

Katrina Ruth: So yesterday is day one of going fully into his own business, own freedom lifestyle. This is something that's been coming well over since we've known each other, which is a couple years now, and it's huge, and I'm like maybe ... I feel like I might even be almost more excited than you, because for as long as we've known each other, I've been like you're so fucking powerful, your message is so powerful. Any teeny little offering that you ever put out to the internet is so powerful, but then, mainly just not been saying it and now basically the world is about to be lit up with a new powerful messenger and leader on mindset, on transformation.

Katrina Ruth: This is one of the very few people in the world who actually kinda calls me on my bullshit and makes me question some of my own beliefs and thoughts. That's extremely rare, mainly cause people, particularly men, are typically scared to confront me. That doesn't happen here, and so I think that if you connect to Patrick and follow him, you're gonna get some really good stuff coming through that's gonna get you thinking. Probably, I don't know some inappropriate or irreverent shit as well I would say.

Patrick Grabbs: I try. I'm trying to just be purely inspirational, but you know, I talk shit too.

Katrina Ruth: You have to, because otherwise ... did you read my blog today?

Patrick Grabbs: Which one? I'm pretty sure I did.

Katrina Ruth: "Your Tribe Needs You." The one about ... you got to read it. It think it was one of the best blogs I've ever done.

Patrick Grabbs: Damn, now I have to stop and read it. I'll talk to you guys in a little bit.

Katrina Ruth: We're gonna go to commercial break. We're gonna read the blog together, and then we're gonna come back. It's called "Your Tribe Needs You Now More Than Ever. Are You Prepared? Now More Than Ever Your Tribe Needs you to Step Up".

Katrina Ruth: But it's all about what it means to be a real leader.

Patrick Grabbs: Really?

Katrina Ruth: You got to read this blog. You'll love that blog.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm feeling like this is maybe for me here. I'm feeling like this might be for me.

Katrina Ruth: It's for everyone.

Patrick Grabbs: I feel ... I'm selfish, I feel like it's for me.

Katrina Ruth: Hang on, what was I saying? If you're gonna be a leader and a messenger, you've gotta bring the random, silly, entertaining, crazy side of things as well, right?

Patrick Grabbs: Playfulness, right.

Katrina Ruth: The same you, you are off camera should show up on camera.

Patrick Grabbs: I often get ... I'm one of the worst, because I like to push, and this is a big thing for me is that ... I know the reason that I really don't message as much as I know I should is because I'm one of those people that has always liked to push the envelope, and push boundaries of what people think as cool or what they think is appropriate. I'm talking like a lot a lot, like further than people normally ... I like to talk politics. I like to talk religion. I like to talk any of that shit, and I'll call people out. I don't feel like anybody could say anything to me that would sway ... People could say, definitely, I'm open for people to change my mind, and I've had my mind changed plenty of times.

Patrick Grabbs: I've got a lot of friends that would ... Even people that you would think we don't get along, right. I'm a conservative guy to a point. I'm more like a libertarian, and I have definitely some really far out there left wing friends, but we still get along, and we talk shit, and people would think that I wouldn't get along with them, but they've changed my mind on multiple occasions, but I just think occasionally I'm gonna just drop something out of my mouth, and it's gonna be the world just stops and oh shit.

Katrina Ruth: But I've done that, you've seen me do that.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, you have.

Katrina Ruth: The Trump thing. Debra remembers. Debra was pretty angry at me about that. Debra just ... You know when I said, "You're one of the few people that confronts me." Debra commented and said, I'm not scared to confront you. I'm like that's true. We've definitely had ... We've butted heads a few times. I think if you're going to be authentic as a messenger, there's occasionally gonna be times where you say something, and you're like fuck. I kind of really wish I didn't say that. That just kind of popped out.

Katrina Ruth: You can't have it both ways. You're either committed to being authentic, and committed to showing up or not right?

Patrick Grabbs: I've actually got a story. So, behind that.

Patrick Grabbs: I was in the cab not to long ago. I got into the cab ... I got into a car, a cab, I just came out of the bar, and I was a little bit drunk, and I got into the cab. Fortunately, this lady was kind enough to take me home. My Uber wasn't downloading or uploading or whatever. I got into the car, and she started to talk to me, and we were talking about everything. She was a Muslim lady. We got into a very, very heated argument about all sorts of stuff. About guns. She didn't like guns, and I was very passionate about that, and we back and forth, back and forth, right?

Patrick Grabbs: Probably not a normal conversation that I would have. It wasn't an Uber, it was actually a cab. The next day, I was just beating myself up about this, because I'm also thinking maybe she just ... What if she recorded me, and I was saying this stuff, because I'm telling her, "This is America, you should adapt to our culture, if you're gonna be here." There is definitely other countries you can go fucking live in, instead of this place. If you don't have ... if you're not with our values, you know what I'm saying, if you don't like the way that this place is set up, there's certainly other places to go. This is gun ... the second amendment is firmly into this culture, and I thought to myself, I really went off. She was heated back at me, don't get me wrong, this wasn't a one way street. She was yelling back at me. She was a badass bitch. She's not gonna just sit down and not tell you, she's like, I don't believe in that. I just don't believe in it.

Katrina Ruth: She's serving it back to you.

Patrick Grabbs: She's serving me back, and we got in a real heated argument, and the next day, I'm like oh my god, I'm gonna end up being-

Katrina Ruth: You're gonna be on the news.

Patrick Grabbs: For a week, and y'all can ask some people, for like a week I was-

Katrina Ruth: Aggressive cab passenger.

Patrick Grabbs: I was looking for myself on those ... I was on Twitter all day long. I was looking for this racist rant. You know what I'm saying. I was looking for my face on the racist rant goes crazy. This redneck going crazy on this lady, and it never came up. She was cool, she was just ... then I thought about it though. The next day I thought about it, and I thought to myself, you know, I was speaking my mind though. Regardless of what I think, what she would post up there, regardless of how anybody would try to spin that. It was the absolute fucking truth. The absolute what I believed in, and I just let it out. She let me have what she believed, and I let her have what I believed, and I took it, and I received what she was saying, and then I interpreted it back to her, you know?

Patrick Grabbs: My arguments were obviously better, but I just thought in this world, you know, there are so many things that are trying to, there's people that are trying to silence your voice, and at the end of the day, after that, I just felt like, that it was meant to be. It was meant for me to say that to her.

Katrina Ruth: To express yourself as well.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. Exactly.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. There you go. So much for not having anything to talk about. Ryan says no wonder you're not returning his texts, and how come he's finding out on here from you? Well, hi, let's hang out tomorrow. I'm sorry.

Patrick Grabbs: We'll hang out tomorrow. We're hanging out tomorrow.

Katrina Ruth: Sorry I'm kind of quiet, until I tell people what I'm doing most of the time, isn't that true?

Patrick Grabbs: Ryan can just come over if he's... [crosstalk 00:15:37] maybe he changed his mind, and just wants to come over and hang out with us tonight, but Ryan, I messaged Ryan, you know, I talked to Ryan that day. He's my mentor. I totally went up to him and I'm like, "I'm so scared, I'm freaking out. I don't wanna end up on this racist rant thing." He's one of the first people I went, I always go to him whenever I do something fucking stupid. But that wasn't really, not a thing, I was not stupid ... I go Ryan and Ryan's like, "Dude, I went off. You can go look at my post, I went off of Muslims one time, dude. It's not big deal. Check it out."

Patrick Grabbs: It made me feel, it's whatever. Tensions run high, we argue, and we learn from each other.

Katrina Ruth: It's life.

Patrick Grabbs: It is what it is. Yeah, we do that.

Katrina Ruth: Alright. Tell the story though, tell the introverted story because I think this is actually an important one for people to hear. We were talking about, as you now begin your business fully by yourself, that one of the things you definitely are gonna is obviously share your own insecurities, and fears, and doubts, and the things that have held you back. And then I said, you know, it's kinda like the [inaudible 00:16:39] business. People love me and resonate with me because I bring it, and I bring the fire and the passion, and I have the results that are obviously aspirational, but also because I'm really real. And I said that my only problem is that I feel like a lot of the time, people don't believe me. I was saying this half an hour ago, I was like, if I try and tell people I'm really introverted by nature, they're like, "Okay, Kat."

Katrina Ruth: So, tell your story.

Patrick Grabbs: Well, for one, she's introverted as hell. One of the most introverted people I've ever met. Just to go into the story, so you know what happened, she came out one time, to come to Dallas, and come party, well not really party, right? I just said, "Let's go to a bar."

Patrick Grabbs: I'm always thinking of cool stuff to do-

Katrina Ruth: I think I came to keynote at an entrepreneur event, if you remember that event.

Katrina Ruth: This was like April last year, I didn't come to party.

Patrick Grabbs: We talked about that event. That's another story.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, that's a whole thing. We went out for drinks.

Patrick Grabbs: We did went out for drinks.

Katrina Ruth: With Reagan.

Patrick Grabbs: Reagan was there, you were there. I was like, let's go to somewhere cool-

Katrina Ruth: Oh, and what's his name? Alex.

Patrick Grabbs: Who's that?

Katrina Ruth: Alex?

Patrick Grabbs: Alex?

Katrina Ruth: Alex Pace?

Patrick Grabbs: Alex Pace, yeah. Video guy was with us. We go down to Deep Ellum, this place in Deep Ellum that's kinda hip. I always like to do something cool when Kat's in town. I like to try to find something new and different-

Katrina Ruth: He does. He always takes me somewhere really interesting, new, and different. Always things a lot about, like you always think about doing something really cool.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, it comes though, it comes though. So, okay, if I was from Australia, and I was-

Katrina Ruth: You sounded British.

Patrick Grabbs: And I enjoyed Vegemite-

Katrina Ruth: You sound British.

Patrick Grabbs: Where would I go? Where would I want to go? That's what I think, and that's where I take her. I figure out a good spot.

Patrick Grabbs: So, anyways, I took her to one of the happening spots. Unfortunately, this time it was a bad decision. The last time I took her to a really cool lowdown-

Katrina Ruth: Dive bar.

Patrick Grabbs: It was a dive bar.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, the blues bar.

Patrick Grabbs: A blues bar.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, that was so cool. See, that's more my vibe.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. It's like laid back, people are chilling.

Katrina Ruth: It was really cool.

Patrick Grabbs: So, this time I took her and Reagan, cause I'm thinking, okay, two chicks, they're probably wanting to go hang out and have a little more high vibe, right, type of place.

Patrick Grabbs: So, we go over to Deep Ellum, and it's more of a ... It's this bar called Stir there, and it's kinda packed. It's one of the most happening spots you can go to, it's called Stir-

Katrina Ruth: Super cool.

Patrick Grabbs: Super cool. Super-

Katrina Ruth: Intimidatingly cool.

Patrick Grabbs: Intimidatingly cool.

Patrick Grabbs: It's like one little row of people standing by the bar, and it's kinda hard to work your way through. Anyways, when I got them up there, they kind of walked over to the end of the bar, and they just all of a sudden, it was the weirdest thing, when I took you over to the blues bar, you were like just jamming out and having a good time, I guess cause you had more room-

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, but I think you were giving me Jager shots as well.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, Jager shots. They claim to have created the first Jager Bomb, I don't know if it's a fact.

Katrina Ruth: The oldest blues bar in Dallas, or something.

Patrick Grabbs: It's the oldest blues bar, apparently, it's called The Goat. If you write it down, if you're ever in Dallas, check it out.

Patrick Grabbs: So, we go to Stir, and we go down to the end of the bar, and immediately, they just start huddling up like this. It was the craziest thing. Reagan, she has a cut like this, on the side.

Katrina Ruth: She looks badass.

Patrick Grabbs: Looking like a badass.

Katrina Ruth: She is badass, she's badass.

Patrick Grabbs: She is a badass, she's got like a Skrillex haircut thing going. You had the red hair at the time, so you're badass.

Katrina Ruth: Everybody knows I'm a badass. Technically, you know I'm a badass. Except that now you know me, so you know it's like one-

Patrick Grabbs: So, they just all of a sudden, went down like this, like shell. It seemed like they were attracting people to like spill drinks on them, and to like throw elbows at them, and stuff like that.

Patrick Grabbs: I kind of had to shield them. But, I was like, "Oh my god."

Katrina Ruth: We were like Siamese twins together.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, Siamese twins. They were like joined at the hip.

Patrick Grabbs: From the looks of them, I thought they were gonna be like boom, like Coyote Ugly on the dance floor.

Katrina Ruth: This was ages ago. This was, I guess when you didn't know me as well.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I thought that was what was gonna happen, and they were totally ... It was not that. But, you know, most of the time, I met you, I know you, I know Reagan, I know Ryan Stewman, he does the same kind of shit-

Katrina Ruth: [crosstalk 00:21:09] introverts.

Patrick Grabbs: The one's that are out there on the camera are introverts, for the most part, I think.

Katrina Ruth: That's true. It's bringing a piece of you out ... like, this is what I'm constantly trying to explain to people, even going live, like okay, I'm pretty freaking practised at going live, so I wouldn't say I have nerves about going live, but I still have insecurities, oftentimes I'll have an idea for a topic and I'm like, "Well, that's kind of lame," or "It's shit."

Katrina Ruth: Or sometimes, when I get started, god forbid, the flow doesn't take over me, which it now has, we're good, we're in flow-

Patrick Grabbs: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: But if that doesn't happen, then you're like, "Fuck." You feel like I'm out here freaking naked without a towel, and I've got nothing, and there's people here. That happens on occasion, and what do you do? You're not gonna be like, "Oh, well. I changed my mind." Let's finish and just leave. You've gotta bring it.

Katrina Ruth: Being a leader is about stepping into what you know is inside of you, and even like, you did a livestream the other day, and then, in your private group, [inaudible 00:22:08] download it and send it to me, and I looked at it. You said to me that you were nervous and everything, and then when I watched that live, if anybody would watch that, you were freaking dancing at the start, you had your tunes on, you were just like throwing it down, and then gave your message, and went into messaging and preaching. Nobody would remotely think for a second that you were unsure of yourself.

Patrick Grabbs: Right. Well, I mean, you never know when you watch it. I try not to watch the stuff again. Do you ever watch your stuff?

Katrina Ruth: Oh, yeah. I drop some good stuff.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh my god, that's fire. Fire! (laughter)

Katrina Ruth: I do. Okay, but I'll tell you why. Because when I'm on a livestream, and the flow takes over me, I have no fucking clue what I'm saying. I'm in preacher mode, I'm like downloading and channelling it, and so then, sometimes later if I'm driving, or-

Patrick Grabbs: Would you say you're almost like in ... You got the spirit inside you?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. I'm filled with the message of truth.

Patrick Grabbs: The holy ghost.

Katrina Ruth: I was gonna say that, but I'm gonna go with message of truth. That was more like a [inaudible 00:23:13] that nearly came up out of me. And so, then I don't know what I said. And so then, if I'm driving along, or maybe at the gym, or on a walk or something, sometimes I'll listen to my livestream replays. And I'll watch them. Because I wanna see how many times people gave me funny emojis, and I get pretty shitty if I didn't get the laughing emojis. That's actually what I look for.

Patrick Grabbs: You would've laughed.

Katrina Ruth: I want people to laugh at me. I actually look for the laughing emojis more, I don't like at my sales you guys, I don't look for how many sales I made, I look for laughing emojis.

Patrick Grabbs: Does your audience know you're looking for the laughing emojis? Have you ever told them before?

Katrina Ruth: No, but why I would I need to tell them because I'm fucking hilarious. They already know that. They're gonna laugh automatically. But then I'm wanting the validation of seeing the laugh emojis on the replay.

Patrick Grabbs: Bonus points if you're laughing emojis. That's how you-

Katrina Ruth: But then, when I watch my replays, honestly, I'm often like, well this is fucking brilliant. Somebody should be making notes here, this is some powerful ... I should listen to this, is what I'm often thinking.

Patrick Grabbs: This is hot fire.

Katrina Ruth: I'm like, "Shit. I need to hear this."

Katrina Ruth: The way that you know you'll never run out of content is, you only are always saying what you need to hear for yourself.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. You're talking to yourself.

Katrina Ruth: Right.

Patrick Grabbs: That's what I've been trying to do. I've been trying to like ... When I turn the camera on, and you told me this a long time ago, I'm trying to talk to myself. And actually, what I'm really trying to do is, and if I can get in the stick to doing this, then it'll be a lot better I think, but what I'm trying to do is, I'm trying to talk to myself. I'm trying to talk to myself ten years ago.

Katrina Ruth: Right.

Patrick Grabbs: When I first got out of prison. I'm trying to tell myself the things that would change my mind and make me accelerate the process of getting to where I'm at today.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe you should tell some of that story because you just kinda dropped that in there.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I just dropped that-

Katrina Ruth: Just like, curve ball.

Patrick Grabbs: Just to do it quickly, well, I guess I don't have to do it quickly, but 2006, at the height of Myspace, you know, I had just gotten a Myspace account, but ...

Katrina Ruth: I love how that's a pivotal ... I'm like, what did you say?

Patrick Grabbs: Pivotal moment.

Katrina Ruth: Did you just say, "At the height of Myspace?"

Patrick Grabbs: Tom, you're my best friend.

Katrina Ruth: So, not referencing the global recession. Just so we know, the timing was, the height of Myspace.

Patrick Grabbs: This is a different time. This is a different time.

Katrina Ruth: So, we all understand the year now.

Patrick Grabbs: But, I do come from kind of a fucked up upbringing. Grew up in a trailer park, born in a trailer park. Poor, very poor family. Mom had three boys, took care of them by herself. Tornado bait, pretty much. I ended up hanging out with the wrong people obviously, because my mom was gone all the time. She was never home, so we ended up being bad kids. I have two brothers. Constantly doing bad shit. Eventually, hung out with gangs. Got into a gang and eventually ended up going to prison. Got hooked on Meth. For five years I was hooked on Meth. And went to prison for two years. It's been ten years since I got out. Stealing cars, burglary, all sorts of crazy stuff, just because I liked the adrenaline. That's the thing about Meth, you like the adrenaline. I was an adrenaline junkie at the time.

Patrick Grabbs: So, two years. Got out in 2008. Didn't go back. When I was in there, that's when I started getting into [inaudible 00:26:50]. I read Tony Robbins. My first Tony Robbins book I read was in there, and so, that kinda got my mind right. When I got out, I just had a plan not to go back. And I've always been into computers, so I just various things on the computer for years and years and years. And it took me just until three years ago, to really realise that you know, you need to higher a mentor, and befriend mentors, and constantly level up.

Patrick Grabbs: You have to invest in yourself, and that's the part that I didn't really understand. The investing in yourself part. I know that everybody's gonna be like, "Oh, fuck. You gonna talk about spending money all the time?"

Katrina Ruth: They're down with it.

Patrick Grabbs: They're down with it, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: They wanna hear-

Patrick Grabbs: Y'all are down.

Katrina Ruth: They wanna hear this. They're like, tell us how to spend our money.

Patrick Grabbs: I wouldn't spend a dollar on myself, but I was the smartest on the computer. Like, I did so much stuff. I've been doing League Generation for a long time, but I was always held back by one thing. That I wouldn't actually spend a dollar on myself, on my own education. I wouldn't do it. Just refused to because I was so smart, I would go on YouTube, and just look at all the videos on how to do this and that, and I was just too smart for my own good, and wouldn't do that.

Patrick Grabbs: Three years ago, met my biggest mentor of my life, Ryan Stewman, and he showed me how to really invest in myself, and showed me what that was all about. From there, it was just a trajectory, and here we are today.

Katrina Ruth: Growth pathway.

Patrick Grabbs: Yep.

Katrina Ruth: Which never ends.

Patrick Grabbs: To the next level, yep. So now, constantly spending money to level up on myself. It's not a problem. Yeah, here we are.

Patrick Grabbs: Started my first business [inaudible 00:28:34]. It helped, staying with Ryan for three years while I was training and building, and actually we took a business from, you know, I don't know what he was doing whenever I met him, probably like $30,000 a month. He's up to, I think, $5 million now.

Katrina Ruth: $5 million a month?

Patrick Grabbs: A year. (laughter)

Katrina Ruth: I was like, "Fuck. How come I don't know this?"

Patrick Grabbs: I think he's [crosstalk 00:28:51]. I don't know how much he does, yeah. I think it's a little more. Somewhere around that.

Katrina Ruth: A lot of you guys know Ryan because I speak about Ryan quite a lot, and Ryan's really a close friend of mine, and he's here in this group, and possibly on this livestream, but he probably already left.

Patrick Grabbs: He likes to hear himself talk.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, he'd be on the livestream if he was on this side of the camera. He's like, "I'm not watching."

Patrick Grabbs: "I'm out!"

Katrina Ruth: I don't know, maybe he's there.

Patrick Grabbs: He's like, "Patrick, good luck. Have a good time, I'm out."

Katrina Ruth: Which is how met, through Ryan anyhow. But it's just that thing of going well, at some point you're gonna break free. I didn't even say that on purpose.

Patrick Grabbs: There you go.

Katrina Ruth: Break free and-

Patrick Grabbs: Shameless plug.

Katrina Ruth: Follow your own stuff, right?

Katrina Ruth: But then it's gonna come with all this stuff that comes with it. The fear stuff, and the am I good enough stuff, and also, I guess, what we were talking about in the car, earlier, from the airport about, what to spend your time on. Most people, when they're trying to build your business, are so conscious of all this shit that has to be done, and we were talking about how, no matter what all this stuff is that's going on, that you wanna do, or you gotta do, you gotta be doing the daily priorities, which my, like what I would stand by and swear by, is it's gonna be your own inner-working [inaudible 00:30:07], messaging and communication to your audience. And obviously, selling is part of that, right? And then everything else comes after that because if you be that voice, and you be that person who's showing up. What are we even talking about? This is a powerful livestream but all we did was turn the camera on on a conversation that we were having off camera, and then we created content. And we're creating value.

Katrina Ruth: That's all you do, every single day. You just create value. But most people won't do it because they don't get that this is what actually builds the business, and/or their insecurities beat them, and they feel like, yeah, but okay, right? I know people would think this, that, "Oh, but that's Kat," or that's whoever, or that's Ryan, or soon enough, it's gonna be, "That's Patrick," right? And like, I'm not this and I'm not that.

Katrina Ruth: The story about me hiding, covered up, like me and Reagan, like little koalas up against each other in the corner of the bar, while he had to basically protect us from the people.

Patrick Grabbs: Like a damn cocoon or something like that.

Katrina Ruth: We were like, "Get us out of here."

Patrick Grabbs: Eject, eject.

Katrina Ruth: Eject. (laughter)

Katrina Ruth: It just shows, it's me showing up everyday the way I do my business, and this is true for all my high-earning friends and clients as well, is it's a fucking choice. You know that that's inside of you and you feel that calling, you've had that calling since the day I met you. Every person here has that calling. I've had that calling since I can even remember. It's not about waiting til the point where one day you think you're gonna wake up, and you're gonna be like, "Sweet. Now I know I'm fucking amazing, and I'm ready to go, and everybody should listen to me." It's about taking what's inside of you and allowing that to be bigger than your insecurities and fears. Getting over your own self.

Katrina Ruth: Actually, I have this, I think we spoke about this on the phone the other night, but I speak about this with clients all the time, people worry that ... They think if I just start messaging and preaching to people all the time, doesn't that make me a bit full of myself, like I think I'm so good, and that it's an ego thing. Right?

Katrina Ruth: People are concerned that, kind of like, who am I to think that I should get to tell everyone to listen to me, or something like that. It's not egotistical to think that people should listen to your message. It's actually egotistical to not share your message, and the reason is, if you don't share your message, then what you're saying is, your own human, insecure self, is more important than the message inside of you that is meant to go out to the world. So, get the fuck over yourself. Don't make it about you, make it about the message.

Patrick Grabbs: Definitely. Definitely.

Patrick Grabbs: And yeah, I don't know what to add-

Katrina Ruth: I felt like you were gonna add something?

Patrick Grabbs: I was gonna add something now, I like it. I'm with it. Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Debra said, "We all know Kat does nothing." Oh, this is amazing comment. I'm gonna screenshot that and use it for a testimonial. Debra says, "We all know Kat does nothing and everything all in the same moment." That is probably, I feel like Debra, I'm gonna give you a free place in my high ticket sales workshop. I'm gonna give you that because that is probably the single best way anybody's ever described what I actually do.

Patrick Grabbs: Nothing and everything all in the same moment.

Katrina Ruth: What do you think about that comment?

Patrick Grabbs: I think she's trying to say you're kind of like Jesus. Doesn't he do that?

Katrina Ruth: I don't want ... Does he?

Patrick Grabbs: You don't want the comparison. I got you.

Katrina Ruth: I don't want to be Jesus.

Patrick Grabbs: It's all good.

Katrina Ruth: I wanna be Katrina Fucking Ruth.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, okay. Be Katrina Ruth. You can be Jesus. How about that, Jesus?

Katrina Ruth: I guess I have a somewhat spicy flair. (laughter) Not really, but I use the Spanish flamenco dancer emoji a lot, so close enough.

Katrina Ruth: That comment's everything. Because it's exactly what I was saying to you on the drive from the airport. I was like, "I kind of do nothing. I only do exactly what I want all the time. I feel like I do nothing." Oftentimes I'm like, this is almost like ... Somebody should report me for getting away with this because I feel like I'm just kind of fucking around all the time, and having the best time ever. And I just make shit up and I throw it at the internet, and I do whatever I want all day long. Most of the time, I feel like I do nothing.

Katrina Ruth: We were messaging about this yesterday, as well. You're like, I'm gonna do the flow and ease way, the way you do it, and the way ... You mentioned Amanda, one of my clients, Amanda's so cool, you've seen how Amanda does it. That's how we do it in this world. There's entrepreneurs out there who do it the hard way. You've seen I don't do that. I do it the flow and easy way and that's what many so-called clients do, and my friends as well.

Katrina Ruth: So, it feels like I do nothing. But then, technically, if you were to follow me around for a week and live my life, I don't feel ... I actually, really, logistically? Legitimately. Logistically also, I do move around a lot. But legitimately, I really don't feel most people would be able to keep up with it, they would just be like, "What in the actual fuck?" But I feel like I do nothing because it's all based on flow and ease. It's based on, I only do what I want.

Patrick Grabbs: You told me that though, too. I just know you, I've been hanging out with you for a long time, I guess a long time now, what I consider a long time, and so, I know how it's done. And then, to see your friend, she comes and does the same thing-

Katrina Ruth: Amanda, yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: And then I see other people doing it and everything like that. Of course, I know tonnes of people who do it the hard way. My good buddy, he does it the hard way.

Katrina Ruth: Most people are committed to the hard way.

Patrick Grabbs: They like to do it the hard way.

Katrina Ruth: It's like a badge of honour, do you think?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. It is, yeah for sure. Or, you feel like that you are going to be able to provide a better service to your clients by doing it the hard way, so that you have the experience.

Katrina Ruth: You proved yourself more, or it's more meaningful.

Patrick Grabbs: But, you've been doing it the hard way the whole time, you know what I mean?

Katrina Ruth: It's a really good point though, because back in the day, there were times when I would reschedule for example, a training or a client call, and I would've made up an excuse, which I know is what most people do. I would've said something like, traffic or such and such happened, or whatever. Whereas now, actually one of my good friends, well he's a mentor of a client actually, Dan Thomas, he put a post up a month or so ago. He put a screenshot of his conversation with a client, and I just thought it was hilarious cause this is how I do it now. You could see on the message thread, it said, "Sorry I was 15 minutes for our call. I was sitting on the toilet watching reruns of," I don't know, some show on Netflix.

Patrick Grabbs: Nice.

Katrina Ruth: Just straight up, right? It was so funny because he just was like, "I forgot that our call was on. I was on the toilet watching Netflix." And he said it.

Patrick Grabbs: He said that?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, to his client.

Patrick Grabbs: That's good to say it.

Katrina Ruth: People don't do that, right? They'd be like, "Sorry I was late. A dramatic thing happened in my life. And you don't understand," and I'm the same as well now. I rescheduled the high vibe livestream, for those who [inaudible 00:37:18], it was on Sunday, I think it was, whenever I flew into New York, the first day. Because I flew in and I was like, I really wanna go to yoga. Like, I really fucking wanna go to yoga, but the high vibe livestream is right in the middle of class, so I just moved it by an hour, and then I said that. I was like, I wanted to go to yoga. And I'm teaching you guys flow and ease, and I'm teaching you that you always get to follow your souls desires. So, I'm going to tell you that my soul desired that I go to yoga and I choose to believe that it's always perfect. Everything's always okay. I don't have to follow the normal business or entrepreneur rules that say you must always be professional, and you must do it like this. With a friend, if you had plans with a friend, and then you really felt like, you know what, I really need some time for myself, I really wanna go workout, or I really wanna whatever-

Patrick Grabbs: Just do it.

Katrina Ruth: You would just tell your friend, "Hey, can we push it by an hour," right? Why do you wanna lie in your business, or why do wanna have a mask or a shield up? When you do that, you will not call in soulmate clients.

Patrick Grabbs: Bam. Yeah, you're out.

Katrina Ruth: You can't. You're only gonna have clients who are [inaudible 00:38:16], and they are high maintenance motherfuckers that you just don't really want to have to deal with.

Patrick Grabbs: Or, if you're trying to work around with their schedule, too. You won't be able to make it that far doing that anyways.

Katrina Ruth: Bowing down to your clients, and yeah, that's a fear. The only reason to do that would be like, fear and insecurity of not getting the business.

Patrick Grabbs: I found myself kind of getting [inaudible 00:38:37] because I'm not the only one who went on his own. One of my best friends actually did the same thing-

Katrina Ruth: You should tag him in. He's a nice guy.

Patrick Grabbs: Ryan Stewman, great guy. He bred two great entrepreneurs and put us out there, it's awesome. My buddy, so I'm now consulting him in his marketing business. He's just all over the place. Today, we were all over, he's like a hustler, so he's on the phone calling, calling, calling, calling. But he also hasn't been in this as long as I have, and hasn't watched all the things, hasn't spent as much time as I spend around people like Kat and people who think like this, with this very ease of life mentality. I'm very interested in it, and so I've always kind of watched every video I could find on it.

Patrick Grabbs: Today, this is the first day of our business, to be out here doing it. Each of our business, our brand new businesses. He's off to the races, and I'm just like, how can I do? What can I do? Like, he's running around the house like up here in the front, and I'm like, what can I do to ... I'm just sitting here thinking. Just letting my mind kind of just go, you know? What am I ... I can't remember what the top of my priority was to do. I'm like, my neck's kind of fucked up. I got in a wreck, so I've just been thinking about this neck. I wasn't really ... I'm not in a big rush because I just understand one thing. Money is gonna come.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: I made it happen too many times in my life. It's such a easy thing to do. Based on what I believe, and what I know from them, and they way that I choose to believe in it, and the way that I choose to believe my life, choose to live my life, is I know it's going to come.

Katrina Ruth: Faith.

Patrick Grabbs: It's just gonna come. Well, it's my reality. I've created this.

Katrina Ruth: Faith in your own reality and that you get to choose.

Patrick Grabbs: It is. I'm choosing this, and I choose to just ... If I wanna pussyfoot around in the house for a minute, and just wander around here aimlessly, not even thinking about shit. Like we were talking about-

Katrina Ruth: But that's often where the breakthroughs come from as well.

Patrick Grabbs: But I'm also thinking. I'm also thinking too, I'm like, I wanna see where this thoughts gonna go. What this-

Katrina Ruth: You're creating inside of you.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I'm just walking around, just letting this go where it goes, where this thoughts go. I'm ironing all of that out. Matter of fact though, when I'm talking to certain clients and everything, when I've been picking up the phone and actually talking to them, it's been kind of a ... I don't know. It's just not there yet, you can tell they're not soulmate clients yet, you know? They're not quite there yet. It's something that I'm like, it's kind of one of those things I'm not really interested in totally touching yet.

Katrina Ruth: Yep.

Patrick Grabbs: I don't wanna start doing that right now. I just wanna let it go, and start finding out what the rest of ... Now, Kat's come in to town, we're gonna have some major breakthroughs and everything. So, I'm cool. This is what I'm trying to do, right here, you know?

Katrina Ruth: But this is also the real work. Us talking, livestreaming, even when your by yourself obviously. When you think you're not doing anything, it's about giving yourself some credit for the way that you live your fucking life. Your version, or my version, or a lot of people's here version, okay, I didn't say everyone here, so I guess you get to decide whether that's you or not. Our version of doing nothing is fucking growth all the time. You were saying earlier about how girls apparently feel about each other, which I do not agree with. He says to me, "Girls are all competitive with each other," and that he thinks that deep down women hate each other and I was like, "What. Not a chance, no."

Patrick Grabbs: No, [crosstalk 00:42:27]

Katrina Ruth: He's like, "Well, you're different." Obviously. I think we know that, but-

Patrick Grabbs: Your profile says, "Kicking the ass of the 1% of the 1%." That's a very small percentage of people. I think we can agree-

Katrina Ruth: It's actually the 1% of the 1% within the 1% ...

Patrick Grabbs: Like a micro-percent.

Katrina Ruth: Yep.

Patrick Grabbs: I think we can all agree that we know quite a few women who are very competitive and who hate each other. Alls I'm saying.

Katrina Ruth: We don't do that here.

Patrick Grabbs: Many. Not in the vibe, not in the kick ass-

Katrina Ruth: You know that that's not me. Yeah, we are not like that. We're different. I say all the time we're different from other entrepreneurs. All of us. We women are different from the other women. And part of that is, over time, for me and I know this is true for my clients ... Brandon Marshall, who the fuck is this guy?

Katrina Ruth: Over time, I guess I gradually grew into myself to where I'm like, I'm owning who I am. At the point in my life, I'm unapologetically who I am, and I know and trust that that's okay. Fuck off Brandon Marshall. Alright. The comments are starting to go out of control. Every time Brandon jumps on the livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: Brandon's my boy, though. I like Brandon. He's cool.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, Brandon's like one of my favourite people in the world. But as soon as he comes on the livestream, it's all the Brandon fucking show instead of the Katrina Ruth show now.

Patrick Grabbs: Brandon's cutting in.

Katrina Ruth: He's always hilarious though.

Katrina Ruth: So, I gradually got to a point where I'm like, you know what, I actually spend a lot of time in my life trying really hard to be everybody else, and I think I'm just gonna be me now. And that's why I can be so ... The things I say, even stuff I've said to you, or to any friends, or to clients, I say shit that breaks the rules of what you're supposed to say. Whether it's in business, in life, personal life, anything right? I just say stuff and I can do it without attachment because I'm completely grounded ... completely is an interesting word because you're always evolving and growing, but I'm grounded in who I am. So I'm okay no matter the outcome. I don't have to worry what another person is doing. I know what I'm fucking doing.

Patrick Grabbs: I got to ask you a question though, because you just brought this to my mind, it's something I've been thinking about. How do you know, because I'm always thinking, okay, I'll say something and it's very simple but it's something that I've thought about, maybe a long time ago, and I've already registered it in my head-

Katrina Ruth: Okay.

Patrick Grabbs: And I've been holding a lot in, right? Obviously, over time.

Katrina Ruth: Yes, we've noticed.

Patrick Grabbs: So I've been like, I'm already thinking, you're already thinking on a super high level, right? So, you think at a super high level, you're totally different than anybody else, you're totally different than the 99 of the 99 of the 99% out there.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, we're gonna clip this bit out. We're gonna get captions on it, we're gonna put it all over Facebook.

Patrick Grabbs: Alright-

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, continue.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay. So, how do you figure out the stuff that you have to go back to because you think it's basic and you think it's rudimentary to you now, at this point in your life, do you ever have anything like you think that, or do you just let it run, or you're gonna go back and talk about some basics and bring those back up-

Katrina Ruth: Where I question myself, you mean?

Patrick Grabbs: No. Have you ever had some things that you think are very basic that people should already know? But they're actually not.

Katrina Ruth: Yes.

Patrick Grabbs: And do you go back and bring those things up? There's a lot of things that I've already considered-

Katrina Ruth: To tell to people?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. Yeah, exactly.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Yeah, I think so. Definitely. I don't even have an example that's coming up-

Patrick Grabbs: You just say whatever?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. Well, with clients and even in public livestreams sometimes, or in member trainings, I'm definitely going back to basics a lot of the time. Because I have to go back to basics all the time anyway, right? And it depends, the level of groundedness, and I guess, me being unapologetically me ... Yes, exactly like that. It's very zen.

Patrick Grabbs: Way to be zen. Very zen-minded. Let's ground. We're grounding. You have to ground onto something.

Katrina Ruth: Ground onto the couch with your leg-

Patrick Grabbs: We don't have to ground ourselves. You were saying?

Katrina Ruth: So, the level of groundedness that I have in my business is pretty fucking on point, I really do feel ... I get shaken from time to time in the smallest way, but it's always an instant reframe and a lesson in to, "Oh, I see how I nearly went down this pathway of thinking such and such. Cool, got it." Like, it's a millisecond. Whereas, there's other areas of my life where it's more shaky and I have to think more. I have to actually pause before I say something or take an action, cause I'm like, wait, hang on. Am I acting from outside of myself? Am I following rules and conditioning, or am I following my soul? And actually Alexa Martinez is here. Do you know Alexa, are you friends with Alexa? Do you know who Alexa is?

Patrick Grabbs: Elixir?

Katrina Ruth: Well, not elixir. Alexa. Okay.

Patrick Grabbs: Elixir.

Katrina Ruth: I've never told you properly about Alexa-

Patrick Grabbs: If you ever want to be an Australian accent, I've nailed it down. If you ever want to take Australian accent classes-

Katrina Ruth: He does a terrible Australian accent.

Patrick Grabbs: All you have to do is an-

Katrina Ruth: You sound British when you do an Australian-

Patrick Grabbs: You have to add an -ER to everything. That's all you do.

Katrina Ruth: And by the way, you're not allowed to do an Australian accent if you refuse to eat Vegemite. Would you like to eat some Vegemite live on this livestream?

Patrick Grabbs: I will never eat that shit again. Ever. It's disgusting. It's horrible.

Katrina Ruth: It's the best.

Patrick Grabbs: It's disgusting.

Katrina Ruth: I've got Vegemite right here.

Patrick Grabbs: If you folks on this livestream-

Katrina Ruth: He tried to kick me out of his car earlier when he found out that I had Vegemite with me.

Patrick Grabbs: I don't want it anywhere near me. And in fact, I think it's illegal to have it in the United States. And I don't break the law anymore, so therefore, I can't have this disgusting drug. It's like something you'd put in an envelope and send to your worst enemy. Somebody would send it to Donald Trump, he'd probably die. (laughter)

Katrina Ruth: Everyone's like, "I'll get ten tubs."

Katrina Ruth: Hang on, what were we just saying?

Patrick Grabbs: I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, I'll tell you about Alexa afterwards. I think you're gonna wanna hear-

Patrick Grabbs: But anyways, if you wanna speak Australian, just add an -ER to everything. You know.

Katrina Ruth: But he does do a very good Ryan Stewman impression. It was actually so good that I looked over my shoulder to see if Ryan was hiding behind me in the car. We're gonna go to New Orleans and play with Alexa, she says.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: Let's do a quick detour to New Orleans tomorrow.

Patrick Grabbs: Get on the Vegemite.

Katrina Ruth: Are you talking about tobacco?

Katrina Ruth: What were we saying? Okay. So, Alexa has been somebody who is very important in my life. Alexer.

Patrick Grabbs: Alexer. Wanna drink some winer?

Katrina Ruth: A massive source of support for me as a mentor and a friend. And actually, it's kind of hilarious though, because the things that Alexa has mentored me on ... Well, the reason I resonate with her so much as a coach, is because she teaches getting back to you, and trusting in your own self, and your own soul. But there's areas of my life where that's been really blurry and hard for me to do, and I'm like, I'm not sure. What's the right way to do something versus the wrong way? It's been this gradual process of me getting to where I'm like, "Oh my god. Oh my god. The right way is always the way that I'm feeling inside of me." I can remember a year ago, probably around about a year ago, having a conversation with Alexa where I was like, "I don't know what to do. Help me, help me." And she's like, "But what are you feeling? What do you want to do?" Right. Well, that's an evolutionary fucking concept. Maybe if I just went by what I was feeling. So, that's what I started to do.

Patrick Grabbs: You don't think you ever make, let's say, do you have any situations, because obviously I look through this with a logical and rational mind-

Katrina Ruth: But, logic comes from intuition, technically.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: You know. Go ahead.

Patrick Grabbs: So, you had a fork in the road, of your thought process-

Katrina Ruth: She's being [inaudible 00:50:37] in the comments. Carry on.

Patrick Grabbs: You're at a fork in the road, and you have two choices. Have you ever made ... You know, you think about one choice, and you make it, you feel like they both could be the right choice, obviously everybody thinks that, right? They both might be the right choice, or do you just think that you know, or should you know that one of them is better than the other. What if they're both a hell yeah decision?

Katrina Ruth: Are we talking about relationships now?

Patrick Grabbs: We could be.

Katrina Ruth: We said we weren't gonna do that.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, well why can't you have it all?

Patrick Grabbs: You could. You can have it all.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. So, it's either I get to have it all, regardless of the situation, and typically most mindsets in business life, or anything, would be like, you can't do that, breaking the rules. Well, alright. What if you got to make your own rules? So, it's either that you get to have it all or you just not being honest with yourself. Oftentimes, when you feel that you're at a crossroad, really what's going on is, for whatever reason, in resistance about the thing that you know is right and real. Either fear or uncertainty.

Patrick Grabbs: Not trusting yourself.

Katrina Ruth: Or self-sabotage.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: I know I've done that many times, it's almost like you deliberately like, yeah, I see what's right for me, and what's aligned, and would actually serve me, but I'm just gonna go do this other thing over here because I wanna prove to the world and to the universe, that I don't have to be told what to do, even if it's by my own self, right?

Katrina Ruth: So, it could be that, or it could be that you've got an idea in your head-

Patrick Grabbs: That's powerful right there, I think.

Katrina Ruth: Thank you.

Patrick Grabbs: I think it's powerful.

Katrina Ruth: I think these comments are going a little crazy.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, they are. What are they saying?

Katrina Ruth: Everyone wants to talk about sex. That's always true. People are scared. Okay, I'm here for the [inaudible 00:52:22] business talk. He's pretty fly for a smart ass guy.

Patrick Grabbs: She must be talking about Brandon cause he's a spiritual smart ass.

Katrina Ruth: Sex has no room for Friday nights. Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. That's really your concern. Okay, I missed a whole tonne of interesting comments I think, but they've disappeared now. We'll come back to them later.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: I think that if you're like, "I don't know whether to do this or this," you do know. Depending on the situation and the era in life, you might have to pause for a little longer, to kind of tune in and figure out what it is.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, Brandon wants us to sell him ... Can we auction these pillows on this livestream? We're gonna do it. Did you see when the couch auction people took over my stuff, did you see that?

Patrick Grabbs: No, I did not.

Katrina Ruth: Oh. Have you-

Patrick Grabbs: I gotta see first on your stuff. I thought I had you see first.

Katrina Ruth: How can you not have me see first?

Patrick Grabbs: I have to see forget.

Katrina Ruth: You have to manually go to my page every day, [crosstalk 00:53:16]. So, you have to manually go there and read my blog every day? Or just ...

Patrick Grabbs: You call it your blog, but it's a post on Facebook. It's a Facebook post. Do you copy your Facebook-

Katrina Ruth: Do you go and look for it, or do you wait for it to appear in front of you in your News Feed?

Patrick Grabbs: Well, I have this thing on my laptop, it's called News Feed Eradicator-

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, I know, I've seen it.

Patrick Grabbs: It blocks all that shit up.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, but you read my posts.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I do whenever I'm on my cell phone, you know what I'm saying, so mostly on the shitter, on the john-

Katrina Ruth: Oh. That's lovely.

Patrick Grabbs: It's very lovely. It's where my best thinking comes from.

Katrina Ruth: It's probably where a lot of people read my posts, [crosstalk 00:53:49].

Patrick Grabbs: They're watching it right now. Taking a very long one. Your legs are gonna be asleep if you keep doing what you're doing.

Patrick Grabbs: I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: What?

Patrick Grabbs: That went over your head? (laughter)

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: If they're sitting on the shitter their leg is gonna go to sleep. You ain't never sit on there too long, your watching a livestream?

Katrina Ruth: No, I don't. I'm very efficient.

Patrick Grabbs: You get up and go. You just drop and go. Drop and move.

Katrina Ruth: I'm fucking focused and efficient in all areas.

Patrick Grabbs: She doesn't waste time. I like to sit for a while and enjoy myself.

Katrina Ruth: I only sit in there for if I'm hiding from people, like at a party.

Patrick Grabbs: Do you really?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Fucking introverts.

Katrina Ruth: On occasions.

Patrick Grabbs: I come from the kind of place where you used to have to look at a fucking air freshener can on the back, and read the instructions. Now, we have phones. We can watch whatever we want. We can watch whatever we want. We can watch cat videos, we can watch Kat videos.

Katrina Ruth: That's the whole story. What else do you wanna watch? Well, you can start watching Patrick's stuff as well.

Patrick Grabbs: You can watch Pat videos now. Yep.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Very interesting, if you [inaudible 00:54:58]. Perfect time. I'll help you flow better.

Katrina Ruth: Do you have Brandon see first on your News Feed? You should have Brandon see first. He's [inaudible 00:55:04] amongst the most entertaining on Facebook.

Katrina Ruth: But, let's come back to this crossroads question. Why? Why that question?

Patrick Grabbs: Which one?

Katrina Ruth: You said-

Patrick Grabbs: Oh. Because I have occasionally, it's a thing, it's one thing, I've got flaws, and I think about them, and think about you know, that's one of them. One of a very, very few that I have and so-

Katrina Ruth: Short list. It's on a post-it.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, it's a very short list. A very short list. I'm getting it all out right now.

Katrina Ruth: It's on a post-it note. It's on a business card.

Patrick Grabbs: Right here.

Patrick Grabbs: This is like half of them. There's just a couple right here.

Katrina Ruth: It's a circle business card. One of the small ones.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm just trying to get them knocked out while you're here.

Patrick Grabbs: That's the one. You come to the fork in the road, and you're like, these are two forks. But what if they're both ... You say you can have it all, that's cool, I've got two. That's fine. And they're both hell yeah decisions, okay cool. I'll just take them both. But, obviously if they're both maybes, then that's a hell no, right?

Katrina Ruth: They're both hell no's.

Patrick Grabbs: They're both hell no's. Back to the drawing board.

Katrina Ruth: But then a lot of people would feel like-

Patrick Grabbs: They had to take one.

Katrina Ruth: Correct. Like let's say it's client conversation. Let's say you're doing sales calls. Firstly, I just had a small, minor heart attack by using the term sales calls, because why would you do a sales call, when you could just sign them up over Facebook chat?

Katrina Ruth: But secondly-

Patrick Grabbs: I like sales calls. You don't like talking and hearing their voice?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, I like talking, but I don't like sales calls. I clearly like talking.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Well anyway, if you like them then do them for that reason. But most people, we definitely don't wanna be doing sales calls, that's for sure. And you should join the high ticket sales workshop. The Katrina Ruth show dot com forward slash high ticket sales workshop, or something. I don't know, just go find it. I don't know the URL. And I'll show you how to do it without the sales calls. But if you like them-

Patrick Grabbs: I saw that and I was like, no, I was like cool. But, I haven't gotten there yet. You already know your audience-

Katrina Ruth: Actually, this is a great point. This is a very good point. I'm really glad you just said that actually.

Patrick Grabbs: Hmm.

Katrina Ruth: Hmm. Maybe I should bring you on as a guest [inaudible 00:57:24]. That is a very good point. Because there's no fucking way you should be imagining to yourself that somebodies gonna come along and text you on Facebook and wanna sign up with you high end, in one or two minutes. Which is what my high end clients do. They come to me, they're like, "Hey Kat. I need to mentor with you now. I don't care how much it is. Tell me." And then I tell them, and then they sign up. And that's like, up to an $80K plus sale, right? That's what I do.

Patrick Grabbs: Well, well, well.

Katrina Ruth: And I'm gonna teach that in my workshop. But part of what I'm going to teach you is, really, really, how do you get to the point of it being like that? Well, you know your fucking audience, and they know you and there's many things that go into that. But I'll tell you something that I did. Which actually I think would be a good exercise for everybody. In 2014, I was transitioning my business. I was kinda caught up where I was teaching a lot of internet sales and marketing, which as we all know, I just so fucking don't like teaching. Even though I could, right?

Patrick Grabbs: Definitely.

Katrina Ruth: And I knew I wanted to talk like alignment and ass kickery, and that sort of stuff, and I felt like a lot of people feel. I felt like, but who wants to listen to me talk about alignment and ass kickery and living your dream life and pressing play and all that shit? I was like-

Patrick Grabbs: I'd like to press play.

Katrina Ruth: You're always pressing fucking play. Who am I to do that, and who would listen? I had all that stuff. I decided that I would do 100 calls with clients, or with people in my community, and I would call it an alignment and ass kickery session, and I did 100 calls.

Katrina Ruth: However, they weren't sales calls. I actually sold a programme for $97. It was called The Alignment and Ass Kickery Toolkit. It was a two week programme. They got audio and stuff, it was very good. I should just sell it right now, but I don't have a link, which is annoying cause I like to sell. But anyway, in the programme, I said, $97 you get these two weeks, and you get a one-on-one call with me, which was like crazy cause I already had a pretty big following, but it was transitioning. So people jumped on it, and I think 120 people bought it in like two days.

Patrick Grabbs: How many?

Katrina Ruth: 120.

Patrick Grabbs: Holy shit.

Katrina Ruth: Because I was already established. So when it was like you're getting a one-on-one coaching call for $97, people just jumped.

Patrick Grabbs: So, one-on-one call. So, you get the one-on-one call-

Katrina Ruth: And the course.

Patrick Grabbs: And how long is the call?

Katrina Ruth: 20 minutes.

Patrick Grabbs: So, you have 2,000 minutes worth of calling to do?

Katrina Ruth: Well, I was in London. I was at the W in Leicester Square, London, by myself for two weeks, and I was running a one-day event there that one day, and then I was there the whole other two weeks, and I literally just remember standing there, they didn't have a desk in this hotel room, but they had this bar. Like a standup bar. I can remember standing there at the bar, and I just ... I got up every morning, you asked me earlier what's my morning routine. I got up, I had my coffee, I did my journal blog. Workout, whatever. And then, I would stand there from like 11AM til 6PM, just doing these 20 minute calls back to back. And I did it for two weeks, or roughly two weeks.

Patrick Grabbs: You did the two weeks-

Katrina Ruth: With no [inaudible 01:00:28]. And then it was all done. And by the end of that two weeks, I was so fucking empowered. I knew exactly my audience. I knew all of their fears, and insecurities, and doubts, and I had also empowered myself into knowing that I could help these people with my [inaudible 01:00:44].

Patrick Grabbs: How big was your audience?

Katrina Ruth: No idea. I don't remember the numbers. I don't really think in numbers. But I had a following already because I'd been online for years already. I had a decent following, but I'd been positioning myself as, "I'll teach you sales and marketing." Rather than positioning myself as, "I'll teach you to press fucking play," and all that stuff, whatever it is I actually do. Which I still-

Patrick Grabbs: And you went fully with the press play?

Katrina Ruth: Well, that was where I transitioned into I'm about alignment and ass kickery. It was from that. So, when I say, "Fuck sales calls," I'm coming from a place of, I kind of did that damn thing, and I don't really wanna do it anymore.

Katrina Ruth: Shout out Sarah Dan, my amazing client and friend, Sarah. I'm just shouting her out cause I saw her jump on.

Patrick Grabbs: But, there is much power to be known in the sales call.

Katrina Ruth: It's great point. If you don't know your audience. If you don't fully know who you fucking are, and why people should want to work with you, maybe you should be doing sales calls. See? I told you. He's like the one person that can actually me to change my freaking mind.

Patrick Grabbs: Well, you know this though because you know, I've just started running ads. I just started running ads, and I'm trying to fill up a group, and so I wrote a message, just like you taught me. I wrote a long ass message, and I attached it to an ad, and I ran the ad to people with interests that would fit the mould of my perfect client. Well, I got like ten people ...

Katrina Ruth: Travis. We tagged you ages ago. We were talking about you 20 minutes ago, you show up now.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, we were. Yeah, you gotta go scroll back.

Katrina Ruth: You're gonna have to watch the replay later.

Patrick Grabbs: Also, follow Travis too, because he's gonna be doing some big things, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, you gotta go follow Travis. He just jumped on.

Patrick Grabbs: He's a very handsome man. He's probably the most handsome man that I've ever seen.

Katrina Ruth: But he's also a killer sales pro.

Patrick Grabbs: Killer sales people, got it going hard. You gotta replay, go all the way back and figure this shit out dude. I was talking about you, some things you need to adjust, okay?

Katrina Ruth: He was preaching at you.

Patrick Grabbs: I was preaching at you.

Katrina Ruth: So, you're running your ads-

Patrick Grabbs: So, I ran my ad, and I pulled about ten people into my group, I got ten leads. It was only around $10 a day, because I wanted to do an experiment, and I pulled this guy and I started looking ... I mean, everybody that came through, I started looking through their profile and looking at all their stuff, you know what I mean? I put in the Pipl. This is a little tip you guys can use. Pipl. P-I-P-L dot com. This is a good sales tactic for you. If they only give you their name or their email, you can use their email and you can find them if they have a Facebook, a LinkedIn, or whatever. We use it in the sales game all the time.

Patrick Grabbs: So, I looked them all up, and I kept looking through people, and I found this guy, and he just glowed. Just glowed.

Katrina Ruth: Jesus?

Patrick Grabbs: Like Jesus. He totally looked like a guy who was mowing my yard. I have no yard actually, that was a fucked up joke.

Katrina Ruth: You've got the whole of Dallas. You should see the view right there. Like, it's actually quite rude that we haven't shown anybody the view.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, it is.

Katrina Ruth: We can wait til it goes a little bit darker.

Patrick Grabbs: It's gonna dark, it's gonna get a lot better as the time goes by.

Katrina Ruth: It's like the best view in Dallas, for sure.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm already kinda buzzing.

Katrina Ruth: It's the spirits coming through.

Patrick Grabbs: It's the spirits. I shouldn't be having spirits at this time of day.

Katrina Ruth: The spirit comes through anytime he wants to.

Patrick Grabbs: But, I saw this guy, right? And he popped out to me. Out of these ten people that signed up to be leads, this one guy popped out to me, and he had this glow about him. You just looked at him, and he wears like chains, you know like, black like I do. And he had a chain on like I would wear, you know, I wear some little foo-foo jewellery sometimes. And he had the style. He's an older dude, he's like 40 or so. He's divorced, he has a kid. And I just looked at all this stuff about him, and I've told you about this, but I just reached out to him.

Patrick Grabbs: He joined my group, and I reached out to him, and I just talked to him for hours. I said, "Dude, I want you to know, the reason I'm asking you this stuff is because you seem like the exact prototype of what I'm looking for to be back here. I just want to ask you a few questions just to get to know you more." That's all I said, I wasn't trying to have a sales conversation or anything with him. I just wanted to get to know about him and his life. We just talked pretty much all night, just back and forth, back and forth. Actually, we've been talking for about three days. I'm just asking question after question because I'm brand new to this, and I wanna know. I really do. This is the most important thing that I feel like I should be doing right now, is figuring out about him.

Katrina Ruth: That's true. And then, I guess, my counter to that, but I fully agree, but then my counter at the same time is, well, what I do, and what I teach and what we've been talking about is, I'm communicating with my audience all day every day. That's 90% of what I spend my time on in my business, is connection and communication. So, I don't do sales call because I already have that fucking conversation 100,000 times, whether it was on a livestream or wherever. I'm very accessible over private message as well. I feel like I'm a lot more accessible than a lot of people at my level maybe are.

Katrina Ruth: I'm always talking and so I know my people already. So, I could do a sales call, but actually, well I choose not to. Actually, Reagan and I had this conversation a while back, we were like, if we wanted to hire somebody and then they said, "Let's jump on a sales call."

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, that would be weird.

Katrina Ruth: We would instantly eliminate that person because we're like, "Oh, really? Okay." My people totally do not wanna get on sales call. Actually, I'll tell you something. Somebody pitched me yesterday, and she's sold me now as well. Which is very rare. And don't everybody fucking start pitching me shit on Facebook, by the way.

Patrick Grabbs: Pitch. Easy sell.

Katrina Ruth: This has happened two times-

Patrick Grabbs: I'm never getting brought again.

Katrina Ruth: This has happened two times and that's it. Two times total where people have pitched me over Facebook and I've bought.

Katrina Ruth: But it happened today. I said yes today while I was on the plane on the way here actually. But she pitched me, and she made a proposal to me, and I liked her energy and her vibe. She said, "Can we jump on a call, and I'll tell you basically about my offer." I was like, no, I said, "I'm not gonna get on a call, I don't do calls." Like, obviously, I do calls when I wanna do a freaking call, but I didn't wanna get on a call. I'm like, no, I don't wanna hear the one hour version or even the 30 minute version. I said, "Tell me about it in a way that feels good for you." And she sent me a three minute video. I'm like, boom, done. I watched it while I was on the cross trainer at the gym. I didn't have to get on a freaking call to be sold to. I watched her video. I'm like, "Yeah. I really like your vibe." I liked her, I like what she was saying. I said "Okay, tell me more about how you do it." She told me on Facebook. I'm going, cool, what's the investment? She told me. I've gone okay. I said, "Okay." She writes back and says, "Well, let me know if it gets to hell yes." I'm like no, no, I meant yes by okay. I just wrote okay. And that was it, right?

Katrina Ruth: I signed myself up. And that's what my clients do. They sign themselves up with me. They don't wanna be on a sales call with me. But, I definitely think that's super valid. If you are transitioning in your business-

Patrick Grabbs: I'm starting. Yeah, I'm beginning.

Katrina Ruth: You are and you aren't. Because you have so much more ... Like, you have more actual internet marketing experience than anybody who I personally know. And then you've got the powerful messenger and leader thing at the same time. So, you're starting I guess, with it being your business and presenting your message to the world, and it being about you and your message, but you're certainly not fucking starting on internet marketing and building a business. You've done that in a huge way, and you're not starting on actually the whole message or communication thing anyway, cause you do that all the time, whether it's with me, or other people, or whatever. It's just that you haven't done it to the world yet. So, if you think about it, all you've gotta do is switch into that place of like, I'm already there. Rather than being, I've gotta figure out how to work my way there.

Katrina Ruth: Varian says, "So true. I don't want to be on sales calls with people if I'm inquiring, I'm basically already sold." Totally. If I would inquire with someone, I'm sold already, I definitely don't wanna do a sales call.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, you wouldn't on the call, right?

Katrina Ruth: Right. But do you know what I mean, you're starting, but really, you're not starting. And actually, I would just eliminate that script from your vocabulary and be, I'm already there. Because if you're saying, "I'm starting" then you're creating it as reality by saying it, do you know what I mean?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I'm gonna take myself back and then have to go through it ... I understand. We actually eliminate people in the sales call with our meeting apps be it by saying, if you're not fully 100% certain about what you want in life, if you aren't there yet, all your material's there for anybody to go read-

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Then why would they even be reaching out. Why? Why would they be reaching out unless they were already sold.

Katrina Ruth: Right. Exactly. And that's exactly what you're now gonna be doing as well. Just messaging and showing up and giving value, and then people are going to be sold on you.

Patrick Grabbs: Just worried that it's going to take a very long time before somebody finally buys in-

Katrina Ruth: That's a choice. No, that's a choice. That's a mindset, but it's good to acknowledge the uncertainty or the fear.

Patrick Grabbs: I am acknowledging the uncertainty and the fear. There you go.

Katrina Ruth: On the couch.

Patrick Grabbs: That's the meat and the taters of this whole situation here.

Katrina Ruth: That's good. Bring it out.

Patrick Grabbs: This is the meat and taters. I am uncertain.

Katrina Ruth: You can have that fear and then you do the damn thing anyway.

Patrick Grabbs: And I'm gonna do the damn thing anyways. Fuck it. I'm going to do it. It's not a big deal. I'm not gonna fall, I'm not gonna fail. Never gonna fail at this.

Katrina Ruth: It's not possible.

Patrick Grabbs: It is impossible. Everybody here is inside my mind. You're inside my reality. I've created you, welcome.

Katrina Ruth: I'm sure they're thrilled to hear that.

Patrick Grabbs: You're welcome.

Katrina Ruth: Just drop that in there at the end.

Patrick Grabbs: It's brand new. It's brand new. I know this is news to you.

Katrina Ruth: Just so you know.

Patrick Grabbs: This is what I've done.

Katrina Ruth: If you have that level of ownership over the actual freaking people, then you can have ownership over your own message.

Patrick Grabbs: I have that. I own my own message. So, I am owning you.

Katrina Ruth: There we go. You heard it here, ladies and one gentleman. Which is think is Brandon. But I'm sure they'll be a couple of other guys come along-

Patrick Grabbs: Brandon's more in touch with his feminine side than most of those females, I assure you of that.

Katrina Ruth: Well, he knows exactly what's up. He's a wise and profound man.

Patrick Grabbs: Is Brandon in any of your programmes?

Katrina Ruth: Brandon has a special place on the wall of ... When you actually become a high vibe mastermind member, and you first get your welcome, your initiation. There's a warning. And it says, "This is Brandon Marshall. Most irreverent member in the group. He is gonna fuck with every serious thing you say, but then he's gonna drop profound knowledge the whole way through as well." Brandon is actually the silent heartbeat of all my programmes, I'm pretty sure. Like, really.

Patrick Grabbs: Brandon's a fucking troll and I will tell you that. I see Brandon's shit all the time and I'm like, I should've blocked this motherfucker, I'm like, no, I'm not gonna-

Katrina Ruth: Oh, come on.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm not gonna allow Brandon to out-troll me. I know what you're doing Brandon, I know you don't believe half the bullshit you say, that you troll with. I know that, I know that.

Katrina Ruth: That's exactly what he's doing.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes, he does. So, I'm like you're not going to out-troll the troll master. Okay, sir?

Katrina Ruth: Super smart. Master entertainer.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: He's a master entertainer.

Patrick Grabbs: It will not happen sir.

Katrina Ruth: He's in high vibe, yes. And he's in a lot of my programmes. He brings the energy and the entertainment.

Patrick Grabbs: She said, "I did an experiment last night to a small list. Idea came from flow. Sold four spots without any calls, which is what I normally do. Yay to no calls."

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. You can totally do it any way. You can do it anyway that you wanna do it, that's the truth about anything actually.

Patrick Grabbs: You can just do it any way you wanna do it.

Katrina Ruth: You can actually do whatever you want.

Patrick Grabbs: I like the sound of that.

Katrina Ruth: There's a revolutionary idea for life. You can actually do whatever you want all the time, in life.

Patrick Grabbs: It's that old saying-

Katrina Ruth: It's just giving yourself permission to do it.

Patrick Grabbs: We had this burger place here in Texas.

Katrina Ruth: Look at my shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I saw those. I was like, damn. I normally don't check out chicks shoes, but, you know-

Katrina Ruth: They're pretty amazing.

Patrick Grabbs: They're pretty nice.

Katrina Ruth: I just feel a little rude that I never showed them.

Patrick Grabbs: Kat always has on some dang shoes. That's why I'm like, I wanna see how-

Katrina Ruth: You like me for the shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: That's it. That's the whole thing.

Katrina Ruth: There we go. It's good to know. Glad we got that out.

Patrick Grabbs: I know Kat goes hard, and I know her style is always on point, so I'm always like if I wanna know what chicks like about shoes, then I'll just check out Kat, cause she's got some badass fucking shoes.

Katrina Ruth: Look at them.

Patrick Grabbs: Just look at it. Look at it. Just look at it.

Katrina Ruth: You should feel the shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: Are those red bottoms? Is that Louboutin?

Katrina Ruth: Yes.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay. You got the red bottoms. Red bottoms.

Katrina Ruth: Did you see those thigh high rose gold boots that I had on the other day?

Patrick Grabbs: I think I might've saw those. I might've picked those up.

Katrina Ruth: You picked them up. There's some amazing shoes over there, that's why I have so much luggage.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, she's got a whole fucking cart.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, sorry, I just realised it was really rude of me that I hadn't shown my shoes on this livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: Travis said, "They do go hard."

Katrina Ruth: What the shoes? Or me?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, the shoes.

Katrina Ruth: These shoes are so comfortable as well. Would you believe that these shoes are comfortable to walk in? Because they are.

Patrick Grabbs: You don't look comfortable. That's how I started noticing because I saw you like, wobbling around here, trying to set stuff up, I was like, I had to see those shoes cause I think maybe you might be about to break your leg over fashion.

Katrina Ruth: They're super comfortable.

Patrick Grabbs: You might be about to break your ankle in the name of fashion, and I wanted to see what kind of shoes you would be doing this for. It had to be good.

Katrina Ruth: These are comfortable ones. I got some in there that I actually can't walk in, I would have to be carried.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm a very strong man.

Katrina Ruth: You're just gonna carry me around from place to place.

Katrina Ruth: You don't believe that? Helen! Okay, this is the most important moment of this livestream so far. Hang on. Let me demonstrate this to you.

Patrick Grabbs: She said, "I don't believe it." I don't believe it either. It's bullshit.

Katrina Ruth: Can I explain the engineering of this to you?

Patrick Grabbs: You ever bullshit your audience because this seems like the perfect time?

Katrina Ruth: No! Can I explain the engineering part of it?

Patrick Grabbs: Go ahead.

Katrina Ruth: Just have a look.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay, what did they tell you. Because I know, I've been to Louboutin, they don't tell you shit.

Katrina Ruth: Why do you go there? Look about this logically.

Patrick Grabbs: Your foot looks very, very uncomfortable.

Katrina Ruth: No, no.

Patrick Grabbs: It looks like it's caged.

Katrina Ruth: Look at the engineering of the shoe. Stop looking at my foot.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay. Here, here, down-

Katrina Ruth: Pay attention.

Patrick Grabbs: Very bad shoe.

Katrina Ruth: What do you see there that is not usually present on a Louboutin shoe? I don't know how much attention you've given to Louboutin shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: I do not pay that much attention to it. I don't know. It looks all the same to me.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, okay.

Patrick Grabbs: What is not present?

Katrina Ruth: This is super important, people.

Patrick Grabbs: Is it not supposed to have a platform for her heel?

Katrina Ruth: Hang on, I'm gonna show you something that's gonna help you to understand.

Patrick Grabbs: They look very uncomfortable, that's all I gotta say.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, let me show you another example.

Patrick Grabbs: I know what uncomfortable looks like.

Katrina Ruth: Look, I just walked a whole metre with no falls.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, it's an unpacking livestream now. Check this out. Did you see this shoe? Now this shoe is a work of art.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: Right? This is an amazing shoe, ladies and gentleman. Two gentlemen. You being one, and Brandon being the other.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, I'm a gentleman.

Katrina Ruth: What do you see about this shoe, that is different from this shoe, which will help you to understand why one is comfortable and one is not?

Patrick Grabbs: Can I even touch this shoe, is this-

Katrina Ruth: You may. Thank you for asking though.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay, so the difference is-

Katrina Ruth: So, this is fucking painful to walk in, but it's purposeful pain, obviously, for the result of you look fucking amazing.

Patrick Grabbs: What I see is ... This is like one of those weird things where you're looking at the picture and you're seeing what's the difference. They both look exactly the same.

Katrina Ruth: There's a distinct obvious difference that makes one shoe comfortable ... Exactly, Alexa, she's on it.

Patrick Grabbs: Well, I guess, okay. All I can say is, I guess the birdcage? Is that what it does?

Katrina Ruth: Look here. Look.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh! You actually have a sole.

Katrina Ruth: There's a little platform. The girls are on it. There's a little platform on these.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: And, it doesn't mean I won't still fall down-

Patrick Grabbs: This has been my goal. To learn about women's shoes.

Katrina Ruth: It doesn't mean I won't fall down a random hole, if one encounters me, but these shoes ... I don't know how we got on to shoes, it just happened.

Patrick Grabbs: Does this happen many times?

Katrina Ruth: No.

Patrick Grabbs: This is new, this is new. Welcome to shoes.

Katrina Ruth: This is you live streaming.

Patrick Grabbs: Do not screen capture this and post it on my wall.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, I feel like this is a moment where everybody needs to have just a moment of silence, please.

Patrick Grabbs: Them apple bottom boots with the fur.

Katrina Ruth: If you didn't see these shoes, I mean, I really don't know what you think you're doing with your life. But I wore these shoes the other day for 14 hours straight, when I ran my New York event. So, I was standing most of the day, and running around. And these shoes look fucking amazing-

Patrick Grabbs: This is what I don't understand about fashion. This seems like the stuff that you look at next year, and you're like, "Oh, I can't believe I wore that shit."

Katrina Ruth: What?

Patrick Grabbs: You know? That's the stuff, right?

Katrina Ruth: Why would I think that? Because I looked incredible.

Patrick Grabbs: No, I mean, isn't that what ... Do you think people from the 80s look back on the stuff they wore in the 80s and they're like, "Oh, no."

Katrina Ruth: Definitely happy.

Patrick Grabbs: Really? Okay, cool.

Katrina Ruth: They're definitely happy about that. But these shoes have the platform as well you guys. So, they look freaking amazing, and they're so comfortable. You can't get those shoes on you anyway. Where is his off button? Whose off button? Brandon's. No, Helen, I was fine. Okay, I will admit that the toes on my right foot were completely numb. Numb and devoid of feeling for 24 hours afterwards. But it was a small price to pay.

Patrick Grabbs: What's the price to pay for this? A broken heel.

Katrina Ruth: Put the shoe in his mouth.

Patrick Grabbs: Damn, somebody has a foot fetish. Did she say put the foot-

Katrina Ruth: She said put the shoe in his mouth.

Patrick Grabbs: Put the shoe in his mouth. Oh my god.

Katrina Ruth: I've actually never tried that.

Patrick Grabbs: That was extreme.

Katrina Ruth: We'll discuss it off camera.

Patrick Grabbs: Off the topic, off camera.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, I feel like we went down a weird place.

Patrick Grabbs: We went down to the [inaudible 01:19:16]. But I like that, I'll go down that-

Katrina Ruth: We'll go anywhere.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes. We'll go anywhere with that. But it does like a shoe that you might want to put in your mouth, you know? This is the type. If one were to put a shoe in his mouth-

Katrina Ruth: Hang on. Did you say that you had a bondage blog?

Patrick Grabbs: I had a bondage blog, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: I feel like we could go down that path.

Patrick Grabbs: Well, let's go down that path.

Katrina Ruth: I actually got ... I was more curious about the trumpet blog, than the bondage blog, cause I feel like I understand the bondage thing, but I don't understand the trumpet thing.

Patrick Grabbs: How the hell are you more curious about the-

Katrina Ruth: Well, cause I'm familiar with the bondage thing, but I'm not familiar with the trumpet thing.

Patrick Grabbs: So, the trumpet ... Give me a couple likes and I'll bite it.

Katrina Ruth: Don't bite it hard.

Patrick Grabbs: This is a very expensive shoe.

Katrina Ruth: I only bought it two days ago.

Katrina Ruth: We said we were going to do a livestream on unconventional relationships, we ended up doing one on stagefright, and now we're doing one on shoe fetishism.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, shit.

Katrina Ruth: But, we'll do the you conventional relationship one maybe tomorrow. Now, we're just doing bondages and shoe fetishes.

Patrick Grabbs: It's all sixes and sevens now. Sixes and sevens. I'll put some barbecue sauce on this bitch and eat it right now.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, tell us about your bondage blog that you've never previously mentioned to me, that you just casually dropped into a Facebook post today.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay, so yeah, I just casually dropped that in there. So, I did have a couple of bondage blogs.

Katrina Ruth: A couple? Why do you need more than one?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, actually it's like 100. You need 100 of them.

Katrina Ruth: Why do you need more than one bondage blog?

Patrick Grabbs: You need more like 100.

Katrina Ruth: Yes, Alexa. This is why you waited that whole time. We just want to wait and see who our true audience is before we get into the really good content.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, yeah. We wait til their gone.

Katrina Ruth: Wait til all the flakers leave, and now the real shit's coming out.

Patrick Grabbs: The nasty nasties are still here, you know.

Katrina Ruth: Alright, let's hear it. 100 bondage blogs.

Patrick Grabbs: So, 100 bondage blogs. That's a tongue twister.

Patrick Grabbs: So, the thing is, when you're starting out on the internet, if you don't wanna pay for shit, if you wanna just do shit for free, you'll end up down all sorts of rabbit holes about things that you should do, that you can quickly do to make money. To quickly come up with a buck or two. And one of them, actually, two. I'll explain the first one is make affiliated trumpets-

Katrina Ruth: I'm sorry, you're using the shoe as a gesture.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm using the shoe as a gesture. It's the most odd and weird shit you can find. Like, somebody recommended to me that I just write reviews about trumpets and like affiliate those, and I just like was all in. I was like let' go. Let's go.

Katrina Ruth: Do you play the trumpet?

Patrick Grabbs: I know everything about trumpets.

Katrina Ruth: Do you play the trumpet?

Patrick Grabbs: I played the trumpet when I was a kid.

Katrina Ruth: Okay.

Patrick Grabbs: Don't make fun of me, but I did play the trumpet when I was a kid, and so, it's cool. I got first chair one time. That means I was the best. But anyways, I didn't give a fuck about trumpets. I did it like one time for like a year, and I had a trumpet. I didn't now anything about trumpets. In fact, I was like, okay whatever. It's just the first thing that I read where they're like, you can make some money off affiliate trumpets if you just write blog posts about trumpets all day.

Patrick Grabbs: So, I was like, fuck it, that's what I'm gonna do. I didn't think about anything, I didn't think about all this woo woo crazy shit about calling in your perfect clients-

Katrina Ruth: It freaking works.

Patrick Grabbs: Talking to yourself in the fucking mirror, and people start giving you money and shit like that. I didn't think anything about that. I think maybe somebody in the back might've commented and said some shit about that, but I was like, fuck that. This trumpet thing is gonna work.

Patrick Grabbs: I got onto this next thing where this dude was like, you could do these Tumblr blogs where you put bondage on there, bondage pictures, and you can set them up to where they just automatically pull the pictures of bondage, of chicks in bondage tied up and stuff like that, and it posts them automatically every day, and you just put affiliate links on there, and you get the affiliate links from the porn site, and it automatically posts that stuff all day, every day. He said, if you do enough of them, you could make like $100 a week.

Katrina Ruth: $100 a week?

Patrick Grabbs: It was something outrageous-

Katrina Ruth: How long ago was this?

Patrick Grabbs: This was like five years ago. I was trying to make a quick buck people. A motherfucker didn't have Louboutin's.

Patrick Grabbs: I was trying to figure it out. I just didn't have it.

Katrina Ruth: Can somebody start screen-shotting while he's just waving around the shoe as an emphasis? Just screenshot the waving-

Patrick Grabbs: Bondage. Bondage.

Katrina Ruth: Say bondage a few more times.

Patrick Grabbs: So, I had a bondage blog. I had like 100 of them, and needless to say, I think I made like $0.28 from that shit.

Katrina Ruth: Brandon wants you to do your Ryan Stewman impersonation.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, right.

Katrina Ruth: It's so good. I was like, where is he?

Patrick Grabbs: What can I say? What could I say? How does Ryan do it? It's so easy, and now you all got me to where my mind doesn't work.

Katrina Ruth: Well, you did your me impression earlier well enough.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I did my best impression. Let's see here. What would he say? He says ... Now y'all got me on the spot, I can't do it.

Katrina Ruth: Come on. This whole livestream is about stagefright.

Patrick Grabbs: It's about stagefright.

Katrina Ruth: For those who do not know what's bondage, can you please do a demonstration?

Patrick Grabbs: Okay, we gotta get some rope. We gotta get a lawn dart.

Katrina Ruth: It's fairly early on in the evening for a bondage demonstration.

Patrick Grabbs: We have had some wine. I'm gonna refill my wine, and I'm gonna come up with my perfect Stewman impression.

Katrina Ruth: You're gonna go into your ...

Patrick Grabbs: Would you like some more wine?

Katrina Ruth: Yes, please. Shall I show people your view because it's fucking amazing.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, yeah. Yeah, definitely.

Katrina Ruth: Do you guys wanna see the most amazing view in Dallas? Why would you not. Hang on. This is gonna be tricky to navigate.

Patrick Grabbs: Watch out. Yeah, especially with those shoes.

Katrina Ruth: See. Did you see how I did that? Check this out. Oh, by the way, look at this cool art. Side note.

Katrina Ruth: Look. What! What! How amazing is that view.

Katrina Ruth: Brandon played the clarinet. That's a random comment that I feel is not relevant to the view-

Patrick Grabbs: That's kinda like the skin flute.

Katrina Ruth: Look how good that looks. Come here.

Patrick Grabbs: It's an amazing view.

Katrina Ruth: That's an amazing-

Patrick Grabbs: You gotta put it up a little higher, so they see that.

Katrina Ruth: If that was a photo, it would look like we made that background up.

Patrick Grabbs: Look at that. Boom.

Katrina Ruth: Screenshot. Okay, you can't see me anyway. But it looks like it's fake. It's pretty amazing.

Patrick Grabbs: It looks like we're standing in one of those pictures.

Katrina Ruth: I know.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes, that's beautiful.

Katrina Ruth: I feel like we're just gonna stay here tomorrow and-

Patrick Grabbs: Look at that moon though. You gotta get that moon in there.

Katrina Ruth: How do we do that?

Patrick Grabbs: Bam. That's good shit. That's crazy. It's like a futuristic city, huh?

Katrina Ruth: You do have probably the most amazing view in the world, definitely the most amazing view of Dallas.

Katrina Ruth: Bondage and trumpets dot com.

Patrick Grabbs: If you love that [inaudible 01:26:24], go to bondage and trumpets dot com.

Katrina Ruth: Are you ready for your-

Patrick Grabbs: It's a wonderful mix.

Katrina Ruth: Actually, I do have to show you guys one more pair of shoes cause it's just important. And then, are you gonna do your Ryan Stewman accent?

Patrick Grabbs: I'll do my Ryan Stewman-

Katrina Ruth: Okay. Let me show you these one other shoes that I ... Wait til you see this. Okay, we're just ignoring them now. They're there by themselves.

Patrick Grabbs: I'll go back, I'll go back. I'll hold it down.

Katrina Ruth: Okay.

Patrick Grabbs: Wassup? Y'all remember this? Is your audience from Australia, do you think they might remember wassup?

Katrina Ruth: They're 60% US. My audience is 60% US.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, shit. Wassup?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, I remember that. Look at these shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: Beautiful. That's what I'm talking about. That's a shoe.

Katrina Ruth: Look at it. It says, "Fuck, Love, Rock, Roll, Kiss, Plein."

Patrick Grabbs: That's very depressive.

Katrina Ruth: I know you're in Dallas, Lauren. Do it out the window and she can hear you, she said. Lauren's one of my private clients in my inner circle. She's next level badass. She's here in Dallas.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, wow. Well, shit. She's next level?

Katrina Ruth: Oh, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: I feel like that shoe is just the most blinged up shoe in the world. I've got so many shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: That's what you have in that bag. That's what I was wondering.

Katrina Ruth: How many different places are we gonna go, cause I've got eight different pairs of shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: I don't know.

Katrina Ruth: I'm travelling for like eight weeks, so anyway.

Patrick Grabbs: At least we know you have hot shoes.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, I've got plenty of them. I feel that's the important part out of the way, now we can do the accent.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay, well I was trying to think of something to say, but I got distracted by the shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: So, what would Ryan say? What would Ryan talk about now? He would say ... I don't fucking know.

Katrina Ruth: I've gone blank as well now.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. We were talking about it earlier.

Katrina Ruth: [inaudible 01:28:23] and y'all come over. Yeah, we're just gonna all quickly come over to New Orleans tonight. Alright, can we just do a quick trip to New Orleans for dinner.

Patrick Grabbs: Let's go, let's go.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, it's so cool there. Have you been there?

Patrick Grabbs: Where, New Orleans?

Katrina Ruth: Yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, fuck yeah. I've been there a few times. It's like the quickest little trip you can take. It's like the first trip.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, really?

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah. I never thought I would ever travel in my life.

Katrina Ruth: Is it close to here?

Patrick Grabbs: It's like right out ... Six hours, probably eight hours away.

Katrina Ruth: Oh? We're on our way.

Patrick Grabbs: This is Ryan right here, you want to make more sales, you need to quit being a little bitch. You need to get after it, and you need to do what it takes to make millions. If you sit around ... Oh, I got the perfect one. If you don't have $10,000 in your bank account, you are a fucking pussy. You need to quit sales right now. Why? Fuck your excuses. Fuck your excuses. That's what you have to do. You have to quit being a little bitch, you have to step up to the plate, and you have to quit [inaudible 01:29:16].

Katrina Ruth: I'm dying. It's so good. It's like very fucking accurate.

Patrick Grabbs: He would think that was horrible.

Katrina Ruth: It's really good. Who follows Ryan? Shout out love hearts if you follow Ryan.

Patrick Grabbs: If you don't have $10,000 in your bank account and you're a salesman, you fucking suck. You fucking suck. You're disappointing your family. You're letting your Friends down. You're letting yourself down. You fucking suck. Go back to the drawing board. Quit sales forever. Go to Mickey D's. Start working right now, and start flipping burgers. Put a patty on the fucking grill, and start cooking that bitch. Start flipping it, start getting used to it. Get the action going, and go. Get the wrist motion. Flip, flip, flip, bitch. That's gonna be the whole thing.

Patrick Grabbs: He doesn't go that hard. That was me. That was me putting in a little of myself.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, but it sounded believable though. Oh my god.

Katrina Ruth: So, basically you can have a side hustle and the side hustle is impersonations. Oh my god. That was amazing. That was so-

Patrick Grabbs: But, by the way, fuck your excuses.

Katrina Ruth: I've got those chips everywhere. There's one right there in my wallet.

Patrick Grabbs: I'll tell you all this. I'm gonna give you the game right quick, okay?

Katrina Ruth: Let's do it.

Patrick Grabbs: I will give you the game.

Katrina Ruth: We did the shoe game, now we're doing-

Patrick Grabbs: This is some free shit for you, okay-

Katrina Ruth: Value. Drop your value.

Patrick Grabbs: This is million dollar advice. Value, real quick.

Patrick Grabbs: So, with your clients. Most of them have clients, right?

Katrina Ruth: Mm-hmm (affirmative).

Patrick Grabbs: Okay, cool.

Katrina Ruth: Mostly.

Patrick Grabbs: With your clients, these are little trinkets, or a gift, that you can use instead of business cards, okay. You go to disc dot com. D-I-S-C, I think is what it is, fulfilment. And you get these, that you hand out. Put your website on the front. They'll see the website from here, on the front there. It's on the bottom, you can't really see it. On the back is your logo, phone. You give these out.

Patrick Grabbs: I took over Dallas. I went recently, was trying to get more of my communication skills in order because I had spent so much time behind the computer, that I wanted to get out there more and start getting out, engaged with more people, and more social. I took these out, all I did was take a stack of these out, and befriended ... If you give these to a bartender, I actually gave these to all of the bouncers, bartenders, anybody on the staff. You know, you go to the bar a little bit early, you give out your little trinkets, you give out these things. There's something psychological about giving a gift like this.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, it's true.

Patrick Grabbs: I actually had a dude who's worth millions of dollars, and I gave him one of these cause he bought all of us bottle service, and I was like, dude, I don't have ... I was trying to pay him for actually letting me hang out with his bottle and stuff, and he's like, "Don't pay me, man. It's all good, but I appreciate the gesture." I gave this to him, and he almost teared up. To get a gift ... Some people don't get gifts. If you give one of them to them, they think it's like the best thing in the planet. You'll see, if you give people stuff like this, they'll try to give it to you back, you know, and no, no, no, no, it's yours. It's yours. And they're like, "Mine?" It's yours.

Katrina Ruth: That's true.

Patrick Grabbs: It's profound. I don't know, it's psychological. It's something about these things. And even though, actually I'm not working with Ryan anymore, I work with him to a degree, but even so, I'm not working for him, I'm still gonna pass the fuck out of these things cause they go hard.

Katrina Ruth: You need to get your own ones maybe.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm gonna get my own ones, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: I want some. Get me some.

Patrick Grabbs: What would yours say?

Katrina Ruth: Life is now, come on.

Patrick Grabbs: Life is now. Press play. Maybe a little play button.

Katrina Ruth: Yes. Alright, I feel like we're getting into the super rambly zone.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: But we're still hilarious.

Patrick Grabbs: There we go.

Katrina Ruth: We could go all day. Well, we already-

Patrick Grabbs: That's what she said. I am hungry though.

Katrina Ruth: Yep.

Patrick Grabbs: We should get something to eat.

Katrina Ruth: Should we all go get [inaudible 01:33:03].

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, bring it with us.

Katrina Ruth: Should we go to New Orleans?

Patrick Grabbs: Let's go to New Orleans. Let's go.

Katrina Ruth: We're going to New Orleans for dinner.

Patrick Grabbs: That sounds like a plan, let's go.

Katrina Ruth: But maybe tomorrow we're going to livestream for you on unconventional relationships. If you're lucky.

Patrick Grabbs: That's a good one.

Katrina Ruth: That will be an interesting conversation.

Patrick Grabbs: How many do you think, how many of your clientele ...

Katrina Ruth: My tribe, my people. My squad. My posse.

Patrick Grabbs: Gang. How much of your gang do you think is in an unconventional relationship right now?

Katrina Ruth: Definitely that one right there.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, Brandon is in an unconventional relationship with his fucking palm. Motherfucker.

Katrina Ruth: He's in an unconventional life.

Katrina Ruth: A lot, a lot. I know this for a fact.

Patrick Grabbs: Cool.

Katrina Ruth: I'm not guessing, we talk about it all the time.

Patrick Grabbs: Gang, gang. Oh, I like Kiana.

Katrina Ruth: Kiana's the one who sold me.

Patrick Grabbs: Gang, gang. Nice.

Katrina Ruth: They're all messaging.

Patrick Grabbs: What're they talking about?

Katrina Ruth: I don't know. But, Kiana is the one ... I just told the story about you earlier, I said there's only two times ever that people have pitched me on Facebook and been successful. And Kiana was one of them. And there she is with her gang, gang.

Patrick Grabbs: You say that we've been rambling, but we still got 22.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, cause we're mesmerising and engaging. What is that dance?

Patrick Grabbs: I don't know. I've had too much to drink.

Katrina Ruth: It was a very interesting dance.

Patrick Grabbs: And I might've micro dosed a mushroom earlier this morning, and it may or may not-

Katrina Ruth: Did you? You didn't even have that much to drink. You've had like half a glass of wine.

Patrick Grabbs: I know, but I'm a lightweight. I am a lightweight.

Katrina Ruth: Hi. That's a love heart shout out for Ashley O'Donnell. Ashley O'Donnell is definitely unconventional. Patrick just said how many of my audience do I think are in an unconventional relationship, or are interested in that. And I'm like, a lot. I've found it's a kind of, let's just be honest. Okay, Ashley, you literally have come at the end. We're about to drive to New Orleans for dinner.

Patrick Grabbs: She came at the end.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, god.

Patrick Grabbs: I get a little fucked up-

Katrina Ruth: Well, yeah.

Patrick Grabbs: What up, RJ. I know RJ. What's up, big dog?

Katrina Ruth: A lot. My audience are in to all sorts of interesting shit. I have all the conversations with my clients. In fact, predominately what my inner circle clients talk to me about is sex and relationships.

Patrick Grabbs: Freaks.

Katrina Ruth: Well, if necessary.

Katrina Ruth: I would say 15-20% of our conversation is about business, 15-20% is about shenanigans, 50-60% is about sex.

Patrick Grabbs: Really?

Katrina Ruth: For sure.

Patrick Grabbs: Sounds like I'm in the place to be.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, well. That's just how it is.

Patrick Grabbs: We're all freaks.

Katrina Ruth: We're all freaks, yeah. What did Ashley say?

Patrick Grabbs: This is like the all-

Katrina Ruth: Well, I gotta introduce you properly to Alexa, and then you'll understand many things that you don't understand right now.

Patrick Grabbs: Okay.

Katrina Ruth: Well, you probably understand them, but anyway.

Patrick Grabbs: I'm sure I'll get more value out of y'all from that-

Katrina Ruth: Well, anyway, it's an interesting conversation. This is a moment where I'm no longer complaining of lack of sex. Well, there's no need to shout about it and tell everybody.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes, there is. Yes, there is, though. She has to brag.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, that's true. Celebrate.

Patrick Grabbs: Cause you're on here talking about how your life is so easy, and you can't believe it, and oh my god, it's so easy-

Katrina Ruth: That's not exactly how I said it, but okay.

Patrick Grabbs: That is how she said it.

Katrina Ruth: Can everyone send a love heart shout out for Ashley O'Donnell who's supremely sexually fulfilled? Well, I'm happy for you because we've only been talking about it for so long, and it's good to get the updates. I'm sure I can get a more detailed version just Vox me about it. Send it to me on Voxer. Send me the whole story, I'm gonna need to know the entire story.

Patrick Grabbs: Details. Don't leave out anything. We want some 50 Shades of Grey shit.

Katrina Ruth: It's all we talk about. Okay, if you join the inner circle, I will help you with your business, that's actually easy ...

Patrick Grabbs: There's a bonus sex module in there.

Katrina Ruth: There's many bonus sex modules, there's not just one.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, shit.

Katrina Ruth: It's honestly a huge part of our conversations. Here's why, can I tell you why?

Patrick Grabbs: Tell me why.

Katrina Ruth: Because we let the business be easy, and then we just have fun. I'm just saying.

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, y'all have so much room for fun.

Katrina Ruth: Right. We have room for life and fun. And so then, even when I'm talking with my clients, they know they can ask me anything about business, but I help them get results from a place of ease and flow. Okay, I'm starting to sound slightly wanky. But it's still true.

Patrick Grabbs: It sounds fine to me.

Katrina Ruth: So then, we can just talk about sex and shoes.

Patrick Grabbs: There's Ryan.

Katrina Ruth: Ryan.

Patrick Grabbs: Ryan's probably telling me, he's like, hey, motherfucker, answer the fucking ... I've got your chips.

Katrina Ruth: He's been promoting you the whole way through. And may have done an interesting impersonation.

Patrick Grabbs: I did an impersonation of you. It's great. You won't like it. But it's great.

Katrina Ruth: It was very good, it was actually hilarious. I really enjoyed it. Hang on, I forgot something.

Patrick Grabbs: I'll see what Ryan's been messaging me.

Katrina Ruth: Can we get the domain name sex and shoes dot com?

Patrick Grabbs: No.

Katrina Ruth: Why?

Patrick Grabbs: I know a domain that's taken when I see one, and that one is definitely-

Katrina Ruth: Imagine if it's not taken, can you check? Cause I feel like that'd be an amazing domain name. Let's check it out.

Katrina Ruth: I make out with women with [crosstalk 01:38:16].

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, okay, so Ryan just sent me some shit.

Katrina Ruth: What does he have to say?

Patrick Grabbs: Ryan, I'm gonna message you back on that one, brother.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, sex and shoes dot com. Is it ... Oh.

Patrick Grabbs: Done. It's already taken. I told you, I know this shit. I've looked at so many fucking domains. Ryan's lucky he got [inaudible 01:38:34], cause that shit shoulda been taken.

Katrina Ruth: See? I figured it out. The real [inaudible 01:38:38].

Patrick Grabbs: Oh, you can get that one. You can get it.

Katrina Ruth: Just went a little random ... Alright, anyway.

Katrina Ruth: What are we up to? After hearing your tagline for your book, he looks like a man who knows how to fuck. I've been thinking [inaudible 01:38:52] and thinking that. That was a while ago.

Katrina Ruth: I wrote an erotic fiction novel and the title of the book was ... The title, or the tagline, I don't remember. But it was, "He looks like a man who knows how to fuck."

Patrick Grabbs: It sounds like it was based on a true story.

Katrina Ruth: I published the first two chapters right here in this group, actually. If anyone wants to read it, you would find it there. It was very intense, everybody got very ... It was probably the most interested anybody's every been in my writing. It was out of control on the comments, actually. That book's only half finished. I should finish it off. I was getting a little carried away with it. Every time I sat down to write, I was like, this is going to an interesting place.

Katrina Ruth: I had to be psychologically prepped every time-

Patrick Grabbs: You know the thing about this wine is it does open doors, doesn't it? No, I think we still would have this conversation. Of course.

Katrina Ruth: Definitely.

Patrick Grabbs: Of course.

Katrina Ruth: Definitely. Alright, 24. What now?

Patrick Grabbs: 24, what's that?

Katrina Ruth: I have no idea.

Patrick Grabbs: What's 24?

Katrina Ruth: How long we've been talking for, 24 hours.

Patrick Grabbs: That's some Jack Bauer shit right there.

Katrina Ruth: Last time we did a livestream in here, we went for 90 minutes, and I think we're up there right now. That livestream was super long last time. Alright.

Patrick Grabbs: Alright, so we're gonna wait until next time to give them the shit.

Katrina Ruth: Which shit?

Patrick Grabbs: The shit.

Katrina Ruth: Which shit?

Patrick Grabbs: The main shit.

Katrina Ruth: What's the main shit?

Patrick Grabbs: The shit. The fucking monogamous relationship shit.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, yeah. So, tomorrow we're gonna livestream on unconventional relationships. Specifically, our thoughts on monogamy, and other things.

Patrick Grabbs: And other things.

Katrina Ruth: You're gonna have to be there. We can't give you a time though, cause how do we know what we're gonna be doing.

Patrick Grabbs: We don't fucking know.

Katrina Ruth: We don't know. We'll be there when we're there.

Patrick Grabbs: We gotta hang out with Ryan tomorrow, too.

Katrina Ruth: Go to your notifications and set see first to all things Kat and Patrick.

Patrick Grabbs: Go set notifications.

Katrina Ruth: It's gonna be good. Bring your questions. We may or may not answer them, cause we'll be too busy having fun.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Alright.

Patrick Grabbs: You're in Dallas, so you might as well have fun.

Katrina Ruth: That's what we're gonna do.

Patrick Grabbs: You might have a root-tootin good time out here.

Katrina Ruth: We're gonna go have some fun. Have an amazing rest of the evening, or day, or morning if you're in Australia. Shout out Aussies. Have some Vegemite for me.

Patrick Grabbs: Don't have it. It's disgusting. It'll kill you.

Katrina Ruth: Press fucking play.

Katrina Ruth: Do you have a sign off? Have you got a new sign off?

Patrick Grabbs: I don't actually have a sign off yet.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe for the monogamy livestream.

Patrick Grabbs: How do you come up with a sign off? A good sign off?

Katrina Ruth: I channelled it.

Patrick Grabbs: Channel it. I have nothing.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe for tomorrow.

Katrina Ruth: Where does the drought [inaudible 01:41:35] the sex story? The storm will come. No doubt.

Patrick Grabbs: Yeah, I have no sign off yet, so ... Maybe I'll come up with one and have it ready for tomorrow.

Katrina Ruth: Alright.

Patrick Grabbs: Even more intense, the pressure's on.

Katrina Ruth: It's gonna go extra hard.

Patrick Grabbs: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: Goodbye.

Patrick Grabbs: Peace.

Direct download: Prison..._foot_fetishes..._bondage_blogs..._and_more.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:06am AEST

Wed, 23 May 2018

Unconventional relationships and non-monogamy! — with Patrick Grabbs

Patrick: They want hang out, Brian [inaudible 00:00:05].Patrick: They want hang out, Brian [inaudible 00:00:05].
Kat: Well, they're gonna have to wait til we're done.
Patrick: That's what I told them.
Kat: Oh. We're already -
Patrick: Oh, shit we're already on.
Kat: Yeah, I just noticed.
Patrick: I think I have to duck down now.
Kat: Yeah, do you want ... how did that happen? What have we changed?
Patrick: I think this thing dropped down just a hair.
Kat: You think? Hang on. Yeah, we're going to deliberately do this live stream faceless. Just, you know, for reasons of privacy.
Patrick: Hi. For reasons of anonymity.
Kat: Yeah. We want to stay anonymous.
Patrick: Hip hop anonymous?
Kat: Hip hop anonymous? How did that drop down? I don't know how that happened.
Patrick: I need to get some water, too. Agua.
Kat: Share this one. I made a fresh one.
Patrick: Not a big deal, because I'm running on fumes and that's -
Kat: I feel like this is not right. What, okay, we've had this system down all morning. How's this system suddenly fucked with? Is that better?
Patrick: Yeah, that's better.
Kat: It's still off-center. What's going on? Hi everybody.
Patrick: What up, Gary?
Kat: It's okay, cause this is all part of the show.
Patrick: It's part of the show.
Kat: Ooh, I was sitting somewhere different before. I'm so confused now.
Patrick: Let me get up and scoot this thing out just a hair. Here you go.
Kat: All right the problem is that we've had the realisation that we look fantastic when we're positioned in front of this picture. And so now, okay, I don't know what I'm doing.
Patrick: I think you're going to have scoot over just a little bit to the left.
Kat: This way?
Patrick: Yeah.
Kat: Ah. All right, we sorted it out.
Patrick: There we go, all right, go.
Kat: It was a team effort. Well, we realised earlier today that we look fantastic when we're sitting in front of this photo.
Patrick: Gonna leave me hanging like that? Okay, team effort Boom. There we go.
Kat: Sorry, I didn't notice it. I was so focused on the video.
Patrick: It was beyond my vision.
Kat: And so now we're sitting like very precariously on the back of the couch, and we've now done four live streams so far today between us. Plus, written a blog-
Patrick: Just getting started.
Kat: Journaled first. Our success routine today has been fucking phenomenal. Right?
Patrick: And the flow. Every time we hang out it's always been some serious flow that's going on.
Kat: That's how it goes. We did our journaling, then we blogged, took some Insta stories. If you want to see the worse ever Australian accent in history of time, go and watch my Instagram stories. You're going to see -
Patrick: Some would say the best.
Kat: Who are they? I'm leery.
Patrick: They're there, they're there, there are people.
Kat: And then we both did our separate blogs. Go read Patrick's blog on his page, I like it a lot. It's on letting life be easy, in all areas. Everything should get to be easy, not hard. I did my blog, then we went upstairs to the gym. Oh my god you should see up there, it's fucking amazing. We're going to go hang by the pool later after this.
Patrick: Yep. I really want to do.
Kat: Then we come back here, we're in fucking flow zone. We've done four live streams today between us. We just did -
Patrick: We've been going hard.
Kat: ... We just did a bad ass as fuck 40 minute live stream into Patrick's private group. If you happen to be a man, which I know there's not many of them in this group, but there are some. You got to go connect with him and get into his group. There's no women allowed in there, but yet I was a guest speaker. Honoured. I'm still not allowed in the group.
Patrick: No, no.
Kat: I'm allowed to present to the group, but I'm not allowed to be in the group. No, I'm sorry Alexa, we didn't take time out to talk about you last time.
Patrick: There is rules.
Kat: Does he know who I am now? I'm sorry, nope, you don't really know who Alexer is do you?
Patrick: Alexer? No, I know who Alexa is, not Alexer.
Kat: I told you briefly about Alexa's group, the Kaleidoscope, right?
Patrick: Yep.
Kat: I told you about that last night. But we didn't go into detail though.
Patrick: The Kaleidoscope?
Kat: Yeah.
Patrick: No, what's that about.
Kat: Well, I just told she has an amazing group, The Kaleidoscope, where we talk about all things. Sex and love and open relationships and, well, all sorts of combinations of relationships, or whatever people are obviously actually into.
Kat: I met Alexa ... I'm going to tell this story now, because it's actually very relevant to our live stream and to how we're even ending up on this couch during this live stream. All right, let's position ourselves for the story. Alrighty. So we're just high on life, [inaudible 00:04:02], we don't need any alcohol.
Patrick: I just snorted up a big ol' line of life.
Kat: Yes, it's true. We've had an impressive amount of caffeine though , I must say.
Patrick: Oh yeah.
Kat: And almonds and chocolate.
Patrick: But that's healthy.
Kat: Of course. And brown sugar amino acids.
Patrick: And nuts. Not only that, I have nuts.
Kat: And the freaking hustle flow life, we've been content creating like a pair of mother fuckers. We're just in the content vibe. We're on content lock down right now.
Kat: There's a man on this live stream, sorry Pete, to just draw attention to you. But the reason is, you've got to Patrick's group Entrepreneurs Players Club. So far you're the only person that potentially qualifies to be in the group.
Patrick: Potentially a member.
Kat: Potentially, because he has -
Patrick: There's rules.
Kat: Well, the rules are, you've got to be, think like a person for true success.
Patrick: You do.
Kat: But you should go join his group and watch the bad ass live stream we just dropped in there.
Patrick: If you're from here, you're a bad mother fucker, so yeah, you should go there.
Kat: He's definitely going to be in your group. He'll be a perfect person to be in there.
Patrick: No trolls, Brandon. I know you'll eventually be on here and watching this.
Kat: [You know my story by now 00:05:05]. Pass me that drink.
Kat: Okay, so let's ... This is going to be a super cool live stream, you know that, about how ... although there's too many elements to how this came about. But I'm going to tell the Alexa story because it's very relevant and because weirdly enough, you don't know it. Probably you should know this story.
Kat: So Alexa I met in person, maybe two years ago ... It would have been not too long after we met, actually. I think it was like a month or two after we met. In fact, I think it was one of the same trips where I first came and stayed with you at your old apartment. So end of 2016, I think it was on the exact same trip that I met Alexa in person at a party in the Hollywood Hills, at [Reagan's 00:05:39] house, actually.
Kat: Alexa walked into the room and I was just, who is this woman? Because she had that presence, you know when a woman's really owning who she is and she truly doesn't give a fuck and she's so grounded in who she is. It was an intimidating ... Okay, but I don't feel that way, thank you though. That was awesome. It felt slightly intimidating to me, I was like holy shit, this woman is amazing and I'm fascinated by her and a little scared for some reason, because she's so ... just this incredible energy.
Kat: Anyway it was a big party, but the party ended and Alexa was one of three or four people who ended up hanging out well into the hours. We were all sitting around my left over Whole Foods Salmon and kale salad at 2:00 A.M. in the morning just having a conversation. I connected with Alexa on Facebook and then she started to write these pieces about basically love and sex. There's her Facebook group, you definitely want to part of that. Actually be in Alexa's group, I think you would enjoy it a lot. She started to write these blog posts that were 2000 word posts. Firstly, I'm like, wow, somebody else is doing what I do. Then when I read her stuff, I was, holy shit, this woman is freaking messaging from the heart. But she was writing about sex, really full on stuff that people don't go around saying on Facebook firstly, except Alexa does. I think it was a photo of her in her lingerie in the bathtub, the whole thing was just fascinating.
Patrick: Fifty shades of Grey stuff.
Kat: They were more like really raw stories about, I guess her stories and journey and lessons that she'd had to learn about herself and about life, through relationships and sex. Just starting to recognise that there's something inside of me that feels like I don't want to do it the normal way. Then playing around with that stuff. She had a call to action at the end. I think it was one of her first calls to action that she did for this business. I reached out and I became a private client straight away. It only a few months after I left my marriage. I was really in a place where I actually was, I don't know what dating even means. I don't know how to date, I don't what that is. What do you do on a date? I'd been in a long term relationships for 15 years.
Kat: I felt like I definitely wasn't happy in my marriage, also the whole way through both of my marriages, I always kind of felt like I don't really think I agree with this monogamy thing. But as you're growing up, especially the Christian upbringing, you kind of push those thoughts aside. I remember one time saying to my first husband, actually I read an article about couples who live separately, but they still have commitment to each other, but they just do life separately and then they come together when they want to. I was, "That's fucking awesome, that's how it should be." I said it to him and he was pretty shitty at me about it. He was kind of hurt or offended or whatever. So I was, "Huh, I think it sounds like a good idea.", right?
Kat: that was years ago. Even all the way through my second marriage, it wasn't I was going out and looking at other guys. It was more just that on a fundamental level, I was not really sure if this is what I want, if this agrees with me. Yeah, so the thoughts were there. Then coming to Alexa's phone, and I can still remember our first coaching call together. She was like, "Well, what do you want? What do you actually want from a relationship or from sex as well." I was kind of like ... it was like I never thought about that before. It was kind of revolutionary to me that you could think about what you want and make it go. Because, I guess, assumed that you just get what you get, right? Which is so funny, I know, considering what I teach and preach in business. But I just hadn't connected the dots.
Kat: Alexa had me do, one of the first things she had me do, I think we did it live together of our first Skype call ... Actually, I should give this to you, I can't believe I haven't given this to you, BDSM test. So I go to BDSM test, which is a free online test, and you figure out your sexual preferences, and it gives you a cool little survey that tells you what you're into. So it came up, I think, 98% non-monogamous came back on my results.
Patrick: 98%.
Kat: 98% ... My desire is that 98% of me believes in non-monogamy. It was one of my highest rankings, I think it was in my top three. The other one was to do with bondage. Anyway, I noticed some other stuff in there, and there's some really weird stuff on that questionnaire. It's just some stuff -
Patrick: Do you like being tied up? Do you like -
Kat: It was more like are you into ponies and stuff like that on the test.
Patrick: Whoa.
Kat: It had everything that -
Patrick: A little pony play?
Kat: But I got identified as a rope bunny, which means I want to be tied up and -
Patrick: You said rope bunny?
Kat: That's what it's called, a rope bunny. Right, I can't believe I've never sent you this test. We'll do the test.
Patrick: Mine would blow up, it'd be all fucked up.
Kat: That's the point, right? The point is to own who you are. So Alexa taught me to own who I am. She also taught me to own what I wanted and what I desired, even if it felt kind of crazy or out there, right? So that, we coached for some period of time, but obviously I got into her Facebook group, and in The Kaleidoscope, it's just a normal everyday conversation for me now. That everyday I'm talking about open relationships or different kinds of relationships, monogamous, non-monogamous, whatever people are into. All different sort of sex and love stuff as well. I guess the point of that is before we kind of go into what we're going to talk about, which we have no idea what it is.
Patrick: We don't even.
Kat: we haven't planned it.
Patrick: Nothing.
Kat: Of course not.
Kat: The point of that story is, well this woman really has impacted me a lot. Because she taught me I have permission to have what I want. I don't have to fit into the conventional norms in the relationship area. But also taught me something which took me longer to figure out. Even though she taught me from the start, but it took me until pretty recently to figure out, which is to actually be okay with owning all that I am with the men in my life, right? And to say what I actually think, speak what's on my mind, speak my truth and be unattached to the outcome of it. Which is exactly what I do in business so I kind of figured some of this stuff out. Then Alexa's voice in my head from when we worked together. And also to totally be open about having that conversation with someone in your life and finding out what they actually want and desire.
Kat: I think that typically in a relationship of any kind, whether it's marriage or it's long term boy-friend girl-friend, or it's whatever it is that you can't really figure out or put a name on. Either way, mostly people aren't talking about it, right? We've been hanging out, hanging out, we've been hanging out in a pretty big way for 18 months, ish, I think.
Patrick: Whoa.
Kat: And we never talked about this until Sunday last week. Which is roughly how this ended up happening. There's a lot I can say here, but you can say something now.
Patrick: Yeah. Shit, you're very ... I guess whoever you talked to, or whatever, must have unstuck some stuff. But you said what's on your mind. If you don't tell people what's on your mind, you don't really know, kind of like you're just going through it. That's just anything with sales, I think, or communication in general. If you don't put it out there and you don't let people know what exactly what's on your mind and exactly what you're looking for, then you won't know. You're just going to kind of just go through the motions and you don't know where you're going to end up.
Kat: Well you're kind of living in fear and you're living in doubt and uncertainty. You're not giving yourself permission to be you. Also if you don't ask for what you want, you're not going to get it, that's for sure. If you do ask for what you want, then at least you don't know what's going to happen, but you open up a conversation, and, of course, you can find what the other person wants as well, right. Which sounds revolutionary fucking idea. Oh my god, imagine asking somebody what they actually want.
Kat: Well maybe there's people out there who are naturally doing this, but for me, it's been this kind of ... Like navigating relationships and dating since becoming single, for the first maybe six month period, I just felt like I had no fucking clue what I was doing. I was kind of all over the place. Then I noticed I was definitely in a fear mentality. I was worrying about how to be engaging. It's like going on a live stream and worrying about how to be engaging. I was over thinking every fucking thing. Like for sure, I sent you so many messages where I probably spent two ... I can remember a message that I literally spent two weeks thinking about and Alexa coached me on the actual message. Actually what it comes down to, was I was scared to just say what I was thinking or feeling.
Kat: I was doing this in multiple dating situations at the same time. But, as you know, you've been the most important man that I've connected with since becoming single. You've been the only one that's there pretty much the whole way through. And the relationship we have is different because it's a soul level thing, and there's a flow and a soul connection.
Kat: So I've had dating stuff where I probably wouldn't ... I don't know, it's not got to a point where it's ... this sounds bad, but it's not got to a point to where I care enough to actually go deep into that conversation. But then how we've been, it's got to a point where I do want to have a conversation about this, but I didn't know how to do that. Then I just started saying what I think, which honestly, I find a terrifying thing. And I told him the whole way through, I can't believe I'm saying this. I feel crazy and I feel like this is terrifying, but I'm going to say it anyway. Because I've learned that in business, if I say what I'm thinking and what I'm feeling, I can't screw it up. Because I know and truly believe that, if I say what I want and what I'm thinking, and then if that would completely shut down what we had, then that's how it was meant to be. I just believed that. But if I'm not going to be fully myself, then nothing actually really real anyway. It's not built on the right foundation.
Kat: So how this live stream came about, only like a week ago, not even a week ago, Patrick said to me "He's quite certain that what I want from a relationship is different from what he want's." And I said, "I'm quite certain we've never talked about that." So maybe we'll talk about it and we jumped on the phone and just kind of spoke about this different way of doing dating or doing relationships where it is unconventional. Where actually both of us realised, and we didn't know this about each other, that we were on the same page as far as not wanting monogamy and just kind of, I guess, still figuring it out.
Kat: I don't know exactly what I really want over the time. I know that right now I definitely don't want monogamy, but I do want to know that I've ... with us, we've got a deep connection that nobody could kind of replace or erase. But it doesn't mean that I want to be tied off from other opportunities. I mean we're not even in the same country most of the time anyhow. But even despite that right? Then also when I think about him sleeping with other women, I'm like that doesn't remotely bother me at all. I'd probably get triggered as fuck if I saw you live streaming all the time with other women. I'd be like what the fuck.
Patrick: That's our thing.
Kat: So for me it's -
Patrick: I don't of anybody that I can ... I don't know if any ... Of course I have other women in my life, and I just, [I Am 00:16:24] is a soul connection with Kat and I don't know if anything that ... I don't really have the same conversations that I have with you. That's nice, you know there are people out there, that I'm sure that I can have a deep conversation with and things. But typically speaking -
Kat: And fun.
Patrick: Yeah, it's just having fun and all that. It's a good time and as a man that's just what you do. But from my -
Kat: But it's not just as a man, that's the whole point. Because that's what I want as well, right?
Patrick: Exactly, yeah, yeah.
Kat: And particularly by the way, driven ambitious women like me, typically have an insanely high desire for all things in life, including sex. It's definitely not just a man thing.
Patrick: I don't get ... I read your posts and everything like that, so I see your other stuff that you talk about as well and stuff like that. I don't have any kind of any bad feelings or anything about any of that stuff. I read, actually I get ... I'm happy that you're experiencing life, and that that's what you enjoy doing, I'm happy. When you sent me the messages when we first kind of talked about all this stuff -
Kat: When we started having these open conversations, which was like December and just started laying stuff out.
Patrick: Yeah. I didn't really mind it at all. You know, like if you know that guys stand for ... We're not scared of anything like that, it actually helped me out as far as to figure out kind of what I'm really looking for. As far as a deeper connection goes. Because typically it's just been one of those things where I've been going through the motions. Obviously it's hard to find people on my level mentally thinking.
Kat: Same.
Patrick: To have a great conversation where we just sit there and we're back and forth most of the time.
Kat: We're just total flow when we're ... We met through Brian Schuman, this is easy to figure out, it's not a secret. Brian's best friend, Patrick, that's how I met him, right? It was a hook up, right? We slept together and the next day I left Dallas and I was like, "oh cool, you know, awesome, and I'm probably never going to speak to that guy again." Then somehow we got to messaging, and we met up again a month later. I remember that second time, I was like, "Oh cool, this is going to be fun. This guy is going to drive out from Dallas to Austin to see me. That's kind of cool, it's a decent trip." And I was just expecting to have a fun time.
Kat: Then it was when we were speaking, we were in the bar that day, in the afternoon, having margaritas and you were talking about your purpose and your wire. I can remember sitting there and just being, "Oh, fuck, I thought this guy was ..." whatever that I categorised you as, at least in my head. Now I'm like, "Oh." And I remember thinking I feel like I could really develop feeling for this person. That's there's something there where it's going to be ... I've not heard anybody else speak like that, to this day, it's like I can't have this conversation with any other man in my life, past or present. It's just not been there before where it's total flow. How many other times when you're hanging out, and actually we haven't seen each other since October, and i just got back here yesterday. Today we've largely done content generally all day long. I'm like, "Well this is exactly what I write in my journal. That I want an amazing man in my life."
Kat: But specifically I have written that I want kind of one key guy that's the main guy that I care about and that I have a deeper connection with and that it's different and it is that soul connection. I've written I want to do funny live streams together and I want to tear shit up on the internet. I want to do all the things that flow for me. That's what we have and it can't be replaced. When I'm not here or we don't speak all the time or whatever, I think about you being with other women, I'm like, whatever, because it doesn't ... Nothing can replace what we have, oh my god, it's not possible, it's just not possible. Because it's something that's not about us getting along or spending time together and building on the relationship because we spent time together. It's because it's fundamental stuff there that's just kind of an unbreakable bond.
Patrick: Yeah, I told you, when you told me I was something, "Oh man." Now, it's fucked up because I'm thinking, and I've told you, yeah this kind of fucks things up or whatever, but I'm thinking, well I don't really want you to go. I don't to lose our relationship that we have. This is more than enough, I like it, and I don't want anything to mess it up. Even thinking about just you being in other relationships, I don't ... That's not what I'm concerned about. I'm concerned about that we maintain our connection that we have as it is.
Kat: Exactly.
Patrick: To me it's just ... We already covered some things as far as talking more and things like that. But obviously we're both super fucking busy.
Kat: Yeah, but it's also we had boundaries up or walls up that have now kind of come down a lot. Even just unloading this last one week. Because literally Saturday last week, he messaged me saying we're not going to see each anymore, at all, right?
Patrick: Yeah.
Kat: So, how did that work out. Really, because we hadn't communicated about it and you had basically an assumption or expectation that what I wanted was a white wedding and a conventional relationship, I think. You were kind of that's not what I want so we have to stop. "This has to stop because it's just going to end up fucked up. I'm not going to be able to give you what you want or whatever. I know that what you want from a relationship is different." I was coming pretty hard. I was saying shit that you don't just go around saying to people. It was just, "I'm just going to tell you exactly what I think." I'm writing him fucking 4000 word essays on a Facebook message.
Kat: You think my blogs are long, you should see the stuff he has to read. I'm just, right, this is what I think, these are all my thoughts, this is all the crazy shit inside my head that I definitely probably shouldn't tell you, but I'm going to tell you anyway. It was pretty full on. The whole way through I was, I think it's pretty amazing that you didn't totally be, holy shit, I've got to get away from this chick, this is crazy. That didn't happen, instead ... Well we were communicating, actually, in a pretty good way. But it was kind of communicating with a guard up and just an assumption of what the other person thought or wanted. Instead of just talking about it.
Kat: It sounds so silly, but for me, I don't know about you, but for me, it literally never occurred to me. I knew that ... I talk about this everyday with Alexa and everyone in the group that I don't want monogamy, but it never ever occurred to me that you would feel that way. I just never thought about it, or I never asked, right? How silly is it, right? You can be spending time in developing -
Patrick: Communication breaking down or whatever. [crosstalk 00:22:41]
Kat: We just never thought about it. But I think it's also is where we started was super casual and it was kind of just hooking up and then it quickly felt like, well, there's more to it than that. But then for me at least, I was, this is kind of scary. I'm not going to go around saying what I actually think. Because that would be embarrassing and you feel to vulnerable, right? And you don't feel safe.
Kat: How I got to a point where I started saying everything I think. Massive essay length manner for several months now, was I just decided, well hang on, if I just started saying what I actually think and what I'm feeling and what I want, and it results in us completely breaking apart, then that would be what was meant to happen. Because ultimately why would I want to build on something with somebody where I can't just fully be myself. And even, this kind of made me feel like that, then I was really happy.
Kat: Like the other day we where on the phone, and you'd said you'd read that blog that I wrote about the guy that I met in Santa Monica last week. I put that blog here in the daily ass kicker group. I post this shit, I know he's in this group, I know he read all my content. I do think about that when I post stuff about other guys. I always feel like maybe I won't say that because I feel like I've go to guard myself. The reason I post it anyways, because I'm that's the message that's coming me to post, so I'm not going to act out of fear. It would be a fear energy if I didn't post that blog. I'm going to post the blog, I know he's going to read it. We normally wouldn't talk about it. Then we mentioned the other night on the phone and you were, "I read that blog." I was kind of ... then you were, "And I just felt really happy for you." That's perfect, because our connection is not just sex, anyway, how is that a thing.
Patrick: Yeah. I like to see that you were experiencing life. That's what I try to do when I go out. To find that something like that passion and everything that you might just run into in the moment. Because that's what we're supposed to do.
Kat: Right, you should get to respond to the moment.
Patrick: You should, and you should milk the ecstasy of the moment. You should get whatever you can out of the moment that's meant for you to experience. That's totally yours to experience, that's nobody can take that away from you. You should do what life or whatever the universe is providing for you at that moment.
Kat: You get to have it all, you do. Alexa says, "A connection doesn't mean wedding bells." Of course not, right? That's if people want to get married, they can get married. But I know for sure, both times when I got married, the main driving force was I felt like then I'm kind of safe, or I've accomplished what I'm supposed to accomplish. I didn't get married because my desire is to marry this person. It was this person might potentially be the right person and I should get married because otherwise ... The first one, honestly, was because I felt guilty about having sex outside of marriage. Just my conditioning and my upbringing, that's the main reason I got married.
Kat: Then the second time was fear. It was feeling like maybe I won't ever find someone else who loves me. Maybe, this is how it should have to be. I was 27 and I'm going to have to think about kids. There was so much fucked up shit that went into that. There was love there as well, I'm not saying that. But I didn't get married because I was like, I've got to get married, my soul, what would fulfil it? Marriage, my soul is to get married, no that is not something remotely that connects to soul. It was more an idea or concept. I'm not saying ... I'm not anti-marriage for people who want to get married. But yeah, yes, you're only on the planet for a very short time.
Kat: I mentioned this to friends at dinner in New York the other night about this non-monogamous concept. Actually one of my friends who's there, he married, but they've been non-monogamous in their relationship the whole time. He's in his 40's now. He was, Well, the main thing, and Alexa maybe you can comment on this, but the main thing is if you're going to be in any kind of non-monogamous relationship, communication and honesty, right? Just being honest about what you actually both want. I think that's just the same as any other thing in life. Business stuff, client stuff, all of it. If you're not going to just say what you want, well you're not going to freaking get it. But also you're going to live in fear and uncertainty.
Patrick: Also, you're talking different styles and everything, it's a totally different set up. What we have is a totally different set up than anybody that most people would have. Just like -
Kat: Right. You can't put a label on it.
Patrick: No, it's just like a ... This to me is like ... That's why I was thinking how I define a relationship is totally different than what I was thinking that you had. So we had that break down.
Kat: Yeah, literally on Monday or Sunday last week.
Patrick: Yeah.
Kat: I just thought it was the funniest thing ever.
Patrick: I'm not -
Kat: You're like, "I'm very certain that you want different things." I'm like, "I'm very certain that we've never talked about it."
Patrick: It's that point when I saw that ... What I'm thinking is I have the best thing going. [inaudible 00:27:24]. I'm like, cool, that's great, what we have. I'm thinking you're thinking on the same page. You're thinking the same page as we see each other occasionally, you come into town, hang out and just have a great time. Then it's back to what we do. So that was, we just connect over we talk on the internet and everything. It was -
Kat: What did I miss? We're not going to redo the whole conversation for you. You can watch the -
Patrick: You've got to back up.
Kat: But I had started a lot of stuff indicating I wanted more, I felt like there should be more. And I was getting kind of ... It was like a slight scary vibe on my behalf, right? Then after, it [inaudible 00:28:05] there for a while like we were just completely not even hang out anymore at all. Then I started really tuning into myself. What do I actually want here, what am I trying to get? What am I actually asking for if I be honest with myself? Then I realised what I want is I want to feel more connection and communication. So that's what we spoke about. That's really what I want. I just want to ... I guess what I also wanted was, I kind of had that wall up for the first year or whatever, where I was "Am I crazy, am I making up how deep this connection is." And I thought I was just making it up and I wanted that validation.
Patrick: I thought, what I was thinking this is mother fucking Kat, I'm not going to sit there and take up all her time on the damn message all day. I was ... in the message room.
Kat: I'm like, "Why doesn't he message me more often, why don't we communicate?" I would be, "I don't think he even likes me." Then we'd hang out together, because I'd come to America. I would be, "There's no fucking way I'm going to Texas." Somehow I'd always end up in Texas, right? It was kind of this funny routine that I had. Every time that I come here where I would tell myself I'm not going. I'm going to stop whatever this thing is because I'm just making it up. It's probably just a hook up for him, that's what I was thinking in my head. And I think we have this deep soul connection, but maybe it's not real, because ... the guards were up, we weren't talking about it. I was scared at the even idea of talking about it. If you would have told me six months ago that I'd be doing this live stream, I would doing this live stream, I'd be "That's impossible, there's no fucking way."
Kat: I thought I had to maintain, not professional, but it's like when you're trying to be professional in business. I was trying to play it cool, but it just resulted in me kind being obsessive and thinking about it all the time in my head. Then we'd come together and just have this flow connection that is undeniable. Then I'd leave or we'd go our separate ways. Then we wouldn't really talk, at all. I would be just driving myself crazy. And honestly every other guy I've dated, well if I do have a good time, I always have a good time in that moment. It's a different thing though, right? It's a different kind of feeling. That's awesome and I love and appreciate it, but then I would still always be thinking about our connection.
Kat: Then I spent probably all of last year going around in circles in my head going, "Is this a real connection, this soul connection that I fell, or am I just, I don't know, am I trying to latch onto something here? Am I trying to invent it into something?" Then though there'd be, obviously some of the things you said as well, where I'm, "I'm fucking right, I know that it's a real connection." And I know that, because I feel that anyhow.
Kat: Then kind of, for me, all these conversations we'd been having for now, months, since before Christmas, that was, I got to a point like I said to you in the first massive epic letter. I got to a point where this is driving me crazy. It's hanging over me all the time. I just need to know. I wrote him this big letter and it was kind of blunt and it was very full on. And I said at the start, "Warning, this is going to be intense." And I was right. "I don't know what you feel, but this is what I feel." And kind of went through it all.
Kat: Then at the end, I said, "Well, I guess now you're going to think I'm crazy and we'll never speak again. Or maybe we talk about it. Or you feel the same way or whatever. But at least I put it out there." And it kind of started this process which took, I guess a few months for us to really communicate openly with each other. But as far as what I wanted, what I figured out after we spoke, or even before we spoke on the phone, about it last week, was I wanted to know that the connection was real. I wanted to know I wasn't making shit up inside my head. That was doing [inaudible 00:31:37] all year last year, because we didn't talk about it properly at all. And i wanted more connection and communication. I don't come to the U.S. more than every few months anyway at the moment.
Kat: But even if I lived here, I wouldn't want to live together. I wouldn't want an exclusive relationship. I'd want if I lived in the U.S., I want probably to spend more time together, because I'm here. But it would be only ever when it flows and when it feels right. I don't a relationship of any kind where it feels like there's an obligation that you've got to spend time with each other. It should only be when it flows.
Kat: But yeah, the communication thing, the whole time I felt like you don't really want to talk to me. Then when we talked abut it, you're "Oh, I didn't want to bother you." I'm, "How did we not talk about this a long time ago."
Patrick: She says, "Why wouldn't you want monogamy? What happens if either of you meet someone you have a deeper connection with that does want monogamy" I would say that, I'm not going to have monogamy, period, like that. I might have, say girlfriends or whatever like that, that we do have a deep connection with. But they're going to deal with a relationship with Kat. They're going to be cool with what ... I'm going to be upfront and honest ... I'm always upfront and honest to women. I don't mind at all to tell them I have girlfriends, you know what I mean. I -
Kat: Multiple.
Patrick: Yeah, in my life. Either take it or leave it, that's fine. That doesn't matter to me, not one bit. Because that's just me being as honest as I possibly fucking can. The reactions, 99% of them are always ... some of them are pissed off about that, you know what I mean? "Oh my god, I can't believe it." Or say something like that. It's all good. Generally people come around, "Oh, okay, I get what you're saying. But this is kind of a pop on the the head."
Kat: It's a conditioning thing though. I don't know, it's hard for me to understand this, because most who I know are pretty non ... well they're either non-monogamous or they're very open to that. But I guess I hang around with an exceptional different kind of a woman. So I imagine, or I think that most women out there wouldn't emotionally maybe be able to cope with that. Or they feel that they can't, because they feel like they need their validation from the man. Whereas, I felt I definitely was seeking validation as well from a man, truthfully, after I became single. Then that's been a big part of my process of what I've worked through to where I got to a point where I was, "I get everything I need from me, inside of me."
Patrick: Right.
Kat: I'm not giving ... Well, I'm happy when I'm with him, and I'm having a great time. But that's not what provides me with my happiness. I'm not happy because I have Patrick in my life, or because I come here. That's not, "Oh, good, I some validation, or got an injection of happiness or whatever, or love." Or something like that. That's all kind of part of it, but I give all that stuff to me, I'm in love because I choose to be in love, even of myself. Then when I add love, romance, whatever it is on top of that, then that's purely coming from a place of, well because I desire it, and because it there and I can have it. But it's not completing me. I'm not being completed by somebody or something outside of me.
Kat: So to me that feels really healthy, as far as that question. My answer to that question about what if you met somebody else, currently the way I feel is I can't imagine meeting somebody else who I would have this level of soul connection with. But I also know that it's possible, right? I'm not going to sit here and say that's not possible, anything is possible. That's how I feel right now. I feel that this is a very rare connection. Who else am I going to sit here with and do live streams all day. Also the conversations that we have all the time. Just kind of a deep understanding of each other and acceptance. So it feels like I can't imagine that happening. And I feel kind of cocky about the fact that I can't imagine you meeting another woman who you have this level of connection with.
Patrick: Yeah, that's what I'm saying. I'm pretty much a bad mother fucker, so you know, if meet a guy like [crosstalk 00:35:41].
Kat: But I feel cocky about it the other way around. I'm like, as if you're going to be able to have that level of conversation with another woman. But then I also do understand that of course that could happen, right? I'm not holding on to it, I'm not attached to it. It is what it is right now.
Patrick: Because you're going to be totally happy and in love with your life no matter what.
Kat: Exactly.
Patrick: You're in love with your life. Because you're in love with your life.
Kat: And with my own self.
Patrick: Right.
Kat: Right. So whatever shifts or grows over time, whatever it ends up being or not being, we'll be exactly perfect tomorrow. We might grow closer together or we might ultimately drift apart. But either I've got what I need inside of me, you've got what you need inside of you. We're not trying to get that from each other.
Patrick: No.
Kat: So it just feels like, for me it feels like the best connection I've ever had.
Patrick: Like a roll over.
Kat: Because previously my serious relationship long term connections that I had, were not based on that foundation. So there was always fear, there was always worry of some kind and it was toxic or it was co-dependent, or it got into manipulation or abuse or whatever. I'm just not available for that anymore. Obviously coming through all that, you get to where you're like, "Oh my god." In my twenties or whatever age, the end goal was marriage and then I thought I'm safe. Then you get married, and you're not fucking safe, right?
Patrick: Right.
Kat: Because you didn't build on the right foundation or you didn't understand these things and you were looking for something outside of yourself. Now I'm so safe, emotionally. With or without Patrick in my life. And I want him in my life and that's what we spoke about. We had to really hash it out. We were like, he was like, "We're going to stop talking. We're going to stop hanging out. Let's be friends, but not physical." I'm like, "Good luck with that." So that's not going to happen. But then we talked it out and it was this realisation of ... My god, I totally lost my train of thought. What was I going to say? Something about the safely thing. What was I just saying?
Patrick: Gotta go back.
Kat: Oh, it was a good point as well.
Patrick: Have to go back to one part you were thinking about then just ...
Kat: No, because then I left you those audios on Sunday and you kind of had been talking to me for a little bit. Then we talked a little bit, but you were, "No, can't work, it's not going to work." Then I left you audios. "At the end of the day what i really want is I just want you in my life. I don't want to lose you out of my life."
Patrick: No.
Kat: "And I do want more communication. Right? Not from a neediness point of view, more because it's one of the things I value most in my life is our communication. So why would I not want that more?" Then once I said that, then came back to me and, "I don't want to lose you out of my life either." Then we had a massive phone call and hashed it out. Now basically here we are.
Kat: That's pretty much the whole story.
Patrick: Here we are.
Kat: That's the whole story, you're caught up.
Patrick: You're caught up now. You're brought up to speed everybody.
Kat: We missed some comments. I don't know, what do you want to add to that. I'm going to look at the comments here.
Patrick: Well, I came out of a bad relationship back in 2014, I think it was. Huge, bad relationship where I was constantly trying to get so many things. I was trying to ... I based so much of my life around the relationship. I'm just the kind of guy that goes all in on everything thing that I do. And I thought that, hell I wasn't even trying to make that happen, but I did, and it ended up becoming something that I just went all in on and I shouldn't have. It ended up terrible because you can't really do that anyways in a relationship without ... It's better when there's a certain kind of chemistry that you have to have. Especially you guys know if the guy is needy as fuck that it's a very huge turn off, right? So it ended up things getting fucked up that way.
Patrick: so anyways, things did get fucked up and I went on a rebound with another chick and I did the same exact thing. Went right back off into being needy again and got tore up again on that. So I was coming off a bad relationship and then finally just figured out, just work those things out in my head. So basically I was, I don't know where the fuck I'm trying to go with this, but I'm trying to come at y'all as the way the guy thinks. Sometimes you'll see this and as far as me putting all my chips in those bags, that's kind of like what lead me to totally pull myself out of that.
Patrick: Actually that relationship, those two relationships are what kind of set me in pace to quit my job and start working towards something greater in my life. Because I just realised, yeah, this is where I'm trying to go with this. Then I realised life isn't meant to just fucking put all of your chips into a relationship.
Kat: And think it's going to save you.
Patrick: And think it's going to save you. And that goes for that job, or that goes for anything in your life. It's not meant for you to do that. It's meant for you to put all your ... hedge all your bets on your self.
Kat: Right, I was going to say that exact line.
Patrick: Yeah, cool. Just go all in on yourself and just totally go in on that and then the rest of that shit is going to come to you when you do that. It might not be what you were thinking, because that's certainly had in my mind when these other relationships was, maybe a wedding and all this stuff. I'm thinking that's what I was thinking, picket fence and all that stuff. And then it doesn't happen like that, but there's so much other stuff out there that comes along and it's just like, boom. It's exactly the way you should be living your life.
Patrick: The way I think about life is, I've got my theory about life and it's just different than what everybody thinks. It's not religious or anything like that. But basically, I kind of, this is just a philosophy that I have, that I live by. It's my own personal philosophy, this is how I look through the lens of the world. The lens of the world is this, that we have probably been here, already, before. Human beings have probably been on this planet before. And because we just happen to be in the best time living, and the best time possible, right? Just everything is so easy. Communication is so easy. We can talk into a camera and money will flow back to you. If you communicate, you will succeed. We live in the easiest time, the easiest time, the easiest time and we're right on the cusp of something like artificial intelligence coming around and being a supercomputer, super intelligence, it's almost here, but it's not quite.
Patrick: So a lot of scientists believe that we're probably ... We've probably already been here before, and we probably just now we're jacked in because we can live forever. And we probably just jack in and live this life over and over again without the memory of actually being immortal. Because if you're immortal, right, you're going to live forever and it's going to get very boring, right? If you play the game over and over again on god mode, then you're going to get bored. So my personal philosophy is that we probably just jacked into this thing and we erase our memories, but we make it just hard enough to live, right? Just hard enough to where ... We put the hard stuff in there to go through and to make it to where we enjoy the better times.
Patrick: So that's my personal philosophy about life and I think that it doesn't always end up where you're thinking. It's designed to switch you up and throw you off track. And you're designed to go through these hardships so when you find something great and the stuff really comes at you and surprises you, and you just ... and that way you can just enjoy this. And it's milking the ecstasy of every single moment, right. The people that come into your life. It just totally trips you up and it's all designed to where you are just having ... you are obtaining happiness, true happiness. Happiness is overcoming resistance.
Kat: It's also being in the moment and not being attached to the moment or to what comes after the moment, right?
Patrick: Yeah.
Kat: Attachment is such a huge thing in relationships and in business and in life. Even all the stuff I just shared, and I just gave a very brief overview of it, obviously. But I was getting into pretty normal conditioned patterns of feeling a need for attachment or some kind of proof or something like that. It was such a great learning process for me, even way back.
Kat: I'll give you an example, which I've told you this, but I don't know if you remember this. But in December after we first met, so over a year ago, the previous December, you said you were going to come to Austin that second time when I was in Austin. Then you didn't end up coming. You got a lot of work and stuff in business. I was kind shocked, because I knew already that we had this connection. And I was kind of pissed, because I was, "I'm here from Australia, and you can't come to Austin." I was kind of shitty. But I was really needy about, right. It's how I felt inside of myself.
Kat: So then the next morning, went to yoga, as I do, obviously. I went into the Bikram yoga class and I was, right, I set myself and intension, which is how I figure out a lot of stuff in my life. I thought by the end of this class, I'm going to clear this in my head and I'm going to understand it. I remember half way through that class, this was ages ago, and it was pretty early on in our connection anyhow. But I remember half way through the class being, holy shit, that's such a massive gift that you didn't come. Because it highlighted for me that I was looking for my self worth to be validated from you, from a man. I just acknowledged it and completely [inaudible 00:44:58] what it is. I was, "Why did I get so upset about that? Why was I so upset. It's not like we had any promises between us or anything like that."
Kat: But I was just really upset. I had to acknowledge and I recognised it's all my own self worth shit. Which is totally fine, I'm compassionate about myself for that, because I'd been in a long term marriage that wasn't working and my self worth was shot to pieces in that area. So I was, "Wow, it's so good that you didn't come, because it gave me the opportunity to learn this lesson that I was looking for my self worth to be grounded to me by somebody else."
Kat: That's not possible, when you want somebody else to give you self worth or happiness or even love, obviously then you're continuously saying I don't have that inside of me. Somebody else has got to provide that for me. Then I'll know I'm safe. Then I'll know I'm good enough. Then I'll know I'm worthy of love and all those sort of things.
Kat: I ended up, of course, I turned it into a programme. I didn't talk about us. But I created a four week programme out of it, called -
Patrick: Where's my cut?
Kat: For real, I made like 50K on that straightway. I launched it that day. I came out of the yoga studio, I was, "I'm on fucking fire." I remember walking through the streets, I was live streaming. I'm like right, I'm going to teach you about manifestation, and that when you put something outside of you, and you put it up on a pedestal, and you say, "when I have that" a million dollars, cool car, person who says they love me, whatever it is. "When I have that, then I'm safe, then I'm good enough, then I'm successful, then I'm worthy." You put it on a pedestal like that, you will never get it. Because you're always saying that this is not available to me from the inside me.
Kat: Even if in this situation, even if you have come along. Even if I had have him saying from day one, "Oh, I love you, and you're safe and I'll take care of you ..." or whatever. There would have always been fear there. Because I knew that, that's me attaching it to somebody else. And you can't do that. You can't control another person and why would you want to. So that was only one incident, there were many times along the way where I was driving myself crazy with my own stuff. It just helped me to process and grow and recognise all my patterns were I was, "Oh, my god, wow, I was looking for this."
Kat: Even moments where i was, should I say this on a message?
Patrick: Thank you.
Kat: Should I say this on a message, should I send a text message saying ... that time when I had to come to Dallas when Regan and were speaking, right?
Patrick: Yeah.
Kat: I honestly spent two weeks during my heading about whether or not I should even message you that I'm coming. And then I basically pestered Alexa about it. I made a script for this text message. For real. I was what do I say that I don't scare this guy off me. Now I'm like, I can't believe I would have been, what if I scare a guy off? Because whatever. What if I be myself and either way is fine. But I just wasn't at that point yet, so it's totally fine.
Kat: But Alexa was, "You just ask yourself what you're actually feeling, then say that." I was, minds blown, I never thought of that idea before. Then I did. I'm, "Hey, I'm coming to Dallas, we should have a coffee." So carefully crafted, took me two weeks. But I was living from fear and I was living ... And then I ended up staying with you for like a week on that trip. So it worked out quite well. But the point is, I just let go of all that a while back now. And I've continued to let go of it, and I continued to understand it and continued to notice my patterns, right?
Kat: Even always, just never-endingly in every area of my life. But I think the biggest shift that I had in this area, and could have probably never had this shift this far without what we have. Is just to realise that, I'm not going to get anything and I don't want to desire anything from another person, right? Not a romantic person, not a client, not a friend, not my kids, nobody. I don't get that from anyone else. So even if we had have finished our journey already, it would have been nothing but massive growth from that experience over this past year or so. The universe has your back.
Kat: So Alexa asked a question that I'm sorry to say, we can't answer, because we've never spoke about that. Now are you going to be annoyed at me about that. So I'm going to get in trouble, but it's a good point. She says ... Can you hang on; she wanted us to say what are rules are sexually around physical safety, like when sleeping with multiple people? Actually we haven't discussed that, I'm sorry. That shouldn't, yeah [inaudible 00:49:18].
Patrick: I don't know, rules, like safety words?
Kat: She means hygienically. [crosstalk 00:49:23]. We'll talk about it off camera.
Patrick: That's always a worry, yeah.
Kat: But since you ask the question, I'm just acknowledging it. It's a great opportunity for everybody.
Patrick: That's totally a chick question, yeah.
Kat: It a great opportunity. So Alexa she's a wise one.
Kat: I don't know, what else? I think that's a lot of it. I just think it's about being okay with saying what you want and what you feel. But also being okay with whatever outcome comes of that. That's ultimately how I kind of, I guess, gradually grew inside of me to a place where I can now say anything to him and I will, I'll say what I'm thinking or feeling and I'll say it ... It still feels scary in the moment, if I'm saying something that's really vulnerable. But I really can say it without attachment. Because I'm at the end of the day -
Patrick: She said, "Watch you both get uncomfortable." I'm not uncomfortable at all. So just so you know.
Kat: She means about the physical sex thing.
Patrick: But my thing is, just so ... it's all good, I can talk, I don't mind. I get myself tested regularly. One of the reasons I do is because I definitely have a lot of respect for Kat and I don't want to do anything to fuck with her shit. You know what I mean?
Kat: I do. [crosstalk 00:50:41] tested on.
Patrick: It's just something that every person should do anyways if you're sexually active.
Kat: Your body language [inaudible 00:50:49].
Patrick: You know what I mean?
Kat: All those [crosstalk 00:50:52] should get tested regularly if you're sexually active.
Patrick: Yeah, for sure.
Kat: I was going to say something.
Kat: Here's one more thing I do want to say about this, right? I think about being safe to be yourself. It's about having a fundamental belief that you can't screw it up being you. One thing that I realised with our connection is, there's actually ... I honestly feel like there's nothing I could say to you that would scrap our connection. Because our connection is a soul connection. Even if we weren't hanging out. That connection is still there to stay.
Patrick: Yeah, for sure.
Kat: You can feel it energetically from when we're not talking or spending time together. So I kind of got to the realisation, probably party because I said a lot of shit to you that would definitely scare most men off. Then I was, "I think I could pretty much say anything to this guy and it's actually not going to ruin our connection, but it might cause us to pull in or out or whatever. But then we actually figure it out. I know you've said that to me a few times, we just figure everything out in the end anyway. But it -
Patrick: Well I'm going through my shit, and you're going through your shit. We're still going through things on the journey. You know what I mean?
Kat: Right.
Patrick: It's just what it is.
Kat: But it's also, to me, that's representative of a real connection in your life. When you know that, you don't have to worry about how to communicate with that person. You can't fuck up the relationship by being yourself, it's not possible. That's when you know it's a real connection. Rather that something that's based on rules or fear or validation, is like, if I say this, then I'm going to get in trouble. Or if I say this they're going to think I'm a bad person or something like that. Or they're going to be whatever. Instead you realise, and this exactly what I teach in business, if you speak your actual truth, and it's meant to be, whatever it's meant to be. Then it will. And either way is fine. It's like signing up a client, just say what you fucking think. Say what's actually coming through you. If that scares them off, they were never meant to be there in the first place.
Patrick: Exactly.
Kat: What are going on about? Pull in or out.
Patrick: Sex puns.
Kat: Anything that we missed?
Patrick: No, I think we got it. They loved it so they're all commenting about it.
Kat: Thank you for watching. It's a pretty raw conversation, I guess.
Patrick: Yeah, I don't really care, I talk. I'll watch all your stuff, so I see ... I watch most of your stuff, so I see what you say and this stuff. I already know you, so you're giving them the 100% real deal. So they know that.
Kat: It's what we do.
Patrick: Obviously you wouldn't be as popular if you didn't do that, so I've already seen that and know kind of how you think. So it's not a big deal. You'll probably be surprised as I talk more and more on my shit. As I put more of myself out there. You'll probably see some of the same stuff.
Kat: Even more truth coming out.
Patrick: Yeah.
Kat: Yep.
Patrick: So yeah, so look forward to it.
Kat: That's the thing, it's about being comfortable being uncomfortable. So much stuff I've published or there's been so much I've said on live streams, where I'm "I hope Patrick doesn't watch this." But I'll never know, it's not like I'm getting a weekly report on what you watched or didn't watch. Or whatever else, but I continue to say it, right?
Patrick: I have never felt any type of way about anything except when I thought you were talking shit about me that one time.
Kat: It wasn't about you, let me clarify that.
Patrick: I'm like, really, okay, all right. Fucking asshole over here.
Kat: That was totally 100% never about you.
Patrick: I was like ...
Kat: He was firing back at me. Triggered as fuck.
Kat: Patrick really looks what? Hang on, we just got a whole bunch of comments all at once. Let's find these comments here.
Kat: Yeah, I've said so much stuff where I'm, whoa. I don't know mainly from talking about, I don't know, guys I'm dating. Or relationship stuff, I guess, and I feel ... It's so silly though, because I know ... Well we've never really talked about it, but I knew or assumed that you're seeing other women. We didn't discuss it. Now we discuss it in some sort of way. Obviously we don't need to go into details about it. We chose not to. But, yeah, I knew that, right? But then when I would speak about it on my live streams or in a blog, I always felt super, I don't know, is this somehow going to scrub our connection? Actually logically makes no sense at all. But I still always kind ... There was definitely times when I'm like, "I hope he doesn't watch that one."
Kat: Okay, Patrick looks like a new man. Compared to when? It's the shirt.
Patrick: Compared to what? [inaudible 00:55:16].
Kat: Most people don't know their truth or don't speak it. Yeah. Most people don't know their truth is such a good point. I wouldn't have been able to verbalise all this eight months ago, because I hadn't figured it out about myself. Even though I knew it kinda about my core.
Kat: This live stream is making me have the need to go and face the real questions I have regarding the man I'm into.
Kat: There you go. Good to hear.
Kat: Alexa, thanks for letting me monopolise the comments. Of course.
Kat: Yes so we're going to see now Patrick messaging all over the fucking internet as well. So if you're not already following his stuff, go do that. I guess you'll get to keep up in whatever way that we feel fit to share with you with the escapades of both of us in our separate ways.
Patrick: Should be an interesting dynamic. I don't plan on holding anything back.
Kat: Good.
Patrick: Maybe kat won't watch some of my live streams, maybe she will. There's some that I'd definitely push pause on and skip right through.
Kat: Of mine?
Patrick: Yeah. It's probably just like if you guys -
Kat: I bet I will, I'm sure I'll watch the majority of them.
Patrick: y'all be talking about some fucking serious crazy ass sex shit in here sometimes. I think I'll just skip, I think talking about foot fetishes and stuff like that.
Kat: That was you. Your the one that[crosstalk 00:56:20].
Patrick: I'm out. I have one fucking shoe, and I do this live stream on here ... some of you go into way too much detail on there. I won't -
Kat: Who?
Patrick: In this group, I've seen it.
Kat: Oh, in this group.
Patrick: Yeah, sex group, yeah. Sex stuff.
Kat: Oh wow, come into The Kaleidoscope, this group is tame as fuck.
Patrick: The Kaleidoscope, that's what I'm saying. When I see something, I'm out. I'm kind of a traditional guy, you know what I mean. But I do my thing, but ... anyways, it should be interesting in that dynamic. I'm not trying to hold anything back on my live streams either, so we'll go all out and see what happens.
Kat: We'll see what happens. We continue the journey. That's all this is.
Kat: All right, thank you for watching. Leave a comment if you watched the replay. Have an amazing epic day.
Patrick: What do say? Keep pressing play.
Kat: Press, plug and play.
Patrick: Print, press and finish sometimes.

Direct download: Unconventional_relationships_and_non-monogamy__with_Patrick_Grabbs.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 3:47pm AEST

Wed, 23 May 2018

The answer to ease and FLOW Part 2

Okay. We're back. Take two, I don't know what's happening. Oh, my God. All right. Okay. Hello people, are you coming back to me? I don't know what happened, Facebook just decided to finish the live stream.

Hey Anna, okay. It's all under control, except for this sweat situation that's not remotely under control. Let me wait for a moment and let people jump back on.

I kind of can't even believe how much I'm actually sweating right now. It's not like I don't control the time, I know what it's like, but my body is in total shed mode right now, I can just feel it. I think it's about to start dripping off my chin at any moment. Fortunately, I have a top here. Like I know none of this is really a big deal, it's just the live stream dropped out.

But it's kind of like, it's exactly what I was talking about on the previous live. It's just like things just keep happening and you're like, "I'm really trying to fucking release this and not let it get to me, and I'm trying to be in surrender, but then more thing just keep happening.

Somebody asked am I drinking water from here? No, it's French and amino-acids, which is what I drink through the morning usually before I eat.

Like it's like nearly 12 noon now, I haven't eaten yet. I've done my hot yoga, I'll do another workout later, and I'm just in my kind of feel like fasting mode.

Okay. Why was I even up to, I was going to talk about the Inner Circle. Mim, can you drop that link again? My Inner Circle is open for registration now. I was just mentioning that and then I was going to go into this thing about letting your message be what your message is for the day, and letting you be who you are.

Inner Circle is 12 months mentoring with me one on one at the highest level, and you get to join the most badass and hot as fuck mastermind in the world with my other private clients. The results that we get in there, money results, alignment results, flora results, business, body, love, lifestyle, fun, adventure, all of that are freaking phenomenal. Right? So I'm so excited to be officially opening this up for applications and inquiries, and what that means is just message me from my personal page, and I'll get you a full written overview. A short live stream where I talk about the kind of work that I do with my clients, and some other cool stuff as well, for you to have a look at, and just feel if it's for you. It's a freaking phenomenal place. It is an anomaly and it's phenomenal.

Its an existing place. Its been going for just over a year, and I don't promote it normally though. I just have never done a promotion, or a launch around it. 100% of people who are in the Inner Circle have literally just approached me out of nowhere. So many clients, like magic, and said I need to be part of this, and that's how its always happened.

So this is the first time that I've ever been going like, "Hey, this is open. Did you even know about it?" Because a lot of people didn't even know about it. I realised I'm super under the radar, and that's always felt perfect, and aligned, and I'll probably go back to that, but currently I'm taking in the exact perfect women who are meant to be in there. If you feel that that's you, or you'd like to know more, or you feel that it might be you, message me. I'll get you the full overview and all the details of that.

If you click on my Facebook cover photo on this page, or on my personal page, you can read some of the testimonials in there from some of my amazing clients. There's so many that we haven't even written up yet. I literally been hoarding all these incredible results to myself, and not sharing them. So I'm starting to write one up, and share one each day, and I'm going to be starting to do some conversations with Bad Asses. Interviews with my Inner Circle clients on joint Facebook live soon as well. So you'll get a chance to hear from some of the most amazing entrepreneurs and creators in the world about how they do business in life, and let them share their gifts and talent and genius with you. So, just something to keep your mind. But definitely message me now if you're feeling that.

All right, so if you missed the first part of this live stream before it dropped out, watch the first part, the post of that is already on my page. It's already there for you, and I was talking about being fucked over energetically by Bali, and how that's totally a story, and I see that, but then how I also choose to lean into it. I choose to lean into it whether it's in Bali, when shits going on, and when shit's stirring up. Even like ... I did a live the other night about this, Friday night actually. About feeling triggered by something. Right?

That's another example. We get triggered by something, or something feels uncomfortable, we're not fun in sight of this, and it's kind of like, "Oh, I don't like this feeling. I don't want this feeling, how can I push this away? How can I get back to super flow, or being high vibe, or lewd as fuck," whatever it is, and what I've learned, and what I've found, and Bali is such a great example of this, is that when that stuffs coming up from inside of us, there's a reason for it, and what if we allowed it to come up, and what if we allowed it to happen?

So whenever you're triggered by something, whenever something makes you feel sad, or you feel uncomfortable, I'd be curious to know what you think. Comment, comment.

Whenever you feel angry, or you're just frustrated, or you can't seem to quite connect, don't try and hide or mask that feeling. Allow yourself to be whoever you are in that day, and in that moment, and I feel like this is probably one of the harder things to learn, because its ... We're talking about allowing ourselves to sit in confrontation, or to sit in discomfort, or to sit in nausea, or to sit in your body expelling random weird shit from it, physically, or emotionally, or spiritually, or whatever it might be. But I found that when you can allow yourself to be with what is, firstly you take the fear side of it out of it, because you realise, "Hey, I'm actually okay. I can sit in this space of pain or discomfort, or extreme confrontation, or feeling sad, or feeling frustrated, or feeling down, or feeling angry or whatever. I can actually sit here and be here, and I'm still okay. Because I think that part of it is, we trample away from stuff like that. We think that it's not safe. That we want to avoid it.

Ann Marie says, I did that over the weekend, I'm freaked out.

I can't read the rest of your comment, I'll have to read it later.

Michelle, yes it's true. Not good not to share. Yup. Exactly. Definitely good to talk about, and good to lean into. It's always temporary. That's right Debbie. One of my favourite sayings that I've used for years in my life is, "It is what it is, and this too shall pass."

I think one of my mentors when I was in my mid 20's, he was way at the top of the company that I worked for at the time, the fitness company, and he would always just say, no matter what happened, he would say, "It is what it is." Or ... Is that the exact wording he said? It was something like, "It is what it is," and it was just this final answer to anything or everything. Like, shit would be going down, the ceilings would be crumbling, the sky be falling, and he'd be like, "It is what it is," and that's all it is. I really was like, "I like that," because it gives you back your power, and it gives you freedom, and it gives you realisation that, "So what? It is what it is, and that's all it is, and this too shall pass." It's the bit that I added onto it.

But I remember in my relationship at the time, which was with my first husband, we'd have shit going on or whatever, money stuff or whatever it might've been, and I was like this wise old owl, I was like, "Well, it is what it is," I was just continually saying it, and he used to get super shitty with me, because no matter what was going on, I was like, "Well, it is what it is." Then now, I still say that all the time, continually. Even to my kids if they're freaking out about something. Or to friends or whatever, I'm like, "Oh, it just is what it is." Like, is there an action that I can take here? Is there something that I can do that is in alignment to do? That's not me running, or try to avoid, or numb? So is there an aligned action to take? Yes, if so great. Take it.

But sometimes there's not. Sometimes you're just feeling all this shit going on, and you don't feel connected, and you don't feel like you really know what to do, and your message is not freakin' coming through you, and then sweat is dripping off your chin, and the WiFi's not working, and the the live stream keeps shutting down, and you vaguely feel like you might have to get up from the live stream at any moment and hurl into the pool, and it's like, "Let's just be here now then." It is what it is, and this too will pass.

But meanwhile, what is actually the benefit and the purpose of this? Because if I come back to my underlying belief, I fully believe and know that everything happens for me, not to me. So this is happening for my greater good. So, if I can surrender to that idea, and that knowledge, I don't even need to know how or why right now. I don't need to sit here and figure out the answer. It might come to me later when I'm in a massage, or having a walk, or sleeping, or it might not come at all. Either way is fine, because I'm getting what I need from it. Feelings are facts I guess, if you make them facts.

Jenna says, feelings aren't facts. Feelings yeah, they have whatever meaning you assign to them, so that's a great comment, I love it.

It's about allowing yourself to be okay with what is. Then when you look at, being a messenger, and being this person in business and in life ... I don't know what to do with my hair ... Being somebody who feels, I guess, some sense of responsibility or obligation to your business, well fuck obligation anyway, do what's flowing through from your soul, but if you do feel that you desire to message and share something like a live stream, or a blog, or anything like that with your audience, then what if you literally just always gave yourself permission for the message to be the message that day, and for you to be who you are.

So, your message for the day is a reflection of what's actually real, and what's going on inside of you. I'm literally just talking about shit that I've been feeling and experiencing, but I'm turning it into something that's motivating, inspiring, empowering. I wouldn't say super high entertainment value for today's particular show, but often times it's entertainment as well. Right? I don't know, you can tell me if it's entertainment. When I think of entertainment, I tend to think of [Ben Glariss 00:09:46], and I don't think I'm Ben Glariss today. But maybe it's entertaining in a different way.

Anyway, I'm letting my message be what it is. I couldn't come back here to the villa now feeling the way I've been feeling. I'm feeling frustrated, and kind of like, "Ahhh. I want to rip the head off the world," and then all this random shit's happening in my body as well. I couldn't come back and just put that aside, and try to teach and preach on some other random point. I mean I could, but it wouldn't be real. It wouldn't have the real true power and fire in it, and you would feel that.

On the other hand, if I just allow my message for the day to be a reflection of who I am today, then it's so easy. There's nothing I have to worry about. So today I'm being this person. This is what's going on, this is my truth. Maybe later tonight or tomorrow I'll be like random, silly, shenanigans version of me. Or another time I'll be going even deeper into the whole fire and [inaudible 00:10:32], but either way, I'm just going to be who I am, and I think this is one of the ultimate lessons that we all get to learn, and one of the ultimate shifts that we all get to drop into. Which is, always flow in ease if you just be who you are. So, this is not just with your free content though. Whatever you're putting out there for free, whatever you're sharing with the audience, even how you're communicating with clients, and then you're paid stuff and what you want to put out there into the world. It always gets to come from this place of, "This is just who I am, and this is what's real." It can be for the content side of things, and the actual stuff that you're putting together and delivering, but it's also the practical reality of what's going on in your world. Right?

I used to think I had to hide the noise of my kids if they're around for example, or I would have never answered client audios, or having my hair blown out, which is what I was doing earlier. So then they can hear the noise of the hair dryer in the background. I listened back, you can still hear it. But it's more that I would have hidden that earlier, because I would have somehow thought that people would think that's unprofessional or how dare I multi-task by responding to messages while my hair's being done, or while I'm walking down a busy street, or being on phone calls with a client when I'm being driven to the airport or whatever. I just don't hide anything ever. This is my situation, this is my reality, or last night teaching my live stream trainings to my private clients. I did two live stream's late at night. I was pretty wrecked. I'd been going for already 17 hours, travelled from Australia to Bali, which is only a six hour flight anyhow, but more so that I was already feeling a bit energetically fucked around, and I was pretty tired, and I was just in my pyjamas, no bra on, no make up, shiny face, all that shit, and just being who I was. I didn't allow that to be like, "I should cancel live stream because I'm not really looking that great, or feeling that great. Or, I should doll myself up, and be somebody that I'm not. I've just let business be so easy by being who I am, and so that's what I wanted to come on and share with you today. If you feel like its hard, if you feel like its awkward, if you feel like you struggle to know what to say or how to get it out there, or that some days you're inspired and the message finally comes through you, and then other days you're like, "Man, I'm not feeling it today." You've got to recognise and understand that there's always something there to share, it's just that you got to give yourself permission to be who you are. Okay? So I think this is one of the biggest break throughs that you can have. It is what it is, that's all it is, and whatever it is will pass whether its high or low, up, down, crazy around, and in between, and you are who you are as well, and you get to be who you fully are in this moment. If you can give yourself permission to share who you truly are, day in and day out, with the world, and let it be that easy, and that real, that is when you build an unstoppable brand. So that's my little message for you today. If you'd like to know more about working with me one on one, having me in your side ... In your side, in your pocket, on your side, in your corner, wherever the fuck you want me, doing deep dive alignment work, you know, work on mindset, like I said, we do transformations on a soul and cellular level, as well as obviously all the ins and outs of building a multi seven figure, online, personal brand business.

Message me over my Katrina Ruth page. I'll get you the details of the inner circle, let's talk. Have an amazing rest of the day wherever you are in the world, we'll see who I show up as tomorrow. And don't forget. Life is now, press play.

Direct download: The_answer_to_ease_and_FLOW_Part_2.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 3:34pm AEST

Wed, 23 May 2018

The answer to ease and FLOW Part 1

Okay. Now I don't see anything. What's happening? Is this real? Is it a fantasy? Is it a dream? Can you see me? Am I in the dark? I don't even fucking care. It's just all fucking happening already. Bali woo-woo magic is all over me like a motherfucker. Hey Larissa. It was so light before and now it's so dark. Why is that happening? Let me look at it on my screen here. Let me see if Facebook's up to its usual tricks where I think that I can be seen from here up, and then if I go and look at it on the laptop I can be seen from like way lower down. I think I remember my posture.

Okay, let's see what's happening here. I'm not sideways any more. I did go live sideways before. Shannon, what did you think of my message? I nearly thought I should get that whole message transcribed, Shan, and write it into a blog, because everybody needs to hear that. I was just giving Shannon, my inner circle client, the smack-down of love about being a mom and an entrepreneur, and accepting who we are as entrepreneurial moms. Which is to say, we're so not like the other moms. You've got me on-side. Well, don't flash my boobies around all over the reno site. Or do, whatever feels good for you. Not dark ... Why am I dark on my own phone? It's annoying the fuck out of me.

You guys, I've been back in Bali for less than 24 hours and I realise now that I'm creating this. I realise I'm creating it. I gotta decide if I want to stop creating it, because the truth is, maybe I embrace and I love being Bali-fucked. Do you know what I mean when I say Bali-fucked? So somebody thought, Patrick thought, that when I said Bali-fucked it meant that it's really good, right? Like you're getting fucked and it's like, "Oh my God, yes", and I was like, "No, no". This came up in conversation, I think, last time I was in Bali which was a couple of weeks ago. I always talk about being Bali-fucked and I write about it, and then everybody who comes to Bali knows exactly what that means, right? So then he said something about how amazing it is, and I was like, "No, no. No, no. That's not what Bali-fucked means." Bali-fucked is like you're getting fucked over by Bali, and it's fucking tumultuous and it's insane and it's not necessarily fun.

It's kind of like everything that can go wrong does go wrong and will go wrong, and it could be anything from weird body shit going on, weird food shit going on. This morning I woke up feeling like I'd been put on a freaking spin cycle and gone ten rounds in a ring at the same time, and my head wouldn't move and I was just like, "What's happening?", and then just now this past hour I've just been feeling so nauseous but for no reason at all, or it could be wifi stuff. Like, I'm in a really nice villa, right? But then last night I get online to teach to my clients, to my private clients, and the wifi's not working. So I get it fixed, get the IT dude out. Today I get home, my [inaudible 00:03:31], my ninja, and I've gone, I'm going to be live in five minutes. I've got an appointment coming up in another 30 minutes, I'm like, "Okay, I'm going to do my livestream now."

Okay, Michelle says I'm freezing. I'm going to assume that that's not for everyone. I'm just going to pray and manifest that that's only happening to Michelle and that it will shift from Michelle as well. And so now I come in, and then the wifi's not working again. I'm like, "Fuck, okay." So it's kind of like all these things just happen to test you, and I noticed that I really get into ego a lot when I'm here. Not always, but it can happen to me when things are not kind of flowing smoothly and they're not working, or people are not understanding me or I'm not getting what I want, or things are taking longer.

Like even just now getting my hair done, he was washing my hair like he was painting the fucking ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, and I appreciate the intention, but I was like, "Please don't take 30 fucking minutes to shampoo my hair." But I'm sitting there and I'm trying to be calm. I'm like, "I'm a zen, I'm calm, I'm chill". I'm fine, and then I'm kind of like, "Um, can you shampoo faster please?", and I'm trying to talk really politely. But I just noticed this kind of ego edge that comes up from me when I'm in Bali, where it's kind of like oh my God, I just continually find myself wanting to tell people off and tell them to move faster, and so it's this message to surrender, right? And to learn and grow from it.

But then today, I messaged my friend. I'm like, "Oh my God, Bali's getting me good. I'm already like, my body's been trashed, I feel nauseous as fuck. This has happened, this has happened", and then I was like, "Wait, hold up." That is such a story. I'm so creating a story, right? And I literally manifest it, because I tell everybody all the time like an idiot. I'm continually posting about being Bali-fucked, where I'm like, "Oh my God, this is happening, this is happening."

But then I thought about it, and I was like well, of course I'm creating that. Of course I'm expecting it and creating kind of this energetic being fucked over, which I'll explain a bit more in a moment because it's actually a really good thing. I've started to create it and expect it. But then I thought, but do I desire to let go of that story? Do I actually desire to let go of that story? Because the truth is that there's definitely some ... Or maybe this is ego again, but there's some sort of pride that comes through from that, where I'm like, "Yeah. Fucking bring it, bitch. I can take it." So kind of like getting taken down in a gym, which is something I actually love and thrive on, and I guess I've got that masochistic side to me that a lot of entrepreneurs do. Or even getting all that stuff done on my back and my ribs and everything, where it's like, "Yeah, bring it on", because I know that it's making me stronger.

What I noticed with getting Bali-fucked, the energetic kind of fucking over all just the random shit that happens. Sometimes it's really little things, but then it just compounds, and sometimes there's literally been days, several days over this year where I've spent the entire day face-down naked in the foetal position on this decking here. Just couldn't move for an entire day, because ... I don't even know. I remember getting up and going, "Okay, I'll do one body weight squat and see if I can move my body", and I couldn't even. I just passed straight out again. There was no reason for it, right? It's just the energy. The energy is so intense here, and it can kind of throw you around when you first come back here.

So it is a story, and it is a choice, because of course I could tune away from that. But I think that I do consciously desire to keep choosing it, and here's why. This has got nothing to do with the topic of my livestream title, but whatever. We'll get to that when it's time and when it's aligned, and if it's not then it's not. Because it's like a detoxification, right? I can literally feel my body since being here going into releasing so much shit, metaphorically and perhaps not just metaphorically, that I've been kind of clouding myself with the last several weeks. I tend to pull myself a little out of alignment when I'm on the Gold Coast. Oh my God, I'm sweating like a motherfucker. It's just pouring off me. But I'm sitting in the sun deliberately because I want to get my tan on.

So yeah, when I'm on the Gold Coast, the truth is I'm not fully in alignment. I'm not fully in flow. That's something I get to tune into and look at, because if I desire to stay there or if I choose to stay there, then I'll shift that. At the moment my feeling and my choice is that this is not quite the aligned place for me to be, and then a couple of other things sort of came up that I got the opportunity to grow through over this past several weeks on the Gold Coast. So I feel like I let a bunch of, shall we say, not super flow energy kind of attach itself to me, right? And I think that we do that all the time. We're just going about the business of living, and depending on what situations we put ourselves into or allow ourselves to connect to, we get a bunch of not super flow energy that's kind of attaching onto us.

Now, this is not ... I'm not saying this is a bad thing or something that you shouldn't do, because it's all for growth and it's all for learning. Is that Batman water bottle? Of course, because I am Batman. It's all for growth and it's all for learning, so it's all exactly as it's meant to be. Oh my God, I'm literally dripping as though I'm in the Bikram yoga room. I always adjust back to Bali temperature in like two days. I come here every month. Within two days I'm fully adjusted, but the first day or two back I'm just like shed, shed, shed, shed, and that's exactly what I'm talking about, right?

So I could decide to change the story. I could make a decision, I'm not available to go through this kind of breakthrough fuckery that happens for the first day or two, or however long, whenever I come through into Bali. I don't choose that. I choose to just not have anything coming out of me, physically or metaphorically, and choose to not go into some form of release of nausea or feeling not well, or feeling sad or down.

This morning I think I've gone through the entire fucking emotional spectrum. I've gone through feeling completely beaten up when I woke up to I could barely get out of bed. Managed to kind of drag my ass from the bed to that day bed over there and had coffee. I was like, "Oh my God, I so don't want to move anywhere else." Went to yoga, that was extremely painful, and then came out of yoga feeling so sick and so unwell in my stomach, as though I'd eaten something bad, but I hadn't. Then went to get my hair done, which turned into just like ... It was like watching an iceberg move, watching this guy trying to do my hair. So I'm like, "Breathe through it, you don't have to make everything fast all the time".

So I went through that, and then I went through wanting to rip everyone's head off, and then I was feeling really sad and I wanted to cry, and then I was just kind of angry at the world. Then I just felt detached and disconnected, and I don't know what to do or what to talk about, and nothing is going to quite fulfil me. This was all within a 40 minute period, right? And so then I was coming back here and I'm like, "Okay, just do a fucking livestream. It's definitely going to shift you."

The reason that I think it's okay to keep allowing this, and that I choose to keep my story of Bali-fuckery and Bali fucking me over, is because I do let go of so much that I don't even necessarily realise that I've been holding onto, right? So it's like being here is this incredible fucking mirror. It's just like holding the mirror in front of you, and like oh my God. It's so full-on that it would be easier to run from it. It would be easier to kind of energetically shut yourself off from that.

But in my mind that would be equivalent to the person who wants to change their body and their health, and then they start to eat in a really amazing way and take care of themselves, and they start to have a detoxification reaction because they're not putting all that shit into their body anymore, and then they feel like shit or they get a breakout or they get sad or down, and they want to throw things at people. So then they're like, "Oh, let me go back to just eating fucking donuts and pizza all day, because I didn't have to feel all this and deal with all this." That's how I look at it.

So actually embrace it. I'm like, "Cool, thank you for the reminder to get even more back to core." I'm pretty fucking flow connected and soul connected day in and day out as it is, but when I'm here it's this incredible energetic mirror and it's literally like you can't hide from anything here. You can't hide from who you really are and what is really needing to come up and be expelled or expunged or purged from you, and quite often, it becomes a physically fucking expelling and purging. If anyone is a Bali person and comes here, you know exactly what I'm talking about. It literally starts coming out any which way out of all orifices on the body, and then it's all the emotional shit coming out, and now my computer is fucking overheating even though it's in the shade. Let's just put that over there.

So it's all the physical stuff, but then it's all the emotions like extreme sadness or extreme frustration or extreme anger, or extreme anxiety or whatever it might be. It's kind of like ... Like all day every day. Here's this fucking mirror in your face, deal with your shit. So what I choose to do is to lean into it. Okay, why are you saying, "You're welcome", Jennifer? Did you leave me a fabulous comment earlier that I didn't see? So what I choose to do is I lean into it, right? And I choose to smile at it, and I notice my patterns. I'll get into reactivity or I'll get into ego quite often here, because of maybe language barriers or just kind of like a different pace.

I'm used to just clicking my fingers and things get done, and if that doesn't happen I'm like, "Breathe through it, release. Everything is always perfect. Practise your own fucking stuff that you preach, Kat. You're always-". I nearly just called myself Chris randomly. I just nearly called myself Chris. I have no idea why that just happened. I think because I can see a little message on my WhatsApp there from my friend Chris. I just saw the name and then nearly referred to myself as Chris.

Practise what you teach, Kat, and practise what you preach. So any time anything comes up that's what we shall call a growth opportunity, or we're just not freaking feeling good and we want to be back in our flow zone, then it is always an opportunity to go deeper into ... The new [inaudible 00:12:55], yeah ... Always an opportunity to go deeper into our truth, to go deeper into locking in our own belief system, and to really coming from that place, right?

So those are some of the things that I've been thinking, and then part of that is of course, when we look then at business and when we look at what we're here to do as leaders and messengers and influencers, and the people who others look to and are inspired by, powered by, motivated by or want to learn from or buy from, I know that for more previously and I know that for my clients, when there's freaking shit going on is quite often when we would to freak out relevant to business, right? I've specifically had quite a few of my private clients in my inner circle go through extreme shit in Bali, because that's just what happens, right?

So I've had several of my ladies I can think of just off of the top of my head, even in the past two months, who've been here and have been like, "Oh my God." I can't even ... Like an extreme fever, or I'm just getting energetically fucked over every which way and in every possible situation. It just kind of becomes funny, and they lean into it and they understand the surrender process as well. But what I notice is that sometimes people will be like, "Oh my God, this is impacting my business. I can't fucking do anything", and not just with Bali.

I had this conversation with one of my other private clients in my inner circle just a couple of days ago about how she was like, "I just don't feel like doing anything. I'm just not in the vibe of livestreaming, I'm not in the vibe of messaging. I'm not doing my shit. Should I be worried about that? I'm feeling like I should worry about that. How is that going to impact my income this month? But I already had this much come in, so it doesn't seem to be impacting it. But should I worry about whether it's impacting it?", right?

So this morning I was talking with a different client over on [inaudible 00:14:30] on my private client channel, and she was talking about having this kind of realisation or breakthrough around not ... She felt that she had to, in order to be a better version of who she already is as a bad-ass entrepreneur, that she thought that she had to kind of go out there onto the internet and push people, like "Take this action", "Buy my thing", "Do my thing", right? And then she suddenly realised that she gets to just be her and just be in her energy state and that that's enough, and that just being her, people will come to her. I responded to that and I was like, "Exactly." All we need to do is to let the message be the message each day, and let who we are ... Let ourselves be ourselves each day. That's it, period, the end, right?

Which brings me full circle back to the title of this livestream, but then kind of this conversation of, well, what about when shit's being stirred up and you're feeling crazy and chaotic, all over the place energetically? Or you're on the fucking decking in the foetal position not doing anything all day, naked as the day you were born, and can't seem to get up and move. Or when you're just not feeling in that vibe of doing livestreams or messaging. Is that okay, and should we be kicking our own ass to get back into, I guess, the more obvious definition of super flow? So I talk about super flow all the time ... It's actually kind of nice having a bit of a breeze there. Alright. I talk about super flow all the time, and ... I'll switch the hair ... And I guess what I mean by that mainly is all the good things, right? All the really positive and good things.

Okay. It was reconnecting. I was like, "Please don't make a live example, Bali, of the wifi not working." By the way, since I just got paused, Mim, can you ... I'm eating my own hair now. Can you drop that comment about the inner circle? So-

Okay. Are you kidding? Has it switched the direction? What's happening? Am I now the other way? Which way am I? Oh my God. See, this is what I mean. It's just all these freaking little things. How can it do that? Did it literally switch the direction of the livestream midway through the live? Can somebody confirm that for me? Mim, what's going on? Can you WhatsApp me? The live video has ended?

Direct download: The_answer_to_ease_and_FLOW_Part_1.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 3:28pm AEST

Wed, 23 May 2018

Let whats inside of you out.

Hello world, good morning. Good morning from the back of my Towncar service, I'm on the way to the airport. It's totally gone super dark on here, hang on. There we are, okay, I'm back. Okay, I've got tired eyes, I'm super tired. Hey three people, give me a comment, tell me what's up. Hopefully Facebook is going to let me read my comments actually, because I don't have my laptop with me. Hey Anka, how are you? Hello, Rebecca. Yay, comments are working, sometimes they just randomly don't work. Tell me, is my Katrina Ruth Show banner at the bottom of this screen? Because I swear to God, it was just there, now it's not there. Hello gorgeous ladies, hello Leigh, hello Kristine, hello 20 other people who I don't know who you are yet, because your names are no showing. Facebook selectively decides whether or not you get to see your comments, I've noticed, and it also selectively decides who it will show you is on the live stream.

You know, like it says, "Such and such person is watching," I see Maria watching, hey. Thanks Hannah, hey Kristy, hey Hannah, hey Marika. Yeah, so it will say, "Such and such person is watching," but it's told me so far like three or four people who are watching, and there's 26 people here, it hasn't told me 26 people, I don't know what that's about. Early one, I know, and I feel like I've got really tired eyes going on, but it's okay, I'll get over it and present myself to the world anyway. I'm on my way to the airport, here's some Brisbane-ish traffic for you, it's very exciting. I'm going to go back to Bali, so if you're going to be in Bali this week, tell me, send me a message, we might do the things.

No, you're not doing anything wrong, Christine, I think it's just how Mark, I like to call him "Marky Mark", even though he's not actually Marky Mark, Marky Mark is Marky Mark, I think that Marky Mark Zuckerberg just likes to remind us that he's in charge, and just never keeps anything consistent. Okay, clearly I'm obsessed with this one bit of hair, but how do you like my white nails? I'm happy with them, thank you, thank you Maria, thank you [Renuka 00:02:23], is that how I say your name correctly? I know, oh Leah, you know me so well. Those chocolate caramel slices, that café better get ready for me, because they're going to be sold out all week. They're gluten free, and they're definitely not paleo, but they are gluten free.

Keeps going off, I don't know what keeps going off. I just had two calls with some amazing clients, well with two amazing clients, I had one call with each of those clients. Look at that, so Sam has just dropped a link in for me, Sam on my team, she's a cat ninja. It's not even a link, Sam's just dropped a little comment, that's what I'm marketing at the moment. We'll talk about that maybe later, but you can message me if you would like to know about mentoring with me one on one at the private client level in my inner circle, ongoing one on one mentoring, the inner circle is now open, unlimited access to me, plus access to the hottest and most badass mastermind in the world, of course, which I created, of course, for driven creators and entrepreneurs.

The inner circle has not been officially open for some time, it is 12 months one on one mentoring. It is unlimited one on one access to me, we do so much insane amazing stuff. In fact, I just had a call with one of my inner circle clients, and then I had a call after that with one of my rich hot empire clients, which is a six-week one on one that I have, and that's what prompted the live stream, so I'm going to talk about some of that stuff in a moment. Thank you for sending all the press play buttons and the 1% buttons everyone, I love them, they're so cool, those stickers.

What else was I going to say about the inner circle? Our next retreat is coming up in July. In my inner circle with my private clients, I do three retreats a year, actually I say that it's two a year, but then I always do three, so I should just change that in the little overview, I'll send you an overview if you'd like to know about the inner circle, just message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page, I'll send you a written overview. We do the LA one in July, which is not too far off, so you could be there in that room with me and with my high level private clients, it is fucking amazing what comes out and what happens in these days together that we do.

The most recent one prior to this was in Bali, so I do one in Bali a year, I did one in the Gold Coast last year, I may or may not do a Gold Coast one this year, depends on if I stay on the Gold Coast or not. Anyway, that's what's happening, that's what's up, and there's obviously a tonne more that goes into working with me at that level and being in the inner circle, but really all you need to know is, do you feel that I'm the mentor for you, is that something that you've thought about or that you're suddenly now right now thinking about, and if yes, then send me a message, and I'll just get you a full written overview of what that covers, how it works, everything that's included, which basically is everything, like everything that I create or put out there, and a tonne of other cool stuff.

Okay, Leah says, "I want my own stickers, I'm going to pout until someone gives them to me." Well, you know pouting may or may not work as a manifestation tool, I'm not sure, you could try that. I find that it does work for me on occasion. In fact, that's precisely how I manifested getting a rack of ribs delivered to me at dinner Friday night when they didn't have them on the menu. They went and got them from another restaurant for me, but you can try that with Facebook creator, or you could just use Facebook creator and make your own stickers Leah, that's another option. I didn't do it, a ninja did it for me, so I've got no idea how.

I'm sure somebody on the internet knows though, or you could ask [inaudible 00:05:37]. Okay, so I had so many good things come up from the ... No, definitely pouting worked for me, that's exactly how I got those ribs the other night. I literally just stood there at the host station going ... Well, I was kind of in a state of shock and pout, it was shock crossed through pout. "If you want to step into the fullness of your work [inaudible 00:05:59], get in on the inner circle," says Maria. Right, so that's what the inner circle is all about, thank you Maria, and just so lovely, and that photo you put up in the inner circle Facebook group was just so beautiful over the weekend, by the way.

Renuka, okay perfect. All right, so really the work that I do with my private clients is ... I'm going to not get distracted by the "shout" comment, Leah, is the inner work, the mindset work, and it's the shifting. You know, like it's honestly probably only 10% of the conversations I have with my high level clients are related to business strategy, except for the fact that the strategy is ultimately mindset, so therefore 100% of what we talk about is strategy, 100% of what we talk about is mindset, 100% of what we talk about is whatever the hell you need to talk about or desire to talk about, and it's just all different areas crossed over together, because everything impacts everything.

For me, a big breakthrough in my business came about when I just started to follow what was inside of me, and gave myself permission to be who I really am, which is not exactly a new conversation for us to have here. We talk about this stuff all the time, but I think that it doesn't matter how frequently you talk about it, you still can go deeper on this conversation. Just now, one of the phone calls I had was with an inner circle client, she had her first $100,000 month in her business last month in April, it was $104,000 to be specific. Obviously this is somebody who knows a thing or two about following flow, and creating from within, and getting epic freaking results, but yet we were still able to go deeper into this conversation of following soul desires.

One of the things that I said to her created the title of this live stream, which was, "You'll literally ..." Well, I don't even know now what the title of the live stream was, somebody post it in for me, but it was something about, "You'll literally create your soul blueprint by following soul desires," you'll literally find the way or you'll literally find the blueprint by following soul desire. Okay, I need to know what exact title I put in, somebody tell me if you can see it. Or Sam, if you're still watching, tell me what title I said.

That's what we were talking about, like we were talking about the difference between having or following obligation, like feeling obliged to do certain things in personal life or in business, like, "I must do such and such, I have to do such and such, or I'm not a good person, I'm not a good entrepreneur, or people think whatever they think about me," or that I'm letting people down or I'm being flaky. Okay, the title, is that what I said? Okay, "You literally just open your mouth and let what's inside of you out." See, I put the title in, and then I followed the advice of the title, but I forgot what I said prior to that, so you literally just open your mouth and let what's inside of you out.

Okay, well what I had also said, however, to my client, was, you literally create the blueprint to success by following what's inside of you. We were talking about obligation, we were talking about duty, we were talking about having to do certain things in your business and how that obviously drains you, and you feel like kind of exhausted, but you also feel resentful. Now you can create epic money results from that place, but is it really epic if you're not feeling what you want to be feeling? For me, I definitely built my business to where probably even over the 200k per month mark, a good chunk of it was still coming from obligation and duty, and so I got incredible results because I worked my fucking ass off and I did the work and I hustled hard, as you guys know.

How I show up now compared to there, where I now receive even more money in my business and even more so-called "results" that I guess people look at or consider success markers, but now it's just like the better it gets, the better it gets, the easier it gets, the easier it gets. Like last night, I was on face time with my mom, and well she said many things, many of which were quite humorous, and I posted some of them into the daily asking Facebook group. She asked me how was business, and she said, I think she was using my wording back at me, she said like, "Is it flowing?", or something like that, and I was like, "Yeah, I don't know what to tell you, like it's really good. It just gets better and better and easier and easier and more and more flow-based," and because there's always new things that I want to be stepping into and allowing and creating.

It's kind of like, but I'm already done at the same time. On Saturday, I went on a walk with two really close friends who are brothers actually, and I'm really just such good friends with both of them, they're soul mate friends. I hadn't seen them in awhile, I've not been on the Gold Coast for awhile, and we went on a big beach [inaudible 00:10:36], and I was talking about, I was saying to them, like or they were sharing goals and visions and stuff, and I'm like, "Yeah, I always feel like what do I even want right now? Like I've got everything, I've created everything that I desire, but then at the same time I'm like, I'm so not done, I'm so not complete, there's so much more that I want to step into and that I know that I will, and my visions just never stop expanding and expanding, but I also do feel completely like I'm there already."

I think that that's what it's meant to be about, and I think that from that place, you step into actual soul desire, in terms of creating or stepping through going on the path that you're meant to go on. Does that make sense? Tell me what you're thinking, because this is kind of what I was saying to my client. I'll come back to the "you just open your mouth" thing in a moment, I've totally forgot that was the title I put in, that was actually a conversation with the next client after that, but let me talk about this one first. Because we said, "Okay, well what if you drop obligation, what if you dropped obligation and you dropped the idea that there was ever anything that you had to do, and you just gave yourself permission to be free to come from flow and free to come from what's inside of you, and just use soul desire as the guiding force?"

I know that for some people, and an earlier version of me, I would have been worried, and some people are worried, that if I just did that, I would completely flake out and I wouldn't do anything, I would be so lazy in my business I would get nothing done. Check out this traffic, lucky I can live stream. I should be at the airport maybe in 20 minutes, so I've got a little bit more time. Yeah, so some people would worry that they'd be lazy, and I used to feel that way. I used to feel like I had to have a really strict set of rules and obligations for myself in every different area of my life, otherwise I wouldn't be moving forward, I'd probably just sit on the couch and eat all the time and waste my whole life, that's kind of how I thought.

It was like I held myself to this really high standard of accountability and discipline and structure in order to feel that that's the way I'm going to be successful, but it was kind of like that's how I'm going to save myself from myself, is how I felt as well. I'd be curious to know if anyone feels that way now, because you can shift that. For me, it was a process of gradually stepping into believing that if I gave myself permission to just be me and to not have any lists, not have any rules, not have any obligations, not have any standards that I had to be accountable to, that I would still be a driven person, and be somebody who creates amazing freaking things into the world and achieves incredible results.

It took me some time. Okay Olivia, it says I've filed that way, "Completely feel like I need to save myself from myself," says Amos. Right, so it's an interesting thought process, isn't it? That's 100% how I felt. No, I feel really proud of myself though that I created a successful multi-million dollar business, and all my different fitness results and lifestyle results from that place, rather than sabotaging in a big way and not moving forward in my life. I was sabotaging in lots of ways, actually, but instead of, I guess, like I felt an underlying fear that I couldn't trust myself to be myself, I felt an underlying thing that I had to save myself from myself, that deep down maybe I was a really lazy person and an unproductive person, and whatever other self worth shit that I had going on for most of my life, but yet I still managed to turn that into drive, and I turned it into hustle, and I turned it into grind, and I took it to extreme lengths.

Like for years, I would sleep like three hours a night, for years, night in and night out, and all I did was hustle and push and create. That was one way to go about creating success, and I would never change any of that, I would not change it. I'm proud of that period in my journey, and I think that we should be proud always of every period on the pathway that we've gone on, because it leads you to who you are and you learn so much from it. Now I look back though and I am grateful, but I'm also grateful to have been able to let go of that, and to have finally been able to step into giving myself permission to just be who I am, and to trust that if I have no rules for myself, no standards, which sounds really funny to say out loud actually, like, "No standards, what?", but if I have no rules, no standards, no obligation, no duty, nothing that I have to do for myself or for anybody else, like I have no obligation to my clients, I have no obligation to my children, no obligation to people in my life, that gives me complete freedom and it gives me permission.

How it works, and you might be thinking, "How can you not have an obligation to your clients?", obviously you do, they pay you. Actually I have no obligation to anybody, not to a single person in my life. However, I provide an incredible amount of value and support and energy and just my presence and whatever it is in each of those different relationships because I've given myself complete permission to just be who I am. Actually as it turns out, I'm not a lazy undisciplined person who would never do anything with their life if they had permission to be who they are, I'm who I am, but it's coming from a different place.

Many of the things that I do now in my business or in my personal life would be similar or the same as what I would have done previously when it was coming from obligation or duty. One of the things that we were talking about was like responding to client messages. I have lots of private clients, and they get unlimited access to me. As a private client in my inner circle, you have unlimited Kat on tap, anytime you need me, I'm there. People feel like, "Oh my God, how is that even possible, how can you offer that, or like how is it possible from a time point of view, or how is it possible, doesn't it overwhelm you or make you feel trapped or something like that?"

I'm like, "No, it really doesn't, but it used to years ago, before I did it the way I do it now," before I even offered unlimited access, I would feel always like it was hanging over me to have to respond to clients, I'd feel worried about if I hadn't responded, or like people are going to think things about me or something. It was an obligation and it was draining, and then I would get resentful at it, because I'd feel like, "But I don't want to have to do things, I want to just be in flow." It kind of exhausted me, and I started to think, "Maybe I don't want to coach people anymore."

Clients say this to me all the time, "I think I don't want to coach people anymore." I'm going to present to you the suggestion that that's probably not true, it's probably just the energy that's around it, and what if you shifted it? I started to shift it and started to believe that it could only uplift me and elevate me to speak to my clients and to listen to client messages and to respond to them, and that it was actually a blessing, and something that I was so grateful for. At first, it was like my mind didn't believe that, it was like, "Yeah, but you've still got all these freaking people that want your attention, and that takes time."

I was like, "Well, time is a very perception-based thing anyhow, right?" I get to consider what I mean by time. Okay, I'm just looking at the time we're going to arrive at the airport, and I'm getting a little bit worried about that time, actually. I think I'm going to cut it really ... How close to an international flight can you arrive at the airport in Australia, do you know the answer to that?

I suppose about an hour.

You reckon an hour? We're fine then. If it's 90 minutes, I'm going to be in trouble. Does anyone know, any of my Aussies know? I'm just here talking about how time is just a made up thing, and I'm like, "Oh shit, my flight's going in not too long, and I'm not there yet." It'll be fine, it's always fine, everything is always perfect. Okay, so coming back to this, like having a lot of people wanting your attention and having that feel like an obligation. That's all a perception, that's something that I am checking about, but I think the rules are different here in Australia anyway. That's all something that you just decide in your head, so I started to decide that it would be just really easy for me to be able to communicate with my clients, and that it would also feel good, and that it would be something that elevated me.

It's literally how I feel now, I feel elevated every time I speak with clients, every time I respond to messages, but I also feel zero obligation. I just dropped that feeling, and I decided to trust that I would show up for my clients, not that I had to make myself do that. I guess my question too for your business is, and whether that particular example resonates or not, my question to you for your business is, what would you be doing if you just decided to trust, or what would be available or unlocked for you if you just decided to trust, rather than feeling like you should have to do certain things? What does that bring up inside of you?

It might feel scary, it used to feel scary for me, you might feel like you can't trust yourself to just be yourself. If that's true, then I would start to play around with that, because it's not true. If it's true that you feel that way, then I would start to tune in on that and play around with that, like, "Who would I be, what would I do, you know how would I spend my time if I had no obligation, no rules, no duty?" It's kind of a very scary thing at first, so I'm not suggesting that you just drop all kind of rules or policies that you have in place for your life straightaway, but I am suggesting that you could, and that it would 100% work for you, I know that for sure.

I'm just kind of tempting you with that idea, but you could certainly start to play around with it, you could 100% start to play around with that and start to look at implementing that in small areas. What if you even gave yourself an hour a day where it's complete freedom and you're allowed to do what you want? This is kind of the conversation that I had with my inner circle client, the one who did her first 100k month last month. We were talking about going to 200k, going to 300k per month and so on, and what place that's going to come from, and it's absolutely going to come from this place of, "Well, I give myself permission to trust, I give myself permission to flow," because otherwise you could increase those money results through kind of hustle and grind and being a disciplined badass in that regard, but then would you actually be getting what you want?

Because you're not going to be living in that feeling of freedom and flow and ease, and surely that is more the real, genuine outcome, rather than a money goal, correct? Correct, I'm going to answer for myself, but you can tell me what you think. Rachel says, "Thank you for this, Kat, have to go, have a good flight," yay. "If you have trouble, just keep asking what else is possible," Sicily, that's a great question in general, I'm not sure when you said it though, hey again. All right, so tell me what you think, tell me what's coming up for you.

Sam, if you're still watching, okay, I want somebody to check the cutoff time for international flights, can somebody check that for me, is that really cheeky to ask? Because otherwise I could flash out of this screen and go Google it myself, but then the live stream would pause. Not that it matters, either way I'm in the car now, so it's nothing I can do about it, but it would be good to know. Okay, so that was the first thing, that was the thing that I thought I said I would live stream about, then I realised I said something else. That was kind of like my journaling prompt to my client, "What if I just gave myself complete permission to trust, what if there was no obligation, who would I be, what would I do, what would matter, what would I focus on and desire?"

That's really, that is 100% how I go about, now, doing business, as well as life. It has been a gradual process for me though, and it continues to be. I still catch myself, as we all do, you catch yourself responding to something that you think you should do. I'm pretty good with it, I just notice it straightaway and I'm like, "Oh, is that actually true?" It can't be true, it literally can't be true that there's anything I have to do, because everything gets to come from flow, 100% of things 100% of the time. Then what I actually titled the live stream was, "You literally just open your mouth and let it come out," and that was a conversation I was having on my next client call this morning, after the first one.

It was around letting your true content, like your free content and your paid content, just come from what's inside of you. She was speaking of how she'd struggled to I guess really know what the tangible outcomes ... All right, thank you so much, Hannah. Cool, I'll definitely be there outside of 60 minutes, I'll probably be there like right at 90 minutes before the flight. Traffic is like way heavier than it usually is, usually get there in just over an hour, and looks like it's taking 90 minutes today. Okay, Claire says, "Unlike Marie, Kat, it's hard to know when it's what I'm supposed to push through, versus what is flow."

Right, so to practise, because that's how I used to feel, so if you feel that, and then like I said, like now I catch it immediately if I start to do something from obligation, and I just know it is very rare for me to get stuck on something now to where I feel like I'm not sure what my soul desire is or what intuition is saying, or what the guidance from within would be, but it does happen on occasion, and when that happens, I just keep asking the same question again. I won't take action though, I won't take any action at all until I know that it's coming from flow, I just allow myself to sit in that place of I guess kind of limbo, and to be comfortably uncomfortable with that, and just be like, "I'm not going to move, here I am right here and right now, and so I'm not moving," physically or metaphorically as the case may be, "Until I know what the inner guidance is," like just like, "Nope, not going to do it."

Even something like, sometimes just through the day, I don't know what to do with my time. Yeah, I'm Bali bound. I don't know what to do with my time, so I might feel like, "Oh, should I do a live stream, or should I respond to team emails, or should I have a nap, or get to another [wicker 00:24:19]," or whatever, and even then, I'll literally just do nothing though until I get the answer. If I'm not sure, I'll just kind of stop, like physically stop, usually in the middle of the house or something, be like, "Wait, what is the answer?"

If it's something bigger, like actually, the one thing that I am stuck on right now, maybe I shouldn't use that wording, but that's what's coming out, is do I stay on the Gold Coast with my children, or do I move, do I move to Bali? Because we've been talking about that for a long time, but it doesn't feel quite right, but it doesn't feel quite right to live here either, I don't know. I don't know what the answer is, or it was, "Am I just going to move around the world again all the time?", but then like Gold Coast, Bali, LA, New York, that doesn't feel right either.

That's the one thing where I'm just not getting an answer, so therefore I'm just not taking any actions, I'll just wait until I know the exact aligned action to take, and part of that's caught up to do with schooling and that sort of thing. "Move, but not just yet, is that what you're saying?" Yeah. "Feeling you on the moving stuff, but not ...", Leah, are you tuning in on that for me, or is that just ... Yeah, I think I am going to move, but not yet, I think that feels right. I don't see myself staying here, but I don't quite see myself living somewhere else either, I just have to be in transit.

I'll live in transit, that's roughly how I live already, I'm always on the move. Okay, let me come back to this conversation, right? Yes, thank you Leigh. This client, she was a little stuck on, "How do I package up my message and my offering?" You might have felt that way, like, "What are the tangible outcomes that people get from working with me?" There is no fucking way I'm moving back to Melbourne, I'm sorry, that's a hard no, that's something I am certain about. Even though my family is in Melbourne, my parents and two of my siblings are in Melbourne, but my sister is now on the Gold Coast, just to confuse matters.

Right before I'm like, "I think I'm going to leave the Gold Coast," she just moves to the Gold Coast, I'm like, "Okay, now it's even more confusing." Okay, I'm going to stop going off on a tangent, maybe. You might have felt like, a lot of people feel like, "I don't know how to package up my offer, I don't know what the kind of tangible thing is that I'm offering or selling here, and so therefore, how can I market myself effectively if I'm just saying that ti's about transformation or whatever?" I said to her, "Well actually, what this means is that it's about the feelings then, rather than what are the so-called tangible outcomes, it's about what are the feelings, what is it that people would feel from working with you?"

Then the best way to look at that or to figure that out is, "Well, what do you feel from the work that you've done inside of yourself, what do you feel in what's coming through you?" She started to talk about, and I said like how she used to feel before she created the flow that she now has in her life, and how she feels now, so talking about those emotions before and after. It's like, "Well, that's the outcomes then, those are the outcomes that people get from working with you, and how you would share that with them or how you would market that with them is you literally just say what's inside of you." She said something to me at the end of our call like, "I guess this is now going to be hard or difficult to figure out what I need to do or how to bring this to life," or something like that.

I said, "Well no, it's actually really not going to be hard, because you're literally just going to speak in your own language that's already inside of you, like this is the whole thing that's already in you, it's everything that you think and feel all day every day anyhow, it's just that now you're going to share it with other people, so there's nothing to add to that, there's nothing additional that needs to go into that. It's 100% just what are you thinking, what are you feeling." Then I think she said to me something that I say all the time, like, "Oh, you literally just open your mouth, and whatever comes out comes out," I'm like, "Right." I said to her like, "Let's be real, you could present an entire week-long course on your own content right now on all this inner stuff and transformation stuff with zero preparation, because it's already in you, you could talk about it all day every day."

For each of us, this is true. Like if you think about what is the conversation that you could talk about all day every day and you would never run out of things to say, then that is the stuff that you should be sharing with the world, whether it's in your free content, or whether it's in your paid content. If it feels any more complicated than literally just opening your mouth and letting whatever's inside of you come out, then I can guarantee you for sure that you're not standing firm in your purpose work right now, you're not doing the true work that you were meant to be doing in the world, because it should be that easy, there should never be anything that you need to think about, it should literally just be, "I open my mouth and stuff comes out."

Exactly like what I've done here, so much so that already five minutes into the conversation with you, I'd forgotten what the title even was of the live stream and I had to get somebody to put it in for me, because I'm not sitting here going, "Oh, let me refer back to my title and make sure that I cover that." I am now covering it, because that's what feels good to do, but many times I'll do a live stream and I won't remotely cover what I said I was going to cover on the title, it just goes any freaking place, and those are often the best ones. They are the best ones, in fact. The best ones are always the ones, the best live stream, blog post, conversation with a client, presentation maybe even that you give at an event, or you know as a speaker or something like that if you do that, or at your own events, the best stuff is always when you don't think.

The less thinking the better, it's very much an overrated concept, thinking. Kathleen says, "Awesome info," thank you. Maybe I'm already getting into that Bali super-flow, and I'm not even in Bali yet. I'm already accessing it. Yeah, so not thinking, like when you would go to lunch with a friend or you'd go to dinner with a group of people who you used to be close to, or like when I'm walking on the beach with my two friends Ben and Steve the other day, I'm not thinking about what I should say. You're not thinking about how you should communicate or have a conversation, you're just letting it come out. You're not there going, "Oh my goodness, let me make sure that I have some good material that I'm going to share with my friends, so that they want to keep coming back, like how do I sell my friends on continuing to be friends with me? I've got to make sure that I come up with some really good concepts for today's conversation."

Or if it's a new friendship, or maybe like somebody that you're wanting to build a friendship or a relationship with, I hope you're not or I think that you're not usually going into that feeling like you need to prepare a bullet-pointed list of talking points. You just be yourself, and whatever comes out comes out, and we all know that that's how the best real life relationships are built, "bought", oh my God, built and carried on, but yet in business, people seem to think that they've got to prepare something, or that they've got to be coming from a script and there's got to be these talking points, otherwise people might not want to follow or buy or listen, and it's kind of crazy if you make that comparison or use that analogy.

Nat, you're so welcome, Kathleen says, "You're working with the subconscious mind and intuition, so much better than being analytical." I am, I'm just letting it all come from intrusion and from flow and from soul, and that's what I suggest and recommend. Maybe it's not for everybody, but it's certainly for everybody in my tribe, and it's certainly how I mentor and support my clients and my inner circle. Like my role, if you were to work with me at that level, that's what's in the pinned comment about that, is to help you access yourself more deeply. My role is not to tell you, "Here's a dot point list of ways to make money online or market yourself online, here's what I did, so you should do it like me."

I will show you what I did, I'll give you access to everything that I do and to my team as well, and they'll help you with all the things that they do, but really what I'm doing, you know that's just because of course I'm going to show that stuff, but I'm certainly not ever suggesting that a client should follow the way that I did it. Really, my role as a mentor is to help you to access deeper levels of your own soul flow and your own inner guidance, and then to come from that place. With your messaging, with your content, and this is true as I was saying to my client, whether it's free content or paid content, it is you just open your mouth, and whatever comes out comes out, that's the true goal.

That comes back to what we were talking about earlier, which is trust. What if you trusted that you could just open your mouth, and whatever came out would be gold? Mostly, people wouldn't trust in that concept, they would feel that that's a terrifying idea, or that it wouldn't be good enough. Then really what they're saying is, "If I'm just being myself and I don't try and trick it up or fancy it up, then I'm not good enough, and then people wouldn't like me, or they wouldn't buy from me, or they wouldn't follow me online, I wouldn't be cool, I wouldn't be successful," et cetera et cetera. Is that really a belief system that you desire to go through life with, and is it actually what you believe on a deeper, deeper level?

Because here's what I think is true about self worth stuff: we have all these layers and all these levels, so it's kind of like now, some people here might be coming from a place of not trusting themselves, not believing in themselves, not feeling like they could literally just wake up, do whatever they want all day, and that that would result in good outcomes, or that they could just wake up, completely be themselves, open their mouth and see what comes out, and that that would result in value. A lot of people wouldn't feel that way, they'd feel like that's a scary concept and that they couldn't trust in it.

But if you are in that place of questioning your own natural value and worth, then let me suggest to you that you just drop down a little deeper, like put that story aside momentarily, put your own emotions aside and drop down a little deeper. What's beneath that, what comes beneath that? Is it or is it not true that if you really go into your core and really go into who you are on a soul level, that actually you fucking know how good you are, and you know that you're [inaudible 00:34:12], and you know that you have powerful work to share into the world, and you know that what's in your heart is of value, and you know that you just being you is going to impact people.

Send me love heart shower if you know this, or send me some 1% stickers or press play stickers on the emoji thing if you know this, because I think that you know this on a core level. I think that deep, deep, deep down you know this. I think that on the surface, you might be running around with a self worth story going on that's holding you back from being fully you, or you feel like you can't trust in yourself, or you feel like you've got to have all these rules and guidelines, or you feel like you've got to fancy yourself up in order to be loved and accepted basically, but deeper than that, you don't believe that.

Therefore, you're not living in alignment with yourself if you're allowing that fear stuff to rule you. You're creating your business, and indeed your life and probably most of your relationships from the fear mind, rather than from faith and from trust. I see all these love heart showers coming through, so I know I'm right, and I know I'm right anyway, because I trust in myself. Julie says, "Yes, I feel that deeply," Kristine says, "Yes, of course." I remember one time, one of my inner circle clients was really freaking out, I think it was in our first month working together, and she was really freaking out about just feeling anxious or worried about, "What if I don't get to where I want to go, and how do I keep going in this phase of building my business and keeping my head above water when I'm just kind of getting started with that?"

I remember saying to her, "Well, there's only two things you need to know here. Number one, big picture, do you believe in yourself and do you know that you're going to make it?" Like just put aside all the drama, put aside all the bullshit, yes yes, Mabel, put everything aside, let's just go big picture, do you believe, do you have faith in yourself? I know it might be shaky, but do you have that faith? She said yes, and if you can't answer yes to that, keep fucking asking that question and dropping down to who you are at your core until you can answer yes.

There's no point in taking any action if you don't have faith that you're going to make it. You might as well focus on the faith thing first. It is there for 100% of people if you go really into who you are, because you were born knowing this stuff. Nobody on the face of the Earth is born to not be able to create their soul's desires, that's available, whether or not they do it is another matter entirely, but the belief is there. We are faith-based creations. Thank you, Marta. All right, so that's the first question, big picture, do you believe?

If you can't answer yes to that, just fucking focus on that question until you can, and choose and decide to have faith, because it's a choice. Then the second question, the only other thing is, "Well, can you get through today, can you do what you need to do today, can you take action today, can you survive today?" Yes, of course you can. Then that's all that matters. All that matters is, "Do I ultimately believe, and can I live my life today?", and then go and live your life today as best as you can from alignment. But when you're consciously or not consciously living your life from a place of fear and reactivity, and trying to do the right thing in order to get a result, and hoping that people will buy your stuff, or respond to your marketing online, or like you as a person, that is motherfucking exhausting, firstly, as we spoke about and as I was speaking about with my client.

That's very tiring, it is certainly a way to get some kind of result, but I would think that that's not the real result for any of us. What none of us desire is to have millions of dollars or millions of followers and an exhausted, depleted life that's not in alignment and it's all built on a house of cards anyhow, because it was based on not being who you really are. That's like starting a romantic relationship based on, like I don't know, a bunch of 10-year-old photos on a dating app that are not true and real. Well, it wouldn't really go anywhere anyway, or you know like people definitely build relationships in real life where they kind of pretend to be somebody who they're not, they hide who they really are because they're scared of rejection if they would show who they really are.

That's very exhausting, and it's not sustainable, it's really not. It could be sustained, but at what cost? At the cost of your happiness, at the cost of your life, basically. Same thing with business, it's one way to get results, it's possible to get so-called results by being somebody you're not, continually putting a mask on, coming from fear, push push pushing yourself to "do the work", and yeah, creating your entire life based on fear. That's not what I would call success, it's not real results. It's not sustainable, I believe, for so many reasons, largely because if you're like me, then at some point you're going to end up losing your shit at yourself and just cracking and walking away from the entire fucking thing, because you actually know deep down that it can be flow and ease, and/or you'll end up in sabotage or emotional wreck and ruin because you just can't live that way.

You just can't live that way, you'll end up lashing out at yourself, your business, your partner, whoever's around. Basically, that pressure has to go somewhere. Then the other way is the way that I now choose to live and the way that I teach my clients and the way we're talking about today, which is faith-based living, so faith versus fear. Faith says, well, faith is belief, "What if I believed, what if I trusted and fully believed that I was going to be safe?", financially, emotionally, spiritually, et cetera, "And that I would make good decisions, and that I would move forward correctly on my aligned path, and that everything would work out as it's meant to if I followed what's inside of me."

That's what faith means to me, or that's partly what faith means to me. I'm sure I would say different things each time I speak about it. Then coming from that place, the only thing that I need to know as far as what action to take, and this is true for everybody here, whether or not you want to live by it is up to you, is, "Well, what is my soul suggesting I do?" As far as content, what is coming out of you? Well, this is what's coming out of me right now, later on when I'm sitting at the airport, if I have time I'll write a blog post, and we'll see what comes out. Maybe when I get on the plane, I'll write up a new offer and we'll see what comes out.

I have no idea, I'm literally fucking winging it moment by moment, I'm winging 100% of my business right now, and 100% of my life, in all areas. I have very few things in any area that are kind of like a plan or locked in, or obviously there might be something on the schedule, like that's an appointment or a plan in that regard, but even then it's just an intention. Like if I say yes to an appointment, like let's say being on a podcast or travelling to speak at an event, or going to another country, or meeting up with somebody or whatever, then I'm saying yes because it's aligned in that moment to say yes, that feels right for me, but definitely make no mistake, if it came to that point and then it didn't feel aligned, I would not follow through.

I'd be like, "No, I changed my mind," however I would say it. That's the level, like that's the extent to which my planning goes. Even like a trip, like even the other day, I think the day [inaudible 00:41:22], I was like, "Do I actually really want to go to Bali? I don't have to go, like I would lose money or whatever if I didn't go, but I don't have to go. I'll go if it feels aligned to go." Here I am, it's obviously aligned. There's so much for you to think about, I'd be curious to know what's a big takeaway or aha for you that's coming up from this conversation. Type it into the comments, because I do love to come back and read my comments, I think I'm now 10 minutes away from the airport, or just under, so I'm going to wrap up in just a moment, but do let me know what's coming through for you.

I guess, my question to you would be, how can you look at applying whatever your big takeaway from this is to your business, and maybe to other areas of your life as well? What if you just trusted, what if you acted from faith, what if you dropped the story that you're not going to make good decisions, what if you started to lock in beliefs and fundamental underlying beliefs that I always make the right decision, everything always works out perfectly for me, I fully trust in myself. Or one of the things I love to say a lot, is when I say yes to my soul, life says yes to me, when I follow what my soul directs me to do, not just when it's fun and really cool and exciting, but also when it's uncomfortable when I step into that place, when I follow what's coming through, whether it's easy and feels fun, or whether it feels uncomfortable and scary, then I always am on my correct aligned pathway.

I said to my client earlier like, "You literally never have to worry again if you just follow soul desire and what soul guidance is, you never ever have to worry again, because that is how you create the path that you are supposed to be on. Stop sitting here trying to look ahead and figure out what the path is, and figure out how you're going to get there, and how you're going to take action to be on that path or stay on that path, and oh my God, what if I accidentally fall off the fucking path, how do I get back on? Oh my goodness, just follow what's inside of you, that's how you'll create the path. You don't need to know everything that's ahead of you as well, by the way.

"Like yes, you can do visioning work and that's a powerful way to manifest, but there's nothing wrong or bad if you can't see where you're going to be 10 years from now or five years from now or whatever, just be here now. This is the only time that exists anyway, so if you're so focused on where you think you're supposed to be in the future, then you're forgetting that life is now, and the only moment that exists is now, and you're actually denying yourself fulfilment and happiness and peace and all the things that you're trying to get to, which you could have now if you allowed yourself to be here now."

This is why I was saying to my friends on the weekend like, "I'm there, like I've got everything I need, what else do I need? I'm completely content and happy and done, and at the same time, there's so much more that I'll create." All right, I'm going to leave you there. The inner circle is now open, it is the highest level one on one mentoring with me. You get 100% unlimited access to me, it is such an incredible place. It's obviously not for everyone, because it's private client work. There's a significant investment around that, and it's also not for everyone because there's like tens of thousands of people who follow me online, and they can't all be in the inner circle.

It's for that person who knows already that I'm the mentor for them, that's definitely it, and that could be you, whether or not you've followed me for years, or whether you're just coming along, you know I've had people jump into the inner circle in several cases, quite a few cases, within several weeks of meeting me or hearing about me at all, and other times people who have been following me for years. It's just a calling and annoying in your heart, it's a soul thing. What it would be about is having me there by your side day to day to get you into a continual alignment and massive fucking action around creating the business and the life that you desire.

It is certainly not just a conversation around business, we talk all things in the inner circle. Everything connects to everything, and we just continually go into what you need in order to be in your flow state, in order to access your soul guidance and highest levels of intuition and personal power, and in order to create everything that's coming through and that's inside of you. The conversation is equally mixed with business and money stuff, with relationship and sex stuff, with fitness and health stuff, location free and travel stuff for those who are doing that, parenting stuff as well, it's all just a glorious blend. The conversations that go on in the Facebook group for the inner circle are phenomenal, it's such a cool place and space.

The powerful stuff that comes up when we do meet in person, and our next in-person meeting is in July in LA, that is just, that's like the most next level thing I've ever created in my life, it continually just awes me and humbles me. Then of course the conversation that I have one on one with you is a pretty much day to day thing, actually just continual audios, messages, whatever you need. It's like any relationship, there's a continual flow of conversation as and when it's coming through us and when it's needed. There's a really cool bunch of cool stuff that you get obviously being in the inner circle, so you have that one on one mentoring with me at the highest level, me there by your side, you know we spend time together in person whenever we can.

Like if I'm where you happen to be, then of course we would meet up and hang out. One of my inner circle clients ended up sharing my bed for the night in Del Mar several weeks ago, just because she couldn't get a room in a hotel that night. It's a real genuine relationship that builds, and I wouldn't want it any other way. I don't take people into the inner circle unless they feel that we would become soulmate friends and fall in love in that friendship/client way. It's really just mixed together. Then yeah, you get everything else obviously, I don't think I need to say, like obviously any other programmes, courses I'm creating, events, et cetera, it's all included.

I'd love to speak with you if the inner circle is speaking to you, and the best way to do that would be just send me a message, do that on my personal Katrina Ruth page ideally, rather than here on the business one. You can do it either, I'll get it both ways, but I more so prefer to interact on the personal one, and I'll send you through a full overview, as well as the short live stream that I've done where I talk about the true work that I do with my clients, and we can talk cost details and so on and so forth. If it's for you, amazing, we'll get in right away or very quickly, and if not, then that's totally fine as well.

All right, go drop into faith today, what would faith look like? Leave me a comment, leave me a love or share if you feel that this is something that would help other people. I am so so happy always to get to speak with you, and I will see you in Bali. I might drop a blog post before I drop on the plane, who knows. Don't forget, life is now, press play.

Direct download: Let_whats_inside_of_you_out..m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 3:22pm AEST

Mon, 21 May 2018

Driven by the BURN

Hi. Hmm. Hello. Okay. Sometimes I get really shy. What do you mean you accidentally clicked on it? It was divined. It's not possible that you clicked on it accidentally. Why, why, is my wifi choosing right now to freeze? What's happening? Reset. Oh my God. Hello, Tamara. Georgine, this jacket is so old. This is like my old faithful. But thank you. I love it. Hi, Tamara. This is like the other side of my studio, you guys. I'm here in my studio. My throne is right there. I nearly just picked up the laptop, and I was like, "Look, there it is." Okay, wait. Hold your horses. Or your wine. Or whatever else do you have. What do you have?

Leah, I must admit that when you commented on my post about the ribs, and you said that's awesome, I was like I don't get it. Where's the pun? What's the catch? I don't get it. And I was like, "I think she's being serious." I don't know if I've ever seen it before. Not on a normal Facebook post. I had to read it three times. And then I was just honestly so thrown that I couldn't reply. Mermaid cushions. Are they? These are some pretty cool cushions. I'm gonna share this over ...

Looks good, doesn't it? This is my backup set. You were fucking hungry. I was devastated. Devastated. I was in shock. I thought ... 100% I was like, he's joking. So, for those who missed it, I went to my favourite steak and ribs place for dinner tonight, where I go like, maybe four times a week. I really like ribs. And I know the restaurant manager there, Matt, extremely well. Of course. Because I go there so often.

And he was like, "Oh, have you seen our new menu?" And I'm like, "No, whatever. I don't need the menu. I have the same ribs every time I go there." He's like, "No, we don't have ribs on the menu anymore." And I'm like, "Oh, ha-ha." He's like, "No, no. We really took them off." I'm like, "No you didn't. You're just joking." And he's like, "No, no. We took them off. It's minimum four." And then sometimes I might order them up as well. They don't even deliver up, except for me. Obviously. Anyway. I manifested the fucking ribs. Obviously. Obviously. Where am I? I'm in my house.

Here I am in my house. Welcome to the show. Okay. I'm in my gangster outfit. Which just means like shiny black all over. With a wild top on. It says wild. Except I have my fluffy pink slippers on, because it matches the painting. By the way, how talented is my sister-in-law, Rachel? She's an artist, and I commissioned this piece behind me. She made it for me. I don't think I've ever shown it before, because I kind of got the painting delivered, and then I just took off, travelling. As I do. There's another one just over there in the corner. It's leaning up against the wall. You can't see it properly.

No, well then what happened with the ribs ... I'll show you the rest of the room in a moment, because you're in a different side of the studio. Yeah, but I've got a top on under it. What's the problem? So, what happened with the ribs was, he's like there's no ribs and no steak. They're pink slippers, Jason. Pink slippers. Matches my pink hair tie. Yeah. I thought he was joking. It's like, it's a steak and ribs place. That's what it is. You can't even make this shit up. When the hell does a steak and ribs place take steak and ribs off the menu? The ribs and the steak, they took off the menu.

So, obviously I'm laughing at it, because I go there all the time. And it's a steak and ribs place. He's like, "No, no. We're trying burgers and pizzas." I'm like, "Yeah, good one." He's like, "No, really." So, then I start looking around at people's tables. I'm like ... because I knew for sure he was just trying to mess with me. Because we always have a good chat. We're good friends. So, I'm like, "He's just messing with me." I'm looking at people's tables to find the ribs, and I'm like, "I don't see any ribs." He's like, "No, no. I'm serious." I was in horror. I was just in a state of being frozen in horror. What's the word for that? There must be a word for it.

I was in a shock state. Tremors were coming upon me, largely because I thought I was gonna cry, because I wanted ribs. And anyhow, long story short, I already wrote it on my personal Facebook. Ribs were delivered to me. He went and got them for me. Form another restaurant, and brought them there. All right, and here we are. So, that's roughly the whole story. I'm really not remotely in the mood to talk about anything much at all, so I feel like it's gonna be one of those live streams which is gonna be just very interesting. Having a day of being fucked with by the shenanigans crew.

Leah, I said to Alyssa afterwards, it must be topsy turvy day. And then she was like, "What's topsy turvy day?" And I'm just thinking, "Who raised you, girl?" What kind of child doesn't know what topsy turvy day is? And then I'm like, "Well, maybe I never told her." Because all this random shit just kept happening. Everything weird kept happening. So, then we make it through dinner somehow. I got my food, but the children's burgers that they always normally order had been changed into sesame seed coated burgers. Like kids burgers with sesame seeds on top. Has anybody ever heard of such a ridiculous idea?

So, of course both of my little precious offspring, who are reared in a manner in which they have come to expect that whatever they desire will be delivered to them, forthwith, and it is. They were not impressed, shall we say. At the sesame seed topped burgers. In fact, it's fair to say they were appalled. If my father was there, he would've said, "Bernard." And I would've said ... Nevermind. It would've descended. Only very few people have got that joke. Maybe Leah. But anyway. We would've both agreed that we're appalled. He would've said, "How do you feel about it?" And I would've said, "I'm appalled." And I would've said, "Well, how do you feel?" And he would've said, "Well, I'm appalled." And we both would've said, "I'm appalled." Anyhow. If you can name the show, I'll be very impressed that I'm not the only one who watches weird stuff.

So, that happened, and the sesame seed burgers were not a hit. Nobody ate them. By the time we got to the end of the dinner, and we discovered that they don't ... Okay. The one with the minister. The minister. The one with the minister, the British show with the minister. Now I don't remember the name of it. There's definitely a minister involved and then his off, right hand guy is called Bernard. And there's just this ... Surely if you watched Faulty Towers, you watched the one ... Minister. Sometimes with a minister. I don't know. Somebody knows. Tell me the show.

There were books as well. Get your wine. It's all gonna go haywire momentarily. It's just very funny when my dad says it. And then both of us go back and forth. Yes, Minister. Exactly. Yes, Minister. Right. So, then dad and I ... It's nothing to do with [Bernicky 00:08:23]. Dad and I would just go back and forth, back and forth, agreeing that we're both appalled, and we just think we're hilarious. That's really the whole story. That's all you need to know. But by the time we got to the end of the dinner, even my eight year old daughter, she says ... Oh, that's right. Because they had no chocolate ice cream. They've changed the children's ice cream menu, to no chocolate. They've got strawberry, but it's like some sort of woo-woo strawberry, and, wait for it ... Hazelnut. On a children's dessert menu. These are your two options. Weird woo-woo strawberry, which can't even possibly be explained, even if you asked me to, and hazelnut.

So, Alyssa says, "The only thing I can possibly consume at this restaurant from here on out is the water." She's eight years old. I was like, I'm dying, I'm laughing. And then we went to the grocery store and more weird shit happened, and basically I said it was topsy turvy day, and she didn't know what it meant. And then it was just ... I couldn't even, even, with the whole world. I had to go home and put the children to bed, and now her I am. So, check it out, because I'm gonna talk about the burn, and the pain, and I don't even really feel like it, but it's just the title that came to me when I was in the toilet.

There's my throne, so now you know where you are in time and space. Do you see where you are? That's where I usually am over there. There's all your fancy lights, there's one big fancy light up there. There's another one, and there's a ring light there. I'm live streaming without a fancy light on me. Who would've thought? I just felt like sitting on the couch. I felt like everybody's seen enough of the throne. Driven by the burn. Okay. Where are we gonna go with this conversation? I was thinking about various forms of pain today. I was triggered today. It happens to me from time to time, and I always flip it straight into gratitude as soon as I get triggered by something, or I feel uncomfortable by something.

Well, firstly I might have a little hissy fit, or crack it, or get upset, or whatever the trigger is. It's not usually very, you know, emotive in a big way. Not a huge reaction. But there'll be some sort of little blip, right? You know, maybe you see something online, or you see something out in the real world, whatever that is. Or something occurs to you, or maybe you say something, that's kind of like, "Why did I say that? Now I sound like an idiot", or now I look like an idiot, or maybe they now think that I meant this, and actually I meant this, and maybe they're analysing it, and maybe they don't give a fuck about you because they're pretty obsessed with themselves.

But anyway, these are the thoughts that the mind does. And then you just feel that like, ugh. And I don't know about you, but sometimes when I get that feeling, I then can't remember why I have the feeling, right? So, then you know when you carry around this weird feeling of like, I know that I'm triggered and I know that I'm upset about something, but I'm now not sure what it is, so I'm walking around feeling kind of naked and exposed. But I don't know if I have valid reason for it or not, and I wish I could fucking remember why I'm upset or why I'm triggered. I just know that there's a reason that this feeling's here and I've gotta shift it.

That might be just me. But I'd be curious to know. But anyhow, today I had a little trigger. It was like a little ... That's what happens. Energetically. You're just going about your day, you're cruising along, you're writing a blog, or you're doing your thing, you're walking down the street listening to client audios, whatever it is that you're doing. And sometimes happens, and it's just this kind of, uh. And all of a sudden, you feel like you're not on path anymore. You were merrily swimming in a sea of abundance and alignment, or seeking to as the case may be, and now you suddenly feel like somebody just grabbed you by the shoulder and pulled you off, you've kind of got this tug going on, and it's like, ugh. It's annoying, right?

So, then if you lean into the trigger though, it might get more annoying, and it might get upsetting. It might cause you to feel inferior, not good enough, same thing really. Frustrated, annoyed, disheartened, sad, et cetera, or worried, or whatever it is. I used to try and avoid those things. Or I used to get super reactive, in the sense that ... Okay. I feel like I've forgotten how to swallow. Something's happening inside of me. I'm sure I'll be able to manage it. Fear not. I used to get super reactive when I would get triggered. Like I would get reactive in the sense that I would probably retaliate to the trigger, which was not always necessarily the most useful thing, particularly because typically, or often anyway, frequently, the person who's triggered you has no fucking clue, because it's just some random post that they put on Facebook.

So, then I would retaliate though, via response, text, of minimum 2000 words. I don't mean private text message, I mean post on Facebook, right? You know when you do a Facebook post, you're just hoping that one person will see it, or some people will see, right? I used to do that. I would do a rant, or kind of a defensive post, or kind of a let me make my point sort of post. That is actually a really good way to avoid letting a trigger work on you. And letting it serve the lesson that it came along to serve. And all of these things come along to serve as a lesson, right? So, if we don't gain the lesson from it, or if we don't get the growth work that we're meant to get from it, then what can happen is we just ... or what typically does happen is we just keep on getting the same lesson again, and again.

It just keeps getting served back to us. Okay, I feel like nobody's talking to me. I feel like I'm being insanely boring. I'm now getting triggered by the fact that I'm pretty sure I'm being really boring, and I don't know what's happening. I feel like I've never live streamed before, or I've forgotten how to live stream. Do you think it's because I'm on the couch and not on my throne? But I really like to sit up here. I think it looks fancy. Am I being boring right now? Tell me something you want me to talk about, because I feel like I've lost my way completely.

I'm getting really squirmy inside of myself, and I'm getting kind of like ... Yeah, super self conscious. I just feel like I wanna dance and sing, and have some people around for a drink. But that'll be, maybe tomorrow night. Meanwhile, literally nobody's even commenting. However, the numbers are somehow weirdly going up slightly. So, I feel like you've all banded together and you're just refusing to talk to me on purpose, but you've got some kind of conversation thread going on behind the scenes on fucking telegram, or telegraph, or telepole, or whatever that app is that everybody's using without me.

Okay, no. The comments are all over here. My communication chakra might be out of whack. Okay, there was no comments on the phone. All right, I'm clearly just a bundle of insecure nerves, because as soon as I don't get a comment for like 10 and a half seconds, on my phone, I'm like, "Everybody hates me." But they're all over here on the laptop. Okay. Thank you. It's only 12:12 here as well, Jamie. Except not really, it's 9:12. All right. You're captivated. Georgina says, "Everybody's captivated", and Addison says, "Everybody's enthralled." Carla says is my communication out of whack. I don't know, where is the communication chakra? I know where the heart one is, I know where the self expression one is. Where is the communication one?

I know where the sexual one is. I'm all over that shit. Burn. Okay. You guys are helping me out. Thank you. I just didn't know the comments were coming over here. What's with that Facebook? It's trying to screw with me. What was I talking about? I feel revived. I feel like I've had an injection of self love and confidence, and enthusiasm. Maybe the injection of love came from you guys and not from me. Maybe I'm getting validated right now, and I need to address my own self love shit again. Instead of allowing myself to be validated. Oh, even the wine at the restaurant had changed to terrible wine.

I normally get the grated pepper jack [Chiraz 00:16:32]. It's $25 for a glass, and it's amazing. And they pour a big glass, so $25 is pretty reasonable for an oversized glass of wine. But it's not cheap for a glass of wine. They didn't have a single glass of wine that was over eight dollars 50. I was honestly like ... where's the kind of better wine? I find it very scary, and I said this to the guy, who like I said I know. The one who went and got me my ribs from a different restaurant and brought them to me at the restaurant. I said, "I find these prices a little scary, Matt. They're a little scary cheap. What's happening? Where's the good wine gone?" He's going, "I know." The owner's just changed everything. They're trying to cater to a cheaper crowd.

So, I couldn't even drink any wine at the restaurant. I had half a glass. So, now I'm just having some ... Of course, I only drink fucking Solo wine's Prophetic Wine. So, I'm having Witches Falls. I mean, ti's the best title ever for a bottle of wine, isn't it? Witches Falls Prophecy. I drink the [inaudible 00:17:36] as well. Isn't it much more fun when I'm not talking about the topic? Okay, let's get back to the topic though. How did I put the banner on the live stream? [German 00:17:44], no idea at all. [German 00:17:46]. We switch to German when we feel like it.

[German 00:17:52]. Somebody did it for me. I don't know. But something to do with Facebook Creative. You could Google it, I imagine. So, anyway. It's so nice to wine. I know, I know, you cannot buy a glass of wine for eight dollars 50 in a restaurant, Jason. It's upsetting, it's unbecoming to the wine, and it's probably unbecoming to your own self if you would drink the wine, because it's gonna be full of shit for that price. It's just, the whole situation was just upsetting to behold. So, the triggers, okay. I feel revived. I feel a little concerned that I got validated by comments in a really big way, when I should only be validating my own self, so we'll work on that later. We'll work on it later. We'll work on it later. We'll work on it later. We'll work on it later. We'll work on it later. I'll give you some affirmations. Love thyself.

That's probably [inaudible 00:18:45]. And actually I do. Yay me. And we already talked about that earlier today. I did the self pleasure blog. It wasn't really about self pleasure, but I was certainly thinking about self pleasure, and it was about self pleasure. The whole thing was about pleasure. Depends whether you mean masturbation or not, when you're talking about self pleasure. But that was definitely part of it, and it was involved. So, the trigger thing. If you don't ...

Okay. If you don't learn the lesson ... Just making sure everything's in order because I'm getting overheated. If you don't learn the lessons that you need to learn ... All right. Now I'm clashing with the painting. I don't match the painting at all. This is gonna have to stay on. This is why I can't sit in front of this painting normally. My art clashes with the other art. If I would turn my back to you, I feel like what's on my back would totally go with that art. No. Nope. Okay. I don't know what country you're drinking you're wine in, but you cannot go around having a glass of wine for eight dollars 50 at a restaurant in Australia. It's not acceptable.

If you're in a different country, I'll give you permission to have something for eight dollars 50, depending on where you are. Because sometimes wine here is expensive, right? So, if you see a glass of wine for eight dollars 50, that is a cheap ass, dodgy ass wine that you don't wanna drink, that's for sure. It's upsetting to see that price on a menu. Okay. If you don't learn the lesson from the fucking trigger, it's going to keep coming back at you, right? So, to ...

Okay, I was frozen in a most unflattering position just now on my own phone screen. So, it was just a little bloop of a trigger. Exactly it made that noise, as I was walking about doing my business. Which was largely that I wanted to sit in the sun. That was roughly the entire business for the moment in time. And I thought to myself, "Ah, don't even need to think about that. Whatever, put it aside." And I did, for a moment or for several hours, or whatever. And then it just presented itself merrily back to me. Via reappearing in my Facebook feed, like a mother fucker. Just so that I could be reminded again of the trigger, and this time it was like, ugh. Exactly like that, like an annoying fly on your shoulder.

And you're just like, "Brush it away, brush it away, brush it away. I don't need to know about this shit. You can mosey on along to another feed, not my feed." But then, then, then, I went and did some inner stuff, [meditationy 00:21:13] sort of zen situation that I had myself in, in the afternoon. You don't need to know all the details, and then from there, something occurred to me, which I found simultaneously fascinating and infuriating. Fascinated and infuriating. Which was that perhaps this trigger had been given to me for the opportunity of growth, which is always the case, actually. I think you'll find. I don't really care for the fact that these comments are not coming up here.

Trigger sound bites. Exactly right. The lessons will keep coming back until you learn them. I'm just ignoring the comments about my top. It's not like I was showing anything anyway. God knows I've shown a fuckload more than that on my own streams before. Largely by accident. All right. Check out my black and gold cushion. How do you like my styling of my own couch? I styled this couch myself. I styled myself with my black shiny leggings, and my wild top. I won't flash it to you again since you're all getting so concerned about it. And I styled this black and gold cushion to match that, and then I brought this pinky cushion in to match it. Now here we are.

So, all your lessons will keep on coming back until you figure them the fuck out. If you don't shift and learn from what you were supposed to, from each lesson or trigger that presents itself to you, then it's just gonna be like a persistent child in a candy store, just tugging on your leg, except in a much more annoying way and impacting you, potentially in your ability to make money. Something's beeping. Let's ignore it. Potentially in your ability to make money, or receive in other areas, or whatever it is. So, as I went into my zen meditation period within my day, it occurred to me, what if I was grateful for the trigger? Hmm?

How do you feel about that? What was the most recent thing you were triggered by? Do you wanna tell me? Put it in the comments. Let's hear. What was the most recent thing where you were like ... Or maybe you were like fuck you. Or maybe you were like ... it really deflated you and it made you feel sad. That's okay. You can own it. We all been there. We've all been there. Share your triggers. So, this thing was just kind of uncomfortable and annoying, but I wouldn't say it was majorly triggering me, but it felt a bit ... It felt like it was throwing me a little bit. You know where you get thrown and you're kinda like, I was on my path, I was completely doing my thing, and just like la, la, la, happy. And now I feel like hmm. Hmm, do I need to think about that? No, I don't want to because it's annoying, so I'll put it aside, but then Facebook just brings it back to you on your news feed, helpfully.

And then you go and you try and do your inner shit, and your meditation shit, and your zen shit, and you're like ahhh, and then it's like knocking on the door inside of your head. And so, it occurred to me that I could be grateful. I do indeed know ... Jamie says her most recent trigger was somebody's face. I love it. Jason says, "WB." I've got no idea what that means. Georgina says, "I think you know." I think I do. I've got to admit though, Jamie, I'm frequently triggered by people just from them existing, and frequently inside of my head I feel like saying something to somebody. Like, can you please just not exist near me? And that's 100% my own shit, for sure.

Because I do it to random people who did nothing at all. They didn't even bump into me, they did nothing. They were just existing in their own time and space, like being a perfectly lovely, wonderful person, quite likely. Or maybe a complete asshole, but how would I know? They were not doing anything to me, and I'm just like, "Stop existing near me." Is how I feel about the matter.

I suppose it's typically when I'm having one of those days, or afternoons where I shouldn't be seen around people, and I should hide myself from the world. Or something like that. Jamie was triggered by somebody's face in their email. That's awesome. Just look at you with your face, right there in the email. So, mine was may be somewhat similar to that. I was definitely triggered by a person for just being a person, and I was like, "I'm sure you're a perfectly lovely person, but I just don't care for your personness right now." And then you see your own ridiculousness, and you're like, "Just put it aside, just centre yourself and be a fucking adult, or a professional, or whoever you're supposed to be imagining that you're being for the day." And then it just keeps coming back and you're like grrr.

So, anyway, I decided to flip it into gratitude. And it was actually a real thing, right? It wasn't like I'm going to try and flip this into gratitude, or let me find a way to be grateful for this discomfort. Was I grateful for the person? Maybe. Yes, no I think I was. It was genuine gratitude that came along to me. It was kind of like, ahhh. It was an Unagi moment, for sure. Like, Unagi. Right? It was a moment of realisation and recognition, like ooh, this is good. And do you know why I realised it was good? Because of the burn. Hence the title of this live stream. Let's say it all together. Burn. Okay. Lately my voice has been doing weird things. Two days ago it broke, like a teenage boy. My voice just broke, mid live stream. It was pretty embarrassing. And now I don't know what that was. It sounded like a small piglet grunting.

Okay. People copying me, says Julie. That's a definite trigger alert. Trigger alert. In fact, even today when this happened, I may or may not have audioed my friend saying, "Trigger alert." And then I felt like an idiot. Spicy salmon roll. Exactly. Unagi. I thought it was salmon skin roll. Hmm. We gotta watch some Yes Minister, and some Friends. It's obvious. Yes. Okay. Got it. On the friends and the fuckwits.

So, I just 100% did flip into gratitude, and the reason for the gratitude was that I realised how good the discomfort was. It actually reminded me in that moment of the feeling, or kind of the philosophy that I have around the days when I do like six to eight hour day getting tattoo work done on me, and often it's about six hours, but the longest I've done I think is nine. So, let's say somewhere between six and eight hour sessions, where we'll have like a five minute fucking break, two or three times throughout, and that's it really.

And it reminded me of that, because the way that I've worked to get through that, and even to open up and embrace it, not just get through it, has been by opening myself up to the pain, right? Like I think the first time that I did ... I mean, I had like two little tattoos. One from 20 years ago, when I was 18, and one from about 11 years ago. But they were tiny. So, then when I started doing all the big work that I've now got all over my upper body, the first one which was on my shoulder, was a five hour session. That I just found so painful, I found it so traumatic. For some reason, the next morning my gums were bleeding like a mother fucker. I felt like I'd been hit by a truck, my body was so not used to it. I was just really whacked from it for several days.

But I was fine overall. It's not like I couldn't function. But it affected me. And then the next time when I came back ... And I really felt all the pain of it, right? I just found it such a painful experience, but the next time when I came back, I guess I was kind of psychologically prepared for it, and it was gonna be a longer session ... I think that was the first eight hour one, and I really just decided I'm gonna open myself up to this pain, and I'm gonna embrace the pain. And I didn't know if I'd fully decided that in advance. I know I had kind of psychologically prepped myself in advance, and thought about it. But it was within the first hour or so of that day that I noticed I was continually pulling away internally from the pain, and just kind of like we do when something triggers us online, right? Or offline.

Where you're like, ugh. You wanna avoid it, or it might just be a little bit annoying like that, which is how I felt today, just a little bit annoyed. But it could be a bigger thing, and then you feel really disheartened, or really sad, or really upset or whatever it might be. And so, you pull away, right? Or you turn away, or you kind of try and withdraw and you distract yourself with other stuff. And in this case, with the tattoo thing, back then that's what I was sort of trying to do. I was trying to pull away internally. You can't pull away physically, or you're gonna screw up the fricking art work, right?

And all of a sudden, I had this Unagi moment. Complete fricking hashtag Unagi. And the Unagi moment was ... and if you don't know what an Unagi moment is, then just chat amongst yourselves and figure it out. Hello. I did say trigger alert out loud. I'm definitely not as cool as I purport to be. That's for sure, right? I might walk around presenting myself to the world as somewhat of a badass. I'm pretty certain it's not true, and if I was interviewed extensively on the matter, and required to prove myself, really all I'd be able to present as evidence is probably this jacket, this gold bling-bling cushion, and my tattoos.

But probably get through on that. Just a little side tip there, just so you know. Total nerd. That's the problem. Just sneaks out from time to time, and it is what it is. We all have to live with ourselves in the end. So, anyway ... Oh my fucking God. Okay, my friend, who I said trigger alert to, has messaged me saying, "Oh my fucking God", right now. It just came through them. She must've had a trigger alert as well. We'll find out later. I'm not gonna read it now. I can just see the top of it. From time to time the geekyness just slips out, but I feel like I mask it well, and nobody's really quite certain what's going on.

Is she secretly like a massive bookworm nerd? Well, actually that part's true. Who sits largely at home watching old episodes of Yes Minister with her father. Well, he lives in another state, but still, on an energetic level perhaps. Or is she a total gangster badass who's just out there taking on the world, and doing whatever she wants, and making millions of dollars? Well, the millions of dollars part for sure. Gangsta badass? That's just a freaking thing that you put on. Right? It's like stepping into a performer. Oh my God, should we get back to the trigger thing in a moment and talk about something about sex for a second?

Because last night I was at an event about the bedroom and the sex things, and the enlightenment things, and being more sexual and sensual, and having more pleasure, blah, blah, blah. It was amazing, by the way. But people were talking about whether or not it's okay to be a performer sexually, either to perform to your partner ... you know, like to kind of put on a show. Or performing when you're having sex with your own self, which was an interesting concept for me, because it was like, "Do I? Do I perform when I'm alone?" I actually don't think I do. I genuinely don't think I perform for my own self during sex. I don't even know if I perform for anyone else during sex. I felt a little bit bad about it. I was like, "I don't think I do put on a show. I think I'm just authentic." Which could be a good thing.

But then people ... But no, performing is fine, because then people were being like, maybe it's not okay to be a performer, because they were saying it's not authentic or real. And I was still trying to assess my own sexual moves and whether or not I'm a performer. Okay, definitely have performed at times during sex. That's for sure. I feel like I need to bring out the performer more, the more that I think about it. But I was certainly feeling that there's nothing bad or wrong with being a performer during sex, or at any other time, because obviously I perform all the time, and that's really what being a badass is. It's just stepping into it.

And it's part of who you are. That's just one part of you. Be all that you are. Be a performer. Be the scarlet woman. Be the quiet book nerd. Be the person who embarrassingly yells trigger alert in a public place, if need be. So, it was actual gratitude, because I suddenly realised that this opportunity had been presented to me via the gods of Facebook. I'm not sure how many of them there are. The Facebook overlords, I feel, would be probably a more appropriate way to classify those people. Rather than Facebook gods. I have to rearrange my legs.

So, they had presented the opportunity for me to be triggered several times over, because I tried to ignore it, and then the stupid annoying post just popped merrily back into my feed and I had to see it again. So, I was like fine. Okay, I'll ignore it again. And then I thought about it later, and I was like, "Well, or I could be grateful." And I could imagine to myself ... I thought about the tattoo thing. I thought about how when I learn to lean into the pain of the tattooing, the long sessions, I became grateful for the way that it was strengthening me, and that's how I felt about it. In that moment, as I flipped into gratitude. I was like, yeah. This is strengthening me. This is making me into a warrior of inner power and strength, and resilience.

I don't think I used to word warrior, but I did send a message to my friend. I'll check what I even said, and maybe I'll read it to you if it's not too sneaky and cheeky. Well, it's kind of boring, anyway. I said I flipped into gratitude. That was the whole message. It's very boring. It's way more interesting the way I'm telling the story here. Because I just realised that all these things come along to teach us something and to help us to grow, and to become more grounded in who we are. Right? So, maybe you see somebody's post, maybe somebody's triggered by me right now. That would be an unusual thing, and probably the first time that it's ever happened, I would imagine.

Somebody should write me a letter and tell me about it, for sure. Don't worry, they already do. All the fucking time. Usually when they sign up as clients, and they tell me how much they couldn't stand me for three years prior to that. Not everyone, not everyone. Where's my comments? I'm getting no comments on my phone. Adidas and Lycra do go together. I have the matching pants for this jacket, you guys. I can go full gangsta. I wore them to a night club opening. It wasn't a night club opening, it was an app launch at Bootsy Bellows on Sunset Boulevard. A year ago.

They're like 18 months old, this jacket. How embarrassing. Whatever. But, old fashion. But always fashion. There's no point in time at which the three stripes are not in. But I do have the matching pants for them. They're low rider pants though. They're super low rider. You gotta stay as upright as a pin if you wear those pants. If you bend yourself just a little bit, your whole ass is hanging out the back end, which may or may not be a good thing. But it's an annoying thing when it's a windy evening and you're trying to wear some Tonne Ford shoes with a whole bling-bling black shiny Adidas, slash Adidas. Whatever it's supposed to be, get up going on, and you've got a bunch of bling chains on, and your hair in a top knot because somebody said that it looks fancy.

I'm just hypothesising. I'm not saying that that actually happened. So, anyhow, it's always a fricking opportunity to grow and become stronger, and grounded in who you are. If you ignore the triggers, when somebody triggers you ... That's right. I was talking about maybe I'm triggering somebody. I'm triggering people all the fucking time. They do seem to enjoy telling me about it. Well, sometimes my existing clients tell me the things that other people say about me, in enclosed Facebook groups or message threads, or wherever they are.

And I guess shocked and appalled, and then other times people tell me themselves how much I annoy the fuck out of them for how ever many years before they fell just wildly and haplessly, and helplessly in love with me. You're welcome. I understand, because sometimes I trigger myself as well, for sure. Sometimes when I watch my own replays, and I really was in full performer mode, sometimes I smack talk myself. But in a total self love way, because I do love and accept myself. I really just nailed that shit last year, actually. After much work prior to that.

So, sometimes though, I do smack talk myself. Sometimes I'm like, "Really? Like you really think that that was a smart move? Look at you. Who do you think you are?" But then I think what's happening is it's the performer within the performer, because I think when I'm smack talking myself, that actually what I'm doing is I'm kind of simultaneously playing several Seinfeld-esque type roles at one. So, kind of the voice of me that's smack talking the other version of me who was already on the live stream, that one is that new one who is doing the smack talking, is now quite impressed with her own hilarity and wittiness, and so she's becoming the performer, smack talking the other one.

So, then I get super clever at telling my own previous self off. It's kind of confusing, but if you think about it, it's very logical and entirely normal, I'm sure. But anyway, I do. I'll watch my own live stream replays probably half the time, because I have no idea what I fucking said, and then I like to see the comments coming in and what people had to say that I was missing. And it's not uncommon that I'll just be like, "Oh my God, I can't even look at this. This is so embarrassing to look at." Or it's annoying. There's been times for sure, many times, where I'm like, "Would you just shut up? Why are you talking so much? Can you ever possibly get to the point?"

Or if it pops on to my screen and starts talking, I'm like, "My God, she's so annoying. She just keeps talking, and talking, and talking." But I say it all with a smile, because I just still also do love it. And I accept it. And I just either way, and nevermind, I keep on allowing it out. So, there you have it. I think that's everything I came here to say. I'm not remote ... Oh my God. I've only had this one glass of wine, because I didn't even drink the wine at dinner, and I've already forgotten how to talk. I'm not ... What's happening? Told you it was topsy turvy day. I'm not remotely impressed with my own ... No, with Facebook's inability to show me the comments on my phone. It's kind of annoying having to look over here all the time.

So, the driven by the burn thing was simply, it is exciting to feel the pain, I think, right? I don't know. I get off on it. Not in a sexual way. Sorry, if anybody was hoping that. Nope. Not actually. In a life way, for sure. I find it exciting and fun, and definitely there's some ego in there for sure, I would say, about being able to take it, and enjoy it, and thrive on it, and I feel very self satisfied that I know that I'm getting stronger in situations where other people would flake out, or run away, and do exactly that, and I see them do that, right?

So, I feel satisfied with myself when I do like a six to eight hour session at the tattoo studio. I feel glad it's over, but I feel like I became stronger, and I feel proud of myself. And same with many situations in business and life. Many things that I've persevered through, which I just know other people wouldn't. And then I feel really good about myself. And this particular little minor situation today, which was sort of being relatively easy. I was gonna say so easy to brush aside and forget about as well, because it wasn't anything that's really even remotely connected to my world, but then it's so easy ... sort of so easy to brush aside, because really, things do keep circling back if we brush them aside when they kind of knocked on the door for a reason.

And instead, I allowed myself to feel it, and allowed myself to feel the discomfort, and to feel that trigger feeling, and to feel kind of that slight annoyance, or whatever it was, and really it's all fear. If we're being triggered by something and we're feeling discomfort or annoyance, or frustration, or whatever it is, being disheartened, it's actually all fear. It's actually all ... it all boils down in the end to some sort of version of maybe I'm not good enough, maybe I couldn't do that, or be like that, or show up like that, or whatever it might be, right? I think even when we're ...

Even Jamie said, she was triggered by someone's face. Where in there is there sometimes around how somebody else is showing up? And how you wanna show up, right? Just for example. So, for me, I find it really helpful and I think it was a good choice, to allow myself to then feel all of those feelings, and then to be like, "Oh, this is so good", because just like when I feel all the feelings of the tattoo work, it allows me to grow stronger, because I increase my ability to withstand that so called pain, I guess. Or I realise that it's not as painful as I thought, so I change my perceptions, I adapt, I do all these amazing things altogether. It was kind of the same thing, right?

I changed my perceptions, I adapt, I felt myself grow stronger, I felt myself grow more grounded in who I was, and so instead of something that was like a burn or a pain, or a discomfort, being that, and being a supposed bad thing or a negative thing, it became a positive thing, and it became something that was exciting, and that I genuinely felt grateful for that opportunity through the day to kind of heal or shift sometimes inside of myself, and become even more connected to my own self, my own soul, my own truth about who I am and how I get to show up in the world, right?

And I just think man, we have all these continual opportunities through the day and through, well, every day, and every week, and every month, and just day in and day out, to grown and to become stronger, better humans, more powerful entrepreneurs, more centred, more soul connected, et cetera. And if you allow each of those opportunities to be what they are meant to be, and what they came here to be, you become this ... Honestly, you just become an unstoppable success machine. Which I believe is how it's meant to be. I feel that that is meant to be the human experience, right?

So, I don't think that my, I guess, mindset, which is something that I've cultivated to a strong level, or however you wanna term it, for many years now. I don't think that it's anything special in a sense that it's not ... it is special, and it's special to me, and it's unique, and unique to me as well, but it's available for everybody, right? Yet when I go on occasion into environments with people who are not, I'm gonna say, as committed to their growth work as myself, or my clients, or my friends, actually it tends to shock me because it's quite rare for me to really connect in a deep way, or spend an extended period of time with people who don't kind of think and grow all day, every day. And continually up-level themselves.

So, obviously I would go out in the evening to places socially, or restaurants, or the beach, or an airport, or wherever. Clearly I'm around people all the time, but I would say that it's rare to be in a situation where you really hear a lot from people who are not like us, right? I don't know if you relate to this. But it's happened to me once or twice recently, and I found it quite shocking. Like eye opening, and almost like wow, I think I've become super naïve about how the world works. I think I've forgotten how little growth work the vast majority of people do, and how rare it is to actually continually up-level every single day, which is what I do, what my clients do, what my friends do. And I honestly think that 24 hours a day I'm doing mindset work and I'm up-leveling and growing. It's just become automatic, right?

So, for us, if you relate, for us then every single thing that comes along, becomes a growth opportunity and a healing opportunity, and I know with my friends and with my clients, and it's like a continual conversation every day, where it's like oh my God, this happened, and I felt this way, and it was like ugh, and then it's like hmm, and what I realised is blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Right? Even random shit, like little road rage, right? I don't even mean something major, or maybe running late, or okay. I'll give you an example.

Last week, I was kind of snarky with the new babysitter who came along. A babysitter that I hired from an agency, and she ended up being like 20 minutes late, and I was going to a movie with my sister. And I was like, "I'm gonna miss the start of the movie." She's like ... Oh no, she was 30 minutes late by the time she got here upstairs. I kind of, I was [restrainededly 00:46:57] polite, but I kind of deliberately made my voice in a way where I showed that I was annoyed. And I knew that I was deliberately, I wanted her to know that I was annoyed at her, right? So, I was kind of being understanding, but in a snooty snort of a way.

And then when I left, I felt bad about it, and I kind of ... I was really nice to her right before I left, and I sort of tried to smooth over what I felt was my own bad attitude. And now, this is an example, right? Because then I left, and so I spent the drive to the movie theatre kind of going over it in my head, and then as I walk through the car park, I audio my friend. I'm like, "Right. So, here's what happened. Do you feel that I was in a state of ego? Or do you feel that it's fair enough for me to show my boundaries, and show what's acceptable to me when somebody's late? But then again, here's why I would be compassionate to her understanding of her being late, because of whatever such and such reason that I was giving her kind of like an out for being late." She wasn't just randomly late. There was like a whole confusion thing that had happened.

But it ended up being probably by the time I'd gone back and forth on audios with my friend about this, and then I spoke with my sister about it as well, while we had dinner, or while we had a drink or whatever. It ended up being probably 30 minutes of an analysis around this situation, which was not like fucking naval gazing, right? It was healing and correcting and understanding something like was I in ego? Or this is a trait that I didn't really feel that was attractive in myself, and then I was like, "Hmm, I notice that I do that from time to time." I used to do it a lot. I've shifted it massively, but let's say that you wait for ages in a queue, and then you get to the front of the queue, and you just kind of deliberately want that person in the checkout, the checkout person, to know that you're shitty about it, right? And that this is not okay, and I'm important, and I shouldn't have had to wait.

It's a very common thing that you see people do all the time. I very rarely do it at all anymore, but I definitely used to, and I see it a lot. I see it with people boarding planes, is another one. If there's been some sort of hold up, and so then I talked about that, and I kind of processed it, and I'm like, "Hmm, do I still do that? Because it's definitely not a trait that I desire to keep in myself if I do that." And it was just kind of this whole thing, and then it brought up something in my friend. And so then we spoke about that, and I don't know if it was that situation, or some other sort of similar, pretty low key situation, but recently I found myself saying to someone, "You know, this is not normal that people don't have hiccups in their day, or just random little disruptions or triggers, or they feel a bit bad about their own behaviour, and then they're not sure whether or not they should feel bad about it", or whatever.

But they don't then go an have an audio conversation with a friend about it, and turn it into a high level consciousness conversation. And then have all these breakthroughs and a-has and then connect it into some other part of their life, and then have a massive fucking revolution about something huge because you pulled at that one little string. That's not what people do. But that's what we do all day, every day. Every burn, every pain, every discomfort, every disruption, every little trigger gets turned into growth. And so, what I've found is that just through the process of being this person, that over the years, it's become, for a while now, a long time now I would say, like all day every day mindset work.

Everything is continually shifting and growing, and evolving, and the smallest things get to become kind of little threads that can be pulled on, and undo the biggest things. And sometimes it feels, I guess, kind of relentless or exhausting, or sometimes you just think, "Man, can I ever just move on and not analyse or seek to understand every single thing that comes along?" But it's not really about that. It's about being so committed to growth. Allison says, "That's the exact sort of friendships I want for me now." Well, I feel that you'll totally create that and call that in through Rich Hot Empire. And that's why I created the inner circle for as well. Not specifically continual shifting and up-leveling and analysis of little day to day situations, but that sort of environment, right?

Like a women's circle, or it's like women, men, whatever. But a circle of like-minded individuals who are connected by ... well, a like-minded desire, right? To continually grow and evolve. 100% of my friendships are like that now. I just can't even imagine a friendship that would be different. Yes, it's about sometimes just hanging out and being silly, and having fun, or whatever. Or just sometimes it's just kind of sharing what's going on, and connecting in that way. But honestly, every single thing that causes any, either of us, whoever's in the relationship, any sort of disruption or feeling of, "Oh, I don't feel quite in alignment now", or I feel like maybe that wasn't the best choice, or was I coming from this place? And what do you think? It's just continual discussion and continual evolution and growth.

So then, and that's exactly how it is in the inner circle, and there's a few inner circle people in here so you know this, right? But with all of my clients as well, in Rich Hot Empire, which you're in obviously Allison, it's a version of that. Julie says, "It's 24/7, even when I look like I'm doing nothing, I'm doing everything." Exactly. Right? Like I could be standing, waiting for something at the post office, or ... I usually wouldn't do that, so I'd send Serafina. But if I was, right? Or wherever I am, at a store or something, or pumping gas, or I don't know, getting changed in the gym, and you just continually kind of creating your life in your mind. And then on occasion, you go into an environment with normal people, not just okay, passing through the airport or whatever.

But where you're actually listening to people who are not like that, and hearing how they do life, and I do find it really shocking. Honestly, I do. I find it kind of like that, is how I feel. I kind of feel like, oh my God. How do you even live? And I guess I logically know that the way we think and do life is so different, but maybe I didn't realise it's so different, because I think you just adapt to, of course I'm gonna turn everything into an exercise and a lesson around alignment. What else would I do, right?

Of course every single thing that occurs or happens in my life is monetizable, if I want it to be, right? I don't take every single tiny thing in my life and turn it into content, or turn it into money, but a pretty good percentage. Of course, every random story, whether it's a funny story, or a silly story, or a an up-level story, whatever, of course that can be content. And money as well, right? So, I don't know, it's just ... I just think I'm so fucking happy to be the person that I am, and I'm so fucking happy to have created a community around me of like-minded individuals as well, because I think it would sound crazy if you were trying to explain this stuff to anybody else out there.

And of course, that's that's why many entrepreneurs end up alone. Hello, Sally. Hello, Kyra. I see you jumping on. Jamie says, "This reminds me of the beginning of our call on Tuesday." I'm in such a rambly mode. The live stream on Facebook, on my laptop computer over here says that only three people have been reached so far, from this live stream. I feel that that's quite a bunch of lies, actually. Because there's definitely like 28 people who are on right now live and there's been tonnes more before. So, my inner circle, if you don't know ...

Okay, that silver cushion was not supposed to be on screen. That was not part of my visuals that I decided. I wanted it behind my back. Let's fix that up. The inner circle is open, by the way, which is my private client, 12 month ongoing one on one mentoring. I have been actively promoting that for two days now, and I've had some amazing badass people reaching out about that. And starting to say yes as well. So, this is a really, really exciting time for me, because my inner circle is ... well, it's my most inner circle. My innermost circle, and it's exciting to really put some focused attention into the growth of the inner circle, for this current time. And just watch the badassery rise.

It is completely unlimited one on one access to me. It is the hottest and most badass mastermind in the world. Created by me, for driven entrepreneurs, creators, the crazy ones who just want more. And it's really the kind of thing to have an individual conversation about. So, there's not a whole lot more that I'm gonna say about it right now. If you'd like to know what it's like to mentor with me at the highest one on one level, then the best thing to do is ...

Actually, you can click on the cover photo, I think. Let me just double check. You can go on the cover photo of this page, or my personal page, yeah. And if you click on that, there's a little overview description. I'll even put a version of it here into a comment here. But really, you're just gonna message me, okay? You're just gonna send me a private message on my personal Facebook is best. Not this one ideally. I'm live streaming from my business page right now. But I do take messages on the business page, I just prefer them on the personal page. I prefer to have my personal conversations on my personal page.

Send me a message if you'd like to know more about the inner circle. I will send you a written overview that explains what it's about and how it all works, and what you get. Largely, you get being in my energy. You get me, you get coming into that space and that environment. You also get a tonne of other things, including amazing retreats and the next one is coming up in July. And then there's a video, or a couple videos even, where I talk about it more, and some other things that you can look at. But you can send me a message about it, and I'll get you all the details. So, I wanted to tell you about that.

Here's a small written overview. I'm popping it into the comment now. I really like the way this set looks actually, on my computer by the way. I should sit here on this couch more often. I've got so many cool bling-bling couches in this house. I've got two more really bling-bling couches way over there. So, right here behind this phone screen in my kitchen, and this is the studio, as you know. The throne's right there. And then, through the other room is a massive lounge. The big lounge. The main lounge, downstairs lounge. That has two hot as fuck couches on it. And this massive big painting that's over there, is supposed to sit above one of them, and I'm not sure why it's not up there.

And then there's another whole lounge room upstairs which nobody ever uses at all. Lounge room, living room, whatever it is. Anyway. I have the low down on all my living areas. And now you have the low down on the inner circle. It's in the page comment there. That's a small low down. If you want the whole low overview, you gotta message me about that. All right. I could ramble on and on all evening. Do I have anything else to say? Do you have anything else you'd like me to say? Tell me something interesting. Everything gets to be turned into a story about alignment. Everything gets to be turned into growth. That's really what driven by the burn meant, when I divinely had that title for a live stream given to me, whilst in the bathroom.

It was really just that everything gets to be turned into growth, and that I think if you embrace the discomfort or even pain, and you see it as purposeful, which it absolutely is and can be, then it becomes exciting. And that, to me, is kind of not even about the outcomes, right? Because the outcome of shifting through discomfort and pain, and triggers, or whatever it is, the outcome is actually like fucking abundance and the ability to receive. The outcome can be phenomenal, right? And absolutely will be, and it will connect into all areas, but for me, what's probably more exciting than that, to be honest, what I'm really driven by is not the outcome of getting through a period of growth, or discomfort, or pain, or whatever it might be. It's actually the feeling that I get from being in that moment, right?

Where I'm experiencing the so-called pain, and I'm like, "Oh my God", and I'm okay with it. I'm not only okay with it, but I've actually found a way to thrive on it, and to enjoy it. You know, it could sound a little bit masochistic? Or sadistic? Which ones the one that's to yourself? I don't know. I'm not up with my pain words, even though I'm driven by pain, or driven by purposeful pain. Right? So, it sounds a little bit like that. It sounds a little bit like ... trying to get off on pain for no reason, or something like that. I'm waiting to see if somebody tells me what word it is here in the comments. But it's not that. It's abour realising that these things generally are sent to serve us, and for us to grow, and that it's actually only positive.

You know, I think that we could really reframe the concept of pain and discomfort, and struggle, and realise that it's not a bad thing. It's not something to be scared of. No, it doesn't mean that it's gonna suddenly feel comfortable, or that if something feels painful that it will all of a sudden not feel painful. It's about realising that pain, purposeful pain ... it hurts, but then it feels better than what it hurts, right? It hurts so good. And I genuinely believe that. So, you can be feeling the pain and you're in the pain, but you're like, it's so good. It's doing me so much good, right? Same as working out. It's a really obvious example of that. Like, oh my God, I'm loving that I'm feeling this so much. Like oh my God. Fuck, I can't keep going, but it's so good. It hurts so good.

And you know that you're growing, and you know that you're becoming stronger. So, to me that's what it's all about, and frankly I'm really not interested in working with, or even collaborating, or communicating with anybody who would think that pain is something to be avoided, or that struggle is something to be avoided, or the discomfort is something to be avoided. To me, that's some of the most exciting stuff in the world. It's where you really have the opportunity to experience what it really means to be human. To experience growth, and to experience the incredible rush and the incredible power that does come from overcoming adversity, or looking I guess, your inner demons, or your inner insecurities in the eye, and pushing on regardless, on the path of alignment.

And I think maybe the final thing I wanna leave you with ... Alignment itself is such an interesting term that I feel like very few people understand. Alignment doesn't mean you're bouncing around on a fucking marshmallow cloud with unicorns, sitting by your side, and everything's la. Alignment is continual growth, right? And in fact, we're never fully in alignment. We're always slightly off course, and just adjusting, adjusting, adjusting, kind of like how a plane is never exactly on target for reaching it's destination, but then it does. It ultimately reach there, because it's continually aligning to the destination.

So, that's one thing about alignment. But also, the process of alignment itself is one that inherently contains and includes discomfort, and scary times, or confronting times. Or things that are thrown up at us to kind of test us and to help us to become stronger, and to help us become better equipped for the journey ahead, right? If you wanna create an amazing life, and you wanna forge ahead with all of the things that you have inside of you, you're going to need to have certain skills for that. You're going to need to be a person different to the other people out there. You're going to need to be able to handle, or endure, or overcome, but I believe also thrive on things that other people would run from.

And it really is a topic that I feel so passionately about, because I think that what actual pain is, in the sense of how most people would define the word pain, like what actually would fucking be painful is living your life in a way where you're not willing to face into adversity, or to face into discomfort, or to face into that growth because oh, it's gonna hurt. Or it's gonna feel uncomfortable, so no, I'll stay over here and stay in the safe zone. Or stay in the comfort zone, or whatever it is. And then okay, look how that life ends up turning out. That looks fucking painful to me. That looks painful in the sense of what people think pain is.

Actual pain, what I really believe pain is, in the way we've been talking about it, is so exciting, and it's so fulfilling, and it's so rewarding, and it's just like yeah, I'm doing this thing. I'm really in this life thing, and I'm fucking doing it. So, there you go. I'm gonna go and get more up in my life thing right now, which sounds really weird. I don't even know what it means, but I'm gonna go find something else that I'm gonna go do now, so thank you so much for being here. I feel like it was extra rambly for sure. I'm not sure if it was the change of scenery, or the jacket, or the wine, or the weird experience with the ribs. But whatever it was, it turned out exactly as it was meant to be, because it's always perfect. Everything is always perfect. And as it's meant to be. Which is another reminder when these things come along.

Okay. Thanks for watching. Thanks for watching, replay if you're in replay. Let me know if you are. Leave me a comment. I always like to look through my comments afterwards, so say something to me, let me know did this impact you? Did it give you something? Share with me what that was. Have an amazing, amazing rest of the day. I hope you get served up some really good fucking purposeful pain. Some massive triggers that are gonna piss you right off, and then you can sort that shit out, then you're gonna become stronger, and you're gonna join me as a freaking Adidas warrior. And tell me all about it.

And if you wanna join me in my inner circle, the most ... the most? The hottest and most badass mastermind in the world for creators, entrepreneurs, crazy ones, message me about mentoring with me one on one in my inner most inner circle. I will send you all the details. Message me on my personal page. Don't forget. Life is now, press play. Bye.

Direct download: Driven_by_the_BURN..m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:29am AEST

Mon, 21 May 2018

Your soul always knows!

Hi. Hello. Hmm. All right, welcome to the show. Welcome, welcome, welcome. I feel like it is going to be a fabulous show. Is it dark? What's happening? No? Yes? Not sure. Okay, let's get comfortable. Megan Underwood what's up? There's a name I feel like I haven't seen for a while. Comfortable as fuck. Am I in the dark? How's the lighting? It feels like it looks super dark on my phone screen. I'm obsessed with lighting you guys, obsessed.

Hey, Carly. Obsessed! I've just had the more hilarious afternoon ever. You can't even imagine the hilariousness of the afternoon. Okay, looks okay on my screen. Going to sit up straight. Thank you Emily, back at you. Queen to queen, hey Emma, hey Marie. Say hello if you're there people. Hmm, okay, okay, tell me there if you are there. If you're not there, I suppose you can't tell me to-

Why, why? I just made this face to Kelly. Thank you, I was doing filming all afternoon. Matt was over, my videographer Matt and Kelly was here as well. We were doing the most ridiculous shit. We were doing skits. So impressed with myself. And, I was going to say something important just then and now I forgot what it was already.

Why does the phone show a certain visual? And then when you look at it on the computer I can see other bits of me, and then I feel exposed. Because I'm like, like I don't have enough clothes on on the bottom half of me. That's for sure. If I sit with my legs open, it's going to be unfortunate for everybody. Or well it depends on your perspective I suppose. But anyway, I thought that I was perfectly only showing from there up, because that's what I can see on my phone. Now I feel obliged to hide behind my laptop just in case. But I'm just going to perch here and you know, somewhat, careless Marilyn Monroe-esque fashion, like I'm just casually laying here when actually I'm holding everything perfectly together.

Am I going to learn something? Why would I learn something? I don't understand. I'm teaching all the time. So your soul always knows. I just did the best skit on your soul always knows. I'm so impressed with my own hilarity right now. So Kelly, one of my best friends, and Matt, who's my amazing videographer, they've been listening to me go on and on and on for a very long time about how funny that I think that I am and that I want to do skits. I want to do little funny videos that you guys will share all over the internet and they'll go viral.

Okay, I'm super happy with my hair today as well. That's what's happening. There it is, all of it. It looks even better now that it's shook out, feel my head spinning a little bit.

We just filmed four skits, and one them, and I wrote the scripts myself. I mean there was really no script, but there was a concept. We went all in. For one of the skits that Matt and I were filming before Kelly came around, we had me doing a scene typing at the computer, a scene cutting an apple, a scene with me in bed meditating with an eye mask on. A scene on the couch where I was eating honey-soy chips and honeycomb Maltesers, and drinking straight out of a bottle of wine, all at the same time, because it was showing like the stages of grief. Like an emotional meltdown to do with, well you have to wait and see. Right, it's funny as fuck though, or at least I think that it is.

We did that, and then Kelly came around and we did a little thing that was based somewhat on truth that we think is funny that we always do. And then I did a your soul always knows script, and I'm so impressed with my own self about this. I messaged, I had Kelly go upstairs and call me and be like a pretend client on the phone, on the speakerphone, and then I'd send her a bunch of questions to ask. No matter what question she would ask, I would sit there looking like a wise, profound person, because I am. I would say, so the questions I gave her were, "I'm not sure whether I should launch my low-end programme next to my high-level mastermind, what do you think?" Then it was a question about a man, then a question about a diet, then a question about being stuck, and then, "Should I cut my hair?" And whatever. No matter what the answer was I was like, "Hmm, let me just tune in on that. Wait, I think you should check in with what your soul says, because your soul always knows." Then she would be like, "Wow, you're so wise Kat. You're just so connected." And I was like, "I know. I've been doing this work for a long time."

I'm so impressed with how well I held it together while filming these skits. I did burst out laughing a few times, but we had the best time ever. I just had two hours of hilariousness. I was like, "How is this even work?" And I don't know if it technically is. But I don't know if anything technically is. And then what was hilarious beyond hilarious, after that, is as they were leaving and I was going down to the basement to swipe them out of the car park, Kelly's saying something about whatever situation in her life, and I was like, "Well your soul knows the answer Kelly." Then I was just laughing even more. But I'm like, "But it's true. This is funny because this is real." Things are funny because they're real.

So I'm feeling kind of pumped, kind of high-vibe. And I'm kind of impressed with myself as well because I've been saying for at least a year, and lots of people have heard me say this, especially my close people in my life have heard me go on and on about I want to be doing these little videos, with an attempt for my videos to go viral. I want to do the funny ones because I think I'm funny. And I want to do the inspiration and entertaining ones about, "Christine's not learned anything, who promised you that you were going to learn anything. Not me, but your soul always knows exactly what you need to learn. So go and learn elsewhere if you're not learning it here. It's fine, I'm completely fine with it either way, but I can't promise anything. I definitely can't promise learning." You know what, fuck it, I promise soul shifts and deep frickin transformation, and hilarity, and sometimes shenanigans. And by the way, by the way, whatever comes out will be exactly what you need.

Okay, she doesn't give a fuck. She's like, "Bye," she's just like, "I'm leaving." She doesn't know what she's missing out on. You can all send her a message and tell her if you like. I feel like this could be a good device for fixing up your hair so that you don't have to use your hand while you're holding your laptop in the other hand. It does hurt a tiny bit. Ohh, it actually brushes the hair a little bit you guys. I don't know that it was entirely designed for that. Okay, now there's hair sticking out of it and it's a bit wonky. If you look at it closely this [scept 00:07:11] has had a bit of a rough time of it. It's cause sometimes I get overexcited and I whack it on things. Not on people, don't worry, but if they were here in the room potentially someone would get a good whack with the sceptre. Tracy's already learned seven things.

Okay, so we have several things we need to discuss as a community you guys. I shall sit here in my throne and discuss them with you and for you. One of them is we need to decide what my new name is. I feel that it should be put to a vote. Do you think I should have a competition to choose my new name? I'm going to drop my surname, I'm going to drop my old surname which is still legally my current surname. And I'm not going back to the previous name before that because that was my first husband's name. And I'm not going back, even though it was a good name for internet marketing, was a great fitness name, which is what it was back in the day. And I'm not going back to my birth name, because it feels weird and it's like from a 100,000 years ago. I'm going to make up a new name. I'm going to keep Katrina Ruth as it is, Ruth is my middle name. I guess the only question is, what does my soul know that my new surname is meant to be. But I think that it should start with R, so then it will be Katrina Ruth something starting with R, because it sounds like nice for alliteration purposes for fame. I think it would be a good famous person name to have a surname starting with R.

If it wasn't for Ruby Rose, I would probably go with Katrina Ruth Rose, because Rose is a family name and it's also my daughter's middle name that I gave her. So I think Katrina Ruth Rose sounds really nice. It's not fucking going to be Ruthless, but thank you. Katrina Ruth Rose sounds nice, it's sounds kind of like a famous person's name, but I think that we can do better as a community. If you have any thoughts on that, there's a post about it in the daily ass-kickery, you can contribute. If I chose a name that you gave me, I would definitely have to give you something super cool as a prize for that. I can't just go walking around with a name that somebody else came up with without honouring it.

All right, moving along. What do you want to talk about? Why do you even need a surname? I want one. I want it to be Katrina Ruth something. Katrina Ruth Rules. No, I don't want it, no I want a new surname. I don't want to change my legal, because you got to have a legal surname. I don't want to change it to Ruth, because Ruth is my middle name and I like it like that, Katrina Ruth. My mum used to call me Katrina Ruth, not when I was in trouble either, just like sounds nice inside my head.

Fuck a duck, I dropped the sceptre. We'll switch, we'll switch to this.

Have a friend who legally has no surname. Is that right? Okay I didn't know about that. All right, so anyhow, okay this could be a good scratching device down your back if you wanted it to be. Props are everywhere here. Oh my God there's two of these things. You're supposed to have a duel. There's a fucking cape on the floor over there, but it looks stupid as fuck. Madonna's real name's not Madonna though, it's whatever it is. Have a friend who, okay, anyway.

The whole point of the whole point is, you can laugh about it all you like, actually my clients always make fun of me and say that no matter what they ask me I say, "Well just tune in and what would alignment look like. Or what does your soul actually say about this, or what does your soul know." And I'm like, "Well, but it's true." That's why I did the skit, because I was sort of playing into that. Obviously I do say a few more things than that one when I'm talking to my clients. And sometimes I don't even use the word soul, it has been known to happen on the odd occasion.

But the reality is, you have this blueprint inside of you for, I'm going to put that down because I'm going to be serious now. I don't want anyone over here to think I'm being funny when I'm being serious. Let's pause for effect. I've been drinking wine straight from the bottle during the day, for the purposes of my filming, so I'm feeling slightly buzzed. I think I only had that much, but I don't drink during the day. And I don't know if this is just me or is this normal, but whenever I do drink anything during the day, on the odd occasion, I can have the tiniest bit, like three sips which is roughly as much as I had, and I feel like I had two glasses of wine. And then when you are literally putting wine into your mouth with chips and Maltesers at the same time, it's just a whole unusual situation happening up in there.

Okay, we're going to get serious. I'm not changing my surname to Reagan, that's my friend's name, her actual name. It's not going to be Rice either, it sounds like a man's name, like a man. I don't want to be a man.

Okay, I'm going to be serious and professional as fuck. I'm going to talk about soul blueprints, maybe, we'll see if it comes out. Let me just tune in on that for a moment and see what does in fact come out. Okay, I've got it, I've got it. It may or may not be anything to do with your soul at all, but it will be precisely what it's supposed to be. By the way, by the way, Wren, Ruth, Katrina Ruth Aura. Somebody suggested Chai before. I was like, I didn't understand why, but it's definitely not going to be Chia, because I'm allergic to chai tea.

Okay, Katrina Ruth Riley, oh my goodness. It's got to be a new and unusual word you guys. A word nobody else knows or is using. Oh my god, I'm just seeing that my team has posted onto my page. Okay, [Mim 00:12:33], that Amanda France's Vegemite video that's on my page has a spelling mistake in it. Veget-mite it says, but Mim, do you want to drop the inner circle link. By the way, not a link, that's not a link at all. Description, comment, whatever it is.

The inner circle is open, it is open. You can message me if you would like to know about mentoring with me at the absolutely highest level in my one-on-one, badass, hard as fuck, inner circle mastermind. It is indeed open. Message me on my personal page is better. Ongoing one-on-one mentoring, unlimited access to me, plus access to the hottest and most badass mastermind on the internet. On, just like, on, I think my voice just broke. Am I a 13 year old boy? For different creators and different entrepreneurs who just want more, and are willing to do what it takes in order to create it, obviously.

Okay Jillian says, "To those who are even remotely considering joining the inner circle, just pull out your credit card and pay now." You can't actually technically do that, I'm sorry, you got to message me and we'll talk about whether it's aligned for you or not. And then I suppose you could pay. You know what I'm going to do? Here's what I'm going to do, here's what my soul is telling me to do, I'm going to start posting frickin case studies and testimonials of my clients every day. Give me an amen if you would like to see that because I don't normally do it and I've started to now do it, I'm going to just relentlessly, ruthlessly flaunt that shit all over the internet and inspire you with the badassery of the women that I know and that I get to mentor, but also I'm friends with and connected with.

I'm starting my new show Conversations with Badasses. I've had that name for ages, and I've even got a backdrop made that goes behind her on my stands for the Conversation with Badasses show, but it's got red hair on it, so I have to change it now anyway. I'm going to be doing joint livestreams with the most badass people I know, and that will be the show. You'll get to meet lots of people from the inner circle and lots of my cool badass friends and other people that I know. It's going to be conversations with badasses. But part of it will be that I'll be talking a lot about results from the inner circle because I don't normally do that, and I get amazing results so I'm going to talk about it. And I'm going to promote, promote, promote, and find the exact perfect people who are meant to join us.

Here's what else, here is what else, earlier today, I finally pulled my fucking finger out, ohh Raven, that's an interesting one. Raven, Katrina Ruth Raven. I'm going to think about that. Haven, what about Katrina Ruth Haven. Hmm, the perfect name is going to come to me, and so it is, it's done.

You know I just said that I indeed pulled my finger out. Is that an Australian expression, or does everybody understand that expression? I don't know if everyone knows what I mean. I pulled my finger out means, sounds kind of dirty, but what it means is that I just finally took fucking action on something that I'd been holding myself back from and denying myself stepping into soul alignment around, which specifically was what I just said earlier, the videos, the skits, the little comedy things that I've been wanting to do for ages. It was such a good feeling. Firstly, I mean what else would you want to be doing?

Okay, you did think it was dirty. It Aussie only. We have some weird expression in Australia I think, but whatever. Everybody does in their own way. What else would you want to be doing on a Friday, it's not Friday, but you could do it on a Friday, on a Wednesday afternoon except for filming hilarious stuff and just being creative and kind of acting. I guess I was acting, and I fancy myself somewhat of an actor. I'm quite certain I should end up in the movies at some point in time. And I'm going to play myself, so I need a good fucking name for that as we've just been discussing.

That was fun, it was really fun. I had so much fun it was crazy. We were just in hysterics. Matt was just shaking his head, he couldn't even believe the ridiculousness of the entire situation most of the time. That's cool, but really where it's critical actually to receiving, and to abundance, and to stepping into whatever the next level is that's inside of you that you know you're meant to live into is, when you're flaking out and resisting and avoiding stuff that your soul is telling you to do that you know you should do and must do, then you dial down receiving.

This is what I want to talk about. You can take the statement your soul always knows, and you can do whatever you want with that statement right. Your soul always knows what you should fucking eat for dinner. Hello Lily [Babcock 00:17:16]. Lily you know you posted last night, I'm pointing directly at you with my massive, it's actually not that big but when you point it like that it looks huge. I don't even know what this is. Is it a pitchfork? I don't need a pitchfork, let me get my sceptre back. Oh, it's way over there. Wait.

Okay, all right, here I am. Why do I have to sit up? I don't like sitting like a normal person. Now I've got sequins in my bottom though. Just like kind of chewing away at it. Trident. All right, what was I saying? I'm going to tune in on that. Fuck, what was I saying? Lily, you posted last night about your hair like a mermaid, but I wore my hair mermaid style last night for a podcast, and I specifically had that thought because I had it on a side ponytail and it was very mermaidy. The reason was all the sweat from the hot yoga, and I hadn't washed it yet. Now it's cleansed and it's beautified. But last night it wasn't washed, and so I did the only reasonable thing that a person can do, which is put it in a [plut 00:18:26] for two hours before the podcast interview, and then it looked mermaidy. Then afterwards you posted that your hair was mermaidy too. I was like-

Oh my god, there's seriously sequins in my ass. Okay, it's the life is now, press play cushion. If you haven't seen it, your mind will be blown. I feel like everyone's seen it, but some people probably haven't seen it. It's going to mirror language, but you're going to get the idea. Ah, ahh, amazing isn't it. It says, "Life is now. Press play," in the cushion you guys, in the cushion. I've performed this trick many times before, but there's probably new people here who haven't had the joy and the pleasure and the honour. It would be selfish and rude of me not to show it to them. Again, that was all biting my ass just then. I was sitting right on the sequins. Okay, so that's about Lily and the mermaid hair.

Then the other thing was and is, your soul does always know what you should do about anything. Your soul knows whether you say yes when somebody says, "Do you want to be on my podcast?" I just go with what my soul says. You can ask me anything anytime, and sometimes I'm going to say no to you for sure. I say no to lots of people. And then you might be brave enough to ask me again another time, people do that on rare occasions, most people are not, and then maybe that day I'm vibing with it, maybe my soul says yes. That's roughly how I end up on Lily's podcast. Because typically I say no to everything, it's just a blanket rule of thumb. Everything that's not me creating my own content, but now, right now, I'm actually in a vibe of saying yes to a lot of things. So now would be a good time to ask me things.

Just so you know, I feel the openness. I feel that I am open to yes to things. I feel that that can often be a good state. And in theory it sounds like it would be a good overall general state to be in, but actually the answer is, what does your soul know? I know for me there was a period of, it's time to say no to everybody and go deeper into my own content creation, and so then that's what I was doing. I was just like, blanket hard no to everybody, except obviously if it was like James out to try something, I'm sorry, but that's just what's up. That's just the truth of the matter.

Okay, now your soul knows the answer to everything. What are you going to do after this? Should you even be here right now? Tune in. Does my soul say yes I should listen to Kat? She's going to drop some gold, or she going to shift and transform my emotional state in some way. And so that is a good to learn use of my time. Well one lady already left early, her soul did not care for me at all. After you get off this livestream, you go, what does my soul say that I should do, right? What is my next thing? Am I going to create content? Am I going to take a nap? Am I going to go to bed? Okay, of course you didn't, because people in my community are sneaky and badass, and supernatural as fuck. She says, "I telepathically asked you." Yeah, that doesn't surprise me at all. That would probably be the smartest way to things by the way.

For all the people who I love and adore in my life, I send them messages from my soul all the time by the way. I'm not sure if they always get them. It probably depends on whether they're tuning in or listening, but I legitimately do. This morning only, I was sending soul messages to somebody. I don't know if they got them or not, I didn't ask. I mean I could ask right now in my soul, but I don't really mind. It goes through an energetic kind of frequency anyhow, but sometimes they will then reply in a physical sense. Sometimes somebody will reply on a Facebook message when you sent them a soul message. That's pretty cool right? Your soul does already knows how to do it. They did get it. Emily says they did get it. Did you tune in on that? Cool. I reckon right, I reckon they did get it. That's what I'm feeling as I tune in on it.

I just love how fucking supernatural the world is, don't you? I wrote about this quite a bit in my blog today, just like the real gifts that we were giving and that we were born with. She did tune in on it. Thank you. I just wrote about the gifts that we were born with, and what's actually natural and real for us is as humans, how so many people think that it's kind of scary or bad to kind of access supernatural powers, and I guess to access the magic within, and to dive into the spiritual world and create from that place. If you didn't read today's blog post, you can go read that. I'm not sure if that's here on my Facebook business page yet or not, but it's definitely over here on my personal Katrina Ruth page. It's got a hot as fuck photo of me with my amazing client Amanda Frances, and she is an incredible client and super soul sister friend. It's just a hot photo, that's why I put it up. It's from a month or two ago. The title is, don't get scared of how much magic you are capable of, grow harder and deeper, run faster, and do more. I think I'll give you a link to it right now so that you can check it out after this.

Yes Facebook, I will add Malibu, California as the location since that's where it was. All right, so I wrote about this, and I think that we could talk about it. I think that it's powerful and I think that's really relevant and true, and that we're just limiting ourselves so much when we play only in the human realm. Okay, no, correct, edit, rewind, the human realm includes the spiritual realm and the supernatural realm, right? Right, thank you for clarifying that for me. Send me some cat emojis or a love hearts if you agree with me.

People can feel like, "Oh is that bad to operate in that sense in terms of I'm just creating shit inside of myself." I can sit in this chair like I just did, and I can sit in my throne, in my studio at home, and just tune in. Thank you for the cat emojis and the love hearts. I can tune in on whether somebody received a soul message from me, and then Emily who's here on live tunes in for me as well. She's not here, she doesn't know what person it was, she doesn't know anything at all. But she just tuned in energetically and she knows everything. Just like I know everything when I allow myself to, and so do you. Your soul knows. Your higher self knows every aspect of who you are inside and out. You already have the answers to everything, like fucking everything. Do you realise that? And all you've got to do is be willing to listen, right?

I did this little skit earlier, I was like, it was funny. No matter what the question was that asked, I was like, "Hmm, tune in to what your soul says." And I was having the funniest time ever doing the skit. But it's also like, well honestly, honestly, how I've created all of the results in my life. Business results, money results, fitness stuff, health stuff, lifestyle, travel. Even like where should I go next? Or if ever I'm not on tour, should I book, for example recently we were finding a location for my July retreat for the inner circle. By the way inner circle's open, read the pinch comment after this if you're wanting to mentor with my on the higher one-on-one level. You would be potentially then coming along to hang with me in July for our next retreat. We do three.

When we were looking for different venues for the retreat, even something like that, my assistant sends me through the details, and I'm just like, "Okay, let me just tune in for real, this one or this one?" And I'm like, "Hmm, I feel this." For sure I'll look at the website and I'll look at what's offered, and I'll look at pricing, I look at all that stuff right, like with anything. But it's not how I make my decision. I always trust my soul. I always trust my inner guidance. I always trust what's coming through me. Your soul always knows. I just feel like I've let my life become so easy, and wouldn't you love to let your life become so easy by just responding to what's inside of you.

Now earlier today I had a conversation with a new client, somebody who I know already through Facebook, but she's just stepped into Rich Hut Empire, which is kind of like the before step in a lot of cases for the inner circle, or it's not always the before step, sometimes people go straight in. But anyhow, it's my six week one-on-one which oversold and closed out the other day, and she was talking a lot about getting caught in fear, and getting caught in reactivity, and even by the time we got ten minutes into the phone call I was like, "Okay, I'm feeling that so far everything that's come through in this conversation is that fear is guiding and directing you a lot of the time, right? Firstly, that's clouding your ability to obviously connect to soul and create from faith and create from flow. But also, isn't it tiring," I said to her. She was like, "Well yeah." And I know that's it's tiring because I used to live that way. It's fucking exhausting right.

The thing is, you don't have to live that way. It's actually a choice that you can make right now. It's a choice that you have available to you right now in this moment to just decide, I'm going to choose faith over fear. I'm going to choose to access the guidance inside of me. I'm going to choose to access the superpowers that I was giving.

Hello. You can come in. Alyssa just got home from school.

Ohh. For you, mother's day, where do I put it?

That's fine, I'll take it. Okay, go get changed because we're going to go on a girl's day. Okay. We're going to go on a girl's outing after this.

Yay.

Yay. So, okay, what is this, school notice. Oh shit, don't do that. I'm just literally holding a nearly, an open bottle of water over the laptop. Okay, totally lost my train of thought when I saw her walk into the room. I'm sure you saw that.

You can literally choose right now in this moment to let faith rule you rather than fear. That is a choice that you have available no matter what's going on. Especially when shit is going on when you feel stark, or you feel it's too scary, or there's too much riding on it, or you can't afford to or something like that. This is the leap of faith that it's time to make. This is the leap of faith that it's time to make. It is time to say, what does my soul have to say about this? What would I be doing if I were acting from faith? What would I be doing if I was coming from what's inside of me.

Why aren't they post a bed in my room?

Why are you talking so weird?

Why?

I don't know. Go get changed honey. No, no, no, this is the time to go get change.

Who put it in?

I don't know. I have no idea. I wasn't even in your room. Probably Diane. Usually I'm like, come on the live, but I know if that happens we won't go and do our girl's day thing. We'll just get talking about. I'll probably wrap up in a minute now anyhow.

That's really the whole thing right, I could, if I wasn't going to go on little adventure with my daughter, I'd go on and on about this for probably another 20, 30 minutes, like beyond what I've already said. But it would come back to the same core underlying message. This is the thing, you can go on and on about it for 20 or 30 minutes, or 20 or 30 years, nothing is going to change except for the fact that you have the power of choice right now to come from soul. You can sit here right now in this moment and say, "I'm going to commit to operating from faith, not from fear." You can sit here right now in this moment and say, "I'm going to start to fucking listen to what's inside of me, right." It's true in your business. It's true with what programmes you should launch or put out there. It's true with how you interact in your personal relationships. Who should you be giving your time and energy to? Where is a good investment and use of that?

Rather than being like, "Oh, what do you think about this? And I'm scared of that. And here's the pros and cons." And you analysing it with your friends or your partner, or your frickin dog, or even your mentor or whatever. Let's go into soul guidance. Let's go into being directed by faith. Let's go into being directed from what's inside. Even with me right, from my inner circle, my highest level one-on-one mentoring, it's a reasonable investment to work with me at that level as I'm sure you can imagine. If you message me about it, I'll send you a full overview of what it is and what we do, and how it works. Obviously we'll go through cost details as well. But I'm not going to sit there and tell you some kind of, "Well here's the secret strategy that nobody gets to know until they come into my inner circle, right." I think I said your inner self, or I might've said your inner guidance, or intuition state, something along those lines.

When I mentor my highest level clients, my role is not to provide some kind of step-by-step plan that was a secret before working with me at that level. My role is to connect with you on a soul level and to help you access more deeply what's inside of you. This is something that you can already do obviously yourself. Whether or not you decide to work with a mentor, whether it's me or not me, either way, you still have that ability yourself. Obviously it's powerful to have other people who are the alliance people for us to come in and support in that, and maybe help you to see things that you don't see, and kind of remind you of where you need to kick your ass or hold yourself to a level of accountability based on being that soul based version of you rather than a fear driven version of you. Either way and regardless, it is absolutely something that you have access to right now.

Guess the big thing that I just wanted to come on today and do was to remind you of that. Remind you that you've got access to everything you need inside of you. You don't need to be out there on the internet, fucking Googling and trying to figure how to get somewhere. You also don't need to be looking for the perfect strategy or plan. The strategy, the plan, the blueprint is the one you are born with. That's what's up. That is what I want to remind you of today and that's really all.

I could go on and on, but I've got a very important date with a very beautiful child of my own. So I'm going to go and do that. I'd urge you to dive inside of yourself, through your journaling, or through your months at work, maybe take a walk. Whatever you need to do or desire to do, and just ask, "What is my soul directing me to do today?" Honestly, I use this question any time I feel unsure about anything. Literally down to what I'm going to order off a menu. It's not like, like it's kind of an unconscious thing, or it just sort of happens in that moment, but I know that I always know what I need and what's right for each moment in my life. Whether it's something kind of little like that, or it's something that seems like a really big deal. Either way, I just allow myself to be intuitively guided. That is a big part of why my life has gone into such flow and ease, as well as receiving in epic and abundant way financially and through my business, and with all my soul mates and client, and people and so on and so forth.

If that's something you want to know more about, and you feel that I might be the person to support or mentor you around that, message me about my inner circle, I'll get you the full overview and all the details. And do not forget, life is now, press play.

Life is now, press play.

Direct download: Your_soul_always_knows.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:06am AEST

Thu, 17 May 2018

Male - Female Communication Unraveled

Katrina: Oh. Okay ... That's what I've gotta do ... Invite. Invite, invite, invite, invite ... Do that ... Okay. All right. How do I add you? I'm blind. I can't see anything. It says I can't bring you on the broadcast at this time ... Why? ... Invite friends ... Okay. That's odd. Do you know what I'm gonna do? I'm gonna restart this, because usually when I do this ... Oh no, hang on. Now it's letting me ... bring ...

Katrina: Adding. Hello, everybody.

Patrick: What's up?

Katrina: What's up?

Patrick: I don't know why I've got this thing hanging up here. A devil horn, demonic. What's up? I had to share in my group and on my wall so, rock and roll.

Katrina: Okay. Let me turn this up. My sound is super quiet.

Katrina: Welcome everybody. We have no idea what we're going to talk about but it's going to be amazing.

Patrick: It is always gonna be amazing, always amazing stuff when me and you get on here. Always amazing stuff when you're here, I'm like, damn! Everything I watch I always send people to you and everybody I meet I'm like, "Dude you have not idea. Cat's shit ... it's changed my life more than just anything I've watched, anything I've listened to."

Katrina: Thank you.

Patrick: I believe in it. I believe in it though.

Katrina: It goes both ways. I nearly tagged you in as my favourite live streamer apart from myself. I think you're the only person whose livestream I consistently watch, I'm very sorry to everybody else who's on here who livestream but I'm just going to admit that I'm not a huge content consumer, I have four or five people whose content I'll consistently consume but you're my favourite live streamer.

Patrick: Wow, wow.

Katrina: There you go.

Patrick: Well I'm honoured to hear that and you know what? Are you still in Baldi?

Katrina: No, it just looks like I'm in the jungle. Guess where I am?

Patrick: Yeah.

Katrina: I'm actually at my local shopping mall. I'm a mall rat, I work from the mall. This is just a cool little area. Whoa, shit. I just did my workout. I just got my sweat on, the gym's right there and I just hang out at the mall all day.

Patrick: Let me close this door for just a second before it gets too loud.

Katrina: Oh where are our comments? Who's saying hello to us? I just realised we're ignoring you guys and we're only talking to ourselves. I haven't said hello to anybody yet.

Patrick: Yeah, Ryan in the house. What's up Ryan, what's up Sage, Cody ...

Katrina: Hey everybody. I'm dropping all my shit. Brandon you must have not only see first notifications but you must have some kind of alarm that goes off in your house 'cause you're always instantly there supporting and representing.

Patrick: He does. I guarantee he does. He's ready to roll too as well.

Katrina: He's always ready to go.

Patrick: I have some good news as well today, again. I sold my second programme today. Number two.

Katrina: Of course you did. Congratulations. That's a virtual hug.

Patrick: Yeah, virtual hug. Get that out the way quickly.

Katrina: There's one for everybody as well. Hugs all around. Hey Mandy, Hey Theo, hey everybody just in. That's awesome. You're just owning that energy space that you need to be in, right?

Katrina: I saw something you said the other day. Oh, it was in the post that you did about your first sale and you said how you haven't done any funnels yet or any advertising yet or anything like that. It's all been mindset, you went all in on mindset which obviously is something that I was really excited to read.

Patrick: Yeah I did and it's one of those things you know? It's something I just want to stick to 'cause I got all the other things down. I can do all the other things. I can do funnel. I already know that that's something easy.

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: But I wanted to do my take, cause I know that's just a winner. I can help people out. Much more so with that, it's a bigger fundamental change they can make in their life. Anybody can run Facebook Ads. You can get on YouTube and learn how to build a funnel. Doesn't matter. Build your shit with work press and work with word press everyday, no problem.

Katrina: So [crosstalk 00:05:24]. Me?

Patrick: What's that?

Katrina: Did you say I know nothing about funnels?

Patrick: Well I mean ... when I talk to you, you don't really concern yourself with funnels, I like that. It's such a fad type deal.

Katrina: I do. I run a programme for my community of funnels cause I was like I know everyone wants to know about it. And yes there are some things we could say about it, but largely my team taught the programme for me. And I just came on like a rock star and did the mind set side of funnels. Cause even when I talk about what should be in a funnel. What I talked about was creating the experience. When people come in to your community. Think about the first seven days and what is the experience you want people to have being apart of your community. You don't want them to fee like they joined another email list. Yay. It should be like, holy shit, what is this bad ass community?

Katrina: What's up John? What's up Linda? Linda. Hello.

Patrick: Who can you be apart of? Which can segway into my community and what we're talking about today ... cause mine is ... obviously yours is, yours is daily kick ass read for fucken leaders, but you have mostly women. By the way, the person who bought the programme today is a woman. I think she's one of your tribe actually.

Katrina: Oh cool.

Patrick: Yeah it'd be kind of wild to see how it plays out. But my view is Entrepreneurs Player Club. So it's for men. It's a men's community for men who wanted it all. Who want to take it to the next level no matter what it is in life. They wanna level all the way up. And so it's ... that's the experience I'm providing. You know what I mean?

Katrina: Yeah.

Patrick: Both have that aspect. So talking relationships I'm sure y'all do that. They were talking about relationships. They were asking about men and women communications on your streams?

Katrina: It's ... not on the live stream more on the client groups and then friendships conversations as well. In fact, Linda and I were talking about this last night. Linda's one of my besties on the live stream, she's staying at my house at the moment, she might even be at my house right now. And we were talking about it and we were having some laughs about a few things ... just common thins women do that should be made into viral videos. Ways that women analyse and obsess things that men say, for example. So we were cracking up laughing at things we know we do that are really silly.

Katrina: But yet, we still feel like it's a real true thing. But I have this conversation with clients all the time. Not ... I'm gonna say it doesn't happen ... Linda is my wife this week. I already had two marriage offers this week, no this is the third one. Callie Remy's offered to marry me, she's always offering to marry me. She gets very upset when she thinks that anybody else might get in there. Now Linda's offered as well ... it's fine ... I'm fine with what's the word? Polyamory.

Katrina: I don't think the relationship conversation happen as much in the daily asking crew as they might. Because it is men and women in there.-

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: So maybe people don't put themselves out there quit as much. But it happens more in my inner circle client group. We do a weekly hot seat masterminds live stream. So for all my private clients, and I would say ... 30 to 40 percent of the conversation is to do with relationships. Then also on my private clients box me everyday and they just audio update me with their questions or what's going on. Probably 30 to 40 percent what my clients ask me about is their relationship stuff. And only 30 percent is business and the rest is whatever to do with labs.

Katrina: So, I noticed how when you talk about Entrepreneur Club, you say it's for male entrepreneurs but you say it's about up levelling in every are of life. How relationship all of that. And that's definitely what I feel like I do with my clients as well. That they are all entrepreneurs of some kind. They're coming wanting to up level their business, make more money. But it's actually about creating your whole life purposely. So that's where a lot of the conversations come from.

Katrina: But I thought it would be a good topic because I'm not ... firstly I find it a little bit funny that my clients continually ask me for relationship advice cause I'm not an expert on this. Like I can read your ... if they tell me something they said or did or this happened with a guy and what do you think? I'm like ... I'm still learning and growing in this area as well as all areas ... but probably this area more than others I would say, at the moment. So it's not like I'm a certified expert. But, here's my thoughts so here's my feelings. But then when I try and give clients supportive feedback ... and same when I have conversations with friends about something that's happened with a guy in their life. I'm like but I don't really know the male perspective. I only know certain things that I've learned and studied.

Katrina: You and I were talking about this last week on the phone. About how I've spent a lot of time over the last year or year and a half trying to understand male/female dynamics. And learning and up levelling in that, so I feel like I understand so much more than I would have 18 months ago. But still I'm like I don't know. I keep forgetting ... and this is what I wanted to talk about with you ... I keep forgetting that men don't think like women do right?

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: There's a certain way that women think and that we approach things. And rules of behaviour that are just automatic for women. And I think that we as women, are prayed in the same way. So then if a man doesn't communicate in a way that we would, we instantly assume they're upset at us or they're annoyed at us, or that they're not interested or whatever it might be. Instead of just being like, men think this way in this situation and women think this way. Does that make any sense?

Patrick: Yeah for sure. It's a communication thing. It's like, I know several people that are trying to figure this out. One of the main things is people wanna know is how they communicate better across the genders ... male and female ... try to figure that out and crack the code. I know a guy who's working on it. It's actually his life goal is to figure this out and he thinks that whenever he has figured this out, he'll have solved it and be rich beyond his wildest dreams.

Patrick: Everybody, I think, is actively trying to figure it out. I hear this sometimes in my group. I asked the group to find out what they're looking for and what they want in the next ... what they want ... need frame or value on for the next thing that I drop.

Patrick: They do quite frequently ask about relationship issues, it's like all across the board. But what I've figured out is that it is always a communication issue. On the aspect is, they always have a communication issue or problem. And so, what I've actually learned recently and through training ... cause I actually looked in to this stuff ... and I've always been trying to figure this out better. It hasn't been always at the top of the list of what I wanted to do. Like I was more concerned about business and opportunities.

Patrick: Now later I'm trying to learn more about this. So the best thing that I've learned to do. And I've learned that works the best ... this is so cliché ... but it's just so fucken simple right? It's just being 100 percent honest about every fucekn thing. Like no matter what people just fear rejection.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: That's one of the most basic things, humans don't want to deal with. They don't want to deal with rejection. So they're going to put a mask on, they're going to alter the things that they say and change the things they say. And not be generally honest person. But I think it works out ... this thing is shaking like crazy ... you gave me this thing, I don't know what the hell is going wrong with it.-

Katrina: The tri-pod. Sometimes of gets loose and the top and you've got to tighten that little wheel.

Patrick: Yeah, how the hell do you tighten the wheel? Oh there we go.

Katrina: You hold the other and then you move just the wheel bit.

Patrick: There it goes.

Katrina: That took me like six months to master. It used to drive me insane.

Patrick: It was just bobbing around.

Katrina: Hello.

Patrick: Hey there we go. Being 100 percent honest, so cliché, but its what people don't fucken do.

Katrina: But what if we just said what we think right? What if every time we communicated what I'm actually thinking or feeling, and maybe it is actually scary sometimes to say that or confront it. Okay. Fricken take a deep breathe and give yourself a slap on the cheek and say it anyway. Because it's never gonna serve you to hide your truth. Not in this era, not gonna serve you in this obviously.

Patrick: By you saying this, and what you do and what you talk about in every other business and aspect is the key. So should come to you with relationship advice, they should come to your with communication advice. This is the thing that works the best.

Katrina: Okay. Can everybody just note that Patrick said I'm an expert on relationship and now I'm gonna do a course on it. You heard it here.

Patrick: There you go. You've been dubbed.

Katrina: Of course I'm going the to do a course on it at some point. There's gonna be a course on everything. Your ideas of ... you said the things they want most from you is relationship stuff. It's funny cause I asked that same question yesterday in my group. And the thing that most people said they either want me to talk about backwards ageing or about sex. But then when they gave more detail about what they want about sex. I was like okay I'm not gonna do a tantra course or something. I thought they meant sex, the act of having sex. They meant the sexual energy and manifestation I think through sexual energy is what they meant. So a little bit different but still related.

Patrick: Yeah they are. I'd like to get in to see what you have to say about that as well too. You know just now getting into that male to female energy. Because males ... A especially ones that are good at communicating with women. They have a certain amount of female energy. It's a yin and a yang.

Katrina: Of course.-

Patrick: They have that inside of them. That's me to a certain degree. A lot more male ... a lot more on the male side. But when people notice I have this, they have more female in them. They can communicate better that way. And-

Katrina: Were they accessing it? Because they already have the male, they already have the feminine in you. It's whether you're allowing it through or accessing it.

Patrick: Right, exactly. So another thing I've also learned as well ... everybody's got problems right? I've got a problem too about myself but, I've got a forward free attitude about things. I'm not scared to die. So some people who communicate better with women, better across the sexes. Some men who do this, are men who are concerned with security. For example, men who don't like to fly or put themselves in positions where they could potentially die. They understand security and that is more attractive to women. And that allows them to communicate better with women.

Katrina: Why is that more attractive to women? Explain that.

Patrick: Because women are more interested in security, for the most part. I know you're gonna say, "Well I have my own philosophy."-

Katrina: Is that your impression of ...

Katrina: No, no, no. Was that Katrina right then? Cause it was appalling. It was worse than when you did the accent. Which was a British.

Patrick: I was gonna say, I saw the look in your eyes.

Katrina: No, no. Calm down. I was confused. If you think back to when we were on the phone last week, I know that I directly said to you was women want to feel stability and security but that has to do with ... to me that has to do with full authenticity with what each person wants and knowing where you stand and knowing what the other persons true desires and hopes are. You know? And what their boundaries or standards are, right?

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: I feel stable and secure ... as best as you can know what somebody else is thinking ... but if I know what that persons really thinking and wanting. As opposed to marriage doesn't give security, living together doesn't give security, all these things that people think, when I get that in my relationship then I'm safe, then I'm secure. Then I'm set up. Well I've certainly learned that those things are, that's smoke and mirrors.

Katrina: I'm not saying you shouldn't have those things if you want those things, but that is not where security or stability is found in a relationship. And there can't be any security or stability if there's not honesty, right?

Patrick: Absolutely.

Katrina: And real honesty because I feel like most couples out there would say that they're honest with each other. But it's like to a point maybe. Because there's certain areas that are just taboo or consider acceptable. Or if my partner knew that I thought that, or wanted to do that then they would reject me. So it comes back to what you said before, that fear of rejection. Which is just fear of not being accepted for who you are.

Patrick: Yeah, exactly.-

Katrina: I was confused when you said about the thing about dying, that confused me.

Patrick: Well I was pulling something up. I had a conversation and I was talking about this too and it was more of an attraction thing to have ... I do believe the sexes are different on a DNA level, they're different.

Patrick: There's things that you guys find attractive about us that are totally fucking different ... totally fucking different than what we find attractive about y'all. You know? And what draws us to you and what we have to maintain. We have to maintain certain things with women to keep a relationship going. If we start acting a certain way, your DNA is gonna tell you, you gotta get the fuck rid of us. If we start changing our behaviour?

Katrina: Like what?

Patrick: Well for example if we went from attracting you with being more of an alpha male and we got into the relationship we start being more of a beta male. We started letting ourself go, becoming a fat fuck. And not maintaining that same energy and vibe. We weren't congruent with who you're originally interested in. And we started changing our habits and letting things go. Not only would you see not attracted, you would feel a certain thing inside you that I gotta get rid of this mother fucker or just tear him down to get him out of my life. Or a lot of women ...-

Katrina: You wouldn't feel safe. If I was in that situation I would feel emotionally unsafe. I would feel like this guys can't decide if he's going right or left in his life, and on a fundamental ... I think you might need to turn your lighting on ... your in the dark. On a fundamental level, from a survival point of view ... some women might be angry at me for saying this but women want men to protect them and take care of them.-

Patrick: That's right.

Katrina: On some level if come guy can't decide where he's going in the course of this day, then how the fuck is he gonna take care of me or protect me or have my back. That's what I would feel. Even if I didn't assess that in my conscious mind. On a subconscious level that's what I would be feeling. Then you'd feel unsettled, you'd feel destabilised. Then that would turn to resentment and anger at the guy because it would feel like what the fuck I thought that you were there for and I could depend upon you emotionally, if not in other ways. Then all of the sudden the floor just fell out from under me. So at first I'm gonna feel scared and I'm gonna feel upset. And then if it doesn't correct I'm gonna get angry. And then I think men ... women start to get angry and they turn hard and they turn into bitches and they activate their masculine.

Katrina: Then if you add to the fact that right now we're largely speaking to of audience of women who are driven, successful women or are already in their masculine in business. So then if you've got a relationship if the man's not being a man and not leading. Then the woman is gonna be so far in her masculine, which is gonna result in all sorts of whacked up shit, weight gain, angry bitch syndrome, or whatever you wanna call it.

Katrina: And it becomes this vicious cycle where the guys not becoming more and more in his power and the women is feeling like she's gotta be in the power and be in charge. But she doesn't want to do that ... maybe some women say they want to be the boos in the relationship ... not the women I know though ... I know women are out there who are like fuck men, but I feel like those women don't feel that at their core. It's just how they've learned to protect themselves.-

Patrick: Yeah.

Katrina: I know for me and my clients, we're all very driven, high achieving women ... but we talk about this all the time so I'm speaking from my heart ... we want the man to be the man. We want the man to lead, we don't wanna be in charge in the relationship. But if the guy ... like you said ... if the guys not being in his power and not being a leader and not being a "man", then the woman's gonna feel in order to feel safe and for survival reasons she gonna be like, I've gotta fricken run this game. And then be angry at you for not doing it.

Patrick: Exactly. And that's the communication thing that we're talking about. People need to know this ... like you have a great beat on this thing ... but most people are like what are you saying the DNA has nothing to do with it. It is, it's very much genetic survival level shot right here.

Katrina: For sure.-

Patrick: Doesn't matter if you're a woman or not. You're still gonna feel the same thing. If a dudes acting like this, you're still gonna have problems.-

Katrina: Yep.-

Patrick: You might not know where it's coming from. But if you trace it back to this, that's where it's coming from. It's coming from cave man shit. Cave man days.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: If he's starting to act out like that and you're starting to have problems and you're wondering where these communication issues are coming from. You can trace it back to this.

Katrina: On a level were still cave women and cave men and our hormonal systems and our nervous systems operate the same way. And even if a women doesn't have children, psychological, hormonally, and from the nervous system she's wired to want to protect her young. Even if she doesn't have any kids, so that will come up as well, right? Even if it's a relationship with no kids, if the guys starts not being a guy, the women's gonna be worried about that for her own sake but there's also wiring in there hormonally that's like, shit you can't protect my babies, even if they don't exist.-

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: So that brings up even more anger and hormonal responses. So it's just ... I feel grateful that I understand this from when I was in the fitness industry for years. Cause for eight years I actively studies hormonal patterns and advanced hormonal science, it wasn't just physical training that I did. So I get it all from that. So I've learned it all from business as well as my own relationships previously ending. And then watching so many clients end up in broken marriages or broken relationships. And then just looking at these patterns and it's like strong women need and actually want strong men, right?

Katrina: They don't wanna be the one who's acting like the men in the relationship.

Patrick: But they also need better men too. Because this is the thing ... all that stuff is true and you've got all the underlying communication going on right here. You've got the ... now we understand we've got to be this type of dude. I've gotta make sure I maintain that as well. But I've also gotta be an honest dude. I have to be congruent and say exactly what the fuck is on my mind. Exactly what the fuck is going on. Cause all this other bullshit, this hiding thinking I'm just gonna leave or whatever. That's not what a man does. A man doesn't have a problem with that. A man's not worried if she leaves her or not. That's not how she should be. It should be all of free, she should be free to do what she wants to do. If she wants to leave she can leave.

Patrick: But if she wants to be with you she should stick with you. All that stuff should be lined out and laid out honestly, from the get go. From the ... if you lay it out and have a clear map of what's going on. Otherwise you're gonna have these hairline issues, but your whole shits gonna be based on this milky murky service.-

Katrina: It's not stable.

Patrick: It's gonna be very unstable, yeah. That's why the one key that opens everything up ... and there's never really a problem when you're honest. If you already built something based on fucking lies and stuff already and it's got so far, then you're probably gonna have a problem.

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: People are probably are married and shits already set up like this. So in that aspect ...-

Katrina: They didn't just set it at the start.

Patrick: Huh?

Katrina: Yeah, you're right. They didn't discuss it at the start. And I ... that's a hard one cause I'm no longer in the relationship that wasn't working, right? But imagine that you're in a relationship and you loved that person ... and I know quite a few people who are in this situation, right? They're in a really fucked up, toxic relationship. They're both being assholes. They're both hating on each other. The male/female dynamics are all screwed up. But what if they're still in love. What if they still love each and they want to make it work.

Katrina: Well then it's like anything ... it's like if someone ends up 50 pounds overweight ... if I remember one time I helped a client lose it would have been near 100 pounds. She went from being chronically obese to being a fitness bikini model, winning world titles, unbelievable, fucking amazing. But it took 18 months ... it was even a bit more than that. And in that time, she really fricken showed up, every single day. She did what I said to do, she gave her all to it, she completely changed her life. She wasn't just like, I want to lose weight so I'll go to the gym three days a week. She committed to her health and fitness 100 percent. And she ended with a result that is so rare for someone to go from being chronically obese to a bikini fitness model ... and by the way she was 44 as well when we did this. It was phenomenal. And to this day I think she's one of the most impressive things I've seen.

Katrina: And I think it's the same thing. If somebody's in a really toxic relationship but they do love that person, they wanna stay with that person. Well both can change but you'd really have to fucken be committed to that. It's not gonna happen if you go to a therapy session every weeks. Or if you do a date. Everyone's like we do date. Okay, I'm sure going to the movies once a week is gonna fix all your problems.

Katrina: What about ... how many people are communicating and actually being brave enough to share what they're really thinking. That's what it would take. I'm not an expert on it, I have done that, turning a relationship around like that. And I believe fully that of course it can be done. But it would require both parties to be committed and it would require that all in attitude, like my client had when she lost all that weight.

Katrina: There was something I was gonna say there.

Patrick: Well that ... look what Brandon said, he's actually saying something, he's not trolling today ... he says being able to express emotions is not from a place of weakness. That's good too.

Patrick: If you're doing the date night and stuff life that. You're on that and everything trying to make it work. But the guy has to be vulnerable with still maintaining all the other shit that we're talking right? All the other vibes the alpha vibes and things like that.-

Katrina: Still being a man.-

Patrick: All that same stuff. Free too. I don't give a fuck. I'm gonna do what I'm gonna do, but I'm gonna continue to be social, I'm gonna go out and do what I do and have a good time. And whatever still be that way, no matter how mad you get, that's still going to happen.

Patrick: But also vulnerable. Saying how you really feel about it. I don't want you to fucken leave. I don't want you to go anywhere. You're a huge part of my life and I don't want you to leave or do anything like that. To say something like that but still maintaining the other stuff, that is not said. That you just do, the behaviour that you have.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: That's the way to keep it going the right way. So you're maintaining on the subconscious level but also with being vulnerable to a point. You still have to have that female come out.-

Katrina: Well that's huge for women for sure. I know I've heard this so many times in different relationships in my life. And I hear this a lot through client and friend conversations too. I think men will tend to assume that we already know how you feel. And they'll be like she knows I feel this way about her. She knows that I don't want her to go or she knows I love her. But you know what? We want you to say it, a lot. That's just what women want.

Katrina: And this is exactly something I wanted to ask you. I was gonna get your opinion on this. My female friends for example ... my best friends, so like Linda who was on the live earlier ... Kelly, whoever my friends are. We communicate with each other every single day ... I don't know if all women do this but my friends and I do pretty much daily ... we'll update each other pretty much about everything that's going on in our days. Almost like, it's a form of journaling. I'll be driving and walking and I'll be sending audio messages to my friends. All my friends, this happened and then I thought this, and then I'm analysing my shit or giving them feedback on this maybe.

Katrina: But then it's kind of like a continual communication there. Even if one of us is doing an event or really busy with something, there might be less communication but we still check in. And women check in with each other all the time. We have a continual communication. My point is that we do that even if there's nothing to talk about. Where what I've observed with men, it seems to be like, there'll be communication there is there's something to say or if there's something specific to discuss. Or if you end up talking to someone then you end up talking and communicating. But men don't do the check in communication thing.-

Patrick: Yes.-

Katrina: And I think women kind of want that ... well we do want that. And then when men don't stay in contact we feel like like maybe they're annoyed at us or they've forgotten about us or they're not really into us or something like that. Because we wouldn't do that. We always communicate with other women. But we expect to communicate with men and then I think it's like where's the line. I know when I was journaling last year, what's my ideal relationship I remember specifically writing down, I don't wanna feel like we have to check in with each other everyday. Like I don't want to feel like you've got to check in with me each day, I also don't wanna feel like I've gotta report back on my fucking actions or something like that.

Katrina: But then I want that communication. So what's your take on that, what do men feel about communication, if there's nothing really to communicate about. Communication for the sake of communication.

Patrick: That's definitely 100 percent. It just depends on the guy and how he communicates. The more he sends you messages the better, cause that's sign of good communication. He understand that a women wants to hear that. That y'all want to hear that. That you need back ... not even like check in ... but I understand like saying what's up? Just to let you know you're on my mind. That type of stuff.-

Katrina: Yeah, yeah, yeah.-

Patrick: If the dude doesn't do that very well then he's not communicating very well at all. I can understand how people get that way, especially entrepreneurs. Because they get so busy ... especially with social media, the computer age, your so inundated with information and your so inundated with things going and your life gets so busy that you skip past that sometimes.

Patrick: Or your just constantly ... we're constantly in from of the phone talking to tonnes of clients. It can get really hectic. That's the way it is in my life at least. That's the way that I'll find myself slipping up on my own communication. And not really doing the right thing on that end.

Patrick: Any guy ... every guy needs to know that you should do that. Women need to hear that, that they need to feel that. That you have to have a constant string of communication like that. If you don't then you need to find a chick .. you haven't really found the one that's worth it for you. You need to find someone that's worth it for you to do that for.

Patrick: If you've got somebody then you don't need to be with them. You need to go let them find somebody that will give them that.

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: Any guy that knows what he's doing will communicate every day. At least that's from my experience.

Patrick: What do you think?

Katrina: Yeah, for sure. For sure. But I think sometimes also men just don't know this. I think they legitimately ... this is what I've heard or read or figured out from observing ... sometimes I think men think, what I said before. You said men need to be vulnerable and say what they're thinking and feeling. And a lot of times men think, oh she already knows that I feel that. But it's like even if we know, we still want to hear it. Kind of repeatedly.

Patrick: Yeah, yeah. Still say it even if you don't get a response from it. Keep on saying it. Keep on saying it. Just keep on going. Same thing with their life. Y'all can get busy too.

Katrina: Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

Patrick: It's the same way though. That's where the miscommunication comes in. But do never stop telling a woman the stuff that you feel about them. Should never stop doing that. It should be consistent. Consistent thing.

Patrick: As far as guys go, how we communicate. Me and my best friends we just send meme's back and forth I work with my friend. So we'll pick up the phone and talk business.

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: Calling ... people don't fucking call anymore, you gotta call. And talk too. Pick up the phone and call.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: Meaningful talking, tell them what's on your mind. Tell them how you feel, that's what all of this is all about feelings. All feels.

Katrina: It goes both ways cause I know we get really scared to say what we're feeling, cause it's just that constant vulnerability. Fear of being exposed or fear of feeling that you've opened yourself up. Vulnerability that you might get rejected or hurt. So if men what to say what they're feeling more, women need to be brave enough to do that as well. And ultimately realise that if you tell a guy how you feel and you share your truth. And then that scares them away or they don't agree or don't like it or they don't align to it. Then that's fantastic then you figured out not to waste your time. Better to say what you really think and you really want and having a discussion about or feel like, nope that's never gonna happen, that doesn't move it for me, I don't like it, I don't align to that. Well maybe you got hurt or you feel hurt but actually you saved yourself a fuck load of effort and time, rather than dancing around hoping you can ... what? Trick some body into wanting to be with you or something?

Patrick: Yeah, yeah, yeah. You also got ... sorry I was just reading some of these comments ... but you also got ... fuck I was thinking of something ... fuck ... my brain, I just had an aneurism ...-

Katrina: Just a minor little one. You look fine. You seemed to have survived. Marsha says you love the accent. I don't know if you means your accent or my accent.

Patrick: What I was going to say is if the guy also has issues in the past ... as I do .. I have issues in the past, that I've been fucked over before, plenty of times. All you have to fucken do is say it. Very fucken simple. Just fucken tell the situation.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: You've been fucked over. Who gives a fuck, the same way as there are as many clients in the world. There's as many women in the world. So why don't you just be honest, you're gonna run into somebody. Just be fucking honest, say what the fuck ... say what is really going on.-

Katrina: Yeah, for sure.-

Patrick: What think she's gonna tell her friends and you're never gonna get laid again? Don't be stupid, and turn away getting laid. Say what you really ... don't lead people down this death trap. If you've got issues, if you got shit you need to work out. Bring that shit up to the front. Let em know, boom what you get yourselves into, that way they know. That way from there it's so easy to be honest. '

Katrina: Right. Totally. Women appreciate that. I don't know if men wanna hear all that. Actually I wanna hear your answer to this cause I saw guy the other day say ... I can't remember where this was maybe a post on Facebook or something ... I saw a guy say, I don't wanna hear all your issues, I don't wanna hear your shit that happened with your ex or something. And I was kind of triggered by it when I saw this post.

Katrina: Okay, I wouldn't want to be going on and on about my previous relationships all the time. But it does feel like to me it's relevant or important to talk about cause that's part of who I am in as a person and part of my growth that I'm currently doing ... for me personally for example ... is a lot of it is what I learned from previous relationships that I didn't want.

Katrina: So to me it makes sense that I would speak about that to some degree, with the person who's in my life. I saw this guy put a post up like, you know, men don't wanna hear that, we don't want to hear your stories about what happened to you before or what your feeling. It was maybe kind of an asshole post but I was like, is that true? Cause women do ... we do actually wanna hear those stories. We really wanna hear where somebody's at and what they're thinking or feeling. Cause then it comes back to civility and we feel safe. Okay now I understand it.

Patrick: Like if she's worth it. If she's worth it. Bad communication if she's worth it and you don't wanna hear her fucking past because that's all good shit right there. You want to know her demons are up, you want to know who her fucking enemies are because you want to go, her enemies are your fucking enemies, right? That's your job as a man. So you gotta ... this is all information you should wanna hear ... like I said, if she's worth it. If she's not then bounce down the road.-

Katrina: Yep.-

Patrick: But if she is, if she's worth it to you then that would be the lamest thing I ever heard. I bet she's probably not getting much ... like you said you were getting turned off ...-

Katrina: Yeah I unfriended him.-

Patrick: There you go.-

Katrina: I only keep how bad people and I was like ... okay thank you for showing me who you are. But I was curious ... then I felt insecure by it ... because then I was thinking that I've shared things that have to do with my past relationships even with you and then I was like, shit is that an annoying thing to do. Should I not be doing that? Then I kind of questioned myself on it. And then I moved on. But I was curious if other men think that or this guy was just random dude on my newsfeed that somehow snuck.-

Patrick: That's a random dude. You wanna know as a man who wants to be better man who wants his relationships to last, you should be more than interested, more than happy. And those people be like, oh my gosh I can't hear this. I know some dudes thinking this way. But fuck man you probably suck at communication. Look at your relationships. Look at what you got going on in your life. Look at the woman of your dreams, is she still there? Probably fucking not.

Patrick: You should wanna hear that shit. You should want to listen to that and hear it. You wanna know what her crazy is. You wanna take her crazy. You wanna be able to handle ... just drop it on me. Drop all the bad, drop all the negative, bring it to me. I'll take it for you. We'll play these games together.

Katrina: Yeah, yeah.

Patrick: That's the best ...-

Katrina: That's pretty cool. I think that's definitely what makes us feel safe. That's what we want. We want to feel that way, safe to express. And it's also because relationship are constant growth. There constantly giving you an opportunity to see your shit. Sometimes your shit comes up. I think the more a relationship is a soul alliance relationship the more that it actually can show you your shit and bring your shit to the surface, so sometimes it can feel a bit relentless or a bit fuck I don't wanna be faced with all my shit every fricken day. And it's kind of life with mentoring as well. With a solo mentoring, I know I'm such a mirror for my clients, that sometimes they don't want to hear it. They're like fuck off Kat. Get up, go away, I don't wanna be in that space. And it's well okay, they're gonna come back anyway cause this the growth that I know I need. Right?-

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: This is what I need to step into. And I think with a soul alliance relationship it's the same thing. The more that there's a true connection there the more it's actually for your growth for both of you. For your growth and healing so it may or may not last forever, whatever that is, but either way when there's that connection and that time together, you're both going to continually get confronted with your shit and then it's, okay, yes it feels uncomfortable or I feel scared or I feel triggered or now I'm feeling insecure.

Katrina: So the two things I've really learned from that is, like what we've just been saying, tell the other person this is what I'm feeling. I'm feeling insecure, I'm feeling this. But secondly also look at, what can I learn from that? How can I grow from that? Because is that real and true or is this my reactive story. Maybe something happens and then it reminds you of a previous relationship, where that meant something bad or scary so then you automatically assume something bad or scary's gonna happen and you get into this reactive state and this reactive story rather than actually seeing for what it is. And being like ah ... like a huge one for girls is if they message a guy and then the guy doesn't reply, right? Or doesn't reply for a few days or whatever.

Katrina: We'll go into a massive tail spin drama, like clearly he hates me now. He doesn't like me at all, he's not interested and then ... my friends and I were talking ... I think Linda and I were talking about this ... and it was like or maybe he just didn't reply and that's the whole end of the story and there's actually no additional meaning to it at all. And you just created all this stuff in your head. Like maybe you did this, maybe he wasn't checking messages, maybe he didn't feel like replying. But it doesn't have to be, oh my God it was this and this and this and this and this.

Katrina: So for me when I notice myself having those reactions, like oh my God it means this this this and this and then I laugh at it. I'm like okay or it could mean nothing at all. I've got all my own stories and drama coming up so this is a great opportunity for me to process that, detoxify it and see where I'm living actively in, as opposed to casting in myself.

Patrick: Yeah. But he could also say something to to fix that. Like if you don't hear from me, and say like an hour or two hours after you message me just hit me back, you've probably got lost in the sauce. Probably got lost in the mix.

Katrina: Yeah, yeah.-

Patrick: Something he could fix right there.

Katrina: But without ...-

Patrick: If you're a man.-

Katrina: That's a good thing to say cause what women will think though. They would think that would make me look needy or insecure, if I followed up the message. Then he's gonna think I'm hassling him or I'm needy. So that's the female mindset.

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: Right? Rather than being more ... go ahead.-

Patrick: What's that?

Patrick: Hello?

Patrick: We got a bad connection?

Katrina: No, I think I just cut you off. We're you still talking?

Patrick: I was just saying if you say something like that, then that kind of opens ... that lets you do know that that's cool to do, you know?

Katrina: Right. Yeah.-

Patrick: It opens it up.-

Katrina: Yeah. Alright I feel like we talked a lot about what women want from men but what do men want from women then?

Patrick: Well, it's pretty basic. Obviously if your a deeper thinking guy you want good conversation, good company, hanging out. But then there's always sex, the basic needs, sex ... I mean just want to ... you have to have something you really want to go for. It's like a [inaudible 00:49:22]. It has to be something you're really trying to achieve. And this could something more than, it's something you're trying to get over yourself. Something you're trying to level up yourself. You definitely want somebody you can speak with, that you can communicate with and just share stuff back and forth with. A companion is what a good girlfriend is, you know?

Patrick: That's pretty basic. Guys we don't really require that much. As long as those things are there that's fine. Also, and this just ... there's a lot of different flavours of what people are looking for out there. I can't tell a guy what he's looking for in a woman or anything like that, you know? But as far as my own wife. Being open, being honest, say what I wanna say and have somebody that's down with that ...-

Katrina: Shit.-

Patrick: Like I said, as long as I'm being honest then I don't have to worry about ...-

Katrina: Oh my God.-

Patrick: I don't have to worry about the other shit. That other persons gonna bounce off, that's gonna be my flavour. It's like the perfect client or the perfect customer.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: As long as I keep on being myself and keep on saying what's on my mind out here, then they're gonna come.

Katrina: Be fully you.-

Patrick: My right person. I can't speak for all men on what they're looking for, all I know is that I keep doing this. Keep saying what's on my mind then the right person or right people are gonna come into my life no matter what. That's not a problem. I just manifest that.-

Katrina: Yeah.

Katrina: [crosstalk 00:51:13]

Katrina: It's the same as your friends, right? We don't worry about all this stuff in order to find any amazing friends that we've got in our lives. It didn't come about through some process surveying people, trying to be cool, trying to be whatever. You become friends with someone because it just happens somehow. Wherever you met them. There's a resonance there and you become best friends. And that's exactly how I've attracted all my friends. It just kind of happens. I just be who I am and they come along. It definitely had gotta be the same with relationship ... I think there's probably exceptions to this ... I think it can be super casual or whatever, doesn't really matter as much, it's just in the moment.

Katrina: But for anyone who you're gonna see ... for me at least ... anyone that I'm gonna see more than a few times, I've gotta have that connection, I've gotta have that resonance there. Or I'm gonna get really bored. But it's just not, it doesn't feel like a good use of my time. It would kind of feel like I would try and be friends with somebody just because they were my neighbour or lived on my street. I'm sure we could get a long and have a conversation but I'm really gonna not do that unless I absolutely have to.

Patrick: Yeah, exactly. Or just in a particular situation, you're out having fun or whatever and it's just something happens. That's natural. If you're a person who's congruent, people are gonna find that attractive about you. People are gonna find you attractive just cause you're a nice woman, you got nice hair and everything like that. So they're gonna find you attractive. I don't discount anybody out here having fun and doing all that. But for fun if you're talking about a soul connection and things like that, that just comes ... you feel that back and forth. It's just somebody who's easy for you to talk to.-

Katrina: Right.-

Patrick: It's so easy for you to pick up the phone and talk to them. Or so easy for you to text back and forth and speak to them and you can speak to them for a long time and you can speak to them for a long time, it's good conversation. If you don't have that and you've just got this shit pieced together because of the persons looks or you're feeling rejecting of that person to leave. If you don't have this back and forth then why the fuck ...-

Katrina: There's no connection ...-

Patrick: Go ...-

Katrina: Right ...-

Patrick: Just figure something else out, stope having a scared fish mentality about your life.-

Katrina: Totally.-

Patrick: You're scared this persons gonna leave. Or your scared this persons gonna think of you or whatever. And you just so forgetting that there's seven billion people on this planet.

Katrina: Yeah. It should only be soulful. The friend thing again. There's plenty of friends that I've faded out over my life in the past five to ten years as I've become more and more who I am, I guess. In business and life. There's been friendships lost along the way. It's not like I ever broke up with any friends or socked anybody as my friend. But it just faded away, like you would meet up and it would be like, so this is really hard going to have a conversation.

Katrina: So to me I have the level that I expect from all my relationships. Whether it's friends, clients, or romantically, where I'm just not gonna be in that if I don't have that conversation. And with men in particular, it wouldn't even progress beyond a certain point of that connections not there. You might have somebody and go out once or twice, but for me and my client as well ... I speak for my clients. I don't think it would get past two or three times meeting up with someone where your like, well if that conversation isn't there I can't do that. This is draining my soul and my mind. It doesn't mean I can't laugh and have fun and be social in different situations. But to spend time one on one with somebody, sex alone is not enough to keep you going, to meet up with somebody. At a certain point it's like I actually have to talk to this person as well.

Patrick: Yep. It's one that leads to deeper conversations. It just is. But with the internet now, with social media the way it is ... you're really wasting time ... I can understand back in the day with horse and buggy shit and they had to settle, settle for something out there. But you're an enlightened person, you're thinking higher level than you would be so wasting your time. And why would you do such a fucking thing? Why would you settle and trap yourself and be living in a prison the rest of your life? I could not imagine what that must feel like for some people, you know?

Katrina: Well people accept it as normal. They accept that that's just how it is. That relationships are a drain and that they're not something that I value to you. It's like something that cost you and I felt that way for a period as well, as you know. It was just where I was at in my journey that I bought into that belief. But fundamentally I didn't believe it and I wonder ... I see so many people who are so unhappy in their relationships and they just think that's how it is. But typically the people who I observe that are like that are the people who are not creating their life purposefully in other areas also. They're just accepting the status quo in everything. Where as for people like us, and people watching this. You don't accept the status quo in business or in lifestyle or in health. So why the fuck would we accept it in relationships?

Katrina: Even for me, even when I was settling. I was so out of alignment and I knew it. I knew that fundamentally I don't believe this is how it has to be, of course I can have it all, cause I create my reality in business, in fitness , with my money, with my travel, with my lifestyle. Why would I not believe I can have a standard of excellence and amazingness in that area as well ...-

Patrick: That's ...-

Katrina: You can believe that ...-

Patrick: That's a self love thing though. I think we've talked about this too. A big thing is self love. I started looking at this shit and I used to drink quite a bit and I started getting into these bad relationships. I started thinking about, I'd get into these bad relationships and I'd drink. When I wake up the next morning I would always think these things, I can't believe what you did, you fucken, I can't believe you acted like that, you drank, you piece of shit, you're fucken worthless. You're like garbage and I fucken hate myself.

Patrick: So I thought this was something that happened after I got drunk. After I would get drunk and wake up the next morning just have these thoughts. But then I really started getting into loving myself. Love myself, loving the way I talk, loving the way I speak, loving the way I do things, loving the way I write and do things in general. And thinking that no matter what, even if I'm out there fucking up, I got my meme, I love the way I fuck things up. I love the way I fuck shit up ...-

Katrina: Yeah, yeah, yeah.-

Patrick: Even if I fuck shit up, it's part of my journey and I'm having a good time right?

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: I love the way that I do that. I love the way I get into shit. I get into some fucken trouble in the club, whatever, you know what I'm saying? I'm having a good time, it's fun. So then I start living like that, I started waking up and started feeling like, I would even get drunk and wake up the next morning and be like, fuck ... I wasn't having these thoughts anymore, you know?

Katrina: Yep.-

Patrick: I'm like I love myself.-

Katrina: That self acceptance, yeah.-

Patrick: It's not the ...-

Katrina: Totally ...-

Patrick: I'm not telling anybody just go be an alcoholic, I have a few drinks right? I've gotta control myself still. But, everything's in order. I'm not doing totally crazy shit like driving. I'll take an Uber as where I go. I just go have a good time. And even if I did, it's still self love. No matter what you do, still love yourself cause it's part of the fucken journey. That person that really, that person that needs to be in your life can come into your life, you know? And be part of your life, cause other wise you're gonna be building this prison cell for yourself.

Katrina: Right.-

Patrick: Around these people that you don't fucken life, cause you don't like yourself.-

Katrina: Right, it's gotta be total love and acceptance. Brandon said love yourself even if you eat those fries. That's a really relevant analogy for a lot of women in particular.

Katrina: Like I spent 15 years of my life if I would eat a fricken cookie I would hate myself for it and then I would do hours in the gym the next day. Now I'm like, if I eat something that doesn't feel good to me I'm like, okay whatever, either way I love and accept myself and from a place of love and acceptance I'm probably gonna make good choices.

Katrina: Like there's many times where I might say something ... in relationships ... where I then feel self conscious or I feel like oh my God that was stupid or maybe I said it the wrong way. But I let go of it instantly now, because I'm like, it's whatever because I'm safe to be me. I love and accept myself regardless. And either this connection is real and will go on or it's not. And either way is fine. Cause like you were saying before, there's so many people in the world. The soul mate people are out there. The cookies. They want cookies ...-

Patrick: They all sound good to me right now, I wish I had some ...-

Katrina: Cookies. I just think you're so grounded when you learn how to love yourself. I know I fully love and accept myself now and that's probably really been in the past six to nine months. I think we were talking about this last week. I had to actively learn to do that though. I noticed that I finally admitted and acknowledged that I didn't love myself. That I wasn't treating myself as a person who loves themselves. And I embarked upon a bit of a journey to do that. Really, through my inner work and set work but mainly through choosing it. And also it's a helpful thing to use as kind of like, in order to figure shit out, whenever you feel unsure how to interact with somebody ... in a relationship or this is true in business also ... then you can say to yourself, if I did fully accept and love myself, what would I say in this moment? Right? -

Patrick: Right.-

Katrina: Or what would I act like? Is it something I need or want. I feel like that person doesn't know that or maybe they don't wanna give that. Well if I loved and accepted myself I would say what want. I would be okay with saying this is what I want, this is what I need. And I'd also be okay with the answer regardless, right?

Katrina: Why would I need to be scared to say what I want if I love and accept myself?

Patrick: Exactly. Same thing with guys too. -

Katrina: So it's a practise.-

Patrick: I could see myself though, before this, cause I've heard this plenty of times before and when I was younger. So it's very hard for somebody that doesn't love themselves to hear this kind of stuff. I don't know what you're talking about loving yourself, what the fuck are you talking about?

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: That shit. Life sucks, this kind of stuff. It's very hard, maybe this will change somebody that's right on the edge of that and get it started ...-

Katrina: Well people have to be ...

Katrina: [inaudible 01:02:49]

Patrick: What is that? You said ... a guy still needs to hear this stuff to as well. Cause you've got two voices going on in your head. You got this one that's saying, yeah you got this pump up voice that's saying let's go dominate the world, let's go crush it, let's go make this money. But you also got this one that say, you fucken piece of shit, I can't believe you fucken did this, I can't believe that you fucked up again. People do this all the time, you'll say stuff, like you just fuck up, I can't believe you fucken lost your keys again, when you gonna stop fucken losing your keys. Where if you've heard somebody talk to you like this, if you heard somebody saying things to you like this, you would tell him to go fuck himself you know? If they told you, if they said things like this in real life ...-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: You'd tell em to go fuck themselves. So it's like another, it's about self love right? That's a big ... that's a disconnect right there. You have to get rid of that voice, you have to love the stupid shit that you do ...-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: You have to love all the shit that you do no matter what, cause it's just your journey. You have to flip that, so I'm telling you, that's part of it. So if you cath yourself saying things like that to yourself then that's a problem. That's something you need to ... when you do, your life's gonna be better, your relationships gonna be better. Things are just gonna fall into place.-

Katrina: And it just makes it so easy well. You realise that you can't screw up. It's not possible to screw anything up. And then the other thing I like to use as a guiding question aside from love and acceptance is, reminding myself that everything's perfect and everything's as it's meant the be. So sometime when something happens where at first you're like fuck, that's not good, or that's scary or bad or whatever. To then go, oh but wait, if I fundamentally believe that everything's perfect then that means this actually meant to be what's happened. So even though I don't understand it right now or it feels confronting or it's just annoying or whatever it is. If everything's perfect, than that means this is perfect, that means I'm safe. That means everything's as it's meant to be, I'm on path, even if I can't see the fucking path. So therefore, I'm free. So what do I actually choose to do. What is my action that I'm gonna take in this moment. What do I want to say.

Katrina: I just think relationship in particular are built ... commonly built on so much fear ... like so much masking and ding and trying to say the right thing or trying to show not too much of yourself, cause then you might end up unsafe. But really you get that safety from inside of you and it starts with love and acceptance. And it starts with having powerful, fundamental beliefs in place. Such as I believe I always make the right decision. I fully believe that about myself, but I had to process that belief, I had to cultivate that belief and even when I didn't believe it. Cause at first my mind would have been like, uh no you don't you screw up all the time.

Katrina: So then I started practising that belief. No, I always make the right decision, everything is always as it's meant to be. It is impossible for me to screw up. Even if I say something and afterwards I'm like, why did I say that? Then I'll smile and go, well maybe I can't see the reason right now but I know that I always make the right decision. -

Patrick: There you go. -

Katrina: So therefore I was meant to say that in order to learn something.

Patrick: Yep, exactly. I know I'm doing the right thing. No matter what. Not only that you have better conversations when you're honest. You'll start seeing these conversations, you'll start having these conversations, like holy fuck this is a real conversation.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: What the fuck are these mother fucker talking about? You listen to them. I heard one like, can we skip TGI Fridays today and go to this other place? TG what the fuck? Shit that you're talking about when you're having an honest conversation, like this is a different fucking conversation. It's a totally different thing. -

Katrina: It's a whole new level. It's a level that most people will never operate on the truth of the matter. And like you said, maybe some people watch this and they're like what the fuck are these people on about. They're just full of shit or whatever. But I think people have to be understood and pointed on their journey. Even if they don't understand this to be curious and be like, yeah I feel like there's something there that I can explore and want to explore. And I wanna open myself up to that.

Katrina: Why would you not open yourself up to complete freedom? Right?

Patrick: You should. And that's why, the thing about marriage, I just don't see ... there's so much fucking different, different problems along the way. If these people have built something and they've signed a contract. If they've built it on something and they've signed a contract on something that's not like this. That's not 100 percent completely honest, which most of it isn't, let's be honest. Then I feel fucken sorry for these people. I really do.

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: It's just fucked up. Cause that's society, like we saying that's hypnotising, that's brain washing, that's why people wear these masks in the first place. That why people shut themselves down, and then they get in these fucken situations and then you know, next thing you know, get date nights and all this weird shit going on.

Katrina: Yeah, but I think. I know for me, back when I got married, I'd never heard of all this stuff. It never occurred to me to share my deepest fears. I know we did speak very openly and vulnerably about a lot of stuff I guess but there were certain things where you didn't or you wouldn't or I didn't have the level of communicating or understanding that I do now have. And most people don't ... like you and I and people here, we're doing growth work every single day.-

Patrick: Every day.-

Katrina: In multiple areas of our lives and we're unbelieving all the time. Where as most people when they enter a relationship or get married have not even fricken heard of growth work so they might try and have an honest conversation but they don't even understand what that would mean to have a really honest conversation. So it's kind of an interesting one. I think even if you had a massive awesome level of open honest communication and then you got married ... but with or without you have this relationship, an official relationship. Well the only way that that's gonna thrive is if people are continuing their own individual growth and continuing to have those open discussions together as well.

Katrina: It's just ... the reality is, there's just a few amount of people in the world, percentage wise, who do that. It still adds up to millions of people obviously but, it's not the norm.

Katrina: I hear people talk about their relationships all the time or you'll observe it or you listen in. I travel so much and usually I'm by myself when I'm travelling so I really commonly will go to restaurants by myself and I'll just work on my laptop. And it's so interesting to just observe couple together. Like you can see people sit there and for the whole dinner they don't talk. It's almost like, I feel so awkward for them, and I'm not even at their table. Like they will not talk the whole dinner or they might, what are you eating? What are you eating? That's the whole conversation. Or they'll be fighting under hugged breath. That's quite a common one I see in restaurants. Or they're conversation is just so, you're wondering how they didn't fall asleep right there at the table.

Katrina: And I really think that people think that's normal. The same way that people think it's normal to feel like shit and to look like shit physically. Or to not ever have enough money or to have a job you don't like. People thinks that's just how it is. I had somebody say to me. I said you're happy in your marriage? And they said, oh we're not happy but we're friends. And I was like, no I don't fucken know what that means. That's not a good answer, I don't feel like that's an okay answer. I don't feel like the answer that we get along and we have a lot in common and we're friends but no I wouldn't really say happy. Well, why would you not get to have full happiness right?

Katrina: People think it's just not available. They think that's unrealistic or self worth shit. They think I'm not good enough to have a relationship like that, I've got to stay with what I've got.

Patrick: Well when you're in a prison you kind of get used to it, you know? That's the thing. You get used it then that's fine. This is fine.-

Katrina: Right, yeah. That's interesting.-

Patrick: Deal with it. That's what different about us, your people, most of the people that I know and I'm friends with now, that I've cleared so many different people out of my life, that's mostly people that'd think like this. People that when they get into a situation, they'll change it. That they'll go and change it. But most people won't do that. People won't change their situation. They'll just sit there and just be there. They'll sit there and be there and be stuck. And they will not try anything or take any steps to make it ... until it's too late I guess. Until people are like, we gotta go to a marriage counsellor or something blows up or somebody fucks somebody else or whatever the fuck it is.

Katrina: Yep.-

Patrick: Then they'll go take shit about it. Once it gets too late. But all of us, we're actively pursing this stuff everyday. And then I just wonder for people though, we do this every day all day. We're watching live streams and we're learning from people and we're reading books and things like that. A lot of people are watching fucking Wheel of Fortune, and whatever Dancing with the Stars, and not doing any kind of work to themselves at all. And staying inside this ticking time bomb.-

Katrina: Right.-

Patrick: Downloading this information in their brain. Not even downloading information they're just downloading soup. Whatever the society wants to programme, whichever way they wanna programme them. And just rolling with it.-

Katrina: Yeah, totally. They're not even thinking of it.-

Patrick: Yeah, it doesn't make sense to me. I'm not saying I'm high and mighty and above anybody or anything. I'm just saying there's a very big difference in the mindset out there that people need to know about. If you're just joining this like whoa. It's gonna be like a huge red pill.-

Katrina: It's jus the reality of how you live your life, how I live my life, how people who live their lives. This is what we do. We do growth work ... even when we're not doing growth work, we're doing growth work because it's in our thoughts all the time. Even if I'm just hanging out with my friend, having a glass of wine and talking. We're naturally just talking about growth orientated stuff. Everything I do in my life, turns into content, largely. But it turns into growth work as well. So, that'd be a lot for somebody to try and catch up with or keep up with. At this point I don't feel that it would be remotely possible for me to have relationship with somebody that's not growth orientated like how the fuck could that work?

Patrick: Somebody just said that. One of your people just said that. Ashley Hogan said she couldn't be involved with somebody that's not involved with growth and build themselves up.

Katrina: Yeah. Because I'm just gonna keep going like that. I'm just gonna get better and better at being me and I'm just gonna keep elevating all areas of my life. So any person that's gonna come along for that ride, friends, clients, romantic partner, it's gotta be, they've gotta be doing the same thing in their own life as well. Otherwise I'm up here and where the fuck are they? Floating around watching fucking Netflix. How are you gonna resonate there? It doesn't ... it's not an energetic match. That's why we all ultimately find each other and we build these communities on Facebook where we are ... so amazing living in this day and age. That we're able to find the other people who live ... who are like us.

Patrick: That's why that's so important. People are always asking, "Oh you think there's so many coaches or whatever? Now you're out here trying to make coaches too, and stuff like that." It's like, "Dude, there is never going to be enough." Of Kat's ... you need to join her programmes and do her transcripts. Gonna show you how to do this, gonna show you how to speak, gonna show you how to keep putting this out there. There needs to be more of this shit. There needs to be more honesty out there. That's much need, you know? It's just a much needed thing right now.

Patrick: There never gonna be ... anytime I walk out the door I hear these conversations. I see this stuff going down, this bad communication. This bad communication, this bad vibes. Just bad conversations all the way around. That people can live their life whatever way they want. But I know what it's taken me to level up. I know what it's taken you to level up, to a point. Then we continually to level up. We definitely need more of it. A lot more of it.

Katrina: Yeah. And I think also we've got to be okay with letting people live their lives and ... you know sometimes you just wanna wake and shake everybody. But it is speaking to the people that have an openness and a desire to hear it. So, the more that we stand in our truth and share our stories, even like we're doing right now in this live stream ... it empowers people to respond to what's already inside of them.

Katrina: I know even though I'm not a relationship coach, obviously. But I have written enough, little bits here and there about relationships. To where I've have so many people say to me, "Thank you for writing about this stuff, cause it's helped me to realise that I don't have to accept what doesn't feel good in my relationship." Or, "That I could start believe that I could connect with that I have any amazing soul connection with." But then it works the other way as well, because a big part of how I learn that it's okay ... that I'm allowed to have what I want in a relationship. That I don't have to pretend that I don't have different desire than what I have, is through other people shining their light.

Katrina: Like Alexa, who I've not talked about a lot ... I'm not sure if she's still hanging out but she jumped on ten minutes ago ... she was the coach in my life. Like, "Hey you can say what you want to a guy. Like how you feel about non monogamy and these things." And I was like, "Whoa. What? You can say what you want?" It wasn't that long ago but for me I was so used to hiding that truth in that area. That my mind is blown, you can say what you want, you can be yourself, that's the answer. You don't have to learn how to communicate ... we're talking about communication right? ... that's were not telling you, "Oh here's what men want to hear in ten easy sound bites." And, "Here's ten text messages that you can send to a woman that's gonna get her to sleep with you." No were just saying, be yourself. That's the whole answer to this communication.

Katrina: So I've had connections that shines their light where I've been like, "Ah, yes. That makes senses. That's what I'm feeling." And it kind of gave me permission. And the more I speak and share about it, and you as well with your community and what we're doing here together. Then definitely for sure, after this live stream, there's gonna be some people that have some honest conversations with their partners. Or maybe firstly with themselves. And that to make shifts and changes. So it's a ripple effect. The more that each of stands in our power and truth and be okay to share that with other people. The more that we are able to create that butterfly effect or ripple effect and make a change.

Patrick: It's tough. There will be some tough conversations if people actually take it and apply it. But I saw it through my coach, as far as communicating. I saw in him and how honest he was and I was like ... just to see it in action, it's something else. It's something else to see somebody ... and I realised I wasn't doing that so much in my life, or how much I was lacking in it. So seeing them doing it, is a fucking punch to the face, you know? It's like, "Why?, Why?"

Patrick: Everybody says this shit, just be honest. But nobody's fucking doing it. So just to see somebody doing it. I don't know ... and I haven't seen anybody, I haven't seen anybody be as honest as this guy is with women, you know? I've never seen it in my life. It was a mind blowing thing. So to see that is like ... seeing is believing, right?

Katrina: Yeah. I think that you get inspired by that or it makes you think and do stuff differently to a whatever degree. And then from there it's like anything it then becomes a practise. I know I keep practising speaking my truth. And I get better and better at it everyday. I have a personal rule or philosophy around it. Which is for all areas, not just this area. This one I feel like I gotta think about it more, which is that I will require myself to say what I'm feeling. To always speak my truth. But if we're already communicating then I'm gonna be honest and speak my truth, obviously ... not obviously but that's what I try and choose ... it might not be obvious for everyone.

Katrina: But also if I'm going through my day and doing something or journaling or whatever. And then something comes up inside of me where I feel like I really wanna express this. And then my fear mind is like, "Oh my God. You can't say that. That's scary or that's wrong or that's not appropriate. Or that's gonna ... he doesn't want to hear that." And my rule is no you gotta fucken say it. I will require myself to say whatever's coming through me, not only if the communications already under way, and it if feels like that's not too full on to say. But literally, any truth that is coming up gets to be expressed, gets to be expressed.

Katrina: So one of the things I've set as an intangible for myself, just recently. Cause I keep going to the next next level with this stuff and always learning more. So my current intention that I'm really focusing on is, I'm safe to express myself in love. Self expression. Which just means in all relationships, this area about friends and clients, also same thing cause there's love there also. That is whatever is true and real inside me, I'm safe to express.

Katrina: And if it's coming up in me, like a knock on the door to your soul. Like, "Hey, you wanna tell this person that. Or you desire to have a conversation about that." Then you reach out and do it. You don't go, "Oh, that's a bit full on. Or I'll just leave it. I'll kind of let it slink away."-

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: Because then you've put a wall up between you and that person. There's wall that just when up. And the whole damn point is supposed to be knock the walls down, not adding to them.

Patrick: The universe testing you as well, you know? What are you gonna do in this situation? Are you gone lie? Are you gonna fucking bitch up and lie? What are you gonna do? That's what it's doing ...-

Katrina: Yeah. Yes.-

Patrick: It presents you with one situation after another. You wanna decent ... are you ready for these clients? Are you ready for your dream clients? Who are all the way in and go all the way in with you and trust you and you get them amazing results? Or are you gonna play this bullshit and go back and do what the fuck they're doing. Act like everybody else does. Which way are you gonna do it?

Katrina: Yeah, and it not just lies, telling an untruth. There's also lies of omission. If you're not saying something or feeling or thinking then you're hiding your truth.-

Patrick: Right.-

Katrina: You can tell yourself a bullshit story that it didn't come up in conversation or it wasn't the right moment or whatever. No there's something in you that you're not expressing. Your literally living a lie. You've put a mask on. You've added another mask. And if you just committed to just full self expression your life would so much easier. It would be easy because you'll only have the perfect people in your life. It's like business messaging right? Maybe you had some thought that are not gonna be popular if you publish them on Facebook. Some controversial or polarising shit. So no you don't gotta say, who's gonna make you say? But if you don't say it ...-

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: You're not really sharing who you are. You're lying by your omission and you actually make it impossible to attract your soul mate people.

Patrick: You're taking a step back. You'll get punished for that too, I think. Just by not getting to wear you're trying to go. I do it too, I do it too. I'm still constantly worry. And I'm totally totally free so. I hear you talking and I'm like, fuck. Like you're talking to me cause I do that stuff sometimes to. I was doing it last night. I made this video and I kept thinking, well the video is about this, exactly what we're talking about. I make it on the gramme. I was just like ... I kept stopping, going back and redoing it, you know?

Patrick: Not changing anything. Just adding more to it or trying to piece it together the same way. But I felt like I was fucking with it, you know?-

Katrina: Right.-

Patrick: Like I should've just dropped it that first shot and got it out there.-

Katrina: It was a self doubt thing.-

Patrick: Yeah. But I also think, I only have a minute. Trying to think of things I wanna add to it. So I was thinking ... but just by doing that I was thinking, "Damn, I'm really fucking with my art" I'm changing it up and changing the message here.-

Katrina: Did you post it in the end.

Patrick: God damn gramme. Yeah it's on there. I posted it on my wall too. You already liked it.

Katrina: Oh, a video? Oh yeah I did watch a video of yours yesterday.

Patrick: Yep.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: Yeah. One of mindset videos.

Katrina: I think one of the biggest breakthroughs of all area of life is speaking your truth. But it's not just when you open your mouth that you speak your truth. I think the missing link a lot of people don't realise or wanna admit is, speaking all of your truth. Like whatever comes through you, if there is a relationship that's important to you and you're having thoughts of how you feel or what you want and you just choose to keep them to yourself then you not in full conscious communication and you're limiting your ability to connect with that person. You'll eliminating the ability to let the relationship grow and flourish. You're letting fear rule you and it's the same in business as well.

Katrina: You're either saying your whole truth or your not. There's no in between. There's no grey area there. It's a yes or no thing. So if you commit to full self expression. Of course there's gonna be many times that it feel uncomfortable or maybe even with that video where you feel like, I'm not sure it's as good as I want it to be, maybe I could improve upon it ...-

Patrick: Yeah.-

Katrina: That is what came out in that moment though, so it was actually perfect.-

Patrick: Right.-

Katrina: Right. I know for me, many things I've published over the years I'm like that was pretty shit, that was lame or half ass. Often are the ones where I get like, "Oh my God, that just changed my life." So you just don't know. You can't judge your own message either. I just keep learning over and over again that you can never go wrong with speaking your truth. The truth ... it's cliché ... but the truth will always set you free.

Patrick: Yeah it will, because it's the truth, you know? And the world just has to deal with it. That's why I'm glad I'm on this journey at 32 so I'm glad that I'm finding this out. You know it's all part of the plan, it's all part of my growth and my story. So it's at the right time that I've started settling into this. And I used to do it quite a bit, but there's things you have to watch out for. There's so many people, there's so many different ways you can get sidelined on this stuff. One is not knowing, not being aware of this.-

Katrina: Yep.-

Patrick: But now that I'm fully aware of what's going on I can defend myself against the influences that are out there who want to constantly beat this out. I used to speak it all the time. Like in 2011 I was on Facebook saying the most outlandish shit. But a lot of people weren't. Now we got all the PC bullshit coming through. And people are getting fired for saying shit that's on their mind and stuff like that. I'm one of those people that believes you should be able to to say whatever the fuck is on your mind. That's what we live in, freedom of speech, you know? Well here in America, that's what it's about, you know? Freedom of speech is what we're ... and I love that freedom more than ever. It makes more sense these days, you know? It just resonates with me so much now. That's why it's number one, it's the first amendment, you know?

Patrick: It's just so important. But anyway people started getting banned on Facebook for expressing their ideas and things like that, now its happening too. So there's all these outside influences that can get you to stop expressing your ideas, you know? When it's at that level, that's a big time, like big thing. A corporate industry is running everything. Trying to silence those view points so that's a big thing. You have governments that are trying to silence your voice too.

Patrick: But to me, I'm just saying these things happen on the outside. And I'm like, fuck. There's all these thing I notice now, I notice what's going on. And just like I notice them in other countries happening, I notice them coming from other people who want to try and silence you, cause they don't want to hear the truth. They don't want to hear your truth. They'll try ... I've had people slide in my DM's already. Slide in my DM's, try to say shit like to throw me off. They try to say the most deepest fucked up things to you, to try to get you to quit speaking. That's all it is. They come at you and try to pretend that they're saying something to you that's helpful for you. But really all they're trying to do is get you to stop being you. That's what there looking for.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: You know?-

Katrina: And that's just the unconscious sheep coming up.-

Patrick: Yeah, the sheep.-

Katrina: Yep.-

Patrick: So anyways, just notice this more and more now. But now that I'm aware of it and see what it is. I'm so glad I'm having that growing experience, so now that I know that I know what I'm doing ... I know that I'm doing battle, whenever I'm doing it.-

Katrina: Yeah.-

Patrick: And I say doing battle, but I know to put my blinders on when it comes to these things, you know?-

Katrina: Right.-

Patrick: I put them on when it comes to these governments. I'm gonna be it on when it comes to Facebook. I'm not gonna think about it, I'm just gonna do it. I'm gonna do it and let the chips fall where they may. No matter what I'm gonna speak that truth.-

Katrina: Yeah. That's exactly it.

Patrick: And I'll always be good because of it. My life is gonna be great because of it, no matter what happens. It's always gonna be great because of it, you know?

Katrina: That's the thing. I think awareness is the biggest thing. We're all always gonna have times when we hold ourselves back or hide something. It's a continual process of checking. But if you've got that awareness and you catch it, you notice it. There's gonna be times for all of us where we still hide out or play small. Or then you notice it, we notice it. And then we're like, okay got it, I'm gonna make a different choice next time or I'm gonna check in with myself on why did I choose that? Why did I feel unsafe? Or I felt insecure or fear of rejection or putting my truth out there or whatever it might. So then you learn from it, you grow from it and you come back stronger.

Katrina: Over time it gets automatic, to where that's who you are. Then also then all those people that say hurtful things to you, they just fade away. The more consistently you just shine off and speak your truth, they see that you're untouchable, they can't shake you. Eventually they'll get bored right? There just looking ... the fear body in them is looking for a reaction, looking to feed itself and get some energy off of you. Id you don't provide that for them. What are they gonna do? The wander away or you convert them to your message, one or the other.

Patrick: Well that may be so. Maybe they will. I just think it's interesting. But you are so right about that too. It's getting easier and easier ... I remember when I first got started on this path it was the most fucking difficult thing in the world to do. It's like did I let them ... how far did I let these influences fuck my shit up, you know? Silence my voice ... how far did I ... how long ... why did I do it so long? Cause of this fear. And then once I unleashed that and I saw it's possible, and I saw what was possible. Now it's like, well damn. I want more of the that. What can I seek out more of that? Where can I find out how to do it more? I learn more from those people who do it.

Patrick: I listen to it more. Where can I experience it more? I'm willing to go, fly across the country to just be around people who do it to the max level. And it's getting easier and easier everyday. And that's what I need to do. Cause now I've got so many clients. Now I'm gonna have to deliver for them on that level.

Katrina: There you go. It's all happening. Alright I gotta go eat something.

Patrick: Travis says, far I'm dying. I don't know what he's talking about.-

Katrina: For far to fucking long. He's talking about when you weren't letting your be silenced.-

Patrick: I didn't read that.-

Katrina: He goes, for far to fucking long. Hey Travis.

Patrick: How long do we listen to it? Too long, too long. Oh man. Yes.

Katrina: Mind you mother.

Patrick: That was.-

Katrina: The truth is on.-

Patrick: Triggered by the truth.-

Katrina: Alright.-

Patrick: Triggered by the truth.-

Katrina: I'm gonna go get some food. If you didn't comment on our live stream people, comment and tell us what you thought. I think it's a good conversation.

Patrick: I'll drop back ... damn I went full redneck with it there, I don't think you heard it ... I'm gonna jump in here.-

Katrina: I missed that.-

Patrick: You did. Good.

Patrick: I'll just back in here, if they have any questions for me, I'll jump back on here and see what's up.

Katrina: Oh yeah. Put the link in to your group as well. Guys go join Patrick's group, Entrepreneurs, and he'll give you link and I'll put my link in as well. And I always read the comments later as well. I know when I'm talking or were talking we ignore a lot of the comments cause we're in our flow. But I always come back and read the comments. So leave a comment and catch you next time.

Patrick: Peace out. As always it's been a pleasure. Later.

Katrina: See yah.

Direct download: Male_-_Female_Communication_Unraveled21.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:44am AEST

Thu, 17 May 2018

Behind the scenes of my new funnel marketing

Katrina: We are live.

Matt: So you just wanna like rest that on you?

Katrina: Sure.

Katrina: Is this lighting gonna be good with the beach behind it for your videos?

Matt: It's gonna be a bit hard to get it all in.

Katrina: Hello.

Matt: [inaudible 00:00:19]

Katrina: I look amazing on my own live stream, but that's a one-time thing. We need it to look amazing on the actual videos.

Katrina: Hello, people. People of the internet. Hello and welcome. I'm gonna turn the camera around so Matt can say hi to you.

Katrina: Matt's gonna film, filming myself. I'll explain it in a moment.

Katrina: So we're gonna do, hello Michelle. Hello, Amber. See, I find that the only way I can sit properly on this throne is to sit up like this, in some sort of a lotus ninja position. But I don't want that-

Matt: It's gonna be like just wear your boobs.

Katrina: Okay, perfect.

Katrina: Hello, floating devil Katrina. Have you seen this? Come and check this out on my live stream. Centre more Katrina, so Matt can see. He's not seeing it yet. Look at those little floaty Katrinas.

Katrina: And look that says 1%. Send some press play ones, guys, be helpful. Send some press play ones. Where are the press play ones. It's so cool. There's some Katrinas. They look like little possessed demons. And that says press play.

Matt: That's awesome.

Katrina: How cool is it?

Katrina: Oh, and if you go watch this replay on my page, it has a banner down the bottom that says-

Matt: Oh, [inaudible 00:01:36] idea.

Katrina: Which is so next level here. High tech as fuck. I feel like my own live stream here is off-center. Who wants to see behind the scenes of creating my new funnel? Who? Who? Well, presumably all of you, or you wouldn't have jumped on. Hi, welcome. I'm gonna explain what we're doing. Hang on, I've gotta tell my team I'm live. I am live. Please share. Okay, don't forget. I'll just tell you right now. Do it right away. I'm messaging Kat [inaudible 00:02:08].

Katrina: I'm about to film, hang on, do you think I need my press play cushion in the frame there?

Matt: I wouldn't see it in this but if you want [inaudible 00:02:17].

Katrina: Okay, yes. Pass it over. Throw it over.

Katrina: It's happening here.

Katrina: You can never have too many sparkles in a live stream. That's a proven fact. It's in the Wikipedia.

Katrina: Oh, that's better. All right. Welcome to the show. Do you know what? Remind me always if we're filming and I have a hairband on my wrist, 'cause I'm always shitty about it afterwards. Lucky I just noticed. I'm shitty about it when I see the footage.

Katrina: So Matt's here doing my professional videography. He's gonna create a new episode of what's it even called? Katrina Ruth Unchained or is it still called Kat Unchained?

Matt: Kat Unchained.

Katrina: Kat Unchained, if you don't know is one of my, it's my publicly created and edited and put together show which Matt films, edits, creates,

Katrina: And it shows lots of cool insights behind the scenes of what I'm doing and what my team's doing and how I bring things to life. You should go check out previous episodes of that. You would get a real cool insight into the journey that is me. Even the journey of the evolution of Kat Loterzo into Katrina Ruth.

Katrina: And today we're gonna create a new episode of that, 'cause why would you not? We haven't done it for ages, 'cause people are just travelling merrily around the world too much.

Katrina: But we're also gonna film three videos, I think it's three videos. Let me find the three specific short videos that will only be like two to three minutes each and we're gonna use these videos, me and my team are gonna use these videos in my new funnel marketing. So i thought that rather than selfishly film only by myself and then you had to wait till you saw it on a Facebook ad and then you didn't understand what I'm even doing, why would I not just share with you the behind the scenes? If you love that idea and you think I'm amazing, send me extra love, hot emojis and extra press play ones. No, 1% ones, 'cause they're pink and they match the throne.

Katrina: How's your footage? Am I all set up properly?

Matt: Yeah, it's good here.

Katrina: Before we start, I wanna remind you, thank you [Min 00:04:18], for dropping that comment right there. Before we start, I would love to remind you that there are, or tell you, because you might not need reminding, 'cause maybe you don't realise this but there's only three places left for reach out empire. Reach out empire has just begun a couple of days ago. It is my most transformational one on one intensive six weeks one on one, you and me, me and you, us together. I will kick your ass with love and compassion every single day and sometimes a little bit harder than that. You're gonna get super accountability. Super alignment. Super ass kickery and all the crazy results [inaudible 00:04:52]. You should check out just all the testimonies we'll be posting everyday. They are bad ass as fucked. I real, as fucked? I realised I've been, this is a confession. Katfession, you should film this, Matt, we can use this for some kind of little page. Who wants a Katfession?

Katrina: Soon, I'll tell you what we're doing with the funnel. Here's my Katfession. Hashtag Katfession. I actually have two. But the first one is, I'm talking to this camera now, just so you know. The first one is I haven't been, pretty much in the entire history of my business or maybe back to the fitness business, I don't show client results. Like, I'll show them like once a year, or I'll sort of mumble mumble them under my breath.

Katrina: I consistently get insane client results, like people making crazy amounts of money. Fast. But better still, alignment, random weight loss, which just happens from alignment anyway, whole life up levelled, location free stuff, quitting jobs, getting into [inaudible 00:05:42] relationships, whatever it is. And my clients are telling me this stuff every day. And pretty much for years, pretty much since I was showing bikini body results, like years ago. I just haven't shown that shit. And I think, I wonder if anyone else has done this? I think that I had some kind of reverse weird ego thing going on with it, where I was kinda like, "I don't want people to think I'm just kind of flaunting myself on the internet".

Katrina: And so just kind of note it down and obviously, celebrate with the client, but then never tell people. And so I kicked my own ass around it. You've gotta kick your own ass from time to time. You can't wait for somebody else to do it. And I just got over myself and started fucking posting them everyday just since like last Sunday, but they're insane, the results that I've been posting and it's been so inspiring for me, 'cause it reminds me how bad ass my clients are. But I gotta admit, I've always been like, "What in the fuck? Do I not like making money?" I mean, clearly I make a lot of money anyway, actually, which is another thing just relevant to the fact that you make money from your energy, not from whether you post testimonials. But it does make a difference. So there you are.

Katrina: So if you wanna see all those, you probably been seeing them all week on Facebook anyhow. Reach out empire. Three places left. This will sell out. My estimation is, my prediction is that it will sell out by lunch time tomorrow my time. So let's say, maybe 24 hours from now. So you wanna message me, message me, message me on my Katrina Ruth personal page right away if you'd like the full details and overview of that. I don't know why this is my new thing. I think it works for me. And I'll get you the details and if it's for you, we will get your ass in, it is one on one. You get unlimited one on one access to me, by the way. And also this is the final chance to work with me at the intensive six-week rapid result level for the significantly lower investment than the only other way that you can work with me one on one, which after this will be my $72,000 Inner Circle. And at some point, of course it's gonna be on reach out empire again, but it's gonna be way later on in the year.

Katrina: All right. I had another confession, but I'm gonna save it. You can just stew about it and wonder what it is. It's super embarrassing for me. So we're gonna film three videos. Three videos. Here they are. What we're doing. I hate being under command you guys. I fucking hate it. So I know I said that I was gonna live stream this so that you can see behind the scenes of how we're creating my new funnel and I'll talk you through what I'm doing, because I think that's a nice thing for me to do and it's helpful of me. So I give myself credit for being a nice person and a helpful person, but if you wanna know the real initial reason that I decided to do that, it's because I fucking hate making things under command and then the way that I would feel happier about it is doing my own content at the same time. Even though, technically, this is my own content, 'cause it is for me.

Katrina: And [Frank Cohn 00:08:33], who's my private mentor, and is the most hilarious man on the internet and also fucking amazing marketer and the only person I'll listen to on internet marketing has asked me to do this and so indeed, I will.

Katrina: So what we're doing is were creating, I believe, a five or it could be five to seven small videos that are gonna be roughly two to three minutes in length each, I believe. Let me check the minute time over here of what they want.

Katrina: No, okay. So, Matt, what's your take on this? Hang on, let's put Matt on the camera. People who are talking should be seen. So [Brahman 00:09:05] says it could be up to six minutes, but it can't be six minutes just of Katrina talking, can that mesh together with other interesting random stuff, mash up with testimonials and client footage or be [inaudible 00:09:21] stuff? What do you think about that?

Matt: What's this for? Oh, for this.

Katrina: The videos.

Matt: Yeah, we can do that, yeah.

Katrina: We can do that. You heard it.

Katrina: All right. Of course we can. Like he's gonna be like, "No, we can't do that. I refuse. I won't do it."

Katrina: Okay. So basically, I don't know why I'm worrying about how long I should talk for, 'cause I think we all know that I'm gonna talk for exactly as long as I desire to talk for and when I'm done, I'll be done and not before, but really it shouldn't be longer than five or six minutes, 'cause these videos are for Facebook ads and as much as I do think people love to watch my shit, they're not gonna watch Facebook ad videos for no longer than six minutes and they're probably not even gonna watch six minutes either.

Katrina: Brahman says, "I would be okay with the video done professionally for six minutes long, but it can't just be six minutes of Katrina in front of the camera." I think everybody fucking wants six minutes of Katrina in front of the camera. I feel like that's offensive, but maybe not new people who don't know me yet. We would need breakaway shots of purpose-built footage samples from live streams and still images from the Kat archives. While I wouldn't wanna tell you what to say in each video, and indeed she should not, because good luck with that, attached is a high-level storyboard of what could be included in the videos.

Katrina: Look how fucking strategic I am. I don't think I've ever done so much planning in my entire adult life. I'm gonna go off script now and do whatever the fuck I want. But basically, what we're gonna do is we're gonna have five, there'll be no business to [inaudible 00:10:44], John. I think you've manifested that I always reply quickly to your comments, 'cause I saw you said that the other day, now I find myself responsively doing it. You've somehow trained me on it.

Katrina: I don't know if I care for that sort of neurological conditioning. So what was I saying? Five to seven videos. Here's how it works. You'll get the first video in your newsfeed. The first video is gonna be that one we made in Santa Monica, you know the one Chris produced from, the official one that shows the whole story and bad assery of me. That's a good video if you've not seen it. It's super high-level.

Katrina: And then if they watch 25%, this is how the campaign works. If they watch 25% of video number one, numero uno, then they get elevated like in a, what is it, video game. They go to the next level. They get to watch the next video, which is gonna be this one. Katrina talking about journaling. See, even though I love journaling, and I'm totally happy to make a video about journaling, when I read this, my inner mind just goes, "Katrina talking about journaling." Okay, fine. I'll talk about journaling.

Katrina: Why, what, when, where, how? We need the video to answer a question. Possible questions could be can journaling change your business overnight? No. But maybe. Okay, fine. Yes. Is this one thing the reason you're constantly stuck in your business? We gotta think of a question. Tell me a good question.

Katrina: Don't worry, we'll get it. And then we want breakaway video shots. Video shots of Katrina journaling, still shots of Katrina journaling. Shouldn't be a problem. Okay, so we're doing that. Then we're doing a fitness video. What? No, we're just talking about self-care and fitness. And then we're doing messaging, about messaging and sharing and unleashing what's inside of you with the internet. I'm sure I have many things to say about that. And we're gonna do a sales one, as well.

Katrina: Those are the four videos we're gonna film now. I may or may not livestream the whole thing. We're gonna let it be freaking real, right? So it's not supposed to look like no mistakes or something like that. There's gonna be outfit changes for this livestream, just so you know. Because that way, every time they get a new video on their feed, they're gonna see, I chose the scenery myself. They're gonna see the same background, but I'll have a different top on, so it'll look a little bit different in the feed.

Katrina: So then each time they watch 25% of a video, they go to the next video, 25% or more and that's what they'll then see in their feed. And so the four videos that I just talked through, they cover what you might know, 'cause I've talked about this a lot on my four daily non-negotiables, right? So some form of inner work, like journaling. Some form of self-care like fitness. Some form of messaging and sharing your work when you're out with the world, and some form of sales activity. I say over and over again, these are the four things that you wanna do each day to be super fucking successful as an entrepreneur creator.

Katrina: So the purpose of this funnel, this Facebook ad campaign, is to obviously indoctrinate people into me, into my message, into what I'm here to teach, get to know me, have some fun. We'll probably mash through some client testimonial stuff, as well, of course. And then at the end, or somewhere throughout, what it's gonna be promoting, what the funnel is promoting is my inner circle.

Katrina: So as I just mentioned earlier, after these final three places for reach out empire are sold out, then I'm focusing only on the inner circle for some time now and really investing my time and attention into my existing private clients who are in reach out empire, as well as into the inner circle and growth of the inner circle.

Katrina: And so, that's what I'm doing this campaign for, as well as obviously, general indoctrination into the Katrina Ruth community. And then there'll be other things that get marketed into the funnel, of course, beyond that.

Katrina: So that gives you the whole story, now you're up to speed. Are you good with how it all looks?

Matt: Yeah. Any chance we can move the front of it a little bit that way?

Katrina: Yes. Yeah, that's good. All right. Let me have some water before we begin. All right, so-

Matt: Do you wanna have a look before we shoot the whole thing?

Katrina: Yes. Okay, we'll go and look how I look on the camera, because-

Matt: Can you sit down for a sec?

Katrina: Oh.

Katrina: Can you get the whole Grateful Dead top in or not?

Matt: I can.

Katrina: Because one thing that drives me insane is that when I'm doing my own livestreams I can control my appearance, but when somebody else is filming, I have no fucking idea how I look and I feel very out of control.

Katrina: All right. So anyway, what I'm gonna film now. I look amazing. All right, show the people. Good job. All right. We're set. We are safe to continue.

Katrina: Anyway, so now basically, I'm just gonna talk to you about journaling, so really you can ignore the fact that I'm filming this behind the scenes and I'm just gonna drop some bad ass value and content on your ass and that way you don't even have to watch all the Facebook ads, you can save yourself the time.

Matt: So you just look in this camera?

Katrina: I can't talk to you guys, though. Did I put that back in the right spot?

Matt: Yeah, that's fine.

Katrina: I'm not gonna look at you. I'm gonna look at this camera. All right?

Matt: When you're ready.

Katrina: Do you know what? I'm having a moment of nervousness. I feel like what I need to do first is just watch a minute of Frank Kern's videos, remind myself of how he intros himself. That's right, people, sometimes I'm not sure of myself and I go into a mild panic. Label Frank Kern. We're all gonna watch a minute of a Frank Kern video now. He has 44,000 views on this video. I adore Frank. He's the president of the internet, if you aren't aware. Did you know that?

Matt: Nope.

Katrina: Just like I'm the queen of the internet. He has Tony Robbins on his video. I don't have that.

Video footage: My name's Frank Kern. About ten years ago [crosstalk 00:16:33]-

Katrina: What's happening? He seems to be talking fast.

Video footage: ... great joy and honour to work with Tony. He's just a real fun guy and the same person that you see on stage and on screen is the same person you'll sit across the table from.

Katrina: All right. I've got it now. I just needed some Frank Kern energy in my soul before I began. I got it now. Thank you, Olga.

Katrina: Isn't it funny? 'Cause I have no problem live streaming for like 59 hours straight and it would be such gold content and why couldn't my team just not fucking chop the content out of a live stream and use that for the ads, that's what I get shitty about. As soon as I've got like a topic, Matt notices this more than anyone, 'cause he's the one that has to put up with it, then I'm like I don't feel as natural and I get it done eventually, though.

Katrina: And then I'm proud of myself, because I'm continually just exploding past those comfort zones, people. All right, let's talk about channelling now. Do I need to turn like that way?

Matt: You can if you want. Yeah. That's probably better.

Katrina: So should we turn the whole throne a little bit? 'Cause in my-

Matt: Yeah.

Katrina: ... off centre now? If you know what I mean?

Matt: Yeah.

Katrina: Okay. Just the normal everyday sermon, should we turn the whole throne a little bit. All right. So now I'm not gonna look at you guys, but you're gonna get some gold about journaling. [inaudible 00:17:54] for five minutes, okay.

Katrina: I'd make a terrible camera woman on a news show. I feel so nervous.

Katrina: Hey, it's Katrina Ruth here from the Katrina Ruth show and today I wanna talk to you about the most powerful practise, which has transformed my business and my life and allowed me to bring in multi millions of dollars per year, just by putting my purpose book out into the world, connecting with clients who I consider to be my soulmate clients and doing the work that I know I was born to do in the world.

Katrina: What I'm talking about is journaling. Now if you've never heard of journaling, or maybe you've not really dived into this as a practise for yourself, or you don't know much about it, then I know that probably the response you might be having right now is like, "Journaling? How can journaling really change your business or allow you to create anything that you want into your life?"

Katrina: And that's exactly what I'm here to tell you. I feel so passionately about this that when I hear that people don't journal, or they don't journal consistently, I kinda feel like as if they would've told me that they don't drink water. I feel like alert. We need to tell somebody. This is the problem. This is like a national disaster. How are you living like this? I mean, I understand that you're somehow surviving and getting by, but do you realise how powerful this practise is to allow you to call in and to create everything in your life?

Katrina: Now I've been journaling since I was about six or seven years old. I don't think I was using journaling for manifestation at that point in time. I think I was logically documenting my day, like dear diary, and then when I got a little bit older, I'll admit I used to hide in the bushes in the front yard of my parents home and I would kind of take notes like Harriet the Spy. I would take notes. Some people as they were walking by and then I would make up stories about them.

Katrina: But by the time I got to about 18 or 19 years of age, I naturally or maybe I read it in some personal development books, probably heard about it from somewhere, but a lot of it just kinda naturally happened. I love to write, I love to be inside of my own head, I'm a natural introvert and I am a writer first and foremost, and so I started to just naturally journal about a lot of my hopes and dreams and I guess, use it as a way to process my thoughts, but also write down goals and ideas, do brainstorming, make little plans and slowly but surely, over time, I noticed that I had this pretty consistent habit of writing down the things that I wanted in my life, so kind of like, yeah, my dreams and my visions and the things that I wanted to bring to life.

Katrina: Probably when I was around 21 or 22 years of age, I started to learn about and understand about manifestation and I know I watched the movie the Secret when it came out, which was roughly around that age for me, as a lot of people did and I was sort of fascinated by this idea that you could just focus on what you want and then create it into your life.

Katrina: And pretty much like I do with everything to do with personal development and creating your own reality, I straight away believed, even though I didn't understand how.

Katrina: Now if you have that same sort of belief inside of you, even if you don't understand how, then I know that you have so much available for you, that you could literally step into within the next several months, the next several weeks, in fact even now, using the power of instant manifestation.

Katrina: And this is exactly how I live now and how my tens of thousands of followers and clients around the world and smaller group of private clients, obviously, but how my extended community and clients around the world operate. We call in our reality. We write into reality the things that we want.

Katrina: For me, I've now been journaling in that way since, well, at least when I was 21, 22, journaling my affirmations and dreams and goals down, I'm 38 years old now, and so for well over a decade, for a decade and a half plus, I've been actively writing down what I wanna create and I've been learning different things about journaling and the power of our words along the way.

Katrina: What I wanna impart to you is so powerful and so important that I feel like it's almost impossible to get it through to you, but I guess to just kind of make my point here, every single thing that I've written down, that I then held a belief with some faith around has come to life.

Katrina: When I look around me, like literally right now when I look around me, I'm in my own studio right now in my home. I've got full wall-to-ceiling ocean views on seven balconies in this home. This is a double story sub penthouse apartment. I've got my own studio. I make millions of dollars a year just by showing up and being me and writing and speaking to the camera like this.

Katrina: I work only with bad ass soulmate clients who really align with my message and who I feel like are the same sort of person with me. And they kick massive ass, they take names, they create incredible businesses all around the world doing what they love and on top of that, I've achieved my fitness goals. I continue to achieve and maintain my fitness goals, lifestyle goals, love and romance, fun and adventure, friendships, you name it. And every single one of those things started with me writing down my dreams in a journal.

Katrina: So here's what I want you to do. I want you to think about what is it that you really want. Firstly, are you admitting to yourself what you really want? I think one of the reasons that journaling is so powerful is it's kind of like a mirror in front of you, right? It's holding up that mirror in front of you. And you can't run from that. You gotta look there, look it in the eye and look your own inner self or your highest self in the eye and confess what's in there. I think that most people out there are continually running and hiding from their dreams and refusing to pay attention to the message that's coming through them.

Katrina: So journaling is a powerful tool to simply acknowledge and let what's inside of you come up and put it into words. Words are powerful. Words create reality. Yes, you can do that without writing them down, however the written word is incredibly, incredibly fucking powerful.

Katrina: And so when you write that down, you lay claim to it. You take a stand. You create some accountability around it and you already in fact, start to bring it to life just from writing it down. In fact, there's many different tips and tricks around journaling for how to word things in a particular way that brings them to life faster and that's something I can certainly teach you more on and talk about as we continue our journey of discussion together.

Katrina: But for now, I want you to think about what is it that's inside of you that you're hiding that you're not maybe admitting to yourself that you're running from. Can you put that into writing? And then from there, it's a matter of stepping into permission around it, right? So acknowledging first, this is what I want, this is what I desire, this is what I feel is available to me inside of me.

Katrina: And then through that process of writing it down, taking the time internally to go, you know what? I'm going to give myself permission. No, I don't know how, I have no clue where to start or what I would do to bring this to life, but I'm going to give myself permission that I do get to have this. That can feel incredibly scary. Journaling is a scary and confronting thing to dive into.

Katrina: And from there, though, it's faith. It's faith-based. So if I've given myself permission to have this stuff. If I've acknowledged that it's inside of me. If I then choose to believe and have faith that I could bring it to life, then what aligned action am I going to take as I go into my day?

Katrina: And so this simple process might take you 10 to 15 minutes in the morning of just kind of checking in, tuning down, writing down some of the things that are inside of you. You don't then have to go and make an action plan, but it's about the fact that you've set that internal compass. You've pointed yourself in the direction of what you want. It will impact your actions throughout the rest of the day. You can take a moment or two to think of what is an action I would take from a place of really believing in yourself, but you know what? Journaling is so freaking effective, that even if you don't do that, you've literally just moved yourself in that direction.

Katrina: So I can't tell you how passionate I am about journaling or I feel like I can't, but I just did maybe a little bit of a decent job of trying to explain that to you. I hope you found it really helpful. I hope you get out there and give this a go and if you have a journaling habit that you think that you could maybe increase a little bit, then I really encourage you to do that. Leave me a comment below. Tell me your experience about journaling and what are you gonna make some changes and shifts in that area.

Katrina: I'm Katrina Ruth.Have an amazing rest of the day wherever you are in the world, and do not forget, life is now press play.

Katrina: All right. First one done. I have no idea how long that took. How long did I go for?

Matt: Four minutes.

Katrina: Oh, is that all?

Matt: Yup.

Katrina: Great. I thought it went way longer.

Matt: Oh, actually, it's a lie.

Katrina: It's a lie.

Matt: Six and a half, seven.

Katrina: What do you guys think? Was that helpful around journaling? What's going on? People in the comments are saying they never journaled. Okay, John, you need to watch this whole Facebook ad sequence when it goes live. Everyone freaking journals. For the reasons I just explained. By the way, none of that was scripted. I had no freaking clue what I was gonna say, I just opened my mouth and it popped out. So I had a little few fumbles there, but we'll either leave them in or Matt will edit them out and put some other different footage in there or whatever is needed, right?

Katrina: So you just saw me like, I know I didn't freak out for ages. I am pretty practised, I guess at doing this sort of stuff compared to maybe a lot of people. But I still, it doesn't feel comfortable for me to do this stuff. I feel like out of my comfort zone. It's definitely why I put this live stream on, so that I would kind of put myself in that accountability and I knew that it would elevate my energy having you here so thank you and I appreciate you for that.

Katrina: I knew that it would provide good content for you, as well. Good content for the YouTube show, so I'm literally creating three pieces of content at the same time, if not more, 'cause then we can pop it on Instagram and all that sort of good stuff also.

Katrina: But I guess my point to you is, and this probably should be me just doing the messaging video now [inaudible 00:27:14]. But my point is, you've gotta just start, right? Like I feel so squirmy when I do kind of professionally created content. I don't do it anywhere near as often as I do my normal day-to-day messaging, so I'm less practised at it in that regard, but I still step up and I take that leap and I open my freaking mouth and I let shit come out and I get better and better each time.

Katrina: Like even now, how I'm presenting and even how I feel inside of myself compared to when we were filming when we first started working together a couple of years, it's a whole different thing, right? So just wanna remind you of that, if maybe creating a high level of content has been something that you're avoiding in your business.

Katrina: Okay. So we're gonna do next video now, which is around self-care. Oh my goodness, this is so good. I'm so excited to speak about this. We're gonna speak about self-care, health and fitness being non fucking negotiable for entrepreneurs, except I'm not allowed to say non fucking negotiable on a Facebook ad, so we'll see how we go. All right. Should I just go?

Matt: You gonna change?

Katrina: Oh, fuck. Thank you.

Matt: [inaudible 00:28:14]

Katrina: I better get changed.

Matt: Do you want me to, just change it all, that'd be fine.

Katrina: Okay.

Katrina: All right. We'll be back with an outfit change.

Katrina: All right.

Matt: Good to go?

Katrina: Yes. This is my favourite ever top in the world, 'cause you can see my tatties through it. Look you haven't even seen it yet.

Matt: Oh, I haven't. It's sick.

Katrina: In front of everybody else. It's like psycho. All right. Just a little intermission there. It's not done yet, though, you guys. Go around here next. I'm getting my boobs done in three weeks.

Matt: Are you?

Katrina: Yup. It's all happening.

Matt: Where you getting that done?

Katrina: South port. Dr. Ian McDougall. He's apparently amazing.

Katrina: I'm gonna do such a post when I get my boobs done. You know how everybody gets their boobs done and then they pretend that they didn't and they just kind of, they don't say anything about it and they just hope that nobody, but probably particularly their parents won't notice. I'm gonna do the opposite of that. I'm gonna post about it, and I'm gonna blog about why I haven't done it earlier, which was largely just that it wasn't a hell yes for me. But there was also a part of me that was like I'm already so out there, I'm already too much. Kind of like who do you think you are type thing. Like I've already got, you know, I've got like a super successful business and I'm in shape and now I've got tatties all over me and my hair is extra shiny and now what? I'm gonna have boobs as well? It's all too much for the world to handle, so I thought about it, but I felt like it makes me seem like I think I'm all that.

Katrina: And so then I noticed a lot of times men will post up about, "Ladies, you don't have to get your boobs done or whatever or change your body or any sort of work done." I haven't had any work done at all, actually, but if I wanted to, I will. And they think that they're putting a supportive post up, but I just find it interesting because women would never put a post up about what men have permission or don't have permission to do on their bodies, but it's kind of like women's bodies are up for grabs as far as conversation around whether you should or shouldn't do that. Like sometimes men will post like, "You should be happy to just be, we love you just as you are." [inaudible 00:30:53] a nice intention that maybe they're trying to be nice, but it sort of feels like it's reverse shaming. Do you know what I mean? Like that if you would do that, then you're not being authentic or real. I feel like I can get so much content out of this. And it should go viral. Right? Matt says yes. Okay, you guys heard it here first. That's happening May 29th. Everybody write it in your diaries.

Katrina: We should film a show, not the actual fucking surgery, but there should be a show about that, for sure. Because it's a transformational moment in somebody's life. I feel, I don't know. I haven't done it yet, but I would imagine so.

Katrina: Okay, and also I should probably be in the Gold Coast bulletin, 'cause I'm probably the last female in the Gold Coast to get her boobs done.

Katrina: Have I changed angles now? Oh, no. You just changed angles. Okay. All right. So now we're talking about fitness and self-care.

Matt: You good to go?

Katrina: Yeah.

Katrina: Hey, it's Kat here. Katrina Ruth from the Katrina Ruth show. Today I am here to give you a little bit of a smack down around fitness and self-care with love and compassion, of course.

Katrina: Here's the deal. I have worked with entrepreneurs, high performers, driven creators and bad asses for several decades long and I do indeed classify myself as one of those people and what I've learned in that time is that fitness and self-care is non-negotiable for an entrepreneur or should be, in my opinion, non-negotiable for an entrepreneur.

Katrina: And it is something that can drastically and massively improve the results that you're getting in your business, in your income, obviously in your energy, in your happiness, in your ability to access creativity and flow, and even in how much time you have available. Many, many other benefits also.

Katrina: Here's the deal though. I don't wanna come in here kind of like, all right, I'm here to kick your ass about fitness and you've gotta get to the gym, and you've gotta be in shape and you've gotta do this and this and this. In fact, not too long ago, I heard that there was some people [inaudible 00:32:51] who were kind of like, I guess you can call it, hating on me, or feeling triggered by me is maybe a better way to say it, because they said, "Oh, you know, that Kat, she just thinks that everybody has to be hot. And she just talks about being hot and being fit all the time". Now , if you don't know me well, then you might not know that my background was in fitness. I was a personal trainer for 13 years and my first online business, which I began in 2006, and which I built up to nearly a million dollars per year income before I transitioned into the business that I've created now, that was a fitness business.

Katrina: So it is something I'm very passionate about, that I have a really solid history in. I've been actively involved in the fitness industry now for over two decades, and it's part of my everyday life to this day.

Katrina: But let me tell you about this everybody should be hot and fit thing. I may have said everybody should get to be hot. I may have said something like that. In fact, I wrote a blog post around this topic not too long ago when I heard that people were getting like a little bit upset [inaudible 00:33:40], but what I mean is, when I talk about everybody getting to be hot and fit and in great shape is that hot AF energy. Why did I just say AF? Hot as fuck energy. That hot as fuck energy that we should get to experience and be able to [inaudible 00:33:54] into our businesses and lives.

Katrina: Hot is an energy, right? And it comes from when you're in a place of feeling really proud of yourself, really good about yourself, and when you know that you're in alignment with your values and with what's important to you and with how you're showing up in your business, in your life, in all different ways and areas. So that's kind of the hot thing, right?

Katrina: But if we look at the fitness and self-care thing in a little bit of a broader spectrum way, not just about how you maybe look or how you feel. Let's really consider and look at how this relates to entrepreneurs. To me it's quite shocking and I find it, I guess concerning or I feel sad or worried when I hear that somebody who's really wanting to take over the world and just create an amazing empire during their purpose work in the world is not consistently attending to their fitness and self-care.

Katrina: Now, I fully understand and have compassion and empathy around the fact that not everybody has that background or history. I am so grateful that I built this habit before I was even 20 years old and it stood me so well until this day and it's definitely crossed over into many other areas of my life.

Katrina: So if you don't have that background or that habit, of course it's gonna feel like something that you don't necessarily have time for, or it feels like it should come second to your business or maybe second to business and being a partner or being a parent or whatever it might be. It feels like something that you know is important maybe or that you do in some sort of a somewhat consistent fashion, but that it kind of gets left off on the days when you're busy or on the days when you've got a lot of balls in the air with your business or in the times when you don't really feel like it.

Katrina: So I fully get all of that and I'm the same as anyone else, I have habits that I'm still working to implement. Fitness, however, is a habit that's really well implemented for me in my business and life and I really, literally, legitimately consider it to be non-negotiable. It's something that along with journaling, along with daily messaging in my business and sharing what's inside of me, along with sales activity, these four things, fitness being one of them, I consider non-negotiable and I make sure that they happen everyday.

Katrina: The reason is, that I know that when those four things come together on a day-to-day basis, I'm moving the needle in all critical areas in my business and life. I'm progressing forward. I'm creating momentum. I'm creating results. And these things all work together to just create faster and faster momentum, flow, results, outcomes, access to the super powers that are inside of me, you name it, right?

Katrina: So I feel like when I'm taking care of these four areas, and this is what I teach my high-level clients in my inner circle for example, as well, that I've taken care of the big blocks that are really gonna move me forward.

Katrina: Of course there might be a million other things that I wanna get done for the day, which may or may not be given some time and attention through the day, but you know what? Even if all those extra things are ignored, if I take care of my own inner work, my mindset work like my journaling, my fitness and self-care in some way, shape or form, whether it's at the gym, or whether it's elsewhere, my messaging and sharing with the world and my sales activity, that's gonna get me going forward even if everything else got ignored completely, right?

Katrina: So where fitness really comes in is it's not something that takes time and energy, it's something that gives you time and energy. In fact, just the other day I was having a conversation with one of my closest friends and she was saying how she's just been eating so much more while in a fitness routine, and she was kinda like, "Isn't that weird?" And I was like, "Not really, because of course you're gonna overeat when you're not working out, because working out gives you energy". So if you're not getting that energy from going and moving your body and moving your digestive system and kind of moving your mind, as well, and clearing out the cobwebs, then you're gonna naturally go reaching for and looking for energy elsewhere.

Katrina: And particularly for an entrepreneur and somebody who's building a business from home and maybe you've got kids running around or you just got a hectic life going on and you're kind of on the go, or perhaps you travel a lot, like me. It's really easy to obviously just reach for kind of convenient foods that are not necessarily ideal or even maybe you're trying to be a little bit healthier but it's a load of protein shakes and protein bars and that sort of thing, which is not necessarily real food.

Katrina: Look, I'm not here to school you on this what you should eat. I actually don't follow a diet at all. I eat intuitively. I work out intuitively. But what I am here to say and to suggest to you, is that if you were to start making a small amount of space and time for your fitness and self-care everyday, even like 20 to 25 minutes where you gave some sort of time and attention to taking care of your body, to moving it, to expanding it, to freeing it up, to going into some kind of a physical, or mental or spiritual meditation, which can come about from that, that you're gonna find that you have time abundantly given back to you, energy given into you, you clear out any sort of kind of messiness that's going on emotionally, or you had that's distracting you form being in flow in your work. You sort out problems. I like to set intentions at the start of my work out time.

Katrina: There's so many benefits that go far and beyond the obvious kind of like, if you want a gym body type thing. If you want that, cool. But really what we're talking about here is getting your body working inside and out in the way that it was meant to. So I really urge you to consider what building blocks you have in place in your business and life at the moment.

Katrina: Are you taking care of the fundamental things that are actually gonna elevate you into being that next-level version of yourself who automatically has the energy, the confidence, the creativity and the access to super flow required in order to show up for all the different areas of your life. I don't think I gotta remind you when you're taking care of yourself inside and out, it's not about how you look, it's about how you feel, which dictates how you look and certainly also dictates how you're showing up and what you're putting out there for the world. So I know you have massive dreams and so much you wanna accomplish here and it's all available for you. Everything you feel inside of you is always available.

Katrina: We've gotta look at, if I'm gonna be that person, if I'm gonna be that next-level version of myself, and also accomplish all these fricken things in my business and life, I gotta take care of myself like a well-oiled machine, right? I've gotta treat myself as a premium machine. I've gotta treat myself as a temple, basically, that's gonna last for life and that is gonna be operating at a standard of excellence such that I can do all these amazing things that I wanna do into the world. Make millions of dollars. Impact millions of people and change the whole fricken thing.

Katrina: That's it for me for today. Leave me a comment below. Tell me about your fitness routine. I'd be happy to answer any questions. And don't forget. Have an amazing rest of the day wherever you are in the world. Life is now press play.

Katrina: All right. [inaudible 00:40:08] is watching. That's our second video completed. Cool. How long did that one go for?

Matt: Almost eight minutes.

Katrina: Eight minutes? We might have to chop some bits of it out. Actually, what do you think? Eight minutes? Too long? My brother's on the live stream. Okay, what are you guys talking about? We have shows here about that. About what? About the boobs or the fitness? Okay. I'm gonna go straight into the next one.

Katrina: If you jumped on late to this live stream, we're filming some videos here for my new marketing campaign, teaching people the fundamental stuff that I believe is really important and that can change your business and life, so you're getting all my best secrets right now. We're gonna make these into some bad ass Facebook ads and we're gonna open up the inner circle. There's so many new bad asses. Ash says can work with eight minutes. I'm sure we could chop bits of that out anyway.

Matt: Did you wanna change tops?

Katrina: Yes. I forgot again. All right. We're gonna go into the messaging video next so if you wanna hear me talk about how to message and why it fricken matters, communication with your audience, stick around.

Katrina: [inaudible 00:41:50]

Katrina: I think you could wear it over the, check it out, I'm wearing my bodysuit on top of my pants. Looks like I'm about to record a 1980s video for fitness. I'm gonna do a fitness video now. But you won't see that on the video. On my own video.

Matt: Where's the kids?

Katrina: They are probably at [inaudible 00:42:17] digging through [inaudible 00:42:18] toys. She picks them up today.

Matt: [inaudible 00:42:24]

Katrina: Oh my God. Ashley, I don't know. Can you remind me, you just reminded me that when we're in L.A., are you gonna be in L.A. July 11 and 12th still?

Matt: Probably.

Katrina: Oh my god.

Matt: I could.

Katrina: If you are, you can film [inaudible 00:42:36].

Katrina: And we're all gonna go to Ashley's new house in L.A. and have a slumber party there. But I'm doing, you know I did the retreat here in November. I'm doing the L.A. one in July at the Paley House in West Hollywood, which by the way, I haven't told any of my clients yet and I just randomly announced, so just so you know.

Katrina: Can you get me some let warmers and then we can do a fitness video?

Katrina: All right. Yes, Ashley or John O., remind me we're gonna film a hip hop music video with my clients and we're definitely gonna film like body suit and leggings fitness video together and Matt's gonna film it. He just found out about that right there.

Katrina: Everyone's gonna go to Ashley's place and we're gonna have martinis. 'Cause she's moving to L.A., my friend actually. I don't know if you'd remember, but you would know her if you saw her. She's from Sydney. So she's moving to L.A., so we're all just gonna go sleep there.

Katrina: All right. Now I've lost my train of thought 'cause I got very excited about we're gonna do the hip hop video and the fitness video. It's actually critical. If you're joining the inner circle, just to let you know, you're gonna be involved in shenanigans. It's actually a requirement. It's part of the initiation, except the initiation just keeps going forever after you joined.

Katrina: We leave tomorrow. Shit. Shout out. Following your dreams. Moving to fricken L.A. Bad ass.

Katrina: Okay, now we gotta focus. Freaking focus. People stop distracting me. So now we talk about messaging. Katrina talking about sharing her message. Why? What? When? Where? How? Possible questions could be how to create and distribute your message anywhere. Spend 6% of your day on this? I spend my whole day messaging. My whole life is message. My whole life is monetizable. I'm just like, if you come into my life, just know that you're gonna be turned into content. I'm just letting you know. Literally.

Katrina: All right. I'm ready. Maybe give me like some kind of sign when I get to five minutes, though. I feel like I'm just gonna get longer and longer with each one, 'cause I'm getting more excited.

Matt: [inaudible 00:44:45]

Katrina: Yeah. Cool.

Katrina: All right.

Katrina: Hey, it's Kat here from the Katrina Ruth show. Today we are gonna talk about one of my very favourite things to talk about of all, which is messaging and specifically, unleashing your message, your ad, what's inside of you onto the world. And the reason that you would wanna do that is, because you wanna do it. Actually, if you're watching this and you resonate with me and the things that you've maybe been seeing and you feel coming through from my bad ass little videos that I'm making for you, then I'm gonna guess that you are naturally one of those people like myself, like my incredible inner circle private clients, who wants to be seen and wants to be heard.

Katrina: Let's just be honest. When you're having a party or you're having a dinner, or you're at someone's thing, you are the one who wants to be the centre of attention and you get kinda loud and kinda shouty and kind of excited, and you tell amazing stories and really, everybody should just shut up and listen to you, right? Right.

Katrina: I know this for sure, because it's how I am. It's how my eight year old daughter is. It's how every single one of my inner circle clients are. In fact, it's hilarious when we all get together, because you've basically got a whole room full of people that all think that they're the one person who should be talking and I've even had clients tell me that they get kind of shitty at me when I'm presenting my own retreat or event, 'cause they're kind of like, "When will she shut up so that I can talk?"

Katrina: So if that's you and you know that you have powerful stuff inside of you to share with the world, you know that people should actually be paying just to listen to you and to be around you, then I've got fabulous news for you and you may already know this, but I'm just gonna kick your ass with it a little bit more. You can get paid to do this stuff. You can get paid to share your message. Like literally just what you're thinking and feeling with the world on a day in day out basis.

Katrina: It is actually exactly how I built my online business to where it now makes multi six figures per month, so it's a multiple seven-figure online business, continually growing. All I actually do is live my life and be me. Okay, I feel like I'm gonna hiccup. It's under control.

Katrina: And document that. And show what's inside of me. And so I write a daily blog. It's called the Daily Ass Kicker. I love to write. I'm a writer first and foremost, so there's no rule that you've got to write a daily blog post or anything like that, but that's what I like to do.

Katrina: I like to create videos, as well. I do a lot of Facebook live streams. In fact, right over here I've got a Facebook live stream happening at the same time as filming this video for you.

Katrina: So I'm continually sharing my message. So messaging is simply the process of sharing your message with the world. And by me doing that and doing it consistently for some time now, for a period of years in fact, on the internet, I've been able to attract in my soulmate clients from all around the world. Women and men who think like me, who know that they're born for more. Who know that they're that 1% within the 1% person, who always also have something to share with the world.

Katrina: I've been able to build a location-free lifestyle where I'm never bound to any time or place. I can go where I want when I want with my children. I made amazing friends with people all around the world. I've been able to get this amazing apartment that I love and I guess all the other dream things that I've got in my life.

Katrina: But mostly, I've been able to step fully into my purpose work and into a life where everyday I get to wake up and all I gotta do is open my mouth and open my soul and be myself.

Katrina: And that's the crux of my whole entire business. I would certainly love to share with you a little bit about how that works, because here's the deal on messaging. There's a lot of people on the internet who are posting stuff online, right? I don't gotta tell you. So posting blog posts, Facebook live streams, YouTube stuff, Instagram stuff, you name it, it's out there.

Katrina: However, what is very rare, and the reason why powerful entrepreneurs [inaudible 00:48:26], perhaps even including you, and not getting paid the way that they should be getting paid, is that they're sharing the surface space.

Katrina: They're sharing something where it's like okay I told a story. Or I wrote an inspiring blog post or a motivational blog post or I totally [inaudible 00:48:42], or yeah, I did a Facebook live or I did a video or whatever it is. It's got to have the soul in it.

Katrina: For me messaging is firstly so easy, it's not something that I find difficult or that I've gotta think about like to think about how to write a blog, how to do a live stream. Yes, I get nervous. In fact, I was freaking out before I filming these videos, 'cause I just felt self-conscious about doing professional videos, which I'm doing today for you.

Katrina: All right? So it's not about not having all that. But I don't have to think about what to say. I don't think about what to say ever any day of the week at all, and I create a lot of content. And the reason is that I don't think about it, is that I give myself permission to just say what's inside of me, right?

Katrina: So messaging kind of all the time. I write a lot of content and I produce a lot of content, but yet I feel like I'm not really doing anything. I feel like I'm just expressing what's inside of me and that's what I love to do as a person, anyhow. Just the same way as my eight year old daughter and my four year old son want people to shut up and listen to them. And they're not like this is work. I've gotta get paid in order to express myself and make people stop what they're doing and listen to me. That's what they want. Just like that's what I want and that's what I know you want.

Katrina: But for this to work, it's not only understanding that it is about just sharing what's truly inside of you and not making it complicated. Not trying to plan it out, not trying to think it out. It's also about understanding that for messaging to work and for you to build a business, based on you as a messenger, as an artist, creator, leader, then you've gotta be giving people the whole truth. The truth, nothing but the truth, and also the whole truth.

Katrina: So yes, that means the stuff that feels really vulnerable or scary to share. Or maybe you think like a lot of my clients think and I have this conversation frequently with my high-level clients. Oh, that's like embarrassing, or I feel self-conscious or is that good enough or who am I to speak about this or I already said that a million times. I feel like everything I'm saying is being repetitive.

Katrina: These are all exactly the sort of things I fully understand because I've had all those thoughts myself and I work on it continually with my clients and what it's about is plain and simple.

Katrina: What if you got out of your own way? What if you dropped your story and dropped all the bullshit about whether or not what you have is good enough or whether you're good enough and what if you just gave what's inside of you permission to live and permission to be expressed and permission to get out there into the world.

Katrina: So when I feel stuck or unsure or when my clients feel stuck or unsure, I remind myself or I remind them, it's not about you. It's about the message. Take a deep breath. Do what you gotta do. Put some music on. Put some [inaudible 00:51:06] on. Have a coffee. Whatever. And then let what's inside of you out. Imagine the power of what could happen in your business and life if you just consistently, every day, starting today, began to share what's inside of you in an unfiltered and no holds barred way.

Katrina: I challenge you to do this. Drop me a comment below. Tell me when you went and posted a new message. Leave a link, even. I'd love to see it. Have an amazing rest of the day and do not forget. Life is now press play.

Katrina: Okay. Hey, Laura. Get out your own way and save lives. Exactly.

Katrina: All right. Shot out to everyone that's just jumping on. We are over here filming behind the scenes here. Filming for my new funnel. There's Matt. He's doing my video work. He's gonna match up some amazing Facebook ads from what we're doing today. I'm just live streaming so you can see behind the scenes. We've got one more to do, I believe. And that is around sales activity. So if you'd like to hear me talking about how bad ass, how bad ass? I don't know. That doesn't really relate to what I was gonna say.

Katrina: If you'd like me to talk about sales activity. I'm gonna do it whether you'd like it or not. But if you'd like to listen, then you can listen on for this next final video.

Katrina: Hang on, wait. Ashley, if you're still in the live stream. I sent you a what's app that I need you to enter. Okay, I have a client here. A bad ass client, who's like do I wanna meet you in New York or L.A.? I think both. Oh, do I wanna do fourth of July in New York or L.A.? What say you, Facebook? Where should I do New York, or where should I go?

Matt: L.A.

Katrina: Matt says L.A. You recon? Why?

Matt: It's fun.

Katrina: [inaudible 00:52:44] fun here.

Matt: I'd rather be in New York on the fourth of July, so L.A. was fun.

Katrina: Okay. L.A. it is. You've heard it here.

Katrina: All right. Oh, hang on. I've gotta change again. Forgetting every time. All right. One more outfit. One more video. And then I think there was one other little video, but we'll do that off camera.

Katrina: Okay, I'll be back and we'll do the sales video. Hey, hey to everybody who just jumped on.

Katrina: All right. I'm making a rare appearance in a t-shirt. I basically never wear sleeves. Look at this cool shirt. [Collette 00:53:32] bought it for me. By the way, you don't have to wait for the, my hand looks massive. You don't have to wait for the Facebook ads to drop in your feed if you know that you're already supposed to be in the inner circle and by the way, you could still get into the room for our July retreat. Oh my goodness. Next-level [inaudible 00:53:55] and money making is what goes down on those retreats. It's always next-level inappropriate shenanigans. You should message me about that now if you know that that's the level you wanna play at. I can tell you all about it.

Katrina: Okay, so now. What? More videos? I thought it was only one. All right. Okay. We're gonna do sales activity. So now I'm gonna talk to you for a few minutes about sales activity. Katrina talking about selling naturally. Electrolytes. Going out shirt. How good is this? Just so people know, I'm not going anywhere. Sitting right here on my throne. I guess we'll go out later then. And so some footage of me drinking espresso, 'cause we haven't done that enough times.

Matt: And it's Friday.

Katrina: And it's Friday. So clearly, it's required.

Katrina: Sales is not a dirty word. Do you know what? I don't even wanna fucking market to anybody that thinks sales could be a dirty word. They can all go mosey on along to another town. How selling is a daily non-negotiable in my business. So I'll talk about that. All right. I think we can do it.

Katrina: Actually, I'm gonna put some more pink lipstick on for this video.

Katrina: [crosstalk 00:55:43]

Katrina: Do you think that there's a single man in the world that thinks having those plumped lips where it sticks out on the side is a good idea? I think John's the only man on this live stream. But Matt said no, so John, add your vote.

Katrina: We were just talking about it while I was in there fixing up my lipstick. All right. Ready? Do the five-minute thing again.

Matt: Okay.

Katrina: Hey, it's Kat here from the Katrina Ruth show and I am so fricken [inaudible 00:56:19] excited today, 'cause I'm gonna talk about one of my four daily non-negotiables, which is sales activity. If you've been watching my videos pop through your feed, then you'll know that my four daily non-negotiables are in fact, daily mindset work in journaling of some kind. Getting connected to that inner game. Setting your internal compass so that you go in the right direction. Fitness and self-care, of course. Non-negotiable for entrepreneurs and driven bad asses like you and I.

Katrina: Some form of messaging, because you are in fact a messenger, a leader, an artist, a creator, and you wanna share what's inside of you with the world and then fourth and finally, selling. Because guess what? If you wanna be an entrepreneur, if you are an entrepreneur, [inaudible 00:56:58] of course, but if you want to have a successful business, you are going to need to sell. You're gonna need to make money in some way. You need to ask for money.

Katrina: Whether you're asking energetically or like on the actual internet, by telling people on Facebook to buy stuff from you. I did not really make any money in the first three years of my online business, actually, I must admit. So I started marketing in 2006, except I wasn't marketing at all, I was blogging.

Katrina: And for the first few years, I made no money at all and it took me maybe two and a half years before I realised that the key reason that I wasn't making any money was that I wasn't actually selling anything. So I just kinda laugh about it, but the truth is, I didn't set out to be a marketer, I set out to write or be a blogger and then gradually, back then, twelve years ago, I gradually kind of started to learn that this internet thing was somewhere that you could make money.

Katrina: I've actually always been really good at sales, and so, you know, from a young age, I've been selling things and I've always had a hustler side. Hustle. Even as a little kid. When it comes to online marketing, I've been marketing online for over 12 years now. I've made millions and millions of dollars on the internet. I've gradually evolved and fine tuned my business to where it's completely based on me getting to wake up each day, do what I love, make money for my purpose work and live my life on my terms so somebody I met recently said to me when they kind of connected on Facebook and how to look at my life and my business like, "Wow. You're really living the dream, hey?" And I said yeah, I am. And I did the work for it. And so I'm really proud of myself, with what I've created and I'm very passionate about sharing how to create a business and a life that's location free and freedom-based and purpose-based for women and men who are like me.

Katrina: And when I say like me, I mean you've always known that you were born for it, that you were born for more. You've always known you're here to make millions. Impact millions and even change the world. And you've always known that there's something powerful inside of you to get out there to the world. And so if that's you, well, probably if you're watching this, then you're already showing up online in some way, shape or form.

Katrina: You might be early on in your journey or you might be well down the track and you're already making a lot of money. Sometimes I have clients come to me who jump into my inner circle working with me privately, who are already making 10, 20K, 30K, 50K a month. Other times, they're completely starting out and there's no money coming in yet. But what joins my clients together and the reason that my clients get such rapid results, big money leaps and bounds, big alignment leaps and bounds, big lifestyle shift leaps and bounds, as well as all other areas, is because they are that person who has that inner flame and who's always known that they're gonna do something amazing with their life.

Katrina: So if that's you and you relate and maybe you are already selling on the internet or selling off the internet, or wherever it is that you're selling, I just wanna remind you, though, that if you just make something like daily selling and sales activity part of kind of who you are, if you make it inherent to who you are, and you make it habitual, then you can elevate your income 10 times, 20 times, I believe even 100 times more in a very, very rapid period of time.

Katrina: Now this is obviously not just about how much freaking money can we make on the internet? That's amazing and it's super cool. And it allows us to have an incredible impact into the world doing our purpose work. I don't think I need to school you on the reasons to make more money, though. But I do wanna tell you a little more about daily sales activity and how it works really well for me and my clients. How I let it be easy and how I let it be flow-based.

Katrina: Like a lot of people, I've had times in my business career where I felt uncomfortable with selling and I felt a bit unsure of it. I have always sold in some way, shape or form anyway, like I said and I've always had businesses, but for sure I fell down a pattern and a pathway, like a lot of online marketers and feeling like there's a right way and a wrong way to sell.

Katrina: Now I understand that the only thing that would be wrong is if I was in any way going against what feels good for me. So I used to learn about sales kind of scripts and how to overcome objections and how to close people. I'm really good at that. I know how to apply it and you know what? I don't want to. I'm not interested in going through a scripted process in order to get somebody to wanna be my client.

Katrina: The truth is, I'm creating these videos to put great value-based content out there so that you can literally watch my videos, walk away and maybe never, ever speak to me for the rest of our lives, and you're gonna get value and it's gonna impact you.

Katrina: But I'm also creating these videos because I know that they will naturally resonate with, magnetise and call in the bad ass 1% within the 1% revolutionary leaders who are supposed to be my soulmate clients and maybe even jump into my inner circle.

Katrina: So this is actually a form of sales activity right here. But I'm not here to try and put anybody into some kind of complicated questionable system where I'm gonna come at you with a whole bunch of scripts and overcoming objections and try and sell you into working with me. I'm not interested in that.

Katrina: What I've learned about selling is that the very best way to sell to your ideal clients is to be you. Sell them on you. Just like when you meet somebody in the real world as a friend or a lover or something like that, they're magnetically drawn to you or not. You don't give them a list of features and benefits and then overcome their objections if they're not actually becoming your friend or a partner or somebody that you would date.

Katrina: So I just see it the same way. It's about building a relationship. I've allowed daily sales activity to be something that feels really effortless, really flow-based, really automated. Where all day, everyday, if you follow my page on the internet or you jump on Instagram or something, not just my Facebook, you're gonna see that I'm always making offers, I'm always putting myself out there. There's [inaudible 01:02:14] sort of touch points each day on [inaudible 01:02:16] platforms of where I'm selling. It feels easy because I've just connected it into who I am.

Katrina: So continually seeking to give value. You might've watched one of my early videos on messaging. I'm continually connecting and communicating. I'm continually sharing what's inside of me and then I'm simply making a call to action at the end. And so for example, today's call to action might be that if you're resonating with what I'm putting down, if it's like if you're picking up what I'm putting down, as the saying goes, that maybe you're gonna send me a message, right? And say Kat, I love your video. I'd love to talk about how I could work with you. I'd love to know more about your inner circle. That's it. That's my sales call to action. Pretty freaking simple, right?

Katrina: So what I'd love you to do is to think about how could you let selling be easy? What if selling was just a natural extension of you being you? What if you being you was in fact, the sales process and then all you had to do was say, "Hey, here's my thing. Here's what I think is cool. Here's a link or message me about this."

Katrina: That's actually the way that I do it. And then the way that it works is, I'm freaking consistent, whether or not I feel like it, I'm gonna show up, I'm gonna do those four things that I've spoken about. I'm gonna do my inner work, I'm gonna get my head in the game, I'm gonna take care of my body inside and out, I'm gonna express myself and share my message with the world, because that is what I was born to do and then I'm gonna tell you, message me if you wanna work with me.

Katrina: Have an amazing rest of the day. Go take some action in the sales side of your business today and do not forget life is now press play.

Katrina: Nailed it. All right. Coolio. So there you have it, ladies and gentlemen. That was our behind the scenes on my new Facebook funnel, Facebook ad, marketing campaign. Giving people a little bit of education and information and empowerment on the things that I know are critical to build a multi-million dollar business online but more importantly than that, one that is on your terms where every part of your life and business is working together harmoniously and beautifully, so that's gonna give people some cool information and education and the right people are gonna resonate with that stuff. We're gonna work in some calls to action and how we're presenting that through the Facebook ad stuff so that people can message me and reach out and talk to me about the inner circle or get dropped into a funnel and marketed to with other stuff at a lower price point if they're not inner circle peoples.

Katrina: So that's pretty much what we just did and I'm gonna jump off this live stream now. Gonna film a couple more videos for some of my offers and then we're gonna go drink my teas. What else would you do? Thank you for watching, thank you for watching. Follow my show on YouTube if you don't already follow it. Kat Unchained and I don't know if I have anything else to say. Life is now press play.

Katrina: Life is now press play. Bye.

Direct download: Behind_the_scenes_of_my_new_funnel_marketing.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:32am AEST

Wed, 16 May 2018

Release fear and act from faith

Hi. Yodelo. Um ... Hello world. How are you? Are you fabulous? How are you? Are you fabulous, and have you been having too much fun? Because I feel like a beautiful Saturday on the Gold Coast is a good day to have too much fun. Why do I look blurry? Why? I'm gonna sit here and I'm gonna finish eating my bowl of steak with salt on it, because my appetite is insane lately. I don't understand what's happening. I've got my chocolate green smoothie, chocolate flavoured green smoothie, which is my own supplement brand product by the way, which I still have not fucking launched, but I do have it and it tastes amazing.

I've got that. I've got my black triple shot ... coffee. And I've got my bowl of steak with Himalayan salt on it, so I'm pretty set. Hopefully ... Hopefully ... Hopefully, I'm not gonna end up with steak in my teeth. But it's a risk I'm willing to take. How are you? What's happening in your world Sarah [Bendell 00:01:48]? Daria? Whoever else is there? 22 fabulous people. Kiana, Christina, if you're there, say hello. And if you're not there, I suppose you wouldn't be able to say hello.

Maybe you could be energetically sending a message if you're not there. So, I did my blog. My blog was badass as fuck today. If you haven't read it, I don't know what you're even thinking. You should go read it. Not now, after this. So good. And it went extra long. Okay, I feel like this camera's super blurry. Am I making that up? I did my blog. I was sitting in my kitchen, which is right there, eating my steak, doing my blog, and then answering everyone's inquiries about Rich Hot Empire, and then I wanted but I was still eating, and then I was like, "Well, what the hell has that got to do with it?"

Is it illegal to eat steak on a live stream? Potentially I could lose a few people who don't care for that sort of behaviour, but I suppose I'd be okay with it. Okay. I'm having the best day ever. Thank you, Daria. My secret is that I'm lazy. Daria says, "I love tuning in to you. You're so blunt and fabulous." You know that I have to say the word fabulous like that. I said, "Fabulous." Because it's how I feel about it. It's fabulous.

So, me being so blunt, and fabulous. Thank you. I'm pretty certain it's because I'm really freaking lazy. Oh, hi Dee. Hello there Rich Hot Empire badass. Although I haven't even replied, I haven't checked your latest reply. I could check it right now. It's two to confirm. Yes. I'm confirming what you just wrote. It's done. Okay. I'll write back to you afterwards. I'll get your link and stuff.

So, anyhow, I was conducting my personal business right ... well, my business, business. Which is my personal business. It's all intermingled. Me being so blunt, and people like that, and they think it's funny, but I'm pretty certain it's just because I'm very lazy at my core, and what I mean by that is, when I ... Okay. Why do I have fluffy bits? I tried to do this side just perfectly so that I would look, you know, just kind of casually beautiful on the live stream. That was the look that I was going for. I was going for casually beautiful and feminine and sweet. Did I nail it?

If I kind of play with my hair a little bit and look a little bit girly, I can definitely nail feminine and sweet. Even though this morning I was grunting like a beast in the gym, doing leg presses, super set, with walking lunges. Man, I smashed the fuck out of my legs. And then I did, at the end, I finished with three sets of 20 reps of leg extensions at kind of my maximum weight. For that many reps, for sure. It's just probably the most vile and disgusting beautiful thing in the world, getting those final five or six reps when you're doing high reps of leg extensions. It's excruciating.

But now I've flipped from gym badass into feminine sweet person with Superdry tee shirt on. Drinking black coffee and eating steak. So, I got really bored at ... Well, I was bored with myself, and I was exhausted. Exhausted, from trying so hard to not be me. This is back in ... I can remember ... This steak is so good, you guys. I don't know how I don't just snack on steak all through the day. Well, largely I do is the truth of the matter.

Been so hungry this past week. I swear to God I'm eating probably 10 000 calories a day at the moment, if I would be counting them. I have no idea what's happening. It's insane. If I didn't know better, and I do, then I would think that I'm pregnant. I'm 100% not. I don't know, but I've been training like a machine. I'm getting stronger and stronger, and I'm already fricking strong, and my legs are getting just so rock solid defined.

So, I'm just eating all the carbs and all the protein. I'm welcoming all of it. Anyhow, in 2014 I think it was, I did an event at spiky building down yonder. I'll show you. Do you see that spiky building there? Can you see the spike? I'll go show you properly. Let me turn it around. See that spiky building? It's called Q1. There's the beach. There it is. All right, here I am again. It's the world's tallest residential building, apparently. I used to live in it. In 2014, I was living in that building for the first six months of the year.

I ran an event there, a one day business event. Actually, Dee's here. She was at my one day San Diego event a few weeks ago, the Soul Shifts and Money Making Day, which was so fun, and so amazing, and so flow based. It was Soul Shifts and Money Making. But the week before that, I did the same event in New York, and I ran into one of my clients the night before the New York event in the lift. Christie [Berley 00:07:06], actually.

And she said, regarding the event, do those sort of things exhaust me and tyre me out. And am I gonna be tired out after the one day event the next day. Thank you, Dee. It was so amazing. The energy of everybody in the room just made it so incredible, because I only attract soul mate clients in, so it certainly makes my job enjoyable [inaudible 00:07:26]. I think I need to turn the air conditioning on. I'm overheating already. Or it's the steak.

So, Christie said am I gonna be tired after the event. And it is gonna drain my energy, and I was like, "Fuck no." It does the opposite, yeah. Your coach. It does the opposite of that. It elevates me, I said to her. I said to her, I'll be levitating through the ceiling of the Union Square W Hotel, which is where we were at, and that's indeed what happened. I get so much energy from seeing my clients in person. Even brand new clients that I've never met or hung out with like an event. Oh, hey Mandy, who was at the San Diego event also.

So, I get so much energy, I get high vibe as fuck. I get kind of silly and crazy because I get really elevated. If you've ever seen me go super silly and crazy on a live stream, which I'm pretty sure happened just one time maybe in like 2017, or something. I've still got this same piece of steak in the side of my mouth. But I'm just gonna go ahead and add another one. I'm like screw it, just keeping bits of steak in the side of the mouth. Or chewing it up until it becomes, into like a mushy thing that you would then feed straight out of your mouth into your babies mouth.

And if you've never had a baby and fed them straight out of your own mouth into their mouth, you think that's probably gross, but it's actually ideal. There's even properties in the saliva of the mother that are good for the baby. So, I'm just giving you so many tips here. I'm giving you freaking parenting tips, nutrition tips for babies, I'm all over it. My daughter's first food was when she was four months old, and she grabbed a T-bone steak out of her dad's hand at the dinner table, and just started chowing down on it. Like, um-num-num. Kids love steak.

All right. So, yes. Sometimes I get high vibe and distracted, and a little bit silly, and I lose track of what I'm doing. It happens just on the very odd occasion. But anyway, after the Soul Shifts and Money Making days, I was so freaking elevated that I even needed 29 orgasms instantly, or probably like a three hour massage in order to bring myself down to life. And some wine, and some more fun times with clients. And so, actually what I did was I ended up going to bed with one of my clients. The fabulous Amanda Francis. Nobody had any orgasms. Don't freak out.

But we did do a two hour live stream together. That helped. In fact, it made us even sillier than we already were. And eventually we came back down to earth, probably several weeks later. And my point is, in 2014, I did a one day event in that building that I just showed you, the Q1 building, and I just remember being exhausted. Hello Debbie, hello Theo, hello Addison, hello everybody jumping on.

No, the orgasms are for the point of release, because I go so freaking high vibe from doing my own work, that I'm like, my head is going to explode, you guys. It's a serious genuine problem. Driven women need a lot of sex. This is an important conversation that we could get into or not get into. But like somebody said to me recently about it. Like I'm a man and need a lot of sex. And I'm like, "Excuse me, that's actually not a man thing." It might be a man thing, for sure. I'm not saying it's not a man thing. That's a driven woman thing. So, don't be like, "I'm a man and I need more sex than you." That's not how it works. Driven women need more sex than anybody. It's like in fucking Wikipedia. You can look it up. No need to look it up. You all agree anyway.

We all know this. So, where was I? So, I did exhaustive horrible event down there. It was so exhausting. So exhausting. I was high with a hot flash and the sweats, and blurry dizzy vision, from trying so fucking hard to be a professional business fucking coach. I even wore a tight ... trying to remember the names of these different skirt things. Driven people, says Pete. I'll agree with that. I'll take that. Well, it's people who are alive with life. Let's face it, sex is the creation of life. That's what it is. So, if you're lit up with life, then you're gonna require and desire a lot of sex, and also for the purposes of after you've done an amazing live stream or event, then somebody's gotta fricking deal with all that energy that's going on. Who's going to deal with it?

If nobody comes along and deals with it, then I have to freaking walk around with that shit. I can deal with it myself, and often do, obviously. But otherwise, I seriously get so high that I'm like, I cannot ... I can't ... I'm just spinning. I'm spin, spin, spinning into the sky. I need all the things all at once to just try and keep me somewhat attached to earth. I don't always wanna be attached to earth. And sometimes the sex makes you go even more off the earth. Anyway, it's a very fascinating conversation. I'm sure you'll agree. I'm writing two books about sex at the moment. One is called Three ... This is not a joke. This is the title of my book. It's nearly done. Three Orgasms Before Breakfast, semicolon, The Truth About Driven Women and Sex.

The other one I don't even remember what it's called. But both of them are gonna be amazing. So, I was wearing a pin skirt. What's it called? A tight skirt that's a pin frame, where it's kind of like ... it goes down like a pin. I don't know what it's called. What kind of skirt is that called? And it had stripes on it, because I felt like it made me look super professional, and then a tight fitted blouse. That was my professional Barbie look. Business coach Barbie. And I just wanted to impress people. I wanted to ... Pencil skirt. That's the one. I knew it wasn't pin. Thank you, Debbie.

I just wanted to impress people. I wanted people to think I was a good business coach, I wanted them to take me seriously. I didn't believe in myself, or I hadn't given myself permission to be who I am. Everybody knows this except me. Pencil skirt. Why did I say pin skirt? I don't know, I'm just making shit up. I should design pin skirts and sell them. Yeah. I guess, I just didn't give myself permission to be me. I didn't think that I could just be myself, and be a business coach, or a coach of any kind and make money doing that. It was all about showing people that you're so fricking cool, that you've got your shit together, or something like that.

So, I'm sure people had a decent enough time at the the event, but I was not one of the people who had a decent time at that event, or any event in that sort of pre ... That era. It was roughly early 2014, that exact time when I went fuck this shit, and started going all in on my own message, and doing exactly what I wanted, and saying exactly what I wanted. So, that would've been probably the last thing that I did like that, where it was just so fucking exhausting, and all of this is just because Daria, I think it was, said, "Kat, you're so blunt and fabulous." And I'm like, "Let me explain why I'm so blunt." Because I got so fucking shit of that, sick of that, I got so sick of trying to not be me and trying to present myself to the world as a successful person, and it was so tiring and exhausting, and it would just wear me out.

And so, why I'm so blunt now, and I just hang out here, being myself and saying whatever I want, the same way as how I talk with you, with me in person, nothing will change, right? People say it to me all the time. They'll say, "You're exactly the same in person as you are online." I look exactly the same, I don't look like a completely different version of myself in my photos and shit online. That does my head in when people do that, and then you don't even recognise them in person. That really kind ... I'm like, "Why? Why?"

And I talk the same, and I ramble on the same, and I'm the same, right? And I think it was because at my core, maybe I'm really fucking lazy. And maybe my whole business is because I'm fucking lazy, because in the end, I just wanted to be myself and take it or leave it, and I guess some of you took it, and so here you are. Thank you. Now I'm free, says Candice. And unapologetically me. That's good coffee. Good. I didn't wear a pencil skirt recently. I feel like I could do it for a skit though, Melissa. If I did a skit about being a Stepford-preneur. I don't have any anymore, but I'm sure I could get some from somewhere. No need to qualify for anyone's approval, says Tolepa. When we let the goal do the fucking work. So true, but I didn't really know that then. And now I know. And now I teach it.

Today we're talking about faith though. I don't know why you guys are getting me so distracted with all these other conversations. It's exhausting to try to not be who you are. That's right, Theo. It's exhausting and counterproductive, and then do you know what the worst part of it is? The worst part? It'd be like ... I've never done this, but imagine ... I can imagine what it would be like, if you made up a fake version of yourself on a dating profile, and you used old photos that were not current. Obviously I just said the same thing twice.

Or if you pretend to be interested in stuff that the person you are interested in is interested in, that sort of shit. And then you think that maybe you got the outcome that you wanted, like you tricked somebody into being with you or something. Do you know what the huge problem with that is? You then gotta keep fucking being the person that you're not. How you gonna do that? Wine. Obviously. I prefer to have the wine and be myself.

So, what do we call this live stream? Faith, something about faith. Okay, the reason I wrote this is because one person, who's an amazing badass person, who literally just took the second to last place in this round of Rich Hot Empire, right before I did this live stream. We were messaging, and she was talking about fear, and wanting to step up obviously, and be that version of herself who she knows she's here to be, but I guess the fear and uncertainty of investing and working with me, and investing in herself energetically in that way, and all the feelings that come up with that, and I talk a lot to people about fear versus faith.

And she said something about how she'd been in faith late last night, and ready to say, "Hell yes", and then fear had come up again. I am Batman, Christine. Somebody has to be. Nathan, my son, swears that I'm not Batman, but what does he know? I am Batman. He think she is. So, yeah. So then I said to her ... I just copied this title of this live stream straight out of the message thread where I was talking to her. I said, "It is a practise and a discipline to release fear and act from faith." And then I thought this is a good topic to talk about.

But then, meanwhile, by the time I'm finished setting up the live stream and getting ready and coming over here, she had already said, "Fuck yes", and she signed up. And that was the second last place, just hint, hint, hint. All right? Message me if you still want in. I can't even promote it anymore, because it's gonna sell out instantly. Probably sold out already right now while I'm on this live stream. Okay. There's like a little bit of fat there that I don't wanna eat. I'm fine with eating fat, but sometimes I don't like the taste of it.

Okay, I'm done. Now I'm gonna eat chocolate after this. A perfect diet is chocolate flavoured green smoothies, super strong black coffee, triple shot espresso, multiple times per day. As many times as is required, plenty of steak with salt on it, and some Seashell Guylian chocolates. That's all your food groups in one hit, you guys. That's a perfect diet. You heard it from me here. In fact, another book that I'm writing, and this is not kidding either, is called The Red Wine Coffee Steak and Chocolate Diet for Women, or something like that. No, not steak. Red wine, the wine, coffee, protein, and chocolate diet for women. That's a real diet. I've been living on it for 20 years. It's working fine. It's working fabulously.

Okay. Is it kinda grossing you out that I'm eating on the live stream? Yesterday, one of my clients was eating a bag of chips, very noisily, while she Voxxed me her audios, and so I figure of someone can crunch chips while they're talking to me, I can freaking eat while I'm on a live stream too. Okay. It is a practise and a discipline to act from ... to release fear, and act from faith. What do I mean by that? What do I mean, what do I mean, Anna [Shelly 00:19:37], respond. I'll just bring somebody to the mic.

I'd love to just bring somebody on to the the live stream right now. Huh. What's happening here? Oh. Callie just sent me ... My assistant Callie, just sent me, "Hi Katrina, we ..." From Facebook. "We reviewed the profile you reported since it violated our standards, we removed it. Thank you. From Facebook." Thank you Facebook. So, somebody was trying to be me yesterday, and a bunch of you guys helped out and reported that. Thank you. Okay. I'm ready to talk.

Now, 100% of the way that I live my life, is acting from faith. Sometimes I say acting from faith, sometimes I say acting from soul desires. I kinda mean the same thing. Because I believe that what my soul desires, and also requires, which is a critical word that we should dive into momentarily, what my soul desires and also requires is gonna be based on faith also. Those two things will not be in conflict.

Somebody said to me this week, something about feeling like her soul desires, what felt aligned, did not feel the same as what's in integrity. And I was like, that's not a thing. What is in alignment for you is in integrity for you. You might feel that it's not integrity because maybe it's breaking some rules. The workout live stream? What workout live stream? Anna says yes. Lizzie, I finished eating. I could get the chocolates and start on the chocolates now. I don't usually eat chocolate in the middle of the day though. Of course you can eat on your live stream. Eat whatever you want. You need to get practise tattooed too.

Oh, when I get a tattoo ... [inaudible 00:21:24] She just randomly drops into the conversation. What's happening? Send me a photo of it straight away. As soon as it's done, or while it's being done. Add the word practise on, right now. Why not? So, it's all about living in accordance with your values. The whole fricking thing is about being in accordance with your own values. Back in the day, let me think which day it was. It would've been roughly in 2013, I believe, or 12 even. Yeah, 13, I was pregnant with Nathan. I would always drive up to whichever gym I was going to at the time, back where I lived in Melbourne, and I would sit there early, at like 6AM. I would leave Alyssa with her dad back when we were still together then, and I would go early to the earliest café that opened nearby. I think it opened even at five, I'd go super early. And I'd sit and do my morning study and reading, and then my journaling, and then I'd go workout. Same as roughly now.

Same as I was doing for many years before that also. But I'm thinking of this one particular café where I used to go all the time, because I can specifically remember being in the corner of this particular coffee shop, and writing a lot to do with my values, for like a good year, I think. I mean, I'd just dive into all these topics repeatedly. But I think that I've had things through different aspects of my journaling and inner work, and I remember that my theme for a long while then, and back when I was going to this coffee shop was around my values, and really just getting clear on what do I believe? What's important to me? What are my values and priorities?

Which are essentially like the rules that you wanna live your life by, right? So, one of my values is obviously health and fitness. That's important to me. I will prioritise it. Family is a value, inner work and mindset work is a value. Spirituality, connectedness to God. Fucking steak is definitely a value. It's a value that's empty now. Shenanigans. Can you actually say shenanigans on one of your values? Can I put that on my list of values and laminate it?

Definitely shenanigans. Fun is one of my values. Being myself, and so on and so forth. So, anyway. Living in alignment is simply living in accordance with your values. And the whole idea of the whole damn thing is that when you know what matters to you, and you know what your values are, and what's important to you, and then you live in accordance with that, you live in alignment with that, that you create the life that you're meant to have, and that you can't fuck it up, and that everything is just created and done and available for you, right?

So, it's your blueprint. I like to do a mic drop at the end of when I do a live presentation. I bring the fire and the brimstone, and I kick people's ass about being themselves in business and live, and how I like to finish my keynote ... I don't have a script or anything, but I have ... I guess it's inside of me to a degree. I like to finish with being ... Start with something like, stop looking for the goddamn blueprint that's gonna make you millions of dollars, and impact millions of people, and allow you to live the life you fricking want. You were born with the damn blueprint. The blueprint is inside of you, but you gotta go looking for that shit, right? You gotta take time to find it. Not just one time, either. Not just for 2013. For every day. Practise.

It's done. Coffee's done. Steak is done. Chocolate green smoothie is not done. Live stream is definitely not done. So, here's the thing, right? This is important. That's why I add the sceptre. Just to emphasise my point. You gotta be tuning in on this shit daily. In some way, shape, or form. Okay? Wait, there's a piece of steak up here. I'd forget it's up there and it would just sit there until that mid afternoon, I'll probably find it while I'm having a massage, and then have a little steak snack. It's done now. I sorted it out. Look how fabulous my teeth are. They're super white. Just by all the steak eating.

Stop looking, you already have. I feel like there's a word missing there, but I like the undertone of it, Candice. Okay. You've gotta go turning in. Not really looking. Maybe you've gotta go looking at first if you've not done any looking, and you don't even fricking know what your values are, but that's a bullshit lie. Of course you know what your values are. Of course you know. You do know. You may not be paying attention. You may be pretending all manner of bullshit. And just making things up, and living the wrong fricking life. But at your core, you already know. However, for me, the inner work has been a daily thing that I've done for many, many years, and it's just a daily way that I connect to my soul, to my core. I remind myself of things that I already know.

I often write down a load of stuff in my journaling. It's like, that I've repetitively in some way written or acknowledged, or kind of connected to for years, and years, and years. And I reinforce my beliefs, I reinforce affirmations and things that I'm wanting to create. Sometimes I've sort shit out, or kind of detoxed, or brained up a bunch of stuff. But a lot of it is really just reinforcing and reconnecting to my belief system, my values, and naming and claiming what it is that I'm here to create in the world.

Also connecting to my soul. Exactly what I'm saying now Christine, is how you find that blueprint every day. So, I'm kind of getting ... I'm leading into the how of the, yeah. The how of that. So, it's kind of like taking the time to connect in what am I feeling, what feels important to me, and to remind myself of that. What is it that I believe that I can create into my life? Yes, I write it down and so done. I am. You guys saw that I put you are, on Facebook this morning? It was interesting to watch people's responses to that little Facebook post.

I don't care what people respond to it, because obviously they can perceive it however they wanna perceive it, and it's fine. And some of the responses were quite funny. But actually, the reason that I wrote that is that I was doing my inner work at the time, and my study. I always do like a morning kind of spiritual soul shift type study, which just means reading something for a few minutes that speaks to my soul. And then I go into my journaling, and I was reading and setting intentions around focusing on who the words I am, are the most powerful words that we have available to us, right? I believe.

Because I am is a finite statement in itself. You are complete, you are whole. I am, period, the end. And that's everything. Everything is already done in those two words. But also in journaling, and inner work, when you use the words I am, that's incredibly fucking powerful and you create it to life. That's why I wrote you are. And not that I expect everyone to read my mind and know the reasons that I wrote that, but a few people seemed to pick up on it, which is cool.

So, coming back, coming back, coming back, the whole alignment thing. What is your soul desire? Acting from faith, it's a practise and a fricking discipline to release fear and to act from faith. Well, the process that I just explained, like some form of daily inner work and checking in and tuning in, whether it's journaling, whether it's through your own messaging. This is me doing inner work right now, right? I'm reinforcing a bunch of stuff for myself. Also, every time I write, or talk to my clients. And I'm sure for you, maybe when you talk to certain friends, or mentors, or you hang out in my communities and groups, then you reinforce that stuff and you look at it and you connect back to your core. You remind yourself of what matters, and of what you value, and of what you choose to believe because beliefs are a choice.

And then, and then, and then, and this is how I do life, this is how I play life and decide what action to take and where my energy and time should go, is I connect to well what would faith have me do? With all of these things being in place, my values, my beliefs, the way that I choose to see the world, and knowing that of course I can create anything I desire and anything that comes to me, if I truly did believe all that, then what actions would I be taking today in my business and in my life, and in all areas?

How would I be showing up, right? So, I take the time to connect to these things, even just for a few moments a day and it's kind of a running mantra through my mind all the time anyway, just because of how long I've been doing this shit for, and it's how I think all the time. But certainly, if there was anything where I was experiencing fear, or I was coming from a scarcity mindset and I would feel and notice that for sure, then I would really very deliberately practise coming from faith, not fear. And what most people are doing, and what you might be doing, is reactively living their lives based on fear. Not a good idea, all right?

What that means is, if you've got underlying belief systems running through you relevant to money, relevant to business, relevant to getting soul mate clients, maybe relevant to your health and being in shape, maybe relevant to attracting an amazing partner and finding the people that you wanna connect with in your life in that way, then that is gonna create you the wrong outcomes for you. Not an aligned outcome, because you're literally creating your life based on a fear and scarcity mindset.

A lot of times, I mean, down there, people out there, places that are not here, people don't even know this, right? They're not even conscious enough to realise that they're reacting from faith. The Four Agreements, I've heard of, but no, I've never read that. And thank you for bringing that book to my attention, Kyle. I've definitely heard it mentioned, and I think I said that I would read it, or I noted in my mind that I'd like to read it, but then forgot. I read so much different stuff all the time though.

So, yeah. Mostly people are not even conscious of it, right? They don't know they have a fucking fear mindset or a scarcity mindset. They believe that's how the world is. That's how life works. This is how it is. Well, I'm not really here to preach to those people. Occasionally I'll meet one of them in my travels, one of the real people in the normal world, and then something I say, or something they say will make me aware that they're actually like us, and then I would open up the conversation more. But I'm not here to try and convince people to even start thinking. I'm here for the people who are already conscious around this stuff, who already have awareness around it, who already have these underlying beliefs around abundance, and getting to have it all, and have it on our terms.

But maybe you've not full stepped into owning it yet, right? Your consciousness is returning. Exactly, Mandy. So, for those people, and this could be you, you'd be aware when you've got a fear mindset going on, or a scarcity or a lack mindset. Sometimes you might pretend that you don't know, or you just allow that fear to rule you, or you go into some kind of razzled, panic type situation. Like oh my God, the sky is ending, the sky is falling, the world is ending, everything's not working, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. The world hates me, and so on and so forth.

But you do know, right? And so, it's a practise. That's what I mean by the title of this live feed. It is a practise to release fear and act from faith. Now, for me, my business, in business and money, I practise that shit so fucking much for years, because I really just decided to apply myself and to shift it. The truth is I don't have to consciously practise it at all anymore. However, it is still a daily practise. It's just not something that I think about doing it. It happens automatically for me.

I always act from faith, which is to say what does my soul direct me to do? What am I guided to do from within? And I act from a place of believing that I'm safe, and I believing that I can have it all, that's how I choose to directions that I take in every different element of my business. Whether it be what I'm selling, what I'm saying, how I'm responding to somebody who's inquiring about working with me, how I do my marketing, how I do PR, everything. The question is always what is my soul telling me to do? Simple.

And usually I don't even need to ask the question. The answers just come up automatically, right? In other earning, fitness, in fitness and food, same thing. Exactly the same thing. It's 100% intuitive for me. I used to do all the stupid diets, I used to live in so much fear to do with my body, and I can't eat this, and then I'm gonna gain weight, and now I gotta do extra cardio, and it was just very tiresome. Probably for everybody that had to put up with me as well as myself.

It was not fun. I didn't enjoy it. Even last year, I slipped back into a fear routine with food and training, and I got heavier. How much, maybe six or seven pounds heavier than I am now. So, not a crazy amount, but I felt like a lot bigger than I like to be, and I can remember being in so much fear where I was like man, I really want toast this morning with my breakfast, but I really shouldn't. I'm gonna gain weight, and I shouldn't eat this, and I shouldn't eat that, and then I just snapped myself out of it in December last year. I was like what the fuck? I'm gonna eat what I fricking want, and believe that I make good choices for myself. That's faith, right? I'm gonna give myself freedom. I'm also gonna fucking remind myself that results come from mindset. I don't care what anybody says, right?

And I have a really fucking extensive background in nutrition, in advanced nutrition, in hormonal sciences and studies. I know all the fricking science of what you should be eating, but your mindset is way more powerful. If you believe that you can be lean eating fricking pizza and donuts, you will be. I'm not saying to eat it. I'm saying your belief's fucking matter. Right? Like now, for breakfast this morning for example, I had a massive serve of french toast, with syrup on it, berries, bananas, bacon, scrambled eggs, then went to the gym, smashed out my legs, now I ate a bowl of steak just then. You saw that.

Whatever. I eat what I want. I don't base it on anything except what do I desire, and I choose to trust. And so, it's intuition and flow, and it's freedom. Freedom. Like great, I get to have the body I want. I love that. I love feeling hard and looking how I desire to look, but what's more interesting to me and powerful is freedom, and that's what I'm here to share, in all areas. Now, where I personally ...

So, with the money stuff and the business stuff, I don't really gotta practise around my food and nutrition. Even when I go to the gym, I'm like what is my soul telling me to do right now? I'm not like well, I gotta do this style of lifting, and this many weight sessions, and this much fricking cardio, and this much yoga. I do what I'm directed to do each day. If I feel unsure, because I always move my body every day. If I feel unsure, I literally will stop and I'll be like, should I do gym or yoga today? What is my soul telling me? Or is it just a walk or something?

Occasionally it's nothing, but that's extraordinarily rare. Like maybe two days in the whole year. Right? But it's not like I go to do this much gym, this much cardio, this much yoga, this many walks for stress relief. Oh my God, imagine you had to live that way. How exhausting, right? But I used to live that way in all areas. So, it's not something I gotta consciously practise ... It seems that my sceptre has a little bit of mould on it. That seems unusual. Or it's just some green stuff that's being revealed. I don't consciously practise it, but I'm definitely practising in the ... what's it called? Nutrition and fitness area anyway, because my practise is the way that I live my life, right?

And even when I do something like eat massive indulgent breakfasts that I had this morning, then I'm kind of reminding myself. I sort of smile to myself and I'm like, huh, look at me, being all free and eating what I want. And I feel really proud of it as well, by the way, because I spent 10 to 15 years obsessing over every fucking thing that went into my mouth. So, there's a massive sense of self satisfaction that comes from eating the damn french toast, or the cake, or whatever it is when I eat that sort of stuff, or even when I'm just eating greens and lean protein, and stuff, which is a lot of the time.

Either way, I'm continually reminding myself yeah, I get to choose what feels right for me. I trust myself. I have faith that I'll make the right decision for myself, and I know that my results come from what I choose to believe, not from how things add up. My results don't come from what I eat or how I work out. My results come from inside of me. Same with money. What if you trusted yourself? Imagine. Can you just imagine how fabulous your life would be? It's so easy. You literally just get to sit around all day fricking waving things to people on the internet and doing whatever you want, having a good old chat.

You're not sitting here worrying. I spent my whole adult life up until a few years ago, and even in some areas still recently, worrying, always. Like there was always something hanging over me. Am I gonna look good enough for that event tomorrow, or you know, do I need to go and do another workout today, or did I eat the wrong thing earlier, or did I say the wrong thing earlier on Facebook, or am I gonna ... How should I make sure I follow up with that person and close the deal? Or what should I be selling? Oh my God, there was so much fucking energy just being exhaustively drained out of me all day, every day. And it was so exhausting. I said exhausting two times, but it was how I lived my life for years. I really gotta give myself props for being able to stay upright and standing the entire time.

No wonder I needed so much sex. But I think I need even more now, because I'm even more alive with energy, and vibrancy. So, the practise can be automatic, is what I'm saying. The practise can be the way you live your life. Now, the only area where I still gotta consciously practise more, is my love and [remomant 00:37:41]? [remomance 00:37:42]. Love and [remomance 00:37:43]. Love and relationships and romance area.

But I'm getting so into flow there also, right? I spoke about this a lot recently. But I just take a little bit more time and attention in that area. I'll notice myself coming from fear something still, or I can feel that a fear reaction is rising, or I can feel like what I would maybe say or do if I allowed fear to rule me. I just catch it. I catch it always. I don't act from fear or scarcity, or lack or neediness in that area anymore. I don't believe I do. I think I've shifted that now. Touch wood.

But I notice that I catch it quite frequently, and then I I kind of process it, I do my inner work around it, I do journaling on it, I tune in. I notice when I'm like oh my God, I'm freaking out about something, or what somebody said or didn't say on a message, or what I'm gonna say to him, or whatever. And then I catch it and I'm like, okay, and I sit down and I fucking journal that shit. I write it down. Why am I feeling this? What is this really about? What story is this that's springing up from previously? What do I need to understand here? What do I wanna choose to believe, feel, what are the emotions and the thoughts that I desire to bring in around this, and then finally, okay.

What aligned action, if any, should I take in this area? I set my intentions, these are the desires and the results that I want, I fucking release and detach from it, because that's a critical part of manifestation, and then yeah. I go what action, what aligned action, if any, should I take around this? And that's roughly my process, right? So, I take time to do that. I had a freak out thing earlier this week, and insecurity that came to the surface that I noticed, relevant to a conversation with a man, and then I just, I probably spent an hour working through it in my journal.

I took the fucking time, because I believe that I can have it all, in that area, the same as how I do with my money, my body, my lifestyle, my fun and adventure, et cetera, and I am willing to invest the time in training my fucking mindset and shifting my soul into that place of flow, and into faith based response, but it did take time and attention. And then I took completely talked myself down from that hill of freaking the fuck out, to where I felt totally grounded, totally sure of myself, totally in faith, totally in abundance and certainty, and like yes, I get to be who I am, and I get to receive love, and I'm a fricking badass, and I feel hot, and I feel amazing, and bring it on world.

And then, from that place, I'm like cool, cool. What, if anything, is the aligned action I need to take in that area, right? And that is my practise in that area. It's not automated exactly like the other areas, as I'm explaining to you, right? My point is, that for me to get to the level of ease and flow that I have now around money, where it's like I have ... Of course money just flows to me every day, as much as I just kind of pluck out of the air, more and more every month, with greater and greater ease, soul mate clients only. I don't gotta do anything, I never gotta worry about it, it's just always there.

Same with my fitness and health. To get to there, to get to here, I did that. I did that fucking inner work. I took the time. Every time my shit came up, I sat my ass in the chair as soon as I could, and I did the journaling work on it, and or I spoke with whoever it was that was supporting me at the time about it, and I ran it through my head while I was maybe working out, and I figured it the fuck out. And I noticed where fear was ruling me, or scarcity was ruling me, and I asked myself repeatedly, every fucking day in my journaling, for years. I would ask what would alignment look like right now? What would I be saying, selling, doing in my business if I knew I was completely safe with money, if I already had a million dollars in the bank, and if I was completely in alignment?

It was a fucking practise, you guys. I remember that question I asked every morning for years, like two to three years I would say every fucking morning. I remember sitting in café up there, in Broad Beach, which is the next town over, café that opens at 4AM down there. I always know where all the early morning café is. Wherever I am in the world. And every morning it was my practise, right? I just cannot emphasise enough that you've got to have a mindset practise, and if you're not willing to do that, please, for the love of God, leave the fucking live stream and leave my community because I cannot help you. If you're not willing to invest into shifting your own soul and into being that next level version of yourself, there is not a single fricking thing that I can say to you or desire to say to you that is going to help you to make money, reach your soul mate clients, make a fuckload of money, I already said that, why not have some more?

Have your dream body, have a soul mate relationship, have it all. I do the fucking work, and by that I mean the work of how my thoughts or my mind and my beliefs and my emotions operate. I am disciplined enough to train my mind. Your mind is like an errant fucking monkey child. It will do whatever the fuck you want if you don't give it direction. You get to choose. And when you take the time to choose how you're gonna think, and to cultivate a mindset of abundance, and a belief system of abundance, you get to the point where it's fucking inherent to who you are, which is how I am with money, how I am with my fitness and body, how I am rapidly becoming with love and romance.

I'm so just on the edge of complete, complete flow and ease and certainty in there as well, and it's shifting every fucking day. I've already shifted so much from like two months ago, or four months ago, or a year ago, because I've been doing the work. I've been applying myself. I've been committed the it. I refuse to accept anything except the standard of excellence. I know that when I'm next in a official serious, committed relationship of some kind, where it's like an official thing, that it's gonna be something that people are like, oh my God, I wish I had a relationship like that.

And I'm not saying that because I want people to be envious of stuff that I have, but more so to impress upon you, like I know that people wish they could make the money I make, live the lifestyle I make, have the body and have it all. Well, you gotta have that practise. And you've gotta be committed that you get to have it that way. There is no fucking way I would have any relationship of whatever sort of classification or labelling, and this is already true in the current way that I do love and romance, that this ...

Any connection, however that connection is playing out and carrying out, my current connections are all fricking based on what feels right and aligns for me, and what is in keeping with my goals, and even the guy who is important to me in my life, right? Who I talk to all the time, we talk all the time about communication, and learning new communication, and growing in communication, and expressing your true actual feelings. Like oh my God, imagine, right?

And it's a continual growth thing from both sides, and that is something where I'm just ... I'm not available for anything other than that. How can people be in a relationship where there's not openness and communication? But I was. Fear, obviously. Right? So, I know that people can be. But my point is, I've committed myself to getting to have it all in all areas. So, in this area, like in other areas, I just do the work. I do the fricking work, and I only bring in people into my life who are doing the work in their area, in their life also.

And people who I was giving my time and energy and body to, et cetera. For example, last year, well I still have fun to go on a date, and that sort of thing. That's fine, I've got nothing against that as a general sort of social thing, or a fun night out or whatever, and yeah. That's totally fine. But as far as me continuing a relationship with somebody, like really, when I get to the point where if I've seen somebody two or three times, if that's not a growth orientated person, if we're not vibing on a soul level, it's not like I'm trying to just be superior or something like that.

It's just that, that doesn't align with how I choose to live my life. Just like my soul mate clients and my soul mate clients, I'm just not gonna work with somebody who doesn't choose to apply themselves to business and life in a certain way. So, even part of my growth into greater alignment and flow in this area, was I just allowed some connections with guys that I had been seeing to fade away, but I was like, well, yeah. I still have a great time every time we catch up, it's fun, we go to dinner, we do all the things, you know, have sex, et cetera. Yes, that's a need and a requirement as well, so that's certainly part of it, but it's kind of like ...

If the conversation's not flowing, if it's starting to feel like a little bit of hard work, if it's kind of like, well, I'm pretty much just doing this for the attention and the sex, then okay, well I could still certainly do that if I choose to anytime, and I would, right? For sure. If I choose to. But it's also, hmm, how does this tie in with what I actually believe? How does this tie in with faith based living, right? How does this tie in with the knowledge that I have inside of me, that I can have only epic soul mate connections?

And people say it's really hard to find a conscious guy, or it's hard to find a man who's growth orientated, and then their hot, and they're whatever, and whatever, and whatever. And I'm like, well, you're gonna get what you expect to see. That's the truth of the matter. I started journaling earlier this year on being surrounded by conscious men who are freaking smart, fun, funny, successful, who totally honour me as a goddess and a queen, and tell me the nice things, and treat me in a way that I love to be treated. And elevate me and take care of me, and I didn't even just mean romantically, right? I meant in a general sense, being surrounded by conscious men.

Only the other day, I think it was like a week or so ago, I remember just thinking holy shit, today alone I've had four amazing epic conversations with incredible conscious men. I am surrounded by conscious men. My friends, my clients, people who I connect with online, and also in the romantic area as well, right? But really, like all my male connections now I just ... I have such amazing male friends, who are so fricking conscious and elevated, and I'm only gonna date in that way as well, and I'm only gonna give my energy in any sort of [inaudible 00:47:28] sense in that way, and it's also what I expect and what I see in the small percentage of men that are actually in my own community, several of which are here on this live stream. Yes. Exactly.

Pete's just like, "Here I am." And Brandon's here as well, right? So, there's two examples right there. And it's just all these things come about when you choose to believe, right? I'm using that area as a big example because it's an area that I've been particularly focusing on for me and my life, as you know. And like I said, because I've practised, because I've repeatedly practised releasing fear ... I didn't have fear around attracting conscious male friends or clients. Actually, that was more so obviously for the love romance area, but still, I gotta practise that. I've repeatedly practised it. When fear's rising, when you say to yourself maybe that's unrealistic, or I couldn't have a connection like that, or I can't tell I'm what I'm really feeling like this.

And it's like, well is that true? Or is that fear? What would faith say? What would my soul tell me to do? What would alignment look like? And then you fucking practise. And the practise maybe scary as hell, super fucking uncomfortable, insane, right? In that area. That's why you practise. You practise so that it becomes easier and easier to show up as that version of yourself, okay? So, right now, where is the area where you most need to practise? What is the area that you've gotta practise in? Because I could tell you that you can get to absolute flow and ease, as I have shown and demonstrated, and as I continue to create for my own self, you can have all of that. You know it.

But you've gotta be willing to take the time to catch it when fear is ruling you, and if you're not even sure, then fricking, start getting your ass in the chair every day and looking into that in your journaling, and figuring it out, or working with me, or whoever you wanna work with, and getting it all sorted. And then you practise what would faith look like? What would soul alignment look like? What would I be doing if was coming from belief? That's the blueprint. Michelle says, you totally get what you expect. Just expect differently and what ... Right.

And there's so many things that I've written in my journal, where I feel like that's outrageous, that would be too good to be true, right? I think even the conscious man thing, I felt that at one point. I was like well, you know, a lot of the really conscious men seem to be kind of like not my type, like super ... I'm sorry. But super hippy-ish, which is not my type. And so, I kind of had a belief system there, and then I was just like and what if I chose to believe that the conscious men that I call in are super in their kind of alpha masculine, and in the way that I'm attracted to?

And so, that's obviously what I then created, because I chose to believe it. But I remember thinking that it wasn't really possible or available, and then I decided to journal it every single day anyway, which is what I do with everything, right? There's many things that I'll journal where I'm like it seems so far off. And I'm like too bad. I keep claiming it as available now. Manifestation is all in the now.

Woo. Okay. By the way, I got one place left in Rich Hot Empire. Six weeks to work with me one on one. You and me. Build your soul mate cult tribe, make money doing what you love, create a multi seven figure empire and beyond through low end, high end, whatever you wanna do. What is your calling, what is your soul work? Do you need to do the mindset work on that, and would you like to know everything about how I've built this business? Rich Hot Empire is about all of that and so much more. It is unlimited one on one access to me.

It is going to be closed off very, very, very fricking soon. It'll probably slightly oversell, because I've already got several conversations in the works. But in theory, I can do one more place if you message me ASAP about that. I will send you a overview and details, and we can talk through it all, and yes. Well, there you go. Dee's just claimed that last place, right there. Which I kind of already knew anyway. The conversations that I'm still having with people right now are all closed out. Those conversations obviously, right?

So, as always, I sell things out, or I slightly oversell them even, if I've had like four people that are messaging all me at the same time for the last final place, which tends to keep fricking happening, because I call in the energy of it. And that's how it's done. And this is a faith thing as well. I teach about that when you're a client. I teach about it anyway, in lots of different ways obviously, with my free online content.

so, leave me a comment, send me a message. Tell me the things, say yes to you. Press fricking play, and I already said press fricking play. I'm gonna say it anyway. Don't forget, life is now, press play. Thank you for watching. Bye.

Direct download: Release_fear_and_act_from_faith..m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:12am AEST

Wed, 16 May 2018

The more you be you, the more you get paid to be you

Hey, hey. Welcome to the live stream. Okay, small problem. That's not the problem. This hair's definitely a problem. Its become a kind of terrible balayage situation. Don't worry. The amazing Hailey will fix it on Tuesday. I will look blonde and fabulous again.

Hmm, here's my problem. It's what is commonly referred to as a cushion problem, meaning I have not enough cushions. One second. I definitely have enough lights. You should see the lighting situation here. I'm like the princess and the pea. Hi Liora, hi Melissa, hi Anna. Look at my situation. Hang on. Can you see all these cushions? There's like four of them there now. I must sit on mini cushions. Bop.

No need to manifest the perverts in, Branden Marshall, Lily Lucia, hi. Hi, Susan, hey Anna Shelley. Who else is there? Hi, Debbie. Hi to all the queens who are here with me on the live stream. And, so far, one king that ... Okay, there's another one. Hey, Trent. Yeah, it's in the middle. I wanted it bottom right. Calling Bronwen Kelly, Bronwen Kelly to the live stream. Why is my banner in the middle? I don't know, I just like to mess with people, you know. Not even on purpose, it just seems to happen. It seems to be part of my nature.

I nearly didn't go live, because apparently, according to my daughter, my eyes look scary. There they are. She said my eyeliner's terrible. I said, I'm channelling Kelly Renny, which is a compliment, by the way. The thing is, though, I'm having some bizarre allergic reaction right now, and my eyes are ...

Okay, I'm going to give myself permission to pick bits of myself apart, and I might be making it up in my head, or maybe you're just agreeing with me, and you're like, look at those squinty little eyes. My eyes feel super squinty and little right now. Are they? Are they squinty and little right now? Can you tell me? Because, I don't know if I'm imagining it, or if they are. But, they feel tiny in my head. Like disgusting little pea eyes, and my face is puffy and a bit swollen and I'm having an allergic reaction to something and I'm shaky.

I look hot. Well, that's because of all the lighting. There's an entire studio of lighting on me right now. Thank you for saying ... I carefully chose everything, you guys. I put my warning, I don't really care, T-shirt on, because I feel like that could be relevant to what we're going to talk about. I enhanced my breasts with my mind, which just means posture. Then we have pinkness here and ocean there. So, I thought about every part of it. But I still need a [inaudible 00:03:19] because I feel weird, I'm all shaky in my head, and I'm shaking in my hands. I've got that feeling of, it's a histamine reaction. You know that histamine feeling? I hate it.

I'm trying to figure out why I've got it. What was I eating last night on the flight home? I just flew home last night with my children, to Australia. I've only spent 36 hours in Australia in the last three months. I'll be here now for like ... Thank you ... I'll be here now for, I think, 16 days, and then I go back to Bali, and then I'll come back for two weeks. Then, I'll be in America again for a month, from middle of June. We've got my inner circle retreat happening early July in ... Thank you, Trent ... Early July in Los Angeles. If you have been meaning to join me in a circle. Wow, it really is right in the middle of the screen. Okay, that's fine. Then, just message me about the inner circle.

I think it was because I, do you think you can have a fucking allergic reaction from a single fig? I get a reaction to foods with histamine in them, so certain wines, but definitely dried fruits, right? I had a dried fig on the plane from my daughter's cheese platter. Surely, that can't be enough for me to have this, I can really feel it. Thank you for saying I look hot, I appreciate it. I receive it, but I feel weird as fuck. I definitely need to get sweaty again. I already worked out, I got to go sweat again.

We are gonna do this topic, we're gonna do this conversation. Are you excited for this conversation? The more you be you, the more you get paid to be you. Ah-ha, send me love heart shower if you like it, if you think it's a good topic. Maybe it was cheap wine. Maybe Virgin is serving up the wine with more preservatives in it. Because, if I drink wine with more preservatives in it, I get this reaction for sure, I don't know. I don't know, but what I do know is, after I do this, I'm gonna go to the gym in my building and sweat it out again. Even though, I was just at the gym two hours ago. But, I'm gonna cleanse my system. Cleanse my system of the pea eyes and the puffy face. Whether or not yous guys can see it, I can fucking feel it. Also, I'm gonna eat all the green vegetables.

All right, now you're all caught up to speed on what's happening with me. I'm not entirely sure why this banner is right in the middle of the screen, but it's attention getting anyway, so that's never a bad thing. I'm feeling super excited to be in my favourite pink chair. I must admit, I'm not in love with being on the Gold coast, which sounds terrible. I'm super happy to be back, and see some of my bestest friends in the world, like the amazing Kelly Renny, and Matt Miller, and my sister. I could have put her first, couldn't I. Well, she's priority number uno anyway, I'm gonna go see her tonight. My sister just moved her while I was away on the other side of the world, she just moved to where I live, from the other side of the country. I haven't visited her house yet or anything. So, we'll do that tonight.

I've been having this conversation with, all right, I'm just side tracking all over the place. Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry. Did you guys even give me love heart shower for the topic? Because, I feel like I didn't see it. But, that might be, because I was busy sharing shit over here. Send me more love hearts, because I enjoy to look at them. I did see some flying Katrina's. When is the inner circle meet up? It's gonna be July 11 and 12. I haven't decided the exact venue yet, we are in discussion. Yes, you could have red fern, John, probably preferable than a pink one, but I guess you could have pink if you really wanted to. I like the pink.

It looks like a green screen behind me, doesn't it? That's the actual real ocean right there. Oh my God, I've got the funniest little clip on my phone from dinner a few weeks ago, Dallas, of Ryan Steuben explaining the difference between the ocean and the sea. It made no sense at all, but it made all the sense in the world. I definitely should share that later. That just reminded me of that. Hey, hey, Wendy.

Somebody said to me yesterday, one of my friends said to me yesterday on an audio, that I blow his mind with some of the simplest stuff I've said, or I guess he asked me a question about when I switched into being ... I want to hear Patrick as Ryan Steuben explaining it, oh, well tag him in there, tag him in, and we can add to the live stream and explain it himself. I wonder if you can add people when you've done it on your Facebook create a page, as opposed to on your personal page. You'd have to tag him and tell him what you need and require though. Otherwise, I'm sure I can make that happen for you at some point in time.

I definitely do have him doing an impression of Ryan, but that was in the live stream in the daily [inaudible 00:08:08]. All right. Always spot on to comments. Good, I try to be. What was I saying? Right, so my friend asked me, my friend Ryan, different Ryan. I actually have multiple Ryan friends. Two, just so you know, so no more Ryans can apply, that position is already filled, two is enough. One in Australia, whose basically like my oldest friend int he world, who I've known for nearly 20 years, and then the other one who everybody knows, Ryan Steuben. Many people in our own previous world though.

Anyway, he messaged me and asked, when did I switch into being, or what was it that made me switch into being more aggressive Kat. He didn't say it with that emphasis, I just added that myself. It was, because I'd said something to him about, we were talking about can you swear, can you curse in the titles of books on Amazon, or in the books at all. I was like, well, I've definitely got it even in several of the titles of my Amazon books. But, I said, if you look through my earlier year ones it didn't have it all. But, that was because I wasn't really aggressive Kat then, I don't think I was really cursing in my messaging. I was the one who came up with the phrase aggressive Kat. My friends aren't just going around calling me aggressive Kat for the fun of it.

Then, he said, a day or two later, must have thought about it, and he was like, "What was it that made you switch into being aggressive Kat?" My answer was really simple, I just looked at him and said ... Hello Terry, hello Tamara, hello Yara, hello everybody jumping on. Victory sign for you, not sure why, just came out that way, must be the fern. I said, I got fed up for not living for what's inside of me. I got fed up with not living for what's inside of me. That was my answer. I was just, you're walking along, you get a message on what's up, or whatever, and you just quickly answer it. But, I tuned in, and I gave, obviously, the real answer, and the correct answer.

To me, that was a nothing answer. It was like, eh, I got fed up for not living for what's inside of me. Then, I think I wrote again and I said it was my, fuck this shit moment, right? I remember the fuck this shit moment. I've spoken about ti many times, many times. I think lots of people have a fuck this shit moment, and that was probably my biggest one. Where I was just fed up with myself. The aggression that started to then come out of me through my messaging is still part of my messaging to this day, and cursing a lot, and being like (roar). Well, that's obviously part of who I am, and (roar) and very, very aggressive, legitimately (roar). All right, I'll stop now. Wait, can't promise anything. Hey, Queen Rashida.

All right the aggression that started to come through ... It is that kind of day, Molly, for sure ... That was, at first, I honestly think it was, because I was angry at myself. Have you ever felt ... Toby, what are the eyes for? Explain the mysterious eyes. Does that mean you can see all things, and you know all things? What do the eyes mean, we need to hear? Give a love heart shower you guys, or some flying creep Katrina's, which you use your stickers for, if you have ever felt so fed up with your own self not speaking your truth. I have a gentle soul. This is true, Gillian [inaudible 00:11:18], I am sending you all the love. Am I even saying your last name correctly? Do I even know how to say my own inner circle client's last name?

Gillian put an amazing post up yesterday, about how she's building her million dollar business, and the energetic shifts that have happened since she began working with me in the inner circle, which was only about four or five weeks ago. I remember you messaged me, okay, don't worry, don't worry, well get back onto the point of the point. You make a creepy Katrina reaction ... This is about the weirdest question I've ever received. You make a creepy Katrina reaction by, you press the sticker thing that's just to the inside of the emoji list. Something like that, I don't know, somebody explain it. Figure it out amongst yourselves.

Gillian messaged me, I was in the coffee line at the frigging Disney resort. My creative control manager, Bronwen Kelly, made me the creepy Katrina's. She's also the one who made me the Katrina Ruth Show banner. They're not supposed to be creepy. What are these? Oh, does it say press play? What's happening? Does it say 1%, can somebody screen shot this, my mind is expanding right now, you guys. These are all new. There's little pink 1% signs coming up. Keep them coming, just keep sending them. Be trigger happy on the button. I want all your fingers wearing out, just like push, push, push, just keep pressing play on that button. There's a flying Katrina, there's another one. I don't like that one with her back to me. I don't care for that. Branden, get on your phone right now. No playing with the emojis without prior supervision or permission.

I'm so not, I'm high on life, I'm high on the throne, 1%, amazing. Amazing. All right, let's go back to Gillian, and then let's go back to the topic after that, because we're getting to the topic. I feel that I'm doing a fabulous live demonstration of how to be yourself anyway. We're getting somewhere with that. I'll sell you, you got to be ... Thank you, Lily, I try to be hilarious. Send some laughing emojis, because they're my favourites, they really are. I like to be in my entertainer mode. You know we're [inaudible 00:13:26] starting this week. I've got to start now, before I go all shenanigans, and it's my six week one-on-one. Message me please, if you've been thinking about working with me one-on-one. I would love to give you all the detail, and the uber view, everything, understanding, and talk with you about whether it's for you.

Gillian started, so just message me on my personal page, preferably please. Oh my God, the 1% sign, it's the best thing I've ever seen. Best. Actually, one of the best things that I've ever seen is, my Instagram finally lets me use different font on the stories now, believer, first thing's first, gonna say what I want duh-duh, gonna say all the words inside my head. Shall we sing it for a little bit. I think so, Bronwen Kelly, was being informed that the banner is the middle of the screen. The middle, the middle, you understand?

I think we're gonna have a small breakout for song, then I'm gonna go back to the Gillian's [inaudible 00:14:23] story, and working with me, and the energetic upgrades and shifts, and haven't your best, biggest month ever without even doing any fucking thing, and vibrational shifts, and making money for being you, and message me about [inaudible 00:14:33], and I will also discuss the conversation that we said we're gonna discus. I'm not quite sure what it was now. Making money being you, we're coming back to that. We're coming back.

Everybody breathe, it's under control. We need to listen to this though, just for a moment. Because, I want to do a new about page on my website, and I'm gonna do ... I'm not supposed to tell you guys this, because I think it's the funniest, most hilarious idea that ever existed in the history of time, and I'm giggling, giggling, giggling to myself about doing it. But, now I'm telling you, but only some people will know. But, it's gonna be a mashup of all these different songs.

We'll start with this, with the words from this, ready? Facebook, just what's happening, is it not working. No, no, go away YouTube, we don't want you. What is happening? Why? Reload, fuck your reload. This must not be meant to be. Okay, YouTube Believer, Imagine Dragons. You've got to listen to just the start of this song, because actually it's so on point for the topic of conversation. You had a feeling was gonna do something weirdo, but I love the 1% stickers, and I don't mind it being in the middle, because I feel like its attention getting. But, maybe we can see if we can move it down.

The whole conversation is about, the more you be you, the more money you make. Is that what we called it, guys? What did we call it, what was the team decision on what this live stream was called? Let's check it out. Then, I'm gonna ... The more you be you, the more you get to be paid to be you. Well, that was obvious, who would need to do a fucking live stream about it? Nobody needs to talk about that, that's just obvious. We established that, we'll just talk about whatever comes up.

Gillian messaged me when I was in the coffee line at Disney. I feel like I don't need to tell you that whole story right now anymore. She knew it was time to go all in, in deeper way with what she was doing. She felt that I was the mentor to support her to do that. She joined the inner circle tout suite with very minimal conversation. That's how we do it. Then, do you know it continues to delight me, and to humble me, and awe me, that my clients just shift. It sounds egotistical, I feel a little self conscience to say it, but we've only had two phone calls, I think, in that time, in that four or five weeks. But, we've spoken on messages quite a bit, three reactions.

This stupid audio doesn't want to play for me. It's clearly being a little bitch. We've connected back and forth on messages, and audios, and that sort of thing. She's just going up, up, up, up in her energy, and wrote an amazing post about it yesterday. What? It's just freaking stepping into fully being you, and backing yourself, and owning everything that's inside of you. I feel like I would have way more emphasis around that story if I had told it five minutes ago when it was coming through. But, it wasn't coming through then. Don't worry, we're gonna get to this song in a minute. It's only taking me that fucking long in order to get this stupid thing to load.

Okay, ready. This is the way, that's gonna be the start of my new about page. It's so good, just wait. (music) First thing's first, gonna say all the words inside my head ... And tired of the way that things have been. Okay, now don't know all the words. Second thing's second, gonna eh-eh. Okay, I'm losing it. Okay, I felt like I could have kept up with the words, and it would have been amazing, and I didn't quite manage to do it.

But, he says, first thing's first, I'm gonna tell you ... What did, okay, let me try one more time. First thing's first, I'm gonna say all the words inside my head. I'm fired up, and tiered of the way that things have been. Uh, ooh. I can't do the ooh bit. Second thing's second, don't you tell me what to think, uh-duh-duh-duh, I'm the master of my sea. If that's not the wording to start your about page with, then what is? Let's look up the lyrics, so that we're all clear. Believer, Imagine Dragons lyrics. You know what would be smart of me, if I would have played the version that shows the lyrics on the screen, and you guys would have been like, wow, she's so on it.

First thing's first, I'm a say all the words inside my head. I'm fired up, and tired of the way that things have been. I've got to pee now. It's so good, so good, so good. If you don't listen to Imagine Dragons, I don't even know what you think you're doing with your life, frankly. But, I suppose you're fine. But, you've got to listen to the words of that song, and you've got to listen to Do What it Takes. It's gold, it's gold. If you have a hustle friend in your life, who's an adrenaline lover, who's a badass that just goes all in, and does the damn thing, you should send them this song. They are gonna love you for it. Then, you can send me a gift, P.O. Box 861 Surfers Paradise Queensland, 4217.

Then, definitely Warrior. Let's hear a little bit of Warrior. Warrior, Imagine Dragons. Are you guys cool with this? Can we just do a little campfire session? Are you guys all right with it? I don't know why I keep getting away with putting songs on my live streams anymore, touch wood. Here's some, okay. I think it's, because Mark Zuckerberg loves me. It's only normal. But, it adds value, why would you not be allowed to do it? I really like what I've heard from Imagine Dragons. You've got to dig deep into Imagine Dragons. You've got to dig all the way. No, go away with the ad, we don't care with the ad. I love this Warrior song, but probably Do What it Takes is the best one you've got to go listen to that.

I love this, because they, it talks about how we always knew that we'd be the ones who (music) ... Sweet child you will play and wash the fire away. You always knew you could be the one to work while they all play. Hmm, hmm-hmm. Of all the things that you would change, but it was just a dream. All right, we've got to stop. We better stop, we're gonna get in trouble. Somebody's gonna tag Marky-Mark in. Tag Marky-Mark in, that'd be awesome.

Okay, here's the deal, right, my friend said to me, how simple some of the stuff that I say to him is, or how simple the most powerful stuff, I guess, that I say to him is, and how it just blows his mind. Because, it's like, I guess, and then we got into a conversation about it yesterday, and we were both going back and forth, and just discussing the awesomeness of what we both put into the world, obviously, just in a normal fashion.

But, talking about how, well, we both have a fitness background, we used to work in the gym together for years. He and his wife are still that's their business, helping moms to get into amazing shape, and doing the inner transformational work around that as well. We were talking about how, people just tend to think and assume that, whether it's in business, whether it's with money making, whether it's with fitness, whether it's with love and relationships. It's the other area that I keep talking about all the time at the moment. People tend to think and assume that it's the really complex stuff that's gonna get the results, right? So, I ... Did somebody just, was there somebody there for a second.

Ah Mummy

I think I'm imagining things. I think I imagined a small beast. A little curly headed beasty. We're just getting into the freaking sermon. Okay, I'm gonna carry on, because I want to do this, and I'm not gonna be distracted, I will not be. Yes, you're hilarious, now everybody's more interested in you than me. Go, go play, I'm gonna do my sermon. Go.

No.

All right, people think, and this is what we were talking about. People think that the experts, or the gurus are holding, right. Reserving, and holding a secret from them. It's like, that we've got the real answer, and that if you join the right programme, or if you pay enough money, then you get the secrets, and then you get the answer.

Hello.

But, to get the amazing results ... I'm laser focused, you guys, laser focused.

Hello.

To get the amazing results.

Hello.

Hello. Hello, go, go sing a song in the library.

No.

Awe, oh, thank you Gillian.

Hello, hi-o, hi-o.

Yes, if you buy ... Well, people who buy from you, actually this is a good little exercise while I am a little distracted. If you buy from me, and you've bought from me, straight up, tell me what is the reason that you've bought from me? Maybe, sometimes you didn't want to know the content of that particular course, but what's the first answer that comes to mind-

Mommy?

... As to why you've bought from me.

Hey you, hey you. Hello.

Whether it's in an online programme, or as a high level client, in rich on empire, or even in the inner circle with any of my other inner circle bad asses are here. I know Gillian just signed off, and gave a cool little shout out there saying, definitely join. Yeah, so I'd love to know, and it something to think about for you as well. Wendy says the energy. It's a good thing to think about, why do people buy from you.

Energy, cool, all right. But, yeah, people tend to, I think we all tend to still assume that there's some sort of magical missing link that we don't know. But, really, in all areas, it's the simple stuff that gets the results, right? My friend had asked me, why did I switch to being more aggressive Kat, and I was like, because I got so sick of not living for what's inside of me. Then, I started to do that, right? Which, was my F this shit moment, basically. Because, I started to do that-

Hello.

And to fully live for what's inside of me. Things started to blow up. Oh my God, you're literally spurting on me. I see that you're trying to get attention, and you're doing a really good job of it, but mommy's in her A game zone, all right? Connection, energy to level up, wanting to be more badass says Kat, Lilly says wanting to be like me. Which, by the way, also just means, being what's inside of you, right? If anyone resonates with the idea of wanting to be like me in some way, then that's because you see it inside of you. Nothing's happening here at all. There's nothing to laugh about or look at.

What was Branden's comment, I want to go back to it? Where is it? I bought, because I want next level energetic shit, and most personal custom tailored help. Yes, trust you says Grace, Aligned discipleship. Christine says energy completely resonated. Whoa, and I wanted to do one of your previous courses [crosstalk ] Go put a movie on. I wasn't lined up to that. Get Alissa to put a movie on for you, and watch out for those cords, honey. Once I do do that, I can't read the rest of that, I'll read it later. Alyssa's whispering to you over there, go put a movie on. Hey, gorgeous, says Mandy. That wasn't a questions, but thank you.

Hello, hello.

How to get in touch with your inner truth and speak that shit to the world. Resonation, okay, I'm gonna read all these comments later, so thank you so much. Keep putting them in. Then, ask your audience to send feed, by the way. It's definitely a cool thing to ask. Then, you can screen shot it, and put it on your sales page if you wanted to. Bossiest, bossiest boss.

Bye, Mommy. I hate you.

Oh, lovely. I love you anyway.

I hate you.

I don't believe you, little monkey.

All right, go watch your movie.

Well, whose gonna help me?

Alyssa Rose Loterzo, that's who.

Me.

There she is, there's more of them, they're everywhere. But, it's fabulous. He's now upside down on a chair, and now she picking him up, upside down, which seems like a very smart idea for an eight-year-old to pick up a four-year-old by the legs, and then carry him upside down. A certain type of sexy, savage, badass femininity. Man, I want to change that on my profile. Currently it says, Katrina Ruth is a state of mind at the Katrina Ruth Show on my personal profile. Just put it on for him.

I'm gonna change it to a certain type of sexy, savage, badass femininity. That's amazing. But, I like the state of mind thing as well. Okay, you broke my sparkly cushion you little monsters. Don't turn my lights off, everyone will see the real me. Because, it's time to press play, and go all in, says Tracy. Lights on? All of them, please, turn them back on. Thank you, on. No, no, no, you can break that, be careful, honey. He turns the lights off, and then just leaves, just leaves. Who raised these children?

All right, I've got to turn that light on, you guys, it's gonna mess with my savage, sexy, femininity badassery. Not really, but I still want it on. Awe, now it's dead. It's dying a slow death. He knocked it down. Oh, shit, all right. Okay, here we are. We got through it as a team. Well done, you guys. Sometimes I just let them takeover. Not today, my friends. I've already spent all morning doing shenanigans with them. This is my shenanigan time. My children will not disrupt it. Well, they can disrupt, and I will just carry on as I please.

So, when I made that switch to acting and living for what was inside of me, and if you've jumped on late, you missed the singing around the campfire section. You missed, I don't know, whatever else you missed, but mainly, the singing was my favourite piece, to be perfectly honest with you. You should watch the replay, but there was definitely some other gold in there.

When I make that switch, and I really was just like, warning, I don't really care anymore. People say I don't give a fuck all the time, which is roughly what this T-shirt says. It says, warning, I don't really care. It doesn't say I don't care anymore. But, at the time, I could have said, warning, I don't really care anymore, and do you know I did not even put this T-shirt on with that wording in mind for this live stream? Mind blown, expanded, expanded, right?

When I made that switch to, I don't give a fuck, I'm gonna say what's inside of my head ... First thing's first, I'm a say all the words inside my head. I'm tired up and duh-duh. Yeah, what we did before, that exact song. Oh my God, how on point was this whole live stream you guys? It's all just flowed together. That's when I started making millions of fucking dollars online doing what I love, and having only sold my clients having all the money, even though I didn't even ask them to, and they just come out of nowhere, like Gillian, and they're just like, I'm gonna pay you whatever it is that I have, let me in, let me in, let me in.

Then, they expand their results, and have their best month ever, and then they just post about it, and tag you on freaking Facebook, and then tell people about it. You're just like, I was just having a massage and being myself. Seriously, that is exactly how it's done. Can we clip that piece out and caption it? It would have to be fast captions. But, honestly, I'm just like, it just gets better, and better, and easier, and easier, only with my soulmate clients, who just level up like bad asses.

I'm gonna say it, from being in my energy space, from being in the vibration of this whole shindig, and the way that I shop, and the way that I put the work in, and the way that I press play, and the way that I kick their ass into alignment, and massive fucking action, and/or whatever it is I need, and I reach into their souls, and I grab them by it, and shake it up, put some cinnamon on top. It's very good for insulin mitigation. Makes it taste good. I'm talking a little louder, because I feel that my children might be trying to kill each other in the other room.

Then, I remind them of who they fucking are, and largely the reminder ... Nevermind, they're in the other room ... Largely the reminder for them of who they are is, me being who I am, right? Me steady in my power like a lighthouse. Like a pink queenly lighthouse. I don't have to do anything, the lighthouse is not out therein the freaking ocean trying to pick up sinking sailors. The lighthouse is standing strong on the shore, being a goddamn lighthouse, right? I'm a talking empress, says Wendy. We're gonna assume she means fucking, but we'll go with talking, because it sounds better. At least it's not ducking. We're all so done with ducking face. We're done with it. We're done with it, nobody in the history of time every tried to say, I really ducking want. Maybe they did, no need to prove me wrong, right?

If you're a lighthouse whose out there swimming with bedraggled hair, and weird lighthousey arms, and trying to pick up sinking sailors from in the ocean, well, you're acting like a tugboat. Exactly, John, write a children's book about a cute little tugboat, and then make some fucking money on Amazon, don't be a tugboat. If that's what you're doing, okay, Wendy's getting it. She's getting it gradually. I'm laughing, because it's so me. Then, you misunderstood what it means to be a lighthouse, flashlight, work of flesh, revolutionary fucking leader, 1%, within the 1% badass mother fucker, whom people pay just to be in the energy of.

So, I think you should think about that, a lot. Then, ask yourself how you're showing up. If we go back, back, back, back, back, back, back in time to that moment when I was just like, I am done with this shit. I'm done with not living for myself. I think, do you think that maybe me being in my own throne has given me some sort of high vibes, because something it coming out of me that I didn't even know was quite in there? Maybe it's the histamines from the dried fruit. Maybe it's I twist my brain, maybe it's do it to my brain a little bit.

We go back to that moment. I was just fed up. I was just freaking fed up with myself. I was bored to boredy boredom with my own self. I could not even stand to look at my own self in the mirror. Well, that was more of a self worth issue anyway. But, I was just like, meh. I didn't feel fulfilled, I didn't feel proud of myself, is the word that I'm looking for. I was making money, and I was getting results for my clients, and I was known to a degree. Not to the level I am now, but I had a bit of a following, and a name, I guess. I'd been marketing online, but in the fitness industry for years, and then shifted over.

I was doing all right, for sure, but I was annoying myself. Exactly, Andrew, I couldn't even stand the whole internal and external sight of myself. Actually, it did literally play over to other areas, because who knows, amens if you know, that when you're not in alignment with your own self ... Wouldn't it be cool if there was a mirror behind me, like when I do a live stream at the SOS hotel, and you sit at the desk, and they have a mirrored wall behind you. Then, when I do my hand gestures, which just randomly happen, you see all the mirror hands going behind me, and it looks lik octopus arms.

By the way, this throne is supremely comfortable. If you ever come and stay with me, you may sit on my throne. We might sit here together, and live stream together. I couldn't stand the sight of myself inside or out. Because, I wasn't in alignment, it was travelling over into other areas. I was probably binge eating, and emotional eating. I was, of course, I was. What kind of probably? No probably about it, I was a freaking mess.

Not really. I was still incredibly fucking successful, but I was not in flow. I was annoyed with myself. I couldn't stand the whole inside outside appearance of myself. I just was like, this is just bullshit, the whole thing was bullshit. I knew that I wasn't living for what I believe in. Hi, Lakisha. That I wasn't ... Lakisha sent me a singing birthday message on my birthday last year. Personalised to me, not like a uniform one that she sends to everybody. It was the very first interaction, I believe, we'd ever had, by the way, on the messenger. It was incredible, she's an amazing singer, among some things.

Anyway, back to the story. Yes, everything was a mess. It was chaotic as fuck. Chaotic success says, John, exactly that. It's a weird place. I'm happy about all of it. I don't regret any of it. I celebrate every aspect of my journey, because it got me to where I am. But, gosh. I'm so fucking grateful to be where I am now. Yes, the makeup, thank you. Because, my daughter told me that my eyeliner looks terrible today. She was like, "That's not good." I'm so grateful to be where I am, and now I have clients who come on, some who are more stressed out than others when they start with me.

But, often times, my clients are like me, three, four, five years ago. Kind of like, befrazzled and bedraggled, and bestressed. Bestressed, why not? I just like living reactively, and their successful, like they might already be making, 10, 20, 30K a month, or even more when they come to see me. But, why they go to at 100K a month, 200K, and beyond, or if they're starting earlier, they're getting that first 10K, 20K, or whatever, I have clients that start at all levels. From complete startup to even already doing over a million dollars.

So, we try to impress for everyone, by the way, message me, message me, message me, we're gonna start this week. Six weeks one-on-one, you and me, build your low through to high end empire, so that you too can more than seven figures and beyond doing what you love. We will do all the how, and the strategy, and how to implement it, and bring end game on point, obviously. Message me on Katrina Ruth, not this one, the personal one, right?

Why they get those fast results, why my clients get ships. Sometimes, by the way, a word of warning of truth. Sometimes before the shift into fabulousness, flow, and ease, you may indeed go through what is commonly known as being Bali fucked, except it will be Katrinaery fucked, and not in a ... Well, of course, it's in a good way. Nothing sexual about it, just to be perfectly clear. It shouldn't need to be said, but just in case, before the jokes come in.

It means energetically, we're gonna put you in the blender, then we're gonna put the blender in the dish washing machine. Then, we're gonna put the dish washing machine in the [inaudible 00:38:15] washing machine, and put it on spin cycle. Then, when you come out, you're gonna go through your rounds, boom-boom-boom. Then, you're gonna get up, and you're gonna be like, oh my fucking God, I let go of all my shit. It was cleansed from me.

But, while you're in that initial period, it might feel kind of fucked up, and you'll love it, by the way. But, it could be scary, but you'll love it. But, it might be extremely confronting, and you might lose your shit at me, and at the world, and you'll love it. I'm just letting you know that sometimes is a detox process emotionally, and internally, and spiritually, and hygienically, apparently with all that washing, before the flow occurs. Much like, if you'd been eating fucking shit for 40 years, and then you go on a cleanse, there's gonna be some shit come out, right? We all understand that. This is true in business as well.

Don't imagine that it's all thrones, and unicorns, and la te da. Unicorns have pointy heads. You can get the pointy head of the end of the unicorn. You can't see how I'm sitting now, but it just made my posture look amazing. This is my new sitting position. I'm getting a fantastic groyne stretch, it's a great hip opener, and it's made me sit up really straight all of a sudden.

I keep saying I'm manifesting bigger breasts, well this is part of it, posture. Plus it's also T minus 31 today. So the, whoops, hang on. Wait, hold up. Thank you, Lily. Sacrad medicine, I'm gonna add that to the other comment. I'm really gonna use that, it's very good. And Lily, you've known me for years, you know me well. Okay, okay, okay, the flow and ease thing. You've got to go through whatever freaking release you've got to go through to get to the flow and ease thing. I think that's obvious. We don't need to talk about several rounds in the ring, spin cycle, washing machine, hair dryer blown at you the whole time.

I will give you fabulous wine though, if I happen to meet up with you in the middle of that process. And, I will listen to all your stories of how you got hashtag Katrinaery fucked. Probably shouldn't use that as a hashtag, but it's really the best description. Can somebody give me another description? Because, I use the term Bali fucked all the time. Everybody who knows about Bali, knows about Bali fucked. But, the other day I was on the phone, and he said, Bali fucked, and how good it is or something. I was like, no, no, no. Bali fucked means like, kind of getting fucked over. Like everything that could go wrong, feels like it is going wrong, and you can't even move, and then you're naked on the decking of your pool villa for an entire day in the foetal position. It's happened to me several times.

You can't even move. He was like, "Oh, I feel like when you say Bali fucked, you meant like amazing." I'm like, well, that comes after the Bali fucked. But it means fucked up, that's what I mean by Katrinaery fucked. It's a great selling point for working with me. Wouldn't you just love to release all your shit though, and then you get to just mosey around on a throne all day talking about whatever the fuck you want. Then, people seem to want work with you. Isn't it a good example of being more you?

I was so boring, I was so professional, and in a terrible way, because I didn't know how to be professional anyway. Because, I never actually was professional, or a professional. It was not interesting, and not professional, but I was trying to be professional, and roughly, my entire system for being a serious and professional business coach, was that I wore a very tight pencil pinstriped skirt, with a very fitted red blouse, and I looked amazing. I looked like a sexy Barbie doll model, who was gonna have sex with you in the office. I really did. But, instead I was a nervous wreck, and a mess on the inside, and having a meltdown, and the sweats basically, and an allergic reaction to my whole life. Not just to a freaking dried fig that I ate on a plane yesterday.

It was hard, so hard, allergic to professional, exactly. It would help if knew how to do it, but I don't know. Nobody's professional, that is a true fact of life. Professional lunatic perhaps. Maybe that's what I am. Let me see where I'm gonna pick this story up. What do you feel is important right now? Tell me something. Say something. Because, I've lost several tangents, and I may not ever pick them up again.

Okay, I've got something for you. The reason that it works so well, and you've got to think about this. The reason that I've built my business into multi millions is something that is not helpful, but I'll take it anyway. The reason that I've built my business into multi millions, and all the badass people, case in point, theses ones right here, shout out to you, and you, all of you. Especially, the ones who are pressing the 1% button, thank you for that. The reason is, because I truly decided, I don't really care. Okay, that hurt a little bit, a little too much.

I didn't give a fuck at all, which means that I give so much of a fuck about my message, and my truth, however, I decided that I would go all in for what was inside of me, even if it never made me another cent. Ah-ha, who's done that, and meant it too? I fucking meant it. I did not try and make money from it. I was just like, fuck all of you all. I'm gonna say whatever I want, and you can all get fucked. That's when I started being super aggressive.

Because, I think I was annoyed at myself so much, that I was being aggressive and ranting, sweary, but it was more at me, and even still if I'm particularly shouty, and I can be a little shouty. I think it happened once last year, for example. Then, it's maybe directed at me, mainly, not maybe, mainly, right? Because, I was just done, I was fed up with my own disgustingness. This disgustingness of not living in my truth. It was vial to see, and observe, and behold. Nobody liked it at all.

Well, some people pretended to, but they were not the right people anyway. Because, if you were there as a soulmate badass person, you would have been like, look at this, and energetically picking me up. You would have been like, this is disgusting. Well, probably not, because some of you were there then as well. So, thank you, and I love you. I did, I was like you can all get ... I was honestly, I was so, I had to get into a state of aggression to speak my truth. All right, remind me to not throw my arm in the air with an open bottle of water when my laptop is sitting just there. Not a smart idea, perhaps.

I had to, I had to, I had to, and I had to make a decision that I really and truly did not care if I never made another cent from it again. And, I meant it, I wasn't just saying it. Don't just say shit on the internet, make shit up on the internet and throw it at the world all you like. But, don't fucking say shit that you don't mean, and a counterpoint to that is, the flip side of it, the other side of the money making coin is, do say the fucking shit that you mean. Don't withhold your message, not in business, not in life, not in love, not with anything. Just say what you're feeling.

Yes, it's freaking scary and vulnerable. I think I'm gonna send somebody a message, where I show them a few pages of journaling I did about them. That's gonna be vulnerable. I'm still a little scared. I've been thinking about it for a full day now. Absolutely outrageous, given what I did say in my own code of conduct that I published this morning on Facebook, where I said that I always, always do the action that I'm guided to do straight away. Well, I was partly empowering myself. The truth is sometimes I hesitate, and I don't want to. It's scary, and feel scared. I'm vulnerable. You know I'm gonna do it anyway. Might happen in a day. I don't know why, but why would you wait?

Why would I wait? I should do it right now, but I can't. It's on the phone. I already took, I'm obviously committed, because I already took photos on my phone of the journaling pages. But, this is the phone I used, so I have a legitimate excuse to not be able to do it right now. Because, I'm living streaming on the phone, ha ha. Why would I wait two days to, why would you wait two days, or two months, or a fucking lifetime to get your message out into the world? I feel fully entitled to speak and preach about this relevant to business. It's exactly about him [inaudible 00:46:53] word for word.

Release from, no it's not a release. It's a statement of facts. It's several pages of facts about my feelings, just in an informative, and helpful, and scary manner. Manifestation, is it manifestation? No, I feel that it's a statement of facts, as they stand about my own feelings. Well, you know that I will, especially now that I've fucking said it here. But, it, but I feel that I'm gonna remain in resistance around it, until tomorrow. I feel like I've already decided that. I feel that you should probably throw something at me, if you were here, but you can't, so ha ha.

But, why would I do that, because every time I hesitate ... I can, I'm gonna kick my own ass, and I'm gonna do it hard, right? Now, I need to go in the fucking spin cycle. Because, every time you hesitate, you just like, meh, here's the abundant switch, here's he receiving switch, here's the freaking expansion switch, I'm gonna dial that sucker down. I'm just gonna turn it down. Then, you just like, down on the floor, where nobody can see you, and nobody cares, and you're sort of limp, and boring, and like a faded fake flower. Then, you wonder why the fuck nobody's commenting and liking on your shit, and buying from you on Facebook. How are they gonna see you when you're down there all faded on the floor. I'm just saying, right? Right.

Here's what else, you can't screw it up being you. It is not possible, on the floor with one arm up, like hello Facebook, I'm still here, buy something from me. I'm interesting, I promise. If you come down here, I will probably do not much at all, except flounder around on the floor like a fish on the sand. Just kind of like floundering. Looking very unattractive, but I feel like I'm getting more attractive by the moment, because I'm having the best time ever.

How are people getting cool cat emojis? Because, they're on their phones pressing the sticker. You press the little sticker on your phone, it's just to the inside of the other emojis. From now on, I want you to only use cat emojis, on the other people's live streams also, please. I'm not sure how to do that, figure it out amongst yourselves. What was I saying?

Okay, it's not supposed to be about me. Nevermind me, you don't need to know about what I do or don't do in that particular situation. However, I did say in my journaling in my code this morning, in my code of professional conduct, professional, that I always take the action my soul tells me to take straight away. I don't know why I did that, it just came through. In fact, in fact, indeed, that is true. It is exhausting and disgusting to have one arm in the air. Well, I suppose it'd be more disgusting if you had a really hairy armpit, and you hadn't washed it properly. But, either way, it's disgusting, we all agree.

So, you know the whole thing about, for real though. For real, let's just sidestep from my little area of resistance. Let's just step away, let's just pretend that didn't happen. Say whatever you want to say about it, I don't care, kick my ass. Bring it on, just hit me with it. Hit me with some 1% emojis to remind me who I fucking am, and to not live in fear, and you know that I won't, but it might still take me another day. Right, but why? Why would it take me another day? How many more days, weeks, months, lifetimes is it gonna take you to speak your truth?

As I was saying, I'm very entitled and credible to speak on the topic of speaking your truth in business, and in money making, and in life, and in the love and romance area I'm getting there, I'm getting there like a freaking mother fucker. I'm speeding up every single day. You know it, I know it, we all know it, so let's all just deal with the fact that soon enough I'll be running a course on that too. In fact, I did already run love and acceptance last year. That was about self love and acceptance. Very powerful, thank you very much, for reminding me about my own course the other day, by the way, when I needed it. Hello.

There's no Lego Ninjago.

Hmm, then just watch another Lego movie.

[inaudible 00:51:02].

Watch Scooby-Doo then.

Scooby-Doo, it was not on.

I don't know then. Figure it out, man. What are you gonna say?

Here.

Yeah, I know, you broke my little cushion, it's all right, I'll live with it. So, I did say in my code this morning, and it's true, but I'm still practising my code. I had to write the truth of what I'm stepping into, which I would say I practise pretty freaking on point, and like 100% of the time in my business, and I'm getting there, getting there, I am getting there. I'll laugh at myself, and I'll kick my own ass, or you can kick my ass too. But, you know I'm gonna do it.

Kiss, kiss, mommy.

He blurted right into my mouth, like right up in there. You know I'm gonna do it, and you know that most people would never do even 1% of speaking or living their truth, right? This is why they don't get paid.

Kiss.

Don't blurt on me.

Plain kisses.

Okay, go, and then go watch your movie. That's disgusting, man.

[inaudible 00:52:09].

If you already know you're sending [crosstalk]. No, try sending it to ...

One more.

Are we done?

Yes.

Good, be on your way, thank you, I appreciate the love. Don't worry, I'm not just constantly sending my children off to watch movies. We did other things already, and we'll do more things later, won't we? We'll go play at Auntie Jessie's house. Are you done? Carry along, pass on by, go back to where you come from. Not this area.

I just spit in your ear.

Don't spit in my ear. Well, this is exactly my point, right? Oh my goodness, careful. If I come back to the business story, you're right, I will. You know what I'll do, I'll get off the live stream, and then I'll be like, er, fuck off, I hate all of you, I love all of you. Then I'll be like, eh, and I'll go through 25,000 things inside my head, and then I'll do what I always do, and I do, which is press freaking play anyway, and do the damn thing. My rule is very simple in business, and in lie. I've done this many times already. Many times in my personal life.

Hi.

When I feel called to say something that's scary, or confronting, or vulnerable, or revealing, that I kind of, I type it, I write it out anyway, which I've already done. Then, I sit down, I'm like no, no, no, no, no, no, and I put it into message, and then I do this little thing where I just press send, and I just go send, too late. Then, I quickly [crosstalk 00:53:49] leave the area. Because [crosstalk 00:53:53] if you need the computer after you send a message, then the [crosstalk 00:53:57] see you. My rule is that, if you I can't see them, they can't see me. If I shut the computer, they can't see me, and maybe it didn't happen. [crosstalk 00:54:08] this is exactly, okay, I cannot even handle a random question in the middle of all this. [crosstalk 00:54:16].

This is exactly how I did it with business, exactly. Where I just started to say what I really thought, and what I knew that people needed to hear, and then I would press, well, not send ... Well, if it was an email send, but press publish on the post on Facebook, and I would literally feel sick to my stomach, you guys. Just like, I'm going to die of exposure of the soul. Have you ever felt like you were gonna die of exposure of the soul? Can you go and get me a surprise? Can you go and find me a treat? Can you go find mommy a treat? Got it, can you go find me a treat? Can you go get something fabulous for me?

Mommy, that's your party hat.

Oh, cool, good. That's actually my megaphone. Shout! Watch the cords, be careful of the cords when you're moving around the area.

I [crosstalk].

I would say things that were so confronting, and so scary, and I would write them in my blog. Then I would be like, I can't say that, and I still feel that way, by the way. Not as often as I used to, because I've gotten used to it. I'm used to speaking my truth, and living my truth, and getting the frigging results that I do accordingly. But, at first it was like what I'm demonstrating here. Where I'm like, oh, maybe tomorrow, maybe tomorrow, but then I would always do it. I really freaking did it right, and I do still do it in all these things.

I'm squirming, and everything, and I'm like maybe tomorrow, because I'm like fear is still guiding me or ruling me, and I'm conscious of that, and so I'll do the damn thing. Then, I'll laugh at myself, like why did you need to take an extra day or two. But, I'm talking like two freaking days, right? How many people here are still not speaking their truth, when you heard me talk about this shit a year ago, two years ago, five years ago, whatever? When your soul has been telling you the whole time, get faster, and faster at speaking and living your truth, and the heavens will be opened onto you.

Hopefully not in a Queensland tropical thunderstorm manner, because that shit is scary, right, but the money heaven. The people, to people, to people, your soulmate people will come. Okay, I was just trying to distract you. What is this disgusting, who brought this into my home. It wasn't me, gross. Nutri-Grain bar, it sounds vial.

It's Nutri-Grains.

Who bought that?

Daddy.

Right, yeah. When daddy come and stays here when I'm overseas, and he comes and looks after the kids. [crosstalk] Can you get me-

I got you another water.

Can you go upstairs and get me my favourite book from my bedroom.

Which one, what colour is it?

Pink.

Pink.

You're such a good boy, honey.

All right. You're such a good boy, Mommy.

Thanks honey. All right.

Mommy's not a boy.

I'm so smart. Just published and ran away, and hid for a day, says Tracy. It is effective. I've done that many times. Many times that I've published the most vulnerable, revealing stuff, I do just press post, and them I'm like, oh shit, I gotta hide from Facebook now for two days. Which, is exactly how I feel when I send a vulnerable message. I'm like, that's it, I'm out, I'm leaving the internet. I am done. I am switching this shit off. Turn the whole internet off, shut the laptop, because then they can's see you, that's only just safe. It's just like freaking safety first people, safety first.

Then, eventually you're like, oh, I suppose I should go and look what happened over that. It's only going to serve you. It is only going to serve you to speak your truth. The truth will set you free, and we know this. We know it. However, maybe you speak your truth, and somebody's like, that's too much for me. I can't handle that, they leave out of your life. Maybe you speak your truth, and people on the internet are like, you're a bad person, or you're a bad entrepreneur, or I don't like you, or mean things, that are meaner than that, and you're willing to face up to that basically.

Like, are you willing to accept that somebody might not like you, that you might get rejected, you might get "hurt." But, how will you hurt when you're owning your truth, and did you really freaking think you were gonna build a business, or a life, or a relationship that's not based on speaking your truth? Because, how the heck is that shit gonna work out, right? What kind of situation are you imagining you're gonna be living in? It sounds horrible, horrible. Horrible.

Horrible.

Here's a version that I prepared earlier, horrible.

Ooh, a Nutri-Grain bar.

Horrible. You're supposed to do it live. Not that. Say horrible into the camera.

Horrible.

Exactly, you can leave. Thank you for your assistance.

Thank you.

If you can't accept that, you can't have the success. Correct. But, it's also not true success, is it John, and everybody else?

No.

No, exactly. It's not success-

Listen to me, mine-

Give me, it's my sceptre, give it to me, give it. Get your own props, this is mine. My sceptre. Yes, have that riding whip. I don't even know why, fantastic. I don't, and keep the pot out of it, by the way. Pass over the Chanel hip flask, which nobody's ever seen, which my sister is even weirder than me, if you can imagine such a thing [crosstalk 00:59:30]. A funnel? That's red, see if you can find a pink one, honey.

I can't.

Okay, I love the red one then. Thank you, I'll take it.

This is a funnel.

Look at this Chanel hip flask that my weird ass sister, Jessa Lewis, made for me.

[inaudible 00:59:47].

I don't want that yucky treat. Get me a different treat. I don't like that. [crosstalk 00:59:51] My sister is the business manager in my business.

Mommy, I don't know which treat you want.

Berries, bring me some berries little boy.

That's not a treat.

I like to sit on a chair and have berries delivered to me by a miniature man.

Yes she does.

Mommy, there's no berries.

They're in the fridge, go check it out. See if there's anything you want in there.

Check it out, duh, duh, duh.

Jessica, Jessa Lewis, is the business manager in my business, and she supervises all the ninjas. It's a very-

I'm a ninja.

... Enduring task-

I'm a ninja.

... That somebody has to do. She decides, she sends me a bunch of props. There some pretty inappropriate stuff on this table right here in front on me. Just random.

There's this thing.

She said she made me, herself, no you cannot buy Chanel hip flasks, but she made me one. She's committed to her job. You only want soulmate team members in your company/organization, who are committed to the point where they will indeed procure for you, and if need be, create for you, of their own two hands, a Chanel hip flask. I never even, what can we put in here? I never even drink the spirits anyhow? Can you put wine in a hip flask.

But why do you have a funnel.

So, that you can build an effing funnel.

Is this a funnel?

I have no idea what that's for. Does it attach to something else, is it for this?

It's attached to my head.

All right, I don't know. Who doesn't want a Chanel hip flask? What am I gonna put in it? Somebody's in the shower, [crosstalk 01:01:16] somebody's cutting pumpkin. Oh, all those mosquito bites up close, nobody needs to see that. They look beautiful though honey, you look beautiful.

No they don't.

They're just like Bali battle scars. Can you put that book over there.

These things, these things?

Sure, let's have some berries. Well, how about we not, thank you.

I put two.

You could have put them in a small crystal bowl, I suppose.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

What can I put in the flask? What do you think I should put in it?

It's dead.

What's happening here, taste one of these berries.

No.

Taste this.

No.

Taste taster.

Eat this.

Taste one of these berries.

Eat this.

[inaudible 01:01:54].

Alyssa, try one of these berries. I'm eating them, I'm not dying. I taste tested them for you first, but taste test it, and tell me what you think.

A key.

Good.

You like it, I thought it tasted musty, and pusty, and dusty.

The one that I ate was sour, and it was good.

I love the sour. There's nothing more disgusting than a sweet berry, you guys.

I ate sour.

It's just vial. It should be illegal.

Mommy, your undies on the balcony and about to fall.

They're not my undies. That's a random child's underwear that I think, that sounds bad.

No, no, no.

It's a swimsuit that's obviously flow down from another balcony.

What?

Well, they're not ours. Bring them in, let's have a look at them. [crosstalk 01:02:40] But, let's check it out.

Alyssa, can you help me?

In conclusion, I need to go to the gym. We all ready did that, but we'll go again. Should we go to the gym? Should we go to the gym want to go to the gym again.

I got them.

Oh, get rid of them. Don't touch them, they look gross and disgusting. They're actual real underwear.

What?

Shut the door, no don't touch somebody else's underwear.

Throw them off the balcony.

Do not throw them off the balcony. Somebody will see the live stream, we'll get in trouble. They've got some kind of magic system in [crosstalk 01:03:20] this building.

I don't want to [inaudible 01:03:22] balcony.

Can you shut that door. They've got some kind of [crosstalk 01:03:25] system in this building, where a few ... Are you all right? Go wash your hands. She's probably [crosstalk 01:03:32].

I don't want those on my, on your balcony.

I'll get them later. Shut the door for now. Go [crosstalk 01:03:38]. No don't, please don't throw them off, because they always know when you throw something off. I don't know how they know what exact floor and apartment it is, and I'm not talking like 24 hours later when they've reviewed the camera footage. I'm talking like three minutes later there'll be a knock on the door. We're not throwing some toys, lightweight things, nothing dangerous, off the balcony a couple of times. Can you shut the door?

Why?

Because, I'm getting cold.

Okay.

What about the raspberries. You don't want your raspberries to be sour though. Take this away, take them small person.

I kind of need somebody [crosstalk 01:04:13].

Can you shut the door please, Alyssa? Let's try these.

Mommy, I just want to go again.

This is fabulous.

Mommy, I just want to [inaudible 01:04:22].

No, you can't go out on the balcony without me, it's not proper. Okay, I feel like we're going down a weird ... Are you seriously spitting into the berries, or are you eating straight out of it? These are really good. Okay, I've made many points that are relevant, or not relevant to my main point. But, what if you just let it be freaking easy all the time? I think that was really my whole point. Here's how to let it be easy, and this is where people will just come to you, and they will just pay you. You're like I don't know what they're supposed to pay me. But, you do know. You freaking own it, right?

I touched the undies again.

Do not touch somebody else's gross undies. I'll have to put you on the spin cycle three times to cleanse you.

There's a worm in here.

Really?

No.

Pretty, extra credit.

No I'm not.

[inaudible 01:05:10].

Don't touch undies.

Can I have some vegetables now? Get me the vegetables. Bring me some cucumber. No, no, pick them up, or they'll get dirty. However, I do things for them as well. I don't just order them around. Tell me. Get down from there right now. He wasn't up on the balcony, he was up on the chair. No getting up on chairs on balconies at all, even if it's back from the balcony. All right, okay. I've nothing else to add. I'm done, I'm just done. I've cleansed myself of my entire message. I'm gonna go sweat. I'm gonna go sweat and then, and I need some vegetables. Bring me some carrot sticks girl.

Okay.

No, carrots disgusting, cucumber, fennel.

Okay, can you bring me some carrots, and cucumber, and fennel?

Cucumber, fennel, celery, and what was the other one? Snow peas, bring them to me please, forthwith.

But, I'm the queen.

I already chopped some for you before, now I'm just asking you to bring them back to me. You put raspberries all your face. You look like you've been in a crime. [crosstalk 01:06:21] Thank you, honey. Lovely.

I'm the singer.

You're the singer, okay, cool.

I'm [inaudible 01:06:27].

Is there anything we need to add? Can you bring me the vegetables, I've asked 14 times? I'm serious. I need some vegetables in my body. I need to cleanse that dried ... Throw that in the bin, that looks disgusting. Who would want to eat that?

Me.

That stuffs gonna shrivel your insides straight away. Who puts cereal into a [inaudible 01:06:47] bar, gross. You're gonna eat it, it looks vial. Show it to the people so they can see the disgustingness of the Nutri-Grain bar. Nobody should be buying this stuff. See, that's like some empty watermelon pieces. That's not what I asked for. But, there's some [crosstalk 01:07:04] isn't it? I want cucumber.

No.

Can I have some cucumber?

No.

Hey, guys.

Stop that. All right, we're gonna go. Okay, we've got it. We've got it. The message is, be yourself, but be all [crosstalk 01:07:17] of yourself, but be yourself all the time, not just restrictively, or based on when it feels convenient or easy, but that you actually let ... Stop wiping raspberries all over your face ... That you actually let the whole message out, and he's snorting like a piglet now. And, really just go with the flow [crosstalk 01:07:39] It's Saturday afternoon you guys, if you were around at my house right now, this is exactly what would be going on. This is a normal Saturday afternoon behaviour, isn't it? I'm pretty sure it's normal. [crosstalk 01:07:52] You just show that to the world.

And, life is now a press dirty.

Go wash your little raspberry face. Oh, don't throw the sceptre. If you came and hung around now, we'd probably have some wine as well. [crosstalk 01:08:09] Ew, put that in the bin, I don't want it [crosstalk 01:08:12] Be careful with it, because it's messy.

Eat this.

No, that feels yucky in my tummy. I don't want t eat that yucky, yucky.

It's poopie.

Then, if you came around another time, I'm gonna make an important [crosstalk 01:08:24] serious point now. If you came around another time when the kids weren't here. Then, it might not be quite as random, but it would still be random, and it would still go wherever it needs to go.

Daddy's in the Gold Coast.

No he's not. If you came around-

He's in Melbourne.

... Or if you came and hung out with me in a café, and we were having a conversation there, then we'd have whatever conversation we were having there, and it would be real. That's the whole freaking point, right? Let it just be what it is. You don't [crosstalk 01:08:51].

Exactly.

I specifically told them don't come on the live stream, while live streaming today, right?

But, he came on first.

I didn't try and plan a kiddie shenanigans thing. I tried to plan the opposite thing of that.

Yeah, exactly.

This is why you need your Chanel hip flask.

You don't love us?

Nobody said that, what a stupid comment. But, you don't come on a live stream and plan for it to be silly, or plan for it to be entertaining. That's the key, it's the key to the world. I don't know why we've got a key. What's that supposed to be about? Take it away, take it away. Put it in your room.

But, I'm the queen.

So, take it, you can have it in your room.

Hey.

You don't plan for it to be random, you don't plan for it to be funny, you don't plan for it ... Put it in the bin [crosstalk 01:09:33] You don't plan for it to be entertaining. Take it. You don't plan for it to be serious, or preachy, or churchy. You don't plan your message or your content, and I even think what to sell people as well. It really should just be what is ... Okay, I was gonna burp, I didn't plan that ... What is coming out, right? What if you just let your whole business situation be based on what is coming out of you? Be careful you don't knock the lights over with that tripod over there. No, I'm not kidding. Please don't knock the lights over.

Don't knock the light over, because I've my mosquito bites on my forehead.

But, the rule is, you can't only let the real you out when it feels comfortable, or easy, or it's practical, or it's like it feels organised, or it feels safe. You've got to let it out however it is. That's the whole end of the story. Give me that microphone, I need it to make my point. Where's the microphone? Give me the singing microphone.

Here you go.

Bring it to me small people.

Singing microphone. Oh, um, I don't know [crosstalk 01:10:32].

Small person number one, find it.

Mine, mine.

No, give it to me.

I want to scream.

Give me the microphone, kid, I'm trying to make a point here. Microphone, no I need it, I want to do a mic drop, gosh.

Mommy, you know how we play hide and seek?

No, I'm not signing off now, tell the people [crosstalk 01:10:52].

Mommy, remember how we play hide and seek. This is my good hiding spot, behind-

You can go hide behind me and my big butt for a moment.

Ha!

No, I want to do a mic drop here.

[inaudible 01:11:07].

I think I lost the moment. Reach out [inaudible 01:11:13] six weeks one-on-one with me, with or without spin cycles shenanigans. Ow, I got hit on the leg with the sceptre. Message me, we are gonna build your whole tribe, your through to high end empire, show you how to make multiple seven figures and beyond, fully by being you, but all of you, and all based on doing what you love. It is real, it's what I do, it's what my highest earning clients and friends do as well. It's what I show all my clients to do. It is an energy thing, and it's a vibration thing we are starting this week. It is one-on-one with me, completely unlimited access to me. You need me, I am there in your corner, by your side, or potentially kicking you in the ass, or whatever it is you need, and a whole bunch of other cool stuff as well.

So, message me about that, I'll get you all the details. We'll talk about how to blow shit up online for you, and it's gonna be from reaching into your own soul, and showing it to the world. All right, do you guys want to sign off for me? Can somebody sign off? Hello? It's like taxis in Bali. When you don't want one, there's 7000 taxis saying transport, transport. When you want a taxi, there's none there. When you don't want shenanigans and kids jumping on your head, they're on you. Now, you ask them to do one simple thing, and they're just quiet and hiding behind the chair. Hello, can anybody sign off? What do you say at the end of a live stream. Unbelievable.

Mommy.

[inaudible 01:12:40]. Ow, that hurt.

Life is now press play. Yes. Say goodbye to the people.

Life is now, press play.

Press finish. No, I'm going, I'm going.

No, wait, no wait. Wait, no. [crosstalk 01:12:53] Life is now, press dirty.

That's doesn't make any sense at all, but we'll go with it. Bring me some cucumbers. I've been asking for cucumbers for half an hour.

Not half an hour.

Message me, message me, I'll send you all the details. We'll talk, we'll audio, we'll do all the things together. We'll get you pressing play.

Ah.

Direct download: The_more_you_be_you_the_more_you_get_paid_to_be_you..m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:02am AEST

Wed, 16 May 2018

Wanna be a leader and in the spotlight? THEN START TO FREAKING ACT LIKE YOU DESERVE IT

I am here. Here I am. You know when you look something up on YouTube and then it doesn't give you the thing that you were looking for and then you thought that it was there? Lee Gibbs, what's up? Rich Hot Empire bad ass in the house. I feel like I'm having one of those days, one of those days, one of those weeks, one of those lifetimes where the world just seems overly quiet. I feel that I should brighten it up. Up, up, up.

This is Will Robinson of the [crosstalk].

What?

... group. I'm the-

Stop.

... to discover evidence of an alien intelligence.

Oh, shit. YouTube stop. YouTube is just doing what it fucking wants. Should we let it keep going? YouTube's just rocking it on out. I wasn't even going to do that. Oh, okay. No, that's enough of that. It's been one of those days, one of those lifetimes, one of those weeks, one of those months, one of those years where you know when you just look around or you walk around or you go around? Do you think we have too much light? Less light? Sad. More light. Happy. Cord in the way, not happy. Hello, people of the internet. Now you can all wait for just a moment, just a little moment. Chat amongst yourselves. Because what I want to do is share this lives too.

Larissa, I considered changing my shirt because I feel like people already saw this who were live with me in the High Vibe Mastermind just before. I could have made the effort to change my shirt. Then I was like, "Well first thing, nobody gives a fuck." Secondly, I look fucking fabulous because of my amazing light so why would I change anything? I'm just going to sit in this chair and basically never move until the end of time.

Then what happened was smack down time. Purpose church with Cat. I think that's what's happening. Let's go. What happened was we were talking about all the things. What's happening now? Do you feel like I look less bright than I did before? No, that's too much bright. I think I might have a small lighting addicts anonymous problem of some kind. I don't know how I even lived in my life before lights.

Now I got to admit, the world seems kind of quiet when I'm not talking. It seems wrong basically is the truth of the matter. It seems like I should always be saying something. I have many things to say. Come on over. I suspect you're probably the same. This is one of those live streams where you've got to get up higher. You got to get up higher, because you can feel that the ... I feel like I should sit on the back of this chair. Do you think I should have been sitting on my throne? Is it just flat-out bad form that I'm not sitting on my throne right now for this live stream? I'm sorry. I'm in my pyjamas.

Do you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to do my stretches while I sit here. I get a daily notification reminder from my Google calendar that says, "Stretch whilst learning Russian and French." I don't know if you can learn Russian and French at the same time as each other, but I'm attempting to do it while stretching every evening in my groinal region, because I've decided that I want ... [Corinne 00:04:30] says I should go to the throne. Show of hands if I should go to the throne. Send your votes into me via love hot shower. If you're on your cell phone thingy, then where your emojis are, emojis, the little sticker that's on the inside of the emojis is going to blow your beautiful mind. You'll be able to send flying angel devil cats across the screen. Do it. Do it. Oh my goodness, [Rashida 00:05:00] says throne as well. How am I to deny? I'm nobody to deny.

Anyway, I've decided I want to be able to have ... I'm sorry, this is just one of my goals, and I'm going to do it. There they are, the stickers. I want to be able to open my legs completely up, out wide, like a sideways splits. I want to go back to doing the sideways splits. What's wrong with that? Nothing. I used to be ... I can still do the regular splits. I can demonstrate right now if you insist. Probably won't, because I feel like this live stream is already going to go in too many crazy directions for sure. I want to get back to doing the sideways splits. My system is, I'll show it to you, my system is that every evening when I'm sitting here like so thus, thusly, on my chair, doing my work in the evening. By the way, if I'm ever on the phone to you, if you're my client and I'm on the phone to you and you know that it's evening time for me, I guarantee you I'm doing a groyne stretch at the same time.

What I do is, I'll show you. That was not what I meant to do. Calm down. I put two chairs ... My pants are just cool, that's why they've got holes in them, all right? Nobody ripped holes in the pants. They came like that. They were extremely expensive. I got them in Beverly Hills at the yoga studio. They're Arlo pants. I have the matching top. I look cosy as fuck when I'm wearing it all. I sit on one chair that's back a little bit like this, and then I put the other chairs slightly forward, one on each side. Then I sit there, and I get into it. It's pretty painful. Then over time, I widen. I widen, like I basically am creating some kind of a 17th-century, one of those stretchy torture, the rack. You know what I mean. When they would put you on the rack, okay? I'm going to try to get this back in the tripod now.

I'm getting into it already. It feels uncomfortable, but it feels like it's going to be beneficial in many ways, which I'm sure I don't need to explain or point out. One of them is I'm going to become a gymnast. I am a gymnast already. I can do many gymnastic-y things from when I was a gymnast. See? I'm going wider already. I can't do this in the throne though. Now I'm getting into my stretch while I'm doing it. My legs are nearly all the way out. Well, they're not at all. They're not at all. They will be at a right angle. Give me a couple more weeks and they'll be all the way out.

I learned this from Amanda Francis, by the way, because she was insane flexibility, that girl. I have pretty damn good flexibility myself actually, but she told me how when she was 13 she would lay up against the wall and just every day let her legs go down further and further. We were working out together at the gym when she came to attend my San Diego day. Then she ended up sleeping in my bed. It's a normal thing to happen with your private clients. Then we went to the gym together the next morning, and she was just stretching all over the fucking place. I'm not used to people being more stretchy than me, and I didn't particularly care for it, but I was impressed.

Basically, that's a long story of how I decided to do my stretches daily while sitting on my chair and learning French and Russian at the same time. It's not really working that well on my subconscious mind so far to try and mix the two languages together. I feel like if I'm committed to it and I just decide, then it's going to work. That's how I feel about it.

Now I've got to come back, back, back, back, back to wherever I picked up this story earlier. We were doing the High Vibe Mastermind live stream. I don't know if I can go to the throne now you guys, because the problem is that when I stretch my legs this wide and I've got them on the chairs, like on the stretching rack, they're kind of stuck now. I'm kind of stuck here in the sideways splits stretching position. I'm going to have to stay here until morning until somebody comes along and rescues me from my own crazy self. I think we're going to stay here. In theory, the throne would look a lot better. Now I'm starting to get throne [inaudible 00:09:23] by not being on the throne. Too bad. Let's wait for tomorrow for the throne.

We were doing the High Vibe live stream for my members. I was talking about bringing the energy that you need to bring, the energy. Leo, you think you just joined at an interesting time, you seriously are mistaken, my lady. You need to rewind afterwards, because you will see the real shit that actually just happened, although it was not that interesting at all really. I feel like it definitely is normal to be ... I demonstrated the stretch. I showed the whole situation and explained it in a very professional manner.

It's definitely normal to be so high vibe that you couldn't sleep. It would actually be rude and selfish to the rest of the community to not be so high vibe that you couldn't sleep. Then the next thing that I was going to say was okay, the spotlight thing, I'll get to that in a moment. It was a very relevant point. Thank you, Jamie. I appreciate the validation of my hilariousness. I did have quite the argument with my brand designer in LA in February as to whether or not I was allowed to be officially branded as hilarious, because he tried to argue with me that I'm not hilarious. He said maybe I'm funny, but not hilarious. He's German and he's quite German about it. I can say that because I'm sub-German. I don't know if sub is a thing that's relevant to our culture or our race, but I'm honorary German from growing up there in my teens and I speak it fluently. So there.

Anyway, he was like, "Well, are you actually hilarious? Because I don't think you're hilarious. I think that you'll find that you're funny." He didn't want to include hilarious as one of the descriptive words in my official rebrand. He's a good friend as well, by the way, so I felt no problem at all saying exactly what I think. Not that I normally do. I was like, "Excuse me, I am fucking hilarious, Chris. I will prove it to you." I said, "People send me laughing emojis all the time on my live streams, and they tell me that I'm hilarious." He said, "They're just sending live feed emojis and they're saying hilarious, but when people say hilarious, they really mean that you're funny." I was like, "No. No. No."

I got straight on What's App and I was like, "Team ninjas, find me all the most hilarious clips of my live streams and send them over forthwith before the end of business LA time." Which they did not do, because they were fucking asleep because it was the middle of the night in Australia. Instead, I had to do a live demonstration for him. A live demonstration. The only thing for it was to tell my story of spiritual pooping, so that's what I did. By the end of the story, he was in a state of somewhat shock and horror.

I mean, I think that people have a certain perception of me. I can present the world, myself to the world, as a fairly classy lady about town when I feel so aligned and maybe I carry a Chanel bag or whatever, and it makes people think that I'm [inaudible 00:12:36] and standing. Then I just bring out the freaking country whatever it is that's just up in there that just comes out, just I don't know, I can't even explain it. It's probably the same part of me that was singing freaking Cold Chisel on the live stream in the High Vibe before. I'm so sad that I didn't finish the rest of that song. I feel like I should sing some of it now for you, because I was so into it. Who wants me to sing Khe Sanh? I want to sing Khe Sanh. I was so into it. I wanted to be rocking it out at the pub or something.

Anyway, by the time I finished the spiritual pooping story his mouth was hanging over in shock and he probably was going to sack me as a client, except it was too late I was already there with my entire team from Australia with me as well, or half of them. He agreed that I'm fucking hilarious. There we go. That's the whole story. Zing. I'm not making this up, but there is a ghost in the house. Because just when I said zing, okay it didn't happen that time, but the time before that the dishwasher just sung. It's a dishwasher ghost. Well obviously [inaudible 00:13:44] it's spiritual pooping. If you don't understand what spiritual pooping is, you can't understand it. I suppose I could tell you about it but I don't really care to. Just so you know, it's not an analogy. If you watched all of my live streams, it would only take you 1.5 lifetimes, but you would definitely see me talk about it at some point in time.

Not the stupid water machine. What's next? Then we're in the High Vibe Mastermind live stream. I was singing a bit of Khe Sanh, because I thought that Jimmy Barnes was downstairs on the beach. According to my client Lisa, it was a fake Barnes. Barnes is going to be here sometime over the weekend. If you don't know who he is, you should just become Australian immediately and then you'll understand. He's like the Aussie answer to Jon Bon Jovi. He's an ageing rocker. He's an icon. He's like the man of my youth, so to speak, in a not-weird way. He's going to be right downstairs on the newly-erected stage that's just down there this weekend. I got super excited about it. Who could not get excited about a little bit of Barnes on a Thursday evening?

As a result of that, I had to play some Cold Chisel. It all went on from there. Then at some point in time, I had to sing it, because you can't not, clearly. Then from some point from there, it got into talking about energy of sales. Energy of sales. Then I wrote down an important catchphrase which came forth from my mouth as I was presenting. The catchphrase was well if you want to be in the spotlight, then fucking act like you deserve to be in the spotlight. I thought, "That is a damn good Facebook post." I can put it as my goodnight Facebook post before I go to bed. My hair is stuck. My hand is stuck in my hair. I'm not trying to just sit here with my hair looking cool. My hand's actually stuck. It's stuck. There's some kind of weird situation going on there. It hurts. It really hurts. What's happened here? I think somebody's put honey in my hair. I don't know what's going on in my home today. There's all sorts of shenanigans, and not in a good way.

I'm losing the gist of it. I feel like we should move to the throne. I feel like I learned something. Should we play some Cold Chisel to make up for it? I feel I can get it to work. I think I've been waiting for it, this whole moment. If you're not Australian, just seriously sort yourself out. As I said to the High Vibers, the thing that you've got to understand about me which is a bit of a confessional that I never thought I would say is I think I'm actually bogan at heart, because I get so excited by a bit of Chisel or Barnes.

Recently when I was on the phone to my lawyer about my will, he asked me which songs I want at my funeral, which I thought was a little bit of an untoward question to ask somebody while they're sitting in Bali drinking a fucking smoothie. Nonetheless, I answered the question like the professional I am. I said, "Well, obviously I want Khe Sanh at my funeral, followed by House of Pain, Jump Around." Here we go. If you don't know the song, sing along anyway, because you must know the song. (Singing) Just one more little piece. (Singing) It's so good. (Singing) Mark loves me. I don't get [inaudible 00:17:53]. I don't know what's happening. He loves me. Thank you, Mark. (Singing) He said their legs were often open but their minds were always closed. A little bit more. We'll just keep going, because we just roll. (Singing) I don't know all the words now. I'm just waiting until bits that I know. (Singing)

If you don't know the song, you've got to go listen to the song. I just don't know how anybody could have survived in life without Khe Sanh. Really, like really. The world seems so empty and quiet without that music on. I don't know why I keep getting away with being able to sing on my live streams and play music, but I'm rolling with it until I get an official pardon. I don't want a pardon, because I've got nothing to be pardoned from. A memorandum that says don't do that anymore. He does talk about going to southeast Asia. That's a good bit. I feel like we could play that bit.

Let's talk about the spotlight thing. I feel like there's so many boring people on the internet. Sometimes I'm pretty fucking sure that I'm one of them. I know I can be extremely laissez-faire about how I'm showing up. I apologise for that. If you ever see me being really dull, like I'll give you a demonstration of how I am when I'm dull. Hi. Today we're going to talk about online marketing. I'm going to teach you about online marketing. What I've learned about online marketing is that there's a lot you need to know about online marketing. Probably the main thing you need to know ... It's [inaudible 00:19:43] laugh at yourself when you're being so bad.

Probably the main thing you need to know about online marketing is that online marketing is a very ... I lost it. I'm sorry. I don't know. Probably that's how I've acted sometimes. It's just teaching you about online marketing in a very serious way. I never sound like that. I feel like it sometimes though. Good, I'm happy to hear it. You know that when you teach people properly, like properly, not prop-ly but properly, about online marketing, you've got to make your eyes bigger. You've got to make your eyes a little bit bigger like that and put your eyebrows up, just up. Just get them a least bit up. You've got to slightly tilt your head forward.

It starts to look a little bit crazy. I'm just channelling other fempreneurs that I know. Fem-bot-preneurs. I feel like I've done it sometimes. I feel that way. I'm happy to hear that I haven't. This is how it's done, if you wanted to know. You jut your head forward a little bit, and you talk with an upward lilt at the end of every word, because actually you don't know what you're talking about. If you just keep talking, even though you've got that slight question in everything you're saying, maybe people will buy from you. Then you forget what you're saying, you freak the fuck out, and you don't live stream again for four months.

You've got to look a bit ... You've got to go like that with the eyes and the eyebrows and the head forward, because then people know you're very earnest. The number one thing that you should be looking like when you're teaching about online marketing ... By the way, my vagina is getting fabulously stretched right now. I haven't moved my position from the sideways splits the whole time we've been talking. I was excited about that. The number one thing when you're teaching about anything, not just online marketing, is to look very earnest. Because if you look very earnest, then people know that you know what you're talking about. That's how you do it. That's the boring version of me, which I apologise for, which I feel that I've done many times.

We might have a problem. Oh no. Oh, lucky. I thought my lights had died. I was going to give up and leave. Let's just skip ahead then. Let's just skip ahead. Here we go. We'll skip ahead to here. (Singing) We had a good intermission. Let's continue on. I did a damn good job of boring [Leora 00:22:31]. Don't mock my boring. It was boring as fuck. It was quite energetically exhausting, to be honest with you. I feel like my eyes have goggled up into the top of my head. No wonder people are freaking addicted to all sorts of escapism shit when they have to market that way.

Anyhow, anyhow, anyhow, I feel like people don't ... Somebody needs to tell the people, and I shall appoint it unto myself, unto myself. I shall appoint myself as the person who tells the people that if you want to be in the spotlight, and you feel like you were born to be in the spotlight, then you're going to need to freaking be in the spotlight. I'm pretty obsessed with this new lighting. I'm just going to use it for all manner of analogies for probably months on end. You should act like you deserve to be in the spotlight. You should turn the lighting up even more until you become a ghost angel. Then you should freaking say something interesting.

Now what's amazing and amusing and entertaining, message me Rashida, and I will tell it to you. You are going to be absolutely delighted about the lighting situation. What's amazing ... okay, wait. Hold up. It's 11:11. That was just an 11:11 celebration. It's 11:11 right now. Pause. Moment of silence. It's still 11:11. I hope I'm not taking the 11:11 in vain. I'm going to continue on. What's amazing and ridiculous, if you think about it, that nobody seems to have figured the fuck out, is that if you can bring it as an entertainer, and I must admit that mostly when I get into my silly mode, which I'm kind of in right now ...

Oh, don't give me the 9/11. 9/11's are chasing me all over the globe. I get 9/11 all day every day. I think that I'm quite the idiot when I go into my entertainer mode. Actually, when I get off the live stream, at the end of the live stream, I feel super self-conscious. I go into kind of a hidey-hole, and I have to go and get, I don't know, like a blankie and just curl up with it and rock myself back and forth a little bit. Not really, but I feel like that for a moment in time, because I feel like I was an idiot, and people are probably like, "Look at this idiot. Who does she think she is, dancing and fringing ... " Fringing? I was going to say singing freaking Cold Chisel and I went with fringing. Who does she think she is fringing Cold Chisel?

Why? Why do I keep getting away with it? Why? I just keep pushing the boundaries, because I can see that I'm getting through all the boundaries and it's exactly what I've always done for my entire life. It's the truth. I get self-conscious about it, because I feel like an idiot. I feel like I have no substance, no substance, you understand. I trust that at some point in some way I'm getting some kind of fucking message across, whatever it is. Then further to that though, and what I was really trying to say was nobody seems to really quite get that if you can just bring it with the performance and the entertainment, then actually, actually, actually, actually it doesn't really fucking matter what you're saying or teaching. You can sell whatever you fucking want, because people are connecting to you emotionally and energetically. Yet we've got all these leaders ... Lee, you should just set your alarm for 11:11 to enjoy the 11:11-ness of it through your body, the 11's and 11's. Sounds legit.

Wait, okay. A guy once told me that if you twirl your hair when you're talking to him that it means you want to have sex with him. Do you think that's true? Because I don't even know if there's any men on this live stream. I think we're in a man-less situation right now, and yet here I am twirling my hair. Do you think I'm thinking about a man? There's no men that I can see right here. Maybe the dishwasher ghost is a man. Is that a true thing? If you're with a man and you're twirling your hair, does that mean you want to sleep with him or does it just mean you're really in love with your own silky locks? Because that's honestly how I feel about my hair, but I'm curious to know your opinion.

What was I saying? Something about entertainment, being in the spotlight. I'm just going to go onto a tangent. There is something in it, even if it's a girl crush. What about biting your lip? Does it just mean you've got a piece of dead skin on your lip, or if you're biting your lip it means you want them to kiss you? Can you manufacture those reactions though, or is it real and true? It doesn't even matter. Stop distracting me, everybody. Stop changing the topic. I think the point was if you think that you're a leader, if you think that you're born to be a leader, and then you're freaking trying to teach shit on a live stream, then you miss the whole point of the whole goddamn point. Hair is flirtatious. Maybe I'm flirting with everybody here. I'm just flirting with all you all. I'm just like hi, hi, hi.

This is my best selfie. Look, I'll show it to you. No, when you go a bit too side-on, it makes my nose look weird. It's kind of like slightly down. That's it. I've shown it one time before. I shall never show it again. I don't want anybody taking my secrets. I need to get out of the sideways splits. I've got to lift my own legs up with my hands, because they're stuck there from being stretched for too long. Youchie. My groyne is as open as a new daisy. I don't know if that is something that's open, but it feels open. Thank you, Addison. My hair is looking amazing after it got freshened up a few days ago. Oh, my hips have had new life breathed into them. They're going to be able to do all manner of interesting things. I'm really honestly just thinking about in the gym is the truth of the matter, but I'm sure they'll be useful in other areas as well. Mainly I'm concerned with the gym, to be perfectly frank.

Because I already got the flexibility in the other areas, let's just clarify. I can put my legs any which way that I like, whether or not I care to depending on the situation is another matter entirely, right? Because I feel like you don't really want to go there with your legs completely up over your head and spread out for any old person, that's kind of like an advanced level in a video game that you've got to unlock or something. You've got to reach a special sort of ranking to get that. Because then people just think that they can do whatever the fuck they want with you, which may or may not be allowed and true and okay.

Leaders. Leaders who think that they are leaders and don't fucking act like leaders are not leaders. That is roughly the point that I was trying to get to. A leader, am I right or not, am I right or am I freaking right as fuck, a leader needs to be a performer. If you're not performing and entertaining as a leader, then you're not a leader. Yes or yes? Yes or yes yes? Yes yes yes yes, or yes yes yes yes yes yes? Deborah, it was just straight-up true. I don't show all my tricks to any old person in the bedroom. In fact, largely I don't show all my tricks at all. I'm just thinking about ... I think I have some sort of blockage. Maybe it's an emotional connection thing. I'm going to think about it. I shall report back via live stream, as I always do, once I've had the opportunity to tune into that and potentially experiment.

Yes, you agree. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes says Terry. Exactly right. Exactly right, Terry. Exactly right, Rashida. How the fuck do you consider yourself a leader if you cannot perform, captivate, magnetise, entertain? Am I here? Am I over here? What's happening? Is she talking about stretching, now sex, now this, this? I mean, the beautiful thing is, catch me if you can, I'm sorry not sorry, but I don't even think about how to do it. It just fucking happens. It just comes out of me. I'm just born for it, and clearly quite certain about the fact. That's really the whole story. I can't teach it to you. I can't teach you how to be interesting or magnetic. You can't fucking teach that shit.

Am I going to teach you? Am I going to do teaching? Am I going to run a course on freaking selling from the stage and magnetising from the stage? Am I going to tell you to make sure you use your arms to move people's attention? Am I going to tell you to pattern interrupt them so they don't fall asleep in their chairs? Imagine the boring-ness of it all. It would be completely like this. Hi, I'm going to teach you about how to magnetise and sell from the stage. That's how I'd feel about it anyway. I'm sure I do a better job of it than that. It would roughly look and sound like that.

I'm not going to teach you any fucking thing. I won't teach a single thing to a single person, including my own clients. I am not here to teach you. I am here to reach into your soul and grab it and help you to unleash the power that is inside of there already. Basically, if you're not already that person, you don't know you're already magnetic and entertaining as fuck, you should leave, leave now, unless it's that you want to see the stretches again and the sex talk. Then really you're just being kind of like a creepy stalker person if you're only hanging around for that, right? If you're not a 1% within the 1%, magnetic and entertaining as fuck, story-teller leader who knows that all eyes should be on them all the time and also all the lights, then you shouldn't be here and that's that.

Deborah says now there will be a few who try to go on and be funny. Exactly, exactly right. I can't wait to see it. Good luck. Good luck. What's the expression? Good night. I don't know why, I nearly just flashed you my boobs for real though. I've got no bra on underneath. I just pulled my top up. I do really weird things when I'm talking. I don't know what happens. Luckily, I actually stopped myself at the crucial moment. Apparently, I can get away with singing a bit of Chisel on a live stream. I don't think I could get away with flashing my tits. I'm not going to find out either, just to be clear.

People try, people try, people try. It's going to sound egotistical to say, but I'll go with it anyway. People will try to be me. Either people will be infuriated by me, infuriated at ... Why does my hair still keep getting stuck in my hand? I'm pretty sure there's honey in here. I've got to sort that out. I don't know what it is. If it's not honey, it might be some Sweet Baby Ray's. It could be that, but you would see that, wouldn't you? I only ate like 18 lamb cutlets for dinner covered in Sweet Baby Ray's. I had an entire, well, rack, plate, whatever it's called, of sticky porks for dinner, for lunch. Sticky pork, not sticky porks. I don't think I had several pigs, it was only one.

I don't know what is happening to my appetite since I got here. I'm eating like I'm eating for 10 men who are about to go on a freaking jungle exploration hike. Hike? Who hikes? Sounds like a boring one. Adventure ex-bonanza. My metabolism has kicked into overdrive. My legs were freaking like hard and lean and shapely as fuck today in the gym, extra, extra. I think because I've been main-lining five pieces of French toast every morning for breakfast. I'm enjoying it fabulously, but it's kind of confusing the fuck out of me how much I'm eating at the moment.

Anyway, let's test out how those stretches worked. My hips are so open. You can probably store things in there in the sides of them there's so much openness there that wasn't there before. We'll do a lotus now while we sit here. You should never live stream without doing some hip opening, I feel, because it's very inefficient. Inefficient. You could also have a subliminal little air pod in your ear that's playing your French and Russian at the same time, so you learn a language. That was the cutlets coming up, and the Sweet Baby Ray's.

People might try to be me. I don't know why. I don't know why, but I've seen it happen before. I saw a whole bunch of them dye their hair red, and then I changed it to blonde. I was like, "Catch me if you can." To be perfectly honest with you, and I try to be and I do use that expression probably overkill manner, I've felt that way the whole time in business, and even in business before business was online. I've always noticed. I'm sure you've noticed this as well. Let's obviously just remind ourselves that I'm not here just talking about me being freaking entertaining and magnetic as fuck. I'm talking about everybody here who's that same person. Whether or not you're stepping into it is another matter that we perhaps should get to talk about.

I've always noticed people trying to model what I'm doing in business, even like when I was a trainer and I would do all these cool extra things. I would always have extra side hustles on the hustle as a trainer. I would always make a load of extra money in different ways, not just from training clients. I just did a tonne of extra shit. I was always freaking coming up with ways to make money. Then everybody would try and copy it, and I would just be like, "It's not going to work." Then it didn't work, and I was like, "Bitch, please. Because you're not me." I was probably a bit egotistical about it. I just felt like catch me if you can, because when you think that you've figured out my move, I'm already 50 fucking moves ahead of you on the next move, and that move is so freaking old. It's still what I do now.

However, however, it shouldn't matter, because obviously the point is never to model another person. The point is to let what's inside of you out. If you resonate with me and you feel like I want a sharp, as bold, as crazily as her, and if so, I shall send you some medication swiftly, because clearly you are blessed with the craziness of the craziness as well. I think that most people would be terrified to be like me. The ones who are born for it will be like yes, that's how I want to show up. It's not that you want to show up obviously as me, it's that you see something inside of me that you know is inside of you. Am I right or am I right? Yes or yes or yes yes yes yes yes yes? Which one? You can choose whichever yes you like, right? It's a resonance. It's never that I'm teaching somebody how to do anything. I have nothing to teach at all. I'm a shocking teacher. I could never care for the profession myself. I was very bad at attending the classes. I just got all the top marks from manifestation.

I like to learn things though. I like to learn from performance and entertainment and leadership, even when it ... Yes, thank you for the yeses. Even when I was keep going to church all the time, Ruby Lee, do you remember or were you too young to remember, I see Ruby on the live stream, who was a rich hot empire bad ass who's testimonial I just posted today. She did rich hot empire in January and did 20K in her first month and quit her job and increased her email list by 31%. More relevantly to the point of my story about church, I've known Ruby for 25 years because she's the best friend of my younger sister.

Anyway, do you remember Pat [Mas-ee-tee 00:38:37] back in Waverly Christian Fellowship, Ruby? I'm going to use this as an interjection moment to remind you guys that rich hot empire has begun. There's still time if you want to work with me one-on-one for six weeks in the exact programme that I just mentioned that Ruby did in January. This is the last time to work with me at this level one-on-one for the six-week intensive until way later in the year. Because after this closes, which will be probably in the next 24 to 36 hours and then it's going to be sold out, after this the only way will be in my $72,000 inner circle.

This is nothing like $72,000. This is six-week one-on-one intensive. Results are fucking killer. It is an amazing transformational programme. I just popped a comment in about it. You should mention me about ... you should mention me? You should definitely mention me wherever you feel called, and tag me as well so I know. You should message me over on my personal page about rich hot empire. You could also go, since Ruby's jumped on here and now we're talking about church, but it was also very timely about rich hot empire, I'm going to give you the link. You can watch her video, which is such a beautiful video, by the way. Thank you so much again for that. I love to watch it. I watched it about 14 times, or maybe four. Still quite a few. You've got to go watch Ruby's video. It's amazing. I'll give you the link right now. There it is. Do that afterwards.

Anyhow, there was this minister, preacher, whatever he was, Pat Maseetee. Now, some other people here may know who he is because he then transformed himself out of the church. I think he got ejected actually for untoward activities is the truth of the matter. Then he became a Mindset Millionaire, Millionaire Mindset mentor and coach. Basically, motivational speaker. He's also the type person ... Hi, Christy. That was a super high voice, I'm sorry. That was extra excitement. You missed me singing. You're going to have to watch the replay for the singing bit. Love you back. That's love hot shower for Christy and for everybody else. There's a virtual hug. That's the hug.

Anyway, anyway, anyway, even back in church, and Ruby remembers because she was fucking there 25 years ago. We certainly weren't cursing about it at the time though. There was this guy, this minister, Pat Maseetee who then got excommunicated from the church for too much sex outside of where it should have been, and then became a Millionaire Mindset coach. He is an amazing, successful entrepreneur, and an amazing speaker. I remember watching him speak on stage in the church when I was like six years old, or seven or eight. Very young anyway. Maybe I was 10, I don't know. I was young. He was my favourite preacher because he was so entertaining and he was so funny. He was very irreverent, and he was hilarious.

Now, what did he teach about as far as preaching and teaching? Well, I don't know. We're talking nearly three decades ago for the love of god. Don't have too many expectations of me. I'm sure, I'm quite certain that he would have been getting some kind of godly, biblical message across in whatever he was doing. What I remember is the entertainment. What I remember is how much I really enjoyed his messages even at that young age. I was always really excited when he was going to be the preacher or the speaker for that day. I always sat up straight in my chair and paid extra attention. I just wonder why don't people realise this with preaching and teaching online? Why does anybody think that a single fucking person out there in their audience wants to sit there on a cold, hard pew ... okay, we didn't have pews in our church. It wasn't that sort of church.

Why does anybody want to sit there on some kind of internet pew and just learn shit? Nobody does. Nobody wants to learn anything from you. They think that they do, but let me ask you a question. Are they binge-watching you, or are they binge-watching fucking whatever it is, young girl on whatever show that's on, what is it? Stupid Stan, it's a silly name. Are they binge-watching Netflix, right? Are they binge-watching you, or are they binge-watching Netflix? Oh, my hips. Because honestly, I know for a fact people are binge-watching my stuff. I know for a fact that ... No, I wasn't talking about sex, that's for sure. He was communicating the energy of the high viber.

I know people binge-watch my content, because they tell me, and because I know that I'm fucking hilarious, so why would they not binge-watch my content? When I do my most random, all over the place live streams, which this one appears to be ... My god, I just realised I can have octopus arms. Check it out. I love it. This only happens normally when I'm at the SLS hotel. Can you see my octopus arms in the window behind me? My daughter does the best impression of a jellyfish, you guys. I don't know how this came up in conversation. I have an unusual method of parenting. One day I said to her, "Alyssa, be a jellyfish." I said it in a stern, demanding tone, just like that, because I like to say random things to my children to surprise and delight them. More so to shock and appal them, but then they think it's funny and it's always fabulous.

I'll just randomly say really weird shit. They might be trying to talk or say something, I don't know, whatever it is. Out and about, we're having a conversation, and I'll just randomly drop something like, "Alyssa, be a jellyfish." They just respond to it. My children are so [inaudible 00:44:21]. They're going to be multi-millionaires by the time they're 11.11 years old for sure. She doesn't even skip a beat. She's not like, "What the fuck?" Well, she wouldn't say that, but I've definitely seen it on her face before. She's just like ... I was like, "Oh my god, you look exactly like a jellyfish." Actually, she was kind of like a double chin. She kind of went ... then she bobbled her head around. I was like, "Holy shit, you're an actually exact jellyfish. I don't know how you did that, but it was amazing." I've used it many times since then. Why are we talking about jellyfish? Because of this, octopus.

I'm completely lost. I'm at a total loss. Do you think I finished the whole live stream already and I just thought I was still going? Because I feel like I'm done. What was I talking about? I honestly have no idea. I know I talked about Ruby, I talked about church. I talked about nobody wants straight-up teaching, who cares. Oh, binge-watching. Binge-watching people. Binge-watch me, because I'm hilarious. I know that already, and because they tell me. Whenever I do a really random, stupid, like this live stream. After this live stream, for sure I'm going to have ... It's kind of like a walk of shame feeling. I've never even done a walk of shame. What have I got to be ashamed about? I understand the concept from the movies, which I should be in, by the way. I will.

Anyway, I have a walk of shame type feeling after I do a silly, funny live stream. I will probably have it after this one. I just cleared it right then and there. Maybe I'm done with that. Maybe that was a silly thing that I've been getting myself into. I feel like that was really silly. People probably think that she thinks she's all that, or I think like, "What am I even doing? Why am I doing that?" However, I carry on, because I allow my message to be bigger than my own bullshit. I continue to show up like this. I know that these are the ones that get the best rankings. Not that it's too big, but if it was too big, you would be getting rankings. These are the ones where people are like, "I can't stop watching. I literally can't stop watching. I can't. I'm supposed to be ... " Fucking honey. "I'm supposed to be going to work, or I'm supposed to be doing whatever." Why would they be going to work? Sometimes they seem to need to be. They're just freaking watching it instead of Netflix.

If people aren't watching you instead of Netflix, be fucking interesting is all I'm saying. If you want people to be interested in you, then consider being fucking interesting. It's an interesting idea, I think you'll find. Terry says a breakthrough. Entertainment, Deborah. Exactly. Addison says I need you to entertain me every morning like this. I should. It's extremely irresponsible and selfish of me that I don't do an entertainment-based show every day. I apologise. I actually love to do it more than anything. It's my favourite thing. Then some people watching it in the mornings who are [inaudible 00:47:33] like you, and then other people are watching it in bed at night, and then they can't go to sleep because of all the high vibery. I don't apologise at all. Not even a little bit.

In fact, I'll just play you some more music to rev you up so that you can't sleep so you get more excited about ... I could sing any time, any time. I'm trying to restrain myself, unless you've got a suggestion for me of another song. I had another song playing before. Here's my other song. I have some eclectic music taste. Here's my other song from earlier this evening. (Singing) A little bit of Deep Purple for you to spice up your evening. The dulcet tones of Deep Purple. God, there's so many good songs here. I'm just such a song maestro.

You've got to be interesting if you want people to be interested in you. It seems like an obvious fucking thing if you say it out loud, but yet nobody's freaking doing it. Here's the secret. The secret, if you would like to know the secret, the secret is you're probably not going to do it. 99.99% of you are not going to do it. That's evident, obviously, because it's fucking math. There can only be 1% within the 1% if there's the other 99.99% who don't do the damn thing. Everybody, I'm sorry. I'm not sorry, because I'd rather kick you up the ass and call you out. Everybody here on this live stream thinks that they are the 1% within the 1%. Mathematically, that is incorrect, my friends. Incorrect.

Who are you? Who is the actual 1% within the 1%? No need to say it's me. No need to jump up and down about it. Say it in here, and then freaking back it up, right? If I go onto your page, if I suddenly did a recon of your Facebook page, am I going to see you shine up with your message today? I don't mean if you hustle something together in the next 24 hours, I mean if I go look now and the previous week, 24 hours, month, year, freaking lifetime, right? Of course you can change it now. We all had to change it at some point in time. I used to be incredibly boring, like boring. Maybe not really though. I certainly was compared to now.

How do you change it? How do you change it? How do you change it and do it? Why are more people not using the cat stickers? Inside your little emoji box, press the sticker button and give me the cat flying. Press play. If you know you're a 1% within the 1% person, okay, I believe that there is a 1% sticker that you can actually press. There are those pink ones, exactly. You can press a press play one too. Why would you not? You should be pressing play all the time, unless it's time to press pause. That's okay.

How do you do it? You're going to have to get out of your own way. It's actually the only thing for it. You're going to have to get over yourself. You're going to have to sort your shit out. You're going to have to just do a little bit of these ones and do a little bit of a pretend you're in a box. Fucking stuck in a box and you're trying to do your business in life like this. Then you just break free, you just escape, escape. I said escape, yup. What a low-class thing to say. You just escape out of the box.

Meanwhile on the inside, you're probably freaking the fuck out, because you're probably like me. You're a natural introvert. It is what it is. You can believe me or not believe me. I have a little captioned video clip actually proving that I'm an introvert, which I shall use at some point in time when I feel so cold. It is true and real. You have the performer in you. You're either going to let it out or you're going to sit down and cry about not feeling ready. I don't feel ready. I do the damn thing anyway. I certainly didn't feel ready when I first started showing up like a weirdo bad ass. Not weirdo, bad ass, right?

Nobody's going to believe me. Most people aren't going to believe me. If you've met me in person, you know that I'm like the biggest fucking introvert in the world, right? I'm in my performer mode. I'm activating what's inside of me. I'm letting it out, right? It's a choice. It's a choice. It's a choice of am I going to be bigger than my own bullshit? Am I going to let my message live and shine and gloriously impact the world, or am I going to be like, "But I'm scared and I don't feel like it." Those are real feelings. I'm not really making fun of you, but I'm trying to remind you that you're never going to feel ready. Of course, you're going to feel fucking self-conscious. You're going to feel like an idiot. You're going to wonder what people think about you and how bad you want ...

How badly is it killing you softly and not so softly at all to not live purposely and to not step into the flow that's inside of you? I don't know about you, or I do really know all about you actually, I'm right inside your mind all the time. I do know that being like me, it just kills you to not let yourself into that performer mode. I mean, this is the shit that lights us up, isn't it? Let's be honest. This is what gets us freaking excited and high on life. We feel amazing. We just feel like we can rule the world, and we have access to extraordinary, creative powers. We just become unstoppable. You access your magic. You don't need anybody to tell you anything about anything. You know everything.

That happens when you let yourself be who you really are on the inside. That's really all I have to say about anything. I don't know how long I talked for, but it felt like about a minute and a half, so I trust that I gave something of value to some person somewhere. If that was you, and you would like to work with me six weeks one-on-one, we do indeed have liftoff. Rich hot empire has begun two days ago. You can still get in. It's actually extending like six weeks plus however many fucking weeks I add on after that is always what happens. This is my most transformative one-on-one intensive ever. I've [inaudible 00:54:14] multiple times over. The results just keep getting better and better. I've been posting them all week this week. They're easy enough to find on my page. Those are examples. Obviously, you've got to do the work and bring it and back it up.

If you've been wanting to work with me as your mentor, if you know you were born for it, not if you're like, "I want to make money online and I just want someone to tell me how and then I'm just going to do it and make money but I really don't believe in myself or back it up," that's not going to work. I will read that in your energy anyway if you message me, so it's just not going to happen. If you know that you are that person and you want the kick up the butt, you want to get into how I obviously do the internet and yes, the strategy of my multi-seven-figure business, you want somebody to reach into your soul and help you unleash what's in there onto the internet and indeed the world, rich hot empire is for you. Message me. Not on this page ideally, on my personal [Katrina Ruth 00:55:10] page would be best.

There's a hiccup that's stuck like right up there. It doesn't want to come up. It's a Baby Ray hiccup. We'll get it out afterwards for decorum purposes. What else? What else? What else? I will send you on the message a full overview of everything that it's about, explain all the details in the module. You get unlimited one-on-one access to me, plus a structured six-week programme, lifetime access, access to my team. Insane amount of content. There's no freaking way you'd get through it all in six weeks. You get to keep it for life.

What you do go through in that six weeks, you're going to create more in that six-week period than most entrepreneurs do in two years or indeed really a lifetime. That is for real. That is based. That line of six weeks' work, doing in six weeks what people do in two weeks, I started saying that line because so many clients kept saying to me, "Oh my god, I just did more in six weeks with you than I've done in the last two years or one year or whatever it was." Consistently people were saying like two years plus. Then I observed the same thing, so I started saying that line all the time. A bunch of other stuff. I will send you an overview of that. Message me about it. Do it quickly. This is set to sell out in the next 24 to 46 hours is my prediction. I believe it will sell out by Saturday my time. It is currently late Thursday. Oh my god, it's 11:44 PM. 11:44 PM Thursday night my time.

You want to message me over there now, my personal page, please. Not here. It's better. I'll send you an overview, and then we'll go through cost. That's really all there is to say about that. Now, final reminder, if you want to be a leader, want to be in the spotlight, start to show up like you deserve to be in the fucking spotlight. Then the spotlight will be on you all the damn time, because you put it there. That's it. Have an amazing rest of day or evening wherever you are in the world. Leave me a comment. Leave me a love heart. Send me messages. I do come back and read my comments later, because I usually miss most of them while I'm talking. Do not forget life is now press play.

Direct download: Wanna_be_a_leader_and_in_the_spotlight_THEN_START_TO_FREAKING_ACT_LIKE_YOU_DESERVE_IT21.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:46am AEST

Tue, 15 May 2018

Purposeful pain. Are you leveraging it to receive more?

Am I live? Am I live? I felt like the phone was gonna have a small meltdown, like a literal meltdown. I hate meltdown. I'm trying to find that perfect ... What the fuck has happened here? Holy shit. My laptop looks like somebody drew on it with crayons. I think it's because I've got this pen in here in my laptop case, from the W, that has a pink eraser on the end of it. I also have a Lego man in my Chanel laptop case. Seems normal. I don't know how that Lego man got in there, I mean, I can easily guess, but I didn't realise I had a Lego man in there.

Hi, hi, Karen. What's up? Tell me hello. That's what I want. Say hello to me people. How are my visuals? Because I'm in that thing of like, I'm in the sun, so I can't see anything. Put my other live on pause to join me live.

Joseph always comes on and announces himself. He tags his own name in, is what he does.

And then he puts his phone number in, He does this every time!

All right, where is my face? Okay.

He always puts his name in and then, he puts his phone number in. It's the best thing ever.

Okay, I am live. Please share, et cetera. Okay, I just had to message my team.

Hello me, hello you, hello world. You guys, oh my God, oh my God, I've been brutalised. It's okay, it's all under control. I've had a traumatic past 70 or 80 minutes. I went to get a massage, as I do, and like my massage really fucking hot.

Prank calls on. Who's gonna prank call me? Prank call me, do what you want.

I like my massage ... I can't say it Australianese anymore, it just comes out Americanish. I like 'em fucking hot, you guys. Traditionally, over the years I've had some of the top sports therapists in the world work on me. Because I was in that industry, and I just always accessed, of course, the best people in the world the same way that I do now. I've had many comments over the years.

One time, Charles Poliquin, he's one of the leading strength and conditioning coaches in the world and trains Olympic athletes, and he's fricking high level, right? He was doing active release therapy on my ... I broke my elbow like ten years ago, so he was doing active release therapy through there. And I was laying actually on his bed in his hotel room, because we had a course and it was there I asked to do the treatment.

I was just talking to him while he was doing this work, and I've seen him do this work on other students, back in the day. Sometimes, they would have to be actually held down on the table, or on the bed, or whatever, because how excruciating it is. He strips the muscle right back to the core. I remember I just started talking to him and he kind of stopped and he was like, "Wow, you have a really high pain tolerance." And I was like, "I guess I just know that it's beneficial, or whatever. It's not that I can't feel it, but I just choose to opt into it and allow it."

The other week, I had probably one of my best compliments ever. That made me so happy, which was my tattoo artist Vlad said to me, as we were finishing up for the day, he was like, "I really can't tell if you're happier when you get more pain or less pain. Like when we finish earlier, or when we go longer." I'm like, well there's benefits both times.

But just now, I had this massage that was so fucking brutal that I kind of stumbled out of the ... it was like an eight dollar fifty, Bali massage, right? And I swear he pretty much created new striations all over my body. He stripped all the muscle just right back to the core, to the point where I kept being like, "Okay I'm gonna tell him stop, I'm gonna tell him stop." It was so freaking excruciating. I was like, he's gonna explode my calf muscles or then my glutes, or wherever it was. And I just kept going, but I can do one more, I can do one more, and I just breathed through it. But my god, I feel like every piece of muscle in my body has been tenderised and pulverised like if you were gonna cook me up for dinner, I would be the most amazing fillet in the world.

I mean I get Bali massage all the time, but it was next, next, next level. So then I stumbled out of there, and I was gonna go eat. I was supposed to be sitting down and eating now. That was my plan that I had in my head. I haven't eaten yet today, but I was just like, there's no fucking way I can eat after that. And frankly I don't know if I could think or write anything, or what I'm gonna do.

Hang on. My team haven't even seen that I'm live. Let me just share this livestream over. So, I just kind of stumbled back up here and decided to do a little livestream first, before I obviously go and maybe eat something. But I thought, let's talk about purposeful pain, because I feel like it's an area that people could probably stand to get their ass kicked a little bit around. Do you know what I mean? You tell me first. Do you actively lean into pain? Do you actively choose pain in your life? Do you actively go looking for pain? Purposeful pain, right?

So, maybe let's talk about what purposeful pain means. I'm not a fan of pain just for the sake of pain. Like, for example, sex comes to mind. Lots of people I know are into pain in sex, for example. To me, that doesn't actually feel purposeful, and I don't like it. So I'm not trying to ... Well, I don't mind a bit of mild choking. But I'm not trying to make some point like I just like pain, or something like that. But I've really learned over the years to understand what sort of pain is purposeful, and what that means by it being purposeful I guess, and how to differentiate maybe. And I really feel ...

Okay, let me check this sharing because she doesn't seem to have seen it. Hang on. Okay. Are you not online? Okay, hang on, let's share. I sent my assistant [inaudible 00:06:44] a message that I was live and that she should share it because she does that for me usually. But I don't think she's online, so I'll try and do that now myself real quick and then we'll continue on.

Because I think that this is probably, I do feel that this is probably one of the, I guess keys, for me. This is kinda one of the big keys that has made a difference in my ability to create massive results and massive success. And obviously it doesn't always mean physical pain, but we can talk about what it does mean and how it applies to business and how it applies to receiving money. Because I really want to come on here today and give you some powerful content that you can walk away with that's gonna help you to access a higher ability to receive. Money, yes, but also I guess other things that you like and desire and choose.

So if that sounds good, and that's what you want to talk about, and obviously whatever else comes up along the way. Send me the love hot shower, because you know I like to see it. Send it to me.

All right I think we did our sharing. Okay, okay. Cool. Yep. All right, cool. So that's done.

So, yes, massage right. Like I work out a lot, I have incredibly tight muscles apparently and everybody always comments on it whenever I get worked on. So to me it's like, well, if I'm gonna go and spend that time doing that, I really don't wanna just get into like a relaxed, floaty state and then walk out. That's nice from time to time, but I would rather put myself through something that is so excruciating that I'm using my freaking labour breathing exercises to get through this massage. Every moment through the entire hour thinking ... and actually told him 90 minutes and then I think he didn't hear me and did an hour, and at the end I was kind of grateful for that. I was like, "I think that was good. That was, I think, an hour." I'd rather get through a massage like that where every moment, every minute is fucking excruciating and I don't know if I can keep going.

I definitely have some kind of ego that comes into it, right? Like I feel tough, or I feel like a badass where I'm fully aware that a very small percentage of people can take the level of pain that I can take. In that example or other examples as well. And I've been told this many times, that I'm way more okay with it than even some of the biggest, strongest men that therapists work on. So I'm like, "Booyah! I'm a badass!" So that's part of it for sure, I'm not ashamed to admit it.

But it's also, I'm just thinking of the outcome. I'm just thinking of how tight my hips and glutes get, and my hip flexors, and how that impacts my back. I had a back injury from a couple years ago that still gives me some grief. And how I want to be able to lift fucking heavy in the gym, and I wanna be able to do all the things, and I want to be able to go crazy with my workouts. And I wanna be able to run and play and chase after my children, and I wanna have incredible mobility and flexibility as I get on in later years. So to me it's like, am I going to endure this one hour of pretty fucking extreme, excruciating pain getting my muscles stripped back to the core, or am I gonna say, "No that hurts too much. No no, stop. Please stop." And then walk around with muscles that are wound and bound and don't allow me to move freely.

To me, that's obvious, but you've still gotta put yourself through that pain. And I guess reality is people just don't choose this. And this is really, I feel, such a big conversation that's relevant and critical to the results that you may be getting in business. So in business it's not typically gonna be a physical sort of pain, is it? But it can feel more scary or more confronting than that.

So for example, let's say that you know, maybe because you watch me and you follow my stuff and you see how I show up and you see the sort of work that I do with my Rich Hot Empire clients to my Inner Circle clients and so on and so forth. You know that I'm about consistency, right? I'm about showing the fuck up every single day, bringing the message, bringing the truth, no holds barred, authentic. And then selling every day as well. I guess I'm pretty well known for putting myself out there and not holding anything back and kind of baring my soul, and baring all and letting people hear my vulnerabilities and my struggles and the ups and downs.

And the reality is, it's not just because I show up every day and I message and I preach and I teach and I sell that I have the business that I have. And I think you know this but I think we can talk about this in a bigger way, right? Anybody can come onto the internet and post shit online every day, livestream, message, et cetera, et cetera. That doesn't mean you can build a cult-like loyal tribe following who are going to buy all your shit, often without even reading it actually and regardless of price point. It doesn't mean that you're gonna have some of the highest conversion rates in the industry which is what I have and what I teach my clients. It doesn't mean that you're gonna have this incredible connection where it really is like a soulmate thing with each of your clients and community members.

In order to get that, it's gotta be not just, "Oh yeah, you know, I posted every day. I message and I show up and even make stuff online and sell it from time to time." It's really gotta be, are you facing into the fire every day? And okay, it doesn't always feel like that. Not every massage makes you feel like you just went through a giving birth-type experience in terms of the pain levels. Not every workout in the gym feels like you're left on the floor sweating and bleeding and nearly dying and your higher self is saying, "Yes, but are you dead yet? No, then get up and keep going." Which is definitely how I trained and kicked my own ass this morning.

I was like, nobody in the hotel gym downstairs here, where I'm at, at an AirBnB here in Bali but the AirBnB's like the penthouse in a hotel. That's where I'm at now in my little garden. And nobody watching, nobody checking on whether, like, there was no one there to impress, right? There was no one there to show that I'm a badass. I do like that, I'll admit that as well. I like when people see me work myself hard in the gym kicking my own ass. I like the looks I get from guys and from girls, kinda like what the fuck? I go hard, right. But today, and many days, there was nobody there to watch that, there was nobody there to impress. Okay, maybe I'm telling you about it so maybe I'm looking for validation now.

But it was more that I want to feel the way I want to feel, right? I want to feel alive. I want to feel like I'm really leaving everything there. I want to feel like I fucking showed up. For my workout, for my business, for my messaging, for my life. Because I, probably like a lot of people, I've had enough time throughout my life ...

Hey, Sarah! Are you still in Bali? Are you in Bali? Where are you? Are you in Uluwatu?

I've had enough years in my life, and I'm sure you can relate, where I've showed up in a half-assed way. I did that. I freaking did that. I showed up in a half-assed way for two marriages, I showed up in a half-assed way many times over the years for different stuff to do with my fitness and my health. I've had many phases where I'm like, "Well I am working out every day and I am eating well, so why am I not maintaining or getting the body I exactly want?" Well I wasn't, like ... there's showing up and there's fucking showing up, right? And I've had many times in my business journey as well. Honestly it comes and goes, it ebbs and flows. There's times even to this day where I'm like, "I'm kinda flaking around here. I'm 'showing up' but I'm not showing up."

Oh, almost time, okay.

And I just kinda feel like, the more that time passes and the more you learn about what success really takes and the more you learn about yourself, and maybe also the older you become, you kind of like, "I'm not here to fuck around, bitches. I'm not here to fuck around." I mean, I've always been this sort of person and I'm sure you as well ... send me the love hot shower if this is you, right?

Since a young age, I haven't been a person to fuck around. Overall, I've shown the fuck up and that's why I'm such a high achiever and always have been in my life. And so yeah, I'm quite certain that you can relate to that and that's you. But as a high achiever, maybe there's a flip side of sometimes we just are never satisfied and we're never done and we always want more and we always know we can go harder. There's kind of this stuff that goes into play with that where we go gotta learn sometimes to be nice to ourselves, and compassionate to ourselves, and have a break.

So yeah, that's part of it. But it's also that acknowledging something, and here's probably one of my big points that I wanted to make today. It's about acknowledging, "You know what? I am, you are, we are, the ones who we like it. We get off on the pain. We enjoy it. We thrive on it." Yes, there's an ego aspect that comes into it. Yes, there's like, "Look at me, bitches. I'm a badass."

I wanna be the person in the gym, particularly the woman in the gym but even overall, I wanna be the one who's training the hardest. I like when people are like, they're not even quite sure what the fuck's happening.

I like when the massage guy is sweating and he needs a one hour nap afterward. Me and the comments that I get.

I like that when I leave the tattoo parlour on Saturday ... even though I was really feeling all that pain all day Saturday, I did not really feel like in my flow zone with my inking work I had done a few days back. But when I left, I laughed at the chick in reception who's like, "You literally never complain, I've never seen ..." She's like, "You are so hardcore, I've never seen you make a face, I've never seen you complain all the times you come in here. I've just never seen this before."

I like that. I do like it. I feel good about myself. But it's not just that, it's that I wanna feel fucking alive in my life, right? I wanna feel that I'm showing up for my life. I wanna feel that I'm pressing play. I wanna feel that I went all in. I don't wanna get through the day and be like, "Well I went to the gym and I hosted a blog and I did a livestream and I tick, tick, tick." List your way through your fucking life but did you ever know you were alive?

That's not what I want and it's not what my clients want. It's not what I, you wanna work with me? It's not the sort of work we'll be doing in Rich Hot Empire, for example. In the Inner Circle, we go into the fucking fire, we go into the fray, we get down on the floor bleeding and sweating and crying ... metaphorically, generally, hence what we get up to on retreats. That can be all sorts of interesting adrenaline shit. Potentially, why not right?

But we wanna be, I guess, confronted. And we wanna have to face into our fears or our resistances or our, I don't know, I guess that side that is in all of us. Even the most badass ones amongst us, which is us, that side that's kind of like, "Well, you know, you don't have to. You could just do this and just do that and that way, hey, you still did it. You went to the gym, you did your message, you did your sales activity, your putting your clientele out there, so where's the millions of dollars?"

So to come back to the point that I was making about how I show up and why I have the level of cult-like following that I do and what I teach you when you work with me as a client in order to build your soulmate tribe and to have incredible conversion, right? People paying and saying yes without even reading in full, blah blah blah. All that stuff, right? For that to take place, you're gonna have to go the extra mile.

You're going to need to be that version of yourself who reaches into their own soul and is like, when it hurts, when I can't keep going, when it's too confronting, when it feels scary, when I wanna hide, when I feel like oh who's watching or who's listening, when I feel self-conscious, when I feel vulnerable, when I feel tired, when I feel like I don't really have to ... I am gonna pick myself up and I am gonna keep going, or I am gonna take a breath and I'm gonna ask myself, "Yes, but is this purposeful and what is the result that I want?"

Now, I'm gonna be the last person to say to you that you should endure pain, or putting yourself out there, or not resting or taking care of yourself, purely to make some kind of point. No, I'm not pro-burning yourself out. I'm not pro-never taking care of yourself. I'm like the queen of fucking self-care. God, all I do I feel like half the time is journal and massage and this to me is what I wanted to do. This is feeding my soul, doing this right here. I don't want to be sitting in the sun doing nothing. I'm like, "Okay, I'm in my bikini. I'm getting my tan on. But I want to do content, that's what feels good for me."

So you know, it's not that I'm saying don't take care of yourself. Of course not, and I think you know that. But it's about what is the outcome that you want? If you're gonna show up anyway for your business, if you're gonna get your message out there, if you're gonna freaking reach inside of you and create something and put it out there to the world, if you're gonna tell people what's up and what actions to take, are you gonna do it from a perspective of, "Well I did it. I got through the hour," or, "I wrote the damn email," or "I built the landing page," or "I build the funnel," or "I did an opt-in, and so where's my millions of followers and millions of dollars. Where is it? Why? Because I'm doing everything Kat does?"

It's like eh, not really, maybe technically in a very 2D, 1%ish sort of way you're doing like a grey scale representation of what I'm doing, or what my million dollar clients are doing, what my six-figure or modest six-figure dollar client is doing, and even what my clients who are just getting started are doing who are like, putting themselves out there from the get go because they actually fucking decided to back themselves. It's a huge difference, right? There's a huge difference in the energy that comes when you're fully fricking showing up, and there is a huge fucking difference in the result.

So I feel like what we get to look at, and what I am passionate about looking at with my clients and exactly what I'm going to be doing starting next week, for example, when I dive into the next round of Rich Hot Empire, which I'll tell you about in a moment. It's about not just like hey, here's the building blocks of success. Yay! Let's message, let's do livestreams, let's create videos, let's do an update, sure, let's build a fucking funnel. That's easy, I'll show you how to do that. Let's do sales pages, let's do sales flow, let's, you know, tick all these boxes. That's like, I can write that on a fucking pdf for you. You don't need a mentor to tell you that these are some of the building blocks of having a successful online business. You can just observe that.

But where you maybe need a mentor to come along and kick your ass is to help you repeatedly stare into that fire, stare into that heat I guess, feel what feels like pain or resistance or massive fucking confrontation or, "Am I really gonna say that? Am I really gonna put that out there like that? Am I gonna reach in to my soul and let what's inside of there out? Am I gonna reach in and grab them by the soul?" Which is what gets people following and responding. You need somebody who has I guess kind of gone there before and done that and showed up that way in their life, but you'll still need to flip that switch for yourself, with or without a mentor being part of the picture obviously.

My point is that I show up for my clients. I'm not here to fricking say, "Hey, do some messaging. Do some sales activity. Here's how. Blah blah blah." Obviously I teach my clients all that stuff, but really what I'm here to do is to reach into your soul, help you to reach into your soul, and then bare it to the world. Because anyone can write a fucking 2,000 word blog post or a sales demo or a sales pitch or any of these things.

And if that's your approach, and your approach is to get through that checklist of things in business so that people follow you and buy, I'm gonna tell you you'll be waiting a long fucking time in order to get those results that you're looking for. If right now you feel frustrated or you feel like you don't understand why it's not working, well here's the reality. It doesn't matter! It doesn't fucking matter if you are the most consistent motherfucker on the internet as far as posting your content, if we can't feel your soul. And for that to take place, yes, reality check.

A lot of the time it is going to require you to lean into pain. A lot of the time it is going to require you to feel massive discomfort, massive confrontation, massive vulnerability, fear of rejection, fear of what people think, fear of God knows what else happening, fear that it won't work, fear of what your fricking mother or family will say about the way you put yourself out there. "Why are you always telling people all your problems on the internet?" A lot of my clients have family members say this sort of thing to them. All of these different things, that is what I mean by purposeful pain relevant to business.

It would be so easy for me so much of the time to not show up the way that I show up. If you follow my content for any more than like a week or two, you're gonna see that I post a pretty high amount of shit that is really fricking raw and it's very vulnerable and it's about my most intimate, transparent, personal stuff. Not just business stuff, well it could be business stuff related to my fears and doubts and insecurities in my journey. But I also post a lot of stuff to do with love, and relationship stuff, and then moving out of my marriage, and how I feel about being a mum, stuff that's really vulnerable.

Don't look at me or anybody else that does this and imagine that we've got some kind of superhuman self-confidence because we just don't. It's about commitment to the message. It's about letting what's inside of my come out. It's about trusting and knowing that if I drop my bullshit story about it being scary or painful, and if I let what I know is meant to come out out, then I'm gonna get a result. But for that to happen, yeah, there's that moment where I maybe feel an idea for a post coming through me or I maybe notice myself about to say something on a livestream.

And there's that moment where you're like, maybe I won't though. Just like in the massage earlier today where there was many fucking moments for the entire hour where I'm like, "I can tell him stop, I cannot take this any more." It was so fucking painful. It was right on the edge of my tongue, and then I was just thinking, "But I can feel him releasing muscle tissue so deep down to my bones." I felt like he was massaging my bones, he was so deep, and the table was fucking going backwards and forwards, backwards and forwards from the amount of pressure he was exerting on me. He's like a strong dude and he was sweating like a motherfucker. It was full on, I'm gonna tell you.

So I kept being like I'm gonna stop, I'm gonna tell him to stop, it's too much now, this is crazy, nobody needs to endure this much pain in a massage, I can still get a benefit if I tell him to back off just a little bit. But I could feel the muscles being stripped away, I could feel oxygen coming back into the muscles, I could feel this deep release in areas that give me a lot of day-to-day grief to be honest. And I was like no, it's a fucking hour of my life. Do I want to get through the hour and get the outcome of having like, increased amazing mobility which I now have, which I can already feel in my body as a result of that? Or am I going to back the fuck away?

And when it comes to pressing play, pressing publish, pressing post, getting your content out there it is the exact same thing on repeat. You're gonna have that moment in time where something comes through and it's like this is what I should say to people. And maybe it's fiery, maybe it's ranty, maybe it's extremely raw and it feels terrifying and it feels like you're literally stripping yourself naked and showing it to people, and there's that moment in time: "I didn't have to say that, right? Who's gonna know? Who's gonna know if you never pressed publish?" Well you will.

When it comes end of this year, end of the decade, end of your life, you're gonna fucking know from the fact that you didn't create the fucking life you were born for. You didn't create the impact that you came here to create, you didn't make the money that you could've made either, you didn't live into your destiny. And it comes down to all these moments in time when we either lean in to purposeful pain, and you can substitute the word resistance or anything like that as well, or we turn away from it. I really think that, to be the leader of the leaders, which is what I am ...

My clients in Rich Hot Empire are the leaders. They're the ones who are the 1% within the 1%. In my Inner Circle, which is my kind of follow-on from Rich Hot Empire. Yes, I'm talking about Rich Hot Empire a lot because it's going live next week for my April intake. Actually [inaudible 00:26:01] if you're watching, can you drop a comment about Rich Hot Empire now? And I'll talk about that in a moment. You know, I lead the people who are the leaders, who are the 1% of the 1%, who know that they were born for more. My clients didn't come along just to learn how to make fricking six figures on the internet. They know that they're here to make millions, impact millions, and change the fucking world. And they're willing to do what it takes.

But that's just not something you say, right? Everybody says hell yes to that. Everybody says I'm willing to do what it takes no matter what it takes, I am the 1% within the 1%! I'm a revolutionary fucking leader! Et cetera, et cetera. It's like okay cool, then in that moment did you lean into pain or did you pull away from it because it felt scary, because it felt confronting, because you worried about what your fricking best friend from high school was gonna say about it or your mom or your person that you've got a crush on or whoever else it is. Or you're just worried that people are gonna not like me, people are gonna think I'm crazy, or what does this have to do with anything anyway?

And it's not just about your messaging, it's about all the different elements of building this empire. I look back through the history of my now coming up to 12 years marketing online, and now I'm at a point in my business ... And this is what a lot of people who want to work with me want, a lot of people who do Rich Hot Empire inspire to this for example. I'm location-free, not everyone wants to be location-free but I think everyone wants to have the freedom where they could pick up and go wherever they want any time they want, right? A lot of my clients like to be location-free.

I'm location-free, I do do what I want all day. I really just follow flow, I don't do anything that I don't want to do. I have an amazing team who do all the bits in my business that I used to have to do myself, that I don't really want to do any more. I have an incredible community, thank you for being here. I have what are called [inaudible 00:27:46] my community, meaning that it's total [inaudible 00:27:47] connection it's not just like a group of people and an email list that I sell shit to. It's an actual tribe, it's a family, it's a community. And I get to sell and make money doing what I love, and doing my purpose work in the world.

I guess I got to now where it's kind of like the holy grail of being an online entrepreneur right? Of course I'm still striving, as a high achiever I'm never done and I'm completely like, "I'm good enough, I've done enough, I have enough." I'm in full love and acceptance and this moment right here is perfect and I really mean that, and I have everything already. And I'm gonna take on the fucking world and I'll never be done, and I'm sure you probably feel the same. Or a lot of people feel the same. If you don't feel the same, you definitely should not message me about working with me one-on-one in Rich Hot Empire. Just to be clear.

But if you know that there's always gonna be more, then you're definitely somebody that would be a potential client of mine. But I guess what I was trying to say is also, we're getting to the point where like I'm past the money shit, right? I moved past the money struggle, I moved past the fear of not being able to pay even for food let alone rent. I moved past the years, and it did feel like years, it was years actually, of frustration and turmoil and why aren't people buying my stuff, and why is it when I go the real offer that I wanna do that I don't seem to get a response.

I got through all that, so I have achieved all the dreams and goals that I had for many years as an online entrepreneur. And that's now what I work with my clients to do and it's the most amazing, tremendous honour ever. And when I look back at how I did that, there are literally tens of thousands of moments over the past 12 years and before that even, in my life before the online world which was an actual thing, where I lent into pain. I felt like I didn't wanna do something. I mean, it would be impossible for me to count the thousands of workouts that I've done where I didn't feel like getting up in the morning, where I wanted to hit the snooze button or I just didn't really feel like going to the gym.

But if I had of not done those, I wouldn't have cultivated myself into the person I am now. I don't even mean that I am fit and in-shape and all that, and that I just get better and better with age. I get younger with age as well, by the way, just so you know. But mostly what I mean is that it's part of me, it's so easy now, it's automatic. It's who I am that I take care of my health and fitness, because there was a period earlier on where I had to kick my own ass around all the time. I remember day after day after day after day for years, the alarm going off at ungodly-o'clock. And then even when I had a newborn child and it was repeatedly, "But I want more sleep," or I want this or I want this, and then it was like, "Do you want the fucking outcome bitch?" And I did what I needed to do to get the outcome.

I was so outcome-focused from so early on in my life, but at so many pivotal stages as well. I think being a new mom is definitely one of them. With business also, it would be impossible for me to try and remember the thousands of blog posts or videos or livestreams or also paid content that would not exist right now if I had of lent away from pain, if I had, "Oh that one's uncomfortable," or "I don't really feel like writing today," or "I don't really think I've got anything to say, I feel silly," or "Nobody bought my last offer that I put out there so now I'm gonna walk away with my tail between my legs." I just repeatedly showed the fuck up, and you have the choice to do this as well.

I know if you're in my community and you're telling me, "I know you're showing up, but you know that there's showing up and then there's showing the fuck up right?" I just think that life is this continual process of moments in time where we get to either lean into creating destiny or we turned away from it. For me personally, that is a big guiding light for me. It's a big force inside of me or a driving force or it's a [inaudible 00:31:40] where I make my decisions ... I talk a lot about I make my decisions based on [inaudible 00:31:45] connected to that what fucking feels right for me is for me to achieve my destiny and for me to achieve my purpose. And for me to live a standard of excellence in different areas in my life.

I just refuse to accept that I should have to settle, sacrifice or compromise on a single issue in my life. And I refuse to accept that view either, but guess what? For me, or even that for you is probably not gonna be enough. You're probably gonna have to press play on that shit for yourself as well, right? But this is what I believe, for my clients and for my community. I believe you can have it all, I believe you can have it on your terms. I believe you can make millions of dollars, impact millions of people if that's what your messaging truly is, get your true message out there, get paid for your purpose work, get paid every day where you're literally like, "I didn't do anything! I just do what I want all day! I totally follow flow!" But then actually I'm fucking showing up.

I'm bearing my soul to the world every day. I'm letting my art out every day. I'm selling every day. I'm building my business every day. I'm doing many other things that I haven't even touched on here in my business every day because I want the damn outcome and because the outcome is purposeful. Not because I necessarily felt like doing it at that time. The many many nights that I've gotten back online when my children were already sleeping, the many many times that I've grabbed even 10 minutes here, 15 minutes here, to jump on and create something or do something. It's just been this continual process for over a decade now of marketing myself online of eye on the fucking prize, take action from that place. Just tuning in, tuning in, tuning in to where it is I know I wanna be and then being that version of myself.

I just think it's shocking and astonishing to me how few people seem to get this, and I think it's very sad. I look around and you just repeatedly see these people like, "Oh I was tired so I slept in and I didn't go to the gym." And then, "Not fair, why is she my age and has kids and she has that body?" Okay bitch, how many fucking times for how many fucking years for how many decades now was I in the gym when you were like, "I was tired," or, "I didn't know what to do." Neither did I when I started. It's a never-ending conversation.

Tell me some things, what are you thinking?

Do I use the five second rule or am I motivated? Do I use the five second ... I can only read half your comment, Britney but I know what you mean. Well, I didn't technically use like a five second rule. I know what it is, but what I do is I think about the outcome. So when I don't feel like doing something, I will tune in and I will ask, "Is it still aligned for me to do this?" If I don't feel like working out, there's certainly occasions where I won't work out because I'll kind of connect in and I'm like, "Well do I need to have a rest or is it that I should definitely go move my body?" And I get the answer based on higher self and soul.

And most of the time it's kick your own fricking ass and do the gym thing because as soon as you start you'll be like yes, I'm so fricking glad I'm here. But sometimes it takes like, 20 minutes, 30 minutes before you're like I'm so glad I'm here. And same with jumping in and turning the laptop on and doing some actual work, not just fucking around on Facebook, in your business. It's like "Uh, I don't really have anything to say. I don't feel inspired today. Nothing's coming through me, and nobody's really been engaging on my content and my last thing didn't sell anyway and uh." And then you fuck around on Facebook instead or you just don't even turn the laptop on in the first place. You just get out of the habit, you don't even make the fucking habit, or what if you just had the habit and what if it was about showing up based on where you want to be and based on what would that next-level version of myself do? That's the way I do it.

I just go from the outcome. So when I say purposeful pain, to me that also means being result-based. Acting from the result or the outcome of what I want.

Lisa says I have to remind myself, even if I feel the message ... I can't read your comment, it's cut off on the screen. Hang on let me read some comments over here. Christine says call you out when you think you're doing what you want but kinda know you're doing what you think will sell. Well that is right, being brave enough and courageous enough to put your true work out there. For sure. I don't know where you're coming in ... it has disappeared ... let me do a little refresh.

So I wanna tell you guys about Rich Hot Empire though, I'm so passionate about this programme. There is a comment here, it's in the pinned comment you can actually read that and check that out. It says, "Rich Hot Empire is tick tick ticking towards you. Are you ready? It's motherfucking time. Work with me for six weeks personally, one-on-one, to grow your perfect cult tribe." This is such a cool programme, by the way. "Create and launch a low through to high-end empire and set up multiple recurring income streams to take you to seven figures and beyond doing what you love." So what I do is I work with the revolutionary leaders, the artists, the messengers, the 1% within the 1% badasses who know they're meant to play at this level and beyond.

I've created a million dollar per year business doing what I love, like I've sort of been saying, based completely on my purpose work. Like, cool cool to make the money, that's definitely cool and I appreciate and love it and I continue to increase my income. But better than that I get to do what I love, it's based on my true purpose work. And the way that I've done that is I've sold low-cost products, programmes, information products, right through to high-cost stuff. So I think I have stuff as low as $21 up to ... I'm just thinking, oh no even more if you pay ... I don't know like $85,000 would be my highest price point. That's kind of like if a couple come into my Inner Circle together, for example. Or my Inner Circle currently is $6000 per month or $60,000 up front for the year. So it's $72,000 essentially. So that's my highest price point for my private one-on-one clients.

Rich Hot Empire is one-on-one for six weeks, it's nothing like that price point obviously. Just so we're clear. But how I've built my business is a lot of low-cost products, a lot of moderate-priced products, and a limited amount of private coaching and high-end stuff. And I've done that by following soul and following [inaudible 00:37:37] but I've done it obviously also over the years by repeatedly saying yes to what I know is gotta be done. Rather than what fear is feeling or what resistance is feeling, I've done it by baring my soul and putting myself out there and showing up fully for my message and for my hustle and for my community. And not just fricking checklisting my way through.

So this is some of what I'm going to be teaching you in Rich Hot Empire. So it's a six week personalised mastermind intensive with yours truly. One-on-one access to me as your private mentor throughout that entire six weeks. In fact, as soon as you sign up you're gonna already get access to me on my private client channel, we officially are kicking off next Monday April 30, US time.

So if you're interested in knowing about working with me at this level and having my help to build your online empire, or to take it to the next level from where you're at, you can message me about that. You can message me on this page or over on my personal Katrina Ruth page. It is for entrepreneurs at all levels. What joins my clients together, what my clients have in common with one another and with me, is being that badass leader who knows that they were born for more and who refuses to do it based on normal rules of internet marketing. Fuck the rules, fuck the system, I show you how to do it by being you. By reaching into your soul and getting it out there.

So I've had many people do Rich Hot Empire who completely were just getting started, and I've had others get started in Rich Hot Empire who were already doing over a million dollars a year in income when they first began with me, and anything in between. And the content is six weeks of structured content as well as six weeks one-on-one with me. I show you exactly what to do and exactly how to do it in every element of cult tribe building, creating your offers, launching your offers, doing your sales pitches, getting your offers out there, selling high ticket as well, creating [inaudible 00:39:20]. Anything you can imagine to do with an online business, I have trainings in there for you.

You get to get all that training for life, you get my support on it and my team's support, advertising stuff as well all the way through the programme, and then you get me there by your side kicking your ass into alignment and massive fucking action all the way through. So some people come in and maybe they've already got some of this stuff going on and they don't necessarily need all the content, and others are jumping through every element of content. What I do as your mentor obviously is guide you to where your focus needs to be and support you in order to bring that to life.

What else do I want to say? That's mainly what I wanted to tell you about Rich Hot Empire for now. It is honestly just such a life-changing and business-changing programme, I've been running it since 2016 now. It's the only thing that I actually do on repeat. It works so damn well and I'm very proud of it and I'm very proud of my clients and their results that have come through with that. So I'm super excited to jump in with everyone who's going to be starting next week.

It is a private coaching experience so numbers are pretty limited. So if this is something that's speaking to you and you want to know more about working with me one-on-one, the very best thing to do now is to go message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page ... I might just [inaudible 00:40:25] coming in, um, no that's gonna come ... Well, you'll find it. You know where I am. Or you can message me here on the business page, I just kind of prefer getting messages on my personal page. I tend to go into that inbox more.

So do that and then what I'll do is I'll send you a full overview that breaks down all the six modules and all the content that we do so you're understanding exactly what we're covering but also how the one-on-one side of it works, and obviously everything else you need to know as well.

Tracy says, "Just jumping on. Why am I not notified as soon as you're going live?" You can choose that, right? You can choose to get notifications always. Have you done that on my business page or maybe just my personal?

What is your opinion on failure? Have you ever felt like, maybe I can't do it, or have you always been quite confident and badass?

I think I've always had a level of confidence. I was really fortunate to be raised in a way where I was repeatedly told that you can do anything you want ... my mom would tell me that you're like, better. Like above-average, successful and intelligent.

To give it some context, I was a very shy, introverted kid and I really felt very unattractive and super uncool. And I was uncool in a kind of school cool sense, I always had like the wrong clothes and the wrong food and everything. But I was a kind of bookworm, literally to the point where on the play breaks I would go and hide in the bushes and read a book. I had friends as well, I wasn't like no friends. But I didn't feel attractive and I didn't feel good enough.

So I think I would go to my mom when I was maybe my daughter's age, like eight, nine or ten. And I would feel bad and sad that I wasn't like the pretty girls or the cool girls. And I just remember my mom saying over and over, "Yeah but ..." Well she didn't say yes, she didn't agree with me that I wasn't pretty I think she [inaudible 00:42:16]. I was though, I look back at my photos now from when I was a kid, and if you see my daughter who I post photos of she's so beautiful, and I was a beautiful child. I can see that now I'm like wow, I really felt so ugly and so unattractive and uncool. And I just felt not good enough, I was super introverted and I had massive self-worth shit.

But my mum would always also say that I'm like the most intelligent one, which was true I was always top of the class, and that I'm gonna be the one who creates whatever she wants from life and that these girls are gonna lose their looks basically, and then we'll see what happens. She's [inaudible 00:42:51] for sure. And then I'm gonna be the one that like, creates whatever I want out of life. And it wasn't just trying to contrast me to other girls, I'm probably thinking of one or two conversations that stand out for me when I was feeling bad about not feeling cool enough.

Hey, Johnna!

So you know, that was just maybe a few conversations but overall I was always told you're incredibly intelligent, you can do whatever you want, anything that you decide to do you're going to be successful of. So I had an amazing amount of support I guess, growing up. I know not everyone has that so I'm definitely very grateful for that.

Oh my god, you had the best month ever! Send me a message, tell me about it! You have to join Rich Hot Empire!

Move in to Rich Hot Empire now!

Johnna just did four weeks one of them with me in Empress, which is one of my other one-on-one intensives. It's closed at the moment. And she just said I had the best month ever, and I did it in a week after working with you. Yay! Of course, because we flick that soul switch baby, and step up and become who you're meant to be. I'm so excited for you.

So I was kind of confident and badass I guess, a lot of the way I always believed in myself and I just always knew I wouldn't live a normal life. To me that was never a question in my mind, I didn't doubt it at all. At the same time I had massive self-confidence issues and I was continually scared of failure and for years I didn't put myself out there either, to answer that question. I knew that I was meant to do something like this, but like a lot of people I felt like, "But how? Where do you start?"

And also for me, this was back in 2002, 2003 where I first really started to be like, I should do seminars and I should be an author, but there was no online industry like there is now. So there was nobody to model, there was no fricking business coaching Facebook groups to join. You couldn't even find a business coach on the internet back then. So I kind of put it off for years I guess, and eventually I got that ball rolling.

I think like a lot of people I've had contrast between periods of my life where I've felt like a total badass and periods where I'm like, not taking action at all. And I think that continues to be true for me and for all people in all areas.

I know in the area of love and romance, I've had a lot of fear stuff going on probably for years now. Like I was in two unhappy marriages back to back and then I left my marriage, coming up on two years ago in the middle of this year it'll be two years that I've now left that marriage. And then even when I was in the marriage, I had massive self-worth and fear stuff feeling like it was impossible to have amazing, epic, [inaudible 00:45:22] love. I was quite bitter about it actually, I didn't believe in it and I'd just completely given up hope on it. I was so bitter about it, to be honest, that I would just judge other people's relationships and I didn't believe that anybody was genuinely happy in their relationships and I just kind of looked for proof of that. And of course I found it.

So I'd kind of given up, I guess, although not really because through it all I still had the belief that no, I think you can have it all. I believe you can have it all and I know that I'll [inaudible 00:45:51] find a way. Then, even once I left my marriage, it's just been a journey since then of I guess learning to be brave enough to believe what's inside of me. And repeatedly putting myself into uncomfortable conversations or situations and following soul flow, or following what feels aligned and right. That's been the most terrifying fucking experience of my life to be quite honest with you, way harder than business stuff.

Maybe I've just forgotten how tough it really did feel in the period in business where I wasn't making money yet and I was repeatedly posting shit on the internet that nobody was liking or commenting on my stuff, right? Back in the day, like a lot of people. Now I'm used to that, people know me, I expect that when I do a livestream that people jump on, people are excited I'm live. Well guess what? I went through all those years as well of nobody watching, nobody listening, nobody pressing like, nobody purchasing, and then when I did put my soul offers out there definitely nobody purchased because I was like known for fitness or then I was known for business strategy I wasn't known for like soul stuff. So things kept falling flat.

This is what I mean with purposeful pain, right? I kept going. I stayed the fucking course, I continued to act from faith. And then yeah, in like the last few years in the relationship side of my life it's been kinda similar to that in a different way. To me it feels like that's been more scary or harder because it's more intimate I guess, you're really laying yourself on the line. And you're like, "Fuck! Am I gonna send that message? Am I gonna speak my truth, and like show my heart? Oh my God, not again. No! It's too scary!" And this fear of rejection and you feel like an idiot and you just fucking do it right?

This is my whole point, that's purposeful pain. Pain's not always the right word to use, I get that. But I used it because I had the massage earlier and it was kind of in my head. It's acting from purpose, it's acting from faith, it's acting from belief. It would be so much easier to not say what you want to say to that person, to not speak your truth, to not put that flag in the sand and say this is what I believe.

And with business, all the time, it would be so much easier to not put yourself out there on the repeat when you're not getting the response you want. Well, honestly, just honestly, if you want these sort of results. If you want to build a seven-figure, multi-seven-figure empire and beyond, doing what you love, being one of the very few people in the world who legitimately gets to follow soul flow every day, like I do and like my clients do and like I will help you to do if you want to work with me in Rich Hot Empire.

You've just gotta be willing to be that person. That's the long and short of it. And you know this, you have got to be willing to be that person who puts themselves out there in ways that others won't. Alright.

I trust that you got something out of this. Please leave me a comment, or a love, or a share, if you feel so [inaudible 00:48:31]. I do like to come back and read my comments later, I don't read them all while I'm speaking and preaching obviously. But hit me up, I'll read them, and have a read about Rich Hot Empire really.

I just encourage you, if you've been thinking that at some point it might be time to work with me one-on-one as your mentor, this is just an absolutely incredible thing that I've allowed out of my. I've given you my heart and soul with what I teach in Rich Hot Empire, really give you all of the kind of how and the behind the scenes and the building blocks of a business so that you have no question unanswered and you have the full support of me and my team as a private client.

You get all that content for life, I teach you every possible, imaginable thing about how we make the money and do the sales and all that. And of course, you've got me there by your side. In your pocket? I don't know if I'd fit. Holding your hand and kicking your ass the whole way through. And it works so well because I let what is meant to come out of me out. And that's what I want to show you how to do, and it's just a tremendous honour to be able to do that. It's also super fucking fun. We have the best time ever.

So do have a read about that in the comment there. It might be that it's time to really step up and press play, it might be that you've been thinking about working with me at the private client level maybe for some while, or maybe you just came across me. Either way it's fun. I have people jump in sometimes who literally just heard me, and others who've been gearing up towards it for a little while. So have a read, message me, I'll get you the full length overview and all the details and we'll talk about whether this is for you.

Either way, do not fucking forget. Life is now, press play.

Direct download: Purposeful_pain._Are_you_leveraging_it_to_receive_more.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:01am AEST

Tue, 15 May 2018

How I let it be CRAZY easy

Nailed it. Nailed it. Yo, hello people of the internet. Hang on. I thought I freaking nailed it. Where is my best siding at? Maybe that's it. Maybe that's it. Hang on. All right, that looks terrible. What if we sat on the grass? How do you feel about that? Where's my best siding? What if we put the light on? That did ... No, nothing at all. I already did this whole 360 before I pressed Go Live. That's super dark. That's a little bit lighter. That's a breezy. I really wanted to livestream of the beach.

I feel certain that if I went and sit on the grass over there, I'm gonna look more fabulous. So we're gonna do that. Currently I'm sitting on top of the table. I'm on a pick-nick table. This is how I do. There seems to be some mushrooms growing over there. I'm not sure if they're edible or not. Side note. So I had my hair done. So it seems like it would be selfish to not livestream afterwards. Because I feel confident to show my face to the internet again. My hair was looking max level skanky. I didn't get it done for like seven weeks from travelling so much.

Okay, we can sit on the ground. Well, now I'm more ... That's not working either, is it? This is a dilemma, you guys. Oh, was that the moment right there? I'm gonna tell you how to let it be so fucking easy, that you'll be wondering what the hell you are even thinking or doing with your life previously. Okay, there's literally nowhere where I have good lighting. I'm just sitting on the ... Oh, maybe that's it. I'm just on the grass doing circles on my bottom like a toddler wearing a diaper just spinning around.

I'm spinning around. Get out of my way. I know you're feeling it 'cause you like it like this. Not like that. I'm breaking it down. That's it. Okay. It was a team effort. We did it together. Thank you, everybody. Now we just have one more small problem, which is that now we have a leaning tower of tripod situation. What do you think we need? Should we build a small canoe with some bark? I'm crafty as fuck, you guys.

I didn't like the dark roots, It was looking brassy. What just happened? I just nailed the lighting, and now it's gone. Jana, you're the sweetest. And thank you for using the dancing emojis. Do you know that I had a small moment of panic when I went to Go Live just now. Because the dancing emojis which everybody knows is my favoritest emoji of all the emojis, they were not even in my ... You know your little panel that you've got of your most frequently used emojis?

And so do you know what that means? That means I've been absolutely flaking out on proper emoji use. Maybe I'll go back to that table over there where I was before. I'm gonna tell you something that's embarrassing for me. And it's gonna make you shake your head at me in despair, although perhaps you'll understand. I was over at this table over here earlier, and I was ready to livestream. And I'd felt that I'd nailed the lighting situation. And then I saw that there was a chick sitting on the grass not far away, and I was like, "Well, then I'm gonna filter myself a bit, 'cause she's gonna hear me carrying on and waving my arms in the air like a crazy person."

And I thought I'll end up being self-conscious and not livestream properly. So on the one hand you could say what a wuss I am. But on the other hand you could say that I'm certainly considerate of her, 'cause maybe she wanted to have a nice nap on the grass and not listen to me carrying on. Okay. This could be it. Now the thing is, I refuse to sit ... This is a pick-nick table. There's no fucking way I'm sitting on the chair when I could sit on the table. I just feel better when I'm above other people. You know, table sense, not necessarily anything else.

Okay. Are we ready now? Do you think we can settle in? Got grass all over me now. Hope you guys appreciate it. So the beach is right there though, if you don't know the Gold Coast. If you do know the Gold Coast, you'll know where I am and you'll probably come to hang out with me. Don't, 'cause I'm gonna livestream and then go and do many important things. Tell me before you come down and hang out with me. Don't creep up on me.

Anyway, the beach is like 20 metres or maybe 50 yards. I don't know what a yard. I'm just making up shit that sounds good. It's very fucking close. I wanted to go and sit on the beach for you all, because I thought it would be a beautiful background for you. And I'm super kinda that way. But it was so freaking windy that I probably would've been blown to Kansas if I would've sat there. And it would've ruined my hair. And you wouldn't have been able to hear me either.

Okay. I don't know why I just got my laptop out like I was about to present a slideshow. But that's what I just did. I have just been at the hair salon for four hours, or however fucking long it takes to achieve this level of fabulousness, which is roughly 38 years and four hours. Because really the fabulousness comes from my energy. Mt energy. It just come on out of me. It just splays on out. I don't know about, "Splays." It sounds kinda gross.

Anyway, I do nothing at all to make the money I make. I just open my mouth and things pop out of it. And I put no preparation time into anything even if I do an entire three day event, I just show up and see what pops out. But then on the other hand, i prepared for 38 fucking years to show up this badass. How long have you been preparing for? Just a reminder? You've got all that knowledge and power inside of you already.

So what I did though whilst I was at the hair salon was firstly fucked around for a bit on Facebook and Instagram, because that's basically a rule of life, and I'd already done my journaling and my blogging and that sort of thing for the day. But then, then I did something very interesting, [Jamie Jod 00:06:15], very interesting. And everybody else too. I just point out Jamie, 'cause she's the most recent one to comment.

Okay. You know when you take a drink of your water and you're like, "I think I've been reusing the same water bottle for too long," because I can smell something that smells like, I guess, my own saliva, is the truth of the matter. 'cause they get the [inaudible 00:06:39] bit. And then I have a $6000 dollar fucking water filter at home that is God's gift to the Earth apparently. And so I refill the bottles. Is my skin fabulous from all the water? Or is it from the yoga? Or is it from the journaling? Or is it because I chose to age backward? Who knows. But the water people will say for sure that it's the water.

But it's getting that funny sort of smell. I think we're gonna have to throw it out after this. Somebody remind me. Keep accountable, 'cause it's quite disgusting otherwise. I just realised I made my life so fucking easy that it's actually a little bit scary. It is nasty. Yeah. How embarrassing. I shouldn't admit this stuff on the internet. I should maintain a professional visage at all times. I'm actually a little bit ... I feel destabilised by how easy I just made my life. I feel a little worried.

I feel like a kite that's been snapped free in the breeze. And I haven't even lived into what I just did yet. But I thought I should share it with. I can't stop touching my hair, because it's so silky. Look how silky it is. If you were here, you would be stroking it like a kitten, depending on who you are might be nice for everybody. And yes, I will tell you about the easy thing. I feel like I could build it up into quite a story, but there's nothing come out of me to do that. So I might just get to the point and tell you, and then we'll see what else happens after that.

So I keep lists, and I feel embarrassed to admit it. I'm Katrina Ruth and I have lists of things that I never action. I have always been a list making type of person since I was a kid. I would ... This is embarrassing. I would come home from school when I was about seven or eight years old, and I would make a list of everything that I had to do that afternoon after school, like whatever homework, maybe a chore or something that my mum had given me. And then I would even put on the list kind of like fun or creative things that I wanted to do just for myself.

I always had a side hustle. I mean as a child, you should always have a side hustle. So my side hustle as a child typically selling shit to people. I used to take all my broken old toys and also just random bits of half eaten candy, I'm not even kidding, that I would smuggle away from parties or something. And I would take them to school and I would sell them on the school yard. And then I got shut down. The store of Katrina Ruth got shut down. It was a black market operation from the get-go.

And the principle of the school shut me down. And I'm pretty sure I got reported to my mother. And yes, that was the end of that until I did it again and then got caught again. And that cycle basically perpetuated itself until like I say, I stopped going to school. Interestingly though, I was such a good girl. I was such a rule follower. I really was. Except for when it didn't suit me. Which is roughly how I play life these days. I'm actually the most obedient civilised, well-conditioned member of society that you could ever care to encounter, except for when it doesn't suit me. And then I do what I fucking want.

But from the outside looking in, if you were to encounter me in the normal day-to-day operations of your life, you would think, "What a well-behaved lady about town." I'm sure you would. You would probably label me as gentile. Particularly if I had long sleeves on and you couldn't see. I guess the tattoos add a level of rebelliousness. But I tend to think ... I tend to feel like nobody can notice the tattoos anyway, 'cause to me they look very normal. I don't feel like it at all stands out. So probably nobody's even aware of it.

I'm very proper is what I'm trying to say, except for when it's not proper to be proper, and then I'm supremely improper. But nobody notices, because I've always been exceptionally good at selling to people. And one of the things that maybe you didn't realise about being a fantastic sales person is that you can convince people that you're anything, because you almost believe it yourself. Or you do believe it yourself. You become the thing.

So people believe that I'm an upstanding, well-about town gentile type of a lady. I am upstanding. I [inaudible 00:10:49]. And I'm upstanding as far as the morals and laws of society anyhow, just not I guess other areas. But I've always been very good at ... I don't know. I don't do it on purpose. I'm not trying to manipulate or trick people. But I'm thinking back to when my teachers always thought I was just the best most obedient, subservient, good student. Because I kinda was. And I always got the top available mark on everything academically, because manifestation.

I never studied for it. I just ... Well, I have like a really high IQ. I do, it's true. But it runs in my family. And it's also just how it was in my family. So my parents were just like, "Well, of course you'll be the top of the class. That's just how it is as. It's who we are." So then as a kid, you're kinda like, "Oh, okay." And you just expect to get the top grades, and so then you do. And so then because you kind of on the surface of it, you appear to be this very subservient, well-behaved child about town. I supposed I wasn't a lady about town back then.

Then what happens is, you build up a perception of yourself. You build up a reputation. I built my reputation from an early age of being a good girl, a square. And I am a good girl. I'm not trying to say I'm not. I'm very good when it suits me. So basically, I'm getting there. And I'm gonna tell you about the easy thing, and I'm gonna. I thought I was gonna spit it out in tow minutes, but it's turned into a fabulous story, so I'm happy about that.

Okay, send more of the cat stickers. If you see where on the right-hand side of your screen is the little emojis. And then just to the inside left of your little emojis, you've got some cat stickers. You can hit that sticker button, and you can choose some cool shit to send at me that's, "1% [inaudible 00:12:36]. She'll press play. Sure it's about me." It really smells gross, but I'm very thirsty.

There it is. There's the Press Play signs. They're so cool, aren't they? Where's my banner by the way? I had the freaking Katrina Ruth Show banner on this, and now it's disappeared I just noticed. Whatever. Yeah, so you build up a reputation. And I feel like once people see you as a certain ... Once people have labelled you, and they see you as a certain type of a thing, then it's maybe difficult, or it could be potentially difficult ... Oh, it is there, is it? The banner? Cool. Thanks [Brittany 00:13:11].

It's potentially difficult ... You'll only get the emojis if you're on your cellphone. Potentially difficult to change that. I guess you would have to consciously do that. But the point is, even though I broke min rules from an early age at school, such as continually selling on the school yard, I did get told off and shut down for it. But then I would always get away with it again. Because overall the way that I was categorised as far as the academic people were concerned was, "Good girl," at school, "Square."

And then even in later years since schooling, like my final two years of school. And I just rocked out all my grades and all my classes. And I came like top three point something percent in the country. But I barely went to class at all, and I'd continually broke all the rules. But it was like nobody noticed. It was like they were all blind to it, because I had so effectively created my persona. All right? So I don't know what you wanna take from that. But be a badass and people will think you're a badass, because you then created yourself into a badass. But are you really a badass or not? Who really knows. And it doesn't matter. It's all perception.

So that was one of the side hustles as an eight year old. And then my other side hustle was, I had membership clubs, which I would charge people $5 to join my member. It was a one-time fee. It was the best fucking deal offer ever. There was no repeating monthly fee, I should've thought about. It was very non-entrepreneurial of me to only charge a one-time fee of $5 I suppose. But I guess nobody else was selling memberships at that age. And people couldn't just get the $5 from their parents though. They had to present to me a list of how they'd earned the $5 by doing chores.

The rules were ... I mean, I wouldn't follow the rules myself. But I will make them up for other people no problem. The rules were, you could do one task that gave you a full dollar, like washing a car. You were allowed to get a dollar for washing a whole car. But you couldn't go around washing five cars. You had to prove your metal. So one task I would allow them to do where they got a dollar. And then the rest had to be 10 and 20 cent tasks such as unstacking the dishwasher, or whatever it was. And then I would peruse the list. And basically decide if this person had the work ethic to be in my club.

It's pretty much exactly how I take inner-circle subscriptions to this day. All right. I just want to know if people have different moral and ethical compass that I have around the hustle. So that's how I made my money. That was my side hustle. Well, that was several of them. I was also selling my own drawings door-to-door, and daffodils, and oranges and lemons. But that was since I was three years old. And then by the time I was 11, I was an Avon lady and I was making a $1000 a week. When it's in the blood, it's in the blood.

But my point is that I would come home from school and I would make a list of all the things that I had to do that afternoon that I wanted to do and chose to do for my hustle as well as my homework, et cetera. But I would make the list and I would include like 20 things on the list that I'd already done. I would just make shit up and put on it on the list and cross it off straight away. And I still do that. I still make lists, and I'll add like a whole bunch of random shit onto the list like, "Sit in park and do a livestream." I'm like, "Oh, well I did that already. Tick." And I'll just add it on for the fun of it.

But then the things that I put on the lists that I haven't already done ... Who does this? Who makes lists at all? Am I the only person in this sad world ... No. Am I the only sad person in this amazing world who's still addicted to making lists? Because for me, the things that I put on the list that have not already been done, it's taken me many years to finally acknowledge this. Like 30 fucking years plus. I never do them.

I just never do them. [Rache 00:16:45], would you do the things on your lists though? I repeatedly make lists. I like to organise my lists. I'm a fantastic list organiser. I will write and rewrite the thing till kingdom come. And I will merrily continue on my life path without referring back to the list, or doing a single item from the list, except for when I refer back to the list in order to reorganise the list. And then I feel really good about myself, 'cause for that one moment in time I'm like, "Maybe I am an organised person who plans things."

I don't know why I even wanna be. I don't actually even wanna be an organised person who plans things. I am full conscious of the fact that I built a multi million dollar empire online by being chaotic as fuck, and surrendering to that. So why would I wanna be organised? But I think it's like an emotional detoxification when I write the list. Okay, what's that person doing behind me? Julian says, "Just so you know, when in horizontal view, the banner is completely covered by the comment box." Is it bottom-right? We're trying to figure out where we wanted this banner to be. We're just moving the banner all around the screen from every livestream to livestream. So thank you for that, and I'll check it out later.

Well, there's my confession for you. And then here's the problem though, like on the one hand I'm like, well it's good to get it out of head so I'm not carrying it around in my head, so I write, get that shit down like an emotional detoxification like I said. But then on the other hand, I've got to admit to you, it feels like it's hanging over me a little bit, right? It feels like I'm never fully maybe relaxed into my flow.

Well, that's not true. When I'm in Super Flow, I couldn't give a fuck whether the world is turning or not. I'm just creating content and doing stuff. Or even like when I'm working out, or when I'm hanging out with my badass clients or friends, I'm not aware or conscious of anything. But it's more so on a day like today, where I'm in the hair salon for four hours. And like hello, I don't think I need to say this, but clearly I'm not sitting in the hair salon reading fucking magazines. Clearly I'm sitting there with my laptop like a normal human person making money. Hello to everybody who I was messaging and going back forth with about Rich Hot Empire over the last few hours.

[Mim 00:18:50], if you're watching, you can pop that Rich Hot Empire comment in right now. Rich Hot Empire, six weeks 101 with me started yesterday. Our live call is tonight my time. You can still join. It's the final chance to work with me in Rich Hot Empire until well until the end of this year. Six weeks unlimited one-on-one with me. After this closes in the next few days, then the only way to work with me one-on-one will be in the inner-circle. So Rich Hot Empire is fucking amazing. The money results, the alignment results, the dream, life and business creation results that my clients consistently get with this programme every time I run it are beyond. Check out what [00:19:25] just put in the pinned comment.

I don't know exactly what it says, but it will say something like, "Rich Hot Empire. Work with me for six weeks one-on-one so we can build your soulmate [inaudible 00:19:33]. Create your low right through to high-end empire to build your multi seven figure and beyond online business doing what you love, just like I've done, just like all my clients do." And you literally get unlimited access to me when you're working with me at the private client level. So message me now on my personal Katrina Ruth page if you wanna get in before the doors close. Like I said, final chance to work with me in this sort of short-term intensive, rapid result way. After this closes, it's only gonna be inner-circle, which is a $72,000 investment currently.

And at some stage of course I'll do something shorter again, but no current plans to. I'm shutting it down after this and focusing on existing clients and inner-circle growth as well. So you can message me about that after this, 'cause I wanna get back to this conversation and talk about the list thing, and how I just did like a big release of everything. And who that's freed me up creatively to make a fuck-load more money and content.

So anyway, yeah, on a day like today I'm at the hairdresser and I'm like ... I kind of already did ... I'm very good at ignoring lists, which is an important trait to cultivate in yourself, by the way. Because I consistently ignore all my tasks and the things that I think I should be doing, or have previously told myself I should be doing. Because I consistently ignore shit that I put on to list, I have instead created literally thousands of pieces of content on the internet, launched over 300 products and programmes online. I drafted in badass high-level [inaudible 00:20:56] client.

I just posted today's testimonial from a Rich Hot Empire client, Jessica who did the January run of Rich Hot Empire, did 30K in January, 43K in February, 45 in March, and has just hit her first $100,000 mark in April. That's the sort of results clients are getting from their Rich Hot Empire. And of course, she's gone into the inner-circle because of that after Rich Hot Empire.

So anyway, those sort of clients though, they come into my life and become part of the norm for me, in large part because I've spent the past decade plus ignoring shit that I put on the list, and instead showing up for my content, showing up for my purpose work, showing up for my own inner-work, showing for my own flow, taking care of myself, whatever I need to do to be in that super flow state. And to unleash my message and to speak into your soul. That is my number task and job every single day is to be in my soul, to be in my super flow, and to let what's inside of me out for you, right?

Not to freaking work my way through a list. So just a little reminder there, if you feel like undisciplined, or you're undisciplined, or disorganised, or you're not getting your shit done. Just step back for a moment and be like, "Okay, but what are the big things that are gonna move the needle?" Because I know for me and for my clients it's typically inner-work, messaging, sales activity and your own self-care and getting yourself into flow. If you did those four things every day and nothing else, you're gonna build a freaking empire. That's how I do it, that's how my clients do it.

Yet still, I've had all this shit on the list. And like well, some of it might be to do with P.S. stuff, getting my name out there in a bigger way, random things that maybe I want to improve on my social media, or on my website, different cool ideas that I have to leverage existing platforms. Sometimes when clients tell me awesome results, I just kind of note it down on the list like a little reminder for later, "Oh, we should do a little testimonial piece about that," and then it just goes on the list. Or like personal errands or whatever.

But I have probably 50 random things there all together. And I just consistently don't fucking do them, because I'm just not a person that works by sitting down and working my way through a checklist. It's not who I desire to be. And fundamentally, I don't believe that it's how it needs to be. However for whatever reason, I'd still been telling myself this story that if I don't write this stuff down and kinda keep it somewhere, then I'm gonna forget important things, and it's kind of like a fear mentality, right? Kind of telling myself that I might miss out on something that's gonna make a difference in my business or life.

So today I just thought, "Fuck this shit." I was thinking about the fact ... Gross water. Gross water break. I was thinking about the fact that there's like these two or three things creatively that I've consistently not been quite getting around to doing. Like I would do them, but I'm inconsistent with it. I'm motherfucking consistent with the things that I just said, right? Like I do my daily Ass-Kickery blog, 365 days a year. Zero exceptions. I've done it for decades.

I typically write two or three blogs a day. Sometimes I post them all, sometimes not. I do my sales activity every day, I do my inner-work every day, I do my fitness and self-care every day. It's all just so automated. Where I wanna step up further is around creating videos as opposed to Facebook Live. Specific short videos created into kind of like ... I don't know, really engaging, either entertaining or inspiring pieces that could be shared and re-shared and that sort of thing for YouTube and Facebook. That's one of my projects that I really give more time and attention to.

And then the other one is publishing more books. I'm already writing all the content for the books, but it's kind of just being collected in my Dropbox, just endless reams of articles, poems, mantras, affirmation, stuff that's not being collated. And so I noticed today I was like, it feels like ... And tell me if you've ever felt this way. It feels like I can't get to that shit yet, because I've got all this stuff hanging over me that I've been telling myself I need to do. Even though fundamentally, I do not believe that success comes from a list. And I logically actually legitimately know that I don't need to do it. But yet, because I've been carrying it around so to speak. Like lugging it around on a list, it's kinda weighing me down, or detracting from me energetically.

And finally today, and I must admit I've done this before, and I've had the list then creep up again. It's kind of like when you do a Spring cleaning at home or ... Or I wouldn't do that. I'd pay somebody to do it. But when you do something like that, and then the clutter kinda creeps up again. But today I was just like, "Fuck this shit. I'm getting rid of all of that." And I spent probably 90 minutes, and I worked my way through every single item on the list, and either sent it straight off to a team member. So [00:25:18], you now understand why you're getting gajillions of small emails from me today with random comments and little memories. And like, "You should do this." And, "There's this happening. Let's do this."

So I either like sent it off to team members. Or for things that weren't really ... Like for that, that were more to do with me. Or that just felt like, "Uh, it's not actually relevant right now." I popped it into my Google Calendar as a reminder, like decide when that would get to be action, put it into my Google Calendar as a reminder. So that that way it will send me an email notification on the day that I chose for it to do that. And got down to nothing. I've got my list down to absolutely deleted. Completely stripped off the list.

And then I sat there, and this was just now. I currently just come out of the hair salon before I started this. Hair salon's right there. Beach there. Hair salon there. My house over there. Now you're fully orientated. So I jumped out of the salon, drove down here we are. And so that was only less than an hour ago. But I just sat there for a moment before I finished up and paid, and left. And I was like, "Huh, interesting."

What I noticed is there's no more excuses left for why I don't have time to make these cool videos I wanna make, or to bring my books to life in a bigger way. Well actually, the book thing's been fully actioned now, because part of what I did just now as go back and forth with Cat Ninja Mim, who's in charge of collating, putting all my written content together into some sort of sequential order for my different poetry volumes, affirmation books, and my actual real books and that sort of thing.

So fully passed over all my thoughts and ideas to her that I had sort of had on a list still, 'cause I was like, "Oh, I'll talk to Mim about this once we get past the initial phase that we're working on." I was like, "No, I'll just send it all through to her." So that's done. The book side of it's done. The only thing I still need right now to continue my book business the way I wanted to is I only gotta find a new cover designer, 'cause my cover designer had a change of freaking purpose and stopped designing books covers, which sucked 'cause he's amazing. But good for him in his purpose work.

And that's it. And so it was this feeling of, "Oh shit, I just made it so easy." Like I literally stripped my whole list down to nothing, meaning that now as of this moment right here, there is nothing I have to do. I have nothing on my life list. Yes, I have upcoming things in my calendar, like reminders or well, appointments. I have very minimal appointments in my life in general. But I have upcoming reminders, like I know I popped in the calendar for later this week, "Book in for a dental checkup." That sort of shit. And a few little reminders for things to do with stuff I do wanna change in my business. But there's nothing that's a list.

There's nothing that's like, when I go into my day ... When I continue on with my day now or go into my day tomorrow, you know that feeling that you carry around, fears of like, "Fuck, I've got all this shit that I've gotta do." And then I'm like, "Done," or then I can relax, or then I can be fully present. Or then I can have time for my purpose work. There's nothing there. It's just me and the freaking air around me, right?

Now I'm gonna give myself massive credit here to say, like I did say before that I've been fucking amazing at consistently creating my purpose work into the world day in and day out for many years now. Even while having an idea in my head that there's other things that I've gotta do. I've been really good at putting first thing first. It's probably one of the best life lessons I ever received. And if you haven't kind of figured that life less out, figure it out right here right now.

I learned it from Stephen Covey. I think learned it even earlier than that. But I religiously read Seven Habits of Highly Effective People over and over again when I was about 22. I think I read it for the first time when I was like 12. So 26 years ago. But I remember religiously reading his book Seven Habits, as well as his other book, First thing's First when I was 22. I was supposed to ... This is another example. I was supposed to be doing fitness management, but I hacked the job and figured out how to do the 38 hour job in like three hours a week.

And since then I was reading and journaling. Much like back in the school days with getting the top grades. And I really just implemented that, and I have ever since. I've been really good at first thing's first. And I just don't react. I don't react to other people, even clients and friends. I don't react to a list. I don't react to anything until I do my sole work in the morning, I do my journaling work, I do my blog, I do whatever writing's coming through me. Even now, right? There's other things potentially I could be doing rather than this livestream. Well not really, since I just deleted them all.

But there's a few little things that I know that I will do today. But I'm doing the livestream first, because that's content, right? So that's been probably one of my most effective success habits that I really suggest you fucking think about. Like if you do one thing, then make it that you learn to freaking prioritise and do first thing's first in your business and in your life. Because the big rocks, if you leave them till the end of the day, there's no space for them. You filled your whole life up with little rocks and pebbles and things that are relatively meaningless, and just responding to other people.

And then ultimately your life gets cratered from that. Whereas when you do first thing's first and you go, "Okay, what is like the one big thing in my business where if I did it every day, I would create the business that I dream of even if I just did that one thing and nothing else?" Then you make that your first thing, your highest priority. And then, "What is the next thing after that, and what is the one big thing in my fitness, or the one big thing as a mother, or the one bug thing for my own sanity?" Or whatever it might be, right?

That has seriously been ... Like I'm so grateful for wherever that knowledge and awareness first came from, whether it was through Stephen Covey or even before that through my dad, who I first got those books from, or whatever different sources. But I know for sure that I would not have the business that I have, the multi seven figure online empire. Nevermind like the term and the lifestyle freedom, and the incredible way that I get to live. But also my physical results in my health and my body. And even how much time I get to spend with my friends and my children, and that sort of thing.

All of that really stems from the fact that I freaking learnt to put first thing's first. And it is a discipline, because I'm the same as anyone. I wake up in the morning and I'm like, "Maybe I'll just quickly check my messages." No. I just don't. I just don't fucking allow myself to. Sometimes I break the rule for sure. But extraordinarily rarely. I would break that rule literally 1% of the time. And 99% of the time I'm laser focused. The world does not get a piece of me until my soul got everything that it needs, right? Think about that. Because I'm pretty certain that most people are the other way around. 99% of the time, the world gets all of them, and nothing's left for their soul.

And then you think, "Oh, I'll do it later in the day." No, you fucking won't. You burn out, and you're also energetically depleted from giving your life for the wrong thing. How do we get on to this little piece of sermonising? Let me come back to it. Okay, okay, okay. So I was like, giving myself props, right? Because yeah, I just cleared my list. And I'm like, "Okay, I've got nothing to do. I've got no more excuses." I just made my life so easy there's literally nothing on my list. There's nothing there at all.

"Oh my God, what do I do?" Well, all right, I was already putting first thing's first. But what I would love to do, and what I have now chosen to do, and what I just went through today was making space to do that. What my choice is, is to now add to the foundation that I've already created of putting first thing's first. Now I love the concept of there's never anything you need to do in order to manifest anything you desire and have it all.

There's nothing you ever need to do, but there's always ... Always magic. There is always magic. There's always action to take. It's one of my favourite philosophies and concepts. And what it means though is to not have a freaking list or a plan, right? But yet you're always taking action. So I have nothing on my list. Like I just said, I have nothing I need to do at all in any area of my life. I'm completely free as a bird. However, do you think that means I'm gonna be sitting around twiddling my thumbs, and sunning myself on the grass? Well, maybe if I could turn it into content.

And maybe sometimes anyway, for sure. But what I'm going to be doing is being the person who automatically lives a certain way and creates certain results into their business and life. And currently for years now, the vast majority of how my time is spent, is me just being me. So I say frequently, I ... Like I'll often say to a client or a friend, "Oh my God, I did nothing today. I had the laziest day ever. I did nothing." And clients say this to me as well. And then we always laugh, 'cause I'm like ... When a client will say this to me ... Like actually my friend Linda who's staying with me at the moment. So hopefully we'll do a livestream together in the next day or two.

She said this to me the other day, she's like, "Oh my God, I had the laziest day ever. I did noting." She's like, "I just wrote a blog, and then this, and then this, and then this, and then ... " And I was like, "So let's just clarify, you did nothing. You wrote a blog post of 1500 words. That'd take most people a month, if not a lifetime firstly. You did a great workout. You did a live training with client. So you met a client for the first time in-person who's like a private client, or whatever. And created content together, and that turned into sales action at the end of the livestream, and in the blog post. And then whatever other different things as well."

Like literally her doing nothing was more than most people would do in a week or even a month, and that's for real. And so whenever I say, "Oh my God, I did nothing. I had the lazies day ever," then when I actually reverse-engineer it, I'm like, "Well, technically not nothing, because studied and did like ... Study and meditation." In the morning I just do it automatically every morning. To me that's like ... I'm being a little tongue-in-cheek to say this, but not really. But to me doing my morning spiritual study is the same as brushing my teeth or putting my clothes on.

You wouldn't go around being like, "I put my clothes on today, and I brushed my teeth." It's not really something that needs to be talked about. I know that it's not that. But that's how it feels to me, and this is the big point that I'm trying to make. I'm like, "Well, of course I did my study in the morning." I always read something that inspires and uplifts me, and feeds my soul in the morning. It's hardly something to report home about.

But at the same time, it very much impacts who I am as a person. I'm continually growing, right? Of course I did my morning journaling and my mindset work, and my inner-work, 'cause I just always do. I don't think about, "Am I gonna do it again?" It just kinda happens. So well, I didn't feel like I did anything. And then well, of course I wrote a freaking blog and a powerful message to the world after I did my journaling, 'cause that's a natural thing, right? After you do journaling, don't you wanna tell the world the things that have bubbled up inside of you?

Isn't it logical that you wanna tell people? Even if you weren't publishing it on the internet, if you're reading or learning something inspiring, or having like an, "Ah-ha," moment in your life, don't you then as a normal human person, legitimately, not being a smartass now, you go and tell someone, right? Just look at anyone who's ever happened upon the latest fad diet. Is it or is it not true that they're sermonising about it to everybody that they encounter, because they're so passionate about it and they're excited about it.

Well, that's all I'm doing when I let my blog come out at the end of my journaling, so that's not doing anything. Okay, but because I write like a 1500 to 2000 plus word daily Ass-Kickery blog post, every fucking day for years now, that's really like the cornerstone of how I've built this empire. The content, why do people wanna [mentiod 00:36:37] me? Because of what I've said, because of my words. Maybe livestreams is about also. But blog posts, huge part of it, right?

To me the ... That's not doing anything. That's not like work, right? I don't even feel like I do anything if I write a freaking blog post. That's for my own soul and my own sanity. I get super antsy and don't feel connected to my self if I haven't unleashed my message, so I love to do that. And on the days when it doesn't happen for whatever reason, I feel that kind of restlessness. Like I just gotta get away from the world for 20 minutes and just be here and create something for my soul.

And sure yeah, I'll chuck it on Facebook. And then yeah, you know what? People pay me tens of thousands of fucking dollars collectively or individually as a result of that. Sales activity, it's like an automatic thing that happens. Of course if I write a blog I'm gonna put a call to action at the end of a blog. I'm not stupid, right? So I don't feel like I did anything though. I just chucked a little P.S. on the end of a blog post like, "Hey, buy my thing." And then I could keep going all day, right?

This doesn't feel like I'm doing work. I'm like, "What else would I wanna do after sitting in a hair salon for four hours, looking largely as spreadsheets," 'cause I was doing all my ... Counting all my monies, which I do calculate my net worth and check in on my payments. And make sure that I know which payments are coming up, and manifest more money. I did all that. And then I was deleting things, slashing them left, right and centre off my list and sending them off to other people. That was fun.

And now I'm like, "Well, of course I wanna come and talk about it. What else would I do?" That's not work, right? But yet, I'm creating content that you now get stripped off Facebook, put onto YouTube. I already did a sales call to action about Rich Hot Empire. Make sure you read that pinned comment. Literally final few days to work with me one-on-one at this amazing price point. Six intensive weeks unlimited access to me. And then it's closing, and then it's inner-circle only for one-on-one work for the foreseeable, right?

So okay, sounds like too many [inaudible 00:38:26]. That's not a big deal. And you see my point. So on the days when I do nothing, I could add up all the different things I've done, and there's a million other things I've done today that I haven't even listed. But all of it felt so just like ... Well, of course I respond to people's messages. I haven't checked in on my clients yet, but I'll do that. That probably is the next thing I'll do just while I'm going on a walk on the beach or something, I'll probably listen to [voxxes 00:38:46] from my high-level clients. And that's me mentoring ... Well, that's one aspect of my mentoring of my high-level clients is ...

Well, what else would I wanna do? I mean, I'm there. Sometimes I like to listen to music while I walk or drive. But pretty freaking cool to get to listen to my high-level clients checking in, asking me stuff, or sharing their massive wins. So if we bring it back to the point that I'm trying to make here for you, my point that I'm sure you can feel this and see it already is, let it be easy by making it into part of who you are. Any thing that is in your life that feels disconnected from who you are, just think about this right now.

Anything that feels like, "This is something I've gotta do that kind of goes against my nature in some way, or I don't really wanna do." Or, "It feels like it's separate from me, or outside of me." Or it's more like a chore. It's kinda like, "Yeah okay, I gotta go do such and such thing," right? Those are the things to seriously consider deleting, delegating, or just freaking get it done really quickly. You know that old saying, "Delete, delegate or do." Or just realise that maybe actually, this is a big thing I've learned over the years, that if you just did the big rock stuff, like the messaging, the showing up, the letting people see and hear you, connecting and communicating, then all these other freaking shit that you think you need to do to make money, wouldn't even be necessary.

Because you could do a 100 things on a list of internet market to-do's, but if you're not doing this in some way, shape, or form, communicating, connecting, sharing message. None of that shit's gonna fucking matter. Nobody cares if you have a perfect funnel and website if they don't know you. So you're over here like, "I gotta do this, and this, and this. And then the world will see me as a very important person." No, they're gonna see straight through that.

They're gonna see smoke and mirrors, and no substance. And they're not gonna feel your soul. If you want people to follow and buy from you, you need to reach in and grab them by the soul. And by the way, that is not gonna happen if you're not connected to your own soul. It's not possible. So the more that you get rid of anything that takes you away from soul and super flow, and just focus on what your soul needs, what you desire. And focus on integrating anything that would be a great habit into being part of who you are, the more it becomes so easy. It becomes like money tap that you can't turn off.

I know that's a controversial statement that might trigger or annoy some people, but that is how I feel about how I make money. I'm like, every day I get a little report from one of my assistants, Kelly that says I pulled this much ... She transfers the money out of PayPal every day and puts it into my bank account. So she'll go, I pulled out whatever it was. I think yesterday, $20,700 out of PayPal. And she just tells me the number. And that's every fucking day, right?

And I'm like, "Cool." Like, "Awesome. Of course. I expect that." Or whatever. I'm appreciative and grateful. But I'm not like, "Oh, I don't really know where it came from. I guess I could technically figure it out and break it down." But my actions have got nothing to do with that. That's how I see it. The money comes in because I turned on a freaking money tap by living life purposely. And by claiming and stating, and my journaling, and in my mind and my heart, and my soul what it is I wanna receive. And just choosing to believe that that's how it gets to be.

What I'm doing, I'm never doing shit with the intention like, "If I do this, then I make that money." No way. No way. That's totally separate. I'm only doing what my soul grants be to do, which is the job of being myself. So when I go through my list of shit that I got rid of, if there was anything on there which was there literally like two things, which is the two things that I said earlier, like the videos and the books, that I want that stuff to be a day-in, day-out habit. Because I know that when it becomes a small thing that gets attended to every day for a small period of time, that's how you build epic fucking results.

That's how I have my fitness results, that's how I have my business results. Results in all areas. Just a very small amount of time each day for all these different sections. And it's all effortless, and I feel like I do nothing, because I've made it part of who I am. So for those things that I'm like, "Okay, these are things I wanna implement into my routine and into being part of who I am." Those are the only things that I will give concerted daily attention to now.

All the rest of it is like well, it doesn't actually matter. Here I have some cool ideas on that list of things that could improve my social media presence in different way. So I just sent if off to my team and they can do whatever with it. But I will focus only on, and have focused only on up until point to get these results, becoming more of who I'm meant to be, right? And making it so easy by just making it into who I am. So I feel that I do nothing, and yet I create a very impressive ... What's the word? Prolific amount of content each day.

I probably be content creator. And I'm continually immersing myself in growth work and mindset work, which then feeds on into what I'm creating and how I get to make the money I make, I guess. 'Cause people wanna learn from me. And it all feels so effortless, because I just made it who I am, right? So literally my laziest day where I'm like, "I honestly did nothing," is still mad insane awesome mindset work, even if I wasn't journaling, it's still going through my mind all the time. Or it's just how I converse with my friends and people that I care about in my life and my clients, plus content creation in some form 'cause it just kinda bubbles out because of all that I'm putting in. Plus sales activities, just is automatic, right?

So my suggestion to you is, I'm not here obviously to go on and on about how awesome my habits are, and yay for me. But my suggestion to you is, what do you need to make into part of who you are? Like if you think even now about what is an area of your life where you already have epic results, whether it's something in your business, or your health and fitness, or potentially it could be even how you keep an amazing beautiful home or something like that, whatever it is or whatever comes to mind for you, isn't it true that you just made it a habit? It's just part of who you are. Like you automatically attend to that area of your life, and you do it even without thinking, right?

There's some ... I know for sure there's some people that really struggle to cook and prepare healthy food. It feels like a chore, and then I don't really wanna do it. Well, when I grew, my mum would automatically prepare a home made from scratch healthy dinner every single night. I don't know if she loved doing it or not. I think sometimes yes, sometimes no, right? But either way, it was definitely habitual. Like it just fucking happened every day. It wasn't like, "How do you do this?" It was a habitual thing. Same as the way she kept house and other ... Even same as the way she parented us as far as always coming up with cool creative games.

We always did cool creative games after school. So it was just like a habit. For me, the cooking thing is semi-habitual. I definitely always wanna eat a healthy great meal. But I won't necessarily cook it every time. I'll go out and get it sometimes. "What is better to do? 10 Day Wake Up or Die? Change Your Mindset, Change Your Life?" Probably Change Your Mindset, Change Your Life is deeper and more powerful. But honestly, they're both fucking amazing programmes. Really, those are two of the best mindset programmes I've ever created. The 10 Day Wake Up or Die audio goal setting course is just in your face and it gets you straight to the point.

And Change Your Mindset, Change Your Life I created straight after that. It was kind of a lead on. They really work together. So yeah, you've already done this in different areas of your life. Right? You've already created habits, you've already become the person who automatically does whatever it is. And guaranteed, that's the stuff where other people look at you and they're like, "How do you get such great results in that?" And they maybe think that it takes you a lot of effort, or a lot of planning, or a lot of energy. And you're like, "I don't do anything. What do you mean? Like it's easy."

That's how I feel about fitness, it's how I feel about blogging and messaging and creating content for my business. It's how I feel about selling. It's how I feel about inner-work. It's how I feel about various other things also. And I know that for me to go to my next level, and to become the next version of the content creator that I wanna be, and do the different styles of content that I haven't quite stepped into yet, it's the same fucking thing.

It's not set aside a weekend to do it all in a weekend. It's not, plan out the different elements and bits and pieces of it on a list. It's literally just make it part of who I am. Make it something that gets a little bit of attention every day. And I'm talking like 20 to 25 minutes. All those things that I just listed, usually like 25 minutes. Sometimes a bit more, sometimes less. But none of those different building blocks of my success, none of them are taking me hours a day or even a full hour. I'm doing like 15 to 20 minutes of mindset work in the morning, and then it feeds into the rest of my day. I mean, every fucking conversation I have is mindset work at this point as well.

I do usually probably 30 to 40 minutes workout, but it's not uncommon for me to do a 20 or 25 minute workout. I do 20 to 25 minutes writing my blog post each day. And collectively if you added it all up to the days, probably 20 to 25 minutes of sales activity. So we are not talking something that's out of reach for any person here. We're just talking having some Goddamn consistency, and creating a habit out of the things that are gonna change your business and your life.

All right. I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go. So read the comment, pinned comment. Rich Hot Empire. Six weeks one-on-one with me. Build your soulmate culture. Create your own low right through to high-end empire top multi seven figure and beyond, doing what you love, doing your purpose work in the world with me as mentor, one-on-one. It's a six week structure programme with content that you get to keep access of, for life. I show you everything behind the scenes of how we do all the different elements of strategy and putting things together, and launching, and selling, and coming up with your ideas, clarifying your message. Anything you could imagine where you're like, "But I'm not sure about my message yet," or, "I don't know what I'm gonna sell yet." Or, "What about high-ticket, how do you sell that?" Like everything. I teach you everything in there.

We also do live hot seat mastermind calls each week with our other private clients. And it's one-on-one you and me as well. So we'd be talking pretty much daily through my client private channel. So I do audios and messages with my clients day to day. As well as obviously one-on-one calls. There's a whole bunch other stuff I can tell you about Rich Hot Empire, the very best thing to do if it's speaking to you, is message me over on my Katrina Ruth personal page. I'll give you a fully overview, as well as a couple of videos that you can watch that explain more about this.

It gets amazing results. I get amazing results from my clients doing this work. And it's for clients at all stages. I've had clients who are typically in each Rich Hot Empire intake. There's like 30 to 40% of people are total startup. And then there's people who are already making as much as 30, 40, 50K. Or I have even had a couple clients do Rich Hot Empire who are already doing over a million dollars when they came through. So it's not about where you're at now. Depending on where you're at now, you may need more or less support on different areas.

There might be things where you need more support and hand-holding around structural stuff and strategy stuff. You will get that, not just from me, but from my team as well. But what does join all my clients together is not whether you're in a business, it's who you are as a person. And it's being that 1% within the 1% revolutionary fucking leader who knows that they were born for more. And is willing to now do what it takes no matter what it takes to bring that purpose work to life. You should message me now about this. It is the final few days to join after this intake closes, which it will do in a couple of days at the latest.

There will be no more way to work with me outside of my high-end inner circle 12 month mentoring until way later on in the year. And I'm sure I'll do something at some point again. But I'm really locking it down for this point in time after this intake. So send me a massage. I'll give you all details in the overview. If it's for you, we can get you onboard. And if not, that's totally fine as well. Have an amazing rest of the day. Think about who you need to step in to becoming, to let it be so damn easy that all you've gotta do each day is wake up, be you, and then create everything that's inside of you. Have an amazing rest of the day. Like I said, don't forget, life is now. Press play.

Direct download: How_I_let_it_be_CRAZY_easy.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 9:50am AEST

Tue, 15 May 2018

Do you realise you're ALREADY free

Yo, okay. Let's see where we're going to fix this thing up. Okay, could work. It's deathly quiet in here. Deathly quiet. Okay, here we are. Hello people of the world, peoples of the internet, come hang with me. Come chill with me. This is my car home, today I'm living homeless in my car. I'm super like gafrazzled okay I just did a little Germany thing.

I'm super frazzled. I'm going to cleanse it out of my body, and you are going to help me, oh yes indeed you are, but let's share this over. Let's share it over, let's share it over. Hey, Emory, hey Ruby, who else is with me? Wow, 19 people are already here. That's badass. I don't know who you all are though because it's not showing all your names. I'm just chilling here in the car park, I'm gonna go to yoga soon enough.

Hey Dawn, hey Cary, my nails are pink to match that little... No, they're not pink at all, I'm not colour blind. They are green, and they're matching this little bit of my tattoo that you can see in there that is green. I'm not looking at you 'cause I'm trying to figure out how to share this. And then my toenails are the exact pink that's in that tattoo. I just find it a supremely organised situation.

I didn't even do it on purpose, I'm just on brand as fuck all the time. I've got the restless energy in my body and I need to cleanse it from me, do you know what I mean? I've been in my car for like three and a half hours now. I'm in my car home, I live in my car now. My brother just said to me ... I was just on the phone with my brother, who works in my company with me, and I said "I've been in my car for like three hours." And he was like "You're homeless, you're a homeless person living in your car." And I'm like well it is a Mercedes, so it's not the worst sort of car for a homeless car person, if that's what I am.

Alright, alright, alright. I did my sharing thing. Here I am. I'm ready to go. Put that laptop away for now. Now, do you think... Okay, I'm going to try and set up this tripod so it's a little bit straighter. Let's see if I can figure this out for you. Okay, oh okay sorry I didn't mean to do that. The tripod is on a weird angle. Okay, I think we're done, no? We're still on an angle for sure. Okay, I want to get this tripod on so it's not on an angle, put it up a bit. Alright, so I've been in my car for three hours because I was at the shopping mall earlier today where I often hang out, like a mall rat. I just loved the movie Mall Rat so much that I decided to become a mall rat with a multimillion dollar business.It's the best, I can't lie to be honest with you.

Now I hang out at the mall a lot because one of the gyms that I train at is there. I have to have a gym membership at every possible gym on the coast so that I can go wherever I feel like going on the day. Then you know there's a cool coffee shop and there's lots of them... Let's turn this car on, it's too hot. So I hang out in the coffee shop writing my blog and stuff and then I jumped on the phone and then I just stayed on the phone. So, I couldn't drive my car back into the underground car park at my building where I live at because I was on the phone the whole time. Then next thing like three hours have passed and then I was like well, I might as well stay in the car and then just might as well drive up the yoga studio and yoga class is going to be on in 45 minutes now, so now I'm just hanging out here and I get to talk to you and I'm super excited.

I'm particularly excited... well I'm particularly excited for two reasons. Hey, hey Daniel, hey Leona, hey Adam, hey Gina, hi Natalie, Hi Tracey. Who else is here say hi? Two reason I'm excited, one of them is selfish and one of them is all about you. The selfish reason is I know I need to livestream before my head explodes because I've been sitting in the car for too long and I'm kind of I've been... My ass has been right here for like three straight hours, but I have been talking the whole time and having insane elevated conversations.

So, it's all been positive and powerful, but I'm like that's a lot of fucking sitting. So one reason that I wanted to livestream is to get my energy out, to cleanse it from me. So that when I go into yoga I am zen as fuck and ready to be present in all ways, shapes, and forms. By the way, yesterday I went to the theme park, one of them, because we've got lots here. I went to Movie Water on the gold coast.

I did that thing where you go upside down. You know, you sit in a thing that's roughly like a pirate-y sailboat, and then it swings way up and down and then way up and down. And then it goes way upside down, and then you hang upside down. So while I was hanging upside down, I did indeed require myself to open my eyes, not the first time upside down, I admit. I kept my eyes closed. And I held on to the things like that.

The second time when I went upside down, I was like now I will open my eyes. And I opened my eyes, and I just thought to myself, "I am zen as fuck right now". I was just like, I am meditating, I am calm, I could see my best friend Callie down there on the ground looking ... I was annoyed at her that she wasn't looking up at me in my zen, calm state whilst hanging up in the air. I was like, "See me? You should see me up here all zen and shit". But she didn't look up. Meanwhile, I just hung there upside down and I was so fucking proud of myself. My heart rate didn't raise at all even as it kept swinging itself around in circles. Mind you, when I went on the Scooby Doo ride, I was kind of terrified 'cause it was in the dark and I didn't know what was happening.

Okay, so then the second reason I wanted to livestream, reason number two, numeral [inaudible 00:06:03], whatever it is, [inaudible 00:06:06]. Reason number two is for you, it's not all about me. I mean it is the Katrina Ruth Show, so technically it's all about me, but it's actually not all about me. When it is all about me ... In fact, I'll give you a free tip. All the tips are free. You don't have to pay for any of them right now. You can pay if you want. You can send donations via PayPal info@playlife.com.au. Send donations. So far, I've never received a single PayPal donation in 12 years of online marketing, and I feel that that's actually a little sad if you think about it.

Someone should send me a dollar. Send me a dollar and a cookie, chewy chocolate chip cookie, preferably from ... What's that place called, where you get the food? Oh my god, it's on the tip of my tongue. They always have one conveniently near soul cycle. You know, you go and get your vegetables and your meat and stuff there every day. Ashley, what is it? We went there all the time. They had the best chocolate chip chewy cookies. I'm trying to get back on track.

Okay, second reason. Nailed it. Second reason. Tender Greens, exactly. Tender Greens for the win. Ashley wins a prize. The prize is working with me. You already have that prize. Byron Bay cookies, maybe, but in Byron Bay, they have the ... I don't like those Byron Bay cookies, no sir-ee. I'm sorry. They have the best gluten free brownies if you actually drive to Byron Bay, which is a novel idea. But most people are eating things with the label Byron Bay on it, like they know I'm going there. So you've got to go there. You've got to get ... You go down on the street, I don't know what street it is. Sorry, I can't really direct you there, but I know in my head how to get there. And they have the best gluten free brownies in the world. And they have chocolate ... White chocolate raspberry and gluten free brownies. They are to die for.

So I'll either take some of them plus a one dollar PayPal donation, or some chocolate chip chewy cookies from Tender Greens with a one dollar PayPal donation. Don't worry if you want to send more than a dollar, it's okay. Now if you want to make more than a dollar, and maybe you want to make millions of dollars on your terms always doing what you love only, then maybe you don't want to send me any donations at all and maybe you want to jump into the inner circle. Just an idea, but we'll talk about that another time.

Anyway, I'm getting there finally. I wanted to share something with you that I have found myself saying to at least 1300 people today, or maybe it's two or three but it feels like a lot. And that is about the freedom, the freedom, the fucking freedom that comes from knowing you're already there. Christine was definitely gonna mail me cookies. I think I look amazing with my hair on this angle by the way. It looks like a fake ponytail piece and it's not even. Alright, I'm pretty happy with my hair right now. I'm pretty happy with my confidence also, by the way. Yeah, I'll take the Bordeaux too. Send the Bordeaux and the cookies.

I should just get to enjoy my hair right now 'cause it's gonna get sweat-filled like a motherfucker in an hour and a half once I go in there. So the freedom. Freedom thing. I have said to at least three people today, if not 1333, "Do you realise that you're already free? Do you realise ...", Okay Leona, what do you need details of, the cookies? It's just [inaudible 00:09:41]. It's definitely on the corner of Second and something in Santa Monica, but there's one everywhere, or possibly you mean the inner circle, or is it the hair? Either way, message me. Big kind gestures. Oh my god, [inaudible 00:09:53], wait til you see the little skit that Matt and I made. Matt filmed for me the other day. He's editing them today. It's gonna be fabulous.

So the freedom thing. Okay, so let me ask you a question. It's coming. It'll come when it desires to come, because I thought I was gonna get to it about eight and a half minutes ago but I didn't get there yet. Here's the question. I'm kind of annoyed that I've got no more water right now. Do you think if I just stuck the water bottle out of the ground there it would fill with rain water? You're free already. Lisa says she's free.

Let's say, let's imagine that you believe in your own fucking message. Imagine such a thing. Do you think it's even possible that everybody here believes in their message? Probably not. Do you believe in your message? Do you believe in the truth and the power of what is inside your soul? Say "I" or say "Yes", say, "Love heart shower". Press your cat emoji sticker now, anyone that you like. Let's see them. Let's wait and see. I'm gonna wait for that. Yes, Rachel wins first. Send her a cookie. I have no interesting things in here. I really want some lip gloss. I think somebody ... I think that what happened is when I got my car washed that the car wash people took my Chanel gold lip gloss, that is my car lip gloss that sits down here. It's gone. Either that or somebody borrowed my car and stole my Chanel gold lip gloss. I've only loaned my car to men, so ... But maybe they did.

Carrie says yes. Alright, let's say you believe in your message, and two of you said yes. I don't know what's going on with the other 56 of you. And I didn't see a single love a hot shower or an emoji either, so I'm a little concerned for the self belief of the livestream people, or maybe it's just that you're too busy eating cookies and the emoji button is not working. Still only two of you, really? Is that what's going on here? What's happening? Where's the love heart shower if you believe in your message? You could just decide to believe right now.

So let's say you believe in your message. The next question is do you believe that you will automatically get there? Do you have faith that you will automatically create the vision that is inside of you, yes or no? Here they come. Thank you. Thank you for the love hearts. It's brightening up the blackness of this whole visual situation. Love heart and emojis and press play buttons everywhere, okay good. Absolutely. Let's say that you believe in your message and let's say that you also, additionally to that, you actually believe that it's fucking done.

Now today, on three different conversations that I can even remember which specific three people it was, and it might've been more than that though, people were telling me about their vision and their message and what they want to bring to life, right? And I was just sitting there, and it was so powerful. It even felt just extra more powerful. I can't react. Just react. You don't need to be an emotional stone. Just react out loud. Just dance and play in the wind, but maybe I won't be able to see it and that's what you mean. [inaudible 00:12:57] love hearts.

I just had you know two new clients on their first one on one calls with me and also one call where I was on with a friend. And in all three of those cases, and I think there was another client as well, where they were sharing their message and their vision, and I was just like holy shit. Do you feel how done it is what you're saying? Because I could feel their certainty and their truth and their fire as they were sharing their message and their vision with me. And you know sometimes people are a little less sure, and they want or desire or get to have that help and support kind of digging deeper and that's always cool as well. But in this particular case, every conversation that I had today, I was just like holy shit. You are so fucking sure of what you're saying to me. You know that this is what you're here to do in the world.

And I've got to say that is somewhat rare, I guess, for a new client conversation. Often times, it's a bit more uncertainty there at the start. But like I said, either way's fine. Everyone's got different areas where they're more sure and different areas where they maybe need more support. But like I said, I said, "Do you realise how done this is? What you just said felt so energetically, it's just already done. You know that this is real right? You know this is happening"? And I think one or two people responded where ... Two people responded and were like, "Yes!", and one person was like, "Yes"? Kind of like "Yes?", but yes, right?

From there I said, but do you understand what that means? 'Cause when you're already energetically done, like when you say this is what I'm gonna do and this is who I'm here to serve and this is the business and the life I'm gonna create, and you know and believe that it's done, do you understand what that means, Michelle Crawford? Response. And everybody else, but Michelle's is the most recent comment about that. What it means is that there is literally nothing you need to worry about, at all. Nothing. It means that you are already free because if it's energetically done, if it's already done internally, if you feel that and you know it, then it's only a matter of time, which is a very flexible and bendable thing anyhow, it is only a matter of time until the physical world catches up.

And is the physical world even real, or is the world inside you real? Actually far and beyond this whole situation here, am I even here, are you here, is this car here, is the yoga studio there? That's definitely gonna feel fucking real when I'm in the hot room, so maybe that's real. But the rest ... But that's an internal reaction anyway, is it even real? Like actually, the real world is the one inside. So if it feels done and you mean it, then you already got the result. Hello, right? Hello. You already got the result.

So if you already got the result, and if you feel it, then what would you need to worry about? Now maybe even you want more results, you want more tangible results. You're like, but I want to see the money in my bank account, and whatever else, right? Cool. But still, if it's energetically done and you're like it's so done and you actually mean that, then it means you have nothing to worry about. What does that mean? Leah Steele response. I'll keep talking anyway, but I like to hear your response.

I think this is my new thing, that I just call people out and that they should talk suddenly on command on my livestreams. And it's just kind of annoying to me that you're not immediately like promoted to speaker as soon as I state your name. That is the new update that I want on Facebook live. I want it to be that when I shout somebody's name out that a live camera instantly goes onto them wherever they are, whatever they're doing. They're in the fucking bath, they're cooking dinner, too bad. They're just suddenly there on the livestream. That would be amazing. Do you think it would drop my numbers down on my lives if you knew that you were suddenly gonna be a guest appearance with no warning?

Okay, what it means, what it means, what it means. What it means is you are already completely free to be in each moment and just live each moment from a place of pure connection and presence. I don't feel like the "ah" is the entire answer. The cat buttons are distracting. Just keep on smashing them. Hit em, hit em, hit em. Alright? People are arriving. Do you know I'm so impressed with myself that I got to the yoga studio an hour early, 'cause this place is getting popular as fuck and you can never get a car park. You have to hike from okay, like 30 minutes away, but it just feels annoying to me to not park right out the front. So now I'm like, this is my new system. I'm gonna turn up an hour early bitches. I'm getting the pole position every day. And then I'm just gonna livestream before the class, and then I'll walk into the class like levitating through the ceiling.

Hey, how are you Joanna, if you're already in there, who's teaching the class. If you're ... Okay, back on point. You're free. Okay, so let's say there was nothing you needed to worry about. Let's say you completely trusted and knew that it was done and knew that everything inside of you is gonna come to life, amen. Yes, thank you, goodnight. What that would mean in a practical sense, if there is indeed a practical world at all, which seems to be up for discussion, is it would mean ... I feel that you're evading and avoiding the question with your lawyerly tactics, I'm onto you. It would mean that you can just be like here I am, right here, right now, in this moment being me, just hanging out in the flow zone.

Earlier when I was on the phone chatting away for an extended period of time ... And then ... And he's in America. And then he was like, "What time is it for you anyway?" And I was like, "Two pm", and he's like, "Oh shit, this is the middle of your day. Did you want to be talking at this time of day?" Or like "It's the middle of your working day", or something like that. And I was like "Yeah, but" ... well, I already did a bunch of stuff earlier anyhow, but more relevantly, that's got nothing to do with anything. Working day is a very interesting topic, and I feel like my whole life is my working day, or none of it, either way.

But the big point that I kind of came to from that that I want to bring in here is I'm always exactly where I need to be and there is literally nothing else I need to do ever. This moment in time, where I'm meant to be is right here with you dancing around in the car. That moment in time, that was exactly where I was meant to be, on the phone. There was nothing else. There's no list. I deleted the fucking list. I did talk about last week. I'm gonna run a course. It's gonna be called "#deletethelist.com".

In the course, I will get you to send me a list, and then I'll burn it, or I'll maybe teach you how to do a ceremony, like a cleansing and closing of the list ceremony and a clearing and then a releasing and detoxification of the list, and then we'll have martinis. That'll be the course. It's gonna be 99$. Who wants to join? You can send PayPal donations if you want to join, or just send 99$ and then I'll tell you how to delete your list. It'll be worth a fuck load more than 99$ by the way. It should be 999. It's a bargain, a bargain. Of course, you could do roughly just what I already said and just send me the Bordeaux, it's up to you. Whatever works for you.

So you know, there's nothing I ever need to do. It's actually become real. I've said this for a while. It's one of my most powerful, fabulously, life transformative ... It sounds wordy, but it's still true, the best manifestation philosophies of all time is that there is never anything you need to do ... Lisa is signing up for the cause, she's signing up for #deletethelist.com, she's in. Who else is in? We can sell this course right now. I could just launch it right now.

I'm really enjoying my side angle. I think I'm gonna do all livestreams on the side. I think it's just the god glow that's coming through from the lights. Okay, enough. I'll stop. I know I'm being slightly annoying, maybe not. Just own it. Maybe you're not annoying at all.

So yes, here's the concept. There's never anything you need to do, but there's always action to take. I read this in a book once, and I was like ... My mind was instantly expanded to the heavens, to the heavens. Right? I was like what does that mean? What does it mean there's never anything you need to do but there's always action to take? Well, what it means is when you trust and you know that it's done ... This is kind of a boring prop, isn't it? What else have we got back here?

You know when they clean your car and then they just leave the little consoles and compartments not properly cleaned? Right. I've got a better prop. Alright, okay. This is what I'm rolling with. Okay. You know, I always say I'm Batman and I carry the Batman shaker all the time, and I feel like people don't believe that I'm really Batman, but somebody's got to be Batman you understand. I feel like this is way better than the water bottle.

I'm going down because the yoga people are gonna see me. My friends from yoga are all ... They're not even my close friends, they're just people I know at yoga and they're gonna be like, this chick seems like a normal chick normally when she's in the yoga class. Now the truth is gonna be uncovered. Right. There's nothing else very interesting back here. There's a badge, police badge. I don't think that's helpful. It's hard to see. See? Now you believe it, of course.

Where was I? There's no ... Oh my god, somebody's pulling up next to me. Actually, my windows are quite tinted. It should be okay. There's never anything that you need to do, but there's always action to take. It means when you fully trust and you know that it's done, you get to live your fucking life. I feel like Kiera understands this philosophy definitely. Thank you, Kiera. Definitely Batman, no question. I appreciate it.

I actually must say though that I met Batman yesterday at Movie World. He didn't seem to give me any particular code word or acknowledgement, but maybe he was triggered. You can live your life. What if you could just live your life now and be completely free? Imagine to yourself that you were completely done. Oh my god, bat dad is my new hashtag. Imagine to yourself that you were completely done and completely free and that there was nothing else you had to do, nothing you needed to worry about at all, nothing you needed to do. Like you're done. You're actually done.

I said to my friend on the phone earlier, I was like, "I'm actually done. I'm already ... Like I'm right here, right now with you. This is where I'm meant to be in this moment in time. I'm already done for today, but I'm actually done for my life", I said. "And therefore, from that place, I'm free to do whatever the fuck I want and be as creative as possible." And guess what else? I trust in myself that I will show up for my life and continue to create amazing things. A lot of people would be very scared to be done.

I love Bat dad. He's funny as anything. A lot of people would be very scared to be done because then they would be terrified that all they're gonna do if they didn't have a list of shit they're gonna do, all they're gonna do is sit around on the couch eating fucking cookies from [inaudible 00:24:05]. Not me. I'm not scared of the cookies at all. I'm also not scared of overeating them. I must admit I eat them on a pretty consistent basis when I'm in America.

I was like oh my god, somebody's trying to scratch their way through the roof of the car, but it's just my bat ear scratching the roof of the car up there. But I am a consistent person. I'm disciplined as fuck and I'm consistent in all areas. And when I'm in America, I'm consistently eating [inaudible 00:24:31] chocolate chip chewy cookies because they're fucking amazing. And it's also a fabulous way that I test out my own theories and philosophies on life, one of which is that I'm always in amazing shape no matter what I eat.

So I deliberately eat cookies, cookies, cookies, whenever I desire them, which is often enough, consistently enough. And then I remain lean, and then I'm like here you go bitches. Told you, if anybody asks, and they do sometimes. Otherwise, I just keep it to myself and eat them in bed. And when Callie shares the bed with me, she's like "Why is there crumbs in the bed"? And that's the entire story.

Imagine if you were free, right? Really imagine this. Feel into this. Feel the energy of being free. Imagine you're free to be a moon child and a bat girl and whatever you wanted. There was nothing you needed to do. I didn't do this livestream 'cause I'm like now I want to sell some shit. I was selling something anyway, right? That's whatever. It just happens. It would be so weird to not be selling. But I do what I desire to do ...

Lilly Badcock, are we gonna be doing a podcast interview tonight my time? I don't know if you replied yet. Can I do it as bat girl? You know, I just do what I desire to do, what feels fun and flow-based. Cat man, that is even better. Cat man? Can I be cat girl? Okay, now I'm bat girl, cat girl, I don't know. What do you mean which part of America you're in? What if I'm online Rachel? They definitely exist, but maybe 10 degrees is more of a California thing.

Imagine you were free. Would that be scary though or would it be exciting? Would you be willing to do that? It's not actually that you get to be free. The question is are you willing to allow yourself to be free? Because you can grant that to yourself right now in this very moment in time. That is the point that I'm trying to make, right? I really need a fucking pointing device. I'm gonna have to go back to the empty water bottle, either that or some sunglasses. It feels like I should have some sort of better props in this car, but it is what it is at this stage. I did the best that I could with what was available to me. I feel that I did okay.

Okay, alright. I don't know what's happening in your part of California, but just figure it out. They're the best cookies in the world. So would you be okay with it, right? 'Cause you can give yourself this permission right now. Most of you won't is the sad truth. You're gonna go, "Oh very well for you to say cat girl, bat girl, whoever you are, but I" ... This, this and this. Well guess what? I'm just gonna tell you straight up from the getup. That is your story. I had the same story for many moons, many moons. It was not a fun story to live in, but I continued to hold onto it relentlessly even though it didn't serve me. I was addicted to the story of struggle.

And then one day, I was just sick of the whole damn thing and I just decided to trust in myself. I decided to trust that I would do the right if I didn't have rules for myself. I decided to grant myself freedom. And it's a continual thing that I get to decide and step into. 'Cause I decided that shit years ago, but still the rules creep up upon you, and the list creeps up around you, and you put walls upon yourself.

I didn't mean other people's rules. I could give two fucks about other people's rules, right? But my own rules for myself, I would be so strictly bound ... For example, in years gone by, even something like my journaling, which obviously I swear by and love and adore, but earlier years, it would've been like I have to or else, or even [inaudible 00:27:55] yoga, which I'm about to go into. In earlier years, Kiera knows about this for sure, was I have to or else, or else I'll gain weight or freak out or have an anxiety attack or be a bad person somehow.

Now, I go when I desire to and that is it, period, the end. I never go out of scarcity to yoga, to the gym, to my journal, to anywhere. I follow flow and desire. So that's one example of how I got rid of rules, right? But continually they creep up and continually you just bat them on away like a bat girl, cat girl, whoever you are. And you notice it and you catch it. For me, it's such a big shift to step into this realisation. And I just dropped into it again over this past week or so in a deeper way, and I've had this conversation with several people today like I said, of holy shit. If you actually believe in what you say you believe, and you believe and know that it's done, then it means that you're already free. It means that you're completely free, that you are free to live your life, that you've got your whole life right now, that you've got everything.

And if I'm free, then all I've got to do is exactly what I desire to do. Okay Patrick, you missed the best part of the conversation, and there was a very important reason why I had to put the bat girl mask on. So you're gonna have to watch the replay, alright? Now, we're into the serious bit though. The fun is over. The fun is over, but the mask is on now and nobody needs to see what's going on with this mask. It'll be too crazy for anyone. Okay, preaching. Exactly, Lilly, that is right.

If you're already free right here and right now in this moment, then all that you've got to worry about is, well, nothing at all. There's no fucking worry. It's literally just what do you desire to do in this moment in time? You scrolled and no mask, came back and mask is on. That's what happens. You just manifested bat girl. Ashley, where are you? Are you still in Hawaii? What is your house in Santa Monica gonna be like? Because we're all coming and we're gonna have a massive party there. It's gonna be a costume party, and then we're gonna do that fucking hip hop music video that I said we were gonna do. That is what's happening. Yes, yes it is. Maybe Patrick will even come to that, and you can be in the video. In Hawaii. I need to go to Hawaii. I'm trying to get back on topic.

Imagine you were free, and imagine that you could do exactly what you wanted to do all the time. Do you think you'd do a good job? That is the question, right? That is the only question that I have for you today, apart from every other question that I asked you before. But that's the only real question that's important and serious. Do you think that you would do a good job? Do you think that you would do a good fucking job of living your life or alternatively, do you imagine to yourself ... My ears are getting crunchy up there.

Do you imagine to yourself that you need to have rules and structure, that you can't be trusted, that you're not gonna be successful in your life if you don't have rules? If you don't have structure, if you don't have all these boundaries, and like I've got to live my life in a certain way like it's a freaking military organisation instead of getting to flow. Because I fully know and believe and understand that when I come from flow, everything works. Everything works, alright? Everything.

Ashley says my house is gonna be amazing 'cause I've decided. Everyone is invited, but you've got to [inaudible 00:31:03]. Ace can be in the video. I feel like he would be super badass gangster as a bat dog in the video. Okay, he can just be himself. He doesn't even have to dress up. He can just be regular old Ace. So wait, what was I up to?

I mean I feel like the whole point of the whole damn point is that everybody wants to get to freedom. Everyone wants to get to where they can live their lives, where they can wake up every day, do whatever the fuck they want, connect with whoever they desire, you know just have an amazing cool time. I used to write in my journal over and over and over again. I would write all I want to do is I want to inspire and motivate and educate and empower people to live their lives purposefully and to press play, and I want to hang out with badass cool people online. That is literally what I would write over and over again. I want to inspire, educate, motivate and empower and I want to hang out with cool, badass people online. And offline as well, but I was thinking in terms of my business.

And then I would think, but how do I do that? What are all the things that I've got to do? What are all the building blocks and the stepping stones so that I can get to that place? And it just seemed so endless. And for as long as I said that there was this list of shit that had to be done or these blocks that I had to climb, then there was, right? 'Cause I continued to create them in front of me. And it literally took me years to figure this shit out to where I now know and understand it was all just like a hallucination or ... Nothing wrong with that, but it was all just a made up idea in my head. I was just creating this stairway in front of me in my head. It wasn't even a stairway to heaven. It was a stairway to nowhere. It was just one of those revolving fucking stairways that when you think you got to the top it just keeps going.

And finally I was like, if I just got off the freaking stairway, and there was nothing in front of me and nothing I had to do, I could actually be here now. And because what I desire to do is to inspire, motivate, educate and empower people and hang out with badass, cool people online, then that is what I'm gonna do. And funnily enough, not funny at all, that's what makes me the fucking money, gives me the flow ... He's called Ace, not ice. A-C-E. Makes me the money, gives me the flow, gets me the body results, calls in my cool as fuck soulmate clients and friends and people in my life right? All of that actually just comes from me being who I am.

Who would you be if you were free? That is the question you must ask yourself today. Who would you be if you were already free? If you can answer that, you just got your whole life. You just got the answer to everything, everything. You already know everything. I said this today earlier as well. It's so true. I already know everything. You already know everything. We all already know everything. You know everything. If you realised that you already knew everything, then what the fuck would you be doing? You'd be being you. And guess what? As much as maybe you're scared that you're gonna be somebody who wastes their life and lives a lazy life or you know, a destructive life or non fit feeling life, you know what? It's not who you are. You at your laziest or you at your most non pushing, whatever that is, you're gonna show up because it's who you are.

You know, I said to one of my clients today, I was like, "What are you doing when you're most in flow and you're just being fully you and you're having the best time ever in your life"? "Tell me what that activity is for you". And she was like, "Oh, learning and growing". I'm like, of course, right? None of us here got to worry that we're gonna accidentally sit on the couch for the rest of our lives and get fat if we don't have a list and a bunch of rules and a stairway to freaking nowhere that we think we've got to climb endlessly in order to get results. What are you actually scared of here? Who are you? You know who you are is your core. I'm batman, you can't be batman. I'm just letting you know, okay?

So who are you? That's my question. Who are you at your core? If you had no rules, if you had no boundaries, then who would you be? You know who I would be? Whoever the fuck I want to be each day, whatever comes out, whichever angle of the Katrina fucking Ruth show is turning up, that's who I'd be. What would I talk about? Who the hell knows. Whatever pops out of my tiny little head. Okay, it's not that tiny really at all. My normal sized head. Whatever pops out. What would I sell? Whatever I fucking feel like. #deletethelist.com Alright?

And actually, roughly that is what I do. I be whoever I am each day, I say whatever I want to say each day, I sell whatever's coming out of me. It's my entire structure, and from that chaos an empire has indeed been created exactly as I blogged about today. Make sure you read my blog if you didn't read it already. And then in between, I do the other things I feel like doing, like I talk to cool people, I go to yoga class, whatever it is that I do. It's all just flow, it's all just trust. I'm not worrying how many fucking workouts I've got to do each week to get a result, I'm not worrying how many freaking livestreams I've got to do or what sales presses I've got to have in place to sign up new clients.

I just deleted all the worries. I just deleted them. Sometimes they're like little teeny, invisible ninjas and they keep trying to come back, and then you've got to delete them again. That's fine. I've got no problem. I'll keep on swinging. I think that's all. I think I might be done. What's happening here? There's a whole dog stream going on here.

So to bring it back around, well I already said many times I'm Batman. I've been carrying the shaker around for ages. I feel like people didn't believe it. I feel like you guys just thought I was trying to be Batman like a want-trepreneur Batman. A ... I can't think of a good way to word it, want to be Batman? I don't know. I could think of a better way if I had more time. What else was I gonna say? Yeah, so then I had to show you that I really am Batman. Okay, okay.

Do you know what I'm on the lookout for? Badass as fuck ... I was gonna say bat girls, but I feel like I could possibly bear to let this conversation go. I am on the lookout for women and men who are exactly like me, the 1% within the 1% revolutionary, badass as fuck, creatives, hustlers, leaders ... Okay I'm nearly ... I don't know what's happening here. I'm nearly presenting this livestream on some kind of sideways oblique angle. I think I'm still trying to hide in case yoga people see me.

1% within the 1%, revolutionary creatives, hustlers, leaders, entertainers. You got to be an entertainer, otherwise I don't even know what you think you're doing hanging out here because when you're in the inner circle, which is what I'm trying to talk about ... Like the hip hop thing I mentioned earlier, this is like initiation shit that's just required. Okay, I can't tell you all the details 'cause that's the whole point of it being a secret initiation is that it's a secret, but you get the idea. Shenanigans are not optional, they're required. And you may or may not ... Yes, no I won't even say what I was gonna say 'cause it ... Well, it's okay to scare people ... Because it's more fun to be secretive.

I'm here to call in the most amazing creatives and entrepreneurs and leaders in the world. I've created the most badass and hottest mastermind on the freaking internet for insanely crazy as fuck entrepreneurs and creatives. We have the most incredible time ever. We have our next retreat coming up in July in LA. It's inner circle only. But meanwhile, we're hanging out every single day in the inner circle group with our weekly mastermind hot seat calls and you and me on one one. That's what the inner circle is about.

What I'm doing at the moment is opening up and inviting applications and message inquiries for the inner circle. If you feel like you would want to work with me at the absolute highest level and indeed step into your true inner bat girl, or whatever it is that's inside of you, or whatever it is that comes through each day, message me about that. Because what goes on in that group, I've actually been pretty secretive about and not in a bat girl secretive way, just in a weirdly reverse ego kind of way where I don't really talk about client results much.

You may have noticed that over the last week or so I've started to post client results pretty consistently. That is a new thing that you're gonna start to see more and more. Every day I'm receiving messages from clients with massive life changes, not just in business and in money, but in all areas of life. And I've been somewhat rudely and selfishly keeping that stuff to myself and to the group of clients who are in the inner circle. And I'm gonna now start launching it all over the internet, proudly waving that flag. And I'm gonna invite the right people to come and join us.

If you think that might be you, well I didn't really give you much detail about it, but I can give you more detail, message me on my personal page and I'll send you an overview of who we are and what we do. And then we'll figure out what next. I think that might be all. I think it might be time to go into class. The doors are open. People without masks on are in there. Hello, world.

Okay, that's it. Over and out. Over and out from the cat-mobile. I've had a fun time. Thank you for helping me come back down to Earth and then levitate the fuck up again. Go set yourself into absolute press play fucking alignment, purpose, and whatever else it is that you desire. You can give that to you now. You can give that to yourself now. Life is now. Press fucking play. Bye.

Direct download: Do_you_realise_youre_ALREADY_free3F3F21_Now_what3F21_7C_The_Katrina_Ruth_Show_Livestream_5B08-05-20185D.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:32am AEST

Tue, 15 May 2018

Faith Mode Activated

Speaker 1: I did that thing just then. I totally did that thing just then.

Speaker 1: I'm very happy to be here, and live streaming, but I definitely still did the thing. I'm gonna admit it. Not the hair adjustment thing. I mean, I did the hair adjustment thing, obviously. I always adjust my hair. It's only professional. Hey, hey. Hey to everybody. Say hi if you're jumping on. Make sure I know you're there. Doesn't always tell me you there, you know.

Speaker 1: I don't really care for chilled red wine. I find it a little bit low-key, low vibe, or something, but ... That's interesting. But if you don't put it in the fridge in Bali, you're kind of screwed.

Speaker 1: So, the thing I did was, I really just sat here. I don't know if you do this on a live stream. Who live streams? Who even live streams? Tell me if you're a live streamer. Are you a live streamer?

Speaker 1: By the way, if you live streamed once in 2017, I don't know if you technically would desire to call yourself a live streamer. I mean, you can call yourself whatever you want.

Speaker 1: Tell me if you live stream. Put your hands up. Don't do that. I won't be able to see you. Send ... Do it if you like. Don't let me tell you what to do. I saw a great meme the other day that said, "I hate to be told what to do unless I'm naked, and then it's fine." I was like, "Well, technically ... " I mean, depending on the situation.

Speaker 1: Anyway, the thing that I did, that I'm vaguely getting to, was I really just sat here. And I was like, "I really don't have anything to say. I really don't think that I've got anything to say. I've got 33 minutes before I've gotta call with fabulous Haley." 31 minutes now. Set your timers up, they're ready, and let's see what we can achieve in 31 minutes. I think it's gonna be amazing.

Speaker 1: Hey Mandy Holland. Hi to everybody whose name I didn't say. So far, Mandy's the only one. Sometimes it goes like that. I'm sorry. Sometimes I say everybody's name, sometimes nobody's name, sometimes randomly one person gets me overly excited.

Speaker 1: I'm always excited by Mandy because there's such a cool story. I'm always excited by everyone in different ways for different stories, but you'll love the story of Mandy Holland, in particular, because one time I was here in Bali. This one time at band camp in Bali, and I came out from the gym, and Mandy was sitting there, well, I didn't know she was Mandy yet, so we'll call her woman. Woman was sitting there with my ... Oh, there she is. There's Haley. I just announced her, and she just appeared. I manifest people. I said I've got 31 minutes before my call with the fabulous Haley, but now she's here on the live stream. I just manifest people, bitches. Write that down.

Speaker 1: So, anyway, I came out and Mandy, who I didn't know was Mandy, so we'll refer to her as woman, was sitting in the kiddie pool at the hotel that we were at, and her children were there, and my children were there, and she was having a conversation with [Enzo 00:03:31]. I was on holiday with [Enzo 00:03:33] the father of my children, but we were already separated, but we looked, for all intents and purposes, like a regular, normal family. I remember thinking, like I felt self-conscious ... no, it was ... some sort of self-consciousness, probably, because I often do, whether or not I have a justifiable reason for it.

Speaker 1: Hello, introvert insecurities. That kind of mixed with, I felt like, slightly disgruntled, at the idea that this woman, who I didn't know yet, would assume that I had this happy nuclear marriage and family because, obviously, she was having a nice conversation with the person who appeared, for all intents and purposes, to be my husband. I kind of felt that need where I needed to make an announcement, and be like, "Just so everybody's clear of their roles here ... "

Speaker 1: This sounds bad, right, but this is how I felt like I need to say, "This is not what it appears to be. We're not a couple. We're not happily married. I don't even know where to roughly go with this." But then, anyway, I could see that he wanted to sort of introduce me, and I'm gonna be brutally honest here, and it's not gonna paint me in the best possible light, but I was kind of like, "Please don't introduce me," 'cause I really hate to talk to random people that I've never met before.

Speaker 1: Mandy-boo, what's up? Mandy's are everywhere. In Bali, in particular. So, I was kind of like, "Please don't introduce me. I don't wanna end up sitting here in the pool making small talk to some random mother at the pool." I sound like an asshole, but I feel like people can relate. Tell me if you can relate, so that I don't feel quite as asshole-ish. Mandy said she felt the same way about me. She hated me on first sight. Okay, she didn't say that. I'm just paraphrasing.

Speaker 1: She probably felt the same way because now we know what sort of people we both are, we both understand each other, but I'm sure she was like, "Oh, god. Now I'm gonna have to talk to this dude's wife. Really?" Anyway, so we made slight chitchat, and I think I was still ... no. Was I breastfeeding? I feel like I was breastfeeding on those daybeds that sit in the pool, in that kiddie pool, but I'm probably remembering that from all the times I've been at that hotel and have breastfed on those daybeds. 'Cause I don't think I was breastfeeding in June last year, which is roughly when it was. No. I wasn't.

Speaker 1: Alright. Anyway, I'm just inventing bits into the story. It's what I do. But I was sitting on the daybeds, and I was kind of playing with the kids, and then you know we did that thing where you're being totally polite and friendly, but hoping that you don't have to speak to each other, so little bits of conversation ... And then, I don't know what it was that Mandy said, but something about purpose, or something about something like that, right? You tell me if you remember. Not everybody else because you guys, I'm talking to Amanda Holland right now.

Speaker 1: I just remember, I can remember the feeling. I remember that moment of kind of like, "Oh," an awareness, right, or a recognition, a soul recognition, like "Oh, shit. This is one of my people." I was like, "Wow. Out on the lease in the real world." One who I didn't already know from the internet exists in human space and time. It's relatively unheard of, I think you'll agree.

Speaker 1: So I got super overexcited. Then, I don't know, we just launched into an amazing, incredible purpose-driven conversation. It was actually ... Okay 'cause this is gonna sound extra weird now, but early on this evening, I was thinking of that moment when you meet somebody in a romantic sense, who is "oh my god," and that moment of soul recognition, where you're like, "Oh, shit. There you are." It was like that, but in a non-romantic way, right. Well, it was very romantic 'cause it was Bali, and it's always romantic, but in a friendship sort of way. It was like, "Oh my god, this woman is like me. She's like us."

Speaker 1: You said, "I don't wanna do life the way you have been ... " She said, "I don't wanna do life the way I have been anymore." Right. And then we just blew up to this conversation, and it was just like, as you can imagine, like, " ... ," but then, get this, then the relationship stuff came out, and we were both in like basically the same sort of parallel situation where we were both there with our families that were not actually what they necessarily appeared to be from the outside looking in, and both of us had been thinking the same thing. It was mind expanding, you guys. Mind expanding.

Speaker 1: I try not to say mind blowing because it means you can't take anymore information into your mind. Your mind is beautiful, and should get to have more information, so mind expanding. Right, we were both there with our children, but with our ex-husbands, looking like happy families, both of us feeling like, "Well, I kind of want people to know that this is not what it ... " Why do you need people to know, but you do. Right. So, then, obviously, we connected on Facebook. I think I just gave my Facebook details, and then, they were leaving off for the airport.

Speaker 1: Mandy was leaving for the airport, so obviously checked me out later, and now here she is, nearly a year later, but has participated in several of my programmes. We talk all the time on messenger. Part of the freaking online tribe, but when we first connected, we had no mutual friends in common. Now let's just go, just for the purposes of obviously everybody needs to know, let's see how many mutual friends we do now have in common. I just find it the best story ever. I just think it's the most incredible story ever. I mean, anybody can make friends on the internet, but what kind of person goes around meeting people in real life? It's unheard of. It's unheard of. So, anyway, that was a rather long winded way of describing why I got so excited when I saw Amanda Holland come on the live stream. 20 mutual friends. I feel like we could increase that. I feel that could definitely go up, probably as a result of this live streaming [inaudible 00:09:08] Everybody go and follow Mandy. She's very beautiful, and very inspiring. It's true. Powerful messenger.

Speaker 1: Alright, let's talk about faith, or something. Hello to everybody else who I love and adore dearly, but who I did not in fact meet in a pool in Bali, and so therefore don't have quite such the romantic story about. Okay, what was my topic. Faith mode activated. Activated, and for some reason that's know only to my subconscious mind, and maybe even not that. I chose to put a little ... what is that thing? Is it a bomb? Is it a landmine? What is that emoji that's there? I don't know what it is, but it felt explosive and powerful.

Speaker 1: Here's the thing about faith mode, I'm gonna tell you some things about some things. I have no idea what they'll be, but I trust that they'll be fabulous. The thing about faith mode is, it's so cool. This is so cool. You're gonna get so excited when you hear what I have to say. You're gonna realise that everything you've been worrying about is not remotely relevant. Not relevant at all. It is a bomb. Do you think that's good, or not good?

Speaker 1: We're gonna go with good because I already put it there, and I'm planning on changing it. It means blowing shit up in a good way, I suppose. You can't say "blowing shit up" on the internet, you know. I tried to put it in a blog post title once, and Facebook wouldn't even let me post it. So apparently you can use an emoji though.

Speaker 1: Alright. You're gonna get very excited when I tell you what I have to say. The reason the you're gonna get very excited about it is it's gonna give you tremendous reassurance and peace of mind. Tremendous reassurance and peace of mind. Hello Rashida. Okay, we've already acknowledged two people so far on this live stream, but she did directly say, "Hey, Cat."

Speaker 1: Okay, [inaudible 00:10:55] earlier on. Alright. I can just kind of enter some sort of networking event momentarily. What if we did networking, but we did it in a really cool, badass way? What do you think that would look like? I think it would look roughly like the comments in my live stream, so feel free to talk amongst yourselves. That happens all the time anyway. I'm never quite certain whether that's a good reflection on me, or a not so good reflection on me, when I see people chatting amongst themselves in the comments while I'm live streaming.

Speaker 1: And I'll tell you something that's potentially not the best reflection on me, but maybe it is. One of my inner circle clients, Ashley O'Donnell, she won't mind if we talk about her. Hey, hey. Hey people who are jumping on. Let's tag in Ashley O'Donnell. Let's see if Facebook let's me tag her in. Does it not want to? What? What's happening? Alright. Somebody tag Ashley O'Donnell in, and tell her I'm talking about her 'cause it won't let me tag her, motherfucker.

Speaker 1: Anyway, so I was on the phone to her last night, she's one of my private clients, and she said how the night before she was so happy to be talking to me one-on-one, yesterday because we did our inner circle weekly hot seat call that we do, and how she jumped on to listen to the inner circle hot seat call, and then promptly fell asleep, and it put her to sleep. So she just didn't know whether it was any good or not, and I was like, "Well, I feel like this is probably about the fourth time that you've told me that being on a hot seat call in inner circle has made you fall asleep." I mean, I do do them quite often late at night, Australia time, but I'm like, "I'm not so sure if that's a good thing that I could be advertising about the inner circle, that I will indeed help with your sleep problems, or ... It doesn't necessarily sound ideal."

Speaker 1: But there must be something about my soothing, shouty tones that, for people who know me very well, that it just lulls them off in a bedtime sort of fashion. Because, really, we speak about incredibly outrageous, and soul shifting transforming, things.

Speaker 1: Alright, but I'm gonna come back to the topic, the topic, the topic. Here's where I'm ... Here's how I'm gonna reassure you. I'm gonna remind you of things you already know. Anyway, I've got nothing to tell you at all that you don't already know. Why would I want to?

Speaker 1: You know when you worry? You know when you worry? You know when you worry about are you ever gonna get that thing that you really want, or the business, obviously? It's a good obvious one. Or the money, or I think more like fulfilment, and living your life purposefully, and being on path, and feeling that you're doing what you're fucking meant to be doing. You know, when you start to get into maybe some sort of a fear, or a doubt mindset, or a yeah, like even a deep sadness can come up, like "Well, but what if I don't? What if where I am now ... "

Speaker 1: Let's say you feel stuck now, or you feel like you're not where you wanna be. Maybe you feel frustrated, or angry, or just like hardened, or whatever it is, right. All the emotions all mixed together. Then, something starts to come over you, and starts to get you a bit, and you start to feel like, "What if this is as good as it's gonna get? What if actually my fears are true and this is where I'm gonna end up?"

Speaker 1: I used the word "activated" today on a message to somebody, and said, "You're activated," 'cause it's a thing that I think all the time, like "You've been activated." Then I thought, "Well, it's an important topic to talk about because the concept of being activated, well nobody else can activate you. Maybe somebody else can play a part. They can ignite a spark, or a fire, maybe I get to be that person for you in some way, shape, or form, which is super cool, and I'm excited if so.

Speaker 1: But, nobody else can activate you. You're the one who chooses to activate yourself. What it means is, that you already chose out of the other life, right. The other school of life. The other way of doing it. The normal people way of doing it, or whatever we wanna call it when we're having fun and games, and you know, talking about being normal or not normal. It's doesn't mean, though, that you're supposed to already have it all figured out, or be perfect.

Speaker 1: I think that, when you've chosen this life, as an entrepreneur, as a person who's actively designing, creating their life, that it's actually a huge trap. It's a huge trap, and it's a bondage, to get caught up in "where am I supposed to be that I'm not yet? Maybe I'm gonna get stuck here, or maybe I'm gonna somehow screw it up, and maybe I'm never gonna figure out what I really wanna do," and all these really normal thoughts that we all have.

Speaker 1: But what if you knew for sure that everything that you want and desire inside of you is not only available, available for you, available now, or you wouldn't see it and feel it inside of you, but also that it's a done fucking deal? Because here's what I believe, and this is where I wanna just speak about this, I believe that you either believe, or you don't. I believe that belief is finite. There's no half believing. People might say they believe to whatever degree, but that just means they don't believe.

Speaker 1: I think that your results, and what you create into your life, is in direct response to the level of your faith, and the level of your belief, and you finitely believe to whatever point you finitely believe, right. So, if you think about it ... And if you've jumped on now, I'm sorry, but you missed all the entertainment side of things. You missed the shenanigans. We're just straight into the sermon now.

Speaker 1: One other thing I will mention to you is, I'm flaking like a ... What's the thing that's not a snake, but it flakes and it loses it's skin? Is it a salamander? I feel like I made that word up. Is that even a real word? I'm shedding my skin. What things shed their skin? Yesterday night, last night, I went to dinner with my amazing badass client, Mandy Perry, who I think is here on this live stream, or she was [inaudible 00:16:48] I came back from the bathroom, and I was like, "What is all this shit that's all over the place? It was all over the bathroom. Did I walk through a forest?" And they were like, "It's your skin." It's all the new tattoos down my back. They're flaking everywhere. It's itching me like crazy, that's why I'm just feeling myself up on the side here. I need to know what that word is. What is that beast, or animal, or little thing that flakes? Let's look it up. Then we can continue uninterrupted with the ...

Speaker 1: What flakes? I don't think that's gonna get ... Okay, that does not help me. When you type into Google "what flakes". Yeah, it is from the tattoo. That's what I meant. It is a real word, and I think there's a salamander emoji. But do salamanders flake? Okay, if you type "what flakes" into Google, and you're thinking of something that sheds your skin, you're not gonna get an answer. I already figured that out for everybody.

Speaker 1: What sheds its skin? I need to know what this word is. Exoskeleton. Snake. What type of animal sheds its skin? What the fuck? Chameleon, tarantula, mangrove. No, there was a way cooler animal that I was thinking of. I've got all the band-aids and all the oils on me, but I'm just on that like day four situation. Alright, I'll try to get back on hand. I will try because I know nobody really wants to hear about my flaky skin, and if you do, it's slightly odd, to be perfectly honest with you, but I appreciate the interest none the less.

Speaker 1: So, belief is finite, right. This is what I have to remind myself of all the time because I go into the craziest of crazy shit inside of my head. Crazy. Next level crazy. I get into freak out, panic [inaudible 00:18:29] mode about certain things. Not too much with business stuff, but it still happens from time to time, but other areas of my life. It used to happen all the time with business.

Speaker 1: You go down that spiral, and that thing of, "Oh my god, but what if what I feel inside me is not real, and what if I do never bring it to life, and what if I get continually caught up spinning my wheels in this old situation where I'm kind of feeling frustrated, or I'm feeling like I'm not doing what I'm meant to be really doing, or why are other people getting ahead and I'm not," or whatever. Then I remind myself, "Hello. Hang on. Either I believe, or I don't believe." That's it. Period. The end. It sounds so simple, but the simple things are always the most powerful truths. I think that's true.

Speaker 1: So, if I believe then when I'm freaking the fuck out, or when you're freaking the fucking out, then all that is required is for you to emotionally kind of put that aside, and then come back to "Yes, but do I believe?" So, from that place, generally, there's some sort of sense of calm that comes over you. It's a reminder. It's a reminder from your soul. It's like, "Okay, yes, I actually do believe." Nothing fucking matters anymore because you just know. You've connected to your soul and what you know. One thing that my closest friends and I say, repeatedly ... My closest several friends, which is like a small group of my inner circle friends and then my inner circle clients as well. One thing my clients, and my friends and I, say over and over again is probably a saying that I either say myself every single day, 10, 15, 20 times, or that I hear my clients or friends say over and over again is "Your soul always knows."

Speaker 1: Even today I've seen several clients post something that's included that exact saying. I've had several conversations over audio where that saying is being expressed to me, or I've expressed it to somebody. So, I feel that we all just kind of keep reminding ourselves of this, back and forth, depending on who kind of needs to hear it. This is me reminding you right now. You're soul always knows. You do know. You just fucking know what you're destiny is, and what's gonna happen, and what's meant to happen. Exactly. Doris says it's calm certainty. That's the perfect way to describe it.

Speaker 1: But in order for that to happen, in order for you to get to that place of calm certainty, thank you Doris, of knowing and feeling that just peace, and that "of course," of course I can drop the drama. Of course I can drop the sorrow. Of course I can come back to, "Okay, cool. Well, what action am I gonna take? What feels good for me to do?" In order to do that, there's really only one thing you need to do. It's that you need to decide to believe. You know, I feel like a lot of people think that belief is something that happens upon you at a certain stage in your journey, like at a certain point in time you're gonna start to be a believer. At a certain point in time, you'll maybe gather enough evidence, or enough proof, or enough validation, or feedback, or something, to where you can then say, "Oh no. Now I do believe because this and this and this and this and this happened. Statistically and logically, it's gonna mean this and this and this will continue on."

Speaker 1: That's not how belief works. I feel really grateful that I grew up in a Christian household, which was a positive experience for me, and that I was indoctrinated into faith and belief, and I feel that ... well, I know. I don't feel, I freaking know, and most people who know me well know, that many of the things that I teach and preach online have some sort of brutal foundation things that I learned from church, even though I'm not teaching them church sense, but teaching about faith, and about purpose, and about enlightenment, and certainly connection back to God, as well, at the same time.

Speaker 1: What I learned about faith growing up, and what I learned about belief, is that it's in the unknown to whatever degree, or in the mystical, or ... Faith is not based on, it's not supposed to be predicated on, here's a list of things, or a sack of things, that I can put together, and if I've got these certain things in place, and I've proven such and such, then that means that I can have faith, or that I can believe. No, it's actually just the motherfucking choice. Maybe it's based on more things for some people than for other people, right. Maybe some people take longer, and they feel like, "Well, I need proof, and I need to know this and this and this, and I need 29,000 fraking case studies, and then I will consider believing in your thing."

Speaker 1: If you're that potential person, as a client, mosey on along. Mosey over there. Mosey. Snake mess. Okay, just popped on my personal page, and I see Amanda Perry has sent snake mess. Oh, that's right. We had a snake mess everywhere at dinner last night, didn't we? It was quite ... Well, I feel like it was beautiful for everybody. I don't know if you guys appreciated it as much as me. It was kind of gross.

Speaker 1: Alright. You know that you don't know, and you'd be okay with that. That's exactly right. Fiona? I don't know. Fiona? Fina? Fiona? I'm going with Fiona. Correct me, though, if you like.

Speaker 1: The whole damn point is that you choose to believe. "So, faith is knowing without the knowing how," says Mandy. Yes. Put in your descriptions of faith people. I'd like to see them.

Speaker 1: Well, some people wanna have a whole list of case studies and examples and reasons to where they can finally decide that they will tentatively and cautiously choose to be a believer. That's not fun for anybody. I don't think that's fun for the person who does it. I don't know. I did say perfectly, good. I don't think it's fun for the person who does it. I don't know 'cause I'm not that person, but it sounds kind of exhausting to be perfectly honest with you. It's definitely not fun for the people who have to put up with that person as a mentor, or a coach. Like, if you've experienced this, which I have in years gone by, it's exhausting and painful and frustrating to have a client who can continually wants evidence in advance of every fucking move that they make, and it's also counter ... it's counterproductive. It's set up to fail. It's not possible, for me personally, to help somebody who feel that that is the approach because it's not my approach. I can't help anybody who wants to go based on ... like they need 79,000 fucking research papers before they make a move 'cause I never did that.

Speaker 1: I went from intuition and faith and flow, and in fact, any time I went against that, it didn't fucking work, so my role as a mentor is to help people access what's already inside of them. No, not to tell them some fucking thing that I could put on a pdf and give away as an option on the internet. They can go download that shit somewhere else.

Speaker 1: The answers are always inside, but in order to access that, you have to make a decision. In order to access it, and in order to live according to that, and to create the results, you've gotta live a faith based life. I live a faith based life, in all areas, as best as I can, and it's a continual process, obviously, of checking in, tuning in, connecting back to soul, connecting back to purpose, connecting back to higher power, connecting into what is actually true and real. What would I be doing, or saying? What action would I be taking this moment, if I was coming from faith.

Speaker 1: So, it's not always just like, boom, boom, boom, automatic. Sometimes it is. Sometimes it's not. Either way, that's the place that I choose to create my life from. That all started with whatever point in time, or I'm gonna say multiple points in time along the journey, where I activated faith. It was not that I got to a certain point in my business, or with money, where I then felt safe to live in faith. Alright? This is the distinction. This is where you gotta flick that switch, or flip to the other side of the coin, or whatever analogy you want to use to explain this. It seems to me, when I notice, or pay attention to, how people are going about doing things ... which I do in a kind of removed fashion where I just kind of absorb it from the collective fucking pain body that's out there in the entrepreneur world.

Speaker 1: If I tune into that, not that I'm like looking individually at what people are up to, unless they're speaking to me, generally, so I kind of just tune in to the collective energy of the entrepreneur space, which I'm gonna say is largely a collective pain body for most of them out there. Not us necessarily. That's what I feel. That's what I notice. That people are out there looking to get to a certain point where they can then feel safe to believe. It's not gonna work. It's not gonna work. I did that, though. I did it for whatever period of time. I did it very poorly because, like I said, I never did the whole "let me get evidence and proof and research papers in advance before I make a move." It was more that I kind of thought that I should do that, but I never did it because I was just lazy as fuck, I guess, or more so that my inner self knew that that wasn't the answer, so I was protective as fuck.

Speaker 1: Alright. Yet people are still out there looking to get to a certain point where they can prove to themselves, or prove by observing other, or prove whatever, that it's safe to believe. You can't look for safe to believe. It's a decision and a choice. That's all it is, plain and simple. You can make it right here in this moment, if you've not made it before, which is, "I'm gonna activate faith mode. I'm gonna activated my own inner power. I'm gonna activate purpose." However you wanna say it. I like to say, "Living by faith" because that, to me, encompasses soul, and connection to higher power, connection to God, connection to what's inside of me. I could also say, "Living upon my soul, or from my soul." That faith is a huge part of it because it is about "I'm gonna step forward in faith. I'm gonna take action, even without being able to see the ground in front of me." That's what it means.

Speaker 1: So for me, how I got to that place was quite honestly I just got fed up. I just got fed up with not backing myself and what I believe in. Actually, one of my good friends messaged me today, and he said ... He actually asked, "What shifted you to an aggressive Cat, or why do you feel your soul moved that way?" The reason he said aggressive Cat is I'd referenced him in a pervious conversation to do with, "Can you swear on amazon?" I said, "Well, my earlier books didn't really have curse words in them because I think that that was pre-aggressive Cat." Then he's kind of randomly come back to that conversation today and said, "What shifted you to aggressive Cat, or why do you feel your soul moved that way?" I said, "Because I got fed up with not living for what was inside of me. I had a fuck this shit moment." That's my reply right here in front of me on WhatsApp.

Speaker 1: That was really what it came down to. I was trying so hard, and maybe you're doing this, I was trying so hard to join the dots properly, and to draw it right, and to build a business, and to make money, and all that stuff, and I just got fed up with it. I just got burned out, and tired, and I just felt like, "I'm done with this. I just don't even care if this is the way to $1,000,000. You can take it." I said that. I said that out loud to my partner at the time, and I meant it. I said, "You know what? I'm gonna start writing what I really wanna write, saying what I really wanna say. I'm gonna go all in with what I believe I'm meant to be doing, and if it doesn't make any money in three months, I'll go back to being a personal trainer." That's what I said. [inaudible 00:30:25] manifested me like a motherfucker.

Speaker 1: Congratulations. Everybody send love hearts to Devay, or I never would have been here 'cause she manifested me, even though she just came along then. She claimed it, so it's her trophy to claim. I meant it, and I just decided to go with faith. That was it. I just thought, "Fuck this shit," and ... I backed it up, though. I followed through. From that day, I fully owned, as best as you can 'cause always checking and tuning your [inaudible 00:30:56] , but as best as I could, I fully owned my message from that day forward. And I fully started to share what was inside of me. I had no clue how it was gonna make me money 'cause what I was talking about had nothing to do with anything, or that's how it felt anyway. Now I see how it all connects together.

Speaker 1: So, it was a decision to live in faith. I activated faith mode, and even though I was scared, and I felt like I have no idea how this will build me the empire and the vision of the life I see inside of me, there was a knowing. There was a knowing-ness, there was a certainty, as Doris said earlier. It was such a great way to describe it. It's exactly how it feels. There was a calm certainty there that this is what I am meant to be doing, and this what's gonna get you there. But I also understood that I had to be willing, and courageous, enough to step forward without getting any results at all for whatever foreseeable amount of future. Not only is it a decision to back yourself up, and to honour your decision to live in faith, but it was also a decision to surrender the outcome, which is a key point that a lot of people seem to miss. To surrender the outcome, and to let yourself go, and to trust, and that's faith.

Speaker 1: It does not mean that when you say yes to faith that the skies and heaven will open and abundance will rain down from everywhere. Well, it's already there. It doesn't need to rain at all, but it doesn't mean that you'll necessarily access it. You're gonna go through whatever journey you need to go through. That's the reality. You get to go through whatever journey you are required to go through, and that's a blessing. It's not a fucking punishment. Claire is sending a million hearts and Michelle says, "My granddad says God gives man a certain knowing." Exactly, and this is exactly what my friends and I say day-in and day-out, "Your soul knows." Your soul knows.

Speaker 1: So I'm gonna perhaps irreverently cut myself off wide in that moment because I have a client call with an amazing emperess client. I'm gonna leave you with your sore nose. We all know I could continue to say many things, but I've kind of made my point, right? So, what does your soul fucking know? Are you willing to activate faith mode? And then, what would you be doing if that was the case?

Speaker 1: By the way, yo, yo, yo, Rich Hot Empire starts next week, working with me six weeks one-on-one to build your soulmate cult tribe, create a [inaudible 00:33:24] seven figures and beyond, just like I've done, and like I help my clients to do all the time, completely based on soul flow, and doing what you love. This is absolutely the best way to get started with me as your private mentor, if that's something that has been speaking with you. Message me now over on my personal page. I'll give you the link for that now, and I will be online for the next several hours.

Speaker 1: I'm gonna jump on a phone call right now, but after that I'll check and I'll respond to your message. I will have a conversation about whether this is for you. I will give you all the details so that you can look through, and watch some cool videos, and understand exactly what Rich Hot Empire is all about. Then, we'll go from there. But this is absolutely the best way to get started working with me, if that's something that has been speaking to you. Send me a message. Six weeks start next week. It is a fucking amazing thing that we do there. Absolute soul shifts in money making, and honestly, you're gonna get more done in six weeks from the inside out than what most people do in two years. So, I'll leave you with that. Here is the link to my personal page right there. I will see you in my inbox, and I'll see you in freaking faith. Have an amazing rest of the day. Do not forget life is now, press play.

Direct download: Faith_mode2C_activated.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:29am AEST

Wed, 2 May 2018

Build a following, make money? Not so fast now!

Katrina Ruth: Scary? Why is it scary? I thought I looked mystical and fabulous, like a fairy in the garden, in the night.

Katrina Ruth: Hi Melanie. Hi Megan. Melanie, who says I look scary. Hey Sarah. Hey Kelly. There's many things that we could discuss. It's quite likely that we'll discuss none of them.

Katrina Ruth: Hey Mandy. You're such a breath of fresh air on my newsfeed, all the time. I just want to let you know that. You're always so positive and uplifting. Quite commonly, I unfollow people left, right, and centre on my newsfeed just for being fricking boring, or annoying, or I don't know. I unfollow people. Do you guys do this? I unfollow people. Hey Claire. Hey, hey to everybody whose names I didn't see. Hi Brittany. You know, sometimes it doesn't tell me that you jumped on, so if you feel like I said hello to everybody else and then not to you, I'm not trying to blank you out. It just randomly tells me some people and not other people.

Katrina Ruth: What was I saying? Do you unfollow people for being annoying? Why would you not? Or do you just let them be annoying on your newsfeed and then kind of be like, “Ugh. You're annoying,” but then you keep them there? I unfollow people Hang on, let me share this over to my group. Hello from the mystical gardens of Bali. That's where I'm at if you didn't know. I will unfollow a bitch. What's the male version of a bitch or is it a bitch as well? I don't know. Shanshera, I'm sending you love and a shout out cause I didn't know what was going on with you and I saw that on my feed not too long ago, a day or two ago.

Katrina Ruth: You've been MIA on my feed. Sometimes people just go missing in action on my feed. It doesn't mean I unfollowed them, they just went missing in action. But I will unfollow a bitch or, I was going to say bitchette, but that's kind of the female version, as well. What's the male version of a bitch, Christine? Still a bitch? Christine says still a bitch. She's the expert. Appointed just then, by me.

Katrina Ruth: I will unfollow somebody for putting some bullshit post up. I would try and give you an example except I unfollowed all the examples that I already saw this evening. Let me see if I can find my ... No I can't go reading their post. What if the person was on here? I don't know. You know, people put up like kind of “Woe is me" ... not woe is me. What's the word? I'm going to call it a hoity-toity post. Kind of vague. A hoity-toity post is something like, "Did you know that blah, blah, blah, blah blah?" I don't know. I've got no good examples but I saw one earlier today. I was like, "You know what? I'm done with your boringness on Facebook, person" and I unfollowed them. Cause what I want to see on my Facebook, what I want to see, what I want to see is value. Value. Value, which could be entertainment. It could be randomness and shenanigans. It could be something raw and real. Here's what I don't care for.

Katrina Ruth: People try to be raw and real. You can tell when somebody's written a post ... I definitely want to see bleeding mother fucking purpose, Christine ... You can tell when somebody's written a post where they're like, "Now I'm going to be raw and vulnerable, and I'm going to share my struggle, and then people will know that I have a bleeding heart, and here is this special bleeding heart that I packaged up for you, to present to the world as a bleeding heart. So that you know that I'm raw, and vulnerable, and real." And I'm like, "No, bitch. You just wrote some shit up that you hoped would get engagement, and we can all tell, and it's embarrassing for you."

Katrina Ruth: So then I unfollow them. Why were we talking about that? Why did we start talking about that, what was it? I don't know, but I nearly didn't go live cause I sat here, I stared at myself for some minutes ... Which is a confession that I do pretty frequently ... I put the livestream on. I was like, "Will we do this thing? Yes or no? No or yes?" I felt that I have nothing of interest to say to anybody. But then I reminded myself that, that's often when the best live streams happen. I did want to talk about what I said the topic was ... Let me refer back to it ... because one of my clients had asked me on a Voxer, which I answered, not so long ago. Something around she notices she's becoming an influential leader and building a following. Of course, cause that's what my clients do.

Katrina Ruth: I was asked if I unfollow people, or did I initiate that conversation? I felt like I jumped in there. Did I ask myself? Was it higher self Katrina asking current less conscious Katrina? I like it when people make jokes about conscious versus unconscious, because is anybody actually unconscious, then they're dead? But at the same time, I love to be surrounded by conscious, hot as fuck, sexy people. I started talking about it because he said, ... Oh right it was all about Mandy, that is right. Thank you Mandy.

Katrina Ruth: Because, you go through Facebook, and when I'm putting my kids to bed is a time when they're drifting off to sleep and I'm still in the bed with them, that's kind of the key time of day I would say when I do a bit of Facebook scrolling. I tend to avoid doing it otherwise cause it's a ghastly, ghastly fricking quick sand of a rabbit hole to fall down, if you're not careful. If you're not careful, your whole life will fall down the rabbit hole of Facebook. And I was on there earlier tonight, when I was putting ... I was like, "This is so much bullshit." Which was very judgemental of me and judge not lest you be judged, so judge me all you like, judge away.

Katrina Ruth: You could judge my greasy hair, it's quite interesting what's going on up in there. You could judge that I do have no bra on, that's true. You could judge whatever you like. You could judge the fact that you could stay on here for an entire hour, and it's pretty unlikely that I'll ever get to the point, but it will probably be amazing. You can judge whatever you want, cause it's true, I do judge from time to time. But then I saw Mandy saying something about something. I don't remember what it was. I'm going to go look it up now.

Katrina Ruth: I was like, "Well at least Mandy's always very positive and uplifting on my newsfeed." Is it too dark and pixelated for everybody or just for Rachel? Let me turn up my screen on my computer. No, it's already all the way up. Too bad, you're going to have to deal with it, but it looks good on my screen. Mandy has a brightly coloured question here on her page, which I found to be delightful. That was basically the entire story. Odd to see that my hair is greasy. Well that's probably better for everyone. That's fine. That is totally fine.

Katrina Ruth: It doesn't matter anyway, it's Bali. There's no need to wash, or get dressed in Bali. You can just walk around looking as you will, like a vegan hippie who eats a lot of meat. That's me, I'm a vegan hippie who eats a lot of meat. I love a good vegetarian diet with steak added. All right, I'm going to try and get on point, cause it's actually a really good point. So, I was talking to my client, I was replying on Voxer, and she's noticed that she's becoming an influential leader, of course because that's what happens with all my clients.

Katrina Ruth: She said, "Now the only next thing to figure out is how to monetize that". And I was like, ... well, well, I gave her an answer relevant to her particular situation and examples from her life. So, that won't necessarily apply for everybody, but essentially I was like, "Well, because you just fucking decide to." As soon ... Everybody loves a good vegetarian diet with steak added, it's the healthiest thing for you. Now I'm going to lose a hundred vegan followers. Do I have a hundred vegan followers? Don't worry, I have vegan friends. It's not unheard of.

Katrina Ruth: Say what you will. I just said, "Judge not lest you not be judged." I just called it in. That was probably a foolish mistake. So, have you ever noticed that those people who have like two hundred thousand followers on their fan page, or I don't know if you know people, but I know a few people who have a couple a hundred thousand people on their email lists, or even more. I'm gonna let you in on something which may not have occurred to you, and then I'm going to tell you the fastest way to make all the monies that you want to make.

Katrina Ruth: There's people have a massive fucking following who make no money at all. So, if you have some kind of idea in your head, ... or they make a small amount of money, that seems like a lot smaller than what it really fucking should be for the size of their following, in my opinion. And I've seen many people at that. Good examples often, comedians and entertainers who have really funny Facebook pages, but they clearly know nothing about monetization or marketing, and it's a very sad thing. But I've seen it with entrepreneurs as well, have massive followings and they just, I don't know, they must be going for a numbers game, quantity over quality or something. I can't be bothered talking about that cause it's just not interesting.

Katrina Ruth: But, because why would you do that, it'd just be weird? My point is, or my ... I'm already bored with myself. I get so bored with myself when I try to stay on topic. I'm like "What is this? Am I trying to teach a fucking university lecture here? Do I need a slide show? Should I've made some fricking notes?" Somebody once told me that they make notes before they do a livestream. I felt like I needed to pray for them. Does anybody here make notes before they do a livestream?

Katrina Ruth: Do you make notes before you go to lunch with a friend? Do you make notes before you go on a date? Do you make notes before you go for coffee? Do you make notes before you sit down and have a conversation with your children? Because if you make notes in those situations, there's many things that I could say about that, which I choose not to, but I probably would walk away backwards from you slowly if I saw you in person. But if you make ... in case I caught it, nothing against you, just in case it was contagious, but if you make notes when you're going into lunch or coffee or a date, then you probably should make notes before you go on to a livestream, since that's your way of being.

Katrina Ruth: How do I stop going off on a tangent? I am definitely not the person to ask that of. Rosie asked me "How do I stop going off on a tangent?" Do you guys realise that so many of my clients say to me, or so many random people as well, not just clients, will say to me "Imagine you made notes on a date. Imagine then you got caught with the notes. Maybe you called in the right person and they wanted you to make notes, maybe they wanted a slide show, maybe they wanted a PowerPoint presentation." That's it, next time if I ever go on a date I'm gonna make a PowerPoint presentation, I'm gonna pull it out, I'm gonna say "Here's all the ways that I'm fabulous and entertaining" cause that's basically what you're fucking doing if you're making notes for livestream. Just saying, all right?

Katrina Ruth: On the odd occasion of my notes, I completely ignored them. Well, one should definitely only make notes for the purposes of ignoring them, whether they're mental notes or bullet points on a Post-It. Technically, I did make a note, I made one note, which was the topic title of the livestream, in fact, I'm sorry. I should pay some kind of penance because obviously I'm making fun of people for making notes, but I always make a note, I make one note. I make the title of the livestream and then I typically forget it by about ten minutes in and have to ask what it was.

Katrina Ruth: So people will often say to me "Kat, I'm just so rambly all the time, I don't ever get my point across to people, and I don't feel like I'm making any sense or being clear." And then they say to me "You're so clear and concise" or something like that. I'm like "Aaaaah, have you heard me? Are you talking to the wrong person?" I go off onto seven thousand tangents. "Yeah, I still go off on a tangent even when I've made notes" says Rachel.

Katrina Ruth: Well, I'm gonna admit that back in the day, I'm not sure which day it was cause I don't keep notes on the day, but back in the day, one day, once upon a time, many, many moons ago, I would make notes when I did presentations of any kind, and then I would typically ignore them or forget them. Or, alternatively, probably give the most boring fucking seminar/workshop or whatever it was in the history of the world cause I was looking at my notes instead of looking at my soul. You have a choice in life which is that you can look at your notes or you can look at your soul.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, let me just clarify the topic of the livestream, it was something about just cause you have a following you're not gonna make money. Well, the whole answer to that is just fucking decide to make money, okay? That's actually the answer to all of it. There's nothing more that can be said about it. But if you wanted more detail on it, I suppose you could join me in Rich Hot Empire, and then I teach you all the things, but I don't want to talk about it right now. You can message me about that, and I'll give you the overview of how it works.

Katrina Ruth: Rich Hot Empire, six weeks one-on-one with me, it starts next Monday. It's actually very fucking structured, despite all the fun that I poke at structure. It's structured purely, purely so that you can take the structure and throw it off the penthouse balcony; which is where I'm at right now, in my Bali Airbnb penthouse. They call it a penthouse, so I think they're just trying to market it because actually you went up one flight of stairs, so it's technically one level above ground, but it says penthouse on the front door. I'm like "Hmm. I feel like this is an interesting appropriation of the word penthouse, but I'll go with it".

Katrina Ruth: So when I was a kid my dad had a book called Nonsense Omnibus, it was a very hilarious book. Nonsense Omnibus, and in it had the recipe to make a nonsense omnibus cake. Let's see if we can find it, it was hilarious. Nonsense omnibus cake. This is going to be important. This is what you should do with notes, let me read this recipe to you. I can't believe I just found it. Did I find it? No, that's bullshit. They're just making shit up, hang on, let me try one more time. Edward Lear's Nonsense Omnibus. Okay, so basically you made the cake and then once you've made ... it would be more funny if I could find the actual recipe.

Katrina Ruth: Does anyone know it? Is anyone's family as odd as mine? Then once you've finished making the cake, and it had all these really specific instructions about how to make the cake and then at the end it said "And promptly throw it out the window". And I don't remember why, but it was definitely hilarious as a child. That's pretty much what notes are for, you should make all the notes, you should make a PowerPoint presentation about the notes and of the notes, you should definitely put some pie charts in there. People love pie charts, for sure. If I could procure one right away, I would, but I have a bottle of Bordeaux, similar, same type.

Katrina Ruth: And then you should make all of the notes, with the pie charts, and with some graphs in there, and then right as you're going in ready to present, you should throw it somewhere, quickly. Then maybe burn it, as well, just in case you get some sort of scarcity mindset and think that you need it back. That's what notes are for. To say it again, if you are the kind of person who likes to make notes before you like to go to coffee with a friend or on a date with a person, certainly you could make notes for livestream. Otherwise, I feel like you could just turn on the camera and have a conversation. I mean, I'm sure nobody ever built a fucking business based on conversation and communication, imagine that sort of horrific idea. It would be bizarre, it would be next level bizarre.

Katrina Ruth: Imagine if anybody ever thought that they could build a business by communicating with people and listening to them, and engaging in like a real, sort of normal, human person, everyday fashion. Imagine if some moron thought they could build a business without 26 pre-written sales emails, and a Facebook ad. I don't know what people are thinking out there in the world. It's similar to if you want to make new friends, which is another topic that I was discussing with a client earlier this evening. She said maybe we could start like a, in the email client group, that they could start some group threads or conversations, I don't know, an accountability thread.

Katrina Ruth: What's up, savage? John's just in there, he's like, straight in, commenting calling me a savage. I'll go with it, thank you. Okay, so I see this happen a lot right? I'm gonna call you guys out on this. If you join my client groups on my programme, my high ticket programme, whatever you do, and then you go "Let's all make an accountability thread so that we all have to check in with each other once a week and that way we can all become friends or something" I just want to remind you that in a normal friendship, a real friendship that's a genuine friendship, ... I like the savage part of me too ... you don't typically say "We're going to have an accountability thread in a friendship and we must check in with each other once a week".

Katrina Ruth: You're definitely not the first person. I've seen it happen repeatedly. It always happens, and then people tell me about it. "We made an accountability thread" and I'm like "Cool." I don't care, do whatever you want, but that's not actually how friendship works, right? And it never lasts, they never last, and then typically people start messaging me and they're going like "Oh, I feel like I want to quit the accountability thread but I feel bad" basically. I get those messages a lot, cause it's kinda becomes like a chore. Imagine you had a friend who said to you that you've got to check in and give them an accountability update every Tuesday or any sort of timeframe, and that you would have an accountability friendship thread. I'm just saying.

Katrina Ruth: The best way to do it is to act like it's already real, and actually that brings us right back to the topic at hand, right back to the topic at hand. Yes! Sometimes we go back there. So the best way to do it, the best way to make money from being a leader, let's say you already have some sort of influence, you might have an influence over four people, or four hundred people, or four hundred thousand people, well done. Maybe, you're fricking hilarious, and you've got millions of people following you already, and you don't know how to make money from it. Maybe you have done some sort of something and you've somehow managed to get people into your list by giving them free PDFs, that definitely does it, always give free PDFs, people love to get a free PDF. Give it to them, they will join your list for sure.

Katrina Ruth: If you got into the fricking DeLorean and went back to 1989, I would say that definitely join your list for sure. Now, you're welcome to test it out. But maybe, maybe, maybe you did build the list in 1989 and you still haven't figured out how to monetize the fuck out of it. The point is, you just act like it's already done. Same as with making friends. If you want to make new friends on the internet, and who doesn't, it's a gross place to meet weird and interesting people, then you should act like you're already friends with them because people do like friendly people, it's a true fact.

Katrina Ruth: People like to have new friends approaching them, they genuinely do, I'm not even trying, it sounds like I'm being a smart-ass for some reason, but I'm not. Everybody's out there ... I think it's just because it's my nature ... but everybody's out there wanting new friends, for sure, entrepreneur friends. How many people don't want new friends? If they're total badasses, like none of us want flaky friends who talk about PDFs and think that you've got to make notes before you can go to coffee together.

Katrina Ruth: I don't have that many friends myself, but I'm always open for amazing new friends, and I'm growing my friendship base all the time. Maybe I've hundreds of friends at this stage, I don't know. A few years ago, I had no friends at all, or I only had several that I'd kept leftover from my previous life, and how I made new friends was I fucking decided to turn [inaudible 00:21:37] in my journal. Now, if you want new friends, if you want badass, entrepreneurial friends, which I would say that 99.99% of people here would desire that for sure because it's pretty normal to feel quite alone, kind of lost in the wilderness, not this particular wilderness necessarily. If you were lost here you'd have me and a bottle of bordeaux, you'd be totally fine.

Katrina Ruth: There's a spire over there too, so we'd have the best time ever. Anyway, I think I might have made my point. There's nothing else I need to say about it, but it's the same with making money online. If you ... exactly, Kellie wants more friends ... everybody wants more friends, but don't all of you go friending each other off on the comments thread by offering an accountability for it thread. That's not how friendships work, you guys, you can offer a shenanigans thread, I've seen that done very successfully, and somewhat disturbingly. Don't offer an accountability thread for your friendships. Nobody wants that, I don't know why that became a thing on the internet.

Katrina Ruth: I don't think people even want that from their coach. Do you want me to give you an accountability thread? Cause I give you a kind of shenanigans thread, which is my private client message channel and then you can say, you can ask for things for accountability there, as an official, but I don't think anyone wants me fricking knocking on their soul door every Tuesday morning asking for a check in. Your vibe attracts your tribe. Hey Amanda. Great advice about the PDF. I'm full of great advice about PDFs. I've many things I could say about PDFs, I've many PDFs, also. I've made many PDFs.

Katrina Ruth: What is that? Accountability thread is when I run a programme, like even Rich Hot Empire which is my six week, one-on-one which starts, again for, open until next Monday. And it's fucking amazing, and people form connections, but they're not necessarily create like a real friendship in six weeks, but they obviously see that they're aligned and the same sort of person and then people want to keep in communication with the other people in the group and they want to make friends. And so then some bright spark says "Let's all do an ongoing group thread together so that we can all stay in touch with each other and be accountable" and the words be accountable are where you just moved out of the friend zone and into some kind of ... I don't know what zone that is because it's not being a mentor because, to be perfectly frank with you, people don't want a mentor with the people that they see as being on the same level with them as friends.

Katrina Ruth: Even though, of course, we all coach our friends in some way, cause we're mainly fricking coaches of some form, so that's fine, that's normal, but you know what I mean? Like, delete the word accountability, if the intention is friendship. If the intention is accountability, well, good fucking luck with that, cause I'm gonna let you know most people just don't want accountability. What do I think about accountability? Well, pretty much what I just said. I think that people think that they should want it, but in the end, who wants to answer to anybody. Well, if you did, I'm gonna tell you there's a name for you, and it's called non-entrepreneur.

Katrina Ruth: That is largely the problem with accountability threads. So now that we've cleared that up, the money making thing. How do you make money as an influential leader. If you have a following of four people or four hundred or four hundred thousand or four million. Well, it's actually going to happen because you decide that you're going to make money from it. It's not gonna happen because you build a fucking funnel, it is not gonna happen because you make a fabulous offer, it is not gonna happen because you made the best PDF in the history of PDFs and you gave it to your people for free ... they're gonna love you for that. They do love the free PDFs, the people, they don't really care what's on it, it's just the word free with the word PDF, people get very excited about it. You're gonna build your email list like that, hopefully nobody thinks I'm fucking serious right now.

Katrina Ruth: People are looking at me like "Okay, must make a PDF, doesn't matter what's on it, Kat said so". Nontrepreneur. Exactly, a nontrepreneur. A person who legitimately wants accountability as opposed to a person who just thinks that they want accountability cause they think they should, person who actually wants accountability is called a nontrepreneur, and you should hire them to work for you in your business as your assistant. You should not try and be accountable because if it works then you have a problem which is you're a nontrepreneur.

Katrina Ruth: How've we never thought of the word nontrepreneur before? People love free. People freaking hate free. The wrong people love free. Who wants a free PDF? I would unsubscribe forthwith if somebody sent me a free PDF. As if, I have no tonal inclination to be clicking on downloads in my Gmails. In my Gmails, sounds like my underwear. If you want to send me something in my Gmails, paste it into the email so that I don't have to open any fucking stuff up. I will not open stuff, not even from my own staff, I make them send it to me in a pretty format in WhatsApp, so that it looks visually attractive. I make them put it into something that's visually sexy, like literally, my weekly report that I get that I largely don't look at, but it's called Katrina Ruth's Sexy Stats and it has pie charts, for sure, and it has definitely some pretty graphics on it, which I look at and I go "Ah, looks pretty. I guess we made a lot of money" and then I ignore it.

Katrina Ruth: No, I do look at it, kinda briefly. So, the making money thing, did we cover it already, do you feel like we've covered it? Do you have questions about the making money thing? Because honestly it's a very serious topic that's very serious and important which makes it hard to talk about cause I'm not so good with the serious at the moment, I've noticed. But it is a serious topic, people do tend to assume that if they have this following, they're gonna automatically make money, but then there's many people out there in the land of the internet who have a big following, or a reasonable following, and they're not making any money at all because nobody ever fucking told them that if you want to make money you gotta ask people to pay you money. That might just blow your mind, right then and there.

Katrina Ruth: Actually, it took me like two or three years of marketing online back in 2006 before I came to terms with the fact that I wasn't making any money online and that it was largely a result of the fact that I hadn't been asking people to pay me, and it was kinda like "Hmm. Probably should've thought of that". I think for a lot of people here if you're not making the money you want to be making, at some point you might want to check in on how much fucking sales activity you're doing, how much promotion you're doing, how much you're putting yourself out there and actually telling people to buy from you, and it might be a little bit of a case of "Well, if you make more money, you may, in fact, have to be selling more often". And maybe you should just chose that that is a daily part of your business.

Katrina Ruth: And honestly it's about getting over it, right? Guess we're going to go into preacher mode, I'm warning you, I'm just letting you know. I can feel it coming through me like a flood, like a Bali sweat flood. I think that people think that the people who are making a fat load of money online, such as myself, and a load of my friends and clients, I think that maybe people think, and maybe you think, that we just kind of always got the confidence game going or always know what to say. Even one of my clients did say to me tonight "Do you ever not know what to say? I'm sure that never happens to you Kat" or that we always are like just waking up like ready to sell.

Katrina Ruth: What you might not realise, is it's not actually true. I did not feel particularly inclined to press "go live" on this livestream tonight. I didn't want to go to bed though, and it's, what time is it? It's midnight right now, midnight oh five. I was sleeping for like two hours in the car today, I was on a road trip back from the jungle and, you know when you're in that zombie state, where you're not quite asleep, but you're not awake, and your head keeps lolling down and you're definitely probably snoring in the car? I was doing that for an hour and a half. I was like "Am I awake? Am I asleep? There's a temple, there's a cow, there's a goat. I was asleep. I'm awake", it was kinda like those ones for a couple of hours so, long story short, I'm not tired right now at midnight.

Katrina Ruth: But, so I didn't want to go to bed, I did all my stuff, I emptied my inbox down to no new email, two motherfuckers have already emailed me again since I emptied my Gmail. One of them was me cause I send myself a load of email notifications for my coder. The other one was Tim Ferriss, I don't mind Tim emailing me but I'm gonna delete him. Now my email's empty again, as of right now, this moment. I've already answered all my clients, I've done everything that I wanted to do today, which was roughly a full 75 minutes of work, so it was somewhat arduous day. And, basically that's the whole story of running a multi-seven figure business at this point in time, which is exactly what I'm going to teach you in Rich Hot Empire so you definitely should fucking message me about Rich Hot Empire.

Katrina Ruth: By the way, I'll give you a comment about it because I haven't told you much about it. [inaudible 00:30:51] video break down is the title of my file that I need here. Right, so I was like "well, if I don't go to bed right now, what am I gonna do? I'm gonna sit around and probably read Facebook and then unfollow a bunch of people cause, I kind of, I don't know, you know when you feel like "I'm really good, I've really done everything that I desire to do for today, I feel like in a flow and at peace with the world and myself and life". And I'm not going to go to sleep though, so long story short, here I am. I decided, well, I will livestream because I'm not a selfish person even though I can appear to be that way at times ... there's a comment for you, it's a pinch now, you can read it later, it's all about Rich Hot Empire. I might refer to it later.

Katrina Ruth: Work with me six weeks personally, to grow your perfect cult tribe, perfect cult tribe, like this one right here that's happening on this livestream, create and launch your Low through to High End Empire and set up multiple recurring incomes streams to take you to seven figures and beyond doing what you love. And there's a little break down there in the comments. So read that, that is my six week one-on-one, it is super fucking badass. I would love to talk with you about whether that's for you. You can private message me over on my personal page, Katrina Ruth, and I will get you all the details.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, so I decided to livestream. However, I really didn't feel any message or power coming from me. You gotta understand this, you've got to understand this cause I know that people look at how I do business online and that people want to learn from me or find a way to emulate, you know, in their own way, what I'm doing and how I make my money, and people know I make a lot of money and people also know that I live a really cool lifestyle and I just really honestly do what I want. And that I've reached that entrepreneur holy grail where I have put the work in over the years, and I've been marketing online for years, and so now, it's kinda like "Well, I make money doing what I love and I do what I want, and ease fricking flow and ease" and I teach other people how to do that, aka Rich Hot Empire, right?

Katrina Ruth: But, a lot of times people are missing out, or just not aware of, or maybe even kinda don't believe me, I think on the fact that, that doesn't mean that it just comes like automatically all of the time. I guess it comes automatically in the sense that I'm committed to being this person and it's a conscious thing that I choose into on a daily basis. But at the same time, I don't really think about it, like it's just very natural that my mind or my heart or my soul or the voices in my head would say to me "Well, if you're not tired, then what does a normal person do at midnight?" Obviously what a normal person does at midnight is [inaudible 00:33:30], it's perfectly natural, like legitimately in my world, I'm not even trying to be funny, right?

Katrina Ruth: So, that's normal that it comes up inside me, like "Well, okay, if you've kinda done everything and there's nothing you really feel called to do, well, obviously we'll do a livestream, right?" But that doesn't mean that I feel inspired to do it necessarily or that I have content that feels like it's coming out and also for whatever reason I felt like a little bit clunky in my head. You know, when you feel a bit clunky in your head?

Katrina Ruth: Because I didn't do much of anything all day, I had a real like chilled out rest day, I was staying out in the jungle last night with one of my amazing self-made millionaire clients, Amanda Frances, and another amazing self-made, all the badass things clients, I'm just gonna list off like twenty things at once, Katy Henry, and we stayed there overnight last night. Me and my kids and my nanny, and just had a super fun night and a sleepover, and then built a floating yoga studio in the swimming pool this morning. Got so many Instagram stories, you can go watch it. It was very funny.

Katrina Ruth: And then, you see, it's like a three hour drive back from there to where I'm at here in Bali. And so really, I didn't do much all day, and so I felt kind of disconnected, I didn't feel that the power, or the spirit, or the flow, or the angel inside ... I was gonna say devil inside but that doesn't seem necessary ... was coming through me. I definitely didn't really feel the vibe of selling or of showing up or of being on this livestream at all, but at the same time I was like "But I kinda want to do a livestream". And so what do I do? Well, I did sit here, I did type in my little title, I did put the camera where it is now on the tripod, and then I looked at myself for a longer than probably reasonable or professional amount of moments to decide whether I felt like actually going live and to reposition my hair forty-nine and a half times.

Katrina Ruth: And then I did what I always fucking do, which is that I just press "go live", and it's like "Well, too late. 3, 2, 1, you're live". That's how Facebook live works, right? You hit the fricking button, too late, it's gonna be live, gotta think of something to say. And honestly, 80-90% of the time, that's how I do my livestreams. I'm like "Eh, I'm not really sure if I'm feeling it" and like there's times for sure when I'm like "I'm fucking feeling it, everybody needs to listen to me right now", but like, somewhat contrarily, if I think that I've got amazing fucking content coming out and that it's gonna be gold is when it will tend to be a bit more random or like, not connected and awkward, and if I think that I've got nothing to fucking say and then I just press exactly [inaudible 00:36:02] I did and press play, then that tends to be when it's better.

Katrina Ruth: I have no idea whether this one is like rambly as fuck or of any value at all. And do you know what? I'm not saying that's [inaudible 00:36:16] people like "Oh, it's full of value" or whatever. Cool if it is, but actually it doesn't fucking matter, right? This is the point that you've got to understand if you want to make money online, especially you wanna make serious money online, not just a few dollars here and there. You've gotta understand it doesn't fucking matter. It doesn't matter what content comes out today. It doesn't matter if it was rambly and random, it doesn't matter if a hundred people got value or nobody got value. It doesn't matter if you feel like you brought the gold or not. It doesn't matter if anybody bought your thing or not, it matters: did you show up?

Katrina Ruth: So, if you want to be an influential leader online, and/or you just want to get your message and your art out into the world, number one, show the fuck up for your message and your art. Share it with people on a day to day basis, let what's inside of you out, and like people are doing that. There's people doing that, but then if you also want to make money from it, you're gonna need to sell stuff, right? Unless you're relying on pure, you know, manifestation which is not the worst thing at all to rely on. But manifestation also includes practical motherfucking action, all right? So if your thing is "I will just show up and people will send me donations via PayPal or just offer to pay me" well actually that happens to me all the time. Not the donations bit, I've never energetically decided that people would send me donations. I suppose I could experiment with it but I don't really care to. It doesn't feel interesting to me.

Katrina Ruth: But people do just ask me how they can send me money, so that really does happen, so I'm not really proving my point particularly well. But actually the reason why people just ask me how they can send me money, and like what do you, I don't even care how much it is Kat, like tens of thousands of dollars, right, to work with me at the high level, how can I pay you I know I need to work with you, that's how 100% of my inner circle clients sign up by the way, no joke. I don't do anything to sell my highest level stuff. The reason is, though, that they've seen how I've shown up, through all the areas of my business, which includes that I freaking sell a lot.

Katrina Ruth: The point I was trying to make, and then I kind of undid my own point, cause of course you can manifest anything, however the point I was trying to make is well, what would showing up fully look like for you is actually what matters, because maybe legitimately for some people here showing up fully would simply be getting the art out there and pure solid gold intentions setting that people find, do just come to you and offer to pay you. That legitimately fucking works, that is how all my inner circle clients sign up. And there's people out there for sure who do business that way, they just trust fully in their art and people show up.

Katrina Ruth: For me, it has to at least be in aligned to know that I'm going to sell, and I actually enjoy selling when I get the fuck out of my own way and stop making [inaudible 00:38:59] drama in my head, and that it's part of my day to day flow. That I like to make shit up and I like to sell it. And I've been doing it since I was a little kid, we've all been selling since we were kids, in some way, shape, or form.

Katrina Ruth: For the entrepreneur who is not currently making the money that they feel they should be making, a very simple action to take could be "Well, I'm just fricking going to make an offer each day in some way, shape, or form". And of course most people won't do it because they feel like "But I'm not really quite sure yet what I'm going to sell or how to put it out there" or "I tried that and then nobody bought my thing and so now I'm kinda feeling bad or walking away with my tail between my legs" ... what's my favourite book about sales? The Bible, for sure. That's gonna teach you everything you need to know about sales.

Katrina Ruth: Seriously, I'm not joking. I don't know, I don't read like sales books off the business sales shelf, I learned everything I need to know about sales from Church, from watching all the preachers and my grandfather being a preacher. And I think I read maybe like maybe two sales book in my life to be honest, but I just practised it the whole time, since I was a little kid.

Katrina Ruth: I don't really read business books, I will read them and I have read them, I don't tend to make it through them. I get a bit hoity-toity about it, actually. Actually, no more than this, this is how I feel about it to be perfectly frank with you, and it's not like me the human form, it's my higher self and my soul is like "I'm very good here, like I fricking know that if I tap into source energy and higher self I don't need this shit because I just don't want to hear a fucking system or a plan or a script or a I don't care". I don't want to do it even if it works for a hundred million other people. I know that I access everything that I need to access that's gonna make me money, get me results from when I'm connected to soul and higher power and God and source, and whatever, right? All the stuff that most people don't really want to think about or believe in it, even though they actually fucking know that it's real and true.

Katrina Ruth: So, for me, I almost find it detrimental or kind of just plain, it feels very two-day old boring to read something that would teach like how to sell or how to do marketing or business strategy or something like that. It would either be detrimental to me cause it will sway me from my purpose if I'm, you know, kind of not grounded state, which happens from time to time, or it's just fucking boring cause my higher self is just sitting there twiddling her thumbs going "Yeah, okay, cool, sure, you can apply a sales strategy. Or, you could just reach into your soul and decide that you're going to make money, and then you do". And you put an offer out there from flow.

Katrina Ruth: Maybe I should start a Kat church. Well, I do say Kat church all the time, well, I say Purpose Church with Kat or Money Church with Kat, I've had that hashtag for years. And I've got a couple background banners and stuff and even, you know how I've got the Katrina Ruth frame at the top of this? So, I've got frames that say Purpose Church with Kat and Money Church with Kat, I just always use the Katrina Ruth one, but I can switch them out actually. Cause I do go into full preacher mode, the problem is that I don't really go into preacher mode on command. Like if I say to myself "I'm gonna go into full preacher mode", then I'll probably end up being really irreverent and just funny, which is great cause I like being funny and irreverent but then it's like, then I'm not preaching.

Katrina Ruth: But if I say that I'm gonna try and be funny, then I'll probably end up in serious preacher mode, like basically you've gotta let the message be the message. I'm using my AirPods case for emphasis for some reason today cause I don't have a sceptre handy. I do have a bottle of wine, I could, I don't really want to use that for emphasis I'll probably accidentally tip it on to the laptop. So let's move right along, we did that, it's about my favourite sales book.

Katrina Ruth: But what I prefer to read is stuff that's gonna help me to ... ooh ... Hello. It's a small person that's arrived. Can you not go to sleep? It's like the middle of the night. What I prefer to read is ... you can sit on my lap ... is higher purpose stuff, like soul, I don't know, I prefer to read stuff that helps me access my beliefs and kind of reaffirm for me my beliefs and what I already feel and what I already know is true inside of me. That's the sort of stuff I like to read, so kind of woo-woo manifesty, mystical, spiritual stuff. But I'll definitely pick up books, especially if people recommend them I guess, on the other things, and then largely I'll throw them out the window much like the cake in Nonsense Omnibus, except you can't really throw a book on Kindle out the window. You just have to leave it on the Kindle.

Katrina Ruth: You can't even seem to actually delete a book, fully, off Kindle. I don't know what that's about. Like I've tried to do it and it's like "Too bad. For all of eternity and all devices that you ever buy from here on out, the world is gonna know that you downloaded this fricking book". And there's definitely some books on there I would prefer to remove from now. I'm sure there's a way. What do you think, are you awake? No, not awake. People are saying hello to you.

Katrina Ruth: So, I think I'm gonna go. You want me to come to bed? I'm gonna go, but we said many things about many things. I've no idea if I made my point at all, but roughly the whole point of the entire livestream was if you want to monetize your audience, then you probably should start asking for money. It's just an idea, right? But you can do that asking energetically or you can do it in a practical and physical sense, or you can do both. I like to do all the things, try everything out, everything, everything, everything.

Katrina Ruth: And then the other point of the matter was, Rich Hot Empire is my six week, one-on-one, private client intensive, it is amazing. I've been running it since 2016, it is incredible stuff that we do. You have completely unlimited one-on-one access to me through that six weeks, so as a one-on-one mentor, I give unlimited access to my clients. So we talk pretty much every day in some way, shape, or form. We do a lot of audio messages, obviously we have one-on-one call time as well, but then you also go into private client master mind with my other Rich Hot Empire clients and typically some of my inner circle clients come and play in there as well.

Katrina Ruth: And what we're doing over those six weeks is looking at how you can build your soulmate cult tribe, build a low right through to high end online empire just like I've done. I've taken my business to multi-seven figures, per year, and continuing to climb each year. With products ranging from like $47 through to tens of thousands of dollars and based all on following what I love doing, I'm following my flow and that's what I teach you to do in Rich Hot Empire. So take you behind the scenes of my business, show you exactly what to do and exactly how to do it. There's some info here in the pinned comment, and really just give you all the insights into what we do do in my business. You get to access that content for life, so you get to keep it all for life.

Katrina Ruth: So that's the structured side of it, and then in our one-on-one work we're doing a lot of actually soul trips, inner work, and do transformational stuff that you specifically need. We also do ... Where are you going, are you going to sit down?

Alyssa: I'm sweaty.

Katrina Ruth: I'm sweaty. We also do ... yeah, I'm sweaty. It's Bali. We also do Hotseat Masterminds and a whole bunch of other stuff. But it's all here in the pinned comment, you can have a read about that. I know I was extra rambly tonight, but I do go all in with my clients when we really just get into the core of who you are, what you want to put out there into the world. And the intention with Rich Hot Empire is, in a six week period we're doing more, and bringing to life more than what most people do in two years, and that's exactly what happens so have a read if it's speaking to you. Message me over on my Katrina Ruth personal page and I'll get you all the details and we'll go from there. I hope that you got something of value from the livestream today, tonight, where ever you are in the world, whatever time it is for you, have an amazing rest of the day, and do not forget: life is now -

Alyssa: There's no part of the rest of the day.

Katrina Ruth: There's no ... Alyssa says there's no part of ... I thought you were gonna say press play when I said life is now, and she said "there's no part of the rest of the day". Well, sorry everyone in America, the day is over, Alyssa just said so. All right, bye. Love you guys.

Direct download: build_a_following_make_money_not_so_fast_now.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:08am AEST

Wed, 2 May 2018

Calling in the everything you desire .

All right. I'm gonna break some Facebook rules because it just feels like a kind of a floaty music day here in Bali.

(singing)

Facebook's now gonna not wanna post this video.

(singing)

Super aligns.

(singing)

I'm in super flow. Look at my T-shirt. It says moon child.

(singing)

All right. We can turn the music off I suppose.

(singing)

All right, okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. I could so just sit here and ... This might be the whole live stream today. It's that sort of vibe. It's that sort of vibe. I feel so lost without the music. Let's just have a little bit more.

(singing)

Okay. We're gonna talk about some things. It's gonna be really good. It's gonna be deep. It's gonna be Bali flow. I just ... All right, let's wait for this bit.

(singing)

Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay, let's leave it on low. I don't think there's anything that I can say to you today. I think have nothing. There's nothing that I can possibly say to you. I think we should just sit here and soak up whatever is coming through. I feel like it sounds so odd to hear myself talking. It seems like a new experience for me. I feel really unusual talking. I feel like I never talked before. Something's happening. Something is happening Bali style.

I tied my hair up today with a little bead bracelet that my son made. No, my tats are not complete. They will never be complete. My mother is convinced that I'm going to be ... Overflow? Maybe my super flow is flowing out onto you. My mother is convinced that I shall be covered 80% in tattoos. I've assured her that's not so. Maybe 69%, maybe 79% because I was born in 1979. It seems appropriate.

Doesn't it seem odd to hear me talking without any music on? I feel like I've never done this before. Lisa, well. Lisa says, "I didn't think I had anything to say, but then I started to talk about spanking." Of course you do. Would you like to see what I'm looking at? I'm sitting on my bed. There's my pool and my beach. My beach, mine! That'd be a nice background live stream, wouldn't it? But it's a nice view for me to look at while I live stream. Hey, Chris Greenfield. Hey, to everybody else who I didn't say hello to. Chris got a special mention because I saw Amber mention him, so I was like okay, let's talk to Chris.

I'm not sure what I'm gonna say to you today. I have no idea. I trust it will be useful, whatever it is. Shall we set a little intention, do you think? Do you think we should set a little intention? Let me tune into what the intention is going to be for you. I'm receiving. I'm downloading something for you.

Okay, it's very simple. I access my highest soul guidance. I access my highest soul guidance. I feel that you could put your hand somewhere on yourself, be as appropriate or inappropriate as you like. Put your hand wherever you desire to put it on yourself. I certainly put my hands in many places on myself, which might be why I'm in such a flirty mood right now. I feel that you could put your hand somewhere on yourself and you could state an intention ... I'm trying very hard not to laugh at my own hilariousness right now, but it's also true. And your intention could be I allow myself many pleasures of body, mind, spirit, and soul. Yes, I do. Thank you to me. Gratitude to Katrina Ruth. And to the people who are in my thoughts during that process. You know who you are. Okay, I don't know what's happening. I'm gonna blame the song.

The intention for our group time together, which was feeling like it might be very mystical and spiritual and is now potentially going down a slightly naughty path, but it's all a glorious mix together ... The intention is I allow myself to access to my highest soul guidance. No, I've not been drinking! I'm fucking Batman, Helen! Okay, I'm not fucking Batman. That'd be cool. Who plays Batman? Who's the actor who plays Batman? Let's check out whether this is a possibility. Who plays Batman? I'm not making any promises until I see who it is.

Well, a lot of different people apparently. Oh, Christian Bale. Okay, hang on. Which of this lineup would be appropriate if I was fucking Batman? It says Ben Affleck, Christian Bale, Val Kilmer, hard no. Hard no! Adam West, never heard of him but I feel like he's probably very old by now. Michael Keaton? I don't think so. George Clooney seems like the number one contender here. Hang on, who's this over here? Hello. Never heard of this dude. Ooh, Jason Sudeikis! How do you say that name? Jason Sudeikis? I like him because he's very cheeky. Chris Bale is from your hometown. Christian Bale is from your hometown. Well, then send him a freaking message via the hometown ... You know, the walkie-talkie system, with the cups. What's it called? The tin can walkie-talkie system.

Well, George Clooney's too obvious and I did see George Clooney ... I'm gonna call him George, because I feel like I would call him George if I met him. I saw him already at Soho House in L.A. earlier this year, or maybe it was last year, and he looked lovely, but he just reminded me of like he was my grandfather or something. He looked like an old man, in a nice way. I'm sorry. I'm sorry to let you all down. I'm going with Jason Sudeikis. Someone send him a message, advise him.

Hang on. Do you know how many fucking people have played Batman? I'm still scrolling right here. William Baldwin! Okay, okay. William Baldwin, Jason Sudeikis, whose name I'm not sure how to say. Jason Sudeikis is not visually, normally my type. Okay. Sorry, Jason, if you end up watching this and someone tags you in, but he's very sexy from an energy point of view. Very, which makes him extraordinarily physically attractive and he's got a cheeky glint in his eye always, which I appreciate a lot. I'm still freaking scrolling! Who are all these people? There's a woman here! It says a woman played Batman. Wyatt, I can't sleep with anybody called Wyatt. It's a hard no.

Do you notice that when you go through Bumble or whatever ... I used to do this, I don't really use those any apps anymore. Who can be fucked with that? Do you notice that when you go through Bumble or whatever, that many times you will automatically, somebody gets swiped left on automatically just because of their name? I don't care what they have to say about themselves or what their look is. There's many names that are a hard no for me automatically.

What did we come here to talk about? Because I feel like it was getting really fucking powerful and spiritual and Bali super flow and then it's just become kind of inappropriate. But I will repeat, just to be clear, cheekiness is one of my highest values, in myself and in others. If you're a cheeky sort of a person, and you know who you are if you are, if you're the kind of person, Bumble fumble, they wish they could get a fumble. I was deleting all of them. Ruthlessly. I even deleted all my matches. I went in there yesterday and deleted them just to make some kind of energetic point. I had no reason to do that, seems a little bit rude. Okay, one guy I left in there because he follows all my Insta stories and then I felt like he would see that I unmatched him on Bumble and that he'd feel personally offended by it. Hopefully he's not watching this now. But I like his vibe and his energy anyway, just from a perspective of never probably gonna meet him. But happy to see him on my Insta stories.

Calling in the everything you deserve. Well, I think we're talking about that perfectly. We've established many things, which is that George Clooney, when you see him in real life makes you wanna bring him a cup of tea because you feel like it's your grandfather, and Jason Sudeikis on the other hand is fuckable because he looks cheeky. Deleting all the matches.

I went through my matches on Bumble, and I was like - our cheekiest sweetie and flirty, that's true - and I was like what kind of mindset - I'm gonna just do my stretches - what kind of mindset was I fucking in when I said that I might meet these people? I never met any of them anyway, the Bumbles. Have I ever even met a single person off Bumble? I've met two or three off Tinder. I dated one for a while from Tinder. You know, you guys know about that. Shoulders, we called him, amongst our communities. We still could call him that. There's no reason why he loses the name just because I don't see him anymore. But if I saw him I'd call him Shoulders, and maybe I'd tell him that everybody talks about him, even though he doesn't know that.

Hang on. Do you not meet anyone from Bumble? I did. I did one time go on a date here in Bali with a guy from Bumble. We sat in the sand and drank beer, which I don't do, but I was embracing the romance of the moment, because I met him down by Finn's, which is a beach club down yonder. Not the same yonder from yesterday. Well, same beach yonder. Different yonder, sort of. Then he scooted up on his scooter, obviously. What else would you scoot up on? Maybe some roller skates. That'd be cool. And he was like, "Jump on the back of my scooter." And I just did. I felt like wild and free and reckless, and we just took off through the jungle on the frickin' scooter, which actually got bogged down on some mud, so it lost the romance somewhere along the way. But then made it through to a private beach with a private bar that I'd never heard of. Because of the whole experience and the sand was black, it required me to drink beer, and I drank that beer that people drink in Bali. What's it called? I don't remember. But it was fun.

So that was my whole extent of Bumble. But yet I've spent many times, much time on Bumble. When I went through my matches, not that much time, I just pay for the extra version where you can see straight away if he matches you, and then you can just basically pick like a buffet. But I think my mindset must have been in a funky place, because I haven't been on that app for months, and I jumped on yesterday to have a look at who I had matched, and I was like, "What the fuck was I thinking? These were so many not fuck yeses.

Bintang. I'm not sure if we did drink Bintang. Maybe it was something else. But maybe it was Bintang. If I had a Bintang right now I'd drink one, just to make my point. But anyway, Helen asked am I drinking and the answer was no I'm Batman, and then somehow we got onto George Clooney and then Jason Sudeikis and now here we are. But if you jumped on late, you missed some powerful frickin' meditation and Bali superflow at the start. And a little bit of singing. A little bit of music. Here's a sample for you.

(singing)

Okay Facebook, I'm gonna post the damn video anyway. I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna do it. Please don't get me in trouble. I bring lots of people to Facebook because they love to watch me.

Okay. So. The point was - I'm not sure why I need my sunglasses to emphasise the point, but it feels appropriate. The point wasn't drinking, was Batman, am Batman, would potentially sleep with Batman depending on which Batman we're talking about, and I was gonna talk to you about calling it all in. Right? Right.

Okay. The intention for you was I allow myself to access my highest soul guidance. You could type it in as a comment below if you like. I allow myself to access my highest soul guidance. Hi Anna. I feel that I'm gonna type it in for you, because I'm super helpful as a person in general. Maybe I'm in a extra high vibe as fuck state because I didn't eat anything yet today. You know when you haven't eaten but you've done an amazing super flow workout ...

Maybe I'm in a extra high vibe as fuck state because I didn't eat anything yet today.

Shush.

You know when-

Stop.

You haven't eaten but-

Shut up.

You've done an amazing super flow workout ...

What's happening, I can't turn her off. Okay. All right. There was no pause button. There's no pause button on this bitch. There's no pause button here. I don't know why I'm wearing sunglasses on the live stream now. I am at my most ridiculous and inappropriate and random when I've not been drinking anything, just to be clear. Chris, you frickin' fast action taker. Chris is like, "Bitch please, I already allowed it." All right. I'm gonna type it in anyway. I allow myself to access my highest soul guidance. Yes bish. And I'm channelling Ashley O'Donnell.

Okay, I accidentally wrote solo guidance. I meant to write soul. But I'm happy with solo guidance. Okay. Okay. Okay. All right. Okay.

How do you access your highest soul guidance? You just fucking allow it, don't you? There's nothing else you need to do Angelo. Hello. Nothing else to to it. I'm returning your kiss emoji. I feel like I should, at this point in my business and life, it's actually like embarrassing that I don't have my own set of emojis. Kat-mojis. Let's write a message to Jessa Lewis. Jessa Lewis. Hey. Okay. Jessa Lewis. Why won't it let me tag her? There we go. Why don't I have Kat-mojis yet? Rectify this forthwith. Thank you.

All right. You guys have been witness to that comment. It tried to change my word thank you into thank you BU. It literally did. It just tried to tag somebody called BU. I don't even have a friend called BU. Why am I not friends with somebody called BU? But I appreciate the message from Facebook.

Okay. Ruby, hello. Ruby gets shade lifting hello, because she's extra fabulous, like extra. Extra extra.

I'm gonna think about what I'm gonna say next. I'm not gonna think about it at all. I'm gonna wait for it to appear to me in a vision, in a dream, in a download, like Batman.

How do you allow yourself to access your highest soul guidance? I feel the glasses are helping me today. So extra. Extra as fuck. Playing tight. Level. Level extra. How many words can we join together and have it still make sense? It doesn't need to make any sense at all.

I mean, it's very easy. We really don't need to have a conversation about how to access your highest could guidance. Chris already did it in an instant. In an instant, you guys. I don't know if he was doing it previously or if he just did it straight away. How do you put it in the bank? You fucking decide. You decide that the money is available to you and then you pluck it out of the air like plucking a feather from a chicken. All right? That's how it works.

People are gonna get annoyed at me, potentially, for saying something like that. People can go on people on somewhere else. They don't need to people over here. But people who resonate with this, send me the love hearts to tell me that you resonate. Tell me about it. Do you resonate? Yes or no. Do you believe? You maybe haven't done it yet. Maybe like, "Meh. I just didn't feel like deciding this. I didn't feel like deciding any fucking thing yet." But if you believe ...

Okay, I find that I have to look like this in order to see properly. What's happening here? I jump on my Facebook and I rudely see a photo of my own sister with my mother that I'm not in. I find this outrageous. How come they're hanging out together without me? Okay, it's because I'm not there, rudely. My sister moved to the Gold Coast, and then I just left, and I haven't even seen her once, and it's been like six weeks. It was very rude of my travel plans, actually. And now I see my mother and my sister just moseying around the Gold Coast at the ... Well, I won't say where they are. I nearly just said where they are. I'm sure everybody's just gonna rush down there to meet them. There they are. Aren't they beautiful? Send a love heart shower for my sister and my mother. They look like two gangsters. Just because I'm wearing sunglasses doesn't mean they should be wearing sunglasses all over Facebook. That's my role. Send them all love. They're energetically receiving it right now. Thank you.

Finally feels good to be this high vibrationally. Chris's crown is pulsating crazy energies. I feel that Chris should come on as a guest presenter nearly on this live stream, because he's clearly got some sort of vibe going on that we all need to know about and understand.

Okay. I just jumped into my own search history, and what I found is that last night, late at night, I've apparently searched for the term - hang on one second - oh no, it's gone. Oh, here it is. "I'm a strong independent womb." I think I was trying to find a blog post of mine that I wrote a year or so called "I'm a strong independent woman and I still need a man." Okay, I'm really in this stretching emphasis phase today. It's because I haven't had my daily massage yet. My body's crying, it's crying in sadness and grief. And acceptance and self love. And I apparently couldn't find the blog because I accidentally searched for "I'm a strong independent womb."

I don't know if I fully resonate with that. I don't know if I fully resonate with being a strong independent womb. But I'll go with strong independent woman who still needs a man. Not feminist, by the way. Sorry, not sorry. Just so you know. Somebody thought I was feminist not so long ago. I was outraged at the implication. Angela is a strong independent woman. And I'm not even gonna get into it. I'm not even gonna answer your questions on that, so don't ask me about them.

What I was saying is, what I was saying is, do you believe that money can be plucked from the air and that it's a decision and a choice, and if you believe, say I believe so that I know who you are and so that you know who you are. I'm a believer, you could say. Oh my god. Okay, I won't put my music on. But if you feel like doing it later, then type in Imagine Dragons, I'm A Believer. It's a fabulous song. Fabulous. Totally believes his Angela.

We're gonna have a small intermission of 12.989 seconds while I turn on the air conditioning, because I'm overheating this bitch up right now. With my energy and my high vibe. I'm like a queen, you guys. I have like 18 cushions here. Look at all my cushions. You know you're a queen when you have extra cushions.

Brandon believes in himself. He's asking do we still believe in Brandon. That's an interesting question. Is Brandon Marshall ever real? What was that movie, Who Forgot Sarah Marshall, or Who Kissed Sarah Marshall, or Who Loves Sarah Marshall. But I always think of Brandon. Who Forgot Brandon Marshall. Who Believes in Brandon Marshall. Can we make a team movie? Can we make a community movie? I'm gonna be the star. I'll be one of the stars. Brandon, you can definitely get a strong star act in there. Who else? I think we should make it. Fuck all of you going to Maui without inviting me, by the way. Just so we're clear on that.

Dating Sarah Marshall. We could do Dating Brandon Marshall. We could have a guest appearance by like 50 contenders, and I'm gonna be in charge of judging who he gets to date. Hang on. Who he gets to date. Who gets to date him. Sorry.

Yeah, but nobody invited me. Okay, fine, I was energetically invited, I understand. I invite myself wherever I wanna go anyway.

When I think of Brandon I think of sweet potatoes and eggplants. Why eggplants? Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Is it called Forgetting Sarah Marshall or is it called Dating Sarah Marshall? We're definitely going to do a reality show, and it's gonna be in Maui, maybe Bora Bora in Regan's little hut that she's living in right now that she's been rudely sending me small videos all morning just so I know where I'm not at. It's extraordinarily ... She's still messaging me right now. She's just sending me freaking photos and messages that are amazing, just to show me where she's at and where I'm not at. It looks incredible, you guys. Incredible. I'm looking at them right now. All right. I could show ... Oh my god. Look at this stuff. Why are we not all there? We're gonna go there. We're gonna go to ... Oh my god. We're gonna go to Regan's little hut, and we're gonna do a reality show called Dating Brandon Marshall.

Does he use eggplants? Because eggplants are a sexual emoji. Everybody knows that. I've not noticed it. Maybe I'm just not tuning in on that frequency and you are, Angela.

The whole point is, it's really a very boring topic to talk about how to make money what the hell emojis are those? Eggplants are penis emojis. I thought I would go with the sort of subtle, you know, description of what an eggplant emoji is. But an eggplant is for a penis. If you wanna show that you've got a penis, then you put an eggplant up. Or if you desire a penis, you can put many eggplants up. Ashley, of course you got tagged in. It's being random as fuck you're gonna need to watch the replay. I don't even know what happened, but somebody asked if I'm high on, if I'm drinking alcohol, and I somehow have ended up confessing which Batman actors I would sleep with. I didn't confess it, I had to fucking research it on Google first in order to make a decision.

Hang on. Melissa. Penises on your iPad. What are you talking about? Who's ... No, no penis screenshots. Do not send me a penis screenshot. No. Depending on whose it is. You can send your suggestions through first, and I'll say yes or no. One time, somebody in my inner circle ... They're not little penis emojis. No. Everybody stop talking. Okay, I didn't say penis. All right. My mind is obviously there. I'm sorry. I did roughly tell you what was happening before I came on this live stream. I did roughly tell you when we did our intention setting and I told you to put your hands on your body, and then we went into a slightly distracted conversation about which part of the body and where my hands had been earlier.

Bradley Cooper. Oh my god, was that you Anna? Bradley Cooper. I mean, I'm not pro monogamy anyway, but if I was monogamous, and I was in a closed relationship, obviously the one person that there would be an exception for is Bradley Cooper. Where's my Kat-moji? Send it to me. I vaguely remember that we did something like this. I definitely forget way more stuff than what I ever remember.

Why are there flying people? Bradley is a hard yes. Always, 100 percent of the time, hard. Yes. Hard. Yes. Hard. Okay. Bali's doing stuff to me. It's on here. Is it got red hair? Because I don't care for Katrina with red hair. That wasn't even Katrina. That was Kat. Hang on, I think Katrina Ruth did have red hair for a brief period of time. Watch what happens when I put a hat out. Why are there floating people on my screen? Why? Because it makes me feel like there's some voodoo, shamanic, spiritual shit going on on my live stream.

I'm the flying person. Why am I flying by? How are you guys doing that, you weirdos? How are you doing that? You're freaking me out. Are you serious? What? How? How? How are you doing that? What's happening? Why am I flying by? I don't wanna be possessed. I don't want there to be 7,000 Katrinas flying on by. I feel like I've become possessed and now I'm flying all over the world. Stop it. Just stop it, all of you. Stop. Stop. How? Oh my god. I thought it was flying penises and it was flying Katrinas. But how are you making the Kat-moji fly, you guys? It's witchcraft. I told you I'm not a fucking witch.

Okay, send me a photo. You're totally freaking me out right now. Okay, do you know what I realised just happened? Do you understand the power of what just happened right here in this bedroom in Bali? Do you understand that I just instantly fucking manifested a Kat-moji? Do you understand that was never there before, and it's never happened before, and I'm fucking manifesting like a mother fucker right here. Pete C, somebody can't make them, Pete, that's exactly like the people who say they see the money and they can't receive it. It's a decision and a choice. You've gotta pluck it from the air. Oh my god.

I'm in gratitude and shock and awe and I'm humbled. And I'm a little bit hysterical. I still didn't drink anything except for my Batman juice.

I just instantly manifested a Kat-moji. There seems to be many of them. There's one who's being kind of a bitch about it because she's got her back to it and she's kind of like, "Here I am, bitches." Actually, bishes. And then there's another one that's you know badass pose. You know my Lara Croft outfit from my photo shoot.

Okay. It's under control. Fear not. Fear not. Okay. The Batman juice, we can make some more right here if you guys insist. It's apple cider vinegar with apple flavoured branch chain amino acids. It's everything.

What was I just gonna do. Oh yeah. So. My Lara Croft pose where you see ... Hang on. How much can you see down here? You just don't need to wear clothes ever in Bali, really. It's actually rude and selfish to wear clothes in Bali. But I was doing the photo shoot day in Hollywood. I was just not not not not not not not not in the flow zone, because I don't like to fucking pose for photos. I get grumpy about it, and then I start to feel fat, and then I yell at anybody who calls me attractive, because I tell them they're lying. I have a total temper tantrum like a child.

Anyway, I was like "Fuck all y'all," and I was sitting on the floor in the photo studio in my outfit, looking like a gangster, even though I didn't feel like one at all, at all, and I was sitting in this sort of position that you guys are sending weird flying ones of across the screen now, little possessed ones, you know, with a hand on my leg and just kinda like ... Actually I was feeling grumpy and sad and down. That photo ended up being the key fucking photo in that outfit. I've used it many times in blog posts. You guys seem to be sending it flying across the screen. Where is it. Okay, nobody needs to see my eyes that up close, but if you desire to here they are. I feel that I could have used extra concealer, and I think I've been forgetting to do my eye makeup manifestation to stop my eye makeup coming off. I need some Kat Von D eyeliner, apparently.

Anyway, Pete said that he can see the flying Katrinas, but he can't access them. I feel like that is an important and fabulous analogy.

Why is the air conditioner not working. I swear to got I just got up and turned it on, didn't I?

I feel like that's an important analogy about people who see money but don't access it, and it reminds me additionally of people who see ghosts. I don't know whether you wanna access ghosts or not. There's the view again. Just so that you get to enjoy it for a moment. I'm enjoying it the whole time. Not really, I'm just enjoying myself. That wasn't rude at all.

Yes. This morning I woke up and I was half asleep. I didn't tell you about the money thing. But the money conversation is just so like, who even can be fucked to talk about how to make money? Do you really wanna talk about how to make money, or would you rather just frickin' jump onto a frequency and a vibrational energy space and place where the money's just there and you can just swim in it and take as much as you like? Wouldn't that be more interesting? And then we can just kick fucking around? I mean, I feel like I'd be quite bored of you as a person already if you want a frickin' strategy around how to make money. I'm gonna say strategy like that.

So Michelle Bossy's close. This doesn't surprise me at all. But this morning I woke up to a conversation from my children who were in the bed with me like two little mutts, and I was half asleep, and I heard one say to the other, the larger one said to the less large one, that she saw a ghost in the bathroom. She's trying to scare him. And he said to her, "Don't be silly, Alyssa. There's no such thing as ghosts or monsters or bears." Is what I heard him say. I was just dying. His little face. He's like, "Don't be silly. There's no such things as ghosts or monsters or bears. Everybody know that." And then Alyssa's like, "No, there's bears in America." And he's like, "Oh, really? What about ghosts?" She's like ... What did she say? I don't remember, but it was funny. I liked the no such thing as bears and ghosts and wolves. Wolves, okay I got distracted by Stacy's comment about wolves. Monsters and bears.

But the reality is if you see a bear, then you would believe in him. If you saw a ghost you would believe in him. If you saw Katrina Ruth flying across your screen like a little possessed Batman, then you'd be freaked the fuck out. Send some more Katrinas for everybody who just jumped on. If you jumped on, you've missed the most random live stream in the history of our live streams, I'm just gonna warn you. I don't know if you wanna even re-watch.

Hang on. Everyone's private messaging me right now all at once. Why are all these people messaging me? Ooh. Ah, you're all sending me frickin' screenshots. I thought when people were also messaging all day so far ... What's happening? Okay. Don't worry. Something very interesting just happened in my private messages. Very interesting indeed.

By the way, do you wanna join Rich Hot Empire? Because I feel that I'm gonna forget to talk about it. Mim, can you put the comment in? Rich Hot Empire. Six weeks one on one with me. I don't know if I've made a particularly good demonstration of what might happen in that time, six weeks one on one with me so far on this live stream. I'm gonna tell you straight up from the gate up that when you work with me one on one, I will give you all the philosophies that you desire and require about life and about business and about money making. I'll give them all to you because I understand the fear mentality. Is Mim on the live stream or did she leave in horror at what was going on? Are you gonna put the comment in? Are you there? Let's message her on What's App just in case. Can you add comment. Hang on. Wait. Maybe she already did it. Of course. She's all over it there it is. Okay, don't read it now. Remember, read it later.

When you work with me one one, let me just tell you how it is. I'm gonna tell you how it is. Lisa could also tell you because she's here and she did Rich Hot Empire. Many people have done Rich Hot Empire. I will give you all the strategies. I'm bored already talking about it is the truth of the matter. But I will. I created all the strategies for you to tell you exactly what to do and exactly how to do it.

Oh my god, the flying Katrinas are freaking me out. Mim, can you find out how are those flying Katrinas happening? It's very bizarre. Somebody screenshot all the flying Katrinas so that I can have proof, because I don't think anyone's gonna believe it. And then how can we make them into actual emojis though that can be used all the time? I wanna be able to put ... I'm like Veruca Salt now on the Willy Wonka movie. I want, I want, I want. I wanna be able to put Katrina emojis on my own posts on Facebook to emphasise things, and I want the Spanish flamenco dancing girl made into a Katrina emoji, because that's my favourite emoji. I use the Spanish flamenco dancing emoji to indicate anything that's making me happy or high vibe or uplifted.

So if you see that emoji, it could mean I just had an orgasm, it could mean I had a fabulous glass of wine, it could mean that something you said makes me feel happy in my heart like a little girl, it could mean that Brandon agreed to do a reality dating show, Who's Dating Brandon Marshall in Regan's hut in Bora Bora. Someone tag her in and advise her that that's what's happening and we're all coming. It could mean that, I don't know, what's something else that makes me happy. Just tell me. But that's what I want. I want my own Kat-moji that I can use on my actual posts that I put up on Facebook. Okay? Okay. Mim's on it everybody. She energetically agreed to it. I felt it in my soul.

Hmm. Oh, Rich Hot Empire. Right, right right right right. If you're gonna work with me one on one, it's gonna be roughly like this, I'm sorry to tell you. I'm actually pretty fucking happy to tell you. It's gonna be random as fuck. I'm gonna give you all the boring strategies. They're not even boring because they're my strategies. Fuck systems unless they're my own systems that I created myself and then had to reverse engineer for you. Blah blah blah blah blah. Everything I do in my business, exactly how to do it. Blah. blah. blah. blah. blah. We send you the full overview on the message when you message me. Send me a message and we'll send you the whole overview. You'll know all about it. It's actually fucking amazing.

But really, the truth is, of course it's amazing. You should see the frickin' results that come through from those programmes. That programme. It's only one programme. Those programmes maybe meaning multiple times when I've done it.

Hang on, what's Regan saying here? She says "I had to go to Bora Bora because I basically had nowhere to go to until LA." It's obviously perfectly logical.

And then, because I'm giving you the whole fucking how, and there is now how but yet I still give you a how. How? Because I'm magic, and because business and life is full of contradictions. Deal with it or get out of the game altogether, Batman, and whoever else you are. And then it means that we can actually do the real fucking work together, you and I, which is definitely gonna get into whatever shenanigans and random hilariousness that is required and desired, and it's pretty much always required and desired.

But more relevantly, I suppose to the money plucking side of things, really what I'm about, really why my clients get such fucking fast results, holy shit it still blows my mind every time I get a boxer message or an update or this much money, or whatever it was, right? The reason is - do you know what the reason is? Does anybody know what the reason is? Hands up, emojis up, flying emojis, love hearts, all the things, and comment as well. Do you understand? Do you understand the reason that I get the results that I get? Do you understand? Do you understand that I need some more Batman juice? Can somebody answer this? Because if you can answer this, you know the meaning of everything. Everything.

I'm gonna have to take you to the bathroom with me. It's the only thing for it. Why do they give these stupid tiny little glass bottles, do you think? You're only fitting like 330 millilitres of liquid in there, which is a stupid amount.

Let's go to the bathroom. Inner game is always true Michelle. Always, always. Michelle was the first person to sign up. Check out this bling bling mosaic bathtub. I haven't even had a bath. Do you think I should finish the rest of the live stream ...

Okay. Good. This is my ... that's Sarafina's bikini top. Sorry, Sarafina. This is my Bali gown. Okay. Hang on. Wait. Sick bath. I was like, the bath's not sick, what do you mean? This is what I wear when I lounge about with my Chianti, or whatever I happen to be drinking.

Now Michelle said the inner game. Michelle was the first person to sign up for Rich Hot Empire for the April 30 round. She's right. It is all the inner game. But it's more than that. It's more than that completely. Do you know what the real reason is that I get the results that I get? Who else said that? Helen said, "I can't wait." She's gonna make it happen. Nobody else has answered, you guys. Give me the answers while I make my drink, and then we'll get in the bath altogether since you guys insisted.

Nylisa, you know the answer to this for sure. It's also part of the reason why you lost weight when you did Rich Hot Empire, even though I never told you anything to do with anything about losing weight. Many people lose weight when they do Rich Hot Empire with me. Many, many. Reggie, did you lose weight when you worked with me one on one? Sorry, just gonna shout you out right there [inaudible 00:41:28].

Now, when we make the Batman juice, we put some apple cider vinegar in it. Oh why mate, yeah, for sure. Yeah. Straight away Lisa May. Alignment is part of it. There's a missing link. A missing link, you guys. Brandon, you're definitely all over this missing link. This is big part of it. It's a big part of it. It's a big part of it. You've still gotta fucking decide to make the money. You can't go around just in alignment and soul flow and a beautiful Balinese bathrobe and expecting the money to come to you if you don't just fucking ask for it. You may as well pick up the fricking phone to room service and order some money. But you just do it without the phone and without the room service bit. That's how I joke.

Okay, you guys are all ... It's hilarious to me. I'm channelling Linda Doctor when I say hilarious like that, because when she says the word hilarious she says hilarious, and she drags it out. Rather like the way I do with the word fabulous. Okay. Let's make sure we did this up properly, otherwise it's gonna explode all over you.

Done. I think I have more fun by myself than with anyone. I'm sorry to all the people who I love. Do I wanna be in this bath? That wall does not look good on me. The only way that I could be in the bath, you guys, is if I get the pillows and lay in the bath like so. But now I feel like I'm in a coffin. I mean, it's a beautiful, mosaic-y coffin. What aminos? Hang on. All right. Wait. We're going back to the bedroom. It's where all the fun happens anyway. Sometimes. This one. Blue raz. Not apple flavoured at all. I lied. It's from BSN, which is made by Optimum Nutrition. Basically, Optimum Nutrition just owns the marketplace.

You guys, the missing link is fun. Obviously it's fun. I make business fun again. Do I? Do I make business fun again?

Okay. Why was I not wearing this bathrobe the whole entire time? How rude. I am so sorry. I just noticed how amazing I fucking look. Clearly they designed this bathrobe and these walls specifically for me.

Okay. Oh my god. I look incredible. I'm just gonna sit here and enjoy myself. No, I did that before. We talked about that. Okay. Fuck. I think I shook it too hard.

I make business fun again. I've said that. Somebody on my team, write it down, write it down, write it down. Tell me you're there if you're on my team. What's happening right now? I'll see it. Write down subject title, send it to Ash, I make business fun again.

Do you wanna know a secret? It's not a secret at all but apparently I have to tell everybody 14,000 million times before they fucking pay attention. Lucky I love you, right? When you're having hilarious, #lindadoctorchanneled, hilarious amounts of fun in your business and your life ... I'm so hot in this bathrobe, you guys. It's silk and lovely and I wanna keep it on for you, but it's frickin'' hot. Thank you Lisa. Camp mates. Tag Ashley in. Ash Gregory. Tag him in. He's not cavorting around the fucking Gold Cost with my mom and my sister like the rest of my family. Somebody's frickin' doing some work here. Clearly it's me. Imagine if this was work. Imagine you got paid to sit around in your bathtub and be Batman and talk about which Batman you would have sex with in Bali, laughing your ass off at your own hilariousness, talking with badass people online. Imagine if you could get paid for that, you guys. Just imagine. People wouldn't even believe it. They would think you were lying and then they would refuse to participate in such shenanigans. Imagine.

Imagine you joined Rich Hot Empire and learned how to make business so fucking fun, where basically you do nothing. There's the flying Katrinas. Devil Katrinas. Imagine. Right? Howard says "I feel like I was destined for this job." Of course you were. You know it in your heart and your soul. This is so good. I'm gonna do a photo shoot lounging around like so with extra highlighter on. Extra. And I'm gonna have my legs like this. I'm gonna put oil on them. Or I'll not, let somebody else do it for me. And then I'm gonna take photos. Except probably not, because I fucking hate taking photos, and my whole team's grumpy at me because I never take enough photos. Kat-mojis flying. But I need the emoji to be in the screen where I can frickin' use it when I'm making a post, not just devil Kat-mojis flying across my live stream like little possessed angel demons.

Totally queen. I am in queen mode right now. Thank you Lisa. Even without a phone. I'll take it.

Frank Kern told me that if you want more people to watch you on a live stream you should have props, and then he said - and he was being a smart ass, because he already knows about my throne and my sceptre - he was teaching the whole group. He was like advising the whole group about how to get better engagement on their live streams. He said - the group of his private clients if you were wondering which group. There was eight of us. He said, for example, a throne and a sceptre. Then everybody looked at me and I was like, "That's right, bitches, I'm the A plus student. Already did it." There's many things I don't do that he tells me to do, because I'm not that good at following directions. But I'll do the throne thing, with or without the throne. So here I am. I am my own throne, and I got the booty to prove it. I built my booty up. It's like sitting on gloriousness.

This morning I worked that bitch out hard. I was like frick. I did a six part circuit in the gym. If you wanna know about extra good booty stuff, I can't be bothered talking about it right now. But I did a fabulous exercise, which was like a squat and a lunge. Ooh, Linda's messaging me right now. Does she know we're talking about her? Hmm.

I did a lunge, step down into a squat. I'll show you, fine. Since you insisted. Because this is a good exercise for when you're lazy. Hang on. Wait. Okay. It's very boring, but it works. It's very fantastic. Lung and then you go ... Okay. And then you go into a squat. Okay, wait. It's gonna be better like this. Lunge. And then into a squat. And you go down deep, you guys, deep. None of these bullshit squats that go down to there. What the fuck is that? You're not gonna work your ass like that. You're gonna get a little bit of leg work. You're gonna screw up your knees. That's what's gonna happen. You're gonna have a frickin' patella tracking issue out the wazoo.

So you wanna go squat down deep enough that you can feel that ass working. Then you go to a lung. I don't know what's happening on this live stream, but I'm okay with it. I did many of them. I did some chin ups as well, because I'm fucking strong, you guys. Chinned my way up. Up and down. Up and down. Up and down. I did some shoulder presses, lateral raises, and reverse bicep curls, because when I do reverse bicep curls, makes me feel like a badass, because people are like, "What the fuck is that even?" And i was getting into the grunty territory as well. It was not necessarily pretty. Apparently I'm already out of breath from doing two fucking squats. Then I finished at the end with jumping squats. My legs are hurting me already. Okay.

Why do I not do workout live streams? We could do this every day. Send me some devil Kat emojis if you want me to do workout live streams.

Now we're going back to the bathrobe. We could do it any time. I'm sure I won't do it at all, because I hate to be told what to do, just so you know, so just warning you. I could do a whole workout live stream series. Did somebody send me angry faces now? What are you angry about? Are you angry that I stopped squatting? My legs are so sore, you guys. My ass is getting juicier by the day. By the day.

All right. I'm gonna try and tell you about the receiving of the money thing. I'm trying. It's not really coming out. It's got nothing to with anything. In theory I was gonna finish this live stream at least 30 minutes ago because I was gonna go and eat. I've got some ... Where's my Batman juice? Fuck food. I love food. I didn't mean it. Sorry food.

Okay, that's funny Reggie. All right, I do ... I'm gonna be really serious. Get your notebooks at the ready. I'm really frickin' hot though. Do it like this. No, it looks like I'm trying to be sensual. I am sensual, I don't have to try. Write that down for yourself. You don't have to write it down about me. I am sensual. I don't even have to try. No, you could write it down as an affirmation. I am body sensuality, sexuality, feminine energy. Or if you don't desire to embody feminine energy, maybe because you're masculine, but we each have each, just deal with it. But you could say I receive feminine essence. Why not. Or energy. Say whatever you frickin'' want. You don't need me to make your own affirmations up.

Basically, the whole story is exactly what I said. I do teach structured shit. Again I'm getting bored talking about it, but it is actually fucking amazing, and I will send you all the details on Rich Hot Empire. If you desire to be part of that, you should message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page, the one with the flying emojis I think it is, I'm not sure. And then really what I do - the real fucking work that I do in my own heart and soul every day as well as for the hearts and souls of my clients is very, very simple. The real work ... Okay, I remembered. I had to drop into my soul to remember. The real work is dropping into your fucking soul.

Maybe when you were a youngster, you liked to have fun. It's possible. I suppose I can't prove it, and I suppose you can't prove it either, unless we fucking show us who you are again at some point potentially.

I help business be fun again. I help people make business fun again. I make business fun again. But fun is just one way. Fun, fucking flow, fucking source, frickin' energy connected to your super powers, being who you're originally meant to be. Who were you originally meant to be? Put it in the comments if you know who you were meant to be. Roughly, this would have been where you were five or six years old before you got all the shit piled atop of you that was telling you how you're meant to be and who you're meant to be. Who you were meant to be then before you bought into a story that you've gotta save the world, that you've gotta be a frickin' hero, that you've gotta prove yourself, that you need such and such bullshit to validate yourself before you can put yourself out there, whatever else. Who were you meant to be?

Me? Storyteller and performer. I'm a five year old storyteller and performer at my soul, and that little girl is who I let out. That's why I make money. Period, the end. Boom. Lisa says entertainer. Well then entertain us, but apparently you already did, because you were talking about spanking on your live stream earlier. Everybody go check that out after this.

You know, you know, you know, you know, you know all those fuckers can get fucking fucked with their ideas of how to make money online. It's such bullshit. Bestselling author. But then go even ... You wouldn't have said bestselling author. Maybe you would have at five. But what is the core of that underneath it? Because I would definitely say bestselling author as well, highly acclaimed speaker or whatever else. Rainbow unicorn, that was Helen, not me. Then I go one deeper than that. Like yes, I could say author, speaker, performer, or performer, performing in, like I'm kinda looking into what is the source of the source of the source that then could be translated into bestselling author for example.

Messenger. Storyteller. Unleasher. If you were born to be a bestselling author, then what would you be if it was before books? Sorry. There's my foot. But look at my purple metallic toenails. Pretty good. Storyteller. Exactly. Because you could do that even before books were invented. It's gotta be something that we could have done born any point in time, you guys. Any point at time. Any point in time. At most of the points in time, I'm just gonna let you know, you did not need Facebook or advertising in order to get attention. You can use that shit if you want, but like whatever. The way that you're gonna make the money, the way that you're gonna have people follow you ...

Chris was born to be purple. I like it a lot.

The way that you're gonna make the money, the way you're gonna have people follow you, the way they're gonna buy all the things from you, the way they're gonna think you're random as fuck and hilarious. I feel like somebody just crept into the villa. I heard a rummaging noise. The way that that's gonna happen is your energy, just your energy. Just your energy. Just your energy. Nothing else. The essence of you. Can you please screenshot this?

(silence)

Okay, I trust 20 people got that screenshot. Send it to me. And now this one.

(silence)

There's one more. Two more. All right. Good. I'm annoyed about this though. I don't like that colour. Should be something that fits in with the rest of it.

It's the energy, baby. You know, I think that there's many boring people out there who would come along to a live stream like this and they would be like, "This chick is off her head." Or they'd be grumpy at me, grumpy that they invested their 56 minutes and 43 seconds and I still didn't tell any strategies, which is the only way we can say the word, just to give some juice to the word, because the word's boring on its own self, isn't it? They would be grumpy and annoyed and resentful that I didn't say, "But this is how you make the money." But I think I just did a beautiful live demonstration of it. Did I not? Did I yes? I believe I did. I think you get my point.

What if you just showed people who you are and who you were always meant to be? That'd be a revolutionary fucking concept, wouldn't it? What if you just told people nothing at all? What if you didn't tell them anything? What if you just opened your mouth, your heart, your soul, and let the goodness and the madness ... Okay, I feel like you should get this one as well. Okay, I don't care about that. And the goodness and the madness flowed out. And then what if, what if, what if you achieved some shit in your life already at this point, no doubt, right? And you actually frickin' owned that shit for once. And then you just frickin' reverse engineered it. It would be less boring than just ... More boring, I mean, than just carrying on and being random as fuck like this.

But actually, people want, and it's nice to give people, like, "Hey, here's how I did what I frickin' did. Here's how I fucking launch. I give you, this is how I launched for my Rich Hot Empire. This is how I make a programme. This is how we sell the programme. This is how I build my following. This is how to build a low right through to high, a multi seven figure in by doing what you love. Blah blah blah. I do actually have systems and strategy. I never made them up though. Nope. Just created them along the way with a lot of frickin' trial and error and not nearly enough fun for a good part of it, which is probably what took me so long. Then I can now reverse engineer it for you. Write it down. Kind of and be fucked writing it down most of the time, so just do a Facebook live stream, have more fun talking about it. And/or audio it to my team and make them transcribe it. That's how I do much of my content, just so you know, because I cannot be fucked writing down shit except for I only write like 10,000 words a day of other random shit. But that's just what bubbles up. Anyway.

And then you're like, "Cool, here's my thing, I'll give you my thing," because people are in somewhat of a fear based mindset when they come to work with you and they're like, "We want the thing, we wanna know the thing, so you give them the thing." And then you just basically dance and float freely through a meadow, or a pool, or whatever's around, or you put a bathrobe on, and you just be yourself, and you be a living, breathing example of the fact that actually, actually, actually, actually, you're enough just being you. So there.

There's nothing else you gotta ad to be of interest to the people. You want people to follow, you want people to buy, you want people to do what you tell them to do, you want Batman to send you a message. Best solution to all of that. You wanna find soulmate people in your life? Clients, friends, lovers, massage therapists, whatever else that you desire on a soulmate person level. Gonna tell you the best strategy for that. Be yourself. That' show you get the people that wanna be in your life, whether they're people who are paying you, or you're paying them, or it's just energy exchange, or whatever the fuck it is. It's all just energy exchange anyway, right? We're already enough as we are.

The problem is, if you don't fucking show them who you are, they're very unlikely to know. Just a little reminder for you, right? They're very unlikely to know. I had to give myself a lot of permission a lot of times all along the way to gradually get to a point where I can just sit here and fuck around for an hour and be silly and random and funny and just be myself. It was just like the vibe that came out of me today, which would have happened with or without you guys, so you're welcome that I turned a camera on, otherwise yes I would be sitting here in my villa by myself doing this entire performance, just for myself. Or I'd probably be doing some version of it over audios to my friends or something like that, right?

I had to repeatedly give myself permission to let myself be all that I am, but also be enough just only solely being who I am and realise that being all that I am and just who I am is enough, and also that I must let all of that out, not just some filtered part of it, and that actually just being me, just being me, just being me, nothing else added, not worrying about am I giving value, not worrying about am I covering good content, not worrying about am I fucking teaching something. Just being me is the damn value, right? It's done. I showed up, I was myself, you got some fucking value from it, and now we can all go to lunch. That's the whole entire story. What time is it? Do I even have time to eat? 1:24.

Probably gonna take me like 10 to 15 minutes to get my ass up to Sea Circus up there, order the food, it's gonna take them 10 minutes minimum to make it, and then I have a phone call 10 minutes after that. I can eat while I talk on the phone though. Or maybe I'm high on life and I don't need to eat. What do you think? Maybe I'm being fed from my soul right now. I should go get a tan by the pool instead of eating. You think? Maybe they can bring me some food there, and then I can do my calls by the pool.

The problem is I want this particular choc fudge smoothie that they've got just up the road there. What time am I supposed to pick up my children? I feel like we're going down a tangent of I should be finishing the livestream already.

Okay. Now you can read the pinned comment. Message me about Rich Hot Empire. We're gonna do all the things. I'm gonna teach you all the things. We're gonna have all the fun. I'm gonna show you how to access soul, flow, and fun, and everything that's inside of you, and then expel it to the world.

That's it. Don't forget. Life is down. Press play.

Direct download: calling_in_the_everything_you_desire_.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 7:53am AEST

Fri, 27 April 2018

I just can’t seem to normal even for a minute...

Katrina Ruth: No, it's not a silent movie. Sometimes I just like to sit here silently at the start of a live stream because I feel like you should talk first. You should talk first. I shouldn't have to talk first all the time. It feels unfair. You know that you gotta start arranging hair as soon as you get on a live. I've said this many times. I'm just making sure you realise. All right.

Katrina Ruth: Hey Dee. Hi, how are you? Hi 11 people in my live stream already. Those are some magical double ones. Okay 10, okay 11. You'll talk? Good. Somebody else should have to talk now and then. I just feel like I was gonna sit here and not talk until somebody else talked. I actually bought this swimsuit just for this live stream, you guys. Thanks [Carly Renney 00:00:58].

Katrina Ruth: I like to be super understated with my colours and shit. I was looking at myself side on in the mirror, before I went out to the pool earlier on, out there. The public area, not this little pool. Hair to one side you look like naked. Oh well. It'll drive the viewers up. That's fine. Okay, hair to one side. Fine Leah [Steel 00:01:22]. I'm not taking direction.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, look at my fancy new banner. How cool is it? But I need it to go all the way across the screen. Ow. I just whacked my hand on a pillow. A pillar, not a pillow. Do you know what's annoying? I'm gonna tell you something that's annoying. On my phone, I need to know. Here's what I need to know. Kelly, Leah, people who tell me the things, Jamie, all of you, Andy, Dave, can you see my under boob right now? Or can you only see some of the bikini? Because this phone screws with you.

Katrina Ruth: What happens is, you think that you can see ... like when I live stream in a bikini ... Ella, I've been so crazy today. You have no idea the levels of crazy that have been happening in my head. So, you're not alone in your crazy. Okay, good. Because I feel a little bit of under ... See? I don't mind ... What I mean is can you see my stomach? Or can you just see bikini? No stomach? Because on my phone, I'm safe, right? On my phone, my whole stomach is not presenting itself to the live stream. Not that it's illegal to show it or something, but sometimes when I live stream like this and then I watch the replay on my desktop ... An inch or two below. Okay, good.

Katrina Ruth: I just need to know where my cutoff zone is. Because when I watch the replay on the desktop, it seems to show a lot lower down, and you don't know what's going on down here. And nobody needs to know what's going on down here. But when I feel that I'm safe to let anything happen down here ... it's starting to sound weird now. But I feel like I don't have to worry about how I'm holding myself. Do you know what I mean? Like I'm not sitting here trying to sit perfectly posed and my lower abs held in.

Katrina Ruth: And then if I watch the desktop replay later, I'm like, "Well fuck you, Facebook. You're just showing everybody everything." Okay, so there was that. And then the banner thing is amazing, but I want it to go across the whole screen, and I did actually buy this bikini just for this live stream because I felt bored with all my colours. Just show it all, it'll be amazing. Oh, did you guys see that stripper that went viral? For eating pizza while she was dancing on the pole?

Katrina Ruth: I saw it on the Fat Jewish's page yesterday, who I do follow him. I do find him quite amusing. And I thought it was fantastic. Always something funny happening. Good. Oh my God. You have to ... just do a Google search for stripper goes viral eating pizza. She was fully dancing, wherever she was dancing at, some place in Vegas or Hollywood or somewhere, and eating pizza while she was doing ... Well, she didn't even give a fuck. She just sat down on the bottom of the pole and ate some pizza, and then got up and lazily did a bit of a dance to, I think it was Sandman, Metallica, which made it even more amazing than it already would've been.

Katrina Ruth: It was hands down the most impressive thing you've ever seen on the internet. I went and followed her on Instagram straight away after that. I was fascinated by the whole thing. I think she was just hungry, but she's now viral. Or she's smarter than all of us. So, I'm trying to think about how can I replicate that. If I eat pizza on a live stream, am I gonna go viral? Because I think that would be reasonable.

Katrina Ruth: So, all right. The crazies had me full under its spell the last several days. Full under its spell. You would've loved when I worked at the alternative and burlesque fair. Yeah, I don't mind a bit of burlesque. Were you doing burlesque dancing? I feel like I could do some sort of impression of burlesque dancing right now, however I won't. You've all been saved .

Katrina Ruth: Okay. I was sitting over yonder ... I'll show you yonder. Check out yonder. Hang on one second. There it is. That's yonder. [inaudible 00:05:11]. Yonder looks pretty good. This is my little house, for now. I wanted to live stream on one of those chairs that's right over there, but it would require me to put the tripod in the water, which seems like ... given my propensity for clumsy shit just randomly happening to me, seems like it wouldn't be that smart of an idea to position the tripod in the water, but I must say I was very tempted.

Katrina Ruth: So, I was sitting over yonder, and I thought I was gonna do a live stream an hour ago. I even told Callie Jones, who sends out my daily ask agree newsletter for me, that I was gonna live stream. I said, "Prepare the ask agree email ready to be sent out so that you can have the live stream in," and I was conscious also that it's gonna be 5:00 PM her time. Not that we have exact working hours, but still, I kind of keep them into consideration or I try to.

Katrina Ruth: And then, I got into so much bullshit about why I couldn't live stream while I was sitting out there, because there was a quite a few people out there at the pool, and then ... Oh, okay cool. Who's watching this in the shower? Okay, Al, you definitely are crazy. She gets the crazy award. Hey Terry. I'm with the waterproof Bluetooth speaker. Still, I would totally live stream from the shower if I thought I could get away with it. I mean, I could get away with it. I don't know. I haven't felt called to. If my soul desired to I would certainly do it.

Katrina Ruth: But I've done it from the bath, obviously. Who hasn't live streamed out of the bath? I feel like if you've not live streamed out of the bath, or you wouldn't be willing to live stream out of the bath, you definitely couldn't get to be in the inner circle. In fact, my brother via ... I'm gonna say via now, not via. I'm Americanizing my words. In certain places, gradually. Bit by bit. Because I feel like it makes me sound cool.

Katrina Ruth: So, Jamie's in the bath. You're allowed to be in the bath. You're pregnant and engaged all at the same time. It's very intense. There's lots of things going on. Congratulations to Jamie, who got engaged right as I was calling her the other night for our one on one call, and she didn't pick up the phone, and I was like, "That's odd." And I messaged her and said, "Ready when you are." And she wrote back, "Sorry, I was just being proposed to. I'll call you in a minute." And I was like, "You don't need to call me in a minute. We can rebook the call, oh my God." She's said, "No, no. I still wanna do the call." I'm like, "Of course. Of course you do." My clients are amazing.

Katrina Ruth: Anyway, send her a love hot shower. So, my brother via Frank [Kernel 00:07:42] ... No, hang on. Frank Kern via my brother wants me to do a questionnaire, a questionnaire, a questionnaire that people should have to fill out if they wanna be in the inner circle, like to apply to work with me. Like I think you can even go to work with Katrina Ruth dot com, and you'll see nothing at all, but you'll see that the URL is not available, because apparently there's going to be a questionnaire there.

Katrina Ruth: So, I think that I'm gonna come up with these questions. Obviously if this questionnaire ever eventuates, and one of the questions is gonna be would you or would you not be prepared to live stream in the bath. Yes, Kat, and it will be multiple choice, and the answers will be yes Kat, I would love to live stream in the bath. I live stream in the bath all the time. Why are you even asking me such a silly question? The second answer, second option will be well, I've never live streamed in the bath before, but I'm willing to consider investing in myself this way because it feels like it's finally time. And the third one will be, hell now, I will never live stream in the bath, but please send me all your free content about how to live stream like a Stepford entrepreneur.

Katrina Ruth: And then there will be another TR, which would be would you be willing to live stream in the bath with me and the entire rest of the inner circle? Not because we need to get weird and all have baths together, but because it's just the kind of stuff that happens on an inner circle retreat. Just randomly. Usually with obviously some form of espresso martini. So, those would be the sort of questions, because I don't even know what sort of fucking questions I would ask if I was gonna ask people questions. I just wanna basically estimate the level of crazy.

Katrina Ruth: In fact, they should have to be an essay, a short essay answer question and it will be please explain your level of crazy. Okay. Had to jump, had to dry my hands. What was this topic about? That's right. So, sitting out at the pool. I was sitting out there. I came up with numerous reasons why I wasn't able to live stream, like there was too many people around, and then the phone was gonna get hot if I set it in the sun, and then ... I don't know if that's self conscious, and it was all a bunch of bullshit, so I nearly called the live stream I'm full of shit.

Katrina Ruth: And then, I decided to call it whatever I called it, which was something to do with being normal. Because then I thought, well maybe it's good for me to have a little pause in my day. I've had an intense busy day. Had like a two hour massage in the middle of it, so i guess it wasn't that intense. Had my hair done, went to yoga, had a healing session for me. Okay, I'm not sure what the intense bit was, but there was definitely a lot of shit that got done somewhere along the way. It felt like an active day of alignment and ass kicker, as they all are.

Katrina Ruth: And so, I thought maybe it's good for me to rest for a little bit, and just get some sun time and get my tan on. Half of my ass is too white because I've been wearing bikinis that are all the wrong shapes and sizes. So, there's a kind of a ... what's the word? Kind of like a patchwork quilt situation of tan going on on my ass, so I thought I should maybe work on that because I had the idea that I wanna put a photo of my ass on Instagram.

Katrina Ruth: I'm not gonna say why, but there's a reason. Well, okay. Because I feel like ... Okay, the reason is every time I feel like I'm in really good shape, then I say to myself, "I just wanna get into a little bit better shape, and then I'm gonna take some really cool sexy photos", and I just feel what sort of bullshit story that is, and so I should photograph my ass with the ocean behind it. Yes? Yes. I'm not sure of the logic, but it's roughly ... That's what was going through my head.

Katrina Ruth: And so, I was trying to work on the tanning situation because you can't put an ass photo up with white patchwork quilt stuff going on all over it. That makes no sense. You could, but I choose not to. But I managed to sit down for like four minutes, you guys. I would say four minutes maximum, and I was bored out of my brain. I was so bored. And I was just thinking how do people do this? How do people come somewhere amazing and beautiful like this ... I get that they do jobs and stuff like that. Normal people things most of the year, so then they come here, or they come to a place like this, which is pretty much where I am all the time in some sort of amazing place, and then how they wanna rejuvenate themselves, or relax, is they sit there by the pool, all fricking day ... I've watched them. Well, I've observed enough to understand. I haven't watched them in a creepy way.

Katrina Ruth: And they have some cocktails and stuff, and sometimes they read books, but mainly they just sit there until they get super burnt because they don't have naturally gifted olive skin like me. It is what it is. And I just think I would go crazy. Don't you think you would go crazy if you had to sit there all day? I mean, I'm already crazy for sure, but it kinda feels impossible to do that for more than 30 minutes. I don't know. Tell me your thoughts about this.

Katrina Ruth: Can you sit by the pool and do nothing, and just kind of tan or lay there in the sun or whatever you wanna do? Because I think I've definitely done it at periods through my life. I've definitely been known to sit by a pool and not really do anything, but it's such a ... I don't know. I'd have to be ... I don't know. I think I've done it once or twice. I don't know what the circumstances were. Maybe after I did a crazy intense workout, but for sure I'll always just end up journaling, or the closest I'll come to just sitting by a pool and relaxing is listening to rock start audios from my clients, or cool WhatsApp messages from my friends. Jamie says for 44 minutes, for sure.

Katrina Ruth: You're pregnant, so you're allowed to sit wherever you want, whenever you want. We're just highlighting Jamie's pregnancy all the way through this. But when I was pregnant, I probably would've sat by the pool and done nothing, or I guess sometimes if I'm super tired, for sure, I can chill there and just have a little time. But even then, you know what? I'd be listening to a fucking meditation app, or I'll sit there if I'm watching the kids play, or I'm kind of engaging with them. If I'm sitting, watching them in the pool, playing Marco Polo, or maybe I'm playing with them, but sometimes I'll just sit on the edge and watch them. That's okay. But then I'm kind of on lifeguard duty, right?

Katrina Ruth: I don't know. My point is, I think that sometimes we think it's bad that we always wanna be doing something. Tara says I have ADD so it's impossible. That's kind of why I wanted to come on and talk about it, because I don't know about you, but I know for me, sometimes I get into a bit of a story in my head that there's something wrong with me. Like I should be able to relax, or I should need to relax. And then it's kind of like, well what is relaxation actually?

Katrina Ruth: Because for an entrepreneur, you can be in the most beautiful place in the world, with the most incredible luxury and surrounds, and quote unquote normal person relaxation shit going on, you're gonna feel stressed out as fuck if you're not doing whatever it is you need to be doing for your soul, right? To me, the idea of sitting by the pool during the day, drinking, sounds extraordinarily stressful and distressing. It sounds like something that by the end of it, I would just be like heightened anxiety energy and wanna punch someone in the face.

Katrina Ruth: I'm sure there's a situation or a circumstance, if I was with friends, but if I was with friends, we'd be having amazing growth conversations while doing that as well. So, you know, I'm sure it's not impossible but in a general sense, the idea of trying to normal for even a few minutes, it's so hard, and I just wonder how do people even live their lives like that?

Katrina Ruth: Ella says I'm always watching or listening, or writing. Anytime I switch off, why would I ... I'm gonna move. Nothing to do with your comment, but I think I wanna move and sit up at my little table there, because I actually only sat right here where I am so that I could get some more sunshine time, and get a little bit more tanned up, but now the sun's gone away anyways, so I'm gonna be way happier sitting over here. All right, hang on one second. We're gonna readjust this.

Katrina Ruth: So, I mean, here's the thing right? This is actually a conversation about being too much. Okay. I'm gone. Where am I? Yeah, no, I didn't just crack it at your comment, Ella, and then leave. How fricking dark is it sitting here though? Maybe I should sit over there. Maybe I will sit on that little lounger over there. How do you feel about me putting the tripod in the water? Do you think that's a good idea? Or less than a good idea?

Katrina Ruth: Jamie says totally, while listening to a deep audio book or meditation. Otherwise, no more than six minutes. Six minutes. Like six minute absolutely. I think it is a good idea to put the tripod in the water, because that way the light will be on my face, because I'll be facing this way. I think we're going in, you guys. I think it's time to go in. I'm in the water. I'm in the water with the tripod. Screenshot it, send it to me as proof of my craziness.

Katrina Ruth: Don't let me shake my head too hard, or my earplugs might fall out into the water. This is so precarious, because I'm having to consider not flashing you my whole hoo-ha. I do have pants on, but still. And I'm also having to consider not putting the tripod into the water. Okay. Ha-ha. All right. Now we're set. But now you don't have the beautiful pool view behind you. How can I fix that for you? I got it, I got it. Don't worry. It's under control. Thank you. The ear pods are waterproof, apparently.

Katrina Ruth: Oh, that's ... Patrick said they're waterproof, which I was very upset about because I just thought that it was because I was magical that my ear pods didn't die. And then he was like, no, that's because they're waterproof. All right. Don't worry, Lisa. It's under control. I'm fixing it for you. If [Sarafina 00:17:42] comes out right now, she's gonna be laughing her head off at what I'm trying to do here. Okay. Can we do it like that?

Katrina Ruth: Okay. I feel like we've mastered it. It was a team effort. Congratulations, you guys. There's only one problem. The problem is I'm sitting with one ass cheek in the air because I'm sitting on the curvy end of the lounger. Okay, if I pull it too far it's gonna fall right off into the water and then I would fall right into the deeper part of the pool in front of everybody. Check it. Deep pool. Kat. Okay. Team effort, well done. I feel much better now. I feel like I can actually get into preaching. The whole other situation was annoying me. I was a little self conscious because I was sitting super close to the fence, and I was conscious that the people who I was trying not to live stream in front of are literally on the other side of that fence.

Katrina Ruth: See? This is a bullshit story, right? So much bullshit. I nearly didn't live stream at all for you guys today, because I was in so much bullshit in side of my own head of whether or not I felt like it, and whether or not I was gonna be too noisy in a public place. And then whether or not the phone was gonna overheat, which is actually a legitimate concern, because if the phone overheats the live stream dies, which did happen the other day, right at a critical moment as well. Because all moments are critical.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. I feel like we could go anywhere and any place in time and space from this. You know Kat's feeling aligned when the arm gestures are more fully leashed. You're right. I didn't even do that to emphasise that. You're so right. I was feeling really stressed over there, you guys. I was feeling like not in my flow zone, and then I didn't feel good sitting at the table because it was so dark, and the light wasn't on my face. Here, I'm compromising because I love you, because if I would sit this way, the lighting would be better on my face, but to show my love and care for my community, I'm sitting this way so that you can see some of my pool view.

Katrina Ruth: I'm so glad you did, says Liz. I need some Katrina love real talk to keep my momentum going. All right, all right. Here's the truth, then. Here's the truth about the truth. We shouldn't have to fucking normal, either. But I shouldn't even use it as a live stream title topic. It's a stupid topic title, because what is normal even mean and who even cares? It's hardly announcement worthy that I made a title that says I can't even normal for a few minutes. Who gives a fuck whether I can normal or not?

Katrina Ruth: The point is, why do we analyse these things, right? Why do we analyse it? Why do I sit out there at the pool going, oh well I should relax and just chill in the sun for a little bit because that's what you do after you've been out and about all day. And then I sit there for 10 minutes and I start to feel like ... I started to feel wound up, right? I started to feel a little bit anxious, I started to feel like ... I don't know, just kind of shitty at the world, and then I was starting to get annoyed at people talking around me, and I was feeling like, I don't know. The day felt like it was slipping away from me, right?

Katrina Ruth: Like I felt like I was slipping away from my flow zone. So, earlier I said I've had an intense day. Well, I got up at seven. [Sarafina 00:20:45] arrived last night, my nanny. So, the kids are off with her this morning so I wasn't in mommy mode this morning. So, I got up, did my journaling, went to yoga, had my hair done whilst writing my blog which I posted. And then wrote on one of my books actually. Did some writing for one of my books around manifestation, and soulmate life, and then had a healing kind of coaching session for me. And then had a massage for an hour and a half, and then came back here.

Katrina Ruth: But I did a whole bunch of other things, had some people, and do stuff on social media and team projects and stuff that we're working on. So, it kinda felt like a day of ... It was all structured around what I wanna do, but I also did all my shit that I always wanna do. Well, that's everyday anyway. But, then something inside of me is like, oh, well it's 3:00 PM in the afternoon, or it's 2:30 in the afternoon, and so that's a time when you should have a little rest, right?

Katrina Ruth: Or if you've been at it since 6:30 AM and then you come home at three, then you should have some pause time. And many times I do. Many times I'll come home in the afternoon, or I'll have some sort of period like right now, before I'm gonna go pick up my kids from the kids club that they're hanging out at, where it's kind of like oh, this is the opportune time to meditate, or to have a nap, or to have just some peace and stillness, or maybe some reading time, but it's not like a fucking rule, right? And I think we so easily get caught up in rules in our heads that I should be able to relax, or I should be able to sit by the pool and just chill in the sun, and somehow prove to who, that I'm a normal person.

Katrina Ruth: Like, who are you even trying to prove it to, right? But then you go into this weird thing of if you keep engaging in that, or you keep engaging in anything basically that's not actually flow, not actually what you want, because you're caught up in a story that this would make me a normal person, or a better person, or maybe a better mom, or better partner, or a better entrepreneur if I do these different things that other people are doing, or that have somehow developed an expectation like they do, then you just slip further and further away from flow.

Katrina Ruth: And then you go into kind of resistance, and then you go into kind of a downward energy spiral where, for me, I know for sure if I would've stayed just sitting and kind of chilling, what I was doing was I'd already checked in on my team, and I'd checked in on anything important that I needed to respond to, so I was kind of jumping in and out of Facebook and Instagram, and that wasn't feeding my soul at all. It was very purposeless. Like I was actually starting to do that thing where I just checked if there was anything interesting in my notifications, and there wasn't, and then like two minutes later, I've jumped back on again. Like I'm wondering did an announcement about the fricking second coming of Jesus get put onto Facebook in the last two minutes?

Katrina Ruth: And so, you're going down this little spiral pathway, and for sure, if I would've kept sitting out there, I would've basically kept doing that. Like refreshing my emails, or refreshing Facebook, or whatever. And I had my book with me, but I was disconnecting from my soul because I wasn't actually following soul flow. So, then I wasn't interested in reading the book, or reading anything on Kindle on my phone that would've been maybe uplifting or soul empowering, and if I would've continued down that, I would've probably eventually come back here and then probably been flat and down in energy, not done this live stream, maybe had a nap or something, which is fine, but not actually what was available or coming through me for today.

Katrina Ruth: Because what was coming through me as I walked back to the villa earlier on, after doing all my shit from earlier, was I feel called to live stream. I feel like I'm gonna live stream. And then I went out there and made a whole story of why I couldn't, and then I was like, "Oh, well I'll just relax." And so, essentially I said no to soul, right? And when we say no to soul, when we say no to what's inside of us, then we automatically dial down all good things and all positive things.

Katrina Ruth: So, really in a real sense, we actually dialled down abundance, ability to receive because we're saying no to soul. When you say yes to soul, life says yes to you. The flip side is also true. When you say no to soul, life starts to say no to you, or it just kind of like, oh, I see how you're not answering the call inside of you, you're not believing and trusting that you can say yes to whatever's coming through you, and that it always works when you say yes to soul. So, your faith is clearly like dial it down for today, so we're gonna dial down your ability to receive.

Katrina Ruth: Where are you watching from? Are you right there behind that curtain? Holy shit, I thought she was in the gym.

Seraphina: I'm sorry.

Katrina Ruth: Well, you better come out and do a guest appearance or they're just gonna legitimately think I'm a crazy person. I just saw Seraphina jump on. I totally thought you'd already gone to the gym, you just gave me the biggest fright of my life.

Seraphina: No, it's not a good moment to share.

Katrina Ruth: Send the love hot shower to Seraphina

Seraphina: Hi.

Katrina Ruth: Here she is. Fresh from ... It's okay. Nobody wants to see their own face super close up.

Seraphina: Hi.

Katrina Ruth: She's fresh from Australia.

Seraphina: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: I thought she'd already left for the gym.

Seraphina: No, I've scared you twice now.

Katrina Ruth: That's good, you gave me a nice little adrenaline boost. I thought I was all alone.

Seraphina: Bye, I'm going to the gym.

Katrina Ruth: See, I like how my team are like, she's right here. She's on the other side of the door. The door's closed and the curtain's closed. That's why I didn't know she was in there. And she's still watching me live streaming from inside the villa. Even though I'm actually right here in the flesh. Real. If you ever hang out with me in person, or you come to an event where I'm there, or we go to dinner together and I start live streaming, I'm gonna be very offended if you don't watch me live streaming on your own device, even if you're sitting right next to me, all right? Just so you know.

Katrina Ruth: And also, the other day ... Actually, I handed over my Instagram to Sarafina two days ago and I've appointed her in charge of making it look fabulous, which she's already doing a very good job of. It's like fast shifts, as things always are, but I said to her, "Well, you can grab content that I post on Facebook and repurpose it to use it for the Instagram posts. Just whatever you think is good." And then I said, "Well, I'm not sure if you read all my content every day on Facebook, but I hope so." And she was like, "Of course I read all your content every day."

Katrina Ruth: I was like, "Good, I'm glad we clarified that." It would've been extremely distressing if not. So, what were we talking about before that? All right. Dialling down abundance. Dialling down receiving. Dialling down flow. Dialling down connectedness. Basically ramping your energy down as well, and for me that's probably one of the things I guess I value the highest. I want to have great energy, I wanna feel lit up, I wanna feel inspired with my life and my day. I wanna feel like I'm charged from within and that I'm accessing creative power, and ideas flow, and source, and ability to make fast decisions.

Katrina Ruth: And so, when I sit out there for 10 minutes, it seems like such a silly little thing I guess, in one sense, to be turning into an entire topic of conversation. Like, whatever Kat, big deal. Get over it. Like you don't need to make a whole song and dance about it. But actually, it was literally like deleting me? Depleting me of all the source of good stuff that I'd build up throughout the day, because all through the day I was saying yes to soul, right? It was my first day totally, really having the day to myself in a week since I came back to see my kids, and obviously I've had an amazing time with them, but I've had less time just for me.

Katrina Ruth: So, today was really like okay, today I'm gonna get the kids back in the afternoon ... Actually I thought it'd be sooner than this, but little bit later now, so after this. And then, I thought up until that point in the early afternoon, I'm really just going to give myself what I need. I'm gonna get my yoga on, I'm gonna have a massage. Obviously I'm gonna do my writing, my journaling, and all my shit that I like to do. And so, I did all of that, and all of those things are like feeding into my own soul bank account, so to speak, right?

Katrina Ruth: My own emotional bank account and my own energy stores, and my flow stores. So, I'm just being elevated all throughout the day, even though I'm pretty occupied all throughout the day. And then in literally five to ten minutes of sitting still and doing nothing, and trying to be like a good normal person, I start to lose all of that. My energy goes down, I feel like a bit grumpy, and I start to feel a bit shitty, I start to feel like maybe I won't go to the gym after all, because I'm basically thinking I'll go workout after this, and then it will be time to go get the kids. They've got some activities on, they don't want to come till a certain time. Right?

Katrina Ruth: And so, I could feel that if I would've bought into that, I would've come back here more flattened down, probably eating some chocolate or something, which again, is not the end of the world, but it's kind of like a whole different pathway would be opened to me, and I would feel like I kinda can't be [inaudible 00:29:03] of going to the gym, and I don't really have to walk to go get the kids. I can get a taxi. And it's just kind of like you creating yourself into a whole different person, right?

Katrina Ruth: Whereas because I honoured soul, and I was finally like, I got my ass up, I audioed Kelly. I was like, "Hey, if you haven't sent the daily ask agree out, you know what? I'm gonna go live after all", and I walked back here and I go live. And even then it still took me like 20 minutes or up until now, 20, 25 minutes, to actually get into flow. Now, I know, I was still doing an okay job of presenting, and I think I was being mildly funny earlier on in the live stream, but I wasn't really connected, and those of you who know me well, or even if you haven't known me for very long, you can feel my energy, you'll see difference now, right? From at the start of the live.

Katrina Ruth: It took me 20 to 25 minutes to get connected to soul and into alignment and flow, and like Jamie said, the big hand gestures start coming out because I'm happy and I'm in flow. And so now, when I get off this live, well firstly I created content for my business and for my audience. To me, that's like a bonus, right? Because actually, that's not the reason I message or preach or teach. I do what I need to do for me, but I'm happy that I'm creating content and that I'm sharing a message that's gonna serve you in some way, or inspire you in some way.

Katrina Ruth: It's sales activity as well. Actually, [Mim 00:30:12], you can drop the comment about Rich Hot Empire, so I'll remind you about Rich Hot Empire, my six week one on one intensive, which is open currently for April registrations. Remind you to PM me about that if you've been thinking about working with me one on one and I'll get you the whole overview of what we do in that six weeks. What it means to work with me one on one, and have me holding your hand and kicking your ass all at the same time, which is confusing but not really. It's just perfect.

Katrina Ruth: So, I'm doing sales activity, right? There it is. There's the comment. Thank you, Mim. You're always on the ball. So, read that comment afterwards, right? So, just putting my message out there, putting my content out there, doing a call to action for those people who are feeling like you know what? It is fricking time to go all in. It is time to say yes to my soul. It is time to do it in six weeks working with Kat what most people will do in two weeks. Tell me more about Rich Hot Empire. If that's you, message me over on my personal Katrina Ruth page, and I'll get you all the details.

Katrina Ruth: So, I'm doing content, I'm delivering value, I'm inspiring and empowering, I'm entertaining a little bit, and I'm selling, and I'm empowering and energising myself. And then after I get off this live stream, do you think I'm gonna be like, "Oh well, I'm all flat and down now. I need to sit around and eat fucking cookies before I go and get up and get my kids"? Or do you think I'm gonna walk over to the gym and have a great workout, and then probably be in the flow zone so that I'm probably gonna walk to go and pick up the children and enjoy the sunset as I walk down that way? And so on and so forth. And then be in a happy high vibe mood when I pick up my kids and engage with them, right?

Katrina Ruth: And it's this whole different pathway. Like I was saying, that's open to me, just because I acknowledged that it didn't feel good for me to just sit around for five or ten minutes, and I made a choice to do something about it instead of buying into a story that ... Strut. I'll dance. I'll dance and prance while I listen to music. Actually, last night the kids and I walked home through the back alley ways, which I know this whole area so well. It's just like a second home to me. But we walked through this little dark back streets, late at night, because it was like one way and we couldn't get the car back. Normally I wouldn't make the kids walk home at night, but we did.

Katrina Ruth: And we were dancing along the way to JoJo Siwa, and my little four year old son Nathan, was singing all the words to JoJo Siwa. It was hilarious. And also dancing to Havana. Havana-do-do-do ... Which I think I'm gonna dance and listen to again because it's a very sensual song, and one of my journaling intentions currently, and one of my decisions inside of my head, is that I'm becoming more sensual and sexy every day, by the day. Maybe that's why I bought the bikini as well, because it's kind of like, pretty.

Katrina Ruth: So, thanks for that reminder. So, I think you got my point, right? Like really, it's so easy to tell ourselves a story that this little thing doesn't make a difference. Like, oh, I'm not really feeling in my vibe. Okay, I'm by myself at the pool so it's pretty easy to get up, right? Nobody else is depending on me to sit there, but there's many times in life where we might be at, I don't know, like maybe at a party, or a social event, or maybe even a meeting or engaging in a conversation with someone, or getting kind of reactive to what people who message you on social media, or thinking that you gotta do certain things in your business to create results and to create success.

Katrina Ruth: And what's happening is you're ramping yourself down, down, down, because your soul is not saying yes to that, but your logical brain, so-called logical brain, because really logic should come from intuition. So, your head though, or some part of you, a fear based mind is saying, "Oh, well I should do this", or, "Oh well, it would be rude to say no to that person", or, "Oh well, it will be unprofessional if I don't ... if I went and did my own thing instead of responding and dealing with other people's things", and so on and so forth.

Katrina Ruth: And you think maybe that you're being a good person, or a good entrepreneur, or a good mom, or that you're normaling, and that you should do that for whatever reason. Or whatever it is, but actually you're dialling down abundance. And you're dialling down receiving, and you're literally depleting and draining yourself of your natural energy source, and the natural energy source is and only can be you being connected to your own self.

Katrina Ruth: So, my question to you today is, what music should I dance to while walking to pick up children? Firstly, give me your songs. But secondly, what do you need to do to connect to soul? It would be really easy for me to say oh, I don't need to do a live stream when I've already done a bunch of content earlier on in the day, and the conditions weren't really working to do it where I was at, and oh it's not that big a deal, I can just leave it. Maybe I'll live stream later on today. And it's not a big deal, except that it is in the sense that this is actually something that feeds me, and fuels me on a soul level.

Katrina Ruth: So, investing this 30 minutes, or 40 minutes into live streaming, it's super cool that it's achieving all this cool stuff in my business, messaging, selling, providing value, connecting and conversing, which I like to do as well, and having engagement with you. That's really cool, but like I said, it's a bonus. The real reason to do it, and the real reason to do anything is because it's something that my soul says yes to, and in fact my entire business has been built on me really just leaning in ever more to things that my soul say yes to. Says yes to. And giving myself permission to do those things, and to allow them to not be an after thought, but to allow them to actually be the building blocks of a multimillion dollar per year empire. Which is what I've created just from following soul flow.

Katrina Ruth: You know, earlier today, I posted my blog, and obviously it was a couple of thousand words as it always is ... Okay, it's hair rearranging time. Just in case you didn't know. Okay, we're good. Yeah, I post on my blog, and I'm pretty happy with my blog today. You should go check it out on my page around how to drop back in and connect to your soul when fear or self worth shit basically is kind of ruling you, and this guy who's a new connection, who came through [inaudible 00:35:51] group as a connection, who seems like a lovely guy and he messaged me and said hello and everything when we became friends.

Katrina Ruth: But he commented on the blog and he was like, winky face, or smile or whatever. This would be great as a video. You know, it would be even better as a video, or something ... didn't say it would be even better. But said something about you could've said all of that in a video, smile winky face. That kind of like, that would be better or that would be more helpful for people, or it's easier to consume in a short video or something like that. And I was just like, whoa, dude ... I didn't say dude. But I did comment back and I was like, "Or, I could just fucking be myself and this is how I built a multimillion dollar empire, so thank you, but no thank you. Don't tell me how to do a better job of being me."

Katrina Ruth: Ni haven't even read all these comments back, but he's kind of like, "Oh no, I'm not trying to attack you. I just think you could've said all that in a short video", or whatever. I'm like, "Oh my God, you so don't get this", right? But you get this. But maybe you're not living according to this, which is why I'm bring up that story and saying this. Thing is, it's not following the rule so of the online space to write a long blog post and post it every single day, 365 days a year. It's also not following the rules of how to supposedly build a following, or sell shit online, to do a live stream that goes for this long nearly every day, but also I'm so rambly, like I just talk about so much irrelevant stuff, or I jump all over the place, or I'm telling silly jokes or whatever.

Katrina Ruth: None of the way that I do content follows any sort of formula, or any sort of rule book, and it actually breaks all the rules, but all I've done is gradually more and more along the way, given myself permission to just let whatever's in me come out. And the point that I was trying to explain to him, which he just didn't get, and I was just writing back quickly while I was waiting for my massage anyway, so I might go back and do it properly later, is no, it doesn't fucking matter if I could've said all of that in a short video. Yes, I could, yes, thank you for saying that people would like to watch me on a video. I appreciate the compliment.

Katrina Ruth: But that's not the point. The point is that that message came out in the form that it did. It came out as a long blog post. This is coming out as a rambly live stream, which is gradually getting more and more into flow. And all the other things that I do are coming out however they come out, and I don't question it. I don't edit it. I don't filter it. I don't worry about if it's good enough or who's gonna be listening or watching, or what makes one live stream better than another. I just let the message be the message, and if you wanna build a business and a life based on you doing your purpose work, making money doing what you love, getting paid to just be you, literally just getting to wake up each day, open your mouth, your heart and your soul, and whatever comes out, comes out.

Katrina Ruth: Then it's going to require you to say yes to all of that on repeat, not just when it feels like oh, that is a good topic, or that feels like you know, safe or a good idea or whatever. But every day, whatever's coming out is what gets to come out, right? And so, that in turn depends on all these different moments throughout your day, where you're either saying yes to soul and you're getting your ass up, and you're pressing go live even though you don't really feel in the zone, which is how I felt. Like, ugh, I feel like I've lost my live stream vibe a little bit again. Ugh, it's gonna be clunky, and then it freaking was, but now here we are, right?

Katrina Ruth: Or it felt that way to me. Whether or not to you. It felt uncomfortable, and I felt self conscious for the first 20 minutes of the live stream. So, you can either ... I don't know whatever I was saying just then. You can either say no to the little messages and the flow that's coming through you because you feel like, oh, I don't really feel like it today. Or it feels a bit awkward, or maybe that's a silly topic, or somebody said that I shouldn't write one blog post and it would be better on a short video, or my hair doesn't look good, or whatever story you're telling yourself for the day.

Katrina Ruth: But not only you're not gonna not gonna not create the business and the life that you wanted, that you're actually destined to, because you're not saying yes to soul, but you're really, truly gonna ramp down all those other things that we spoke about before. It's like there's a big old abundance switch on the wall, and you're just like no thank you. Disconnect, right? So, if you wanna connect to the abundance switch ... Hey Red. If you wanna connect into receiving, if you wanna connect into freaking money making and results based on you being you, guess what? You're gonna have to be you. There's really no other way to do it.

Katrina Ruth: But also, and I feel more importantly, you wanna be in flow for your life, and lit up for your life, and feel happy, and feel energised, and feel like you can show up for the important people in your life, and give them the best parts of you. The only way to do that is for you to give yourself the best parts of you as well, which means that if you're a creative person like me, who has a high desire to be seen and heard, and to express and share their message with the world, then honour it. Fricking honour it, and make space for it, and just choose that you're not gonna buy into stories that now is not a good time, I don't feel like it, the lighting's not good, I feel self conscious, or it doesn't feel like a good topic, or it just didn't kind of work out today.

Katrina Ruth: Here's how to know, right? It's very simple. When you feel like that kind of tug or that call from within, like say this thing, post this thing, or create this offer to sell, or do this live stream, or reach out to that person, you feel a sense ... it might be small, but you feel a sense of expansion and upliftedness, even at the idea of it. You can feel the vibe of how it's gonna elevate and expand you. And then on the other hand, if you buy into some sort of mindset of I can't, or I shouldn't, or it's not right, or it's not appropriate, or it's not time, you can feel it. You feel a slight compression.

Katrina Ruth: You might be really good at ignoring it and telling yourself it's fine, but you know, right? You can feel yourself shrink a little bit, or go into contraction a little bit, and it feels sad and heavy. And it's not just about that one moment. What's the cumulative affect of all of that, right? What is the awful cumulative affect of day in and day out saying no to your soul? It's sadness, it's depression, it's binge eating or binge whatever else, it's addiction, it's sabotage, it's anger and resentment, and frustration at other people around you, it's ...

Katrina Ruth: Well, not making the fricking money and doing your soul purpose work and getting paid for it. It's not having the body you want, it's not having the sex life you want, it's not sleeping properly, all these things are connected. I know there's many other things that go into each of those other things I just listed as well. But honestly, one way to really activate everything working is be in fucking alignment. Say yes to your soul, right?

Katrina Ruth: So, then the flip side is that the cumulative effects of saying yes to your soul, even though you feel silly a lot of time, or it doesn't feel convenient, or it doesn't feel as you're getting the result that you wanted straight away or whatever, like that. But the cumulative affect over time is you create the life you fucking want, but you also get to experience and live in all the emotions that we all desire. You know, anything that you're thinking about that you think you want, like money, a big following, your shit selling, having a certain type of body, or relationship, or life, or whatever, that's only ...

Katrina Ruth: That's a reflection of ... or what you really want is beyond that, right? What you really want is underneath that, it's the way you wanna feel, the emotions. So, we wanna feel fulfilled, we wanna feel lit up, we wanna feel happy, we wanna feel free, we wanna feel expansive, we wanna feel proud of ourselves, and whatever else comes up for you. And all of those emotions are available to you right now. Right now, right?

Katrina Ruth: You can literally access all of that. You can actually access it without doing anything. Without fucking live stream or going to the gym, but it's gonna be a hell of a lot easier to just say yes to the guidance that's coming through you, because all of this stuff, those little messages from inside saying do this, say that, put that out there, that's actually just your sign post. That's the fricking blueprint for accessing super flow and accessing all things.

Katrina Ruth: All right? So, there we go. That's our flow conversation for today. And here's what else. Rich Hot Empire, I did mention it before. This is such a powerful transformative programme. I've taken so many amazing badass people through this programme. It's six weeks with me one on one. We're starting April 30, so registration is currently open. Places are already selling. I believe we've sold ... I've only opened it a few days ago, and I haven't really spoken about it in a big way. I haven't been doing as many live streams, actually, and talking as much while I've been back with my little kids the last few days, but I think we've already got five or six places filled.

Katrina Ruth: It will sell out. It's 20 places only. It always sells out. So, there's still about 10 days before we begin. But definitely you wanna be messaging me about it right away if it's something that is speaking to you, and also that we can obviously start that conversation. I can give you ... If you message me over on my personal page, my personal Katrina Ruth page, is better. I just prefer to communicate there. You can message here as well and I'll still answer you. But I just go on my personal page a lot more. Right?

Katrina Ruth: And I'll send you the overview. So, what it is is a six week structured, plus six weeks one on one with me. So, the way that I do this one on one intensive is I have created six weeks of structured content going through everything you need to know to call in and build your core tribe, to create a multi seven figure empire and beyond, selling low right through to high end products. And to find a way to make money doing what you love completely on your terms.

Katrina Ruth: This works on repeat. I've been running this programme since April of 2016. It is the only programme that I run on repeat. I always create new things, but Rich Hot Empire is so fucking good, and the results are so fricking epic, I have clients who jump in there who are completely at ground zero when they start out. Sometimes not even a Facebook page, and I've had several people who are already doing over seven figures a year, over a million dollars a year when they became Rich Hot Empire clients.

Katrina Ruth: And it doesn't matter that people are at such different starting places. It's about who you are as a person. And people who come into Rich Hot Empire and say yes to their soul, and let me kick their ass into alignment and massive fucking action, the results are fucking phenomenal. We've got crazy awesome money results, but more importantly, I think, I believe, and I feel like you'll agree, alignment results, shifts, expansion, all those things, right?

Katrina Ruth: So, often times people come out and they'll share their biggest takeaway, or their testimonial, I guess. And it's generally they'll say something like this is totally not what I expected, but holy shit this has changed my life. It's the most transformative six weeks ever, and just a whole bunch of really cool shit. It is an incredible programme that fucking works. If you have been thinking about working with me one on one, and maybe you're not quite ready to jump into the inner circle, which is my ongoing 12 months, highest level mentoring one on one, Rich Hot Empire is about place to start. It's the best place to start.

Katrina Ruth: And then some people continue on into the inner circle after that. But either way, what we're doing in those six weeks is honestly more than what most people would do in a two year period online, and I can say that with certainty, because most people are fucking around watching freaking cat videos, or freaking out about whether Mark Zuckerberg's gonna shut Facebook down. Or, just doing a whole bunch of shit that maybe somebody's told you you've gotta do to stand out online and to build a following and get paid, and it's not true.

Katrina Ruth: So, what I do is I come in and I show you exactly what to do, and exactly how to do it from the structure and strategy side of things, take you fully behind the scenes in my business, give you so many fricking resources. Everything from how to create your office, how to launch, how to build your following, any kind of how thing that you might wanna think about, is covered. And you get access to all that content for life. And if there was anything that wasn't covered, I would create it for you as a training, or my team would as well so you have support through my team there as well. Facebook ads training, funnels, I mean, I don't even know or remember all the stuff, right?

Katrina Ruth: You'll never even use all the stuff that's in there, but what I did is I created everything for my private clients so that you've got it all there, so that we can then launch most of it and focus on the deep inner transformative work, so that's what you and I will be doing together one on one, through our one on one calls, but also you get daily unlimited access to me over my private client channel, so we do daily audios, messages, whatever you need to talk to me about.

Katrina Ruth: Lisa says, "Rich Hot Empire is amazing." Thank you. Yeah. And so that gives you a bit of an overview of it. And so I wanted to create a structured programme, and I did create structure so that when you're coming into this, you're gonna really know like yes, all my questions are answered and I'll be showing you exactly what to do and how to do it on the building of the business side of things, but also the one on one, right? And the one on one side of things is unlimited access to me.

Katrina Ruth: You're also getting to go into a mastermind with my other private Rich Hot Empire clients, and we do weekly mastermind hot seat calls as well. And there's other things additionally to that. So, what you should do, is if you wanna know more, if you have thought about working with me one on one, or you're feeling like you're thinking about it right now, message me. I'll get you a proper overview of everything that goes on in that six weeks, and then obviously we can talk about costs and all that good stuff as well.

Katrina Ruth: Have an amazing rest of the day wherever you are in the world. Go and do something that your soul is saying yes to. When you say yes to your soul, life says yes to you. And don't forget, life is now. Press play.

Direct download: i_just_cant_seem_to_normal_even_for_a_minute..._.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 9:57am AEST

Wed, 18 April 2018

Money from your magic ✨✨🎤💃🏼

Hi. Ah man, god damn it. Alright. Thought I had what I needed, I don't. Alright, I'm back. I'm back. Am I live? Is this working? Are we even real. Oh two people are here on the Katrina Roots show. Hey Ryan. What's up? What's happening? Tell me the things.

Do you know what I need? Fuck it. I always think I'm so organised you guys. Alright. Is this working? What the fuck? Yes it is. Okay. Hey, hey. Hey Erika. Hey all the people. Chris! What's up my San Diego bad ass? I know you're not from San Diego.

Alright, hang on. I need one more thing. This is kind of embarrassing because ... Well it's not that embarrassing. It would've been embarrassed about is that I always think that I'm organised and then I'm not fucking organised. I need one more pure. Alright. I need to be higher. So check it out, let me show you my view. I've still got my pyjamas on, I'm chilling in my pyjamas. It's Bali style, you just wear your bikini and your pyjamas and nothing else for weeks on end.

Look there's the ocean right there, can you see it? How good is that? When I wake up in the morning, my bed is in there through there through that area. Met a soulmate, amazing. And yeah, I can see the ocean from my bed. But tell me, more importantly than anything, and then maybe I'll show you my new tattoo colours if you'd like. I'll just show you now, 'cause let's face it, I want to show it off. Check it out.

So I got all that colour added there. Alright my side abs are looking quite good today, that's nice. I got colour added through here. See there? Look at it how it's kind of psychedelic and it all blends together. And then I got this colour added in the back there. [inaudible 00:02:37] for the six hours of tattooing that I went through on Saturday. So anyway, I don't know if you can see the colours properly, but it's amazing here. He's like blended them all together. Ramen Kelley, is my fricking frame working, 'cause that was the next thing I was about to talk about and I just realised ... Okay, I'm just talking from my breasts. I just realised I was supposed to tell you when I went live and I didn't. I actually was going to test whether it worked and then it appeared to just work, so I just went live.

Anyway, I don't know if you can see how he's mixed the colours there, they're all meshed in together. And so we were going to finish all this on Saturday, and then next we're starting around here, which will be this coming Saturday. But after he did half of that colour and he did the top bit earlier on in the day, then he's like, he says, "I've given you everything now baby. Just like sex, I'm done. There's nothing left. We must finish right away". That's exactly what he said. I thought we were doing two more hours and finishing all the colour through, like the flower bits there, but he basically threw down the tattoo gun all of a sudden and he's like, "I'm done. I cannot continue on. If I do this becomes like a bad oil painting". So we had that conversation.

Alright. So now I've brought you up on tattoo stuff. So I'm going to go back next Saturday and I'm going to start to get, 'cause this is actually ... Okay. I just love to talk about this. Because this is like a whole story here and the story is, I had to create the story for him because he said [inaudible 00:04:09], he can't do a massive piece across your whole torso if there's not meaning and context to it. So the story that I gave him is just when you think you knew me, it all drops away again and you know nothing, nothing at all, nothing about anything. So this is just, I don't know, some mystical cubes. They go down pretty low, you don't need to see how low they go. Let's just say it was an interesting experience. And then all this stuff and then around here is going to be a face, a woman's face, but the top of it will be lifted off and it's like just when you thought you knew me, there's all these layers underneath it. So we're going to start on that on Saturday.

But in other news, has anybody even fucking noticed my frame? Because I feel offended and I'm going to speak for Braun and Kelley and say Braun is offended that nobody's commented on the frame. Can you guys see that or are you all blind? Are you all just memorised by the view and by my tattoos? Abs are looking alright today, aren't they Kristen? That's what happens when you've been in Bali for a couple of days.

For some reason, whenever I get into Bali I'm kind of bloated and puffy, something about the flight. I've got to rework that, it's all a mindset. I gotta also mention to you that the little black cat on my back is not part of the work that Vlad did. He's highly offended in a personal and kind of over the top manner about the cat, because he doesn't really know what to do with it.

Okay, so I see that I've got the Katrina Roots show at the top of my picture. I thought we had something that was going to be at the bottom of the picture as well. I thought it was a whole frame. On my computer it's just ... Do you know what though Braun, when I had the falling that way, I could never ... I'm going to tell you guys something embarrassing about me.

I thought it was a whole frame, on my computer it's.

Shh. Shush. She just keeps talking. I can never remember which ways vertical and which ways horizontal. It's an embarrassing little comment about me. And then I remember, hang on, horizontal means sex. So horizontal means that way. So when I had the phone vertically, the whole frame was there Braun, and then I turned it because I always do my live streams this way, and now it's not. So I don't know what we're going to do about that, but it still looks cool. How fricking cool is that? Braun and Kelley is right here on the live stream, she made this frame for me. Send her the love hot shower. Send it to her. Send it on over. Just throw it at her. And by the way, if you ever see hilarious and outrageous in a river, it means that I post on Instagram or here, Braun makes them for me as well. She's very fucking good at it, very funny. You should see the latest line up that I haven't posted yet. Her brain works in mysterious and slightly terrifying ways, which is really just a requirement for being on my team. It's exactly where it needs to be.

The top bit definitely is, but wasn't there supposed to be a bottom bit? Can we get a frame all the way around? I don't know, can we get something at the bottom?

Okay, so supposedly we're going to talk about making money from [inaudible 00:07:10]. I was reading this morning some Eckhart Tolle, which I do love to read. I've somehow crumbled the whole book up. It looks like I've screwed the whole book up into a bundle and stuffed it into a corner of my suitcase now, which is possibly what happened. I reading his stuff. When I started trying to read his stuff when I was in my early 20s, it didn't make any sense to me at all. I wasn't ready for it I guess. And then I tried to listen to it one time on an audiobook and I nearly passed out from boredom at the sound of his voice. Sorry Eckhart. It's a fact. And now, I guess I'm at a suitable place of enlightenment within myself that I'm able to take from it exactly what is required. However if you think about it, you're always taking exactly what is required from all experiences.

But anyway, this morning I read a little piece that was of great interest to me, and it was around, well it was of great interest because it sounded like something I would say. So really what I'm saying is that I was interested in myself. But aren't we all, let's face it. So it was around, in fact, I'm going to read it to you. I feel like from now on there's going to be a small bit of story time and reading time on my live stream, so let's just had a moment of [inaudible 00:08:20], I'm pushing my chair backwards into the pool and fall in, which would be quite funny. One second.

Okay. Look at that scrunched up cover, I'm not sure what happened there. You're going to love what I'm going to read to you, it's very critical and important. Okay. Ooh, I did fold down this page because I thought it was hilarious and I thought that I might post this on social media later on today. I was going to post it this morning and then I thought I already did several posts yesterday where I think that I'm being funny, and then it sounds like I'm going to try to think that I'm being funny all the time, and I am just funny. I don't have to think about being funny. And then I thought about it too fucking much, so then I couldn't post it. But it was a Shakespeare quote that I thought would be quite amusing to use at some point relevant to the news or something like that. And it says, "A tale told by an idiot full of sound and fury signifying nothing". So I'm glad I've had the opportunity now to use that quote. Pretty happy about that.

Alright. So then, okay. Ooh. Ooh. Ooh. This is good. You're going to enjoy this. This page in particular. That's why I folded down both sides of it, well one was for Shakespeare and the other was 'cause that's where ... Hang on, why have I got three fucking pages? I don't know. Okay. Whatever. Let me read this to you. When you don't play roles, it means that there is no self ego in what you do". I wish that I was Billy Jane right now because my friend Billy Jane who's one of my soulmate friends, who I just love and adore read something to me a few weeks ago. He reads like a showman. He required me to sit there at his kitchen table while he read along a blog post of somebody else. He's got a really deep love and a person that I really do love and wanted to hear the book, but I had already read the book. I'm like really, do I have to sit hear and listen to you read this whole thing. And then he read it in the most incredible, powerful, entertaining way. And now I'm getting a little bit self conscious about the fact that my reading voice is not as interesting as it could be.

But actually, the piece that I'm about to read you is pretty fucking relative to that. So I will not try and be entertaining. No. I am going to be completely non-entertaining now, just so you know. "When you don't play roles, it means there is no self ego in what you do. There is no secondary agenda, projectional strengthening of yourself. As a result, your actions have far greater power. You are totally focused on the situation. You become one with it". Now listen to this next line. "You don't try to be anybody in particular. You are most powerful, most effective when you are completely yourself, but don't try to be yourself. That's another role. It's called natural spontaneous name. As soon as you are trying to be this or that, you are playing a role". This is the bit where I was like ooh, this is good stuff because it sounds like I would have written it myself. "Just be yourself is good advice, but it can also be misleading. The mind will come in and say let's see how can I be myself". Send me a message via energetic [inaudible 00:11:19] if you have ever tried to be yourself. You can figure out what format that message will go into.

"Then the mind will develop some kind of strategy, how to be myself". Who has ever tried to develop a strategy on how to be themselves? I'm pretty sure I've done that, I'm going to confess that right here. Kat feshional hashtag. "Then", oh no, I read that bit already. Must be important. We'll read it again. "Then the mind will develop some kind of strategy, how to be myself. Another role, how can I be myself". Okay. I'm getting my interactions wrong. "Another role. How can I be myself is in fact the wrong question. Wrong." Eckhart Tolle wouldn't say it in that voice because he speaks only in a monotone like this, he would say wrong question, wrong. But I'm going to say it with more emphasis. Wrong question. Wrong.

When I do this I'm channelling [inaudible 00:12:11] because there's a very hilarious moment once in New Zealand a few years ago where I got fantastic photos of him doing this. And now it just makes me think of [inaudible 00:12:19]. Okay, wrong question. Let's hit that. "It implies you have to do something to be yourself. But how doesn't necessarily apply here because", wake up call, wait for this moment, "You are already yourself." I'm not certain if you knew that, took mem a while to figure that out about myself, pretty good with it now, but sometimes still need the reminder. "Just stop adding unnecessary baggage to who you already are". But I don't know who I am, I don't know what it means to be myself. That's me being you, or whoever it relates to. That's not me being me, I fucking know who I am. I figured that shit out, I'll tell you about it in a moment.

This is killer, right? This is serious killer still, Kiria, just come to Bali now. You actually could just come in the next two days, I just realised that. We've been talking about you coming to Bali and I was like I'll give you my next days, and I'm like, but I'm here for the next two weeks. Side note. Alright, sorry everybody. I like to organise arrangements and things whilst on a live stream if a relevant person pops onto it. Anyway, he does talk some truth, serious truth.

This next line was killer, alright? This is going to wake you up. "If you can be absolutely comfortable with not knowing who you are, then what's left is you being you. The being capital b. Behind the human, a field of pure potentiality rather than something that is already defined. Give up defining yourself. To yourself or to others. You won't die". Is he trying to be funny? Is Eckhart trying to be funny? Do you think that was a little smart assery right there in Awakening to Your Life's Purpose: A New Earth? I don't even know what the book is that I'm reading.

I only chose books via energetic transmission of energy from the book to me, by the way. This is how I chose people as well. If I've chosen you as a person, you know who you are, I've chosen you via energetic transmission of your soul to mine. It has nothing to do with anything else really at all. So when I go into a book, when I go into a book, I choose what I take out of it via energetic transmission. When I go into a book store, I get lost in there for many moons. Many, many moons. I'm just telling you, if you're not the kind of person that likes to move into a bookstore and not leave for at least seven tens of the sun, then don't come into a bookstore with me.

But if you're the kind of person that wouldn't want to hang out in a bookstore all day, then you wouldn't have been energetically transmitted into my life in the first place. So either way, we're good. But if I go into a bookstore, it's because I'm commanded and drawn by my soul to go in there. My soul just kind of magnetically pulls me in. And then when I go in, i wonder. I just kind of float and wonder through the store in a bit of a foughe like state, which is one of my very favourite flow states to be in, and I just wonder, and I wait until a book speaks to me from up above, presuming it is up above on a high shelf. If it's on a level shelf or a low shelf, then I suppose it speaks to me from an equal terrain. This book, I got at Book Monster in San Diego. I'm using the receipt as a bookmark. I also purchased the other one, which if you know what it is then you know what it is, and if you don't, I can't help you.

But it spoke to me from the shelf. I had no idea that I was required to buy it. So I don't know what I was tearing on about. But let me get back to this, let me come back to this one last paragraph. "Give up defining yourself, to yourself, or to others. You won't die. You will come to life. And don't be concerned with how others define you. When they define you, they are limiting themselves, so it's their problem. When you interact with people, don't be there primarily as a function or as a role, but as a field of presence, of a field of conscious presence". Alright. So, this is what we're going to take from that book lesson. Don't try to be your fucking self. We already said that bit, but what about [inaudible 00:16:19]. Give me love heart share if you're making money from your magic already. Give me a love heart share if you want to be making money from your magic. Give me a love hot share if you know that you are supposed to be making money from your magic.

Just give me a love hot share regardless, is basically what I'm asking, because I like to see the floating love hearts on my screen. Not the like button, which flaker just pressed like at the start. Don't even bother if you're just going to press like, don't even. It's fine to not love me, but keep quiet about it. I think that's obvious. Alright, thank you for the love hearts.

The biggest thing, here's the biggest thing that I've figured out about this, because now I'm going to tell you, shortly I'm going to tell you about Rich Heart Empire. Maybe if you're watching, he can send her her emojis. Everybody who knows me well knows that my highest value of what I desire from people online is not money, not even a love heart share, not even comments, but indeed love heart emojis. That's really what I'm looking for all day. No, laughing emojis. You can put the Rich Heart Empire in, because I'm going to tell you to join up to Rich Heart Empire in a moment, but not yet, but only if you know you're meant to work with me anyway. If you don't already know it, then it doesn't matter, all right? If you know it, you know it, and you should have messaged me anyway, but maybe you didn't realise Rich Heart Empire was open. You can read the little comment when it comes up in a moment and you can message me over on my personal Facebook page. It's time to be seen and fully heard, that's what it says. It's a pink comment, it's there now.

So what was I up to? The biggest thing that I've learned about making money from my magic, is exactly the same thing that young Eckhart just had to share with us. Okay, how young is he? He doesn't look that young. Let's see if we can find out. I'm going to tell you the magic thing in a moment, but my mind gets distracted easily and in many ways, and I allow it to be whatever it is. So alright, it's not in there. Have to Google it. How old is Eckhart Tolle? Gosh! He's 70. Well done to him. Alright, I don't know if you guys knew that.

D-pack 71 is given me this, Esther Hicks 70, Marian Williamson 65, Katrina Roots 38. Okay, we have the update on everything now. Alright. So what was I saying? Eckhart. Okay. The biggest thing that I have figured out about the money and the magic is exactly the same thing that he was saying about the giant being, don't be you. Don't try to be you thing. And if you just jumped on, you missed the book reading. It was very important. You going to have to go back and watch that afterwards. You almost missed the tight reveal.

So it's the stop trying thing, isn't it? I was doing this thing of how do I take my message from inside of me and how do I package it up in a delightful manner, and how do I present it to the internet such that they want to buy it. It didn't work. It was very confusing and exhausting. It was annoying, possibly for everybody, but definitely for me. And it actually felt kind of icky. It was kind of like this thing of let me show you that I'm cool or funny, and that's why I didn't post that Shakespeare quote this morning, 'cause I was like ooh, I think I'm trying to be funny instead of just being funny, and I am fucking funny anyway. I don't need to try to be funny. And then I thought about it too much, and I had to go have a double espresso to sort it out inside of my head, and I just let it go.

Because as soon as you're thinking how do I be this, right, how do I be this, how do I be captivating, how do I be engaging, how do I be hilarious, how do I be as bold or out there as Kat or Reagan or whoever else that you might think of, then you've lost the whole thing already. It's like book, game over, failed, done, leave, go home, have some brunch, amino acids, reset your whole self from the inside out, and wait until the magic comes back.

It is fucking scary though. Alright? Let me tell you about that. These stupid little glass bottles are annoying the crap out of me in my villa here in Bali. I don't know why they have to give me these teeny little 330 mil glass bottles. Do you know how difficult it is to get amino acids into that. It looks like I'm having some kind of blue powder party in the bathroom here every morning. Side note. And besides, they're so small I have to make like 14 of them every morning. It's like a whole mission. I need an entire in here just to make my aminos in the morning.

So, it's about the not trying. But how do you not try, right? That's fucking scary. That literally means that you go on a live stream, for example, and maybe you have a nice frame at the top, which helps you to feel more important and special, because clearly you must be a real person on the internet if you have a thing at the top of your thing that says who you are. So I feel quite happy with myself that I've graduated to that place as of today. And maybe you have a beautiful background behind you or whatever you've got. And so it adds value and you think cool, I'm organised.

But then, what the fuck do you say? Maybe you're coming on and ... This is what I was doing start of last year, or even start of the year before. I think it was the start of the year before last. I went through this phase of I really wanted to be entertaining online. I really had decided part of my role is not just to inspire, motivate, and empower, but I want to be an entertainer. Actually, if I strip it all away, if i go back to when I was like five or six years old before I became the hero of the world and decided that I was my job to save the world and basically develop [inaudible 00:21:55] complex, which a lot of us do as kids, 'cause maybe we had to step into an adult role earlier, or take on certain responsibilities or we learned that we've got to in some way support or save somebody, and then it kind of becomes mixed in with your message and your truth as who you are in a business, and then you're always trying to save everybody. Try to do that. Try not to do that.

If I go back in my story before I added all that shit in, I was first and foremost story teller and performer. Just like a lot of little kids, I think. Just like my daughter for sure. And maybe my son in a different way, it's hard to tell what he is right now. He's just kind of like naughty, angry, boss baby all of the time. But definitely some kind of wild free spirit healer person as well.

so I was always performing and i was always entertaining, and I was always leading and telling other people what to do and pointing myself in charge of things. So not much has changed, but in my business, like a lot of people, I had numbed down and dumbed down my message and my truth over the years. I was trying so hard at first to be a really successful fitness coach, except I wasn't trying that hard when I was being a fitness person, because I didn't know about trying and I didn't know about becoming an internet marketer. I was really just, I don't know, I was completely in being me, I wasn't thinking about how to be me. But then I tried to think about how to be well known as a leader online or a female entrepreneur or how to be a good business coach. And I was doing that thing of try to do it right, or try to look the part, try to be professional, or whatever bull shit. And it was really hard, and it was exhausting, but I let a lot of the fun and my natural true vibe go out of that. Or I didn't think there was a place for it, right? I would've thought it was super inappropriate.

There's no way I would've sat on a live stream even in a bikini, let alone things I say. So I had all these rules for everything. Yeah, it was a not fun period. And so a couple of years ago, I really started to tune into the fact that a big part of who I am, a big part of my personality is entertaining and performing, and when I'm with my friends and the people who I love the most, I definitely go into that role. Particularly with people I'm most comfortable with, right? And I'd be curious to know, do you relate to this. Give me more love if you relate to it. Or give me the laughing emojis, just 'cause I like to see them.

Alright. So when I'm with the people who I love the most, who I'm most comfortable with, I'm really silly. I get really over the top. I tend to dominate the conversation a lot of the time. I often have felt embarrassed about that. Thank you so much for the love heart emojis and the laughing emojis. I've often felt embarrassed and self conscious about it, even when I'm with my family where I know I'm fully loved and accepted. I often have the feeling like man, shut up. I'm saying to myself inside my head shut up, you're just talking too much. It's not the fricking Katrina Roots show. I'm like, it is the fucking Katrina Roots show. But you know sometimes when you're with other people and you're like for fucks sake, would you just shut up. And I just can't seem to be able to, I just keep going.

What's amazing and hilarious and perfect, is that 100% of my clients now, my inner circle clients, my soul mate clients, and I'm going to say my friends and the people who are my inner circle peeps in my life are all the same. So whenever I have an inner circle retreat, like we had one here in Bali a few months ago, everybody's just talking over everybody the whole fucking time. And I did my [inaudible 00:25:20] and my new AP day in New York a couple weeks ago, and one of my clients needs, who's one of my private clients, and who flew from Geneva to fucking New York for one day to come to my event, she actually said, and I just loved and honoured her that she said this, she was like right now, as I'm teaching my own event, my own event, right, my own day. She made the confession, which is that right now she's getting really grumpy at me that I was talking so much and she just wanted me to shut up so that she could talk. I know that's like, I love it, I love that you just said that. And I was like who here feels the same way that actually they should probably be in charge of this day and be able to talk and have everyone listen to them the whole time, and 100% of the hands went up.

So I've always been that person, but I wasn't letting it through in my business and I definitely wasn't letting the silly, and the rambly, and the playful, and all that shit come through. I just had all these rules for how it should have to be. And yeah, I made a decision that I'm going to let that part of me out. And then what happened though was really not ideal. What happened was I tried to be funny and I tried to be entertaining and I tried to be outrageous or hilarious or whatever. And it was really embarrassing and really awkward.

Now I have total compassion for myself from this time. You could go back, I remember I was doing this roughly around April, May 2016. I remember being in LA and I remember I decided that I was going to dance on my streams. And I talked about it with my mentor at the time, I'm like this is what I'm going to do, I'm going to start being silly and funny on my live streams and I'm going to dance. And so then I would put Spotify on and I would fricking dance to the ocean or the song the ocean, or whatever it was, I was just literally dancing on a live stream, and I'm not even good at dancing, although I am fucking good at dancing if I don't think about how to be good at dancing. When I think about being good at dancing, I'm definitely not good at dancing. Ocean? Back off. This is the Katrina Roots show, not the fricking Balinese ocean show.

And it was definitely awkward and I felt super self conscious, right? And I kind of kept going with it though. I was like, I'm going to crack this. I'm going to figure this out. And now I look back and I'm like it's so perfect that I did that. It's so perfect announcing that I did that, because that was my process of trying to figure it out, right? And so maybe you come online now and you go okay, I want to write deep powerful messages or footprints or whatever. Or I want to do live streams where I'm totally letting all sides of myself come out, and then you try to think about how to do that. And then you do it and then afterwards you feel kind of like, like that's kind of like should I delete that, should I take that down, or I feel silly, or I feel not good enough, or whatever. But I think we gotta honour ourselves for putting ourselves out there and for trying.

At some point though, with that particular example, I just kind of let it go. I was like oh my god, this is stupid. I look stupid. I'm being stupid. Why am I fucking dancing? What am I trying to prove here? Do I think I'm trying to be cool? Am I trying to prove to people that I'm entertaining? That's not the way to be entertaining. And I just kind of let it go and I forgot about it.

But here's what I did, and this is a critical note that you must write down. Pull out your pen now. I was still setting intentions in my journaling on this, right? I was writing things in my journaling like I'm an entertaining leader, I'm entertaining and inspiring, I'm a fantastic performer, I'm funny, people love to watch my stuff, not just because it inspires and motivates them, because it also entertains them and magnetises them. And I was writing stuff like that, and I think I kind of forgot that I was writing it. And whatever amount of time passed, like a lot of time, and it was only even recently, I think I even thought of it again in the last few weeks, but definitely a few months ago where I suddenly remembered that time and I remembered that time when I tried to be entertaining and I tried to be funny and I just wasn't.

My son's in there laughing at me. And now I'm like oh shit, I am entertaining and funny on live streams. Not all the time, sometimes I'm completely serious. In fact, last week, I think it was last week, yeah, last week I did a split screen live stream with somebody and we said we were going to be hilarious and entertaining and then, it was with Patrick, and then we didn't. But that, it wasn't like we tried to be though. But I thought it was interesting that we had said that we were going to be hilarious and funny, and then it totally didn't go that way at all. It went into power and truth in a different way, but it was kind of like well of course that's probably unlikely to happen if you decide that it's going to happen or if you say that it's going to happen. If you decide and set an intension that it's going to happen, and then you kind of release it and not think about it, then it may or may not happen, but whatever's meant to come out will happen.

Tell me. Tell the whole story. Tell it to the people, they want to know. You got anything to say?

I just want to sit on your lap.

You just want to sit on my lap. Yay.

So today when I came on, there was a part of me that was like oh, I haven't really live streamed properly the past few days because I came back in to Bali and I got my kids back for the first time in several weeks, been doing things. And then I had a Bali zombie state that came over me and I was asleep for a day, then I was tattooing for a day, and then we were riding elephants, weren't we?

Yeah.

Yeah. And we were doing lots of cool things. Look at all these love hearts, they're definitely for you.

Yeah.

Yeah. Of course. I already got my love hearts earlier, they're for sure your love hearts. So yeah, as I came on the live stream today, I was sort of like oh, I hope that the power comes out today. I hope that the magic comes out today. And I think I thought I hope that I'm funny today or something like that, and then I quickly put it aside, because I know and understand how this shit works. Which is that you can't come on and be like I hope I'm funny today. You can say that, you can set an intension. Or you know, I hope and trust that the power of the magic will come through me, but then it's just whatever comes out will come out. And so to come right back to the side of the story and find out where I-

Mommy.

Yes.

Why is, look. I'm doing this. But it's not doing. It's doing that.

It's 'cause there's a small delay. You'll see it down here, like two seconds after you see it up here. See? See? So if you do it up here and then two seconds later it will come up down here. There's another one looking right here, just standing there like a frozen statue. Have anything to say? Because I'm right at my peek point that I wanted to make. See? He thinks I'm funny. Are you snorting?

Yes.

Alright. Let me say my final point.

Someone ripped me off. See, look.

Yeah, you got scammed. How much was that?

$17.

$17? You gotta be kidding, for that little thing. Look how pretty this girl is.

You wrecked my hair.

Pretty, pretty bad ass. She's over there making sassy faces at me now.

Where is me?

You're there. And now you're here. You're coming back here in a moment.

Okay.

[inaudible 00:32:35].

Okay. The point that I was going to make. Let me get back to my point. I'll try and get back to my point. That when you simply have that, I guess, overall guiding intention or desire that whatever's meant to come out is going to come out, but then you forget about it is the only way that it's going to come out.

Are you going to go to the pool?

No.

Okay. Bye. Give me a kiss, I'll see you later.

I don't want to. I want to stay here.

We can stay for a few minutes if you want, I'm going to finish up here in a minute.

So it's got to be that you have this intention and you basically decided, of course all of me gets to come through. But it's not like deciding oh, I should be funny or I should be deeply magnetising or I should be this or that or the other thing based on what you see me do or what you see anyone else do. It's based on what's inside of you. It's based on this is who I know I already am. This is who I know I already am. I already know that I'm an inspiring person. I know I'm a motivating person. I know I'm a magnetising person. It's true. I know I'm a funny person. I know that I'm all these things when I'm at my most relaxed. She knows she's a bad ass, that's so true, for sure. Cheeky one. Cheeky. Cheeky and sneaky.

I got scammed. I got scammed.

I see you right here.

Yeah, you're here and you're here. Look what that says, the Katrina Roots show. We can get one made that says the Alyssa show.

And mine?

Yes.

The Alyssa Rose show.

Alyssa Rose show. Alright. So then I simply made a decision at some point in my business strategy that I'll let all those sides of me come out. And that might be what you would want to do, right? Is make a decision, I'm going to let all sides of me come out. And maybe if this is resonating for you, you could sit down today and journal on it, okay well I know I am this. I know I'm a bad ass. What else do you know you are?

Hi Natalie.

Hi Summer. Those are our ulterior roles. Our alternative personalities. Alright. So I kind of acknowledged all that stuff inside of me, and I had to do that, or chose to do that, because I'd been not making space for it, and I'd been pushing it down or pushing it away. And so it was kind of like okay, give myself permission to be all of this. But then when I had-

I still see you!

She's still here even though she's not here. It's crazy. But then I had to go through, or I did go through this phase of I was trying to be what I already am. I was trying to turn my magic into a message and into money and into something that would captivate people and build my followers and get people wanting to buy form me and so on and so forth. And it didn't work that way obviously. And it took me that growth period to figure that out to then forget about it all, but I had the intension that I'm just going to be me. And so now when I look at how I show up, I'm like, well it goes wherever it fricking goes, right? It could go funny, it could go random, it could go inappropriate, it could go with kids ... Whatever happens, happens. And it's always perfect and the exact message comes out that's meant to come out. But it's never that I sit on here and say this is what I'm going to try to do now, this is who I'm going to try and be. Right?

And on occasion I do. On occasion, I definitely do that. I guess kind of forget my own message and forget my own truth. And I'm like oh, I really want to do a deeply powerful, preachy live stream. And when I do that, it's just kind of like ugh, it feels disconnected, it feels disjointed, it feels like it's not flowing for me. Hi. Okay.

So the thing that you've got to think about is not how do I make money from my magic, but how do I not even think about that? How do I trust? How do I connect back to who I know I already am? And just give myself permission to be all of that. And yes, said intensions like I am this person, I am a bad ass, I am a leader, people love my content, I write all this shit all the time, everyday. This morning my journal I write stuff like this down for sure. But then when you come on, when you come on for your message, whether it's your free content, but this is also true with your paid content and how you communicate with clients, you don't think about it. You don't try. You don't worry about it. When I come onto a paid training or a free one, or maybe I want to sell something, which I'm always selling something, I no longer worry about how do I do that. I simply open my mouth, and what comes out comes out.

And I'm able to do that because I trust and know that how I live my life means that I'm continually feeding into my own soul and into my own truth. And whatever comes out is fucking gold. And that's just the truth of it, right? And it might be inspiring, it might be preachy, it might be motivational preachy, or sometimes not, whatever. It sometimes, it is disconnected, and sometimes you feel that as well, but that's the same in real life, right? When you hang out with your friends. I was at dinner with my friend Lindsey the other night, and I was definitely completely disconnected. I knew I wasn't really being very engaging or engaged as a friend.

Oh shit. Are you okay? Come here. Don't worry, you'll just have to get changed. He just fell in the pool. Don't worry, you'll just have to get new clothes on. Come here. Come here. People are going to send you love. No, he's gone. Whoops. Don't worry honey, it's the same as when Alyssa jumped in the pool with her dress on the other day, you'll be fine. Okay. Just go inside and get some new clothes on.

I don't want to!

Come here, come here. I've got a towel right here. Come here. There you go. It's all happening. I don't even know what I was saying. I think you've got the message, right? You've got to just have that intention and then trust that what needs to come out is going to come out. And it's trust basically being, and it's trust based business creation, and I guess the only other thing that you've got to add to that is well you do gotta show up though. It's not going to work if you wait until you feel like it or if you do it inconsistently. So for me, the real way that I do make money from my magic, if you wanted to know the how, is that I just show up. I show up every fricking day in some way, shape, or form. Some days more than others, some days are more powerful than others, some days I really feel like that was gold and I loved it and I loved what came though. And other days I'm like eh, that seemed kind of lame, or I didn't really get the engagement or I didn't feel amazing about it, but I continue on anyway. And I just think that very few people do that and are willing to do that.

Mostly what people do is they flake out when they don't get the engagement they want or they flake out if they don't feel good or they flake out if it's not really, yeah. Like if they're not feeling like it's working in the way that they want it to work. And then they kind of go and hide again or they become inconsistent or they become kind of flaky with what they're doing all over the place, or they try to think about how to do it and it just doesn't work.

So the big message here is are you willing to show up for your message, for your art, for your truth, for your business, for yourself even if you don't know if it's good enough? Even if it doesn't feel engaging, even if it doesn't feel like you're being inspiring, and even if it doesn't feel like people are listening. Because I'm going to tell you, that's the way that I've done it. It's the consistency, it's the showing up day in and out. It's just being there for my message and my truth no matter what. Literally, no matter what is going on around me, right?

And that's it. That's the whole story. It's all you need to do. All you need to do is commit to showing up and then do that, but do it without judging or critiquing your own message, right? We all do this. I still do it on occasion where you walk out of a live or a blog that you've written or something and you're kind of like man, I feel embarrassed about that, or I feel annoyed about that, or I feel like I wish it was something different, and it's just kind of like and get on with it, let it keep going anyway. You get to keep going anyway.

Guess what.

What?

[inaudible 00:40:28].

Of course you did, you little hacker.

No, I did.

I believe you.

[inaudible 00:40:36].

Really?

yeah.

Alright. So final thing that I want to tell you. Rich Heart Empire is open for April registration. It is my most transformative one on one intensive ever. It's six weeks one on one with me. It's a structured programme with content all around how to build your cult tribe.

Oh by the way, I can do a hand stand with one or two push ups.

That's true. She can do hand stand push ups, it's amazing.

So work with me for six weeks personally to grow your perfect cult tribe. [inaudible 00:41:06] Empire and set up multiple recurring incomes change to take you to seven figures and beyond doing what you love, that's the structure of what I teach in Rich Heart Empire, but it's complete one on one with me as well. So we have the structured content that I've created and that I've continued to add to, and we have must private plans, and you have one on one with me. You gotta message me on my personal page about this. It's only 20 places and we're already starting sales. Sales have already been made. It's already starting to fill. I only opened it up a couple of days ago, I haven't really spoken about it much because I've kind of been in Bali floating mode, like I said. So if you've not noticed this, or you have noticed but you didn't realise it's a very limited small thing, and it is very high level for one on one, then you might want to message me about that.

If it's speaking to you, if you want to learn more about working with me, if you want to know what that obviously involves and what we go through and investment and all that stuff, message me over on my Katrina Roots personal page. And really I guess, the big thing is, it is around being you. Yes, there's stuff that I teach around exactly how to build your cult tribe, exactly how to find your soul mate clients, exactly how to create low rate to high rate offers and launch them and sell them online, and all this other cool shit, but for it to work, it obviously depends on you connecting fully to who you are and letting that out into the world. And so that's a decision that only you can make, it is something I'll work on with my clients in deep detail, continually forever come back to no matter how long I've been working with someone and how many hundreds of thousands of dollars they're now making, it's a continual thing that we talk about, because I talk about it all the time for myself as well. But it starts with that decision and commitment.

Can i show these people how I do hand stand push up?

You can do it right there. Alright. So message me if you want to know about that. I'm going to finish up this live stream. I'm going to go get my yoga on.

No, you can do it over here. Just here. Alright, we're going to see a handstand push up to finish and then I'm going to jump off. Details during the pink comment.

Oh that was half of one. Alright. I'm going to go. Don't forget. Life is now, press play.

Direct download: Money_from_your_magic__-_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:09am AEST

Sun, 15 April 2018

Take 2 Finding Satisfaction In Your Art with Patrick Grabbs

Kat: Alright, I have no idea what just happened there. Okay. That was so weird.

Patrick: Alrighty, man.

Kat: That's literally never happened before. It was too much power for Facebook.

Patrick: Too much. I'm telling you, too much. I never really told that story before either and I'm just like, ah, I just felt like ... I haven't really told that story in this, I've wrote about the story, but I haven't really said it, you know. So, yeah. Especially not a live stream in front of a people.

Kat: This is what happens because we said we were going to do being funny and entertaining and now we're just going super deep.

Patrick: Yeah, yeah, we did.

Kat: But this is what happens. The camera goes on and it goes wherever it's meant to go. Hey, what's up Ryan.

Patrick: It goes where it goes. What up Ryan.

Kat: The message goes wherever it's meant to go. But what I got out of that story was you just fucking decided and then it happened because you actually decided to change things, right? It was like boom, I'm moving into a new phase.

Patrick: Yeah. yeah, so I walked in there. I walked into the newest gym I was like, "I'm out, blase, blase, blase." I went to my house and from there just started trying to push it together. I didn't have very many bills, you know, so it wasn't that hard, and I just started to do ... This is the first time that I actually like started to tamper with doing something like this, with like sending out energy and messaging and stuff like that. I just started doing my thing and in a subtle way what I was doing was like I was trying to ... This is what I was talking to you about on a previous livestream, this is where I started to do things like survival gear and anything else that wasn't really me. I sell survival [crosstalk 00:01:58]. Yeah, bonded blogs, and everything that was mine, right?

Patrick: And then I was just doing that and doing that and doing that and my old friend from the dealership who had came through and done his thing left and then started his own thing, Ryan Motherfucking Stumen, he started seeing that, right? He wouldn't have been able seen this if I wasn't doing it, you know what I mean? I didn't know at the time that's what happened, but he noticed that I was out here trying to do my thing so he reached out and he was like, "You know, you need to come check out what I got over here. I know you're trying with the bondage blog, I know you're trying with the survival gear and it probably isn't working for you really well, is it?" And I was like, "Nah, it really ain't, dog."

Patrick: So I went over to see what he had going on. That's when I first got into a little bit internet marketing and the real shit, you know? The best mentor to help me out and take me through all this stuff. And so he pretty much took me as like his right hand man, showed me like all this stuff. It was just a great experience for me. It was basically like college for entrepreneurs, pretty much. What happened was, though ... I remember that, though. I remember not having anything. I remember trying and trying and trying to make a sale online. I'd never done that before. I'd never sold something like a digital programme or something like that. I'd never sold any of that stuff online before. I thought it was a bunch of weird shit, you know what I mean? Like who the fuck is going to buy ... One of Ryan's first programmes was something called Show Up and Close It and it was like 30 audio trainings. Some of them are like six minutes long and he had it set to like $4.97 and I'm thinking like, "Who's going to buy this?" You know what I mean? So I didn't really believe in it like-

Kat: I bought that programme.

Patrick: You bought it, right, of course, like a bad ass bought this. I'm a fucking billionaire-

Kat: I bought it. I bought it for my team, actually. I don't know if they did it. I'm probably one of those bad clients that buys online programmes and then doesn't ever open them or log in.

Patrick: A lot of people bought that programme though, you know? Like I sold a bunch of them. So that was like my first thing that I sold, you know, like online, and from a fucking house where I was flat broke and finally ... He fired me like three times because I couldn't sell it. I just couldn't believe. And finally I remember it cracked. And I just remember that day like it was yesterday. I remember going to the mall and being able to buy ... It was like Christmas and I didn't think I was going to by my family anything like that and like eh, here's goes another Christmas of being broke and all that shit and I just cracked it open. The sales just started to come through. And I just remember being at the mall and walking through there and I was listening to the song Muy Tranquilo, it's by Grammatic. I remember the song and everything like that, and I was just jamming around the mall listening to it and fighting back tears. So I remember that. And I have broken through that space of that part, you know what I mean? I've broken through that already and now I'm out here trying to fucking do it again. So yeah, I guess I've already done it so what the fuck am I talking about?

Kat: There you go. I don't think we've remotely touched on the title of the topic of our show but I think more people need to tell this part of the story and the journey because everyone goes through this shit. And then when you tell your own story, you reaffirm your own confidence and belief in yourself from telling it. You remind yourself the things that you've done where it was scary or you had to make a massive life change and then literally I always think any time I've ever really decided to do something, then I did it and I got the result 100% of the time. Alright, Pat always looks like such a badass, probably that's because I am. Frank Kern actually made a video for me on Friday that testifies that I'm a certified badass.

Patrick: I saw your badass-ery too when you fucking when you were working out. I'd just never seen like nothing that. Just such a savage at the gym. I was just like, whoa.

Kat: What? Oh when we went to the gym last week?

Patrick: Yeah, when we worked out together you were just killing it. I was like dude, fuck, what a beast, man. It would make anybody, and I've seen people out there working out, even like trainers and stuff and just blowing it out. It was crazy.

Kat: Thank you. And I know it all, but even that's another example. Actually, who wants me to do this? You just reminded me of something I thought of this morning. I think I'm going to make a programme on how to age backwards. Who would buy that programme? Because I think I've started to age backwards. You're going to buy the programme. I meant for women, but sure, we'll do a section for men.

Patrick: I'd buy it.

Kat: Well actually, though, the gym thing, like obviously I was a trainer for 13 years, like the life I said to you then, well you've got to hope that I know how to train after being a trainer for 13 years. But sorry, I remember when I was 19, Ryan's going to buy it. Yeah, Ryan, I've seen products from you from four years ago. You should buy that. Sorry. Not sorry. When I was 19, I was doing upright rows in the gym and I was just getting the little bit of muscle definition coming through for the first time. I started working out when I was 17 and I remember looking at myself in the mirror and I remember having the though, 'huh. If I just kept doing this every day, like really consistent, by the time I'm 40, I'm going to have arms like Donna and I'll be just looking like I made a decision in my head in that moment, I'm going to get better and better with age.'

Kat: And I look at photos of me from like four or five years ago and I look ten years old than I do now because there was a lot of stuff that wasn't in alignment in my life. And now, the time ... I feel like it's egotistical to say all this, but it's also true. Like even last night, my branding guy who does all my branding stuff here in LA, we were talking about Botox and I said something about how I always thought that one day I would get Botox, but now I've decided I won't because I read a research people that it freezes your actually emotions. And he's like, "What, you don't have any work done, yet?" And I'm like, "No, I've done nothing." Or last week the customs guy was staring at my passport for so long he's like, "This just doesn't match. The age isn't right." Or something like that. And I was like yes, because I fucking manifested it since I was 19.

Kat: So being a badass is a decision you make in your head in whatever form that is and you just decide that's how it's going to be; less stress. Yeah, stress maybe is part of it. I think it's decision and choice, but that's stress as well. Now that you have more money, you have less pressure. I don't think it's to do with the money. You might be [inaudible 00:08:41]. I think it's alignment and I think it's a decision. Like I decide in my head that it's easy to stay in shape, that I get in better and better shape as time passe, that well now I've decided that I'm ageing backwards and it seems to be working, so, I don't know.

Patrick: Do you journal about your appearance?

Kat: Yes. Yeah. I journal about everything. It would be kind of embarrassing I suppose if people saw the stuff I write in my journal, because some of it sounds quite, like, I don't know, flippant? Not flippant, what's the word? Just kind of not that important or something or just a bit silly. But I write selective body stuff. I'll write stuff like "I always look and feel fucking amazing. I love my body inside and out." I'll write stuff like, I'm journaling on my breasts growing bigger. I just started that last week.

Patrick: What?

Kat: I'm journaling-

Patrick: You're journaling what?

Kat: -my breasts growing bigger. But I only started this-

Patrick: Oh, on your breasts growing?

Kat: Yeah, but I only started that last week, so I don't have any data to report back on that yet. That's a new one.

Patrick: Like, "They're getting bigger today. Getting bigger today."

Kat: Yeah, why not?

Patrick: I found out that shrivelling is a process, so, just wanted to let you know that.

Kat: Well, there's research that shows that if you just think ... Like they did research on bicep muscles that one guy's doing like bells on one side and then just thinking about the other side and you got better results just from the thinking.

Patrick: Just from the thinking?

Kat: Yeah. So I'm just saying why has this never occurred to me before? Let's test this out. Okay, everyone's going to start journaling on their breasts growing bigger, now. Brittany's in.

Patrick: And all the dudes are going to be journaling on their penis size.

Kat: Well, yeah. Journal whatever you've got to journal, people.

Patrick: I don't want to be this long.

Kat: Whatever you believe is possible and real. That's a true thing. But I journal on like I always look and feel amazing, have great abs. I write like I have a perky butt and tight legs like I feel embarrassed with what I write, but I just write what I want.

Patrick: Yeah, you brought in some detail, damn.

Kat: Huh? Detail, yeah.

Patrick: You're going into detail, yeah. Hold on, I've got to plug this phone in though. Shit goes very quick when you're live streaming, you know what I mean?

Kat: I know. I've got to go in five minutes anyway. I've got to go catch a plane to Australia.

Patrick: Damn. So we didn't even talk about the title, huh? We just went all the way [crosstalk 00:11:15]-

Kat: I think we approved the tile.

Patrick: True, true.

Kat: We just did a live demonstration of the title.

Patrick: Well I don't even know what the title is? What the hell is the title?

Kat: You made the tile up. It was something about-

Patrick: I know, I forgot what I made up.

Kat: -how to find satisfaction in your art, which is actually what we're doing a live demonstration of right now.

Patrick: Live demo right here and now. But the reason-

Patrick: -The reason I did tell that, too, is because I wanted to say that in this case ... You only got five minutes, so we should be good to go. Let me plug this in. But the reason I made that is because I was telling about my thing that I dropped today, my offer that I took forever to make, and I dropped it today and there was not then one sell as of dropping it, so I'm still, it's just like ... I'm just so satisfied with it that I really don't care if it does or doesn't. But that's cool because I'll make another one and it will, you know what I mean? And I'll keep getting better at it. But the things is-

Kat: That's a normal thing, right.

Patrick: -I'm so satisfied. Say again?

Kat: Well, that's normal because you're not hosting the workshop until a week or two away, there's no urgency for people to have to buy right now anyhow. If you had some bonus or they get something straight away for signing up, then you'll get sales at the start. But my programmes that end up with a hundred people in them, if I drop them and the thing is not happening for ten days or something and I don't give some incentive to say yes/no, I get maybe one sale or one or two or none and then it will still get whatever it gets at the end. That's why oftentimes I give people, like if you join up strait away, then you get I call it the pre-Web, like you'll get some bonus trainings or you might get added to the basic group right away. Otherwise it's all going to come at the end anyway. There's no urgency.

Patrick: Okay, cool.

Kat: But the offer is fucking amazing.

Patrick: I was like did you just dissect my offer and tell me what the fuck was wrong with that shit? Alright, I see what you did there.

Kat: I can't help it. It happens automatically.

Patrick: You're like, "By the way, if you would've put this here and you would've put that there and you would've put this here, if you would've [inaudible 00:13:34], people would be buying it."

Kat: Like I said, my stuff doesn't ... I'll get little or no sales when I first launch, unless I do some special by now thing, like a bonus or first ten people or something, which sometimes I do that and other times I don't do it, and then my team will be like, "It's not selling," and I'm like whatever, it's not starting for a week. No one's going to buy now. Why would they buy now? They'll buy it at the last final minute, you bunch of flakers. You should just make fast decisions, not wait until the end.

Patrick: Exactly. You should have it while it's hot. That's what I say. So we didn't -

Kat: I have to go.

Patrick: -any of the entertaining ... I think this was entertaining enough. What do you think?

Kat: I think it was entertaining, not in the way that we discussed that it might be, but I think it was fucking powerful.

Patrick: I want to do an entertaining one with you soon enough, you know? It was definitely powerful, but we've got to do the entertaining stuff because you're definitely good at entertaining as well.

Kat: Well, we're hilarious and it would be irresponsible and selfish to hid that gift from the world. And we're nice people, so we will share it with people.

Patrick: Yes, very much so. Good. They need it.

Kat: Yes. Exactly. Alright. Final words of wisdom?

Patrick: That's it. I pretty much laid it out on the table, so there you go. If you're going through some shit, I am, too. Let us go through some shit and come out on the other side better people.

Kat: Love it. Go and watch the replay. It's in two parts; for some reason Facebook couldn't handle the intensity. Keep pressing fucking play. Bye.

Patrick: Later.

Direct download: Take_2_Finding_Satisfaction_In_Your_Art_with_Patrick_Grabbs_-_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:21am AEST

Sun, 15 April 2018

Finding Satisfaction In Your Art

Kat: Alright. We cannot begin yet. Okay, one second. Hmm, approve.

Kat: I feel like I'm brand new to the internet when I do these sorts of things.

Patrick: Hey!

Kat: I feel like such a magician.

Patrick: We can begin.

Kat: To me it's like a greater accomplishment to successfully do a split screen broadcast then it is to launch some massive new programme.

Patrick: It's pretty badass.

Kat: Yeah, I was very scared about how that would work. I felt technologically challenged.

Patrick: I'm trying to get used to it. But I ...

Kat: Is somebody seriously sending angry faces?

Patrick: Yeah. Probably Brandon.

Kat: Brandon's angry that he's not on the live stream.

Patrick: Yup. Sorry Brandon, not today. Not today.

Kat: Not today. I've got to say that my lighting looks better than your lighting.

Patrick: Not right now. I put in my room so I can get way better lighting. Actually I'm gonna do you even ...

Kat: You're view is way better.

Patrick: I'm gonna do even dirtier than this.

Kat: Dirtier? We're going dirty already?

Patrick: Real dirty style. There we go. Okay. Actually I'll get in that bed.

Kat: Is that an accent? Whose got an accent? I don't have an accent, obviously. Everybody knows that.

Patrick: No way.

Kat: My accent is ...

Patrick: It's purely for shits and gigs.

Kat: One day, maybe when you've known me for a hundred years, you'll figure out that I'm not British.

Patrick: British, Australian, it's the same thing. I'm sorry to let you know it.

Kat: Oh, it's so not.

Patrick: Alright, so I'm all set up now. So my lighting is good. Let's see where you told me about the ... To turn the lighting on. I can't really do it. That's one thing that's missing here, is that little button you showed me to brighten it up. You know, to brighten the ...

Kat: You look bright.

Patrick: Yeah, let me see if I can switch that on.

Kat: You look like you've got a tanning line [inaudible 00:02:26] on your face.

Patrick: That's good. 'Cause I definitely do not. But let me get some more. Put that down. Boom.

Kat: Alright. Now we're gonna go into it.

Patrick: I don't know how you want to start this off, but I'm ready. I am in the zone.

Kat: Firstly I think we need to set the tone, and let people know that this will only be serious and professional content. No laughing emojis are allowed.

Patrick: Hey let me share this. I wonder if I can share this with my group? Let's see if that works on this thing.

Kat: Yup.

Patrick: Okay, share to group. Awesome. Players club, there we go.

Kat: Hey.

Patrick: Boom, it's done.

Kat: I just said no laughing emojis you guys. Don't send laughing emojis automatically when I say "no laughing emojis". That wasn't funny at all. It was completely non-funny. We've actually had a serious discussion about this live stream before. We went live, it's actually taken all day, neither of us have accomplished anything. Except discussing the fact that this live stream will be only serious and professional business.

Patrick: Straight professional. Only professional business. Strictly business.

Kat: Purely professional. Strictly business. People wanted me to introduce you again. How did every ... how did ... You gotta go ... Sorry can't do intros again. We did intros last week. You're gonna have to go to his profile, follow his profile. You'll very quickly figure it out. You'll either be deeply drawn in, or potentially shocked and appalled and you'll leave.

Patrick: Gonna be horri ...

Kat: Much the same as when people [inaudible 00:03:55] my profile.

Patrick: You'll be horrified. Yeah I'm on a camp chair, Meg. Meg just asked me if I'm on a camp chair. This is a camp chair in my house.

Kat: Yes.

Patrick: That's a quick ... But that's a good segue right there. Why am I on this camp chair? I'll tell you why. You know, I'm just recently starting new, you can go check out my stuff. You see all the stuff that has been going wrong since I actually finished my offer, and put my offer out there. Right?

Patrick: So, I had quit my job to go start doing all this crazy cool shit that Cat told me about. Convinced me to go be myself and just say whatever the fuck is on my mind. Just have ...

Kat: I didn't convince anybody of anything.

Patrick: You convinced me. She convinced me to do it, so I just quit my job. If this fails, I'm blaming it all on you Cat. I'm blaming it all on you. And uh ... Yes you.

Kat: I did nothing. I just lead my damn life and then people do whatever they want in response to it.

Patrick: What I heard was "Quit your job, Patrick, quit your job." So over and over again I'm hearing this, and I left. And so ...

Kat: Question.

Patrick: What's that?

Kat: Can we block Ryan's [inaudible 00:05:07] from being on this live stream?

Patrick: Yeah he's [inaudible 00:05:09]. Very, very mad. But I think he knows that you had some kind of part in this whole thing. So, of course.

Patrick: But anyways, so I just jumped off cold turkey. Needless to say, I still had a shit tonne of bills, 'cause I live a pretty expensive lifestyle. And so, yeah I just said "Fuck it". I just had a couple of skills.

Patrick: Now I do have a few skills. I do build marketing automation systems. I do build for people like Cat, coaches. You know I can take your shit and boost that shit up. You know what I mean? Get you some automation going, make you some money. But, that's a skill that I'm not really trying to use. Why? Because somebody else is trying to do this shit for myself.

Patrick: the first time in my life, I'm making my own bed, I'm doing my own thing. I'm doing it for myself. What's on my mind is going to come out. Putting it out there, and just to bring this all back home. The fucking deal is, ever since I started doing this, every fucking thing I can possibly think of, that could possibly go wrong, is going wrong.

Patrick: As a matter of fact I'm on a cell phone right now. Because my laptop screen, my mac screen burnt the fuck out. TV burnt out. I can't even, the list goes on and on. It's just.

Kat: What? The TV burnt out now?

Patrick: The TV burnt out, the laptop screen burnt out. First the laptop screen burnt out. On my mac that I bought, like probably two years ago, all of sudden that shit burnt out. On the day that I dropped my offer, mind. On the day that I finally, finally stayed up all night, and crafted this thing out and wrote it all up.

Kat: Tried to go to bed halfway through.

Patrick: Tried to go to bed halfway through. Not being able to. And staying up and finishing it. Then waking up early in the morning and even more finishing it. And then even halfway through the day, till one o'clock today, finally finishing it. Off of a MacBook, which had a burnt out screen. That I hooked up to a big ass TV, in the living room.

Kat: Which looked amazing.

Patrick: It looked pretty good. Yeah it looked amazing. I was gonna do what you told me. Which was present my offer. Instead of just writing it out, I was gonna present my offer on TV. It was gonna be all crazy, badass, a great idea. I thought it would have been fucking wonderful. Had it worked.

Patrick: So, you know, TV burnt out. Brand new TV mind you. Don't buy Zenio. The MacBook burnt out, and now won't connect to that TV. I took it in here to the other TV. It won't connect to that one either. And every possible thing to prevent me from doing this, has been happening.

Patrick: So now, I have a little phone, and a camp chair. Because I'm not gonna sit in there, I'm gonna sit right here and actually have something go right. I'm having a good backdrop, right?

Patrick: I have a good backdrop, and just ... I don't know. This is going pretty well I think.

Kat: It's going exactly as it's meant to. Are you reading the comments?

Patrick: I am kind of, yeah. I was just talking. I get ADD so I can't really, I'm gonna have to go back.

Kat: Well, everybody's like "Your whole life is blowing up". I think Katie said, this is pretty much ... You know this, this happens. I hear this every single time somebody actually full backs themselves.

Kat: Yeah exactly what Kristin said. It's an "are you sure" from the Universe.

Patrick: Yeah, it's double check on it right? I don't fucking know. I don't know, but it's crazy. It's like a poltergeist, or something is ...

Kat: It actually means ... Do you know what it means? It means, like all that shit happens. The more that shit like that happens, the answer is you just gotta be like "bring it the fuck on then, I'm ready". And let it go faster. And then it's a level up after that. It's the breakdown, before the breakthrough.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: Like for sure, if shit starts blowing up it's means that I'm about to go to a super high next level. And I've seen it a million times with my clients, and friends.

Patrick: It's gotta be right there. You know, that's the one thing too. I'm totally, so all in with it and every single day I get even more all in on it. And just finishing that up, and just putting it out there and seeing all shit happen. It just makes me want to go even more all in, you know? So I'm like, let's just keep seeing how far this goes. And maybe, maybe you know, six months down the road I'm gonna be fucking living in a shoe box somewhere. Maybe.

Patrick: But then I still have faith, and I still know that there's going to be that sales that gonna come in there. Eventually. It's gonna come.

Kat: I think it's about, like everything that you would lean on outside of yourself gets striped away, and you learn how to fully lean on yourself.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: Yeah, "Arrow is drawn back before being shot forward" says Stephen.

Patrick: He's in my ...

Kat: Exactly.

Patrick: He's in my entrepreneur players club. What's up Stephen? I dropped the link back there.

Kat: Yeah, you gotta put that link for the club in here.

Patrick: I gotta be marketing myself now. You know what I mean? I gotta be doing this.

Kat: It's exactly how it goes for everyone. It's like, it's the test. And it's the "are you sure", and it's when you start laughing at it and be like "okay, I see what's happening here. Surrender." Then it all just starts to wash over you.

Kat: But it makes you stronger anyway. Like, you're already getting stronger through it everyday.

Patrick: It's tough. Some crazy stuff happened today too, though. Like just goes beyond that. Just to let me kind of know I'm going on the right path. Like, you know Travis Plum, he's on here right now. He's all in. He says "all in".

Kat: [inaudible 00:10:49]

Patrick: Yeah T Plum was over here today, and he is just all in. We have another sales guy that's gonna be coming on. He's doing his thing, and he just kind of popped up. So it just kind of feels like there's support now, on that. It's cool to see there's some other shit going on. It doesn't totally feel like I'm out here by myself, even though shit's still fucking up.

Patrick: Shit's still fucking up for them. They're in the same boat, but now there's us. We're pouring the water out of the boat. And we're motivating each other. And it's kind of difficult when you're just by yourself doing it, but you kind of get those thoughts. You know what I mean?

Patrick: The thoughts ... I don't know if you know what I mean, but you get the thoughts that ... You probably haven't had these thoughts in a long time.

Kat: I don't know. Yeah, well I still remember though. It doesn't seem like that long ago for me really, since I was in that place. It's not actually that many years ago.

Kat: But you know what I think is really cool? Basically nobody would talk about it, like you're talking about it right now, while they're going through it. Everybody waits till afterwards. Like even I fully talk about it as transparently as what you're talking about it right now.

Kat: Nobody does that. Everybody waits till later on, and they can tell story. Or they might tell a little bit of it. [inaudible 00:12:17] your just like, "There it all is."

Patrick: Hey I thought about that too, but I'm like, you know what if I'm going down through it, if I'm going to go through it, I'm like, might as well fucking do it. Just do it.

Patrick: I was thinking though, and this is something I want to talk about. 'Cause I had wrote like a pretty long post earlier today, to go in company with my thing. You know. And it's like talking about how, you know I'm just gonna fucking do it. And I'm just gonna drop the parachute out and just fucking, just go and do it.

Patrick: Not only that, I'm gonna show you guys ... I'm gonna let you all in to see it, and you know. I promise you that I'll take everybody through this whole thing and you'll be there, and everything like that. And there's all sorts of different options that could happen for me.

Patrick: In the next month, or two months that if I don't put up, if things don't happen then there's very low levels that I can go to. But I'm totally comfortable with that. I've been there before.

Kat: Right.

Patrick: Be fun if ... I didn't think about that, you're right. But I have seen a couple of people do this before though. I saw one sell his, I saw one guy with line sell all of his shit and just start from scratch, you know. But I don't know how far he made it. I haven't seen him or heard from him in a long time.

Patrick: You have the Demio webinar kids that created their own webinar software, and they did the same thing, and haven't heard from them in a while. So typically it hasn't worked out well for people that have, maybe like ... I guess what I'm saying I'm doing here is like how to just ... And I have been talking about it and walking it through the process of being honest about it, and saying that shit's getting fucked up.

Patrick: I just gave Ryan back my car. You know what I'm saying? Like he had, when I worked for him, I'd had a fucking badass Maserati and everything like that. He'd let me use like a company car or whatever and I'd pay him the note on it and everything like that. It was nice and made me feel good. But I just went and gave it back to him. You know, so no car.

Patrick: So, but I don't really need too much, where I really need a car anyway. I got my mind on, you know, bally at in about two months when my lease is up here. So you know, shit's going down. It is what it is. Fuck though.

Kat: It's the all in thing.

Patrick: Yeah, what's more important to me is the end treasure that's there. That I know is there, and that is there. I mean honestly, I'd rather have some different shit anyways.

Kat: Exactly. It's just exactly like that meme you made with the plane flying off the cliff. Like, most people wouldn't be willing to go through it.

Kat: Like the crazy thing, I used to wonder what is the worst thing that could possibly happen if I would run out of money, and if things didn't turn around, and it got down to where I had like, eight, nine cents in the bank. Then I would always end up making a few dollars to just, kind of keep my head above water. But sometimes I couldn't buy food, or anything like that. And it was always like, just can you get through that one day? And sometimes it was like, I think I'm gonna be done after this day.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: But I remember, I thought "Okay but what's the absolute worse case outcome?" And for me, it was move back in with my mom and dad. And I'm like, alright well that's not actually like the worst fucking thing in the world. I'm sure I'll start acting like a bratty teenager after like three days, 'cause that's what happens when I stay with my parents. But it's not gonna kill me.

Kat: So then, it was kind of like acknowledging that I'm not gonna ... Like you're subconscious mind, or your nervous system is screaming at you that you're gonna die.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: And so that's why most entrepreneurs flake out. Because they can't handle the emotional pressure, and they can't handle the nervous system pressure. Having this nervous system response that says you're about to get eaten by a lion and a tiger. Like that's a hormonal response.

Kat: When really, it's like if I totally hit rock bottom it would mean living with my mom. And then I would just get pissed about that and then I would go sell some shit. And either way, I'm gonna make it. Right?

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: So then kind of go, oh why am I letting that shit get to me then? Like, can I get through today? Yes. Do I believe that I'm ultimately gonna make it? Yes. So, keep fucking going. But most people?

Kat: That's why we say one percent within the one percent. Like I know for a fact, like only 0.001 percent would put themselves through what I went through emotionally.

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: Or what you're going through now.

Patrick: True. Yeah, and then you get stuff and you get so attached to the stuff that you're, that people get scared. And they're so secure, and they get scared to let it go. You know, and in order to get back to the big picture or to get to that next level.

Patrick: But I think about the same thing you think too. I've been thinking of like options too. What's the worst that could happen to me? I'd have to go back down, 'cause I'm from the trailer park. So I have to go back down, and live with my dad.

Patrick: You know, I'd have to go live with my dad. Which I also think, what's something that I would do as a very high level, once I make it? Once I'm living this fucking life of my dreams. You know what I'm saying? Once I'm like able to go and do anything, and live anywhere, and travel the world like I want to. Which is exactly what I'm gonna do no matter what, in three months when my lease is up.

Patrick: I'm really just here because my lease, I have to stay here till this lease is out. You know, then I'm gonna get. Who knows, my lease might be fucked up. Sorry Travis, but he's on the lease with me.

Patrick: But me and him are kind of like going hard together. He's on the same journey. And he's just pretty much like "fuck it". He's got into this as well. Riding on him doing well as well. So it's all good, it's not like I'm totally alone on this thing. It's always good to have a friend, but I think like "What's the worst thing that could happen?"

Patrick: Right? And then it's just something like, if I went down to my dad's and had to stay down there for like a month. This is something that I would most likely, my higher version of myself. My higher level self who's achieved this, this is something that he would probably do. Anyways.

Patrick: Maybe I'm having a good time overseas, and stuff like that. And I'm kinda like, missing the states a little bit, I'm want to just come back and chill with him for like a month. You know? Just post up and just see him for a month. It's probably just something I would do.

Patrick: You know?

Kat: Yeah right.

Patrick: It's just something you would fucking do.

Kat: I mean all the fear, reactions, and emotions it's all based on real shit. Like when money's not coming in, that's a true and real thing. But if you put that aside and you come back to what you know is true inside of you, like you fucking know who you are and that you're going wherever you want to go. And anything that you've ever decided to do in your life and you actually meant it, you have already achieved.

Kat: And even like, what I said on that video today. Like you've literally helped people make millions of dollars?

Patrick: Yup.

Kat: And it's just continually putting aside your own ... Like for those who don't know, 'cause you might see this if you go to Patrick's sales page anyway, but it was Patrick's, not idea, but he helped me get out my idea. And actually express it properly, to launch my inner circle.

Kat: And my inner circle clients know this. But that's like my highest level thing. I actually said in that video, that it makes hundreds of thousands of dollars. And then when I awoke I was like, hold on. It's on track for a million dollars per year, from one stream of income.

Kat: And that was something I'd been trying to bring to fruition, actually since 2013. And I've had a few iterations of it, which just weren't right. And then I got gun shy because I felt like, I just don't fully know how to ... Like I know the vision of what I want, but I couldn't actually get it out of me. And we were sitting on the couch one time and I just was like "Man this is ... I kind of want this, but I don't know."

Kat: And he's like typing away doing his thing, and he's like "Oh well you should just ..." I don't know, I wish I could remember what he said. But, blah blah blah blah blah, something something something. And I just remember sitting there going, "How the ... What? Yes, that's exactly it."

Kat: It was like you read my thought. Like that's ... You've got the skills is what I'm saying. Right? Like you've helped make or build a business that makes five million dollars a year. These are, like I'm not just sitting here trying to talk you up.

Kat: But it's more like, when you feel like "Well what if the worst happened?" Or "What if this or that?" It's like, wait. Look how much I'm already helping people and can help people. It's a done fucking deal. And you'll go through whatever you've got to go through. If you go through some short term period, alright you get rid of all your stuff and it's just you and the camp chair left, you'll probably be happier anyway.

Kat: You'll have the freedom you want to move around the world. And like, it doesn't matter. None of it fucking matters. Whatever's going on right now. Like a year from now, you're gonna look back and be like "It was all worth it".

Patrick: Yeah.

Kat: And it'll be so worth it, because then you can help the people you were meant to help, because you can actually understand it. Like I can understand all that my clients are going through, 'cause I actually went through it. And I was prepared to go through it. Same thing.

Patrick: I'm trying to like, enjoy it right now. That's my big goal. You know?

Kat: Right.

Patrick: I want to enjoy it right now. I want to savour this, and hold onto the moment. And hold onto these moments that I'm here, and learn as much as I can while I'm in these moments. You know?

Patrick: Learn as possibly, as much as I possibly can. Experience and feel, and remember as much as I possibly can from these moments. 'Cause once I cross over the line, and it breaks open for me and you know people start buying my stuff then, you know. My big thing is like, how am I gonna feel after that happens?

Patrick: You know, I'm gonna feel great. I'm gonna feel great, but I'm also gonna be transforming, I'm gonna also have transformed into something else. You know, and it's gonna be just ... I don't know. I don't know how I'm gonna deal with that.

Patrick: That's one of my deep thoughts right there for you, if you will. So.

Kat: I don't think you change. I don't know, like I don't think I've changed. Like my surroundings have changed. I don't think I'm any different to who I was years ago. I think you remember.

Kat: But also because you are actually talking about it openly now you'll just be able to watch your own video advice.

Patrick: Say again?

Kat: Because you're actually talking about it while you're going through it, you're documenting it. So you're not gonna forget because you're gonna have the videos.

Kat: But I don't think you forget. I don't forget any of that stuff. I can remember all the feelings and the emotions of it. And sometimes I think maybe I take having money for granted, or like the kind of [inaudible 00:23:00].

Kat: Like that I never look at prices anymore. Sometimes maybe I take it for granted, but not really. Because I do still, very frequently have moments where I'm like "holy shit", like is this even real? Like how is this possible, it's really only been, you know, a small handful of years since it seems like an impossible dream. But then I always ..

Patrick: You've been doing this fucking shit for like 20 years.

Kat: 20 years, how old do you think I am?

Patrick: No, I'm saying like you been doing this since you were like 10. Since you were like one year old.

Kat: One year old? Actually it was three. But, thank you.

Patrick: There you go. Yeah. Rounding up.

Kat: But I was making money, but I was not holding onto the money. I was in debt, and you know. I was bottoming out. I sold my house that I owned. And that like, make like 30 grand profit on that, and that just disappeared. And then I sold my Audi, which was like my first nice car, an Audi '04. And I loved that car so much, and that money disappeared. And then I sold my little Chinese share portfolio, that I had from my 20s when I was trying to get serious about wealth, and then that money disappeared.

Kat: And then I was even trying to sell shit on Ebay, but back then I didn't have like Channel purses to sell on Ebay. I had things that I was selling for five dollars. But it was really like, every little dollar counted. And then I would go and buy groceries, and I'd get like 30 dollars worth of groceries and I would go through the checkout. And I would never just like, check my bank account because I couldn't handle the fear.

Kat: So I'd just go through the checkout, and basically pray that the card would go through. And sometimes it would, and sometimes it wouldn't. And you just keep going one day at a time, but even though you'd feel like "what if it never works, and what if I'm crazy?" And what if, all the stuff that you think, that everyone thinks.

Kat: But then when you put all that emotion aside, you go back into your core and you go "but I do fucking know though."

Patrick: Right.

Kat: Like when I get out of the drama, I know. Like I just fucking know. It's not up for discussion. I will keep picking myself back up again, until I get there. And then ...

Kat: Now I'm so fucking grateful for all that. And I do remember so much of it. I'm so fucking grateful that it's over. But I'm so fucking grateful I went through it. Because it made me so strong. Like I feel like, I have such high levels of resilience and tenacity and those are some of the most important characteristics for us. For entrepreneurs.

Patrick: Absolutely. And you know I think ...

Kat: It is what you said. Like embracing it now.

Patrick: Well, you know, the think is too, is that I say all this stuff to you and then you just make me think too, that like I've already been here before. And I already overcame. And I'm already pretty much hacked this stuff, you know. Just by being able ... Just like I remember the first time that I actually sold something. Because whenever I first started working with Ryan, it was like he found me.

Patrick: 'Cause I quit my job at the car dealership right? Went through a bad breakup, and it just made me realise, fucking life isn't for me to be putting all my happiness ... It isn't meant for me putting all my happiness into somebody else. That's kind of what kick started, and had me first say "fuck it all". You know?

Patrick: And so I quit my job at the car dealership. I just walked in and it ... This was such a big moment in my life. That I didn't even like, have the questioning or anything like that about that. There was nothing that would've made me stay there. You know?

Kat: Yeah.

Patrick: This is like such a earth shattering thing to happen to me. I guess I was like, I guess I must been about 26 or 27. And it was just, I had put all my chips into this thing, you know? And thought I was getting engaged and this stuff, and like that you know? And then it came crashing down.

Patrick: And I found out she was married to some dude in prison. Long story short. But it was, I just put so much stock into this thing you know? And then it just fucking like, came crashing down. And that was when I first saw the reality, kind of like shift. You know?

Patrick: And I saw this for what it is. And once I started like picking back up the pieces of everything, I just realised like, it's not supposed to be like this. You know? It's not supposed to be, to where I give other things power and control of me.

Patrick: For example, job, security, things like that. And I really just, really, really saw that. Like about a week or two afterwards, you know, after we had called everything off, and everything like that. And I just remember it clear as day. I was just like, immediately started selling all my shit off. And started to trim up. And I started to figure out ways to get out of there.

Patrick: I mean I was not gonna stay there very long, but I eventually, it just... fuck it ...

Direct download: Finding_Satisfaction_In_Your_Art_-_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 10:20am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

The peculiar truth about commanding a lot of money online 💰💚💰

Hi. Chill mode. Okay, all right. Okay. Welcome to the live training. It's snuggly chill mode. Hi, Caroline. Hi, Amber. Hi, Diana. Hey, Allison. Hey, Caitlyn. Hi, Amy. Hi, hi, to everybody. Let's go share this live stream over. Hi, Julianne. Hi, Tiffany. I'm super in chill mode. Do you know why? I'm in such a zen place, like literally, the hotel I'm at is insanely zen. It's so pretty. I'm going to go do yoga after this. It's very needed. I'm thinking about it already. I'm getting myself in the yoga mode.

I'm super chill. I'm especially chill right now because of my cosy clothes. That's all I have to say about it. I feel pretty and pajama-y and feminine. I am feminine. I don't know. I feel extra cosy, and it's making me feel kind of zen. I'll show you my whole outfit. It's Alo. I love Alo yoga gear. I want to be sponsored by Alo. Somebody tag in somebody who's like super high up at Alo because I think I should be an ambassador for Alo yoga. What do you think? I'm going to do Mercedes, obviously, Chanel, and Alo Yoga. I think I'm going to get my own fashion brand is coming as well, which is, wait till you hear the name for that. Holy shit, you're going to die.

Look at this cosy outfit. How cosy am I? I'm cosy as fuck, and it says something on my leg. Hang on. Do you think I can do a standing head to knee? Probably. It says mindful movement. I don't really care what it says. I just felt in need of cosiness, so I just went and bought some more cosy clothes, because also, my clothes that I'm wearing, I'm going to have to find somewhere to wash them, or I could just send them to hotel laundry. I'm sick of wearing the same clothes all the time. Whatever. I was going to have a nap, but then I decided to talk to you guys instead, so here I am.

It's not even that peculiar at all. I was thinking about the title of this livestream, and actually, there's ways that people appear to command a lot of money online. They appear to, they appear to, they appear to. It appears as though they are by largely doing soulless things that kill the souls of souls, and also, it looks bland and boring as fuck, but basically, they just tell you 89 reasons why they're an expert, and then you buy the things. We're not really here to talk about that, and we don't really buy things from those people. And besides which, for every million dollars that they make, 50% of it's refunded, and then another 20% goes to, no, 50% maybe affiliate phase, and then 20 more percent in refunds because, as Frank said the other day, they bought it when they were in a psychosis. They weren't actual fans and loyalty members, they were buying from psychosis.

My dad's on the livestream. Hi, Dad. Did you see the copy of ... Dad, did you see my picture that I put up on my personal page of my book that I was reading just now in the garden at this hotel? Did you see it? Go and watch it. You should have seen it because I tagged you in. You can't watch a picture. Well, you can look at the picture. Anyhow, so I'm not really here to talk about that, but I suppose the title of the livestream could be deceptive in the sense that well, there are some ways that people command a lot of money online, which is basically talking shit and lying about stuff.

Did see the picture. I had to buy that book when I saw it in the secondhand bookstore just earlier. I was like, I've got to buy that for Dad, but then I'll read it myself. But it's really funny. I forgot how funny it is. I only read it several pages in, and then I turned it into content, but I'll read the rest of it later. The peculiar thing is, and I was thinking about this as I sat in the garden not reading The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, although I did read it for a short period whilst eating my lunch, such a good, funny book. Then, I was sitting there, and I was just musing. I was just musing, musing, musing, and I'll send it to you? How rude. I'm going to read it myself, and then I'm going to take it with me to Bali.

Maybe after I come back from Bali, I was telling Mom yesterday ... Everybody else can just hold tight for a minute while we have a family discussion, I might come to Melbourne, actually, in the start of May. That's what we'll do, we'll come to Melbourne, except not before it gets too cold, so definitely at the start of May. I'll bring the book then. He's so funny. I feel like I want to sit here and read, the book's right here. Why am I talking about it without showing it? It's literally right here. No, you don't want me to come to Melbourne? Everybody, my father just said he doesn't want me to come and visit. I think he is saying no to something else.

Should I read you a short passage? Fuck the livestream, let's read the book. That'll be way more exciting. Look how good it is how it starts. Okay, the text is backwards, you're going to have to deal with it. "Some unhelpful remarks from the author." I mean, if that's not the very best sentence to start a book in the history of books, then what is? I ask you, as an author, how could you possibly top that sentence? I'll read it again, "Some unhelpful remarks from the author." It's a little disturbing how I've gotten so much more animated and excited about reading somebody else's content than speaking about my own content that I was about to speak about.

Mandy, I'm just having a book reading here with my dad. The book is The Ultimate Guide to the Hitchhiker's Galaxy. It's just so funny. Let me read you one page, okay? Then, I'm going to tell you about how to make all the money. That's the easy part. He meant don't read the book, send it to me. Well, no, I'm not going to, but I'll bring it with me in person. I could send you a photo of each page as I read it, or I could just read it aloud on livestream as my moment, and day by day, everybody would be happy with that.

"The history of the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy is now so complicated that every time I tell it, I contradict myself." Me too. "And whenever I do get it right, I'm misquoted, so the publication of this omnibus edition seems like a good opportunity to set the record straight, or at least firmly crooked." I'm telling you, as I was reading each word of this, I was just thinking of my dad, and I was laughing because I thought he would appreciate that line, "setting the record straight, or at least firmly crooked. Anything that is put down wrong here is, as far as I'm concerned, wrong for good." I don't know, and then he talks about not being particularly drunk, "we're just talking of a mild inability to stand up straight."

There's just so many good lines in here. I could just read you the whole book now, but you're going to have to find it for yourself. I got it secondhand in a bookstore here in Santa Monica. I have been wanting to go into this bookstore every time I come to Santa Monica, and somehow, I've always mistimed it, and then it's closed. I walked in there today, I thought I'm going to buy a journal, a journal. You understand the concept. There was no journals to be had except for ones that look rather like something I would buy a teenager who I didn't like very much, so I didn't buy the journal. Then, I moseyed around the shelves, and Eckhart Tolle jumped out at me from the shelf with his, I'm going to say, very boring voice that he does have. Never read an audio book by Eckhart Tolle. Well you can't read an audio book, just don't do it. You'll fall asleep.

I saw the book and I said, "Well, this book is obviously the reason I have entered into this book haven." Clearly, it was speaking to me from the shelf so I grabbed it [inaudible 00:08:34]. Then I went to pay for it. And as I'm standing there paying, my eyes rose above the counter because there were incredible quotes from incredible authors and crazy people throughout time. Which, if you're familiar with the idea of an author, then author, crazy person is very interchangeable, as you know. So there was a fabulous picture up there which is on my Instagram Story now and it was just required that I take a photo of the picture. And it was something about how we must continue to write and stay drunk on writing in order to not die of reality, or something along those lines. So I asked if I could take a photo of the thing, of the graphic on the wall. But as I was lifting my eyes to take the photo, here's what happened: I saw this book sitting on the bookshelf behind the register and then it became incredibly clear to me that the only reason I had entered into this bookstore and possibly into Santa Monica itself and probably into the United States of America ... I'm sorry everybody who came to my [inaudible 00:09:33], it clearly wasn't for you. It's clearly in order to locate this book.

So, you're up to speed now here we are. So I was going to tell you something about making money online but I think you got the whole story anyway. But I'll say whatever comes out because it's roughly how the situation goes. What's peculiar about it is that it's not fucking peculiar at all. I just wanted to use the word peculiar because I was in a weird sort of fugue state as a result of the book and the garden and the zen-ness of this hotel, which I'm pretty sure, when you walk into this hotel, and then you stay for any number of hours more than 24, you become part of the hotel, which is definitely what's happened to me now and you're actually in a time warp. And right now I'm in 1947. It's evident to everybody. I know somebody might try to argue that point based on the fact that I'm live on Facebook but remember that I can bend time and space so just figure it out amongst yourselves.

So that's why I wanted to use the word peculiar. I was being birthed [inaudible 00:10:31] from many different places. I don't really know what else I might say now. It is like the Hotel California except it's not. It's not at all like the Hotel California. But it is and I think I should come and live in this hotel for a year, actually. And I will write all manor of fabulous things and there are very interesting people. And here's how I know how interesting they are: they have the most fabulous, unusual, unheard of, peculiar hats. All the men downstairs. Now, if you missed my Instagram Story, what's happening downstairs is there's no bar. You just bring your own bottle of wine down there and you sit in leather and old world charm. And they will deliver to you some food from another restaurant. But there's no bill, there's no checks either. You never sign a check for anything. You just feel like ... I was gonna say halfway house, but not halfway house, like a halfway house for very wealthy, discreet people but I don't know ... Well, it's halfway between worlds not halfway between rehabilitation back into the normal world. We wouldn't really want to rehabilitate back into the normal world anyway, which is pretty much what is happening in this space.

So you sit there and there's many men who clearly are in a 1947 sort of a vibe themselves. And you can tell this from their hats. I've never seen such hats, especially on so many people. Especially who look like relatively young and well about town and not unattractive, shall we say. Let's not go too far down that pathway in case my dad's still on the livestream. But it's just a very curious situation. And then what happens is you just kind of [inaudible 00:12:19] into the energy of the whole thing and then you become very 1947-ish yourself and then you start wearing full body pyjama suits throughout the day whilst walking around the hotel carrying your bottle of wine and carrying a copy of The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy ... Oh, he's still there, good to know. And, that's okay. And of course and Dad will appreciate this, but everybody might, but [inaudible 00:12:46] the rest of you anyway. Oh and by the way, there's an actual key. So that's how you really know that it's very ... You would love it here, actually, Dad. Let me find what I was going to show you.

Right, so, you walk about the hotel in your pyjama day wear, you're carrying around your bottle of Henri Penfolds Shiraz, actually which my amazing clients Cliff and Marty gave me. Vintage. You wouldn't walk around this hotel without carrying around your own bottle of vintage wine. I mean, who the hell do you think you would be? You could, of course, cloak yourself in the quilt of the bed. I feel like it would fit in more with the whole situation. And you must be carrying a copy of The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy with you, under your arm, at all times. It's the kind of hotel where you wouldn't dare to go anywhere without carrying several books. So these are some of the books that I carry. I have other books. I have really quite an unreasonable number of books that I travel with considering that it's travelling and you've gotta carry suitcases around.

I just realised the floor in the entire system. This lightly coloured jacket doesn't fit with the picture. That will look much better without that. And then, as I was saying, you would also be carrying minimum three Montblanc pens. So there's a total of about eight thousand dollars in pens right here. Dad will appreciate that a lot. He gave me my first Montblanc pen when I was 18. I also have three more Montblanc pens right here in this room. I'm literally travelling around the world with 20 thousand dollars worth of pens and a vintage bottle of wine and several night books and about 12 books, several journals and about 12 books, and possibly an unnecessary amount of Christian Louboutin's. Although, I'm not sure that there's anything such as an unnecessary amount of Louboutin's.

What were we supposed to be talking about? Can somebody remember what the title of the conversation is? But I'm sure that whatever it was, I'll link it back to what I'm on about. I feel, I feel, I feel like I should show you some more of my Montblanc pens but I can't quite remember where they are. So you're gonna have to deal with it. And by the way, I want to be sponsored by Montblanc also, in addition to everything else I just said. So, now I feel that you understand just a tiny little bit of the situation of what happens when you enter into this hotel. You're in a kind of very fancy ... it's not like a normal hotel. You don't seem to pay anything, although I'm sure my bank would argue with that when I leave here. There's a phone over here that looks like a phone, which I know might not seem like much of a noteworthy statement, in and of itself. However, when you look at the phone, you'll understand what I mean. And then, there is in fact, a dog over there in the corner. I don't know if you see him. I mean, I feel like this tells the whole story of the hotel.

And so, what would happen, I would imagine, is that, if you were any kind of serious writer, which I purport to be at times, you would move in here for a year and not speak to anybody in the outside world. And you would just sit in the downstairs library, with your own wine, and have more wine delivered to you, and more pens. And you would just write many things about many things and that's roughly what I'm going to do, except for the fact that I gotta get on a plane back to Australia tomorrow night. But I shall be back here. Or, I've thought about this. Fuck, the wine's leaking onto the bed quilt. I've thought about this and I think I'm gonna come back and I'm gonna get a house that's basically the same as this hotel and just gonna recreate the whole hotel into a house. And a full-time butler. It's become apparent to me that I can't leave anymore without a full-time butler in my life, but it's gonna need to be some kind of magical butler because I don't want real fucking person hanging around all the time, how annoying that would be.

But yet, and I left this on an audio message to Linda Doctor this morning ... You do need to be here, Allison. It's actually extraordinarily selfish that you're not here because how is that autobiography gonna get written? But you could channel the energy of it, I suppose. I did leave a message to Linda Doctor this morning that said, "If I don't have a butler," this is for real. "If I don't have a butler, Linda, then who's going to bring me my coffee in bed in the morning? Who?" She didn't answer because it was an audio message, not a phone conversation. So I'm still waiting on that answer cause I assume that she's sleeping right now in Bali. So my dilemma is, I can get a housekeeper to come in and clean the house every day if I had my own house, but I think I'm just gonna travel more anyway. And then they're not gonna be there when I wake up though, so who's gonna bring me coffee in bed? This is kind of why I have to live in hotels, and if you look throughout the history of time, and also James Altucher, which is really my marker that I use of time as an author, is James Altucher ... most authors and writers at some point, of any kind of credibility, have certainly lived in hotels because we all know that we cannot take care of ourselves and basically choose not to.

So now I'm going to talk about the peculiar truth about making a load of money online. But do you think I already did and I was just tricking you the whole time? Because actually I'm acting like I'm rambling all over the place and I pretended I forgot my topic. Ah-ha, got it. Mostly I do forget my topics. But, in fact, I was making a very important point. Exactly, everybody seemed to love hot shower for Fiona because this morning she had to go and get her own organic coffee. It was very traumatic and I'm feeling the trauma and sadness of that moment right through my whole body. I'm a very empathetic person and it's just kind of coming into me. Of course you would cry about it. Were you getting your period? Because that sounds like something I would definitely do if I was getting my period, is cry about having to get out of bed to get my coffee. Sometimes I cry because I have to roll from one side of the bed to other to reach the phone in order to order the coffee. See everybody's sending you a love hush, how you should definitely live in a hotel in Southeast Asia.

I'm gonna live in this hotel and then I'm gonna write about many realms that I'm moving to and out of in this hotel. But I meant reams of paper, about the people in the hotel including, but not exclusive to, the men with the hats. Because I'm very interested in these men. There's a high amount of men with hats in this hotel. They are hats that have definitely not been seen in this era or space at all, which is how I know that when you come into this hotel, you are indeed transported back to 1947 and I feel myself melting into that world. The hats definitely don't ... I can categorically say that is those men leave the hotel and go into downtown Santa Monica, I'm quite certain that the hats are not part of that situation. Because the hats, much like the leather and the charm are old-worldly and other worldly and so the magic comes out and that's roughly the point of my story.

The point of the story ... We already established that there was nothing peculiar about it and I just wanted to use the word peculiar. I can't take selfie with the men with hats because yesterday I got gently admonished for live streaming, although they called it v-logging, which I found a confusing word ... for live streaming on the back patio because apparently there's all the celebrities here and they don't care for the live streaming. And I was pretty, mildly triggered by the fact that they didn't include me in their description of wealthy celebrities who stay at this hotel. I was kind of like, "But I'm a celebrity." And then I was like, "But maybe you don't know that." And then I went into frenzy about making viral video content so everybody knows I'm a celebrity. But anyway, it was the most lovely way of telling somebody off that you've ever encountered because after they tell me off, they sent me a free double espresso to my room and it was the most delightful thing ever. And then, I don't know, they brought me a fillet mignon so I mean, what else am I gonna say? I just feel like there's nothing else for me to say.

So, peculiar is not a thing. It's not peculiar at all. You know sometimes, and this is going to be an upsetting thing to hear, sometimes people watch my live stream and they don't like me. Or they think that I'm quite rambly and that I don't really get to the point and they get annoyed about me. I forgot about this because I don't focus on it and I don't really care either way. Of course I want them to like me but I care more about my message and my truth is what I mean, right? So, in that regard, I don't care. I did forget about it and then sometimes people are kind enough to tell me and remind me and actually let me know that people in Facebook groups, that are not cool Facebook groups, clearly, talk about me in outraged terms because ... I'm gonna say my real reason ... because they can't figure out what the fuck I do and how I make so much money by not talking about anything and doing nothing but doing everything at the same time exactly like Deborah and Corbin said the other day, right? Never. How could they not like me? It's mind-boggling to even consider.

I had honestly forgotten about it and then a client said to me, "Kat," ... You know, that she was impressed with my mental fortitude, that I don't let it get to me how many people talk badly about me online. And I was like, "Oh, do they?" And she was like, "Oh yeah, all the time." I was like, "Oh, I thought everyone loved me now. I've moved on from that." I was like, "Where are they? Send me their names. I shall send them flowers and then I'll go around and cook them dinner and I'll sit them down and I'll kindly explain to them why I'm a lovely person." But I really couldn't be fucked so instead I just write a vent-y blog post about it I think, or not, either way. Here I am and I'm talking about it now.

They don't like me because they ... If people don't like you, here's the deal about that ... If people actively don't like you in a way where they feel the need to talk about it or to say something to you or to have an energetic charge about it, whether they talk about it at all ... And now I'm going serious ... It means that they see themselves in you, they're triggered, right, because you're a mirror showing them all that they're not being. If they just didn't like you and care for you and they just thought you were kind of like silly or boring or whatever, then they wouldn't be talking about it to the internet. They would just mosey along with their day. But if they're gonna talk about it ... Thank you, Amy. I appreciate that and I'm sending you back love. Thank you so much. If they're gonna freaking talk about it, then that means there's an energetic charge around it, which means they're triggered as fuck and so just keep on shining your freaking light [inaudible 00:23:50] and don't worry your pretty head about it, is basically the answer.

I'm doing the most fabulous vagina stretch right now. You don't need to see it but I'm preparing for yoga. Fuck, I forgot my dad's on the live stream again. Sorry. I apologise. We'll just call it an inner thigh stretch.

So, anyway, what was I up to? Did I actually start? Did I say anything of importance so far? I think I'm doing a live demonstration of my entire point of the title of this live stream. Do you really want to know how to command money online? Do you have any idea how to command money online? Of course, you do. But whether or not you're doing it is another fucking thing entirely. I better not yell, they're gonna send somebody in just to send me a free double espresso and tell me off for being noisy. Maybe I should yell.

Alright, Amy actually nailed it and she knows me well, or fairly well. I suppose we could know each other more well. I suppose that next time I come, we should hang out on livestream together but we have had many deep discussions over the course of one fabulous evening in New Orleans and some other discussions. So she says, "Love you in your full on performer mode, both Emmy and Oscar worthy." That is the entire fucking point of how the money is made, isn't it? It's stepping into the performer, the story teller, the little girl who wants everyone to shut up and watch her do 40 million back flips ... Okay, that's my daughter.

And same thing, right? It's being rambly as fuck. It's embodying whatever energy's coming through you for that day. It's not having some kind of rule inside of your head that if you wanted to sell, for example, I will like to sell you the replay of my high ticket with super ease sales workshop, which I did yesterday. Now, if I was another type of a person, meaning not this one, or if I was thinking that I can't just be me in order to make money and make sales and that sort of thing, then why would I be rambling the fuck on and spending like 30 minutes painting the picture of the energy of this hotel? I would be sitting here seriously telling you about how important the high ticket sales workshop was and all the interesting bullet points. The bullet points, you understand, the bullet points which you must go and read about and then you should buy.

Instead, while I want you to buy the workshop cause it's freaking amazing ... I'll drop you a link about it. I'll do it now cause I'll probably forget otherwise. And I may or may not talk about it, but either way, what I'm gonna do for sure is ... I'm gonna drop the link because I'm gonna get super distracted and not do it otherwise. What I'm gonna do for sure is I'm gonna let whatever comes out, comes out. Not just on this livestream but in every blog I write, in every photo I put up, in everything I say or don't say, I'm literally just going to allow what's inside of me to come out and then I'm gonna share it with you and the freaking strategy of how I do that is, there is no fucking strategy. 99 percent of what I do is mindset, one percent is strategy and would you like to know what the one percent of strategy is? Would you send me a love hush shower if you want to know what my one percent strategy is? Okay, the temperature's rising in here with the power of this livestream. Send me the love hush shower. I apologise that I didn't switch the screen but my shirt says "Moon child". I'm still doing quite the glorious hip stretch down here. You'd love to see it, I suppose, if you're interested in seeing bendy things but it's not necessary.

Okay, so, as I said, 99 percent is mindset, one percent is strategy and the one percent strategy is the strategy is mindset. Okay, I stole that one from Reagan Hilliard. I don't know if she got it from somewhere else but she used to say about her and I that we are 90 percent mindset and 10 percent strategy and the 10 percent strategy is the strategy is mindset. And I was like, "I'm taking it further." It's 99 percent versus one. And thank you Reagan. Alright, so, I don't know. I suppose I have some strategies and things. I suppose I have some ways that I do things. Exactly, Amy, it's being me. But it's being all of me, right? I suppose you could go to this ... okay, I just loved my own comment. That's embarrassing but I did it by mistake. I was trying to pin it, then I loved it, but now it would seem rude to unlove it because is that like an act of anti-self love? I don't want to do that. So I'm gonna keep loving my comment. I'm gonna leave the love there. I'm gonna own the loving of my own comment but don't think too badly of me. But maybe, fuck it all, I love all of my own comments from now on.

I suppose if you went to that offer and you read about ... or you go onto my blog post from this morning and you read all the comments that people put up about how amazing the workshop is because I asked them to put them up. But I just asked them like say what you actually think and they said it right? Then you'll go to the sales page and you'll go, "Okay, she's gonna teach me strategy and then teach me exactly how to come up with an offer, how to sell some shit, how to write sales stuff, how to come up with your investment stuff on how you sell on Facebook Messenger and blah, blah, blah." I'm already talking about the strategy side of things. But yes, there is a process. There is a way to reverse engineer the how of what I do to have a multi-million dollar business online. The how of how I come up with office, the how of ... I forgot the rest already. Basically, it's all mindset. That's all you need to know.

But, no, I do break it down a little bit, for sure because I think about where people are at on their journey, where they're maybe not fully embodying who they are and they don't fully have stepped into the level of confidence and just certainty that I have. And so I break it down and I go back in time to my journey to what I would have wanted to know and so this is the way I teach my content when I'm teaching in my trainings. But every fucking thing leads back to mindset in a really big way, which you'll know if you're on that live training yesterday when we began the high ticket sales workshop. And, anyhow, none of it would fucking work if you weren't just being you. None of it, not a single thing.

However, however, however, when we talk about this conversation about being you, what I think a lot of people are missing ... Here's what I think ... what I think a lot of people are missing is this. People think that if I put some shit up online that is me ... Okay, I nearly just threw this but it's quite heavy and I could probably break something and it seems an unnecessary way to emphasise my point. People think that if they put some shit up where it's like, but that is me, that is my truth, if you go read my shit on my wall, like that's what I believe or feel. Cool, cool. But are you saying the scary bits? Are you saying the embarrassing bits? Are you saying the really vulnerable war shit? Are you sharing like the bat-shit crazy stuff that your besties know about you or your partner or whoever the people that's close in your life? Are you sharing your vulnerabilities? Are you sharing your so-called flaws or struggles or things that you feel you would have done differently? Are you sharing stuff that makes you feel like you're exposing your soul? Or are you just sharing like, "Here's my way of making money online" or "Here's what I freaking eat for breakfast" or whatever it is?

You've gotta share all of it. Being you is not just being the parts of you that are the easiest to present to the world like oh I can do a photo of me in the right lighting where I look fabulous with a glow that Chanel itself could not bestow upon me. And then I can with truth say, "this is me" and it is but if I don't also do, for example, this morning, literally, the Instastory sitting in bed looking kind of unseemly, I must say. When I re-watched it, I was like, "that's mildly horrific" and it's probably only how I felt. No need to tell me if you were horrified by it also. If you don't show that as well, then who gives a fuck, right? Like have a really hot photo of me for my profile photo. I think it's hot. No need to tell me of that either, if you don't. But I do. I really like the photo of myself in my red pants and I'm like styled up and it's from a professional photo shoot day. In my profile photo on this page and my other Facebook page. And it is the real me. It's an unedited photo, actually. I think I just put a colour filter on it to make it pop more but it's my actual red pants that are there that I think I'm actually going to wear this evening when I go out also.

It's the actual real me. It looks like the real me. It is the real me. But if I don't also show the sitting in bed me, having coffee in the morning, no makeup on, you know when you've just woken up, then I'm not actually being me. It's also not a rule day. You gotta do Instastories sitting in your bed in your pyjamas with no bra on. But why would you not if you have a message coming through? And then, at the same time, if I'm gonna share some powerful truth about how I had an epic result in my business life and I'm like, "Yay this is how I make millions of dollars." Cool, cool. But if I don't also share the shit that didn't work or the stuff where I felt that I embarrassed myself or my so-called scrubs then nobody's gonna follow me and care, right? So being you is being all of you to your audience.

When I turned on the livestream today, I was like half am I gonna turn it on? Yes or no because I felt like I might like to have a lovely meditative nap and then I thought, "I'll turn it on." And I was gonna talk about energy or some such thing and then I end up talking for 30 minutes about the freaking hotel vibe. Well, my mind, in the back of my mind, is thinking people are gonna leave this live stream cause you're not getting to the point. That's what I was thinking, right? People are gonna leave because you're literally just going on and on about men in hats and old world charm and freaking Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy and they're like, "Okay, we can handle this for two minutes, Kat, but when are you gonna tell us how to make the monies?"

But instead I just kept going with it, wherever it went, and then have a conversation with my father in the middle of it and then jump up and down and do whatever I'm doing and basically just giving myself permission to be me, fully right? Now on another day, I might not be rambly at all. I might be hard hitting. Or on another day, I might be really introspective. On another day, I might be way more silly. I can be so silly sometimes on live streams. By the way, the ones where I'm crazy silly and inappropriate and often times people ask, am I buzzed? Like am I having wine or something? I'm not, right? I actually am like a more slightly down version of myself when I'm drinking wine. So if you see me when I get really silly and hysterical and inappropriate, that's when I'm like in a super flow line and I'm just giving into it.

But either way, it's about giving into it. It's about giving into who you are. And fuck the rules and fuck what you should be doing to build a following or to get sales because I'll tell you one thing for sure, throughout all of the history of time, powerful leaders, messengers, performers, leaders, entertainers have gained a following by standing in their truth and being the light that they were brought here to be. Not by building a fucking Facebook page or a funnel, right? So those things are fabulous. It's the cherry on top. You can have that as an addition. Why would you not? I will use all the tools that are available to me and that suit my purposes. However, make no mistake, people don't follow you because you built a funnel. They don't follow you because you got a professional photo shoot. They don't follow you because you have a launched system going on. They don't follow, they definitely don't fucking follow you because you do it the way all other entrepreneurs are doing it. So pretend you don't know any rules. Pretend nobody told you. Pretend that it was literally about sharing your energy with the world. How would you do that? Huh?

That's all. That's all I have to say about that. I have many things that I would like to vibe into me this afternoon. Energetically primarily. And I'm gonna go do yoga and I think I'm gonna go to Soho House in Malibu and drink some fabulous wine and look at the sunset and then who knows what else will happen? I'm sure I'll post and share about it. But I think you could think about that. What if you knew no rules? And what if the whole thing that you were thinking to do was share your energy with the world without knowing how would you do that? How would it look? If you genuinely had faith and knew that you gotta make the freaking money cause you decided to and you knew the answer was to be all that you are, what would be different right now? Go journal on that shit and vibe it into you. Send the intention that it flows through. Integrate it through you.

And then, go to www.thekatrinaruthshow.com. That's me. I am the show just in case you're not clear on the brand name. That show is me. It's happening all the time. This is it. Everywhere. Always. Whether or not you're watching it. Thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop or ... and get in on that, because there's like two days left before it's closed and ... that's fucking freaky. Okay, something weird just happened on my search history. I'm not gonna tell you cause it would be an uncomfortable moment for everybody. Fine, I'll tell you. No I won't. Maybe in another post. I'm gonna also give you the link to today's blog post. You're going to be so happy to read this, if you've not read it yet. If you've read it, you'll probably be supremely happy to read it again. It's called ... it felt like somebody was talking here ... the post is called They Will Come to You Like Bees to Honey and Then They Will Buy: Here's How. You must read this post! And then at the end of the post, you will see my call to action which is also for the high ticket workshop which began yesterday.

It's a seven to however many fucking days it goes full course. It will go until it's done roughly, give or take. You can read about it on the page, clearly. But also on the bottom of the blog ... where has this live stream gone? Has it disappeared off the face of the internet? Okay, the one I'm on? No. Here's the blog. At the bottom of the blog, you'll see my call to action and you'll see a load of comments of people of how they've thought of the workshop so far. Okay, go do your thing. Get your energy on. Share your energy with the world. Give yourself permission to be all that you are, not just the bits that you think are fucking presentable because the only way that you're gonna call in your true bat-shit crazy soul people ... Thank you for being my bat-shit crazy soul people ... is by being bat-shit crazy yourself; good, bad, random, ugly, crazy, messy, all of it. You are beautiful just as you are. All of your mess. All of it. All the inside out stuff. Bring it to the world. Don't forget. Life is Now. Press Play

Direct download: The_peculiar_truth_about_commanding_a_lot_of_money_online_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:21am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

Things that I think which make me magic ✨

Kat: Just get some more attention. All right, we've figured this system out. This is how I want it to be. I'm extraordinarily upset that I had to stop a livestream in the middle of it.

Kat: Let's wait for the peoples to come back.

Kat: Yo, are you back, or are you new? Back, Haley's back. Eight people are back. Imagine some of the people didn't come back, how extraordinarily rude that would be. I suppose it would mean I didn't put on a good enough intro.

Kat: Much better, we can see. Yeah well, I'm happy to roll with all things. Look how chilled out I am, I feel like I'm super relaxed ... do you feel like you really like this hotel knowing it's not weird anymore?

Ash: Yeah.

Kat: Yeah. Last night, we got here, and we were like, what is happening? It's so weird. There's no bar, firstly, which I found to be a disturbing and unsettling problem. And these keys, like keys that look like this. I'm pretty sure this hotel was transplanted from your land, Lia Steele. I think that's what happened.

Kat: But, you know me, I'm like freaking trendy as fuck, everybody can see it. Super classy. And so, a friend recommend that I stay here, it's a quaint old hotel in Santa Monica. And it's not a cheap hotel by the way, but when I got in I was like, this is not my vibe, I am so leaving this place tomorrow. Kind of musty and fusty.

Kat: But then, when I woke up this morning in my quaint room, I thought I was in 1847. And I felt like, this might be the most relaxed I've ever been in the world, in my life.

Kat: Lia says, "You're fucking welcome."

Kat: And so and then, I went to yoga and did other things. And then I came back and I was like, I think I'm falling in love with this place, it's very zen, but in a non-zen way. In an English-y sort of a way.

Kat: No, I'm not bleeding. Thanks. Nope, that's not part of it.

Kat: Secret garden, hopefully nobody comes into this garden, 'cause they're going to hear a reverence. It's not that secret. But, you should go and watch my Instagram story and see a tour of my room. It's very unusual, it's a whole unusual situation for me. It took me some adaptation.

Kat: So, speaking of adaptation. Speaking of adapting to things. You know, I just decided that I really don't care to wait for the normal things and the normal ways of life, and of people. Because actually, I'm pretty sure the normal ways of life, and of people, are basically complete fucking bullshit, and that we all just bought into a scheme of rules that may or may not make sense. And at the end of the day, the way to know if something is real and true, is does it feel right for you.

Kat: So, if you feel like, 'Meh, I just think I want to wait X designated period of time that's apparently socially acceptable before I change my body,' or make a fuck-load of money, or attract the exact romantical love connection that I want, or shift any other freakin' thing in our life, then why not just start to choose that you're not going to buy in to that belief system.

Kat: So you know, I've been experimenting with this process of living life since before time began, really, I've always. But, I just feel like over the past little while, and specifically on this current trip that I'm on in America, I've going to a whole new plain. A whole new plain of realising that I can get results, I can allow in results, I can receive results.

Kat: Now we're getting serious, leaning forward. Oh, okay sorry Maggie, it's the thing not actually bleeding, it's when you go places and time bends. I do that all the time, but I've not heard the expression bleeding relevant to that. I am constantly leaving time and space, and I just, I call it superflow or fugue state, it's a bit of it, but I'll read the rest of your comment later, half of it's cut off, but I'm very interested in this. Tell me more about it, if you like.

Kat: Yeah, I've just been accessing higher levels of more magic and superpowers, and just kind of deciding how things get to be, and deciding that there's actually got to be no specific timeframe or framework of how that should be.

Kat: So, the specific example, which I did right about ... I can tell you lots of examples, and ask me the questions. Ask me the questions, let's make this an engaged interaction. Ask me anything that you want to ask me about accessing superflow, accessing superpowers, accessing magic.

Kat: This is not woo woo mystical shit, by the way. I mean, I think that's obvious. And nothing wrong with that, 'cause everything's mystical, and anything is mystical and nothing is mystical at all. What I mean is, I'm not talking about some voodoo witchcraft, nothing like that at all. I'm not remotely aligned nor either interested in black magic.

Kat: Anyway, but I believe that we all have powerful white magic, if you want to give it some sort of name, which I don't really. But, I just did, apparently. I just, okay my point is, I'm literally just talking about accessing the powers that were always available to us.

Kat: So, Lia says, "Hell yes, shifted everything in under a day here." Tell us more about that Lia. Tell us about it, people want to know your story. I want to know the story.

Kat: So yeah, it's more like, questioning the frameworks and questioning the ways we've been told things are. Which is, I think that's not new information to any of us, right? We're freakin' entrepreneurs, we question everything since before time began, as well. And that's just normal. But, what if you went to an even deeper level of questioning. Every next, I guess block or limit that came up for you, that you then questioned that also. And what if you completely didn't even know any of the rules or laws of how it's meant to be.

Kat: So, the example I'm going to give you is to do with my abdominal area. I know you're going to be fascinated by this, but really though, really. I'm trying to be a smartass, and then I'm like of course they're going to freakin' fascinated by it.

Kat: I love how Brandon comes on and always announces himself here like a slightly breathless person arriving at a wedding and feeling a little bit embarrassed that they were slightly late. That's the vibe I'm getting anyway. So, everybody tell Brandon a word that has the words O-U in it. Please write in the word honour, or favourite with an O-U. What's another word with an O-U in it?

Ash: Colour.

Kat: Colour. You can choose the word of your choice. Please type in, Brandon I honour you, Brandon you're my favourite, Brandon please change the colour of the filter, or another O-U word of your own choosing. The reason is he appreciates it and we appreciate each other, and so we like to do nice things for the people that we appreciated.

Kat: So, fabulous ... Kiana, I thought you were just saying this is fabulous, so it's like thank you, I thought it was quite fabulous as well. Then I realised that, no you weren't as well.

Kat: [inaudible 00:06:52] exactly. Lia, you understand. Kiana, you understand, of course you do. You are my people.

Kat: So, anyhow, I supposed I could tell the story. Might only take me two or three live streams and 7,000 minutes, but we'll get there in the end. And we'll certainly get there before 2:00 PM, 'cause I've got to do the high ticket sales workshop at 2:00 PM.

Kat: Ash, why don't you drop the link for the high ticket sales workshop? There's a real person sitting here, you guys, I'm not just talking to space and pretending that I have a team.

Kat: Everybody knows it's fab-o-lus. What the hell is that?

Ash: [inaudible 00:07:18]

Kat: Can you drop the link?

Ash: Yeah.

Kat: I don't even want to talk about the high ticket sales workshop. I won't talk about it, but it does start in less than an hour and you should go and get your place. Or sign up whenever, and get the recordings. And it goes on going, on going until we're done with all the content is roughly how long that we'll go for.

Kat: Superflow and super [inaudible 00:07:35] have high ticket sales, he'll put the link in for you now so you don't miss out.

Kat: But anyway, let's talk about my stomach. I know you've been waiting for that moment. And then, we're going to apply it to all the things.

Kat: So, I wrote the other day, about how on this trip I've been eating way more things that I ... I don't want to say crap or shit, or something like that. But, I've been eating a lot of foods that I don't generally choose to not eat because they generally do not serve me, and foods that I typically in the past have understood would cause me to gain weight.

Kat: So, for example, I had spent pretty a whole week in Florida eating rice and beans for most of the week, which is not my normal diet at all. It's a very [inaudible 00:08:11] week. And then, I was eating a lot of Mexican-ish food in Texas as well. And a lot of potatoes everywhere, and I've been eating sugar most days when I haven't really done that for a very long time.

Kat: And so, long story short, I work a couple of Monday mornings just gone, and I was like, what is happening. My stomach was not looking the way that I care for it to look, I was kind of puffy and I had gained some belly fat and some body fat. And the next day was going to be my event, my one day San Diego soul shift, so my only American day. Which was little as fuck by the way.

Kat: And not that I had the idea that my clients would ask me to leave if I showed up a little less lean than what they expect me, 'cause I'm pretty sure they'd be okay with it. But, and also not because I have felt like I'm not good enough or not happy.

Kat: This is an important point to notice and understand, if you want to do magic, do you want to do magic? If you want to do magic, type in 'I want to do magic', except that sounds boring. So, type in something like, aha. Or could be, I love hot shower, obviously.

Kat: So, it was not that, it was not like, I need to be lean for tomorrow because of my event, and otherwise I'm not good enough or I don't look good enough. I let go of all that shit, I continually release that shit. Release it from my body. I will teach you about that, right.

Kat: Ah-fucking-ha. Exactly. That's exactly what I mean, Brandon. Aha, yes. Yes. Magicians everywhere. Magic me the fuck up. Indeed I will, indeed I will, and indeed you can do that for yourself at any time.

Kat: So, it wasn't that. It was just, that I looked in the mirror when I felt a bit stodgy, you know when you just feel a bit like things are sitting in there that you would really prefer not to be there anymore. I went to the gym and I was like, well I just felt like a bit blah. Not my ideal feeling. And I just thought to myself, I actually don't care to choose this, I would prefer, I would like to or prefer to have my abs back, thank you very much, is basically how I felt about it.

Kat: I didn't have a neediness around it. It wasn't I need my abs back to be happy or to feel good, it was ... oh, that's an interesting comment. Don't read it. Do not read it. Do not click the link. Do not come and learn from me about superflow, tens of thousands of dollars sales like magic. Unless you want it, in which case done. But, you can do it after. We have time. We have time for all the things. We expand time.

Kat: So yeah, I was just like, this is what I want. I just like when I have my abs looking a certain way. I was so freakin' puffy everywhere, and it wasn't just fluid, I'd gained body fat. I gained a small amount of body fat, maybe a couple of percentage points. I know how to read body fat like a motherfucker. If I look at you in person, I will know to the pound exactly how much you weigh and what your body fat percentage is. It's a magical trick based on the science of the fact that for 13 years I freakin' measure people day in and day out, and so I can eyeball it and tell.

Kat: And I'm always right. Even for some of you mystical people who have light weighted bones, I still get it right. I know it's an important act, which I probably don't use this skill and talent as often as what the world would really desire or require for me to do, so I'm sorry about that. But, if you'd like me to test it out on you then just tell me when you see me. You may not care for me to do that to you, but I'll be doing it anyway on an unconscious level. It's not like I'm writing it down in a little book, I'm not like writing down exactly how much everyone in my Perth community weighs and what their body fat percentage is.

Kat: Caitlyn says there's a problem with the link. Can you read the comment that Caitlyn just popped up, I can only read half of it.

Kat: So, anyhow, I'm getting there eventually. If you want to know the magic, you've got to be prepared for the magician, which is me, to craft the story out.

Kat: What's the question?

Ash: There's no question, but the link works.

Kat: Just reply back to Caitlyn's comment with another link. But the link anyhow, is the thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop.

Ash: Mm-hmm (affirmative)

Kat: Do you think I could hold my hands out like Moses for the entire rest of the livestream?

Ash: Yes.

Kat: Ash has fantastic faith in my medial deltoids. He says, "Yes."

Kat: Oh, no problem with the link. Okay, I was just assuming.

Kat: I feel like I want to do it now. Because, I really appreciate the faith in my doubts.

Kat: Anyhow, oh we could do some flexing. Okay. I don't know what I'm doing. What's happening, why am I in such a bizarre mood? I've been in a bizarre mood all morning. I woke up and sent the most irreverent giggly little girl audio messages to Linda Doctor, about 30 minutes worth of them as well, which was a little irreverent, I think, to expect someone to listen to that much of your shit. But, she replied with grace and fervour, and sent me back a good 16 minute long audio itself.

Kat: Anyway, so yeah, I basically decided, I'm going to change this. I'm going to change it now. Because, I just want to have my abs back. And literally over that 15 minute workout ... can you join in on what video? The live workshop? Of course. It's going down at the top of the hour. So, 2:00 PM here too, which is soon enough, that I probably should be thinking about getting to my point here so I can get upstairs to run it.

Ash: Put your arms back up.

Kat: Sorry. Ash just told me to put my arms back up. What happened if Moses dropped his arms?

Ash: I guess the Israelites all drown, don't they?

Kat: Get your freakin' bible passages sorted.

Ash: Everyone drowns.

Kat: It wasn't to do with people downswing, was it?

Ash: I don't know.

Kat: Was it to part the red sea?

Ash: Well, yeah.

Kat: No, it was to do with the tabernacle.

Ash: I don't know.

Kat: Google it. We grew up in church. Our grandfather was a preacher, how can you not know this stuff? This is terrible, this is embarrassing for everybody.

Ash: It'll be embarrassing for you if I'm wrong.

Kat: What's spaghetti got to do with it? My arms are becoming more toned by the moment. Imagine if this was the new livestream game, you'd have the most insanely amazing arms in the world.

Kat: Manifest go ditch your body fat, do it then. Show us your abs.

Kat: All right. So, I literally watched my body transform itself in 15 minutes. Now, of course when you sweat and workout a little bit, you lose some fluid anyhow, right.

Kat: Eminem was not there with Moses, I can say that with certainty. But, it's an interesting suggestion.

Kat: I guess I can't really be certain, because if time and space doesn't exist, then anything could be possible. That's definitely true as well.

Kat: Okay I feel like I'm getting my arms a little bit tired now, but it's become a point of pride and ego, for sure. In a moment I'll stand up and show you my abs.

Kat: So then, yeah, I like fully got my abs back and my whole body shape-shifted. Not in a weird devils advocate sort of way, 'cause those shape-shifters were scary as fuck, but it's a great movie and you should watch it again.

Ash: Oh, you were right.

Kat: I was right, what does it say about Moses?

Ash: During a battle.

Kat: During a battle. What happened? What if Moses is Eminem?

Ash: I don't think he is.

Kat: Can you just read the fucking passage out because my arms are getting tired.

Ash: I don't have the passage, but if he didn't hold up his hands-

Kat: The battle would be lost.

Ash: The battle would be lost.

Kat: But, what did it have to do with the 10 commandments?

Ash: I don't know.

Kat: Can we just figure it out people?

Kat: All right, so. Yeah so, then I wrote about it. I wrote about how I completely just changed my body in 15 minutes, in a way that should technically take two weeks, right? And I know this for sure. But then, I thought to myself, it sounds kind of bullshit and it sounds kind of made up, and I don't think people really understand the power of what just happened, right? Because they didn't see it, and they're going to be like, 'Cool Kat, you just sweat a little bit and you released some fluid'. That is not what happened.

Kat: What happened was roughly what a two week cleanse would create, right? In the normal people world who believe in the normal rules, which I use to, and I apologise for that period in my life. We all have parts of our past that we would change if we could, but I'm going to assume you'll love me anyhow.

Kat: But then, the next day I did my event with all the badasses in San Diego. They force fed me several servings of tater tots with truffles on them. I didn't know what a tater tot was. They were pretty appalled about that. It's potato gem for the Australians. Which is not a fancy Delmar food by the way, but they put freakin' truffle oil on it and pretended that it was, and required me to eat it along with several unnecessary serves of nachos and a poisoned burger. Which we knew was poisoned, because the next morning we woke up and we were dying. All of us, just dying, or at least me, and Ash and Amanda. So, Amanda stayed over in my room. We did the hilarious slumber party livestream, it was critical and important.

Kat: I hope you guys appreciate that I'm going to need a two hour massage on my shoulders after this, and it was all for you. Please send me some love for doing that as a community effort.

Kat: So, Amanda and I wake up. We walked down to go to the gym. Well first, obviously we sat in bed for many hours and did many money making things, 'cause that's a normal thing to do when you wake up in the morning with your client in bed next to you. So, we did that, and then we went to the gym. Oh my god, my stomach was ginormous. Okay, not at all, that's obviously ridiculous. But, I was very like, reverted back again, basically. Which is evident of my level of belief, and I'm going to deal with that, don't worry about it.

Kat: Because actually what I noticed is, I believe that I can transform my body in a day, or even in an hour or two because I choose to, and I do it repeatedly. But then, I also have still been holding on to the belief, which is stupid if you think about it, that if I eat something like tater tots, I'm going to wake up feeling big and heavy. So, I'm just going to get rid of that belief because I don't find it particularly convenient or charming, I don't know about you. But, at the time, I was still holding on to the belief.

Kat: So, we go work out, we do a 25 minute workout. And by the end of it, Amanda is like, 'Holy shit, I just saw it happened with my own eyes'. 'Cause she had seen me write about it.

Kat: Look at my arms sinking. They're just going down.

Ash: Battle will be lost.

Kat: I am strong and resilient. I am a badass. I will keep my arms up if it kills me. That's kind of cheating.

Ash: No, well, Moses had rocks placed under his arms so he could hold them up until sunset, so you can cheat.

Kat: That's bullshit. What?

Ash: Yeah.

Kat: He said that Moses had rocks placed under his arms. That's not holding them up at all, that's just casually lounging. That undoes the entire story, if not the entire bible. That's just casually lounging around with your arms ... what, is that a true story?

Ash: Yes, are you questions the book of Exodus?

Kat: Like, a little rock or a big rock that he could just lounge on? How is that then? How is that a work of effort or resilience? Fuck it then, I'm putting my arms down. I've been let down and disappointing.

Ash: When Moses hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him, and he sat on it. Oh, and then two people held up his hands.

Kat: So, when Moses got tired, he just gets a lounge chair and some people to hold his arms up.

Ash: Yes.

Kat: This changes the dynamics of the entire story. How did I not know that? Obviously, I just selectively choose what I want from history. I know people are going to argue whether or not that's history, keep it to yourself. I don't care right now. I'm telling my story.

Kat: So anyway, Amanda was like, 'Holy shit, I can't believe how much your stomach just changed in 30 minutes'. Or it was even a 25 minute workout that we did. And then we took some Instagram stories about it because we are here to serve, and that's all. So, if you require them, I can send them to you. It was extra special because I had an apricot coloured sports bra on and Amanda had apricot coloured, I suppose you could call them peach, shorts on from [inaudible 00:19:46].

Kat: And so, we were diagonally in unison, which made the whole thing a vision from a visual standpoint, and we didn't even plan it. So, there's many things that go in to the magic, as you can see.

Kat: Anyhow, I don't feel like I need to demonstrate my stomach for the purposes of the story now, but I will anyway, because it's always good opportunity to show off parts of your body on Facebook. We all know that people like to see bits of your body, it helps the views go up. Or in fact, as Frank Hearn told me yesterday, one should always livestream with a throne and a sceptre if you want a load of viral video. And I said, "Frank, I'm all over that shit. I got my throne and my sceptre." In fact, he stole the idea from me, so if you see Frank Hearn sitting on a pink throne with a sceptre, I gave him that idea but I'm happy for him to use it.

Kat: So, anyhow, there's my stomach. It looks rather stomach-y, I supposed. It's still a little puffier than what I actually am going to require for it to be by the end of today. There's bits of it.

Ash: [inaudible 00:20:43]

Kat: There's a little bit of definition there. So, there's a little bit of puff going on there.

Kat: By the way, nobody needs to tell me I don't need to worry about my puff, 'cause I'll worry about whatever the fuck I want. Except, I'm not worrying about it. Not worried at all. I'm observing it with curiosity and interest.

Kat: But, what you've got to understand is that when I went in to [inaudible 00:20:58] yoga this morning, it was a whole different situation, you guys. It was a completely different body. And actually, quite noticeably so, much more than any other situations throughout this period, because basically Frank Hearn, who I spent the last two days with, provides many snacks in his offices, and they're very mucho fabuloso. And I ate definitely more than my fair share of them. I was eating donuts, packets of ... vegan donut, which makes it okay.

Ash: [inaudible 00:21:32]

Kat: Whether or not I'm a vegan, but I only eat vegan donuts, because I'm very healthy. And potato chips, and many candy bars, because the driver that he sent to pick us up and take us back had a candy bar box in the backseat of the fancy car. And it would've been rude to not eat the candy, clearly. And then many other things as well.

Kat: And I'm mucking around, but this is a really true and real thing. And oh, by the way, I'll fully shift this by the end of today. I'm going to go to equinox later, and then I'll post a photo if you want, or not, whatever it doesn't matter.

Kat: But, let me just play out some beliefs here, because I still notice areas where I'm allowing this process to only work if I have certain things in place. So for example, I know fully believe and know I can change my body in a day, or even in an hour or two, but I indeed create some rules for myself. Did you notice the rules, yes or no? Type in what little silly rules I created for myself if you noticed them.

Kat: Because of course the next iteration, is that there's no rules, and no requirements, and no conditions and that I would just decide it in my head without getting out of my bed in my fancy little quaint hotel room. So, I'm want to see if anyone can catch watch these rules were.

Ash: [inaudible 00:22:43]

Kat: Aha, did you learn something else about Moses?

Ash: No, I found what I was looking for.

Kat: In life?

Ash: No.

Kat: He found what he was looking for in life. Send a love hot shower for Ash, he has found his answers.

Ash: Who's doing the accounting work?

Kat: He's doing accounting work. Is that what you were looking for in life?

Ash: No, no, definitely not. I don't think anyone is looking for that in life.

Kat: Why are you doing account anyway, is it mine?

Ash: Yes.

Kat: Okay, that's fine then. I'll allow it. They're sending you a love hot shower anyway, it's because they feel bad for you, rightly so.

Kat: Are you guys not even going to give me ... like you're not interacting here a part from laughing at Ash, or have you got something to say about what I just said?

Kat: What time is it?

Ash: 1:33.

Kat: Oh, we have much time left. C'mon, where's the comments at? Can nobody guess what my limiting magic beliefs were, even though I did amazing magic and I can post you the photos. Oh, no I can't, 'cause we only took after photos. I've got to remember to take before and after photos one day of this, because it's quite phenomenal.

Kat: But then again, I could just share like, for example, the 300K in five day story, which I shared a month or two back and turned it in to a whole workshop, because why would I not monetize a story.

Kat: You guys are just commenting bullshit, you're not actually sharing the answers to my question. I don't even know what that comment means.

Kat: So, I had to start talking quieter because somebody else came out here. But, it's not just this area, right. Okay, I got distracted because I started to think about whether I should monetize the abdominal thing, and why would I not?

Kat: But, my point is, it's only to the level of your belief. It's always to the level of your belief.

Kat: Magnetising relationship magna. I definitely did some magnetising freakin' magic around relationships of light, which was basically to do with being fucking truthful and getting out of my own way.

Kat: Buffering, Brandon was buffering, as a person, because that's an interesting concept.

Kat: My voice changed because somebody else came out and I felt bad 'cause i was being kind of crazy, 'cause it's super quiet serene garden, and I don't want to disturb somebodies space. I should put my earplugs in, 'cause then even if I'm talking quietly, you can fully hear me. Let's do that.

Kat: Why is nobody answer my question? Were you so interested in my arms and what was going to happen next that you didn't listen to the point of the story? I'm going to tell you now anyway, 'cause now I'm getting grumpy that you didn't answer.

Kat: So, if you listened to what I said, I basically have learned how to change and shift my body in like an hour, right. And in a really real way, not you know like, yeah you dropped some fluid sort of way, in a way where it's like that is not supposed to be like that. That doesn't work. That doesn't ... okay, I didn't see your answer. Maybe I've missed some comments. That doesn't fit within the realms of what we've been told is true and real.

Kat: But, where my limits were ... and I'll be curious to see those comments afterwards, I will be checking, is obviously I still had a thing of like, like this morning I was like, I've so got to go to yoga. But then again, I truly just desired to go to hot yoga, I certainly wasn't going to try and shift my body. But, it was more that that was still there. It was like, oh well by the end of this yoga class, I will have completely shifted my body and released it of all things donut-y, and potato chip-y and snacks. I was going to say inserted in to me, but Frank Hearn, he didn't actually force feed me snacks. He just laid them out bountifully though and it felt rude to not eat them all day every day.

Kat: And then that happened, but there was still the rule around the yoga thing, right? So, it wasn't even a rule, it was more just like, a condition that I bought into without questioning it. So, I started to notice it. And I'm still noticing, 'cause even today like I just said it 10 minutes ago, I said, "Well, I'll go to the gym later and I'll fully shift it then."

Kat: It's not actually that I think I need to go to the gym to shift it, it's more that I'm using that as a marker. I'm kind of like, that's my marker, like my reminder to myself or something along those lines. But yeah, what I noticed is, how can I tune in to an even greater level of magic on this stuff, right. How can I just make it that anything I decide is done in that moment, it's not done ... like the old paradigm is, it's done based on if you do certain things that the world essentially would teach you to do. Like, oh if you want to change your body, the very least you're going to do some kind of fast cleansing detox thing. Like some people have said they can change their body in two or three days, others are going to say two or three weeks, unable to believe 12 weeks for one girl, whatever.

Kat: And people would probably say yeah, it depends on your starting point. I'm like, yeah, but it depends on your level of fucking belief, all right. That's actually what it depends on.

Kat: So for me, it's come down to I'm like, I use to always believe in you know, two to three days, and it was true. And now, I believe literally one to two hours, and it's true. And it's like you can visibly see your body shifting, almost like you're on a movie editing thing and you're carving that thing up like a freakin' face changing sort of situation, right.

Kat: And now, my next iteration that I'm consciously stepping in to is, no it's not based on one to two hours. It's not based on whether or not energy. It's not based on any of those things. It's based purely on belief, and choice, and decision, right?

Kat: Same with the money stuff, because like I did the 300K in five days, which was a cool little story and I did a workshop about it back in roughly the end of January.

Kat: And so then, it was like, okay but I have these conditions in play. So, I was in superflow and then this was happening, and then this was happening and then this was happening. And it's like, cool cool that's awesome, but actually, there's no freakin' rule that I got to go to Bali and do these certain things to get into superflow in order to access that, it's also just a choice. So, I feel like it gets to be a continual thing of looking in it. Well, where are we putting conditions on ourselves? Maybe our rules and conditions are way cooler, and more badass and more ease and flow orientated than what the rest of the world would say. But, can you release that anyway?

Kat: And then, how about this. What if I stepped in to my next belief, which I am now choosing, of just 'cause I would eat donuts, or tater tots or potatoes every freakin' day, which I have been doing. No, it really is changing, and that's why I told the story about when my friend and client was with me and she was like, 'What the fuck? How is that even possible?' Or she wasn't, she wasn't questioning it because she believes in magic. But, she was like, 'Wow, I just fucking so that. That was crazy'.

Kat: Bodies one example, only out of many though. Money stuff. Saw my clients disappearing out of nowhere. Situations in all areas of life just turning around. I have endless stories on this and it's all stuff that I would of created anyway, but it's with a higher level of flow and ease. And it's getting to where it's faster, faster, faster, the more that I choose to believe in magic, the more I get results super fast with superflow and super ease in all areas, and complete shifts in situations where it's literally like, how the fuck did that even happen, right. In all areas.

Kat: And then now, my next things that I'm practising for myself, is that there's no conditions required, not even my own ones. And that also something like a previous belief that if I eat these certain things, I wake up feeling heavier, or I wake up feeling bloated, or my body shifts, or if I eat them for longer then I actually do gain body fat, that I let go of those beliefs as well.

Kat: So, it's literally like, I'm not going to wake up bigger if I ate this stuff, and then I'm going to shift it, no. That's cool, that's more magical than not, right? But, the next things is, I always just get to decide my results regardless of what I do or don't do, which is exactly how I do things in business with money. It's like, this is how much money I choose to make, these are the sort of some of my clients who signed up for my inner circle, this is how things operate, these are the sort of team members I have, these are the sort of men in my life for example if you want to look at other areas. This is how I interact with my friends, this is how I get treated when I travel, just all these different things that previously has some sort of conditions or kind of things around them where I thought I have to do certain things in order to get to that point.

Kat: Where over time, I gradually got to where I'm like, oh no, it happens 'cause I decide it, right? And so continually shifting and experimenting.

Kat: How do you let go of those beliefs? The first thing is that you decide, right. The first things is to decide to believe in magic, to decide to believe ... you don't have to term it that way either, it's actually just deciding to question the beliefs that have been conditioned into you because who made the people that taught you these things, God right? Like who says that that's real, that that's how the world operates. Who says that two plus two equals four? Who says that anything takes any amount of time or any amount of effort? It's all a reflection of faith. With faith, you can really move mountains, and that's a true thing, right.

Kat: Time is irrelevant. Exactly, because who actually defined and measured time in the first place anyway? That is not a thing of the galaxy. That's a thing that a person did, or some group of human people, over time. Right? And we've just all gone like cool cool, this is what a unit of time means because somebody once said so. And then, cool cool, here's what you can do with that unit of time because somebody once said so, and then they try to and spin it on somebody else and somebody else. And now we're just walking around accepting this shit, why? Right, that's what I'm saying here.

Kat: I'm just saying, create your own freakin' rules. Decide how you want it to be. I know it sounds like, depends on where you're on your journey, it could sound crazy. It could sounds bullshit. It could sound so made up. It could sound too good to be true. I'm not asking you to try and duplicate my faith, I choose my faith, you choose your faith.

Kat: I'm just saying, what if you started to question shit, right? What if you just started to think, I didn't like that one, I didn't like that belief, I don't really want to wait that long for that result, I don't feel good about it. I think I'm going to choose to believe in a different way. I think I'm going to test that out.

Kat: And then as far as the how around that, it is deciding first and foremost, and just choosing that that's how it gets to be. And then the how, the strategy is, well what would you be doing in this moment in time in your life if you believed that, right.

Kat: So, for me with body stuff, like I look at my body in the mirror when I'm in yoga or whatever I wear, I'm like, oh I'd prefer to shift this. This is not my ideal choice for myself, but I'm not standing there going this is bad, or wrong or it makes me not good enough like I would of used to years ago. I'm like, it just is. It is what it is and that's all it is. I can choose to shift it or now, either way, I'm still complete, and whole, and perfect in and of myself. I am not my body. I am not my income. I am not the people that are in my life, and so on and so forth, right.

Kat: Cat ninja, got to save some clip. Let's check that later. Thank you, whatever it was. I can only read half the comments, they chop off on the phone.

Kat: And then, yeah so, it's kind of like, it doesn't work if this neediness is attached to it. If it's 'I have to do that or else, or have to do that to be validated, or to be good enough, or to be worthy,' that's just not going to work, right?

Kat: So, it's about getting to a point where you fully love and accept yourself as you are. That's been huge practise of mine over the past year, and it really is true. Like, I'll look at my body when I'm not, you know, when it's not in the ideal state that I want it to be or could be something that's going on in my business or personal life, and I've kind of had this weird thing of where I'm like, well this is not what I desire, right? This is not what I expect so this is going to just need to change because I know that I get to choose all things.

Kat: But, at the same time, I'm completely detached from it. I'm like, be the way I'm totally good, right. Either way, I'm completely [inaudible 00:34:04], completely safe, completely whole, completely in love, completely happy, so I'm grounded no matter what. I'm not looking at a situation and being like, oh my god no that makes me this or this, or what are people going to think?

Kat: All right. So, all of that stuff is part of the practise. The other part is deciding, like I said. And then the other part is believing, and belief is a practise as well. But I guess one thing that you could try is if you want to practise believing, it would literally be well, if I did believe at this level, if I had this level of faith, then what would I be choosing right now?

Kat: So, in that moment, in that class, instead of the girl of me from 10 years ago who would of been feeling annoyed, ashamed, worrying about how people are perceiving her, other things that are not positive or uplifting, instead of that it's just complete acceptance, complete certainty, complete happiness and flow anyway, and then simply practising the belief. That's it, it's holding the belief.

Kat: And from a practical point of view, what do you do? Well, you do whatever the fuck you're called to do. You go to the class if you're called to, you don't go if you're not called to. You sell something if you're called to, you don't if you're not. You message and share whatever's coming out of you, you don't try to message and share something that you thinks going to get you an outcome, right. You say the actual stuff that you're thinking to the important people in your life, and so on and so forth.

Kat: So, this is a topic that I definitely could talk about for ages, and I'm sure I will continue to write about it. I did write about it in a very rambly weird sort of way in today's blog post, which is on this page, it's called How to Discover your Magic. It's here on my Katrina Ruth business page and it's over on my personal page also. Go read that if you would like to dive in to more of my rambly magic musings.

Kat: And go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. We are going live in how many minutes?

Ash: 16.

Kat: 16 minutes, it's happening. If you can't join us live, go sign up anyhow. You're going to get the replay. You get all of the content for life. There's going to be ongoing content interaction support, it's not a one time workshop, it's like a mini course or a [inaudible 00:35:58], or something like that.

Kat: But, what you should do is go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/highsticketsalesworkshop. Read all about what I'm actually covering there. It's a lot more than simply teaching my sales process and business strategies. There's some really cool shit that we're diving into. Everything that you really need to know to be that person who people just want to give money to, including the mindset and the magic of it as well by the way, which is the intention setting, the inner game side of how I attract such high levels or so many clients who just want to pay me, and a whole bunch of other cool stuff besides.

Kat: So, I'll see you there or I'll see you on the replay, have an amazing rest of the day. And don't skip, life is now. Press play.

Kat: And Ash has something to say to you to sign off, it's very important.

Ash: I balance the book.

Kat: He does a lot more than balance the books, but thank you for that profound moment.

Ash: Didn't have anything else in my captcha.

Kat: It's because he's balancing books that his soul has been a little bit deflated in the past 10 minutes. Why are you doing that? Let's pick somebody else to do that. All right, bye bye. We got to go.

Direct download: Things_that_I_think_which_make_me_magic__Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:19am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

Wake the fuck up and press play! It’s only your LIFE!!

Hi hi, good afternoon. Check it. I don't know what that is, it's some of the side of the road. Some side of the road situation here in, wherever it is I am. Near to Selano Beach, Rancho Santa Fe, just left Del Mar and I'm going the place where you gotta go when you need to get into the flow and grow. I'm just in a silly mood, it happens. I can't help it. Lizzy Towers, what's up? Shout out to the amazing Lizzy Towers. I'm so excited. Can I tell the story? I'm gonna tell the story. I want to write about the story and put it on my Facebook. So, Kelly Ann, hey hey. Everybody else say hi. Oh, can anyone guess what the place is that I'm going to? Points if you guess where is the place that you gotta go when you need to get in to the flow and just grow. Well, actually you go wherever your soul tells you to go. But you probably could guess where I'm going, if you know me. You're just gonna figure that out 'cause I go there all the time. Oh, thank you.

So let me tell the story about Lizzy, because she just jumped on this livestream and it's the best story ever. Not Soul Cycle. Soul Cycle is sometimes a soul flow place, but I don't talk about Soul Cycle that much, do I? Not the beach. No, okay. I'm like, to me this is obvious. But that's probably because it's about me. So, Lizzy checked me in yesterday. Actually, back story. I'd stayed on the weekend, I decided on the weekend, I wanted to sell one more place to my San Diego event, which is happening tomorrow in Del Mar. The Soul Ships and Money Making day, which is indeed now sold out, so no need to message me about that. But, it was sold out and then two of my inner circle clients, my inner circle clients get to come along at no charge because they're in the inner circle, obviously. So, two of them, then, decided they couldn't come. One already came in New York last week, and she was going to come again. And then, I don't know, something else came along.

And then I ended up having an extra space. So, I kind of set the intention that I'm going to have that place filled, and fill that place out, obviously. And I put one post up about it, I think I shared a little video from last week from one of my clients. And then, actually, I forgot about it because I was just blocked away over the weekend doing all the fun things. Of course yoga. I'm off to Bikram yoga in [inaudible 00:02:21]. Yeah, and then yesterday I check in at the hotel here where I'm doing the event, and I'm just having a nice little conversation with the lovely, badass woman, I didn't necessarily know she was a badass at the time, but I knew she seemed lovely, who was checking me in for my room at the hotel, Lizzy.

And so I mention that I'm running an event, and of course she asked what it is, and I actually, this is something that I noticed about myself. When people who I consider are not in our world ask what I do, I actually tend to downplay it because I tend to feel like they're not going to get it. So I might say something like helping entrepreneurs grow their businesses online or kind of like a boring version of what I do. But, I ended up just answering pretty straight out, and I think I said something like badass group of women entrepreneurs who want to get their messages out there in a big way, something like helping them to connect to their message and their soul. I don't know what I really said, but it was pretty brave.

But anyhow, I went up to my room, and then Lizzy had asked for my Facebook details because she was like oh my god, this sounds similar, this sounds like something I need or I need to be a part of the community. And I told her about the Daily Asskickery, come join the group. So, she messaged me on Facebook when I got up to the room, and she joined the group. And then I went off for a little walk around town to just familiarise myself with where I am. And then, I get a message from her saying, "Hey, I saw on your Facebook the event here tomorrow has one place left. Do you still have that place available?" And I was like "Yup." And she signed up. And I was like holy shit, that is probably the best story ever of somebody finding me and taking action within literally 8 minutes or whatever it is, having never heard of me at all before. And what a fabulous story, I thought that was for so many reasons.

So, anyway, I had to share that because it's super cool. Actually, it comes down to you owning who you are, right? Like for that to happen, it's not just, obviously, a reflection on her being a fast action taker and acting from the gut on what felt what right. But for that to happen, I had to be in my energy vibe, and obviously owning my power and my energy. I rock up in my gym gear off a flight, it's not like I'm all dressed up or whatever and camera ready, but I have a certain energy to me that I've chosen to own in who I am over the past several years. And it does show, actually. In fact, even when I went through airport security yesterday, the security dude was like "Are you on TV?" And I get questions like that a lot, and I don't say that out of ego, sounds kine of like an ego thing to say I guess. But it's more to do with, yeah I freaking owned, and I do own it. And I show up for my energy and show up for my business, and show up for my message, and my art. So, amazing things like that, that was a pretty cool story.

But so many random, amazing, cool stories like that do happen all the time. And so just a little reminder to, maybe, to really press play on being the version of you who you know you're meant to be. In fact, relevant to that, Mim I'm not sure if you're on the live stream already, but Mim #KatNinja if you're there, drop the comment about the high ticket sales with Super Ease workshop now, that'd be amazing. Because relevant to that, I'm teaching the high ticket sales workshop starting this Friday, is it? I believe. And actually the pre-work starts later on today in the Facebook group. I'm teaching my sales system of exactly how I do my high ticket sales. You can read the pinned comment afterwards, because I've got some things I want to preach and teach on on this live stream today. So check that out afterwards.

But I'm teaching my sales process of how I actually do my groups that I send, I guess, in Facebook Messenger chat, when to use a script, not use a script. How I go through a process of actually signing up a client right up to the point of a single sale being over $80,000 and anywhere kind of up to that. And so I'm teaching all that to the point sales stuff. But what I'm really teaching, what I'm really excited about in this workshop beyond that, is that I'm teaching how do you be that person that people do just magnetically, are just magnetically attracted to and want to work with. Well, for me and for my clients that happens on a day to day basis, here on Facebook or wherever on the Internet, because of how we shop and people follow us, and then who we are. And they aspire to work with us and connect in that way. So then if we put an offer out there, the sales part of it is quite easy. But there's also, like the example I just shared of the story with Lizzy is a great example as well because she maybe spent a few minutes going through my Facebook, but it couldn't have been that much because she messaged me already about the workshop so quickly after I'd even met her, right?

The Facebook group link's being sent out today. It hasn't been sent yet. So, thank you for mentioning that Beverly. And, like, for her to have taken that action it came down to my energy. And in fact, that's what she said when we spoke about it later. That there was something about my vibe, something about my energy. So this is something that actually, it can't be taught from a perspective of I couldn't teach that somebody who doesn't have it inside of them and who's not that person already. But, if you know you're that person who's meant be a leader and a messenger and that you have powerful work to do in the world, and that you're meant to get it out there into the world. I can freaking show you how access that shit. So it's actually not me teaching anything. It's me helping you remember who you are, get back to who the core of who you are, connecting with your soul, and embody all that is inside of you.

So, yeah. I'd love for you to go over to, after this, go over to thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsales ... I don't know what the fucking link. Whatever the link is that's in the comment. I keep changing the link every time I say it out loud. High ticket with Super E's Workshop. High ticket sales workshop, I think? I think we should have changed that URL. It's boring. But, the programme itself is definitely the opposite of fucking boring. So, go check it out. It's a live workshop that's happening all online later this week. It's all recorded of course. You get access to everything for life. And then, there's a 7 day implementation boot camp that comes after that.

So, now though, these topic that I put down for this live stream. It's time to... what did I even say the topic was? I have no idea. Something like "wake up and live."

So, was sharing with some of my emperoress clients, earlier on today, I was teaching my emperoress programme online a couple hours ago from my room, and emperoress is a full week, one on one, intensive with private clients. Incredible, incredible work we've been doing around owning who you're meant to be and the empire they're here to create. And we were teaching on being responsible to your crazy. Right? Taking personal responsibility for the crazy dreams and visions that are inside of you. And realising that, not only you can have the crazy dreams and visions, that it is possible. You wouldn't dream it if it wasn't possible. But also that there's a responsibility to it, right? So it's actually irresponsible of you to not press play on the crazy. Which is cool.

But then part of what I was sharing with them, I was sharing with them one of my favourite quotes of my own. And, it's a quote that I came up with a couple of years ago, and it just kind of circles its way back to me pretty regularly in conversation, I guess. And the quote is, and then we chuck it on a little quote image and put it on Insta or whatever. But the quote is "No, you don't need to slow down and breathe, you need to wake up and live." And that's what I was thinking about when I decided to do this little live stream from the Uber.

So, here's the thing, right? Most people out there believe that being this kind of person, kind of like a too much person. She's too much. She's over the top. She's aggressive, wants it all, unrealistic, trying to do too much or take too much on. Most people believe think that there's something wrong or bad about that. And you probably have people in your life tell you "You gotta slow down. You gotta take it easy." It's kind of an interesting, contradictory conversation that I have around this with my clients because I literally just got off a private call, private [inaudible 00:09:34] call with one of [inaudible 00:09:36] call clients, where I was very specifically coaching or mentoring her around flowanesse. And getting out of push, and getting out of the hustle mentality, and getting out of the idea that you've got to be doing something all the time. So, there is some contradiction to this, but it's actually understanding who you are at your core. And it's about purposeful hustle, and purposeful hush, purposeful push, and purposeful doing of things. There's never anything you need to do, but there's always action to take.

And so what I know for me is any time in my life where I've bought into the story that I should take life slower, I've not been happy. And in fact, it's impacted all areas of my life. Like it's actually caused me to gain weight, or to just be kind of sad or down, or get shitty at people in my life. Those sort of things. Feel less motivated, feel less energised, feel like I need more sleep. And then on the other hand, when I take more on, but from a place of purpose and flow, I come to life. Like, I've been on this current trip here in the US for, I don't even know. It feels like I've been here a while. I come here all the time obviously, but this trip's little longer. I think I've only been here maybe for two weeks. But so much has happened in that two week period. But it's been insane super flow. I've just been having so much fun, the best time ever.

I did my client day in New York last week. I've been hanging with some of my favourite people in the world. I've got my amazing epic day coming up tomorrow. The soul shifts day. I've been in beautiful locations, beautiful hotels, and visiting friends all around the country. And it's just been a phenomenal trip, even more than what it already is. And I've noticed that I'm sleeping like 4 or 5 hours a night sleep, which is less than I, typically, would average. And I'm just waking up. I'm not using an alarm. I'm not sleeping that little because I've got shit going or something. It's just that I'm in super flow. I mean that super human state that we all actually have the ability to access any time.

And so what I'm saying or suggesting is, well who are you actually at your core and what state do you need to slip into or give yourself permission to access in order to be in your super power, super [inaudible 00:11:31] state. Where you utilising and accessing your magic, and where you're realising that energy is unlimited, time is unlimited, money is unlimited as well. Obviously, all things are available and accessible to you all the time. But what I believe is that in order to access whatever it is you desire and access your power... okay I'm at my destination. Thank you. I'm going to get out. I'm going to get out and then I'm going to finish this for a minute or two, but then I'm going to go. Thank you so much.

Thank you.

Bye.

Have a nice day.

You too.

Alright. Hopefully I've come to the right place. Here I am. Just Hot Yoga and Pilates. Okay. Little shout out for that business that I've never been to before, so hopefully it was worth shouting out.

What I've realised is that in order to access that power and access that super flow, I've got to be who I actually am at my core, right? And I'm not somebody who wants to do one thing at a time, or have one fucking niche for example. I'm multi-passionate. The niche is fucking me. The niche is not I teach on success or I teach on pressing or I teach on business or whatever. And I want to do all the things all the time, but I also know and fully understand that I can do nothing at any time, right? And to me, that's what waking up and pressing play is about. It's about getting out of the story that there's ever anything that you gotta do. That's there's a right or a wrong way. That the way anybody, even someone who you look up to, whether it's me or someone else, that their way is right for you. It's about what if you gave yourself full permission to be you from the inside out, and own and embody all that you are.

So, I just wanted to come real quick today from my Uber drive and just take that time to share some thoughts with you that have been on my mind. I would love if you leave me a comment if it was helpful. Let me know. Share what comes up for you. And there was one more thing I was going to say. Yeah, I guess the big take away from that is what do you need to embody that's inside of you. And if you know that part of that is the leader inside, and you that that leader is here to make a fuckload of difference, impact millions, make millions, change the world. Then maybe now's the time to get over to my high ticket sales workshop with Super E's. This is so much more than me just showing you how I sell high ticket into the tens of thousands of dollars per sale. I'm going to give you all that, show you all that, help you to make your own process and script, and offer, and all that stuff as well.

Script is a funny word. You have to read the sales pitch to understand what I mean there. But really what I want to do is I want to help you dig into your soul and access that woman or that man who's inside of you to where, when you walk into a hotel or when you go through the airport, when you stand there in yoga class, wherever you are, that people are like "who is that?" Right? She has an energy, she has a vibe. Is she on TV? Or what does she do? Or she's interesting. Or I want to connect with her. You know that's inside of you. Let it the fuck out.

Don't forget. Life is now. Press play.

Direct download: Wake_the_fuck_up_and_press_play_Its_only_your_LIFE_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:17am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

What I’ve learned from calling soulmate ONLY soulmate clients, lovers, friends in to my life

Morning. Alright, I am here. I was just jumping out of the app to share the livestream over into my personal page in my Facebook group. So, hey, hey, good morning, happy Easter Sunday, for those who are here in the US. Or happy, middle of the night of Easter Monday and Sunday, if you're in Australia. Morning Christine. Hey Lana, what's up? How are you? And April Fool's Day. It's Easter Sunday and April Fool's Day. I thought that I put a really good message, like a really good ... Oh God, I think I need more concealer.

I thought that I put a really good April Fool's Day message over on my personal page. I'm like, people probably, maybe believe that, because I don't know, like they probably ... like I was waiting for people to agree with me and be like, "Yeah, Kat." Like some of the people who are not really my true tribe basically, who are connected with me online. I was waiting for some pompous, dad type, Internet marketer, of which I have a few in mind, to be like, "Yes, well, finally you've figured it out, or you've got it clear." I guess you can go to my personal Katrina Ruth page if you want to know what the fuck I'm talking about.

But basically, straight away my private in person client, Jana was like, "April Fool's." I was like, "Goddammit, I need to get better at my April Fool's game." Every single year, people just figure straight away out that I'm kidding. I gotta get more sneaky with it. Anyhow, I'm just heading out of Dallas today. I've been here in Dallas the last two days with one of my best soulmate people in the world, Patrick. We did a couple of livestreams together into my free group, The Daily Asskickery. If you didn't see that, or if you're not in the group, it's called Daily Asskickery for Revolutionary Fucking Leaders, because that's what it is. And, yeah, we brought some hard core truths in that group.

We did a livestream on stage fright, and showing up even when you don't feel like it. Like, if you're really just getting out there with your message, and learning how to be authentic and put your true self out there. Or maybe you feel nervous about livestreaming and that sort of thing, you should definitely go watch that livestream. It was from Friday. It was supposed to be about that, but there ended up being talk about, basically a prison, a lot of red souled shoes that we were throwing around. It was kind of like a shoe unpacking at one point, there was some discussion of bondage blogs and it definitely went all over the place. It was actually pretty hilarious, it went for nearly two hours.

So, we did that, and then yesterday we did a livestreaming on unconventional relationships and non monogyny, which is basically relevant to us. So, that was a really cool livestream that was pretty raw, and pretty heavy, like we were both whacked by the end of the day. Energetically, just kind of exhausted and actually, I want to talk about, well what the topic of this livestream is about, like calling soulmate people into your life. You're going to need to meet those shoes. I will introduce you to the shoes, don't worry. It was kind of funny, because I had some really bad ass Louis Vuitton shoes on, obviously, and then also and we were on the livestream ... And then I'm like, "Oh, but have you seen my thigh high, rose gold, sequinned Louis Vuitton's? I'm going to need to pull them out." So, I pulled them out of my suitcase, then I'm like, "Hang on, what about these ones?" So it ended up just being shoes everywhere, then they were being used as a pointing device. By Patrick, not by me.

So, I really just have so much appreciation and gratitude for the last few days with him, because, well we always have an amazing time together, but it's also just going kind of deeper and just super flow and into just, I don't know, that soul connection that you can have when you have somebody in your life who you are able to be yourself with so deeply. And where the connection is not based on, we build a friendship but it's based on, there's a soul connection there. And what I found is, like when I think about it, like when I look around, well, it's not like something I've found, that's the wrong wording. What I'm really grateful for and what I want to talk about here is, as you know, I've been experimenting on non monogamy for a while, I just haven't talked about it publicly. But we did, but thank you. I talked about it in my groups and stuff, and all my clients know this stuff, but we did the livestreaming to my Facebook group, into The Daily Asskickery group. So, definitely jump on there if you want to check it out.

It was pretty full on for me to do, to talk about that, or like to talk about the relationship that I have with him, which has been 18 months or so now, give or take. And just kind of like, we're navigating that conversation together even, let alone talking about it on a livestream, and kind of actually like workshopping it and navigating it via livestream in front of people. That was kind of full on. Like, we both fell asleep straight afterwards, in the middle of the afternoon. [Samir 00:05:02], we cannot have a video call together, I'm sorry. No, that's not an appropriate request in the middle of my livestream. But here's my point, right, and he's like why I'm exuding so much gratitude and appreciation right now. Not just for the last few days with this friend, he's very important to me, but because 100% of people in my life are soulmate people now. And it's just how I expect it to me.

So, whether it's someone that I have a romantic connection with, even if it's just a very short term thing, as opposed to something that is ongoing, like what I have with him, but also with my soulmate clients, who I call soulmate clients. I literally use that term all the time, because it's what it really is. What do you mean, is this really you? What do you mean? I'm going to block this Samir guy, I'm sorry Samir, you're out, he's blocked. What do you mean, "Is it really you?" Did you not see my livestream in The Daily Asskickery yet? But also, I drop hints on this stuff all the time about the monogamy stuff and my relationship stuff in my blog posts, but I guess it's if you read between the lines or not. And I do talk about it openly with my private clients. They know all the things, they know all the stories and all the things, and we discuss all these things, and to kind of navigate it together I guess.

Yeah, soulmate clients, but also my friends as well and actually I was half way through writing an Instagram post, that I'll put up later today. Oh my God, it's April Fool's. I don't know, this is for real, go watch the livestream from yesterday. Oh, you're hilarious. That would have been a really good April Fool's, but it's not made up. My April Fool's joke is over on my personal page, the content one, you saw it. You're so funny, no this is real. This is my real life I'm talking about. I'm talking about something I haven't talked about in a public way about before, because I guess I wasn't ready, or I didn't, like, you know, I was conscious of, I don't know, of people watching or listening to my stuff who I don't really want certain people having to see that stuff and so, kind of like hiding my messaging in a little bit of a way. But also because with the relationship that I have with Patrick, who I've just said, we hadn't talked about it. We hadn't got it out in the open. We just kind of like had a guard up there in a certain area, in a certain way, despite how long we've been in each other's lives now.

So, finally, we kind of had a big breakthrough around that and talked about it really openly and we both kind of thought that the other person wouldn't be cool with that, even though we kind of knew that that's what was happening, we were just avoiding talking about it. And then we found out we were both totally on the same page from values and alignment around that, and it was just mind expanding. And so that led into a stream of public workshop about it in The Daily Asskickery. However, this livestream is not really about that, you can go watch that livestream if you want to. This livestream is about how do you call in soulmate people into your life in an all around sense, right. So the clients, the friends, and lover or lovers, or whatever it might be.

And I just feel like why would you have anything less. But let's talk about how that actually happens. I'm actually half way through writing an Instagram post about this exact topic, so you might want to check that out later today. And I went through a period, like a lot of entrepreneurs, and like a lot of my clients, where I felt like I really didn't have any friends anymore. But even like 20 years ago, when I was finishing up school, so at 17, 18 years old, I already expected that my friendships would fade. Which sounds bad, I feel bad saying that, but I just already recognised that I was different. That I loved my friends from school, and I still have love for friends that I have that history with ... Oh, I see this question here, but I'll see if I can come back to it later, because I want to stay on my story.

So, yeah, I loved my friends, and I still have that love and appreciation for all the close friends that I've had in my life, but I always have recognised when something's just, it's not going to be able to keep going in a deep way, because you're just so different on a soul level, right. And I guess I'm like everybody here, probably in the sense that, I just can't do it. I cannot do the chit chat, I cannot do the social thing, the networking thing, the make conversation thing for the sake of it. I mean, I can have a good time with someone who I'm not like a soulmate connected person with, of course, depending on my mood. But I'm not going to pursue a deep friendship and invest a lot of time, energy and emotion if there's not a soul connection. But before I figured out how to call soulmate people into my life, basically what this meant is that I ended alone. Like, I had just let a load of my friendships fade, and I had a few close people that have stayed really long term in my life. I have some soulmate friends that I've known for even decades, so Ryan Prig is one of my best friends in the world, and he and his wife Stacy are part of my community online, or connected through their community and my community.

Their soulmate friends, Ryan's one of my oldest friends in the world, and so, that friendship certainly stood the test of time for now nearly 20 years. My friend, Leanna, Cynthia, and one of my friends who's name is also Kat, same thing. But most of the friendships faded, and what happened was I just started, and this is what I would suggest, I just started to journal on having soulmate friends in my life, and I wasn't even thinking about soulmates clients, let alone lovers at the time, because I was married at the time, and the client thing, it hadn't occurred to me. But, I started to journal on, I have bad ass entrepreneur friends who are just like me all around the world. And I just started to name and claim that that could happen.

I didn't go out on a friend hunt. I didn't try and friend date on Bumble, or Bumble wasn't even a thing back then. But I wasn't worrying about the how. And in general, if you want to manifest or create something into your life, don't worry about the how, just set that intention. And then the second part of it is, so this is the how, the first part is decide what you want, so I started to name and claim that I had these bad ass soulmate friends all around the world and in real life also. And then the second part is, you just gotta be you. How can you have soulmate people in your life if you're not fully being you and authentically being you. No fucks given, no filter, no BS, no excuses. You're just showing up as you. You're not like, "Oh, I hope that if I am cool enough that that chick's going to be friends with me." Or, "I hope that if I look good enough, or that I laugh at all his jokes, that guy's going to like me." Or something stupid like that. And same in business, right. This is really critical.

I have 100% soulmate clients in my business. My clients are bad asses who just appear into my life, typically sign themselves to work with me. They do the fricking work, they're super fun to hang with. Like I just was saying, I talk to my clients about all my love and sex stuff, non monogamy stuff, all their love and sex stuff as well. All the different areas of conversation, and all the randomest, fucked up, crazy shenanigans, and whatever's going on. I have no filter between my personal life and my client life, or my business life, I should say. Meaning they get to see all of me. I'm never worried about, "Is that unprofessional?" Or what are people going to think, because I'm only interested in having soulmate people in my life who fully love and accept me for me, right.

So, that is how it is now. 100% of my clients are soulmates, 100% of the people in my life are soulmate friends, or lovers, or whatever, and I have soulmates friends who are bad ass entrepreneurs and creative and purpose driven, all around the world. Like I just had an amazing dinner last night with one of my best friends in the world, Ryan Stuman, and his best friend is Patrick, who I was referring to earlier. That's how we met. And then one of their other friends, who I don't know quite as well, but is the same sort of person, same sort of thing. And it's like, I met all these people through Facebook. So many of my closest friends in the world I met through Facebook, which is like this entrepreneur world. It's how it works. But it's how it works if you let it. And all my female close friends who you see me posting with all the time, I met them all through this world, so really how I met them is through me showing up full authentically online. And in some cases they were clients, or all my clients become really close soulmate friends anyhow, or they followed me online, or in some cases, I followed them online, or vice versa. And we just magnetically came together.

So, whether it's somebody that I met directly through online, like Ryan, or like my friend Kelly [Renny 00:13:25] or like Regan [Hillier 00:13:26] or Lachlan [Tredoctor 00:13:27] or like any of my best friends. Or Billy Jean, who I'm going to hang out with tonight in San Diego. All people who I connected with through the online space, or Patrick was sort of through online, but really I met him in real life through Ryan. And the connection stays and goes to this level of, you can completely be yourself because it's based on soul stuff. But you've gotta choose to call that in, is what I'm saying.

So, it's about number one, getting clear on what you want. Number two, choose to call it in. And, you know, one of the things I love and appreciate about Patrick is, I know there's nothing I can say that's going to sever that connection. It's impossible for me to screw it up, and that is true with my clients as well, and with my friends, because it's a soulmate connection, right. It's a soulmate connection. So a soulmate connection means it's not based on if what I do or what they do or don't do. I said to him last week, it's got nothing to do with what you do or don't do, or what's going on in your life, or not going on. That's got nothing to do with it. It's always just the soul connection, and that's how it is with my friends, with my clients, and it goes both ways.

So, I feel completely safe to be all that I am, the good, the bad, the crazy, the random, the ugly. In fact, I know that I have to do that, or I won't continue to have soulmate people in my life, right. So it's actually not just that you can be all of you, it's that you gotta. Particularly for business, there's no other possible way to have soulmate clients in your life if you're not being fully you. And I believe that's true with men or women or whatever, whoever you want to be sleeping with, or dating as well. And with friends, also, for sure. So, the thing is though, that sometimes we get scared and we worry about, "But if I said that, what would people think?"

Now, I've long ago let go of that area in my business life, and I've had 100% soulmate clients and community members in my business for so long now, but in the romantic area, I've only come out of my marriage, just over 18 months ago and it was a period of real learning and growth. And connecting to what I actually knew about myself. Like this stuff that I'm talking about, and kind of going through a process of giving myself permission, and being like, "Oh my God, I'm crazy." And you can't, but then you can, and then you have amazing people like Alexa, who come into your life. And how people connect to you, and remind you that you actually can have what you want.

But even with this man who I've just said goodbye to and I'm heading out now to San Diego to see my soulmate buddy, Billy Jean. With him, I wasn't expressing my full truth. I was living from kind of like fear and scarcity around, "Well, what if I said what I really want, or what I really think?" And, I was just holding onto a bunch of old patterns. And how this huge breakthrough happened, which ended up resulting in the livestream we did yesterday, and now this conversation also, was because I finally fucking realised that, you know what, I'm going to tell him exactly what I think and feel. Like, exactly. The exact shit that I've said to my best friends about it. I'm going to tell him, lay it all down, and I'm going to be completely unattached to the outcome. And this is how you do it. With friends, with clients, lovers. Because I know that if I be all that I am. If I fully expressed to him who I am and what I desire, and what I want, and what I'm feeling. And that results in our connection ending, then it was never meant to be and it wasn't a true soulmate connection.

So, I'd been walking around for a year plus going, he's a soulmate, you know, there's multiple soulmates. I don't mean "the one" when I say soulmate. But he's a soulmate. I just know that, and I believe that, and I'd had enough inferences to that, but I was, "Well, maybe I'm wrong." And I thought, "Well, I'm not wrong, cause I know I'm not wrong." And I always know I'm not wrong. Okay, I'm at the airport. I'm going to put my earplugs in. Is this the American drop off here?

I want to make sure, because they've got four terminals.

Oh, I've gotta check the terminal. Okay, I gotta jump out of this livestream and check the terminal. But it ... can you Google which one's for American? Does anyone know which terminal American flies out of, out of DFW? It's a long shot, cause it didn't have the terminal on my boarding pass. Alright, let me jump out of this livestream. I'll come back in one minute. Okay, I'm back, we figured it out. Airports and multiple terminals. So, now I kind of broke my chain of thought. Oh, that's right, I figured out and I realised to myself, if I be fully myself, and if I share everything that I'm feeling and that I want, and that I want to talk about, and then he's like ... oh, okay, I'm back. Yeah, that would be that, well it wasn't a soulmate connection, right. But I knew, and I just fully knew inside of me, that it is. Just like I know, with all of my clients and with my friends.

And so even with my friends, my soul sister friends, which this is very rare that this would happen, but where there's occasionally been some kind of little trigger issue or upset or something like that, because it's a soulmate friend, you just deal with it. You don't go and bitch about it to your other friends, or keep it to yourself and worry about what this person thinks of you and what's really going on. You just express everything that's inside of you, cause you know that if you have a true soul connection that nothing can go wrong. That everything's perfect and as it's meant to be. Just to trust that everything's perfect and as it's meant to be, in all areas of my life.

Okay, I feel like we're going into some off cross country terrain here. And then with clients, also, I'm known for being really no BS in my clients. I call my clients on their shit all the time. I say stuff that's kind of shocking to my clients, like if they'll leave me an audio and I know that they're just bullshitting myself, I don't beat about the bush with it. I don't try and say that you're bullshitting yourself in a careful way, I'm just, "That's complete BS and here's what's really going on, and you know it." And so I never have to have any sort of stress or anxiety about how to sharpen my business, or how to sharpen my personal life. Well, now I've stepped into that and it's an ongoing process of cause in all these areas. It's a continued process of being truthful with yourself. And of when you notice something come up, whether you feel unsure about something, that you're, "Oh, I'm going to express what I'm feeling."

Revolutionary idea, right. I'm going to say what I actually think, I'm going to say what I actually want. And so I guess this just really what I came on to share here today because I know that it is a conversation that people are interested in. I don't mean, even like the love stuff, I mean, business stuff, client stuff and friends. I know people want more solid friends in their lives and I do get asked this a lot, because people see online that I have so many amazing bad ass friends who are just incredible as fuck, and I want you to know that that didn't just happen. And it also didn't just happen because I got to a certain level of being famous on the Internet industry, or known. Didn't happen when my business got to a certain point, nothing like that. Just like you don't have a soulmate, man or woman, come into your life just because you got yourself in shape and you know, got your head on or something like that. It happens because I decided for it to happen and because I called it in. So that's my suggestion to you.

Leave me a comment. I'm going to jump out now and jump on my flight. And, by the way, if you want to know more about calling in soulmate, high ticket clients who do the work, are total bad asses, and pay you with ease up to tens of thousands of dollars, go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/ ... I nearly said some of my client. Forward slash highticketsalesworkshop. Somebody could maybe type that link in for me. That's my new programme on offer. It's a low cost offer, and it's how I sign up high ticket soulmate clients who pay me up to tens of thousands of dollars each and who do the fucking work and are hilarious as fuck, by the way, also. So that's at thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. Go check it out. Have an amazing rest of the day. Don't forget, life is now, press play.

Direct download: What_Ive_learned_from_calling_soulmate_ONLY_soulmate_clients_lovers_friends_in_to_my_life_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:14am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

Get yo’ FUNDAMENTALS right if you want the big bucks!!!

Oh, all right, it looks fabulous. From now on I'm only going to live stream in front of cool pieces of art. Actually, can you pass me that, sorry, the laptop cover, 'cause I'm going to burn my legs otherwise. Thank you. All right, what's up? Hey everybody. Hey everybody who's not here. Where are you? I'm not going to talk until people are here. What's happening? Why do I not see any numbers? I swear to god, Facebook is just trying to mess with me half the time, and not show me any numbers. Then I'm like ... Four people are here. Hello four people. Announce yourselves, tell me who you are. Seven people. I'm not going to drop anything interesting until I have at least 20 people. I mean, I'm kind of just interesting because I'm just sitting here, if you think about it.

I have a cool piece of art behind me. I'm balancing probably the most, one of the most precarious manners that I've ever done on livestreaming. There was one time where I was laying back on my couch at home, and I had purple cushions behind my head, and it just visually looked so good that I felt like I needed to livestream even though I had nothing to talk about. But I wanted to stay laying back, you see. So the way that I figured out how to do that and to balance the tripod was I had to clench the tripod between my inner thighs for the entire livestream. I'm impressed with myself to say I was able to do that, and I have inner thighs with the strength of that woman on James Bond who killed the guy with her legs one time. Although, that's mainly the result of the gym, not from holding a tripod on a livestream.

Anyway, hey to everybody who is there. Em, hi, hi Cliff. Leroy, how the hell do you only have one name on Facebook? Everybody give Leroy a love heart explosion, because he's somehow managed to have a Facebook and he's only got one name. I want to be just Kat on Facebook. Okay. I've been doing that thing again, which I seem to do every day. I'm sorry in advance, Leroy, those love hearts are for you. We've never even met you before, but you're getting a love heart show from my badass tribe here. So I hope you feel special. Hey Clary, thanks for jumping on. Who here, let's just have a, can we have a little confessional? Let's get some truth talk happening. Who here by a show of amens or love hearts or whatever it is you feel like dropping in the comments, who here gets up in the morning and then starts to respond to the rest of the world? That's what I want to know. Let's have some truth talk.

Basically what we're here to talk about is are you getting the fundamentals down, or are you jumping up into the day and reacting to every other person around you in your life, present or not present in the physical sense? Because if you're doing the latter, which is definitely what most people are doing, you're going to have a little problem in your life, which I like to call not really ever achieving your fucking dreams. So we're here to talk about that. Amen. So does the amen mean, okay, I think I clarified the survey. Let's get a show of love hearts, a show of love hearts if you know that you freaking get first things done first, and you can hand on your heart say you are disciplined like a motherfucker to do what you know you're meant to do in the morning, or if you're sadly leaving your life reactive to everybody else's desires for your life, and as if they know what you fucking need, then you need to send a confessional show of sad faces.

Okay, Linus says first things first, honour to my mind before getting up. Clary is ... Oh, we have some sad faces coming in. Don't worry, I'm here to give you the smack down and the reminder that you need. I'm not going to tell you anything that you don't already know. That's the truth of the matter, right? I have nothing to tell you that you don't already know. However, I'll tell you something that might maybe get you thinking. Let me just share this over to my Facebook group. So as I was saying, I'm kind of balanced here super precariously, 'cause I'm sitting ina really short skirt on the top of the back of the couch, because I wanted this cool piece of art to be in my visuals. It's causing me to have to sit with an extremely perfect posture, which is probably not a bad thing.

All right. I'm going to talk to you about some stuff I was just having a conversation about just now, and I was like, oh my god, this is good livestream content. I've got to get this on the livestream, and really just want to bring something home for you. In fact, I'm going to actually do something to emphasise these switches, I'm going to even change the title of this livestream, because actually what this conversation started with is I was sharing how I was able to bring in an additional $45,000 approximately in a period of about five or six days over this past week, basically by clicking my fingers and deciding to. So that's not total revenue that I brought in over that week, that's additional to what is already coming, or would be coming in, or will come in from other payments and that sort of thing. Specifically what I did was I announced to [inaudible 00:05:09] in New York and in San Diego, and there's actually one place left for San Diego if you wanted to message me and come along. It's going to be on Tuesday.

So I just, I've been here in the US travelling around for a few weeks, and I had some different conferences and things that I knew I've got to attend. I had some gaps of time, and I kind of felt like, maybe I'm going to want to do an event when I'm there but I'm not sure. So, I didn't lock anything in, I didn't feel like I was ready to be committed to that. Then when I got here, or a little bit after I got here, I kind of just woke up early last week one morning, and I was like, yeah, I definitely want to do a one day event. Right? So I just popped it out there, and I popped the offer out there, and did the one day event, and New York sold out, San Diego is going to be sold out when that final place is filled, so message me about that. But from a revenue point of view, it brought in around $45,000 in additional revenue, literally just with a random idea that I threw out there.

Actually, it's a lot more than that, because already some of the people that came along on Tuesday to New York are going to be jumping into my inner circle, which is my highest level ongoing month in month out, one on one mentoring. That said, definitely going to happen again in San Diego as well. Additionally, of course I got a tonne of amazing testimonials and I got incredible client connection, and just solidifying my community, and even those people who are not going to go into the inner circle right now, for example, there's definitely going to be a higher level of work that will continue on. So, really, what you could say, and I'm just kind of hypothesising or pulling a number out of the air, but I know for sure, just to experience of how this works in my business, in my life, I know for sure that that idea of just doing an off the cuff event, which sold out in New York, and about to sell out San Diego, that I just kind of think of doing in the spur of the moment and throw out there, is going to be worth hundreds of thousands of dollars in revenue into my company over the next year.

So, all right, I'm going to just add a little edit to the title of this, or how I made an extra 45K in five days just by clicking my fingers last week, and several hundred K extra projected from that. All right. So I'm just doing a little marketing hook title there, basically is what I'm doing. Okay. So, here's the thing, right? I was just talking about this, having an off camera conversation. I know, it's like a weird thing that I do where I forget to record everything. I thought this was a good livestream topic, because then what we got into was a conversation about how does that happen, right? How do you get to a point in your business where you can literally just wake up one morning and decide you're going to do something, whether it's a live event, or whether it's something in person, or whatever, something online, or whether it's high ticket coaching, or low ticket, or whatever it might be, how do you get to a point where you can kind of just click your fingers and money just comes in like magic, and people want to pay you?

By the way, they don't even really read what the offer is about, or what the details of it are, they're just like, I want to work with you. So, do you want me to tell you about ... Okay, careful. Do you want me to tell you about that? Because if so, just give me some affirmation and validation into the comments, because you know I love it. Type something in there. I'm getting my coffee, that's what's happening. I'm getting my coffee. Okay, hang on. Check out my cute skirt. Okay. We showed that, we did a shoe unpacking last night in the daily [inaudible 00:08:35]. If you missed my livestream yesterday evening in the daily asker group, hell, you gotta' go in there and watch that. It was kind of crazy. It went down an interesting pathway. It was supposed to be about overcoming stage fright, and it ended up being about that, but also about prison foot fetishes, Christian Leuberton shoe unpacking of multiple pairs of shoes and bondage websites and videos. So you definitely gotta' go to that.

Thank you, that's not my painting. I'm here staying with somebody. It's his painting. It's amazing, isn't it? I love it. Okay, yes, to Shancho. Yeah, that's exactly why I'm sitting up here, though, Kimberly, because I'm like, I want the cool painting in my livestream image. All right, so you've got to understand this, right? Because I feel like it's really easy to nod our head, it's really easy to nod our heads at things that we know for sure are true and real. So, we can say, yeah, like I know that I've got to do the inner working, that that's important and it matters, and I believe that, or I know that I've got to get my message out there consistently to my audience, or duh, of course I've got to sell if I want to make money into my business, right? These are all things that we know and understand.

But I guess the question is, do you really get how much this stuff impacts and influences you? Because the example that I was, that I'm talking about here, how I can just post an offer and it sells out easily, I didn't do any sales calls regardless of the price point anyway, and it's just like, oh, I thought of something, and it made me money straight away, right? Then the people who purchase, [inaudible 00:10:11] by the way, and they literally don't even care what it is that I deliver in that one day event, or in the programme, or in my one to one mentoring, because they have such absolute trust and resonance with me, and they know that what I'm going to be dropping for them will be pure gold. How you get to that point, and I feel so passionately about this, and I just feel like so few people are actually fucking diligent, or consistent, or get this and follow through on it.

How I got to that point is really simple. I've committed every single day, day in and day out, for years now, actually, for over a decade now, actually, to sharing my message and my truth online. I am that person who, when my soul mate, clone, or community member wakes up in the morning, they want to go get their morning sermon from me. My question to you is, are you that person for your audience? Can you comment, shout yourself out, or say what you're thinking or feeling, or ask any questions if you like, but can you honestly say that you have positioned yourself in such a way that the people how are connected with you on social media are actively waiting for you to drop some gold and they're looking for your daily sermon, or your morning sermon, or your preaching, or your teaching, or your entertainment, or whatever it might be?

And they're looking for it so much that not only do they have you set to see first and/or they type your name in everyday and they go to your page to check out what you've done, but even to the point where if you miss a day of blogging, or livestreaming, or showing up and sharing your message, and your truth, and your story, they're going to be like, hey, they're going to be messaging you and they're going to be like, hey, where are you, right? Because I can tell you, that is the answer to everything, but it comes down to are you getting the fundamentals right? Are you doing what you need to be doing?

Clary says, I don't think I've built that, but that is what I want. Okay, so this is what I want to talk to you about. I've got to jump here into ... It won't let me edit the title over there, but I'll do that later. But, [inaudible 00:12:16], I've got to actually tell you so much cool stuff on this, because it's really, it's a simple matter, it's actually a matter of getting out of a few mentality, and it's actually a matter of pressing play on your business from a place of alignment and I guess, trust, and playing the long game. But also, knowing and understanding what works, and not being responsive to fear, because typically what people do, what entrepreneurs do in particular is they have a very ADHD approach to everything, attention dialled to a higher dimension, actually. But, kind of like jumping around all over the place.

I'm exactly the same, so if I wake up in the morning, and I don't go into what I know I need to do for me, I will start to react to everybody else, right? If I get up in the morning, and I'm in bed, and I reach for my phone in bed, and I start checking messages, it's all downhill from there, right? You go down the rabbit hole, you basically go down the rabbit hole of trying to, I guess, keep up with everybody else, and keep up with everyone else's demands for you and their desires, or just their simple questions. But, next thing, it's like 11, 11 AM in the morning and you feel like you've barely done anything, or whatever it is, right? Or it's midnight, and you're done, and you actually didn't do anything, you spent the whole day responding to people and then maybe in between you tried to maybe kind of make some forward movement on a project, or on your message, or on your final, whatever it is you're creating and you're like, fuck, I've got to do something on my final, or I've got to finish that sales page, or I should do a post, oh man, I should try this livestream thing that Kat is always doing or talking about.

But I don't have time, I've got all these people messaging me, and then I've got all this shit on my task list, and it becomes literally not just a day that goes down that rabbit hole, it becomes a week, a month, and next thing you know, it's the end of 2018, or whatever year you're watching this in, and you're literally like, what the fuck did I actually do? I was busy all year, I was stressed all year, I was under pressure all year, I felt like all I was doing was pushing, or hustling, nothing form that, but it depends on the place it's coming from, or grinding, or ... I worked my ass off so why aren't I further ahead? Why do I still feel like it's pulling teeth to get a sale? Why is it that when I launch something, people don't want to just throw money at me?

If you can resonate with any or all of those things, then you have got to get yourself clear on what actually moves the needle. I'd love to know, I'd love for you to go ahead and type into the comments, even, what do you know are the tasks which move the needle for you on a daily basis? What do you know are the tasks which move the needle for you on a daily basis? Okay. I'm still kind of fucking around with the title here. I'm trying to get this title changed. I should probably just leave it, but I'm going to try one more method to do that. So I'm going to tell you what mine are though. I'm going to tell you what my tasks are that move the needle on a daily basis, 'cause I really, I get, I just feel like, oh my god, don't you get it? Don't people get it? It kind of breaks my heart a little bit when I see how hard people are working and how much they're fucking pushing, and how much effort, and attention, and also that I see that they have a powerful message, for example, that in particular breaks my heart.

When I connect with somebody and I know that this person has is powerful message, teacher, artist, preacher, leader, healer, creator, exactly what they are, and I know that they could have an income similar to mine, for example, or more, or less, or whatever it is that's not like a measurement tool. But I know that they could have the results that they desire, and then I see them repeatedly just kind of stuck in that quicksand of trying to keep up with everybody else, and basically taking continued action that might feel urgent in the moment, but it's not important. I honestly feel like one of the biggest keys to the success that I have in my business and in my personal life, also in all areas, is that I fucking know what moves the needle. I am disciplined like a motherfucker with it. I was just having this conversation here, like I was saying before I decided to go live and talk about it, and we were like talking about getting back to clients and that sort of stuff. I'm like, I said, I don't look at messages from ... I just threw my laptop.

I don't look at messages from my clients in the morning. I don't have the notifications on. I don't see it. I just nearly when to pick up my phone and show you. This is my phone right there that I'm livestreaming on. If you look at my phone, you're not going to see any notifications popping up on it, not from my clients, not from my best friends, not from my father of my kids, not from my daughter, who texts me on her mobile phone, not from my mom, nobody. Now a lot of people would feel like that's not realistic or it's somehow not right. But, hello, we survived in the human race without a cell phone for many years and without a cell phone without that many fucking apps on it for sure, as well, right? We all managed to communicate and keep going, and we weren't reacting and spending our lives in reactivity.

What I do, what works for me and what I'm here to, I guess, suggest or encourage you to consider is I choose consciously where my time is going to go. So because I do actively stay engaged with all the people in my life, and that's something I love to do, I love to engage with and build on my relationships in my business and in my life. But I do it consciously. I'm not actually available for reactive energy. I'm not available for one person or 100 people to basically decide when I get to be in flow and when I don't get to be in flow. So you can message me anytime, and when I see it is when I'm ready to consciously go into that app, and I kind of have a, I guess, a small process around how I do that where I'm like, I'm certainly going to check messages from my family, my children, and so on pretty consistently through the day. But the point is that I'm going in to check that, I'm not letting it pop up and drag my attention if I'm writing a blog, or it's not going to ...

Occasionally I'll turn those notifications on and sometimes I forget to turn it off, let's say turned it on because i was specifically waiting for something really timely, and then the messages will start popping up on the top of the livestream or something, and it's a distraction, or you feel like, oh shit, now I feel like I should answer that post, and then you're not in focus, and you're not in flow if you're writing, or if you're with a person, a real person in the real world and spending time with them, and you're constantly being pulled away by everyone else's demands. Well, not only are you not going to accomplish what you know you could be accomplishing, not just in that day, but in your fucking life, but even if you kind of somehow managed to keep going, which I undersaturated that you can do, like, oh my god, I'm going to finish this thing, your flow was broken.

I just said that one of my biggest keys to success is getting first things first, and I do my fundamentals, and it's like, it's freaking how it is, right? Like this morning, get up, journaling, don't do the journaling, write the blog, then, like, could have gone from journaling straight to the gym, but it was like, no, I'm going to write the blog first, and then write the blog, and then go to the gym. Now I'm like, I don't know, now I have actually answered a few people's messages, and I've jumped in and done a few things around on my business and on Facebook, and now I'm livestreaming. I still haven't eaten yet, and it's like, what time is it? 2 PM. 1 PM. I don't know what it is. I'll eat when I feel like I've kind of done my fundamentals. Right? So my point is not to suggest that you should do your day in the way that I do it.

But, I am really trying to get through to you in my rambling way that I like to do things that I've got the success that I have in my business, but also across my fitness, my personal life, all areas, because I've learned how to prioritise, and I've learned how to put first things first. I feel that I always instinctively kind of understood that, because I can remember having little routines from when I was a kid.

But also, a book that had a huge impact on me was Steven Cubby's Seven Habits of Highly Affective People, which I read in my early 20s, and he talks about you can either live your life doing things that are important, but don't feel urgent, but hey actually move the needle. So like journaling, staying motivated, time to recharge. What are the important things for you is the question that I asked earlier. So you can spend the time doing the things that you know are important, that are going to move the needle. That's actually how you build a motherfucking empire, but it's also how you stay in great shape, it's how you feel recharged and connected to your soul, in a state of piece and happiness inside of yourself, it's how you have quality relationships, it's how you achieve anything.

Or, alternatively, you can continue on the pathway that the majority of people, even the supposedly success mindset people are doing, which is wake up in the morning, check to see what's happening on Facebook in case the world ended or something important happened, and next thing it's fucking bedtime and you've got some stuff done throughout the day, and maybe you got a good amount of stuff done. Maybe you are a hard worker and you do the work. But, did you really get into super flow? Did you connect to your soul? Did you feel that sense of idle peace, and stillness, and certainty that you're doing what you need to be doing? Do you have the feeling, when your head hits the pillow at night, that you're fulfilled, that you did what you needed to do, that you're moving forward on your purpose and in your life?

Because I can tell you that if you're getting up and reacting to the demands, or inquiries, or desires of other people, or even if you're reacting to or [inaudible 00:21:37] to your own kind of fear based list of things that you think you should need to be doing, you're not going to build the empire you want. You're just not. You're going to get to the end of the year, you're going to have been basically frozen, and busy, and under the pump all year long. You're going to feel like you worked your ass off, and you're going to feel like, why am I not really any further along and not on top of it? I've got like an extra addiction that wasn't there at the start of the year, and I'm fucking older. Right? That's just the reality.

Like, look around the entrepreneur world. I mean, don't even look at the regular normal person world, because it's not a good comparison. But what makes me really sad is that even in the entrepreneur world, 98%, 99%, 99.99% of entrepreneurs are doing it the reactive way. They're spending their entire day putting out fires that feel urgent, but are not actually important, significant, or meaningful on any real level. They're not tasks that are going to move the needle so you can get to the end of the day and go, whew, well done, I did a pretty decent job of keeping everybody else's demands at bay, and keeping everyone else happy, and making promises that I'm probably never going to fully follow through on anyway. But, I actually didn't move forward on my purpose work.

I guess, for me, I had a stage in my life where I was like that, and I just got to a point where I kind of couldn't bear it anymore, or I couldn't stand the actually internal pressure of my soul of going to bed every night feeling so frustrated and unfulfilled. I was the most stressed, and burned out, and unhealthy, and unhappy that I've ever been in that period. I was doing what we're taught to do. I was trying to keep up, and I was trying to accomplish everything, and I was trying to get through my task list, and I was trying to be a good, responsible person, meaning, like, I thought that if people communicate with me, I should have to instantly get back to them, and help them out, and respond to them.

It was really like breaking free of an addiction, I think, to get to a point where I'm like, I have zero emotional charge or feeling of feeling like I'm being irresponsible, or disorganised, or feeling bad or guilty of not getting back to people. My team know, my clients know, my friends know it, my mother knows, my husband knows, everybody knows. I'll answer the message when I answer it, and I will answer it, right? But it's going to be when I've done what needs to be done. To me, I just feel like this is such basic, simple stuff. It goes with every task in your day, even this morning, as I was saying, did the journaling. It was like, I could go straight to the gym. No, I'm going to do the blog before I go to the gym, because that's just how I do it, that's how I know it gets to be done, because the blog kind of carries on directly from the journaling, it's sort of a flow and effect.

If I wouldn't do that, I'd come back from the gym, and I'd kind of be disconnected from the energy that I just created through my mindset work. If you're going to do your mindset work, you're tapping into something amazing. Why would you not use that? Or even me doing this livestream, right? Because I'm having a conversation that I know is going to be a value for other people, and I'm like, well, I'm tapped into that energy right now. So I'll do the livestream right now, I'm not going to write it down as a topic idea for later. That's a bullshit myth. You start writing shit down that you say you're going to do later, you're never going to do it. If you did, it will be a lifeless energy to it, because it was real and it was alive when it came through you.

So I just think ... I thank you Christine for dropping that book in there. Steven Cubby, certainly been an influential person, or mentor type person through his books in my life. That book was one of the fundamental books that changed my life in my early 20s, and I was working in fitness management, so I was in a job. But I had my own business as well, and I just really fucking believed it. I read the book, and I was like, yeah, I can see how as I get older I'm either going to give my life for reactivity and for putting out fires all the time, or I'm going to get fucking clear on what are the things in my business, in my finances, in my faith, in my fitness, in my fun and adventure side of my life, in my relationships, what are the things that are going to move the needle? Let me get clear on those things, let me continually check in on those things 'cause they shift and grow over time, I guess. Then let me be disciplined enough to put first things first.

So putting first things first is a discipline. It's a discipline that will change your life. You know, like I'm very habitual around it now. Anyone who stays with me or spends time with me is just going to see it's like I'm regimented. But what I actually feel is that I have massive flow. I don't feel like I'm in a retainer, or regiment, or anything like that. So discipline creates freedom. I feel like that's something important to remember. You can even write that down into the comments if you wanted to affirm that for yourself. Discipline creates freedom. Discipline, taking the time to discipline your ass, which is the title of a workshop I did last year, by the way. Taking the time to discipline your ass and to build a habit, and you've go to maybe kick your own ass around it, and you're going to feel that pull and call that you should do a million other things, but you remain disciplined, and you do the damn thing that you know you're meant to do.

You gotta' go through that period of where every day, you're going to like, oh, maybe I should do all these other things first, and then you're like, no, I'm going to keep my ass, I'm going to take some time to do that. It doesn't take very long at all before it's just part of who you are, right? That is the secret to ease and flow. I talk all the time about how I have such ease and flow in my business and my life. Well, at the same time, I take a fuck load of action and I work my ass off in business, in the gym, and in all the areas.

But, the reason that I can [inaudible 00:26:58] say it's ease and flow is because I don't operate according to a list. I don't follow a strategy, I don't follow an outline of what I gotta' do to be successful. I just follow flow, and I follow my soul desires, and that's it, that's the whole thing. However, part of that is that I did, in fact, condition and train myself, and continue to do so where required, to where the things that are going to move the needle are kind of inherent to who I am. It's just part of my identity, it's part of me on a core level. It would be so bizarrely weird to me to not work out, to not journal, to not do my messaging. For sure there's days where those things don't get done, but it would be like for each of those things, for sure less than five days a year. Like, even a few weeks ago where I ended up in the hospital, the first thing I did when they let me out was I went straight from the hospital to the gym, which was kind of like maybe not necessary or productive, but it's just part of my identity is what I'm saying. Right?Like it's me on a core level that I do those things.

I think if you can make your commitment to yourself to identify, firstly, what are the needle moving activities for you, what are the fundamentals? Then secondly, make a decision that you're going to live your life according to the things that actually matter, then recognise from there that it's a daily practise. Making that decision in this moment is awesome, bu the truth is that few hour resistance, reactivity, overwhelm other people's ideas and expectations, or the voice inside of your head, all of these things will continually seek to pull you off path. So it's actually a discipline and a daily practise to be, I feel like, strong willed enough, or have the inner strength or inner guidance enough to pause yourself in that moment before you jump into responding to somebody else, or jump into working on someone else's dreams rather than your own.

To pause yourself and be like, hang on, hold up, yeah, I can totally do that when I'm fucking ready. When I'm going to be ready is when I've done the things that I know I need to do for myself for the day. So I get my journaling done in the morning, I get my blogging done, I get my workout done, and sales quota action is part of my blog, typically, all of those things in that order, most of the time. I actually feel, then, like I'm good now, I won the day. I'll definitely do other stuff through the day, because I always do, but if I didn't I already accomplished everything, because when I look back over the past nearly 12 years now marketing online, how I built this empire is I showed the fuck up and I communicated with people every day, and then I put a call to action there in the PS. That's it.

It wasn't because of sales pitches, it wasn't because of funnels, it wasn't because of many of the tools which I am grateful for, and which I use currently in my business in some sort of way. It was because I communicated, and because I did that, based on my soul work, based on what I desired from my business and life to be about.

So I guess, putting it back onto you now, what do you know you need to get serious about, where do you need to kick your own ass? Maybe you can sit after this and you can write yourself a little short list of in my business, in my money, in my fitness, in my relationships, in my life, what are the things that would move the needle? A good way to look at this, a question for you that you might like to write down as a journaling prompt, maybe somebody can help me out and write this into the comments. A question for you would be that in each of these areas, you'll identify, well, what is the thing which, if I did that every single day for 30 minutes, that by the end of this year I would have completely transformed my results, right?

You start working out every day for even 30 minutes, you're going to transform your fitness by the end of the year. You start to communicate, well, for me I communicate via a blog, or a livestream, or writing a story, or a combination of different things. If you spend 30 minutes a day, or even 20 minutes communicating and sharing your message, if you're a messenger or some kind of that's what you want to be, is that or is it not going to build your following? Is that or is that not going to result in sales? You're also going to spend a few minutes a day doing some form of sales activity, right? But you get to identify this stuff.

Then you get to kick your own ass around it and just be disciplined enough, and be, I guess, focused enough on where it is that you want to go, that you can consciously choose to put your hand up and say stop, go away, no, I'm not available to the rest of the world. Some people will think that's kind of rude, or it's disorganised, or whatever it is they want to think. Those people are going to be fricking frazzled as fuck and slightly older and probably slightly fatter, and definitely unhappy by the end of this year. So don't be that person. All right.

I could say so much more about this. But here's what I want to tell you, here's what's happening, here is what you need to be part of. This is very fucking important. Lean forward in your seat and get ready for this, because you're going to want to go over to, I'm going to tell you about this, it is going to blow your mind. You are going to want to get your ass over to the Katrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. Now this is ... Whoops, what's happening? I'm going to give you the link right now. This is going down, when is it happening? I don't know. I kept changing the dates 'cause it's what I do.

So it's going to be the first part of this, the big, live workshop is going to happen on Saturday of next week. Then there's going to be seven day, essentially implementation/bootcamp that comes after that. I'm going to tell you a little about it now, but it is at the katrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. What this is is my high ticket with super ease workshop, it's an all online workshop and mini course, and its' around how to sell high ticket products, programmes, mentoring, and the like from, like let's say anywhere from two grand, which is something not super high ticket, but anywhere from two grand up to $80,000 plus per single sale, which is what I do, and how to do that with super ease to where your high ticket clients, your high level clients and mentoring people are coming to you live and literally just like hey, how do I give you money? Then they sign up.

Well, obviously, if I was just going to say that's my system, people message me, and then they tell me they want to work with you, with me, that wouldn't be particularly a lot of stuff for me to do an entire course on, and it probably wouldn't really help you. So, what I'm really doing is I'm going into all the behind the scenes of how that comes about. THat's the story that I shared earlier, how have I got to a place in my business where I can wake up one morning in LA last week and go, huh, I think I feel like going to New York. It wasn't on my agenda to go to New York. I'm like, I feel like I want to go to New York. I feel like I might do a one day event in New York.

Oh, I did a 10 minute livestream at the airport last week with my friend Cali and my brother Ash, we were being complete clowns, mucking around, shenanigans in the airport, and in the middle of that, I'm like, so, I'm going to do a one day event in New York. Message me if you want to come, and I'm going to do a one day event in San Diego, which is still happening this Tuesday. Message me about that if you want the final place, of real, right? I just threw it out there, and it results in $45,000 in sales, or how can I just say, oh, hey world, the inner circle has got one place open right now, and somebody is like, yes, how do I pay you for my highest level mentoring? Or any time I do a full week thing or a six week thing, how does that happen?

Well it happens because I've positioned myself in a certain way, right? I've positioned myself as the person who, when my soul mate tribe member, or client, or community member wakes up in the morning, they're looking for where is Kat's morning sermon? Or what content has Kat done? Or if I don't livestream ... Holy shit. I just realised my skirt is like totally up and showing things. Okay. Sorted that out. I can't believe none of you told me that. All right. So, my soul mate client wakes up in the morning and really goes looking for what have I posted? Where is my latest content? What is Kat doing and what has she got for me today?

So that's how those sales come about, because I have positioned myself in a certain way where I'm that leader. Okay, so now you guys are laughing at me, but none of you felt like you were going to tell me that I was basically flashing my vagina at the livestream and didn't realise. At least I had my legs crossed, it's fine. I feel like that's a little bit unfriendly of you. Anyway, maybe you were just distracted by the beautiful painting. Anyway, that's what I'm going to be teaching in the workshop. I want to really show you what works for me, and how I have built this business to a place where I let it be easy, where I let it flow, where I have a process, I guess, around how I communicate and do that sales stuff over Facebook messenger.

So I am going to teach and who my scripts, and my conversation process, and how I do all of that. I'll help you to actually create and design your own. I'll also teach you how I come up with the offer ideas, how to create and design your office, how to promote your high end stuff on Facebook the way that I do it. So it's not just I'm talking through the mindset of being that leader and being that person that people want to work with. I'm going to teach you about that. But I'm going to teach you exactly what goes into that, what are the things that you need to be doing on a day to day basis, what are they, how do you do them, then how do you do the sales process.

So yes, I will be teaching actual sales process and strategy my way, that works for me as a kind of crazy break the rules, creator messenger type person. So much more good stuff as well, and some amazing bonuses as you can imagine. So, if you go to the katrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop, have a read of that page, please go and read it. It's going to speak to your soul, at ease, I write all my sale pitches so that they're actually a message. My intention is that you read the sales page, you're going to get takeaway value just from ready that sales page, and you're also going to know one way or the other, am I meant to be part of this workshop? Then you make your choice, and you jump in, obviously, if it's speaking to you. It's a low cost workshop, because a lot of my online programmes are very low cost. So it's accessible for everybody.

If you have any desire to make more money through [inaudible 00:36:27] business this year, this month, maybe even in the next week or so through selling any form of moderately high through to super high ticket consulting, mentoring, advice of any kind, and you resonate with the way that I do business, and how I let it be easy, and you don't want to really have to do sales calls, you definitely need to be part of this workshop. You would be crazy not to get in on this. It's the first time I've ever taught my high level sales process. I certainly don't plan to do it again, I don't typically repeat things.

So go check that out. The details are in the page comment, and indeed it is the magic mystery mindset of money of how I consistently and weekly do sales that are individually up to 80K plus, purely over Facebook messenger chat, and everything that goes into that. So, of course, we're going to be going deep into the fundamental stuff like we've been talking about today. We're also going to be going into the positioning, and being that leader, and being that person who people wake up and they go looking to your page when they actually, probably should be doing their own shit like we just talked about. No, in fact, you being the preacher, and the sermonizer, and the person who is creating content, you spark that morning inspiration for people. So that's what I seek to do.

All right. Okay, cool, Kimberly, thank you for that comment. So, I hope I gave you a little bit of an ass kicking today. Please get really honest with yourself about what it is that you need to be doing, not just in your business, but in all areas of your life, because of course they all connect to each other. Just have a little, like, naked truth time with yourself, and make some decisions around that. You can totally achieve all of the dreams, and goals, and desires that are inside of your heart. You know this. You don't get a dream given to you, it doesn't come into you if it's not your dream to bring to life. If you're desiring something and dreaming something, that means it's available, and it means specifically that it's available for you. It also means that it's available now.

But to bring those dreams to life and not become one of those people, like most people, who die with their light still inside of them, you are going to have to get honest about what it's going to take. What it's going to take does not mean working 24 hours a day, it does mean doing the work. But it means identifying what is the work that matters. So what is the work that matters for you? That's what I want to leave you with. Don't forget to go to the katrinaruthshow.com/highticketsales. Check out my sales workshop, and oh my god, and everything that you're getting there.

I will see you on the inside. By the way, I'm going to be doing badass livestream later on in the daily asker group Facebook group on unconventional relationships. So make sure you get your ass into that group if you're not already a part of it. Do not forget, life is now, press play.

Direct download: Get_yo_FUNDAMENTALS_right_if_you_want_the_big_bucks_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:09am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

How to know if you’re good enough to be a leader online ... ft. @Marlene Leslie

Katrina Ruth: Oh, nobody's there anyway, it doesn't matter. We can just pretend, nobody's there.

Marlene Leslie: You say that to all the girls

Katrina Ruth: Huh?

Marlene Leslie: You say that to all the girls

Katrina Ruth: Hang on, we have a problem, we have a lighting issue. Oh! Look how much more fabulous we look. So, we'll give people a moment to jump on. We'll share this stream over and tag you in properly.

Katrina Ruth: Hello people who are not there yet but who are going to be watching this as a replay. Look at this fabulous, mysterious guest who I have here with me. She has some important things to share with you. I'm not sure you're going to like them though, 'cause she's been referred to as, what was it? Kind of aggressive?

Marlene Leslie: Aggressive and intimidating.

Katrina Ruth: I mean, who would want an aggressive woman on a livestream, I don't know what that would be about. Is that better lighting?

Katrina Ruth: It's not really making a difference

Katrina Ruth: Um, okay. Hi Tamara, hi Katherine. What's been happening? I'm glad you asked, Marlene and I, this is Marlene Leslie, I'll tag her in. Marlene and I have been at dinner and we were kind of rudely having a conversation all to ourselves and now we, 'cause we are kind, nice people, decided to share it with you. That's roughly what happened, isn't it? I suppose you could also say that I somewhat bullied her into leaving the dinner table and coming home to have a livestream conversation.

Marlene Leslie: This is true.

Katrina Ruth: Like literally ten minutes ago we were sitting at a beautiful restaurant with wine and food and I was like, let's do a livestream.

Marlene Leslie: And you refused to answer my questions.

Katrina Ruth: That's true. I refused to answer any more questions until I was on camera. It's roughly how I operate, in a general sense. Okay, who's that? That's not you. Okay, I'm just going to share this over to my page and then we are going to start to tell you some very important things, which you are going to need to pay attention to. So get your wine or whatever you need. If you go to my personal page you can see that I've tagged Marlene in, so you should do that. But not now, because you should be listening to us now. I don't know, do you want to say what we were talking about at dinner?

Marlene Leslie: Yeah. We were talking about what it takes to make it in the online space as a coach.

Katrina Ruth: As a high level authentic as fuck mentor.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, and being yourself and unapologetically being yourself and coaching people outside of the industry but leveraging the online space.

Katrina Ruth: Right, so let's give people some backstory, because everybody loves a great story. Where did we meet? Bali, right?

Marlene Leslie: Yes, oh gosh.

Katrina Ruth: Oh my god, have you guys seen my happy pants? So, check out these pants. Like, what happened is we went to dinner and I was wearing the tightest skinny jeans in the world and then by halfway through dinner I was like, sitting like this, because they were digging in and I couldn't eat. So I was half wanting to get out of the restaurant so that we could livestream and half so I could get the fucking jeans off. And I'm not sure what's up with these pants but I'm going to wear them anyway. Okay, we got that out of the way.

Katrina Ruth: So, we met in Bali.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, 4 years ago?

Katrina Ruth: 3 or 4 years ago. And we did many things that we probably shouldn't publicly talk about, so we can't tell you about that but it was fabulous.

Marlene Leslie: So the livestream is over.

Katrina Ruth: Well, we actually were kind of living or staying together at a mutual friend's villa and lots of different cool people were always coming through and staying at this villa people who want to create their own lives and do lives on their terms. Lives on their terms? At least their own life on their terms. And, I don't know, like we just...there were so many people that came through that villa.

Marlene Leslie: Cause we were there for like 3 weeks, or maybe it was 2.

Katrina Ruth: I was there for like 8 months but you were there for a few weeks. But there was a lot of people that came and stayed there and I didn't continue to stay friends with, I think just you and one other person. And we just clicked because this solidarity about being somebody who insists on creating life on their terms basically. And then I think we just have reconnected, basically, I mean once or twice a year since then, here in the US. Like, we've been up in Utah together and every time I come here we end up catching up. But we haven't seen each other now since...

Marlene Leslie: This time last year.

Katrina Ruth: You know, I think the last time we saw each other was in Utah, when we went up the mountain.

Marlene Leslie: Oh, that's right.

Katrina Ruth: Cause I got the Facebook memories a month ago, it was like February of last year.

Marlene Leslie: Oh my gosh, it seems like it was just yesterday.

Katrina Ruth: It was so long ago. So we are literally catching up tonight for the first time in over a year. But, like this was such an interesting conversation because obviously, as you guys know, I've built a very successful online business and brand and that's my area and Marlene has so much incredible fucking success in the offline world, specifically around, I mean, why don't you tell like a little bit of your background. Because I was super intimidated by you when I met you. Like, I was like, this women is seriously high level. She frickin' builds hotels, not with her own physical hands but..

Marlene Leslie: I have people for that.

Katrina Ruth: She has people to do the building.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, so my background is in hospitality and I started working in hospitality when I was in high school and college and then in New York, my first job was as the general manager of a $20 million restaurant. I actually started out as a manager but finagled my way up really quickly because I was very aggressive and intimidating.

Katrina Ruth: The path was just delayed. It's considered an unbecoming personality trait.

Marlene Leslie: So they say.

Katrina Ruth: But that's exactly what we're here to talk about.

Marlene Leslie: So, from there I studied hospitality, worked a lot of notable restaurants in New York and transitioned into the hotel industry and opened a very popular hotel that basically had one of the most notable food and beverage programmes in the city. Then I went on to launch another hotel brand and concepted and came up with restaurants and bars within that brand until about 3 years ago, right before Cat and I met, parted ways with that company, my position was eliminated and I was at a point in my career where I kind of, and you'll appreciate this, I totally manifested that because I wanted out so badly but it was such a great job and it was like having an open chequebook to do whatever I wanted to do and to design and to create what I wanted to within hotels, that I felt that the best possible thing that would happen to me was to be able to have my job eliminated or to be let go in some way so that I could travel and take a year off.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, which is how we met because you were on that travel year. But honestly, like when we did meet I was like, I felt intimidated until I got to know you, which I know a lot people feel about me because I think, and we were just talking about this right before we got the [inaudible 00:07:30], like I think that anytime it's an area that you've got no understanding of and it just feels super vast and mysterious and daunting.

Marlene Leslie: Yes, yes, totally.

Katrina Ruth: And then you meet somebody who has conquered that, like, I'm like hello, she's opened like multi cagillion dollar hotels and done it all. I'm like, that's, like I have no clue to this day about that world. Why would I? I've never been part of it. To me that sounds insanely high level and like just impressive and daunting and vast. And if you try to turn me into getting a hotel opened I would have everybody livestreaming in no time but I'm not quite sure what else I would do. But there would definitely be wine and I'd get some martinis made and then I'm not quite sure what I would do, I'd probably get sick of everybody and leave 'cause I hate people sometimes. So, you know, like we were talking about this because Marlene mentors and coaches insanely high level executives and leaders in the physical world, not so much the online world. Like the real world, like people on the streets of New York you guys. And I'm like whoa, that's crazy. How do you connect with like an executive of a multi multi multi hundred million dollar firm or whatever it is.

Katrina Ruth: But we were talking about like what I do and then Marlene's wanting to come online and basically conquer the online world.

Marlene Leslie: I didn't want to come onto this, let's be clear.

Katrina Ruth: I have my ways of getting people onto livestreams, it's just what I do, it's a gift, I can't teach it to you. Well, I can, you should join my high ticket sales workshop, it's going live tomorrow. Yeah but, like this is what I was trying to explain, right? Cause you were kind of like, it feels like I don't know how to start and like kind of the conversation we're having is the one that I have with all of my clients and friends also, from time to time, around how do I know if I'm good enough and how do I know if I can do that and how do I do it and what's the strategy.

Katrina Ruth: And I was trying to explain, it's just about your perception, right? Because if you go to the top of that mountain and plant the flag and say I'm here and I'm the leader and everybody should listen to me, well you've got to be able to back it up. But it's about realising that you've that inside of you to back it up.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, yeah. That's a good point because there are two very different worlds and that analogy is so perfect in describing like my world versus your world and finally realising what I wanted to do and having those aha moments and having people say wow, you changed my life. That takes your breath away, where you are like, I did that? Actually, like you did it but I was there to support you on that. And I've personally been struggling with how to scale that and how to do that in a really meaningful way with executives and with the people that I really want to work with. It's a super scary world to venture into.

Katrina Ruth: Right, and it's about, and this relates to everyone. Like I do not think that there is anybody else who is on this livestream or replay who is going to say that they've opened multi-million dollar hotels. But every single person here has their own experiences, stories, skills, things you've learned, things you've overcome. What makes you credible enough to be a leader alone is that you fucking decide that you are and that you believe that you are. So I said to you, in the Uber I think, what you've got to understand is that just being around you is a value. And then you said, how is that a value?

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, I did. I was like, what?

Katrina Ruth: Like, how? And I'm like, okay, you can choose to play smaller and think that it's egotistical to imagine that just being around you is a value. Typically, that is what people would say to me, right? They'd be like, it sounds egotistical if I think that I'm good enough that people should listen to me and people should, you know, that I should be able to teach people something or position myself as somebody to pay attention to.

Katrina Ruth: It's actually egotistical not to and the reason is that it's not about you, the person who has their own insecurities and doubts, as we all do. It's about the talent and the gift that you have inside of you and if you separate your own self, your own self away from that, will that talent and gift inside of you help people, yes or no?

Marlene Leslie: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Right, so get out of your own way, get the fuck over yourself. It's not about you, it's about what's inside of you. So if you would prevent yourself from putting your work out into the world because you think it's egotistical to imagine that people should listen to you, then what you are actually doing is stopping people from being helped and served and you are making your own human self more important than the message and the gift that's inside of you. So look at it as, what if it was a responsibility to get that message out and to impact people with what you have. And that's what I do and I feel like people will never fully understand how real this is for me, and even people who do know me super well. We were just saying that you know me really well, you know that I'm a natural introvert. We've stayed together, travelled together, known each other for some years now, you know that I'm not the person that people online think I am.

Marlene Leslie: Totally.

Katrina Ruth: Right? But, it's still a real part of me, it's not fake, it's not made up. It's that I allow it to come out, I access that part of me and I let it out. But when I come online, not always, but a significant part of the time I'm still that same scared little girl whose like, am I good enough, do people really want to listen to this, am I just repeating myself all the time? Am I too rambling, I'm wishy-washy, I'm vague, I'm all over the place or some people who don't like me or what do people think about how I look. Like, all the normal things, right?

Marlene Leslie: Absolutely. We talked about this earlier too, about how some of the people that we coach are mirrors to us and this comes up for everyone. It's funny to hear.

Katrina Ruth: Like you coach your clients and you're like oh, I should probably do that too.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, that's really good advice, I should listen to that.

Katrina Ruth: I watch my own livestream replays, I'm not even kidding. I watch my own livestream replays because I don't know what I'm talking about right now, it's all just whatever comes out. Then later on I'll watch it and think that's good, I'll write that down.

Marlene Leslie: But it's true, it's true. You hear the stuff that comes up and then you look in the mirror and you are like oh, how can I possibly coach people on this and help them get out of their own way but yet...

Katrina Ruth: Because you understand it.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, I understand it but I think that we are also really sneaky when it comes to ourselves.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, the internal critic, the internal dialogue.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, absolutely. It takes somebody like you or another coach to say hey, by the way...

Katrina Ruth: Get out of your own way.

Marlene Leslie: Exactly.

Katrina Ruth: It's not about you it's about what you can help people with, get over yourself, stop making it all about I feel this and I feel that and what do people think about this and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Instead, make it what if I was committed to my work, my art, my message, my business, my clients, whatever it is. And also, I guess in the end it's just like when you put all your own drama aside, like what we just said, do you know that what you have inside of you can help people.

Katrina Ruth: And you had asked me the question, because I said just being around you is a value and you were like, how? And I'm like, because of the way you've lived your life. Like, I never prepared for anything, right? I ran my event here yesterday and it was so fucking amazing, I'm doing San Diego next Tuesday, message me if you want to come. I was saying to Marlene, and the ladies yesterday knew this as well obviously, I don't prepare anything for that. The event started at 11:00 am, from about 10:15 to 10:40 I was taking selfies in the mirror in the bedroom because I had those rose-gold thigh high boots on. I mean, I'm just going to say, it's essential to get a really good selfie in the boots, that was my preparation for the event.

Katrina Ruth: But prior to that my preparation earlier that morning was journaling, did some inspiring reading of my books in there that you saw.

Marlene Leslie: Shared on livestream.

Katrina Ruth: Not in the morning, that's an afternoon activity, thank you. Wrote something online, went to the gym, went to Equinox, went to the dry bar, did a little bit writing or whatever there. So I did nothing to prepare for the event, in fact I literally didn't even prepare for the event until the afternoon before when I got here and I was like, hey I want to run an event tomorrow and they are like that is plenty short notice and I'm like I'm sure you can figure it out. I didn't plan a single note or concept or anything that I would speak about because I knew and trusted that the message for these women would come through me and would be powerful. However, and this was my point around the value of being around you. My fucking preparation was the fact that since I was 11 years old, so for 27 years now, I've been doing personal development and growth work.

Katrina Ruth: That was my preparation and my preparation is the way I live my life every single day and your preparation and what makes you credible and what makes you credible, if you know that this is for you as well, is the way you live your life and how when other people are doing whatever the fuck it is that they are all doing out there, which we really don't want to know most of the time, you're growing and you're putting yourself into uncomfortable situations and you're walking away from situations that are not aligned and you are actively, day by day, moment by moment, designing your life purposefully. I think we take that, we forget sometimes that that's not normal. And not that we want to necessarily be like oh, that's not normal, but mostly to make the point that that is of immense value. The way you live your life is of immense value. So therefore, when you open your mouth, literally value comes out. So somebody should pay just to be around you or they can pay, but it depends on what you want to do.

Marlene Leslie: Right, yeah. And I think the question that I asked you to that was, how do you monetize that? Like that's the question, there are so many coaches out there that are selling stuff that doesn't seem to be inline with, sometimes I sense a misalignment in what they are saying and what they are actually doing. So you pick up on that.

Katrina Ruth: You can feel it. Like give love heart shower if you see on your Facebook feed people who are selling shit where, like actually I wanted to put a post up, I think I've forgotten and you've just reminded me, which was something like hey, stop fucking selling shit that you yourself have no clue about. Like you're scarcely verbal, your desperate vibe shows.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, exactly, exactly. So the question is how do you, like how do you monetize that in a way that is true to you?

Katrina Ruth: Is not that.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, is not that, exactly.

Katrina Ruth: Well, firstly you know that you wouldn't because you decide to, like you say that and you are like, ick. It doesn't feel good, it feels yuck inside of you. So you consciously chose out of that already. But secondly, it is about you've got to be, I think it's a courage thing, you've got to be courageous enough. KELLY!!!! That's Kelly.

Marlene Leslie: Oh hey!

Katrina Ruth: What's up! All right, shout out for Kelly. Everybody send Kelly the love heart shower, I think she's at LAX about to get on a plane. Send her good vibes for her flight home. We're sending you wine and happy flight vibes. Miss you.

Katrina Ruth: Jenna, hey! I'm reading the comments. Energy doesn't like, exactly Kristine, energy doesn't like, people can feel. Kelly, look at all those love hearts coming in for you. People can feel when you are being real and when you are not being real in the land.

Katrina Ruth: So, how you are going to monetize it? I'm like very committed to this cushion. You don't understand how bloated my stomach is right now you guys, it's death. Well, not really, I'm abundantly alive but anyway, I'm very distracted by it. So you've got to get into giving yourself permission to own your greatness. That's the long and the short of it, right? Like, we all do this, I did this for years, one of my key jobs or roles that I choose into and that I love as a mentor is to kind of kick your ass, to not spend years doing it, like I did. Like the whole point of mentoring with somebody like me, for people that mentor with me.

Katrina Ruth: Like I'm constantly preaching at my friends because it just kind of happens as well, like the whole point is not just to learn maybe how somebody does something that if you align to their way of doing things but you should be able to save time and effort and money or whatever by saying, okay, this person is like me and they are saying they wasted all this time doing this that means I don't have to waste all that time, I can learn my lesson. I didn't have a mentor like myself telling me to be true to myself and stay the course and follow my soul and I literally took years before I finally gave in to being me and I think everybody takes years in some way or another before they finally give into being them.

Katrina Ruth: And what people do and what you don't want to do is people kind of dip their toe in the water, where they try to do the real passion purpose work that's inside of them and they do like some kind of half fake, not fake, but half assed attempt basically, a cautious attempt is a better way to say it.

Katrina Ruth: They are like, well you know I don't want to be inappropriate.

Marlene Leslie: Or I don't want to offend anybody.

Katrina Ruth: Right, I don't want to offend anybody.

Marlene Leslie: Or intimidate anyone.

Katrina Ruth: That, be too aggressive, be too much, like women like us, this is what they say about women like you, women like me. She's too much, she's too aggressive, she's too loud, she's over the top, don't you think she's a bit whatever. So we learn to tone it down but also it's the not good enough thing comes up again and like I always wanted to talk about the stuff I talk about now and then for years I was like, why would I get to talk about that, what makes me good enough to talk about that and who would want to listen to me.

Marlene Leslie: It doesn't matter.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, it doesn't matter. Is it even a thing? Like everybody here has felt this, is my message good enough, does that really matter? And everyday people say to me, I'm not clear on what my message is and I say bullshit. You are clear, it's just that one, you've got given yourself permission and two, you think it needs to be more fancy in order to be good enough. You're like bad cop, that's too vague, that's like not even a thing.

Marlene Leslie: I totally believe that. Yeah, it needs to be packaged really nicely and it needs to be perfect and it needs to use all the right words.

Katrina Ruth: And have like modules.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, like the right cadence and the right tone inflexion, like all of that stuff. Yeah, absolutely.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, exactly, when actually your true message is the simple truth of, like I have this megaphone exercise that I give all my clients, which is if you are on the balcony, like on whatever floor, but if you are on a balcony super high up and there was like tens of thousands of people below you and you had a megaphone and get one minute and you get to say, hey, don't you understand, this is what you've got to understand about life, this is what it's about, what would you say?

Marlene Leslie: I'd say, be you and I've said that for the longest time.

Katrina Ruth: Right, and it is very fucking simple and we would all say some version of that, but that's actually the whole message, that's it. And then you kind of like, but how do you monetize that? And everybody says, but that's like come on, everybody says that. How am I going to stand out from the other coaches and how do you turn that into something you would sell. Well, you start to build on it but you don't imagine to yourself that it's got to be something different from that simple core message. My core message is be you, be unapologetically you. But then when I express it I say a few more words than that and it comes out through the filter of my life experience and what I've chosen and what I've done. So there are lessons, there are stories, there are details or elements but the message is just, be unapologetically you, life does not press play, you've can't have it all, do what it takes.

Katrina Ruth: Whatever it is it just comes out differently each day. But it's always the simple stuff and in any era of life it's the simple stuff, right? Whether it's health and fitness, whether it's business, whether it's love, anything just comes down to simple core truths. And there is nothing you need to add to that.

Marlene Leslie: So do you find that using, how do you relate that message to executives that are very lonely when they get to that point and they want a little bit more substance. They are used to pain, they are used dealing with it being really hard and I'm wondering how you attract those people in on a regular basis?

Katrina Ruth: It's about realising that no matter how high level somebody is, they are a person who has their own insecurities, doubts, uncertainties. And actually, what I've found, is that the higher level somebody is the more they really appreciate, and we were talking about this, like real and raw, and typically the higher level somebody is the more that people, in general, are scared to speak to them at all.

Marlene Leslie: I see that all the time.

Katrina Ruth: Or they are scared to speak in a real way or speak the truth and it's kind of like cow towing or whatever the expression is. And just faking it, essentially. So when you come in and you be that, you just honestly just be your real self, like you said, and say what you know to say. It doesn't matter how impressive or high up the person in front of you is, if you just pause for a moment and check in with your own self and be like, what do I need to say to this person, you'll know what to say. And people, like I've mentored and consulted with people who have even up to multi hundred million dollar businesses and if they don't have significance and meaning connected to their core desires, and often it is something to do with auto-creativity or whatever it is, then they are not happy.

Katrina Ruth: And it doesn't mean that they are going to walk away from their whole business and life, necessarily, but when you can start to connect somebody back to what matters to you, what makes you come alive, and just speak to them as yourself, like take away what their title is or their position. Like, for me, in the online world, I have many clients now who are very well known leaders online and some of those clients, when they first started working with me, I was kind of like, are you sure? Do you know who you are? Like, I know I'm doing okay but I was like, really? Such and such person wants to me to be their mentor? And now that's just kind of my client base.

Katrina Ruth: But I still feel that way, I'm still like this is kind of crazy. Like, how did I pull this off? How am I getting away with this? Because all I'm doing is speaking my truth. All I'm doing is, I became the person who stopped worrying about whether it was allowed or whether it was okay. And relevant to your question of how do you know how to coach those people? Well you know because you know and if you put aside the idea that you don't know, well then it's going to be a complicated thing. Then you do know exactly what to say.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, so I don't have a problem coaching those people, I want to know how to cull them in.

Katrina Ruth: Okay, cool, perfect. So this is exactly what we were talking about at the end of dinner around fuck niching, or however the word is said here in America. I get confused about it. Like screw niching and nitching, both of them. And like demographics and all that bullshit. It's not about that, that's not how you find your ideal clients, right? It's about personality type and characteristics. So you write down, who is the person who I am speaking to. Like, my ideal client is, well most of my clients are women, but that's because I've typically marketed to women, so a woman or a man now, it's a person who is a born entrepreneur, firstly. So I don't believe in entrepreneurs being made. Yes, I'll agree that somebody can become an entrepreneur and build a business, that's not the same as being a born entrepreneur, that's a different kettle of fish.

Katrina Ruth: So my clients are born for it, they've always known it, they've always known that they were born for more. They've grown up feeling like they are kind of smarter than everybody and know more than everybody but they probably felt bad about that, because it sounds egotistical. But they just knew inside of them that they were born for more, that they are going to do something extraordinary, they are not going to live the normal life, they are going to create something amazing. They've always had that yearning and that pull and that are typically like the fuck the status quo, black sheep type person who breaks all the rules. Either who was a bad girl or a bad girl growing up or alternatively more like me, who was like a teacher's pet good girl who somehow hacked the entire fucking system and nobody knew that I was always just doing whatever the fuck I want.

Katrina Ruth: But I was still like the A grade, good girl student but I never did anything. I just like hacked it and I always just got the result and I was like, it's so easy. Like I'd always get the top mark and I didn't do anything, right? Which is still now, I'm like I don't really do anything, somebody should report me, I don't know what I'm doing here, like I'm just making shit up every day and now people are agreeing to pay me so that I can talk at them when I just wanted them to listen to me the whole time anyway.

Katrina Ruth: So that's who my client set has been, they've either been like kind of a rabble rouser and got into trouble growing up or they were like the good girl or good boy who hacked the system and kind of got away with shit and nobody really knew. And then as time went on, they pretty much walked out on every job, they continually started new business ventures or new endeavours or always never finished them and then feel bad about it, like I never finish things, there is something wrong with me, I'm not being organised, I'm not responsible, I'm not reliable. Because that whole time when you are walking away from everything and supposedly failing at everything and quitting on everything in your life, what you were really doing was going more and more connected to your soul and you were like the one person whose smart enough to not stick with something that's not soul aligned.

Katrina Ruth: And now that person is like that woman or man whose said that she's too much, too aggressive, over the top, doesn't do it properly, I could go on and on but my point is that's how you cull your clients. You speak to who they are at their core and you don't worry about what their demographics are. My clients spend, as we were saying, I just from early 20s into 60s and even beyond actually, and all walks of life and all types of businesses, as well. Roughly 40%, maybe a little bit more of my clients are coaches, there are many different kinds of people. It's not about what they do, it's not about how they look, what their age is, what their background is, it's about who they are at their core.

Katrina Ruth: And then the way to get those clients wanting to work with you is you do have to be doing this, right? Which you are. But messaging and communication of some kind.

Marlene Leslie: So like blogging?

Katrina Ruth: Blogging, telling stories, writing massive 3,000 word blog posts every single day 365 days a year. No, not really. You don't have to do anything that I do but you've certainly got to communicate, right? Because you want to be that voice where your core clients are like, if Marlene doesn't write another fucking blog post at 3 I'm going to go over to her house and personally sit her down and make her write it. Like, I used to have bloggers that I would follow, which I still do, but I get so shitty, like I'd be curious to know, like on the odd occasion where I take a day off, does anybody get kind of shitty at me? That I didn't post anything? And I know you do because I gets messages about it. People will message me and be like, did you die? Um excuse me Kat, why have you not posted a blog in two days?

Katrina Ruth: And I used to be like that. Like you find that person that you are inspired by and you just want them to produce content for you all the time and the way to become that person for your people is to just become that person and do it and be it and then continue to show up for it. So then your ideal clients wake up in the morning and they are like I'm going to go check Marlene's page and see what she's posted or has she done another livestream, because that's food for their soul.

Katrina Ruth: So the question would be, not how do I find my clients the question is, how do I just be food for the soul of my clients right now. And the way to do that is so easy, it's literally turn on the camera or start writing and say what's inside of you, zero filter. Like, whatever it is. Whether it's about obvious relevant things. Kristine says, haha, I feel like where's Kat, why hasn't she gone online. I got so much shit last month when I did hardly any livestreams because I was in the hospital and then I was travelling. I was going my branding in LA with Chris and it was quite full on. We were doing these fancy things. And I did like two livestreams in a month, which was so rare for me. Gosh, people were giving me such a hard time about it. Not in a mean way, obviously. But that's what happens when you build up your position as a leader. And you've just got to let it be easy.

Marlene Leslie: It's true. I was going to ask you a question but I know what you'll probably say, to the idea of creating content. Like that's a lot of pressure to create content on a regular basis and to first, like find your voice and then secondly, to like own it and do it on a consistent daily basis because you don't want to be that person that's dipping their toe in the water.

Katrina Ruth: Right, but you have a voice already. That's the thing to realise. Right? Like, we go to dinner or we go out with a group of people, you're an aggressive, over-the-top, and we did establish earlier this evening, a hilarious person. We agreed that we are both very funny, we established that earlier in the evening.

Marlene Leslie: Cheers.

Katrina Ruth: But that's who you are, you're like the life of the party person, same as me, that's why we're friends. We would have never stayed in touch after Bali if we weren't that same sort of person, right? So you already have that voice, you have that crazy irreverent personality and also ability to go super deep super fast and experience and knowledge and wisdom. And its literally just let that same part of you come out here, don't separate it.

Katrina Ruth: This kind of doesn't make sense because we're all online and we don't go to boardrooms, but it's a good analogy that I came up with a few years ago, which is it should be the same conversation in the boardroom as what's in the bar. Right? Like separate nothing, at all. The irreverent stuff, the crazy stuff, the random shit that's got nothing to do with anything, like even me carrying on about my pants and my stomach at the start of the livestream. That's just me being me but its also me kind of, that was somewhat deliberate of me to do that because I'm conscious of who wants to just sit down and watch a, like what are we going to do, sit here like this, hello Marlene, this evening on the Katrina Ruth show we're going to have a conversation about what it takes to be a leader online but hang on a second, you shouldn't really do that with a top that has holes in it.

Marlene Leslie: Let's start this again. Cut! Cut!

Katrina Ruth: And you definitely shouldn't do it in like MC Hammer copper pants.

Marlene Leslie: Cut! We're going to delete all this, right?

Katrina Ruth: Yes.

Marlene Leslie: These people on here are all friends.

Katrina Ruth: And besides, switch spots with these weirdo [inaudible 00:36:48], like it should be a proper set. Like, do you know what I mean? Like so many entrepreneurs are like, I'm going to make it look like perfect and now I'm going to present my topic, like they are presenting like a grade school paper or something.

Marlene Leslie: Did you hear what I said? Like Marie?

Katrina Ruth: Ooh.

Marlene Leslie: I'm just kidding, I don't want to be mean.

Katrina Ruth: Marlene, you're the one who said it. You guys didn't hear that. But you know what I mean? Like, you don't have to find your voice to message online. There is a voice already there, just use the one that you've got.

Marlene Leslie: That's a good point, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: But all of it, like all of it. That's the missing link. Don't make it like I've got to make sure that I've got a relevant topic that's of value and it's useful and is this a good enough topic and then what are my fucking three key points or something like that. Don't do that. Make it the same as if you would go to dinner and you already go to dinner with high level people and we all actively call people who are thinkers and action takers and success minded and growth minded. And you'd be able to have an amazing, inspiring, entertaining and motivating conversation with them. So just put it here, same thing.

Marlene Leslie: What if nobody watches it?

Katrina Ruth: Then you keep on going because you've got to trust in the process. That's a good question because that is hard. Like, I can remember my first livestream, it was actually on Periscope. Do you remember Periscope? So, it wasn't that long ago. It was that same year in Bali, it wasn't that long ago. I was Periscoping from Rob's villa but I did the first one like not that long before we met. It went for about ten minutes and after the ten minutes I found out that I had done the whole thing sideways and I hadn't known because I didn't know how to read the comments at the time. And people were like, it's sideways and that was all that the comments were about. And if you would watch it, and I think it's gone now, or maybe it's somewhere on YouTube, who knows, but team probably like downloaded it on YouTube, but I was so nervous and I was so [inaudible 00:38:53].

Katrina Ruth: I was nothing like the savvy, livestreaming entertainer that I am now. Because I've been online for nearly 12 years now, but Facebook Live is fairly new and livestreams in general, but I think when I first started doing them, for ages it was like three or four people getting on, stuff like. Now it's so widely varied, there's 19 people on right now, but this will totally get like several thousand views over the next day or so, and sometimes there are a few hundred people on, it goes quite varied. But either way, make it not about the numbers, make it about the message. And play the long game, right? Like, for real, you feel self-conscious if you do something and nobody seems to be engaging. Or let's say that you try to sell something and only one person buys it. But you've got to look at it like, well imagine somebody said, well I went to the gym today and I don't have abs yet, so what should I do?

Marlene Leslie: Totally.

Katrina Ruth: I'd be like, um, hello, idiot.

Marlene Leslie: Keep going.

Katrina Ruth: It's going to take more than a day or maybe even more than 100 days in a row, who knows. Depending on what your goal is, but play the long game. And I think it is about that, it's about being that very rare person that's going to be brave enough to put themselves out there when they do feel self-conscious and when they do feel like, is this good enough. And you put that video out, like you did something terrifying and scary. Tell people about it.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, I mentioned to Kat earlier that I, my coach had me put a video on Facebook to coach a hundred people in a hundred days, which the coaching part didn't scare me but the moment that she said video on social media, my heart dropped and I started trembling, I was like ugh. Like, can I just talk to people? She's like nope, social media, tomorrow. And I was like, holy shit! What? I was like fine, I'll do it. This also came after I had struggled putting my website together and writing my copy and going through this entire process.

Katrina Ruth: And letting people know you.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, letting people get to know me and putting my message out there. So I actually asked for this challenge, I was like you know, I really want to be challenged in a way that I can overcome something because I felt really good. Long story short, I did the Facebook video and it was horrifying, it was so scary. The moment that I pressed post I was like, ugh, nobody is going to watch this and I'm going to have to like go into witness protection programme. Like this is going to bomb.

Katrina Ruth: I watched it.

Marlene Leslie: But the crazy thing about that was that I had a lot of people reach out to my privately that were impressed by my bravery, my courage. Like all of these words that were used and all the support that I got, that I didn't even anticipate, it was amazing and I reconnected with a lot of great people and actually coached a lot of great people too. It was pretty powerful and I got like 1.8k views or something, which is crazy.

Katrina Ruth: And that's the thing, like so few people are going to choose to be brave enough to do something like that and every time you are brave and vulnerable and authentic.

Marlene Leslie: That word came up a lot.

Katrina Ruth: Vulnerable, right. It pays off, for sure. And there is no way to get around the terrifying part though, that's the thing. You've got to go through it but at the end of the day we are all here to create a life that other people don't even dare to dream of. So it's kind of like, at some point you've got to remind yourself that it's not going to fall into your lap just because you were born for it. Nobody is going to knock on your door with a silver platter and be like, hi you were born for it, here's your leader status, here's your dream life, here's your soulmate. I used to think that. Like I honestly thought that. And then when I was like 27 I was like fuck, I don't think it's going to happen, I think I have to do it.

Marlene Leslie: You have to work for it, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah! Legitimately, I was like, holy shit. Because when you are 27 you think that 30 is clearly the beginning of the end, right? Like, when you are 27 you are like I'm going to be 30! Life is nearly over! Like, I had a lot of friends and clients who are not yet 30 and I'm like, shut the fuck up. They are like, I'm going to be 30, I'm not a billionaire yet.

Marlene Leslie: You'll be just fine.

Katrina Ruth: I'm like, just shut up or I'm going to punch you. But I got to 27, I did, and I was like, fuck, I haven't done any of the stuff, I had a whole life planned. Married at 24, kids at 26, millionaire by 30, just your typical normal life plan. I was like 25, I got married and I'm like, I'm on track, I'm sweet. Then 26, I'm divorced, not part of the plan. 27, no clue, bulimia, debt, looking great from the outside, fitness modelling, whatever, like showing the world success, mess. And I was literally like fuck, what am I going to do?

Katrina Ruth: Because I was a personal trainer and I was good at it and I loved fitness but I was not in a good place, but I knew that fitness wasn't my life. And it was, it was that thing of going, holy shit, my whole life I've known I'm born for more and I just suddenly realised that it's not going to magically happen. And that's the year that I started my first blog.

Marlene Leslie: Oh wow.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, that's why I started. Because I was like, I better start doing something then. And I built my own little homemade website, it was like, website in a box I think it was called, and you pay for it like $100 and you build it yourself. It was a black background with white writing and neon colours everywhere.

Marlene Leslie: Shocker.

Katrina Ruth: And it was called kickasslifetraining.com. Anyway. But we all went through that period. So you do have to go through that period of putting yourself out there and what if nobody is watching and nobody responds and I fall on my face. I've had way more offers failed than what have succeeded over the years, but nobody knows or remembers about that. And I barely even remember about it at this point. But it is true and it is real. I just think, when I look back at my business journey I know that very few people would put themselves through what I put myself through because they don't have the inner strength and the tenacity and I think that's really what this conversation is about.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah.

Katrina Ruth: It's not about do you know you've got what it takes, because you know that, you know that, we all know that. It's about do you have the tenacity, do you have the resilience, do you have the inner strength, will you choose it, because it's all a choice anyway, right?

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, but I think that its normal to have those doubts in everything that you do. So, do you feel that that inner strength can be built up?

Katrina Ruth: Definitely! It's a muscle, the same as we build our muscles in fitness and we build our mindset in fitness as well. I mean, for me personally and you are probably the same, like I take a lot of stuff to this day in my business from fitness.

Marlene Leslie: Oh, totally.

Katrina Ruth: Like, you know how to push through, you know how to overcome, you know how to go beyond your limits, you know when you feel like you are at your limit so you want to stop but you know that you are actually not at your limit. So I feel really grateful that I had fitness in my life for such a long time because it has taught me so much and I think that it's critical. But, regardless, anyhow, yes it can be built up, of course it's a practise and a discipline and it's basically that moment when you feel like you can't keep going.

Katrina Ruth: Or actually, like back in the day, years ago I used to train with professional rugby players and I was always the only female in the gym, because it was part of our management training when I worked in Australia's largest health club chain. And it would literally be like, you think you are going to die, and I still train so extreme and I learned it from these guys, but back then it was beyond. And it was literally like you would be on the floor nearly crying and dying and it would be like hey Kat, are you dead? No. Then get up and keep going. They don't care. Throwing up? Are you dead? No? Then get up and keep going.

Katrina Ruth: And I really just applied that philosophy to business. I don't mean, and we talked about this, I don't mean that you've got to work all the hours to make money or burn yourself out and do shit that you don't want to do, but maybe you do maybe you don't, we all have, but obviously what I teach and preach is fall on your knees and that's what I believe. But it's a kind of interesting thing to talk about because I felt, I was like, I didn't do anything, I felt pretty sure that I did nothing, I'd just sit around all day, all I did was yoga and gym, facial, massage, or whatever.

Katrina Ruth: But I still actually wrote about 5,000 words of content, including a sales pitch for an entire new programme, and a long blog posts and a bunch of promotional stuff and communicated with 100% of my clients privately. I said to you, I did nothing today, I slept in, I went to yoga, had a smoothie, had a facial, then went to the gym, had another smoothie, then went to the dry bar and then went to dinner. I was legitimately like I had a total bliss day.

Katrina Ruth: Now I'm like, hang on, I wrote a sales pitch for a whole new programme, I wrote a 2,500 word blog post, which was really good, I communicated with all of my private clients [inaudible 00:48:57], I responded to my all my team staff, I laid out a bunch of new project stuff and like probably ten other things I can't even remember right now. To me, I'm like I did nothing. So it's about becoming that person whose disciplined and where it's just kind of who you are, you don't think about it. I'm way off on a tangent there.

Marlene Leslie: So how do you differentiate between the stuff that you have to do or that you need to do for your business, like a Facebook Live, like obviously that's something that I'm not comfortable with and everyone has their thing. So the Facebook Live versus like being in flow and ease.

Katrina Ruth: Okay. This is where you've got to go, is it true that you don't want to do a Facebook Live or is it that you can't for your mindset, because I know who you are as a person, that actually you're the exact kind of perfect person to do Facebook Live and that if it wasn't a new uncomfortable area you'd be having the best time ever. So the way to differentiate is kind of like a gut check. Like, okay is this an aligned action for me, personally, to be taking my business. Do I, at my core, feel that this is right for me to be doing, yes or no? And if yes, do I feel grumpy or scared or annoyed or fearful around it?

Marlene Leslie: Yes.

Katrina Ruth: Well, too bad because you just said it's aligned, right?

Marlene Leslie: Right.

Katrina Ruth: But then there are other things where somebody might go, well for me, anything where somebody says really classic internet marketing strategy type stuff, where I always felt, like even before I knew what I know now, that it's all so fucking unnecessary. But back before I really believed in myself, I intuitively felt like I just don't want to do that and what I felt was, I felt a feeling of I just don't really think that I have to. But then I was listening to people who were saying that you do have to, you should. So I was like, okay.

Katrina Ruth: It was exactly like I had a coach helping me in the love and romance area and I stopped working with her and I was so grateful for the work that we did and things that I did learn but I had to stop working with her because she kept telling me this is how to communicate with men and like teaching me rules, right?

Marlene Leslie: And you immediately want to break them.

Katrina Ruth: Right. Well, at my core I was kind of like, oh well, I haven't had results or success in this area and I feel like I don't know what I'm doing yet and I was still learning or something, like I was in a long-term relationship for 15 years straight and all of a sudden you are single again, I was literally like, I don't know what dating even means. Like, I'm not really sure what you do on a date, how do you do that, how do you get a date and then what do you do on a date, right? So then I went and got a coach, or actually had several.

Marlene Leslie: As one does.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah. And some were amazing for me personally and one or two, it was like what would be said to me, I was like, I guess you're right because you're the expert but at my core what I felt was, really? Like, really? Am I really going to learn like a fucking script to send a message, for example. Like an appropriate way of how you would word things. So, yeah, that's how you know because something inside of you says well maybe you are right because you are the expert but actually, at my core, I just don't believe you. I kind of at my core don't think I have to do it that way and to be honest, if I would have to do it that way that would be bullshit. Because then what is any connection that I form going to be based on?

Katrina Ruth: And that's how I felt with a lot of strategy stuff for business. Like I would hear stuff or see stuff on Facebook or people would tell me things, you've got to do this, you've got to do that. And I was like, I don't want to, personally. I just don't want to do that. And the history of my entire life says that if I don't want to do it it's pretty fucking unlikely that I'm going to do it, no matter what I try and pretend. Like, you might say to yourself, you are going to do something and then it's not going to happen. But there is also that part of you that's like, I kind of think I'm smarter than you. So that's how you differentiate. So go to something like Facebook Live, well is that how you feel about it? If so then don't do it. But if you are like, well I think I'm just kind of scared of it and I'm not used to it yet, then that's a whole different scenario, right?

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, that's a good point.

Katrina Ruth: So then daily, repeatedly, it's a matter of identify those things which you know you would be doing already if you'd gotten over yourself and if you had the confidence and if you were like kind of that next version of yourself and then you just do it, you just choose that you are going to do it. And nobody knows, it's kind of like, I remember changing schools when I was 8 years old and I was like the shy, introverted person that I am, but I remember when I changed schools I was like, well nobody knows that, I can be the cool girl. But I didn't, I didn't like choose to or know how to, I guess. But we're grown-ups now, we know how to show off and allow that confident side of ourselves out, it's actually a choice. Nobody knows.

Katrina Ruth: Like I said, when I first met you I viewed you as this slightly scary, intimidating woman and you still are that to many people with what you do and what you achieve. And so am I to many people as well. And then you get to know each other and it's like, oh, she's like me.

Marlene Leslie: Normal.

Katrina Ruth: We can be friends. Lets do a livestream.

Marlene Leslie: Oh god.

Katrina Ruth: I don't know, what else are you thinking?

Marlene Leslie: I'm speechless.

Katrina Ruth: We have run out of speech.

Marlene Leslie: I mean, not really.

Katrina Ruth: Never.

Marlene Leslie: Not really.

Katrina Ruth: Well, how you know you should be doing Facebook Live is you are a talking, you have stories and things to say.

Marlene Leslie: Oh god, I do. I don't know if I can go public.

Katrina Ruth: Oh please.

Marlene Leslie: Maybe we can refer to them as "clients".

Katrina Ruth: Well, really if we had recorded our whole conversation from the bar and dinner, that's some fucking high value entertainment. Like, you're a storyteller. Like, this is the quietest I've ever seen you in 3 or 4 years. But like this woman is like a pretty fucking out there crazy person.

Marlene Leslie: Chatterbox.

Katrina Ruth: Over the top storytelling entertainer, life of the party, dominant. All the things that we all are and then you're just on a platform where it's uncomfortable. But you are going to get into it. Tell stories says Kristine. So Marlene told me she's dating two men and then she finished telling all the stories and I'm like, didn't you say two? What are we up to, what's happening, I don't remember anything.

Marlene Leslie: We're up to four.

Katrina Ruth: The point is, you definitely have things to say and to share with the world and that's who you are in your normal everyday life.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, I just have to get over that fear. I've never had trouble exercising or doing a workout plan or any of that stuff, to me it's very similar, I equate this to someone I work with in particular who has never exercised. It's like, how could you not?

Katrina Ruth: Right.

Marlene Leslie: Like, how could you not want to go for a run?

Katrina Ruth: How is that even a thing? I'm like, how can you get on a plane or go to an event or go do anything.

Marlene Leslie: Or people that don't travel. I have friends that won't get on a flight. I'm like, I don't even understand how you live, like how you live your life.

Katrina Ruth: Right. So anything that you do that to you is just really natural and automatic and people try to make it out like it's a big deal and you're like, that's crazy. It's all just a choice. Right, like at some point along your journey, even if it was way back when, you decided to be a fit person, same as me. So at some point along my journey I decided I was sick of the fact that nobody knew who I was and I felt like people should know who I am and people should frickin' listen to me, just listen and then pay me for it. So then I decided to be that person.

Katrina Ruth: And it really is that you guys. You've got to understand, people are like how did you become so well known online or whatever and I'm like, because I decided to. I just became that person, I let the inner side of me out. I appointed myself. I keep saying this over and over again and so few people follow it though, like one in a thousand, which makes sense anyway because I always say it's the one percent within the one percent, but the ones that do go to the top fast.

Marlene Leslie: But it's scary.

Katrina Ruth: It is scary, it is scary. Like, I think about my visions and dreams that I've not yet created, like things beyond my own businesses, like other businesses that I want to bring to life and my empire and other things that I desire in my life and it's terrifying. You know that. Like what we talked about earlier, like putting yourself out there and pursuing something where you feel like, am I crazy? Am I just like a crazy person and nobody wants to tell me? Well, people do tell me that. Right? But it's that thing that we all have of like is what I feel inside of me real, am I crazy, am I just like losing my mind? Who do I think I am that it could be like that?

Katrina Ruth: The rule is that if you feel it inside of you then it is available for you or it wouldn't come through you. I believe that, I believe that you don't get given a dream that's not your dream to dream. So if it comes through you then it's available and it's available specifically for you, not just in the general sense. And, if you are feeling and dreaming it it's available now, already.

Marlene Leslie: I totally believe that.

Katrina Ruth: It's not like for ten years away. Even investing in ourselves can be scary as fuck. Of course it can, investing in any sense, not just financially, but energetically, emotionally, with our time. It is. We feel the fear and do it anyway. You know there is that cliché expression, but I feel like it's so true, which is you know you do what others won't so you can live like they can't. Well I'm at the stage now where if somebody comes along and just meets me, they see the product of my decade, two decades, whatever it is if you really go back through all the years of growth work. So people have a sort of perception of me, if they don't know my story or get to know me. And what's actually happened is, I did it, I did what others wouldn't do for many, many years. As every single person here has in different areas of their life and now I do get to live like they can't.

Katrina Ruth: Like somebody said, you're living the dream. And I'm like, yeah, I am and I did the fucking work.

Marlene Leslie: Yeah, you have. Yeah, that's exactly right because a lot of people expect it to just happen naturally and you read a book on manifestation and you're like, well how come I can't think it and it's appearing in my life. Like there is actually some action that needs to happen.

Katrina Ruth: You can, it comes from thought but yeah there's like a lot more steps than that.

Marlene Leslie: But you can't just think it.

Katrina Ruth: It's the daily commitment and process. I think it all comes from thought, you do think it and that's how it happens but because you think it you become the person. And that kind of speaks to what I was saying where I legitimately feel like I don't do anything. I'm like, all I do is whatever I want all day. I only do whatever the fuck I want all day but then when you reverse engineer it, you're like, I do a fuckload of stuff. For my business, for my clients, for my children, for my health and fitness, for my relationships. I do a lot, but why do I feel like I do nothing? Because I became that person, so I kind of thought it into being part of my being. I did it through journaling as well.

Katrina Ruth: Like fitness, right? To you, same as me, it's part of who you are, it's got nothing to do with what projects you're working on or how busy you are or whether you are travelling or whether you are tired, whether you feel like it. So therefore, you can say that it's easy to stay in great shape and to be fit but then of course you do the work.

Marlene Leslie: And anytime somebody asks me how I stay in shape, I tell them that I work my fucking ass off.

Katrina Ruth: Yeah, you work your ass off but it's easy because it's part of who you are. Like, it's not easy in the physical sense, the easy part is that there's no internal battle of will I or won't I.

Marlene Leslie: The decision has already been made.

Katrina Ruth: There is no negotiation being made. And that's actually the hard thing, that's why people lose their energy and their power, is not in the actual doing of the work, like whatever you do at the gym or the studio or whatever, the hard part is that conversation in your head, will I or won't I, do I feel like it, what about this, what about that, oh my god. Who has time for that.

Marlene Leslie: It's exhausting.

Katrina Ruth: It is exhausting.

Marlene Leslie: You feel like you've done the work and haven't actually done anything.

Katrina Ruth: Right, exactly. So just make it easy by making it part of who you are. You are still going to sweat and push and hustle and grind and do whatever you do. Like exercising isn't like a production, I just do it, it's easy. Right, it's easy because you just do it. Like, I say all the time, things are easier that doesn't mean you don't put the effort in.

Marlene Leslie: Right.

Katrina Ruth: Cool, we could talk all night. This is how easy it is to do a Facebook Live. You just start having a chat.

Marlene Leslie: I just popped a cherry.

Katrina Ruth: You popped your livestream cherry. I've taken another livestream virginity. It's not the first, it's kind of a thing. You brought it up though. Like, I might have hustled to get out of the restaurant because I got excited about taking my pants off. Two activities that are not always connected but occasionally. But it was your idea, you said it first.

Marlene Leslie: I did nothing about this.

Katrina Ruth: You did, you brought it up somehow. And I was like, done, I'm in. And then what you do next is sell something. Do you have anything to sell?

Marlene Leslie: Just my teaching. I coach high level executives.

Katrina Ruth: Are you a high level executive who needs somebody whose actually not afraid to tell you the truth?

Marlene Leslie: Tell it like it is? That's exactly right, yeah.

Katrina Ruth: Well that's the thing, right? That's why you do what you do so damn well. Because you are actually willing to say to people's faces what other people won't say.

Marlene Leslie: That's true.

Katrina Ruth: Connect with Marlene and if you want to come hang with me in San Diego next week I have one or two places left. Message me on my personal Katrina Ruth page if you want to come to my one day soul shifts and money making day in San Diego on Tuesday and stay tuned because I'm going to launch my high ticket sales with ease workshop probably tomorrow. Have an amazing rest of the day, keep pressing play.

Marlene Leslie: Bye.

Direct download: How_to_know_if_youre_good_enough_to_be_a_leader_online_..._ft._Marlene_Leslie_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:08am AEST

Tue, 10 April 2018

SOUL!!! And owning your TRUTH!

Oh what's up. I only more jazzed than even normal, which is definitely saying something.

Oh my god. So I get here to run my event, and nobody's here. What's that about? What is that about?

Okay. Somebody is here.

Hi. All right. I just started live streaming because no one was here.

Hi.

Hey.

I'm Stephanie, the manager here.

That's right.

Pleased to meet you.

You asked for [inaudible 00:00:36] anything.

I just asked if we can get ... Okay I'll do this live stream in a moment.

I just asked if I can get some fruit or some nuts or something?

Okay.

For the morning.

We can do sliced fruit. It will be $10 per person. I just want to confirm.

Yeah.

Okay. Perfect.

Thank you so much.

Yeah. We'll bring it up shortly.

Okay. Hey guys. I'm here for my event. Here's our beautiful room. This is our Soul Shifts and Money Making day here in New York City. I'm at the W Hotel in Union Square.

And by the way, by the way, by the way, by the way, you might want to look at my boots. You're just going to need to look at them. I'm going to let you know.

I just love how I'm running an event and it starts in 10 minutes, actually 11 minutes, and I only got into the room four and a half minutes ago, predominantly because I was doing about 59 selfies.

Hi. Oh, you can come in.

Hey, how are you? I'm just doing a Facebook live stream.

How's it going? Just making sure you're okay. Welcome.

Cool. Thank you.

There's a power strip under if you need any power.

Okay.

And you look like you're okay. If you need anything else my name is Alexander.

Okay. Awesome, Thank you.

No Problem.

Bye.

All right. Cool. He has my back.

I'm so sordid. You know what? I only booked this event space yesterday. I only had the download last week to even do the event here in New York. Then I'm doing next week in San Diego. PM me on my personal page if you think you want to come to the Soul Shifts the Money Making Day in San Diego next week. It was sold out and I opened up two more places. I got a bigger room, so I can fit two more people in.

It's a bigger room. My hair does look good, but have you seen my boots, you guys? I'm sorry, it's actually all about the bling and the outfit today, because check this out.

These are some Christian Louboutin sequinned rose coloured boots. I mean, I'm just saying, "Whoa!" Exactly right Brandon. Exactly.

SO I'm a little jazzed. I'm going to get to the point sooner or later, maybe. Okay. I see myself in the mirror over there. I'm just going to own that I look fucking amazing today. And clearly super humble as well.

Well, I did the work hard, so everybody let's just deal with it. I'm a little hyped up and jazzed because I'm always like that when I'm in an event. I'm super over the top hyped. I'm laughing my ass off because I only booked this whole event last week. I had the idea for it. I put it out. It sold out, of course in three and a half minutes, or whatever, a few more days.

I didn't even book an event space for it. I walked up to the hotel yesterday, in the middle of the afternoon, I'm like, "Yeah. Let's organise something."

I get to the room only 15 minutes before the entire event starts because I was doing a million selfies in my hotel room and I'm like, "Fuck. My clients are probably already here and I'm out these doing selfies." I only took about 89.

Okay. They may or may not be some badass people that have walked into the room just now. But what I was cracking up about is I'm like, "Fuck. I only get to my own event 15 minutes before it starts. They're all going to be ready for me." I get here, not a single mother fucker is here.

One of them comes from Switzerland, on one day's notice. Ladies would you like to introduce yourself to the camera?

Hello.

Here we have live, in the flesh, two amazing badasses.

I know, we've never met in person before, but staying connected for years, and working together.

And I have stick butt.

Oh, I'm so glad you came.

Jasmine? Correct?

Yes.

You end up sharing your bed with [Neve 00:04:12] last night?

Yes.

Yeah. We met in bed last night.

Come on.

This is how it goes down ... Okay. Let's just do a shout out.

This is [Neve Crono 00:04:20]. She's worked with me off and on for years through my community and many of you know here. She literally hopped a plane from Geneva in Switzerland on one day's notice yesterday.

If that doesn't blow your mind, I mean send her a love [inaudible 00:04:34].

And this is the amazing Jasmine, who meet me only a fee days ago and she's like, boom boom boom. I can stay and extra day. Then basically what happened, we had a little Facebook thread going for our event here today. I pop on last night and I see that these two ladies, who have never met or even heard of each other, right?

No.

One of them is offering the other one a bed for the night.

I said I have to book a hotel. I've just arrived in Newark. I had to book a hotel and Jasmine said, "You can come stay with me. I have a king size bed."

I just fucking loved it. I'm going to jump off this live stream in a moment. Sorry, guys. I was like, "If nobody is here, I'm just going to live stream. Clearly they're going to turn up when they want just like I did."

So today ... Let's just pop this down for a minute. Today we are going deep into Soul Shifts and Money Making. Our outfits and out badass are already on point as you can see. Here we go, we'll get the up there.

We're going to do Soul Shifts and Money Making Day. I'm sure I'll do a little recap of it on Facebook Live, but basically what's going to happen in this room is we're getting deep into exactly what each amazing woman is meant to do in the world. What they desire to do in the world and how they're going to make a fuckload of money and a hell of a lot of impact doing it.

It's going to be level as fuck. It's going to be amazing.

Thank you for filling in my time while I waited for people to come play with me.

Message me if you want to be in San Diego next week.

Bye.

How did I forget to sign off?

Don't forget ...

Life is now. Press play.

Press fucking play.

Direct download: SOUL_And_owning_your_TRUTH_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 8:04am AEST

Mon, 9 April 2018

Selling High-Ticket with Ease, over FB Chat only; no calls, no fuss!!

Hey, yo Facebook. Good morning. Oh man, I'm gonna hold my hand up in the air now. Okay, that was super smart timing, I've just gone live right as I've gone into a tunnel. I didn't pay attention. Standard. Hey, Allison, what's up?

Okay, what I'm gonna try and do is I'm gonna wait for a moment till we go through this tunnel here so I can share this over to my page. Hey Shella. And then we're gonna have a conversation about selling high ticket with ease and just on a side note, I'm gonna tell you some principles of that. Can you hear me okay? I'm kind of surprised this live stream's working while I'm underground. Leave me a comment, tell me you're there and tell me that you can hear me, that this is working and I'm not just kind of talking to myself here.

Hey Jamie. So I actually wanna teach you and talk to you through some principles. Okay, perfect, thank you for letting me know you can hear me. Hey, Janine. I wanna share with you some things that you can take away and use straight away today. Christine, what's up, gorgeous? And that's gonna be, I think, inspiring and helpful for you and maybe kick your ass a little bit. Happy Easter, true, yes, happy Easter.

And I'm gonna also let you know that my high ticket sales workshop is open for registration. So, obviously, I'd love for you to go and check that out. I think you're gonna wanna join that workshop, it's what I call, one of my phrases that I've coined some time ago that I made up for myself, I call it a hell yeah, no brainer offer that makes them scream yes, which is when you really know that you came up with something where you're like, "This is the bomb and everybody should have to do this, everybody's gonna wanna do this, they'd be crazy to not wanna do this."

So anyhow, I'm still in this tunnel and I can share this livestream over to my page which is annoying me. So, I'll give you the link for that now so that you have it and then I'll post it in in a moment and then after we jump off this livestream, you can go check that out and have a read of it and what all I'm covering and if that's gonna help you. It's actually a low-ticket purchase to join the high ticket with ease workshop. And that's just how I do things, right? In fact, this is part of my philosophy.

So I'm gonna give you that link and then Kathleen has a good question which is actually really relevant. So the link is thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. Okay? Maybe somebody can type that in here, the katrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. But I'll paste ... oh, okay, I'm back. No, it wasn't you, this is like the longest fricking tunnel in the world. I should know better.

Like go and see where you're driving before you go live. Anyway, we're back, we're back. So, what was I saying, the high ticket, let me tell you briefly about this and then I'm gonna talk and just share with you some things that you can use right away. High ticket with super ease workshop, excuse me, is the actual name of the workshop, forgot the words here but if I do say so myself, I feel that the banner on this page looks fantastic. You gotta go check it out, thekatrinaruthshow.com. Ash, can you put the link in? Thekatrinaruthshow.com/highticketsalesworkshop. Can you put the link in and title and tagline on my profile, no rush, that would be awesome and pin that comment since you're there and we're coming out of the tunnel so that's an exciting moment for everybody.

And what this is is the magic mystery mindset of money of how a consistently and weekly ... oh, oh, oh, consistently and weekly do up to 80k plus in sales. That's one individual sale, that doesn't mean total sales. In fact, I feel like we should adjust that in the banner, Ash. Like sales that are up to 80k plus for a single sale. Over Facebook messenger chat in as little as one to five minutes, no discovery calls required, no sales pages for my high end stuff ever, right?

So that's kind of what the workshop's about. I'm gonna show you how I do that and I'm gonna take you behind the scenes of everything relevant to selling high ticket from either like how to design your programme to ... I don't know, like everything you could think of, like objection stuff and what do you need to overcome that. I'm not gonna repeat the whole sales page, you can go to the sales page and check that out.

So this is the first time I've ever taught on something like this and probably because to be quite honest with you, four or five years ago, when I was already selling high ticket ... actually, Ash, can you share this to my personal page as well from my profile 'cause I'm not getting my wifi to work on my laptop in the Uber, can you share it to my personal page and to the Daily Asskickery and maybe comment and let me know when you have done so just so I know you're still there otherwise, I guess, I'll figure it out later.

Yeah, probably part of the reason I've never done a training specifically on this is to be quite honest with you, when I was first selling high ticket which I started I guess really or seriously or officially during in 2013 ... oh, you're gonna have to repost it from my profile but that's good because we've got the link there but when you get on my profile, pop the link in and title and tagline and then share it from my profile. I just talk to my team while I'm on the livestream, you guys. That's my brother, Ash, give him a love heart shower for being online with me on Good Friday. It is Good Friday, right? It is Friday.

Okay, anyway, yeah, I didn't enjoy selling high ticket, right? I kind of hated the process of it. Like when I would get on the phone with somebody, I would always have a good time on the phone and always enjoy the conversation with that person but like hands up or give me like an Amen or give me some sort of Oh God yes, or something like that if you just find it exhausting to do the actual sales process of your high ticket stuff. And/or maybe you're not even doing it and you feel like you don't know how and you're not getting results. So either like you're doing it and you know how to sign up high ticket clients but it's fricking time-consuming.

I don't mean you don't love your clients and your work and actually even talking when you do get onto those discovery talks, I mean, and that might be another thing but we'll talk about that as well actually in this workshop, but I specifically mean that you kind of feel like this is so time-consuming and it's draining and exhausting and if you wanna be perfectly frank about it, the truth is that you don't really like to talk to people that much on a schedule at all and you'd rather just be able to go about your day, doing whatever you feel like and really, you'd rather people just message you and tell you that they wanna work with you on a high level and then they sign themselves up. I mean, why would we not just want that, right?

So I wanna tell you that that's actually exactly how I do it. People come to me, they sign themselves up to work with me, it's a text based conversation, sometimes with audio messages as well but no phone calls, I haven't done a phone call for a high ticket sale in years and it usually takes like two to three times back and forth in conversation, sometimes it might go for a couple of days, typically it's over the course of a day, like depending on time zones and whether the person sees my response and I see their response right away.

But often, it's literally a couple of minutes. So for example, my newest client, she joined the inner circle, shout out Gillian [Sanderville 00:07:51] messaged me last week and I was standing in the coffee line and I get a message and she's like "Hey Kat, here is a photo of me and my baby," he was so cute, a little [inaudible 00:08:04], "and I've just kind of come out of that phase of being ... you know, newborn phase and I'm ready to go all in and I'm doing such and such in my business already and I'm ready to go to this next level and I know I need to work with you. I don't care what it is and I don't care how much it is, I'm going to sign up."

So what did I do to make that sale? Well, technically you could say I did, fuck all, I responded to the message, I was like, "Cool, tell me a little bit about you and your business, and why me and why now and what your vision and your passion is," obviously I wanna align with my clients and make sure that it's a fit. And then I said, "Have you heard of my inner circle?" She had, I sent through an overview, like a written overview that I have and then I just left a little audio with the price. I'm like, "Okay, currently it's $6,000 a month or you can do 60,000 upfront and you get two months free, that's the current investment [inaudible 00:08:54]," as you can imagine.

And she messaged back later that same day or whenever she was next online, she's like "Done, I'm in." That's it. That's a $60,000 sale. Ash, you still did that from your profile but that's okay 'cause it's pinned. You might wanna switch it to my profile though and definitely gonna share it from my [Google 00:09:15] or log in to my profile and share it to my personal page and to Daily Asskickery. Or I can do it after but if you can do it while it's live that's awesome.

So, you know, the thing is, I didn't use to feel proud of how I sold high ticket 'cause I didn't enjoy it and because ... like I enjoyed delivering, I didn't enjoy the sales process 'cause I kind of didn't wanna be on the phone, right? I wanna be doing whatever I want all day, writing and stuff. And I felt like, and you probably feel this way if you're hearing what I'm putting down here. I felt like it shouldn't have to be like this. So I was kind of like ... yeah, I really rather have clients that just know they wanna work with me and they're gonna tell me and they're gonna be so my clients and they're gonna come along and they're gonna be like, "Hey, yeah ..."

Like they've seen maybe if I pulled out Rich Hot Empire or one of my four week or six weeks one on ones that I do from time to time or whether it's inner circle or whatever it is or an event let's say that they come along and they're like, "Hey, Kat, I know I need to be part of this, can I have more details," and they might have a few questions and obviously I'm gonna clarify that they're the right person for me and then that's it.

And I felt like that's how it should be. And I guess I probably felt like that's a little bit unrealistic, it's how I felt at the time, or a little bit you know, like being a diva or something like that or like a bit of an ego so I'm curious to know, do you kind of feel like it should get to be that easy? Do you feel like people should just come and sign themselves up to you because I'm gonna teach you how that happens.

The high ticket sales with super ease workshop, it's a live workshop that's gonna happen on Friday of next week and it's actually gonna start, as soon as you sign up, that's gonna be daily prompts and little work to do in the Facebook group from Monday in three days. So you wanna sign up right away, the link's in the pinned comment because I'll be helping you get prepared.

We're gonna do the live workshop on Friday next week and then we're gonna into seven days of implementation and additional trainings after that to help you roll it out. So I'm gonna give you and teach you through my scripts so to speak that I use, like the overviews and the way that I got that ... oops, dropped my laptop. The way that I go about writing up the investment and that sort of thing, I'll take you through that. I'll give you my exact process and to teach you how to write up your own, like the actual offer, I'll teach you. The reply, the overview reply, the investment reply but also how to have that conversation, how to know when to just send through an overview versus should you do a little audio and speak to the person or is there something you need to ask them.

How to filter out to make sure it's only always perfectly a soulmate client and a bunch of other stuff that I've outlined for you on the sales page. But the point is that it's not like, "Oh, i just found some magical way that people message me and wanna pay me a lot of money," right? Because actually the story I just shared relevant to Gillian, 100% of my inner circle clients have signed up that way. Not like a few, not a good amount, 100% have signed up by basically telling, "I know I need to do this, give me the details." I give the details and it's like, okay, might be a question or something like that, it might be a little bit of conversation and then they are in and it's always that way for anything from ... what do I classify as high ticket? Like several thousands dollars, that kind of ticket through to tens and tens of thousands of dollars, even as much as $80,000 per sale, over actually.

Right? And there's a process that goes into that. So of course, I'm gonna teach you the actual conversation like how I sell over Facebook messenger chat but that's not a magic fucking thing where if you have a good way of outlining and making your offer over Facebook messenger that people are just gonna pay you all that money because how did they come along in the first place? And a lot of ... or most of my inner circle clients, I was never promoting the inner circle, they literally messaged me out of the blue, like random. I wasn't putting an offer out there, just like what I said with Gillian.

And they just message. But when I do like a 10 or a $12,000 thing, I'll typically put the offer out there, I'll post it on Facebook it's on and I'll tell people to message me, right? So I'm telling them to. But how is it that they actually then are messaging, how is it that I'm getting such soulmate badass clients who do the work and get killer results, who are the ones who are messaging. How is it that the conversation is then boom boom boom and there is no expectation of a sales call or anything like that? That's what I'm gonna teach you.

And I guess, what I wanna share with you now about that that you can actually take away and think about even right now, whether or not you join the workshop and you'd be crazy to not join this workshop, it's insane value in it. Like it's so much fricking content that we're covering in there, go check it out. The thing that that comes from is being that aspirational person who that client or that person knew that they had to work with in the first place.

So in actual fact, if you go along and read my blog post from this morning, it's over on my personal katrinaruth page, it's called Now more than ever, your tribe needs you to lead, are you prepared? So if you're watching this as a replay later on, that's the title. Now more than ever, your tribe needs you to lead, are you prepared? Maybe somebody can drop the link to that blog here in the comments also, it's on my page from this morning, my personal page. If you read that blog post and I have a P.S. at the end of that blog about this workshop also, but if you read the blog, I talk about being that person who the client, who's not yet working with you, already is aspiring to do so.

And that's what happens with my clients, they come along and they've been like, "I'm finally ready or I know it's time, I've been waiting for this." But then i also have many clients who come on who literally never heard of me and this has happened multiple times, who join the inner circle or join Rich Hot Empire or join whatever programme that only just heard of me the week before or their friend referred them or something like that and then they go straight in at the high end.

How that happens is the way that I show up and what you've gotta think about is how you're showing up. Are you showing up now every day, whether or not you're selling high end or selling anything, are you showing up as that aspirational leader who people wanna hear from and who people feel like you're the one, right? Like you're the one that they've gotta listen to, you're the one that they wanna have your voice inside of their head, you're the one who they resonate with, they trust in, they believe in, you're inspiring, your helping them, you're educating and giving epic, fricking value which I always seek to do in my free content daily.

But I'm not just trying to give epic value and teach and educate, I'm here to perform, I'm here to entertain, I'm here to inspire, I'm here to kick your ass, I'm here to cry with you, laugh with you, drink with you if you come around. You know what I mean? Like I fully show up all day, every day and so then when it comes time for me to sell something high end, or I'm not even selling and somebody just message me, they're like "I go work with you," I already did that ground work, you know? And I do it day in and day out.

So my sales process is not what happens in that conversation, even though I do have a strategy and a process for that and I'll teach you. My sales process is the way I show up every single day and you've gotta think about how can you show up every single day in a way where people are already sold on you.

Gosh, there was something I know I wanted to say just then about this and it just jumped out of my mind. Oh, I was always gonna mention to you, by the way, that part of what I wanna talk about in this workshop and just remind you of now is my business makes multi millions a year, right? Most people know that but if you don't know that, that's what our company does. We do hundreds of thousands of dollars per month in revenue, it's not predominantly high ticket, just so you know, probably only about 20% ish? I don't know my exact numbers.

But, we have a significant amount of our revenue comes from low to moderate ticket and that's actually part of how my high ticket sales get to be so easy as well. So it's funny 'cause back in the day, a lot of mentors would tell me that if you do low ticket, you're not gonna be able to sell high ticket and they were like, "Stop doing all the low ticket stuff, stop doing the shit programmes and workshops online and just do stuff that's thousands of dollars minimum," and I listened for like a minute and a half and I fricking hated it 'cause I love creating and I love doing low ticket.

But now I'm like laughing about it 'cause I'm like "Oh, my God, you give value all the time through your free content and through your low content and the right people, the 1% within the 1% people who know they're mean to work with you at that level, they level themselves up to come and work with you? Do you know what I mean? I could preach all day about this but here I am at LaGuardia, I'm gonna jump on a flight. I want you to go to thekatrinaruthshow.com/ whatever the link is, high ticket sales workshop with ease, something something. It's in the pinned comment. Check it out, read all that I'm covering for you there, it is going to be level as fuck, we're gonna play [supertight 00:17:31], you're gonna love it. Have an amazing rest of the day and don't forget, live is now, press play.

Direct download: Selling_High-Ticket_with_Ease_over_FB_Chat_only_no_calls_no_fuss_Audio.m4a
Category:general -- posted at: 1:52pm AEST